0:00:25 > 0:00:28I don't want you messaging me. Leave me alone and back off.
0:00:31 > 0:00:33I was... I was just worried about you.
0:00:33 > 0:00:36Don't, there's things in my life you don't want to get involved in.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38What...what sort of things?
0:00:38 > 0:00:40- I'm telling you, just stay out of it.- OK.
0:00:40 > 0:00:42Leave my sister alone! Just...
0:00:42 > 0:00:43Kim!
0:00:47 > 0:00:50So that's it, is it? Just grab your bag, disappear?
0:00:51 > 0:00:54I don't get it. Where, where'd this all come from?
0:00:54 > 0:00:58Well, apart from being in nick, I've never stayed anywhere this long.
0:00:58 > 0:01:03Oh, shut up. So that's what today was about then?
0:01:03 > 0:01:06I'm not needed here any more, it's time for me to go.
0:01:10 > 0:01:11Kushy...
0:01:11 > 0:01:15You don't get it, do you? You really...you don't have a clue.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18I don't need you sticking your oar in, all right?
0:01:18 > 0:01:20I don't need you messing with my life.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22I'm trying to help you.
0:01:22 > 0:01:23Where are you going?
0:01:23 > 0:01:27Somewhere where I can get a drink without someone calling my mum.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29Kush...
0:01:29 > 0:01:31And when I get back, I want you gone.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37That needs looking at.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39It's nothing.
0:01:39 > 0:01:40Why did you do that anyway?
0:01:40 > 0:01:43I'd have hit him harder if I knew it was him.
0:01:43 > 0:01:44It's good to see you too(!)
0:01:45 > 0:01:48Look, I only came here to tell you to back off.
0:01:48 > 0:01:50That's the only reason I'm here.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52Hey...
0:01:52 > 0:01:56OK, just... come back to the house and let me
0:01:56 > 0:02:00clean up that cut for you. Five minutes and then you can go.
0:02:06 > 0:02:10And now... Here she comes, Jessica Ennis, eat your heart out.
0:02:10 > 0:02:11I can't breathe.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15You sure you're going to manage a half marathon?
0:02:15 > 0:02:16How long was I gone?
0:02:19 > 0:02:21Not even 15 minutes.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22Oh, you're joking. Really?
0:02:22 > 0:02:25Maybe she should just run round the Square to raise money for charity.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27Oh, ha ha. Very funny.
0:02:27 > 0:02:30- KNOCKING AT DOOR - Hang on!
0:02:30 > 0:02:32Oh, me legs...
0:02:33 > 0:02:35Oh, hello, come in.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37Sorry to bother you. I, um...
0:02:37 > 0:02:39I'm trying to track down Martin, is he - is he here?
0:02:39 > 0:02:41No, we're looking after his kids
0:02:41 > 0:02:44but he's gone to find a mother-baby unit for Stacey.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Oh, of course. Yeah. Sorry.
0:02:46 > 0:02:49Oh, no, you all right? What's the matter?
0:02:50 > 0:02:54It's Kush. I really need your help.
0:02:57 > 0:02:58This ain't right.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00You're the one that hit him.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02I mean him being here. I've got a bad feeling about it, Dee.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05You need to tell him to leave.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07He's here, in my house,
0:03:07 > 0:03:11and if you don't like it, then YOU can leave.
0:03:30 > 0:03:31MESSAGE ALERT
0:03:31 > 0:03:32Who's that, the boyf?
0:03:34 > 0:03:36No, I ain't got one of them.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38- Oh, me neither. - Oh, that's good then, innit?
0:03:38 > 0:03:40I meant a girlfriend, obviously.
0:03:42 > 0:03:43Um...
0:03:43 > 0:03:47Do you fancy going for a drink somewhere, like a proper drink?
0:03:48 > 0:03:52Er... Look, I would, but...
0:03:52 > 0:03:54All right, I thought I'd ask.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57No, no, no. I would, it's just...
0:03:57 > 0:03:59Like I said, I'm on drunk patrol duty
0:03:59 > 0:04:03and I've got to make sure someone gets home in one piece.
0:04:03 > 0:04:04No worries.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06Don't mean we can't stay here.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10I could maybe squeeze in one more of them.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12Maybe.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14Extra cream again?
0:04:16 > 0:04:19Can I get a top-up in there, is that all right?
0:04:21 > 0:04:23Right, er,
0:04:23 > 0:04:26if you've not bought raffle tickets yet, there's still time.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28- Every penny's going to good local causes.- Oh, yeah.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31Watch the dodgy draw and see who wins.
0:04:31 > 0:04:34Ooh, it's the landlady's daughter.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36If you don't wind your neck in, you'll be through that door.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38Yeah? You and whose army?
0:04:38 > 0:04:41You're not in your dive of a pub now. I'm watching you.
0:04:41 > 0:04:45All right. It's just a bit of fun, that's all. Just a giggle!
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- CUTLERY CLATTERS - Oh!
0:04:49 > 0:04:51Are you OK there?
0:04:51 > 0:04:52If I had four arms, I would be.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Well, do you want a hand?
0:04:54 > 0:04:55What about your neck, love?
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Oh, no. I'm fine.
0:04:57 > 0:05:00- If you don't mind, then - just stick 'em in the kitchen.- Yeah, sure.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03Er, Ben? Er, can you get us another drink?
0:05:03 > 0:05:04Yeah, yeah, I will do.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11Do you fancy meeting up later?
0:05:12 > 0:05:13You serious?
0:05:13 > 0:05:15Paul, it's gonna take time... Paul!
0:05:20 > 0:05:22You can't see what you're doing.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24I'm fine.
0:05:27 > 0:05:31Um... Chelsea told me what happened.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34What, that's why I'm here, is it? You want to lay into me?
0:05:34 > 0:05:39- Get some payback for what I did to her? - No, that is not why you're here.
0:05:39 > 0:05:40I'm not going to judge you like the others.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43- I'm here for you. - I don't need protecting.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Look, I came here to get you off my case, to keep you away.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50- I don't buy that. - Is that right?
0:05:50 > 0:05:57Well, you could have ignored me, stayed away. But you didn't.
0:06:01 > 0:06:05So where is it that you're living now then?
0:06:05 > 0:06:08A squat in East Ham, Thatcher Estate.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Thatcher's Estate?
0:06:10 > 0:06:13Drug dealers, losers and wasters. Yeah, I fit right in.
0:06:13 > 0:06:17- Don't say that. - Why? It's true.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19Look, what sort of trouble do you think I'm in?
0:06:19 > 0:06:22Do you think I'm being chased for nicking sweets?
0:06:22 > 0:06:26OK, you can tell me and maybe I can help you.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29Oh, what. Cos you're good at fronting out drug dealers and gangs?
0:06:29 > 0:06:32People who want to break your legs and enjoy doing it.
0:06:32 > 0:06:37Drugs, that's what I'm involved in. Just like my mum.
0:06:45 > 0:06:50Well, that's all the more reason why you don't need to be
0:06:50 > 0:06:55living on that estate. You need people around who can support you.
0:06:57 > 0:06:58Yeah? Come here.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03Oi! Oi! Oi! Get off!
0:07:21 > 0:07:23Your Mum's worried about you.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26Let her worry.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Why don't you let me take you home.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34And do what? Just sit there on my own?
0:07:37 > 0:07:41Well...it's a lot better than sitting here
0:07:41 > 0:07:43and getting even more drunk.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48Shabnam's not coming back.
0:07:50 > 0:07:51She's gone.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55I've lost her.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Zaair...
0:08:04 > 0:08:05My son.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09You need to get home.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11I've ruined everything, haven't I? I've ruined everything.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14I mean, what's the point? What's the point now? Look at me.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16Look at me. Would you come back to this?
0:08:16 > 0:08:19I know you've had a very hard time and it must hurt.
0:08:19 > 0:08:22I have lost everything. I ain't got nothing, Son.
0:08:26 > 0:08:27I've got nothing.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34You know, I don't know why you turned up,
0:08:34 > 0:08:36or what you're mixed up in.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39I'm sorry for you, boy, but I don't want you bringing it in my house.
0:08:39 > 0:08:41- All right? - You're not going anywhere.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43No, because I'm so wanted here.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45If he wants to leave, you make him leave.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48Yeah, cos you've brought the cavalry to chase him off.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50No one's chasing anybody off. All right?
0:08:50 > 0:08:51But he's just rocked up here.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53- No one's got a clue about him. - Who are you anyway?
0:08:53 > 0:08:56He's my husband and he's looking out for his family,
0:08:56 > 0:08:57so perhaps you should go.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59This is my house!
0:09:00 > 0:09:03And I say he stays.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06Look, he's living in a squat.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09All right? In a nightmare of an estate.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13- Do you really want to send him back to that?- A squat?
0:09:13 > 0:09:14Yeah.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16That can't be easy.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Yeah, bruv, like you'd know.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20Trust me, I know more than you can imagine.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23He's told me what's happened.
0:09:23 > 0:09:27He's got... he's got involved in drugs.
0:09:28 > 0:09:32And there are people that are after him, people that want to hurt him.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35Yeah, well, he's not a kid, he can make his way.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37Did you not hear what I actually said,
0:09:37 > 0:09:39there are people that want to hurt him!
0:09:39 > 0:09:41So is this about money?
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Well, how much do you owe them?
0:09:45 > 0:09:47More than I've got.
0:09:47 > 0:09:50Is this before or after you stole from Chelsea?
0:09:50 > 0:09:51Look, none of that matters any more.
0:09:51 > 0:09:55All that matters is that I -
0:09:55 > 0:09:58we - can help him now.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00You...you don't get it, do you?
0:10:00 > 0:10:03He can tell you anything you want to hear.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05I'm telling the truth, whether any of you believe me or not,
0:10:05 > 0:10:07that's down to you.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12You're a liar, just like your father.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15- Oh, what, you got me sussed? You reckon?- You tell me.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17You need to calm down, my brother.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19What my dad did... He killed my mum...
0:10:19 > 0:10:21- Jordan, please. - Look, I'm nothing like him.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23- I know what he is but he's still my dad.- We're on your side.
0:10:23 > 0:10:27You don't know me! None of you do. And what?
0:10:27 > 0:10:29You can stand there and judge me?
0:10:33 > 0:10:34I don't need this.
0:10:34 > 0:10:36- Jordan... - Get off of me.
0:10:37 > 0:10:38- Dee! - Enough!
0:10:45 > 0:10:48You're going to break her heart, you know that, don't ya?
0:10:48 > 0:10:51I don't know how to do it, all right?
0:10:51 > 0:10:57Look... I went from being on my own after years inside,
0:10:57 > 0:11:02getting by, to bang - there's Shirl
0:11:02 > 0:11:03in front of me.
0:11:03 > 0:11:09All right, she's looking older, but for crying out loud, we all do.
0:11:09 > 0:11:15But it's as if all the years had disappeared and there she is,
0:11:15 > 0:11:19the girl I knew, the girl I loved -
0:11:19 > 0:11:22the girl I still love - back in my life.
0:11:24 > 0:11:27Only with two sons I didn't even know existed.
0:11:28 > 0:11:31Now...
0:11:31 > 0:11:35if we'd stayed together and brought you two boys up,
0:11:35 > 0:11:40like a proper mum and dad, things could have been different.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42But they weren't.
0:11:42 > 0:11:46And there she is. When I saw her, a part of me...
0:11:47 > 0:11:52..wanted to disappear, leave everything as it is.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57But I couldn't, cos it was Shirl.
0:11:58 > 0:12:02And everything was all over the place, what with Stan and you,
0:12:02 > 0:12:04with Dean.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06I couldn't leave, she was in a mess.
0:12:06 > 0:12:10So you stuck around cos she's a mess? What's that all about?
0:12:10 > 0:12:13I'm her past, not her future.
0:12:13 > 0:12:16Me being in her life ain't going to make any difference.
0:12:19 > 0:12:20And what about us?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24You're my old man.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29You had Stan. You didn't need me.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32I weren't there to take you up the stairs
0:12:32 > 0:12:34when you were a little 'un and read you a story.
0:12:34 > 0:12:37Give you a clip round the ear when you came in stinking of fags.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40I didn't do the course, I never got the certificate.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42But you're here now though, ain't ya?
0:12:44 > 0:12:45I mean, I love my old man to pieces,
0:12:45 > 0:12:48but, let's be straight, he's not perfect.
0:12:48 > 0:12:49Neither of us are.
0:12:49 > 0:12:54But that's what granddads are here for, though, ain't they?
0:12:55 > 0:12:59Yeah, but...I ain't what you think I am.
0:13:00 > 0:13:01I keep getting it wrong.
0:13:04 > 0:13:09I mean, how could I have been more wrong about Dean. Hey?
0:13:09 > 0:13:12After all he'd done.
0:13:12 > 0:13:16I... I backed him up, didn't I?
0:13:16 > 0:13:18My son, Dean.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23When deep down, I knew he was bad.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28I never said a word. Not a thing.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32I failed.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34I failed you, I failed Linda...
0:13:36 > 0:13:38I failed everyone.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42So, um...
0:13:43 > 0:13:45Just remind me. Um...
0:13:47 > 0:13:48You running away...
0:13:49 > 0:13:53How does that put this right?
0:13:53 > 0:13:55I've said me piece.
0:13:56 > 0:13:57That's that.
0:14:00 > 0:14:03You know why you're going? Don't ya?
0:14:03 > 0:14:05Cos you're a coward.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10- Sorry. - Hello!
0:14:10 > 0:14:12I was, er...just sat with Kush.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14Waiting for him to sober up.
0:14:14 > 0:14:15Is he all right?
0:14:15 > 0:14:17He's beautiful.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Why don't you take Arthur in the kitchen?
0:14:19 > 0:14:22No, no, no, don't move him. Don't move him.
0:14:22 > 0:14:26Er, Lily. Come on. Let's put the kettle on.
0:14:26 > 0:14:27- (Look at him.)- Good girl.
0:14:30 > 0:14:34Oh... he's a good little boy.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37Hey, you beautiful little man.
0:14:41 > 0:14:42Son, er...
0:14:44 > 0:14:49I - I know - I know I'm a bit drunk and I'm a mess but, listen,
0:14:49 > 0:14:51it's Arthur, he's...
0:14:51 > 0:14:55I'm going round in circles and I'm getting nowhere. Absolutely nowhere.
0:14:55 > 0:14:58I've spoken to about - I dunno, what - a dozen different people,
0:14:58 > 0:15:00it's ridiculous.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01- Hey. - Hey. You all right?
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- Oh, yeah. - Lager?
0:15:03 > 0:15:04Mh-mm.
0:15:04 > 0:15:09There he is. There's Daddy's boy. Come here, mate.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13Oh, yeah, I have missed you. Haven't I, yeah.
0:15:13 > 0:15:15- How's he been? - Really good.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17Yeah?
0:15:17 > 0:15:18Aw... Yeah.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22I didn't mean to drag you into helping all night,
0:15:22 > 0:15:24keeping you away from Ben.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27I, er, don't think he's even noticed. MESSAGE ALERT
0:15:27 > 0:15:28Is that him texting you?
0:15:28 > 0:15:32Er... No, it's from my big sister.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35Would you like to see a picture of my beautiful nephew?
0:15:35 > 0:15:36- Oh.- Yep.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39That's about the hundredth one this week from my perfect big sister,
0:15:39 > 0:15:41living her perfect life.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43That's big sisters for you.
0:15:43 > 0:15:46Actually, Abi, if you fancy it, I could do with an extra
0:15:46 > 0:15:49pair of hands in here, just the odd shift now and then.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51- Really? - If you've got the time?
0:15:51 > 0:15:53Well, I mean, I've got my vet work
0:15:53 > 0:15:55but me and Ben, we're saving for our own place.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57So if I can fit it in, the extra cash would be great.
0:15:57 > 0:16:01Consider yourself hired, then. After all, us younger sisters,
0:16:01 > 0:16:02we got to stick together.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Thank you.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19MESSAGE ALERT
0:16:29 > 0:16:31Can I help you?
0:16:31 > 0:16:33This ain't the loo, is it?
0:16:33 > 0:16:34No.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37- You're Linda's daughter, ain't ya. - Do you not mean Lisa's daughter?
0:16:37 > 0:16:40Do you know what, I only call her that to wind her up.
0:16:43 > 0:16:44Whoa, here y'are...
0:16:51 > 0:16:54Your mum giving you grief, what's that all about?
0:16:55 > 0:16:58I'd have you behind my bar. Pretty face,
0:16:58 > 0:17:01give the punters something else to think about other than fighting.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05I need an assistant manager.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08It's pretty lively, the Rat and Ferret, ain't it?
0:17:08 > 0:17:12There's plenty of punters but just not the right type.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15It's all beards and tatts - and that's just the birds.
0:17:17 > 0:17:20No, it's... it's all right if you know how to duck.
0:17:20 > 0:17:23Sounds like a challenge.
0:17:23 > 0:17:27It's certainly that but, you know, we do have a laugh.
0:17:27 > 0:17:32I know - you, you could come and work for me?
0:17:32 > 0:17:35- Oh...- No, no... Seriously,
0:17:35 > 0:17:38come and do a trial. Yeah, a trial.
0:17:38 > 0:17:42Yeah, I like you. You're not as up yourself as your Mum.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44You're drunk, though, ain't you.
0:17:44 > 0:17:48I am, I am, but tomorrow, I'll be sober
0:17:48 > 0:17:50and you'll still be getting grief.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53Come on, unless you don't want to
0:17:53 > 0:17:56because your mum and dad would kick off.
0:17:56 > 0:17:59They wouldn't even notice. I can guarantee that.
0:17:59 > 0:18:00Oi, what you doing back here? Out.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03Oh, all right, all right. Sorry, Lisa...
0:18:04 > 0:18:06Oh, you think you're funny? Back in the bar.
0:18:06 > 0:18:08All right, I'm going, I'm going.
0:18:08 > 0:18:12There's only so much of a good thing, a time, a woman can have.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20You just don't get it, do you?
0:18:20 > 0:18:22My cab'll be here in a minute.
0:18:22 > 0:18:26So you weren't around to wipe me jacksy - big deal.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28I survived. I had Stan.
0:18:31 > 0:18:36We all survived. This is what we've got now.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Yeah, but I don't fit in.
0:18:38 > 0:18:39- Oh, shut up. - Dad...
0:18:39 > 0:18:41No, hold up a minute, he needs to hear this.
0:18:41 > 0:18:46I'll tell you why you're doing the slip, shall I? You're scared.
0:18:46 > 0:18:47Is that right?
0:18:47 > 0:18:48Yeah.
0:18:51 > 0:18:56See, now Jade's gone, you're scared of it being just you and Shirl.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58You don't want to deal with that.
0:18:58 > 0:19:04You're scared that me or Lee might actually call on you
0:19:04 > 0:19:06and you might have to come to the front.
0:19:07 > 0:19:10Don't you think I wanted to have it on my toes
0:19:10 > 0:19:12after everything I've been through?
0:19:12 > 0:19:16Yeah, you got it wrong about Dean, but he's gone.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22He finally got what he had coming to him.
0:19:23 > 0:19:27And you walking away ain't what Shirl needs...
0:19:29 > 0:19:32..and it ain't what we need.
0:19:32 > 0:19:36It's Shirl. She don't need me, she don't need anyone.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39Don't you know nothing about her?
0:19:39 > 0:19:42The more horrible she is to you, the more she likes you.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45Do you know what? It's actually doing my swede in, er...
0:19:45 > 0:19:47We need more beers. So, Lee, can you go get some?
0:19:47 > 0:19:49- No more beers. Where's that cab? - No. They're for me and the boy,
0:19:49 > 0:19:51while we drown our sorrows while we wave you off.
0:19:51 > 0:19:53- UNDER BREATH: Go and get Shirl. - What?
0:19:53 > 0:19:55Go and get Shirley. Now.
0:20:06 > 0:20:08I didn't mean to hurt you.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10Will you go away?
0:20:12 > 0:20:13Denise, I'm sorry.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20It's fine. It's nothing.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22Are you going to get out of this kitchen
0:20:22 > 0:20:23or do I have to hit you again?
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Kim...
0:20:33 > 0:20:36Look, I've got nothing against him as such,
0:20:36 > 0:20:41he's had a lot to deal with. But, Dee, he's trouble.
0:20:41 > 0:20:44Look at the way he kicked off when Patrick called him a liar,
0:20:44 > 0:20:45must have hit a nerve.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47Yeah, well, everyone was in his face,
0:20:47 > 0:20:51saying he's just like his Dad, of course he got upset.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Not like your father, eh?
0:20:58 > 0:21:00What you doing back early? You got kicked out or something?
0:21:00 > 0:21:03Oi, you cheeky mare.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05I can leave a boozer of my own accord, you know?
0:21:06 > 0:21:08It is possible.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10Come on, let's get you out of here. OK?
0:21:10 > 0:21:13All right, all right. So bossy.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15- Come on. - Oh, whoa!
0:21:15 > 0:21:18Well, er... Look, you've got my number.
0:21:18 > 0:21:21Yeah and you've got mine. Bye.
0:21:21 > 0:21:22See you later.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27Him losing Shabs because of everything with Zaair
0:21:27 > 0:21:30and seeing me with Arthur, it must be tearing him apart.
0:21:30 > 0:21:34I know, I get that. And I feel for him, I do.
0:21:34 > 0:21:38Any other time, I'd walk through a wall for that bloke.
0:21:39 > 0:21:42But I can't, not now.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44No...
0:21:49 > 0:21:51Where is he?
0:21:51 > 0:21:52He left.
0:21:52 > 0:21:53You mean you chased him off?
0:21:53 > 0:21:55No. He...he just went.
0:21:58 > 0:21:59Just let him go.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08Sorry, I should... I should go.
0:22:08 > 0:22:09I'm sorry for being a pain.
0:22:09 > 0:22:13You're not a pain. Here, I've just been having a think.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17You helped Mas with his running, didn't you?
0:22:17 > 0:22:19- Mmm. - Well, do you fancy helping me?
0:22:21 > 0:22:22With what?
0:22:22 > 0:22:25I'm doing the Walford half-marathon. I could really do with some help.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28Oh, no. I don't think I'm in the right place to motivate anyone.
0:22:28 > 0:22:32Oh, come on. You'd be doing me a really big favour.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35I'm doing it for the Walford Baby Unit.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41- Half-marathon, yeah? - Yeah, eh?
0:22:41 > 0:22:43And look at me, I'm not exactly Paula Radcliffe, am I?
0:22:43 > 0:22:45But she has weed in the street before.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48Stop it. So what do you think? Hey? What do you say?
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Be my trainer?
0:22:51 > 0:22:55Yeah, all... Yeah, all right. Maybe once I've sobered up a bit.
0:22:55 > 0:22:56Then we can start.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00OK. Thank you, yeah? Drink that tea and get an early night.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07Why did you lie about what the money's for?
0:23:07 > 0:23:10Well, I'm not lying, am I? I'm still doing it for Walford hospital.
0:23:10 > 0:23:11I'm just doing it for the Scbu.
0:23:11 > 0:23:14Besides, it'll give him something to focus on, you know?
0:23:14 > 0:23:15Something to keep going.
0:23:15 > 0:23:18You do realise that you're going to have to do this run now?
0:23:18 > 0:23:19Yeah.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21'I'm going to wait outside.'
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Ain't ya gonna say goodbye to Lee?
0:23:23 > 0:23:25Soppy thinks the world of you.
0:23:26 > 0:23:27I'm sorry.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31I hear you're walking out on me.
0:23:34 > 0:23:39Look, just face it, Dee, he admitted he was involved in drugs.
0:23:39 > 0:23:42Yeah? And then he said he needed money.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47And when he felt that everyone was on to him, he just left.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51He was lying to you.
0:23:52 > 0:23:53He was.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13I'm sorry.
0:24:16 > 0:24:17It's OK.
0:24:17 > 0:24:22I'm...I'm going to sort myself out, I am.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29You better get back to Craig.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30I want to be here for you.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32Look, Mum, Mum...
0:24:33 > 0:24:37I... I need to deal with this in my own way.
0:24:39 > 0:24:43If, if I need your help, I will ask you. OK?
0:24:45 > 0:24:47OK.
0:25:04 > 0:25:07None of these colours are what I'd choose anyway.
0:25:10 > 0:25:14First thing tomorrow, I'll go and buy some paint.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23Have you got someone else?
0:25:23 > 0:25:24No.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27Has he got someone else? Is that what this is about?
0:25:27 > 0:25:29Of course he ain't.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33Lee said that you think that I don't need you?
0:25:33 > 0:25:36Is that what you really think?
0:25:36 > 0:25:37I don't know, you tell me.
0:25:40 > 0:25:44Don't be stupid. If you want him to stay, will you tell him?
0:25:44 > 0:25:45We ain't a pair of kids.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47You're both acting like it.
0:25:47 > 0:25:48Do you love me?
0:25:54 > 0:25:57I'm here with you, ain't I?
0:25:57 > 0:25:58I need to know - do you love me?
0:25:59 > 0:26:00DOOR BUZZER
0:26:00 > 0:26:04I'm here, we got two kids but I need to know.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08I wash your pants, don't I?
0:26:08 > 0:26:11Oh, for crying out loud. Do you or don't ya?
0:26:11 > 0:26:12DOOR BUZZER
0:26:13 > 0:26:15OK.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18I love you.
0:26:19 > 0:26:20There, I've said it.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22You happy now?
0:26:22 > 0:26:24DOOR BUZZER
0:26:24 > 0:26:25Um...
0:26:26 > 0:26:30I, I need someone to help me on the stall if you're interested?
0:26:30 > 0:26:31You're staying then?
0:26:31 > 0:26:33Here, go and wind that sherbet on.
0:26:36 > 0:26:38Will you marry me?
0:26:38 > 0:26:40Oh, shut up.
0:26:40 > 0:26:41I've got to know.
0:26:41 > 0:26:45If I was gonna marry anyone, then it would be you, yeah.
0:26:45 > 0:26:46But that's not going to happen.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51That'll do, that's all I needed.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53Well, we're not that stupid, are we?
0:26:54 > 0:26:55Ooh, right.
0:26:55 > 0:26:59I'll, er, I'll leave you's two to have a roll about, I think.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10Any sign of him?
0:27:12 > 0:27:14I feel like such an idiot.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16No, you were trying to help him.
0:27:16 > 0:27:20No one can blame you for that. He is what he is.
0:27:20 > 0:27:24He is part of your past and that's where he needs to stay.
0:27:24 > 0:27:28I've seen his likes too many times, he would have messed you up.
0:27:28 > 0:27:33I guess I just wanted to see the best in him, but...
0:27:35 > 0:27:37..obviously, I was wrong.