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0:00:28 > 0:00:29No...

0:00:30 > 0:00:35No! No, please, please, please don't take him.

0:00:35 > 0:00:37Stacey?

0:00:37 > 0:00:38Stacey.

0:00:39 > 0:00:41It was just a bad dream.

0:00:45 > 0:00:50Try... Try to get some more rest. You still look tired, sweetheart.

0:00:50 > 0:00:55I couldn't get to sleep. I was... I was worrying about the review.

0:00:55 > 0:00:58There really is nothing to worry about, you know.

0:01:00 > 0:01:02What's going to happen?

0:01:02 > 0:01:06Dr Forde will try to reach an agreement with you.

0:01:06 > 0:01:07What if we can't?

0:01:08 > 0:01:12Try not to concern yourself with too many "what if"s.

0:01:12 > 0:01:15Is Martin coming along to it?

0:01:15 > 0:01:18Yeah. He'll be here.

0:01:18 > 0:01:19KNOCKING

0:01:21 > 0:01:26Early visitor for you, Stacey, my love. She said it's important.

0:01:32 > 0:01:34Right, there you go. £1.20 change.

0:01:34 > 0:01:36- Thanks a lot.- Thank you very much.

0:01:36 > 0:01:38I just heard. What happened? How are they?

0:01:38 > 0:01:41Well, Martin hit his head badly and he cracked a rib an' all

0:01:41 > 0:01:43so they want to keep him in.

0:01:43 > 0:01:44Arthur?

0:01:44 > 0:01:46He's fine. Absolutely fine.

0:01:46 > 0:01:47What on Earth's happened?

0:01:47 > 0:01:50Oh, Martin smashed his van up coming back from a hospital in Bristol.

0:01:50 > 0:01:51He was nearly home an' all.

0:01:54 > 0:01:55Well, he's home now.

0:01:57 > 0:01:58What's he playing at?

0:02:01 > 0:02:03Oi! Martin!

0:02:05 > 0:02:08Go on, then. I'll cover your stall.

0:02:08 > 0:02:11No, maybe later. Go on, go on, go on - get back.

0:02:14 > 0:02:15This looks good.

0:02:18 > 0:02:20Denny, I was thinking last night.

0:02:21 > 0:02:25Why did your grandad think it was OK just to pick you up like that?

0:02:25 > 0:02:26I don't know.

0:02:26 > 0:02:28How did you leave things?

0:02:28 > 0:02:30Did he say when you'd meet up again?

0:02:30 > 0:02:31- No. - BEEP

0:02:31 > 0:02:32What was that?

0:02:34 > 0:02:35Nothing.

0:02:35 > 0:02:38Tell me the truth or that games console goes back to the shop.

0:02:38 > 0:02:39That's what you always say.

0:02:39 > 0:02:41Don't push me.

0:02:41 > 0:02:42It was a phone on the game.

0:02:42 > 0:02:44Empty your pockets.

0:02:44 > 0:02:45No!

0:02:45 > 0:02:46OK.

0:02:58 > 0:02:59Fine.

0:03:03 > 0:03:05And the back ones.

0:03:07 > 0:03:09BLEEPING

0:03:20 > 0:03:21Nappies.

0:03:21 > 0:03:23Babygros.

0:03:23 > 0:03:25Right, then I'll get the Marigolds.

0:03:25 > 0:03:27He's really not coping, is he?

0:03:29 > 0:03:32Martin, you are not well!

0:03:32 > 0:03:34- All right, mind the ribs, mind the ribs.- Sorry, sorry.

0:03:34 > 0:03:35They let you out?

0:03:35 > 0:03:37No, he discharged himself against medical advice.

0:03:37 > 0:03:39- What?- I'm fine.

0:03:39 > 0:03:41You don't look fine. Come on, sit down.

0:03:41 > 0:03:43I just need to get to Stacey's review.

0:03:43 > 0:03:45- You're in no fit state to do that. - I have to go.

0:03:45 > 0:03:48What happens if it goes badly and they section her again?

0:03:48 > 0:03:50Will one of you just please look after Arthur?

0:03:50 > 0:03:54- Right, slow down, all right? Sonia is at the hospital - you've got time.- She's right, Dad.

0:03:54 > 0:03:55Anyway, you can't go looking like that.

0:03:55 > 0:03:58You look like something out The Walking Dead.

0:04:02 > 0:04:03Stacey, stop.

0:04:03 > 0:04:04No, I need to see them.

0:04:04 > 0:04:07Arthur is fine. Not a scratch on him.

0:04:07 > 0:04:09He's having a lovely time at the creche at the hospital.

0:04:09 > 0:04:13He's got the nurses wrapped around his finger, the charmer.

0:04:13 > 0:04:16- And if there's any news on Martin, they're going to call me, OK?- OK.

0:04:16 > 0:04:18Why was he driving tired?

0:04:18 > 0:04:20Why didn't someone call here?

0:04:20 > 0:04:22We didn't want you to worry you.

0:04:22 > 0:04:23I want to see my boys.

0:04:23 > 0:04:27Well, perhaps they'll let you home today. For good.

0:04:27 > 0:04:28So, Stacey,

0:04:28 > 0:04:31I've just seen Dr Forde and she's running ahead

0:04:31 > 0:04:34of schedule this morning, so she'd like to bring your meeting forward,

0:04:34 > 0:04:39but in light of the accident, she said we can postpone.

0:04:39 > 0:04:41No. I want to do it today.

0:04:41 > 0:04:43I want to go home today.

0:04:47 > 0:04:48Morning.

0:04:48 > 0:04:49All right.

0:04:49 > 0:04:52See Abi just now, she's in a right mood - everything all right?

0:04:52 > 0:04:54She wanted a romantic night in, but I was tired.

0:04:54 > 0:04:56Oh, you was tired, was ya?

0:04:56 > 0:04:58Why don't you shut up, Jay?

0:04:58 > 0:04:59Oh, yeah, whatever.

0:05:03 > 0:05:05You decided what you're going to do about Gavin?

0:05:05 > 0:05:06No.

0:05:06 > 0:05:09Just call the police, Sharon. The guy's a nutter.

0:05:09 > 0:05:12Look, I've got to go to work, all right? I'll see you later.

0:05:12 > 0:05:13OK.

0:05:14 > 0:05:16Sweetheart, I need you to listen to me.

0:05:16 > 0:05:18You need to stay away from your grandad, OK?

0:05:18 > 0:05:22I like having a grandad and you can't stop me from seeing him.

0:05:22 > 0:05:23Yes, I can.

0:05:23 > 0:05:26Since Phil's gone, Grandad's the only one who gives a stuff.

0:05:26 > 0:05:31Ben's with Abi, Jay's got stupid Linzi, and you're always at work!

0:05:37 > 0:05:40All right, OK, I'll let him know, thank you.

0:05:40 > 0:05:44Martin, the hospital have been on. They want you back.

0:05:44 > 0:05:47Well, they can wait. I'll go after the review.

0:05:47 > 0:05:49I really don't think you're well enough.

0:05:49 > 0:05:54- BUZZING - Looks worse than it is. I can't let her down, not again.

0:05:55 > 0:05:56Kathy, you should be back on the stall.

0:05:56 > 0:05:58Luke's covering.

0:05:58 > 0:06:01- How are you, mate? You all right? - Yeah, I'm fine. I'm fine.

0:06:01 > 0:06:05I just want to go and see Stacey, so if you'll all excuse me.

0:06:07 > 0:06:10- HE VOMITS - Dad!

0:06:10 > 0:06:13- See? He needs to be in hospital. - Yeah, that's just what I said.- No!

0:06:13 > 0:06:15Look, can everyone just go, please?

0:06:21 > 0:06:23Just let me stay and help out for a bit, yeah?

0:06:23 > 0:06:24Yeah.

0:06:24 > 0:06:27OK. Look, mate, you want to rest up.

0:06:27 > 0:06:32- Come on, come on, just rest up, OK? Sit down, all right?- Yeah.

0:06:46 > 0:06:48There's someone to see you.

0:06:54 > 0:06:56Breakfast of champions.

0:06:57 > 0:06:58What's it got to do with you?

0:06:58 > 0:07:00I'm still your wife, aren't I?

0:07:04 > 0:07:07So, Shazza, what do you want?

0:07:09 > 0:07:10Good morning, Stacey.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12Hi.

0:07:12 > 0:07:16Hiya. I'm Sonia. I'm a friend of the family.

0:07:16 > 0:07:18Nice to meet you, Sonia.

0:07:19 > 0:07:24Right, well um, Nurse filled me in on your boyfriend's car accident.

0:07:24 > 0:07:27We can still postpone your review, given the circumstances.

0:07:27 > 0:07:30No, I'm fine, but I do want to see them.

0:07:30 > 0:07:33Well, what we're going to do is just have a quick chatter

0:07:33 > 0:07:35about how you've been feeling generally.

0:07:35 > 0:07:36Is that all right with you, Stacey?

0:07:36 > 0:07:38Great.

0:07:38 > 0:07:44First off, have you had any more hallucinations or delusions lately?

0:07:45 > 0:07:49Stacey had a rather vivid nightmare this morning.

0:07:51 > 0:07:54Do you want to talk about what happened in it?

0:07:56 > 0:08:01See, anxiety dreams are perfectly normal.

0:08:04 > 0:08:08My ex-husband, Bradley, he died six years ago today.

0:08:08 > 0:08:10I'm sorry, Stacey.

0:08:10 > 0:08:14In this nightmare, he was...he was trying to take Arthur.

0:08:14 > 0:08:19Bradley was trying to take him with him. It felt really real.

0:08:21 > 0:08:23Have you had many of these?

0:08:24 > 0:08:26Am I getting sick again?

0:08:26 > 0:08:29I think it's probably just your subconscious worrying about today.

0:08:29 > 0:08:30I'm not worried.

0:08:32 > 0:08:36So, um, I take it we haven't had any success

0:08:36 > 0:08:39getting hold of a bed in a mother and baby unit?

0:08:39 > 0:08:41That's correct.

0:08:41 > 0:08:44What we're going to do today, then, is try

0:08:44 > 0:08:49and reach a decision about how you and your family move forward.

0:08:50 > 0:08:54So, what would you like to do, Stacey?

0:08:58 > 0:09:00He wants to keep seeing him.

0:09:00 > 0:09:02He likes having a grandad.

0:09:02 > 0:09:05Sees him as some sort of father figure, I suppose.

0:09:05 > 0:09:07What you banging on about?

0:09:07 > 0:09:10Gavin. He picked Denny up from football yesterday.

0:09:10 > 0:09:11He just took him.

0:09:13 > 0:09:14He got back in touch.

0:09:14 > 0:09:16Just...get out.

0:09:16 > 0:09:17Phil...

0:09:17 > 0:09:18I said get out, out!

0:09:20 > 0:09:25You know, I can't believe I'm saying this, but Denny really misses you.

0:09:25 > 0:09:28Don't you think you owe him a visit or something after what you done?

0:09:28 > 0:09:33Can't you even pull yourself together for five minutes for one kick-around?

0:09:33 > 0:09:34Well?

0:09:36 > 0:09:40You ain't my problem any more,

0:09:40 > 0:09:43and Denny ain't my problem any more.

0:09:43 > 0:09:44You nearly killed him!

0:10:00 > 0:10:02It's OK. Take your time.

0:10:03 > 0:10:06What exactly are my options again?

0:10:06 > 0:10:11OK, well, either you stay in here as a voluntary patient

0:10:11 > 0:10:14until we find you a bed on a mother and baby unit,

0:10:14 > 0:10:17or you continue your treatment at home.

0:10:17 > 0:10:20What do you think's best, Doctor?

0:10:20 > 0:10:24Well, I think you're doing really well, Stacey,

0:10:24 > 0:10:28especially now we've got you on the right medication combination,

0:10:28 > 0:10:33but there are still a few things we need to talk about in more detail.

0:10:34 > 0:10:38So tell me, do you think you're ready to go home?

0:10:40 > 0:10:41Um...

0:10:41 > 0:10:43yeah, yeah, I think so.

0:10:45 > 0:10:48I hope Arthur gets used to me soon.

0:10:48 > 0:10:51And how do you see yourself once you're back?

0:10:52 > 0:10:57I see me and Martin and the kids.

0:10:57 > 0:11:02You know, like a proper little family, finally.

0:11:03 > 0:11:06Reading Arthur his first bedtime story.

0:11:06 > 0:11:09Maybe, I don't know, The Hungry Caterpillar -

0:11:09 > 0:11:10that was Lily's favourite.

0:11:10 > 0:11:12And how does that make you feel?

0:11:13 > 0:11:14Happy.

0:11:17 > 0:11:18Really happy.

0:11:18 > 0:11:21That's great, it really is.

0:11:21 > 0:11:26And what do you see as your role once you're back?

0:11:26 > 0:11:30Well, I guess a mum, and a good not-wife to Martin.

0:11:30 > 0:11:34That's what he calls me. His not-wife.

0:11:36 > 0:11:41And how do you see life going, on a day-to-day basis?

0:11:41 > 0:11:45Well, I'll have to look after Arthur cos Martin has to go to work,

0:11:45 > 0:11:48and I know you're supposed to share the night feeds

0:11:48 > 0:11:51but I want to do them all so that Martin can sleep,

0:11:51 > 0:11:53cos I can catch up in the day when Arthur's down.

0:11:53 > 0:11:55That's what I used to do with Lily.

0:11:55 > 0:11:59And I suppose I'll have to get Lily ready for school

0:11:59 > 0:12:01and make her breakfast.

0:12:01 > 0:12:04She loves Corn Flakes.

0:12:04 > 0:12:06Or is it Weetabix?

0:12:07 > 0:12:08Oh, I don't know.

0:12:10 > 0:12:15I can't...I can't remember what my own daughter has for breakfast.

0:12:15 > 0:12:16I can't even get that right.

0:12:16 > 0:12:19- It's OK, Stacey.- No, it's not OK, is it? It's not OK.

0:12:19 > 0:12:21It's not just breakfast.

0:12:21 > 0:12:24It's dinner, and who's going to clean the house?

0:12:24 > 0:12:27Who's going to wash the clothes, and do the shopping and the ironing?

0:12:27 > 0:12:31You know, what if I'm having a bad day? What if I can't cope?

0:12:31 > 0:12:33Then things are just not going to get done, are they?

0:12:33 > 0:12:35We'll all help.

0:12:35 > 0:12:37Would you like to take a break?

0:12:37 > 0:12:40I'll have to sort everything for Martin because he works.

0:12:40 > 0:12:43He works really hard, you know? And then it'll just...

0:12:46 > 0:12:47Well, it'll just be me.

0:12:54 > 0:12:56I'm not ready to leave.

0:13:02 > 0:13:06You know, during their lifetime,

0:13:06 > 0:13:11the average parent spends around 20 large

0:13:11 > 0:13:13on their kids' birthday parties.

0:13:13 > 0:13:14Really?

0:13:14 > 0:13:18Parties. Pearl's turning one and Kim's already near that number.

0:13:18 > 0:13:20Oh, um, can I have a coffee, please?

0:13:20 > 0:13:22- Yeah.- Yeah.

0:13:22 > 0:13:26I mean, I'm talking face painting, candyfloss machines,

0:13:26 > 0:13:27balloon sculptures.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29You'll need the money, then.

0:13:29 > 0:13:31What am I doing here, Sharon?

0:13:31 > 0:13:34220 grand for my share of the Albert.

0:13:35 > 0:13:37You selling up?

0:13:37 > 0:13:38Yeah.

0:13:38 > 0:13:40Hold on. Rewind.

0:13:40 > 0:13:43You sent me a voicemail ripping strips off me

0:13:43 > 0:13:45cos I was no good with an abacus.

0:13:45 > 0:13:47Now you want to shut shop.

0:13:47 > 0:13:48It's a bit of a shift, ain't it?

0:13:48 > 0:13:50Things change.

0:13:50 > 0:13:51Things.

0:13:51 > 0:13:54Come on, Vincent - it's what you've always wanted.

0:13:54 > 0:13:57Full control of the place, free to do whatever you like.

0:13:57 > 0:13:59Kim would be over the moon.

0:13:59 > 0:14:02She can start putting on those apres-ski nights again.

0:14:03 > 0:14:06OK, so a quarter of a million quid

0:14:06 > 0:14:08for half of an East End cocktail bar?

0:14:10 > 0:14:12Nah.

0:14:12 > 0:14:14Fine, I'll sell it to someone else

0:14:14 > 0:14:17and you'll be lumbered with a partner you don't know.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19Come on, Sharon. I don't do threats.

0:14:20 > 0:14:23OK. Name your price.

0:14:24 > 0:14:26Hm.

0:14:30 > 0:14:31Oh, you're joking.

0:14:32 > 0:14:35No, no, he's still asleep.

0:14:35 > 0:14:38Yeah. Bex has gone to check on Lily.

0:14:39 > 0:14:43Yeah, all right, I'll let him know, then. Cheers, Teen.

0:14:43 > 0:14:44Thanks. Bye-bye.

0:14:56 > 0:14:57- All right?- Yeah.

0:14:57 > 0:14:58How you feeling?

0:14:58 > 0:15:02Like I downed 50 shots of tequila last night.

0:15:08 > 0:15:10What time is it? I need to get to Stacey's review.

0:15:10 > 0:15:13Mate, mate, just sit down for a second.

0:15:14 > 0:15:20Sonia's been on to Teen and, um...they brought it forward.

0:15:21 > 0:15:23It's finished, Martin.

0:15:25 > 0:15:28They're keeping her in?

0:15:28 > 0:15:30Yeah. Sorry, mate.

0:15:30 > 0:15:32That's it, then. It's over.

0:15:32 > 0:15:34You just got to keep going, OK?

0:15:34 > 0:15:36- I'm done.- Oh, come on, Eeyore.

0:15:38 > 0:15:42Well, just listen to you, all right? It's like the end of days or something.

0:15:42 > 0:15:43What are you even doing here?

0:15:43 > 0:15:47Get to that hospital, all right, and fight for your girl, yeah?

0:15:47 > 0:15:49There's no point!

0:15:49 > 0:15:51Listen, all I ever do is sit there

0:15:51 > 0:15:54and wonder what I could have done to make Shabs stay.

0:15:54 > 0:15:57Yes, yes, I'm playing that card, ain't I?

0:15:57 > 0:15:58Ain't the same thing, is it?

0:15:58 > 0:16:03When it comes to losing that person, right, the one you are supposed to be with,

0:16:03 > 0:16:05yes, actually, it's exactly the same.

0:16:05 > 0:16:10I would do anything to have her back, mate. I'd do anything.

0:16:12 > 0:16:15But she's gone, all right? It's too late.

0:16:16 > 0:16:18But you, you're not done yet.

0:16:19 > 0:16:21You are not done by a long shot.

0:16:21 > 0:16:24If you're going to go down, you go down swinging.

0:16:24 > 0:16:27At least that way, you know you've done everything that you can.

0:16:30 > 0:16:32Yeah.

0:16:32 > 0:16:34Hello?

0:16:35 > 0:16:37KNOCKING

0:16:45 > 0:16:47Got your message. Not late, am I?

0:16:50 > 0:16:52How're you feeling?

0:16:54 > 0:16:57I don't know if I'm ever going to be ready to face all that.

0:16:57 > 0:17:02It's going to take time. But soon, like the doctor said.

0:17:02 > 0:17:04And listen, I got some good news for you.

0:17:04 > 0:17:08I've just spoken to Tina and Martin's at home with Arthur.

0:17:08 > 0:17:09Is he going to come in?

0:17:09 > 0:17:12Well, he's not well enough just yet.

0:17:12 > 0:17:14OK.

0:17:15 > 0:17:17What was he doing in Bristol, anyway?

0:17:17 > 0:17:19And why did he have Arthur with him?

0:17:19 > 0:17:22Well, he, um... he saw a place for you both

0:17:22 > 0:17:24and he just wanted to get down there as soon as.

0:17:26 > 0:17:27SONIA SIGHS

0:17:27 > 0:17:29- Sonia?- I'm sorry.

0:17:29 > 0:17:31What?

0:17:31 > 0:17:35Martin phoned me. I was with Tina, we'd been arguing,

0:17:35 > 0:17:37fighting... I should have answered.

0:17:37 > 0:17:38Well, he could have called someone else.

0:17:38 > 0:17:42He could have called Ian or Kathy or...or Kush?

0:17:42 > 0:17:44They're not really getting on.

0:17:44 > 0:17:47Kush is being really weird with him. Martin don't know why.

0:17:50 > 0:17:52Hey, it's OK.

0:17:52 > 0:17:55No, it's not OK. None of this is OK.

0:17:55 > 0:17:59I'm still managing to ruin everyone else's life, even stuck in here.

0:17:59 > 0:18:00No, you're not.

0:18:00 > 0:18:04Martin nearly killed himself and Arthur because of me. And Kush...

0:18:04 > 0:18:06That's down to Shabnam, not you.

0:18:07 > 0:18:09It's got to stop.

0:18:10 > 0:18:11What has?

0:18:17 > 0:18:20Thank you for today.

0:18:20 > 0:18:22For everything.

0:18:23 > 0:18:26I need you to go.

0:18:28 > 0:18:29OK.

0:18:49 > 0:18:51Kettle broken, is it?

0:18:52 > 0:18:56I shouldn't have picked Denny up, not without asking you first.

0:18:56 > 0:18:58I can only apologise, Sharon.

0:18:58 > 0:19:01You should never have got him a phone. You had no right.

0:19:01 > 0:19:02Won't happen again.

0:19:02 > 0:19:04Too right it won't.

0:19:04 > 0:19:07100 grand to leave London

0:19:07 > 0:19:09and never contact me or Denny again.

0:19:39 > 0:19:43You're poison, Gavin. I don't want you anywhere near my son.

0:19:43 > 0:19:45My grandson.

0:19:46 > 0:19:49So how're you going to raise all this cash?

0:19:49 > 0:19:51Phil coming to the rescue again, is he?

0:19:51 > 0:19:52I don't need him.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55I'm selling my half of The Albert to my partner.

0:19:55 > 0:19:57You can take the money

0:19:57 > 0:20:00and set yourself up very nicely somewhere far away.

0:20:00 > 0:20:03Or stay here - penniless, desperately trying to forge

0:20:03 > 0:20:07a relationship with a daughter who doesn't want to know.

0:20:07 > 0:20:09Your choice.

0:20:09 > 0:20:12You know when your husband came over for his little visit?

0:20:12 > 0:20:13When you kidnapped him, you mean.

0:20:13 > 0:20:16He told me about all the times you've forgiven him.

0:20:16 > 0:20:18Look where that got me.

0:20:18 > 0:20:21So I don't get any of that compassion?

0:20:23 > 0:20:24Give me a chance, Princess.

0:20:24 > 0:20:26Don't call me that.

0:20:27 > 0:20:30We could have something, you know. Be a family.

0:20:30 > 0:20:32What's it going to be, Gavin?

0:20:38 > 0:20:40- Martin.- All right.

0:20:40 > 0:20:43- Look, I'm really sorry that I didn't get back to you.- It's fine.

0:20:43 > 0:20:44Where you going?

0:20:44 > 0:20:47I'm going to get this section reversed.

0:20:47 > 0:20:49I'm going to make them let her out today.

0:20:49 > 0:20:50It's too late.

0:20:50 > 0:20:53Sonia, the only reason she is not complying with this treatment

0:20:53 > 0:20:55is because of Arthur.

0:20:55 > 0:20:58If I can just get her home, with her baby, it'll be fine.

0:20:58 > 0:20:59Trust me.

0:20:59 > 0:21:00She is complying.

0:21:02 > 0:21:03What?

0:21:03 > 0:21:07It was Stacey's decision. She made the choice.

0:21:08 > 0:21:12Martin, she doesn't feel strong enough to come home yet,

0:21:12 > 0:21:15so she's going to stay in as a voluntary patient.

0:21:15 > 0:21:17- It's for the best.- It's not!

0:21:21 > 0:21:26I should have been there at the meeting with her, supporting her.

0:21:28 > 0:21:30But she was on her own, Sonia.

0:21:32 > 0:21:33I failed her.

0:21:33 > 0:21:35- No...- I have.

0:21:36 > 0:21:38I failed her.

0:21:43 > 0:21:45Just leave him alone.

0:21:45 > 0:21:47Leave both of us alone.

0:21:50 > 0:21:52No goodbye kiss for your old man, then?

0:21:52 > 0:21:53My old man's dead.

0:21:55 > 0:21:57Still got your wedding photograph up.

0:21:57 > 0:22:00So you going back to your car crash of a hubby, then?

0:22:00 > 0:22:04Even when he's drunk, he's a better man then you'll ever be.

0:22:20 > 0:22:22PHONE RINGS

0:22:32 > 0:22:35Sorry, I'm... I'm being a prat.

0:22:37 > 0:22:39I told the doctor what you call me.

0:22:41 > 0:22:44What, my not-wife?

0:22:48 > 0:22:51I just wanted to be there for you, Martin.

0:22:53 > 0:22:55I just wanted to be a good mum.

0:22:55 > 0:23:00You're the best, Stacey. You're the best.

0:23:00 > 0:23:02I took Arthur on a roof.

0:23:02 > 0:23:05- You weren't well. - Yeah, but I could have...

0:23:05 > 0:23:06Stace, stop it.

0:23:08 > 0:23:10Then there's Lily.

0:23:10 > 0:23:13Lily is fine.

0:23:13 > 0:23:18When you brought her here, her little face - so sad and angry.

0:23:18 > 0:23:23That was me, Martin. 20-odd years ago, that was me.

0:23:23 > 0:23:24See, I've been there, I've done it,

0:23:24 > 0:23:28I know what it's going to be like for them, and for you.

0:23:29 > 0:23:33Yeah, but you are not your mum. OK?

0:23:33 > 0:23:35I just want them to be normal.

0:23:36 > 0:23:40I just want them to have normal, happy childhoods, not like mine.

0:23:41 > 0:23:43I know.

0:23:43 > 0:23:46We're going to get through this, all of this.

0:23:48 > 0:23:49I love you so much.

0:23:49 > 0:23:51I know.

0:23:51 > 0:23:54I know you do, but it's not enough.

0:23:56 > 0:23:58Love's not enough.

0:24:02 > 0:24:07Me, you, Arthur, Lily,

0:24:07 > 0:24:11Bex, and then maybe one more in the future.

0:24:12 > 0:24:17Going down to Brighton at the weekend. Sunday lunches.

0:24:19 > 0:24:21Christmas, birthdays.

0:24:22 > 0:24:25Package holidays to Spain, if you want.

0:24:27 > 0:24:29Growing old together.

0:24:30 > 0:24:35Our future, our little family.

0:24:37 > 0:24:42It's got to be worth fighting for, ain't it?

0:24:44 > 0:24:47Martin, this darkness, it just...

0:24:47 > 0:24:50It just follows me around. It won't go.

0:24:50 > 0:24:55My dad, Bradley, Archie....

0:24:55 > 0:24:58And now you and Arthur in that crash.

0:24:58 > 0:25:00Yeah.

0:25:02 > 0:25:05What... What are you saying?

0:25:07 > 0:25:08Stace?

0:25:11 > 0:25:14They need me out of their lives.

0:25:14 > 0:25:16No. They need their mum.

0:25:19 > 0:25:22Thank you.

0:25:22 > 0:25:26Thank you for everything, but I know what I need to do now.

0:25:28 > 0:25:31I'm setting you free. All of you.

0:25:33 > 0:25:38What... What are you talking about?

0:25:38 > 0:25:42Let me go, Martin, for good.

0:25:53 > 0:25:55You look better.

0:25:55 > 0:25:57I'm, er, sorry.

0:25:57 > 0:25:59About earlier.

0:25:59 > 0:26:00It's OK.

0:26:00 > 0:26:02You were right.

0:26:02 > 0:26:04I was?

0:26:04 > 0:26:09Yeah. I've got to sort meself out, sort my life out.

0:26:10 > 0:26:12Well, I'm glad you listened for once.

0:26:12 > 0:26:15So I've... I've taken some steps.

0:26:15 > 0:26:19Phil, that is great. That is really great.

0:26:19 > 0:26:20I know you can do it.

0:26:20 > 0:26:21Yeah.

0:26:21 > 0:26:23Do you want to come through?

0:26:23 > 0:26:24I'd love to.

0:26:29 > 0:26:31This is Penny.

0:26:32 > 0:26:35Ritchie's assistant.

0:26:36 > 0:26:38And this...

0:26:38 > 0:26:40is a letter...

0:26:41 > 0:26:45..informing you that I've filed for divorce.

0:26:52 > 0:26:54Sorted.

0:26:58 > 0:27:00Look at him, Stace.

0:27:03 > 0:27:06Look at him!

0:27:06 > 0:27:09Look how beautiful he is.

0:27:09 > 0:27:11And Lily.

0:27:11 > 0:27:15You have got so much to live for. Don't give up on them.

0:27:15 > 0:27:17Don't you dare!

0:27:17 > 0:27:20- I'm doing it for them! - Well, I ain't going to let you.

0:27:20 > 0:27:22Stace, they need you in their lives.

0:27:22 > 0:27:27Martin, they're your family. Look after them,

0:27:27 > 0:27:29bring them up how I wanted them to be brought up,

0:27:29 > 0:27:33to be kind and polite, and to help others.

0:27:35 > 0:27:36And you tell them...

0:27:36 > 0:27:37Stace, you're scaring me.

0:27:37 > 0:27:41You tell them that their mummy loved them so much.

0:27:41 > 0:27:43You tell them how proud I am.

0:27:44 > 0:27:48I'm going to get a doctor,

0:27:48 > 0:27:50cos you're going to do something stupid.

0:27:50 > 0:27:51Martin, I've made my mind up.

0:27:51 > 0:27:53DOOR OPENING

0:27:56 > 0:27:59It's this place.

0:28:00 > 0:28:04It's this place making you feel like that.

0:28:11 > 0:28:13I'm breaking you out of here, Stace.

0:28:15 > 0:28:16We're going home.

0:28:18 > 0:28:20Right now.