0:00:28 > 0:00:33MUSIC AND CHEERING IN DISTANCE
0:00:40 > 0:00:44WATER DRIPPING
0:00:56 > 0:00:59Dad, why did Uncle Grant leave so soon?
0:00:59 > 0:01:02He did what he had to do. Saw your gran.
0:01:02 > 0:01:04He could've stayed a bit longer.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06I didn't even get a chance to say hello.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08He's a busy man.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13What, you heading home?
0:01:13 > 0:01:15Yeah, well, it's getting messy in here.
0:01:15 > 0:01:19Besides, I've got to check on Mum.
0:01:19 > 0:01:22She looked like her old self earlier.
0:01:23 > 0:01:26Yeah. Yeah, she did, didn't she?
0:01:31 > 0:01:34Clear, clear.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48I saw your mum earlier.
0:01:48 > 0:01:50She looked tired.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52Yeah, she's...
0:01:52 > 0:01:55She's had a busy day.
0:01:55 > 0:01:56Emotional.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Where you headed?
0:02:00 > 0:02:05Well, just thought I'd go for a quick walk. Clear my head.
0:02:05 > 0:02:06Well...
0:02:06 > 0:02:09the Vic's a madhouse so I'd keep away if I was you.
0:02:09 > 0:02:10Yeah, I will.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14And if you're looking for Grant...
0:02:14 > 0:02:15he's gone.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19You should've told me you'd called him.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23And what would you have said?
0:02:25 > 0:02:28Phil, I thought he should know about your mum.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30I was thinking of Peggy and the family,
0:02:30 > 0:02:33and if you're angry with me, I'm sorry, but...
0:02:33 > 0:02:35I ain't angry.
0:02:35 > 0:02:36I'm glad he came.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41So did you patch things up?
0:02:43 > 0:02:47Some things you just can't mend, can you?
0:02:47 > 0:02:48Even if you want to.
0:02:50 > 0:02:53But it ain't about me and Grant, is it? It's about Mum.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56And I'm going to look after her.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01I'm going to make every second count.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14Pizza? You never order pizza.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16Yeah, it's a treat.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18For helping me with the cake.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20You going to stick Martin and Stacey on top?
0:03:27 > 0:03:29You're good at this.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31You never know, you might end up in the catering trade,
0:03:31 > 0:03:32just like me and your dad.
0:03:34 > 0:03:35What?
0:03:35 > 0:03:37You don't go to a school like St Bart's
0:03:37 > 0:03:39and end up working in a restaurant.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42There is nothing wrong with cooking for a living, young man.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46They do pizza at school on a Saturday night. It's amazing.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51Yeah, there's something I've been meaning to tell you about school...
0:03:51 > 0:03:53Did you order any drinks?
0:03:53 > 0:03:55No, check the fridge.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00I mean, it's clear you're really enjoying it there
0:04:00 > 0:04:02and that's great, but...
0:04:02 > 0:04:03Nothing. Just milk.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05I'm trying to talk to you.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07KNOCK AT DOOR
0:04:09 > 0:04:11Doesn't matter. Eat your pizza.
0:04:12 > 0:04:13Sharon?
0:04:13 > 0:04:14I'm not interrupting, am I?
0:04:14 > 0:04:17No, no. Course not.
0:04:17 > 0:04:18Bobby, say hello.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Hello.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23Have you got any wine on the go?
0:04:23 > 0:04:25Has something happened?
0:04:25 > 0:04:27Something nearly happened.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30Or maybe it didn't, Jane. I don't know. My head's in a spin...
0:04:31 > 0:04:33It's Grant. Phil.
0:04:36 > 0:04:39Well, sounds like a two-bottle conversation...
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Mum?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Mum, do you want a drink?
0:05:18 > 0:05:21- You kissed him?- No.
0:05:21 > 0:05:22No, he kissed me.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Well, just on the cheek.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27Well, it's hardly Fifty Shades Of Grey, Sharon.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29What are you worried about?
0:05:29 > 0:05:31It's the way he looked at me.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34It's the way I felt when he looked at me.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36I swear, Jane, if he'd gone for more,
0:05:36 > 0:05:37I don't know what I'd have done.
0:05:37 > 0:05:38Yeah, well, he didn't.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40And he's gone now, so congratulations.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43You escaped Grant Mitchell with your underwear intact.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45And not everyone can say that, can they?
0:05:46 > 0:05:48So, you heard about that, then.
0:05:48 > 0:05:52I was living with Michelle in America.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55They beat the jungle drums quite loud round these parts.
0:06:07 > 0:06:10What? What is it, Sharon?
0:06:12 > 0:06:13Ignore me. I'm being stupid.
0:06:13 > 0:06:14Course you're not.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18It just upset me, that's all.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21The thought of doing that...
0:06:21 > 0:06:22just the thought.
0:06:23 > 0:06:27It felt like a betrayal, a betrayal of Phil.
0:06:27 > 0:06:28I mean, this is stupid.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31We're as good as divorced, yet I still feel guilty.
0:06:31 > 0:06:34It's totally understandable, Sharon. It really is.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35I saw him just now.
0:06:37 > 0:06:41When Grant left, I thought my head was going to explode.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43I went out onto the Square and there he was.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44Going back home.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48And we spoke.
0:06:48 > 0:06:49He knew about Grant.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51What, about the kiss?
0:06:51 > 0:06:52No.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54No, he knew I called him,
0:06:54 > 0:06:58told him to get his backside on an aeroplane.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00I thought he'd flip, but he was nice, you know.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02He was reasonable.
0:07:02 > 0:07:07I think he was grateful, even, that I cared enough to do that.
0:07:09 > 0:07:10And I do care.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14Course you do, Sharon.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17Phil's been part of your life for a long time.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19It'll take a while to move on.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23And what if I don't want to move on?
0:07:45 > 0:07:47As he walked away,
0:07:47 > 0:07:50I just wanted to link my arm in his and go back with him.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52Back home.
0:07:52 > 0:07:53Our home.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Sharon...
0:07:56 > 0:07:58seeing Grant again, it's churned things up.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00It's bound to make you feel a bit strange.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03No, it's not just Grant.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05I've been feeling this for a while.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07I miss him.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10Well, have you talked to Phil?
0:08:10 > 0:08:11No.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14So how do you know he doesn't feel the same?
0:08:14 > 0:08:16He's got enough on his mind with Peggy.
0:08:16 > 0:08:17Well, what about Peggy?
0:08:18 > 0:08:20Well, her staying over there.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22I don't want to make things more complicated.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27Don't sound complicated to me.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30Seems to me this is about as simple as it gets.
0:08:49 > 0:08:50Mum?
0:09:05 > 0:09:08Will you tell them to get a move on?
0:09:08 > 0:09:10We're done, we're done.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13We have been away from the party for far too long.
0:09:13 > 0:09:14Jack.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19So what, you left your own stag?
0:09:19 > 0:09:21Yeah, just, you know... Needed a breather.
0:09:21 > 0:09:22It's hot in there.
0:09:22 > 0:09:23You lot look hot.
0:09:23 > 0:09:27- THEY LAUGH NERVOUSLY - Come on, we should...
0:09:27 > 0:09:28- See you in a bit.- See you later.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30- Oh, Belinda.- Mm?
0:09:30 > 0:09:31That deal you mentioned.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33Do you want to talk about it now?
0:09:33 > 0:09:37Oh, yeah, no. I got a phone call and it fell through.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39So...
0:09:39 > 0:09:41- That's a shame.- Yeah.- What was it?
0:09:42 > 0:09:44- Mm?- What was it?
0:09:44 > 0:09:46Oh, you know. Stuff.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Building stuff.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50Building stuff.
0:09:50 > 0:09:51See you in there.
0:09:55 > 0:09:59Really? Building stuff? You couldn't have just made something up?
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Like what?
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Bricks! I could've said bricks.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05Just keep walking, keep walking.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Hello?
0:10:17 > 0:10:18Andy.
0:10:21 > 0:10:25Now, who nicks a load of toilets then breaks in to put them back?
0:10:26 > 0:10:31# I had a dream there were clouds in my coffee... #
0:10:32 > 0:10:35Oi-oi! The happy couple return!
0:10:35 > 0:10:37What you been doing? You look a bit red-faced!
0:10:37 > 0:10:39You been a bit naughty?
0:10:39 > 0:10:41As it happens, you all look a bit flushed!
0:10:41 > 0:10:43What's going on here?
0:10:43 > 0:10:45- Flushed. Do you think he knows? - No, he don't know nothing.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48Just smile and get me a drink.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50Shall we do Peggy's toast now they're back?
0:10:50 > 0:10:53- Yeah, let's do it.- Yeah?
0:11:09 > 0:11:12Go and talk to him now.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14I don't know.
0:11:14 > 0:11:17All right, you can stay here and help me make a million sandwiches.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19What have you got to lose?
0:11:20 > 0:11:21My dignity?
0:11:21 > 0:11:23Still got some?
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Come here.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27Mum!
0:11:27 > 0:11:28Can I have a drink?
0:11:28 > 0:11:30Giving you grief?
0:11:30 > 0:11:33Let's just say you're not the only one trying to buck up
0:11:33 > 0:11:35the courage to have a difficult conversation.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40We decided not to sell the restaurant.
0:11:40 > 0:11:41When?
0:11:41 > 0:11:42Today.
0:11:42 > 0:11:43You must be popular.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46Not with Bobby...
0:11:46 > 0:11:49Means we can't keep him at his school.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50Does he know?
0:11:50 > 0:11:53Not yet. It'll break his heart.
0:11:55 > 0:11:58Can't you find the money from somewhere else?
0:11:58 > 0:12:00Sharon, the school fees are off-the-scale.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02Selling the restaurant was the only way
0:12:02 > 0:12:04we could afford to keep him there.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06Well, maybe it's for the best.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Maybe.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10But he won't see it that way.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12You don't have to tell him tonight, do you?
0:12:12 > 0:12:14I don't like lying to him.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15You're not lying to him.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17You're just not telling him.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46Here, Shirl, who paid for all this?
0:12:46 > 0:12:47Peggy Mitchell.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49Wanted everyone to have a booze on her
0:12:49 > 0:12:50which is fine by me.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Think she might have had a soft spot for you, Stace.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Aw!
0:12:57 > 0:12:58I'll tell you what, we'll go round
0:12:58 > 0:13:01- and see her first thing tomorrow, yeah? Say thanks.- Yeah.
0:13:18 > 0:13:19Mum?
0:13:23 > 0:13:24Mum, you awake?
0:13:36 > 0:13:38HE GASPS
0:13:45 > 0:13:48(Mum. Mum.)
0:13:52 > 0:13:54CHEERING
0:13:54 > 0:13:59We got a lively one here! Whoa!
0:14:21 > 0:14:24KNOCK AT DOOR
0:14:39 > 0:14:42KNOCKING AT DOOR
0:15:12 > 0:15:14Phil?
0:15:19 > 0:15:21Phil?
0:15:29 > 0:15:30Phil?
0:15:32 > 0:15:33What's happened?
0:15:35 > 0:15:37What is it?
0:16:09 > 0:16:12Everyone have a listen up. Everyone have a listen.
0:16:12 > 0:16:16So, this beautiful bubbly that you're all drinking
0:16:16 > 0:16:18is courtesy of the one and only Peggy Mitchell.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20- OTHERS:- Ah! - Yeah.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22There's a few words she'd like to say, as well.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25- Babe, go on.- Yeah, on her behalf.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27To Martin and Stacey,
0:16:27 > 0:16:32wishing you health, happiness and long life.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Champagne to our real friends...
0:16:34 > 0:16:37and real pain to our sham friends!
0:16:37 > 0:16:40- LAUGHTER - Real friends!
0:16:40 > 0:16:43Real friends!
0:16:47 > 0:16:49Hello?
0:16:49 > 0:16:51Sharon, you'll have to speak up.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58Look, just tell Kathy to take Ben back to yours.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Yeah, and Louise.
0:17:02 > 0:17:05No, I don't know where she is.
0:17:05 > 0:17:06Ben'll have her number.
0:17:12 > 0:17:17LIVELY DISCO MUSIC PLAYS
0:17:21 > 0:17:23We should call the police.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Phil, you don't need to do this now.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30Just leave it.
0:17:32 > 0:17:33Selfish cow!
0:17:54 > 0:17:55What is it?
0:17:57 > 0:17:58Mum?
0:18:00 > 0:18:02What's happened?
0:18:07 > 0:18:09I've called the police.
0:18:15 > 0:18:18Did she say anything to you?
0:18:18 > 0:18:19About suicide?
0:18:22 > 0:18:24You knew?
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Phil, please talk to me.
0:18:29 > 0:18:32I can't help if I don't know what happened.
0:18:34 > 0:18:35She...
0:18:38 > 0:18:41She wanted me to be there with her.
0:18:42 > 0:18:45I went along with it at first.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47She seemed...
0:18:49 > 0:18:51She seemed so desperate.
0:18:54 > 0:18:56But then...then I changed my mind.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00I thought she'd changed hers.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04But maybe that's...
0:19:04 > 0:19:06Maybe that's what I wanted to believe.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12I really thought we'd talked her round, me and Grant.
0:19:14 > 0:19:15It was such a relief.
0:19:20 > 0:19:24We were going to make the most of the time we had left.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29But she was lying.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34The last thing she did was lie to me.
0:19:34 > 0:19:38And she had to lie cos I let her down.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41No, Phil, you didn't.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44It wasn't fair of her to ask you.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47She probably realised that.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49I should've checked on her, shouldn't I?
0:19:52 > 0:19:55I mean, I took one bottle of pills away from her.
0:19:55 > 0:19:57I didn't bother to check for any more. I could've done that.
0:19:57 > 0:20:01I mean, why didn't I check for some more?
0:20:01 > 0:20:02She wanted to go, Phil.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07Yeah, but she didn't want to go alone.
0:20:08 > 0:20:12She asked me to be there with her
0:20:12 > 0:20:13and I said no.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20You saw her in that room.
0:20:20 > 0:20:21She was alone.
0:20:24 > 0:20:27I just don't know how I'm going to live with that.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Oh, Phil.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33She must have been so scared.
0:20:36 > 0:20:39It seems to me, death wasn't the thing she was scared of.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43PHONE BEEPS
0:20:48 > 0:20:50It's Jane.
0:20:50 > 0:20:53They've found Louise. They're all over at theirs.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57We need to tell them.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02They won't understand.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06Then you make them.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17What's this all about, mm?
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Why you all looking so miserable?
0:21:25 > 0:21:26Sit down, Lou.
0:21:30 > 0:21:31Is it Dad?
0:21:33 > 0:21:36# You'll never know, dear
0:21:36 > 0:21:39# How much I love you
0:21:39 > 0:21:42# Please don't take my sunshine... #
0:21:42 > 0:21:44They've all gone round to Ian and Jane's.
0:21:47 > 0:21:50She was only here a minute ago.
0:21:50 > 0:21:52I know, darlin'. I know.
0:21:56 > 0:21:57You all right, Shirl?
0:22:02 > 0:22:05It's...
0:22:05 > 0:22:06Peggy Mitchell.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08She's dead.
0:22:08 > 0:22:11MUSIC STOPS
0:22:16 > 0:22:18She was...
0:22:20 > 0:22:22She was unhappy.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24She was ill and...
0:22:26 > 0:22:27..she weren't going to get any better.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31I knew there was something wrong.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33I should've gone home.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35- No.- But if I'd gone back like she asked...
0:22:35 > 0:22:38This ain't on you. She gave up. End of story.
0:22:38 > 0:22:39- Ben!- What?
0:22:39 > 0:22:42That's what they'll say. Peggy Mitchell gave up.
0:22:44 > 0:22:47She knew the way things would go, Ben.
0:22:47 > 0:22:48It's not for us to judge her.
0:22:51 > 0:22:53What can we do, Phil?
0:22:53 > 0:22:55Do you want us to wait for the police at the house?
0:22:55 > 0:22:56We could all go.
0:22:56 > 0:22:58No, I'm...
0:22:59 > 0:23:01..best on my own.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Phil, you can all stay here, if you like.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10I...
0:23:10 > 0:23:12I best get back to her.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15I'm so sorry, Dad.
0:23:36 > 0:23:37How are they doing?
0:23:38 > 0:23:40He's lost his mum.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45Ian, this'll be too much for Bobby. Call him through.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47He's not in there.
0:23:47 > 0:23:48Well, where is he?
0:23:48 > 0:23:53Well, must be in his room. Where else would he be?
0:23:53 > 0:23:55SMASHING
0:24:07 > 0:24:08Phil's going to be devastated.
0:24:10 > 0:24:11Who's with him?
0:24:14 > 0:24:17Paul said that Sharon was there when he found her.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Good.
0:24:21 > 0:24:24Nobody should be on their own at a time like this.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32Phil.
0:24:32 > 0:24:34Do you want me to come with you?
0:24:34 > 0:24:36Oh, no. You've...
0:24:38 > 0:24:40You've done enough.
0:24:40 > 0:24:42See you in the morning?
0:24:45 > 0:24:46- Sharon...- Yeah?
0:25:06 > 0:25:08DOOR OPENS
0:25:20 > 0:25:23Only saw her a couple of hours ago.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28She was kind, Martin.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30She was really kind to me.
0:25:30 > 0:25:31I know she was.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36And we should remember her tomorrow.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38We can say something for Peggy at our wedding day.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42Or not.
0:25:42 > 0:25:43It's up to you.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48I can't do this. Not now.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50You can't do what?
0:25:51 > 0:25:53The wedding.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42PEGGY: 'My darling Phil.
0:26:44 > 0:26:49'I'm writing your letter last because it's the hardest.
0:26:52 > 0:26:55'You're probably angry with me.
0:26:55 > 0:26:57'Try not to stay angry.
0:26:59 > 0:27:04'This isn't what you wanted, but, one day,
0:27:04 > 0:27:06'I hope you'll accept my decision.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09'I only have one regret.
0:27:11 > 0:27:16'I should never have asked you to help me. It was selfish.
0:27:16 > 0:27:20'I was scared. I was worried about being alone.
0:27:22 > 0:27:27'But I'm not scared now and I'm not alone.
0:27:27 > 0:27:30'And neither are you.
0:27:30 > 0:27:34'Phil, you're surrounded by people who love you.
0:27:35 > 0:27:41'Just try to love yourself as much as they do...
0:27:41 > 0:27:44'as I did.
0:27:44 > 0:27:48'Cos I've always loved you,
0:27:48 > 0:27:53'from the moment I first held you in my arms.
0:27:53 > 0:27:55'My gorgeous boy.
0:27:55 > 0:27:58'My first, best boy.'
0:28:02 > 0:28:07HE SOBS LOUDLY