0:00:24 > 0:00:26I don't care what your mates say,
0:00:26 > 0:00:28you're not hanging around the park all day.
0:00:28 > 0:00:30It's supposed to be a holiday!
0:00:30 > 0:00:32Yes, but there's no rule saying you can't read
0:00:32 > 0:00:34a book in the school holidays.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38Oh, I want a word with the pair of you.
0:00:38 > 0:00:39It's the holidays.
0:00:39 > 0:00:41Forget it. Already tried that one.
0:00:43 > 0:00:47Right, I need two double duvets and eight pillows.
0:00:47 > 0:00:49Oh, and whatever towels you've got.
0:00:49 > 0:00:50Does this look like Beds "R" Us?
0:00:50 > 0:00:52It's for the room we put online.
0:00:52 > 0:00:54We've got punters coming this weekend. Can you believe it?!
0:00:54 > 0:00:57Right, well, take what you like from the airing cupboard.
0:00:57 > 0:01:00But don't strip any beds cos you'll be for the high jump!
0:01:02 > 0:01:06Right, have either of you spoken to Michelle in the last few days?
0:01:06 > 0:01:07You told me not to.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09No, I told you not to bother her.
0:01:09 > 0:01:12To cut out all the nonsense you've been pulling.
0:01:12 > 0:01:15The fact is she's been hiding upstairs in her bedroom and I
0:01:15 > 0:01:19- want her to feel like this is her home.- Why?
0:01:19 > 0:01:22- Yeah, why is she even still here? - Well, why wouldn't she be?
0:01:22 > 0:01:24We had a falling out but Michelle will get over it.
0:01:24 > 0:01:28Just like I've got over the horrible blackmail you've done.
0:01:28 > 0:01:32Now, me and Michelle go way back. That means a lot.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34If I had a mate who drove into the chippy,
0:01:34 > 0:01:36pretty sure you'd tell me to get rid.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38Just be nice to her, both of you.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41She hasn't exactly been that nice to you recently.
0:01:41 > 0:01:44Yeah, yeah. That's going to change.
0:01:48 > 0:01:52Oi, oi, oi, I offered to buy you A treat
0:01:52 > 0:01:54not all the treats in the world.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56I have got a pile of studying to do today and that's before I
0:01:56 > 0:01:58even think about looking for a job.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00- This is what's going to get me through the day.- She's right.
0:02:00 > 0:02:04I crash after a few hours of study if I'm not sugared up to the eyeballs.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05You know, all these years, right,
0:02:05 > 0:02:07fantasising about going out with a nerd,
0:02:07 > 0:02:11I didn't realise it'd be all chocolate and sad faces. Look.
0:02:11 > 0:02:12Oi!
0:02:12 > 0:02:17So, how many cyclists did you say you've got signed up for tomorrow, then?
0:02:17 > 0:02:19I've got my list here somewhere... Yes.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22Oh, please don't tell me you've got it all written down on a little scrap of paper?
0:02:22 > 0:02:23No, no, course not.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26I've got it written down on a Post-it note, actually.
0:02:26 > 0:02:31So, Shrimpy said he'd do a turn, plus Johnny and Ben.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35Still, there's plenty of time to convince a few more people.
0:02:35 > 0:02:38Yes, which is exactly what I'm going to do today...
0:02:38 > 0:02:41in between working and checking in on Shaks. Actually,
0:02:41 > 0:02:43do you know what? I'd better go.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Take that. And this.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50- Hey.- Hey. Something's different.
0:02:50 > 0:02:51Oh, no sling.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53Splendid!
0:02:53 > 0:02:54See ya.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00The cafe has signed up to help with the Fayre on the Square.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02That's fantastic!
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Yeah, I suppose we better start firming up our plans for
0:03:04 > 0:03:05the entertainment.
0:03:05 > 0:03:08We are really going to pull this off, aren't we?
0:03:08 > 0:03:09We might.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28I knew you'd be sneaking down here for a cuppa before too long.
0:03:30 > 0:03:34Though, after how you spoke to me the other day, I'm not sure why I still care.
0:03:34 > 0:03:35I was upset.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37And you said things you didn't mean, is that it?
0:03:37 > 0:03:41You sent Preston away before we could talk. Lied to him.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Surely you don't expect me to just forgive and forget.
0:03:43 > 0:03:49I do, actually. Along with speak with a civil tongue in my house.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Respect my kids no matter what.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54- I should never have hit Dennis... - And remember,
0:03:54 > 0:03:56I'm the only person in your life who has always backed you.
0:03:56 > 0:03:59I did not deserve to have you lashing out at me.
0:04:01 > 0:04:07Oh, Michelle, you're not the first person round here to make
0:04:07 > 0:04:08a fool of herself over a bloke.
0:04:09 > 0:04:13You need to get out there, face everyone.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16Now, you can stay here stewing over what happened, wishing you were
0:04:16 > 0:04:21back in Florida, but the fact is you have got no passport, no money.
0:04:21 > 0:04:25You're stuck here whether you like it or not.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27Now, hate me for what I did if you have to.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30But, please, try and make things up with Martin and Ian.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Cos being in Walford's going to be pretty unbearable if you don't.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41We should invite Abi next time. Branning Breakfasts.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42Make it a regular thing.
0:04:42 > 0:04:46Can't believe you're actually volunteering to spend time with me, Lauren.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48You must be in a good mood.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50You all right? Chicken salad.
0:04:50 > 0:04:53You left before I had a chance to give it to you.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Or I could just go to a shop and buy a sandwich like the rest of London.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59It's bad enough you've got to go to boring business dinners.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01The least I can do is make sure you've got a decent lunch.
0:05:01 > 0:05:05Besides, this way I get to show you how much I love you, yeah?
0:05:05 > 0:05:08- See you later. - See ya.
0:05:08 > 0:05:09See ya.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Does he put a cheesy love note in there, as well?
0:05:14 > 0:05:17Leave off, will you? It's not like I asked him to do it.
0:05:17 > 0:05:21I usually just chuck it away when I get nearer work, anyway.
0:05:21 > 0:05:22Put it in the bin.
0:05:22 > 0:05:23SHE GIGGLES
0:05:24 > 0:05:28Right, I'd better go, anyway.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30See you later.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Before I forget.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34There is something that you could help me with, actually.
0:05:34 > 0:05:35Go on.
0:05:36 > 0:05:39I'm applying for a job at your company.
0:05:39 > 0:05:43The application's due in a few weeks. I thought maybe you could
0:05:43 > 0:05:45steer me in the right direction.
0:05:48 > 0:05:52Don't worry, you won't have to buy me breakfast every morning.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55It's not that, Lauren. It's just the company's no good.
0:05:56 > 0:06:00You end up working three hours' overtime every night, weekends...
0:06:00 > 0:06:02I could cope with that... if it meant me getting ahead.
0:06:02 > 0:06:05Well, you won't, all right? Cos the job progression's not there.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07Trust me, I've seen it - they work young kids to the bone
0:06:07 > 0:06:10- and then they've got nothing to show for it.- You sound like Steven.
0:06:10 > 0:06:14Dad, I do not want to be chained to a kitchen sink for the rest of my life.
0:06:14 > 0:06:15See you.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29Every time I pass that place I half expect to see Mum come out
0:06:29 > 0:06:30in her overall.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34What can I get you?
0:06:34 > 0:06:35Martin.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37Just tell me what you want to buy,
0:06:37 > 0:06:39cos that's all me and you have got to talk about.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45My mistake.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51- You all right, mate? - Yeah.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03I just wanted to check up on you.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06Yeah, I'm OK. I went to see Shirley.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08How did she take the news about Sylvie?
0:07:08 > 0:07:11You'd have thought I was talking about a complete stranger,
0:07:11 > 0:07:12- the way she acted. - PHONE BUZZES
0:07:12 > 0:07:15I mean, I knew she wouldn't give a stuff about Mum.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18I thought she would have cared about how I felt.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20I'm sure deep down she does, Tina.
0:07:20 > 0:07:21Shirley's glad Mum's dead.
0:07:21 > 0:07:25She went to prison to get away from her, don't forget.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28Look, is there anything I can do to help out?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30No. Honest. I'm fine.
0:07:30 > 0:07:31I don't like seeing you this way.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34You've got enough on your plate keeping the caff going.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37OK. But if you change your mind...
0:07:37 > 0:07:39I'm fine.
0:07:45 > 0:07:46DOOR CLOSES
0:07:47 > 0:07:48KNOCK ON DOOR
0:07:48 > 0:07:50What now?!
0:07:50 > 0:07:51Kath, I told you...
0:07:51 > 0:07:56Hi, my name's Gary Green, I'm from Walford Borough Council.
0:07:56 > 0:07:57And you must be...
0:07:57 > 0:07:59Mrs Kapoor?
0:08:01 > 0:08:04I wish you'd called. You've only just missed Ian.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07Doesn't matter. We can chat in the meantime, can't we?
0:08:07 > 0:08:08Yeah.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11I did try and talk to Martin, but...
0:08:11 > 0:08:13He's still angry, Michelle.
0:08:13 > 0:08:16- And after what you did to Bex I don't blame him.- No.
0:08:20 > 0:08:24I thought maybe if Ian and me had a chance to talk one-on-one...
0:08:24 > 0:08:27Well, he's out getting a quote for the work on the chippy.
0:08:27 > 0:08:31So, even if you'd caught him, it might not have been the best time.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33He's so stressed out over this, Michelle.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36I just want a chance to make things right.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38That's not too much to ask, is it?
0:08:38 > 0:08:41No, course not. It's just...
0:08:41 > 0:08:43Just what?
0:08:43 > 0:08:46Well, you need to take responsibility for what you've done.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48What would you call me going to the police?
0:08:48 > 0:08:50Or offering to pay for the chippy?
0:08:50 > 0:08:53That's just responsibility about the crash.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54You've done a lot more than that,
0:08:54 > 0:08:57Michelle - you've hurt the people you love.
0:08:59 > 0:09:03I'll catch Ian later. Thanks for the tea.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Subletting?
0:09:09 > 0:09:12Unfortunately, even though you were unaware of the situation,
0:09:12 > 0:09:15now that it's come to light I'll have to start the eviction process.
0:09:16 > 0:09:20But my mum's just died. We ain't even had the funeral yet.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24Well, you do have means of appeal.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26After I've formally served Notice to Quit,
0:09:26 > 0:09:28you can contest it at Walford County Court.
0:09:28 > 0:09:32The Citizens Advice is a great first port of call for assistance.
0:09:32 > 0:09:36We can only evict you once the court gives its permission.
0:09:36 > 0:09:39Meanwhile, I have to take time off work to go to court
0:09:39 > 0:09:43and I have to fill in paperwork that I won't understand,
0:09:43 > 0:09:46and I have to fight for a home that isn't even...
0:09:48 > 0:09:52That doesn't even have a family in it any more.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56I can't. I won't.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58I'd rather pack a bag and go today.
0:10:07 > 0:10:08Cheers, mate.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13Please tell me what he said, Ian.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16I meant what I said about paying.
0:10:16 > 0:10:20What with? Monopoly money? I mean, you're more skint than I am.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22At least I've got the businesses - you haven't even got a job.
0:10:22 > 0:10:23I'll find a way.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26It looks like I won't be going anywhere for a while.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28I just want things to be good between us again.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Uh-oh. Check it out, Shaks.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33- She'll have her eye on one of us next.- Leave it out, yeah?
0:10:33 > 0:10:35How could Bex go near a bloke who'd touched that?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Oi, do you want me to phone your mum,
0:10:37 > 0:10:39tell her you're harassing people?
0:10:39 > 0:10:40I literally said nothing!
0:10:43 > 0:10:45Thanks.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48You don't know how many idiots like that I've had to put up with lately.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49What did you expect?
0:10:57 > 0:10:59- Hey. Hey.- Yeah?
0:10:59 > 0:11:02A little birdie told me that this Easter fayre is going to be
0:11:02 > 0:11:05the biggest get-together London has seen since the Jubilee.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08Oh, that Derek, he really knows how to lay it on thick, don't he?
0:11:08 > 0:11:11Of course, that's not including the sponsored cycle.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13Cos check it out.
0:11:13 > 0:11:17Thanks to Donna, we've now got enough people signed up, we'll get
0:11:17 > 0:11:18to Land's End with time to spare.
0:11:18 > 0:11:21Oh, great, so you're all organised, then.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23You've booked all the slots, you've bought the refreshments,
0:11:23 > 0:11:28you've arranged with Vincent to get the bikes ready?
0:11:29 > 0:11:30Help me.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33- No.- Please - no, take pity on me. Come here. Come here.
0:11:33 > 0:11:36- Get off.- I'm not going to let you go until you promise to help me, yeah?
0:11:36 > 0:11:38I mean it. I mean it.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41- Get off me.- I'm going to kiss you to death if I have to.
0:11:41 > 0:11:42Stop it!
0:11:42 > 0:11:43THEY GIGGLE
0:11:50 > 0:11:53Yeah, of course. Yeah, I'll get straight on to it.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55Thanks for letting me know.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07Tina?
0:12:09 > 0:12:12Sorry. Look at the state of me.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15No offence, but you look about as good as I feel.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19That was the family liaison officer.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22My mum's body's been released for burial.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28Probably the sort of thing I should tell my family, only we're not
0:12:28 > 0:12:30really getting on at the moment.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33No. I know how that goes.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38I don't suppose you fancy a cuppa?
0:12:43 > 0:12:46I've been under the weather myself the past few days.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48Officially, that is.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51Between you and me, I just thought I needed a break.
0:12:51 > 0:12:52What I wouldn't give.
0:12:52 > 0:12:56Don't be too jealous, I changed my mind as soon as I got there.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59Came straight back. Couldn't leave Shaki for too long.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03You fancy grabbing a table?
0:13:03 > 0:13:05We thought we could join you for lunch.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Did "we".
0:13:07 > 0:13:09I just wish you'd told us you were coming back...
0:13:09 > 0:13:11Why, would you have baked a cake?
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Or just cut back on the public canoodling?
0:13:23 > 0:13:26No offence, but that's the saddest looking sandwich I've ever seen.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28You got any eggs?
0:13:28 > 0:13:30In the fridge if there are any.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32There's only one thing that can cheer you up when you've had
0:13:32 > 0:13:33a day like we've had.
0:13:35 > 0:13:40Fried egg sandwiches and tomato sauce!
0:13:40 > 0:13:42You're pretty cheerful, for a homeless person.
0:13:42 > 0:13:45Yeah. Must be the good memories.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47I used to make these for Mum.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49Is that why you don't want to go and stay at the Vic?
0:13:49 > 0:13:51The memories?
0:13:53 > 0:13:56It's not just that she died there.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59You know, she was ill for so long...
0:13:59 > 0:14:03I just thought she'd fall asleep one night and not wake up.
0:14:03 > 0:14:06I never thought she'd die the way she did.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09I can't go back and stay there. Not now.
0:14:09 > 0:14:10Not for a while.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13My mum died in the middle of the Square, so I'm told.
0:14:13 > 0:14:17Right where they put the Christmas tree up every year.
0:14:17 > 0:14:21Next to Dad's bench. Hard to avoid that.
0:14:22 > 0:14:26Mind you, I've avoided her grave for ten years so maybe I'm just as bad.
0:14:27 > 0:14:28Shirley gets out tomorrow.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31I don't know how I'm even going to look her in the eye,
0:14:31 > 0:14:33let alone talk to her.
0:14:33 > 0:14:34Your only sister?
0:14:34 > 0:14:37Not only could she not care less about Mum,
0:14:37 > 0:14:39but she sublet the flat and didn't even tell me!
0:14:41 > 0:14:44I'm not giving out advice.
0:14:44 > 0:14:47I can't get my own life straight, let alone anyone else's.
0:14:47 > 0:14:48But?
0:14:49 > 0:14:52But people grieve in different ways.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57It must have looked to a lot of people round here like I
0:14:57 > 0:14:58couldn't care less about Mum.
0:15:01 > 0:15:02I cried for months.
0:15:07 > 0:15:11Must've been scary, crashing into the chippy like that.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Thinking about the people I could have killed,
0:15:13 > 0:15:15it keeps me up at night.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Still, I didn't need Sharon sticking her nose in.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21All she did was make things worse.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30SHE GIGGLES
0:15:33 > 0:15:36I did that for my kids when they were small!
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Listen, you and Sharon are like sisters.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43Whatever she's done, it ain't worth losing her over.
0:15:43 > 0:15:47But you're willing to lose Shirley over her being a bit hard-nosed?
0:15:47 > 0:15:51All right, maybe I'll see what Shirley's got to say for herself.
0:15:51 > 0:15:54I still ain't sleeping in that pub, though.
0:15:54 > 0:15:55Stay here.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57Just for a few nights.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00No-one should have to bed down in the place where their mum died.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02Not so soon.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Do you think Sharon would mind?
0:16:04 > 0:16:06What are sisters for?
0:16:11 > 0:16:16Carmel? Things are going great guns for the Fayre on the Square.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18Should be quite the event.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20Yeah, it's about time we had some cheer after all we've been
0:16:20 > 0:16:23through lately. Good for you.
0:16:23 > 0:16:27Actually, I could do with a touch of your magic, if you're up for it.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30Well, you see, we're hoping to persuade
0:16:30 > 0:16:32a VIP to cut the ribbon, so to speak.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36And sweet talking - it's just not my thing...
0:16:36 > 0:16:39And you thought, "Who's the gobbiest person I know?"
0:16:39 > 0:16:43I thought if you can keep a gaggle of market traders in line,
0:16:43 > 0:16:46something like this would be a doddle for you.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48What do you say?
0:16:48 > 0:16:52A VIP, eh? Leave it with me.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59Everything seems to be ticking over at the Vic.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Whitney's got her wits about her at least.
0:17:02 > 0:17:05Spoiled brat. Cheeky cow.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Ungrateful so and so.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09You'd better not be talking about me.
0:17:09 > 0:17:14Me, actually. Stop me when you hear a phrase you like.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18- I did what I did out of love. - I know.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20I could have swung for you this morning.
0:17:20 > 0:17:21Yeah, I know that, too.
0:17:23 > 0:17:27I've been awful to you and you're right, you don't deserve it.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29You stood by me more than anyone.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31Something you seem to forget whenever it suits.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34Please, don't you be angry with me, too.
0:17:34 > 0:17:37Honestly, honestly, I am only just hanging on.
0:17:39 > 0:17:43Look, if I could help make things right with you and
0:17:43 > 0:17:45your family, I would.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47All I want is for you to be happy.
0:17:47 > 0:17:48I know.
0:17:50 > 0:17:52I'm so sorry, Sharon.
0:17:54 > 0:17:55Come here.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00You going somewhere?
0:18:00 > 0:18:01Oh.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04Oh, no, I told a mate she could sleep on the sofa tonight.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06Tina Carter?
0:18:06 > 0:18:08Since when were you and Tina mates?
0:18:08 > 0:18:11Funny how you find things in common with people.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14She's just popped out to collect some more of her stuff. Can she stay?
0:18:14 > 0:18:18Anyone who can help you get back on your feet again is all right by me.
0:18:18 > 0:18:19I'll be back in a bit.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21Where you off to?
0:18:22 > 0:18:25Where Dad used to go when he was in the doghouse.
0:18:28 > 0:18:29DOORBELL RINGS
0:18:31 > 0:18:32Oh, you looking for me?
0:18:32 > 0:18:34I just had to pop to the library.
0:18:34 > 0:18:37I always manage to forget one book no matter how many times I check.
0:18:37 > 0:18:38Well, I won't keep you.
0:18:38 > 0:18:42But there is just one little thing I think you might want to know.
0:18:42 > 0:18:43You're up to something.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45Guilty.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47But on this occasion I hope you'll forgive
0:18:47 > 0:18:49me for sticking my nose in where it doesn't belong.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51- I have asked Carmel...- Oh...
0:18:51 > 0:18:56I have asked Carmel to help us find a VIP to open the Fayre.
0:18:56 > 0:19:00Which means that if you should approach her on official
0:19:00 > 0:19:03business...she'd have to talk to you.
0:19:05 > 0:19:06You sly old dog.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29Carmel!
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Carmel - sorry, I wanted to talk to you
0:19:35 > 0:19:38about the Fayre on the Square.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40I don't know why Derek thinks I'm the big mouth for the job but
0:19:40 > 0:19:43I have started drawing up a short list.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45I'll make begging calls tomorrow.
0:19:45 > 0:19:49I know this might sound daft, but it means a lot to me.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51And to Derek, of course.
0:19:53 > 0:19:57There hasn't been an awful lot to smile about since the bus crash, has there?
0:19:57 > 0:20:00It'll be nice to see the place in all it's glory again, won't it?
0:20:00 > 0:20:04Mum, you could be just the life-saver I need.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06Can I borrow that for the sponsored cycle?
0:20:06 > 0:20:08You really would be saving my bacon.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10I mean, look - look at me here. I'm a disaster.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15I suppose I can cope without it for one day.
0:20:15 > 0:20:16You are a star!
0:20:20 > 0:20:22It's really great to have you back, Mum.
0:20:24 > 0:20:25See you later.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30I know Mum. And...
0:20:31 > 0:20:34..she will come round - you just have to give her some time.
0:20:34 > 0:20:38What is it... What is it with all these public displays of affection
0:20:38 > 0:20:40all of a sudden?
0:20:40 > 0:20:42What? I put my arm around my girlfriend.
0:20:42 > 0:20:46Yeah, and you were snogging the face off me earlier in front of everyone. Can you just cut it out, all right?
0:20:57 > 0:20:59GUITAR PLAYS
0:21:03 > 0:21:06Will you give it up? I didn't come here to talk.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08Then maybe it'd be better if you found somewhere else to practise.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11I've got an exam coming up, I need to put the hours in.
0:21:11 > 0:21:12Why should I go?
0:21:17 > 0:21:21I've spent all day trying to make things up to the people I love.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24Just hear me out.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28You really are unbelievable.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33Do you have any idea what you meant to our family?
0:21:33 > 0:21:35I don't...
0:21:35 > 0:21:38Ever since I could listen, Dad used to bang on about his big sister.
0:21:38 > 0:21:42The one that got away! He idolised you.
0:21:42 > 0:21:45Martin's my kid brother, it's just what they do.
0:21:46 > 0:21:49My mum thought wanting to leave where you grew up was
0:21:49 > 0:21:51- a sign of failure. - Are you sure?
0:21:51 > 0:21:54Dad said it's cos she was scared of being left behind, that's all.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00I must have been about seven the first time Dad said I
0:22:00 > 0:22:01reminded him of you.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04And I know this sounds cheesy,
0:22:04 > 0:22:07but whenever I had a failure or a setback,
0:22:07 > 0:22:09you're the one who I thought about.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11I wanted to be like you!
0:22:11 > 0:22:13I didn't want to let you down.
0:22:13 > 0:22:14You haven't.
0:22:14 > 0:22:18I know. I haven't let anyone down.
0:22:20 > 0:22:23Even though it feels like it when my Dad won't look me in the eye any more.
0:22:23 > 0:22:24Don't say that.
0:22:24 > 0:22:29I'm not saying that he hates me or anything - it's just
0:22:29 > 0:22:30something's changed.
0:22:32 > 0:22:34I'm not quite his little girl any more.
0:22:36 > 0:22:40And the person he always wanted me to model myself on
0:22:40 > 0:22:42has turned into...
0:22:44 > 0:22:45..that.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50You're the one who's let people down.
0:22:51 > 0:22:54Me. Dad. Gran.
0:22:54 > 0:22:55Stop it.
0:22:55 > 0:23:00Michelle, you had this amazing life, and it wasn't because it was
0:23:00 > 0:23:02handed to you, it was because you worked for it.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06How could you throw it away on someone like him?
0:23:09 > 0:23:12I just... I just couldn't turn my back on Preston.
0:23:12 > 0:23:15Despite everything, I care about him.
0:23:15 > 0:23:16Yeah.
0:23:18 > 0:23:21Yeah, you care about him more than you care about your own family.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25More than you care about yourself.
0:23:25 > 0:23:26No.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29Why? Why did you let me be with him?
0:23:29 > 0:23:31Why didn't you say anything?
0:23:34 > 0:23:39I couldn't say anything because the only thing I could have said
0:23:39 > 0:23:40was the truth.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43And I was too ashamed to do that.
0:23:45 > 0:23:46Believe me, I wish I had.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51You still don't get what you've done, do you?
0:23:51 > 0:23:53Of course I do. Of course.
0:23:53 > 0:23:54I've let everyone down...
0:23:54 > 0:23:57Not us. I mean, yeah, you have, but we don't matter.
0:24:00 > 0:24:01YOU matter.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05The YOU that grew up round here,
0:24:05 > 0:24:08the YOU that fought and you struggled and...
0:24:13 > 0:24:17If you could go back and tell them how things had turned out,
0:24:17 > 0:24:19I reckon Gran would understand.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25But Michelle would slap you in the face.
0:24:29 > 0:24:32You have ruined everything that you've ever worked for.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36And for what?
0:24:42 > 0:24:45You all right? Spaghetti hoops.
0:24:45 > 0:24:46You used to love those.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49Nice try, Dad, but that was Abi.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52Anyway, I had a look online after this morning.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55I found some jobs. More local.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Better paid, a couple of them.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00This is for a PA.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02The job I wanted at your place, it's for a portfolio photographer.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04No, that's an executive PA, all right.
0:25:04 > 0:25:07You could be running the company after a couple of years.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09That's not what I want to do.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12I know what you said before but jobs like this they don't come up
0:25:12 > 0:25:14- every day. - Well, exactly, Lauren.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17That's why the competition's going to be off the scale.
0:25:17 > 0:25:18You know, think about it.
0:25:18 > 0:25:21If you do get it, people are going to say you're only there cos of me.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23Well, I'll ignore them.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26Mud sticks, all right? It's going to make your life hell. Trust me.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28Listen to me, Dad.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30I don't want to be stuck in this rut my whole life.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33Do you have any idea what people my age are doing out there?
0:25:33 > 0:25:35The lives that they're leading?
0:25:35 > 0:25:36Well, like who?
0:25:38 > 0:25:41The job at your place is the one I want.
0:25:41 > 0:25:46Help me or don't, I'm still applying. Understood?
0:25:51 > 0:25:52MUSIC PLAYS
0:25:52 > 0:25:53Left, and here...
0:25:53 > 0:25:55right, then here...
0:25:55 > 0:25:57left, then here.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59Now check this one out.
0:25:59 > 0:26:00Stir... Chuck it up
0:26:00 > 0:26:02and then catch it.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04Oh, pathetic, little man.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06MUSIC STOPS
0:26:06 > 0:26:08- Oi!- You both need to take a look at yourselves.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11- That is no kind of song and that is no kind of dance. - NEW SONG STARTS
0:26:11 > 0:26:13Watch this.
0:26:14 > 0:26:16# I'll make you mine... #
0:26:16 > 0:26:18ALL LAUGH
0:26:18 > 0:26:20Whoever came up with that must have been totally off their face
0:26:20 > 0:26:22on something.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Come on. Come on, join in.
0:26:29 > 0:26:30All right, Dennis, take it away.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35Go on, Denny, that's it.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42Yeah. High-five!
0:26:42 > 0:26:44You won't tell anyone about this, will you?
0:26:44 > 0:26:46Too late. Your old mum's already been listening in.
0:26:46 > 0:26:48Come on, Sharon, join in!
0:26:48 > 0:26:50Oh, you're all right. I've left a duvet and some
0:26:50 > 0:26:51pillows by the sofa.
0:26:51 > 0:26:53It's a bit lumpy but you're more than welcome.
0:26:53 > 0:26:54Thanks for this.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59Tina's been showing the kids some old-school dance routines.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08I've ruined everything, Sharon.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12You'll get back to where you were.
0:27:12 > 0:27:14We'll help you, all of us.
0:27:14 > 0:27:18No, no, I won't. And I don't deserve to, either.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20The longer I stay here, the worse I make people feel,
0:27:20 > 0:27:22including myself.
0:27:22 > 0:27:23Come and sit down. Come here.
0:27:28 > 0:27:32I used to know who I was. What I stood for.
0:27:32 > 0:27:35What I wanted. Now...
0:27:39 > 0:27:42..I don't know who I am any more.
0:27:42 > 0:27:45Oh, darling, come here. Come here.