0:00:27 > 0:00:29KEY IN LOCK
0:00:34 > 0:00:36- Hey.- Shouldn't you be working?
0:00:36 > 0:00:39No, I swapped shifts.
0:00:39 > 0:00:42I'm going to go and have a few drinks at Stacey's and then,
0:00:42 > 0:00:45- we're going to The Albert. - What? On a school night?
0:00:45 > 0:00:48- Yeah, just fancied a catch up, that's all.- That's a shame.
0:00:48 > 0:00:50I was going to come and chill at The Vic while you were working.
0:00:50 > 0:00:53I thought Dad might appreciate the support.
0:00:53 > 0:00:57- It's hardly a laugh a minute between you two, is it?- Was that a dig?
0:00:57 > 0:00:58No, just saying.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02All right. Well...
0:01:04 > 0:01:09..I'll just sit here then and look at some job ads or something.
0:01:09 > 0:01:11OK.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13I won't be late, OK?
0:01:17 > 0:01:18- See you later.- Ta-ta.
0:01:23 > 0:01:26- Is your person wearing a hat?- No.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28- I'm off out.- Where?
0:01:28 > 0:01:30Couple of drinks. Might bump into a few old faces.
0:01:30 > 0:01:34- You going to shift that lot?- Why? I'll be using them later.
0:01:34 > 0:01:35I'll sort it.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37Your turn, Dad.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42Does your person have blonde hair?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47Yeah, I think I know who it is. Is it Anita?
0:01:48 > 0:01:50- Yes.- She looks like Mummy.
0:01:52 > 0:01:57- Mummy was much prettier. - Can we play when we see her?
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Darling...
0:01:59 > 0:02:01we spoke about this, haven't we?
0:02:02 > 0:02:06- Auntie Ronnie and Mum, they're gone. - So why are we going?
0:02:07 > 0:02:09To say our own special goodbye.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13All right?
0:02:13 > 0:02:15I need you both to be very brave.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19Just like that film we saw, you know? The Good Dinosaur.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23Arlo was brave and strong, wasn't he?
0:02:24 > 0:02:28- Amy, darling.- I'll take them up. Come on, darling. Let's go up.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32Everything's going to be all right, I promise you.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Evening.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48Thought I'd catch up on a bit of study over a glass.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50What are you studying? Grapes and grain?
0:02:51 > 0:02:55- Didn't take you long, did it?- Coming from a man who's ruined his liver.
0:02:55 > 0:02:59We've just come from the hospital. Second check up.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01Everything went as well as could be expected.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04Like she gives a monkey's.
0:03:04 > 0:03:07- Phil!- There's no need for small talk, is there?
0:03:07 > 0:03:09Decision's been made. We're all moving on.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12Huh. Such a charming fella(!)
0:03:12 > 0:03:14As we were then, yeah?
0:03:32 > 0:03:34She's asleep.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36The Good Dinosaur! What was I thinking?
0:03:36 > 0:03:39Daddy Dinosaur drowns in a flash flood.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43I've been thinking about the kids.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45I know it's not my place,
0:03:45 > 0:03:49but I think the funeral will be too much for them.
0:03:49 > 0:03:50You agree, don't you?
0:03:51 > 0:03:54I just think Ricky's too young.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57And deep down, Amy knows her mum's not coming back.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00Do they really need to see coffins and mourners?
0:04:00 > 0:04:03Surely it's best to remember them how they were.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07I can't leave the kids on their own.
0:04:07 > 0:04:10We're talking a few hours. Someone would look after them.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13No, I can't just brush them off on anyone, can I? They need me.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17I just think it's for the best.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23- Listen, can I pop out for a bit? - Yeah, course.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31- There we are.- Thanks.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33Are you drinking vodka?
0:04:33 > 0:04:37Yeah, a couple won't hurt. My meds are pretty steady, so...
0:04:37 > 0:04:39- Cheers.- Cheers.
0:04:39 > 0:04:43Have you seen who's over there? Danny Mitchell.
0:04:43 > 0:04:44Yeah, I did say hello.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47You'd think he'd want to be with his family.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51Maybe he needs a change of scenery and all.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54Oh? Marriage lost its shine already, has it?
0:04:55 > 0:04:57You and Lee all right?
0:04:58 > 0:05:02Can we talk about something else, Stace? I just want to have a laugh.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08I see life's been kind to you both. You don't look a day older.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11- Ha! You're joking! - Something wrong with your eyes?
0:05:11 > 0:05:16My eyes are working fine. Same again? My shout.
0:05:16 > 0:05:20Are you all right? The funeral and everything?
0:05:20 > 0:05:23I wouldn't be sitting in a bar getting hammered on my own.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25Well, I'm not on my own.
0:05:25 > 0:05:29You can't knock a trier, can you? Go on, then, vodka tonic.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32- Steady! I ain't carrying you home! - If she won't, I will.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00Kim, I wasn't expecting you.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02How are you feeling? Recovering well?
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Oh...
0:06:04 > 0:06:07bit tired. Usual stuff, you know?
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Quiet night in then?
0:06:10 > 0:06:14Yeah, thought I'd catch up on a little bit of reading.
0:06:14 > 0:06:18- Candles, chocolates... - Libby bought them for me.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21Wine o'clock then?
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Kim, I'm tired. I don't have the energy.
0:06:23 > 0:06:27You know, I actually came round here to see if you needed anything.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30- Don't give me that! - Clearly, you're all right.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33Your baby's out there with strangers,
0:06:33 > 0:06:35while you're in here, stuffing your face and knocking back wine!
0:06:35 > 0:06:38- Suddenly, everything is clear! - Do you know what? Leave!
0:06:38 > 0:06:44I ain't going nowhere. Not until you stop being selfish and see sense.
0:06:47 > 0:06:48Thank you.
0:06:48 > 0:06:50Oops.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52Dad? Jack's here to see you.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00I need you to say a few words at the funeral.
0:07:00 > 0:07:04- I know it's what Ron would want. - That's a lovely thought, Jack.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Just a few meaningful words, it'd be appreciated.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11Sorry, I can't.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14- Why not? - It's good of you to ask, but...
0:07:14 > 0:07:18- Look, maybe just take some time to think about it.- I said no.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22- Come on. Won't you say something? - I just can't, all right?
0:07:22 > 0:07:25- Anyway, you're going to say it all, ain't you?- They looked up to you.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28You were their favourite cousin.
0:07:28 > 0:07:32Why is it so important? I'm going to be there, paying my respects.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34It just is, all right?
0:07:34 > 0:07:35I'll do it.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Nice one, Ben.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Good to know there's a man in the family.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Jack.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51Jack!
0:07:51 > 0:07:54Look, leave it with me. I'll talk to him.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Whether it's Ben or Phil, someone will do it, OK?
0:08:01 > 0:08:04LAUGHTER
0:08:05 > 0:08:08Look. All right...
0:08:08 > 0:08:12- do you work in a coffee shop?- No. - Cos I like you a LATTE!
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- You ain't used that line before, have you?- No.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18- But I reckon I should! - Don't, you'll get a slap.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21I ain't laughed like this in ages.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24Where's Stacey? She only nipped to the toilet.
0:08:24 > 0:08:28Yeah, she's probably on the phone to Martin.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30- Can I ask you something?- Yeah.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33Why are you really here, on your own?
0:08:33 > 0:08:39Just passing time till the funeral. Jack and I don't exactly get on.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42You should all be pulling together at a time like this.
0:08:42 > 0:08:46I know, but I wasn't close to my sisters either.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48Well, it's my shout.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51You've got amazing eyes.
0:08:52 > 0:08:53What are you doing?
0:08:53 > 0:08:55I'm married!
0:08:55 > 0:08:56I'm sorry.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58Big clue.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05- Lee, what are you doing here? - Where's Stace?- In the toilet.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07You never told me you were coming.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09I just thought I'd have a drink with my wife.
0:09:09 > 0:09:12Thought I'd surprise you. Who are you?
0:09:12 > 0:09:16- This is Danny. You know, Ronnie's brother.- I should be going.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22Where's he going? You all right, Lee?
0:09:22 > 0:09:24You all right?
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Oh!
0:09:28 > 0:09:31When are you going to realise the baby's not coming back?
0:09:31 > 0:09:32Look, all I want you to...
0:09:32 > 0:09:35I am sick to death of talking about this.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38How many times can we just keep going round in circles?
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Do you think that this was ever easy for me?
0:09:47 > 0:09:51I carried so much more than a baby.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55Awful feelings, I can't describe,
0:09:55 > 0:09:59and then knowing that you was going to come at me like this...
0:09:59 > 0:10:01If Mum can get her head around it, why can't you?
0:10:01 > 0:10:06- Because as a mum... - Oh! Sorry! You're wasting your time!
0:10:06 > 0:10:08Adoption is the right thing!
0:10:08 > 0:10:11For me and for the baby.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15And nothing and no-one can change that.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20So, please, just respect my decision.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27Well, say something.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32I don't know who you are any more.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37I really don't.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Jack to see you.
0:10:51 > 0:10:55Look, sorry to bother you so late. Just need a massive favour.
0:11:05 > 0:11:06Ahem.
0:11:09 > 0:11:13- Right, I'm going to go home.- Oh, no. Don't go yet.- It's all right.
0:11:13 > 0:11:15I told Martin it wouldn't be a late one.
0:11:15 > 0:11:18I'll see you later.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- Bye, Stace.- Bye-bye.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26It was supposed to be a girls' night.
0:11:26 > 0:11:30- So, why was that Danny hanging about then?- I told you.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34Yeah, but why did he just slip off like that?
0:11:37 > 0:11:39What was you two talking about?
0:11:39 > 0:11:42Why are you making me feel like I've done something wrong?
0:11:44 > 0:11:46Cos I saw the way he looked at you.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49Do you fancy him?
0:11:49 > 0:11:53- Are you being serious? - Well, something ain't right.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56He tried to kiss me, all right?
0:12:07 > 0:12:09Did you kiss him back?
0:12:09 > 0:12:11No, of course I didn't!
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Can't believe you'd even ask me something like that.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15Lee!
0:12:15 > 0:12:17Sit down, please.
0:12:20 > 0:12:23Look, I'm only telling you this because I love you.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25I don't want us having secrets.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28No, but you must have done something to lead him on.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30What, you really think I'm like that?
0:12:32 > 0:12:34You do know I ain't the one who cheated?
0:12:34 > 0:12:37No, but it's a good way to get back at me though, isn't it?
0:12:38 > 0:12:40I'm not doing this, Lee. Not tonight.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- Where are you going?- I'm going home.
0:12:55 > 0:12:56There you go, Phil.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58Thanks.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01Lou, do me a favour. Go and check Den is sleeping.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04I caught him on a game again last night.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06What's with the big grin?
0:13:06 > 0:13:08Nothing. Nothing.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Phil, what's wrong?
0:13:16 > 0:13:18The hospital visit was positive.
0:13:18 > 0:13:21Something to cling on to at least.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Is it the baby?
0:13:25 > 0:13:28- I saw how you were with Denise. - I told you. That's done and dusted.
0:13:28 > 0:13:33- I'm fine.- Then, why won't you say a few words at the funeral?
0:13:33 > 0:13:36I know Ben offered, but Jack asked you.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41- Is it cos of what happened at Peggy's funeral?- No.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43Well, then, I'm lost.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45I know how much Ronnie and Rox looked up to you.
0:13:45 > 0:13:48- Just get off my case, will you? - You going to let him talk to
0:13:48 > 0:13:50- you like that? - Stay out of it, Michelle.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52You can pack your bags if you don't like it.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55Oh, I've had enough of this. I'm off to bed.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58Let's hope you're in a better mood in the morning.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10Should I stay or, do you...?
0:14:41 > 0:14:44She didn't settle down, so I gave her some medicine.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Didn't go well with Denise then?
0:14:50 > 0:14:52Look, look, look...
0:14:54 > 0:14:57You're going to have to learn to live with this.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59And let it go.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02Otherwise you could lose your sister.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07Matthew lost a shoe today.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12Yeah, Glenda took him to the park
0:15:12 > 0:15:14and he came back a shoe
0:15:14 > 0:15:16and a sock lighter.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19How's that happen?
0:15:31 > 0:15:33I miss you so much.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37I miss you so much, Ron.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51And I know you'd say get a grip.
0:15:54 > 0:15:57Do you remember when I came to the airport to stop you?
0:15:59 > 0:16:02I can't believe this is it.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04It wasn't supposed to end like this.
0:16:07 > 0:16:10We were supposed to be in the new house.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13We were going with our kids, we were starting a new life...
0:16:41 > 0:16:43I hope we find each other again.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04I love you, Mrs Branning.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31Where have you been?
0:17:31 > 0:17:33Walking.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35Giving you space.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47Who are you texting?
0:17:47 > 0:17:50Stacey.
0:17:50 > 0:17:51To apologise.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56Oh, what? What? Do you think it's Danny?
0:17:56 > 0:17:59- Do you think I'd run off? - Maybe. I don't know.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01Oh, don't be pathetic, Lee.
0:18:03 > 0:18:04I don't know.
0:18:04 > 0:18:08It just seems like it's only a matter of time before you leave.
0:18:08 > 0:18:11- I've done nothing but stand by you. - I know, but...
0:18:11 > 0:18:13You need to start trusting me, OK?
0:18:13 > 0:18:16I do, but nothing I seem to do is ever good enough for you any more.
0:18:16 > 0:18:19- You always want better.- No, that ain't true.- Like the wedding.
0:18:19 > 0:18:23- You got your clever way of asking for stuff.- What?!
0:18:23 > 0:18:26Yeah, you've got this way. Those earrings weren't cheap, you know?
0:18:26 > 0:18:29Listen, Lee, you're not making sense anyway, OK?
0:18:29 > 0:18:31And I've never asked you for anything, have I?
0:18:31 > 0:18:34- No, but I've seen those fancy wedding magazines.- What?!
0:18:34 > 0:18:38- I said to you that I'd marry you in a bin bag!- And this dump.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40Cost us an arm and a leg.
0:18:40 > 0:18:43I was quite happy with us living with Mum and Dad, but not you.
0:18:43 > 0:18:44Well, I'm sorry if I just thought
0:18:44 > 0:18:47that it'd be nice to have our own space.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50Are you going to blame me for the robbery now, are you?
0:18:53 > 0:18:54You are, aren't you?
0:18:54 > 0:18:58Do you think it's fun, running up all these debts?
0:18:58 > 0:19:01I do it all for you, all of it.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04Now my Dad's absolutely drowning in debt. Everything's falling apart.
0:19:04 > 0:19:06Where are you going?
0:19:06 > 0:19:08Whit?
0:19:19 > 0:19:21I thought you'd gone to bed.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Shouldn't we at least try to get on?
0:19:23 > 0:19:25For Sharon's sake?
0:19:25 > 0:19:27The sooner you leave, the better.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36One sugar in mine.
0:19:36 > 0:19:37Not too weak.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45Whit! What are you playing at?
0:19:46 > 0:19:50Sorry, Mick. I just needed somewhere to go.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52You all right?
0:19:53 > 0:19:56- Come on, get a grip, will you? - Whoa, whoa, whoa. What's going on?
0:19:56 > 0:19:59- What's the matter?- Nothing, stay out of it. Come on, Whit.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01- You're being stupid. - No, I ain't being stupid.
0:20:01 > 0:20:02Our marriage is a joke.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05- You don't trust me and you call me a money grabber. - You said that, did you?
0:20:05 > 0:20:09- No, no. Well, yes, sort of. - You've been on the lash, ain't you? - So what!- Mick, please,
0:20:09 > 0:20:13- can I crash here tonight? I just need to get my head straight. - Whit, come on. Let's just go home.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15- Just come home!- Get off me, Lee! What are you doing? Get off of me!
0:20:15 > 0:20:19What's the matter with you? What's the matter with you? Calm down.
0:20:19 > 0:20:21Do yourself a favour, go home, sleep it off,
0:20:21 > 0:20:24before you do any more damage.
0:20:24 > 0:20:26We'll sort it out in the morning.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28Whit?
0:20:28 > 0:20:30Whit, please?
0:20:31 > 0:20:33Don't make me turf you out of here.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47Now, get out of the way.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49I know you've been to hell and back...
0:20:51 > 0:20:54I don't need pity, and least of all yours.
0:20:54 > 0:20:55Can't we let the past go?
0:20:57 > 0:20:59What are you even doing here anyway?
0:20:59 > 0:21:01I mean, Walford ain't your home any more, is it?
0:21:01 > 0:21:05Maybe I realised how much I missed my family and friends.
0:21:05 > 0:21:08Life's short. You know that, Phil.
0:21:08 > 0:21:12Except you've always been out for yourself, ain't you?
0:21:12 > 0:21:15Which is why you did a runner all them years ago and why you
0:21:15 > 0:21:16never told Grant about Mark.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18You'll never let it go, will you?
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Think I don't feel scared,
0:21:21 > 0:21:24knowing how much he'd hate me if he found out I'd lied?
0:21:26 > 0:21:29It still terrifies me, what he'd do if he did, so no, actually, I
0:21:29 > 0:21:32ain't out for myself, but I wouldn't expect you to understand that,
0:21:32 > 0:21:35- being selfish.- Why don't you just shut your mouth, eh?
0:21:36 > 0:21:39You won't even say a few words at the funeral.
0:21:39 > 0:21:42- Could you be any more uncaring? - You've got no idea what you're talking about!
0:21:42 > 0:21:45And the way you shot down Sharon earlier, it's pathetic.
0:21:45 > 0:21:48Why are we even stood here, eh? What do you know about anything?
0:21:48 > 0:21:51I know what it's like to have regrets.
0:21:51 > 0:21:52Let people down.
0:21:54 > 0:21:58The funeral will come and go. What if you regret it afterwards?
0:21:59 > 0:22:01Come on. If Ben can step up...
0:22:03 > 0:22:07Sharon mentioned that he wanted to be your donor last year.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10How can your son be so selfless and yet you...?
0:22:10 > 0:22:14I told you to shut your mouth, all right? You just don't understand!
0:22:14 > 0:22:18This liver was meant for Tony. A good man. OK?
0:22:18 > 0:22:21Now, I've done nothing but bad things all my life,
0:22:21 > 0:22:24but I'm still here. Now, you tell me, why am I still here
0:22:24 > 0:22:26and he ain't, eh?
0:22:31 > 0:22:33It's medicinal.
0:22:33 > 0:22:34It is.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37I swear to you. It's a well-known fact.
0:22:39 > 0:22:42I'm trying really hard, Mick.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44I know.
0:22:44 > 0:22:47I know. Can we...?
0:22:47 > 0:22:50Can we not get the divorce lawyers out yet though, because Lee's got
0:22:50 > 0:22:54enough problems, I don't want him going all One Republic on us again.
0:22:57 > 0:23:01When he was about 14,
0:23:01 > 0:23:05he was obsessed with this treacle at school.
0:23:05 > 0:23:08Thought she was way out of his league.
0:23:08 > 0:23:12Anyway, they went to this little disco, got together.
0:23:12 > 0:23:15Broke up about, I don't know,
0:23:15 > 0:23:18like, a week later.
0:23:18 > 0:23:21And he just kept playing their song,
0:23:21 > 0:23:24Apologise, on a loop for weeks.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28Drove me and L insane.
0:23:30 > 0:23:33So, seriously,
0:23:33 > 0:23:36you're going to be all right, ain't you?
0:23:39 > 0:23:42I'm the last person who should be up there speaking.
0:23:42 > 0:23:46- Ronnie and Rox deserve someone better.- You know that ain't true.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49And don't go shooting your mouth off to Sharon about this either.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52Phil, sit down.
0:23:52 > 0:23:56- I'm just going to bed.- I said, sit. I won't let it go till you do.
0:24:06 > 0:24:10Feeling guilty won't bring anyone back.
0:24:10 > 0:24:13You owe it to Ronnie, Roxy and Tony to make the most of this new
0:24:13 > 0:24:16life you've been given.
0:24:17 > 0:24:20- You have to tell Sharon how you're feeling.- No.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23I know that woman better than myself. She's worried sick.
0:24:23 > 0:24:27Which is why I ain't putting it on her. She's been through enough already, ain't she?
0:24:27 > 0:24:31She probably thinks you're acting like this because of the baby.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34What if she thinks you regret letting it go after she's
0:24:34 > 0:24:38- forgiven you and everything? - I've already told her that. - Well, you have to show her as well.
0:24:38 > 0:24:42If you won't talk, sort yourself out.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46She deserves better than you moping and feeling sorry for yourself.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52I can sort of see where he's coming from, I suppose.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54I did talk about the wedding a lot.
0:24:54 > 0:24:57Yeah, like, and what bride-to-be doesn't drive everyone mad
0:24:57 > 0:25:01about her big day. It's just him lashing out, it's what he does.
0:25:01 > 0:25:04Yeah, he ain't the first one to say it.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Babe said something to me last week.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09She said I was controlling.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11You do not listen to one word that
0:25:11 > 0:25:13comes out of that twisted old crow's mouth.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18I get it.
0:25:18 > 0:25:21It's like, when you love someone,
0:25:21 > 0:25:24it's natural to want to blame yourself.
0:25:26 > 0:25:30I keep thinking, could I have done more, can I do more?
0:25:30 > 0:25:35But this is Lee's fault. He's made some bad choices.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41Well, I've made plenty of those.
0:25:42 > 0:25:43Let's not pretend, Mick.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47Not many men would accept my past.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51But Lee did.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53Made me feel good about myself.
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Look at me.
0:26:00 > 0:26:01- I just want to...- Look at me.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05You've done nothing wrong.
0:26:05 > 0:26:08And especially to Lee.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11I mean, like, you've just been unbelievable,
0:26:11 > 0:26:15helping with Ollie, helping me run this pub without L.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18I don't know what I would have done without you.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20So, thank you.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25I just remembered.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28Spare bedroom ain't made up.
0:26:28 > 0:26:30- Oh, I'll take the couch. - Yeah, as if, yeah.
0:26:30 > 0:26:34I'm going to take the couch. It's my pub, it's my rules.
0:26:34 > 0:26:37I'll just cop for a pair of L's spare 'jamas.
0:26:40 > 0:26:43Lousy cuppa, by the way.
0:26:44 > 0:26:45What are you still doing up?
0:26:45 > 0:26:50- We were just putting the world to rights, weren't we, Phil?- Yeah.
0:26:51 > 0:26:55I think you're right about the funeral. I should say a few words.
0:26:55 > 0:26:58I'll speak to Jack first thing.
0:26:58 > 0:27:01- What made you change your mind? - Night.- Night, darling.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07Things will be different after the funeral. We can start to plan ahead.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Me, you and the family.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12MOBILE RINGS
0:27:12 > 0:27:15Who's that at this hour?
0:27:15 > 0:27:17Wrong number.
0:27:18 > 0:27:22- I'm going to finish this and I'll be up.- OK.
0:27:34 > 0:27:36Hello?
0:27:36 > 0:27:38I saw your missed call.
0:27:38 > 0:27:41Why are you ringing so late?
0:27:42 > 0:27:44OK. OK. All right, all right. Calm down.
0:27:47 > 0:27:49Yeah, yeah. Course I'll see you.
0:27:51 > 0:27:54All right. Yeah, I'll meet you there.
0:28:02 > 0:28:04Thanks for tonight, Mick.
0:28:06 > 0:28:08And um...
0:28:08 > 0:28:10I'm not giving up on Lee.
0:28:10 > 0:28:13He's my husband and I do love him.
0:28:14 > 0:28:17That boy, he don't deserve you.
0:28:17 > 0:28:19On my life, he don't.
0:28:22 > 0:28:24Um...
0:28:24 > 0:28:26It's going to be all right. OK?
0:28:32 > 0:28:34Goodnight, Mick.
0:28:34 > 0:28:36Goodnight, babe.