0:00:26 > 0:00:28WHITNEY: So, what happens today, then?
0:00:28 > 0:00:32- JOHNNY:- Well, both sides will make their closing arguments,
0:00:32 > 0:00:33the judge will do the summing up
0:00:33 > 0:00:36and then send the jury out to make the decision.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38- MICK:- Yeah. That should take about five minutes, then.
0:00:38 > 0:00:41I'd better make a start on downstairs.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44Leave that. I'll do it later.
0:00:46 > 0:00:48Honestly, Whit, sit down, babe.
0:00:48 > 0:00:52She... She wants to keep busy. It's probably for the best.
0:00:52 > 0:00:56Ain't going to take long today, this thing, you know.
0:00:56 > 0:00:59Jury have got to earn their luncheon vouchers, ain't they?
0:00:59 > 0:01:02Dad, you know there's no guarantees...
0:01:02 > 0:01:05Listen, don't, don't talk like that, OK?
0:01:05 > 0:01:06Especially not around your mother.
0:01:06 > 0:01:11I just want good, positive vibes, OK?
0:01:18 > 0:01:20'Please be seated.
0:01:24 > 0:01:28'Ladies and gentlemen of the jury,
0:01:28 > 0:01:30'this is not an easy case to decide.'
0:01:33 > 0:01:35Shirl, come back!
0:01:35 > 0:01:38'Some of the testimony you've heard has been highly emotive,
0:01:38 > 0:01:41'but you must ignore emotions.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44'You must decide,
0:01:44 > 0:01:49'based on the evidence you've heard, what the facts of this case are...
0:01:50 > 0:01:53'..which evidence you accept or reject.
0:01:55 > 0:01:58'This alone must be the basis for your verdict.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03'So, what are the facts?
0:02:05 > 0:02:09'What is not in dispute is that sexual activity took place.
0:02:09 > 0:02:12'Neither side has sought to deny that.
0:02:12 > 0:02:16'What is in question is the issue of consent.
0:02:17 > 0:02:22'Did the defendant really believe consent had been given?
0:02:22 > 0:02:24'Was he justified in doing so?
0:02:27 > 0:02:31'It may be felt by some of you that rape or attempted rape
0:02:31 > 0:02:35'cannot exist in the context of a relationship,
0:02:35 > 0:02:37'but this is neither the law
0:02:37 > 0:02:42'nor sufficient basis for a not-guilty verdict.
0:02:46 > 0:02:50'You have heard that the defendant is of previously good character.
0:02:51 > 0:02:55'Good character is not a defence
0:02:55 > 0:02:58'but it is relevant to his credibility.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04'You have also seen photographs of bruising
0:03:04 > 0:03:07'sustained by the alleged injured party,
0:03:07 > 0:03:09'the prosecution would have it,
0:03:09 > 0:03:12'as part of a brutal attack at the hands of Mr Wicks.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17'The defence counter that these injuries
0:03:17 > 0:03:21'were sustained during rough but consensual foreplay.'
0:03:23 > 0:03:24You got a problem?!
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Oi! I said have you got a problem?
0:03:28 > 0:03:29- Hey! - WOMEN LAUGH
0:03:29 > 0:03:31Walk away, walk away, walk away.
0:03:34 > 0:03:39'You have heard from the prosecution that Mr Wicks' own mother
0:03:39 > 0:03:42'heard the alleged injured party shout, "No,"
0:03:42 > 0:03:46'only moments before walking in and finding him on top of her.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52'However, the defence have suggested that this testimony is unsafe,
0:03:52 > 0:03:58'the product of a troubled and unhealthy mother-son relationship.'
0:03:58 > 0:04:02Oh, Shirley... Come on, come with me. Come on.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11'Finally, I must emphasise
0:04:11 > 0:04:16'that the burden of proof is upon the prosecution.
0:04:17 > 0:04:20'It is for them to establish in your mind
0:04:20 > 0:04:22'that, beyond reasonable doubt,
0:04:22 > 0:04:24'the defendant is guilty of this offence.'
0:04:29 > 0:04:30'All rise.'
0:04:41 > 0:04:44Have you... Have you heard something? I know Buster's in court.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47I don't think she should be on her own, that's all.
0:04:47 > 0:04:48I told you, I'm all right.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53PHONE VIBRATES
0:04:58 > 0:04:59Hello.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04OK, thank you.
0:05:08 > 0:05:09Come on.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11Johnny, love, will you do me a favour?
0:05:11 > 0:05:13Take Ollie to the park. He don't want to be cooped up.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15Good boy.
0:05:16 > 0:05:20Linda, the police have rung.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22The jury's gone out.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50Um, I'd better get back to the stall.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53I think Donna would rather if you didn't.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56- If you want to come to mine... - No, stay.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59Sorry. I mean, of course, if you'd rather...
0:06:00 > 0:06:03I just thought...
0:06:03 > 0:06:05Well, I don't know what I thought really, but...
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Does anybody want a cup of tea?
0:06:11 > 0:06:13Shirl,
0:06:13 > 0:06:14pass us that, will you?
0:06:16 > 0:06:18I'll get you a glass.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25You not having one?
0:06:25 > 0:06:29I want to be stone-cold sober when that verdict comes in.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31Well, you've got more faith in the system than I have.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35After what they did to me at court!
0:06:35 > 0:06:37Yeah, but that could easily count against him,
0:06:37 > 0:06:39bullying a victim.
0:06:40 > 0:06:44Anyway, he was practically caught red-handed! What does it say,
0:06:44 > 0:06:47your own mother testifying against you in court?
0:06:47 > 0:06:48That don't mean he's going down.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51- We all know it could go either way. - Well I think...- Please, Ronnie!
0:06:51 > 0:06:53I've had a bellyful of that from the kids.
0:06:53 > 0:06:56If we can't be honest with each other, then...
0:07:04 > 0:07:05I've had it up to here.
0:07:05 > 0:07:08No, don't. Don't make excuses for her.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10You saw how she shut me out yesterday.
0:07:12 > 0:07:16Do you know, I'm going to write to the Pope, get you sainted.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20So, she didn't try to explain?
0:07:22 > 0:07:25You deal with things differently, that's all.
0:07:25 > 0:07:29I bend over backwards and she totally ignores what I need.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32You'd think, all this business with Dean, you know,
0:07:32 > 0:07:34it would bring us closer together.
0:07:36 > 0:07:38So, what is it you need?
0:07:50 > 0:07:53It must have been awful, being in the same room.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57Well, they... They put a screen up, so...
0:07:59 > 0:08:02I mean, to be honest, it was more like I was on trial anyway.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05I mean, what difference, right, does it make
0:08:05 > 0:08:08if I've slept with, what, a million men?
0:08:08 > 0:08:10No means no, doesn't it?
0:08:12 > 0:08:15You know what, it's not even like it's my word against his,
0:08:15 > 0:08:17but yet I still have to prove it.
0:08:17 > 0:08:18How is that even justice?!
0:08:23 > 0:08:25It's just like any other crime.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30- I mean, some women do lie. - No, hardly ever.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33What, so that gives him the right, does it?
0:08:33 > 0:08:35That gives him the right to humiliate me AGAIN?!
0:08:35 > 0:08:36I'm not saying that!
0:08:36 > 0:08:39I mean, why didn't they talk about his past?
0:08:39 > 0:08:42How is it OK to practically call me a slag
0:08:42 > 0:08:45and not even discuss what he did to Linda?
0:08:45 > 0:08:48I'm not saying that it's right and I'm not saying that it's fair.
0:08:49 > 0:08:53- He almost destroyed me. - Yeah, but he didn't.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54And he won't.
0:08:57 > 0:08:58I'm sorry.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01I know you say it isn't, but this is my fault.
0:09:01 > 0:09:02No, come on, Linda.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03No.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06You tried to warn me, didn't you?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08And if I'd not been so pig-headed...
0:09:08 > 0:09:11If I'd gone to the police straightaway, if he'd...
0:09:11 > 0:09:12No! No.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15No, what happened to you was totally different, OK?
0:09:18 > 0:09:21When I realised...
0:09:21 > 0:09:23what he was doing...
0:09:24 > 0:09:26You know, I knew him,
0:09:26 > 0:09:27I had slept with him
0:09:27 > 0:09:30and I was still terrified.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32But you fought back, you tried.
0:09:32 > 0:09:33For all the good it did me!
0:09:36 > 0:09:37Thank God you walked in.
0:09:40 > 0:09:43Cos I wouldn't have got away. I wouldn't.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47He had all his...
0:09:47 > 0:09:48all his weight on top of me,
0:09:48 > 0:09:51pressing down and his breath in my face...
0:09:51 > 0:09:52Stop, stop!
0:09:55 > 0:09:58Look, the truth is, no-one knows how they're going to react
0:09:58 > 0:10:00until it's happened to them,
0:10:00 > 0:10:04because, at first, you're in shock and then afterwards...
0:10:06 > 0:10:08Well, you can't even admit what's happened to yourself,
0:10:08 > 0:10:10let alone to anyone else.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12But you came forward and that's what's important.
0:10:19 > 0:10:22I think she blames me, you know.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Bad genes. I'm no angel, am I?
0:10:24 > 0:10:26Spent half my life doing bird.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31- I'm sure if Shirley blames anyone... - Nah.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33She's probably right.
0:10:33 > 0:10:37To think that I was part of creating that...
0:10:37 > 0:10:38that monster.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42I want to hate him. A big part of me does.
0:10:42 > 0:10:46Straight up, all that guff about blood...
0:10:46 > 0:10:50I didn't know he existed till two years ago.
0:10:50 > 0:10:51I should have stayed away.
0:10:51 > 0:10:55Oh, what, and miss out on Mick? And your grandkids?
0:10:55 > 0:10:58You and Shirl, you were happy once.
0:10:58 > 0:10:59Past tense.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06When I think about what he did...
0:11:06 > 0:11:07I don't understand it.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11I don't want to understand it!
0:11:11 > 0:11:14He's a deluded, spoilt little boy.
0:11:14 > 0:11:17He wants something, he takes it.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19And that's an excuse, is it?
0:11:19 > 0:11:20No.
0:11:21 > 0:11:25No, but...he's not the bogeyman
0:11:25 > 0:11:27and you can't think of him like that.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33You're his mum! Course you feel guilty!
0:11:33 > 0:11:37Because it's down to me! I heard that from the horse's mouth.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40Oh, well, then it must be true, mustn't it(?)
0:11:40 > 0:11:42I mean, if Dean says so... OK, fine, you were a crappy mother.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44That's got nothing to do with it.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Shirl, look, I let a rapist live with my daughter.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49No.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52No, it's not coincidence that as soon as I left, then he...
0:11:53 > 0:11:56He raped me, Shirl. You can say it.
0:11:56 > 0:11:59And, yeah, he was upset, but....
0:11:59 > 0:12:00I abandoned him!
0:12:00 > 0:12:04He had his dad! He wasn't beaten or abused, was he?
0:12:04 > 0:12:07Mick had a far worse time of it, so if that's his only excuse...
0:12:07 > 0:12:10Why do you think that he hates women so much?!
0:12:10 > 0:12:13How do you think he got like that?!
0:12:13 > 0:12:16It's bad enough that I kept leaving him when he was a baby,
0:12:16 > 0:12:19but then I kept on and on doing it.
0:12:19 > 0:12:21I should have stayed away. Kevin wanted me to,
0:12:21 > 0:12:24- but, oh, no, I... - Listen, listen, listen, all right?
0:12:24 > 0:12:27I hate to break it to you, but you're not that important to him.
0:12:27 > 0:12:31All right? He knows you feel guilty and he plays on it.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33That's exactly what he does.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Was it your fault for trusting him?
0:12:35 > 0:12:36Was it your fault for liking him?
0:12:36 > 0:12:39Was it my fault for letting him, for being his daughter?
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Ron! You were 13, all right? Don't be ridiculous!
0:12:41 > 0:12:44No, he was a fully grown man, all right?
0:12:44 > 0:12:45And, like Dean, he knew it was wrong,
0:12:45 > 0:12:47he knew it was rape, it was his fault,
0:12:47 > 0:12:51HIS fault and no-one else's, so don't you dare make excuses!
0:13:00 > 0:13:02I reckon they should castrate him, be done with.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06What would you do? Those girls.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09They're never going to get over it.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12I'm not saying it's going to be easy, but...
0:13:12 > 0:13:13they're strong.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16Given time and the right support...
0:13:16 > 0:13:18Yeah, yeah, yeah.
0:13:18 > 0:13:22And then the fairies come along and they wave their magic wands
0:13:22 > 0:13:25and everyone lives happily ever after.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28With all due respect, Kathy,
0:13:28 > 0:13:30you don't know what you're talking about.
0:13:32 > 0:13:33Yes, I do.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37I know only too well.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42I was 14 the first time.
0:13:43 > 0:13:47Stupid. No, not stupid, naive.
0:13:49 > 0:13:52I didn't have that excuse the second time around.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55And not that that was my fault either.
0:13:55 > 0:13:59It took me a long time to realise, but...
0:14:00 > 0:14:03He was like Dean in a lot of ways, you know.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05He was handsome, charming.
0:14:07 > 0:14:09My husband never liked him.
0:14:09 > 0:14:12No, he thought I was getting ideas above my station.
0:14:12 > 0:14:16I mean, James was interesting, cultured.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18Sounds like you liked him.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22Yeah, I did.
0:14:22 > 0:14:23Before.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27He was kind and gentle.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29I know. It's weird.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34But that's what they do.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36They reel you in.
0:14:36 > 0:14:40Get you trusting them and that's why you end up blaming yourself.
0:14:41 > 0:14:44If only they had "monster" stamped on their forehead.
0:14:44 > 0:14:48But, Buster, look, I am living proof!
0:14:48 > 0:14:51Life is good. I'm happy.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53I mean, it's taken a while, yes, but...
0:14:56 > 0:14:59Look, Linda and Roxy, they're strong women.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01Look how far they've come so far. I mean...
0:15:04 > 0:15:07They'll be OK.
0:15:07 > 0:15:08And so will you and Shirl.
0:15:10 > 0:15:11I know it's hard.
0:15:15 > 0:15:19What I'd have given to have a man like you back then.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23Someone who actually wanted to understand.
0:15:25 > 0:15:26Shirley's lucky to have you.
0:15:30 > 0:15:35She'll want to talk sooner or later and when she does...
0:15:35 > 0:15:37she'll realise.
0:15:44 > 0:15:47I know what it's like, that fear that no-one will believe you.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49I really thought it was my fault because he told me that it was.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52Do you see what I'm saying? You can't...
0:15:52 > 0:15:55You CAN'T blame yourself.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58I can't imagine... Your own dad...
0:15:58 > 0:16:00Rape's rape, isn't it?
0:16:00 > 0:16:02Keeping it to yourself for all that time...
0:16:02 > 0:16:07That's what women do! All right? We blame ourselves!
0:16:07 > 0:16:11But if we say it's down to us, if we take that on our shoulders,
0:16:11 > 0:16:13then we're letting them off the hook.
0:16:21 > 0:16:24I should be in court for when the verdict comes back.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26Do you want me to go with you?
0:16:26 > 0:16:27No, no, no.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29But thanks for offering.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31What are friends for?
0:16:31 > 0:16:32Yeah.
0:16:32 > 0:16:36Kathy, I just wish...
0:16:36 > 0:16:38I was about back then, that's all.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43You'll let me know what happens, yeah?
0:16:55 > 0:16:58You think you're alone, but if it's happened to all of us...
0:16:58 > 0:17:01I wonder how many more women are out there?
0:17:01 > 0:17:04- Not all men are rapists.- No.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08Mick's been my rock.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12I was terrified of telling him.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15You know what he's like, he had me on a pedestal.
0:17:17 > 0:17:20I know we've had our ups and downs, but...
0:17:20 > 0:17:25I mean, looking back, it was like a fairy tale,
0:17:25 > 0:17:27right up until that night.
0:17:28 > 0:17:29You got through it.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34It'll never be the same.
0:17:34 > 0:17:35It can't.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38I'm not...
0:17:38 > 0:17:41I'm not saying that I think about it 24/7 any more.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44But it's always there...
0:17:45 > 0:17:47..colouring things.
0:17:48 > 0:17:49You know what I mean.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Are you glad you told him, though?
0:17:56 > 0:17:57It has made us stronger.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, but...
0:18:02 > 0:18:06I know now, that nothing... nothing can ever break us.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12It makes you appreciate who you've got in your corner.
0:18:16 > 0:18:20Archie made me...feel powerless.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24I couldn't have stopped him, I know that now.
0:18:24 > 0:18:29But maybe if I'd said something, maybe if I'd spoken out,
0:18:29 > 0:18:31things would have been different.
0:18:33 > 0:18:34Well, I'm glad.
0:18:36 > 0:18:40I am glad I've let him know I'm not going to just curl up.
0:18:40 > 0:18:44Even if half the people in the court room didn't believe you?
0:18:44 > 0:18:46I'm proud of you.
0:18:46 > 0:18:47And you.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50I know it can't have been easy.
0:18:51 > 0:18:54Whatever else, he's still your boy.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17Pint, please.
0:19:31 > 0:19:32I need the loo.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40'Will the forewoman of the jury please stand?
0:19:42 > 0:19:45'With regard to the charge of attempted rape,
0:19:45 > 0:19:48'have members of the jury reached a verdict
0:19:48 > 0:19:49'upon which you are all agreed?
0:19:49 > 0:19:50'Yes.
0:19:50 > 0:19:55'Do you find the defendant guilty or not guilty of attempted rape?'
0:19:58 > 0:20:01PHONE VIBRATES
0:20:12 > 0:20:13- Do you want me to...?- No!
0:20:15 > 0:20:16- QUIETLY:- No.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20Don't!
0:20:20 > 0:20:21What if he's got off?
0:20:22 > 0:20:24I mean, look at us, sitting here,
0:20:24 > 0:20:26pinning all our hopes on 12 complete strangers.
0:20:26 > 0:20:30They don't know what happened. She's right. All through this,
0:20:30 > 0:20:34other people have had the power - him, the police...
0:20:34 > 0:20:37We did the only thing we could. We spoke out.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40No verdict, guilty or not guilty, is going to change that, is it?
0:20:40 > 0:20:42PHONE CONTINUES TO VIBRATE
0:20:44 > 0:20:47PHONE STOPS VIBRATING
0:21:18 > 0:21:20Oh, Mick.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Hold it together, son.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33- Come on, boy! Come on, come on. - Linda's going to need you!
0:21:33 > 0:21:36Come on. Come on, boy.
0:21:36 > 0:21:37I'm sorry.
0:21:49 > 0:21:50To us.
0:21:50 > 0:21:53To being bold and brave.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00Dad, Dad.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03What's it going to do to her?
0:22:03 > 0:22:05What's it going to do to all of them?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11You need to stay strong.
0:22:19 > 0:22:20I'm sorry, love.
0:22:22 > 0:22:23Oh, no.
0:22:23 > 0:22:27The head juror weren't too happy, not that that's any consolation.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31Listen, you don't... you don't have to worry
0:22:31 > 0:22:33because he's never going to show his boat around here again.
0:22:33 > 0:22:36I mean, I'd like to bury the geezer myself,
0:22:36 > 0:22:38but Buster's sorted it out, so...
0:22:40 > 0:22:42I paid him off.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44Told him exactly what would happen if he ever came back.
0:22:46 > 0:22:48- You paid him?- Yeah.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51With our money, you paid him off? How much?!
0:22:51 > 0:22:54Enough to get him abroad, you know, as far away as possible....
0:22:54 > 0:22:57You know the little bit we had put by for emergencies -
0:22:57 > 0:22:59I just thought that this was an emergency.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01You idiot!
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Do you think that's going to make them feel better?
0:23:03 > 0:23:05Knowing that he's sunning himself?
0:23:05 > 0:23:07Wait a minute, what was I meant to do?
0:23:07 > 0:23:09- I didn't know he would get off! - Then you should have thought!
0:23:09 > 0:23:13You should have used that excuse of a brain of yours!
0:23:13 > 0:23:15It's not a punishment, you moron!
0:23:23 > 0:23:25- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.- No.
0:23:25 > 0:23:28No, you...you did the right thing.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36I'm all right. Really.
0:23:57 > 0:23:59He shouldn't have done that!
0:23:59 > 0:24:02He should have asked! He should have come to me first!
0:24:05 > 0:24:07We both know it's not about Buster.
0:24:31 > 0:24:33They didn't believe me.
0:24:33 > 0:24:34Come here.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41Everything's going to be all right, I promise.
0:24:42 > 0:24:43Come on.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56Of course you love him. You're his mum.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00I don't want to.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03I've tried not to, God knows.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08But the thought of never...
0:25:08 > 0:25:09seeing him again...
0:25:13 > 0:25:15I wasn't around enough, I know that
0:25:15 > 0:25:16and that's my fault, but...
0:25:19 > 0:25:20He was such a good baby.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24He hardly ever cried.
0:25:29 > 0:25:30You don't need to hear this.
0:25:30 > 0:25:31It's fine.
0:25:34 > 0:25:35I know you hate him.
0:25:38 > 0:25:39I don't want to.
0:25:40 > 0:25:41I'm trying not to.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46See? Who said we had nothing in common?
0:25:49 > 0:25:50I pity him, Shirl.
0:25:52 > 0:25:55You know this isn't how I wanted things to turn out.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57A few years inside...
0:25:58 > 0:26:00It wouldn't have made up for what he'd done,
0:26:00 > 0:26:02but it would have been something.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06The truth is, it don't matter where he is.
0:26:06 > 0:26:07I don't care if he's on a beach,
0:26:07 > 0:26:10in the sun somewhere, with a wedge of cash,
0:26:10 > 0:26:11he's got nothing.
0:26:12 > 0:26:14What's more important than love?
0:26:15 > 0:26:16Family?
0:26:17 > 0:26:19We're surrounded, Shirl.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23And he's lost any chance of that.
0:26:26 > 0:26:30And I know that means you've lost him too and I know that hurts.
0:26:32 > 0:26:36But you've got another son, right here on your doorstep,
0:26:36 > 0:26:38who thinks the absolute world of you.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42Tina, the kids.
0:26:42 > 0:26:43Me.
0:26:45 > 0:26:47And Babe, for all her sins!
0:26:49 > 0:26:52And a man who'd give you the moon if you'd only let him.
0:26:54 > 0:26:58You've got to concentrate on what you've got, Shirl.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Here. Now.
0:27:13 > 0:27:14KNOCK AT DOOR
0:27:20 > 0:27:24What happened? Is it...?
0:27:32 > 0:27:34Oh...!
0:27:46 > 0:27:47Has Buster gone?
0:27:48 > 0:27:50Yeah.
0:27:51 > 0:27:53How's Mum?
0:27:54 > 0:27:55They'll sort it out.
0:27:59 > 0:28:01So...
0:28:01 > 0:28:03That's it.
0:28:05 > 0:28:06I'm so sorry, baby.
0:28:08 > 0:28:09I don't understand.
0:28:10 > 0:28:12How can they just let him walk away?
0:28:12 > 0:28:14I know what he is. And you know.
0:28:16 > 0:28:18I wish the rest of the world did, too, but...
0:28:20 > 0:28:23The only thing that kills me is that he could do it again.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25And why wouldn't he? He's got away with it.
0:28:25 > 0:28:27You can't think like that.
0:28:27 > 0:28:29He tried to break me.
0:28:31 > 0:28:33He came close.
0:28:35 > 0:28:37You know I couldn't find my voice that night.
0:28:39 > 0:28:41I couldn't fight back,
0:28:41 > 0:28:45but I have been fighting ever since. And I'm winning.
0:28:46 > 0:28:48I know it wasn't my fault.
0:28:49 > 0:28:51I've done nothing to be ashamed of.
0:28:56 > 0:28:57Well, I'm in awe of you.
0:28:59 > 0:29:00I'm a survivor, Mick.