31/05/2016

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0:00:30 > 0:00:31So this is it then.

0:00:34 > 0:00:36I've had ten days.

0:00:39 > 0:00:42By tonight we'll know if the police can prove that...

0:00:43 > 0:00:44..Bobby killed Lucy.

0:00:48 > 0:00:49Morning.

0:00:52 > 0:00:54Doing the driving today, are we?

0:00:54 > 0:00:56Yep.

0:00:56 > 0:00:57Where's Christian?

0:00:57 > 0:00:59Back to Birmingham. Work.

0:01:01 > 0:01:05I don't know how you managed to worm your way back in with Ian,

0:01:05 > 0:01:07but I haven't forgotten what you did.

0:01:12 > 0:01:13STACEY: Lauren.

0:01:13 > 0:01:16All right?

0:01:16 > 0:01:17Have you, er,

0:01:17 > 0:01:19have you spoken to your dad?

0:01:19 > 0:01:20Not yet.

0:01:20 > 0:01:23I've applied for a visit, so hopefully soon. Oh...

0:01:23 > 0:01:26Well, once Bobby's charged that's it - he'll be out.

0:01:26 > 0:01:27What if they don't charge him?

0:01:27 > 0:01:28Well, he's confessed.

0:01:28 > 0:01:30And what if that's not enough?

0:01:30 > 0:01:33Yeah, we both know Dad didn't do it, but...

0:01:33 > 0:01:37what if they don't find enough evidence or something? They will.

0:01:37 > 0:01:38How do you know?

0:01:38 > 0:01:40Because Bobby did it.

0:01:40 > 0:01:42We know he did it. I heard him say it to the policeman,

0:01:42 > 0:01:44that's got to be enough.

0:01:44 > 0:01:47How's...how's Abi taking it?

0:01:47 > 0:01:48I'm on my way to see her now.

0:01:48 > 0:01:51But, if I'm honest,

0:01:51 > 0:01:54she'd be happy to keep him in there.

0:01:54 > 0:01:55She'll come round.

0:01:55 > 0:01:58We are going to get him out. I know we are.

0:02:04 > 0:02:05Any tingling?

0:02:12 > 0:02:13Numbness?

0:02:14 > 0:02:16Maybe something.

0:02:19 > 0:02:20Oh, I don't know.

0:02:23 > 0:02:26Getting familiar, isn't it?

0:02:26 > 0:02:28We'll have another go tomorrow.

0:02:28 > 0:02:31This is all totally within the normal range for recovery.

0:02:31 > 0:02:32Thank you for...

0:02:33 > 0:02:36..all your help. It's much appreciated.

0:02:38 > 0:02:40Thank you.

0:02:40 > 0:02:42Bit more physio and I'll get there.

0:02:44 > 0:02:46Go on, Ian. You'd better go.

0:02:46 > 0:02:49You going to be OK? Go on, just...

0:02:49 > 0:02:51Just go and get Bobby. We ain't got much time.

0:02:52 > 0:02:54I'll call you as soon as I know anything.

0:02:54 > 0:02:56Ian...

0:02:56 > 0:02:57No matter what he's done...

0:02:58 > 0:03:00..he's still our son.

0:03:04 > 0:03:06Promise me...

0:03:06 > 0:03:07you'll look after him.

0:03:08 > 0:03:09Promise.

0:03:20 > 0:03:22Thank you for letting us come over.

0:03:22 > 0:03:23Well, it was Jack's idea.

0:03:25 > 0:03:26Yeah, well, you know.

0:03:27 > 0:03:29However it happened,

0:03:29 > 0:03:33I like it. I'm just happy you get to spend some time together.

0:03:33 > 0:03:34Yeah, I like it too.

0:03:34 > 0:03:36It's good to spend some time with Louie.

0:03:40 > 0:03:43You know when Bobby gets charged...

0:03:43 > 0:03:44If.

0:03:44 > 0:03:46He did it, Abs.

0:03:46 > 0:03:48How can you be so certain?

0:03:50 > 0:03:52What? He said he did it!

0:03:52 > 0:03:56No, even before that. All the way through Dad's trial,

0:03:56 > 0:03:58you were positive it couldn't be him, and why?

0:03:59 > 0:04:01Well, he said he didn't do it.

0:04:01 > 0:04:03Oh, and Dad's never lied to us about anything before.

0:04:03 > 0:04:05He wouldn't...

0:04:05 > 0:04:06he wouldn't lie about that.

0:04:06 > 0:04:10Yeah, but it's like you never even thought it was possible.

0:04:10 > 0:04:13You have never trusted Dad, ever since that Christmas.

0:04:13 > 0:04:16And when everything's pointing towards him killing her,

0:04:16 > 0:04:18you find out he's sleeping with her,

0:04:18 > 0:04:20you get this incredible sense of loyalty,

0:04:20 > 0:04:22as if you know something we didn't.

0:04:24 > 0:04:25Lauren?

0:04:25 > 0:04:26I wanted to tell you.

0:04:28 > 0:04:29What?

0:04:29 > 0:04:31I knew.

0:04:31 > 0:04:33I knew that it was Bobby.

0:04:34 > 0:04:36We all did.

0:04:36 > 0:04:38Ian, Jane, Peter...

0:04:38 > 0:04:40Well, why didn't you say anything?

0:04:40 > 0:04:42Because I promised that I wouldn't. You promised who?

0:04:42 > 0:04:43I promised Peter.

0:04:43 > 0:04:45And Jane. All of them.

0:04:45 > 0:04:46Well, what about us?

0:04:46 > 0:04:49We are your family, Lauren. They let Dad go to prison!

0:04:49 > 0:04:52That's why I'm trying to get him out!

0:04:52 > 0:04:53That's why I'm being honest.

0:04:53 > 0:04:56Oh, well it's a bit late to be honest.

0:04:56 > 0:04:59He was going to put that on me. That could have been me, Lauren!

0:04:59 > 0:05:01How could you let this happen?

0:05:01 > 0:05:02It didn't happen.

0:05:02 > 0:05:05You are protecting... He is a murderer!

0:05:07 > 0:05:08Abi, I...

0:05:08 > 0:05:11I honestly can explain it all,

0:05:11 > 0:05:12I promise you.

0:05:12 > 0:05:14How?

0:05:14 > 0:05:17Other than that you chose your boyfriend over us,

0:05:17 > 0:05:19you let our family fall apart?

0:05:34 > 0:05:36Oi!

0:05:36 > 0:05:38Go home before I smash that thing over your stupid head.

0:05:43 > 0:05:45What's happening?

0:05:45 > 0:05:46That's us finished.

0:05:46 > 0:05:48You can move back in now.

0:05:48 > 0:05:50Did you find anything?

0:05:50 > 0:05:52I can't disclose that, I'm afraid.

0:05:53 > 0:05:55Thanks for your co-operation, though.

0:05:59 > 0:06:01I'll bring your stuff over.

0:06:02 > 0:06:05Nah, it's...it's OK. Oh, it's no bother.

0:06:06 > 0:06:08You've got enough on your mind.

0:06:10 > 0:06:11Thank you.

0:06:39 > 0:06:40DOOR SLAMS

0:06:43 > 0:06:44Is he ready?

0:06:44 > 0:06:45Nearly.

0:06:45 > 0:06:48How's Jane?

0:06:48 > 0:06:49Terrible.

0:06:49 > 0:06:53She can't move, she can hardly feel anything, and...

0:06:53 > 0:06:55she keeps blaming herself.

0:06:55 > 0:06:58But can you believe it? She is still smiling.

0:06:59 > 0:07:01She wants me to keep looking after Bobby, but I just...

0:07:01 > 0:07:02don't know if I can do it.

0:07:02 > 0:07:04Yes. You can.

0:07:06 > 0:07:08You...sell your fish.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12You just keep going. All right?

0:07:12 > 0:07:15And I'm here for whatever you need.

0:07:16 > 0:07:18Thanks, Mum.

0:07:20 > 0:07:21Dad...

0:07:22 > 0:07:25I thought I should wear this.

0:07:25 > 0:07:26Can you help?

0:07:27 > 0:07:29Come here.

0:07:29 > 0:07:30Put your collar up.

0:07:38 > 0:07:40You're much better at this than me.

0:07:41 > 0:07:44I've had more practice.

0:07:44 > 0:07:45Will I...

0:07:45 > 0:07:47go to prison today?

0:07:50 > 0:07:52No.

0:07:52 > 0:07:55So I still get to come home, even if they charge me?

0:07:56 > 0:07:57CAR HORN BEEPS

0:07:59 > 0:08:00Dad?

0:08:02 > 0:08:03Cab's waiting.

0:08:16 > 0:08:18Ian, you don't have to do this alone.

0:08:22 > 0:08:25We'll let you know what happens.

0:08:26 > 0:08:28DOOR SLAMS

0:08:28 > 0:08:29What have I done?

0:08:31 > 0:08:33YOU haven't done anything.

0:08:35 > 0:08:36Haven't I?

0:08:40 > 0:08:41This is all because of me.

0:08:44 > 0:08:46He's in there right now...

0:08:47 > 0:08:48..because of me.

0:08:51 > 0:08:53And I'm not with him.

0:08:55 > 0:08:57His own mother...

0:08:59 > 0:09:01..not with him on the day that they...

0:09:06 > 0:09:08..they could charge him with murder.

0:09:23 > 0:09:25Would you follow me, please?

0:09:47 > 0:09:49We're in here for a bit more privacy.

0:09:49 > 0:09:52This is Sergeant Buchanan. She's the custody officer.

0:09:52 > 0:09:54Where do I sit, Dad?

0:09:54 > 0:09:55Just there'll be fine.

0:10:03 > 0:10:05Bobby, I'm Sergeant Buchanan,

0:10:05 > 0:10:08the custody officer for your return on bail.

0:10:08 > 0:10:12Present are Bobby, Mr Beale as appropriate adult, your solicitor...

0:10:12 > 0:10:13Richmal Scott.

0:10:13 > 0:10:17..and investigating officer DI Samantha Keeble.

0:10:17 > 0:10:19Bobby, can you confirm your name, please?

0:10:23 > 0:10:24Bobby Beale.

0:10:27 > 0:10:28Anything?

0:10:28 > 0:10:29Not yet.

0:10:31 > 0:10:32Oh, Mum.

0:10:35 > 0:10:36All this.

0:10:38 > 0:10:40It comes down to one decision.

0:10:43 > 0:10:45One decision...

0:10:45 > 0:10:47I made one night, in one second, because...

0:10:51 > 0:10:53..I thought it was the right thing to do.

0:10:58 > 0:11:00But if I had to go back to that moment...

0:11:01 > 0:11:03If I was there, right now...

0:11:05 > 0:11:07..would I do anything differently?

0:11:09 > 0:11:11No matter...

0:11:12 > 0:11:14..how I look at it...

0:11:14 > 0:11:16all the damage, all the...

0:11:20 > 0:11:22..I don't know if I would.

0:11:28 > 0:11:30Does that make me a good mother...

0:11:31 > 0:11:32..or an awful one?

0:11:35 > 0:11:37I wouldn't know, love.

0:11:44 > 0:11:49Bobby Beale, I'm charging that on the 18th of April 2014,

0:11:49 > 0:11:51within the jurisdiction of the Central Criminal Court,

0:11:51 > 0:11:54you did unlawfully kill Lucy Beale.

0:11:54 > 0:11:57You do not have to say anything, but it may harm your defence

0:11:57 > 0:11:59if you did not mention when questioned

0:11:59 > 0:12:01something you later relied on in court.

0:12:01 > 0:12:04Anything you do say may be given in evidence.

0:12:07 > 0:12:0911:37am.

0:12:09 > 0:12:12No comment to charge and caution.

0:12:15 > 0:12:17I'm going to object to bail.

0:12:19 > 0:12:21Oh, that is ridiculous.

0:12:21 > 0:12:23He's a child!

0:12:23 > 0:12:25I have it listed at this afternoon's Youth Court.

0:12:25 > 0:12:30As soon as we finish the paperwork, we'll head straight there.

0:12:30 > 0:12:32Bobby, could you come with me, please?

0:12:39 > 0:12:42It's OK. Just do what they say.

0:13:11 > 0:13:12PHONE BEEPS

0:13:18 > 0:13:20"Unlawful killing.

0:13:20 > 0:13:21"Bail next."

0:13:22 > 0:13:24SHE SOBS PITIFULLY

0:13:24 > 0:13:26Oh, it's all right, love.

0:13:28 > 0:13:30It's not all right, Mum! Nothing...

0:13:30 > 0:13:32Nothing about this is all right.

0:13:33 > 0:13:35Not now!

0:13:37 > 0:13:39I cannot take any more...

0:13:39 > 0:13:41physio or prick testing or anything else,

0:13:41 > 0:13:43there's no point.

0:13:44 > 0:13:47I'm never going to walk again, so you save your energy

0:13:47 > 0:13:49and your lovely big smile for someone who needs it.

0:13:55 > 0:13:56Nearly done.

0:13:56 > 0:13:58You er...heard anything...?

0:13:58 > 0:14:00Not yet.

0:14:00 > 0:14:02So when do you reckon...? PHONE BEEPS

0:14:05 > 0:14:07"Unlawful killing."

0:14:07 > 0:14:08He's been charged?

0:14:08 > 0:14:11What that boy needs is psychological help.

0:14:12 > 0:14:14You OK?

0:14:14 > 0:14:16Yeah.

0:14:18 > 0:14:19"Bail hearing next."

0:14:21 > 0:14:23What if he doesn't get bail?

0:14:23 > 0:14:25What's going to happen to him in prison?

0:14:25 > 0:14:28I thought that prison would straighten my Nick out.

0:14:28 > 0:14:31Did it? No.

0:14:31 > 0:14:34I sent him packing many a time,

0:14:34 > 0:14:35but he'd turn up home

0:14:35 > 0:14:38and I'd always take him in.

0:14:38 > 0:14:41Maybe that made a fool of me at the end.

0:14:41 > 0:14:42It doesn't make a fool of you.

0:14:44 > 0:14:49It doesn't matter. You don't give up on someone that important to you.

0:14:49 > 0:14:50You can't.

0:14:50 > 0:14:52You just have to keep going as a family.

0:15:07 > 0:15:09Bobby Beale.

0:15:10 > 0:15:15The Youth Court cannot deal with any offences which involve a death,

0:15:15 > 0:15:20and these matters are too serious for our powers of punishment.

0:15:20 > 0:15:25You will be sent to the Crown Court for a preliminary hearing next week.

0:15:27 > 0:15:28As to the question of bail...

0:15:31 > 0:15:34..I am satisfied that there are substantial grounds

0:15:34 > 0:15:36to believe that if granted bail,

0:15:36 > 0:15:37you will reoffend.

0:15:39 > 0:15:41Therefore, I am refusing bail.

0:15:43 > 0:15:44In addition,

0:15:44 > 0:15:47I am satisfied that the grounds for a remand

0:15:47 > 0:15:50to youth detention accommodation are made out.

0:15:50 > 0:15:53Therefore, you will be remanded to such accommodation

0:15:53 > 0:15:55until the next hearing.

0:15:55 > 0:15:56No!

0:15:58 > 0:16:00You said I wouldn't go to prison.

0:16:00 > 0:16:02You promised.

0:16:02 > 0:16:04It's just until the next hearing.

0:16:04 > 0:16:05Can I still see you?

0:16:08 > 0:16:09Course you can.

0:16:09 > 0:16:10Come here.

0:16:14 > 0:16:17Dad...?

0:16:17 > 0:16:18It's OK.

0:16:18 > 0:16:20You'll be OK, all right?

0:16:20 > 0:16:21Come on.

0:16:31 > 0:16:32Oh, go away.

0:16:36 > 0:16:38Bobby's been charged with murder.

0:16:38 > 0:16:41Yeah? So what? I still don't want to speak to you.

0:16:41 > 0:16:45OK, well, listen then, because I'm going to talk whether you like it or not.

0:16:45 > 0:16:49You are such a hypocrite, coming back here and shoving your perfect little life in everyone's face

0:16:49 > 0:16:52when you've been lying to us all along. You think my life is perfect?

0:16:52 > 0:16:56Doesn't mean you know better than everyone else. You honestly think that my life is perfect?

0:16:56 > 0:16:58OK. Yes,

0:16:58 > 0:17:00I lied to you and I'm sorry about that,

0:17:00 > 0:17:03but could you put yourself in my position for one minute?

0:17:03 > 0:17:06I had just had a baby.

0:17:06 > 0:17:08I had Jane all over me. She was pressuring me.

0:17:08 > 0:17:12She was telling me how... how innocent Bobby was.

0:17:12 > 0:17:14And she promised me that Dad was going to get out.

0:17:15 > 0:17:18She said that she was sleeping with him, in court.

0:17:18 > 0:17:19That was his alibi.

0:17:21 > 0:17:22And I told the police.

0:17:22 > 0:17:26I told them that it was Bobby, and they didn't believe me.

0:17:26 > 0:17:28I tried, Abi. I really did.

0:17:28 > 0:17:29Yeah, well, you still lied to us,

0:17:29 > 0:17:31you still picked Peter over your own family.

0:17:31 > 0:17:34Yeah. And that lie was the... biggest mistake of my life.

0:17:35 > 0:17:38It took away everything that was important to me.

0:17:40 > 0:17:41You...

0:17:42 > 0:17:43..Dad...

0:17:45 > 0:17:46..Peter...

0:17:50 > 0:17:51Oh, so...

0:17:52 > 0:17:55..so what happened with you and Peter then?

0:17:58 > 0:17:59We broke up.

0:18:02 > 0:18:05And? Me and Ben - we broke up.

0:18:07 > 0:18:08Yeah, but...

0:18:10 > 0:18:14.."broke up" makes it sound like one of us actually made the decision.

0:18:15 > 0:18:17We just fell apart.

0:18:20 > 0:18:22Lucy dying, and keeping that secret...

0:18:24 > 0:18:27..it just destroyed everything that we had.

0:18:28 > 0:18:30Imagine...

0:18:30 > 0:18:33Imagine the worst thing in the world happening to you...

0:18:33 > 0:18:35and...

0:18:35 > 0:18:37all you want to do is escape it.

0:18:38 > 0:18:41But every single time that you come home,

0:18:41 > 0:18:42there it is.

0:18:45 > 0:18:47I was that for Peter.

0:18:47 > 0:18:48Louie was too.

0:18:49 > 0:18:51He just...

0:18:51 > 0:18:53needed to start again.

0:18:53 > 0:18:54And he couldn't do that.

0:18:55 > 0:18:57He couldn't start again with us.

0:19:01 > 0:19:02You still think my life is perfect?

0:19:06 > 0:19:08No. No.

0:19:09 > 0:19:11No. You're a massive loser.

0:19:11 > 0:19:13Massive loser.

0:19:13 > 0:19:17You're actually a mess. I'm embarrassed to call you my sister.

0:19:17 > 0:19:19Valid.

0:19:20 > 0:19:22I am sorry for lying to you, though.

0:19:24 > 0:19:27Why didn't you tell me it was all going wrong?

0:19:27 > 0:19:30You really didn't have to go through this on your own.

0:19:31 > 0:19:32I wasn't really.

0:19:36 > 0:19:38Steven. He's...

0:19:38 > 0:19:40He's been so incredible.

0:19:40 > 0:19:42Not just with me either, with Louie as well.

0:19:42 > 0:19:45I don't think I would have made it through without him.

0:19:45 > 0:19:46Wait, are you and Steven together?

0:19:50 > 0:19:52No. No, that is a secret, by the way.

0:19:52 > 0:19:54I don't think Ian would appreciate that.

0:19:54 > 0:19:56No, he wouldn't.

0:20:00 > 0:20:03You know, maybe you're right. Maybe they...

0:20:03 > 0:20:05did get it completely wrong about Dad.

0:20:06 > 0:20:08They did.

0:20:08 > 0:20:10Yeah, but he was happy to see ME go down for it.

0:20:10 > 0:20:13And everything that he's done to us, to Mum...

0:20:13 > 0:20:15to Bradley...I mean...

0:20:15 > 0:20:16maybe this is what he deserves.

0:20:18 > 0:20:19Yeah...

0:20:20 > 0:20:22He's going to get out though, Abs.

0:20:23 > 0:20:25Whether you want him to or not.

0:20:26 > 0:20:28You just have to be ready for that.

0:20:33 > 0:20:35We're going to move back.

0:20:35 > 0:20:37Your father and I.

0:20:37 > 0:20:41Get somewhere nearby, between you and Christian...

0:20:41 > 0:20:42so we can care for you.

0:20:42 > 0:20:45I already have my family.

0:20:46 > 0:20:48I think you should consider

0:20:48 > 0:20:50if they're the best people for you to be with.

0:20:53 > 0:20:54I love you, Jane.

0:20:56 > 0:20:59And I know I've not been the best mother, but...

0:20:59 > 0:21:01look at you.

0:21:01 > 0:21:04Killing yourself to be loyal to Bobby -

0:21:04 > 0:21:06the boy who put you in here.

0:21:08 > 0:21:09And Ian?

0:21:09 > 0:21:12What's HE ever done for you? Ever since you married him.

0:21:12 > 0:21:14Ian has given me everything.

0:21:14 > 0:21:16Except honesty.

0:21:17 > 0:21:18Steven's back.

0:21:20 > 0:21:24I didn't want to be the one to tell you, because I knew how much it would hurt.

0:21:25 > 0:21:28But Ian's lying to you about it now, and that's not right.

0:21:29 > 0:21:31Steven is in New Zealand.

0:21:32 > 0:21:36This morning, he was just the other side of that door.

0:21:36 > 0:21:39He's driving Ian backwards and forwards.

0:21:40 > 0:21:42He never said anything.

0:21:43 > 0:21:44No.

0:21:44 > 0:21:45He didn't.

0:21:58 > 0:21:59Oh...

0:21:59 > 0:22:01Flowers?

0:22:01 > 0:22:03Too much?

0:22:03 > 0:22:05No, it looks...it looks really nice.

0:22:07 > 0:22:11It's just a lot of bad things have happened in this house.

0:22:11 > 0:22:13I just want it to feel welcoming.

0:22:15 > 0:22:16So...

0:22:17 > 0:22:20..Abi might know about us.

0:22:20 > 0:22:22What happened to keeping it a secret?

0:22:22 > 0:22:23Oh, I know - I'm sorry.

0:22:23 > 0:22:26I am sorry, but...

0:22:26 > 0:22:28I'm sick of lying to her.

0:22:28 > 0:22:30So what happens now with your old man?

0:22:30 > 0:22:32Erm...an appeal.

0:22:32 > 0:22:36I need to get the OK from Dad, but it's...it's going to happen.

0:22:36 > 0:22:39Who knows how long it's going to take, though?

0:22:39 > 0:22:41Everything's just a mess.

0:22:41 > 0:22:43Not everything.

0:22:43 > 0:22:44Yeah...

0:22:44 > 0:22:45but that's just us, you know?

0:22:45 > 0:22:47Yeah, for now.

0:22:47 > 0:22:49For NOW it's just us.

0:22:49 > 0:22:52But, bit by bit...

0:22:52 > 0:22:55and maybe it takes a really long time, but

0:22:55 > 0:22:56bit by bit,

0:22:56 > 0:22:58we put our families back together.

0:23:00 > 0:23:01You're an amazing person.

0:23:10 > 0:23:11What is this?

0:23:11 > 0:23:13What the hell is this?!

0:23:14 > 0:23:16We were going to tell you.

0:23:16 > 0:23:18Tell me what exactly? You're moving in on your brother's

0:23:18 > 0:23:22girlfriend while he's in New Zealand? I'm not moving in. OK? This isn't a new thing.

0:23:25 > 0:23:27So this is why Peter's not here?

0:23:27 > 0:23:29No. Because of you? No, Ian.

0:23:29 > 0:23:31But you have been lying to me since you got back here.

0:23:31 > 0:23:35You've tried to convince us all that you've changed, but you're doing what you always do.

0:23:35 > 0:23:37You're lying. Lie after lie after lie!

0:23:37 > 0:23:39Fine. You want to know why he's not here?

0:23:39 > 0:23:41You want the truth? You wouldn't know the meaning of the word.

0:23:41 > 0:23:45He wants nothing to do with you. Oh... Not you, not the family, no-one.

0:23:45 > 0:23:47Steven, stop lying!

0:23:47 > 0:23:48Am I?

0:23:48 > 0:23:49No.

0:23:50 > 0:23:52No.

0:23:52 > 0:23:53No, I'm not having that.

0:23:53 > 0:23:56Peter wouldn't do that. He just wouldn't do that.

0:23:56 > 0:23:57Ian, he's...

0:23:57 > 0:23:59he's really struggling.

0:23:59 > 0:24:02Do you know what? It doesn't matter where you are in the world -

0:24:02 > 0:24:05you will do something, you will find some way to hurt this family.

0:24:05 > 0:24:07That is not what I am trying to do!

0:24:08 > 0:24:10LAUREN SCREAMS Get out! Ian, please... Out!

0:24:10 > 0:24:12Go on, out! Ian...

0:24:12 > 0:24:13Get out! Get out of my house! Ian!

0:24:13 > 0:24:16All right, all right... Go!

0:24:16 > 0:24:18Get out!

0:24:18 > 0:24:22Get out of my house. I don't want either of you anywhere near it any more. Do you understand me?

0:24:22 > 0:24:24It doesn't matter how hard you try, how much you want it,

0:24:24 > 0:24:26you will never be like him,

0:24:26 > 0:24:28you will NEVER be my son.

0:24:33 > 0:24:34DOOR SLAMS

0:25:16 > 0:25:17He...

0:25:17 > 0:25:19He didn't get bail, love.

0:25:21 > 0:25:23They kept him in.

0:25:24 > 0:25:26For how long?

0:25:28 > 0:25:31Until the first hearing. Next week.

0:25:35 > 0:25:36Where is he now?

0:25:39 > 0:25:41They've taken him to the, erm...

0:25:43 > 0:25:47..to the youth detention centre. They took him straight down.

0:25:49 > 0:25:51I hardly had a chance to talk to him.

0:25:51 > 0:25:53They've said I can...

0:25:53 > 0:25:54take some things in to him.

0:25:58 > 0:25:59I'm so sorry.

0:26:01 > 0:26:02It's not your fault.

0:26:06 > 0:26:07I know today...

0:26:10 > 0:26:11..can't have been easy for you, Ian.

0:26:13 > 0:26:17But I just want you to know how grateful I am for everything you've ever done for me.

0:26:17 > 0:26:19You don't have to be grateful.

0:26:19 > 0:26:21I'd do anything for you.

0:26:24 > 0:26:26So why didn't you tell me

0:26:26 > 0:26:27about Steven?

0:26:29 > 0:26:31Mum told me.

0:26:39 > 0:26:40I was terrified, OK?

0:26:42 > 0:26:44I mean, on top of everything else, I just...

0:26:47 > 0:26:49I was trying to look after you, love.

0:26:49 > 0:26:50By lying to me?

0:26:54 > 0:26:56HE SIGHS

0:26:57 > 0:26:58This is all just...

0:27:00 > 0:27:01..such a mess, isn't it?

0:27:03 > 0:27:05Bobby's gone. Steven's here.

0:27:06 > 0:27:07Peter....

0:27:09 > 0:27:10I've been...

0:27:11 > 0:27:14..doing everything to try and hold us all together, and...

0:27:16 > 0:27:18..it's not working is it?

0:27:19 > 0:27:20No.

0:27:24 > 0:27:25No, it's not.

0:27:32 > 0:27:33Ever since that night...

0:27:35 > 0:27:36..Bobby and Lucy, I've...

0:27:38 > 0:27:40..I've tried to do what's best for this family.

0:27:40 > 0:27:42Yeah, and you have.

0:27:43 > 0:27:45But now I realise that...

0:27:47 > 0:27:50..the best thing for this family is...

0:27:50 > 0:27:52for me not to be in it.

0:27:52 > 0:27:53Oh, Jane, come on. That's not true.

0:27:53 > 0:27:55You are a wreck, Ian.

0:27:55 > 0:27:57You have lost everything... I haven't lost you...

0:27:57 > 0:27:59..and that is all because of me.

0:27:59 > 0:28:03You need to start again without me poisoning everything... No. I don't want to start again...

0:28:03 > 0:28:06..without me being in a bed for the rest of my life. Jane! I love you.

0:28:06 > 0:28:08Stop talking, all right? Just stop.

0:28:08 > 0:28:09Yeah, I'm a mess.

0:28:11 > 0:28:13I can't...

0:28:13 > 0:28:15do it without you, OK? I can't.

0:28:21 > 0:28:22I'm sorry, love.

0:28:27 > 0:28:29It's over, Ian.

0:28:32 > 0:28:33It's over.