0:00:27 > 0:00:29I'll stop looking at houses I can't afford
0:00:29 > 0:00:32if you stop looking at clothes you can't afford.
0:00:32 > 0:00:35The day of his meeting and he's done a runner, hasn't he?
0:00:35 > 0:00:40- Help me look for him, babe.- Oh, I've got work.- He's probably in the offy.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43Yeah, funny. Nice of you to care(!)
0:00:43 > 0:00:45Ben! Ben, it's not about caring.
0:00:45 > 0:00:49If he doesn't want to change, he won't. It's up to him.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13I can manage on me own.
0:01:17 > 0:01:21Um... There's a marathon on today. So... You didn't notice, or...?
0:01:24 > 0:01:27- Just move the van, please. - Thought you'd done a runner.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29You thought I'd started drinking, you mean?
0:01:29 > 0:01:31That meeting's at half ten.
0:01:31 > 0:01:35I'm busy. First, the Arches, now this.
0:01:35 > 0:01:36- I'm on a roll.- Just let him do it.
0:01:36 > 0:01:39I don't want to sit around with a load of winos,
0:01:39 > 0:01:42- talking about feelings. - You have to go.
0:01:42 > 0:01:45- Say something.- Well, if he doesn't want to...
0:01:45 > 0:01:48Fine! You know what? Sharon was right! I've done all I can!
0:01:48 > 0:01:49You're on your own!
0:01:56 > 0:01:59- Ah, just in time for breakfast. - I'm not hungry.
0:01:59 > 0:02:03You can't run on an empty stomach. I've made porridge.
0:02:03 > 0:02:06After I looked up the cooking instructions on the internet.
0:02:06 > 0:02:07You're such a grass.
0:02:07 > 0:02:11- Do you want honey in it? - I said I'm not hungry.
0:02:11 > 0:02:15- Those poor oats. Died for nothing.- Shut up.
0:02:18 > 0:02:22I tried explaining it to him yesterday, but he just went quiet.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25Mate, you'd think they were flying to the moon,
0:02:25 > 0:02:27the way they're carrying on out there.
0:02:27 > 0:02:30- It's a half marathon. - Cos you've got to go the long way
0:02:30 > 0:02:33round to the shops, we've got to listen to you moaning all day?
0:02:33 > 0:02:36If you're going to be like that, you can meet them at your place.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38No, cos I don't want them to know where I live.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41Well, I don't want some crackhead knowing where I live.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44And that is why I asked you along for support.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- (Is she still on drugs?) - It's rude to whisper.
0:02:50 > 0:02:53JJ, do you remember me saying
0:02:53 > 0:02:57about your mummy visiting today?
0:02:57 > 0:02:59We'll be here the whole time.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09It's OK. It's OK.
0:03:09 > 0:03:13It's only for an hour or so and then we can all just go back to normal.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18Why did I have to oversleep when we're doing the catering
0:03:18 > 0:03:21- for the marathon after-party? Where's my keys?- Microwave.
0:03:21 > 0:03:24- What are they doing there? - Microwave.
0:03:24 > 0:03:25Why?
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Oh, Kathy. Someone special?
0:03:27 > 0:03:32- No, I thought I'd just make an effort for the run.- There's a bloke.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35No, there isn't.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Don't panic.
0:03:37 > 0:03:41It's not going anywhere and it's totally inappropriate anyway.
0:03:41 > 0:03:42Kathy...
0:03:42 > 0:03:45Three guesses who the inappropriate bloke is.
0:03:45 > 0:03:47I'm going to get this lot down the tip
0:03:47 > 0:03:49before the stewards have a meltdown.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Listen, go and get yourselves some breakfast.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53I'll see you afterwards, yeah?
0:04:08 > 0:04:10You said you weren't drinking.
0:04:14 > 0:04:17This ain't drinking. Believe me.
0:04:17 > 0:04:21If you're nervous about the meeting... Don't laugh.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23You nearly killed me last week cos you were drunk.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25You shouldn't be doing it!
0:04:25 > 0:04:28Why does everyone think they can tell me what to do?
0:04:28 > 0:04:32Either back off or you move out of my house, do you understand?
0:04:42 > 0:04:43Lou!
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Lou!
0:04:45 > 0:04:47I said I'd put on your awards ceremony.
0:04:47 > 0:04:51I didn't say that you could turn this gaff into a field hospital.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53- The first aiders need a base.- Why don't you use the fruit and veg
0:04:53 > 0:04:56stall? They can get their five a day while they cop for a breather.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58Why didn't I think of that?
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Dad, I've done that table. What else do you want me to do?
0:05:00 > 0:05:04That's it, babe. Don't worry about it. Look, it's some more readies for your Italy trip.
0:05:04 > 0:05:09- I know you're running a bit short. So...- You might as well just take me to the airport now.- Tamwar...
0:05:09 > 0:05:12The steward out there said something about Phil's van.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14He still hasn't moved it?
0:05:22 > 0:05:24I need you.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Your help, I mean.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28Come on, it won't take a minute.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35- I just wish you would have a go at me.- What about?
0:05:35 > 0:05:39Bex's gig. Baby stuff. Whatever it is you're angry with me about.
0:05:39 > 0:05:40Unbelievable.
0:05:40 > 0:05:44Phil just left it here and now, we can't start till he's moved it.
0:05:44 > 0:05:48We?! Who made you the marathon boss man?
0:05:48 > 0:05:51The council decided it falls under the remit of the market inspector.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54- So...- At least you get to wear that saucy little high-vis.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57- All right, we're going to move it. - You want to rob Phil's van?
0:05:57 > 0:05:59Relocate it, round the corner.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02How exactly is the epileptic without a licence supposed to help?
0:06:02 > 0:06:04You're going to show me which buttons to press.
0:06:04 > 0:06:05Buttons!
0:06:08 > 0:06:11- Key? - ENGINE STALLS
0:06:11 > 0:06:14- I can't believe you didn't dress up. - I know. I'm so sorry.
0:06:14 > 0:06:17- I just didn't have time.- We'll have to think of some kind of forfeit.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20You can carry me the last hundred metres or something.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22You're joking, ain't you?
0:06:22 > 0:06:25At last! Runners to your starting positions, please!
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Son, please!
0:06:27 > 0:06:29What? I'm just nervous about the race!
0:06:29 > 0:06:33- No-one's expecting a world record. - On your marks.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- Son, please, don't run off. - Get set...
0:06:35 > 0:06:37Go!
0:06:37 > 0:06:40CHEERING
0:06:45 > 0:06:50- Keep running and don't come back! - JJ, what are you doing under the table? Come on!
0:06:50 > 0:06:55- He doesn't want to see her, does he?- You know what? You are not making this any easier.
0:06:55 > 0:06:58Fine. We'll be upstairs if you need us. Won't we, Pearl?
0:06:58 > 0:07:00Yeah. She's very rude.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03Try to keep calm.
0:07:03 > 0:07:07- Whatever she's like. - KNOCK AT DOOR
0:07:07 > 0:07:10- I'll go.- OK. JJ, come on. Come out from under the table now.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Your mum's here.
0:07:12 > 0:07:16Oh, I'm so sorry we're late. I forgot there was a marathon on.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18Hi, Denise. Let me introduce you to Amelle.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Denise...
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Thanks so much for taking care of my little boy.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25Where is he?
0:07:27 > 0:07:28- Here you go, Mum.- Oh, thanks.
0:07:33 > 0:07:36- Has Louise come in here? - No, I've not seen her. Er...
0:07:36 > 0:07:40- Ben said you've got your meeting today.- Not you and all.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43Mum, we need to get these sandwiches finished before the end
0:07:43 > 0:07:47- of the race, yeah? - Ian, please, go do lunch at Bill's with Kyle, will you?
0:07:47 > 0:07:51And you, don't be like that. Our son needs you to get help.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55Listen, we all do.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03Phil...
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Back off my mum, will you?
0:08:05 > 0:08:08She might want to get back together, but over my dead body.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11You might want to throw away your life, but not hers.
0:08:13 > 0:08:17If Louise comes in here, just tell her I'm looking for her, will you?
0:08:20 > 0:08:23Yes, I know it's late, but we've had some problems.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Yeah. Look, it'll be done by tomorrow, mate. All right? I pro...
0:08:35 > 0:08:38Caught Dad drinking again.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41So much for him not needing his meeting, eh?
0:08:41 > 0:08:45You know, I bet he misses the hepatology one too.
0:08:45 > 0:08:49- I mean, who needs a liver anyway? - How can he just lie?
0:08:49 > 0:08:52After we cleaned up this place together and...
0:08:52 > 0:08:56- I wouldn't worry about it. He'll be off our hands soon.- Don't say that.
0:08:57 > 0:09:01You have no idea what it's been like the last few months.
0:09:01 > 0:09:04- He's your dad.- He's yours too! You sort him out.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07You're the one going to be out on your ear if he dies.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14- Jamie, please...- Jamie?
0:09:15 > 0:09:17Please come out.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20Actually, you know... Can you just please give him a bit of space?
0:09:20 > 0:09:23- He's a bit... - What?- Scared.- Why would he be?
0:09:23 > 0:09:26- What have you been telling him? - Me? No.
0:09:26 > 0:09:30- Sorry, I've been clothing him, feeding him... - We've not told him anything.
0:09:30 > 0:09:35- I don't understand. I thought he'd be happy to see me.- Maybe seeing his mum overdose every five minutes left
0:09:35 > 0:09:38- a bit of a mark.- I think we need to calm down...- Overdose?!
0:09:38 > 0:09:41- I've never done drugs in my life! - Our background checks were clean.
0:09:41 > 0:09:46Is this what Jordan's been telling you? The same Jordan that told you I was dead!
0:09:48 > 0:09:50Son!
0:09:50 > 0:09:52Son!
0:09:52 > 0:09:53Oh, you're joking!
0:09:54 > 0:09:57- If you won't talk to me at home... - We're not doing this now, all right?
0:09:57 > 0:10:01Please don't think about following me because I ain't got all day.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Just go! Home! Please!
0:10:07 > 0:10:08Argh!
0:10:10 > 0:10:12For real!
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Argh!
0:10:14 > 0:10:16You honestly expect me
0:10:16 > 0:10:20- to believe that you've never gone near the stuff?- I think we should all just calm down.- Why not?
0:10:20 > 0:10:24- You're happy enough to believe Jordan.- I think if we just try and see it from Denise's perspective.
0:10:24 > 0:10:28If I believed half the things he said about you, I wouldn't step foot in this house!
0:10:28 > 0:10:32- So, why is he hiding under the table, if it's not to get away from you?- How should I know?
0:10:32 > 0:10:37Amelle, you've been ever so patient waiting for the right time to visit Jamie.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39Let's not spoil it now.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43I just want to see my son.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44Please.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49Can you ask if he'll come out?
0:10:49 > 0:10:53- So Italy's back on then?- Serve him right if I never come back.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55- Can you even afford it?- You saw.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58He's so desperate to get rid of me that he's paying for my ticket.
0:10:58 > 0:11:03Yeah, but then you'll need rent and some sort of pasta budget.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06- I'll get a bar job or something. Why are you being so negative?- I'm not.
0:11:06 > 0:11:10I'm just... If things are so rubbish with your dad,
0:11:10 > 0:11:13- then is running away the best policy?- Do you have to chip away at everything?
0:11:13 > 0:11:20Why can't you just be happy for me? Do you know what? That's the last time I help you steal Phil's van.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22I didn't steal it.
0:11:22 > 0:11:25What do you mean you don't know where it is?
0:11:25 > 0:11:27It's got valuables in it!
0:11:27 > 0:11:29Well, find it, will you? Find it.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40Right, nearly ready for the opening, Trace!
0:11:45 > 0:11:49- Phil, you shouldn't be in here. - Why? Ain't you open yet?
0:11:51 > 0:11:54I, er...
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Wanted to say sorry about how I was earlier.
0:11:57 > 0:12:03- Oh, that's just your way, isn't it? - That's what I like about you, Kath.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06There's no need for any front, is there?
0:12:07 > 0:12:11And I wouldn't even be in this position without you.
0:12:11 > 0:12:15And what position is that then? On your way to the meeting?
0:12:17 > 0:12:19You know who runs them meetings, don't you?
0:12:19 > 0:12:21Lorna.
0:12:23 > 0:12:28Yeah, that's right. That Lorna. The one that killed our marriage.
0:12:30 > 0:12:34Not so keen for me to go to the meeting now, are you?
0:12:34 > 0:12:36Yeah. Well, that was then. This is more important.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40I know that ain't true, Kath.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43Cos you helped me a lot last week, didn't you?
0:12:43 > 0:12:45And I hadn't worked it out.
0:12:45 > 0:12:48Until Ian told me that you want to get back with me.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50What?
0:12:50 > 0:12:52No. No way.
0:12:52 > 0:12:57Oh, come off it, Kath. It's obvious you want to give it another go.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00Phil, you stink of booze.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03And no, I didn't help you last week cos I want to get back with you.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06I helped you because I want my son to have a dad.
0:13:15 > 0:13:19- I think it's just a strain, but we should probably get you home.- Yeah.
0:13:19 > 0:13:22Well, I suppose we could say that you finished the race,
0:13:22 > 0:13:24so that you still get your money for SCBU.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27Oh, and cheating people out of charity money is funny, is it?
0:13:27 > 0:13:30- You didn't seem to mind nicking the Fat Blasters money.- Oh, great.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32Oh, cheer up.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36You think I don't get it?
0:13:36 > 0:13:39Of course looking after Lily makes you broody.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42It doesn't mean that the rest of your life is pointless.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44I never said it was pointless.
0:13:44 > 0:13:49- It's just that life to you is just one big laugh, isn't it?- So?
0:13:49 > 0:13:55Have you ever thought what Martin and Stacey would give right now to be able to laugh like we do?
0:13:55 > 0:13:57You said that I joke about.
0:13:57 > 0:14:02It doesn't mean that I'm grown up enough to have kids, but you're the one refusing to talk about it.
0:14:02 > 0:14:06- I can talk about it. Whatever. I don't mind.- And I get it.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08You're scared. Yeah? Cos it's such a big thing.
0:14:10 > 0:14:14Cos if we don't agree, then... That's it, isn't it?
0:14:17 > 0:14:21Son, we have to take that risk.
0:14:23 > 0:14:28OK, so you look at other people's kids and you think - I want one.
0:14:28 > 0:14:32Yeah? Well, I look and I think - thank the Lord that is not mine!
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Sorry, kids are a nightmare. Fact.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37See? We totally disagree.
0:14:37 > 0:14:41I just don't think you fully appreciate our amazing situation.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43Our amazing situation?
0:14:43 > 0:14:47Yeah. Like when we wake up on a Saturday morning
0:14:47 > 0:14:49because the sun is pouring through the curtains,
0:14:49 > 0:14:53not because some baby has pooed all up the walls.
0:14:53 > 0:14:58And instead of launching into some vomity warzone, we lie there,
0:14:58 > 0:15:01having a cup of tea and a cuddle.
0:15:04 > 0:15:08I love that I can leave electrical appliances in dangerous places
0:15:08 > 0:15:11and not have to worry that Zsa Zsa is just going to pull them
0:15:11 > 0:15:12down on her head
0:15:12 > 0:15:16and I love that I can spontaneously stay out late
0:15:16 > 0:15:19and I love that I can randomly leave the house without having to
0:15:19 > 0:15:23pack like some sort of doomsday prepper. You know?
0:15:23 > 0:15:29Nappies and bottles and all the time, "Mummy, why is the sky blue?
0:15:29 > 0:15:34"Mummy, why are the trees green? Mummy, why are you crying? Again!"
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Stop it.
0:15:36 > 0:15:37See?
0:15:37 > 0:15:40You want it too. You're just not owning up to it.
0:15:40 > 0:15:45And every time I try to talk to you about it, you run away.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48- I do not run away. - Er... Yes, you do.
0:15:48 > 0:15:51This morning, when I tried to talk to you about it,
0:15:51 > 0:15:53you literally, like, ran away.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55In jogging gear.
0:15:56 > 0:16:00OK. Look, I know this race is important to you...
0:16:00 > 0:16:04Are you sure you haven't got all day?
0:16:06 > 0:16:09(I just want you to go and talk to her.)
0:16:17 > 0:16:19Look, I'm sorry I shouted.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25It's just nerves.
0:16:25 > 0:16:31- I'm actually so grateful Jamie's got someone who cares so much. - He is called JJ.- No.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33He's not, Denise. I'm sorry. He's called Jamie.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36That's why it took Hilary so long to find him,
0:16:36 > 0:16:38cos Jordan used a fake name.
0:16:38 > 0:16:41I've got the birth certificate somewhere...
0:16:49 > 0:16:51Thing is, just like you're a good woman who has been
0:16:51 > 0:16:57caring for my little boy, I'm a good woman who had that boy snatched.
0:16:57 > 0:17:01And I've lost so much time with him and I desperately want him back.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03So, please...
0:17:03 > 0:17:06Can you see if he'd say hello to his mummy?
0:17:28 > 0:17:30DOOR CLOSES
0:17:30 > 0:17:34FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING
0:17:36 > 0:17:40I don't really know anything about what it's like to be an alcoholic.
0:17:40 > 0:17:42No...
0:17:44 > 0:17:46No, you don't.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50So, tell me then.
0:17:56 > 0:17:59Is there room for a small one in here?
0:17:59 > 0:18:00Eh, JJ?
0:18:00 > 0:18:02Ah.
0:18:03 > 0:18:04Oh...
0:18:04 > 0:18:07It's cosy in here, isn't it?
0:18:07 > 0:18:10Yeah.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13Have you been listening to us talking?
0:18:16 > 0:18:19Your... Your mum wants to see you.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22But if you don't, that's OK.
0:18:22 > 0:18:25Are you scared of her?
0:18:25 > 0:18:27No? Then what is it?
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Say I did the washing up.
0:18:29 > 0:18:32OK...
0:18:32 > 0:18:36What did your daddy tell you? Did he say why Mummy left?
0:18:36 > 0:18:39Cos I'm hard work.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42Oh, no, no. No, JJ, you're... Honey, you're not hard work at all.
0:18:43 > 0:18:47You're not. Is that why you washed up?
0:18:47 > 0:18:49Oh, come here. Come here.
0:18:49 > 0:18:50Listen...
0:18:52 > 0:18:56You mustn't think that. Your mummy doesn't think that.
0:18:56 > 0:18:57She loves you very much.
0:19:01 > 0:19:03- Really?- Really, I promise.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08I miss her.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10Course you do.
0:19:12 > 0:19:18And do you prefer being called Jamie or JJ?
0:19:18 > 0:19:23- Jamie is my favourite.- Jamie...
0:19:23 > 0:19:25OK.
0:19:27 > 0:19:29And...
0:19:32 > 0:19:34Do you miss being with her too?
0:19:38 > 0:19:40Yeah.
0:19:41 > 0:19:42Come here.
0:19:48 > 0:19:53I wake up every morning at five o'clock and I go to the offy.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55I know the geezer that owns it.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58As soon as he opens up, I'll buy three cans of strong lager,
0:19:58 > 0:19:59I sit in the motor,
0:19:59 > 0:20:03I down the first in one.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05I give it a minute.
0:20:05 > 0:20:07And I down the second.
0:20:10 > 0:20:14By the time I get home, I've done the third and you lot
0:20:14 > 0:20:16are not even up.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18Wow.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20That sees me through till nine.
0:20:20 > 0:20:229:30.
0:20:22 > 0:20:25Did you do that today?
0:20:25 > 0:20:27You lot, you know...
0:20:28 > 0:20:34You take it personal, but I just need to drink.
0:20:34 > 0:20:36I see.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42I didn't...
0:20:42 > 0:20:44I didn't mean for you to be involved in this.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48After what happened last week,
0:20:48 > 0:20:52with you dropping a building on my head, don't you think you owe me?
0:20:58 > 0:21:00Yeah, but...
0:21:00 > 0:21:04- I can't stop.- I'm not asking that.
0:21:04 > 0:21:07Just... Just come to the meeting.
0:21:07 > 0:21:12You can bring the bottle with you if you like. I'll hide it in my bag.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17What's the point?
0:21:17 > 0:21:20It's like what Gran would do, right? All front.
0:21:22 > 0:21:27Sometimes, you've got to say something's true until it is true.
0:21:27 > 0:21:31It's how I got most of my boyfriends, if I'm honest.
0:21:31 > 0:21:34I'm joking.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36Come on then. What do you reckon?
0:21:51 > 0:21:53I'm afraid I can't wait for much longer.
0:21:53 > 0:21:56I've got to get to my next appointment.
0:21:56 > 0:21:57She'll get him.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02Someone to see you.
0:22:02 > 0:22:03Jamie...
0:22:03 > 0:22:08His dad told him that you'd left because he's hard work.
0:22:08 > 0:22:12He hid under the table because he was afraid of putting you off again.
0:22:12 > 0:22:14What?
0:22:14 > 0:22:18- No, that's not true.- It's OK. It's OK. I told him.
0:22:20 > 0:22:23- Why don't you tell her about your washing up?- I done it for free,
0:22:23 > 0:22:26Mummy.
0:22:26 > 0:22:31- Such a good boy.- See? I told you you're not hard work.
0:22:31 > 0:22:34Yeah? Now, why don't you go and give your mummy a hug? Go on.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51The meeting's finished.
0:22:51 > 0:22:54It took me ages to talk him in to coming.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56Please.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18Thanks for seeing him.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20I can't let him into the group.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Unless you answer me one question, Phil.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32Phil, can you hear me?
0:23:32 > 0:23:35Are you listening?
0:23:35 > 0:23:37Do you want to stop drinking?
0:23:40 > 0:23:42Yes or no, Phil?
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Say it's true until it is true.
0:23:54 > 0:23:57Yeah.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01I do.
0:24:01 > 0:24:02Yeah.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12Did you tell Phil that I wanted to get back together with him?
0:24:12 > 0:24:15Oh, right. So that is what the lipstick was all about, then?
0:24:15 > 0:24:18- I'm not interested in Phil, all right? He's a mess!- Yeah.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Well, I'm glad to hear it. I did think it was a bit odd.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23Your days of teenage kicks are well and truly over, aren't they?
0:24:23 > 0:24:27Do you know what? I've had it with you today. You're on your own.
0:24:28 > 0:24:30Drink? Only as mates.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33I know your days of teenage kicks are behind you.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35- Vodka and tonic as well, please, Trace.- OK.
0:24:37 > 0:24:40I found a proper cheap flight to Rome.
0:24:40 > 0:24:44- That's good, babe. That's good. - Only problem is it don't leave for another 24 hours.
0:24:44 > 0:24:47Do you reckon you can wait that long?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54All right?
0:24:54 > 0:24:56Hi.
0:24:56 > 0:24:59Our chat earlier didn't go that well.
0:24:59 > 0:25:03Mainly because I don't want you to go to Italy. It's selfish of me.
0:25:04 > 0:25:07Do you remember these?
0:25:07 > 0:25:11I kept them for sentimental reasons, not cos I'm a hoarder.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14I thought you might want to take them as a keepsake.
0:25:14 > 0:25:19To remind you of the neurotic market inspector back home who loves you.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28Or they're just going to be really annoying to pack?
0:25:28 > 0:25:29I'm not taking them.
0:25:29 > 0:25:32Stupid idea cos baggage allowance and all that, so...
0:25:32 > 0:25:35You can't just go around telling people that you love them
0:25:35 > 0:25:37when you don't even go out with them.
0:25:37 > 0:25:40I'm sorry, but you had your chance to fight for our relationship
0:25:40 > 0:25:43- when we split up and you didn't take it.- Yeah.
0:25:43 > 0:25:48- So, what if I'm fighting for you now?- You just said it would be selfish to stop me from going.
0:25:48 > 0:25:54Then now, I'm a selfish hypocrite. OK?
0:25:54 > 0:25:57Cos I know things are a bit of a mess at home
0:25:57 > 0:26:00and this is going to make it even more of a mess,
0:26:00 > 0:26:03but I just kind of really badly need you to stay,
0:26:03 > 0:26:06so that we can start going out with each other again.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15He's so big.
0:26:15 > 0:26:19I'm sorry, Amelle. I really have to get to that other appointment now.
0:26:19 > 0:26:23- But he spent most of the time under the table.- We talked about this.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27So...
0:26:27 > 0:26:29What happens now?
0:26:30 > 0:26:35Well, we gradually let JJ... Sorry, Jamie, spend more time with his mum.
0:26:36 > 0:26:39Does that mean daily visits?
0:26:39 > 0:26:42- Weekly?- We'd like to arrange something for in a few days' time.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44No, no...
0:26:44 > 0:26:46Nah...
0:26:47 > 0:26:49This is ridiculous, isn't it?
0:26:53 > 0:26:58You have to understand that when I took Jamie on, you know...
0:26:59 > 0:27:03You kind of... You let them in...
0:27:06 > 0:27:07So...
0:27:10 > 0:27:14If I was defensive, it was just an instinct.
0:27:17 > 0:27:21- But I hate to be a part of him being taken...- It wasn't your fault.
0:27:21 > 0:27:25Even so, even so... I don't want to be a part of that any longer.
0:27:25 > 0:27:30So, if this is what is best for Jamie, then um...
0:27:34 > 0:27:38- Then he should be with his mum, you know?- What? Now?
0:27:38 > 0:27:40Is that what you want, Jamie?
0:27:40 > 0:27:43You want to go and live with your mummy?
0:27:46 > 0:27:48Jamie, I'm going to say goodbye.
0:27:50 > 0:27:51I love you.
0:27:53 > 0:27:56And I'm going to get to see you very soon.
0:27:56 > 0:27:57Thank you.
0:27:59 > 0:28:01Thank you so much.
0:28:07 > 0:28:10- That was the right thing to do. - Yeah.
0:28:10 > 0:28:13Yeah, I'm just... I'm going to go and...
0:28:13 > 0:28:16I'm going to go up. If you could just see them out, Carmel.
0:28:30 > 0:28:34You were right about Dad this morning. I should have listened.
0:28:34 > 0:28:35I'm sorry, Ben. Really.
0:28:35 > 0:28:38Anyway, you found a place yet, for you and Dennis?
0:28:38 > 0:28:43No, not yet, but there's an auction tomorrow for a house I've got a really good feeling about.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45It's not far.
0:28:45 > 0:28:49Just so you know, Dad's definitely going to his hepatolo-thingy
0:28:49 > 0:28:52- tomorrow. And he's in with that counsellor woman's next group. - He went to the meeting?
0:28:52 > 0:28:57Well, he was drunk and he only did it to shut me up, but maybe that's how everyone starts to stop.
0:28:57 > 0:28:59- Where is he now?- Sleeping it off.
0:28:59 > 0:29:03He knows he messed up today, so... Just wants to try again tomorrow.
0:29:03 > 0:29:04Sober.
0:29:04 > 0:29:08I'm going to try with him. He's my dad, so...
0:29:11 > 0:29:14Maybe there's hope for him yet.
0:29:14 > 0:29:18Maybe your sister's not so bad after all.
0:29:18 > 0:29:21Oi! Don't you dare! We're not over that line yet!
0:29:21 > 0:29:25This is like that bloke who was helped over
0:29:25 > 0:29:29- the line by his dad in the Olympics in the '90s. - Yeah, that is spot on.
0:29:29 > 0:29:32Except there were thousands of people and everybody cried.
0:29:32 > 0:29:35- Well, apart from all that. Come on!- Ready? Ready?
0:29:35 > 0:29:38Woo! We made it!
0:29:42 > 0:29:44Sorry I don't want kids, Son.
0:29:44 > 0:29:47I don't want to put anyone else first.
0:29:47 > 0:29:49I just want to put you first.
0:29:49 > 0:29:52Yeah? You're my main girl.
0:29:52 > 0:29:54I love you to bits.
0:29:54 > 0:29:57And I love you to bits.
0:29:57 > 0:30:01- And not living in a vomity warzone is pretty cool.- Yeah.
0:30:01 > 0:30:04I'm telling you, kids are a nightmare.
0:30:12 > 0:30:15PHIL SNORES
0:30:22 > 0:30:24Start again tomorrow, then.