0:00:29 > 0:00:35It's extraordinary. Absolutely extraordinary.
0:00:36 > 0:00:39I swear, you haven't changed at all.
0:00:40 > 0:00:42Not one little bit.
0:00:47 > 0:00:4925 years.
0:00:52 > 0:00:54How do you do it?
0:00:54 > 0:00:57Haven't got a picture in the attic somewhere, have you?
0:01:01 > 0:01:04Can't say the same for the rest of the place.
0:01:04 > 0:01:05A lot of changes out there.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09None of them for the better,
0:01:09 > 0:01:11from what I can see.
0:01:11 > 0:01:16All those boarded up businesses. Such a shame.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19Get out.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24I'm not here to cause you any trouble, Kathy.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26I promise you.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30Just want a few minutes of your time, that's all.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35Just to talk.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39I suppose it's a bit late for coffee.
0:02:03 > 0:02:06This is something of a surprise, I know.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09Maybe I should have called ahead, given you some advance warning.
0:02:09 > 0:02:12I do apologise.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14Perhaps that was thoughtless of me.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18How's Ian?
0:02:18 > 0:02:20I'm told he has a few businesses round here.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23It's always nice, isn't it, when your children find their way?
0:02:23 > 0:02:24I have three now.
0:02:24 > 0:02:28All grown up as well, of course, but they've all found their feet.
0:02:28 > 0:02:31One way or another.
0:02:31 > 0:02:33What do you want?
0:02:35 > 0:02:38Down to business, is it?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40You always were the same, weren't you?
0:02:40 > 0:02:42No nonsense.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45Straight down the line. It's one of the things that made me
0:02:45 > 0:02:48realise you'd be just right for the Dagmar.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50I said, what do you want?
0:02:50 > 0:02:54And you've always been able to do that, too, haven't you?
0:02:54 > 0:02:55Read me.
0:02:55 > 0:02:59Here's me going on about children, businesses,
0:02:59 > 0:03:02anything and everything, but you just know, don't you?
0:03:03 > 0:03:06You know this isn't just a trip down memory lane.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15I'm dying, Kathy.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20I had the diagnosis a few days ago.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22Liver cancer.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23A few months at the most.
0:03:24 > 0:03:28I was sitting in the consultant's office, you know.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31There was a window behind his desk.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33Looking out on to the street.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36I saw a bus go past. A big, red London bus.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41I suddenly thought, how strange!
0:03:41 > 0:03:45Everything was so normal, so everyday.
0:03:45 > 0:03:48Just like it was a few moments before.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52Nothing ever would be again, would it?
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Everything had suddenly changed forever.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59But from the moment the consultant told me,
0:03:59 > 0:04:03from the very moment he gave me that prognosis, I didn't think
0:04:03 > 0:04:08about the people I'd have expected to think about, my family, friends.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11The person I wanted to tell was you.
0:04:17 > 0:04:21Look, you don't mind, do you? I just really need a glass of water.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23PLATE SHATTERS Ooh. It's all right. I'll get it.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38I'll help you clear that up, if you like.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Thank you.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46Honey.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49You all right?
0:04:49 > 0:04:50Is there any news?
0:04:50 > 0:04:52The doctor's in with her now, so...
0:04:55 > 0:04:56- I'd best get back to her. - Yeah, yeah.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58Where's Billy?
0:05:05 > 0:05:08- Where are you going? - I need some fresh air.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11- Don't do anything stupid.- I think I've already done that, don't you?
0:05:11 > 0:05:15I meant what I said. Nothing's going to change by you holding your hands up.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18- Janet will still be in hospital, but you'll be in the nick. - I'm just going for a walk.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20OK? Nothing more, I promise.
0:05:25 > 0:05:2825 years. Can you believe it?
0:05:28 > 0:05:30You look ahead and you think it's forever.
0:05:30 > 0:05:34Look back and zoom, there it is, gone.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37- In the blink of an eye. - Why are you here?
0:05:42 > 0:05:44Because it's last chance time, Kathy.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48Last chance for me.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51And the last chance for you, too, I suppose.
0:05:59 > 0:06:03Things went wrong between us. There's no denying that.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08There was so much bitterness back then.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12So many harsh words.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16And they don't just fade away, do they?
0:06:16 > 0:06:19They stay with you.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22Worm their way inside your head.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25And they don't just affect everything you do at the time,
0:06:25 > 0:06:28but afterwards as well.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30I know that.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32And you probably do, too.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34In fact, I know you do.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36Don't misunderstand me, Kathy.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38I haven't been keeping tabs on you or anything.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40I'm not some kind of stalker.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43But these days, it's not that difficult to keep in touch
0:06:43 > 0:06:45with how people are getting on.
0:06:45 > 0:06:50So I do know, the false dawns, the wrong turns.
0:06:50 > 0:06:55What was it...? Someone mentioned some chap from South Africa.
0:06:55 > 0:06:57An old friend of your brother's, wasn't he?
0:07:00 > 0:07:03This isn't a criticism, Kathy. Good heavens!
0:07:03 > 0:07:08Don't start thinking that for a minute. That's not what I'm saying.
0:07:08 > 0:07:09And that's not why I'm here.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12Any wrong turn you've taken, I've taken, too.
0:07:12 > 0:07:16At least. We've rather a lot in common, so far as that's concerned.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20No, we ain't.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23And that's why I'm here.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27It's 30 years since we first met.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30It's the blink of an eye.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33It's all in the past.
0:07:33 > 0:07:36But it isn't because nothing ever is.
0:07:36 > 0:07:40You think you've moved on, that you're a different person,
0:07:40 > 0:07:41but you're not.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Not really.
0:07:45 > 0:07:49You're the sum of all your past actions.
0:07:49 > 0:07:55Everything you've done, everyone you've ever met, ever loved.
0:07:55 > 0:07:56Ever lost.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01We all carry them around, don't we?
0:08:01 > 0:08:05All these ghosts on our shoulders.
0:08:09 > 0:08:10And that's why I'm here.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12To see if we can get rid of them,
0:08:12 > 0:08:16banish all those ghosts for both of us.
0:08:16 > 0:08:19LAUGHTER OUTSIDE
0:08:19 > 0:08:22- Trick or treat!- Well, well. What have we here?
0:08:26 > 0:08:27Treat, I think.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29Don't you, Kathy?
0:08:29 > 0:08:31There you go.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33That's for all of you.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35- ALL:- Thank you!
0:08:38 > 0:08:40'Mum, Dad, look!'
0:08:53 > 0:08:57Hey, hey! Was you round here a couple of hours ago?
0:08:57 > 0:08:59There was a little girl, she got hit by a car.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02Did you see anything? Did you see who did it?
0:09:02 > 0:09:05Don't run away! I'm talking to you!
0:09:05 > 0:09:06Billy, what are you doing?
0:09:06 > 0:09:09Someone saw something!
0:09:10 > 0:09:12Must have!
0:09:12 > 0:09:15I mean, this is a busy road, isn't it?
0:09:15 > 0:09:17There's people round here all the time.
0:09:20 > 0:09:21I can't do this, Teen.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25I can't lose her.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28She's my little girl.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38Honey chucked me out.
0:09:40 > 0:09:45I... I told her that she loved Will more than Janet.
0:09:45 > 0:09:48That she never really loved Janet, not really.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52I said that he was her favourite.
0:10:05 > 0:10:06How dare you!
0:10:06 > 0:10:10- Sorry?- How dare you say my life is like yours!
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- I don't think I did, to be fair.- Fair?!
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Listen to you.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20The way you're going on, you think you cast this
0:10:20 > 0:10:23great, big shadow over everything I've ever done.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26I have built a life for myself.
0:10:26 > 0:10:30With my kids, and my grandkids.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32I ain't got no ghosts.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35I've got people.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37People who I love and who love me.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Your life might have gone belly up over the last 25 years,
0:10:42 > 0:10:43but mine hasn't.
0:10:43 > 0:10:48And despite what you did, I've had no choice but to carry on.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50I do understand, Kathy.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- What?- Whatever else you think of me, you know I'm not stupid.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57Give me credit for that, at least.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01But there is damage, isn't there?
0:11:01 > 0:11:03For me and for you.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05I'm not about to deny that.
0:11:05 > 0:11:09And you've always been too honest to fool yourself as well.
0:11:09 > 0:11:14But if life can take a wrong turn, it can take a right turn, too,
0:11:14 > 0:11:16can't it?
0:11:16 > 0:11:18Can't we at least see if we can try?
0:11:18 > 0:11:21A bit late for that, don't you think?
0:11:21 > 0:11:24No.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26No, I don't.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29You're still here. I am, too.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31For a time, anyway.
0:11:33 > 0:11:36The clock might be ticking, but it is still ticking,
0:11:36 > 0:11:42so isn't it even more important that somehow, if we possibly can,
0:11:42 > 0:11:45we try to resolve these things between you and me?
0:11:47 > 0:11:49Come on then.
0:11:50 > 0:11:54You've no idea how much I've been hoping you'd say that.
0:11:56 > 0:12:02I had to sit through your version of what you did day after
0:12:02 > 0:12:04day in that court.
0:12:04 > 0:12:08But the one thing I have never heard from you is the truth.
0:12:10 > 0:12:13Not what you told the judge, not the lies you fed the jury.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15But what actually happened.
0:12:18 > 0:12:23The pictures I see when I close my eyes,
0:12:23 > 0:12:27the pictures you must be seeing right now, too.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29But I'm talking about moving forward, not going back.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32That's the whole point.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34Not raking over things that can't be changed,
0:12:34 > 0:12:39but moving on, you and me, to something new.
0:12:39 > 0:12:43You and me will never move on to anything new.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45Not like that.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47That's not what I meant.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52So you tell me...
0:12:54 > 0:12:57You tell me,
0:12:57 > 0:12:59what happened that night?
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Of course.
0:13:08 > 0:13:12- If that's how you want to play this. - I'm not playing anything.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15This ain't some stupid game!
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Clumsy turn of phrase.
0:13:19 > 0:13:23Look, why don't you sit here?
0:13:23 > 0:13:27It does seem rather ridiculous, me over here and you over there,
0:13:27 > 0:13:29behind that counter.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Just tell me.
0:13:58 > 0:14:02I said things at the trial I now bitterly regret.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05I said things about you I'm ashamed of.
0:14:06 > 0:14:10My only defence is that I was scared.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15And I freely admit that.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19I simply couldn't understand how we'd got into that position.
0:14:19 > 0:14:24That situation. And I suppose I just...hit out.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27And I'm ashamed.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31It was unforgivable.
0:14:32 > 0:14:36Well, I hope this clears that up, at least.
0:14:38 > 0:14:41You couldn't understand
0:14:41 > 0:14:46how you were on trial for...what you did?
0:14:46 > 0:14:48How everything had become so complicated.
0:14:50 > 0:14:53- What did you expect? - No, between you and me, I mean.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56Be fair.
0:14:56 > 0:14:58One thing we'd always been able
0:14:58 > 0:15:01to do was talk to each other, communicate.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04Remember all those late night conversations in the Dagmar
0:15:04 > 0:15:07after work? Just you and me?
0:15:07 > 0:15:10We'd put the world to rights for hours on end, sometimes.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15I looked at you in that courtroom,
0:15:16 > 0:15:18it was like looking at a stranger.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23I simply couldn't understand how everything could have changed,
0:15:23 > 0:15:25just like that.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29Well, I understood.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31I understood perfectly.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36But I don't understand this.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40I asked you to tell me what happened that night
0:15:40 > 0:15:43and how you see all that now, but all you're
0:15:43 > 0:15:47doing is going on about how you don't understand things.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50- Well, that's not quite what I said. - Well, it sounded like it to me.
0:15:50 > 0:15:55Going back like this, trying to relive everything that's happened, way back in the past,
0:15:55 > 0:16:00it just leads to more bitterness, more misunderstandings.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01Let me do it for you, then.
0:16:01 > 0:16:06- What?- Well, you won't tell me what happened, so I'll tell you, shall I?
0:16:09 > 0:16:14I can take you through every bit of that night, second by second,
0:16:14 > 0:16:16cos I have been over it time and time again,
0:16:16 > 0:16:20trying to work out how it could have happened.
0:16:20 > 0:16:24How you could have got it all so wrong.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28And do you know the first question?
0:16:28 > 0:16:31The very first question I've always asked myself?
0:16:31 > 0:16:33When did it start?
0:16:35 > 0:16:38- I don't understand.- When exactly...
0:16:40 > 0:16:43..that night...
0:16:43 > 0:16:45did you decide...
0:16:45 > 0:16:49to do...what you did?
0:16:53 > 0:16:56We'd closed up, remember?
0:16:58 > 0:17:01We'd watched Simon and his mates go off to that party.
0:17:01 > 0:17:04We'd even laughed about the girl he was trying to get off with.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07How everything had all got mixed up.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10It was... It was just all so normal.
0:17:11 > 0:17:12Like any other night.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18Well, as far as I was concerned, anyway.
0:17:20 > 0:17:24And then I was about to go home and suddenly, you were there with a drink in your hand.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26You didn't ask if I wanted one.
0:17:26 > 0:17:29You didn't say, "Can I get you something before you go?"
0:17:29 > 0:17:30You just poured it for me.
0:17:31 > 0:17:35And it was stupid, I know, because I didn't really want it.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39But it was already there. You were holding it out to me.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42And so, somehow...
0:17:42 > 0:17:44It just seemed rude to say no.
0:17:46 > 0:17:47So, was that it?
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Was that the moment?
0:17:51 > 0:17:54When I took that drink from you, was that the moment you thought,
0:17:54 > 0:17:58"Right, I can get a bit more than a drink out of this tonight"?
0:17:58 > 0:18:03Kathy, I honestly have absolutely no idea what you're talking about.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06And then you said, "Let's talk," remember?
0:18:06 > 0:18:10"Somewhere more comfortable." Just like you said come and sit over in that chair just now.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13And do you know something?
0:18:13 > 0:18:15You said it back then, too, what you said just now.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17"This is ridiculous."
0:18:17 > 0:18:22You actually used them very same words. "This is ridiculous.
0:18:22 > 0:18:26"I'm standing here in this draughty, old bar, when there's a nice warm flat upstairs."
0:18:26 > 0:18:29- Oh, come on. You don't think... - And I didn't really want to go up to your flat.
0:18:29 > 0:18:33Just like I didn't really want the drink you'd poured me.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36I just wanted to go home.
0:18:36 > 0:18:39But you were already on your way up the stairs,
0:18:39 > 0:18:40and so what was I supposed to do?
0:18:40 > 0:18:42Just turn round and walk away from you?
0:18:45 > 0:18:47And yes, I know that was stupid, too.
0:18:49 > 0:18:53I just thought it would have seemed rude again, so...up I went.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58So, was that it?
0:18:58 > 0:19:00Was that the moment?
0:19:00 > 0:19:03When you turned round and saw me in that doorway,
0:19:03 > 0:19:06saw that I had done what you had asked me to do,
0:19:06 > 0:19:09followed you up to your flat, was that the moment you thought,
0:19:09 > 0:19:12"I can get her to do something else tonight and all"?
0:19:12 > 0:19:15Kathy, is this really serving any useful purpose?
0:19:15 > 0:19:17But then, we started talking
0:19:17 > 0:19:21and you steered the conversation round to Pete and our marriage.
0:19:21 > 0:19:25And yeah, we were having problems, I admit that. I told you that myself.
0:19:27 > 0:19:31Not a patch on the problems we had afterwards, mind you, but you kept
0:19:31 > 0:19:35talking all about that and about me and Pete and acting so nice.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37And so concerned.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40And then you started telling me about your own wife
0:19:40 > 0:19:43and about the problems you were having with her.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46So, what was that?
0:19:46 > 0:19:48What were you doing? Softening me up?
0:19:50 > 0:19:54What was happening in your head when all that was going on?
0:19:54 > 0:19:59Were you thinking, "Right, I've got her in the place I want,
0:19:59 > 0:20:01"I've got a drink in her hand,
0:20:01 > 0:20:04"and now I paint the picture of the pair of us
0:20:04 > 0:20:07"as two lost souls, that should do the trick"?
0:20:07 > 0:20:10"That should get her melting in my arms,"
0:20:10 > 0:20:13especially with the music you put on at the same time.
0:20:13 > 0:20:18"But just in case that's not enough, just in case, I know what I'll do.
0:20:18 > 0:20:19"I'll go to the kitchen,
0:20:19 > 0:20:22"I'll get that bottle of champagne out the fridge.
0:20:22 > 0:20:25"Oh, that should do it. She's bound to stay then.
0:20:25 > 0:20:26"I mean, why shouldn't she?
0:20:26 > 0:20:29"She stayed for that one drink I poured her down in the bar,
0:20:29 > 0:20:33"she's bound to stay for another one, once I've opened the whole bottle."
0:20:33 > 0:20:35So, was that it?
0:20:35 > 0:20:38The moment you opened that champagne,
0:20:38 > 0:20:41was that for you, was it? To toast yourself, cos you thought,
0:20:41 > 0:20:46"Yes, I've got her just where I want her. Clever, little me!"
0:20:49 > 0:20:50Got nothing to say?
0:20:52 > 0:20:54It don't matter.
0:20:54 > 0:20:55Cos I'll tell you, shall I?
0:20:57 > 0:20:59Cos I know exactly when it was.
0:21:01 > 0:21:02I've had a long time to work it out.
0:21:04 > 0:21:07It wasn't after any of that, was it?
0:21:07 > 0:21:10It wasn't after the drink down in the bar, or up in your flat,
0:21:10 > 0:21:12it wasn't after the chat about Pete.
0:21:12 > 0:21:16It wasn't when you put the music on, or when you opened that champagne.
0:21:18 > 0:21:21It was when Simon
0:21:21 > 0:21:26and his mates left and you closed
0:21:26 > 0:21:28and locked that door behind them.
0:21:29 > 0:21:34That's the moment that you decided
0:21:34 > 0:21:38you were going to do what you
0:21:38 > 0:21:40did that night!
0:21:40 > 0:21:43And nothing, and no-one, was going to stop you!
0:21:43 > 0:21:46But I tried, didn't I?
0:21:46 > 0:21:48I tried to stop you.
0:21:48 > 0:21:51I tried telling you to leave me alone, but you wouldn't.
0:21:53 > 0:21:57You just held my wrists with one hand and then you...
0:22:06 > 0:22:09And all the time, I was thinking,
0:22:09 > 0:22:12when it was happening and afterwards, was...
0:22:14 > 0:22:15Why didn't I do more?
0:22:18 > 0:22:21Your lawyer even said so in court. I mean, how could you do it?
0:22:21 > 0:22:25How could you hold me down on that floor with your one hand
0:22:25 > 0:22:28round my wrists?
0:22:28 > 0:22:31Why didn't I struggle more? Why...?
0:22:31 > 0:22:34Why didn't I lash out and kick you off me?
0:22:36 > 0:22:38Showed I must have wanted it, right?
0:22:43 > 0:22:44No.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46I was terrified.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51I was terrified. And I froze.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56Just like I did when you walked in here this evening.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00I couldn't move.
0:23:00 > 0:23:07I just lay on that floor and I thought, please, let this be over.
0:23:07 > 0:23:09Let this not be happening.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12Just like I thought when you walked in tonight and I looked at you
0:23:12 > 0:23:17and thought, no, let him not be here.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19Let me not be seeing him again.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23And I am sorry, Kathy,
0:23:25 > 0:23:27truly sorry, beyond words,
0:23:29 > 0:23:31that I made you feel that way this evening.
0:23:33 > 0:23:36Never mind about how I feel.
0:23:36 > 0:23:41How about being sorry for what you did?
0:23:45 > 0:23:50And I'm even more sorry that you can't leave all this behind you.
0:23:50 > 0:23:51That you can't move on.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01I've tried.
0:24:01 > 0:24:07I've tried offering resolution, at a difficult time for me.
0:24:07 > 0:24:11And you've just thrown it back in my face.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17You really are totally deluded, aren't you?
0:24:19 > 0:24:20Here's my address.
0:24:23 > 0:24:24And number.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28In case you change your mind.
0:24:28 > 0:24:31Say black is white, you mean, and you aren't what you are?
0:24:33 > 0:24:36Things could have been so different, you know?
0:24:36 > 0:24:37Yeah.
0:24:37 > 0:24:40If you hadn't done...
0:24:40 > 0:24:42what you did.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47It's more the future I'm thinking of.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51What are you talking about?!
0:24:53 > 0:24:57But I suppose that was always your problem, wasn't it?
0:24:57 > 0:25:01Always the one thing that held you back.
0:25:01 > 0:25:05You'd get one idea in your head and no-one would be able to shift it.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11Well...
0:25:11 > 0:25:14like I said...
0:25:14 > 0:25:15I tried.
0:25:24 > 0:25:27SHE SOBS
0:25:30 > 0:25:33Look, I know you don't want to see no-one,
0:25:33 > 0:25:37so just stay here for five minutes, yeah? And then I will check everyone's asleep
0:25:37 > 0:25:40and I'll get you a bed sorted out upstairs.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43I ain't going to be able to sleep tonight.
0:25:43 > 0:25:47Look, you never meant what you said, yeah? Honey will understand that.
0:25:47 > 0:25:52It's just cos of what happened. The accident.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54I'm going to lose her, ain't I?
0:25:54 > 0:25:58- Going to lose Honey.- No, of course not.- You didn't see her face, Teen.
0:25:58 > 0:26:01- When I said all of that...- Billy... - She had this look in her eye.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03Please, stop it.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05It's over.
0:26:08 > 0:26:09I'm so sorry.
0:26:09 > 0:26:12What are you sorry for? It ain't your fault, is it, silly?
0:26:12 > 0:26:15Billy, listen...