0:00:24 > 0:00:27All right, kid. Yeah, OK, OK. Lovely. OK, thank you.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29Yeah, we'll be there. OK, thank you. Bye.
0:00:32 > 0:00:34That's hardly eating for two.
0:00:34 > 0:00:35Your mum insisted.
0:00:35 > 0:00:38Well, if she's going to have cravings, they may as well be healthy.
0:00:38 > 0:00:39I'll treat you to a fry-up later.
0:00:39 > 0:00:41Ah! Who said romance was dead, eh?!
0:00:41 > 0:00:43- I learnt from the best, didn't I? - Yeah!
0:00:43 > 0:00:45Yeah, I booked an appointment at the doctor's. Half 11.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47That quick?
0:00:47 > 0:00:50Yeah, well, we want to get the baby on the system, make it all official.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52If it's official, maybe we could have a little celebration later?
0:00:52 > 0:00:54What do you think, Johnny?
0:00:54 > 0:00:56Yeah, yeah, yeah, sounds good.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58No, actually, we don't really want people knowing.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00Well, not yet anyway.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03- But...- No, I think the boy's right. I think, keep it low for now.
0:01:03 > 0:01:07We'll have the first scan and then we'll make an official announcement.
0:01:07 > 0:01:08All right.
0:01:13 > 0:01:15GENTLE KNOCK ON DOOR
0:01:18 > 0:01:20I boiled you an egg.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22Nice and soft, the way you like it.
0:01:24 > 0:01:30It's a... It's a tradition to put a notice of death in the Gazette.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34I thought maybe we could write it together?
0:01:51 > 0:01:53You excited about becoming an uncle?
0:01:53 > 0:01:54Um...yeah.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Why don't you go and see Ben?
0:01:57 > 0:01:59He's not replying to my messages.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01All the more reason to go over.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03Especially after what happened with Pam.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07What is it, Sausage?
0:02:09 > 0:02:11You were right, what you were thinking.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14It was a homophobic attack.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17- He's in bits, Mum. - Oh, Johnny!
0:02:17 > 0:02:20And the worst thing is, he hasn't told the police everything.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22So, they don't know what they're dealing with?
0:02:22 > 0:02:23I've tried talking to him.
0:02:23 > 0:02:24Then try again...
0:02:26 > 0:02:28..before those animals hurt someone else.
0:02:30 > 0:02:31He's well organised.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34He got the doctor's sorted first thing and he's even got
0:02:34 > 0:02:35a list of names.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38What do you reckon then, girl or boy?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40- Who knows? - Don't really care, do we?
0:02:40 > 0:02:43Football pitch, ballet class, don't really matter. I'll be there.
0:02:43 > 0:02:44With your stereotypes.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46I didn't say what way round it'd be, did I?
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Could be the next Billy Elliot,
0:02:48 > 0:02:51or maybe the next captain of the West Ham women's football team.
0:02:54 > 0:02:55Thank you.
0:02:58 > 0:02:59Excuse me a sec.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Must be morning sickness.
0:03:04 > 0:03:05Yep. Been there!
0:03:05 > 0:03:06Got the stretch marks.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09Still got the hormones, by the sounds of it.
0:03:10 > 0:03:13Everything's such a joke to you, innit?
0:03:13 > 0:03:15What? Leave off, I'm only messing around!
0:03:15 > 0:03:17Yeah, just like you were messing around with Abi.
0:03:21 > 0:03:22What you talking about?
0:03:26 > 0:03:28You're not going to say anything to her, are you?
0:03:31 > 0:03:33Whitney's really happy.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36I'm not going to burst her bubble.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38Just as long as you don't.
0:03:38 > 0:03:39I won't.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43Lauren, I love her and we're having a baby together
0:03:43 > 0:03:45and they'll always come first.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51Let's just hope you're a better dad than you are a boyfriend.
0:04:34 > 0:04:35Here, Donna!
0:04:35 > 0:04:38Today is retail therapy day.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40- No Pearl? - Daddy day care.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42Hallelujah, praise God!
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Vincent's bought her this ridiculously expensive
0:04:44 > 0:04:46remote controlled doggy yappy thing.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48- He spoils her.- I know!
0:04:48 > 0:04:51And I said to him, "Look, it's not all about being super daddy."
0:04:51 > 0:04:54He's got more than one princess's needs that need providing for,
0:04:54 > 0:04:55if you get me?
0:04:56 > 0:04:58- Hmm, not much therapy going on here. - Oi!
0:04:58 > 0:05:00I'll catch you later, yeah?
0:05:03 > 0:05:04I love!
0:05:04 > 0:05:06Yeah, I reckon that'll look nice.
0:05:06 > 0:05:07I tell you what, though,
0:05:07 > 0:05:10I won't be able to fit into this much longer, will I?
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Do I need to be stocking...
0:05:14 > 0:05:16maternity wear?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19You are, aren't you?
0:05:20 > 0:05:22Five weeks, give or take.
0:05:22 > 0:05:23- Lee! - Sorry, I know.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25We're supposed to be keeping it quiet.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28You know me, I'm the soul of discretion.
0:05:28 > 0:05:29I heard that you were trying...
0:05:29 > 0:05:32I swear this market has ears.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34Can you like...actually...?
0:05:34 > 0:05:36What? Like, have a baby?
0:05:36 > 0:05:38I'm a woman, aren't I?
0:05:38 > 0:05:39Yeah, no, sorry. I didn't mean it like that.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41No, it's all right, don't worry about it.
0:05:41 > 0:05:44You're just saying what everyone else is thinking.
0:05:44 > 0:05:48Obviously it'll be a bit harder for me, but, yeah, I can have a baby.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52I don't think I could do that on my own.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Well, not everyone's as lucky as you, are they?
0:05:56 > 0:05:58No.
0:05:58 > 0:05:59- See ya. - See you later.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09Cor! You've got your work cut out.
0:06:09 > 0:06:10Research is the key to business.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12You've got to know what your customer wants.
0:06:12 > 0:06:16When I worked on the stall, all they wanted was 20% off.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19Well, maybe if you'd listened to Mary Portas, you'd have moved on
0:06:19 > 0:06:20from flogging discount on Bridge Street.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22Thanks(!)
0:06:22 > 0:06:24Oh, sorry, darling. She's just really got me going.
0:06:24 > 0:06:28And I'm going to need a new name. Something aspirational.
0:06:28 > 0:06:29Well, don't look at me,
0:06:29 > 0:06:32cos all I'm good for is flogging discount on the market.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Just come to see how you're doing.
0:06:40 > 0:06:41How's Pam?
0:06:41 > 0:06:42She's, er...
0:06:43 > 0:06:45She's taken refuge in Paul's room.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49She's not really up to visitors.
0:06:51 > 0:06:52I'm...
0:06:52 > 0:06:55trying to compose a notice of death for the Gazette.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00Yeah, well, it's a work in progress.
0:07:04 > 0:07:08Maybe Christine would know what to write?
0:07:08 > 0:07:10Absolutely not.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12- Les, if you're struggling... - I'm not!
0:07:16 > 0:07:18It's happening all over again, isn't it?
0:07:18 > 0:07:20No, it's different this time.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22Is it?
0:07:22 > 0:07:27It hurts just thinking about Paul, so I can't imagine how you're feeling.
0:07:27 > 0:07:28And what with Pam shutting you out...
0:07:28 > 0:07:31I'm here for when she needs me.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34Yeah, and who's here for you?
0:07:34 > 0:07:37Christine helped before, she can do it again.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39It's not fair on Pam.
0:07:40 > 0:07:46Les, you can't help Pam till you deal with your own grief.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53TV IS ON
0:07:53 > 0:07:56Ben, I'll see you later.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06TV CONTINUES
0:08:09 > 0:08:10How you doing?
0:08:13 > 0:08:15I know you don't want to tell the police what happened,
0:08:15 > 0:08:16but it changes things.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24Look, the courts give tougher sentences for homophobic assaults.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26Those scumbags will go down for longer
0:08:26 > 0:08:28if you just tell the police the truth.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34Paul...
0:08:34 > 0:08:35is...dead.
0:08:38 > 0:08:39What does it matter?
0:08:39 > 0:08:41- Ben, please...- Just leave me alone.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43Just leave me alone.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Your blood pressure is fine.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09I'll get you booked in to your 12-week scan today.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11That's, er... That's when we can have a photo, ain't it?
0:09:11 > 0:09:13Yes.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16And I'll refer you to the midwife services,
0:09:16 > 0:09:19who will put you on their list for antenatal classes.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25Do you have any other questions?
0:09:25 > 0:09:28No, no. Lee, do you?
0:09:30 > 0:09:32You all right?
0:09:32 > 0:09:36Yeah, yeah, no, sorry. It's just a lot to take in, ain't it?
0:09:36 > 0:09:37Yeah, those...
0:09:37 > 0:09:40Those antenatal classes, they're for dads too, right?
0:09:40 > 0:09:41Absolutely, yeah.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45I'll be there.
0:09:45 > 0:09:46All the way.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53I can't do it!
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Ah. You're on it a bit early.
0:09:56 > 0:09:57Ah, we're celebrating, ain't we?
0:09:57 > 0:09:58You know?
0:10:03 > 0:10:10I can't believe he's told you! Telling me not to blab.
0:10:10 > 0:10:11It's so exciting, ain't it?
0:10:11 > 0:10:12It is so exciting!
0:10:13 > 0:10:18Less so for you, obviously. Great granny!
0:10:18 > 0:10:19What? Who?
0:10:19 > 0:10:23Well, it's not going to be Johnny, is it? It's Lee.
0:10:24 > 0:10:25I can't believe...
0:10:27 > 0:10:29- I should have known better with you two.- It's brilliant news.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32Where's your pipe and slippers, Grandad?
0:10:32 > 0:10:34You've told them?
0:10:34 > 0:10:35I thought you did.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Congratulations!
0:10:38 > 0:10:40A shot of rum to wet the baby's head?
0:10:40 > 0:10:42Hark at earholes over here!
0:10:42 > 0:10:46Well, now that it's out there, we could have a drink for them.
0:10:46 > 0:10:50Yeah, man. You're going to be a proud grandad. Embrace it!
0:10:50 > 0:10:52- Go on, Mick. - All right.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Well, we'll have a little drink upstairs later,
0:10:54 > 0:10:55just the family, know what I mean?
0:10:55 > 0:10:57- Little celebration. - PATRICK CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:10:57 > 0:11:01And Patrick as well. No-one else, all right?
0:11:04 > 0:11:06Hello, Mr Coker.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08Will, I said put it through the le...letterbox.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11I'm very sorry for your loss.
0:11:16 > 0:11:17We made it ourselves.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22Dad, can I go and get some sweets?
0:11:24 > 0:11:28Said he had upset stomach this morning, didn't you? Go on.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39Les, I don't really know what to say, mate.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41Your Paul was such a nice kid.
0:11:43 > 0:11:48He tried to talk to me about you and the dressing-up stuff.
0:11:50 > 0:11:54I'm really sorry for what I said to Pam. That was bang out of order.
0:11:55 > 0:11:56Just a shock.
0:11:58 > 0:12:02I've...never met one of your mob before.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Her name's Christine.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11- Yeah, Les, you don't have to explain.- Yeah, but I do.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15To you, at least.
0:12:17 > 0:12:22You took me in when Pam found out about her...
0:12:25 > 0:12:29She had the same reaction as you. Disgust.
0:12:31 > 0:12:35I know how it must have looked, but Christine's a...
0:12:37 > 0:12:40..part of me. She helps me.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43I, erm...
0:12:45 > 0:12:50I know what you're going through, Les. I've been there meself.
0:12:51 > 0:12:57Well, I mean, not the dressing-up thing... Losing someone.
0:12:59 > 0:13:04So if ever you fancy a pint in the Vic, or...
0:13:05 > 0:13:08..you know, need a shoulder to cry on...
0:13:10 > 0:13:11Whatever.
0:13:13 > 0:13:14Wait, Billy.
0:13:15 > 0:13:19We do have a couple of funeral bookings we need to honour.
0:13:21 > 0:13:24- I'm sure the Niges would appreciate some help.- Yeah?
0:13:26 > 0:13:30Yeah, course. Thanks, Les.
0:13:32 > 0:13:37Oh, and the Lily Savage thing.
0:13:38 > 0:13:41It won't go any further. I promise.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51- Are you all right, Donna? - Yeah.
0:13:51 > 0:13:54She's been in a world of her own all morning.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56Still worrying about Pam?
0:13:56 > 0:13:58Yeah, I guess. BABY GURGLES
0:14:01 > 0:14:05These things take time, they always do.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08- Isn't that right, Stacey? - What's that?
0:14:08 > 0:14:11There's always a light at the end of the tunnel.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13Yeah, I suppose.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15And he's the proof.
0:14:15 > 0:14:16That's all down to Martin.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20I couldn't have got through it without him.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37Hey, how did it go?
0:14:37 > 0:14:40Yeah, Mum and baby are good. Really good.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Yeah, well, we'll know more after the scan, won't we?
0:14:42 > 0:14:45Did they give you a prescription for folic acid?
0:14:45 > 0:14:48- Eh?- No. I don't think they thought I needed it.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51Of course you do. You make sure you get some from the chemist.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53And I thought we could go through Ollie's hand-me-downs.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55Get prepared.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57Oh, actually, we were going to go shopping for some new stuff.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59You two have got a lot to learn.
0:14:59 > 0:15:00You've no idea how much babies cost.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02Well, it might not be a boy!
0:15:02 > 0:15:05There's plenty of neutral colours. I'll make a start.
0:15:07 > 0:15:11Lee, I can't take nine months of Nanny knows best.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Yeah, I know.
0:15:13 > 0:15:14You know, sometimes I think,
0:15:14 > 0:15:17wouldn't it be nice if we moved out and got our own place?
0:15:19 > 0:15:21Why don't we?
0:15:21 > 0:15:23- Yeah, right(!) - Why not?
0:15:24 > 0:15:27Babe, you seem to forget we've got a wedding to pay for.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30So we'll get married and have our own place.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32What with? Between the both of us, we ain't got a pot.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35Do you know how expensive it is to rent round here?
0:15:35 > 0:15:36What you doing?
0:15:38 > 0:15:39It's worth a look.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46I hope you don't mind me popping by.
0:15:46 > 0:15:47Nah, course not.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49I'm out of milk, though, so if you want a coffee...
0:15:49 > 0:15:50No, I'm good, ta.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55I was with Ben earlier, and I don't really know what to do.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59- Is he all right? - Yeah... Well, no.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04Look, I don't know if he's been straight with you but he told
0:16:04 > 0:16:05me it weren't a mugging...
0:16:07 > 0:16:09Well, they were attacked cos they're gay.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10You knew?
0:16:11 > 0:16:13I guessed, really.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15The police did think Ben was holding something back, but
0:16:15 > 0:16:18he's stubborn as they come. It's a Mitchell trait.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20There's no point pushing him. You've just got to give him time.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23We don't have time. The longer the police follow the wrong
0:16:23 > 0:16:25lines of inquiry, the less chance they have of making arrests.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28Yeah, I know that, and you know that, but Ben'll deal with it
0:16:28 > 0:16:30- in his own way. - That don't make it the right way.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32Well, it's his decision.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34He's not in a fit state to decide anything.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36The only thing that's going to get
0:16:36 > 0:16:38him through this is justice for Paul.
0:16:38 > 0:16:41Look, Phil's out. Why don't you come over there with me?
0:16:41 > 0:16:43Try and talk some sense into him.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46Please, Jay, he might listen to you.
0:16:50 > 0:16:54Look, I told you, the prices are stupid.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55Well, what about that one? Look.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00It's a tiny little studio flat on the other end of Dagenham.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07It was a nice idea, it really was, but we can't afford it.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10- Whitney! - Oh!
0:17:13 > 0:17:15- Are you coming? - No, go on, you go.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17I'm going to go to estate agents, see if they've got anything
0:17:17 > 0:17:19- cheaper round here.- OK.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25- Oh, Jack! - You all right, Lee?
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Yeah, you all right, mate? I'm good, thanks.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30I was just wondering, I know it's probably a long shot,
0:17:30 > 0:17:33but I was wondering if one of your flats were available? Mate's rates?
0:17:34 > 0:17:36- Yeah, I'd probably knock off a bit for you.- Yeah?
0:17:36 > 0:17:39Probably still be out of your price range though, mate.
0:17:39 > 0:17:43Well, unless you're selling caviar on your fish stall?
0:17:43 > 0:17:46Listen, why don't you just go a few stops out?
0:17:46 > 0:17:49Probably find something affordable in Dagenham way.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Yeah, no, I might do that, actually.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- Nice one. See you later. - Ta, mate.
0:18:00 > 0:18:01Oh, you got through them, then?
0:18:01 > 0:18:03I gave up. They're useless.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07I thought Mary said you need to know your customers.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10All they want is a cut, colour and maybe a manicure.
0:18:10 > 0:18:11Snoozeville or what?
0:18:11 > 0:18:14What's the point in doing loads of market research if you're
0:18:14 > 0:18:15just going to ignore it?
0:18:15 > 0:18:17Well, they do it on The Apprentice all the time.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20Here, I did find a name, though. What do you think?
0:18:20 > 0:18:21Elysium?
0:18:22 > 0:18:26Yeah. It means place of perfect happiness. Inspired or what?
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Yeah, I'm inspired.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35SHE MOUTHS
0:18:35 > 0:18:38- Hiya! Been shopping, I see. - Just a little bit, you know.
0:18:39 > 0:18:43Well, that's Vincent's plastic well and truly maxed.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45Hopefully this little number will soften the blow.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49Are you two going to be in later?
0:18:49 > 0:18:50We're going to be indisposed...
0:18:50 > 0:18:53- Right.- Why?
0:18:53 > 0:18:55Doesn't matter. It can wait.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57- Oh, but if it's important... - It's not.
0:18:57 > 0:19:00Biting my head off, just for the fun of it, then?
0:19:01 > 0:19:04I've been doing some thinking...
0:19:04 > 0:19:06- Oh, yeah?- The baby.
0:19:07 > 0:19:09What about it?
0:19:10 > 0:19:11I'm putting it on hold.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15KNOCK AT DOOR
0:19:19 > 0:19:22Pam, I've tried writing something for the Gazette.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25Perhaps you could look it over?
0:19:30 > 0:19:33Nah, don't worry. It's no good.
0:19:33 > 0:19:34It's really no good at all.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50I don't get it.
0:19:50 > 0:19:53What's there to get? I changed my mind.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55But all you've been banging on about
0:19:55 > 0:19:57recently is about baby this, baby that.
0:19:57 > 0:20:00It's all right for you. You're a kept woman.
0:20:00 > 0:20:03You've got all the time in the world for Pearl.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05I will not apologise for being a great mum.
0:20:05 > 0:20:07And I can't be you.
0:20:07 > 0:20:08True, that.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10I'm constantly taking painkillers,
0:20:10 > 0:20:14so I can manage to work on the stall and pay the rent.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16My life's not equipped for a baby.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20And you've only just realised?
0:20:20 > 0:20:21Well, yeah.
0:20:23 > 0:20:29The closer it got to being a reality, the more it made me think.
0:20:33 > 0:20:37I think part of the reason why I wanted one,
0:20:37 > 0:20:39was so I wouldn't be on my own.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41There's plenty of single mums out there.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43Not in my position.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45I thought you said you could have a baby?
0:20:45 > 0:20:47I can, that's not what I'm saying.
0:20:47 > 0:20:52I'm just kidding myself that I can actually look after one.
0:20:52 > 0:20:54I wouldn't even be able to afford childcare with what I earn.
0:20:54 > 0:20:58Well, your mum could help you out, couldn't she?
0:20:58 > 0:21:03And I suppose that Vincent could chip in. You know, do his duty.
0:21:05 > 0:21:06It's not just that, Kim.
0:21:08 > 0:21:12Sometimes my pain is so bad that I can barely move.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16I need all the rest I can get.
0:21:16 > 0:21:20How's that going to work out with night feeds and everything else?
0:21:22 > 0:21:26I'm sorry, I didn't know... Well, you never talked about it.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Because I deal with it.
0:21:29 > 0:21:32But I can't deal with being a mum on my own.
0:21:32 > 0:21:36If I'm going to have a baby, I need to have a proper dad as well.
0:21:38 > 0:21:39I need a Martin Fowler.
0:21:41 > 0:21:44I think Stacey might have something to say about that.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46Someone there to support me.
0:21:52 > 0:21:55- Well, I'm sure there's someone special out there for you.- Hmm.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59I'm 31, and I haven't found him yet.
0:22:03 > 0:22:04Come on.
0:22:06 > 0:22:09Now is your chance to tell me that you were right all along.
0:22:11 > 0:22:16No. Listen, this heart ain't all stone, Donna.
0:22:17 > 0:22:21I get why you wanted this and...
0:22:21 > 0:22:25Enough respect due to you for being honest before it was too late.
0:22:51 > 0:22:56I made some changes. I kept a bit of what you'd done,
0:22:56 > 0:22:59but most of it didn't sound like our Paul.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04"Paul Coker.
0:23:05 > 0:23:11"A fine young man and loving grandson...
0:23:12 > 0:23:18"..who shone brightly, but all too briefly.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23"May his light be forever in our hearts."
0:23:26 > 0:23:29That's... You've done him proud.
0:24:11 > 0:24:12I brought someone to see you.
0:24:14 > 0:24:15All right?
0:24:17 > 0:24:18I told you to leave me alone.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20- I'm just trying to help. - I don't need your help.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23- Ben, if you just went to the police...- And tell them what?
0:24:24 > 0:24:25That...
0:24:27 > 0:24:32That Paul's dead cos I shot my mouth off?
0:24:35 > 0:24:39Pam's right. It should have been me.
0:24:40 > 0:24:43Will you stop with the pity? Have you heard yourself, have you?
0:24:45 > 0:24:48Paul died because of who you are, not what you did.
0:24:50 > 0:24:54I know you're hurting, but this isn't just about you.
0:24:54 > 0:24:58It's about you, me, Paul, and every other gay man out there.
0:25:00 > 0:25:04If those animals get away with it this time, they'll do it again.
0:25:04 > 0:25:07He's right. Don't let someone else lose the person they love.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12- And we'll come with you, won't we? - Course.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28I think it's time to say goodbye.
0:25:30 > 0:25:31I need Pam, and she needs me.
0:25:33 > 0:25:35I'm the one who has to be strong.
0:25:37 > 0:25:38Are you sure?
0:25:42 > 0:25:43It's the only way.
0:25:54 > 0:25:56CHEERING
0:25:56 > 0:25:58At last. Your bubbles are going flat. Mick!
0:25:58 > 0:25:59Here you are, there.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02I never said nothing, I swear. They already knew!
0:26:02 > 0:26:04No, your mother's got a mouth wider than Blackwall Tunnel.
0:26:04 > 0:26:07Shirley! They tricked me.
0:26:07 > 0:26:08That's all right.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11Oh, and they asked me to be godfather.
0:26:11 > 0:26:15No, he's winding you up. I've had to buy his silence in rum.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19Hey, being a dad - that'll make a real man out of you.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22- Congratulations, son! - Yeah, congratulations, you two!
0:26:22 > 0:26:25To Mum and Dad, and a new generation of Carters.
0:26:25 > 0:26:27ALL: To Mum and Dad!
0:26:29 > 0:26:33It's lovely, ain't it? Me, you and baby, and family around us.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35Do you want more orange juice, Whitney?
0:26:35 > 0:26:37You've got to keep them Vitamin C levels up.
0:26:37 > 0:26:38Yeah.
0:26:41 > 0:26:46- So many... What you laughing at? - Shirley!
0:26:46 > 0:26:51LAUGHTER CONTINUES
0:26:58 > 0:27:00I've sent it to the Gazette.
0:27:02 > 0:27:03Thank you, Birdie.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26# Welcome to the House of Fun Now I've come of age
0:27:26 > 0:27:27# Welcome to the House... #
0:27:27 > 0:27:31Oh, they're murder, that mob. Three bottles down already.
0:27:34 > 0:27:37- You all right? - Yeah.
0:27:42 > 0:27:45Well, that's not the happy boat of an expectant dad.
0:27:45 > 0:27:49- Mick?- All right, babe, yeah, give me a minute!
0:27:49 > 0:27:50What's the matter?
0:27:52 > 0:27:58I know, I know it's a bit overwhelming, ain't it?
0:27:58 > 0:28:01And I couldn't get my nut around it when your mum told me
0:28:01 > 0:28:03that she was expecting you.
0:28:05 > 0:28:09The day you was born, all the worries - gone.
0:28:11 > 0:28:19All I felt was, like, love. Total, unconditional love.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25Listen, you'll see what I mean when it happens.
0:28:25 > 0:28:28You know, the day you were born, happiest day of my life.
0:28:30 > 0:28:31Dad, I can't do it.
0:28:36 > 0:28:37I don't want a baby.