0:00:26 > 0:00:28What you gonna do with a gun?
0:00:28 > 0:00:30What do you think I'm gonna do?
0:00:48 > 0:00:50Are you gonna help me or not?
0:00:52 > 0:00:54I ain't getting you a gun.
0:00:55 > 0:00:57I'll get it myself then.
0:00:57 > 0:01:00So what you gonna do?
0:01:00 > 0:01:02Pop in the Minute Mart, pick one up(?)
0:01:02 > 0:01:03I'm doing this
0:01:03 > 0:01:05with or without your help.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11It's got nothing to do with you, all right?
0:01:11 > 0:01:14Jay, you're selling drugs - of course it's got something to do with me!
0:01:14 > 0:01:15Where you getting 'em?
0:01:17 > 0:01:19Oi! I said, where are you getting 'em!
0:01:19 > 0:01:20Look, just leave me alone.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22Who are you selling 'em for?
0:01:22 > 0:01:25I tell you something, Jay, this has got to stop right now
0:01:25 > 0:01:28- because this is not the way we brought you up... - Brought me up?
0:01:28 > 0:01:31YOU never brought me up. Who brought me up?
0:01:31 > 0:01:34No-one. I've tried doing the right thing, it doesn't work.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36I ain't gonna see you end up in some gutter.
0:01:36 > 0:01:39THIS is what's keeping me out of the gutter.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42How do you think I've been able to pay you my rent all these weeks, eh?
0:01:42 > 0:01:44Hang on a minute.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47Are you saying that you've had drugs in my house?
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Well, where do you think all the money's been coming from?
0:01:49 > 0:01:52You've been dealing drugs while you're living under my roof?
0:01:52 > 0:01:54What if my kids found 'em?!
0:01:54 > 0:01:55I've got no choice.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Course you got a choice!
0:01:57 > 0:02:01- You need more money, you ask Dessie for more hours.- He can't.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03And even if he did, as soon as he gets wind of the fact
0:02:03 > 0:02:05I'm a nonce, he ain't gonna want to know me.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07He'd probably prefer I was a drug dealer.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09- That ain't true. - Course it is!
0:02:09 > 0:02:12You know, the only people who genuinely don't care what I've done
0:02:12 > 0:02:14are the people who are buying these.
0:02:19 > 0:02:20What you doing going through my stuff?
0:02:20 > 0:02:23I thought I'd look at your "Dad To Be" book, see where I was going wrong.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26- It's nothing to do with you. - I thought you was made up about having this baby.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29This is between me and Whitney. No-one else.
0:02:30 > 0:02:31It's true.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35So you've spoke to her about it, then?
0:02:38 > 0:02:39Not yet, no.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49So you really think you can cook the girl a chilli,
0:02:49 > 0:02:50ask her if she fancies having an abortion,
0:02:50 > 0:02:53and everything'll be sweet, yeah?
0:02:56 > 0:02:58Right. Here's what you're gonna do.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01You're gonna to go upstairs and put your uniform on, and go to Beavers.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04All right? Your mum's not here now, Richard.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06And I ain't putting up with you mooching around the house all day.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09We're going, whether you like it or not,
0:03:09 > 0:03:12even if I have to take you kicking and screaming.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14Leave me alone!
0:03:16 > 0:03:17HE SIGHS
0:03:25 > 0:03:28Getting a gun not as easy as you thought?
0:03:29 > 0:03:32You're the one who's always said
0:03:32 > 0:03:33to stand up for myself.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Fight my own battles.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41If it had been Sharon, you'd be straight round there.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Ain't me we're talking about though, is it?
0:03:43 > 0:03:46You saying I ain't up to it?
0:03:46 > 0:03:49- No, I never said that.- That's what you meant though, isn't it?
0:03:49 > 0:03:52Why don't we just let the Old Bill do what they gotta do?
0:03:52 > 0:03:56The Old Bill? You've changed your tune, Dad.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58Or is it that you just don't care?
0:03:58 > 0:04:00Course I care.
0:04:01 > 0:04:04I have tried to do this the right way.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11You know...
0:04:14 > 0:04:16..all these years, Dad,
0:04:17 > 0:04:20I haven't asked you for nothing.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24I haven't asked one favour. And you haven't given me none.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29But I'm asking you now.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32I really, really need your help.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35This is the one and only time.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38Please.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42Or else, I'm just going to go out
0:04:42 > 0:04:45and take my chances asking around. Yeah?
0:04:48 > 0:04:49(Fine.)
0:04:53 > 0:04:54Wait...
0:04:57 > 0:04:59I'll make the call.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05Oh, I can't believe I forgot kidney beans.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Do you need to see someone again?
0:05:09 > 0:05:11- No, no. There's nothing the matter with me.- Really?
0:05:11 > 0:05:13Well, then, start using your nut,
0:05:13 > 0:05:16because if you even MENTION something like this to her,
0:05:16 > 0:05:19you could destroy your relationship whether you have a baby or not.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22- What would you rather I do? Lie to her?- No. No. I just...
0:05:22 > 0:05:24I don't want to see you make a big mistake.
0:05:24 > 0:05:27- The mistake'll be me having a kid when I ain't ready.- How do you know?
0:05:27 > 0:05:30Sometimes you don't get to choose how you work things out.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Yeah, well, sometimes you do.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35Look, I know I weren't exactly planned, all right,
0:05:35 > 0:05:39and you were young and all that, but that's different, you and Mum
0:05:39 > 0:05:42have been solid from day one. Yous knew what yous wanted.
0:05:44 > 0:05:45Not always.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48What?
0:05:48 > 0:05:51What, you don't think, um...
0:05:51 > 0:05:54anything like that ever crossed my mind? No?
0:05:57 > 0:06:00Right, right. We can sort this.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Do you owe anyone for gear? Anyone you can't pay back?
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Because if you don't, right, just chuck it away.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07Flush it down the khazi, whatever.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09I ain't chucking 'em.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Look, I ain't leaving here until you get rid of it.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14I said that I would look out for you, Jay,
0:06:14 > 0:06:16and that is exactly what I'm gonna do.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18I know you just feel sorry for me cos you let my dad die.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22- Done this before, ain't we, Jay? - Yeah. Yeah, we have,
0:06:22 > 0:06:25so why don't you get out, and let me make my own decisions?
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Because I ain't gonna stand by and watch you throw your life away.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29I ain't got a life!
0:06:31 > 0:06:32I'm not saying
0:06:32 > 0:06:34I would have got rid of you, I'm saying...
0:06:34 > 0:06:36I thought about it.
0:06:38 > 0:06:39Do you wish you had?
0:06:39 > 0:06:41Of course not, you string. It was a thought.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44I'm just saying to you that,
0:06:44 > 0:06:47you know, I was flapping when I found out your mum was up the spout.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49Now, listen to me.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51You gotta swear that you will never tell her.
0:06:51 > 0:06:52Of course not.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54Can you imagine
0:06:54 > 0:06:57what she would have thought of me if I'd have even mentioned it?
0:06:58 > 0:07:00Least you had future prospects.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Are you mad?
0:07:02 > 0:07:04I was a baby, I was 15 years old.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06You know? But we did all right. I'm...
0:07:06 > 0:07:09Why do you think I'm so keen on changing your mind?
0:07:09 > 0:07:11You got way more prospects than I ever did.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14- Honestly, Dad, what have I got to offer a kid? - Everything.- Like what?
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Well, y-you're named after Lee Majors.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19I mean, you're the Bionic Man, you're a survivor. You know?
0:07:19 > 0:07:22You can put your hand to anything, I've seen you do it.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25- You'll be all right, you'll manage. - Aghh! Stop telling me I'll manage!
0:07:25 > 0:07:27That's all everyone ever says - that I'll manage and be fine.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29- What if I ain't? - Listen to me...- No.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32Everything's gonna be twice as hard with a little kid running around.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34I can hardly keep my head above water as it is.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37I mean, what if my depression gets worse? And everything goes to pot?
0:07:37 > 0:07:39I do not wanna have to look after a kid
0:07:39 > 0:07:41when I can hardly look after myself.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Let go of the door.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53Richard! Just let go of the door.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55I hate this place,
0:07:55 > 0:07:58I hate this country and I hate you!
0:07:59 > 0:08:01Right, open this door now.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Right, listen, I'm gonna count to three,
0:08:04 > 0:08:07and you better get out of there.
0:08:07 > 0:08:08One...
0:08:11 > 0:08:12..two...
0:08:14 > 0:08:17I mean it, Richard. I ain't putting up with this.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19You need to get out there and do something.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23Three!
0:08:23 > 0:08:24Come on.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30All right, you know what, you stay there.
0:08:30 > 0:08:31I can wait.
0:08:35 > 0:08:36HE SIGHS
0:08:36 > 0:08:38It ain't gonna get here any quicker
0:08:38 > 0:08:41with you standing there gawping out the window, is it?
0:08:44 > 0:08:46Made you a cup of tea here.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52So. What's the plan, then?
0:08:53 > 0:08:55Go round this geezer's house,
0:08:55 > 0:08:57knock on the door...
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Then what?
0:09:00 > 0:09:02What if he don't answer it?
0:09:02 > 0:09:04I'll kick it in.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07What if his missus answers it, or... or one of his kids?
0:09:07 > 0:09:09What?
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Well, you don't know anything about this geezer, do ya?
0:09:11 > 0:09:14I know what he did.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17And what if he answers the door with a sawn-off shotgun in his hand
0:09:17 > 0:09:20or just sticks it through the letterbox and blows you away?
0:09:20 > 0:09:21Eh?
0:09:21 > 0:09:25You recognised HIM - don't you think he's going to recognise you?
0:09:25 > 0:09:27And what about his pals? What do you think they're going to do?
0:09:27 > 0:09:28I'll kill 'em all if I have to.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30Come on, Ben.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33You're not a mass murderer, are ya?
0:09:33 > 0:09:35I've killed before.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37This ain't the same.
0:09:40 > 0:09:43Your last probation meeting's next month, innit?
0:09:44 > 0:09:46You think I care about that?
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Well, you should do.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50You got your whole future in front of ya.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52Future...!
0:09:52 > 0:09:54The future that I had,
0:09:54 > 0:09:57that I wanted, is lying dead in the morgue.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02What, and you think Paul would want you to do this, do ya?
0:10:02 > 0:10:04How do you know what Paul wanted?
0:10:04 > 0:10:08You...barely even knew him, you hated him.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10I never hated him.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13You hated everything he stood for from the moment you met him.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Don't try and deny it.
0:10:17 > 0:10:21You hated us being together. You're just as bad as them!
0:10:23 > 0:10:24Who?
0:10:24 > 0:10:25No-one.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Just as bad as who?
0:10:30 > 0:10:31No-one!
0:10:37 > 0:10:40It wasn't random. All right? It...
0:10:42 > 0:10:43They attacked us because...
0:10:47 > 0:10:48..because we're gay.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52That...
0:10:52 > 0:10:54that is why Paul died.
0:10:54 > 0:10:55I knew it.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59You going to tell me how he deserved it now?
0:10:59 > 0:11:00Of course I ain't.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08Why didn't you tell me this before?
0:11:08 > 0:11:09What difference would it have made?
0:11:09 > 0:11:11You told the Old Bill?
0:11:11 > 0:11:13KNOCK AT DOOR
0:11:13 > 0:11:15Wait... You stay there.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18He ain't going to give it to you, is he?
0:11:46 > 0:11:48No-one can predict the future.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Whether it's gonna be good, whether it's gonna be bad...
0:11:53 > 0:11:57I mean, when IS the right time to have a kid?
0:11:58 > 0:12:02What, when you got a nice house? You got a nice job?
0:12:02 > 0:12:06Got a few quid wrapped round ya? I mean...what is it,
0:12:06 > 0:12:09what are you waiting for? World peace, what? I mean...
0:12:09 > 0:12:13whatever it is you're waiting for, there will always be something else.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15And there WILL always be something else.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19Now, I never had any of that.
0:12:19 > 0:12:21But you got to ask yourself what I did.
0:12:22 > 0:12:26Do you love this woman enough to want to have a baby with her?
0:12:26 > 0:12:28Cos if the answer's yes...
0:12:29 > 0:12:32..it's a no-brainer.
0:12:32 > 0:12:33I mean...
0:12:33 > 0:12:35you think this is easy?
0:12:36 > 0:12:38I book meself a bit like a swan.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43On the outside, and on the surface,
0:12:43 > 0:12:45I'm calm.
0:12:45 > 0:12:48But underneath I am paddling a hundred mile an hour.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51I book you more of a...more of an ugly duckling.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53- Do you want a clump, or...? - LEE LAUGHS
0:12:53 > 0:12:56Dad, I just don't wanna get it wrong, I don't wanna mess things up.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59Look what happened to baby Ollie. I can't even look after my little brother.
0:12:59 > 0:13:02- It was an accident. - What if I ain't just dad material?
0:13:02 > 0:13:04Mate, I got two dads, and not one of 'em
0:13:04 > 0:13:07was worth a rub when I was growing up.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10Listen. You're gonna be a blinding dad, trust me.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12I'm just scared of getting it wrong.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15That...That it's all just gonna be a disaster waiting to happen.
0:13:15 > 0:13:18I mean, look at my track record.
0:13:18 > 0:13:21Look at what I've put Whitney through already.
0:13:21 > 0:13:22Credit to her she's stood by me,
0:13:22 > 0:13:25but this time it ain't just gonna be her that I let down, is it?
0:13:27 > 0:13:29HE SIGHS
0:13:29 > 0:13:30I don't know what to do.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34Trust me...
0:13:34 > 0:13:36we're all making this up as we go along.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42I've got the worst possible thing I can have on my record
0:13:42 > 0:13:44and you think I'm worried about a drugs charge?
0:13:44 > 0:13:48- Doesn't matter what it says on your record. You ain't...- Ain't what?
0:13:48 > 0:13:50Ain't what? What? A kiddie fiddler?
0:13:50 > 0:13:53Because that's what they've got me down as for the next five years.
0:13:53 > 0:13:57And it don't even stop there, does it, because once you're on that register,
0:13:57 > 0:13:59that's it, your life's finished.
0:13:59 > 0:14:00- It was a mistake.- Yeah(!)
0:14:00 > 0:14:03Everyone else don't see it like that, do they?
0:14:03 > 0:14:06You know, I can't even go to the Job Centre now without people
0:14:06 > 0:14:10staring, or whispering things behind my back.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12That's why I don't bother going any more.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14- How would THEY know? - Everyone knows.
0:14:14 > 0:14:17- You're being paranoid! - I'm being realistic.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20Look... Jay, look,
0:14:20 > 0:14:23Why don't I try and talk to Phil, eh?
0:14:23 > 0:14:26- See if we can find you something. - It's a waste of time.- You gotta try!
0:14:26 > 0:14:28I'm fed up of trying.
0:14:28 > 0:14:32I'm grateful that you've stuck by me, but believe it or not...
0:14:32 > 0:14:34I actually cared about Linzi.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37And who knows? Who knows, if this hadn't have happened,
0:14:37 > 0:14:39maybe we'd have ended up great mates.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41But it has.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43So I've lost her, and Phil hates me
0:14:43 > 0:14:44so all I've got left...
0:14:44 > 0:14:46is these.
0:14:49 > 0:14:50What are you doing?
0:14:50 > 0:14:52You think these are the answer?
0:14:52 > 0:14:54Well, let me tell you something - they ain't.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57And I am speaking from experience here - these will destroy you.
0:14:57 > 0:14:58Billy, give 'em back to me.
0:14:58 > 0:15:02I have been where you are, Jay. You think this is a life saver.
0:15:02 > 0:15:03I'm warning you, Billy.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05I had no job, right,
0:15:05 > 0:15:07I lived on a rubbish estate.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09No future.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11Had all that stuff that happened in the kids' home.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14Well, this seems like easy money, don't it?
0:15:14 > 0:15:17It's like any hole that you dig, Jay - it's easier to get into
0:15:17 > 0:15:19than it is to get out of.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21And eventually...
0:15:21 > 0:15:23..eventually you'll start using.
0:15:26 > 0:15:27Just like I did.
0:15:29 > 0:15:33- Like YOU did? - Yeah. Yeah, me.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35And I ain't ever told anyone that, not even Honey.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37So why you telling ME?
0:15:37 > 0:15:39Because I know what it does to people
0:15:39 > 0:15:41and I don't want that to happen to you.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Before I came to Walford I was all over the shop,
0:15:43 > 0:15:47I didn't know what I was doing from one day to the next.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50Scoring and selling, that's all that mattered to me,
0:15:50 > 0:15:52it was more important
0:15:52 > 0:15:54than looking after me own nephew Jamie.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Yeah, well, that's you, innit, I ain't you.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58You think so?
0:15:58 > 0:16:00Let me tell you something, Jay.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01One day you are gonna wake up
0:16:01 > 0:16:04and you're gonna hate yourself for what you're doing.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06And what it does to other people, and when that happens,
0:16:06 > 0:16:09you're going to need something to take your mind off it all.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10And that something
0:16:10 > 0:16:12will be sitting right there in your pocket.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Think about it!
0:16:19 > 0:16:20RICHARD SOBS
0:16:21 > 0:16:24- Richard...?- Go away!
0:16:28 > 0:16:30You all right, mate?
0:16:32 > 0:16:36- Look, I erm...- I want my mum.
0:16:37 > 0:16:40Listen, why don't you just come out and I'll...
0:16:40 > 0:16:42I said, go away.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48Look, I'll tell you what.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50I'm gonna go and sit on the couch.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54And when you wanna come out and talk about it I'll be there.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58Right? I promise you I won't shout any more.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06Now, you know we'll support whatever decision you make.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10Nobody said you have to do this on your own.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12We're always gonna be here to help ya.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15WATER BUBBLES
0:17:15 > 0:17:17Oh... The rice!
0:17:19 > 0:17:22Still think I can cope with a kid? I can't even cook a meal.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25Ahh, listen, don't worry about it, just chuck another lot on.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Nah, I ain't got time. Whitney's working later.
0:17:27 > 0:17:31- Well, just do something quick, whack some noodles on.- Noodles? Nah,
0:17:31 > 0:17:32give us a slice of bread, will ya?
0:17:32 > 0:17:35What you talking about, a slice of bread?
0:17:36 > 0:17:38Here's your bread...
0:17:41 > 0:17:45Something I learned in the army - takes the smoke smell away from the rice.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51I ain't saying nothing.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53All right, I CAN cook. Just about.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55No. You can sort out a problem.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57And that...is being a parent.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04- That is a strong bit of chilli! - Nice?- Ahh, do you know what?
0:18:04 > 0:18:06Oh, it's beautiful.
0:18:06 > 0:18:07DOOR OPENS
0:18:15 > 0:18:17If you go through with this,
0:18:17 > 0:18:22you know there's nothing me, Ritchie, or anyone can do to help you, don't ya?
0:18:22 > 0:18:24I mean, think about it.
0:18:24 > 0:18:25You got motive, you got form,
0:18:25 > 0:18:28it ain't gonna take the Old Bill long to put two and two together.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31I don't care about any of that.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33Just because I do stupid things, don't mean you have to.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35You ain't me.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38Yeah, and that disgusts you, don't it?
0:18:38 > 0:18:41No, it makes me wish that I'd stood up to MY old man, like...
0:18:41 > 0:18:43like you stand up to me.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50A few months ago you was...
0:18:50 > 0:18:52you was ready to take over the business.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55You made it clear that weren't gonna happen.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Well, maybe I got it wrong.
0:18:57 > 0:18:58You what?
0:18:58 > 0:19:02You're more than capable of running that business. You know it better than anyone else.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Me?
0:19:04 > 0:19:05Look at the state of me.
0:19:07 > 0:19:09I don't know if I'm gonna make it to Christmas.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Gran's gone,
0:19:11 > 0:19:13Grant's a liability...
0:19:13 > 0:19:14So?
0:19:14 > 0:19:17So who else am I gonna leave it all to? Eh?
0:19:17 > 0:19:19I need you to hold things together for me,
0:19:19 > 0:19:21to look after Sharon and Dennis,
0:19:21 > 0:19:23make sure Louise don't go off the rails.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27But you can't do that if you're... banged up,
0:19:27 > 0:19:29or six foot under, can ya?
0:19:35 > 0:19:38I don't like Richard.
0:19:38 > 0:19:39What?
0:19:39 > 0:19:41Everyone calls me Ricky.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43Oh... Course they do.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46Ricky it is. I'll call you that from now on.
0:19:52 > 0:19:57Look, I'm sorry I shouted at ya. And threw your game in the bin.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01Guess it's gonna take a while for us to get to know each other.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05So what do you like doing in Portugal?
0:20:06 > 0:20:08Do you go out on your bike?
0:20:08 > 0:20:10I haven't got a bike.
0:20:11 > 0:20:14So what do you do with your mum?
0:20:14 > 0:20:16Nothing. She's always busy.
0:20:16 > 0:20:19- JACK SIGHS - I see my friends sometimes.
0:20:19 > 0:20:21Do you miss 'em?
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Look, mate...
0:20:24 > 0:20:26Ricky...
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Beavers doesn't have to be a punishment.
0:20:29 > 0:20:32You know, I thought you'd like it - you'd make some new friends...
0:20:32 > 0:20:34What if they make fun of me?
0:20:34 > 0:20:36Well, why would they make fun of ya?
0:20:36 > 0:20:38Well, I'll make sure they don't.
0:20:38 > 0:20:43It's gonna be great. You're gonna go on camp-outs, trips...
0:20:43 > 0:20:46Get to earn all them badges. I mean, it'll be brilliant.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49If you want to go so much, why don't YOU join?
0:20:52 > 0:20:54All right, I will.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57Says here Walford Beavers are currently looking for volunteers to help out.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59- You?- Why not?
0:20:59 > 0:21:02I know my dyb dyb dybs from my dob dob dobs.
0:21:02 > 0:21:03They don't say that any more.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05Well, how do you know?
0:21:05 > 0:21:06The internet.
0:21:06 > 0:21:10Ah. Well, I guess we've all got something to learn then, ain't we?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14Right, I'm going to take these,
0:21:14 > 0:21:16and get rid of them, do us both a favour.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18I can handle this, right?
0:21:18 > 0:21:20What, you think I didn't think the same thing?
0:21:20 > 0:21:23Look, I'm not a child. Yeah? And I definitely ain't your child
0:21:23 > 0:21:26so if you wanna boss someone about, you got William and Janet for that.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Don't think you can do the same to me.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30Jay, you gotta start listening to people who care about ya.
0:21:30 > 0:21:34- You are not walking out that door with them. - What, you threatening me now?
0:21:34 > 0:21:35Don't think I won't, Bill.
0:21:35 > 0:21:38I might go and tell Honey your little secret, eh, see what she's got to say.
0:21:38 > 0:21:42Look at what it's doing to you already. JAY SIGHS
0:21:42 > 0:21:44- Jay, this isn't you! - Yeah, well, maybe it is.
0:21:44 > 0:21:47Maybe you don't know me like you thought you did.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49I don't need your help, I don't need your pity,
0:21:49 > 0:21:51and I definitely don't need your advice, right?
0:21:51 > 0:21:54You're nothing to me, Billy, so why should I listen to ya?
0:21:55 > 0:21:56Is that what you really think?
0:21:56 > 0:21:58Yeah.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01OK.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03Here ya are.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07And you're right, Jay -
0:22:07 > 0:22:09you are nothing to do with me.
0:22:09 > 0:22:13You're just a lodger who pays his rent with drug money.
0:22:13 > 0:22:14And I ain't happy with that.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17So don't you bother ever coming back to my house again.
0:22:24 > 0:22:25HE SIGHS
0:22:36 > 0:22:38Neither of us are saints, Ben.
0:22:39 > 0:22:42But we...we ain't cold-blooded killers either.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48You and me...
0:22:48 > 0:22:51we both know what it's like to be responsible for someone's death
0:22:51 > 0:22:53and what that...does to ya.
0:22:54 > 0:22:58I want...to give you the chance to start over again.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00And show everyone what you could do with the business.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04- What, now that Paul's gone? - No. No. I...
0:23:04 > 0:23:08I wanted you to take over before all this happened.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12You want to give that scum the satisfaction
0:23:12 > 0:23:15of taking all that away from you? Eh?
0:23:17 > 0:23:19We had these done together.
0:23:22 > 0:23:23Yeah, I know.
0:23:25 > 0:23:26What?
0:23:26 > 0:23:29Oh... I saw the other day, and...
0:23:30 > 0:23:31..and Paul's.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35Couldn't bring yourself to say anything?
0:23:35 > 0:23:37What do you want me to say?
0:23:39 > 0:23:42That you were happy for me?
0:23:42 > 0:23:43That ain't me, Ben.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46I'm not... I ain't good at that sort of stuff.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50I've gotta do something, Dad.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52I can't just let 'em get away with it.
0:23:53 > 0:23:56I know... I know he meant a lot to ya.
0:23:58 > 0:23:59And I ain't...
0:23:59 > 0:24:02I ain't gonna pretend I found it easy you two being together, but...
0:24:04 > 0:24:08..I know what it's like to...to love someone.
0:24:08 > 0:24:11I want him back.
0:24:11 > 0:24:14Ben, if you kill every person in London,
0:24:14 > 0:24:16that ain't gonna happen, is it?
0:24:18 > 0:24:19Then what can I do?
0:24:23 > 0:24:25Dad, tell me...what I can do.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28Because...
0:24:28 > 0:24:30deep down I know you're right.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34I ain't even got the guts to do this.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36It ain't about that.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38It's about knowing
0:24:38 > 0:24:40that you shouldn't.
0:24:40 > 0:24:43I want him back so much.
0:24:43 > 0:24:44HE SNIFFS So much...
0:24:46 > 0:24:48(Come here.)
0:24:50 > 0:24:52HE SOBS
0:25:00 > 0:25:02HE CHUCKLES APPROVINGLY
0:25:02 > 0:25:05All right, Ricky... Let's show 'em how it's done.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09You look very smart.
0:25:51 > 0:25:54- Oh...- Yes.
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Sometimes you just...
0:26:02 > 0:26:04..you just got to listen to other people.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06Maybe if I'd have done that months ago
0:26:06 > 0:26:09I wouldn't be in the state I'm in now.
0:26:13 > 0:26:16Take a look if you want.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34Brake parts. For that Mk IV.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38I just had to make you see sense, and I...
0:26:38 > 0:26:41I wanted you to see that I've learnt from my mistakes,
0:26:41 > 0:26:42and so can you, Ben.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44Because I'm not the same person I used to be.
0:26:44 > 0:26:46And neither are you.
0:26:48 > 0:26:50Is this...
0:26:51 > 0:26:53..some kind of joke to you?
0:26:53 > 0:26:55No, of course it ain't, I just...
0:26:55 > 0:26:58I just don't want to see you do something stupid, that's all.
0:26:58 > 0:27:01- You've been playing me?- No.
0:27:01 > 0:27:05So, hold on. Taking over the business - was that just a lie?
0:27:05 > 0:27:07- No.- To keep me here?- No, Ben...
0:27:07 > 0:27:10Can't believe I was stupid enough to think that you'd help me!
0:27:10 > 0:27:13Well, I AM helping you. You're just too hot-headed to see it.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15I ain't a kid!
0:27:15 > 0:27:17Don't you ever
0:27:17 > 0:27:20think you can tell me what to do again.
0:27:20 > 0:27:21I don't need your help.
0:27:21 > 0:27:24I will deal with this on my own!
0:27:24 > 0:27:26Do you hear me? On my own!
0:27:27 > 0:27:29BEN GRUNTS, DOOR SLAMS