0:00:38 > 0:00:40There were some complications.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43Josh might not be able to walk any more.
0:00:43 > 0:00:46Josh look at me. It's OK.
0:00:51 > 0:00:55Things could go wrong, promise me you'll let me go.
0:00:55 > 0:00:59- Prego Holdings.- Gimme that! Prego, as in your wife's maiden name.
0:00:59 > 0:01:04If the board finds out that you are responsible for a silicone embolism then it is game over!
0:01:04 > 0:01:05- I'm responsible? - She's your patient.
0:01:05 > 0:01:10Have you ever heard the expression a bad work man always blames his tools?
0:01:19 > 0:01:21Josh! Watch it!
0:01:21 > 0:01:24Sorry. Didn't see you there.
0:01:24 > 0:01:28I wasn't watching where I was going. So how fast can you go in that thing?
0:01:28 > 0:01:30Time?
0:01:30 > 0:01:34- 27.35 seconds.- Not fast enough.
0:01:34 > 0:01:38- A little bit faster, a little further every day. It's not a race. - It is to me.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43- Are you looking for a particular department? - Mr Spence. Michael Spence.
0:01:43 > 0:01:47Yeah, I think he's in AAU today. Which is ground floor.
0:01:47 > 0:01:51- Come on, see if we can set a new personal best.- Boys.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53Why is it always a competition?
0:01:55 > 0:01:58- Diathermy...- Ah, careful...
0:01:58 > 0:02:01Just a little friendly encouragement.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03Since when do I need encouragement?
0:02:03 > 0:02:06Friendly or otherwise?
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Since you gave me cause to worry. Lulu.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11A little bit of substandard surgery?
0:02:11 > 0:02:14Joke.
0:02:14 > 0:02:15SHA meeting tomorrow.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17We do not need any more mistakes.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20There is not going to be any more mistakes.
0:02:25 > 0:02:26Sorry! Didn't see you there!
0:02:26 > 0:02:29- It's OK.- Can I help you?
0:02:29 > 0:02:32- I'm looking for Mr Spence? - Ah, yes...
0:02:32 > 0:02:34He's on Darwin ward today, I think.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37- Overseeing the creation of a new empire...- Darwin ward.
0:02:37 > 0:02:41Yep, that's sixth floor, down the corridor.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Ah, Ms Cahill. I was hoping to see you...
0:02:47 > 0:02:49I was hoping to see my son.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52Yes, quite. He doesn't appear to be here.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54I noticed. Where is he?
0:02:54 > 0:02:55I'm not sure actually.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58- You're not sure? - Well, he was here when I came in...
0:02:58 > 0:03:01I mean he can't have got far...
0:03:01 > 0:03:06- He went out with Senior Staff Nurse McKee.- Out? Out where?
0:03:06 > 0:03:07Out.
0:03:11 > 0:03:14If Josh's with Eddi he won't get into any mischief.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17I wouldn't be so sure. My son could turn knitting into an extreme sport...
0:03:24 > 0:03:26Josh...
0:03:26 > 0:03:29Don't even think about it.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32- What?- This is a hospital corridor,
0:03:32 > 0:03:34not the straight at Silverstone.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37Where's your sense of fun?
0:03:37 > 0:03:42Recovering in a darkened room along with my spirit of adventure.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44You had a big night?
0:03:44 > 0:03:47I bet you're a right laugh when you're on the tiles.
0:03:47 > 0:03:48You'd bet wrong, then.
0:03:48 > 0:03:53Really? We should go sometime.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Go where?
0:03:55 > 0:03:57For a drink.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00I'm sure it's breaking all sorts of rules and regulations, though.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02One or two.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05Kinda like wheelchair drag racing?
0:04:05 > 0:04:06Josh...
0:04:13 > 0:04:14Are you all right?
0:04:14 > 0:04:17- Fine.- You don't look it. Where have you been?
0:04:17 > 0:04:19We've been doing some extra physio.
0:04:19 > 0:04:23- He's overdone it a bit, that's all.- That's all? - Leave it. It's not her fault.
0:04:23 > 0:04:28- Josh, please. Let me see. You've hurt yourself. - I can't feel it anyway.
0:04:29 > 0:04:32I had this teacher when I was in high school.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35You can remember high school, right, Sunil?
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Can we just concentrate on the job in hand?
0:04:37 > 0:04:40Well, I am. Scalpel.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43Anyway, this teacher,
0:04:43 > 0:04:48Mr Schneider, he had this habit during exam time
0:04:48 > 0:04:52of walking around behind your desk, just breathing
0:04:52 > 0:04:54and suddenly...
0:04:54 > 0:04:56WHAM!
0:04:56 > 0:04:58He'd slam his hand down on your desk.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Just to see if you'd smudge your paper.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05- He thought it built character. - All right.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08Fair enough. I get your point. I'm being irritating.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11No, Schneider was irritating,
0:05:11 > 0:05:14you, are borderline insulting.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18Did you ever smudge your paper?
0:05:18 > 0:05:20Never.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22Mr Spence?
0:05:22 > 0:05:25Ms Shah, have you come to take a glimpse of the future?
0:05:25 > 0:05:29- There's a woman here to see you. Jenny Proctor?- Ah, well...
0:05:29 > 0:05:32Tell her I'm busy. Have her call my secretary.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35She's been there and done that, she's determined...
0:05:35 > 0:05:39All right, would you mind taking over for me?
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Mr Spence, you probably don't remember me.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Jenny Proctor. Come on in.
0:05:54 > 0:06:00You are 27-years-old been suffering from breast hypoplasia.
0:06:00 > 0:06:05We performed corrective augmentation surgery three months ago.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07What's up?
0:06:07 > 0:06:08A couple of days ago
0:06:08 > 0:06:10I started to feel like
0:06:10 > 0:06:13the left breast was different...
0:06:13 > 0:06:15- Different how? - It's hard to explain.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17- Pain?- No, nothing like that.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19- Swelling?- Not really.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22It's the shape.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25When I wear the new bras that I bought for after the surgery
0:06:25 > 0:06:28- it just looks...- Not as symmetrical?
0:06:28 > 0:06:30And it feels...
0:06:30 > 0:06:34This might sound crazy but it used to feel smooth.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36None of this sounds crazy.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Any change is a concern and needs to be checked out.
0:06:38 > 0:06:42- I don't want to cause a fuss.- You're not. You've done the right thing.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44It's nothing serious. Is it?
0:06:44 > 0:06:46If there's a problem we'll fix it.
0:06:46 > 0:06:49- Some extra physio?
0:06:49 > 0:06:52Is that what they're calling wheelchair drag racing these days?
0:06:52 > 0:06:54Josh had some catching up to do.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56He asked me for help, so I am.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59- In your spare time?- When I have it.
0:06:59 > 0:07:01He's a good kid.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03You've taken quite a shine to him, haven't you?
0:07:03 > 0:07:08I am helping a patient who's decided to help himself.
0:07:08 > 0:07:09And that's all there is to it?
0:07:11 > 0:07:15You're worried I'm getting too involved? Right?
0:07:15 > 0:07:19That's funny I hope you appreciate the irony here, Sacha.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21- I'm not worried you're getting too involved.- Good.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26Josh, on the other hand.
0:07:26 > 0:07:30It's just not unknown for a patient to become...
0:07:30 > 0:07:32too dependent on their caregiver.
0:07:32 > 0:07:36He's not too dependent. He's just...
0:07:36 > 0:07:39- Grateful?- Lonely.
0:07:39 > 0:07:43He hardly sees any of his mates. His girlfriend is...
0:07:43 > 0:07:45I don't know, elsewhere.
0:07:45 > 0:07:48We're the closest thing to friends he has at the moment.
0:07:48 > 0:07:51He has his mother.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53Or at least, he should.
0:07:53 > 0:07:56And yeah and once he gains more confidence in his recovery
0:07:56 > 0:07:59and in himself all of this will settle down.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01Well, that might happen sooner rather than later.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04You've found a bed in a spinal unit?
0:08:04 > 0:08:09Possibly but there's only one spot so it needs to be taken by today.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12- Think he'll go for it? - Of course he will. Where is it?
0:08:12 > 0:08:14Peterborough?!
0:08:14 > 0:08:18- You're kidding, right?- It was one of the jewels of Norman England.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20It's the sphincter of modern Britain.
0:08:20 > 0:08:24- Some of my best friends are from Peterborough.- I rest my case.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27Come on, what's there that we could possibly have any interest in?
0:08:27 > 0:08:29A spinal unit. With a bed.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31This isn't under discussion, Josh.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34You need specialist care in a specialist hospital.
0:08:34 > 0:08:39- A week ago, you couldn't wait to get out of here.- Yeah...
0:08:39 > 0:08:41Well, a lot can change in a week.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43Like what?
0:08:43 > 0:08:48- Josh?- You can't make me go somewhere I don't want to go. End of.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Can you give us a minute?
0:09:03 > 0:09:06- You that desperate to get rid of me? - Yeah.
0:09:08 > 0:09:09I'm sorry.
0:09:09 > 0:09:12Didn't think I was cramping your style.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15It's not about that and you know it.
0:09:15 > 0:09:19OK, you need specialist care, Josh.
0:09:19 > 0:09:20We can't provide that here.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22I need friends.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25- We can't provide that either. - You don't mean that.
0:09:25 > 0:09:30Yeah, I do. I have to.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32Look you've done really well this week
0:09:32 > 0:09:35but it's just the beginning.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38A spinal unit can offer you the specialist care
0:09:38 > 0:09:41and options we couldn't even dream about here.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46That was some stunt you pulled earlier.
0:09:46 > 0:09:50In the corridor. What were you thinking?
0:09:50 > 0:09:53I wasn't. That was the point.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57For a moment
0:09:57 > 0:09:59I felt like the old Josh.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02Not this piece of meat lying here.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07That's your point, isn't it?
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Time to face up to who I am now.
0:10:11 > 0:10:16It's all right. You get your way. I'm out of here.
0:10:16 > 0:10:20You know the one where Lauren has to decide whether to still move in with Mark
0:10:20 > 0:10:23cos Lucy's just told her that she's slept with Mark a few days before.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26Anyway, Mark's throwing this pool party when...
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Mr McBride?
0:10:30 > 0:10:32Mr McBride?
0:10:32 > 0:10:33HE SNORES
0:10:37 > 0:10:39One minute I'm talking to him
0:10:39 > 0:10:41the next minute she's snoring. That's just rude.
0:10:41 > 0:10:44I'm sure it's nothing personal.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Maybe it's narcolepsy?
0:10:46 > 0:10:50Or maybe he's just not that into the finer points of The Only Way is Essex?
0:10:50 > 0:10:53- You watch it!- No, I don't.
0:10:53 > 0:10:58I might have been exposed to bits, late-night repeats, that someone else keeps watching in the staff room.
0:10:58 > 0:11:03- I've been working a lot of double shifts recently. - Yeah, you can tell.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06- You look like crap. - Thanks, I needed to hear that.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09Yes, you did.
0:11:09 > 0:11:13You're tired, stressed out, overworked, underpaid and under-appreciated.
0:11:13 > 0:11:17With your mother an in-patient, your life revolves around this hospital.
0:11:17 > 0:11:22- You spend every waking minute in the workplace and it's not healthy. - You're not exactly helping...
0:11:22 > 0:11:23What you need is a night out.
0:11:23 > 0:11:27- With me.- What I need is to finish updating these patient records.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30Dispense the ward medication, before performing a drugs stock check.
0:11:30 > 0:11:34After which we will put on our dancing shoes on and hit the town.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37Chantelle, I know you mean well but...
0:11:37 > 0:11:41Maybe we can get some sparkly bits on our...
0:11:41 > 0:11:43No way in hell!
0:11:43 > 0:11:46I knew you watched it! "I may have been exposed to bits."
0:11:46 > 0:11:48You. Me. Town. Tonight.
0:11:50 > 0:11:54Hi. I need a bed for a plastics patient ASAP.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56I don't care, find out. Now.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58You OK?
0:11:58 > 0:12:01Yeah, fine. Eh, that was quick.
0:12:01 > 0:12:04Let's just say I never smudged my paper under pressure either.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06So you need a bed for a patient?
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Er...
0:12:08 > 0:12:10Ms Proctor?
0:12:12 > 0:12:13I think I've got a problem.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25Hey.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28Don't know what you said to him but it worked.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30I just told it like it is.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32I...
0:12:32 > 0:12:36- wanted to thank you.- What for?
0:12:36 > 0:12:38For giving him hope.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40He did that all by himself.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42I just helped him out of bed into his wheelchair.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44It's more than I've been able to do.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47He won't let me in.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49Look, I know it's difficult, Kate,
0:12:49 > 0:12:52but I think you need to get more involved and wherever he ends up
0:12:52 > 0:12:54don't let him get too attached to the carers
0:12:54 > 0:12:58cos at the end of the day it's going to come down to you.
0:13:07 > 0:13:11I have got you a leaving present.
0:13:11 > 0:13:12Are you taking the piss?
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Uh, not this.
0:13:14 > 0:13:15This.
0:13:20 > 0:13:21I know you think I'm a narcissist
0:13:21 > 0:13:24but there's no need to be cruel about it.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27All teenage boys are narcissists, but this isn't about that.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30What's it about?
0:13:30 > 0:13:33This is about you.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36It's to remind you that, whatever happens,
0:13:36 > 0:13:38however bad things might get
0:13:38 > 0:13:41you're still you.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44You're still Josh.
0:13:44 > 0:13:50The very same thoughtless, reckless, moody,
0:13:50 > 0:13:54ridiculously charming kid as you were before your accident.
0:13:54 > 0:13:55Thanks.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57And you're still a narcissist.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00So, there's always that.
0:14:00 > 0:14:03Right, shall we do this?
0:14:05 > 0:14:09- And no wriggling. - I know the drill.
0:14:09 > 0:14:10< Can I help you?
0:14:10 > 0:14:14< I'm looking for Josh. Josh Cahill.
0:14:14 > 0:14:15- Take it out.- I need to do this.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19< He's in that bed but he's not seeing visitors right now.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Take it out. Take the catheter out now.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24< Oi, excuse me!
0:14:24 > 0:14:29- You can't just come barging in here like that!- It's all right, actually.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31This is Norah.
0:14:31 > 0:14:32My girlfriend.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37- Is it tender here?- A little, yes.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40I didn't notice that earlier.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43What is it?
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Have you had an accident recently?
0:14:45 > 0:14:48Bumped into anything, a mishap, maybe at the gym?
0:14:48 > 0:14:51No. What is happening to me?
0:14:51 > 0:14:53You were absolutely right to come and see us.
0:14:53 > 0:14:57Preliminary examination suggests that the affected breast has changed shape.
0:14:57 > 0:15:01There's also some implant visibility which is causing folds of the skin.
0:15:01 > 0:15:06- I'm sorry... I don't understand what any of that means?- It means we need to get you to a scan.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09- Then we can proceed...- Yes...
0:15:09 > 0:15:11but why has this happened?
0:15:11 > 0:15:14- I think there may be a leak in the implant...- Leak?
0:15:14 > 0:15:18Or it could be an infection. We won't know until we have the results of the scan.
0:15:18 > 0:15:21Whatever it is, I'll fix it.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23- I promise.- We will fix it.
0:15:25 > 0:15:26Excuse me.
0:15:32 > 0:15:36From now on, don't make her any promises. And don't act as if it's your fault.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43So... the prodigal girlfriend returns?
0:15:43 > 0:15:45- From Japan.- Really?
0:15:45 > 0:15:46Bit tall for Japanese...
0:15:46 > 0:15:51You'll get used to Mr Levy's sense of humour. Eventually.
0:15:51 > 0:15:54- I was out there for the summer. - Studying?
0:15:54 > 0:15:56- Jumping.- Err...
0:15:56 > 0:15:59what's that some sort of new teenage fad?
0:15:59 > 0:16:02Norah's a junior long jump champion.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04She's an athlete like I...
0:16:07 > 0:16:10Anyway, that's how we met.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13- Well, it's very nice to meet you... - You too.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19- Norah?- Mrs Cahill...
0:16:19 > 0:16:23- I thought you were still in training camp?- We are.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25But I wanted to get back.
0:16:25 > 0:16:29My coach agreed to continue training here.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31Really?
0:16:31 > 0:16:34It's good to see you.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Thank you.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39Mr O'Brian. 250mg anpicillin.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43Nurse Tait? Are you sure he's supposed to have a suppository?
0:16:43 > 0:16:46Of course not. Mr McBride gets the suppository.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50I...I must have mixed something up.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52It's ok.
0:16:52 > 0:16:55Easily done when you're so tired. I'll just check it.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57No. I'll check it.
0:16:57 > 0:17:02Will you just let go for once and let someone else pick up the slack.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06This is why you need some time out.
0:17:06 > 0:17:10No. This is why we need to work in a quiet, professional manner.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13Look, I'm not coming out for a drink, OK? No dancing.
0:17:13 > 0:17:16No men. No sparkly jewellery.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19Mr Griffin has asked me to do a double shift. I've said yes.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Then I'm going to visit my mother.
0:17:21 > 0:17:25- You're running yourself into the ground.- Maybe I like it that way?
0:17:30 > 0:17:33I should have come back sooner.
0:17:33 > 0:17:37Hey, you were on the other side of the world.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39With other stuff to think about.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44I should have...
0:17:44 > 0:17:47Why didn't you tell me exactly what was going on?
0:17:47 > 0:17:49You were right to stay away.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Train.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Stay focussed.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55You have trials coming up...
0:17:55 > 0:17:58None of that seems important now.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01Nothing's more important.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16- I missed you.- Ditto.
0:18:19 > 0:18:20I'm in need of competition.
0:18:21 > 0:18:25- Want to play?- Sure. Why not?
0:18:32 > 0:18:34Jenny?
0:18:34 > 0:18:36I was wondering when I can get back to work.
0:18:36 > 0:18:39I told them it'd be only the morning.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42- Scan results should be back shortly. - And then I can go?- Yeah, hopefully.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44I never thanked you.
0:18:44 > 0:18:49After the operation I felt normal for the first time in my life...
0:18:49 > 0:18:52and I never had the opportunity to thank you.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55- You didn't have to.- Scan's back.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Excuse me.
0:18:59 > 0:19:02- How does it rupture like that? - You know how.- No. Come on. No way.
0:19:02 > 0:19:05There's no way a needle-stick can do that. It's mess in there.
0:19:05 > 0:19:08Michael, you know damn well a needle stick can do that...
0:19:08 > 0:19:11- Where are you going? - Where do you think?
0:19:11 > 0:19:13I'm going to order an MRI.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15An MRI will only confirm what we already know.
0:19:15 > 0:19:20- So we should do what? Do nothing, pretend it never happened? - I suggest we fix it. We go in.
0:19:20 > 0:19:24Remove the implant. Replace it. Quickly. Quietly. Before anyone has any idea.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27- We can't cover this up... - We have no choice. Our careers...
0:19:27 > 0:19:31Your career is on the line here...
0:19:31 > 0:19:32We need a theatre slot.
0:19:34 > 0:19:38- So I should say what? - Anything, think of something.
0:19:38 > 0:19:39Lie.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41Right, what've we got?
0:19:41 > 0:19:45Mrs Oona Pritchard, 70. Collapsed unconscious in street.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47Brought in by an ambulance.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50- Head injury.- Hello, Oona.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52- Had a bit of a fall, did we? - I don't know.
0:19:52 > 0:19:53Don't remember.
0:19:53 > 0:19:57Ah... Head CT and X-ray, please.
0:19:57 > 0:20:01I don't want any scans. Just clean me up and I'll be on my way.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03We're definitely going to clean you up.
0:20:03 > 0:20:06The rest will remain... up for discussion.
0:20:08 > 0:20:12- Mrs Pritchard, is there any family you'd like us to contact?- No.
0:20:12 > 0:20:14- No family.- Husband?
0:20:14 > 0:20:16Shouldn't think so. He's dead.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18I'm sorry to hear that.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20Why? You didn't know him.
0:20:20 > 0:20:25Well, you've got me there. Right, I'll just go and get you a suture kit.
0:20:25 > 0:20:28Any chance you could turn that noise off.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30It sets my teeth on edge.
0:20:30 > 0:20:31Will do.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41He...
0:20:41 > 0:20:42He fell asleep.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47He's been working himself pretty hard the last few days.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48Can you turn the game off?
0:20:55 > 0:20:57I don't understand.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01In high school...
0:21:01 > 0:21:03he was always
0:21:03 > 0:21:04like a God, you know?
0:21:07 > 0:21:10How can something like this happen to someone like him?
0:21:14 > 0:21:17I'm...supposed to be training.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21I'll change my plans.
0:21:21 > 0:21:24Norah.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26The last thing Josh needs now is your pity.
0:21:28 > 0:21:32What he's going through. What he's facing. He needs honesty.
0:21:32 > 0:21:34Do you understand that?
0:21:38 > 0:21:40I think so...
0:21:50 > 0:21:52- What are you doing?- Paperwork.
0:21:52 > 0:21:55Yeah, my paperwork.
0:21:55 > 0:21:58We're all equal, aren't we? We're all a team.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00Some of us are more equal than others.
0:22:00 > 0:22:04Are you saying I'm not capable of sorting and filing patient histories?
0:22:04 > 0:22:05No, of course not.
0:22:05 > 0:22:08I just don't understand why you'd volunteer to do it.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10You should ask yourself the same question.
0:22:12 > 0:22:14I like to be kept busy.
0:22:15 > 0:22:18Kept exhausted more like.
0:22:18 > 0:22:22Look, I am going to help you do your work, like it or not.
0:22:22 > 0:22:28And when you've run out of jobs to invent, then we can discuss having some fun.
0:22:28 > 0:22:32- Whatever... - Nurse Tait, I've got a group of medical students coming in
0:22:32 > 0:22:35to observe a laparoscopic cholecystectomy at one.
0:22:35 > 0:22:39Could you arrange for a chaperone to show them around the ward?
0:22:39 > 0:22:44- Certainly, Mr Griffin. I shall see to it personally.- Thank you.
0:22:50 > 0:22:56You want me to bump a legitimate procedure for an unplanned boob job who walked in off the street.
0:22:56 > 0:22:58No, not off the street.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00This is a breast hypoplasia patient who's been on my list for weeks
0:23:00 > 0:23:05who needs the procedure brought forward for personal reasons I won't discuss.
0:23:05 > 0:23:08Fine. Cos I'm not inclined to agree.
0:23:08 > 0:23:12Jac! Do you know what hypoplasia's like? What these girls go through?
0:23:12 > 0:23:16Misshapen throughout their teens. Bullied because they only have one breast...
0:23:16 > 0:23:18Spare me, Michael. I was bullied. I got over it.
0:23:18 > 0:23:21That's a matter of perspective...
0:23:21 > 0:23:26- See ya.- Oh, come on that was a joke! Look I only need an hour...
0:23:27 > 0:23:31Sahira's case is infected, mine is clean... It's best procedure.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33Yes, it would be... if your patient was on the list.
0:23:36 > 0:23:39You are part of the plastics team, OK? We have a deal.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43Deal?
0:23:43 > 0:23:46All right, if nothing else you get to put one over Sahira.
0:23:46 > 0:23:50- Well, you should have said that from the start.- Ah.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58Chantelle, if you've got a complaint about your working hours,
0:23:58 > 0:24:01- you should take it up with Sister Williams. - It's not me. It's Elizabeth.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03What about her?
0:24:05 > 0:24:06Look,
0:24:06 > 0:24:08double shift, over-time,
0:24:08 > 0:24:12double shift, volunteer work in Paediatrics. Double shift...
0:24:12 > 0:24:15OK, so she's working a lot. What's your point?
0:24:15 > 0:24:21- She's exhausted, Mr Griffin. Between that and visiting her mum... - I understand.
0:24:21 > 0:24:25Some people prefer to... immerse themselves in work...
0:24:25 > 0:24:28- it can be quite therapeutic. - She's not immersing herself. She's drowning.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32You think she needs rest?
0:24:32 > 0:24:34I think she needs a laugh.
0:24:34 > 0:24:38I can get her out...but only if she's got no other choice.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41- And what do you want me to do? - Give her no other choice.
0:24:43 > 0:24:47Jenny, good news. We're about to take you in theatre in 15 minutes...
0:24:47 > 0:24:50- Err, what's going on? - I told you. I've have to go to work.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53But...we're about to take you into surgery.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56You never said anything about surgery.
0:24:58 > 0:25:01OK, this is the last one, Oona. You might feel a little tug...
0:25:04 > 0:25:07- You didn't feel that?- Feel what?
0:25:07 > 0:25:09What happened?
0:25:09 > 0:25:11You fell asleep.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14- Too much exercise.- Where's Norah?
0:25:14 > 0:25:15She was here a minute ago.
0:25:15 > 0:25:20- So is that me done and dusted, then? - Not quite home-time yet.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23I see you've made a new friend?
0:25:23 > 0:25:25She's a nurse. She doesn't have to be my friend.
0:25:25 > 0:25:32Well, this is one of those happy moments where duty and taste collide.
0:25:32 > 0:25:35- Hey, sleepyhead.- Hey. Seen Norah?
0:25:35 > 0:25:38Think she popped out.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41Maybe we should use the time to...
0:25:42 > 0:25:46- What do you think you're doing? - I'm helping you. It's past time...
0:25:46 > 0:25:49- Norah's not here.- Let Eddi do it. - She's busy.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51No. She might come back any minute.
0:25:51 > 0:25:55If you're talking about that leggy brunette...
0:25:55 > 0:25:58I don't think so. She wrote a note.
0:25:58 > 0:26:01She left it on the table.
0:26:11 > 0:26:14She's gone.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17Well, she did say something about having to go training.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19No. She's broken up with me.
0:26:19 > 0:26:21- What? Why?- She didn't say...
0:26:21 > 0:26:23What did you do?
0:26:23 > 0:26:25What did you say?
0:26:25 > 0:26:30- Nothing...- You're lying. You must have done something. You must have said something...- No, not her.
0:26:30 > 0:26:35- This one.- What? - Florence Nightingale here.
0:26:37 > 0:26:44She had a word with your lass, and then she took off like the hounds of hell were at her heels.
0:26:44 > 0:26:46What have you done?
0:26:52 > 0:26:53We done?
0:26:55 > 0:27:00The ultrasound has indicated an extra capsular rupture. It means that the implant has
0:27:00 > 0:27:05- punctured and is leaking into the surrounding tissue.- Is it dangerous?
0:27:05 > 0:27:10Not unless it spreads to the lymph nodes or chest wall.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12Is that likely? Do you think that's happening to me?
0:27:12 > 0:27:17It's rare but it's impossible to know for sure without doing an MRI.
0:27:17 > 0:27:20Then why not do an MRI?
0:27:20 > 0:27:22Because it's just as easy for us to fix in theatre.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24Easy for you but impossible for me.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27I told you I took the morning off work, not three weeks.
0:27:27 > 0:27:30Which is what surgery would mean, right?
0:27:30 > 0:27:36I will ring your work. I will tell them that you've had a complication from previous surgery and you need
0:27:36 > 0:27:39- to be admitted immediately. - But that would be a lie.
0:27:45 > 0:27:49OK, the...the truth is...
0:27:51 > 0:27:53..we know what's happened
0:27:53 > 0:27:57but we're not sure why.
0:27:57 > 0:28:00But the most likely explanation is human error.
0:28:00 > 0:28:04- Human error.- My human error.
0:28:06 > 0:28:08And if that is the case,
0:28:08 > 0:28:11I am ready to pay whatever price is coming my way.
0:28:11 > 0:28:16But I also want to put any wrongs right.
0:28:16 > 0:28:18And I want to do it now.
0:28:20 > 0:28:22Before it starts to show.
0:28:24 > 0:28:26OK.
0:28:26 > 0:28:30I'll call work and...lie, I guess.
0:28:46 > 0:28:48What were you thinking?
0:28:49 > 0:28:51My patient needed protecting.
0:28:51 > 0:28:53Your patient?
0:28:53 > 0:28:57Well, Josh is still that until he goes to the spinal unit.
0:28:57 > 0:29:01Eddi, you scared his girlfriend away.
0:29:01 > 0:29:03How on earth is that patient care?
0:29:03 > 0:29:07I did no such thing. All I said was that Josh needed honesty not pity.
0:29:07 > 0:29:10The girl had just seen her boyfriend paralysed from the waist down.
0:29:10 > 0:29:13It would be inhuman of her not to feel pity.
0:29:13 > 0:29:17- I just told it like it is. - And you frightened her off.
0:29:17 > 0:29:20It's better for Josh, and it is way better for Norah,
0:29:20 > 0:29:22that she doesn't get trapped...
0:29:22 > 0:29:25- Trapped?- Into staying with him when she doesn't want to.
0:29:25 > 0:29:26All right, you tell me.
0:29:26 > 0:29:30How can you possibly know, let alone judge, what that 18-year-old girl feels?
0:29:32 > 0:29:34Forget about it.
0:29:34 > 0:29:36I acted in Josh's best interests.
0:29:36 > 0:29:38No, no, you didn't.
0:29:38 > 0:29:40You acted as though you were his mother.
0:29:42 > 0:29:47Now, Josh's bed at the spinal unit becomes available in 48 hours.
0:29:47 > 0:29:50Maybe you should stay away from him till then.
0:29:52 > 0:29:56You have other patients. Other responsibilities.
0:29:56 > 0:29:57See to them.
0:30:06 > 0:30:08Ah, Nurse Tait.
0:30:08 > 0:30:10Could I have a word, please?
0:30:10 > 0:30:12Of course, Mr Griffin.
0:30:12 > 0:30:15I've been looking at the theatre rotation
0:30:15 > 0:30:18and I've decided to move some of my cases
0:30:18 > 0:30:21onto Mr Malick's list for tomorrow.
0:30:21 > 0:30:24- Well, that'll make for a nice quiet afternoon then.- Indeed.
0:30:24 > 0:30:28- Planning on taking the rest of the day off?- Not me. You.
0:30:28 > 0:30:29Excuse me?
0:30:29 > 0:30:34I've had Health and Safety onto me and HR
0:30:34 > 0:30:37about your working hours.
0:30:37 > 0:30:41There is concern that not only are you
0:30:41 > 0:30:45breaking your spirit by being here 24/7,
0:30:45 > 0:30:46but more importantly,
0:30:46 > 0:30:51you're breaking the European Working Time Directive.
0:30:51 > 0:30:53- Oh...- Mmm, indeed.
0:30:53 > 0:30:56What about your medical students?
0:30:56 > 0:31:00Oh, don't worry about that. Um...
0:31:00 > 0:31:02It's all taken care of.
0:31:02 > 0:31:05..Fractured radius looked after by our resident Orthopod.
0:31:05 > 0:31:09One of the easier surgical disciplines to go into, if you get my drift?
0:31:11 > 0:31:15European Working Time Directive, huh?
0:31:15 > 0:31:18- Uh-huh.- Just thought you'd move a few patients, huh?
0:31:20 > 0:31:23When exactly did you start thinking I was born yesterday, Mr Griffin?
0:31:25 > 0:31:28- It was worth a try.- Not really.
0:31:28 > 0:31:30If you don't get Chantelle to stop meddling,
0:31:30 > 0:31:32you'll have a real lawsuit on your hands.
0:31:36 > 0:31:40- MUSIC BLARES FROM HEADPHONES - Can you feel that this time? - This time?
0:31:40 > 0:31:42Does it hurt or not?
0:31:42 > 0:31:44- Yes.- Where?
0:31:44 > 0:31:47Well, everywhere. Scalp.
0:31:47 > 0:31:49And the back of the neck.
0:31:51 > 0:31:52Have you had another fall recently?
0:31:52 > 0:31:55No. Not that I can remember.
0:31:55 > 0:31:58This is a lump here of some sort. Feels like scar tissue.
0:31:58 > 0:32:03Look, Oona, we really do need to do those scans. Just to be sure...
0:32:03 > 0:32:04OK.
0:32:04 > 0:32:07- Turn that off!- Go to hell.
0:32:07 > 0:32:11- Josh...- From the way things look, you're already halfway there.
0:32:11 > 0:32:13Oona! Both of you, enough.
0:32:14 > 0:32:18- What is wrong with you?- Let's see. I'm paralysed from the waist down.
0:32:18 > 0:32:21I'm moving to the arse-end of the country
0:32:21 > 0:32:25and I've been dumped due to the interference of my so-called carer.
0:32:25 > 0:32:27I was trying to protect you, not hurt you.
0:32:27 > 0:32:31Yeah? Well, I need your protection like she needs another hole in her head.
0:32:31 > 0:32:34- Where are you going? - None of your business.
0:32:34 > 0:32:37- Let me help you.- You've already done far too much already.
0:32:41 > 0:32:43You did the right thing.
0:32:43 > 0:32:44What?
0:32:44 > 0:32:46She might have stayed with him for a while,
0:32:46 > 0:32:49but it wouldn't have worked out.
0:32:49 > 0:32:52Two legs good.
0:32:52 > 0:32:54No legs? Bad.
0:32:56 > 0:33:01You know what, Oona, Josh was right. You can go to hell.
0:33:07 > 0:33:12If this complication is human error, what happens to you?
0:33:12 > 0:33:15- Well, it depends.- On what?
0:33:15 > 0:33:18To a large extent, you.
0:33:18 > 0:33:20I believe you.
0:33:20 > 0:33:22Michael.
0:33:22 > 0:33:24Excuse me. What's up?
0:33:24 > 0:33:25She is.
0:33:25 > 0:33:28Don't worry, we'll have you out of here in no time!
0:33:30 > 0:33:34- What are you doing here?- Theatre two's being deep cleaned so I assume
0:33:34 > 0:33:37we're in theatre one. Oh, come on, you know we are!
0:33:37 > 0:33:40I don't know any such thing. This is my slot, for my team and my patient.
0:33:40 > 0:33:44- I booked this not more than two hours ago!- Jac.
0:33:46 > 0:33:47Josh, stop.
0:33:50 > 0:33:52Stop!
0:34:05 > 0:34:07Look, Josh, this is all my fault.
0:34:07 > 0:34:10- I never told her I loved her.- What?
0:34:10 > 0:34:13Norah. We talked all that time.
0:34:13 > 0:34:16Then I fell asleep. I never said it.
0:34:16 > 0:34:18You didn't get a chance to.
0:34:18 > 0:34:20I missed my chance.
0:34:23 > 0:34:25Maybe not.
0:34:25 > 0:34:27You told me nothing about this.
0:34:27 > 0:34:29I wasn't aware I'd agreed to it.
0:34:29 > 0:34:32That is not the impression you gave me.
0:34:32 > 0:34:33Jac!
0:34:33 > 0:34:36Mr Spence's patient has been on his list for months
0:34:36 > 0:34:38and has suddenly become urgent.
0:34:38 > 0:34:42What could possibly be urgent about a simple breast hypoplasia?
0:34:42 > 0:34:44No offence.
0:34:46 > 0:34:49Ms Proctor has some very personal reasons
0:34:49 > 0:34:52for us to perform this procedure immediately.
0:34:52 > 0:34:54Look, it's one hour to change her life.
0:34:54 > 0:34:57Let me make it easier for you.
0:34:57 > 0:35:01We'll take care of your debridement, so you don't have to hang around
0:35:01 > 0:35:06while we're in theatre. And Mr Spence can put his amazing plastic surgeon skills to use
0:35:06 > 0:35:10- and do a skin graft for your patient. - Sure, fine, great. Deal?
0:35:10 > 0:35:14Well, I don't have much of a choice.
0:35:14 > 0:35:15Great, let's go.
0:35:17 > 0:35:21- Jenny, I'm very sorry about that... - Sorry, can I speak with you?
0:35:21 > 0:35:22Alone.
0:35:27 > 0:35:29Mrs Pritchard?
0:35:29 > 0:35:31- Yes? - Are you OK?
0:35:31 > 0:35:35Yes, I'm fine dear, thank you.
0:35:36 > 0:35:37How are...
0:35:37 > 0:35:40I need help over here!
0:35:43 > 0:35:46Bottoms up!
0:35:48 > 0:35:51It's OK, it's only apple juice.
0:35:51 > 0:35:53I think...
0:35:53 > 0:35:55What are you doing?
0:35:55 > 0:35:58- If Mohammed won't go to the mountain...- Don't you ever stop?!
0:35:58 > 0:36:01How many hints? More than hints!
0:36:01 > 0:36:05I've haven't just poured water on this idea of going out,
0:36:05 > 0:36:07I've unleashed the Nile on it.
0:36:07 > 0:36:09You ask me, I say no.
0:36:09 > 0:36:11You ask again. I say no.
0:36:11 > 0:36:14You do my work. I say no. You go to my boss,
0:36:14 > 0:36:16an what do I say? No!
0:36:16 > 0:36:21You are indescribable. You're like the Energiser bunny of dim.
0:36:21 > 0:36:25You break rules, you're giddy, unpredictable, unreliable
0:36:25 > 0:36:27and you never, ever listen!
0:36:28 > 0:36:30And I treat you like dirt.
0:36:31 > 0:36:33Why do you keep coming back?
0:36:33 > 0:36:35Why do you keep trying?
0:36:37 > 0:36:39Because you look like you could use a friend.
0:36:46 > 0:36:48Oh, don't start.
0:36:48 > 0:36:50You'll get me going.
0:36:50 > 0:36:52My mascara!
0:36:53 > 0:36:56OK.
0:36:56 > 0:36:57You win.
0:36:58 > 0:37:00Let's go out.
0:37:00 > 0:37:02I would love to go out.
0:37:02 > 0:37:05Brilliant. Right.
0:37:05 > 0:37:06Go home. Have a shower.
0:37:06 > 0:37:09- Get changed and meet me back here. OK?- OK.
0:37:10 > 0:37:15Oh...and dress like you mean it.
0:37:15 > 0:37:17Pupils responsive but sluggish.
0:37:17 > 0:37:19So she just collapsed?
0:37:19 > 0:37:21Yeah, as if somebody just turned the lights off.
0:37:21 > 0:37:24Have the results of her X-ray come back yet?
0:37:24 > 0:37:26What X-ray?
0:37:28 > 0:37:31- Where's Eddi?- And where's Josh?
0:37:32 > 0:37:36We're supposed to talk to the nurse at Peterborough to confirm the bed.
0:37:37 > 0:37:39Great.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42PHONE RINGS
0:37:45 > 0:37:48Sacha. ..He's fine. I'm fine.
0:37:48 > 0:37:52Josh has something he needs to do. Then I will bring him straight back.
0:37:52 > 0:37:55No, I... I can't tell you that. I'm sorry.
0:37:55 > 0:37:57You'll just have to trust me, OK?
0:37:59 > 0:38:01Sent out a search party, have they?
0:38:01 > 0:38:03Not quite yet.
0:38:04 > 0:38:08- You ready then?- No.
0:38:08 > 0:38:10But when's that ever stopped me?
0:38:12 > 0:38:15I want you to tell me exactly what's going on.
0:38:15 > 0:38:18- We're about to perform a surgery that will...- Don't do that.
0:38:18 > 0:38:21- Do what?- Pretend you don't know what I'm talking about.
0:38:21 > 0:38:26Why is my surgeon lying about me to his colleagues and his boss?
0:38:26 > 0:38:29- Ms Naylor's not technically... - If you prevaricate one more time,
0:38:29 > 0:38:32I'm leaving here and going straight to Ms Naylor.
0:38:32 > 0:38:34It's just politics.
0:38:34 > 0:38:39I understand that. But why am I in the middle of it?
0:38:39 > 0:38:41Especially when he said his career was in my hands.
0:38:41 > 0:38:43He said that to you?
0:38:43 > 0:38:47He said it was highly likely this rupture is his error,
0:38:47 > 0:38:51and that the consequences to him are largely my decision.
0:38:51 > 0:38:54One minute he lays complete trust in me. The next...
0:38:54 > 0:38:56Michael is a good man.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59Now whatever lies he may or may not be telling you,
0:38:59 > 0:39:02I assure you he's telling you them for the right reasons.
0:39:10 > 0:39:12OK, tell him that I understand.
0:39:14 > 0:39:16We need to move on.
0:39:16 > 0:39:20Will you trust me to make the calls as I see them?
0:39:35 > 0:39:39- You OK?- Look.
0:39:39 > 0:39:41Watch.
0:39:52 > 0:39:54Is she OK?
0:39:54 > 0:39:56What did she say to you?
0:39:56 > 0:39:59What did you say to her about mistakes?
0:39:59 > 0:40:01What are you talking about?
0:40:01 > 0:40:06- You told her it was likely to be human error? Your fault?- I...
0:40:09 > 0:40:14If you want to commit career suicide, fine. But you're not taking me down with you. We do not admit to errors.
0:40:14 > 0:40:18We don't doubt each other, ever, finish.
0:40:18 > 0:40:20All right, fine. Yeah, whatever.
0:40:20 > 0:40:23- We just need to get this done. - No. Not WE.
0:40:23 > 0:40:26She said she doesn't want you in on this.
0:40:26 > 0:40:28- What?- What did you expect?
0:40:28 > 0:40:31You gave up the moment you said it was human error.
0:40:31 > 0:40:33Now this may not be your fault,
0:40:33 > 0:40:36but the next one will be. It's in your head.
0:40:36 > 0:40:38Hold out your hand.
0:40:38 > 0:40:41- What?- Hold out your hand.
0:40:48 > 0:40:50I'm sorry, Mikey.
0:40:50 > 0:40:52You just smudged your paper.
0:41:02 > 0:41:04Josh?
0:41:06 > 0:41:07Mrs Tait?
0:41:11 > 0:41:13What are you doing here?
0:41:13 > 0:41:15I don't know.
0:41:15 > 0:41:20Let's have a look at your obs and see what's going on.
0:41:20 > 0:41:22Where's Elizabeth?
0:41:22 > 0:41:25Where's my baby girl?
0:41:25 > 0:41:27She's not here. She's finished her shift.
0:41:27 > 0:41:29Not here.
0:41:31 > 0:41:33She's never here.
0:41:33 > 0:41:35She's been working so hard.
0:41:35 > 0:41:37We were going to go out.
0:41:51 > 0:41:53I had some things I wanted to say to you.
0:41:55 > 0:41:58Besides, I couldn't just let you walk off, could I?
0:41:58 > 0:42:01Not without a fight, anyway.
0:42:01 > 0:42:04You never saw anything you couldn't turn into a fight.
0:42:07 > 0:42:09I'm sorry.
0:42:10 > 0:42:11Me too.
0:42:12 > 0:42:14I don't feel very well.
0:42:14 > 0:42:19- I'm just dealing with your x-ray right now.- No, I mean it.
0:42:19 > 0:42:20There's something wrong.
0:42:20 > 0:42:23I'll be with you in one second.
0:42:23 > 0:42:24Nurse?
0:42:29 > 0:42:30You've got to be kidding me.
0:42:32 > 0:42:34How did it get there?
0:42:34 > 0:42:35Does it matter?
0:42:35 > 0:42:38I suppose not.
0:42:38 > 0:42:39But still...
0:42:41 > 0:42:44Well, I suppose you'd better get someone from Neurosurgery.
0:42:44 > 0:42:46No kidding!
0:42:48 > 0:42:50Ms Pritchard...
0:42:50 > 0:42:53We need to have a little...chat about your X-ray.
0:42:53 > 0:42:56It hurt. I didn't like it.
0:42:56 > 0:42:58Quite. That's probably because...
0:43:00 > 0:43:04..Ms Pritchard, are you aware that you have a bullet in your head?
0:43:06 > 0:43:09- A bullet?- Yes.
0:43:09 > 0:43:12Any idea, like... maybe where it came from?
0:43:14 > 0:43:16I...
0:43:16 > 0:43:19I don't remember.
0:43:19 > 0:43:20Does it matter?
0:43:21 > 0:43:24You have a subdural haematoma,
0:43:24 > 0:43:27which was caused by the fall you had earlier
0:43:27 > 0:43:29impacting on the older injury...
0:43:29 > 0:43:31this bullet.
0:43:31 > 0:43:34It's a dangerous, life-threatening injury,
0:43:34 > 0:43:37Ms Pritchard, which has caused your headaches, and your nausea.
0:43:39 > 0:43:42And maybe some mood swings.
0:43:42 > 0:43:43I want her number.
0:43:43 > 0:43:47I want Nurse McKee's mobile number.
0:43:47 > 0:43:50- I can't... - You can. Or I call the police.
0:43:50 > 0:43:52It was so easy, I suppose.
0:43:54 > 0:43:58It was like hundreds of gnarly craters I've had on the board...
0:43:58 > 0:44:00Guess I just landed on the wrong bit.
0:44:04 > 0:44:08So...what happens now?
0:44:08 > 0:44:10I... I don't know.
0:44:10 > 0:44:12Josh...
0:44:12 > 0:44:15I'll be all right. I'm going be all right.
0:44:15 > 0:44:19You said there was something you wanted to tell me?
0:44:21 > 0:44:23I'm going away.
0:44:23 > 0:44:25I wanted to say goodbye.
0:44:41 > 0:44:44All that fuss to nick a theatre slot and you're not even in there?
0:44:44 > 0:44:46Is this how Plastics is going to work?
0:44:46 > 0:44:50Sunil in theatre while you're out here filing your nails?
0:44:50 > 0:44:52Nice.
0:45:10 > 0:45:12Josh?
0:45:14 > 0:45:15Josh?
0:45:17 > 0:45:21Can we go home? Can we go back to the hospital, please?
0:45:21 > 0:45:23Away from here. Now.
0:45:28 > 0:45:30Oh, Josh, I'm so sorry...
0:45:30 > 0:45:31Just get me out of here.
0:45:38 > 0:45:41- Mike, what you doing here? - Observing. What've you found?
0:45:41 > 0:45:43I've only just taken it out, give me a chance.
0:45:45 > 0:45:46If this was surgical error
0:45:46 > 0:45:51the rupture would be here, along the suture line.
0:45:51 > 0:45:55The silicone from the implant is so cohesive, it's coming out in one go.
0:45:55 > 0:45:57Great, I can put the new implant in.
0:45:57 > 0:45:59She'll go home as good as new.
0:45:59 > 0:46:02The tear is here, higher up...
0:46:02 > 0:46:06This has only recently ruptured - the silicon hasn't spread at all.
0:46:06 > 0:46:10- You're right, my friend. - It wasn't my fault. It wasn't me.
0:46:10 > 0:46:12It wasn't you.
0:46:24 > 0:46:27Mike, I'm sorry...
0:46:27 > 0:46:29that I doubted you.
0:46:31 > 0:46:34Hey.
0:46:34 > 0:46:35Where's the implant?
0:46:35 > 0:46:38- What?- The faulty implant.
0:46:38 > 0:46:39It needs to be analysed.
0:46:41 > 0:46:43I gave to the theatre nurse.
0:46:43 > 0:46:45She'll have thrown it away by now.
0:46:45 > 0:46:48- You did what?- It didn't occur to me.
0:46:49 > 0:46:52You don't think it needs to be investigated?
0:46:52 > 0:46:56Let's just keep our mind on the SHA meeting tomorrow.
0:46:56 > 0:46:58Sunil, it was faulty!
0:46:58 > 0:47:03Then it's one in a million. It's an embarrassment we cannot afford right now.
0:47:03 > 0:47:08So, let's just shut it down, keep a united front, and keep our eyes on the prize, OK?
0:47:13 > 0:47:15Josh? Josh!
0:47:15 > 0:47:18What did you do? What did you do?!
0:47:18 > 0:47:20I'm sorry...
0:47:20 > 0:47:22Leave off. Leave off, Mum!
0:47:22 > 0:47:24- I want to help you.- You can't.
0:47:24 > 0:47:25None of you can.
0:47:28 > 0:47:29What have you done?
0:47:29 > 0:47:32He wanted to see Norah. He wanted to say goodbye.
0:47:32 > 0:47:34Why? Where's he going?
0:47:35 > 0:47:38- The Spinal Unit in Peterborough. - Not any more.
0:47:38 > 0:47:40We lost the bed while you were gone.
0:48:09 > 0:48:11Hey!
0:48:11 > 0:48:14Da-da! What do you think?
0:48:14 > 0:48:15Do I "mean it"?
0:48:17 > 0:48:20- What's wrong? - Elizabeth. You're here. Good.
0:48:20 > 0:48:22We don't really know what's happened.
0:48:22 > 0:48:27All we know is there was a sudden deterioration.
0:48:27 > 0:48:28You didn't know?
0:48:30 > 0:48:32- Your mother.- She's here?
0:48:32 > 0:48:35She's been sent over from psyche.
0:48:35 > 0:48:37When did she get down here?
0:48:37 > 0:48:39Why didn't someone tell me?
0:48:45 > 0:48:47A bullet?
0:48:47 > 0:48:48At least 20 years old.
0:48:48 > 0:48:50Maybe more.
0:48:50 > 0:48:53- How'd it get there?- Not sure.
0:48:53 > 0:48:55She can't remember?
0:48:55 > 0:49:00Neurosurgeon thinks it affected the occipital nerve.
0:49:00 > 0:49:02Oh...
0:49:02 > 0:49:04so she's not an evil old cow, then.
0:49:04 > 0:49:08No...just a sick patient.
0:49:17 > 0:49:20If your relationship with Josh is going to be a problem going forward,
0:49:20 > 0:49:21I need to know.
0:49:21 > 0:49:23I don't have a relationship with Josh,
0:49:23 > 0:49:27- I was just trying to help him. - You're emotionally involved, Eddi.
0:49:27 > 0:49:29OK? You're too close,
0:49:29 > 0:49:32and it's affecting you,
0:49:32 > 0:49:35your patients and possibly your career.
0:49:36 > 0:49:39Kate Cahill was about to call the police,
0:49:39 > 0:49:42and she's still talking about making a formal complaint.
0:49:42 > 0:49:44You know...
0:49:44 > 0:49:47I can smooth things over,
0:49:47 > 0:49:50but I need to know that you can be objective.
0:49:51 > 0:49:54She's developed an abscess, here, in the pelvis.
0:49:54 > 0:49:57It's post-operative.
0:49:57 > 0:50:01We can drain it as soon as a theatre becomes free.
0:50:01 > 0:50:03You're worried.
0:50:03 > 0:50:06What aren't you telling me?
0:50:06 > 0:50:10She was very dehydrated when she came in. I'm not sure why...
0:50:10 > 0:50:14let's wait for the tests, OK? I'll chase them up. Meanwhile she'll need plenty of fluids.
0:50:26 > 0:50:28Don't make a fuss.
0:50:28 > 0:50:30I know you don't really want to be here.
0:50:30 > 0:50:32Go.
0:50:32 > 0:50:33Of course I want to be here.
0:50:33 > 0:50:36Not according to her.
0:50:36 > 0:50:39Mum, don't be silly. Chantelle didn't even know you were here.
0:50:41 > 0:50:45You think I imagined it? She was here when I came in.
0:50:46 > 0:50:49If you want to go out, go.
0:50:51 > 0:50:53I'm sorry...
0:50:55 > 0:50:59- You knew she was here and you didn't tell me?!- I wanted to.
0:50:59 > 0:51:02I didn't think, I didn't know how serious it was.
0:51:02 > 0:51:05I didn't want to worry you when we were going to go...
0:51:05 > 0:51:09How could you possibly think I'd want to go dancing while she was here?
0:51:17 > 0:51:20Hey... I needed some space.
0:51:21 > 0:51:23I bet...
0:51:23 > 0:51:25Josh, I know you must hate me...
0:51:25 > 0:51:26I don't hate you.
0:51:26 > 0:51:29How could I hate you?
0:51:29 > 0:51:30I want to say thank you.
0:51:32 > 0:51:33For what?
0:51:33 > 0:51:36Just...thank you.
0:51:37 > 0:51:40..for showing me what I needed to see.
0:51:42 > 0:51:45- But you didn't tell Norah what you wanted to.- I did.
0:51:45 > 0:51:47I just...
0:51:47 > 0:51:50didn't know what I needed to say until I got there.
0:51:53 > 0:51:56I made you something.
0:51:56 > 0:51:59It's actually more appropriate this way.
0:51:59 > 0:52:02Because I'm broken...
0:52:02 > 0:52:04But I'm still here.
0:52:08 > 0:52:09We need to get back.
0:52:10 > 0:52:12Hey...
0:52:12 > 0:52:15how's it going?
0:52:15 > 0:52:16Oh, early days.
0:52:16 > 0:52:19I've been waiting to see you.
0:52:19 > 0:52:22- Really?- Of course...
0:52:22 > 0:52:24Your career in my hands, right?
0:52:26 > 0:52:29So, has Mr Bhatti been in to see you?
0:52:30 > 0:52:33He popped by and said everything went well
0:52:33 > 0:52:35and that the cause remains unclear and tests are ongoing.
0:52:37 > 0:52:40So I...take that to mean that you passed with flying colours.
0:52:40 > 0:52:45Well, Mr Bhatti performed the procedure, of course.
0:52:45 > 0:52:47Really. Why?
0:52:47 > 0:52:51I thought you told him you didn't want me in theatre.
0:52:51 > 0:52:53I didn't say that.
0:52:53 > 0:52:56I asked him to tell you that I understood.
0:52:59 > 0:53:00Well, I...
0:53:00 > 0:53:02probably just misheard.
0:53:04 > 0:53:06Do we know what the problem was?
0:53:07 > 0:53:09Not yet. But...
0:53:10 > 0:53:12I'm getting closer all the time.
0:53:14 > 0:53:16What's up, Sunil?
0:53:16 > 0:53:18Why did you lie to me?
0:53:18 > 0:53:22- I don't know what you're talking about.- Well, you told me that Jenny didn't want me in theatre?
0:53:22 > 0:53:24Melanie Stott...
0:53:25 > 0:53:31Yeah, I remember she was a complex reconstruction, she had a CT problem.
0:53:31 > 0:53:32Yeah. We fixed that.
0:53:32 > 0:53:36We fitted her with a pacemaker, then you did her boobs.
0:53:36 > 0:53:38This is her CT.
0:53:38 > 0:53:42That's silicone coming out of her implants.
0:53:42 > 0:53:44- Where is she?- She's here.
0:53:44 > 0:53:46She has chest pains
0:53:46 > 0:53:49and an irregular heart beat - we thought it was complications due to the pacemaker,
0:53:49 > 0:53:54but no, we now know the wires are covered in silicone gel.
0:53:59 > 0:54:00Josh?
0:54:02 > 0:54:04- You all right?- I'm fine. Really.
0:54:04 > 0:54:07I didn't mean to worry anyone. I'm sorry, Mum.
0:54:07 > 0:54:10YOU don't have anything to apologise for.
0:54:10 > 0:54:13It's not Eddi's fault, Mum.
0:54:13 > 0:54:16Yes, it is. Can I have a word, please?
0:54:24 > 0:54:26- I just wanted to...- It's all right.
0:54:26 > 0:54:30- I'm not going to make a complaint. - No, Kate, it's not all right.
0:54:30 > 0:54:34I had no right to take Josh out without consulting you.
0:54:34 > 0:54:36I had no right to say to Norah what I did.
0:54:36 > 0:54:41I compromised myself and my patients today, and that is unforgivable.
0:54:41 > 0:54:44No, it's human...
0:54:47 > 0:54:49Well, it won't happen again.
0:54:55 > 0:54:59We have a theatre slot in five minutes, but very much touch and go.
0:54:59 > 0:55:02- I'm doing this one.- Not without me. - It won't take two of us.
0:55:02 > 0:55:06- I want to get all the silicone gel away without damaging the wires. - We've got to go.
0:55:06 > 0:55:08This is my call.
0:55:08 > 0:55:11I'm coming too.
0:55:16 > 0:55:20The silicone has spread all over the surrounding tissues and the chest wall.
0:55:20 > 0:55:22- Her sats are dropping...- Swab.
0:55:25 > 0:55:28The bloods have come back.
0:55:28 > 0:55:31Her white cell count is up, of course,
0:55:31 > 0:55:34that'll be the infection,
0:55:34 > 0:55:36but she's in renal failure.
0:55:38 > 0:55:39I'm sorry, it's not...
0:55:41 > 0:55:46We just have to hope that with plenty of fluids, and with the drain in,
0:55:46 > 0:55:48we'll be able to reverse it.
0:55:53 > 0:55:56Get...off.
0:55:56 > 0:55:59Go away.
0:56:00 > 0:56:02- Cut. - She's gone into VF. Salmons...
0:56:08 > 0:56:11Shocking at 150, clear.
0:56:16 > 0:56:19She's back...
0:56:19 > 0:56:22- How quickly can you get that second implant out?- I'll do this one.
0:56:22 > 0:56:24We need to hurry.
0:56:27 > 0:56:29We're a team, remember?
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