20/01/2017 Part One

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0:00:26 > 0:00:28From Grant.

0:00:28 > 0:00:31Might have known he couldn't be bothered to show.

0:00:31 > 0:00:33I could have really done with Jay today.

0:00:33 > 0:00:35He can't help being ill.

0:00:37 > 0:00:39Billy, I'm not sure I can do this...

0:00:39 > 0:00:43Yeah. You can. We'll just be strong for each other, eh?

0:00:49 > 0:00:51I've ironed Amy's dress...

0:00:52 > 0:00:55Are you OK if Ricky wears the Beavers' uniform?

0:01:00 > 0:01:02SHE SIGHS

0:01:02 > 0:01:05In a few hours it'll all be over.

0:01:05 > 0:01:08It will never be over.

0:01:08 > 0:01:10I know, but...

0:01:12 > 0:01:14And they're not going to the funeral.

0:01:14 > 0:01:16Oh, I'm so glad you agree with me.

0:01:16 > 0:01:18Yeah...

0:01:19 > 0:01:21..I'm not going either.

0:01:26 > 0:01:28Your father...

0:01:28 > 0:01:31He was the last one to use that polish.

0:01:31 > 0:01:33Thanks, Dot, I knew you'd have some.

0:01:35 > 0:01:39Would you like something to eat, you know, before we go to...

0:01:39 > 0:01:40No, I'm all right, thanks.

0:01:40 > 0:01:43I've got a nice pork and herb sausage.

0:01:44 > 0:01:47Used to be Charlie's favourite.

0:01:47 > 0:01:49I've tried to get hold of him,

0:01:49 > 0:01:52you know, through that mother of his, Yvonne.

0:01:52 > 0:01:55Well, I think the last thing Jack needs is him turning up at

0:01:55 > 0:01:57the funeral claiming Matthew.

0:01:57 > 0:01:58Well, he was his father.

0:02:00 > 0:02:03I still can't understand, you know, how it could have happened.

0:02:06 > 0:02:08Well, we'll never know, will we.

0:02:10 > 0:02:13There you go...

0:02:14 > 0:02:17Do you think the kids will be at the funeral?

0:02:17 > 0:02:20I don't know. They're a bit young, ain't they?

0:02:20 > 0:02:23I was a babe in arms when I went to my first funeral.

0:02:23 > 0:02:24Didn't do me any harm.

0:02:26 > 0:02:30You know, by rights you should be charging double for this spread.

0:02:30 > 0:02:32What are you talking about?

0:02:32 > 0:02:35Might just be the one set of mourners but it's a double funeral.

0:02:35 > 0:02:37You're losing out.

0:02:37 > 0:02:40Don't you think Jack's got enough on his plate,

0:02:40 > 0:02:42other than me bleeding him dry for readies?

0:02:42 > 0:02:45- I'm just saying... - Well, don't.

0:02:45 > 0:02:48Don't, all right?

0:02:48 > 0:02:50Because you've been trapping off far too much lately.

0:02:50 > 0:02:52What have I done now?

0:02:52 > 0:02:54Whitney - blaming her for Lee's mess.

0:02:54 > 0:02:56I only said...

0:02:56 > 0:02:59I know what you said. And it's not her fault, all right?

0:02:59 > 0:03:02Lee has dug this hole for himself.

0:03:04 > 0:03:05Look at her...

0:03:05 > 0:03:08she ain't heard from him, how do you think she feels?

0:03:08 > 0:03:12And she's got you coming up giving your little, slippery little digs.

0:03:12 > 0:03:15You are skating on very thin ice.

0:03:18 > 0:03:20I'll tell her I'm sorry. All right?

0:03:20 > 0:03:23Do you think the marriage is over?

0:03:23 > 0:03:25Take no notice of her.

0:03:27 > 0:03:29SHE SIGHS

0:03:29 > 0:03:32Mick, do you mind if I pop out in a bit?

0:03:32 > 0:03:35I've got to go back to the flat and get something while he's at work.

0:03:35 > 0:03:39You know, this is just ridiculous. I'm going to go and talk to him.

0:03:39 > 0:03:40No, Mick, I told you...

0:03:40 > 0:03:43he needs to realise that he's wrong, himself. Don't he?

0:03:43 > 0:03:45He's acting like a child.

0:03:45 > 0:03:46I know.

0:03:49 > 0:03:51Wasn't expecting to see you on my doorstep.

0:03:51 > 0:03:54Yeah, well, I'm taking these over for the funeral.

0:03:54 > 0:03:56And I thought - if you haven't got any of your own,

0:03:56 > 0:03:58you might want to put your name on the card.

0:03:58 > 0:04:01Is that from you and Patrick or just you?

0:04:01 > 0:04:03Does it make a difference?

0:04:03 > 0:04:06You either want to put your name on the card or you don't.

0:04:06 > 0:04:08All right, put me and Vincent down.

0:04:08 > 0:04:09Good.

0:04:09 > 0:04:11If you wait here, I'll just get my purse.

0:04:11 > 0:04:14Oh, no, there's no need for that, it's paid for.

0:04:14 > 0:04:16I would prefer it if I gave you money.

0:04:16 > 0:04:18Kim, it cost 30 quid.

0:04:18 > 0:04:19All right.

0:04:20 > 0:04:22So how's Mum?

0:04:22 > 0:04:24Oh, she's enjoying her grandchild.

0:04:24 > 0:04:27Are you going to go to the funeral, or...?

0:04:27 > 0:04:28I've got things to do.

0:04:28 > 0:04:30I'm not going to go -

0:04:30 > 0:04:33I just don't want to be around all those people...

0:04:34 > 0:04:37If you didn't want people to talk about your choices,

0:04:37 > 0:04:39you shouldn't have given away your baby.

0:04:42 > 0:04:44DOOR BANGS

0:04:47 > 0:04:50Jack, seriously - you don't need to be working out your move to Ongar.

0:04:50 > 0:04:52You need to get showered and get your suit on.

0:04:52 > 0:04:54I told you, I'm not going.

0:04:54 > 0:04:57- What are people going to say? - I don't care.

0:04:57 > 0:04:59It's my daughters' funerals today...

0:04:59 > 0:05:03I want people to be thinking about them, not wondering why you're a no-show!

0:05:03 > 0:05:04Look...

0:05:04 > 0:05:07I don't want this to be about me, all right.

0:05:07 > 0:05:10I'll just tell them that I don't want the kids there, all right,

0:05:10 > 0:05:12and I'm staying with them.

0:05:12 > 0:05:16When your father died, I didn't see the point of going to his funeral.

0:05:16 > 0:05:20Like you said, the time for goodbyes had gone.

0:05:20 > 0:05:21Yeah, but you did go, Dot.

0:05:21 > 0:05:23Yes...

0:05:23 > 0:05:26But I didn't go because everybody expected me to...

0:05:26 > 0:05:29I went because of the vows I'd made when I married him -

0:05:29 > 0:05:31"Till death us do part".

0:05:31 > 0:05:33- But he was already dead. - Yes, I know...

0:05:33 > 0:05:36His soul weren't there and it was just a body in the coffin...

0:05:36 > 0:05:39But it was the body of a man that I loved.

0:05:39 > 0:05:43And to me, it wasn't a matter of saying my goodbyes,

0:05:43 > 0:05:46it was me taking his last journey with him.

0:05:47 > 0:05:51And I think Ronnie would feel better knowing that you were there.

0:05:51 > 0:05:53Don't you?

0:05:55 > 0:05:57I just don't want the kids at the graveside.

0:05:57 > 0:06:00I'll stay in the church with them...

0:06:00 > 0:06:03And I so hoped that you and Ronnie would have

0:06:03 > 0:06:06a lifetime of happiness together...

0:06:07 > 0:06:09SHE SNIFFLES

0:06:31 > 0:06:33Hi...

0:06:33 > 0:06:36What are you doing here? It's the middle of the day.

0:06:36 > 0:06:38What, are you skiving again?

0:06:39 > 0:06:44I was just useless at work. I couldn't stop thinking about us...

0:06:47 > 0:06:49Ain't you glad to see me?

0:06:50 > 0:06:53Better late than never, I suppose.

0:06:54 > 0:06:56I've been in a bad place...

0:06:57 > 0:06:59I'm sorry.

0:07:00 > 0:07:02You're sorry?

0:07:02 > 0:07:05I've heard nothing. I've been checking my phone...

0:07:07 > 0:07:09I thought you wanted us to be over.

0:07:09 > 0:07:10No, that's the last thing I want...

0:07:10 > 0:07:12Then, why didn't you come yesterday?

0:07:14 > 0:07:16Anyway, you're here now...

0:07:17 > 0:07:19I'm really sorry.

0:07:22 > 0:07:24Yeah...

0:07:24 > 0:07:26Until the next time you get jealous and accuse me

0:07:26 > 0:07:29- of cheating on you. - I didn't...

0:07:29 > 0:07:31You did - you might as well have.

0:07:31 > 0:07:32You clearly don't trust me.

0:07:32 > 0:07:33- SIGHING:- I do...

0:07:35 > 0:07:37I just keep getting everything wrong.

0:07:39 > 0:07:41You really hurt me.

0:07:41 > 0:07:42I know...

0:07:43 > 0:07:45I know, I know and I hate myself.

0:07:51 > 0:07:52Stop fighting me.

0:07:53 > 0:07:56I'm your wife.

0:07:56 > 0:07:57And I love you.

0:08:00 > 0:08:02I'll make it up to you, I promise.

0:08:04 > 0:08:06Communication and trust, yeah?

0:08:07 > 0:08:09That's all I want.

0:08:09 > 0:08:11Yeah - and you'll get it.

0:08:11 > 0:08:15No more secrets...I promise.

0:08:18 > 0:08:22Well, go on, then - you'd better get back to work.

0:08:22 > 0:08:26That's the last thing we need, ain't it? You getting the sack.

0:08:46 > 0:08:48You can't make me feel any worse than I already do.

0:08:48 > 0:08:50Is that right?

0:08:50 > 0:08:52Just sort yourself out, boy.

0:08:59 > 0:09:01Louise got too much on, has she?

0:09:01 > 0:09:02No.

0:09:02 > 0:09:04No, she wanted to come,

0:09:04 > 0:09:07but... Well, we felt it'd be too upsetting so soon after Peggy.

0:09:07 > 0:09:09She'd have managed - she's a Mitchell.

0:09:12 > 0:09:14I see Lady Penelope's here.

0:09:16 > 0:09:18They were her daughters, Sal.

0:09:18 > 0:09:21Only when it suited her for them to be.

0:09:21 > 0:09:23I'll have another cup of tea...

0:09:23 > 0:09:25But put some more milk in it, I'm not a navvy.

0:09:31 > 0:09:33I thought he'd be here by now.

0:09:33 > 0:09:35- Who?- Charlie.

0:09:35 > 0:09:38I mean, I know it didn't end well for him and Ronnie,

0:09:38 > 0:09:40but they did love each other once.

0:09:40 > 0:09:41And I was hoping...

0:09:41 > 0:09:44Right, that's Matthew dropped off with Lauren.

0:09:44 > 0:09:46I think maybe you're right, though, Glenda...

0:09:46 > 0:09:48the other two should probably stay here as well.

0:09:48 > 0:09:51Yes, well - I think that Jack feels he needs them there.

0:09:57 > 0:09:59You bearing up, Glenda?

0:10:00 > 0:10:02Not really...

0:10:02 > 0:10:05Some people have always been able to turn on the waterworks.

0:10:05 > 0:10:07Listen, take no notice of her.

0:10:07 > 0:10:08You never change, Glenda -

0:10:08 > 0:10:11you always make everything about yourself.

0:10:11 > 0:10:13Not today, Sal, please...

0:10:13 > 0:10:16She didn't care at all for those girls when they were alive.

0:10:16 > 0:10:18Most of the time, they never entered your head.

0:10:18 > 0:10:20Oi, keep your mouth shut or go home!

0:10:20 > 0:10:22Oi? Do you know who you're speaking to?

0:10:22 > 0:10:25- An old relic with a big mouth! - Now, just shut up!

0:10:25 > 0:10:29All right? Let's just all remember why we're here.

0:10:29 > 0:10:31What is all the shouting about?

0:10:32 > 0:10:34The kids are going to hear you.

0:10:34 > 0:10:37It's nothing for you to worry about.

0:10:44 > 0:10:46- Denise... Denise... Just hang on... - Hi.

0:10:46 > 0:10:48I just, erm...

0:10:48 > 0:10:51I just wanted to check you were OK.

0:10:51 > 0:10:53- Yeah, I'm good, thanks. - I, er...

0:10:54 > 0:10:58I know what it's like... You know...

0:10:59 > 0:11:02Letting Martin bring Arthur up...

0:11:02 > 0:11:05I'm not saying it's the same thing...

0:11:05 > 0:11:07It is. It is.

0:11:09 > 0:11:11You gave your son up...

0:11:13 > 0:11:16You've got to see him living across the Square all the time.

0:11:16 > 0:11:19Not sure that's something I could deal with.

0:11:25 > 0:11:27Is it that time already?

0:12:05 > 0:12:06Whitney, erm...

0:12:08 > 0:12:12What I said about you being the cause of Lee's problems...

0:12:13 > 0:12:15That was wrong of me.

0:12:16 > 0:12:19Please... say you'll forgive me.

0:12:22 > 0:12:24Yeah, of course...

0:12:24 > 0:12:26Thank you for apologising.

0:12:26 > 0:12:29Oh, I'm the first to put me hand up when I'm in the wrong.

0:12:29 > 0:12:31I hope Lee's done the same...

0:12:33 > 0:12:37Did you forgive him or are you making him sweat?

0:12:37 > 0:12:40Well, we're back on track. That's all you need to know.

0:12:40 > 0:12:43Well... let's hope it stays that way.

0:12:43 > 0:12:45Cos you know what they say about leopards and their spots...

0:12:45 > 0:12:48They can change. If you love someone enough.

0:12:58 > 0:13:00She had the kindest heart of anyone I know.

0:13:05 > 0:13:08Er, Jack...

0:13:08 > 0:13:11They're, erm... They're outside.

0:13:12 > 0:13:16Where's my gloves...? I must have left them at home.

0:13:16 > 0:13:18Don't worry, we'll go and get them, OK?

0:13:18 > 0:13:22Phil, you and Sharon are in the second car with Ben, Honey and...

0:13:22 > 0:13:24Second car?

0:13:24 > 0:13:27You're with us, Sal. We need to stick together.

0:13:31 > 0:13:34- Glenda... - I can't do this...

0:13:34 > 0:13:37Yes, you can, you've got to be strong for Ron and Rox.

0:13:48 > 0:13:51Come on, mate. Best not keep them waiting...

0:13:54 > 0:13:56There's something I need to do.

0:14:11 > 0:14:13GLENDA WAILS

0:14:13 > 0:14:15No...! No...!

0:14:16 > 0:14:19Come on...

0:14:19 > 0:14:22Not my girls! Not my babies...!

0:14:39 > 0:14:42So we're going to get in a big black car and we're going to go to

0:14:42 > 0:14:45the church where you did your Harvest Festival...

0:14:45 > 0:14:46And we're going to sing songs.

0:14:46 > 0:14:48To Mummy?

0:14:49 > 0:14:52Yeah, and Auntie Ronnie.

0:14:53 > 0:14:56And if you feel sad or, erm...

0:14:57 > 0:15:00Or scared in any way, you just hold my hand.

0:15:03 > 0:15:05Cos I'm never going to leave you...

0:15:05 > 0:15:07Either of you, or Matthew.

0:15:09 > 0:15:10Come here.

0:15:17 > 0:15:18Don, do you need a lift?

0:15:18 > 0:15:20No, I'm sorted.

0:15:20 > 0:15:22Oh, did you manage to get the stuff?

0:15:22 > 0:15:24Yeah - I've sorted it.

0:15:24 > 0:15:25What stuff?

0:15:25 > 0:15:29You'll see later. I cleared it with Jack yesterday.

0:15:29 > 0:15:32I keep expecting to see Roxy coming round the corner.

0:15:34 > 0:15:35Yeah.

0:15:40 > 0:15:42Oh, look at them...

0:15:45 > 0:15:48Amy, darling - look at the flowers over there.

0:15:48 > 0:15:50They're the ones you got for Mummy.

0:15:50 > 0:15:51They're very pretty, Amy.

0:15:53 > 0:15:55You chose beautiful flowers.

0:15:59 > 0:16:02Puts everything into perspective, doesn't it?

0:16:02 > 0:16:03Mm...

0:16:06 > 0:16:08I owe you an apology.

0:16:09 > 0:16:11What for?

0:16:11 > 0:16:15When you came to me about having the termination...

0:16:16 > 0:16:18Oh, the way I reacted...

0:16:18 > 0:16:21We've already spoken about this... It doesn't matter.

0:16:21 > 0:16:25Yes, it does. To me.

0:16:25 > 0:16:27You didn't have to tell me anything,

0:16:27 > 0:16:29but you did.

0:16:29 > 0:16:33You came to me because I'm your mum and you wanted my support.

0:16:33 > 0:16:36- You supported me. - Yeah, eventually...

0:16:36 > 0:16:39After I'd given you a hard time.

0:16:39 > 0:16:40Yeah...

0:16:40 > 0:16:43You didn't make me feel good about myself.

0:16:43 > 0:16:48Oh, and I'm sorry about that... I am so, so sorry.

0:16:48 > 0:16:51I just didn't understand it, but...

0:16:52 > 0:16:54..now I do...

0:16:54 > 0:16:57And it's not been fair of me to expect you to support me

0:16:57 > 0:16:59about the adoption.

0:17:04 > 0:17:07Have you seen anything of Auntie Kim?

0:17:07 > 0:17:08- SCOFFING:- Yeah...

0:17:08 > 0:17:11I don't think she's going to be supporting me

0:17:11 > 0:17:14over anything I do for a very long time.

0:17:19 > 0:17:23Oh, now I know why he came back, he ran out of boxers.

0:17:25 > 0:17:28Erm... I think he's learnt his lesson.

0:17:28 > 0:17:32You know, he's stupid, but he's not stupid enough to let you slip

0:17:32 > 0:17:34through his fingers.

0:17:34 > 0:17:38Thanks... And thanks again for letting me stay.

0:17:38 > 0:17:41You mean the world to me and L, right? You remember that.

0:17:41 > 0:17:44And check his pockets cos he's always leaving, like, bits of

0:17:44 > 0:17:46tissue or something in there, or...

0:17:48 > 0:17:50HE EXHALES

0:17:50 > 0:17:53See, look. And I bet you it's something important.

0:17:55 > 0:17:58Please, please, don't tell me it's a bird's number.

0:17:58 > 0:18:01No, no, it's a payslip...

0:18:03 > 0:18:06I just didn't know he earned that little.

0:18:06 > 0:18:08THEY SING: All Things Bright And Beautiful

0:18:08 > 0:18:10# All creatures great and small

0:18:10 > 0:18:17# All things wise and wonderful, The Lord God made them all. #

0:18:20 > 0:18:22If you'll all be seated...

0:18:25 > 0:18:31Thank you, Amy and Ricky, for choosing that beautiful hymn.

0:18:31 > 0:18:34I think we sang it at the Harvest Festival, didn't we?

0:18:34 > 0:18:36And very apt it is too...

0:18:36 > 0:18:38DOOR OPENS

0:18:38 > 0:18:43..because Veronica and Roxanne were both bright and beautiful.

0:18:44 > 0:18:49Now, I understand Veronica and Roxanne's cousin Phil

0:18:49 > 0:18:51is going to read a poem.

0:18:53 > 0:18:55I can do it for you.

0:19:05 > 0:19:06I, er...

0:19:06 > 0:19:09couldn't find anything to read...

0:19:11 > 0:19:12Ben just gave me this...

0:19:18 > 0:19:20Don't cry for us now...

0:19:21 > 0:19:22..we have died...

0:19:24 > 0:19:26..for we're still here, by your side.

0:19:29 > 0:19:33Ronnie's the snowflake that kisses your nose...

0:19:35 > 0:19:38..Roxy's the frost that nips your toes.

0:19:41 > 0:19:44Ronnie's the sun, bringing you light...

0:19:45 > 0:19:49..Roxy's the star, shining so bright.

0:19:53 > 0:19:56Ronnie's the bird, up in the sky...

0:19:57 > 0:20:00..Roxy's the cloud, that's drifting by.

0:20:03 > 0:20:06We are the thoughts inside your head...

0:20:07 > 0:20:10..while we're still here...

0:20:10 > 0:20:12we can't be dead.

0:20:20 > 0:20:23Thank you for that very beautiful poem.

0:20:23 > 0:20:27Jack, I think you're going to add a few words...

0:20:27 > 0:20:28No.

0:20:28 > 0:20:30Excuse me.

0:20:31 > 0:20:36I just want everyone to know how lovely those two girls were.

0:20:36 > 0:20:38They were very greatly loved by everyone...

0:20:40 > 0:20:43And I have something to say to you, Glenda...

0:20:45 > 0:20:49I'm truly very, very sorry that you missed so much

0:20:49 > 0:20:51of those girls' lives.

0:20:53 > 0:20:55By running away when they were so young.

0:20:57 > 0:21:00But I want to thank you for abandoning them,

0:21:00 > 0:21:04cos they had fabulous lives without YOU!

0:21:14 > 0:21:15Well...

0:21:15 > 0:21:19Before we say prayers I understand there's another song...

0:21:19 > 0:21:24Which I believe was a particular favourite of Veronica and Roxanne...

0:21:29 > 0:21:31DANCE MUSIC PLAYS

0:21:54 > 0:21:57SHE WAILS

0:22:06 > 0:22:09See here - that one was taken when I brought Chelsea back

0:22:09 > 0:22:11from the hospital.

0:22:11 > 0:22:15Oh, gosh, I was only a kid myself.

0:22:15 > 0:22:19I remember, there was this dragon of a midwife.

0:22:19 > 0:22:24And she saw me - I was trying to change her nappy - I was making

0:22:24 > 0:22:28a right pig's ear of it and she give me this right dirty look

0:22:28 > 0:22:32and she goes, "Oh, you, you'll never cope."

0:22:32 > 0:22:34And she walks off!

0:22:34 > 0:22:35Oh, what a cow.

0:22:35 > 0:22:37Oh, no.

0:22:37 > 0:22:39She knew what she was doing.

0:22:39 > 0:22:43After that, I was determined to cope.

0:22:43 > 0:22:46So after I had you, I became quite a

0:22:46 > 0:22:47dab hand at it.

0:22:47 > 0:22:50THEY LAUGH

0:22:50 > 0:22:52Oh, look - that's you there.

0:22:53 > 0:22:57I think that's the only one of you I've got left.

0:22:57 > 0:22:58I lost the rest in the fire.

0:23:01 > 0:23:03Do you have a scan photo of the baby?

0:23:04 > 0:23:05Yeah.

0:23:07 > 0:23:10Put it in here. It should be with the other baby photos.

0:23:12 > 0:23:13I will.

0:23:19 > 0:23:21All my babies have been beautiful.

0:23:28 > 0:23:32We have entrusted our sister Veronica to God's mercy,

0:23:32 > 0:23:35and we now commit her body to the ground,

0:23:35 > 0:23:41earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

0:23:41 > 0:23:45In sure and certain hope of the resurrection to eternal life

0:23:45 > 0:23:48through our Lord Jesus Christ,

0:23:48 > 0:23:51who will transform our frail bodies

0:23:51 > 0:23:55that they may be conformed to his glorious body.

0:23:57 > 0:24:02Who died, was buried, and rose again for us.

0:24:02 > 0:24:04To him be glory for ever.

0:24:04 > 0:24:06Amen.

0:24:13 > 0:24:15I'll always love you, Ron.

0:24:22 > 0:24:25Forgive me, my darling girl...

0:24:34 > 0:24:36Sleep tight, Ron.

0:24:39 > 0:24:41Give Mum my love.

0:24:50 > 0:24:54If you could all take a few steps back while we position

0:24:54 > 0:24:55Roxanne's coffin...

0:25:06 > 0:25:07- MAX:- Jack, where are you going?

0:25:07 > 0:25:09Jack!

0:25:09 > 0:25:11Jack, get back here!

0:25:27 > 0:25:30You're not still brooding over that, are you?

0:25:30 > 0:25:33This is nearly half of what he told me he earned.

0:25:35 > 0:25:40Well, maybe they docked his wages, or, you know, he paid too much tax.

0:25:40 > 0:25:42Or maybe it's just another one of his lies.

0:25:42 > 0:25:44Something else that he's covering up.

0:25:44 > 0:25:46Don't jump to conclusions, all right?

0:25:46 > 0:25:49Just put it on him, ask him, see what he says.

0:26:04 > 0:26:06Who does he think he is, eh?

0:26:06 > 0:26:10He's upset... People do all sorts of things when they're grieving.

0:26:10 > 0:26:12She was giving up her daughter,

0:26:12 > 0:26:14so they could go and play happy families.

0:26:14 > 0:26:16What more does he want from her?

0:26:19 > 0:26:21Go on - you, erm, you go,

0:26:21 > 0:26:23I just want to have a word with Max.

0:26:23 > 0:26:25OK.

0:26:28 > 0:26:29You OK?

0:26:33 > 0:26:36Listen, don't tell Jack.

0:26:36 > 0:26:38What?

0:26:38 > 0:26:40I found cocaine in Roxy's room at the hotel...

0:26:40 > 0:26:42I think that's how they died.

0:26:42 > 0:26:45I think she was off her head and Ronnie was trying to save her.

0:26:45 > 0:26:48I've been trying to figure out a way to tell Jack - but after

0:26:48 > 0:26:50he walked off like that...

0:26:50 > 0:26:52But it'll come out in the inquest, won't it?

0:26:52 > 0:26:56Yeah, but if he finds out for sure that Roxy's responsible...

0:26:57 > 0:26:59Stace, it's going to kill him.

0:27:00 > 0:27:04At least you, you did the right thing for Ronnie.

0:27:04 > 0:27:07I couldn't stay for Roxy... I'm not a hypocrite.

0:27:07 > 0:27:10No, no, I understand. But you're a good man, Jack.

0:27:10 > 0:27:13You know, you mustn't think otherwise.

0:27:13 > 0:27:16I'll go and get the children, shall I?

0:27:16 > 0:27:19They've been good as gold. Like little angels.

0:27:31 > 0:27:33Jack...

0:27:33 > 0:27:35SIGHING: Look, Glenda,

0:27:35 > 0:27:38I didn't mean to upset you by walking away...

0:27:38 > 0:27:39I just...

0:27:39 > 0:27:43That's the least upsetting thing that happened to me today.

0:27:43 > 0:27:46Well, I wouldn't listen to Aunt Sal, no-one ever does.

0:27:46 > 0:27:48Well, they should...

0:27:48 > 0:27:50Because she's right.

0:27:51 > 0:27:54- I- did- abandon my daughters.

0:27:55 > 0:27:59I was selfish and put myself first...

0:27:59 > 0:28:02And they never forgave me for it.

0:28:02 > 0:28:05That's something I'll carry to my own grave.

0:28:06 > 0:28:09I believe that Ronnie saw the good in you...

0:28:10 > 0:28:12I've been thinking...

0:28:12 > 0:28:15and I know I can still make amends.

0:28:15 > 0:28:16- It's- not- too late.

0:28:18 > 0:28:21I'm going to bring...Matthew up.

0:28:22 > 0:28:24I'm taking my grandson.