0:00:27 > 0:00:29My mum rates each day,
0:00:29 > 0:00:33so one is a stay-in-bed day and ten is amazing.
0:00:33 > 0:00:34SHE LAUGHS
0:00:34 > 0:00:36I've started to do that. It helps.
0:00:37 > 0:00:40And what's today's rating?
0:00:40 > 0:00:42Six - which is good.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52- Morning!- Happy birthday.- Morning.
0:00:52 > 0:00:55Happy birthday to us!
0:00:55 > 0:00:57Here, look at this.
0:00:57 > 0:01:03I hid your present where the iron is, cos you never go in there, do you?
0:01:03 > 0:01:04Happy birthday.
0:01:07 > 0:01:10- What?- Nothing.
0:01:10 > 0:01:13We didn't think you wanted to make a big deal of your birthdays,
0:01:13 > 0:01:15when you've got other stuff on your mind.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18Having a lump checked out isn't going to stop me
0:01:18 > 0:01:21from blowing out candles and opening presents, is it?
0:01:21 > 0:01:24It's our birthday today. We've got to celebrate.
0:01:24 > 0:01:28Unless this is some sort of excuse because you haven't bought me anything!
0:01:30 > 0:01:32I chose it. Ta-dah!
0:01:33 > 0:01:34Oh, a bread maker!
0:01:34 > 0:01:39So you can learn the process for when you apply for Bake Off next year.
0:01:39 > 0:01:40Doubt I'll be ready for then.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43I'll have to apply for the year after, or the one after that, eh?
0:01:43 > 0:01:45THEY LAUGH
0:01:45 > 0:01:47- Right, croissant? - Ooh, chocolate one.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51Can you pass me the butter?
0:01:51 > 0:01:55Is it really going to take that long to get my replacement card?
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Yes, but I can't get any cash out. I...
0:01:59 > 0:02:01Yeah.
0:02:01 > 0:02:02Really?
0:02:03 > 0:02:07OK. All right, fine. Thank you.
0:02:07 > 0:02:12I see you started taking Olanzapine in the unit. How are you finding it?
0:02:12 > 0:02:14Yeah, all right. I feel much better.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16I do get a bit anxious in the morning
0:02:16 > 0:02:20but if I do my breathing, then it normally goes away.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Great. That sounds like the right dosage.
0:02:22 > 0:02:23Yeah.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27Home life? How's that?
0:02:27 > 0:02:29My fiance - Martin - he's been working away
0:02:29 > 0:02:33but my brother's staying with us and he's a great help.
0:02:33 > 0:02:36And Martin's home today, so we're looking forward to that.
0:02:36 > 0:02:40That's good. A calm, steady home life is exactly what you need.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Stacey?
0:02:44 > 0:02:49Um, my...my brother's mum is coming to see us today.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51And, well, he hasn't seen her for years.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53So I don't really know how well that's going to go.
0:02:55 > 0:02:57But he's her son, you know, just like me and Arthur,
0:02:57 > 0:02:59so I'm sure everything will be fine.
0:02:59 > 0:03:02They just need to sit down and talk.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08Yeah, that's no problem at all.
0:03:08 > 0:03:11What time do you want to have a meet?
0:03:11 > 0:03:13All right, I'll see you later.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15That was Mas. Wants to borrow some readies.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18He's had his wallet charred.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20By that woman he was showing off in the Vic?
0:03:20 > 0:03:23- He didn't really go into it. - Cream horn or a sticky bun?
0:03:23 > 0:03:24I might swerve the horn.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27You know how much I love a sticky bun.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- SHE GIGGLES - Two sticky buns, please.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33You're wondering if she stayed the night, aren't you?
0:03:33 > 0:03:36- Who?- Who?! Masood's bit.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38Oh.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40None of my business if she stayed or not.
0:03:40 > 0:03:44Good. I'm glad to hear it, after the way he treated you.
0:03:44 > 0:03:45He's apologised.
0:03:45 > 0:03:50By the looks of last night, he's moved on, so that's it, innit?
0:03:50 > 0:03:54- GIGGLING - Oh, stop it! - What's the matter with you?!- Sorry!
0:03:54 > 0:03:56Don't apologise. Come on, let's go.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58SHE GIGGLES
0:03:58 > 0:04:01You still like him, don't you? I can tell.
0:04:03 > 0:04:04So what if I do?
0:04:05 > 0:04:08Got to get on with my life, haven't I?
0:04:08 > 0:04:10I'll see you later.
0:04:19 > 0:04:20I really love it.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25You don't think it's too grown up?
0:04:25 > 0:04:27I have to grow up sometime, don't I?
0:04:29 > 0:04:31Hey, stop that now!
0:04:31 > 0:04:34I don't deserve it, after what I did.
0:04:34 > 0:04:37I've told you, I'm putting it behind me.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39For me to do that, you need to stop bringing it up. OK?
0:04:41 > 0:04:44I can't believe you have to go to work today.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46The world doesn't ground to a halt
0:04:46 > 0:04:48because I've got a doctor's appointment.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51You'll be there, won't you?
0:04:51 > 0:04:54Course I will. Listen, Bex ain't here.
0:04:54 > 0:04:55You can drop the act.
0:04:57 > 0:05:01No, I can't. Because, um, if I do, I'll fall to pieces.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05So...see you later.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12- Have I missed Martin?- Not yet.- Oh.
0:05:13 > 0:05:14Andy's in the bathroom.
0:05:14 > 0:05:17He said you said he could use the shower.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Oh, yeah. His boiler's playing up.
0:05:19 > 0:05:21He looked disappointed you were out.
0:05:21 > 0:05:25Oh, will you stop it?! He's a decent bloke, he really is.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28- You two are all right now, aren't you?- Suppose.
0:05:29 > 0:05:33- How was your time at the psychiatrist?- Hmm. Not great.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35It's not the same as when I was in the unit.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37He doesn't really answer my questions -
0:05:37 > 0:05:39he just cares about my medication.
0:05:40 > 0:05:44I, um, told him that your mum was coming.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48- It'll be all right. - I've not seen her in five years.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52I've never seen her as Kyle.
0:05:52 > 0:05:56Last thing she said to me was, "What did I do to deserve this?"
0:05:58 > 0:06:01She's coming a long way, so it shows she's making an effort.
0:06:01 > 0:06:04She does hate leaving the B&B.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Thinks the place will crumble without her.
0:06:09 > 0:06:13I can't believe she's coming. I NEVER thought she would.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19You're right. She must want to see me, mustn't she?
0:06:19 > 0:06:21Yeah. Course.
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Do you really think it's going to be all right?
0:06:24 > 0:06:29Yeah, I do. It's like I told you, you are who you are.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32- She HAS to see how strong you've been, how strong you are.- Yeah.
0:06:33 > 0:06:36She's never seen me strong.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38COMPUTER ALERT
0:06:41 > 0:06:44- Hello!- 'Morning.'- Hang on. Hang on.
0:06:46 > 0:06:49Who's that? Who's that? Look!
0:06:52 > 0:06:56- Ooh! Say hello.- 'Hello, little man!'
0:06:56 > 0:07:00- Aw!- I'll leave you to it. - Oh, you don't have to go.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03Oh. He's nervous cos his mum's coming today.
0:07:03 > 0:07:08- 'I didn't think they got on.'- They don't, but he said he missed her. So I invited her.- 'Stace.'
0:07:08 > 0:07:11They're not going to make up if they don't speak to each other, are they?
0:07:11 > 0:07:13He needs to face her.
0:07:15 > 0:07:16Don't mind me - just getting my bag.
0:07:16 > 0:07:20- 'What is he doing with no clothes on?'- He had a shower. His boiler's broke.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Hello, Martin. How's it going? Stacey came to the rescue.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25I was a bit ripe.
0:07:25 > 0:07:30I'll just grab my stuff and get going. All right? Cheers, mate.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33See ya. What time's your train?
0:07:35 > 0:07:37'Hour or so. I'll set off in a bit.'
0:07:37 > 0:07:39I can't wait to see you.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42'Stacey, you sure it's a good idea meeting this woman?
0:07:42 > 0:07:44'She's your dad's other wife.'
0:07:44 > 0:07:47Well, it's not just Kyle who has to face up to things, is it?
0:07:47 > 0:07:51Martin, I can't shy away from stuff. I can do this.
0:07:51 > 0:07:52'I know you can.'
0:07:55 > 0:07:56Sure that's all you need?
0:07:56 > 0:07:58Er, yeah. Thanks for this - I really appreciate it.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00I'll get it back to you soon as I can.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02I've just got to pick up Kamil from Heathrow Airport.
0:08:02 > 0:08:06- I'll run you down there, if you want.- Er, what about this place?
0:08:06 > 0:08:08- Won't take too long. - No, thanks. I'll be fine.
0:08:08 > 0:08:13So, um, how was your wallet nicked? Did you get mugged?
0:08:13 > 0:08:16Um, no, I just, er, it was my fault, really.
0:08:16 > 0:08:20I dropped it on the floor and I didn't notice till later.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23- Oh.- Oh, by the way - I'm loving the Lil Wayne look.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25The Lil...what?
0:08:25 > 0:08:29The bins. All you need now is a few diamond teeth.
0:08:29 > 0:08:30SHE GIGGLES
0:08:30 > 0:08:34Oh, oh - here she is. L, L - get her a chair. You all right without your Zimmer?
0:08:34 > 0:08:38- Shut up!- Thanks for the money. - See you later, old man.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40LINDA GIGGLES
0:08:40 > 0:08:43- Happy birthday.- Thank you. - Remember, you're only as old as the woman you feel.
0:08:43 > 0:08:46Which would be ten years younger, wouldn't it?
0:08:46 > 0:08:49I'm talking about Sonia. Obviously. Not that other bird...
0:08:49 > 0:08:52All right, Mick, you can stop digging now. How is Sonia?
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Oh, yeah, we're going to see the GP later.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56Is that today?
0:08:56 > 0:09:00I'm sure everything'll be fine. My mum had a dodgy mole once.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03Turned out to be a chocolate raisin.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05- Yeah...! - THEY LAUGH
0:09:05 > 0:09:09- Is that a joke?- Yeah, joke. - I think she's trying to...just stay positive, yeah?
0:09:09 > 0:09:12Anyway, has she properly forgiven you yet?
0:09:12 > 0:09:13Well, she says she has.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16And are you sure you really want to be with her?
0:09:17 > 0:09:18Well, I love her.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22I hate myself for cheating on her.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25I... I'm sure we're meant to be together.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27I just don't know if we've got a future any more.
0:09:27 > 0:09:31Come here. Happy birthday, all right?
0:09:31 > 0:09:33- Stop stressing.- Open it now. - Open it up.
0:09:33 > 0:09:38Kyle? Where are you? Soon as you get this message, come home. Your mum's going to be here
0:09:38 > 0:09:42any minute and you can't leave me with her on my own.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44I know you're nervous but you can't hide away.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49BUZZER
0:09:53 > 0:09:55BUZZER
0:09:57 > 0:09:58Hello?
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Oh, hi. Yeah. Um, yeah.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Come up to the top floor. It's flat C.
0:10:03 > 0:10:04BUZZER
0:10:05 > 0:10:06Oh, God.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15KNOCK ON DOOR
0:10:26 > 0:10:27You look just like Brian.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Come in.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34Is anybody else here?
0:10:34 > 0:10:35You mean Kyle?
0:10:36 > 0:10:38Er, yeah...he's not home yet.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40It's just down that way.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Please, er, sit down.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58I haven't been to London for years.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02D'you, um, d'you want a cup of tea or coffee?
0:11:04 > 0:11:05A tea?
0:11:05 > 0:11:07English Breakfast, if you've got it.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09- Oh, I don't think... - Well, whatever you have, then.
0:11:13 > 0:11:14So...
0:11:16 > 0:11:18The elephant in the room.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22You're Brian's other daughter.
0:11:24 > 0:11:29I have to say, I was...very surprised to hear from you.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32I've wondered about you and Sean for years.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39I never knew about you when I met him.
0:11:41 > 0:11:45I thought he was single. I had no idea he had a wife and kids.
0:11:45 > 0:11:49I'm...I'm not that sort of woman.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50No. Course you're not.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55It wasn't till...
0:11:57 > 0:12:00Well, it wasn't till after he died - well, when I found out he'd died,
0:12:00 > 0:12:02which was four months after the event.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07Listen to me!
0:12:09 > 0:12:1230 seconds through the door and out it all comes.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15I told myself - hold back.
0:12:15 > 0:12:18Well, it's not easy, is it? For both of us.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Did you know about me and my girls?
0:12:22 > 0:12:25No. No, not until a couple of months ago.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30Look, I know it's odd
0:12:30 > 0:12:33but it's no-one's fault other than my dad's.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36So there's no reason why we can't be...
0:12:36 > 0:12:37What, be friends?
0:12:37 > 0:12:42Well, I was going to say civil... just for Kyle's sake.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46He misses you.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Lily?
0:12:55 > 0:13:00- What, you have a daughter? - Yeah. Yeah, and a son, Arthur.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02So Brian would be a grandad now.
0:13:05 > 0:13:09You'll know what it's like, when you're away from your children.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Five years.
0:13:13 > 0:13:14It's a long time.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19Well, that's what I said to Kyle.
0:13:19 > 0:13:22It's a long way for you to come. You must want to see him.
0:13:24 > 0:13:28I came to see Sarah. I came to see my daughter.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32When you called, I had hoped...
0:13:32 > 0:13:35- DOOR SHUTS - Kyle!
0:13:35 > 0:13:37Kyle, your mum's here.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49Mum.
0:14:01 > 0:14:02Sonia Fowler.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10How's Siobhan and Shannon?
0:14:14 > 0:14:15Good.
0:14:16 > 0:14:17Did Shannon get her degree?
0:14:22 > 0:14:23A 2:1.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27Getting married in August.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31Do you remember Jason, her fiance? He's living with us now.
0:14:33 > 0:14:36Be nice to have a man about the house after all these years.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- Is that meant to hurt him? - I didn't mean it...
0:14:43 > 0:14:44You look nothing like Sarah.
0:14:46 > 0:14:47I just wasn't expecting...
0:14:50 > 0:14:54I have three daughters.
0:14:54 > 0:14:55Does he look like a girl to you?
0:14:55 > 0:14:57I don't know what she looks like.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00He. I'm a he.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03What have you done to yourself? You were so beautiful.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05I didn't feel beautiful.
0:15:07 > 0:15:08I felt wrong.
0:15:11 > 0:15:12I don't feel wrong any more.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14You say that!
0:15:15 > 0:15:18How is that meant to make me feel? Eh?
0:15:19 > 0:15:21I gave birth to a daughter.
0:15:23 > 0:15:27I didn't treat Siobhan and Shannon any differently.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30What was wrong with you? It wasn't my fault.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32It wasn't anyone's fault.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35I was born with the wrong body.
0:15:35 > 0:15:40And now you want to change it and I'm supposed to accept that?
0:15:40 > 0:15:41Well, you could try.
0:15:42 > 0:15:43Why should I?
0:15:45 > 0:15:48It was bad enough when you announced that you were a lesbian
0:15:48 > 0:15:50and I was meant to be OK with that
0:15:50 > 0:15:55and don't say I didn't try, because you KNOW I did!
0:15:55 > 0:15:58And just when I managed to get my head around that,
0:15:58 > 0:16:01now you're NOT a lesbian.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04Then you come to me and say you want to be a boy
0:16:04 > 0:16:07and you want to have your breasts removed. Well, I'm sorry,
0:16:07 > 0:16:10but that is just NOT NORMAL.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13Why are you here if all you're going to do is have a go at him?
0:16:13 > 0:16:17Don't you want to know how he is? Or what he's been up to?
0:16:17 > 0:16:21Cos he's a chef. He is a really good chef with a job in a restaurant
0:16:21 > 0:16:24and do you know what? He is brilliant with my kids.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26He's lovely and he is gentle...
0:16:26 > 0:16:30Oi, no! No, don't walk away. Talk to him, talk to him, get to know him.
0:16:30 > 0:16:34Look, I know this must be hard for you but it's hard for him, an' all.
0:16:34 > 0:16:38Do you really think that he would go through all of this if he had a choice?
0:16:38 > 0:16:40You don't know anything about me.
0:16:41 > 0:16:46You don't know how it felt to find out that my whole marriage was a lie.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48To find out that your father was a bigamist.
0:16:48 > 0:16:54Look, I am really, really sorry for what my dad did. It's unforgivable.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55But you can't take that out on him.
0:17:02 > 0:17:05You can lower your arm now and put your top back on.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09Did you feel it?
0:17:09 > 0:17:13Yes. Just the one on your left breast, near your underarm.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15- What, so there's nothing on the other side?- No.
0:17:20 > 0:17:22And the lump's quite small, isn't it?
0:17:22 > 0:17:24That's got to be a good sign.
0:17:24 > 0:17:27You did the right thing, coming to see me.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31I'm going to refer you.
0:17:31 > 0:17:35- But what do you think it is? - I don't know.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37I'm sorry, I know that's not what you want to hear.
0:17:37 > 0:17:42It's very difficult to tell an innocent lump from a more serious one without further tests.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59Sarah was never like the others.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03She always pushed me away, even when she was little.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06I never understood what I did wrong.
0:18:06 > 0:18:08You didn't do anything wrong.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12I was struggling with who I was.
0:18:12 > 0:18:15No-one's expecting you to be OK with it overnight,
0:18:15 > 0:18:18but now you've met him, you can build on it, can't you?
0:18:22 > 0:18:23No.
0:18:25 > 0:18:26I'm sorry but I can't.
0:18:29 > 0:18:30I wish I could, but...
0:18:32 > 0:18:34..I just can't find it in myself.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45I hope you have a happy life, I really do.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49But you're not my Sarah.
0:19:05 > 0:19:10If it means anything... I'm glad you're not on your own.
0:19:15 > 0:19:18HE SOBS
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Why did you have to ring her?
0:19:23 > 0:19:25Why did you have to put me through that?
0:19:25 > 0:19:27I was just trying to help.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30I told you! I said she'd never accept me!
0:19:30 > 0:19:32You know what?
0:19:32 > 0:19:35I used to have hope that maybe she'd...
0:19:37 > 0:19:40..but you've taken that away from me.
0:19:43 > 0:19:47- I wasn't allowed in the cockpit. - You weren't allowed in the cockpit?
0:19:47 > 0:19:49You should have told them you want to be a pilot.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52I don't any more. I want to be a lawyer.
0:19:52 > 0:19:56- A lawyer?- Like my other dad.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58Lawyer? You've got to be joking.
0:19:58 > 0:20:02Listen, I'd rather have your dad's job any day. A postman?
0:20:02 > 0:20:04You finish at ten, watch telly all day.
0:20:04 > 0:20:08Know what I mean? Cushty mushty!
0:20:08 > 0:20:12Mas, if you need to borrow more readies, you let me know. Give me a shout.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15Hello, Kamil. You're back. Did you have a good time?
0:20:15 > 0:20:17Amazing!
0:20:17 > 0:20:20My other dad rode in on a horse.
0:20:20 > 0:20:24Yeah, er, well...he's not your dad.
0:20:24 > 0:20:25Mum said I have to call him Dad.
0:20:25 > 0:20:29Well, I'm your dad and I'm saying you don't have to. OK?
0:20:29 > 0:20:31Er, did somebody hit you?
0:20:31 > 0:20:33- What happened?- Nothing.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Come on. Come on, let's go.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54SHE SOBS
0:21:02 > 0:21:05I've got to go to the caff. I said I'd do a few hours.
0:21:05 > 0:21:08- You going to be OK? - Yeah, I'll be fine.- Come here.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11I just need to phone Rebecca. She'll be worried.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27I, er, I don't want you to think I'm prying.
0:21:27 > 0:21:28Yeah? But you are.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32I'm sorry. I'm just...
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Last night's date.
0:21:38 > 0:21:41It was a scam.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43She had a guy waiting for me. They mugged me.
0:21:43 > 0:21:44Took my wallet.
0:21:46 > 0:21:47Oh, Mas, that's terrible!
0:21:47 > 0:21:51What I deserve. Stupid for thinking she liked me.
0:21:51 > 0:21:54I'm a...I'm a fool!
0:21:55 > 0:21:56Such an old fool!
0:21:57 > 0:22:02Don't be daft. Why shouldn't she have liked you?
0:22:02 > 0:22:04You're a very charming man.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06Ha-ha! Am I?
0:22:07 > 0:22:09HE SIGHS
0:22:09 > 0:22:11I shouted at Kamil.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15I haven't seen him for weeks and I snapped at him
0:22:15 > 0:22:17as soon as we walked through the door.
0:22:17 > 0:22:20- Where is he?- He's upstairs.
0:22:20 > 0:22:22- Please don't tell anyone. - Of course I won't.
0:22:23 > 0:22:26Don't be put off by what happened.
0:22:26 > 0:22:29There's someone out there who's just right for you.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31I'm not saying she's a 30-year-old beauty
0:22:31 > 0:22:34- with legs up to her armpits, but... - Mmm.
0:22:36 > 0:22:37..you will find someone.
0:22:39 > 0:22:41Go and give Kamil a hug.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45And get some raw steak on that eye.
0:22:52 > 0:22:57I'm sorry. I shouldn't have sprung her on you like that.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59If I'd just had more time to prepare myself.
0:22:59 > 0:23:04No, I reckon you'll get another chance. She's a mum.
0:23:04 > 0:23:08She might say she's turning her back but she won't be able to.
0:23:08 > 0:23:12- And she took your flowers, didn't she?- I suppose.
0:23:15 > 0:23:19Guess this is where I say, thanks for trying.
0:23:27 > 0:23:28DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
0:23:28 > 0:23:30Kyle?
0:23:33 > 0:23:36Where's me welcome-home banner, then?
0:23:37 > 0:23:39Come on - you all right?
0:23:39 > 0:23:43She's been, hasn't she? Kyle's mum? She upset you.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45No. I was fine, once I'd stood up to her.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47I just missed you. Don't go away again.
0:23:47 > 0:23:50Yes, boss. But - here, hold these.
0:23:50 > 0:23:54- Mmm, thanks. - It was all worth it. Cher-ching!
0:23:55 > 0:23:58Oh. It doesn't look like much.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01Yeah, well, just, um... this is part of it, innit?
0:24:01 > 0:24:04They're sending the rest on. Come here.
0:24:04 > 0:24:07Mmm! I missed you. SHE LAUGHS
0:24:07 > 0:24:10I would have come round earlier but I had to finish me shift
0:24:10 > 0:24:12at the laundrette.
0:24:12 > 0:24:14Happy birthday!
0:24:14 > 0:24:17Many happy returns of the day.
0:24:17 > 0:24:20Oh, Dot. Thank you.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23- You shouldn't have.- Oh, go on.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25You don't have to open it now.
0:24:25 > 0:24:28Did you get a card from your mother?
0:24:28 > 0:24:31- Yeah.- Ah.- She's in Germany.
0:24:31 > 0:24:35Oh. Still trying to find herself, is she?
0:24:35 > 0:24:38I tried that once. Found myself in the laundrette!
0:24:38 > 0:24:41THEY LAUGH
0:24:41 > 0:24:43- I miss her.- Yeah, course you do.
0:24:43 > 0:24:47Still, I suppose she needs to spread her wings,
0:24:47 > 0:24:49after all what she's been through.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53I just wish she was...here.
0:24:53 > 0:24:54Yeah, course you do.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57I might have cancer.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00What?
0:25:00 > 0:25:02I found a lump.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04And I've just come back from the doctor's.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06And they're going to do more tests.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09Oh, Sonia! But you're so young!
0:25:09 > 0:25:12It's that gene, innit?
0:25:12 > 0:25:15First Mum, now me.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20I'm 31, Dot. I'm 31.
0:25:21 > 0:25:25I keep saying to Tina and Rebecca that it's going to be a false alarm.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28You know? Because I don't want Rebecca to be upset.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Because I know how that feels, don't I?
0:25:32 > 0:25:35But I don't think I'm as strong as Mum.
0:25:35 > 0:25:39Oh, yes, you are. You are the strongest girl I know.
0:25:39 > 0:25:40I'm not, Dot! Sorry.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42I've been holding it in all day.
0:25:42 > 0:25:46Oh, go on. Go on, let it out.
0:25:46 > 0:25:47Cry all your tears.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49SHE SOBS
0:25:50 > 0:25:52I'm scared.
0:25:52 > 0:25:57I'm scared Tina won't like me any more because I won't have any boobs.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59Oh, course she will!
0:25:59 > 0:26:02If she loves you, she'll love you whatever happens.
0:26:02 > 0:26:06But you don't want to think about that. You've got to fight this.
0:26:06 > 0:26:11You've got to be strong, you've got to fight this with all your might.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13All right?
0:26:13 > 0:26:14All right.
0:26:21 > 0:26:24More chocolates? Date went well, then.
0:26:26 > 0:26:30Get the shiner from some sort of mad sex game?
0:26:30 > 0:26:32The chocolates are for Carmel.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34Oh, yeah?
0:26:34 > 0:26:38Yeah. She's been a good friend and I haven't.
0:26:38 > 0:26:39They're to say sorry.
0:26:39 > 0:26:42Yes - and you should say sorry.
0:26:43 > 0:26:45- Now's your chance.- Hi, Masood.
0:26:45 > 0:26:48- Denise, you'll never guess what's happened.- What?
0:26:48 > 0:26:50Shaki just called.
0:26:50 > 0:26:54It's top secret but he heard Umar talking
0:26:54 > 0:26:57and he wants us to get back together.
0:26:57 > 0:27:01Apparently, he feels he made the biggest mistake of his life letting me go.
0:27:01 > 0:27:04- Oh, that's great!- Yeah!
0:27:04 > 0:27:09I'll catch you later. I'm late for Bikram but I had to tell you.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12Bye, Masood.
0:27:12 > 0:27:14Bye.
0:27:14 > 0:27:18Don't suppose you'll be wanting to buy these now then, will you?
0:27:18 > 0:27:19No.
0:27:20 > 0:27:23I must have left my wallet in here when I was...
0:27:23 > 0:27:26When you were what? Parading around half-naked in front of my fiancee?
0:27:26 > 0:27:28Jealous?
0:27:28 > 0:27:30No. But just shower somewhere else in future.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32- Oh, here it is.- Hey.
0:27:33 > 0:27:37Oh! Someone's been splashing out.
0:27:37 > 0:27:39Yeah, well...
0:27:39 > 0:27:42I suppose I should thank you for getting me the job.
0:27:42 > 0:27:46- Went well, did it?- Yeah, great, yeah. You know. I've got more money coming. It's good.
0:27:46 > 0:27:49That's funny, cos I spoke to my mate earlier
0:27:49 > 0:27:51and he said he had to fire you...
0:27:52 > 0:27:55..which makes me wonder where you're getting all this money from.
0:27:57 > 0:28:00You wouldn't be lying to your missus, by any chance, would you?
0:28:03 > 0:28:04Aw! Sweet.
0:28:06 > 0:28:08She means a lot to me.
0:28:08 > 0:28:11When I was little, her and my grandad really helped me.
0:28:11 > 0:28:13Well, we should have her over for dinner one night.
0:28:13 > 0:28:15You'd hate that.
0:28:15 > 0:28:18Yeah. But you'd like it and that's what's important.
0:28:19 > 0:28:23I'm sorry your birthday hasn't been that great.
0:28:23 > 0:28:24It's just another day.
0:28:26 > 0:28:30Listen, you're going to have these tests and it's going to be fine.
0:28:30 > 0:28:32- I know.- You know?
0:28:32 > 0:28:33Yes. You have NOT got cancer.
0:28:34 > 0:28:37Dot said I need to be strong and fight it.
0:28:37 > 0:28:38Well, she's a wise old bird.
0:28:38 > 0:28:40And she's right. I need to be strong.
0:28:42 > 0:28:44Hopefully it is nothing.
0:28:45 > 0:28:47But whether it's benign, or cancer,
0:28:47 > 0:28:50I'm going to have a double mastectomy.
0:28:52 > 0:28:53You serious?
0:28:53 > 0:28:56What is the point of spending my life worrying about it?
0:28:56 > 0:29:00I've got the gene, so I'm going to do something about it.
0:29:01 > 0:29:04And you said you'll be with me, no matter what.
0:29:04 > 0:29:06Yeah, of course.
0:29:06 > 0:29:08Well, they're coming off.