0:00:26 > 0:00:28I'm calling the police!
0:00:28 > 0:00:30Is this what it's come to?
0:00:30 > 0:00:33The sight of me sends you panicking to the cops?
0:00:33 > 0:00:36I mean it, Gavin. I am not coming back to you!
0:00:36 > 0:00:37Good.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40I don't want you to.
0:00:42 > 0:00:45KUSH GRUNTS
0:00:45 > 0:00:49This was Stacey's chance! You ruined it!
0:01:00 > 0:01:03I'm not listening to any more of your lies!
0:01:03 > 0:01:04No lies.
0:01:04 > 0:01:08I'm here simply to ask you to pass on a message to Sharon.
0:01:08 > 0:01:09What for?
0:01:09 > 0:01:11Ruining our holiday.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13Holiday?
0:01:13 > 0:01:15What are you talking about?
0:01:15 > 0:01:16Oh, you don't know?
0:01:17 > 0:01:20Me and Sharon have been spending time together,
0:01:20 > 0:01:23making up for all those lost years.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33You can't even throw a decent punch, can you?
0:01:38 > 0:01:42The one place, the one bed where Stacey could be with Arthur...
0:01:42 > 0:01:45- Do you realise what you've done? - Course I do.- What it means?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47Of course I do!
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Do you think I want to see him suffering?
0:01:50 > 0:01:53You've ruined everything!
0:01:53 > 0:01:55Yeah, yeah, I know.
0:01:57 > 0:01:58I know!
0:02:00 > 0:02:03No... Sharon, she...
0:02:03 > 0:02:05She doesn't want anything to do with you.
0:02:05 > 0:02:06I'm her dad!
0:02:06 > 0:02:10No. You're... You're just saying all this to mess with me.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18Me, Sharon and Dennis, we went away together.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23That boy's great - a real chip off the old block.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25What?
0:02:25 > 0:02:28You get to have a happy reunion with your kids,
0:02:28 > 0:02:29but I don't get one with mine?
0:02:29 > 0:02:31If you're so close to Sharon,
0:02:31 > 0:02:34why do you need me to talk to her for you?
0:02:35 > 0:02:38We...
0:02:38 > 0:02:40We had a bit of a disagreement.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42What? She see through you, did she?
0:02:42 > 0:02:46You know what I'm like, how I overstep the mark sometimes.
0:02:46 > 0:02:51You could make her see I'm coming from a good place, that I mean well.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54I'm not meant to be on my own.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57I know there's no going back for us, no second chance. I accept that.
0:02:57 > 0:02:58But I'm desperate.
0:03:00 > 0:03:05Please - I need my girl just as much as you need your boys.
0:03:08 > 0:03:11Yeah. He said he wants to be a great dad.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13Aren't you the lucky one?
0:03:13 > 0:03:16Plenty of girls get pregnant and the boy doesn't want to know.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19Now, get home and use your charm.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Yeah, but what if it doesn't work?
0:03:21 > 0:03:23I mean, this is all getting out of control.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25I'm going to end up alone.
0:03:25 > 0:03:28- Like me?- No. I didn't mean that.
0:03:28 > 0:03:32You're going to have a baby with the man you love -
0:03:32 > 0:03:34there's nothing out of control about that.
0:03:35 > 0:03:36I can't keep this up much longer.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39Do as I say and you won't have to, will you?
0:03:39 > 0:03:41Go on, off you pop.
0:03:41 > 0:03:45And remember, tears and a troubled face aren't attractive.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52I've got to get back, feed the hordes.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05That's a nice blouse.
0:04:05 > 0:04:06Is it new?
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Yes, I got it on the...
0:04:10 > 0:04:12I didn't mean anything, I...
0:04:13 > 0:04:15It suits you.
0:04:16 > 0:04:17It looks lovely on you.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19It wouldn't...suit...
0:04:19 > 0:04:21- Her?- No.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27Know what I thought of the other day?
0:04:28 > 0:04:32Our first holiday with Lawrie. You remember, that old static caravan?
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Looked forward to it for months
0:04:34 > 0:04:36and then that flash flood nearly washed us away.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41You clung on to me and I was...
0:04:41 > 0:04:43terrified but didn't want to let on.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49I knew you saw how frightened I was.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52It meant the world to me you didn't say anything.
0:04:54 > 0:04:58Did you manage to sort the brass band for Mr Sinclair's funeral?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01I don't want to talk business.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03And I don't want to talk about anything else.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07It's no good you bringing up the past.
0:05:07 > 0:05:11You made a mockery of all that when she came along.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13We're not the same people, Les. Too much has happened.
0:05:16 > 0:05:17Cumberland ring?
0:05:17 > 0:05:20Ah...yeah, that would be me, thanks.
0:05:22 > 0:05:23Enjoy.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28You're wrong, you know.
0:05:29 > 0:05:30We are the same people.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34I won't deny we're more...battered.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37Well, I am.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39You're still as beautiful as ever.
0:05:39 > 0:05:43But deep down, we're still the same couple of kids.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46I suppose you're right.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50I do love you so much.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55Loving me isn't the issue.
0:05:55 > 0:05:59Yes, it is. Loving you is everything.
0:06:00 > 0:06:05And I feel stupid because it's taken all this to make me see that.
0:06:08 > 0:06:09I'm lost without you, Pam.
0:06:11 > 0:06:12Honest, I am.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15It's like you've died.
0:06:15 > 0:06:19No, it's worse than that, cos I see you every day,
0:06:19 > 0:06:20and we make polite conversation.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24I can't touch you.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27I can't put my arm around you.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32I ain't been able to watch any of our programmes.
0:06:33 > 0:06:38Not without you sitting next to me, giving your running commentary.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43I can't go on like this.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48A second chance, please?
0:06:48 > 0:06:51Eat your sausage before it gets cold.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11You should have hit me a lot harder.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16I deserved it after everything I've done.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20What is that supposed to mean?
0:07:20 > 0:07:23I mean, you've been acting weird the last couple of weeks.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26I know it's hard, you know, Shabs leaving you...
0:07:26 > 0:07:28It's not just that.
0:07:28 > 0:07:29So what... What is it, then?
0:07:31 > 0:07:33What? Go on.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35I'm...
0:07:38 > 0:07:40I'm just not a good mate.
0:07:43 > 0:07:44I gotta go.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46Well, what...?
0:07:54 > 0:07:56You took your time!
0:07:56 > 0:07:59How about, "Thanks, Lee, I really appreciate it"?
0:07:59 > 0:08:00What's it for, anyway?
0:08:00 > 0:08:03A surprise for Sonia - it's a belated Valentine's.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Oh, so you forgot, did you?
0:08:05 > 0:08:07No! No, I didn't.
0:08:07 > 0:08:08You did.
0:08:08 > 0:08:09She had to work. Stop it.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13Oh, you stink!
0:08:13 > 0:08:15Charming! Nice to see you and all!
0:08:15 > 0:08:17- Well, go and get changed!- All right.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19It's not like you'll have to put up with it for it for long.
0:08:19 > 0:08:22I'm going to be at the Rat soon. That way I'll stink of booze, just like you.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24I quite like the smell of fish.
0:08:29 > 0:08:30I'm sorry.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33I shouldn't have come.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36I need to go home.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39Stay...please?
0:08:42 > 0:08:46I can't sit here pretending everything's normal.
0:08:46 > 0:08:49I want to be able to say to you, "It's all right,
0:08:49 > 0:08:52"go and fetch your stuff and I'll switch the electric blanket on,"
0:08:52 > 0:08:55but...I've got this mental block.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57I look at you and...
0:08:58 > 0:09:01I look at you and I see her.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08There must be something I can do.
0:09:11 > 0:09:12My dad...
0:09:14 > 0:09:17My dad said he couldn't shake off the things
0:09:17 > 0:09:20that he saw fighting in Korea.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22Growing up, I never could understand it.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24Well, that's hardly the same thing!
0:09:24 > 0:09:26I'm not saying it is.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29What I am saying is, now I can understand it.
0:09:30 > 0:09:35I can't get the image of you as her out of my head.
0:09:38 > 0:09:43I want to, more than anything else in the world...
0:09:45 > 0:09:49..but I don't know if I'm ever going to be able to...
0:09:51 > 0:09:52Try.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55Please.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58We've got to.
0:09:58 > 0:10:01We need to save our marriage.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05I know you want to just as much as me.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07You do, don't you?
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Yeah. I just don't see how...
0:10:13 > 0:10:16We've been through bad times before -
0:10:16 > 0:10:18terrible times.
0:10:18 > 0:10:19We got through it.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21Lawrie's death...
0:10:21 > 0:10:24You got through it by turning yourself into her,
0:10:24 > 0:10:27not by pulling together with me.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29No.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33No, I can't do this. I can't!
0:10:37 > 0:10:39I can't go on without you, Birdie, I can't!
0:10:39 > 0:10:41I've told you - I'm not your Birdie any more.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55HE EXHALES
0:10:55 > 0:10:57You always did make the perfect cuppa.
0:10:57 > 0:11:00Look, Gavin, you've got to go. Ian's going to be back soon.
0:11:01 > 0:11:03And where have you been since Halloween?
0:11:03 > 0:11:06Here and there, keeping my head down.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08You know how it is.
0:11:08 > 0:11:09Yeah...
0:11:09 > 0:11:11how it always is with you.
0:11:11 > 0:11:12It's true what they say -
0:11:12 > 0:11:15everything happens for a reason.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Who knows what might have happened if we'd never left this place?
0:11:19 > 0:11:21We both know what Walford does to the soul.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Sharon needs me in her life.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29I'm not asking you to get involved.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32Just ask her to call me.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34- KNOCK ON DOOR - Are you there, Kath? It's Dot.
0:11:34 > 0:11:35Go upstairs!
0:11:35 > 0:11:38You should keep this door locked when you're on your own.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40I thought I'd come around, keep you company,
0:11:40 > 0:11:42have a game of cards. Oh...
0:11:43 > 0:11:46..you've already got company.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48Cards -
0:11:48 > 0:11:50fantastic idea.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52How about a game of Chase The Lady?
0:11:54 > 0:11:56HE CHUCKLES
0:11:59 > 0:12:01I know something's going on between you and Abi.
0:12:01 > 0:12:02What would that be?
0:12:04 > 0:12:06Here we go, fresh as a daisy.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09Oh, Lee, be a love. There's a couple of plates, just by the door there -
0:12:09 > 0:12:12- I couldn't manage.- Yeah, no worries.
0:12:12 > 0:12:14If you don't want Lee finding out you kissed his dad,
0:12:14 > 0:12:17I'd suggest you keep your nose out of my business.
0:12:28 > 0:12:29- These finished with?- Yeah.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31Pam wasn't feeling very well.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34Oh, right. That's why she ran off and left you on your tod, is it?
0:12:38 > 0:12:40- She's highly strung, isn't she?- Pam?
0:12:40 > 0:12:43- Not at all.- She's got to be.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45That relentless cheerful persona's
0:12:45 > 0:12:47got to be masking something wound pretty tight.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50She's always been a ray of sunshine - it glows from inside her.
0:12:54 > 0:12:55Maybe it's you...
0:12:57 > 0:12:58..bringing out the best of her.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00She's a lucky lady.
0:13:00 > 0:13:04I've always admired your sombre steeliness.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06It's very commanding.
0:13:06 > 0:13:07Remove your hand.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10Don't play the innocent with me.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Everyone knows she's thrown you out for cheating.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16Why not broaden your horizons?
0:13:16 > 0:13:17I don't...
0:13:17 > 0:13:19I only want Pam.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Then you're going to be a very lonely man
0:13:23 > 0:13:25- for the rest of your life. - Oh, maybe I will.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27Maybe I will be lonely...
0:13:28 > 0:13:31..but I'll have known real love.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35Something I doubt you've ever experienced.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44Been a while since I shuffled a deck.
0:13:44 > 0:13:47These cards have done the rounds, haven't they?
0:13:47 > 0:13:49I've had them for years and years.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52Lovely feel to them,
0:13:52 > 0:13:54apart from this one.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57Get hungry during a round of whist, did you?
0:13:57 > 0:14:00That was my friend's dog, her little Willie.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02Lou, she didn't half kick up a fuss
0:14:02 > 0:14:05cos Ethel used to have Willie on her lap
0:14:05 > 0:14:07and Lou swore blind
0:14:07 > 0:14:10that he was pointing out the cards she should play.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13- THEY LAUGH - Would that be Ethel Skinner?
0:14:13 > 0:14:14Yes.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16How do you know?
0:14:16 > 0:14:17Well, don't you recognise me?
0:14:17 > 0:14:20- No.- Well, it's been 50 years.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22Ivy Sullivan's lad, Gavin.
0:14:22 > 0:14:26We used to live above Mrs Skinner at number one.
0:14:26 > 0:14:27Is this your husband?
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Here he is!
0:14:45 > 0:14:47Just popping out to get a curry for Honey.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50- How did it go with Pam? - Oh, yeah, yeah, very good...
0:14:50 > 0:14:51See, I knew it!
0:14:51 > 0:14:53All you had to do was sit down, put all that past behind you
0:14:53 > 0:14:56- and rekindle the magic. - Yeah, and I should thank you.
0:14:56 > 0:14:57We both should.
0:14:57 > 0:14:58Where is she, then?
0:14:58 > 0:15:00Well, she went home.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02We're taking things slowly, yeah.
0:15:02 > 0:15:05But progress has been made - big strides.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07Made up for you, mate. I really am.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09I mean, that's what it's all about really, ain't it?
0:15:09 > 0:15:12Having someone to cuddle up with in front of the telly,
0:15:12 > 0:15:14- dipping your chips in their korma. - THEY LAUGH
0:15:14 > 0:15:19Hey, Les, Billy Mitchell - relationship counselling.
0:15:19 > 0:15:20I should go into business.
0:15:20 > 0:15:21Yeah.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31SIREN WAILS
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Did he force his way in?
0:15:37 > 0:15:38Has he threatened you?
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Have I?
0:15:40 > 0:15:42No, Dot.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44He wants me to talk to Sharon for him.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Well, I hope you said no.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48You surprise me, Mrs Cotton.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50Mrs Branning.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52Mrs Branning.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54I always thought you were a God-fearing woman.
0:15:54 > 0:15:57I thought you'd approve of estranged families reuniting.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00Yes, that's all very well, but you abandoned Sharon.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02True...
0:16:02 > 0:16:04and it breaks my heart...
0:16:05 > 0:16:07..but, er, we've found each other again
0:16:07 > 0:16:09and I want to make amends.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12I'm not proud of the man I was...
0:16:13 > 0:16:15..or of the man I've become...
0:16:17 > 0:16:20..but I'd like to be proud of the man I'm going to be.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Pick up your cards.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55You checking Bex's profile again?
0:16:55 > 0:16:57No, I'm not.
0:16:57 > 0:16:58Ain't BBC Three a bit young for you?
0:16:58 > 0:17:00Oh wait, no, don't tell me -
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Bex said she was watching something.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04Yes, so I thought I'd have a look at it
0:17:04 > 0:17:06so we've got something to talk about.
0:17:06 > 0:17:09Is dinner ready? I'm starving.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Yes, but I forgot to get a bottle of wine.
0:17:11 > 0:17:14- Can you go and get one?- We don't have to drink tonight, do we?
0:17:14 > 0:17:16Well...
0:17:16 > 0:17:17yeah...
0:17:17 > 0:17:19No, but...it will relax us, won't it?
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Oh, so now you need to have a drink to relax with me?
0:17:21 > 0:17:22No, of course I don't.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24- All right,- I- want a bottle of wine, all right?
0:17:24 > 0:17:27And I'm making something really special, so...
0:17:27 > 0:17:28Cos I love you.
0:17:28 > 0:17:29Red or white?
0:17:29 > 0:17:30Whatever.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33Charming.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46SIREN WAILS
0:17:46 > 0:17:49CROWS CAW
0:18:06 > 0:18:07GAVIN CHUCKLES
0:18:07 > 0:18:08Another hand for me.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12I do remember you -
0:18:12 > 0:18:14you was a proper little tearaway.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16Ethel said that your mother, Ivy Sullivan,
0:18:16 > 0:18:17she had men round at all hours.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20It was like King's Cross Station, she said.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22Are you holding me to account for the sins of my old girl?
0:18:22 > 0:18:24No, but I'm holding you to account
0:18:24 > 0:18:26- for forcing Kathy to abandon her sons...- I didn't force.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28I mean, it's easy to run away,
0:18:28 > 0:18:31but it's harder to stay put and face the music.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34If I'd faced the people I owed money to, I wouldn't be here today.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36Neither would Kathy and Ben.
0:18:36 > 0:18:39There's some very nasty people out there, Mrs Branning.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42Yes, and there are some nice people too, and Sharon is one of them,
0:18:42 > 0:18:44and she needs protecting from someone like you.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47- I hope you're not falling for this, Kath.- No, Dot. I'm not.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51All right...
0:18:51 > 0:18:52I get it - I'm not welcome here.
0:18:54 > 0:18:55- I'm going.- Good.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59But Kathy, you've got to promise me you'll talk to Sharon.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01She don't have to promise you nothing.
0:19:01 > 0:19:02I'm talking to my wife.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Look, it's all right, Dot.
0:19:04 > 0:19:06I don't need reminding of what he's put me through.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08And I'm sorry, Gavin, but Dot's right.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10Sharon is better off without you.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13Like the daughter you gave away at birth was better off without you?
0:19:13 > 0:19:14Donna?
0:19:14 > 0:19:16Kathy didn't go interfering with her life -
0:19:16 > 0:19:18it was Donna who came looking for her mother.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20Weren't it, Kath?
0:19:20 > 0:19:21I need my daughter.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23You've left me with nothing, Kathy!
0:19:23 > 0:19:25You had your chance with Sharon and you blew it.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28If you want another one, I suggest you go across the Square
0:19:28 > 0:19:30and you talk to her yourself.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32But that's too simple for you, isn't it, Gavin?
0:19:32 > 0:19:33You have to spread your web,
0:19:33 > 0:19:35get other people to do your dirty work for you.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Well, it's not going to be me any more.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39You get out of my life and stay out!
0:19:40 > 0:19:42You're nothing to me!
0:19:56 > 0:19:57Oh, you came!
0:19:57 > 0:19:59Well, you said it was urgent.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02What are you doing here?
0:20:02 > 0:20:03Waiting for you...
0:20:05 > 0:20:06..so we can kill Christine.
0:20:16 > 0:20:17It's what she used to say.
0:20:19 > 0:20:21"You're nothing to me."
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Fag hanging out of her mouth...
0:20:25 > 0:20:27..dressing gown falling open...
0:20:27 > 0:20:28gin on her breath.
0:20:30 > 0:20:34Have you any idea what it's like to grow up being told...
0:20:34 > 0:20:36you should never have been born?
0:20:37 > 0:20:39Pushed out the door the minute you wake up.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43If it wasn't for Mrs Skinner, I'd have starved.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47Yes, well, I'm sorry you wasn't loved
0:20:47 > 0:20:49but everybody has got a sob story
0:20:49 > 0:20:50and that ain't no excuse for nothing.
0:20:52 > 0:20:53You never speak about your mum.
0:20:56 > 0:20:57It's this place.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59This Square brings it all back.
0:21:00 > 0:21:03You think you've escaped the past but...
0:21:07 > 0:21:08It's too late for us...
0:21:10 > 0:21:13..but I still stand a chance with Sharon.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16Don't listen to him.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18Ethel used to give him the food off her plate
0:21:18 > 0:21:21and he'd stick his grubby little fingers in her purse.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23Is that how you see me too?
0:21:24 > 0:21:25After all we've been through?
0:21:27 > 0:21:29I don't know...
0:21:29 > 0:21:31Look, Dot, I appreciate you standing up for me
0:21:31 > 0:21:33but I can fight my own battles.
0:21:33 > 0:21:36And this... This isn't even my battle any more, it's Sharon's.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38But I mean it, Gavin,
0:21:38 > 0:21:40there is no "you and me" any more,
0:21:40 > 0:21:43- there is no going back. - So you keep saying!
0:21:45 > 0:21:46Well, maybe you're right.
0:21:47 > 0:21:48Maybe Sharon doesn't need me...
0:21:50 > 0:21:51..but what about Dennis?
0:21:51 > 0:21:53He needs a father figure
0:21:53 > 0:21:56and I need him.
0:21:56 > 0:21:57He's my grandchild.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02I'm sorry.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05I can't listen to no more of this.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07I'm going.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10Don't let him ruin Sharon's life...
0:22:10 > 0:22:12like he's ruined yours.
0:22:14 > 0:22:16You can drop my cards around when you're passing.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29You've never liked being on your own.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35All right.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37All right, I'll talk to her.
0:22:44 > 0:22:47I want to show you you're more important to me than Christine.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50- You don't need to do this. - Yes, I do.- I don't need gestures.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52Oh, is that what you think this is?
0:22:52 > 0:22:55The thought of doing this is killing me inside!
0:22:55 > 0:22:57You've got to know that.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59I know it is...
0:22:59 > 0:23:01but it's some clothes and a wig!
0:23:01 > 0:23:03You can replace them.
0:23:03 > 0:23:04You think this is an empty gesture?
0:23:04 > 0:23:06You said!
0:23:06 > 0:23:10YOU said she's part of YOU.
0:23:10 > 0:23:12Burn all this,
0:23:12 > 0:23:14she'll still be in you.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17I appreciate what you're doing
0:23:17 > 0:23:19but it's deeper than this, Les.
0:23:19 > 0:23:20We both know that.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22These aren't just clothes, they...
0:23:22 > 0:23:25They liberated me, they allowed me to be her.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27All right, yes, it's symbolic,
0:23:27 > 0:23:30it might seem superficial, but these...
0:23:30 > 0:23:31were so important to me.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33To her.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35I can't go on like this.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37Christine dies tonight.
0:23:37 > 0:23:40And what happens the next time you need a release?
0:23:40 > 0:23:42When everything gets on top of you?
0:23:42 > 0:23:44I'll turn to you, I'll open myself up to you...
0:23:44 > 0:23:47I just need you to be there. Say you'll be there, Pam.
0:23:47 > 0:23:51Claudette took these last year in the hotel, in Gran Canaria -
0:23:51 > 0:23:54another reminder of how I lied to you.
0:23:54 > 0:23:55I...
0:23:55 > 0:23:59I don't know if this is going to change the way I feel.
0:23:59 > 0:24:02You realise that, don't you?
0:24:02 > 0:24:05How can things go back the way they were?
0:24:05 > 0:24:07I don't want to go back, I want to go forward...
0:24:07 > 0:24:09with you. You and Paul. No-one else.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11But she's inside you.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13I can be strong!
0:24:13 > 0:24:15Help me to be strong, Pam.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19I'll...try.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21I'll try.
0:24:21 > 0:24:22She was always another person.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25People think it's a joke, a perversion.
0:24:25 > 0:24:28I've spent ten years of my life with her.
0:24:28 > 0:24:31I'm spending a lifetime with you.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38I love you.
0:24:52 > 0:24:53SHE SOBS
0:24:55 > 0:24:56You need to keep being as positive
0:24:56 > 0:24:58as you've always been, all right?
0:24:58 > 0:25:00I've got some iodine in here, sort that lip out.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02Are you hungry? Tina's cooking.
0:25:02 > 0:25:05- I don't want to interrupt your evening.- You won't. Don't be silly.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11- Oh!- What is he doing here?
0:25:11 > 0:25:12Wow.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14I had no idea!
0:25:15 > 0:25:16Does she do that a lot?
0:25:16 > 0:25:20- I don't even like prawns! - Oh, don't.
0:25:20 > 0:25:22I can't believe I've just seen that.
0:25:22 > 0:25:26So I... I probably better leave you two to it, really, ain't I?
0:25:26 > 0:25:29Listen, don't worry about Stacey too much.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31I'm sure you'll get a bed before the review.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34And stop fighting with your mates - you're going to need them.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37He just said that...
0:25:37 > 0:25:39I was right to hit him, you know?
0:25:39 > 0:25:40That...
0:25:40 > 0:25:41That he was a bad mate.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44Well, he's right - he shouldn't have taken your phone.
0:25:44 > 0:25:45It was more than that.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48- It was something else.- What?
0:25:49 > 0:25:51I don't know.
0:25:51 > 0:25:54Well, I'll talk to him. See if I can get to the bottom of it, eh?
0:25:55 > 0:25:56You can have a go.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18Thank you.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28We take it one day at a time.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31- Yeah.- Complete honesty.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34I swear.
0:26:34 > 0:26:35Right.
0:26:36 > 0:26:39Well...
0:26:39 > 0:26:40you can walk me home.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43Like I did the first night we met?
0:27:03 > 0:27:04Have a good laugh, did you?
0:27:04 > 0:27:07- I'm sorry.- No, you're not!
0:27:07 > 0:27:09You volunteered to work Valentine's
0:27:09 > 0:27:12and then you knew I was doing something special
0:27:12 > 0:27:13and you go and invite Martin back!
0:27:13 > 0:27:17- I didn't invite him. He was upset. - Yeah, well, I'm upset!
0:27:17 > 0:27:19But you don't stop to think about that, do you?
0:27:43 > 0:27:44Well, well...
0:27:48 > 0:27:50It's always the quiet ones.
0:27:53 > 0:27:54Look, I'll talk to Sharon,
0:27:54 > 0:27:56but if she doesn't want anything to do with you,
0:27:56 > 0:27:58I am not going to push it.
0:27:58 > 0:28:00Thank you.
0:28:07 > 0:28:09I miss you.
0:28:10 > 0:28:11Just get out, Gavin!
0:28:12 > 0:28:14Oh, my gloves.
0:28:26 > 0:28:28Look after yourself.