0:00:51 > 0:00:53MOBILE RINGTONE
0:00:57 > 0:00:59Here you are. I think that's everything.
0:00:59 > 0:01:02I know there's a couple of her jackets downstairs,
0:01:02 > 0:01:04but I'll just grab them on the way out.
0:01:07 > 0:01:10You, um... You sure about this?
0:01:17 > 0:01:19Lee, it WILL be OK. I promise.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24Yeah, just take 'em.
0:01:24 > 0:01:30Look, I know it hurts but you shouldn't hide away up here.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33Look, I'm going to take these round Sonia's
0:01:33 > 0:01:35and then maybe we could go caff or something?
0:01:37 > 0:01:40When I broke up with Tam I really didn't want to go out
0:01:40 > 0:01:43but it honestly is better if you do.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46Lee?
0:01:48 > 0:01:49OK.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02Babe, how do you fancy going out tonight?
0:02:02 > 0:02:04I was thinking dinner at Beale's after a couple in the Vic.
0:02:04 > 0:02:08No! But...we're supposed to be saving, aren't we?
0:02:08 > 0:02:10I mean, it's a nice thought, but...no.
0:02:10 > 0:02:14Don't want to spend the night sipping orange juice, watching you get drunk, more like.
0:02:14 > 0:02:18It would be a welcome change from watching you and Linzi stare into each other's eyes.
0:02:18 > 0:02:19You're just jealous, mate.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23Anyway, we're going to the cinema tonight to see a romantic comedy tonight so the place is all yours.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26Oh, great. I'll cook us dinner, then.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29If you don't fancy salmonella, we can get a take-out, can't we?
0:02:29 > 0:02:30Yep.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39Romantic comedy? You are whipped.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41Oh, shut up.
0:02:45 > 0:02:49Come on, Whit. You've got to stay positive.
0:02:49 > 0:02:50It's been days, Son.
0:02:50 > 0:02:53What am I going to do if we ARE finished?
0:02:53 > 0:02:55Do you want me to go over there and try talk to him?
0:02:55 > 0:02:57DOOR KNOCKER RATTLES
0:02:57 > 0:02:59Try and eat something, yeah? Coming!
0:03:02 > 0:03:05'All right? I've just brought the rest of Whitney's stuff for her.'
0:03:05 > 0:03:07'Well, why, why hasn't Lee brought that over?'
0:03:07 > 0:03:09'Why would he? He don't want to see her, Son...'
0:03:09 > 0:03:12'What, he's not even going to give her a chance to explain?'
0:03:12 > 0:03:14No, he's made his mind up.
0:03:14 > 0:03:15Whitney. Whit!
0:03:16 > 0:03:18SHE SIGHS
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Put it there for me. That's it.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25Ooh!
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Do you like it, then?
0:03:27 > 0:03:28Billy, it's beautiful!
0:03:30 > 0:03:31It's not real diamonds.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33All right, no. It's the next best thing.
0:03:33 > 0:03:34SHE LAUGHS
0:03:34 > 0:03:35Cubic-whatsit.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Yeah, yeah.
0:03:37 > 0:03:40Now listen, you. Please tell me that you're not going to go and clean my flat today.
0:03:40 > 0:03:44- It's actually going to be ours from tomorrow. And yes, I am. No arguments.- Happy birthday.
0:03:44 > 0:03:45Thanks, Ronnie. Look!
0:03:45 > 0:03:47Aw, it's beautiful.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Do you know what? I have had the best birthday.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52I've had a lie-in, I've had breakfast in bed.
0:03:52 > 0:03:56I didn't think being 40 was going to be all that great, but it is.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57You ain't seen nothing yet.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00We've got plenty more surprises up our sleeves for later, ain't we, kids?
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Yeah. We're going to....
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Spoil you rotten. You'll be queen for the day.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06I think you'll be very impressed.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Ooh! I can't wait.
0:04:08 > 0:04:12I just wish it wasn't a school day. Off you go.
0:04:12 > 0:04:13Have fun at school.
0:04:13 > 0:04:14See you later.
0:04:14 > 0:04:15Come on, baby. Go with Daddy.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Come on, darling. Thank you.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Bye, sweetie. See you later.
0:04:40 > 0:04:41You all right?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Oh, Whitney. What's the matter?
0:05:01 > 0:05:05Oh, come here.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07WHITNEY SOBS
0:05:12 > 0:05:15Come on, then, Cinderella. Get your coat.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Your Fairy Godmother is here.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19- I've organised for Dot to have Matthew.- Why?
0:05:19 > 0:05:22Come on, you don't think I'd let you spend your birthday cleaning, do you?
0:05:22 > 0:05:25It's fine. I want to.
0:05:25 > 0:05:26Oh, I need more bleach.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28I haven't got you a present yet.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31I thought you could pick out your own. So we should hit the shops first.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33Tell you what I'd really like.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37Oh, no, come on. You must be joking.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39Please?
0:05:39 > 0:05:40SHE SIGHS
0:05:47 > 0:05:50- What did you say to Whitney? - You told her, didn't you?
0:05:50 > 0:05:52- What?- No.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54I saw you, Abs. She was crying.
0:05:54 > 0:05:55Yeah, because you dumped her!
0:05:55 > 0:05:58Oh, no, wait, you let your sister dump her...
0:05:58 > 0:06:00Look, I, er... I felt horrible sitting there.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Listening to her blame herself.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05Sobbing over what she's done when I know...
0:06:05 > 0:06:08That it's nothing in comparison to what...
0:06:08 > 0:06:11Yeah, all right. All right. That's why I can't face her at the minute.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13What? So you're going to let her think it's all her fault?
0:06:13 > 0:06:16Well, I never had you down as a coward, Lee.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19Do you think that I like lying to Ben?
0:06:19 > 0:06:21You don't know how lucky you are.
0:06:21 > 0:06:25I mean, Whitney's pretty and kind and she's stuck by you,
0:06:25 > 0:06:28when as far as I can tell, you haven't been very nice to her.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31She's...she's talking about leaving, do you know that?
0:06:31 > 0:06:33What? What?! And going where?
0:06:33 > 0:06:37I don't know. But I have enough to feel guilty about without you and her on...
0:06:40 > 0:06:41You're alive, then?
0:06:45 > 0:06:47You don't have to do this.
0:06:47 > 0:06:48I've ruined everything.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51No, you haven't. All right? You can get another job.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53And what about little Lily? What she's been through?
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Right? Her mum isn't well, now Martin's gone.
0:06:55 > 0:06:56You can't leave her as well!
0:06:56 > 0:06:57BANGING ON DOOR
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Hang on.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- BANGING CONTINUES - Hang on!
0:07:01 > 0:07:02Where is she?
0:07:02 > 0:07:06- Whit! No, no, no. Wait, wait, wait. No. You can't.- I didn't think you were bothered, Lee.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09Well, of course I'm bothered, I was angry. What do you expect?
0:07:09 > 0:07:11You thought the worst of me. You never gave me a chance to explain.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14All right. I messed up, all right? I'm selfish and I'm stupid,
0:07:14 > 0:07:17But it isn't me, Whit. All right? Not, not, not really. My head's been
0:07:17 > 0:07:20all over the place at the minute. I feel like I'm losing the plot.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23You're always messing up. Maybe you should have stopped drinking.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25And maybe you should have listened to me.
0:07:25 > 0:07:26I can't do this any more.
0:07:26 > 0:07:27No, no, no. Wait.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29No, I'm sorry.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Son, I'll call you when I get to Bianca's.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32No, no wait.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Wait. I...I haven't been taking my pills, all right?
0:07:34 > 0:07:35What?
0:07:35 > 0:07:40I haven't...ever...
0:07:40 > 0:07:41HE SOBS
0:07:41 > 0:07:43Please don't leave me, Whit.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48(Come here...)
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Why didn't you come and tell me?
0:08:00 > 0:08:02It's not exactly something I'm proud of.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Course not, but what the eye don't see...
0:08:04 > 0:08:08Who is he anyway, this bloke? Anyone I know?
0:08:08 > 0:08:11I can't keep lying like this. I could barely look at Ben...
0:08:11 > 0:08:14It's nothing he hasn't done to you, more than once.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17And with men. Remember that.
0:08:19 > 0:08:24Look. Blokes. They don't know what they want half the time.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27If you've pushed Ben into realising...
0:08:27 > 0:08:30He's happy, isn't he?
0:08:30 > 0:08:33That's the worst of it. He's being really lovely.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35He even offered to cook for me tonight.
0:08:35 > 0:08:38So enjoy it. Make the most, stop worrying.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42Fingers crossed, you might be pregnant.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44THEY LAUGH
0:08:54 > 0:08:56SHE SIGHS
0:08:59 > 0:09:04Please say something. I don't care what it is. All right? Shout.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06Tell me I'm an idiot.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Why didn't you come to me?
0:09:10 > 0:09:13If you'd told me you weren't taking your pills I could have sorted it.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15And tell you what? And tell you that I couldn't cope?
0:09:15 > 0:09:18I shouldn't need to take pills. I'm meant to be strong.
0:09:18 > 0:09:19I'm meant to look after you,
0:09:19 > 0:09:21I can't even look after myself.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23You're ill. There's no shame in that.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25Please don't leave me, Whit.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28I know I've been hard work and I know that I've let you down.
0:09:28 > 0:09:34How can you say that? After everything that I've done.
0:09:34 > 0:09:35I don't want to talk about all that.
0:09:35 > 0:09:39I do. I was in a really bad place.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41HE SIGHS
0:09:41 > 0:09:44It wasn't just you and me. It was Ryan and Lily.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46And they're the only family that I've got.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51The thought of Ryan going forever was really hard.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56I know. That's what I'm saying. I should have stepped up.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58And...and...and before...
0:09:58 > 0:10:00When I was better I would have done.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02And that's no excuse.
0:10:05 > 0:10:09- Look, I don't blame you, all right? My dad's everything that I'm not. - No.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11No. He is, he is. I'm weak, Whit.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13Up here, I'm weak. And you...
0:10:13 > 0:10:15You could do much better than me. You could.
0:10:15 > 0:10:16I love you, Lee.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21From the very first moment.
0:10:21 > 0:10:22I always have.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26I'm not that man any more.
0:10:29 > 0:10:30I'm...I'm broke.
0:10:31 > 0:10:32I mean, look at me.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Can't even hold it together.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Then we'll get you back to the man that you were.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47HE SOBS
0:10:50 > 0:10:55Right, then. Where do you want to start?
0:10:55 > 0:10:59Cooker? Or toilet?
0:11:04 > 0:11:07SHE SIGHS
0:11:13 > 0:11:14Abi?
0:11:22 > 0:11:24Er, Mum, Dad... Do you mind if we have a word?
0:11:27 > 0:11:31Are you two back together? That's, that's a good thing, innit?
0:11:31 > 0:11:35That's great. We were starting to get really worried.
0:11:35 > 0:11:36Do you mind if we talk upstairs?
0:11:36 > 0:11:38What's she doing here?
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Pipe down. Your brother wants a quiet word.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42He's a big boy now, so...
0:11:42 > 0:11:45What? Have you forgotten the state he's been in. You can't trust her, Lee.
0:11:45 > 0:11:49- What lies had she's told you now? - That's why I'm here. Whitney ain't the liar.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51All right? I am...
0:11:51 > 0:11:53Let's go upstairs.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59I can't believe I.... did that for nothing.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01It's my time of the month.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03What am I going to do?
0:12:03 > 0:12:06How am I going to tell Ben that there's no baby?
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Did you get his number, that bloke?
0:12:08 > 0:12:10Do you think I'm going to do it again?!
0:12:10 > 0:12:13What, do you think I'm going to keep lying to Ben, go do the dirty,
0:12:13 > 0:12:16then come home for dinner like nothing's happened?!
0:12:16 > 0:12:18I am not my dad. I'm not. I don't want to be.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21Of course you're not. You did what you had to do.
0:12:21 > 0:12:22You've come this far.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24I'm only trying to help, love.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27No, you've done enough. I'm not lying any more.
0:12:35 > 0:12:40Please tell me you're winding me up.
0:12:43 > 0:12:44Since when?
0:12:46 > 0:12:49About two weeks? What, three?
0:12:49 > 0:12:52To be honest, I've been flushing them from day one.
0:12:54 > 0:12:55And I didn't know until now, either.
0:12:55 > 0:12:59You are unbelievable. We're bending over backwards for you!
0:12:59 > 0:13:03- Mick, calm down! - No, hold up a minute. How's he supposed to get better?
0:13:03 > 0:13:05I just wanted to prove that I could do it on my own.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07At least he's told us now, innit, Dad?
0:13:09 > 0:13:12You ARE going to start taking them, ain't you? You do want to get better?
0:13:12 > 0:13:14We're going to get the old Lee back.
0:13:14 > 0:13:18- Excuse me?- Don't start, Nancy, right? If they want to be together, that's down to them.
0:13:18 > 0:13:22- You're seriously telling me you're OK with this? She kissed your husband!- Yeah, and I dealt with it!
0:13:22 > 0:13:26Do you think she'd still be here if I thought it was anything more than a stupid mistake?
0:13:26 > 0:13:29- We've both done things that we're not proud of.- No, I'm sorry. She kissed your dad.
0:13:29 > 0:13:33- It wasn't just some stranger at a party.- Just leave it, leave it, Nance, will you?
0:13:33 > 0:13:34You know what? I can't.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Nance... Nancy!
0:13:36 > 0:13:40All I want is a fresh start, all right? Forget about the past couple of days.
0:13:40 > 0:13:44I got a letter the other day, and... my counselling sessions start soon.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46At last!
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Let me tell you something now. You're going!
0:13:48 > 0:13:52- Yeah, I know.- He'll start his meds today. It's going to take time.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54I know I've put you through it, all right?
0:13:54 > 0:13:57But I promise from now on I'm going to do whatever it takes to get better.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00That's all we want darling. You know we'd do anything to help.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09So what do you think it is then, this surprise?
0:14:09 > 0:14:11Oh, I don't know.
0:14:11 > 0:14:12Might involve a cake.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16Don't you think he'll have done something a little bit more
0:14:16 > 0:14:19exciting, considering it's your 40th?
0:14:19 > 0:14:20Nah. Us being all together.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23That's the best present, really.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25Not that I haven't been happy at yours.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27You really mean it, don't you?
0:14:27 > 0:14:29You're not even a little bit disappointed.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32Well, OK, then. Maybe I would have liked a party.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Actually, no. He may have organised one.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36Listen.
0:14:36 > 0:14:40OK, you know I love Billy, but he's got the imagination of a tree.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43Sorry. I'm just...
0:14:43 > 0:14:45You know, I'm a little bit jealous
0:14:45 > 0:14:48because he is poaching my partner in crime.
0:14:49 > 0:14:52Are you saying you're going to miss me?
0:14:52 > 0:14:54Listen, I've enjoyed having you around, all right,
0:14:54 > 0:14:57but I'm not going to be on my own, am I?
0:14:57 > 0:15:00It's just, Phil's not as handy with a duster.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04THEY LAUGH
0:15:13 > 0:15:14You don't want to know.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16Oh, I think I already do.
0:15:16 > 0:15:18It's an occupational hazard, gossip.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20Lee and your dad still not sorted things out?
0:15:20 > 0:15:23No, they have. Very, very short memory my family.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26Is Tam still not back?
0:15:26 > 0:15:28Oh, I got a postcard this morning.
0:15:28 > 0:15:29Who goes to Scotland in February?
0:15:29 > 0:15:31Who sends postcards?
0:15:31 > 0:15:33Well, I'm going to put the kettle on.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Unless you want to catch pneumonia?
0:15:36 > 0:15:37Come on, then.
0:15:46 > 0:15:47All right?
0:15:47 > 0:15:49Oh. At last.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51This has got to be done by five.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53Sorry. The Minute Mart don't sell pomegranate juice.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55I thought about what you said.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57I'm going to make Abi some alcohol-free cocktails.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59Oh, well it's good to see you making an effort.
0:15:59 > 0:16:01Now, can you give us a hand with this?
0:16:01 > 0:16:02MOBILE PHONE RINGS
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Who's that? Can't it wait?
0:16:07 > 0:16:09It's the clinic. My results are in.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Well, if Lee thinks he can trust her.
0:16:14 > 0:16:15He doesn't know what he thinks, does he?
0:16:15 > 0:16:18He hasn't been taking his pills. He's vulnerable.
0:16:18 > 0:16:19Whitney made a mistake.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21Now, look, I'm not saying ignore it,
0:16:21 > 0:16:22but he's decided he wants to be with her
0:16:22 > 0:16:24and I'm guessing you don't want to lose him.
0:16:24 > 0:16:25No, I don't want to lose him
0:16:25 > 0:16:27but I don't want him to get mugged off either
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- and she will do it again, Mas. - You don't know that.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31What? Please. You've only got to look at her.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33Hey!
0:16:33 > 0:16:34You're better than that, young lady.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37No. I know, I know, I know. I'm better than that.
0:16:38 > 0:16:42Do you know, a couple of months ago I actually felt like I knew what I was doing with my life.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44I actually felt like I had a purpose.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46Well, Tam felt the same.
0:16:46 > 0:16:47People make mistakes.
0:16:47 > 0:16:51You know, you sort things out when you love each other.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53He misses you, you know? Tam.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Looks like it, don't it?
0:16:55 > 0:16:59OK. You talk to Whitney and, er,
0:16:59 > 0:17:04give her a chance to explain and if you still think she's no good then, hey.
0:17:04 > 0:17:05Hey.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10- CORK POPS - Ooh!
0:17:10 > 0:17:12So what time does Billy want you back for this surprise, then?
0:17:12 > 0:17:14Oh, he'll text me.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16I just hope he's got that cake in the oven by now.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19I am so glad I spent all that time cleaning it.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Right, cheers.
0:17:21 > 0:17:24- Cheers. - Here's to the next 40 years.
0:17:24 > 0:17:28Listen, you can always come over to ours if you're lonely.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30Lonely? Please.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33When do I have the time, what with Matthew and everything?
0:17:33 > 0:17:36It's just, you know, what you said earlier about...
0:17:36 > 0:17:37about being jealous.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40It's true, isn't it?
0:17:40 > 0:17:42Oh, but you know, I'm not saying for one minute
0:17:42 > 0:17:45you'd want what Billy and I have got cos you'd be bored.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48But, you know, if the right man came along, like,
0:17:48 > 0:17:50like Jack, maybe.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53Oh, come on. If he walked through that door right now.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56- Yeah, but he's not going to, is he? - Yeah, but what if he did?
0:17:56 > 0:17:58Will you just stop?
0:17:58 > 0:17:59It's not going to happen.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02I mean, we are all kinds of wrong.
0:18:02 > 0:18:06No. No, you're pig headed, both of you. You know?
0:18:06 > 0:18:09I've seen how good you two are together.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11He's fun, he's exciting.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14You said yourself you wanted a new partner in crime.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16I hate to burst your bubble, Honey,
0:18:16 > 0:18:19but in the real world it's not enough just to love someone.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21Oh, so you do love him, then?
0:18:21 > 0:18:25Look, if it was going to happen, it would have.
0:18:25 > 0:18:26I'm going to get some crisps.
0:18:38 > 0:18:39Just knock it back.
0:18:52 > 0:18:53Can I have a word with Whitney?
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Alone.
0:18:57 > 0:18:58I think you've said all you had to say.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00I'm not going to have a go. I promise.
0:19:02 > 0:19:03Please.
0:19:06 > 0:19:07You'd better not.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15I ain't rowing with you, Nance.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19Right, I've got one question.
0:19:22 > 0:19:23Do you fancy my dad?
0:19:26 > 0:19:29And if I say no, you're going to believe me, are you?
0:19:30 > 0:19:32See, I know what you think I am, Nancy.
0:19:34 > 0:19:37You think I'm no good for Lee and I'm not good enough for this family.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39No. I just don't want to see my brother get hurt.
0:19:39 > 0:19:40Well, he won't.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46Look, I'm willing to listen for Lee's sake.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48You said you made a mistake,
0:19:48 > 0:19:51but how do I know you're not going to make that same mistake again?
0:19:55 > 0:19:56Will! There'll be none left.
0:19:56 > 0:19:59Right, they're coming. Sh, sh, sh. Wait.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03DOOR SLAMS
0:20:04 > 0:20:08# Happy birthday to you
0:20:08 > 0:20:11# Happy birthday to you
0:20:11 > 0:20:15# Happy birthday, dear Mummy
0:20:15 > 0:20:18# Happy birthday to you. #
0:20:18 > 0:20:20Here you are. Go on, make a wish.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22Happy birthday, Hon.
0:20:22 > 0:20:23Did you make this?
0:20:23 > 0:20:24We did the sweeties.
0:20:24 > 0:20:27Yeah, I think they ate more than what they put on the cake.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Did you have a fight with the icing sugar?
0:20:29 > 0:20:32Thank you. It is fan-dabby double-dozi.
0:20:34 > 0:20:37That ain't all, is it kids?
0:20:37 > 0:20:39Sorry. Their choice.
0:20:39 > 0:20:40But I thought we'd get a take away.
0:20:40 > 0:20:41Your choice.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43They voted McKlunky's, but it's your day.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45That'd be perfect.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47Cos all I want to do is snuggle up with you lot on the sofa.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48Yes, I do.
0:20:50 > 0:20:53But, why don't we have a bit of cake first, eh? Yeah?
0:20:53 > 0:20:55You'll stay for a bit of cake, won't you?
0:20:55 > 0:20:57- Huh? Yes. Yeah, I'd love to. - Yay!
0:20:57 > 0:21:00- Right. I'll get some plates. - Thank you.
0:21:00 > 0:21:01Did you have a sweet?
0:21:01 > 0:21:04I know how lucky I was to find Lee.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06He's everything I've ever wanted, you know.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08He's good looking. He's kind. He's strong.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11Yeah, I know what my brother's like, thanks.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13Was like.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15It's been really hard, Nancy, do you know that?
0:21:15 > 0:21:17What, is that your excuse then?
0:21:17 > 0:21:19The going got a little bit rough.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21He's ill. He can't help it.
0:21:21 > 0:21:22So what am I supposed to do then?
0:21:22 > 0:21:24Just take everything that he throws at me?
0:21:24 > 0:21:26I have tried to help him so many times.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28What? How is kissing my dad helping him?
0:21:29 > 0:21:31You know how much he looks up to my dad.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33You know how much he idolises him.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35Do you know what? You're right. You're not good enough.
0:21:35 > 0:21:36That's not fair.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40He's not the only one who's had it tough, you know?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42If you knew about the life that I've had,
0:21:42 > 0:21:44the men that I've been caught up with.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46Do you know what? That does not give you the right...
0:21:46 > 0:21:49- The things that they've done to me. - ..to hurt my brother.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02The first one got 13 years.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07Then he killed himself.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10In prison.
0:22:12 > 0:22:14But he weren't the worst.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28Hiya. Um... Do you want a cup of tea?
0:22:31 > 0:22:32Sit down.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35Actually, Ben, there's something I need to...
0:22:35 > 0:22:37Abi, please.
0:22:37 > 0:22:38Just sit down.
0:22:45 > 0:22:47I've, um, had some bad news.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51What? Is it your dad? Has something happened?
0:22:51 > 0:22:52No, I think he's fine.
0:22:52 > 0:22:55I've heard from the clinic.
0:22:55 > 0:22:56I'm sorry, babe.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59I've got chlamydia.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06- There you are.- Oh, thank you.
0:23:10 > 0:23:11So, does...
0:23:12 > 0:23:13Does Lee know?
0:23:16 > 0:23:17Yeah.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20I was so scared to tell him.
0:23:21 > 0:23:22I thought he'd judge me.
0:23:22 > 0:23:23SHE SIGHS
0:23:23 > 0:23:24But he didn't.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28That's when I knew he was the one.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34You think I'm a gushy airhead.
0:23:34 > 0:23:35- No.- Hmm.
0:23:37 > 0:23:38He made me feel safe.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43He was this...big, strong soldier.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Can you understand how important that was?
0:23:51 > 0:23:52- Hmm.- After everything.
0:23:55 > 0:23:56Hmm.
0:23:57 > 0:23:58I'm so sorry.
0:24:01 > 0:24:02I can't even begin to imagine what...
0:24:06 > 0:24:10So... What happened with my dad?
0:24:12 > 0:24:13I'm just messed up, ain't I? This...
0:24:16 > 0:24:17And...Mick was just there.
0:24:19 > 0:24:20I dunno.
0:24:25 > 0:24:26I'm so tired...
0:24:31 > 0:24:33..of feeling on my own.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36SHE SOBS
0:24:36 > 0:24:41I've tried...so hard not to let it get to me, but it just does.
0:24:42 > 0:24:44- You know?- Mmm.
0:24:45 > 0:24:46And you're right. You are so right.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48It's not Lee's fault and...
0:24:48 > 0:24:51I know that. I do know that.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54But it just doesn't get any easier.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57I needed him.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01I needed him with Ryan and...
0:25:01 > 0:25:03You know? And...
0:25:03 > 0:25:05I needed someone to just take control
0:25:05 > 0:25:06and make everything all right.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12And I, I wanted that to be Lee and...
0:25:13 > 0:25:14No, I...
0:25:15 > 0:25:17I totally get that.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22No-one wants to feel...let down.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27But you can't hold on to someone
0:25:27 > 0:25:29because you're scared of being alone.
0:25:31 > 0:25:32It's not fair on them.
0:25:41 > 0:25:43Penny for your thoughts, boy?
0:25:44 > 0:25:46Oh...
0:25:46 > 0:25:47I'm just sorry about the pills
0:25:47 > 0:25:49and all that palaver last week.
0:25:50 > 0:25:54There's no point dwelling on the past, but look forward.
0:25:54 > 0:25:55Just sort yourself out, yeah?
0:25:56 > 0:25:59- You do realise how lucky you are to have Whitney, don't you?- Yeah.
0:26:00 > 0:26:03You're a beautiful man, so be the man you are.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05If you want to be with her,
0:26:05 > 0:26:06give her something to hold on to.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09She's not going to knock about with a half-hearted Lee, is she?
0:26:12 > 0:26:14You can deny it as much as you like.
0:26:14 > 0:26:16- I love Lee.- No, you don't. You...
0:26:16 > 0:26:19You love who he was and he may never be that person again.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22Yes, he will. He'll take his pills and he'll do his counselling...
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Look. What my mum has been through,
0:26:24 > 0:26:27so what this whole family have been through, none of us are the same.
0:26:27 > 0:26:29At best it's going to be a long haul.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31So, what are you saying? I should just walk away when he needs me?
0:26:31 > 0:26:32He doesn't need you.
0:26:32 > 0:26:35He needs someone who will love him for who he truly is.
0:26:35 > 0:26:36I do.
0:26:36 > 0:26:38You don't get it, do you?
0:26:38 > 0:26:39He wants to make you happy...
0:26:40 > 0:26:43..but you can't push him into being something that he's not,
0:26:43 > 0:26:46so if you've got any doubts, you need to get out now.
0:26:50 > 0:26:53ON RADIO: Hair by Little Mix
0:26:57 > 0:26:58Right.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00- I think it's McKlunky's time.- Ooh. - BILLY LAUGHS
0:27:02 > 0:27:03You want coleslaw and sweetcorn, babe?
0:27:03 > 0:27:06- Oh, you know how to push the boat out, Billy.- I won't be long.
0:27:08 > 0:27:09DOOR CLOSES
0:27:11 > 0:27:13Right, well, I better go too.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16You don't have to.
0:27:16 > 0:27:19There's going to be plenty to go round and we haven't even watched the film yet.
0:27:19 > 0:27:22Yeah, well, Dot's going to be on her last legs looking after Matthew for this long.
0:27:22 > 0:27:23I'll see you all later.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25- Are you sure?- Yeah.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27Have fun.
0:27:27 > 0:27:28But, listen, don't go too mad.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30Save some energy for tomorrow.
0:27:31 > 0:27:32I just, er...
0:27:33 > 0:27:35Have a nice night anyway...bye.
0:27:35 > 0:27:36Bye.
0:27:38 > 0:27:39DOOR CLOSES
0:27:41 > 0:27:43Are you sad, Mummy?
0:27:45 > 0:27:48Auntie Ronnie's going to be lonely without us, isn't she...eh?
0:27:51 > 0:27:52You know...
0:27:52 > 0:27:54I...am going to do something a little bit sneaky.
0:27:56 > 0:27:57Promise you won't tell?
0:28:03 > 0:28:04PHONE BEEPS
0:28:19 > 0:28:20Marry me.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25- What?- Whit, I love you...so much. And...
0:28:27 > 0:28:29You've looked after me enough now and I, I need to get better
0:28:29 > 0:28:31and I, and I, and I will get better.
0:28:32 > 0:28:35And, and...it's my turn to look after you now, so...
0:28:39 > 0:28:40Will you marry me?
0:28:41 > 0:28:43WHITNEY LAUGHS BREATHLESSLY