0:00:26 > 0:00:29Anything you've got to say to me, you can say it here.
0:00:29 > 0:00:33It's just a pint, and we can give Jane a bit of peace and quiet.
0:00:33 > 0:00:35I've got to start packing, so...
0:00:35 > 0:00:38Mark, you've got plenty of time. Go on, go to the pub.
0:00:42 > 0:00:43OK.
0:00:43 > 0:00:47But if you start on me like you did Courtney, I'm not going to have it.
0:00:48 > 0:00:50So, Dot, I've got the car outside,
0:00:50 > 0:00:53and I would really love for you to be at my wedding.
0:00:53 > 0:00:54I can't.
0:00:56 > 0:00:57It ain't right.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59Dot. Why would you say that?
0:00:59 > 0:01:03Dot, we've got equality now. Same-sex marriage is legal.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05I don't care if it's legal.
0:01:05 > 0:01:08A marriage should be between a man and a woman.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10I wish you and your...
0:01:10 > 0:01:12What's his name? Eddie.
0:01:12 > 0:01:16Eddie, yes, all the very best, but I can't be part of it.
0:01:16 > 0:01:20Now, I must get this dress out the way.
0:01:20 > 0:01:24Have you got time to hang around, just for a little while?
0:01:32 > 0:01:33You OK?
0:01:33 > 0:01:36Do you think I should have gone to the funeral?
0:01:37 > 0:01:39No, you couldn't face it.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41Ben will understand.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57HE COUGHS
0:01:57 > 0:01:58Sorry.
0:01:58 > 0:02:01Are you here for the wake? They're not back yet.
0:02:02 > 0:02:03Friend of yours?
0:02:03 > 0:02:05Sort of.
0:02:05 > 0:02:09I'm sorry. He looks very young.
0:02:09 > 0:02:10He was 20.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13Beaten to death for holding his boyfriend's hand.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17Sorry, I...
0:02:17 > 0:02:18It just gets to me.
0:02:18 > 0:02:19I know.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23I lived here. Years ago.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25It was a different world.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29But I was lucky. I had someone.
0:02:31 > 0:02:35Younger than me, mad as a bat, but we had one another.
0:02:37 > 0:02:40And we lived through the AIDS crisis,
0:02:40 > 0:02:42and the hatred, and everything else.
0:02:43 > 0:02:48Of course the world is changing. Changing still.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52But there are some people who want to hold it back.
0:02:53 > 0:02:57People who want to hate you because they think you're different.
0:03:04 > 0:03:05So...
0:03:06 > 0:03:07What's this about?
0:03:08 > 0:03:11Did your mum ever talk about me?
0:03:12 > 0:03:14No. Why would she?
0:03:15 > 0:03:20I told you that your mum and me, we didn't like each other.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22Truth be told, she hated me,
0:03:22 > 0:03:25and, well, and the feeling was mutual.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30I'm only saying this because it's probably best
0:03:30 > 0:03:33that you don't mention the warehouse to her.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36I wasn't planning on telling her.
0:03:38 > 0:03:39Is that it?
0:03:41 > 0:03:43I'm sorry to keep going on about your mum.
0:03:43 > 0:03:47She's probably changed a lot over the years. I know I have.
0:03:49 > 0:03:53Your mum and your dad, are they happy?
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Yeah, I suppose.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59I mean, they're pretty different.
0:03:59 > 0:04:04Dad's very calm and Mum's always flaring up.
0:04:04 > 0:04:07And which one do you take after?
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Mum, I guess.
0:04:11 > 0:04:14Dad says I'm too hot-headed for my own good.
0:04:14 > 0:04:16You lash out and then repent later?
0:04:16 > 0:04:18He's always telling me to calm down.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23The thing is...
0:04:23 > 0:04:26He's a really great guy. I wouldn't want any other dad.
0:04:29 > 0:04:30Yeah.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33Well, you should listen to him.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35Being hot-headed...
0:04:36 > 0:04:39..only gets you into trouble, trust me.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47Sonia, I've made my decision.
0:04:47 > 0:04:52You're coming across as homophobic. You do realise that, don't you?
0:04:52 > 0:04:55Sonia, what do you believe in?
0:04:55 > 0:04:57What do you mean?
0:04:57 > 0:05:00Well, what do you stand for?
0:05:00 > 0:05:02I stand for family...
0:05:04 > 0:05:05For doing the right thing...
0:05:05 > 0:05:10You was brought up to know what was right and wrong, was you?
0:05:10 > 0:05:15Well, the Church says that marriage is between a man and a woman
0:05:15 > 0:05:17for the procreation of children,
0:05:17 > 0:05:20for better for worse, till death do us part.
0:05:20 > 0:05:24So you're telling me, if I got married to Tina, you wouldn't come?
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Yes.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28I couldn't.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38Hi, Linda.
0:05:38 > 0:05:39Hey. How was it?
0:05:39 > 0:05:41It was awful. Ben was in bits.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46How long have they been here?
0:05:46 > 0:05:47A while.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51I'd best be off.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Takes me ages to pack.
0:05:54 > 0:05:55Yeah.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59Safe flight.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07What have you said to him?
0:06:07 > 0:06:10You didn't tell him, did you?
0:06:10 > 0:06:13Grant, he's got a good life with good people.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15Don't wreck it.
0:06:15 > 0:06:16You don't think for one second, do you,
0:06:16 > 0:06:19that having me as his dad could be good for him?
0:06:19 > 0:06:23What is it with you and not wanting me to have any kids?
0:06:24 > 0:06:26Do you ever think about our one?
0:06:26 > 0:06:29The one you got rid of? Does that ever cross your mind?
0:06:29 > 0:06:33Well, it shows the lengths I'll go to protect a child from you.
0:06:34 > 0:06:38Well no, I didn't tell him.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40Why not?
0:06:41 > 0:06:45Because you were right and Jane was wrong.
0:06:47 > 0:06:49I would be no good for him.
0:06:49 > 0:06:50Jane?
0:06:50 > 0:06:53Yeah. Not everyone thinks I'm a villain.
0:06:57 > 0:06:58Cheers.
0:07:01 > 0:07:02You done good.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04I went to pieces.
0:07:04 > 0:07:08It took guts, standing up there, by his coffin.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12I'm proud of you.
0:07:12 > 0:07:15It helped, you know, having you there.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19Sit down.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25We're only going to have this conversation once, all right?
0:07:25 > 0:07:26What?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30We've got to face facts.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32I ain't going to be around for much longer.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Dad... There's no point us kidding ourselves
0:07:34 > 0:07:37I'm going to get a new liver or anything. Not now.
0:07:37 > 0:07:40Please, all right? I can't take any more today.
0:07:43 > 0:07:44All right?
0:07:44 > 0:07:46You're back!
0:07:46 > 0:07:48Yeah, got back about an hour ago.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50I wanted to get to the funeral but the police made me stay,
0:07:50 > 0:07:51give a statement.
0:07:51 > 0:07:54It's all right. Important thing is you're here now.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57I kept telling them I had to get to the crem.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59I didn't want you going through it alone.
0:08:00 > 0:08:01He weren't alone.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05I'm going to get some air.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14I've only come back here to get my stuff.
0:08:14 > 0:08:15What?
0:08:16 > 0:08:18I hate to do this to you today, mate,
0:08:18 > 0:08:21but I can't hack it round here any more. I'm leaving.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27I'm not asking you to agree to my marriage,
0:08:27 > 0:08:30but it would really mean a lot to me if you were there.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33Why? Why is it so important to you?
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Because you were the first person who really accepted me.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38All of my mates were gay.
0:08:38 > 0:08:42You got to know me and you saw beyond the gay stuff.
0:08:44 > 0:08:48We lived through it, Dot. Don't you remember?
0:08:49 > 0:08:50When you went doolally
0:08:50 > 0:08:53because you found out me and Barry were sharing a bed.
0:08:53 > 0:08:57And I came over to your flat and had a hanky over my nose
0:08:57 > 0:08:59in case I caught anything.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01And I had to chase you around the Square,
0:09:01 > 0:09:04trying to give you an AIDS leaflet.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07I went into the cafe after that and I told them,
0:09:07 > 0:09:10you can't catch AIDS off a cup.
0:09:11 > 0:09:15And after all that, Dot, despite wrestling with your religion,
0:09:15 > 0:09:17you became my friend.
0:09:17 > 0:09:22But, you see, my faith - it's what makes me who I am.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24I know.
0:09:24 > 0:09:28When I told my mum I was gay, she and my dad disowned me.
0:09:29 > 0:09:32You cared about me when my own mum refused to.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35I never knew - you didn't tell me.
0:09:35 > 0:09:36You stood by me.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39There are some things we must never forget.
0:09:39 > 0:09:42Yes, Col. But a wedding...
0:09:42 > 0:09:44I went over to the Vic.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47They're mourning a young man over there,
0:09:47 > 0:09:50who was beaten to death because he was gay.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52I hope you're not saying that I'm like them awful creatures
0:09:52 > 0:09:54what did that to young Paul.
0:09:54 > 0:09:57No, no, of course not. It's completely different.
0:09:57 > 0:10:01But what I would say is that you could make a difference,
0:10:01 > 0:10:03in your own way, if you came.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07Well, I've got to go.
0:10:08 > 0:10:12I've got a wedding to go to, even if you're not going to be there.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17If I don't see you later, Dot...
0:10:19 > 0:10:20..thank you.
0:10:20 > 0:10:21What for?
0:10:22 > 0:10:24For being you.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27But you're my friend.
0:10:43 > 0:10:45I just went round to the house.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48Ben said you'd popped out for some fresh air.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50Well, you won't find any in here.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53So, you come to tell me you're staying?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55In your dreams.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57But you've told him, though, yeah?
0:10:57 > 0:10:58No.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01I was going to, but there's no point.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04You should hear him banging on about his dad in America.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07I can't take that away from him.
0:11:07 > 0:11:08Going soft in your old age?
0:11:08 > 0:11:11Says the geezer who's just been to his gay son's boyfriend's funeral!
0:11:11 > 0:11:15Wasn't anything I said prompted you showing up there, was there?
0:11:17 > 0:11:19What are you going to do?
0:11:20 > 0:11:22There's nothing for me around here,
0:11:22 > 0:11:25especially seeing as you're giving up on yourself.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28Sharon just had a right old go at me.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30It's just as well you're dying.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33If you weren't, she'd only end up nagging you into an early grave.
0:11:33 > 0:11:37Yeah, well, she's put up with a lot, ain't she,
0:11:37 > 0:11:40from both of us?
0:11:40 > 0:11:42She ain't done too badly out of it.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46This place ain't me any more.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48Maybe it never was.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50Sharon, Tiffany...
0:11:52 > 0:11:56No. It was only ever you and Mum that kept me here.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58So, what are you going to do?
0:11:58 > 0:12:00Are you going to turn your back on Courtney again?
0:12:00 > 0:12:02Just walk away from her and Mark.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04Courtney will be fine. She's got university.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07Grant, it was you that made me get in this suit.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09You made me realise my son needed me.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12Why can't you see that your kids need you too?
0:12:12 > 0:12:14Because I'm a useless dad!
0:12:14 > 0:12:15So what?
0:12:15 > 0:12:17That's all part of it, ain't it?
0:12:17 > 0:12:21And so is seeing your kids grow into something that's better than you.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23Since when did you become the wise man of Walford?
0:12:23 > 0:12:27I just don't want to see you missing out, that's all.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30I could say the same to you, couldn't I?
0:12:30 > 0:12:32I mean, you've got everything to live for.
0:12:32 > 0:12:36A wife that loves you, a family, a home,
0:12:36 > 0:12:37this place...
0:12:37 > 0:12:40I mean, what have I got? I've got nothing, it's all gone.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43Leave off. You've got plenty stashed away.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46Yeah, you keep thinking that.
0:12:46 > 0:12:47I'm broke.
0:12:47 > 0:12:51Which is all the more reason for me getting out of here
0:12:51 > 0:12:53and building myself up again.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Well, you'll do it.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59Yeah, I will.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01And you know why?
0:13:02 > 0:13:04Cos I'm a fighter.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06Just like you,
0:13:06 > 0:13:08just like our old mum.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Now you look at me.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16You fight this, you hear me?
0:13:28 > 0:13:30That's all I've got.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34Go on, take it.
0:13:41 > 0:13:45They weren't all bad memories, were they?
0:13:47 > 0:13:50No. No, they weren't.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13Please, Jay... Take care of yourself, all right?
0:14:15 > 0:14:18Listen, wherever we are, we'll always be brothers.
0:14:32 > 0:14:33Please stay.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37So you just came back to see Ben, is that it?
0:14:37 > 0:14:41I don't fit in here. I never really have.
0:14:50 > 0:14:51I'm getting you a brandy,
0:14:51 > 0:14:54and don't go saying you don't like it, you need one.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56I know I do!
0:14:58 > 0:15:02At least they knew their son Lawrie was dying.
0:15:02 > 0:15:03They were prepared for it.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05But this...
0:15:05 > 0:15:07Why do bad things always happen to good people?
0:15:07 > 0:15:10I mean, holding hands, it's the most innocent thing in the world.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13It should not be something that you get killed for.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16She's not said a word since leaving the crem,
0:15:16 > 0:15:18and that was only to thank the vicar.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20She's dealing with it in her own way.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22You should talk to her.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24I should mingle, thank people for coming.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29You should never have got involved.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31He's his father!
0:15:31 > 0:15:34If Michelle wanted him to know, she would have told him herself.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Mark should be able to make his own mind up.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38He doesn't know anything about Grant!
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Is he that evil, Sharon? Really?
0:15:40 > 0:15:44I've seen Grant at his best, and I've seen him at his worse.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46I really believe Mark is better off never knowing.
0:15:48 > 0:15:49All right?
0:15:49 > 0:15:51Hi. All right, love?
0:15:51 > 0:15:54I lost my headphones, so I bought some in the market.
0:15:54 > 0:15:57So, what did Grant want to talk to you about?
0:15:57 > 0:15:59From what I could gather, he just wanted to diss my mum.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02They must have had a great relationship.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05Well, it's all water under the bridge now.
0:16:05 > 0:16:08Well, you've said your goodbyes. Need to set off for the airport.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10Roads are murder at this time of day.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Yeah. Well, I'll get my stuff.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23TRAIN RUMBLES
0:16:30 > 0:16:32Jay's gone.
0:16:33 > 0:16:34So's Grant.
0:16:43 > 0:16:44Let's go.
0:16:49 > 0:16:50Excuse me?
0:16:50 > 0:16:53Excuse me, can we have a bit of hush, please?
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Les wants to say a few words.
0:16:57 > 0:16:58Thank you.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02First of all, thank you all for coming,
0:17:02 > 0:17:05and for all the beautiful flowers.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09Paul always liked flowers.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Also...
0:17:11 > 0:17:15thank you for all the support you've given us
0:17:15 > 0:17:16over the past few weeks.
0:17:18 > 0:17:23It's been a dark time for Pam and myself,
0:17:23 > 0:17:28but your friendship really has meant a lot to us.
0:17:30 > 0:17:34Well, that's all I want to say. So, please, eat and drink.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38To Paul. To Paul. To Paul.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Ben, we were wondering where you were.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46I got caught up with something.
0:17:46 > 0:17:47Ben.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51What you said at the crematorium...
0:17:51 > 0:17:54It was beautiful, really beautiful.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57He loved you so much.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02You made him happy.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05Thank you.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Ah, Ben. You just missed my speech.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14Oh yes, a very fitting tribute.
0:18:14 > 0:18:19Not an ounce of emotion or feeling in it.
0:18:19 > 0:18:20I spoke from the heart.
0:18:20 > 0:18:21Heart?!
0:18:23 > 0:18:25Our Paul is dead,
0:18:25 > 0:18:30and all you've done is act like he's any other customer.
0:18:31 > 0:18:35You haven't wiped that look off your face all day.
0:18:36 > 0:18:40You know what they're doing at the crematorium right now, don't you?
0:18:40 > 0:18:41We both know!
0:18:43 > 0:18:48Lighting the fire that will burn our Paul into ashes!
0:18:50 > 0:18:51And you?
0:18:53 > 0:18:55You don't care!
0:18:55 > 0:18:56Don't...
0:18:56 > 0:18:59Don't you touch me, Mim!
0:18:59 > 0:19:02You're just as bad as he is. Making this all about you!
0:19:02 > 0:19:07Paul never even used to get a birthday card from you!
0:19:15 > 0:19:18Les, comfort her.
0:19:18 > 0:19:24SHE SOBS
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Courtney, what are you doing here?
0:19:33 > 0:19:34Waiting for Louise.
0:19:34 > 0:19:38I've just been for a walk around, saying goodbye to the old place.
0:19:38 > 0:19:41Look, I've just got to go upstairs and get something
0:19:41 > 0:19:42and then I'm leaving.
0:19:42 > 0:19:43Course you are.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47Look, I shouldn't have gone at you like that in the Square.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49I'm sorry. Whatever.
0:19:56 > 0:19:59You know how much you mean to me.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04I only ever see you when you want something!
0:20:04 > 0:20:07You don't have to go on about how bad a dad I am. I already know that.
0:20:07 > 0:20:10And you're probably going to find this hard to believe...
0:20:11 > 0:20:16..but you are, and you always have been, my main priority.
0:20:18 > 0:20:22You don't make this easy. I'm trying here, OK?
0:20:22 > 0:20:24No. Not OK.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27I don't want to hear it.
0:20:27 > 0:20:31You're my dad. You've tried to bring me up and you've failed.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33Just forget about me and move on,
0:20:33 > 0:20:35like you do when everything else fails for you.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38Because that's what you are, isn't it? A failure.
0:20:40 > 0:20:43Yeah, that's it! Walk away! That's what you want, isn't it?
0:20:43 > 0:20:46So you can spend the rest of your life telling everybody
0:20:46 > 0:20:47that your dad walked out on you!
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Wouldn't be the first time.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51You know what? I'm sorry.
0:20:52 > 0:20:54You probably deserved a better dad,
0:20:54 > 0:20:58but I'm the one that you were given, so live with it!
0:20:59 > 0:21:02Do you know, for years all I wanted was a kid
0:21:02 > 0:21:08so I could prove that I could be a better dad than the one I was given.
0:21:09 > 0:21:12And no matter what you think of me,
0:21:12 > 0:21:14I am!
0:21:14 > 0:21:16Do you hear me? I am!
0:21:18 > 0:21:21Maybe somebody could have brought you up better,
0:21:21 > 0:21:25or maybe the mistakes that I made
0:21:25 > 0:21:29have made you a stronger person.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33Now, I'm going upstairs.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37Then I'm going down the Tube station.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39I'll be in Portugal if you need me.
0:21:42 > 0:21:43And Courtney?
0:21:44 > 0:21:46You do need me.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11Mim's gone.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15You know how easily she takes offence.
0:22:18 > 0:22:21You rather be on your own?
0:22:21 > 0:22:23You can't face me, can you?
0:22:23 > 0:22:26It's not you I can't face...
0:22:31 > 0:22:37You've thrown yourself into this funeral as a distraction.
0:22:37 > 0:22:42I had to find a way of coping... Of not turning to her...
0:22:44 > 0:22:50And I've not... Oh, you've no idea how much I've wanted to...
0:22:50 > 0:22:53but I stayed strong...for you.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56I've not needed strength, Les.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00I've needed my husband...to hold my hand and share my pain...
0:23:00 > 0:23:01Oh, I can't do anything right!
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Yes, yes, you can...
0:23:05 > 0:23:06You brought up Paul right.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10You were a dad to him after Lawrie...
0:23:12 > 0:23:14You were everything to him.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16WE were everything to him.
0:23:18 > 0:23:19Les...
0:23:45 > 0:23:49He's my dad...isn't he?
0:23:49 > 0:23:51Of course not.
0:23:51 > 0:23:55Then why else would Phil call me, saying my dad isn't my dad?
0:23:55 > 0:23:57He was probably drunk, Mark...
0:23:57 > 0:23:59HE SIGHS
0:23:59 > 0:24:01I'm tired of being lied to.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03I'm not a kid.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05After everything Grant said,
0:24:05 > 0:24:09and the fact that everyone goes quiet when I walk into a room...
0:24:11 > 0:24:13I just want the truth.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18Yeah...
0:24:18 > 0:24:19He's your dad.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30Let's go.
0:24:32 > 0:24:33ENGINE STARTS
0:24:43 > 0:24:45Wait.
0:24:45 > 0:24:46Mark, don't...
0:24:46 > 0:24:50If you let him into your life, he will destroy who you are.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53Your mum loves you more than anything else.
0:24:53 > 0:24:54Trust her, Mark.
0:24:54 > 0:24:55Please.
0:24:58 > 0:25:02I suppose you think I'm silly, you know, making such a fuss about
0:25:02 > 0:25:06going to that wedding and then changing me mind at the last minute.
0:25:06 > 0:25:07Here you are...
0:25:07 > 0:25:09I'd never think you were silly.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12Everyone's entitled to an opinion, ain't they?
0:25:12 > 0:25:15Oh, yeah, well, it's a cause for celebration, so...
0:25:15 > 0:25:17..cheers. Cheers.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19DOT CHUCKLES
0:25:19 > 0:25:22Oh, they looked ever so happy, didn't they?
0:25:23 > 0:25:27And Colin, oh, he spoke his vows so beautifully.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29Yeah...
0:25:29 > 0:25:31You know, I'm ever so sorry...
0:25:32 > 0:25:35..that I said I wouldn't go to your wedding.
0:25:36 > 0:25:39Because...I would -
0:25:39 > 0:25:41cos I love you.
0:25:42 > 0:25:44Well, I don't love Tina.
0:25:45 > 0:25:46What?
0:25:46 > 0:25:49I've been trying to fool myself for ages,
0:25:49 > 0:25:51but today has really brought it home to me.
0:25:52 > 0:25:55There's nothing there, Dot - we're over.
0:26:06 > 0:26:07We can't go on like this.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10I want to comfort you...
0:26:12 > 0:26:16But I can't be the man you need me to be.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18Maybe...
0:26:18 > 0:26:20you should be the woman I need you to be.
0:26:22 > 0:26:23I think...
0:26:25 > 0:26:27I think we both need Christine.
0:26:37 > 0:26:40What are you doing here?
0:26:40 > 0:26:41Were they just words?
0:26:41 > 0:26:44About me being your priority?
0:26:44 > 0:26:46No.
0:26:46 > 0:26:47I meant every word...
0:26:49 > 0:26:52You're my world, Courtney...
0:26:52 > 0:26:53You mean everything to me.
0:26:55 > 0:26:57I'm bored of uni...
0:26:57 > 0:26:59Portugal sounds good.
0:26:59 > 0:27:02Oh, I dunno... What about your education?
0:27:02 > 0:27:04Plus, I'm a bit strapped for cash right now.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07I'm not sure I can run to two tickets.
0:27:07 > 0:27:08I can sub you...
0:27:08 > 0:27:10I know you're good for it.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12You're Grant Mitchell.
0:27:12 > 0:27:14Yeah, I am, aren't I?
0:27:16 > 0:27:18Guess we'll just have to rob a bank, won't we?
0:27:25 > 0:27:28Thanks for today... you really got me through it.
0:27:35 > 0:27:38Um...
0:27:38 > 0:27:43Dad, what you...said earlier,
0:27:43 > 0:27:44about you not being here...
0:27:45 > 0:27:47I can't lose you, Dad...
0:27:49 > 0:27:53All right, I'm begging you, you've got to get better.
0:27:53 > 0:27:54It's not down to me, is it?
0:27:54 > 0:27:55Don't...
0:27:58 > 0:28:00You'll be OK... I don't want to be OK!
0:28:03 > 0:28:05I want you in my life...
0:28:07 > 0:28:09..shouting at me, winding me up...
0:28:11 > 0:28:12So...
0:28:14 > 0:28:16I've been thinking and...
0:28:21 > 0:28:23..I want you to have my liver.
0:29:01 > 0:29:03The case against you is too strong.
0:29:03 > 0:29:06It's not a question of whether you'll be found guilty, but when.
0:29:07 > 0:29:09I am a gentleman.
0:29:09 > 0:29:10I am a gentleman's wife.
0:29:10 > 0:29:11Soon to be a gentleman's widow.