0:00:27 > 0:00:29Shouldn't you have finished work by now?
0:00:29 > 0:00:30Last day today.
0:00:30 > 0:00:35This time tomorrow, I'll be on my way to the airport.
0:00:35 > 0:00:36Yeah.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38I'm not the only one having a new adventure.
0:00:40 > 0:00:41Late life baby?
0:00:42 > 0:00:44Who told you that?
0:00:44 > 0:00:46I don't know, someone on the market, I think.
0:00:46 > 0:00:48So, it's true, then?
0:00:48 > 0:00:50Why didn't you say anything the other day,
0:00:50 > 0:00:53when I was banging on about your empty nest?
0:00:53 > 0:00:55It didn't feel like the right time.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58But you are happy about it, right?
0:00:58 > 0:01:01Course. Just... don't go around telling anyone else.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03It's early days and all that.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05Right, anyway, I better get ready for work.
0:01:05 > 0:01:06You still on for a drink later?
0:01:06 > 0:01:10Yeah - just wondering if there's anyone else I should invite?
0:01:10 > 0:01:12You know, Carmel, maybe?
0:01:13 > 0:01:15OK, maybe not.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18Kamil seems to be having a better send-off than me.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20They're having a party for him at school.
0:01:20 > 0:01:23But you...you wouldn't want any fuss, would you?
0:01:23 > 0:01:25Me? No. No.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27So, we'll just go and have that quiet drink
0:01:27 > 0:01:29over at The Albert, yeah? OK, yeah.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31We'll both be on orange juices.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42Right, we're ever so busy out there.
0:01:42 > 0:01:45I can't really leave Lee on his tod.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46Sit down. Yeah, all right.
0:01:47 > 0:01:51So, what's the emergency?
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Your little bird on the side.
0:01:59 > 0:02:00What you on about?
0:02:00 > 0:02:01Don't give me all that.
0:02:03 > 0:02:06I know, Lee ain't an idiot.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09You weren't with Mother yesterday afternoon, was you?
0:02:11 > 0:02:12What do you want me to say?
0:02:13 > 0:02:16You went Awol last Friday as well.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21This ain't a one-off, is it?
0:02:21 > 0:02:22Listen, Mick...
0:02:22 > 0:02:24Who is she?
0:02:24 > 0:02:25No-one you know.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28How long?
0:02:28 > 0:02:29Listen...
0:02:29 > 0:02:30How long?!
0:02:30 > 0:02:32A couple of months.
0:02:35 > 0:02:36So, all this time,
0:02:36 > 0:02:41you haven't just been lying to her - playing happy families...
0:02:41 > 0:02:43You've been lying to all of us.
0:02:43 > 0:02:46Happy families - with Shirley?
0:02:48 > 0:02:49I didn't go looking for this.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51So, it was an accident, yeah?
0:02:51 > 0:02:53You having a roll about with some tart?
0:02:53 > 0:02:55She's not that!
0:02:57 > 0:03:01The way I feel about her...it's different.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06I always thought Shirl was the one.
0:03:06 > 0:03:07But now...
0:03:08 > 0:03:12This, it feels right. It feels...
0:03:15 > 0:03:16..easy.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20Shirl's heart ain't with me, not anymore.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25She still holds a torch for Phil.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27So it's her fault is it, yeah?
0:03:27 > 0:03:29She ain't the one sleeping with someone else!
0:03:29 > 0:03:30Don't twist it, son.
0:03:30 > 0:03:37All I'm saying is, us drifting apart was probably always on the cards.
0:03:38 > 0:03:42I wanted it to work - it don't.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46It never will.
0:03:46 > 0:03:51OK, so you want out - this is what you're going to do.
0:03:52 > 0:03:56You're going to have the decency to tell her that you don't want to
0:03:56 > 0:03:57be with her.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59And you're going to do that today.
0:03:59 > 0:04:00Or I will.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05Poor Billy. Any chance the new owners will keep him on?
0:04:05 > 0:04:06I don't know, Denise.
0:04:06 > 0:04:10He reckons a big company like that usually has its own people.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12Are Les and Pam selling the business?
0:04:12 > 0:04:13Yeah - so they can move away.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15They've got a buyer and everything.
0:04:15 > 0:04:16When they off?
0:04:16 > 0:04:17Soon, I think.
0:04:20 > 0:04:21Send 'em my best.
0:04:26 > 0:04:30This doesn't look right, Babe. Oh, is it Scottish or something?
0:04:30 > 0:04:34New ?5 note. You not had any in here yet?
0:04:34 > 0:04:35We've had a few in the pub.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Looks like toy money, if you ask me.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39I don't know, I quite like it.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45Shame about Les and Pam going, don't you think?
0:04:46 > 0:04:49Sure they'll be happy in their new place.
0:04:50 > 0:04:51Fresh start and all that.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57- Oh, sorry... - You all right?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Here she is, oh, my gorgeous girl!
0:05:01 > 0:05:03Where you been?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Rhyme Time at the library.
0:05:07 > 0:05:10Is she not dressed a bit OTT for that?
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Style is something that should be nurtured from
0:05:12 > 0:05:14a very young age, Denise.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16Kate Moss was discovered at 14.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19Your child could look this good, if you take me up on my offer.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22Don't start. It makes sense! Me and Vincent would love it
0:05:22 > 0:05:25as if it's our own and you could visit whenever you wanted.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28Drop it, Kim! I'm serious, all right?
0:05:28 > 0:05:29Come on, Pearl.
0:05:36 > 0:05:37Everything all right?
0:05:37 > 0:05:38Why wouldn't it be?
0:05:38 > 0:05:39No reason.
0:05:39 > 0:05:43Just...thought I might take these magazines to Jane, say goodbye.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45Don't think she's in.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47I saw her and Ian leaving for her physio earlier.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Right, maybe later.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56Yep.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Shouldn't you be at school?
0:06:06 > 0:06:09I told you, I forgot - we had a study day.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Is cheese and pickle all right?
0:06:13 > 0:06:14PLATE SHATTERS
0:06:18 > 0:06:20I just had the school on the phone,
0:06:20 > 0:06:23asking why you didn't show up this morning.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26I had to lie, said you woke with a fever.
0:06:26 > 0:06:27Is this is about him?
0:06:30 > 0:06:32Please tell me you're not.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35What? Drinking again.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Don't be stupid.
0:06:39 > 0:06:40And you've been covering for him?
0:06:42 > 0:06:43I really am stupid!
0:06:43 > 0:06:49After how far we've come, what Ben has offered to do for you.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52You'll never get a transplant now, Phil!
0:06:55 > 0:06:57You don't care who you let down, do you?
0:06:57 > 0:07:00How much pain you cause!
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Sharon, wait...
0:07:02 > 0:07:03I can't be around him.
0:07:28 > 0:07:32It has to end. Hey, come on, slow down.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34What choice do we have?
0:07:34 > 0:07:37I have already told Mick that I won't finish it.
0:07:37 > 0:07:38Why?
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Because I love you.
0:07:41 > 0:07:44So, no more talk of ending it, all right?
0:07:44 > 0:07:46We always knew it was heading this way.
0:07:46 > 0:07:50What we've got to do now is work out where we go from here.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52I just don't see how it can work, you and me...
0:07:52 > 0:07:54Kathy, Kathy.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56I know there's a lot of stuff in our way here.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02But why don't we just leave? Start again somewhere else?
0:08:05 > 0:08:06Buster been in touch?
0:08:07 > 0:08:10No, any reason why he should? No, no, he's just meant to be
0:08:10 > 0:08:12bringing round a fish order, that's all.
0:08:12 > 0:08:13Do you want me to chase it up?
0:08:13 > 0:08:16No, no, leave it with me, I'll sort it out.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Thank you for lunch.
0:08:25 > 0:08:30I walked out on Ian and Ben once, I can't do that again.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32But they'll still be in your life.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35We'll tell them where we are as soon as we get settled.
0:08:35 > 0:08:36And where's that going to be?
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Wherever we decide!
0:08:38 > 0:08:40And then what?
0:08:40 > 0:08:43We can't live on nothing but romance and fresh air!
0:08:43 > 0:08:45Yeah - I can work. So can you.
0:08:46 > 0:08:50Look, no-one judging us, no-one making us feel guilty.
0:08:50 > 0:08:54Just me and you, proper relationship, proper future.
0:08:54 > 0:08:58I know it's scary, I know it's a massive leap of faith.
0:08:58 > 0:08:59But that's what life is, isn't it?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08OK.
0:09:08 > 0:09:09Pearl's having a nap.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13Is everything OK?
0:09:15 > 0:09:18It's just that Denise seemed a bit upset
0:09:18 > 0:09:22when you left the shop earlier. That was just some sisterly stuff.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24Just banter. Dee's fine.
0:09:24 > 0:09:25She's peachy.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Never better.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32And she seemed a bit cagey when I mentioned the pregnancy
0:09:32 > 0:09:33this morning.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47I promised Louise that I'd pop in so that's what I'm doing.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52I ain't had a drink.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Look at the state of you.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58You can't even put a sentence together.
0:09:58 > 0:09:59Just...
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Look, Phil, why are you doing this to yourself?
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Just leave... Leave me alone!
0:10:11 > 0:10:14'Must be hard to let go, after all these years.'
0:10:14 > 0:10:18Four generations of blood, sweat and tears,
0:10:18 > 0:10:21that's what I'll be selling on.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24Dread to think what my great-grandad would say.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26Why don't you get someone in to manage the place instead?
0:10:26 > 0:10:28It happens all the time in the pub trade. I wish I could.
0:10:28 > 0:10:32We need the money to set ourselves up in Worthing.
0:10:32 > 0:10:33We've got no savings.
0:11:01 > 0:11:02Denise?
0:11:02 > 0:11:05Mas! Mas! No, no!
0:11:05 > 0:11:06You shouldn't be here!
0:11:06 > 0:11:08I'm really sorry, I...
0:11:08 > 0:11:09No! Yes, but you shouldn't be here.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12Just pretend that you didn't see all that.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14Now scoot, go on, get out...
0:11:14 > 0:11:16No, no, Denise - I think I should stay.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19I just had a chat with Kim.
0:11:33 > 0:11:35The Cokers have been through enough,
0:11:35 > 0:11:38they don't need to lose any more because of you.
0:11:40 > 0:11:44You're going to give back every last penny you took from them, today.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48I haven't got it!
0:11:48 > 0:11:49Well, then you need to get it.
0:11:51 > 0:11:54Get it, or I'll report you for blackmail.
0:11:58 > 0:11:59You wouldn't!
0:11:59 > 0:12:01Try me.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04I need more than a day.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07Give me a week.
0:12:20 > 0:12:23Mick's looking for you, something about a fish order.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25Right.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27What, so you'll sort it, then?
0:12:27 > 0:12:29Yeah. Yeah, I'm on it.
0:12:29 > 0:12:30Shirl...
0:12:31 > 0:12:32What?
0:12:32 > 0:12:35I know things have been a bit rough lately.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38Well, that's putting it mildly.
0:12:38 > 0:12:39You seen Sharon?
0:12:40 > 0:12:41No, why?
0:12:41 > 0:12:43I need to have a word with her about Phil.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46Louise reckons he's back on the booze again.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48And that's your problem because...?
0:12:48 > 0:12:52The man's at death's door, in case you haven't noticed.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54As if I've had any choice.
0:12:56 > 0:12:57Can we get back to talking about us?
0:12:57 > 0:12:59Can it wait?
0:12:59 > 0:13:01Yeah. It can.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06I just can't understand how you,
0:13:06 > 0:13:09one of the most maternal people I know, could even entertain
0:13:09 > 0:13:13the idea of watching someone else bring up your child!
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Well, look at me, Mas.
0:13:16 > 0:13:20I'm 47 years old. Do I look like
0:13:20 > 0:13:25I should be doing sleepless nights, toddler groups, breast feeding?
0:13:25 > 0:13:27People will think I'm the baby's nan, not its mum.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30No, they wouldn't. You look really good for your age!
0:13:32 > 0:13:35A ready-made family is just what this baby needs,
0:13:35 > 0:13:38not some knackered-out, single mum.
0:13:40 > 0:13:41HE SIGHS
0:13:43 > 0:13:46OK, now, don't kill me...
0:13:48 > 0:13:50What about the father?
0:13:50 > 0:13:51Not an option.
0:13:51 > 0:13:54I'm sorry, but he has got rights, too. Does he even know?
0:13:54 > 0:13:56None of your business.
0:13:56 > 0:14:01Wouldn't it be fairer if you talked to him and, you know,
0:14:01 > 0:14:02he might be able to help out.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04I don't think so!
0:14:04 > 0:14:07Oh, come on, Denise, he can't be that useless, otherwise you
0:14:07 > 0:14:10wouldn't have even gone there in the first place, would you?
0:14:10 > 0:14:13I mean, if you talked to him, he might surprise you and step up.
0:14:14 > 0:14:19Step up? He can barely remember his own name these days!
0:14:23 > 0:14:24Is this someone I know?
0:14:28 > 0:14:31Denise, I'm hardly likely to judge, am I?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44It's Phil Mitchell.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52Ian, you're going to get indigestion.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55Look, I don't want to be late with meeting up with Jane from physio.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56How's she been today?
0:14:58 > 0:14:59Not so good.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02I tried to persuade her to come to Masood's thing later but she
0:15:02 > 0:15:06reckons she can't face it.
0:15:06 > 0:15:07It's no good for her, you know,
0:15:07 > 0:15:10hiding away from all the people who care about her.
0:15:10 > 0:15:11Just give her time.
0:15:13 > 0:15:14At least I've got you, though.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16I know I don't say it often enough,
0:15:16 > 0:15:19but I'm grateful for everything you've done over the last year.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24Ian... I'll see you later, I've got to get going.
0:15:29 > 0:15:33Phil...Mitchell?
0:15:34 > 0:15:36I mean, Phil Mitchell?
0:15:36 > 0:15:40Can you, please... Can you stop saying it over and over?
0:15:40 > 0:15:44Where? How? Why?
0:15:44 > 0:15:45It's a long story.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50You were drunk? Tell me you were drunk!
0:15:52 > 0:15:54Still, how drunk were you?
0:15:54 > 0:15:57Paralytic. OK, him an' all, of course.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00And he doesn't remember that it happened,
0:16:00 > 0:16:02so you just keep it zipped.
0:16:02 > 0:16:03Of course.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09But still...who instigated it?
0:16:10 > 0:16:12Please, can we just move on?!
0:16:12 > 0:16:14No, no, no. This is not an option.
0:16:15 > 0:16:19Phil...Mitchell!
0:16:21 > 0:16:24I've always wondered how he does it. What's his secret?
0:16:24 > 0:16:25Oh, stop it.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28Seriously! I mean, is there a particular line? Or a move?
0:16:28 > 0:16:30I wish I hadn't told you now.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33OK, all right, sorry. It's just...
0:16:36 > 0:16:37Sorry.
0:16:37 > 0:16:42Anyway, the upshot is, that I would be mad to do this.
0:16:42 > 0:16:45I mean, you only have to look at Ben and the things he's done...
0:16:45 > 0:16:47You can't think like that.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50I mean, look at Libby and Chelsea - their fathers were far from
0:16:50 > 0:16:52perfect but they turned out all right.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54And you know why that is, don't you?
0:16:55 > 0:16:57You're a great mum, and you will be again.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00No.
0:17:00 > 0:17:04No, Mas, not when every fibre in my body is telling me
0:17:04 > 0:17:07that this would be a terrible idea.
0:17:07 > 0:17:13When it's here, in your arms, you will change your mind.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16There's no way you'll be able to hand it over to your sister.
0:17:16 > 0:17:20And nothing can convince me otherwise - not your health risks,
0:17:20 > 0:17:22or your age,
0:17:22 > 0:17:24or even the father.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29Phil Mitchell. Really?!
0:17:33 > 0:17:34There you go, my darling.
0:17:34 > 0:17:35Cheers.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38You all right? Er.. Yeah, fine.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47What's all this about, then?
0:17:47 > 0:17:51It's not like you to skive off work to go drinking in the afternoon.
0:17:51 > 0:17:54Well, I haven't seen you since you got back from Margate.
0:17:54 > 0:17:55Are you OK?
0:17:56 > 0:18:00Yeah, I'm fine. It was the right thing to do, avoiding court.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07Come on, Mum, I can tell something's on your mind. Spill.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12So, you're saying that Phil's words count for nothing?
0:18:12 > 0:18:14That hasn't counted for much in the past, has it?
0:18:14 > 0:18:16There's no reason for him to go back on it.
0:18:16 > 0:18:19Shirley, he's an alcoholic, reason doesn't come into it.
0:18:22 > 0:18:23Has something happened to Dad?
0:18:23 > 0:18:24No.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28It looks like he's been drinking again.
0:18:30 > 0:18:31He wouldn't do that.
0:18:31 > 0:18:32I'm sorry, Ben.
0:18:32 > 0:18:36Louise has been covering for him and after seeing him, he's a mess.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39Is this what you were trying to tell me?
0:18:39 > 0:18:41No. I had no idea.
0:18:42 > 0:18:43Since when?
0:18:43 > 0:18:46Look, maybe Sharon's got it wrong.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48Phil swears that he hasn't touched a drop.
0:18:48 > 0:18:51He didn't look like he'd been drinking, he didn't smell of booze
0:18:51 > 0:18:54and there certainly weren't any bottles stashed around in the house.
0:18:54 > 0:18:56He's hiding it, big surprise!
0:18:56 > 0:18:59Well, look, maybe we should go over there, talk to him...
0:18:59 > 0:19:01What's the point?
0:19:01 > 0:19:03He's never going to change, is he?
0:19:06 > 0:19:07Happy now?
0:19:12 > 0:19:14Do you want me to go after him?
0:19:16 > 0:19:17No, I'll go.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25What you doing now?
0:19:27 > 0:19:29I'm going to phone Louise. Ask her to have a word with Ben.
0:19:29 > 0:19:31Shouldn't you leave that to Sharon?
0:19:31 > 0:19:33I mean, that is Phil's missus, ain't it? Yeah, well,
0:19:33 > 0:19:36she don't give a stuff. Someone's gotta fight his corner.
0:19:41 > 0:19:42How are you feeling?
0:19:42 > 0:19:47Oh... I'm overwhelmed. I mean, I'm in shock...all this!
0:19:47 > 0:19:48You knew, didn't you?
0:19:48 > 0:19:50I knew.
0:19:50 > 0:19:51Have a good one, bro.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55Listen, Jane sends her apologies.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58She really wanted to come but she... she's still settling in at home.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01That's OK. You say goodbye to her from me.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03I didn't get an answer earlier on.
0:20:03 > 0:20:04No, course.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06You keep taking care of her, though.
0:20:06 > 0:20:07Good luck.
0:20:10 > 0:20:11Sorry...
0:20:14 > 0:20:17So, thanks for telling Masood about your little idea.
0:20:17 > 0:20:18Look, he was worried about you.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20I don't think you...
0:20:20 > 0:20:23OK, you know I said all week I didn't want any fuss...
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Yeah, right!
0:20:25 > 0:20:29But, as you're all here, I've got a few words to say.
0:20:29 > 0:20:34Now, myself and Kamil are embarking on an exciting adventure,
0:20:34 > 0:20:38and part of me is screaming, "What are you doing?
0:20:40 > 0:20:41"Have you gone mad?!"
0:20:41 > 0:20:42But you know what,
0:20:42 > 0:20:46it's the maddest decisions that are sometimes the best.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50We kid ourselves in thinking we're in control of our lives,
0:20:50 > 0:20:54but I'm not really sure how true that is.
0:20:54 > 0:20:59Things happen, sometimes for a reason, sometimes not, but
0:20:59 > 0:21:04the only thing we do have control over is our own reaction to it.
0:21:04 > 0:21:09So, I would like to thank you all for being our friends,
0:21:09 > 0:21:12and may you all have your own adventure,
0:21:12 > 0:21:15whether it be far away, or right here in Walford.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18To new horizons!
0:21:18 > 0:21:19ALL: To new horizons!
0:21:30 > 0:21:31You ain't told her.
0:21:31 > 0:21:32No.
0:21:34 > 0:21:38What, so you're just going to slip off - not even a goodbye?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42I don't expect you to understand.
0:21:42 > 0:21:46Good, because I don't. Not in a million years.
0:21:47 > 0:21:50This little bird going with you, is she?
0:21:53 > 0:21:54Wow.
0:21:54 > 0:21:57And it's just like the rest of us don't even matter anymore.
0:21:57 > 0:21:58Course you do.
0:22:00 > 0:22:04It's been great getting to know you, your family, all of you.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07Any man would be proud to have you as a son.
0:22:10 > 0:22:11So stay.
0:22:14 > 0:22:15I can't.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19I've spent half my life inside,
0:22:19 > 0:22:22I can't spend the rest of it chasing something that ain't there.
0:22:24 > 0:22:29If I thought Shirl and I were the real deal, I would stay,
0:22:29 > 0:22:30but I don't.
0:22:34 > 0:22:38I've got a second chance - I've got to take it.
0:22:40 > 0:22:41You're so selfish.
0:22:43 > 0:22:48Maybe, but I think this is fairer for Shirl in the long run.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50You can justify this all you want,
0:22:50 > 0:22:54but, at the end of the day, you're running away like a coward.
0:22:57 > 0:23:01Suppose I am. Yeah.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04But you're a better man than me.
0:23:04 > 0:23:05And what I know is,
0:23:05 > 0:23:08you will look after Shirl a lot better than I ever will.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16I'm sorry, son.
0:23:16 > 0:23:17Nah.
0:23:17 > 0:23:20No, you don't get to call me that...
0:23:20 > 0:23:22not if you leave like this.
0:23:24 > 0:23:25You do this...
0:23:26 > 0:23:28..me and you, we're done.
0:23:41 > 0:23:44He's asleep. I can't tell whether he's been drinking or not.
0:23:44 > 0:23:46But if he won't help himself...
0:23:46 > 0:23:47What?
0:23:47 > 0:23:51Maybe we should do it for him, call the hospital?
0:23:53 > 0:23:54I think Ben's right.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57No!
0:23:57 > 0:23:59If he's been drinking and they find out,
0:23:59 > 0:24:02then he'll never get on the transplant list.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05And he's got a real chance now - because of you!
0:24:05 > 0:24:06He's blown it!
0:24:07 > 0:24:09Call 'em, don't call 'em,
0:24:09 > 0:24:12but don't expect me to watch him throw it all away again.
0:24:14 > 0:24:15Not this time.
0:24:21 > 0:24:25What did you mean, you've got a chance because of Ben?
0:24:28 > 0:24:30Ben offered to be a living donor.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34You can't tell anyone, only the family know.
0:24:34 > 0:24:35GROANING
0:24:39 > 0:24:40GROANING
0:24:41 > 0:24:44Dad! What happened?
0:24:44 > 0:24:46I can't...
0:24:48 > 0:24:50Call an ambulance now!
0:24:54 > 0:24:58Are you ready? I've got all my stuff in the van.
0:25:04 > 0:25:05What's up?
0:25:07 > 0:25:09I'm sorry.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12Oh, no. Oh, no, don't say that.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14I can't go.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17You're bound to have doubts, but once we've gone...
0:25:17 > 0:25:20I can't leave my boys, Buster, not again.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23They won't be losing you, Kathy - you'll be no more
0:25:23 > 0:25:25than a train ride away. It's still too far.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27I thought we wanted the same things.
0:25:27 > 0:25:28We do.
0:25:28 > 0:25:32I mean, this last couple of months, being with you, it's been wonderful.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34But we have to be realistic.
0:25:36 > 0:25:40I could easily run away with you, but I wouldn't be happy for long,
0:25:40 > 0:25:43because, in the back of my mind, I would know that I'd
0:25:43 > 0:25:47left two of the most important people in my life behind.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51I'm not going to change your mind, am I?
0:25:56 > 0:25:59You could stay in the Square. You could stay in Walford.
0:26:01 > 0:26:06We could...try going back to just being friends.
0:26:06 > 0:26:11No, that ain't going to work for me.
0:26:13 > 0:26:18Kathy? Kathy, are you there?
0:26:18 > 0:26:19I have to...
0:26:27 > 0:26:29I won't forget you.
0:26:37 > 0:26:39Ready for the off?
0:26:39 > 0:26:40As I'll ever be.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42To be honest, I'm terrified.
0:26:43 > 0:26:46Countries with cockroaches the size of small dogs,
0:26:46 > 0:26:51and bedbug ridden hostels, dodgy local food - and a kid in tow.
0:26:53 > 0:26:54Am I insane?
0:26:54 > 0:26:57Well, you were married to Zainab for 30-odd years and if you
0:26:57 > 0:26:59can get through that, darling, you can get through anything.
0:26:59 > 0:27:01Yeah. So can you.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08Masood!
0:27:11 > 0:27:13My feet's hurting me.
0:27:13 > 0:27:16It won't work, you know.
0:27:16 > 0:27:19Me having this kid, you bringing it up over the road.
0:27:19 > 0:27:25I'm just not comfortable with that. I'm sorry, but that's my decision.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28Well, Auntie Kim it is, then.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30SIREN APPROACHES
0:28:02 > 0:28:06He's in there, he's on the floor, it's the first room on your right.
0:28:06 > 0:28:09It's all my fault, I should've called 'em sooner.
0:28:09 > 0:28:11No, that's not true.
0:28:11 > 0:28:13They're here now, it'll be all right.
0:28:13 > 0:28:16What if it's not? What if he dies?
0:28:58 > 0:29:00GLITTER BALL CHIRPS A "YOOHOO"
0:29:00 > 0:29:02# Oh, it don't mean a thing