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0:00:01 > 0:00:03- It's all in your head. - We had sex once.
0:00:04 > 0:00:07- I promise to be a better friend - from now on.
0:00:08 > 0:00:10- Do you fancy a drink?
0:00:10 > 0:00:13- A lime and soda - for the pregnant gooseberry!
0:00:13 > 0:00:18- Your neighbour phoned to say there's - an alarm going off at the house.
0:00:18 > 0:00:22- If anyone's here, get out now. - I've got a weapon.
0:00:28 > 0:00:31- I've been a happily married man - for many years.
0:00:32 > 0:00:36- You chose to leave. - Don't phone here again.
0:00:36 > 0:00:37- Is this the bathroom?
0:00:37 > 0:00:39- Is this the bathroom?- - No, it's just...
0:00:39 > 0:00:43- It's a box room full of junk.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45- Math?
0:00:45 > 0:00:48- This is Cadi Griffiths, - the new supply teacher.
0:00:49 > 0:00:50- Do you fancy a drink tonight?
0:00:50 > 0:00:52- Do you fancy a drink tonight?- - Yes, OK.
0:00:52 > 0:00:53- It's not a date.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55- It's not a date.- - I'm sure Cadi thinks it is.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58- You don't want to be seen with me.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- That's not what I said.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02- That's not what I said.- - I'll see myself out.
0:01:03 > 0:01:06- I've got parcels for Donna. - Sign here, please.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08- That won't hold up in court.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10- Nice shoes, miss.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12- Nice shoes, miss.- - Come on.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14- I can't go through it again.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16- Cancel all these cards.
0:01:17 > 0:01:18- Donna!
0:01:42 > 0:01:44- ALARM BEEPS
0:01:50 > 0:01:52- DEACTIVATES ALARM
0:01:55 > 0:01:57- DOORBELL
0:01:58 > 0:02:00- Aww, you look lush.
0:02:00 > 0:02:01- Come in.
0:02:06 > 0:02:07- Math?
0:02:08 > 0:02:10- Your date's arrived.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12- He's so excited.
0:02:13 > 0:02:14- Bless!
0:02:16 > 0:02:18- Whoa!
0:02:18 > 0:02:20- Let's Do The Timewarp!
0:02:20 > 0:02:24- His mother loved Lilliput cottages.
0:02:25 > 0:02:29- He even dusts them every week - just like she did.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31- Sorry.
0:02:32 > 0:02:33- Wow!
0:02:33 > 0:02:34- You look great.
0:02:35 > 0:02:36- Thanks, so do you.
0:02:38 > 0:02:43- OK, if you're finished with - the mutual appreciation stuff...
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- ..some of us have got things to do.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49- Shall we go?
0:02:53 > 0:02:57- I've got a bottle of Pinot Grigo - in the fridge.
0:02:57 > 0:03:01- Wine always tastes better - when it's shared.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03- Won't Eurig share the burden?
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- He'll be half way through - a Shiraz...
0:03:06 > 0:03:10- ..and the history - of the 18th century Reformation!
0:03:10 > 0:03:15- And we could thumb through - my gardening encyclopaedia.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18- How can I refuse - when it's of benefit to the school?
0:03:19 > 0:03:20- Great!
0:03:20 > 0:03:21- Great!- - Thank you.
0:03:30 > 0:03:31- Eurig?
0:03:31 > 0:03:33- Eurig?- - Llywela?
0:03:33 > 0:03:35- I didn't know.
0:03:36 > 0:03:37- Gwenno invited me.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39- I didn't know you had plans.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42- It was a surprise for you... for us.
0:03:43 > 0:03:44- One hell of a surprise!
0:03:45 > 0:03:46- Didn't you think to text?
0:03:47 > 0:03:49- You don't usually bring people home.
0:03:50 > 0:03:55- I just remembered the Manchester - Sinfonia is streaming live tonight.
0:03:55 > 0:03:58- Thank you for the invite, Gwenno.
0:03:58 > 0:04:00- Enjoy yourselves!
0:04:05 > 0:04:07- Well?
0:04:08 > 0:04:10- Are you game?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17- Do you need a hand?
0:04:17 > 0:04:20- Do you need a hand?- - No, I wasn't expecting to play pool.
0:04:20 > 0:04:21- Yes, sorry.
0:04:22 > 0:04:25- It isn't the obvious choice - for a date!
0:04:25 > 0:04:27- Sorry about Annest.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30- Every girl is jealous - when her best friend has a date.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- So, this is a date.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36- Would it be a problem if it was?
0:04:36 > 0:04:38- Would it be a problem if it was?- - No, not at all.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40- It would be cool.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42- Good.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44- You can break.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46- We'll do a shot per pot.
0:04:47 > 0:04:48- OK.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56- Oh...
0:04:56 > 0:04:59- Two fingers for failing to sink one!
0:04:59 > 0:05:02- Anyone would think - you're trying to get me drunk!
0:05:03 > 0:05:05- Moi? No.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07- SOBBING
0:05:11 > 0:05:16- I thought it might have been you - when I saw the car outside.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20- Are you alright?
0:05:20 > 0:05:22- I miss her so much.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27- I feel...
0:05:27 > 0:05:31- I feel like I've lost my daughter - and I'm not allowed to grieve.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37- Don't get me wrong.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39- I love Macsen too.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43- But my little girl is gone.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47- All this time...
0:05:48 > 0:05:53- ..I've been telling myself it's just - a phase and she'll come back to me.
0:05:54 > 0:05:56- How did I get it so wrong?
0:05:57 > 0:05:58- You weren't to know.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00- I'm her mother.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02- Who else is supposed to know?
0:06:03 > 0:06:05- If she...
0:06:06 > 0:06:08- He didn't know himself.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11- Mother Teresa wouldn't have known!
0:06:11 > 0:06:13- No, Mei. I failed her.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18- I failed my little girl.
0:06:19 > 0:06:24- You have been the making of - that child in the best way possible.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27- You allowed a child - to be what that child needed to be.
0:06:28 > 0:06:29- If you ask me...
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- ..that's pretty damn cool.
0:06:32 > 0:06:36- Donna Isaacs has never been cool - in a million years!
0:06:36 > 0:06:38- You are joking.
0:06:40 > 0:06:44- You are like a mother to 600 kids - in this school and they adore you...
0:06:45 > 0:06:46- ..because you care.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48- No.
0:06:48 > 0:06:50- I'm selfish.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55- Do you know what one - of the dinner ladies said to me?
0:06:56 > 0:06:57- She said, "Never mind, love.
0:06:58 > 0:07:01- "You've lost a daughter - and you've gained a son!"
0:07:01 > 0:07:03- And I smiled.
0:07:05 > 0:07:10- I even laughed about how we wouldn't - have to fork out for a wedding!
0:07:10 > 0:07:13- But all the time inside - I wanted to shout...
0:07:13 > 0:07:18- "I've got a son, you stupid old cow, - I want my little girl back!"
0:07:18 > 0:07:20- But you didn't though.
0:07:21 > 0:07:26- Not many people would have coped - with as much dignity as you have.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28- That's the point, Mei.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32- All my dignity is boxed up in there.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35- And no matter how hard you try...
0:07:35 > 0:07:39- ..there's not much dignity - in a self-stirring mug...
0:07:39 > 0:07:43- ..or a remote control - soap dispenser!
0:07:44 > 0:07:45- Five cards, Mei.
0:07:46 > 0:07:51- I'm maxed out on five cards - and I'm up to my eyeballs in debt.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54- What am I going to do?
0:07:57 > 0:08:01- Few couples would have survived - everything we've faced.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03- And, well...
0:08:04 > 0:08:06- I've been at fault.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11- I've let things get on top of me.
0:08:13 > 0:08:16- I've let this distance - grow between us.
0:08:17 > 0:08:18- Good God, woman.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20- Ease up, will you?
0:08:23 > 0:08:24- Where was I?
0:08:24 > 0:08:26- Where was I?- - The distance, Eurig.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28- Oh, yes.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30- Do you know what?
0:08:31 > 0:08:36- Seeing you every day in work reminds - me of our first months together.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38- Bangor Pier.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40- Bangor Pier.- - It was Llandudno.
0:08:40 > 0:08:41- Was it?
0:08:41 > 0:08:43- Was it?- - Yes.
0:08:43 > 0:08:46- You took me there to have chips.
0:08:46 > 0:08:50- My stiletto got stuck between - the decking and the bus was leaving.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53- You haven't changed.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56- You're as beautiful now - as you were back then.
0:08:57 > 0:08:58- Don't, please.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00- Don't, please.- - It's true, Gwenno.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03- I just...
0:09:06 > 0:09:09- I don't know - when I stopped noticing you.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19- It's all angles.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22- You should never play pool - against a maths teacher!
0:09:23 > 0:09:24- Oh!
0:09:25 > 0:09:26- Oi!
0:09:26 > 0:09:27- Oi!- - What?!
0:09:28 > 0:09:29- That's cheating.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31- That's cheating.- - All's fair in love and pool!
0:09:39 > 0:09:41- Right.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43- Thank you.
0:09:44 > 0:09:45- Goodnight.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50- It'll get rid of the toxins.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54- How much did all that cost you?
0:09:54 > 0:09:56- How much did all that cost you?- - Does it matter?
0:09:56 > 0:09:58- It was worth it.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00- Wasn't it?
0:10:02 > 0:10:06- I haven't treated you in the way - you deserve to be treated.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09- And I'm sorry about that.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- I'm sorry about - a lot of other things too.
0:10:13 > 0:10:18- I've put the chapel before you, - the school before you.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20- And other people before you.
0:10:20 > 0:10:23- Gillian.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28- You and I have 30 years of history.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33- You've seen me at my best - and at my worst.
0:10:34 > 0:10:37- You've seen me - in all sorts of lights...
0:10:37 > 0:10:40- ..but you stuck with me.
0:10:43 > 0:10:47- I want to spend - the next 30 years with you.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51- I want to make you happy.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- I want to put you first.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00- I've missed you, Gwenno.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04- Please?
0:11:05 > 0:11:07- Will you forgive me?
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0:11:23 > 0:11:26- Doesn't that count, - Mr Rules and Regulations?
0:11:26 > 0:11:28- Rules and regulations?
0:11:28 > 0:11:29- Rules and regulations?- - Yes, you.
0:11:29 > 0:11:33- You need order - or everything falls to bits.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36- How would you know?
0:11:36 > 0:11:39- When was the last time - you lived freestyle?
0:11:40 > 0:11:42- Exactly.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44- You need to let yourself go.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47- Stop being so uptight.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49- You've got the wrong idea about me.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52- I've seen where you live.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54- And?
0:11:54 > 0:11:57- You learn a lot about a person - from their home.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59- I'll prove you wrong.
0:11:59 > 0:12:02- It's Mam and Dad's house. - It isn't my taste.
0:12:02 > 0:12:07- But they haven't lived there in ages - and you haven't changed a thing.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09- Why would I change anything?
0:12:10 > 0:12:12- You could turn it - into a bachelor pad.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15- Your own pool room.
0:12:15 > 0:12:18- A hot tub and even a bar!
0:12:18 > 0:12:19- It's a family home.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22- It's a family home.- - You don't have a family, Math.
0:12:22 > 0:12:26- You're 20-something - but act like you're 50!
0:12:26 > 0:12:32- Be careful or life will pass you by - and you'll miss your chances...
0:12:32 > 0:12:35- ..and that would be a real shame.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38- Yes, it would. You're right.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42- So...
0:12:43 > 0:12:46- Math Squared.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50- What are you going to do about it?
0:12:58 > 0:13:00- Thank you, Cads.
0:13:01 > 0:13:02- Oi!
0:13:03 > 0:13:04- Math?
0:13:08 > 0:13:12- Sorry, but there's something - I've got to do.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18- Are you happy, Mrs Bell?
0:13:19 > 0:13:21- Yes.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25- I'm happier than I've been - in a long time.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27- It's a new start.
0:13:28 > 0:13:29- Yes.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- A new start.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34- TELEPHONE
0:13:34 > 0:13:36- Do you want to..?
0:13:36 > 0:13:38- Do you want to..?- - No, no.
0:13:38 > 0:13:41- They'll call back if it's important.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46- TELEPHONE CONTINUES
0:13:50 > 0:13:52- THUDDING
0:13:54 > 0:13:55- DOOR CLOSING
0:14:02 > 0:14:04- WIND CHIMES
0:14:45 > 0:14:47- You'll, erm...
0:14:47 > 0:14:50- You'll have to stir it yourself.
0:14:50 > 0:14:53- Ah, that's better.
0:14:53 > 0:14:54- Oh.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57- What am I going to do - with all that crap?
0:14:58 > 0:15:00- You can send most of it back.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03- It might cost you a bit in postage.
0:15:03 > 0:15:04- It'll save a trip to the car boot.
0:15:04 > 0:15:07- It'll save a trip to the car boot.- - It won't save my marriage!
0:15:07 > 0:15:09- Give the lege' a bit of credit.
0:15:09 > 0:15:13- He'll understand - once he gets over the initial shock.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16- The initial shock - happened 15 years ago.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19- Ended up to our eyeballs in debt.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21- Couldn't pay the mortgage.
0:15:21 > 0:15:25- Col had to ask his mother - to get a secured loan on her house.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28- Nearly killed him having to ask.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30- But you stopped the spending.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33- Once the doctor - gave me antidepressants.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35- Post-natal stuff.
0:15:36 > 0:15:40- The twins sucked the life out of me - and I got high on buying crap!
0:15:40 > 0:15:43- But you stopped - and turned things around.
0:15:43 > 0:15:46- No kind of antidepressants - will sort this out.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50- Oh...
0:15:50 > 0:15:52- Do you ever feel like you're doomed?
0:15:52 > 0:15:54- Do you ever feel like you're doomed?- - Oh, come on. It's not that bad.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57- I'm drowning in debt, Mei.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00- Everybody on my street's in debt.
0:16:00 > 0:16:03- Most of them are on antidepressants - as well!
0:16:04 > 0:16:08- For 15 years, I've worked hard to - prove I'm not that Valleys cliche.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11- But maybe I am.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16- It's like that self-destruct button.
0:16:16 > 0:16:20- You know when we go to Cardiff - and someone puts us down.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22- That Valleys mist rises.
0:16:23 > 0:16:27- We say something stupid and - look like the classic Valleys tone.
0:16:27 > 0:16:31- Everything was moving along - all nice and hunky dory...
0:16:31 > 0:16:35- ..but when the going gets tough, - I go and self-destruct.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37- Again.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- Well, for what it's worth...
0:16:40 > 0:16:43- ..I don't think you're a cliche.
0:16:43 > 0:16:48- I think you're a clever, - funny, sassy woman.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51- Hey, come on. I mean it.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54- And you're just - a little bit fallible.
0:16:55 > 0:16:56- Like the rest of us.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03- Donna.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05- That's not what you want.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- Not really.
0:17:36 > 0:17:37- Yes?
0:17:37 > 0:17:39- Gillian?
0:17:39 > 0:17:40- Is that you?
0:17:40 > 0:17:43- Please just leave us alone.
0:17:44 > 0:17:45- Mam?
0:18:08 > 0:18:09- CLATTERING
0:18:12 > 0:18:14- THUDDING AND BANGING
0:19:23 > 0:19:24- Hello?
0:19:26 > 0:19:29- What are you doing there?
0:19:29 > 0:19:33- Can you help me out first - before the interrogation?
0:19:33 > 0:19:35- Yes, erm...
0:19:35 > 0:19:38- Can you take the box - and then hold onto the rail?
0:19:39 > 0:19:40- Yes.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48- Thank you.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50- Stupid thing!
0:19:51 > 0:19:54- I'll call the house clearance people - in the morning...
0:19:55 > 0:19:57- ..and get the place in order.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59- A nursery.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01- For the little one.
0:20:02 > 0:20:07- I've liked you for ages but it's - only now I've realized how much...
0:20:08 > 0:20:09- How much have you had to drink?
0:20:09 > 0:20:11- How much have you had to drink?- - Loads but that's not the point.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13- I want to help with the baby.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16- You're drunk.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18- No... well, yes.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20- But I know what I want.
0:20:21 > 0:20:25- Proper hands on. - Nappies, night feeds, the whole lot.
0:20:26 > 0:20:27- No strings.
0:20:28 > 0:20:32- I don't want you to think - that I'm trying to take advantage.
0:20:33 > 0:20:36- Unless you wanted to start something - at some point.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40- Oh, God. - I'm just sounding creepy now.
0:20:40 > 0:20:42- You sound drunk!
0:20:42 > 0:20:44- Come on, let's get you to bed.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48- Oh, I mean your bed...
0:20:49 > 0:20:50- ..not my bed.
0:20:52 > 0:20:53- I know.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57- I do mean it.
0:20:59 > 0:21:00- You're lush.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03- Proper lush.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21- I'm sorry, Mam.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24- I'm so sorry.
0:21:28 > 0:21:29- FOOTSTEPS
0:21:41 > 0:21:41- Mei?
0:21:41 > 0:21:43- Mei?- - Aye, I know.
0:21:43 > 0:21:47- I'm an idiot - who can't stay mad for very long.
0:21:48 > 0:21:52- It was you. I trusted you.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54- What's up?
0:21:54 > 0:21:55- What's up?- - Don't come near me.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58- What's happened?
0:21:58 > 0:22:00- I want my keys back.
0:22:01 > 0:22:02- Keys?
0:22:02 > 0:22:05- Keys?- - The spares. I want them back.
0:22:05 > 0:22:06- Steph, love. Please.
0:22:07 > 0:22:08- Why, Mei?
0:22:08 > 0:22:10- You knew it was complicated - with Mam.
0:22:11 > 0:22:16- I honestly don't know what this - is about. I came to say I'm sorry.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18- The keys, Mei.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20- Give me the soddin' keys!
0:22:21 > 0:22:23- Whatever this is, - you've got me wrong.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25- We're agreed on that.
0:22:26 > 0:22:29- You made me think I was going mad.
0:22:29 > 0:22:34- I honestly thought she was - haunting me from beyond the grave.
0:22:34 > 0:22:35- Making me pay for not being there.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37- Making me pay for not being there.- - Steph, please.
0:22:37 > 0:22:39- Just go!
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