0:00:26 > 0:00:30What are you talking about, you're Sarah?
0:00:30 > 0:00:31I used to be.
0:00:31 > 0:00:32Now I'm Kyle.
0:00:34 > 0:00:35- You're a liar!- I'm not.
0:00:35 > 0:00:38Please, just give me a chance to explain. Please, Stacey.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40Just five minutes and you'll never hear from me again!
0:00:40 > 0:00:42What are you saying to her?!
0:00:42 > 0:00:44How many times do I have to tell you?!
0:00:44 > 0:00:46Martin, leave it.
0:00:46 > 0:00:47There's things I need to tell her.
0:00:47 > 0:00:49Martin, stop it!
0:00:49 > 0:00:51Martin!
0:00:55 > 0:00:56Well, go on, then.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02Can we go somewhere more private?
0:01:04 > 0:01:06I'm going to take him to the flat.
0:01:07 > 0:01:08He's a conman, Stace!
0:01:08 > 0:01:10Please, Martin.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14Come on. Come inside.
0:01:14 > 0:01:15Come on.
0:01:24 > 0:01:27I'm sorry, Stacey, I didn't mean to upset you.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40I'm running the shower.
0:01:40 > 0:01:41Come and get wet.
0:01:41 > 0:01:44I had a wash this morning, Phil, like normal people.
0:01:45 > 0:01:47It's time to go. I mean it.
0:01:47 > 0:01:50I'm not messing up what I've got with Buster.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53He's nothing...
0:01:53 > 0:01:54compared to what we had.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57What you threw away.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59And now Sharon's kicked you out,
0:01:59 > 0:02:01you suddenly remember who I am, is that it?
0:02:01 > 0:02:03This has got nothing to do with Sharon.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05This is about me and you.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07There is no me and you.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11It's been nice reminiscing, Phil...
0:02:13 > 0:02:14..but now I want you gone.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23I didn't mean to just blurt it out, I...
0:02:27 > 0:02:29So, you really are my sister?
0:02:30 > 0:02:32I'm your brother, Stacey.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37Maybe I should start at the beginning.
0:02:37 > 0:02:40Yeah, I think you should.
0:02:40 > 0:02:41This ain't what you want.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43No, what I want is you gone.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47Can't trust yourself with me, can you? Eh?
0:02:47 > 0:02:49HE LAUGHS
0:02:53 > 0:02:55INAUDIBLE
0:02:55 > 0:02:57All right, Paul?
0:02:57 > 0:02:58I didn't know you were coming.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00Abi, you're looking radiant.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02When do you have your first scan?
0:03:02 > 0:03:05I can't wait to see what mini Ben looks like.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Oh, it's...not for ages yet.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09It can't be that long.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15Hey, it's a party!
0:03:16 > 0:03:17Ben.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Ben. Where was my invite?
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Look, we don't need you here, Phil.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Come on, Phil, just leave it, yeah?
0:03:23 > 0:03:25Listen, I ain't got you a present,
0:03:25 > 0:03:27but buy yourself a drink.
0:03:27 > 0:03:28Come on, Phil.
0:03:28 > 0:03:30Hang on, I'm buying my son a drink.
0:03:30 > 0:03:31- Come on.- No, you're not, Phil.
0:03:31 > 0:03:34Let's take you over the cafe, I'll get you a coffee. Come on.
0:03:34 > 0:03:35Ben!
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Ben!
0:03:39 > 0:03:40Suit yourself.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Come on, this way. Mind the step.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58So, you're transsexual?
0:03:58 > 0:04:00Transgender.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03I...used to be a girl but...
0:04:03 > 0:04:07I always felt like I should be a boy.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Stace, please.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15- Don't shut me out.- I'm not,
0:04:15 > 0:04:17I just need to hear what Kyle's got to say.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19- About what? - Martin, please. I just...
0:04:19 > 0:04:21I just need a few minutes.
0:04:21 > 0:04:22I'm fine.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24Honestly, I am.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27Why don't you go and pick Lily up from school?
0:04:29 > 0:04:31OK. You're going to be here when I get back?
0:04:31 > 0:04:33OK. Just call me if you need me, yeah?
0:04:43 > 0:04:47I've not had this conversation with many people.
0:04:47 > 0:04:48It's not easy for me.
0:04:51 > 0:04:52You believe me, don't you?
0:04:55 > 0:04:56I...
0:04:56 > 0:04:59I always felt I should be a boy.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03I don't know where to start.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06So, you always knew you were the wrong sex?
0:05:06 > 0:05:08When I was a kid...
0:05:08 > 0:05:10a little kid...
0:05:10 > 0:05:12I'd always play games with the boys.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14I was good at football.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16I used to get picked first a lot.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Then, when I got older,
0:05:19 > 0:05:20it became an issue.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Cos I still wanted to be one of the boys...
0:05:26 > 0:05:27..but my body...
0:05:29 > 0:05:30..it started to matter more.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34I knew I had to pick a side...
0:05:36 > 0:05:38..so I gave up playing football.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42I tried to...
0:05:42 > 0:05:44force myself to wear dresses...
0:05:46 > 0:05:47..and make-up but...
0:05:48 > 0:05:50..I knew it weren't right.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53I used to get panic attacks
0:05:53 > 0:05:55and think about dying,
0:05:55 > 0:05:57and get myself into a state, because I...
0:05:57 > 0:05:58I didn't want to die a girl.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06I'm not... I'm not making this up.
0:06:07 > 0:06:08You are my sister.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12Why didn't you just tell me?
0:06:12 > 0:06:14Why pretend?
0:06:14 > 0:06:15I've not pretended.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17I AM Kyle now.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21You're never going to meet Sarah,
0:06:21 > 0:06:22she's gone,
0:06:22 > 0:06:25so what's the point in me talking about her?
0:06:27 > 0:06:30I wanted you to accept me for who I am.
0:06:31 > 0:06:34- Kyle?- Yeah.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36Your brother...
0:06:36 > 0:06:38who wants to be a part of your life.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00Did you see the way they all looked at him?
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Disgust.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09Like he's nothing.
0:07:12 > 0:07:15And me? Well, I just look at him the same way...
0:07:17 > 0:07:20..cos THAT ain't my dad.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24Like, when Lexi was born, yeah?
0:07:24 > 0:07:26I was just a kid...
0:07:28 > 0:07:30..and Dad just took over.
0:07:30 > 0:07:31It's like when Mum...
0:07:35 > 0:07:37Like when Mum died...
0:07:39 > 0:07:40..Dad just...
0:07:40 > 0:07:43Well, he just took it all on, you know?
0:07:44 > 0:07:46So, now it's your turn to help him.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47I don't know if I can!
0:07:47 > 0:07:50And having Mum all over me is...
0:07:50 > 0:07:51It's weird, Paul.
0:07:51 > 0:07:54I still have nightmares where she's dead.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Everyone's banging on about the baby
0:07:56 > 0:07:57and Abi's eyes are all over me.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59I feel like I can't breathe.
0:07:59 > 0:08:00You're going through a lot.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02I am 20 years of age, Paul.
0:08:02 > 0:08:07I'm supposed to be going on holiday to Ibiza with me mates!
0:08:07 > 0:08:09You know...
0:08:09 > 0:08:11you're really the only person I wanted here.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16I...
0:08:16 > 0:08:18I know...
0:08:18 > 0:08:20that we're just mates...
0:08:20 > 0:08:21but...
0:08:23 > 0:08:25..I can't turn off how I feel.
0:08:28 > 0:08:29I'm trying.
0:08:29 > 0:08:33I want to do the right thing, but...
0:08:33 > 0:08:35I see you and I just...
0:08:37 > 0:08:40This isn't going to help you, all right?
0:08:44 > 0:08:45I'm so alone, mate.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54BABY GURGLES
0:08:55 > 0:08:58So, when did you become Kyle?
0:08:58 > 0:08:59When I was 16.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03At first, I thought I was a lesbian but...
0:09:03 > 0:09:05I realised it was more than that.
0:09:07 > 0:09:08I was very close to Soph.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10She's the...
0:09:10 > 0:09:12She's the friend that came with me when I was here last.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14We sort of got together.
0:09:16 > 0:09:17HE SIGHS
0:09:17 > 0:09:19I bet you think I'm really messed up.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22A few months ago, I was on a roof trying to give my baby back to God
0:09:22 > 0:09:24because I thought he was His son
0:09:24 > 0:09:25but, actually, he's Kush's -
0:09:25 > 0:09:27that's Martin's best mate.
0:09:27 > 0:09:28I'm only here for the day,
0:09:28 > 0:09:32I'm staying in a special unit for post-partum psychosis.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35So, yeah... I'd say that when it comes to being messed up,
0:09:35 > 0:09:37we're pretty even.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40You really thought Arthur was God's son?
0:09:42 > 0:09:44Yep.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47That's...
0:09:48 > 0:09:51Yeah, you're right, that is pretty messed up.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Shut up.
0:09:56 > 0:10:00How's Martin been about you having his mate's baby?
0:10:00 > 0:10:01He's been great.
0:10:02 > 0:10:03He has been great.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05It's been hard on him.
0:10:05 > 0:10:09He was in the middle of proposing at Halloween and...
0:10:09 > 0:10:10Oh, so, you're engaged?
0:10:10 > 0:10:12No, no. It all went a bit wrong.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14I wasn't really ready.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18Well, he sounds like a keeper.
0:10:18 > 0:10:19Yeah, he is.
0:10:23 > 0:10:27You know what? I didn't really ever like the name Sarah anyway.
0:10:27 > 0:10:30You don't look anything like a girl.
0:10:30 > 0:10:31Good.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34It's the testosterone and the mastectomy.
0:10:37 > 0:10:40On the morning of the operation, I kept playing
0:10:40 > 0:10:43Beyonce's If I Were A Boy...
0:10:43 > 0:10:44and I couldn't stop grinning.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46I just felt like...
0:10:46 > 0:10:49once they were gone, I'd be well on my way.
0:10:50 > 0:10:51What about down below?
0:10:53 > 0:10:54Have you still...?
0:10:54 > 0:10:56Or have you got a...?
0:10:57 > 0:10:59I've not had that done yet.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02It's a long process.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09I'm sorry about attacking you before.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14Now I get why you called me the devil.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16Actually, to be fair...
0:11:17 > 0:11:20..that time we were chatting in the cafe, I thought you were on drugs.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22I was actually off my meds.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24Oh, yeah, I've got bipolar as well.
0:11:24 > 0:11:25Great.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28I'm not a fan of "normal" people.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33If it means anything, I...
0:11:33 > 0:11:35I think you're the sanest person I've met in ages.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37SHE GIGGLES Thanks.
0:11:37 > 0:11:41I just... I hate feeling like everyone's looking at me, like...
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Like I'm on show. Like...
0:11:43 > 0:11:45Like you're a freak?
0:11:50 > 0:11:53Another one for Ben's happy memory bank.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55It's coffee
0:11:55 > 0:11:57and it's disgusting...
0:11:57 > 0:11:59What's disgusting is the state of you.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01Are you trying to kill yourself?
0:12:01 > 0:12:03What do you care?
0:12:03 > 0:12:05I don't...but Ben does.
0:12:07 > 0:12:08All right, Billy?
0:12:08 > 0:12:10Yeah, um...
0:12:11 > 0:12:13The thing is...
0:12:14 > 0:12:16- ..we ain't really got room for him. - Sorry, mate.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18He's your family, not mine. Not my problem.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20No, no, but I've got Honey and the kids now, ain't I?
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Well, stick him in the bus shelter, then.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Looks like you pulled the short straw.
0:12:30 > 0:12:34Sometimes, I get down over stuff, like work...
0:12:34 > 0:12:36so I have that on my phone to remind me that
0:12:36 > 0:12:39things used to be a whole lot worse.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42That looks nothing like you.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Don't you find it strange?
0:12:44 > 0:12:46My whole life's been strange.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49All that stuff about building sand castles with Dad,
0:12:49 > 0:12:51it was all true, it's just...
0:12:51 > 0:12:53I was Sarah then.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56I reckon if Dad was alive, he'd like Kyle.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01Let me show you something.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05"I was born to survive."
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Oh, I love that.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Well, I got it done because...
0:13:10 > 0:13:14Well, Shannon's boyfriend and his mates...
0:13:15 > 0:13:17..beat me up.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20I ended up in hospital.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22When I got out, I got it done.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24A bit of defiance.
0:13:24 > 0:13:25Your sister's boyfriend?
0:13:28 > 0:13:29She...
0:13:29 > 0:13:30stood and watched.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32Well, I better not meet her.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34No danger in that.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36They've no interest in Dad's other family.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38I've got a tattoo.
0:13:38 > 0:13:39Here, hold Arthur a minute.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41I'll show you.
0:13:46 > 0:13:47What's it mean?
0:13:47 > 0:13:48I dunno,
0:13:48 > 0:13:50I had it done in Mexico.
0:13:50 > 0:13:51I feel a bit silly now,
0:13:51 > 0:13:53yours is all full of meaning
0:13:53 > 0:13:56and mine is just something I had done when I was bored.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58I like it. Looks good on you.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01So, are you and Soph still together?
0:14:01 > 0:14:02Not in that way.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05She went back to Blackpool last week.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06Moved back in with her mum.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09I thought you two had a flat in London.
0:14:09 > 0:14:10Landlord chucked us out.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12I am sofa surfing.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15I wanted to stay around, see you.
0:14:15 > 0:14:18Well, we've got a spare room.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20It's... It's OK.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24- DOOR CLOSES - Is that Martin? Yeah.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26- Please don't tell him. Please.- OK.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28- Mummy!- Hello!
0:14:28 > 0:14:31- Oh!- Here. Give him here.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Come here, mate.
0:14:34 > 0:14:35Kyle, this is Lily.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39Lily, this is my brother - your Uncle Kyle.
0:14:39 > 0:14:40Hi, Lily.
0:14:53 > 0:14:54Thank you.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57I knew you'd see sense and fight for your boy.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59No, I've made it worse.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01Alienated the pair of them.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04All you've done is tell them you're not going to be ignored.
0:15:04 > 0:15:05They'll come round.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07They just need time to get used to the idea.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09Do you know what, Mum?
0:15:09 > 0:15:11I'm not really feeling work today.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Do you mind just keeping an eye on the stall for me, please?
0:15:13 > 0:15:15Drink isn't the answer.
0:15:15 > 0:15:16No?
0:15:16 > 0:15:17You fooled me.
0:15:26 > 0:15:27What are you doing up here?
0:15:27 > 0:15:29Waiting for you.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33Ollie still on track about coming home tomorrow?
0:15:36 > 0:15:37Yeah.
0:15:39 > 0:15:40So, he's OK?
0:15:45 > 0:15:47They don't know.
0:15:48 > 0:15:51Even though they're letting him come home tomorrow,
0:15:51 > 0:15:52they still don't know...
0:15:54 > 0:15:57..and they won't know until it's something obvious...
0:16:00 > 0:16:02..and I can't talk to L about it
0:16:02 > 0:16:05because she's adamant everything's all right,
0:16:05 > 0:16:06so I just...
0:16:06 > 0:16:09I can't, like...
0:16:11 > 0:16:13I can't say...
0:16:13 > 0:16:15you know, like, what I'm feeling.
0:16:15 > 0:16:18- I can't...- Mick...- Please, don't.
0:16:18 > 0:16:19Look, I've got...
0:16:19 > 0:16:21I've got to keep it together.
0:16:23 > 0:16:26But he's different, you know?
0:16:29 > 0:16:30Yeah.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Anyway...
0:16:34 > 0:16:37I've just come to pick up some stuff for L and the baby.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39Why don't you let Nancy take some stuff up?
0:16:39 > 0:16:40Have a rest.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42I'm fine.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44Nancy's not.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49- Why? What's she said?- Nothing.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51She didn't have to, it's obvious.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54It was an accident, Mick.
0:16:55 > 0:16:56It wasn't her fault.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00You must see she's hurting, Ollie's her brother.
0:17:02 > 0:17:06Look, I am not the best person to give parental advice but...
0:17:08 > 0:17:09..don't push her away, Mick.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13That sort of thing takes years to mend.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18So, you got work later on?
0:17:18 > 0:17:19No, I'm free all afternoon.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Oh.
0:17:21 > 0:17:22What have you got in mind?
0:17:22 > 0:17:24Well, I was thinking maybe
0:17:24 > 0:17:25we could go back to yours...
0:17:27 > 0:17:30Look, I think we both know what would happen if we did.
0:17:30 > 0:17:34Yeah, but you know I like you,
0:17:34 > 0:17:37- so...- Yeah, I really like you too.
0:17:37 > 0:17:40That's why I want to take things slow, you know?
0:17:40 > 0:17:43I mean, I ain't had the best luck with boyfriends in the past.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45I want this to be different.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48Are you saying I'm your boyfriend, then?
0:17:48 > 0:17:51No, I'm just saying...
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Come here.
0:17:56 > 0:17:57Give it a couple of months
0:17:57 > 0:18:00and they'll be throwing things at each other.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02Ben, you OK?
0:18:02 > 0:18:04Yeah.
0:18:04 > 0:18:05Look, it's a disease.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08He doesn't know what he's doing...or saying.
0:18:08 > 0:18:10Just don't let him ruin your day. OK?
0:18:14 > 0:18:16Where's Paul?
0:18:17 > 0:18:18He said he had to go.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22There's...this new veterinary nurse at the practice,
0:18:22 > 0:18:25he's really camp. I was thinking about setting him and Paul up.
0:18:25 > 0:18:27Paul wouldn't like anyone camp!
0:18:31 > 0:18:34Babe, what do you say we give this another half hour
0:18:34 > 0:18:38and then go back home, watch a DVD, yeah?
0:18:38 > 0:18:40Yeah, that sounds great.
0:18:40 > 0:18:44# Happy birthday to you
0:18:44 > 0:18:48# Happy birthday to you
0:18:48 > 0:18:50# Happy birthday, dear Ben
0:18:52 > 0:18:55# Happy birthday to you! #
0:18:56 > 0:18:59THEY APPLAUD
0:19:16 > 0:19:18So...
0:19:18 > 0:19:20what?
0:19:20 > 0:19:22Now, Kyle IS your brother?
0:19:22 > 0:19:23Yeah.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28I thought Charlie said that your dad had three girls.
0:19:28 > 0:19:30Look, Martin, I can't explain now,
0:19:30 > 0:19:32but can you just accept that he is my brother?
0:19:32 > 0:19:34Please?
0:19:37 > 0:19:39If you say so.
0:19:40 > 0:19:41I really like him.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44I think he's kind and gentle.
0:19:44 > 0:19:45I want to get to know him.
0:19:47 > 0:19:48Yeah, he's...
0:19:48 > 0:19:50He's all right.
0:19:50 > 0:19:51Well, I'm glad you said that.
0:19:51 > 0:19:54I... I told him that he could stay with us.
0:19:55 > 0:19:57- You are joking! - Well, he's lost his flat.
0:19:57 > 0:20:00So? This is our home, Stace.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02I don't want some stranger knocking about.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05I mean, you're in the unit and I've got Lily to look after.
0:20:05 > 0:20:06Yeah, well, he can help you.
0:20:06 > 0:20:08You said yourself, he's...
0:20:08 > 0:20:10- He's a weirdo.- No. That was before!
0:20:10 > 0:20:11Before what?
0:20:13 > 0:20:14Before what?!
0:20:14 > 0:20:15Martin, please.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23It means that much to you?
0:20:25 > 0:20:27HE SIGHS
0:20:27 > 0:20:28You're my rock.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31You know that.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37You're my not-wife.
0:20:40 > 0:20:42So, what? You want to go back now?
0:20:42 > 0:20:43Yeah, in a bit.
0:20:43 > 0:20:46There's something that we need to do first.
0:21:10 > 0:21:12What's that for?
0:21:12 > 0:21:16Don't turn your nose up at my kisses, I don't give many.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24He's going to be all right.
0:21:25 > 0:21:26Is he?
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Course he is.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30He's a Carter, he's a fighter.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35Look at Johnny.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37When he was born, it was touch-and-go for ages -
0:21:37 > 0:21:38but he pulled through.
0:21:40 > 0:21:41This is different.
0:21:45 > 0:21:48Little kids are a lot thicker skinned than you'd think.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55You're not alone.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00KNOCK ON DOOR Have you seen Nancy?
0:22:00 > 0:22:01No.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03Well, she's disappeared and there's a pub full.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05- You ain't seen her, Mick, have you?- No.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07No.
0:22:07 > 0:22:08I've got to get this...
0:22:08 > 0:22:10stuff to Linda.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12I don't know how long I'm going to be.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15We'll man the fort, don't you worry.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17- Give Linda my love, won't you, Mick? - Yeah, course I will.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19If you see Nancy...
0:22:19 > 0:22:21tell her...
0:22:21 > 0:22:22What?
0:22:24 > 0:22:26Don't matter.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38Er, Kush...
0:22:38 > 0:22:39you left the door open.
0:22:39 > 0:22:41I tell you what, we'll come back when you ain't busy.
0:22:41 > 0:22:43No, no. Stay, please.
0:22:43 > 0:22:44If Shabs could see you now...
0:22:44 > 0:22:48Yeah, well, she can't, can she? Cos she left me!
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Debs is just keeping me company.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52This is him in pain, is it?
0:22:52 > 0:22:54We've come to talk to you about Arthur,
0:22:54 > 0:22:56- or ain't you bothered any more? - Course I am! Course...
0:22:56 > 0:22:58Debs, you're going to have to go. Now.
0:23:06 > 0:23:09Are you serious about wanting to be a part of his life?
0:23:09 > 0:23:11Yes, of course I am.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13- I'm dead serious. - Well, then, sort yourself out
0:23:13 > 0:23:15and tidy this place up, cos I'm telling you now...
0:23:15 > 0:23:17I ain't going to let you be a part of his life
0:23:17 > 0:23:19if you carry on like this.
0:23:19 > 0:23:20Come on, Martin.
0:23:29 > 0:23:30You put the rubbish out?
0:23:32 > 0:23:34Yes.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36We'll have to fumigate the spare room.
0:23:38 > 0:23:41You've got a kind heart, Shirley Carter.
0:23:41 > 0:23:42Yeah?
0:23:42 > 0:23:45Well, don't go broadcasting it, will you?
0:23:45 > 0:23:47Fancy a pot of winkles?
0:23:47 > 0:23:50I'll throw in a pin for a kiss.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53What makes you think that I like your winkles?
0:23:53 > 0:23:56You can't keep your hands off my winkles.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59- THEY LAUGH - Come here.
0:23:59 > 0:24:00Oh, hang on.
0:24:00 > 0:24:01I'll see you later, yeah?
0:24:01 > 0:24:02Oi!
0:24:07 > 0:24:09Where are you going?
0:24:12 > 0:24:14That is the key for the front door
0:24:14 > 0:24:16and that is the one for the flat upstairs.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18- Are you sure about this? - Yeah, I want you here.
0:24:18 > 0:24:21I'll be back in a couple of days, anyway, for Easter -
0:24:21 > 0:24:22so we'll chat then.
0:24:24 > 0:24:26Oh, and I'll have a look through this later.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30Lil, get out a minute.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39You're all thumbs.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45Sorry, today wasn't the best visit.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47No, it was good.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49Baby steps, yeah?
0:24:50 > 0:24:52Yeah.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Italy?
0:24:59 > 0:25:00It's a bit sudden, isn't it?
0:25:01 > 0:25:04You know, Johnny's always asking me to visit.
0:25:04 > 0:25:07But you're not visiting, are you?
0:25:07 > 0:25:08You're running away.
0:25:10 > 0:25:14I don't think I should be here when Ollie comes out of hospital.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16So they can worry about you?
0:25:16 > 0:25:18No, they don't need to worry about me.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20I'll be with Johnny, won't I?
0:25:20 > 0:25:21They need you here.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24Your dad needs you here.
0:25:24 > 0:25:27You know how much he relies on you.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29That's exactly why I can't handle it.
0:25:30 > 0:25:32He's disappointed in me, Shirl.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34I'm disappointed in me.
0:25:35 > 0:25:38I'm... I'm the reason that Ollie is in hospital.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42It was an accident.
0:25:42 > 0:25:43Dad blames me, Shirl.
0:25:43 > 0:25:44No, he doesn't.
0:25:44 > 0:25:47- He does.- I'm telling you he doesn't.
0:25:47 > 0:25:50He doesn't blame anyone.
0:25:50 > 0:25:52He's struggling right now...
0:25:52 > 0:25:54and he needs you here, not to disappear.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58You haven't seen how he is with me.
0:25:58 > 0:26:01It's like... It's like I don't exist.
0:26:01 > 0:26:02He can't even look at me.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06We've always been so close, you know that.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08You still are.
0:26:08 > 0:26:09We're not.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11We're not. Since I hurt Ollie, we're not.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18I love that baby so much.
0:26:19 > 0:26:20Yeah?
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Then prove it and stay.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33We've got some lollipops somewhere.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35Can I have one?
0:26:35 > 0:26:37Don't see why not.
0:26:37 > 0:26:38How was it?
0:26:38 > 0:26:41Yeah, it was good.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43There, I told you.
0:26:43 > 0:26:44Nothing to worry about.
0:26:44 > 0:26:46Well, actually, I'm lying.
0:26:46 > 0:26:47It wasn't good.
0:26:48 > 0:26:52I had a panic and I wanted to come back, but...
0:26:52 > 0:26:55then I dealt with it, and then it was good.
0:26:55 > 0:26:58Like we say, step by step.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Where's my lollipop?
0:27:00 > 0:27:02That's a very good question!
0:27:02 > 0:27:05Come on, let's go and find it.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Come on, mate.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12Let's get you out of here, shall we?
0:27:12 > 0:27:14Yeah.
0:27:16 > 0:27:18Yeah.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20Thank you.
0:27:20 > 0:27:23It's all right. I don't really feel like I've done anything.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25I feel like it's Kyle that made you feel better.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27Well, he just...
0:27:27 > 0:27:29reminded me how important family is.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33Yeah, well...
0:27:33 > 0:27:35Listen, I'll go and grab Lily and then we'll come back,
0:27:35 > 0:27:37and then we'll shoot off, yeah?
0:27:37 > 0:27:38- OK.- I'll go get her some tea.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40Martin?
0:27:41 > 0:27:44I... I meant what I said earlier.
0:27:45 > 0:27:47You are my rock and...
0:27:47 > 0:27:49I just...
0:27:49 > 0:27:51I can't believe how you've dealt with all this.
0:27:53 > 0:27:55Yeah. Yeah, well...
0:27:55 > 0:27:57- Well...- It's cos you love me, ain't it?
0:28:00 > 0:28:02Maybe.
0:28:02 > 0:28:03Well, it better be.
0:28:03 > 0:28:05Why?
0:28:05 > 0:28:08Well, I don't want to marry someone who don't love me.
0:28:10 > 0:28:13I don't want to be your not-wife any more, Martin.
0:28:13 > 0:28:15What's this?
0:28:15 > 0:28:17Is this a proposal?
0:28:18 > 0:28:20Yeah.
0:28:20 > 0:28:21Will you marry me?
0:28:24 > 0:28:25Yeah, yeah.
0:28:26 > 0:28:28Course I will.