04/02/2016

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0:00:25 > 0:00:26MESSAGE ALERT

0:00:34 > 0:00:35Cup of tea?

0:00:37 > 0:00:39Got an exercise class.

0:00:39 > 0:00:41Oh, you getting fit for Claudette?

0:00:43 > 0:00:44Just don't make out you care.

0:00:44 > 0:00:46I've said I'm sorry.

0:00:50 > 0:00:52DOOR SHUTS

0:00:54 > 0:00:57- I left my passport at Kush's. Could you?- No.- Dad...

0:00:57 > 0:00:59- If you're going to do this... - Please.

0:00:59 > 0:01:01I've got to get Kamil to school.

0:01:01 > 0:01:03You all right?

0:01:03 > 0:01:04It's not your place to tell him.

0:01:04 > 0:01:07Just heading off to the hospital again.

0:01:07 > 0:01:09Give Stacey my love.

0:01:09 > 0:01:10Yeah, I will.

0:01:10 > 0:01:12Did Kush tell you what happened?

0:01:20 > 0:01:21For you.

0:01:21 > 0:01:22Not for Kush.

0:01:22 > 0:01:24Now think again. Please?

0:01:31 > 0:01:33Dean's in court tomorrow.

0:01:33 > 0:01:34It's the plea hearing.

0:01:34 > 0:01:36I, um...

0:01:38 > 0:01:40I just thought if you wanted to go?

0:01:40 > 0:01:42If it would help?

0:01:42 > 0:01:44It ain't my case, is it? It's Roxy's.

0:01:44 > 0:01:46Yeah, I know, I just...

0:01:46 > 0:01:49There's still going to be a trial. Unless he pleads guilty.

0:01:49 > 0:01:52And even after all that, he could still walk free.

0:01:53 > 0:01:55- I'll see you later.- See you later.

0:01:59 > 0:02:00Is Nancy...?

0:02:00 > 0:02:04- She's gone out.- Early. - Walking the dog.- Walking the baby.

0:02:04 > 0:02:07Just tell her I'm sorry, yeah?

0:02:07 > 0:02:08I'm really, really sorry.

0:02:18 > 0:02:21Are you sure you don't want to talk to him?

0:02:21 > 0:02:24Why don't you go and get ready and come and do a shift?

0:02:24 > 0:02:28- I could, I could use your help. - I'm sure you'll live, Pop.

0:02:30 > 0:02:34- I'll go and have a little chat. - Just give her a minute.

0:02:35 > 0:02:36How are you feeling?

0:02:36 > 0:02:40- After what Shirley said? - I just...want it all over with.

0:02:45 > 0:02:46If Sharon don't want me in my own house,

0:02:46 > 0:02:48she can move out.

0:02:48 > 0:02:49You need care, Phil.

0:02:49 > 0:02:52Do me a favour, drop the Florence Nightingale routine, will you?

0:02:52 > 0:02:55- Anyway, I'm going for a drink. - No-one is going to serve you.

0:02:55 > 0:02:57You need to dry out

0:02:57 > 0:02:59so you can have a transplant or you're going to die.

0:02:59 > 0:03:02Welcome home!

0:03:06 > 0:03:08Did things not work out with Carmel, then?

0:03:09 > 0:03:12My daughter's mother-in-law? Come on.

0:03:12 > 0:03:13It was me, wasn't it?

0:03:13 > 0:03:16Don't worry about it.

0:03:16 > 0:03:19You'd have thought at my age, I'd learn to hold my drink by now.

0:03:19 > 0:03:21Denise.

0:03:24 > 0:03:28Um, after you went, I...

0:03:30 > 0:03:33- Don't shout at me. - What have you done now?

0:03:40 > 0:03:42I hear you're going to Pakistan.

0:03:44 > 0:03:46Yeah, go on, run away.

0:03:46 > 0:03:48- I am not running away. - That's what you do, ain't it?

0:03:48 > 0:03:51You know what, you don't get to tell me what I do.

0:03:51 > 0:03:53OK, just think again.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59You and me, the other side of London and a new start.

0:03:59 > 0:04:00Kush, you need to be here.

0:04:00 > 0:04:03We can make it work. We will make it work.

0:04:03 > 0:04:05- We've tried, we've tried and you know we can't.- Don't do this.

0:04:05 > 0:04:07Please. Shabs, don't do this.

0:04:09 > 0:04:11What happened to your eye?

0:04:11 > 0:04:12Er...

0:04:14 > 0:04:17- It's nothing, it's nothing. - Ask your father.

0:04:19 > 0:04:20Lucas?

0:04:20 > 0:04:22Don't look at me like that.

0:04:22 > 0:04:25- Denise, please tell me you're not still in love with him.- No.

0:04:25 > 0:04:27No!

0:04:30 > 0:04:32So, why did you call him?

0:04:33 > 0:04:35It's because Jordan needs help.

0:04:35 > 0:04:37Libby said that he'd robbed Chelsea.

0:04:37 > 0:04:41So that means you have to see Lucas? Are you that lonely?

0:04:43 > 0:04:45- Everyone's got someone, ain't they? - I haven't.

0:04:45 > 0:04:47Someone who needs them.

0:04:49 > 0:04:51Anyway, just forget I ever mentioned it.

0:04:51 > 0:04:55Denise, he left his ex-wife to die.

0:04:55 > 0:04:57And he murdered your ex-husband.

0:04:57 > 0:04:58Yeah, and he locked me in a cellar

0:04:58 > 0:05:02and he told everyone I'd killed myself, I know it was a stupid idea.

0:05:02 > 0:05:04I've just seen Kush.

0:05:04 > 0:05:08Me splitting up with him is nobody's business but mine.

0:05:16 > 0:05:17How's Nancy?

0:05:19 > 0:05:20What makes you think I know?

0:05:24 > 0:05:25- There you go, freshly made.- Thanks.

0:05:29 > 0:05:31Linda thinks Dean's going to walk.

0:05:33 > 0:05:36- Well, that ain't going to happen. - I know.

0:05:36 > 0:05:37I've got a plan.

0:05:41 > 0:05:43I can't imagine what...

0:05:43 > 0:05:46in front of other people, what that must have felt like.

0:05:47 > 0:05:50But you've never been one to let what others think bother you.

0:05:50 > 0:05:52Mum, I wet myself.

0:05:55 > 0:05:58I'm not...I'm not in control of my body. My own body.

0:05:58 > 0:06:00I know, baby girl.

0:06:00 > 0:06:03Do you know what that feels like, though?

0:06:04 > 0:06:08To hate your own body, because it always lets you down?

0:06:10 > 0:06:12Maybe, maybe a bit.

0:06:14 > 0:06:17Oh... Sorry, Mum.

0:06:17 > 0:06:20- I didn't...- But what you face, day after day, no, I don't know.

0:06:20 > 0:06:22And if I went through what you did yesterday,

0:06:22 > 0:06:24I'd want to hide myself away too.

0:06:26 > 0:06:32When I was... raped, I hid. Wanted to hide forever.

0:06:34 > 0:06:38- But that's cos I'm not as strong as you are.- Mum, don't say that.

0:06:38 > 0:06:41If I didn't have your dad, I don't know what I'd do some days.

0:06:42 > 0:06:45- But you, you're my hero. You always have been.- No, I ain't.

0:06:45 > 0:06:47I mean, the boys, I always worry about them.

0:06:47 > 0:06:50But you, you're a fighter. Have been since you was little.

0:06:50 > 0:06:53And I'm so, so proud of that.

0:06:56 > 0:06:59So you just walk out there into the world and be you.

0:07:05 > 0:07:08- Honey!- Billy!

0:07:08 > 0:07:12- I have got a training session at the Minute Mart later.- Have you?

0:07:12 > 0:07:14Brilliant, well done!

0:07:14 > 0:07:18Listen, I mean, Hon, I've been thinking right it...

0:07:18 > 0:07:21It just seems a bit silly, this, doesn't it?

0:07:21 > 0:07:23I mean, why don't you move in with me?

0:07:23 > 0:07:25I mean, we are engaged, ain't we?

0:07:25 > 0:07:28- What's brought all this on?- Shabs and Kush have split up.- Oh, no.

0:07:28 > 0:07:30- That's really sad.- Yeah, I know.

0:07:30 > 0:07:32They were really solid and all, you know,

0:07:32 > 0:07:35after everything they went through with their baby dying...

0:07:35 > 0:07:37- Are you worried that we're going to split up?- No, no!

0:07:37 > 0:07:42- You've still got Les.- Funny. No seriously, Pam will have him back.

0:07:42 > 0:07:44Billy, Phil's just moved in.

0:07:44 > 0:07:48Yeah, all the more reason for you to move out, then. Oh, come on, babe.

0:07:49 > 0:07:51I just want to be with you.

0:07:51 > 0:07:54Me, you and the kids like a proper family.

0:08:00 > 0:08:04I need your help. Talk some sense into Shirley for me, will you?

0:08:27 > 0:08:28Oh, here she is.

0:08:30 > 0:08:34- How are you?- Yeah, I'm fine, thank you.- Donna told me.

0:08:34 > 0:08:38- I'm so sorry. Poor you. - Cheers, thanks. I'll see you later.

0:08:48 > 0:08:54- How are you feeling?- I... I thought I'd get some air.- I'm sorry.

0:08:55 > 0:08:57I'm really sorry.

0:08:58 > 0:09:03- I blanked out and I wet myself. - I heard.

0:09:08 > 0:09:15- Shabnam called. She'd just split up with Kush.- You didn't tell me.

0:09:15 > 0:09:17- You just left.- I'm sorry.

0:09:22 > 0:09:24Look, I'm not going to be the entertainment

0:09:24 > 0:09:26for the second day running.

0:09:26 > 0:09:29Can we just focus on our next pop-up. It'll be bigger and better.

0:09:29 > 0:09:31Can you just stop pretending you're interested?

0:09:31 > 0:09:34Like, you didn't even want to give up your stupid little job.

0:09:34 > 0:09:35See you later.

0:09:40 > 0:09:43If you can't be with Kush, then he's the one that should be leaving.

0:09:43 > 0:09:45- He's the one that's done wrong. - He's got a baby here. I'm not...

0:09:45 > 0:09:47I'm not going to make him abandon Arthur.

0:09:47 > 0:09:50So he gets to stay with his son who's a secret?

0:09:50 > 0:09:53And you're prepared to abandon your daughter? Again?

0:09:53 > 0:09:54And this is you staying out of it, is it?

0:09:54 > 0:09:58I bet you haven't even told Jade you're going.

0:09:58 > 0:09:59DOOR OPENS

0:10:03 > 0:10:05What's happened?

0:10:05 > 0:10:06Nothing.

0:10:10 > 0:10:13- You can't go and see Dean. - What did you tell her for?

0:10:13 > 0:10:15You've gotta listen to someone!

0:10:15 > 0:10:18He's not going to plead guilty just cos you turn up for a visit, is he?

0:10:18 > 0:10:20Oh, go play with your fish.

0:10:20 > 0:10:21HE GROWLS

0:10:24 > 0:10:27- All I ever do is let her down. - No, no, you don't.

0:10:29 > 0:10:32- Just sit her down and talk it all through, it'll be fine.- What?

0:10:32 > 0:10:36Like you did with Kush? Come on, if talking was easy...

0:10:43 > 0:10:45Kush is the father of Stacey's baby.

0:10:49 > 0:10:50So he cheated on you?

0:10:53 > 0:10:57I am so fed up of having to justify it. We were on a break.

0:10:59 > 0:11:03- But it's all...it's so messed up. All of it.- Does Dad know?

0:11:04 > 0:11:11- He went over and punched him. Just don't tell anyone, please.- Yeah.

0:11:13 > 0:11:17- But that's why you and Nancy, it really isn't too late.- She hates me.

0:11:20 > 0:11:24I get it, you know. The guilt thing.

0:11:24 > 0:11:27- Dean.- It ain't guilt.

0:11:30 > 0:11:36You walked out on him. Young boy like that, with so much anger.

0:11:36 > 0:11:40I was there, with his dad - stepdad. I saw it.

0:11:42 > 0:11:44But did you make Dean a rapist?

0:11:45 > 0:11:48Or any more than you made him a hairdresser.

0:11:49 > 0:11:52And let's be honest, he didn't exactly get that from you, did he?

0:11:52 > 0:11:55So... go and see him.

0:11:58 > 0:11:59He ain't a bad man.

0:12:02 > 0:12:06He's done bad things. He's done evil things.

0:12:08 > 0:12:12- But somewhere in there is still that little boy that I love.- I know.

0:12:12 > 0:12:18And I just think if I can reach that part of him. You know what?

0:12:20 > 0:12:21I really don't care what you think.

0:12:21 > 0:12:25No, no, I'm not laughing. Not at you.

0:12:28 > 0:12:35- I... I got in touch with Lucas last night.- And I'm the stupid one?

0:12:35 > 0:12:37Yeah, I've even arranged to go and see him.

0:12:37 > 0:12:38What, you're going there again?

0:12:38 > 0:12:43Well, I was supposed to be there an hour from now. Me and him.

0:12:43 > 0:12:44Nice little cup of tea.

0:12:46 > 0:12:50- He locked you in a cellar! - Yeah, why do people keep telling me

0:12:50 > 0:12:52that like I'm stupid or something, forgotten?

0:12:52 > 0:12:53Well, I haven't. I'll never forget.

0:12:53 > 0:12:55- So then why are you going to... - I don't know,

0:12:55 > 0:12:57I just, I thought that...

0:12:59 > 0:13:03..maybe there's a little bit of something in there

0:13:03 > 0:13:05that ain't all bad.

0:13:12 > 0:13:15Baby, I didn't know whether you'd want to...

0:13:15 > 0:13:17No, it's fine, Dad. Honest.

0:13:17 > 0:13:25- Thank you. I hope you don't mind. - Send in the sister. That's cool.

0:13:25 > 0:13:29- Oh, no, no, Tam doesn't know that I'm here.- Oh, right.- Do you...

0:13:29 > 0:13:31- Yeah, no, sit down.- Thanks.

0:13:33 > 0:13:37Look, I'm...I'm really sorry to hear about you and Kush, Shabs.

0:13:37 > 0:13:44It's...It's fine. Tam's really, really upset.

0:13:44 > 0:13:48- You can't make this about him. - You had a seizure...

0:13:50 > 0:13:52- ..and I'm sorry about that. - I don't need your pity.

0:13:52 > 0:13:56Tam's sorry about that but what happened wasn't his fault.

0:13:56 > 0:13:57I didn't say it was his fault.

0:13:57 > 0:14:00- Well, trying to make him feel guilty about it...- What?

0:14:00 > 0:14:03I'm sorry, just because your own relationship's broken down,

0:14:03 > 0:14:06don't mean you can take it out on me!

0:14:06 > 0:14:13- I'm sorry.- Tam's a really good man. He's a decent man.

0:14:15 > 0:14:19You have to understand, right, that I was willing to give up my whole

0:14:19 > 0:14:25dream of running a pub for us and he won't even give up his job.

0:14:25 > 0:14:26And that's it?

0:14:29 > 0:14:33I want him to fight.

0:14:33 > 0:14:37- You are quite fiery.- No.

0:14:39 > 0:14:41I mean I want him to fight for us.

0:14:52 > 0:14:53Are you sure about this?

0:14:57 > 0:14:59We must need our heads testing.

0:15:08 > 0:15:11- Hey. - Want to come and do my homework?

0:15:11 > 0:15:14I dunno where she gets her manners from.

0:15:14 > 0:15:16- I was just coming to see you. - I heard you got dumped.

0:15:17 > 0:15:23- Where does she get this stuff? - Yeah, it didn't work, me and Kush.

0:15:23 > 0:15:25- We...- Dumped.

0:15:28 > 0:15:36I'm...I'm going away for a little bit to Pakistan.

0:15:36 > 0:15:39- Bring us back a present.- Jade!

0:15:39 > 0:15:46- Actually, I don't know if I'm coming back.- Hey, you serious?

0:15:46 > 0:15:47I thought you wanted me.

0:15:47 > 0:15:50I... I will write to you.

0:15:50 > 0:15:56- And...and we can video call, can't we?- I won't answer.

0:15:56 > 0:16:00- I won't even remember who you are. - She don't mean that.

0:16:00 > 0:16:04You'll always be the cow that left me on the doorstep.

0:16:04 > 0:16:09- Don't speak to your mum like that. - She ain't my mum.- I'm...I'm sorry.

0:16:11 > 0:16:12I'm sorry. Jade!

0:16:18 > 0:16:21So Shabnam told me everything. What Kush did.

0:16:21 > 0:16:22KNOCK AT THE DOOR

0:16:22 > 0:16:24- And you punching him.- Yeah, Tam...

0:16:29 > 0:16:31I mean, what? Is this your answer...

0:16:31 > 0:16:33Tam.

0:16:38 > 0:16:42Right, well I'm going to go and get some food for dinner.

0:16:50 > 0:16:51Phil.

0:16:51 > 0:16:53- Phil!- I want a drink! - You can't have one.

0:16:53 > 0:16:55Phil, why don't you go back inside?

0:16:55 > 0:16:56Why, you going to get me one, are you?

0:16:56 > 0:16:59- I'll put the kettle on. - You are not going to kill yourself!

0:16:59 > 0:17:02- Nice cup of tea?- No, I don't want a nice cup of tea, all right!

0:17:02 > 0:17:03Do you know what, you have no idea

0:17:03 > 0:17:05what she's been through this past week.

0:17:05 > 0:17:07Because it's always about you.

0:17:09 > 0:17:13Phil, please. Please come back inside.

0:17:14 > 0:17:17- Ronnie, you don't have to do this by yourself.- Come on.

0:17:28 > 0:17:31You're not even going to fight for this, are you?

0:17:32 > 0:17:33Is there any point?

0:17:36 > 0:17:38What do you want me to say?

0:17:43 > 0:17:47- This isn't working, is it?- What bit?

0:17:48 > 0:17:50All of it.

0:17:57 > 0:18:00OK, well, if that's what you want.

0:18:00 > 0:18:03- It's not just about what I want, is it?- I've been here before.

0:18:03 > 0:18:04I know how it ends.

0:18:09 > 0:18:13- Please...please don't cry. - I'm not crying.

0:18:14 > 0:18:17I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do.

0:18:17 > 0:18:18What and you think I do?

0:18:26 > 0:18:29- There's some other stuff at mine. - Keep it. Keep it.

0:18:32 > 0:18:34I should have just stuck to the pub thing.

0:18:39 > 0:18:45- I...I really wanted us to work. - Yeah, so did I.

0:18:45 > 0:18:48Yeah, but more than anyone.

0:18:49 > 0:18:51Unlike other guys,

0:18:51 > 0:18:55I actually thought more than a month ahead with you.

0:18:59 > 0:19:01You're not going to say anything, are you?

0:19:09 > 0:19:12OK. Fine. It's over.

0:19:30 > 0:19:34- I need to finish packing.- You don't have to go.- I can't stay here.

0:19:38 > 0:19:40You gave up the first chance of being a parent.

0:19:41 > 0:19:44And the second chance was taken away from you.

0:19:46 > 0:19:48Shabnam, if you walk away from this...

0:19:51 > 0:19:54..you'll never, ever forgive yourself.

0:20:35 > 0:20:41- So we're all single now.- Oh, Tam. - I'm just a lover, not a fighter.

0:20:41 > 0:20:42Not much of a lover.

0:20:48 > 0:20:51She's out of my league. It was always going to end this way.

0:21:08 > 0:21:12- We broke up.- Oh, baby. Come here.

0:21:12 > 0:21:19Oh, it's OK. Oh, darling. All right.

0:21:22 > 0:21:24I didn't think you'd come.

0:21:25 > 0:21:29- After...- I guess we both said things that we didn't mean.

0:21:33 > 0:21:34She's here visiting her ex.

0:21:35 > 0:21:38Didn't think it'd be at the same time, though.

0:21:38 > 0:21:41They keep us apart for most of the day.

0:21:43 > 0:21:45I'm stuck with the nonces.

0:21:46 > 0:21:49Different exercise. Dinner. Different showers, the lot.

0:21:51 > 0:21:56A little while ago, I was waking up in my own bed with my fiancee.

0:22:00 > 0:22:03Now I just wake up sweating every morning.

0:22:03 > 0:22:07- Jumping at every noise at night. - You need to plead guilty, Dean.

0:22:11 > 0:22:13To draw a line under all this.

0:22:30 > 0:22:32You're looking good, Dee.

0:22:35 > 0:22:37You haven't aged at all.

0:22:38 > 0:22:41Amazing what a bit of daylight can do for you.

0:22:46 > 0:22:49Are you... with anyone?

0:22:49 > 0:22:50That ain't your business.

0:22:52 > 0:22:53I'm glad you came.

0:22:56 > 0:22:58I don't know why I did.

0:22:58 > 0:23:01Don't you? Really?

0:23:05 > 0:23:08Maybe it's because I wanted to remind myself...

0:23:12 > 0:23:14..what monsters really look like.

0:23:17 > 0:23:20- I wasn't forcing myself on Roxy. - I know what I saw.

0:23:21 > 0:23:22It wasn't attempted rape!

0:23:23 > 0:23:27I saw the look in your eyes, when Linda first said what you did.

0:23:29 > 0:23:33I didn't want to see it because I didn't want it to be true.

0:23:33 > 0:23:35But I'm your mum. And that's what mums do.

0:23:35 > 0:23:39- Just stop.- No, I can't pretend any more. And neither can you.

0:23:39 > 0:23:43You know what you've done. You said it to Linda.

0:23:43 > 0:23:46You'd just tried to kill me at the time!

0:23:46 > 0:23:48Yeah, because this has got to stop.

0:23:51 > 0:23:54And it will stop. But not like that.

0:23:54 > 0:23:57Not with me trying to kill you or you trying to kill me.

0:23:59 > 0:24:01It's going to stop when you stand up in that court room

0:24:01 > 0:24:03and tell them what you did.

0:24:03 > 0:24:07But I didn't! I didn't. I love Roxy and I would never hurt her.

0:24:09 > 0:24:13You've got to believe me. You're my mum.

0:24:17 > 0:24:19What we had, Dee, it was good.

0:24:20 > 0:24:23- It was the best.- I wouldn't quite describe it that way myself.

0:24:25 > 0:24:29Look, it went wrong. I went wrong.

0:24:32 > 0:24:36It was all just... I lost control.

0:24:37 > 0:24:43- Jesus forgiven you, has he? - Jesus and me, we ain't talking.

0:24:46 > 0:24:48I wasn't well, Dee.

0:24:49 > 0:24:55All that God stuff... wasn't real.

0:24:57 > 0:25:02I really wanted to believe that I was being guided by some

0:25:02 > 0:25:06higher power, but... it was just me.

0:25:08 > 0:25:10It was just another addiction.

0:25:13 > 0:25:16I was getting high off the attention.

0:25:17 > 0:25:20The status it gave me, the power.

0:25:25 > 0:25:29The only one responsible for everything I did... is me.

0:25:29 > 0:25:32Everyone told me I was mad for coming here.

0:25:32 > 0:25:36- That's why I told you not to tell anybody.- And that's why I did.

0:25:37 > 0:25:42I'm glad you called me back, though. I was so excited to see you.

0:25:42 > 0:25:46- Yeah, well, you've seen me now, ain't you?- I think about you a lot.

0:25:49 > 0:25:53What you're doing, what you're thinking. What you'd say to me.

0:25:55 > 0:25:59First thing in the morning. Last thing at night.

0:25:59 > 0:26:03You're in my head, Dee. You always will be.

0:26:03 > 0:26:05Every which way I turn, you're there.

0:26:07 > 0:26:12And I know it's the same for you. That's why you called.

0:26:13 > 0:26:17- That is why you're here. - You're wrong.- Am I?

0:26:20 > 0:26:23This isn't just for my sake.

0:26:25 > 0:26:26It's for Jordan's.

0:26:30 > 0:26:32No, he's not here.

0:26:33 > 0:26:36It's OK.

0:26:38 > 0:26:40I wanted to...

0:26:43 > 0:26:45There's something I need to ask you.

0:26:47 > 0:26:50- He's in trouble, Dee.- He robbed Chelsea.- I need you to help him.

0:26:50 > 0:26:53- I need you to find him and help him.- Ask your sister.

0:26:55 > 0:26:57Gloria can never get through to him.

0:26:57 > 0:27:01But you, you're such a good stepmum.

0:27:03 > 0:27:07- You knew how to make him listen.- Yeah?

0:27:07 > 0:27:10My other stepson is sitting over there.

0:27:12 > 0:27:15Plea hearing tomorrow for attempted rape.

0:27:16 > 0:27:19So you can forget about the good stepmum thing.

0:27:23 > 0:27:24I believe in you.

0:27:26 > 0:27:27I know that you'll plead guilty.

0:27:27 > 0:27:29Haven't you heard a thing that...

0:27:29 > 0:27:31You can't run. It'll just stay with you.

0:27:33 > 0:27:36You need to face up to what you've done. Not just for them

0:27:36 > 0:27:37but for you.

0:27:40 > 0:27:43If you don't go in that court room and plead guilty, Dean...

0:27:45 > 0:27:47..then I can't be your mum.

0:27:52 > 0:27:53You know you can do this.

0:27:56 > 0:28:00You're the only that can save him. Help me.

0:28:02 > 0:28:03Please?