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0:01:00 > 0:01:02Kettle's on.

0:01:02 > 0:01:04Are you OK, Ian?

0:01:04 > 0:01:06You look terrible.

0:01:06 > 0:01:08He hasn't had much sleep last night.

0:01:10 > 0:01:13I've... I've just been researching everything, you know?

0:01:13 > 0:01:18Just trying to see if there's...an alternative.

0:01:18 > 0:01:21Look, I appreciate it, Dad,

0:01:21 > 0:01:24I really do, it's just Lauren and I, we've already looked through

0:01:24 > 0:01:27all the treatment options and there aren't any.

0:01:28 > 0:01:31At least, none that would work for me.

0:01:31 > 0:01:34We just want to focus on making these next few months

0:01:34 > 0:01:35the best that they can be.

0:01:37 > 0:01:40You're just going to give up?! No, that's not fair.

0:01:40 > 0:01:44Doing it this way means that we can keep everything normal for Louie.

0:01:46 > 0:01:50Are you going to tell him? He wouldn't understand.

0:01:50 > 0:01:52Why don't you get your stuff together

0:01:52 > 0:01:54and come in to work with me?

0:01:54 > 0:01:56You're going in to work?

0:01:56 > 0:01:58Got to keep things normal, Dad.

0:01:58 > 0:02:01All right. I'll be there in a bit.

0:02:12 > 0:02:14I'll go and make the tea.

0:02:21 > 0:02:23Um, I found this online forum.

0:02:23 > 0:02:25And in it, they're all talking about this special therapy

0:02:25 > 0:02:30over in the States. It's got an amazing success rate, apparently.

0:02:32 > 0:02:35Did you not listen to a word they said?

0:02:35 > 0:02:39We have to respect Steven's wishes.

0:02:39 > 0:02:41Well, how would we even afford it?

0:02:41 > 0:02:45Jane, I can't lose another child, OK?

0:02:45 > 0:02:47I just can't.

0:03:06 > 0:03:09DOOR CLOSES Oi.

0:03:13 > 0:03:16I thought you were doing a house visit today with Lanky.

0:03:16 > 0:03:17Yeah, Big Nige did it instead.

0:03:21 > 0:03:22No. Not like you to turn down an egg roll.

0:03:22 > 0:03:25Well, it is when it's had your gob all round it.

0:03:25 > 0:03:27How did it go with Bert?

0:03:30 > 0:03:31You can talk to me, Jay.

0:03:31 > 0:03:33We are family.

0:03:33 > 0:03:34Do me a favour, Bill!

0:03:34 > 0:03:37Family? Loyalty? They're all just words!

0:03:37 > 0:03:41All Mitchells are liars who are out for themselves, right?

0:03:41 > 0:03:43Oi, oi, oi.

0:03:43 > 0:03:46Where do you think you're going? Somewhere that ain't here!

0:03:51 > 0:03:54It's looking great out here. Yeah. Well, apart from the weather.

0:03:54 > 0:03:56Yeah, I know. Well, plenty left to do.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59And plenty of time for the rain to stop. Yeah.

0:03:59 > 0:04:03Oh, Honey. Now, what can I put you to work on? Oh, actually, no.

0:04:03 > 0:04:06You see, I've just had to drop the kids off.

0:04:06 > 0:04:09Doing the last sort of bits and pieces for Janet

0:04:09 > 0:04:11and Ricky's birthday party, so... Poor old Ingrid.

0:04:11 > 0:04:14She's got a house full in there! See you later. Carmel.

0:04:14 > 0:04:17It is absolute chaos over there. Everyone doesn't know

0:04:17 > 0:04:20where to put the stalls on Saturday. I told you I didn't mind working

0:04:20 > 0:04:23if you were going to be over here all day.

0:04:23 > 0:04:26I am more than capable of supervising both areas, Robbie.

0:04:26 > 0:04:28But if you're at a loose end,

0:04:28 > 0:04:31your sister clearly needs help with the bunting.

0:04:51 > 0:04:54Are you looking for something? Oh!

0:04:54 > 0:04:57Steven. I wasn't expecting you back just yet.

0:04:57 > 0:04:59You've just missed Lauren and Louie.

0:04:59 > 0:05:03Yeah, I was feeling a bit sick, so left Dad manning the fort.

0:05:03 > 0:05:06Yeah, it was a good idea to give him a distraction today.

0:05:06 > 0:05:10Yeah, he's always better with something to focus his mind on.

0:05:10 > 0:05:13So, what are you looking for? Anything I can help with?

0:05:15 > 0:05:17Actually, yes.

0:05:17 > 0:05:20I was looking for the name of your consultant.

0:05:20 > 0:05:21Oh?

0:05:21 > 0:05:23Why?

0:05:25 > 0:05:27Look, I know you didn't want us getting involved,

0:05:27 > 0:05:30but your dad has found someone in America who

0:05:30 > 0:05:33treats your type of tumour and I was just going to e-mail

0:05:33 > 0:05:35your consultant to see what he thought about you going over there.

0:05:35 > 0:05:38Jane, you know what consultants are like. You can't e-mail him directly.

0:05:38 > 0:05:42Well, his secretary, then. I appreciate it. Really, I do.

0:05:44 > 0:05:47Even if it did work, it's not like Lauren and I could ever afford it.

0:05:50 > 0:05:52You could.

0:05:52 > 0:05:54If we gave you our flat deposit.

0:05:56 > 0:05:58No.

0:05:58 > 0:06:02No, no, I can't let you do that. But we want to, Steven. I said no, Jane!

0:06:02 > 0:06:04Why doesn't anyone ever listen to me?

0:06:05 > 0:06:08I didn't mean to upset you. I'm sorry.

0:06:18 > 0:06:21Everything you need to know is in here.

0:06:23 > 0:06:27Notes, scans... Read it.

0:06:28 > 0:06:31Then maybe you'll understand why I don't want to waste

0:06:31 > 0:06:33time on false hope.

0:06:39 > 0:06:41You two all ready, then?

0:06:41 > 0:06:43Yeah, looking forward to it, ain't we, Bernie?

0:06:43 > 0:06:46Except I'm going to be the only idiot there with her brother.

0:06:46 > 0:06:49You do know they're going to be talking about her bits and stuff?

0:06:49 > 0:06:53Oh, are they? It's a parenting class, not a birthing one, dipstick.

0:06:53 > 0:06:55Anyway, if you're so squeamish about that,

0:06:55 > 0:06:58you shouldn't have let anyone go near it, should you?

0:06:58 > 0:07:00Mum. Listen, it's going to be all right.

0:07:00 > 0:07:02Just listen to them, take it all in.

0:07:02 > 0:07:05Most of it's rubbish anyway, but some it's like...

0:07:05 > 0:07:09I'm going to be with her every step of the way. We're going to be fine.

0:07:09 > 0:07:11Mwah!

0:07:14 > 0:07:16Kush. Yeah?

0:07:16 > 0:07:18Are you and Denise definitely going to that

0:07:18 > 0:07:21march against the council cuts on Saturday? Why? You fancy it?

0:07:21 > 0:07:24Yeah, definitely. Denise will be chuffed. BUZZES

0:07:24 > 0:07:27Ooh, wrong setting. Not that many people have shown that much interest in coming.

0:07:27 > 0:07:30People aren't, are they, until it directly affects them.

0:07:30 > 0:07:32Whoa! I take offence to that. I'm interested.

0:07:32 > 0:07:35It's just that I'm more interested in that pulled pork I've heard all about.

0:07:35 > 0:07:39Hey, no pulled pork for you, Mr Fowler, if we don't get this platform built. Come on.

0:07:39 > 0:07:43Challenge accepted, Mr Kazemi. Oi! Will you lot stop nattering?

0:07:43 > 0:07:46Or we'll never be ready by Saturday. Yes, come on. All right.

0:07:46 > 0:07:48BUZZES That's better. Yeah, well, do that.

0:07:52 > 0:07:54Mick's sleeping on the sofa again.

0:07:55 > 0:07:56Yeah.

0:07:58 > 0:08:00Linda, you and Mick, you can get through anything.

0:08:00 > 0:08:02I used to think that.

0:08:02 > 0:08:04But?

0:08:07 > 0:08:10Mick wants to split up.

0:08:10 > 0:08:13He doesn't think we can make it work any more. He doesn't mean that.

0:08:13 > 0:08:16How do you know? Because he's my boy.

0:08:16 > 0:08:18And you're his world.

0:08:18 > 0:08:22Then why say it? KNOCK AT DOOR

0:08:28 > 0:08:30I've noticed some of the flowers need dead-heading.

0:08:30 > 0:08:34We need to make sure the pub is maintained to the same standard as the rest of the square.

0:08:34 > 0:08:37Well, go on, then. No-one's going to stop you.

0:08:37 > 0:08:40Right, well, I'll see if Whitney or Stacey can do it.

0:08:50 > 0:08:52Forgot my purse.

0:08:52 > 0:08:56Um, Steven's in bed. He's not feeling great.

0:08:56 > 0:08:57Maybe I should just stay here.

0:08:57 > 0:09:00Me and Louie, we can go shopping tomorrow.

0:09:00 > 0:09:04No, no. You wanted to try and keep things normal, didn't you?

0:09:06 > 0:09:09This is a lot for you to deal with.

0:09:09 > 0:09:11Especially as you've been here before with your mum.

0:09:11 > 0:09:14But it was different with Mum. She had options.

0:09:16 > 0:09:18I just wish Steven had told us sooner,

0:09:18 > 0:09:20so that we could support you better.

0:09:20 > 0:09:23I've actually been OK. I've had Whitney and Abi, as well.

0:09:23 > 0:09:25My Dad, he's been amazing.

0:09:25 > 0:09:27They all know?

0:09:29 > 0:09:30Sorry, Lauren.

0:09:32 > 0:09:34That's good to know.

0:09:40 > 0:09:43I don't think I've ever seen one that big before, Patrick!

0:09:43 > 0:09:47You're on to a winner there for the prize-marrow competition.

0:09:47 > 0:09:49Yeah.

0:09:49 > 0:09:51I take it Billy passed on the message, then.

0:09:51 > 0:09:53Been here all morning.

0:09:53 > 0:09:55Won't say a word. Maybe you'll have more luck.

0:10:05 > 0:10:07All right, Jay?

0:10:07 > 0:10:08Why aren't you at work?

0:10:11 > 0:10:13I didn't fancy it.

0:10:13 > 0:10:16That's not like you. Ain't it? No.

0:10:16 > 0:10:19Well, maybe I'm not who you thought I was, eh?

0:10:22 > 0:10:25What's happened?

0:10:25 > 0:10:28Hey? Listen, you know you can talk to me -

0:10:28 > 0:10:32and Billy, for that matter - about absolutely anything.

0:10:32 > 0:10:34Yeah, yeah.

0:10:34 > 0:10:36He said that.

0:10:36 > 0:10:39How do I know you weren't in on it, as well, eh?

0:10:39 > 0:10:41I mean, even my grandad was.

0:10:41 > 0:10:44In on what?

0:10:44 > 0:10:45Everything.

0:10:50 > 0:10:52My whole life.

0:10:53 > 0:10:55It's all just been a lie.

0:11:02 > 0:11:04Are you seriously going to hide up here

0:11:04 > 0:11:06while your marriage is breaking up?

0:11:06 > 0:11:09What am I supposed to do? Fight for it.

0:11:09 > 0:11:11I'm sick of fighting, Mum.

0:11:13 > 0:11:15I thought I was doing the right thing, you know,

0:11:15 > 0:11:18telling L about me and Whitney.

0:11:18 > 0:11:20Seems like we're never going to get past it.

0:11:20 > 0:11:24We're going round and round in circles, having the same arguments.

0:11:24 > 0:11:27Got to draw a line under that one.

0:11:28 > 0:11:30I'm trying. By walking away from your marriage?

0:11:33 > 0:11:36Linda is the best thing that's ever happened to you.

0:11:36 > 0:11:40You need to work at it, not keep going around mooning after Whitney.

0:11:40 > 0:11:42You've got to put more of an effort in.

0:11:44 > 0:11:47You do want it to work, don't you?

0:11:47 > 0:11:51We was... We was always going in the same direction.

0:11:51 > 0:11:53Together.

0:11:55 > 0:11:58Since she's been back...

0:12:00 > 0:12:02..I don't know.

0:12:02 > 0:12:04All that time apart...

0:12:06 > 0:12:10You're not the first married couple to go through something like this.

0:12:10 > 0:12:12You've been together since you were babies.

0:12:12 > 0:12:14Of course you've both changed.

0:12:14 > 0:12:18But that doesn't mean that you can't find each other again.

0:12:18 > 0:12:22Why is it so hard? Because marriage is hard!

0:12:22 > 0:12:26And if anybody tells you it ain't then they're a liar!

0:12:26 > 0:12:28Look at me. I couldn't do it.

0:12:28 > 0:12:30But it's worth it, Mick.

0:12:31 > 0:12:34If you love each other.

0:12:34 > 0:12:36I love the bones of her. Then prove it.

0:12:54 > 0:12:57Went well, then? It was all right. She's a natural!

0:12:57 > 0:13:00Good, we can start putting what you learn into practice with

0:13:00 > 0:13:02Chatham and Riley. They're doing my head in today!

0:13:02 > 0:13:05But at least they're going to their dad tomorrow.

0:13:08 > 0:13:11Come to help? I'm taking Louise to her hospital appointment.

0:13:11 > 0:13:14Under the thumb already, then, bruv? Go away.

0:13:14 > 0:13:17Oi, sort your mum out. She couldn't be more over Mr Pryce if she tried.

0:13:17 > 0:13:20I thought she was a lezza, you know? Shaks said that...

0:13:20 > 0:13:22Bruv, you got to sweep over here.

0:13:24 > 0:13:25He's such an idiot.

0:13:25 > 0:13:28Just allow it, man. What are you dragging me into it for?

0:13:28 > 0:13:30It was just a joke.

0:13:30 > 0:13:33Whatever. You sorted out what booze you're bringing to the party yet?

0:13:33 > 0:13:35Not yet, but I'm on to it.

0:13:37 > 0:13:38I just had a thought.

0:13:38 > 0:13:42Maybe the bar staff should dress to complement the theme.

0:13:42 > 0:13:45Oh, we could put flowers in our hair. That's a good idea.

0:13:45 > 0:13:47Reminds me of a festival I went to in the '90s.

0:13:49 > 0:13:50Tell you later.

0:13:53 > 0:13:56Carmel's doing a lovely job, ain't she, organising all this? Yeah.

0:13:56 > 0:13:58Bet she'll be glad when it's over.

0:13:58 > 0:14:00I don't know. I think she thrives on this sort of thing.

0:14:00 > 0:14:04Get in there. Lovely.

0:14:04 > 0:14:07Oh, Stace, couldn't get us a couple of beers, could you?

0:14:07 > 0:14:10It's thirsty work over here.

0:14:10 > 0:14:12I'll see you later. See you later.

0:14:12 > 0:14:15I don't think so! Not until you're finished!

0:14:15 > 0:14:17What happens if it takes till tomorrow? It won't.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19And I've booked a photographer for later,

0:14:19 > 0:14:21so it needs to be done by then. What time?

0:14:21 > 0:14:25Shouldn't we wait till Denise and everyone come back from work? Yeah, I thought about that.

0:14:25 > 0:14:28It's at 5.30, so let everyone know, all right? Yeah.

0:14:30 > 0:14:33Here, what's all this about Denise inviting the whole square to

0:14:33 > 0:14:36this march thing with one big exception?

0:14:36 > 0:14:38She did invite you. I think I would remember.

0:14:38 > 0:14:42Yeah, you said something like, "Oh, it's regeneration, Dee! Do me a favour!

0:14:42 > 0:14:45"We could do with a better class of people round here, innit?"

0:14:45 > 0:14:47That does sound like something I would say.

0:14:47 > 0:14:50I didn't know they were trying to shut down the A as well, did I?

0:14:52 > 0:14:56I still don't think it's a good idea you going on this march, Kushy.

0:14:56 > 0:14:59Denise works for the council. She's still allowed an opinion, Mum.

0:15:01 > 0:15:03Right, don't drop it. Crack on.

0:15:09 > 0:15:11Still feeling sick?

0:15:13 > 0:15:15Yeah.

0:15:18 > 0:15:21Steven, thanks for letting me look at your notes.

0:15:21 > 0:15:24It's funny, when you've been ill yourself, you think you're an expert

0:15:24 > 0:15:29in all areas of medicine, but there's so much I didn't understand.

0:15:29 > 0:15:33Yeah. Look, I'm really sorry for snapping at you earlier, Jane.

0:15:33 > 0:15:37I'm just... Well, with everything going on, you know. It's fine.

0:15:37 > 0:15:40Honest. Listen, I've got an appointment tomorrow,

0:15:40 > 0:15:43so I'll talk to them about Dad's research then.

0:15:43 > 0:15:48Great. If you want one of us to come with you, just... Steven?

0:15:48 > 0:15:50Steven...

0:15:53 > 0:15:56I said I'd pick Ollie up. He's with Jack and Ingrid, he's sweet.

0:15:56 > 0:15:59Have a little plot and...

0:16:04 > 0:16:06Well, go on, open it. Go on.

0:16:08 > 0:16:10What is this?

0:16:10 > 0:16:14You didn't think I'd forget Diana's 20th anniversary, did you?

0:16:14 > 0:16:17I managed to get us a couple of tickets for that exhibition that

0:16:17 > 0:16:19they're doing. It's all sold out.

0:16:19 > 0:16:23And I also booked us a cheeky little holiday.

0:16:23 > 0:16:25It's for your birthday.

0:16:25 > 0:16:28It's just never been the right time to give it to you.

0:16:28 > 0:16:29So...

0:16:29 > 0:16:32And you think that now is the right time?

0:16:32 > 0:16:34You said we were over, Mick!

0:16:36 > 0:16:39This is my way of trying to show you that I don't want us to be.

0:16:39 > 0:16:43Throwing a couple of presents at me isn't going to make me forget what you said.

0:16:43 > 0:16:46Or what you did. So you don't want them?

0:16:46 > 0:16:49I didn't say that. I... Do you want to tell me what you do want?

0:16:49 > 0:16:53Cos all this tiptoeing around is seriously starting to spin my nut.

0:16:58 > 0:17:02Love, you want to see it out there. It is absolutely buzzing.

0:17:02 > 0:17:05Carmel's whipped them in to shape.

0:17:05 > 0:17:08Come on, you're going to miss the photo.

0:17:08 > 0:17:12A few flowers don't seem so important any more. Yeah, I know.

0:17:12 > 0:17:15But you've worked hard for this. You deserve your moment.

0:17:15 > 0:17:17Thanks, love.

0:17:17 > 0:17:21Well, I was thinking that...

0:17:21 > 0:17:24maybe I should go out on my crutches.

0:17:24 > 0:17:26Sure?

0:17:26 > 0:17:28All right.

0:17:28 > 0:17:29I'll get your coat.

0:17:46 > 0:17:49OK, can everyone get in place, please? In front of the pub.

0:17:49 > 0:17:52Come on. And can you make sure that you get the sign in?

0:17:55 > 0:17:57Your shadow not with you? Don't. I sent him home.

0:17:57 > 0:18:00What did the hospital say? Yeah, everything's fine.

0:18:00 > 0:18:03Sharon said she's going to get some fish and chips later, if you fancy it.

0:18:03 > 0:18:07I'm surprised you still eat fish and chips. Actually, I'm going out for my dinner.

0:18:07 > 0:18:12Mm, a date? Mm. Look, Bex, I'm really not up for this, so I'll just see you tomorrow, yeah?

0:18:16 > 0:18:18You wouldn't catch me dead, posing with that lot.

0:18:18 > 0:18:21Well, you can hold my bag, then.

0:18:50 > 0:18:52Here she is, look. The woman of the hour.

0:18:52 > 0:18:55Jane, it's great to see you back on your feet. Yeah.

0:18:55 > 0:18:58Now, that's how you make an entrance! Amazing.

0:18:58 > 0:19:00Thank you. Thank you.

0:19:02 > 0:19:08Oh, Max. Um, Steven told us what's been going on.

0:19:08 > 0:19:12Lauren said you've been a great support to her.

0:19:12 > 0:19:14Oh.

0:19:14 > 0:19:16Yeah, no. I just told them, whatever they need.

0:19:16 > 0:19:18We really appreciate it. Come on, Jane.

0:19:18 > 0:19:22You should be in the middle, girl. No, I don't... Yeah, yeah, yeah. Come on. And Carmel and Stacey.

0:19:22 > 0:19:25Without you three, none of this would have happened.

0:19:25 > 0:19:27Ooh, look at you!

0:19:30 > 0:19:33Have I got something on my face? You were good today.

0:19:33 > 0:19:37Better than me. Don't suppose you want to be the baby's godfather?

0:19:37 > 0:19:39Oh!

0:19:40 > 0:19:42Nah, you just want a free babysitter, right?

0:19:43 > 0:19:45I'm joking.

0:19:45 > 0:19:46I'd love to.

0:19:46 > 0:19:50Where's Mick and Linda? They're supposed to be in this photo.

0:19:50 > 0:19:52I'll get them. All right.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55Here, that platform looks good, don't it? Yeah, yeah.

0:19:55 > 0:19:58I told you we'd smash it. Yeah, only a few screws missing.

0:19:58 > 0:20:02Don't worry about that. They're just extras, them.

0:20:02 > 0:20:04You all right? Fine, thanks.

0:20:04 > 0:20:07I don't suppose Sharon's about, is she? No, she's at home, I think.

0:20:07 > 0:20:10Bit of a headache. Right.

0:20:15 > 0:20:17I'm here. Sorry, sorry.

0:20:17 > 0:20:21Those protesters are still making it really difficult to get in and out.

0:20:21 > 0:20:24I thought you'd still be with them...Citizen Smith!

0:20:24 > 0:20:26Right, then. Is everybody ready? Big smiles!

0:20:29 > 0:20:33After the count of three, let's all say, "Walford In Bloom."

0:20:33 > 0:20:35One, two, three.

0:20:35 > 0:20:38ALL: Walford In Bloom!

0:20:38 > 0:20:40Billy?

0:20:44 > 0:20:46I've been trying to call you.

0:20:46 > 0:20:49Jay just needed a bit of space to clear his head.

0:20:49 > 0:20:51I've been worried.

0:20:51 > 0:20:53You ain't been right for weeks.

0:20:54 > 0:20:56Yeah, I know.

0:20:56 > 0:20:58I thought seeing Bert might help.

0:20:58 > 0:20:59It didn't. It just made things worse.

0:20:59 > 0:21:03Yeah, but it did make you see things more clearly, though, didn't it, eh, Jay?

0:21:03 > 0:21:06You know, about your dad. Phil. Phil?

0:21:08 > 0:21:10What's Phil done? What's he done this time, eh?

0:21:17 > 0:21:19Jay?

0:21:22 > 0:21:23My dad.

0:21:26 > 0:21:28He killed my dad.

0:21:28 > 0:21:29What?

0:21:32 > 0:21:35No, No, he didn't. Jay... Jase wasn't my real dad.

0:21:36 > 0:21:40What are you talking about? My grandad admitted it to me.

0:21:40 > 0:21:43He'd been lying to me all this time.

0:21:43 > 0:21:47My real dad died in the car lot fire.

0:21:48 > 0:21:50A fire that Phil started.

0:21:52 > 0:21:55I'm sorry. I know you're not feeling well and I've just turned up

0:21:55 > 0:21:58and dumped this on you. No, no, no. It's fine.

0:21:58 > 0:22:02But Mick and Whitney?! Are you sure?

0:22:03 > 0:22:05He told me himself.

0:22:05 > 0:22:08Oh, Linda. I am so sorry. I had no idea.

0:22:08 > 0:22:11I can't believe it was happening under my nose

0:22:11 > 0:22:13and I didn't notice anything.

0:22:13 > 0:22:15I used to think I knew him better than anyone.

0:22:16 > 0:22:19Turns out I was wrong.

0:22:19 > 0:22:21Oh, darling.

0:22:21 > 0:22:23SHE SOBS Come here, come here.

0:22:23 > 0:22:27Right, it'll take Ingrid a couple of minutes to find all of Ollie's stuff.

0:22:27 > 0:22:30It's like a zoo up there. Yeah, I don't envy you.

0:22:32 > 0:22:34So, how's it going?

0:22:35 > 0:22:37That good, eh? I've made a bit of a rick.

0:22:37 > 0:22:40What, another one? I just don't think there's any way back.

0:22:40 > 0:22:44Mate, come on. There's always a way back. You want to tell her that? No, you need to tell her.

0:22:44 > 0:22:48Whatever she needs. Whatever it takes.

0:22:48 > 0:22:50It's amazing you've been together

0:22:50 > 0:22:53so long without going through something like this before.

0:22:53 > 0:22:57I just... I can't look at him or Whitney without picturing the worst.

0:22:59 > 0:23:02Well, they didn't do more than kiss, though, did they?

0:23:02 > 0:23:04You think I'm overreacting. No. No, no, no.

0:23:06 > 0:23:09But me and Phil, we ain't been no saints.

0:23:09 > 0:23:11And if we can come out the other side,

0:23:11 > 0:23:13then you and Mick certainly can.

0:23:15 > 0:23:18Me and Mick.

0:23:18 > 0:23:20There's never been anyone else.

0:23:20 > 0:23:23For either of us.

0:23:23 > 0:23:24No-one at all?

0:23:24 > 0:23:27No wonder it hurts so much.

0:23:29 > 0:23:33It's not the fact that they kissed, you know? I could get past that.

0:23:35 > 0:23:38Even if they'd slept together, I think I could get over that,

0:23:38 > 0:23:39in time.

0:23:41 > 0:23:43It's that he had feelings for her.

0:23:45 > 0:23:50That he considered giving away the only piece of him that's mine.

0:23:50 > 0:23:53The only piece that no-one else has ever had.

0:23:56 > 0:23:58But he told you before it went any further.

0:23:58 > 0:24:01That's a good thing.

0:24:01 > 0:24:04So, you know, going over and over it in your head, Linda,

0:24:04 > 0:24:06the only person you're hurting is yourself.

0:24:06 > 0:24:08I know.

0:24:08 > 0:24:11I know, but I don't know how to stop.

0:24:13 > 0:24:16Well, have you thought about seeing a counsellor together?

0:24:16 > 0:24:18What? No.

0:24:18 > 0:24:19It worked wonders for Phil.

0:24:19 > 0:24:21I don't think it's for us.

0:24:21 > 0:24:23But you want to sort things.

0:24:23 > 0:24:25I do.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27Then it's worth trying anything, isn't it?

0:24:30 > 0:24:32I was thinking... Mm?

0:24:32 > 0:24:37..on Saturday, I might try all day on my crutches.

0:24:37 > 0:24:39You sure? Give it a go.

0:24:41 > 0:24:44Hey, you feeling any better? Yeah, thanks.

0:24:44 > 0:24:45I think it's passed.

0:24:47 > 0:24:49Come on, then. Let's go for that walk.

0:24:49 > 0:24:51Some fresh air will do you good.

0:24:51 > 0:24:53See you later.

0:24:58 > 0:25:00PHONE VIBRATES

0:25:20 > 0:25:22Just a little reminder, you say anything about me

0:25:22 > 0:25:24to Ian or Jane, that's it.

0:25:24 > 0:25:26You're going to regret it!

0:25:26 > 0:25:28Aw, you shouldn't have.

0:25:28 > 0:25:32That's all right. I just picked them from the Square.

0:25:32 > 0:25:36Don't let people hear you say that. You'll be public enemy number one!

0:25:36 > 0:25:38You all right? Yeah.

0:25:42 > 0:25:45If you've come for another row, L, I ain't got the energy.

0:25:49 > 0:25:52Those presents were really thoughtful.

0:25:52 > 0:25:54I do appreciate them.

0:25:54 > 0:25:55Really?

0:25:57 > 0:25:59It's just the timing, Mick.

0:25:59 > 0:26:01You said we were over.

0:26:01 > 0:26:04You didn't think a couple of presents was going to make

0:26:04 > 0:26:08that go away, did you? I bought them ages ago.

0:26:08 > 0:26:10I just wanted to show you what you mean to me.

0:26:12 > 0:26:16And that I'm always thinking about you. It's not enough, though, Mick.

0:26:16 > 0:26:19Because it doesn't make the thoughts in my head go away.

0:26:19 > 0:26:22You need to tell me what you want from me.

0:26:22 > 0:26:23I can't apologise any more.

0:26:25 > 0:26:29Where do we go from here? There's obviously stuff we need to work out.

0:26:31 > 0:26:32Talk about properly.

0:26:32 > 0:26:35Talking's getting us nowhere.

0:26:35 > 0:26:38What if we did it with someone else there?

0:26:38 > 0:26:40Someone from outside the situation.

0:26:42 > 0:26:44What do you mean?

0:26:44 > 0:26:47Maybe... Maybe we should go for counselling.

0:26:50 > 0:26:53What, sitting there, telling all our problems to a complete stranger?

0:26:53 > 0:26:55Lots of people do it, Mick.

0:26:55 > 0:26:59You know, when they know they need help, but don't want to give up. No, no.

0:26:59 > 0:27:02It would just be you and some stuck-up treacle telling me

0:27:02 > 0:27:03what a bad husband I am.

0:27:03 > 0:27:05It won't. It won't, I promise.

0:27:05 > 0:27:09Because... Because I'm at fault, too. I know I am.

0:27:11 > 0:27:12Not being able to let stuff go.

0:27:15 > 0:27:17Will you at least consider it?

0:27:20 > 0:27:22If you think it'll work, then I'll do it.

0:27:23 > 0:27:25You will?

0:27:25 > 0:27:27Whatever it takes.

0:29:05 > 0:29:08How many people have seen the Foo Fighters play before?

0:29:08 > 0:29:09CROWD CHEERS

0:29:09 > 0:29:12It's going to be a long night. You know that, right?