0:00:26 > 0:00:29- I can't just leave. - You're not staying here -
0:00:29 > 0:00:32not while you're thinking stuff like that.
0:00:32 > 0:00:36You need to be at home with us, so you can get better.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40I will look after you.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43I promise.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47Martin, we can't. Just stop it.
0:00:47 > 0:00:49Come on. You ain't staying here.
0:00:49 > 0:00:51Martin!
0:00:53 > 0:00:54Martin, what are we doing?
0:00:54 > 0:00:57Stacey, we're going home, so you can be with your family,
0:00:57 > 0:01:00- where you belong. - No, Martin! This is stupid!
0:01:00 > 0:01:02Stace, come on!
0:01:02 > 0:01:05- Stace, come on! - Stacey, love! Come back!- Martin!
0:01:05 > 0:01:07Stacey, come back!
0:01:07 > 0:01:08Martin, will you stop, please?
0:01:08 > 0:01:10Martin!
0:01:10 > 0:01:14- Come on!- Martin! Stop it! Just stop it, Martin! I'm not going anywhere!
0:01:14 > 0:01:17You have to!
0:01:17 > 0:01:21Martin, just sit down. Martin, just sit down and breathe. Just sit down.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25Just breathe. Breathe.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27Just breathe...
0:01:29 > 0:01:31Just breathe.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34Stacey...
0:01:34 > 0:01:38It is my job to keep this family together.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41You were meant to be with our son and, instead, you're in here
0:01:41 > 0:01:44and there's nothing I can do about it.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46No-one can.
0:01:46 > 0:01:50- That's why you're better off without me.- Stop saying that.
0:01:50 > 0:01:53I just want to know how you can think that.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57What you have done every day for weeks,
0:01:57 > 0:02:00no-one's ever done anything like that for me.
0:02:00 > 0:02:04But I'm hurting you, Martin. I can't see another way out.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05We're the way out.
0:02:05 > 0:02:08Your family.
0:02:08 > 0:02:10How can you think it is better for Lily
0:02:10 > 0:02:12and Arthur to grow up without a mum?
0:02:14 > 0:02:16That is not protecting us, Stace.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20It's just taking everything away. Yeah?
0:02:20 > 0:02:24It doesn't matter how bad this gets.
0:02:24 > 0:02:29Not having you...
0:02:29 > 0:02:30is worse.
0:02:30 > 0:02:34I mean, that is the end for all of us.
0:02:34 > 0:02:38And I don't know what more I can do to help you understand that.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41I do understand.
0:02:44 > 0:02:45- Do you?- Yeah.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49I understand.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51Martin...
0:02:51 > 0:02:54Martin, we need to take Stacey back to the ward now.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56It's all right.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58I'm going to do my best.
0:03:00 > 0:03:01Then we'll have our little family.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03Yeah, our little family.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13I love you.
0:03:13 > 0:03:14I love you.
0:03:21 > 0:03:24- It's OK. Don't worry. It's fine. - Are you sure?- Sure.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26Thank you.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36She... She was talking about hurting herself.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38It's the only reason I...
0:03:41 > 0:03:43I'm sorry.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46- The police are on their way, yeah?- No.
0:03:46 > 0:03:50I think you should go home, Martin. Get some sleep.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52I've got calls to make. There's a unit down in Winchester...
0:03:52 > 0:03:57No, you're not going to help anyone by driving yourself into the ground.
0:03:58 > 0:04:00She's in the best place.
0:04:00 > 0:04:04Except she isn't though, is she?
0:04:04 > 0:04:08No, because there isn't the money to look after these women properly,
0:04:08 > 0:04:11but I promise you, I promise you we are trying.
0:04:14 > 0:04:16Now, you need to go home.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24DOOR OPENS Hey.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26Sshh.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28- Sorry.- Sorry.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30How is he?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Not great.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35I mean, it's Stacey's decision in the end.
0:04:35 > 0:04:39I just think it's going to be a very, very long way back.
0:04:39 > 0:04:42- Anyway, how's Arthur? - Yeah, he's fine.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44- I reckon he'll be waking up soon. - Aw.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47- Thanks for looking after him. - No, it's no trouble.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50- I've got a bit more time, if there's anything else you want.- No, no.
0:04:50 > 0:04:51You take a break.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54I'll crack on here and I'll give you a call if there's any news.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56- BABY CRIES - Yeah?- There you go, look.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59There you go. Bang on hour and a half, see?
0:04:59 > 0:05:02- Oh, dear. - OK, I'll leave you to it.- OK.
0:05:04 > 0:05:06Erm...
0:05:06 > 0:05:09She is going to be all right, isn't she? Stacey?
0:05:09 > 0:05:12I hope so.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Denny?
0:05:17 > 0:05:18Jay?
0:05:28 > 0:05:32MOBILE RINGS
0:05:33 > 0:05:36Hello?
0:05:36 > 0:05:38No, that's fine. I'll cover for them.
0:05:39 > 0:05:42OK.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44SHE SIGHS
0:05:44 > 0:05:46- Tee, have you got that duster? - You're going to go
0:05:46 > 0:05:50- over my knee in a minute. - SONIA CHUCKLES
0:05:50 > 0:05:52Mart, you all right?
0:05:54 > 0:05:55How is he?
0:05:55 > 0:05:57Arthur? He's lovely. Stacey?
0:06:01 > 0:06:03Why aren't you with her?
0:06:03 > 0:06:05Dr Forde asked me to leave.
0:06:05 > 0:06:06Why?
0:06:09 > 0:06:12- Because I tried to break her out. - You what?!
0:06:14 > 0:06:15Did they call the police?
0:06:15 > 0:06:18- No. - This is all we need, isn't it, eh?
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- You getting banged up for being an idiot!- Sonia, just give me a break.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Yeah?
0:06:23 > 0:06:27She was saying some things in there that...just made me think.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32Maybe she wasn't safe...
0:06:32 > 0:06:34on her own.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35What...? You mean, like...?
0:06:37 > 0:06:40I mean, I've had bad times,
0:06:40 > 0:06:44but I've never felt like... You know.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48I don't understand. MOBILE RINGS
0:06:51 > 0:06:54It's a unit.
0:06:54 > 0:06:55Hello?
0:06:57 > 0:06:59All right, yeah.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01OK, thanks for calling.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03Yeah. Well, if anything else...
0:07:03 > 0:07:05All right.
0:07:05 > 0:07:06Thanks.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11Hatfield's full.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13Listen, I'm just going to get back to it, yeah?
0:07:13 > 0:07:16Look, why don't you take a break? We need to get you up the hospital,
0:07:16 > 0:07:19- get you checked out.- No, I'm fine. I just need to keep calling.
0:07:19 > 0:07:23- You never know.- I can make some phone calls.- Sonia, it's...
0:07:23 > 0:07:26- It's my responsibility. - Martin, shut up. Give me the phone.
0:07:28 > 0:07:32All right? You, get in the shower. You stink.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING
0:07:43 > 0:07:45KNOCK AT DOOR
0:07:47 > 0:07:49- Is Martin in trouble?- No.
0:07:51 > 0:07:55But I'd like to talk about what just happened, if that's OK.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06Martin said you were thinking about harming yourself.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09I thought it was for the best.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12I told Martin and the kids to move on.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17Why do you think that's true?
0:08:17 > 0:08:21Sometimes I wonder if bad things just follow me around.
0:08:21 > 0:08:26I feel like I'm being punished and I don't deserve any better.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Why would that be?
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Don't know.
0:08:32 > 0:08:36This morning, I had a bad dream about Bradley
0:08:36 > 0:08:39and then hearing Martin was in a car crash...
0:08:39 > 0:08:41I don't know, I think I just panicked.
0:08:41 > 0:08:45You know, and I thought it was for the best. I thought it...
0:08:45 > 0:08:47I thought they'd be safer.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49It all made sense at the time.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53That wouldn't solve anything.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58You know, Martin made his own decision to get into that car
0:08:58 > 0:09:00when he was exhausted.
0:09:00 > 0:09:04- It had nothing to do with you.- Yeah, but he was exhausted because of me.
0:09:04 > 0:09:08But you can't help him with his safety issues.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11Do you understand that?
0:09:15 > 0:09:17You've had to deal with some very difficult,
0:09:17 > 0:09:20traumatic situations in your life, Stacey,
0:09:20 > 0:09:22more than most,
0:09:22 > 0:09:26but that's not because you're being punished for something.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28It's not because you're a bad person.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34Look at what happened with Martin.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37You were confronted with someone you know well
0:09:37 > 0:09:40and he put you in a very difficult situation.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44But you didn't run away.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46You didn't panic.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49If anything, you improved the situation.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52And now what? I just sit here and carry on doing nothing?
0:09:52 > 0:09:56You're not doing nothing. You're getting stronger, more able to cope.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58- Am I?- Yes.
0:09:58 > 0:10:02Yes, we're going to be watching you closely today
0:10:02 > 0:10:05because of the thoughts you've been having, but, yes, you are.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Do you want me to post that for you?
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Um...
0:10:16 > 0:10:17No.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20- No, I don't think I'm going to send it after all.- OK.
0:10:34 > 0:10:38MOBILE RINGS
0:10:38 > 0:10:42- Um... He's in the shower at the moment.- Sonia, I'm here.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44You've had a call from a unit.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Hello, this is Martin.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55No, no, no. I'm still here.
0:10:57 > 0:11:00Yeah, I know where that is.
0:11:00 > 0:11:03Thank you.
0:11:03 > 0:11:04Well?
0:11:07 > 0:11:09They've got a place for her.
0:11:11 > 0:11:15Today. They've got a place for her today!
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Come here.
0:11:19 > 0:11:23I do feel for Martin, bringing up that little baby all on his own.
0:11:23 > 0:11:27Still, that's what being a father is all about, I suppose.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29- It's not all good times. - That's it, I'm done. I'm done.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32All right? Anyone asks, I'm having a pint.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35You're going to go to the pub now? It's half past three.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37Do you know what? I'm going to risk it.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39Better than listening to you two banging on, isn't it?
0:11:39 > 0:11:43Banging on? Who's banging on? I'm not banging on.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46Do you think you'll be able to sort dinner out for my lot tonight?
0:11:46 > 0:11:49- Are you not taking Arthur with you? - Tomorrow, hopefully.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Today, we're just going to get Stacey set up.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55- Son, listen, can I borrow your car again?- Yeah, of course.
0:11:55 > 0:11:58I'll probably need to borrow it quite a lot actually.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01- You can take it whenever you like. - Thanks.- All right?
0:12:01 > 0:12:04BABY WHIMPERS Sshh.
0:12:04 > 0:12:05It's OK.
0:12:05 > 0:12:09Tomorrow, we're going to see Mummy again, aren't we?
0:12:09 > 0:12:11Come on, you, go.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Right. Be a good boy.
0:12:13 > 0:12:16- All right, OK. I'm going. I'm going.- Dad, wait.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18Wait...
0:12:18 > 0:12:19So, what happens now?
0:12:19 > 0:12:22Stacey starts getting better.
0:12:22 > 0:12:25- So, Arthur will be with her? - That's the idea.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28He's not going to be living with you for a while?
0:12:28 > 0:12:32- No. I'm going to miss him, too. - No, it's not that...
0:12:32 > 0:12:34Bex, I've really got to go.
0:12:34 > 0:12:37Listen, you... You have been amazing.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40OK? I couldn't have got here without you.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45Right. See you later.
0:12:49 > 0:12:52- How are you meant to get to work? - Oh, I'll manage.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54- We've only got one car. - Well, I'll get the bus, won't I?
0:12:54 > 0:12:57- What? For a 5am start?! - I'll get a cab.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00Whatever, we'll work it out.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03Son, I'm worried about you. You're trying to do everything.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05You have to stop.
0:13:05 > 0:13:09I didn't pick up, Teen, did I? He phoned me and I ignored him,
0:13:09 > 0:13:12and then he got back in his van and he nearly killed himself and Arthur!
0:13:12 > 0:13:14And that is not your fault.
0:13:14 > 0:13:17No, I know it isn't, but have a look at him.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20He's having such a rough time and I haven't been there for him.
0:13:22 > 0:13:26All right, I'll have a word with Mick about borrowing his car.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28Really?
0:13:28 > 0:13:30Yeah. You help Martin, I'll help you.
0:13:30 > 0:13:33- Does he need to go to sleep? - Oh, I spend half my life
0:13:33 > 0:13:36- settling that child.- If you can't be bothered, I can do it.
0:13:36 > 0:13:37No, it's fine.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44Yes, please. Sharon, cheers.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46You knocked that back quick.
0:13:46 > 0:13:51- Are you complaining about selling beer?- Not your usual, in here.
0:13:51 > 0:13:55No. I decided to give the Vic a wide berth for a couple of days. Cheers.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57Yeah, very wise.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59You heard then?
0:13:59 > 0:14:01- Mm-hm.- Yeah, not my best effort.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03No.
0:14:03 > 0:14:08- How's Martin?- Yeah, he's all right. Cuts and bruises, mainly.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11Right. Well, if he's anything like his dad, he'll handle it.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14- Did you ever meet Arthur? - No, long before my time.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16Yeah. He was a lovely man.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- He had a big heart. Martin's the same.- All right, I get it,
0:14:19 > 0:14:22Martin's a great bloke. Can we talk about something else, please?
0:14:22 > 0:14:25Sorry, sorry, Sharon, that was out of line.
0:14:25 > 0:14:26Sorry.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29The last thing I need is another bloke thinking
0:14:29 > 0:14:32he can find the answers at the bottom of a glass.
0:14:32 > 0:14:35Is Phil still...?
0:14:35 > 0:14:36Yeah.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41You all right, Sharon?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44Yeah, he wants a divorce.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46He handed over the papers this afternoon.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51What are you going to do?
0:14:51 > 0:14:55I don't know. Either sign them or shove them down his throat.
0:14:55 > 0:14:58Doesn't have to be a bad thing, you know.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00I'm sorry about you and Shabnam.
0:15:02 > 0:15:06Um... She needed a new start and I could let her have it.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09I'm not sure Phil thinks like that. He's weak.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12You know, he acts hard, but as soon as things don't go his way
0:15:12 > 0:15:16he ends up crying in his whisky glass, again.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Complete opposite to someone like Martin, you know?
0:15:19 > 0:15:20- Sorry.- No, no, no.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22It's all right. Carry on.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25Well, you know...
0:15:25 > 0:15:27Martin's like his dad - he's kind.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29You know, anyone can lash out and drink and give up,
0:15:29 > 0:15:31but to keep going...
0:15:31 > 0:15:36You know, to be there for Stacey and Arthur and Lily when it's hard...
0:15:36 > 0:15:38Being kind is hard.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40- Too hard for Phil Mitchell. - Do you know what? You're right.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43Can you just tip that down the sink for me, please?
0:15:43 > 0:15:47- I didn't mean to have a go... - No, no. Listen, um...
0:15:47 > 0:15:49You're too good for him...
0:15:50 > 0:15:52..and everybody knows it.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58- Does she know?- We thought you might like to tell her.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02Martin?
0:16:02 > 0:16:04What are you doing back here?
0:16:07 > 0:16:08We've got somewhere, Stace...
0:16:10 > 0:16:13..in Essex.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15They've got a bed and an MBU.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Where's she going?
0:16:24 > 0:16:28Somewhere where people can look after her.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31- Where she can have Arthur. - Like a different ice palace?
0:16:33 > 0:16:35Yes.
0:16:35 > 0:16:39That is exactly right, like a different ice palace.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Will she be happier at this one?
0:16:41 > 0:16:44Yeah, I think so.
0:16:44 > 0:16:47Because when we went there last week, she was really sad.
0:16:52 > 0:16:55I think she's having a really rough time at the moment, your mum.
0:16:56 > 0:16:59But she really loves you.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Do I have to go?
0:17:02 > 0:17:05Hey, you don't have to do anything you don't want to.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07All right?
0:17:07 > 0:17:09- I think she'd really like to see you.- Really?
0:17:09 > 0:17:12Definitely.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15And I'll be there the whole time.
0:17:15 > 0:17:19And if you don't like it, we could go and get an ice cream.
0:17:19 > 0:17:22- Do you think you could manage that? - Yeah, I do.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24Good girl.
0:17:27 > 0:17:32So, I'll be with you in the ambulance and that is basically it.
0:17:35 > 0:17:36Stacey?
0:17:38 > 0:17:41An hour ago, I was too ill to even go near a kettle
0:17:41 > 0:17:46and now, apparently, I'm going to be making my own meals.
0:17:46 > 0:17:50- Yeah, it's pretty different there. - But I'm still the same.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53It's like everyone assumes I'm going to get better just
0:17:53 > 0:17:55because I'm there and...
0:17:55 > 0:17:57I don't know if I can do that.
0:17:57 > 0:18:02- Look, about earlier, it's been a rough few days.- Oh, it's fine.
0:18:04 > 0:18:09- Should...? Shouldn't she be happier? - It's a big change.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12It can't be easy for her.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14You have to be a bit patient.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16OK...
0:18:18 > 0:18:21Ready?
0:18:21 > 0:18:23Yeah, ready.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26- I'll take that.- Thanks.
0:18:26 > 0:18:27Bye, Stacey.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Thank you so much.
0:18:29 > 0:18:31I'm sorry that you had to see me, like...you know.
0:18:31 > 0:18:36Don't be ridiculous. You've been wonderful.
0:18:36 > 0:18:39- Sorry, Martin. I found this. - Oh, thanks.
0:18:39 > 0:18:40Good luck.
0:18:50 > 0:18:54- There you go. Remember, it's dinner soon, though, all right?- OK.
0:18:54 > 0:18:57- Where do you want your dinner? Here or at home?- Wherever.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Right.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Are you OK?
0:19:04 > 0:19:08That was suicide Dad was talking about earlier, wasn't it?
0:19:08 > 0:19:10With Stacey.
0:19:10 > 0:19:12Yeah.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15How can it be a good thing for Arthur to be in there
0:19:15 > 0:19:19when she's thinking about doing that?
0:19:19 > 0:19:22I think that's a conversation you need to have with your dad.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25I'm not sure Dad's judgment's really working right now.
0:19:25 > 0:19:29Look, I'm not saying he hasn't been brilliant. He has, but...
0:19:29 > 0:19:32- But he's not thinking straight, clearly.- And you'd know, would you?
0:19:32 > 0:19:35He tried to break her out of hospital!
0:19:35 > 0:19:37How is that someone who can make good decisions?
0:19:37 > 0:19:40You're 15, all right? You don't know what a good decision is!
0:19:46 > 0:19:48Look...
0:19:48 > 0:19:52Even if you don't think he's thinking straight
0:19:52 > 0:19:56and, to be honest, I think that's pretty reasonable,
0:19:56 > 0:20:00the people in these places, they're professionals.
0:20:00 > 0:20:04And it is their job, literally, to think straight.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06All right?
0:20:07 > 0:20:09And if they say that it's OK,
0:20:09 > 0:20:12then that's the best we can do.
0:20:13 > 0:20:16She's right.
0:20:16 > 0:20:20All families go through tough times and this is ours,
0:20:20 > 0:20:23right, but when your dad gets home and he walks through that door,
0:20:23 > 0:20:26we need to support him. I need you to support him.
0:20:28 > 0:20:29Can you do that?
0:20:39 > 0:20:42Someone will be with us shortly.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44Right.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46Oh, Stace. Look.
0:20:48 > 0:20:51Hello. Hello, Stacey.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53Martin?
0:20:53 > 0:20:54My name's Anya.
0:20:54 > 0:20:58I'm going to be your primary nurse while you're here with us.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01First things first, you are safe here.
0:21:01 > 0:21:05And when Arthur joins you, he'll be safe too.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07We're going to help you get better.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11- Handover notes.- Thank you.
0:21:11 > 0:21:14And that's it from me.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16I don't know what to say.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18Thank you.
0:21:18 > 0:21:21- Goodbye, Stacey.- Bye.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23- Goodbye, Martin.- Thank you.
0:21:26 > 0:21:30- RADIO PLAYS - Oh, I hate this song.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32- I can turn it off, if you'd like. - Oh, no. It's all right.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35I don't remember the last time I heard music.
0:21:35 > 0:21:38Shall I show you to your room?
0:21:40 > 0:21:43So, the way we work here - me or another nurse will be with
0:21:43 > 0:21:47you at all times, at least for the first 72 hours.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49You're never alone.
0:21:49 > 0:21:53That's the expressing room. We'll talk about feeding later on.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55Washing machine's in there, if you need it.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57Nurse room.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00Look at this, Stace.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03Look, pottery, yoga...
0:22:03 > 0:22:05There's a zumba class here.
0:22:05 > 0:22:06They should ban it!
0:22:06 > 0:22:07Zumba!
0:22:07 > 0:22:10Crime against humanity.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12And this is your room.
0:22:17 > 0:22:18MARTIN WHISTLES
0:22:18 > 0:22:22There's a fold-out for you, Martin, if you want to stay occasionally.
0:22:22 > 0:22:25- Thanks.- Bathroom in there.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27I've got my own bathroom?
0:22:29 > 0:22:31Is it OK?
0:22:31 > 0:22:33It's perfect. Thanks.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35I'll go and get the rest of her stuff.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37I can't believe I'm crying about a bathroom.
0:22:37 > 0:22:39That's a great start(!)
0:22:39 > 0:22:45Who cares? We're all for a good cry here, so enjoy it while you can.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48You'll be out there soon enough, doing whatever you do.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50I work on a market stall.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52No way! That's what I used to do.
0:22:52 > 0:22:54- Oh.- Whereabouts?
0:22:54 > 0:22:55Walford. Bridge Street.
0:22:55 > 0:22:58Stratford. What do you sell?
0:22:58 > 0:22:59Women's clothes.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01I did underwear.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03I was good, too.
0:23:03 > 0:23:06Sold a lot - even to blokes!
0:23:08 > 0:23:09Here you are. Right...
0:23:09 > 0:23:12Are you going to be all right if I get back to Arthur,
0:23:12 > 0:23:15- just so Sonia and Tina can have a break?- Yeah.
0:23:17 > 0:23:18- Is that all right?- We'll be fine.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22I'll bring him first thing in the morning, yeah?
0:23:24 > 0:23:25OK. Thank you.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32Oh!
0:23:32 > 0:23:33That's him all settled.
0:23:36 > 0:23:39You were brilliant earlier, you know?
0:23:39 > 0:23:40When?
0:23:40 > 0:23:42With Lily about the hospital.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44- Were you there?- Mm.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47Sneaky.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49And with Bex.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52You really are like a...second mum to them.
0:23:57 > 0:23:58Are you broody?
0:23:58 > 0:24:00What? No, don't be ridiculous.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04I'm just saying something nice.
0:24:04 > 0:24:06OK.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09Cos, like, I know I'm legendary in the sack,
0:24:09 > 0:24:12but that might be a bit beyond me.
0:24:12 > 0:24:15SHE CHUCKLES
0:24:35 > 0:24:37What are you doing out here?
0:24:37 > 0:24:38Nutter.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41- It's freezing.- I wanted to see you before I went home.
0:24:41 > 0:24:44Well...
0:24:44 > 0:24:47- Why didn't you just go inside? - Too many people inside.
0:24:47 > 0:24:48Oh.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50What for?
0:24:51 > 0:24:53I think you're amazing, Dad.
0:24:54 > 0:24:57I think you're amazing too.
0:24:57 > 0:25:01What you've done, for Arthur, for Stacey, for us...
0:25:01 > 0:25:03It's really good.
0:25:05 > 0:25:08And... And I think you're really good at being a dad.
0:25:11 > 0:25:13Come here.
0:25:13 > 0:25:14- Oops.- Sorry.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16That's all right. Again.
0:25:18 > 0:25:21- Arthur's going to be OK, isn't he?- Yeah.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25He'll be fine.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39Boom!
0:25:39 > 0:25:42You're so lucky at this game. You play it all the time, don't you?
0:25:42 > 0:25:44- Where's Ben?- Upstairs with Abi.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46Right, go and get him. We're going out for dinner.
0:25:46 > 0:25:50- Aw!- And you're not wearing that top. Go and put a shirt on.- I like it.
0:25:50 > 0:25:51Go and change it.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53Come on, quickly.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57It's time we did something as a family.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18You all right?
0:26:18 > 0:26:20All right? Well?
0:26:20 > 0:26:22It's so different, Son.
0:26:22 > 0:26:26I mean, like, there are families in there, mums with their babies...
0:26:26 > 0:26:29There was a radio on. There was actual music playing.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31- Oh, that's brilliant.- Yeah.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34What's that?
0:26:34 > 0:26:35Er...
0:26:35 > 0:26:36From Stacey.
0:26:36 > 0:26:38One of the nurses found it.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41I'm not sure I'm supposed to have it, to be honest.
0:26:41 > 0:26:44I think she must have written it when...
0:26:46 > 0:26:48You know, like a goodbye note.
0:26:50 > 0:26:52Do I read it?
0:26:52 > 0:26:54No.
0:26:54 > 0:26:58What happens if those thoughts come back? You know, and...
0:26:58 > 0:27:01- This may help me understand her more, so I can help her. - No, leave it.
0:27:01 > 0:27:05She didn't give it to you. She didn't want you to read it.
0:27:05 > 0:27:07Throw it away.
0:27:07 > 0:27:11Yeah. Yeah, you're right.
0:27:11 > 0:27:12You're right.
0:27:12 > 0:27:15HE SIGHS
0:27:15 > 0:27:17- Oh, hello. What are we having here? - It's lovely.
0:27:21 > 0:27:24I'll pop this in here for the morning.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26I'll be finishing soon.
0:27:26 > 0:27:29I'll introduce you to the night team as soon as they get here.
0:27:29 > 0:27:33Now, you probably just want to sleep now and that's fine.
0:27:33 > 0:27:36But when you feel like it,
0:27:36 > 0:27:40these are the stories of other women who've been through here,
0:27:40 > 0:27:43who got better. A lot of women find it helpful to read them.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48You're going to be one of them one day, Stacey.
0:27:53 > 0:27:55Thank you.
0:28:04 > 0:28:06BABY CRIES Oh, come here, mate.
0:28:06 > 0:28:09It's all right. Come here.
0:28:09 > 0:28:12Yeah, come here. Daddy loves you so much.
0:28:12 > 0:28:14Yeah.
0:28:14 > 0:28:16Sshh. Sshh.
0:28:16 > 0:28:18It's OK.
0:28:18 > 0:28:20Sshh. Sshh.
0:28:20 > 0:28:22Yeah. Daddy loves you.
0:28:28 > 0:28:29Come on, mate.
0:28:29 > 0:28:31Sshh. Sshh.
0:28:34 > 0:28:36Sshh. Sshh. Sshh.
0:28:41 > 0:28:43Yeah.
0:28:47 > 0:28:49Let's see what Mummy's put.
0:28:49 > 0:28:52Sshh. Sshh. Sshh.
0:28:52 > 0:28:55Sshh. Sshh.
0:28:56 > 0:28:59Sshh. Sshh. Sshh.
0:29:00 > 0:29:04"Martin, I need to tell you the truth about Arthur.
0:29:04 > 0:29:06"I'm so sorry, but he's not yours.
0:29:07 > 0:29:09"He's Kush's."
0:29:09 > 0:29:11BABY CRIES