Out on a Limb

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0:00:40 > 0:00:43You cheated on our OSCE papers.

0:00:43 > 0:00:45Are you ready to start again, Dr Valentine?

0:00:45 > 0:00:48Sure it's me you want to talk to? Not Malick?

0:00:48 > 0:00:49Are you jealous?

0:00:49 > 0:00:52Now, the business plan for Plastics is rock solid,

0:00:52 > 0:00:53and I'm not going to stand by

0:00:53 > 0:00:56while you're trying to bolster some whim of Sahira's!

0:00:56 > 0:00:58I take it Sahira's seed fell on stony ground.

0:00:58 > 0:00:59For the time being, we will take

0:00:59 > 0:01:01only electives patients on to Darwin.

0:01:01 > 0:01:04All other patients must be referred to St James's.

0:01:04 > 0:01:06I don't think I need to tell you

0:01:06 > 0:01:08where the future of Darwin might lie.

0:01:11 > 0:01:13What the hell were you thinking?

0:01:13 > 0:01:15Maybe you had this planned?

0:01:15 > 0:01:17String Sahira along with the little trauma project.

0:01:17 > 0:01:20'That way she won't notice the ward is closing down?'

0:01:20 > 0:01:21ELLIOT WHISTLES

0:01:21 > 0:01:23- Ssh!- 'When were you going to tell me?'

0:01:23 > 0:01:26- I have little power. - Right, of course, of course,

0:01:26 > 0:01:28because you're only Director of Surgery,

0:01:28 > 0:01:32why would anyone listen to anything that you have to say?

0:01:32 > 0:01:33Did you really think

0:01:33 > 0:01:36that you could disappear for a week and I'd just forget about it?

0:01:36 > 0:01:38Imagine if one of us spoke to him like that!

0:01:38 > 0:01:41I have, once or twice. Although I was asleep at the time.

0:01:41 > 0:01:46- Which begs the question, what does she have that we don't?- Breasts?

0:01:46 > 0:01:49Not that yours aren't spectacular.

0:01:49 > 0:01:54No, you're right. Sexual nepotism - it's depressingly predictable.

0:01:54 > 0:01:56Nothing to do with her being talented?

0:01:56 > 0:02:00That would really mess with the Naylor world view!

0:02:00 > 0:02:01Is it any coincidence

0:02:01 > 0:02:03the man defending her also has a massive crush?

0:02:03 > 0:02:06Ssh! They're talking about Darwin!

0:02:06 > 0:02:09You said it yourself, Darwin's closure is imminent.

0:02:09 > 0:02:11- Probable.- So there's hope?

0:02:11 > 0:02:14- I'd like to think so. - Listen to yourself.

0:02:14 > 0:02:18You sound like a bystander watching with a passing interest

0:02:18 > 0:02:21while Sir Fraser does exactly as he pleases.

0:02:21 > 0:02:23- This isn't like you, Henrik. - Anger is a futile emotion.

0:02:23 > 0:02:27Anger is not a futile emotion.

0:02:27 > 0:02:30Anger is passion, and passion is the fuel you need to fight.

0:02:30 > 0:02:34You're so wrapped up in the politics of it all that you've forgotten

0:02:34 > 0:02:36why we do this job in the first place.

0:02:36 > 0:02:40And don't tell me that you don't care, Henrik. You do care.

0:02:40 > 0:02:42You care about your patients.

0:02:42 > 0:02:43Please take a breath.

0:02:43 > 0:02:46It's easy to be idealistic when you've got nothing at stake.

0:02:46 > 0:02:48Nothing at stake?!

0:02:48 > 0:02:53You might like to think of them as an inconvenience,

0:02:53 > 0:02:56but children are the highest stakes a woman can have.

0:02:59 > 0:03:01I need this job, Henrik.

0:03:01 > 0:03:05But I am not prepared to jump on any bandwagon to keep it.

0:03:05 > 0:03:09- That's what you think I'm doing, is it?- Yes. I do.

0:03:09 > 0:03:12I see. You've made yourself extremely clear. Thank you.

0:03:12 > 0:03:15- Henrik...- No.

0:03:21 > 0:03:24- Elliot.- Morning.

0:03:37 > 0:03:39Disgraceful.

0:03:39 > 0:03:42- What?- Hanssen choosing Plastics over Darwin.

0:03:42 > 0:03:44Yeah. It's a shame.

0:03:44 > 0:03:47Makes you wonder what's next. You know he's on Keller all day.

0:03:47 > 0:03:50Got two ops on the board.

0:03:50 > 0:03:52- You worried?- Please!

0:03:52 > 0:03:54Word's not even in my vocabulary.

0:03:54 > 0:03:56Right, well. I'll see you out there.

0:04:02 > 0:04:05Well, man's only human.

0:04:09 > 0:04:11Thank you.

0:04:16 > 0:04:19- What do you want, a pat on the head? - Haven't you been told?

0:04:19 > 0:04:23- Told what?- Oh.- Why don't I like the sound of what's coming?

0:04:23 > 0:04:25You're my new mentor.

0:04:26 > 0:04:30I take it the interest you displayed earlier

0:04:30 > 0:04:33will convert to signatures on my petition

0:04:33 > 0:04:36- to save the trauma project.- Elliot?

0:04:36 > 0:04:40Yes, of course, I've just got to...

0:04:40 > 0:04:42- I'll sign it.- No, you won't.

0:04:42 > 0:04:45- I think that's up to him. - Shall I tell you why he's not?

0:04:45 > 0:04:48He wants a career that's going to lasts longer that his shift today.

0:04:48 > 0:04:50Well, that's exactly why he should sign it,

0:04:50 > 0:04:54because if Hanssen doesn't back the cardiac trauma project,

0:04:54 > 0:04:57then Darwin will be dead in the water and we'll all be screwed.

0:04:57 > 0:05:00After what Hanssen said last week, do you think your little project is

0:05:00 > 0:05:02going to save CT? And people say I'm arrogant!

0:05:06 > 0:05:11At least I can't be accused of duplicity. You seemed to be all for it when Hanssen was behind it.

0:05:11 > 0:05:15I'm a pragmatist. There's no shame in it.

0:05:15 > 0:05:17We need to take a stand.

0:05:17 > 0:05:19The question you have to ask yourself,

0:05:19 > 0:05:22do you want to be in the dole queue or not?

0:05:24 > 0:05:29Are you ready for your first task as my official mentee?

0:05:29 > 0:05:32Pour me another one. With skimmed milk this time.

0:05:34 > 0:05:37- Thanks.- What? I signed.

0:05:37 > 0:05:39- In pencil.- What?

0:05:39 > 0:05:40You singed it in pencil.

0:05:40 > 0:05:43Did I?

0:05:43 > 0:05:47Of course I've told you about her. Chrissie, the nurse.

0:05:47 > 0:05:48No, not that nurse!

0:05:48 > 0:05:50Yes, it's serious this time.

0:05:50 > 0:05:53So what do you say? Saturday at eight?

0:05:53 > 0:05:56Please, Mummy.

0:05:56 > 0:05:59Oh, thank you. You'll love her, I know you will.

0:05:59 > 0:06:01OK, bye.

0:06:03 > 0:06:05So, you're introducing Chrissie to your mother?

0:06:05 > 0:06:08- Mmm-hmm.- It's serious, then?

0:06:08 > 0:06:10Seriously serious.

0:06:14 > 0:06:17Mummy! I mean, Mummy!

0:06:17 > 0:06:21- It's so undignified. The man must be knocking on 40.- Top me up, Sacha.

0:06:21 > 0:06:24He's in for a shock. Chrissie doesn't like mothers.

0:06:24 > 0:06:27- Correction - she doesn't like your mother.- So you are listening?

0:06:27 > 0:06:30I'm editing out the bits I've heard before,

0:06:30 > 0:06:31so that's 75% not listening.

0:06:31 > 0:06:34I do not talk about Chrissie all the time.

0:06:34 > 0:06:36Sometimes you talk about really interesting things,

0:06:36 > 0:06:38like the colour of Daniel's poo.

0:06:38 > 0:06:40Hey, everything all right?

0:06:40 > 0:06:44- Yeah, fine.- Could you have Daniel this weekend?- Daniel?

0:06:44 > 0:06:47- Daniel, your son.- This weekend?

0:06:47 > 0:06:50That's the question, now you usually provide me with an answer.

0:06:50 > 0:06:53But that knocks out my rota, I won't see him for two weeks.

0:06:55 > 0:06:57Sure.

0:06:57 > 0:06:59Great. Thank you.

0:06:59 > 0:07:02- Oh, have a good time.- Sorry?

0:07:02 > 0:07:06- Meeting Dan's mother. Have a good time.- What are you talking about?

0:07:09 > 0:07:13Oh, it's just I happened to hear him talking on the phone, and...

0:07:13 > 0:07:15Sorry.

0:07:15 > 0:07:18- You'll have to tell them to turn around.- They're pulling in.

0:07:18 > 0:07:22They shouldn't have come here in the first place - Hanssen's instructions were clear.

0:07:22 > 0:07:25- What's going on? - Paramedics are bringing in an RTA.

0:07:25 > 0:07:29They didn't realise we're only treating elective cases.

0:07:29 > 0:07:32- Where are they?- In reception.- You're not going to do anything rash?

0:07:32 > 0:07:35- Well, it depends on your definition of rash is.- Sahira.

0:07:35 > 0:07:38His mum? And he asked you that this morning?

0:07:38 > 0:07:41Well, technically he hasn't asked me yet,

0:07:41 > 0:07:44but he must have spoken to her this morning. Why?

0:07:44 > 0:07:47No reason. So you're going to go for it?

0:07:47 > 0:07:50I'm supposed to be revising for my clinical exam.

0:07:50 > 0:07:56Sacha's got Daniel, but I will have to take a break at some pint.

0:07:56 > 0:07:59- What?- Eh, none of my business.

0:08:01 > 0:08:05Something about him, always looks like he's doing calculations

0:08:05 > 0:08:07in his head, figuring out your value.

0:08:07 > 0:08:10Malick! When you say none of your business,

0:08:10 > 0:08:13it usually means you're about to poke your nose in.

0:08:13 > 0:08:15So go on, I'm inviting you, be my guest.

0:08:15 > 0:08:18OK. If you're really serious about your career,

0:08:18 > 0:08:20and with him running this ship, you kind of have to be...

0:08:20 > 0:08:23- You know I am. - ..then you don't take breaks.

0:08:23 > 0:08:26You focus. You eat, sleep, breathe it, you get in the zone. You get me?

0:08:26 > 0:08:28Sort of. I've never been a swot.

0:08:28 > 0:08:31More into boys than books.

0:08:31 > 0:08:34Oh, God, I didn't know you were such a taskmaster.

0:08:34 > 0:08:36Look, don't get me wrong. I'm into boys and books.

0:08:36 > 0:08:39You've just got to keep them in separate rooms. That's the only why.

0:08:39 > 0:08:43You see, that's why I need your help. You're full of top tips.

0:08:43 > 0:08:47OK. But I expect some proper food this time.

0:08:47 > 0:08:49None of that celery and hummus business.

0:08:49 > 0:08:52I'm talking meat, I'm talking heat.

0:08:52 > 0:08:53In fact, I'm talking season meat.

0:08:53 > 0:08:56All right. We'll get takeout.

0:08:59 > 0:09:03You really should give Malick a chance. He's a nice guy.

0:09:03 > 0:09:05I've got something to ask you.

0:09:07 > 0:09:08You don't know what it is yet!

0:09:08 > 0:09:10I think I do.

0:09:12 > 0:09:15Hanssen specifically said that we're not taking trauma patients.

0:09:15 > 0:09:17Where am I?

0:09:17 > 0:09:19You've been in a car accident, Holby City Hospital.

0:09:19 > 0:09:22Wait, wait. I'll call St James's, see if they have space.

0:09:22 > 0:09:23No. Just leave her here.

0:09:23 > 0:09:25But Mr Hanssen said...

0:09:25 > 0:09:26Look, her pulse is 120,

0:09:26 > 0:09:29her BP's 80/60 and her oxygen saturation is 91%.

0:09:29 > 0:09:31Do you really think we should be debating this?

0:09:31 > 0:09:35- She's borderline. - Sounds like a pneumothorax. We need to aspirate.

0:09:35 > 0:09:38Mr Hope thinks she's borderline. She should be treated at St James's.

0:09:38 > 0:09:39She'd be dead by then.

0:09:39 > 0:09:43Her condition obviously is deteriorating fast. Let's get moving.

0:09:43 > 0:09:45So we're all agreed, no transferral?

0:09:45 > 0:09:46- Agreed.- Elliot?

0:09:46 > 0:09:47ELLIOT: Agreed.

0:09:55 > 0:09:58Please, Chrissie. She's really looking forward to meeting you.

0:09:58 > 0:10:00What about next weekend? After my exam.

0:10:00 > 0:10:03It's not like you're hitting the books all weekend, is it?

0:10:03 > 0:10:05Actually, I am. I'm getting in the zone.

0:10:05 > 0:10:09The zone? Let me guess. Malick.

0:10:09 > 0:10:11He's right. I can't have any distractions.

0:10:11 > 0:10:14- What business is it of his? - Oh, don't be like that.

0:10:14 > 0:10:16- He's helping me study. - I told you, I could help.

0:10:16 > 0:10:19That's not the kind of help I need. Anyway, what's the big rush?

0:10:19 > 0:10:22Why can't we put it back one weekend?

0:10:22 > 0:10:23Anyway, let's just drop it.

0:10:23 > 0:10:28- Malick doesn't want to hear about our petty tiffs.- It wasn't a tiff.

0:10:28 > 0:10:30- We weren't having a tiff. - What have we got?

0:10:30 > 0:10:32Skater boy sent up from ED.

0:10:32 > 0:10:34- Where?- 12 o'clock.

0:10:34 > 0:10:37My man needs a mirror, not a doctor.

0:10:43 > 0:10:45Needle.

0:10:45 > 0:10:47OK, you need to calm down,

0:10:47 > 0:10:50you're going to be able to breathe any minute. Don't be scared.

0:10:55 > 0:10:57Now, breathe nice and easy for me.

0:10:59 > 0:11:01Are you feeling better?

0:11:01 > 0:11:05OK, Ms Shah? Her sats are back up. we should transfer her.

0:11:05 > 0:11:09- Yes, but I'd like to do a few more tests.- The crisis has passed.

0:11:09 > 0:11:11Fine. I'll speak to Hanssen if you insist.

0:11:11 > 0:11:13I doubt even he will quibble over protocol

0:11:13 > 0:11:15when it comes to saving someone's life, do you?

0:11:21 > 0:11:23Don't touch the deck.

0:11:23 > 0:11:26- It's a health-and-safety issue. - Not anymore.

0:11:28 > 0:11:30- Right, Mr Davies.- It's Hawk.

0:11:30 > 0:11:33- Short for?- David.

0:11:33 > 0:11:36Naturally.

0:11:36 > 0:11:38Well, Hawk, I'm going to do an X-ray,

0:11:38 > 0:11:40but I think it's safe to say it's broken.

0:11:40 > 0:11:42And I'd like to run an echo.

0:11:42 > 0:11:45- Why?- I heard a murmur.

0:11:45 > 0:11:46- Probably that drink.- That?

0:11:46 > 0:11:48Caffeine can raise your heart rate.

0:11:48 > 0:11:51Right!

0:11:51 > 0:11:55Well. I'd better come clean, then. That's not my first of the day.

0:11:55 > 0:11:57I think we've found our source.

0:11:57 > 0:12:02Maybe. But still, I'd like to have it confirmed, OK?

0:12:05 > 0:12:07Right, I'll organise an echocardiogram and an X-ray?

0:12:07 > 0:12:10- Don't bother with the echo, just the X-ray.- Oh, for God's sake!

0:12:10 > 0:12:13I only meant that I'd order the tests myself

0:12:13 > 0:12:15since you're obviously very busy.

0:12:15 > 0:12:18- Oh, right. Thanks.- No problem.

0:12:18 > 0:12:21If Darwin closes and I don't have anything to show for it...

0:12:21 > 0:12:23Funny you should say that. I've had the very same thought.

0:12:23 > 0:12:26- You have?- Today could be a good opportunity for you.

0:12:26 > 0:12:29How are your reef knots?

0:12:29 > 0:12:32- Excellent.- We'll soon find out.

0:12:32 > 0:12:34- Crikey.- Crikey indeed.

0:12:34 > 0:12:37How would you swallow a ring?

0:12:37 > 0:12:40Not everyone is as mentally balanced as you, Mr Levy.

0:12:44 > 0:12:50Now, Mrs Kilbride, it appears you have swallowed a ring.

0:12:50 > 0:12:52How - and, might I ask, why - has this happened?

0:12:52 > 0:12:57- Why? You clearly haven't met my ex-husband!- You OK?

0:12:57 > 0:13:00Bastard wants it back. The cheek!

0:13:00 > 0:13:03Fancy asking for an engagement ring back!

0:13:03 > 0:13:05It does seem a bit insensitive.

0:13:05 > 0:13:09A bit insensitive? Oh, sweetheart, you have no idea!

0:13:09 > 0:13:13He wants to use it to propose to his latest bit of stuff.

0:13:15 > 0:13:18Must've been a nasty smash.

0:13:18 > 0:13:20Tree just came out of nowhere.

0:13:24 > 0:13:28- I ain't blind, handsome. - Sorry. How did you get this?

0:13:28 > 0:13:31Can't remember.

0:13:31 > 0:13:33Right, I can hear a murmur.

0:13:33 > 0:13:35Sounds like an aortic regurg.

0:13:35 > 0:13:38Have you ever had a problem with your heart?

0:13:38 > 0:13:40Not the type you're thinking.

0:13:40 > 0:13:42OK, we'll need to do a test called an echocardiogram,

0:13:42 > 0:13:45just to see if there's any damage to the heart.

0:13:45 > 0:13:48Is there anyone we can call for you?

0:13:49 > 0:13:51- Are you sure?- Are you deaf?

0:13:51 > 0:13:53- But I need my things.- What things?

0:13:53 > 0:13:56My bag. It was with me in the ambulance.

0:13:56 > 0:13:59- We'll see what we can do. - I've got to have it, yeah?

0:13:59 > 0:14:00Right.

0:14:03 > 0:14:05Careful, you're about to hit bone.

0:14:05 > 0:14:07I just want to be thorough.

0:14:07 > 0:14:09- I'm not going to let you down. - Glad to hear it.

0:14:09 > 0:14:12I don't suppose I could,

0:14:12 > 0:14:13you know, take the lead on this one?

0:14:15 > 0:14:17Why not?

0:14:19 > 0:14:22- You trust me? - Got to start somewhere.

0:14:22 > 0:14:25Thanks, Ms Naylor. I really appreciate this.

0:14:27 > 0:14:29- Where're you going? - Well, I thought...

0:14:29 > 0:14:30Nuh-uh. Follow me.

0:14:32 > 0:14:34See that!

0:14:34 > 0:14:36Sweet nollie kickflip!

0:14:36 > 0:14:39Ace was on fire that day.

0:14:39 > 0:14:42Jono's more into his pressure tricks. I'm a slides man.

0:14:42 > 0:14:44The painkillers should start to kick in soon,

0:14:44 > 0:14:47and then we'll get a cast on once we've seen the X-ray.

0:14:47 > 0:14:50Is anyone coming to pick you up? Jono or Ace?

0:14:50 > 0:14:53They've only got provisionals. I'm the designated driver.

0:14:53 > 0:14:55How old are they?

0:14:55 > 0:14:59Dunno. 18? Could be 17.

0:14:59 > 0:15:03Man, those painkillers are strong, I can't feel my fingers.

0:15:03 > 0:15:06Give me your hand?. Can you feel that?

0:15:06 > 0:15:10- It's numb. - Could you grip my fingers?

0:15:12 > 0:15:14- Damn it.- That's not a good face.

0:15:14 > 0:15:18The fracture may have damaged an artery.

0:15:18 > 0:15:21Stopping the blood from your arm getting to your hand.

0:15:21 > 0:15:23We'll run an ultrasound test.

0:15:23 > 0:15:26- Give it to me straight. - The other surgeon, Mr Malick,

0:15:26 > 0:15:29- he might have to repair the artery. - An operation?

0:15:29 > 0:15:30Can't stay here overnight!

0:15:30 > 0:15:32The alternative, you lose your arm. Up to you.

0:15:32 > 0:15:34Let's not get ahead of ourselves.

0:15:34 > 0:15:36Fingers crossed it's nothing serious,

0:15:36 > 0:15:39and you're checking out this afternoon.

0:15:43 > 0:15:45Well, come on.

0:15:46 > 0:15:49So, what happens down here?

0:15:49 > 0:15:52- Organ harvesting?- You'll see.

0:15:52 > 0:15:54She's got a damaged valve all right.

0:15:54 > 0:15:56- Is Theatre Two free? - Please tell me that's a joke,

0:15:56 > 0:15:59- albeit a very unfunny one?- Nope.

0:15:59 > 0:16:01- They can do it at St James's. - We can do it here.

0:16:01 > 0:16:04So you're wilfully ignoring the edict about elective cases only?

0:16:04 > 0:16:08Why do I get the feeling this is about more than just saving a patient's life?

0:16:08 > 0:16:10Maybe you're a tired old cynic.

0:16:10 > 0:16:13- And you're Joan of Arc, clearly. - So you're in?

0:16:13 > 0:16:16- I don't know, I've got other cases. - But not like this one.

0:16:16 > 0:16:18I realise Mr Carson's VATS procedure isn't up there

0:16:18 > 0:16:21in the lifesaving stakes, palliative care somewhat lower down

0:16:21 > 0:16:24on that scale, but try telling him that, unreasonable git.

0:16:24 > 0:16:27OK, sarcy point made. You're in, right?

0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Down, tiger!- Thank you.

0:16:29 > 0:16:32From the ambulance?

0:16:34 > 0:16:35What is it?

0:16:39 > 0:16:42Then we'll put a tube with a camera down your throat

0:16:42 > 0:16:45so we can see the ring to get it out.

0:16:45 > 0:16:46Can't I just keep it in there?

0:16:46 > 0:16:51Well, I think this is a safer, less risky option.

0:16:51 > 0:16:54A Mr Kilbride has just called. He's coming in to see you.

0:16:54 > 0:16:55- Aren't I the lucky one?- The ex?

0:16:55 > 0:16:58Pass my bag, would you?

0:16:58 > 0:17:00Got to show the rotter what he's missing, eh?

0:17:07 > 0:17:10- Bonkers.- Oh, come on, don't be so hard on her.

0:17:10 > 0:17:12Please tell me you're not relating.

0:17:12 > 0:17:14Cos empathy for a patient is such a terrible thing?

0:17:23 > 0:17:26- Problem?- No.

0:17:28 > 0:17:29I'm sensing a "but".

0:17:32 > 0:17:35- You think you're above this? - Absolutely not.

0:17:35 > 0:17:38I was just thinking how important it is to be thorough.

0:17:38 > 0:17:39That's right.

0:17:39 > 0:17:42So, suturing plastic tubing it is, Oliver.

0:17:42 > 0:17:44Shouldn't we go to the police?

0:17:44 > 0:17:48Could make the triumphant march into Hanssen's office fall a tad flat.

0:17:48 > 0:17:52Cops crawling the ward doesn't have quite the same smell of success.

0:17:52 > 0:17:55- So, we do nothing?- Maybe put it on some ice, till its owner turns up.

0:17:55 > 0:17:57And let ED know.

0:17:59 > 0:18:00How was the echo?

0:18:00 > 0:18:02- What?- The echo, for Hawk.

0:18:02 > 0:18:05- The sonographer's backed up.- Man, they're slow. I'll chase them up.

0:18:05 > 0:18:06No need. I've got it covered.

0:18:06 > 0:18:09I've got the results for Hawk's arm. You were right.

0:18:09 > 0:18:11- The blood's not coming through. - Ortho job, right?

0:18:11 > 0:18:13Luckily, I've got a spare slot,

0:18:13 > 0:18:17- unless you fancy trying an artery repair?- I'll book a theatre.

0:18:17 > 0:18:19- Looking forward to it, bro. - Thanks.- For what?

0:18:19 > 0:18:21For making an effort with Malick.

0:18:21 > 0:18:24You never know, you might end up liking him.

0:18:28 > 0:18:31We got the results back from the echo.

0:18:31 > 0:18:33The main artery to your heart is leaking blood,

0:18:33 > 0:18:36which means you'll have to go into theatre shortly.

0:18:39 > 0:18:41You won't find it.

0:18:41 > 0:18:44- What?- The finger. I assume that's what you're looking for?

0:18:45 > 0:18:48Dare I ask what it was doing in your bag?

0:18:48 > 0:18:51Or where the poor man it belongs to is?

0:18:51 > 0:18:53Poor man, good one.

0:18:53 > 0:18:56- Who is he?- He deserved it.

0:18:56 > 0:18:59What he puts me through. It was self-defence.

0:18:59 > 0:19:01- Your boyfriend?- On and off.

0:19:01 > 0:19:03He hits you?

0:19:03 > 0:19:05Yeah, he hits me. Course he bloody hits me.

0:19:05 > 0:19:08- Where is he now?- How should I know?

0:19:09 > 0:19:12Look, you had a finger in your bag.

0:19:12 > 0:19:15Now, if you don't drop the attitude and tell me why,

0:19:15 > 0:19:18- I will call the police.- He came at me, I just grabbed the knife.

0:19:18 > 0:19:21The next thing I know, his finger was on the floor.

0:19:21 > 0:19:25- Why did you pick it up?- I panicked.

0:19:25 > 0:19:27Same reason I drove into a flippin' tree.

0:19:30 > 0:19:32You have got security here, right?

0:19:32 > 0:19:35- Yes.- Cos he'll come looking for me.

0:19:35 > 0:19:40And he'll be angry. When he's like that, there's no stopping him.

0:19:41 > 0:19:43He'll want payback.

0:19:45 > 0:19:47Don't worry. this is probably the safest place

0:19:47 > 0:19:48for you to be right now. OK?

0:20:03 > 0:20:04You're Mr Kilbride?

0:20:04 > 0:20:06- Mum's here, right?- Oh, her son.

0:20:06 > 0:20:09- I brought her these.- Josh!

0:20:09 > 0:20:12Josh! Where's your father?

0:20:12 > 0:20:15- How should I know? - But he knows I'm here?

0:20:15 > 0:20:19Typical, insensitive man! I could be dying for all he knows.

0:20:19 > 0:20:22But you're not, though, are you?

0:20:22 > 0:20:25Well, at least you're here, darling.

0:20:25 > 0:20:29- I brought you some stuff.- Josh and I are inseparable, aren't we?

0:20:29 > 0:20:33Like two peas. He takes after me. Artistic. Not like his father.

0:20:33 > 0:20:35- What did he say?- Nothing.

0:20:35 > 0:20:38He only cares about the ring. Makes packets of money, mind.

0:20:38 > 0:20:41- And Mum?- Hmm? - I got something in the post today.

0:20:41 > 0:20:44I bet the minute that it comes out, he'll be down here,

0:20:44 > 0:20:47- probably try and fish the ruddy thing straight out of my gob...- Mum.

0:20:47 > 0:20:51I'll be sure to give his fingers a good old....

0:20:51 > 0:20:52No. Start again.

0:20:52 > 0:20:54What?

0:20:54 > 0:20:58Do you want a job stacking shelves at a supermarket?

0:20:58 > 0:21:01Then start again. And it might help if you don't act like

0:21:01 > 0:21:04- you've just had ten pints of beer.- I haven't.

0:21:08 > 0:21:10OK. No problem.

0:21:12 > 0:21:14Glad to hear it.

0:21:23 > 0:21:25Oh-oh. Swabs.

0:21:30 > 0:21:32So, it's getting serious?

0:21:32 > 0:21:34What?

0:21:34 > 0:21:37Sloops, vascular clamps.

0:21:40 > 0:21:42Between you and Chrissie.

0:21:42 > 0:21:45Be careful not to prang the median nerve.

0:21:48 > 0:21:51Fair enough.

0:21:51 > 0:21:53Nothing to do with me.

0:21:53 > 0:21:55Except...

0:21:55 > 0:21:57Scalpel.

0:22:01 > 0:22:04Except I wouldn't want her to get hurt.

0:22:04 > 0:22:06She won't.

0:22:06 > 0:22:08Good.

0:22:08 > 0:22:12So I'd prefer it if you concentrated on your own private life.

0:22:14 > 0:22:17Cool, there's plenty to be getting on with there.

0:22:17 > 0:22:19Trust me.

0:22:20 > 0:22:22Catheter.

0:22:30 > 0:22:33Look at us! Working like a team!

0:22:33 > 0:22:36Who'd have thought, eh?

0:22:37 > 0:22:40- Right, I'll see you in theatre. - Josh? Where's Josh.

0:22:40 > 0:22:42Here, Mum.

0:22:44 > 0:22:47- I'm scared.- I'll be waiting for you.

0:22:47 > 0:22:49You'll be fine.

0:22:54 > 0:22:57She's brave, your mum.

0:22:57 > 0:22:59Divorce can be tough. For everyone. You included.

0:22:59 > 0:23:02It was 12 years ago.

0:23:02 > 0:23:04I was six when it happened.

0:23:04 > 0:23:06Wow! But she still seems so raw.

0:23:22 > 0:23:24- Say it, please, it's infuriating. - I told you so.

0:23:24 > 0:23:27- Thank you.- The tear is huge. If we'd transferred her,

0:23:27 > 0:23:29she wouldn't have stood a chance.

0:23:29 > 0:23:32- "I told you so" was plenty. - She's going downhill quickly.

0:23:32 > 0:23:34We need to move fast. 5.0 Prolene suture.

0:23:34 > 0:23:37You think Hanssen's going to be handing out gold stars for this?

0:23:37 > 0:23:39I'd say it's a pretty watertight case

0:23:39 > 0:23:42- for the defence, don't you think? - Hanssen's a politician,

0:23:42 > 0:23:45and the thing about them is, they tend not to follow evidence.

0:23:45 > 0:23:48- Well, you don't know him very well. - What, like you do, you mean?

0:23:48 > 0:23:52Hanssen didn't become a surgeon to sit in an office balancing books.

0:23:52 > 0:23:54Not what you were saying this morning.

0:23:54 > 0:23:58- That was a private conversation.- Then perhaps you should have considered

0:23:58 > 0:24:02dialling down the volume a notch. You weren't holding back, that's for sure.

0:24:02 > 0:24:04Like I say, I've known him a long time.

0:24:04 > 0:24:06You think that's going to make you immune?

0:24:06 > 0:24:10- What?- This little stunt. He could lay down the law if he wanted to.

0:24:10 > 0:24:11- Saline.- I mean it, Sahira.

0:24:11 > 0:24:14Much as I admire this flirtation with rebellion,

0:24:14 > 0:24:17you could be jeopardising your future here.

0:24:17 > 0:24:19It's not a flirtation. I'm serious.

0:24:19 > 0:24:21I can see that.

0:24:23 > 0:24:25Here goes.

0:24:36 > 0:24:38Congratulations.

0:24:38 > 0:24:42Kelly, could you see if Sir Fraser has a window this afternoon, please?

0:24:42 > 0:24:45It's about the matter we've been discussing.

0:24:45 > 0:24:47Good. Thank you.

0:24:50 > 0:24:52The lining of her oesophagus looks sore.

0:24:52 > 0:24:54The ring must have scraped the walls.

0:24:54 > 0:24:56I've been thinking,

0:24:56 > 0:24:58you and Miss Bunny Boiler here could make a good match.

0:24:58 > 0:25:02- Please!- What? She makes you laugh, you've got lots in common.

0:25:02 > 0:25:04Very subtle(!)

0:25:04 > 0:25:07No? Maybe it's not such a good idea.

0:25:07 > 0:25:11You'd catch her late at night swallowing all your silverware.

0:25:11 > 0:25:13Blimey!

0:25:13 > 0:25:17They should make a public health warning out of that.

0:25:17 > 0:25:19Stick it in Valentine's cards.

0:25:19 > 0:25:21Henrik!

0:25:21 > 0:25:24I've got a gastrocutaneous fistula in ten minutes,

0:25:24 > 0:25:27so if you want to talk, it'll have to be on the move, I'm afraid.

0:25:27 > 0:25:29I took on a trauma patient this morning.

0:25:31 > 0:25:33What happened to on the move?

0:25:33 > 0:25:35I ordered that we take only on elective cases

0:25:35 > 0:25:37and that trauma patients should be treated at...

0:25:37 > 0:25:40At St James's. Yes, I know, but the ambulance didn't get the message,

0:25:40 > 0:25:43the patient was critical and I made a judgement call.

0:25:43 > 0:25:45You operated?

0:25:45 > 0:25:48She was suffering from acute aortic regurgitation,

0:25:48 > 0:25:50verging on cardiovascular collapse.

0:25:50 > 0:25:54I repaired the valve and she's now recovering in ITU.

0:25:54 > 0:25:57Come on, Henrik, you'd have done exactly the same.

0:25:57 > 0:26:00The decision to use St James's was based on sound clinical grounds.

0:26:00 > 0:26:02They have the specialists and resources

0:26:02 > 0:26:03to deal with cardiac trauma cases.

0:26:03 > 0:26:06She would have died had I sent her away.

0:26:06 > 0:26:08Admitting patients for vainglorious reasons is

0:26:08 > 0:26:10risking lives, not saving them.

0:26:10 > 0:26:14- I don't believe you.- You can't run a hospital with your heart.

0:26:14 > 0:26:16Luckily, because you don't seem to have one.

0:26:16 > 0:26:19I've got a meeting with Sir Fraser this afternoon.

0:26:19 > 0:26:21The cardiac trauma project might be off the table,

0:26:21 > 0:26:23but there's still plenty of stuff left on it.

0:26:23 > 0:26:25Right. How admirable(!)

0:26:25 > 0:26:28It might not be the revolution you're after,

0:26:28 > 0:26:31but I'm still fighting. One of the battles will be

0:26:31 > 0:26:34- to ringfence certain jobs. - So, what are you saying?

0:26:34 > 0:26:36I don't want you to worry.

0:26:36 > 0:26:39I trust you'll have that patient transferred

0:26:39 > 0:26:41at the earliest opportunity

0:26:41 > 0:26:44- so they can receive the appropriate care.- What?

0:26:44 > 0:26:47The last time I looked, the elective list was full.

0:26:47 > 0:26:48She's using up valuable bed space.

0:26:53 > 0:26:54- Ouch.- Did you hear that?

0:26:54 > 0:26:57- Yeah.- I mean, how pig-headed can you be?

0:26:57 > 0:27:00The facts are staring him in the face and still he won't budge.

0:27:00 > 0:27:02- You tried your best. - Just a few days ago,

0:27:02 > 0:27:05he was encouraging me to go for the trauma project,

0:27:05 > 0:27:08and now it's as if the very idea of saving people's lives

0:27:08 > 0:27:09is just repugnant to him.

0:27:09 > 0:27:13- I call St James's, get an ambulance to transfer her?- Wait.

0:27:13 > 0:27:15I don't care what he says. She's staying here.

0:27:15 > 0:27:20- The ward's full.- Strange she hasn't had any bleeding or perforations.

0:27:20 > 0:27:22Look at those kissing ulcers. They're very florid.

0:27:22 > 0:27:24Ironic name.

0:27:24 > 0:27:28Cut her some slack, would you? She's really suffered, poor woman.

0:27:28 > 0:27:31Yeah, she's right up there with Gandhi(!) I feel for her, I do.

0:27:31 > 0:27:33You don't bring ulcers on yourself.

0:27:33 > 0:27:36- Did you ask her if she smokes or drinks?- It didn't seem relevant.

0:27:36 > 0:27:39Bet she does, and I bet she blames that on her ex as well.

0:27:39 > 0:27:41All right. So what's your excuse?

0:27:41 > 0:27:43- Excuse me?- We all have our vices.

0:27:43 > 0:27:46Perhaps you shouldn't be so quick to judge.

0:27:46 > 0:27:48Why are you being so defensive?

0:27:48 > 0:27:52Oh, for God's sake. This isn't about Chrissie.

0:27:52 > 0:27:57- I never said that it was. - I just think that sometimes you have

0:27:57 > 0:28:00- an astounding lack of empathy. - I don't go around with blinkers on.

0:28:00 > 0:28:03When you have a child with someone, you have to make sacrifices.

0:28:03 > 0:28:06Look, I know how important seeing Daniel is to you.

0:28:06 > 0:28:09I just don't get why you let Chrissie dictate all of the terms.

0:28:09 > 0:28:12All right, Eddi, what exactly would you have me do?

0:28:12 > 0:28:15I don't know, Sacha. Man up?

0:28:19 > 0:28:21How did Hawk's op go?

0:28:21 > 0:28:24- Like a dream.- Do you still want me to organise an Echo?

0:28:24 > 0:28:26No, sonographer's being slow.

0:28:26 > 0:28:29That's funny. Mrs O'Grady's came back in under an hour.

0:28:29 > 0:28:31Right.

0:28:31 > 0:28:34That doesn't necessarily mean...

0:28:34 > 0:28:36All right, just let me check.

0:28:36 > 0:28:39Hey, let's not jump to conclusions just yet.

0:28:39 > 0:28:42Hello, it's Sister Williams from Keller.

0:28:42 > 0:28:45Could I just check you've had a Mr Davis in?

0:28:45 > 0:28:48OK, thanks.

0:28:50 > 0:28:53I knew it.

0:28:53 > 0:28:57- How long are you planning to hide her down here for? - As long as it takes.

0:28:57 > 0:28:59- You don't have to help me. - I want to -

0:28:59 > 0:29:03even if your ego has got caught up in the mix. We've all got one. I just hadn't see yours before.

0:29:03 > 0:29:06I mean it Greg. You can walk away. I'll say you had nothing to do with it.

0:29:06 > 0:29:09What and let you have all the fun? Never!

0:29:09 > 0:29:10As much as it pains me to admit it, I'm on your side.

0:29:12 > 0:29:14Hey, what are you guys doing down here?

0:29:14 > 0:29:17Hey Ollie. How you doing?

0:29:17 > 0:29:18- Should you be doing that? - Valentine,

0:29:18 > 0:29:21If you want a bright future. you haven't seen us. OK?

0:29:25 > 0:29:29Please, Ollie. Just stay out of it, for your own good.

0:29:33 > 0:29:35Right, we've gotta go back up.

0:29:35 > 0:29:37Should we be worried?

0:29:37 > 0:29:39Him? He's harmless.

0:29:41 > 0:29:44- There was nothing wrong! - Don't try and justify your negligence.

0:29:44 > 0:29:49- Guys, people are looking. - I made a judgement call based on my experience as a surgeon...

0:29:49 > 0:29:51I thought an Echo was a waste of resources.

0:29:51 > 0:29:54- Where's Hawk?- And in case you've forgotten I am the Consultant.

0:29:54 > 0:29:57- THEY ARGUE OVER EACH OTHER - Where's Hawk!

0:30:02 > 0:30:04Hawk!

0:30:04 > 0:30:06- Dude.- What're you doing?

0:30:09 > 0:30:13Wasn't feeling great. The wall's were like staring at me.

0:30:13 > 0:30:16- Come on, let's get you back inside. - Ah man, you don't get it do you?

0:30:16 > 0:30:17Get what?

0:30:17 > 0:30:20You're part of the machine.

0:30:20 > 0:30:23The job, the wife.

0:30:23 > 0:30:25- Girlfriend.- But you want her to be your wife.

0:30:25 > 0:30:31Nice house, kids, dog, holidays.

0:30:31 > 0:30:32All that stuff makes me sweat.

0:30:32 > 0:30:36- I can't be contained, man. - I get that.

0:30:36 > 0:30:39- You do? - I'm not just that guy, you know.

0:30:39 > 0:30:41You make me sound like a robot.

0:30:41 > 0:30:42Have a go.

0:30:42 > 0:30:43What?

0:30:43 > 0:30:47- On my board. try it. - No, it's OK.

0:30:47 > 0:30:51Go on. I can see it now. there's something in your eye.

0:30:51 > 0:30:53A spark.

0:30:53 > 0:30:56Go on, set yourself free.

0:30:56 > 0:30:58This is ridiculous. Let's get you back inside.

0:30:58 > 0:31:04What's the harm? Five more minutes, then I'll promise I'll go back like a good boy.

0:31:05 > 0:31:06Thought you weren't a robot?

0:31:14 > 0:31:18I'm going to go and check on Kara.

0:31:18 > 0:31:21Don't worry, I've got your back.

0:31:21 > 0:31:23# Rows of houses

0:31:23 > 0:31:27# Are bearing down on me

0:31:27 > 0:31:31# I can feel their

0:31:31 > 0:31:34# Blue hands touching me

0:31:34 > 0:31:38# All these things into position

0:31:38 > 0:31:41# All these things we'll one day swallow whole

0:31:48 > 0:31:55# And fade out

0:31:55 > 0:32:00# Again

0:32:00 > 0:32:08# And fade out

0:32:08 > 0:32:14# This machine will not communicate... #

0:32:14 > 0:32:16Hello Kara.

0:32:16 > 0:32:20# These thoughts and the strain I am under

0:32:23 > 0:32:26# Be a world child, form a circle

0:32:26 > 0:32:29# Before we all go under... #

0:32:29 > 0:32:31You bitch!

0:32:31 > 0:32:36- Look what you've done to me. - I knew you'd come. - Why'd you do it, eh?

0:32:36 > 0:32:37I was almost out the door,

0:32:37 > 0:32:42I was so close to getting free from you and then you go psycho again.

0:32:42 > 0:32:45You were worried about me. That's why you're here.

0:32:45 > 0:32:48Don't kid yourself, love.

0:32:48 > 0:32:49Where's my finger?

0:32:49 > 0:32:54Dunno, some doctor took it.

0:32:57 > 0:32:59Baby, we can start again.

0:32:59 > 0:33:02- Don't start, Kar. - I'll be good, I promise.- No!

0:33:02 > 0:33:05That's what you always say, but then you're always there,

0:33:05 > 0:33:09you're breathing down my neck. Getting on my case.

0:33:09 > 0:33:13Checking my phone. I can't handle it any more.

0:33:13 > 0:33:19And now this. You just don't know when to stop.

0:33:19 > 0:33:22Fine, well if that's how you feel, may as well go.

0:33:26 > 0:33:29Are you going to stab me?

0:33:29 > 0:33:33- Shut up. Shut up!- Go on then,

0:33:33 > 0:33:34I deserve it.

0:33:35 > 0:33:38Then we'll be even. if that's what you need.

0:33:43 > 0:33:45Do it.

0:33:47 > 0:33:50Do it!

0:34:28 > 0:34:31I can't believe you're defending him.

0:34:31 > 0:34:33I'm not, it's just that he could...

0:34:33 > 0:34:37I'm dreaming. Please, tell me I'm dreaming.

0:34:38 > 0:34:40Oh. My. God.

0:34:41 > 0:34:46- Uncage the beast! Yes! - Do you know what, I think I get it.

0:34:46 > 0:34:46I really do.

0:34:49 > 0:34:51Hawk?

0:34:56 > 0:34:59Hawk? Hawk, can you hear me?

0:34:59 > 0:35:02I'm always telling you not to drink so much.

0:35:02 > 0:35:06You say it's one glass, but it's practically a goldfish bowl.

0:35:06 > 0:35:10It's hard, especially when your father insists on making me a nervous wreck.

0:35:12 > 0:35:17Well, I can give you drugs for the inflammation and the ulcers

0:35:17 > 0:35:20and you're going to need to cut down on alcohol and cigarettes.

0:35:20 > 0:35:25Oh... And here's the ring.

0:35:34 > 0:35:37Hawk, can you hear me?

0:35:38 > 0:35:41- There's no pulse. He's not breathing.- He just collapsed?

0:35:41 > 0:35:43Told you I heard a murmur.

0:35:44 > 0:35:47Charging at 200.

0:35:47 > 0:35:49Nothing.

0:35:49 > 0:35:52Again at 200.

0:35:52 > 0:35:54No.

0:35:54 > 0:35:57- Again.- OK, 360.

0:36:01 > 0:36:01For God's sake.

0:36:01 > 0:36:03Wait...

0:36:05 > 0:36:07- He's back in rhythm. - Oh, thank you.

0:36:09 > 0:36:11But his B/P is very low.

0:36:11 > 0:36:15Let's get him inside, get two lines in and squeeze fluids.

0:36:23 > 0:36:27- Woah. OK, let's get you some help. What's your name?- I'm all right.

0:36:27 > 0:36:29I don't need any help.

0:36:29 > 0:36:33- What have you done to your hand? - I've done nothing. - It's OK, we just want to help you.

0:36:33 > 0:36:36- That's all.- Don't! Please.

0:36:36 > 0:36:41- Can we get him over to ED please? - Hold your hand up, that's it.

0:36:42 > 0:36:45What's all that about?

0:36:45 > 0:36:47Some bloke minus a finger.

0:36:53 > 0:36:56Greg, I need you in the basement now.

0:37:03 > 0:37:04Oh, my God!

0:37:08 > 0:37:09What happened?

0:37:14 > 0:37:17I left the room unguarded. didn't even think about the risks!

0:37:17 > 0:37:19Why didn't I take her more seriously?

0:37:19 > 0:37:22Squeeze the 0-Neg and bag 100% oxygen. There are no theatres free.

0:37:22 > 0:37:26- We can't do it here. - We don't have a choice. Pulse 120, B/P. 50/30.

0:37:26 > 0:37:27Oxygen sats 88. We're losing her.

0:37:27 > 0:37:30You paged?

0:37:30 > 0:37:33I need you to go to ITU get the Chest Opening case. I need suction, I need light.

0:37:33 > 0:37:38And if you can't find a light, get me a headlight. I need a theatre crew. whoever's available.

0:37:38 > 0:37:41- What happened? - Did you get all of that?

0:37:41 > 0:37:43Then why are you still here?

0:37:43 > 0:37:46You wanted a Trauma case - you've got one now.

0:38:05 > 0:38:07How's he doing?

0:38:07 > 0:38:10The CT specialist is coming down to look at the Echo.

0:38:10 > 0:38:12Let me know when he's here?

0:38:12 > 0:38:18- Talk about childish.- What? - The silent treatment - haven't pulled that one since Junior School.

0:38:18 > 0:38:20- Dan, this is serious. - OK, I know. I feel awful. I do.

0:38:20 > 0:38:23- Then why did you do it? - I don't know.

0:38:23 > 0:38:26I didn't think the test was necessary and Malick was being

0:38:26 > 0:38:28all Malick-like.

0:38:28 > 0:38:32I wouldn't be surprised if he reported you for this.

0:38:32 > 0:38:34- What should I do?- Apologise. - I've tried!- Like you mean it!

0:38:34 > 0:38:38I really thought you'd turned over a new leaf today.

0:38:44 > 0:38:47- You're blocking my light.- Sorry. - In fact. can you just go?- What?

0:38:47 > 0:38:51You'd be more use to me in the end of the corridor.

0:38:51 > 0:38:54- Make sure no-one finds us here, OK? - You realise the risk I'm taking?

0:38:54 > 0:38:57Ms Naylor is my new mentor in case you'd forgotten.

0:38:57 > 0:39:02- Didn't bother you when you thought you were getting some sexy theatre time?- Right. Clips.

0:39:02 > 0:39:04I need to mobilise the liver and repair the tear.

0:39:04 > 0:39:09- Luckily there's no damage to the heart or lungs. - Lucky? She won't stop bleeding.

0:39:09 > 0:39:13Put your hand in there. I need more time to repair this.

0:39:13 > 0:39:17It's coming out faster than it's going in. more fluids. 100% oxygen.

0:39:17 > 0:39:19Sutures. Right.

0:39:23 > 0:39:26This isn't working, the thread's too fine, it's braiding.

0:39:26 > 0:39:29It's making the bleeding worse.

0:39:29 > 0:39:31She's heading for hypovalemic shock.

0:39:31 > 0:39:33- I need more time! - Sahira, we're losing her!

0:39:33 > 0:39:38- What do you want me to do?! - Your call.

0:39:38 > 0:39:40Page Mr Hanssen.

0:39:40 > 0:39:42Talent is a rare commodity.

0:39:42 > 0:39:45I don't think we should underestimate its value.

0:39:45 > 0:39:46Feeling insecure, Henrik?

0:39:46 > 0:39:49The the fact I've taken time out of my busy schedule

0:39:49 > 0:39:52for an impromptu meeting might flatter the ego somewhat?

0:39:52 > 0:39:56And, as I said, I'm terribly grateful.

0:39:56 > 0:40:01I'm urging you to see Darwin and its surgeons as separate entities.

0:40:01 > 0:40:04The departure of one, needn't lead to the departure of the other.

0:40:04 > 0:40:08You're asking me to be a human being.

0:40:08 > 0:40:11You know my background's in business, Henrik.

0:40:11 > 0:40:14Now the key attribute of any successful business man

0:40:14 > 0:40:20is common sense, and the way I see it, keeping on a CT surgeon when we no longer have a CT ward

0:40:20 > 0:40:27is rather like a shopkeeper stocking winter hats in the Sahara.

0:40:27 > 0:40:32I'd like to think my staff have more valuable than an item of knitwear,

0:40:32 > 0:40:35- they're certainly more retrainable. - But that takes time and money.

0:40:35 > 0:40:37Investments don't always pay out immediately.

0:40:37 > 0:40:40We should be thinking of the long term future.

0:40:40 > 0:40:44Thank you for pointing that out. Who do you have in mind?

0:40:44 > 0:40:47- There's a number of valued members of staff.- Name one.

0:40:47 > 0:40:51- Ms Shah, for example.- Ah, Ms Shah.

0:40:51 > 0:40:55- Her name's cropped up before. - For good reason.

0:40:55 > 0:40:59Why don't we have this discussion properly

0:40:59 > 0:41:02- when we know exactly what we're facing? - Is that a brush off?

0:41:02 > 0:41:05PAGER BEEPS

0:41:05 > 0:41:07- Problem? - You will consider my request?

0:41:07 > 0:41:09Of course.

0:41:12 > 0:41:15I'm looking forward to seeing the talented Ms Shah at work.

0:41:15 > 0:41:17Dr Valentine?

0:41:20 > 0:41:22I didn't know we were in a war zone.

0:41:22 > 0:41:26- She's ruptured her liver. - What are these?- Vicryl sutures.

0:41:26 > 0:41:28There's your problem. Do we have any pledgets?

0:41:28 > 0:41:32Give me some on a blunt number one please? Who is this patient?

0:41:34 > 0:41:37I take it from your silence she's another trauma case?

0:41:37 > 0:41:40It's the same patient - her boyfriend came in and stabbed her.

0:41:40 > 0:41:42Swabs, please.

0:41:42 > 0:41:48- We were going to transfer her, but then we were concerned she had an irregular heartbeat.- Were we?

0:41:50 > 0:41:52- It was totally my call.- All right.

0:41:54 > 0:41:57Got it. That should hold now.

0:41:57 > 0:42:00Her B/P's going up.

0:42:00 > 0:42:04She's going to make it.

0:42:04 > 0:42:05- Thank you.- Let's hope so.

0:42:05 > 0:42:09The way you've gambled with this girl's life is unacceptable.

0:42:09 > 0:42:11Look at this debacle.

0:42:22 > 0:42:24Hawk's results? Malick, please.

0:42:24 > 0:42:28- This isn't your case any more. - Let me explain - I feel responsible.

0:42:28 > 0:42:33- That's because you are. - Let me tell Hawk you advised an Echo and I didn't follow up.

0:42:33 > 0:42:35I want to come clean.

0:42:37 > 0:42:39I really am sorry. It won't happen again.

0:42:43 > 0:42:45OK.

0:42:45 > 0:42:47Truce?

0:42:47 > 0:42:49You do you job, and I'll do mine.

0:42:49 > 0:42:51And you're not going to...

0:42:51 > 0:42:53You know.

0:43:01 > 0:43:05There's something I've been trying to tell you for a while now.

0:43:05 > 0:43:08Have you? Tell me. Tell me what is it?

0:43:08 > 0:43:11You know I went for that audition?

0:43:11 > 0:43:15- Audition?- Yeah. In London before Christmas.

0:43:15 > 0:43:17- I don't believe it.- It's true.

0:43:17 > 0:43:19I got a big information pack in the post this morning.

0:43:19 > 0:43:22Has he had hair implants?

0:43:22 > 0:43:25- What?- Your Father.

0:43:25 > 0:43:28I'm impressed.

0:43:28 > 0:43:31- You are?- You've shown guts today.

0:43:31 > 0:43:34You did what I would have done.

0:43:34 > 0:43:35What do you mean?

0:43:35 > 0:43:38Ducking out of here to run to Ms Shah's side.

0:43:38 > 0:43:41That's right. I know.

0:43:42 > 0:43:44You're not angry?

0:43:44 > 0:43:46No.

0:43:46 > 0:43:47That shows you're hungry.

0:43:47 > 0:43:49I am.

0:43:49 > 0:43:52It's just a pity Ms Shah's not your mentor.

0:43:52 > 0:43:54You obviously feel very strongly about her cause.

0:43:56 > 0:44:00I requested you.

0:44:00 > 0:44:01What?

0:44:01 > 0:44:03I'm serious about this, Ms Naylor.

0:44:03 > 0:44:05I requested you because you're the best.

0:44:05 > 0:44:09And if that means suturing inside plastic cups

0:44:09 > 0:44:11then I'll do it.

0:44:11 > 0:44:13Six months,

0:44:13 > 0:44:16maybe then I'll let you loose on a cadaver.

0:44:16 > 0:44:18If you think I'm ready for it.

0:44:22 > 0:44:25It is a serious condition, we can treat it with medication to control

0:44:25 > 0:44:28your blood pressure and keep the strain to your heart to the minimum,

0:44:28 > 0:44:32but you may eventually need an operation to have an aortic valve replacement.

0:44:32 > 0:44:34Heavy.

0:44:34 > 0:44:38And, I should also say that the other surgeon, Mr Malick...

0:44:38 > 0:44:41The dude that wanted the test?

0:44:41 > 0:44:43If I'd carried out the Echo

0:44:43 > 0:44:45we could have identified the problem sooner

0:44:45 > 0:44:47and potentially avoided what happened outside.

0:44:47 > 0:44:48What happens, happens.

0:44:48 > 0:44:51Yes, but it was serious omission.

0:44:51 > 0:44:54- You were awesome. - Pardon?- On the board.

0:44:54 > 0:44:57Did you dig it?

0:44:57 > 0:44:59Yeah, a little.

0:44:59 > 0:45:01- Where is she? - Don't worry, it's safe.

0:45:01 > 0:45:04- Can I see her?- Sure.

0:45:04 > 0:45:07But I'm afraid skating might be off the menu for the foreseeable.

0:45:07 > 0:45:10- What?- You need to take it easy.

0:45:10 > 0:45:13Raising the heart rate could be life threatening.

0:45:13 > 0:45:17But skating's my life, man. It's my soul.

0:45:17 > 0:45:19What about taking up something else?

0:45:19 > 0:45:24- fishing can be very therapeutic. - Fishing?

0:45:24 > 0:45:25How are we today?

0:45:25 > 0:45:28Hawk. this is Mr Hanssen, our Director of Surgery.

0:45:28 > 0:45:31You've been lucky.

0:45:31 > 0:45:35- Don't feel it.- I've seen this kill younger men than you.

0:45:35 > 0:45:38- Well, spotted, Mr Hamilton. - Right, thank you.

0:45:42 > 0:45:46He says he just wants it back and then he'll leave.

0:45:46 > 0:45:49Maybe it's for the best, Suzy. let him have it.

0:45:49 > 0:45:51- It's not brought you much happiness. - No.

0:45:57 > 0:45:59Josh, are you OK?

0:45:59 > 0:46:01She'll never change.

0:46:01 > 0:46:03Tell her to listen to track three, would you?

0:46:03 > 0:46:07And tell her I got into the Royal Academy of Music.

0:46:07 > 0:46:11I've known since Christmas, but never found the right time to tell her.

0:46:11 > 0:46:16Anyway, I'll be out of her life soon enough.

0:46:16 > 0:46:17That's if she notices.

0:46:25 > 0:46:26Kara?

0:46:29 > 0:46:32The police need to talk to you.

0:46:32 > 0:46:36- No.- They're charging him with attempted murder.

0:46:36 > 0:46:39Things just got a bit out of hand, that's all.

0:46:39 > 0:46:44He nearly killed you - that's not what I'd call a bit out of hand.

0:46:44 > 0:46:46You wouldn't get it.

0:46:48 > 0:46:54Look, I get that you're scared, Kara. You don't have to be. He'll go to jail for this.

0:46:54 > 0:46:57I love him.

0:46:57 > 0:46:59I don't want him to go anywhere.

0:47:01 > 0:47:04Music College?

0:47:04 > 0:47:06But he hasn't applied to music college.

0:47:06 > 0:47:08Yes, he has. And he's got in.

0:47:08 > 0:47:12- He's clearly a very talented young man.- He never told me.

0:47:12 > 0:47:17- With all due respect Mrs Kilbride... - Suzy.- Mrs Killbride,

0:47:17 > 0:47:24judging by the way you spoke to him earlier, I doubt he was able to get a word in edgeways.

0:47:24 > 0:47:26Track three.

0:47:26 > 0:47:29You should try listening.

0:47:39 > 0:47:41Guess you were right about her.

0:47:42 > 0:47:46Yeah. Well, heartache can do funny things to a person. Right?

0:47:48 > 0:47:50Listen, I'm sorry about earlier.

0:47:50 > 0:47:52Me too.

0:47:52 > 0:47:54No. I overstepped.

0:47:54 > 0:47:59I shouldn't have got personal like that. You're a really great girl.

0:47:59 > 0:48:01Sacha, can't we just leave it at sorry?

0:48:01 > 0:48:04Too mushy for you?

0:48:06 > 0:48:09- Do you want a pint later?- I can't. - Oh, go on.

0:48:09 > 0:48:13I'll even let you talk about Chrissie,

0:48:13 > 0:48:15- as long as you let me have a drink first.- No, really...

0:48:15 > 0:48:20There's some paperwork with my name on it.

0:48:20 > 0:48:26Are you sure that's not code for watching a romcom crying with a vat of ice-cream, Mr Levy?

0:48:26 > 0:48:29Positive, Nurse McKee.

0:48:34 > 0:48:35Take her away.

0:48:35 > 0:48:37- Really?- You have her.

0:48:37 > 0:48:44- No really, I wouldn't use it. - OK. just put her in the trash.

0:48:44 > 0:48:46You don't mean that.

0:48:46 > 0:48:50Can you put that in sister's office for me, thank you?

0:48:50 > 0:48:54- Just because you can't skate, doesn't mean you have to give up everything you believe in.- I know.

0:48:54 > 0:48:56Been thinking about what you said.

0:48:56 > 0:49:00Fishing. None of this lame reservoir crap,

0:49:00 > 0:49:04I'm talking about serious deep sea fishing.

0:49:04 > 0:49:08- Just make sure it's a calm day. - You're kind of missing the point, man.

0:49:14 > 0:49:16Have you seen Malick?

0:49:16 > 0:49:20- I thought you apologised? - I did.

0:49:23 > 0:49:26He'll serve a long time for this.

0:49:26 > 0:49:29- Well, she did that to him. - Excuse me. He stabbed her.

0:49:29 > 0:49:31I'm not defending him, I'm just saying,

0:49:31 > 0:49:34there's something pretty messed up at the heart of this.

0:49:34 > 0:49:37It's sick. Masochists, both of them.

0:49:37 > 0:49:41Why would anyone want to be in a relationship that's so toxic?

0:49:41 > 0:49:42Beats me.

0:49:55 > 0:49:57Chrissie, hang on.

0:50:00 > 0:50:06I'm sorry, but I can't take Daniel this weekend and then not see him for two entire weeks.

0:50:06 > 0:50:09I really look forward to our time together

0:50:09 > 0:50:12and I don't want to disrupt the routine.

0:50:12 > 0:50:16- OK. you should have said.- Friends?

0:50:16 > 0:50:19Course.

0:50:19 > 0:50:26You know sometimes, I think you're the only man in my life who acts like a grown up.

0:50:26 > 0:50:28Sorry Chrissie, I've got to get on.

0:50:28 > 0:50:33- Yeah, sure. Night. - Night.

0:50:49 > 0:50:52I've been nave, haven't I?

0:50:52 > 0:50:55Idealistic. Nothing wrong with that.

0:50:55 > 0:50:58There is when you let it get in the way of your patients.

0:50:59 > 0:51:02Don't beat yourself up.

0:51:02 > 0:51:06Besides, if Elliot had got his way, she'd have died in the ambulance.

0:51:09 > 0:51:11Have you seen this?

0:51:30 > 0:51:32- Glad I've found you. - Bang out of order.

0:51:32 > 0:51:36I was telling him and then Hanssen showed up and.

0:51:36 > 0:51:38- You're delusional! - Technically they were my patients.

0:51:38 > 0:51:42Look in there! That is the person you've been fighting today, not me.

0:51:42 > 0:51:48- Stop using me as a scapegoat. I won't have you messing with my career. - You'll do that all by yourself.

0:51:48 > 0:51:50Say that again?

0:51:50 > 0:51:52Go on!

0:51:52 > 0:51:55- You think you're better than me? - A better surgeon, yes.

0:51:55 > 0:51:58Why? Because your face fits.

0:51:58 > 0:52:01- Blonde haired, blue eyed rugger bugger.- Oh, don't play that card.

0:52:01 > 0:52:04Like you were bought up on some council estate.

0:52:04 > 0:52:07That's your ignorant assumption, not mine.

0:52:07 > 0:52:09Don't kid yourself! You play to type just as much as I do.

0:52:09 > 0:52:15- Intimidating people so you get your own way. And you don't scare me.- No.

0:52:15 > 0:52:17I terrify you - in more ways that.

0:52:17 > 0:52:20Oh, spare me the Malick psychology and stay out of my relationship.

0:52:20 > 0:52:25- I don't want to see Chrissie end up as collateral. - How dare you lecture me!

0:52:25 > 0:52:28The closest you get to intimacy is a GPS signal in a sweaty bar.

0:52:28 > 0:52:32- Please.- Don't laugh at me.- Joker.

0:52:32 > 0:52:34Don't laugh at me.

0:52:34 > 0:52:35I said stop.

0:52:35 > 0:52:36I pity you.

0:52:44 > 0:52:46I'm busy.

0:52:49 > 0:52:50Come in.

0:52:53 > 0:52:54You're right.

0:52:54 > 0:52:59The Trauma Project doesn't add up. It's a financial hole,

0:52:59 > 0:53:07an indulgent use of surgeon's time and its success rate would be negligible.

0:53:07 > 0:53:11But that doesn't mean I agree with you.

0:53:11 > 0:53:13Well, perhaps we could agree to disagree?

0:53:13 > 0:53:19I'm passionate about what I do and that's thanks to you.

0:53:19 > 0:53:25You encouraged me, you bullied me, you pushed me when I thought I had nothing more to give.

0:53:28 > 0:53:31You gave me that passion

0:53:31 > 0:53:33and now you're telling me that I can't use it.

0:53:37 > 0:53:41Well, I'm sorry we don't live in an ideal world.

0:53:47 > 0:53:53Well, perhaps there are places out there that still have ideals.

0:53:55 > 0:53:57The job in Newcastle's still available.

0:55:10 > 0:55:12Very well.

0:55:15 > 0:55:17What?

0:55:25 > 0:55:29Even though I know it's not what's best for this hospital,

0:55:29 > 0:55:32or for me, I...

0:55:35 > 0:55:37I simply can't let you go.

0:55:40 > 0:55:45Well, I wonder what Sir Fraser will have to say about that?