Keep On Keeping On

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0:00:38 > 0:00:41- What's got into you?- Marry me?

0:00:42 > 0:00:45C minus, bordering on D for disappointment.

0:00:45 > 0:00:49- It's been a pleasure.- I thought you'd at least move to a peck on the cheek.

0:00:55 > 0:00:57This was your scam. I'm innocent.

0:00:57 > 0:00:59We need a scapegoat.

0:00:59 > 0:01:03There's a security guard waiting outside. You've five minutes to collect your things.

0:01:03 > 0:01:05- MONITOR FLATLINES - Mum, you're not going to die,

0:01:05 > 0:01:07- this is NOT happening!- Come on. - I'M NOT READY!

0:01:07 > 0:01:09You're going to convince the powers that be

0:01:09 > 0:01:12- to give this place FT status.- And if I fail?

0:01:12 > 0:01:15That would make you captain of the Titanic.

0:01:27 > 0:01:29You've missed SO much.

0:01:29 > 0:01:32Mr Bhatti died, and word is, Mr Spence was given the boot.

0:01:32 > 0:01:35- Really?- Letitia in the tea bar said he might have been arrested!

0:01:35 > 0:01:38but I don't think he actually did anything illegal!

0:01:38 > 0:01:39He's quite feminine looking.

0:01:39 > 0:01:41I wouldn't fancy his chances in prison.

0:01:41 > 0:01:44At first Mr Hanssen was on TV all the time giving interviews,

0:01:44 > 0:01:46but no one's seen him for ages.

0:01:46 > 0:01:50Letitia thinks he might've done a runner. What do you think?

0:01:50 > 0:01:53Hello?! Earth calling Elizabeth!

0:01:53 > 0:01:56Sorry, sorry. What were you saying?

0:01:56 > 0:01:58Still no word from the fifth floor?

0:01:58 > 0:02:03I imagine the spin machine's in overdrive. Especially since the man responsible is still AWOL.

0:02:03 > 0:02:07You really think we can blame all this on Michael Spence?

0:02:07 > 0:02:10I came this close to losing my job, Ric.

0:02:10 > 0:02:12Our department was almost closed.

0:02:12 > 0:02:15I'm finding it hard to feel sorry for the man.

0:02:15 > 0:02:17Have you heard from him?

0:02:17 > 0:02:21He's holed up in Florida with his mum and dad, licking his wounds.

0:02:21 > 0:02:23He's called the kids a couple of times.

0:02:23 > 0:02:27He's going to have to face the music at some point, isn't he?

0:02:27 > 0:02:32Well, let's hope that Hanssen has some kind of master plan.

0:02:32 > 0:02:34'Given the way things are looking,

0:02:34 > 0:02:37'I don't see how even he can dig us out of this one.'

0:02:39 > 0:02:41- Hey, Elliot. - Hi, have you heard anything?

0:02:41 > 0:02:43Why would I know more than you?

0:02:43 > 0:02:45I just thought since you and Hanssen were...

0:02:45 > 0:02:47I'm in the same boat as everyone else.

0:02:47 > 0:02:51The only information I get is what I read in the papers.

0:02:51 > 0:02:55If you ask me, this is just the latest in a long line of insults from this hospital's management.

0:02:55 > 0:02:58I'm sure Hanssen's got everything under control.

0:03:00 > 0:03:03- Hey.- Hey.

0:03:07 > 0:03:10Erm, you've got a cardiac trauma case coming in. ETA five minutes.

0:03:10 > 0:03:12OK, I'll be right there.

0:03:19 > 0:03:20Henrik!

0:03:21 > 0:03:24You're aware there's a waiting area along the corridor,

0:03:24 > 0:03:27- are you, Sir Fraser? - I've done enough waiting.

0:03:27 > 0:03:30Our meeting was supposed to start 15 minutes ago.

0:03:30 > 0:03:33I apologise. I had to perform my ward round.

0:03:33 > 0:03:37- I'm still a physician first and foremost after all.- No, you're not.

0:03:37 > 0:03:39- Oh?- As far as I'm concerned,

0:03:39 > 0:03:42your patients are entirely irrelevant at the moment.

0:03:42 > 0:03:47- I see.- You're Director of Surgery at the flagship hospital of my SHA.

0:03:47 > 0:03:51A hospital which is currently in the midst of a major scandal.

0:03:51 > 0:03:54You have one job and one job only,

0:03:54 > 0:03:57- and that is to dig us out of this hole.- I'm working on it.

0:03:57 > 0:03:59How exactly?!

0:03:59 > 0:04:03The inner machinations of a hospital are mysterious and complex.

0:04:03 > 0:04:06As with delicate surgery, once cancer is removed...

0:04:06 > 0:04:08The steer I'm getting from the Department of Health

0:04:08 > 0:04:11is that they want to see action, not rhetoric.

0:04:11 > 0:04:13So what do you suggest?

0:04:13 > 0:04:15I'm not suggesting anything.

0:04:15 > 0:04:18I'm telling you, they're sending in a Turnaround Team.

0:04:18 > 0:04:19A cluster of jobsworths

0:04:19 > 0:04:22in cheap suits telling me how to run my hospital?

0:04:22 > 0:04:25I'm not sure you're in a position to take moral high ground.

0:04:25 > 0:04:28- When are they coming? - They're waiting in the board room.

0:04:29 > 0:04:31So, if Hanssen gets the sack...

0:04:31 > 0:04:35- Which he won't.- In world of hospital management, the higher you climb,

0:04:35 > 0:04:38- the harder you fall.- He'll be fine.

0:04:38 > 0:04:44But if not, I think I have a chance at his job.

0:04:44 > 0:04:47- No, you're not tall enough. - I'll wear heels.

0:04:47 > 0:04:51There's something different about you today.

0:04:52 > 0:04:54I don't think so.

0:05:04 > 0:05:06- What do we know? - 16-year-old boy.

0:05:06 > 0:05:11- Attacked, stabbed several times, arrested in transit.- Right.

0:05:11 > 0:05:13SIREN APPROACHES

0:05:14 > 0:05:18- Guess it's not here yet. - Doesn't look like it.

0:05:20 > 0:05:22Should be here in a minute.

0:05:25 > 0:05:28- So how've you been? - Oh, all right. You?

0:05:28 > 0:05:31- Yeah, same.- Good.

0:05:35 > 0:05:38- Look, Sahira. Are we gonna talk about...- Greg.

0:05:43 > 0:05:46- Right, who've we got?- Moses. His name's Moses.

0:05:46 > 0:05:48You have to help him, he was stabbed.

0:05:48 > 0:05:50OK, Moses. I'm Ms Shah. We'll take good care of you.

0:05:50 > 0:05:54- No pulse. We'll have to shock him. You a friend?- He's my brother.

0:05:54 > 0:05:57- Charging 200.- He's going to be OK? - We need you to stand back.

0:05:57 > 0:06:00- Is he going to be OK?!- Stand clear.

0:06:00 > 0:06:04- No output.- What's your name?- Gabriel.

0:06:04 > 0:06:07Pneumothorax on the left, trachea has deviated. Give me a cannula.

0:06:07 > 0:06:10Please, you have to help him. They stabbed him.

0:06:10 > 0:06:13- Gabriel, I need you to calm down. - Stop compressions.

0:06:13 > 0:06:16MONITOR BEEPS RAPIDLY

0:06:16 > 0:06:21- BEEPING STOPS I've got rhythm now. - Let's get him out of here, quick!

0:06:25 > 0:06:28- HEART MONITOR BEEPS AGAIN - Stop! We've lost output again.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30Let's just get him into Darwin. Quick!

0:06:35 > 0:06:38Morning. I trust I haven't kept you waiting too long.

0:06:38 > 0:06:40- Mr Hanssen, I presume?- Indeed. - I'm Hugo Black,

0:06:40 > 0:06:43and these are my colleagues, Angela Murray and Nick Hewitt.

0:06:43 > 0:06:45I won't waste your time.

0:06:45 > 0:06:48The man responsible for our fiasco is Mr Sunil Bhatti.

0:06:48 > 0:06:51Unfortunately for us, he had the ill grace to die a week ago,

0:06:51 > 0:06:55- so there's very little point in... - I heard about Mr Bhatti. My condolences.

0:06:55 > 0:06:59- None needed, I assure you. - And where is...Michael Spence now?

0:06:59 > 0:07:01He's suspended pending the hearing in two weeks time.

0:07:01 > 0:07:06A hearing which I'm certain will absolve the hospital trust of any responsibility.

0:07:06 > 0:07:09- So you don't feel responsible? - I take responsibility

0:07:09 > 0:07:12for everything that happens within these four walls,

0:07:12 > 0:07:15- but blame and responsibility are two different things. - It's OK, Mr Hanssen.

0:07:15 > 0:07:19We're a bit like undertakers. No one's ever pleased to see us.

0:07:19 > 0:07:23But I assure you, we have no ulterior motives. We're not out to get you.

0:07:23 > 0:07:25And from what I hear, you run a very tight ship.

0:07:25 > 0:07:27You understand why we're here?

0:07:27 > 0:07:32Your application for Foundation Trust Status is now officially on hold.

0:07:32 > 0:07:36So we have to make absolutely sure the Plastics scandal was just a one off,

0:07:36 > 0:07:40not part of a systematic failure of governance.

0:07:40 > 0:07:43We'll interview a few people, we'll look at your books,

0:07:43 > 0:07:46chat to some patients. Nothing sinister.

0:07:46 > 0:07:49Before you begin searching for weapons of mass destruction,

0:07:49 > 0:07:54- might I be allowed to address my staff?- By all means.- Thank you.

0:07:54 > 0:07:58If someone's about to be scrutinised, it seems only fair to warn them.

0:07:59 > 0:08:01You need to take things very easy for a while.

0:08:01 > 0:08:05No lifting, no running about, no driving,

0:08:05 > 0:08:09no strenuous activity at all for a couple of months, at least.

0:08:09 > 0:08:13It may be some time before you're feeling yourself again,

0:08:13 > 0:08:16but I think you'll be OK to leave us this afternoon.

0:08:16 > 0:08:19- This afternoon?! - You sound disappointed.

0:08:19 > 0:08:22No! Of course not, I'm just...

0:08:22 > 0:08:25Well, when I was brought in here, I was in such pain,

0:08:25 > 0:08:28I was preparing myself for the worst.

0:08:28 > 0:08:33Well, with a combined hysterectomy and bowel resection, it's complex.

0:08:33 > 0:08:36But I'm very pleased with how you're doing.

0:08:36 > 0:08:41- I expect you'd prefer to recuperate at home.- Yes, of course.

0:08:41 > 0:08:44I'll be back later to sort out the paperwork.

0:08:47 > 0:08:50Elizabeth? I didn't expect to see you back so soon.

0:08:50 > 0:08:55- Two weeks compassionate leave is what they give you.- You could have taken as long as you needed.

0:08:55 > 0:09:01- That was long enough.- You don't think it's too soon?- No, I'm fine.

0:09:01 > 0:09:05- Well, it's very good to have you back.- Good to be back.

0:09:05 > 0:09:06Nurse?

0:09:07 > 0:09:10- Are you terribly busy? - No, not yet.

0:09:10 > 0:09:13I was wondering, I've been in here all week

0:09:13 > 0:09:16and now that Mr Griffin's given me the all clear,

0:09:16 > 0:09:20I'd really love some fresh air.

0:09:20 > 0:09:23"Please be aware that during the course of today,

0:09:23 > 0:09:28"Holby General is to be the subject of a full and thorough examination by an independent Turnaround Team,

0:09:28 > 0:09:34"who have been tasked with conducting a thorough examination into the way this hospital is run.

0:09:34 > 0:09:39"I would urge you to get on with your work and answer their questions openly and honestly.

0:09:39 > 0:09:44"As you know, we've no reason to be anything other than proud of the way we conduct ourselves here.

0:09:44 > 0:09:49"I know these are uncertain times at Holby, but, as your Director of Surgery,

0:09:49 > 0:09:52"I'd ask you to put your trust in my leadership".

0:09:54 > 0:09:58"I've never failed you yet, and I'm not about to fail you now".

0:10:07 > 0:10:10THUD INSIDE THE CUBICLE

0:10:10 > 0:10:14- Everything OK?- Yep.

0:10:21 > 0:10:24- Are you sure? - I said so, didn't I?!

0:10:33 > 0:10:37How's he doing?

0:10:37 > 0:10:40Not good. Three cracked ribs lower left

0:10:40 > 0:10:43and the echo shows mitral regurgitation.

0:10:43 > 0:10:47- Poor kid, he's a bit of a mess. - I think we should get a GS view.

0:10:47 > 0:10:50- I'll page Ric.- Thanks.

0:10:53 > 0:10:55I understand we have a mitral regurgitation?

0:10:55 > 0:10:58Hi, Elliot. Thanks for coming so quickly.

0:10:58 > 0:11:01I need a second opinion. Can we repair the valve?

0:11:01 > 0:11:04I'd say we're looking at a replacement.

0:11:04 > 0:11:08- And what about the spleen? Have you paged Keller?- Ric's on his way.

0:11:08 > 0:11:11Given the trauma damage, he's lucky to be still here.

0:11:11 > 0:11:13Have you spoken to the parents?

0:11:13 > 0:11:16There's a brother. He brought him in.

0:11:16 > 0:11:20- Right, let me know when Ric gets here.- OK, thanks.

0:11:20 > 0:11:22SHE SIGHS

0:11:27 > 0:11:31I'm really sorry, but I thought you might be having a bit of bother.

0:11:31 > 0:11:33People have died in that cubicle before now.

0:11:33 > 0:11:35And how was I meant to know...

0:11:38 > 0:11:40Even nuns have to change their underwear.

0:11:42 > 0:11:45She's stayed in the hospital with you this whole time?

0:11:45 > 0:11:48I told her I'd be well looked after, there's no need, but she insisted.

0:11:48 > 0:11:52- She must really care about you. - She's been looking so uncomfortable,

0:11:52 > 0:11:54squashed in that chair every night.

0:11:54 > 0:11:59- MOBILE RINGS - Aren't you going to answer that? - Sorry, it's my personal phone.

0:11:59 > 0:12:03- I shouldn't even really have it on me.- I won't tell anyone.

0:12:04 > 0:12:06Hello?

0:12:06 > 0:12:09- So you've lived there since you were 18?- That's right.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11- And how old are you now?- 26.

0:12:11 > 0:12:14So for eight years you've lived with a load of nuns.

0:12:14 > 0:12:17No men, no telly. Nothing?

0:12:17 > 0:12:21We have a great deal. Not in material terms, perhaps but...

0:12:21 > 0:12:23How often do they let you out?

0:12:23 > 0:12:26We're a closed order, so... seldom. Only for hospital treatment.

0:12:26 > 0:12:28What about birthdays?

0:12:28 > 0:12:32- Christmas though, yeah?- No.

0:12:32 > 0:12:34So you don't get to spend Christmas with your family?

0:12:34 > 0:12:38- The convent's my family. - That's so sad.

0:12:38 > 0:12:41- Where is she?- Who?

0:12:41 > 0:12:43Sister John.

0:12:46 > 0:12:49Well, I'm just at work, so I can try and get over in my lunch hour.

0:12:49 > 0:12:53- Thanks. Bye. Sorry. - Why should I mind?

0:12:53 > 0:12:57- Sounded important. - No. It's just family stuff.

0:12:58 > 0:13:01Do you have a garden here?

0:13:01 > 0:13:05- Sort of. It's not... - I'm not bothered.

0:13:05 > 0:13:07I just want to be around people.

0:13:07 > 0:13:10Well, I can't be off the ward for too long.

0:13:10 > 0:13:13Five minutes. Think of it as medicine for your patient.

0:13:15 > 0:13:17How is this not going to seem completely bizarre?

0:13:17 > 0:13:19Why should it be?

0:13:19 > 0:13:22Because I've run AAU. I've been Ward Sister there,

0:13:22 > 0:13:25now I've got to kowtow to someone who's been here five minutes.

0:13:25 > 0:13:27You don't have to kowtow to her.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29She's assessing me for my emergency medicine module.

0:13:29 > 0:13:31If she fails me on this rotation...

0:13:31 > 0:13:35- Why should she?- To prove a point. To assert her seniority over me.

0:13:35 > 0:13:36You're a professional.

0:13:36 > 0:13:40All you have to do is show her how good you are at your job.

0:13:40 > 0:13:42- I don't get her.- What's to get?

0:13:42 > 0:13:45Just give her a chance, and maybe she'll give you a chance.

0:13:45 > 0:13:47Yes. You're right.

0:13:47 > 0:13:51- I'll come by and pick you up at 5.30 sharp.- What if I'm not done?

0:13:51 > 0:13:54You'll have to be. We're meeting the vicar, remember?

0:13:54 > 0:13:58He's a busy man. And we don't want to get on the wrong side of God, do we?

0:14:00 > 0:14:04- You're a professional. - Hmm. I'm a professional.

0:14:14 > 0:14:17- Is he going to be OK?- Take a seat.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19Please.

0:14:23 > 0:14:28Your brother is in a bad way. He has several fractured ribs,

0:14:28 > 0:14:31and there's major damage to his heart and spleen.

0:14:31 > 0:14:35He will not die. You will not let him die.

0:14:35 > 0:14:38We need a number for your parents.

0:14:39 > 0:14:41It's just me.

0:14:41 > 0:14:45I am responsible for Moses. Me.

0:14:49 > 0:14:52I don't see you doing anything. He's just lying here.

0:14:52 > 0:14:56Gabriel, we have to get a team together to talk about

0:14:56 > 0:15:00- how we're going to proceed. - We have to leave, soon.

0:15:02 > 0:15:04We're doing everything we can.

0:15:06 > 0:15:09So, what are you going to tell this Turnaround Team?

0:15:09 > 0:15:13- About what?- Michael, Sunil. - I'll tell them the truth.

0:15:13 > 0:15:17They kept themselves to themselves. I hardly had anything to do with them.

0:15:17 > 0:15:21- I was focussed on the Cardiac Trauma unit.- And you think they'll buy that?

0:15:21 > 0:15:24Why wouldn't they? Look, we all have to play the game here, Valentine.

0:15:24 > 0:15:28We all have a lot to lose. If you're smart, you'll do the same.

0:15:29 > 0:15:33So tell me, Ms Naylor, do you have faith in this hospital's leadership?

0:15:33 > 0:15:35Of course.

0:15:35 > 0:15:38Even though, as a cardiothoracic surgeon, the trust's decision

0:15:38 > 0:15:43to prioritise Plastics threatened your job, and your department.

0:15:43 > 0:15:47To be honest, I kept my head down and focussed on my work.

0:15:47 > 0:15:49Did you think the Plastics unit was a good idea?

0:15:49 > 0:15:53- Not especially.- What about the Cardiac Trauma unit?

0:15:53 > 0:15:57- I backed it.- Why? - Cos I thought it was a good idea.

0:15:57 > 0:16:00And, since it was Ms Shah's brainchild,

0:16:00 > 0:16:03I thought there was a better chance of Hanssen backing it.

0:16:03 > 0:16:05Oh, really, why would that be?

0:16:08 > 0:16:12Look at it all. All these people living their lives.

0:16:13 > 0:16:17You seem like an awfully serious girl.

0:16:17 > 0:16:22- The weight of the world on your shoulders.- Do I? Sorry.

0:16:22 > 0:16:28And you need to stop apologising. What have you got to apologise for?

0:16:28 > 0:16:31Oh! Look at those two.

0:16:31 > 0:16:34The joy they can find from such a simple thing.

0:16:35 > 0:16:37One forgets...

0:16:37 > 0:16:40..the lightness of being a child. The freedom.

0:16:42 > 0:16:46It's been such a very long time since I've watched children playing.

0:16:48 > 0:16:50- Do you have children?- No.

0:16:52 > 0:16:55Broke my mother's heart, I think. She longed to be a grandmother.

0:16:57 > 0:17:02I wonder, sometimes, what sort of mother I'd have made.

0:17:02 > 0:17:05- I think you'd have made a great mother.- Why do you say that?

0:17:05 > 0:17:08You look like a kind person.

0:17:09 > 0:17:11Looks can be deceptive.

0:17:16 > 0:17:19- I wonder if I might ask you a favour.- Of course.

0:17:19 > 0:17:22Do you think I could borrow your phone?

0:17:26 > 0:17:28I'll give her a fair hearing and everything,

0:17:28 > 0:17:31- I just know she won't be my kind of woman.- Because why?

0:17:31 > 0:17:36Because she's all lip gloss and heels and perfectly coiffed hair.

0:17:36 > 0:17:41Oh, that's what's different. You had a haircut. Hmm. Let's see.

0:17:41 > 0:17:43Ah, no touching.

0:17:44 > 0:17:48- It's a very bold statement. - It's just a haircut, Frieda.

0:17:48 > 0:17:52Got sick of the helmet head? Or were you intimidated by the Princess?

0:17:52 > 0:17:56- You know, holding your own and... - Whatever, she doesn't intimidate me.

0:17:56 > 0:18:00- Not a bit.- Eddi?- Chrissie, hi. - You've had a haircut.

0:18:00 > 0:18:04- Yeah. Well.- Suits you.- Thanks.

0:18:04 > 0:18:08- So, er, emergency medicine. Big module.- Certainly is.

0:18:08 > 0:18:10- It's a challenge.- I know.

0:18:10 > 0:18:14- Of course you do. You probably know this ward better than I do.- Well.

0:18:15 > 0:18:19Cards on the table. This is a bit of an awkward situation, for both of us.

0:18:19 > 0:18:22But we're professional, and I'll assess you as I would

0:18:22 > 0:18:25- any other nurse. - I wouldn't expect anything less.

0:18:25 > 0:18:29- Great. Well, good luck.- Thanks.

0:18:29 > 0:18:32Looks like you got your first assessment of the day.

0:18:33 > 0:18:35This is Jamie Matthews, age 40.

0:18:35 > 0:18:38He fell off his bike on the way to work today,

0:18:38 > 0:18:41resulting in temporary loss of consciousness.

0:18:41 > 0:18:43ED cleared C Spine and no significant injuries.

0:18:43 > 0:18:46Mr Matthews, I'm Chrissie Williams.

0:18:46 > 0:18:49- I'm Eddi McKee, Senior Staff Nurse. - Secondary survey was normal.

0:18:49 > 0:18:52- I want...- He had an episode of collapse with hypotension.

0:18:52 > 0:18:55- I really want...- Here for further investigation. Query heart.

0:18:55 > 0:18:59- Listen to me.- And facial sutures. Yup, enjoy.

0:18:59 > 0:19:02Sister Williams is going to be taking care of you. OK, Chrissie?

0:19:02 > 0:19:05- Yeah, fine.- I want... I WANT...

0:19:05 > 0:19:08Mr Matthews, try and stay calm for me, take nice deep breaths.

0:19:08 > 0:19:11WILL SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME MY DAMN PHONE?!

0:19:13 > 0:19:15OK, I'll call Keller theatre.

0:19:15 > 0:19:18No, hang on, Ric, we have to do the heart first.

0:19:18 > 0:19:21He has severe mitral regurg. It can't wait a moment longer.

0:19:21 > 0:19:24- Once he's stable...- Elliot, with all due respect,

0:19:24 > 0:19:28if we don't take remove the spleen right now, he'll bleed to death.

0:19:28 > 0:19:30And if we don't replace the heart valve now,

0:19:30 > 0:19:32with the pressure from the spleen,

0:19:32 > 0:19:36the severe regurgitation will almost certainly result in heart failure.

0:19:36 > 0:19:38- Good morning.- Looks like we're in time.

0:19:38 > 0:19:41Perhaps you should reassure Mr Black it's not usual

0:19:41 > 0:19:44for your consultants to be bickering on the ward.

0:19:44 > 0:19:47- It's hardly bickering.- Cardio versus General. The age-old divide, eh?

0:19:47 > 0:19:50Always a challenge to get all your disciplines

0:19:50 > 0:19:53playing on the same team. Isn't it, Mr Hanssen?

0:19:55 > 0:19:58Heart or spleen. Which would you do first?

0:19:58 > 0:20:00Right, well the patient was admitted

0:20:00 > 0:20:03with five stab wounds and multiple bruising.

0:20:03 > 0:20:05If we start with the heart first,

0:20:05 > 0:20:08- there's a good chance he'll fatally exsanguinate.- Thank you.

0:20:08 > 0:20:10Yes, but on the other hand, if we remove the spleen,

0:20:10 > 0:20:13- heart failure seems inevitable. - My point exactly.

0:20:13 > 0:20:16Understandably, neither of you wants to be responsible

0:20:16 > 0:20:20for this young man's death. If we leave him, he'll be dead soon anyway.

0:20:20 > 0:20:22Why aren't you doing something?

0:20:22 > 0:20:25Why are you all just standing there, talking?

0:20:25 > 0:20:27Four doctors! And NONE of you want to help him.

0:20:27 > 0:20:31- Who are you to this patient? - I'm his brother.- I see.

0:20:32 > 0:20:35Well, this young man is quite right.

0:20:35 > 0:20:39There's an obvious solution - operate together. Darwin one. Soon as we can.

0:20:39 > 0:20:42- Are you sure that's...?- Sounds like a very ambitious procedure.

0:20:42 > 0:20:46Perhaps you'd care to watch, Mr Black?

0:20:46 > 0:20:48If that's acceptable to you, Mr Hanssen?

0:20:50 > 0:20:53Yeah. See you on the ice.

0:20:59 > 0:21:03I think he was rather surprised to hear from me after all these years.

0:21:03 > 0:21:06His long lost cousin Valerie.

0:21:06 > 0:21:09But he's going to drive down and collect me.

0:21:09 > 0:21:11I'll need some clothes to go home in.

0:21:11 > 0:21:15What about the ones you were wearing when you came in?

0:21:15 > 0:21:19Not really suitable, I'm afraid. Not any more.

0:21:19 > 0:21:22Well, I have to pop out at lunch time.

0:21:22 > 0:21:24Maybe I could pick you up something,

0:21:24 > 0:21:26if you let me know what you like and your size.

0:21:26 > 0:21:30Would you? I'd appreciate that more than I can say.

0:21:30 > 0:21:35- What sort of thing would you like? - I'll leave that up to you.- Colour?

0:21:35 > 0:21:38- I've always liked green.- What size?

0:21:38 > 0:21:40I'm not really sure.

0:21:40 > 0:21:43Hmm... I think you're about a 12.

0:21:46 > 0:21:48- Is everything OK?- No. It's not.

0:21:48 > 0:21:52- I've lost a nun.- A what?- A nun!

0:21:52 > 0:21:55You know, black and white, "Climb every mountain."

0:21:55 > 0:21:59- Sister Anne's been going loopy. I've looked everywhere.- Sister?!

0:21:59 > 0:22:03- Sister John, where have you been?- I fancied some air.

0:22:03 > 0:22:05That's all.

0:22:05 > 0:22:10It's nothing serious. I got into a bike versus lorry situation and I took a bit of a tumble!

0:22:10 > 0:22:14- Could you keep still?- They'll patch me up and I'll be right over.

0:22:14 > 0:22:16- Mr Matthews!- I'll call you back.

0:22:16 > 0:22:19- Will this take long? - It'll take as long as it takes.

0:22:19 > 0:22:23This blackout you had, was it the first time?

0:22:23 > 0:22:26I wouldn't say blackout. I just lost concentration for a moment.

0:22:26 > 0:22:29- Has it happened before? - I dunno. Possibly. Probably.

0:22:29 > 0:22:32- Could you be a little more specific? - It's never happened before, OK?

0:22:32 > 0:22:38- If you'd patch me up so I don't look like roadkill, I need to go. - Is there anyone I can call for you?

0:22:38 > 0:22:43- Thanks, but my hand and my mouth both seem to be in working order. - There's no need to be rude.

0:22:43 > 0:22:49You blacked out on your bike in the middle of a busy junction and you're very lucky to be alive.

0:22:49 > 0:22:54- It's probably in your best interests to let me find out why this happened.- All right. Run your tests.

0:22:54 > 0:22:56Do what you've got to do, but please...

0:23:00 > 0:23:03Nicely handled. Polite yet firm.

0:23:03 > 0:23:06Not my first jumped up city boy trying to act tough.

0:23:06 > 0:23:09Who's that?

0:23:09 > 0:23:12The Angel of Death? Part of the Turnaround Team apparently.

0:23:12 > 0:23:15She's going to be lurking around all day.

0:23:15 > 0:23:18- Special delivery for Sister Williams.- What's that?

0:23:21 > 0:23:26- Wedding cake samples.- I have no idea why that was delivered here.

0:23:26 > 0:23:30- I'll put it in the staff room. - Probably a good idea.

0:23:32 > 0:23:37A high risk procedure is not the best idea for a showcase, I fear.

0:23:37 > 0:23:39Doubting your team, Mr Hanssen?

0:23:39 > 0:23:42Ah, Mr Black. Welcome. We've saved you a front row seat.

0:23:44 > 0:23:47I could certainly do without the audience.

0:23:47 > 0:23:51This whole circus is just cleaning up Michael Spence's mess.

0:23:51 > 0:23:54Next time he calls to speak to the kids,

0:23:54 > 0:23:57maybe you could pass on a message from me.

0:23:57 > 0:24:00And what would that be?

0:24:00 > 0:24:02I wouldn't like to say in front of a lady.

0:24:02 > 0:24:05Come on, guys. We can do it. I know we can.

0:24:09 > 0:24:11I'm just running the numbers again now,

0:24:11 > 0:24:14and as long as the Dow doesn't do anything silly,

0:24:14 > 0:24:15we should be full steam ahead.

0:24:15 > 0:24:18So what's the score with Mr BuyBuySellSell?

0:24:18 > 0:24:22Echo's done. Waiting on X-ray and cardiac enzyme results.

0:24:22 > 0:24:23I've booked him in for a CT scan.

0:24:23 > 0:24:27- Have you given any more pain relief? - Yep, 5mg morphine.

0:24:27 > 0:24:31- Dopamine?- Yeah. - Textbook.- Thanks.

0:24:31 > 0:24:36- And I see he's just finishing an ortho consult.- Yes...

0:24:36 > 0:24:39Well, Dan's an orthopaedic consultant. You paged him.

0:24:39 > 0:24:42- I don't see anything wrong with that. - Great.

0:24:43 > 0:24:47- What do you think?- Actually, I was after your opinion first.

0:24:47 > 0:24:53- Mine?- Yes. The big decision. Chocolate or coffee sponge?

0:24:53 > 0:24:57- Or maybe lemon drizzle? - You sent that box here on purpose?

0:24:57 > 0:25:01You're welcome. Thought it might ease things in with the new colleagues.

0:25:01 > 0:25:04And crucially help you to make that important bridal decision.

0:25:04 > 0:25:07I'm not a bride, not while I'm here. I'm a Sister.

0:25:07 > 0:25:11I'm a Sister who's trying to be a Nurse Practitioner.

0:25:11 > 0:25:13Right. Understood.

0:25:13 > 0:25:17He's not broken anything, by the way.

0:25:17 > 0:25:19- Your patient.- Thank you.

0:25:33 > 0:25:34What's he doing now?

0:25:36 > 0:25:38Mr Griffin, I wonder would you care to explain

0:25:38 > 0:25:41what it is you're doing right now?

0:25:41 > 0:25:44I'm trying to save this boy's life.

0:25:47 > 0:25:49Well, Mr Griffin has successfully

0:25:49 > 0:25:53removed the spleen and is now preparing to close the incision.

0:25:53 > 0:25:55Once this has been accomplished,

0:25:55 > 0:25:57the patient will be placed on a heart lung machine

0:25:57 > 0:26:01and then Mr Hope and Ms Shah will begin work on the mitral valve.

0:26:01 > 0:26:03It's impressive stuff.

0:26:06 > 0:26:09MONITORS BEEP

0:26:09 > 0:26:12- What's happening?- He's arresting.

0:26:12 > 0:26:14He's having a heart attack!

0:26:17 > 0:26:19VT. He's still got a pulse, but only just.

0:26:19 > 0:26:21- Paddles, please! - He's hypotensive.

0:26:21 > 0:26:24Get out of my way, please. GET OUT OF MY WAY!

0:26:25 > 0:26:31No pulse, 20 milligrams of potassium and 50 milligrams of lignocaine.

0:26:31 > 0:26:33He could be hypovalemic.

0:26:33 > 0:26:37- Give me those, please. - There's no need.- NOW, Mr Hope!

0:26:37 > 0:26:39Charge to 200. Clear.

0:26:41 > 0:26:45Keep the compressions going. Charge again, 200. Clear.

0:26:49 > 0:26:51I will not let this man die!

0:26:51 > 0:26:53Charge, 200 again. Clear.

0:26:58 > 0:27:01Thank you, everyone.

0:27:03 > 0:27:04Continue, please.

0:27:11 > 0:27:13This is a complete waste of time.

0:27:13 > 0:27:16We need to find out exactly what's wrong with you.

0:27:16 > 0:27:17I told you. There's nothing wrong.

0:27:17 > 0:27:21Clearly there's something or you wouldn't have blacked out.

0:27:21 > 0:27:23- I'm tired! I'm working long hours.- I need to eliminate...

0:27:23 > 0:27:26- Eliminate what?!- I have concerns it's your heart.

0:27:26 > 0:27:30- It isn't. I don't smoke.- That doesn't necessarily mean...

0:27:30 > 0:27:31- I cycle to work.- Let's do the tests.

0:27:31 > 0:27:34I don't touch red meat. I hardly touch alcohol.

0:27:34 > 0:27:37Mr Matthews, I know you want to get out of here.

0:27:37 > 0:27:41Everyone wants to get out of here. We are doing everything to help you

0:27:41 > 0:27:44get out if here. But, if I let you leave, I wouldn't be doing my job.

0:27:44 > 0:27:48- So you really care about your job, huh?- Yes, I do.

0:27:48 > 0:27:52Maybe you'll understand that I've been working for the last ten months

0:27:52 > 0:27:55to put together a deal which will net my company £23 million

0:27:55 > 0:27:59and guarantee that I make partner before I turn 41.

0:28:00 > 0:28:03The culmination of all this is in a little over two hours,

0:28:03 > 0:28:07in the most important meeting of my career. So do what you have to do,

0:28:07 > 0:28:10cos I need to get out of here as soon as possible.

0:28:12 > 0:28:14- You're back!- So it would seem. - About time!

0:28:14 > 0:28:16I've been waiting to go on lunch for AGES.

0:28:16 > 0:28:19My stomach is eating itself. I'm so hungry,

0:28:19 > 0:28:21I was thinking about swallowing my gum.

0:28:21 > 0:28:24Sorry, I had to get a few things for Sister John.

0:28:27 > 0:28:30- You went clothes shopping for a nun? - Yeah.

0:28:30 > 0:28:33Weird, this job, sometimes, innit?

0:28:33 > 0:28:37- You all right?- Yeah! Why wouldn't I be?

0:28:55 > 0:28:56How is he?

0:28:56 > 0:29:01We removed his spleen, but there were complications with his heart.

0:29:01 > 0:29:04Heart attack? No! No. You were supposed to help him.

0:29:04 > 0:29:07It was touch and go for a while, but we were able to fix his heart

0:29:07 > 0:29:11and there's every chance he'll be fine now.

0:29:11 > 0:29:13Gabriel, how did this happen?

0:29:13 > 0:29:17I don't know. We live in a rough estate. It happens, I guess.

0:29:17 > 0:29:20- Perhaps you should talk to the police about it.- No.

0:29:20 > 0:29:22There's nothing to be scared of.

0:29:22 > 0:29:25- They'll help you. They'll find who did this.- No!

0:29:28 > 0:29:29OK.

0:29:41 > 0:29:43How are they doing?

0:29:43 > 0:29:47Oh, erm... Not good. Either of them.

0:29:49 > 0:29:54- Listen.- There's no need.- You don't even know what I was going to say.

0:29:54 > 0:29:56We both thought this place was closing down.

0:29:56 > 0:30:01- It was just a weird time. - Yeah. Pretty weird.

0:30:01 > 0:30:05But that was last week. There's no point dwelling on it now.

0:30:05 > 0:30:09It's probably best that we forget it ever happened. Right?

0:30:09 > 0:30:15Yeah. Exactly what I was going to say. Good.

0:30:25 > 0:30:29What the hell happened in theatre?

0:30:29 > 0:30:31I'm a surgeon, I operate to help patients.

0:30:31 > 0:30:33I'm not your dancing monkey.

0:30:35 > 0:30:40I've always thought of you as the steadiest pair of hands I know.

0:30:40 > 0:30:42I've seen you take on hospitals that are falling apart

0:30:42 > 0:30:45and turn them round in six months.

0:30:45 > 0:30:48Up until a week ago, I would've said your judgment was perfect.

0:30:48 > 0:30:53I had huge reservations about Mr Bhatti's Plastics unit from the start.

0:30:53 > 0:30:56It was you who persuaded me, against my better judgment.

0:30:56 > 0:30:59Don't try and shift the blame on me.

0:30:59 > 0:31:01I've spent most of the week defending you.

0:31:01 > 0:31:04I don't need you to fight my battles for me!

0:31:04 > 0:31:05I think you do, at this moment in time.

0:31:05 > 0:31:09- What do you actually know about running a hospital?- Excuse me?

0:31:09 > 0:31:12When all's said and done, you're a businessman in rubber-soled shoes.

0:31:12 > 0:31:15This place is a commodity to you like any other.

0:31:15 > 0:31:16Like coal, or steel or railways.

0:31:16 > 0:31:18If this was a commodity like any other,

0:31:18 > 0:31:21I'd be breaking it into pieces and selling it off.

0:31:21 > 0:31:24We both know the way the SHA's are going.

0:31:24 > 0:31:27You need this to work as much as I do.

0:31:27 > 0:31:30A fourth hospital to Foundation Trust status,

0:31:30 > 0:31:33that would look good on your CV.

0:31:33 > 0:31:36Lord Anderson has a nice ring to it, doesn't it?

0:31:36 > 0:31:40A few non-executive board room positions perhaps?

0:31:40 > 0:31:44This is not about my future, Henrik, it's about yours.

0:31:44 > 0:31:47- Oh?- If this hospital fails, then you fail.

0:31:47 > 0:31:49You ARE Holby General.

0:31:49 > 0:31:53You'll be forever remembered as the man who screwed this place up.

0:31:53 > 0:31:55Who lost the confidence of his staff...

0:31:55 > 0:31:59- I have the full backing of my staff. - Are you sure about that?

0:32:00 > 0:32:02What I saw today suggests otherwise.

0:32:02 > 0:32:06Even your beloved Ms Shah seems to have lost her faith in you.

0:32:06 > 0:32:08Good afternoon.

0:32:22 > 0:32:23Right I see.

0:32:23 > 0:32:27So you brought the idea of Cardiac Trauma to Mr Hanssen?

0:32:27 > 0:32:29- Yes.- And what did he say?

0:32:29 > 0:32:33- Well, at first he wasn't convinced. - Really, what changed his mind?

0:32:33 > 0:32:36I'm not sure. I did threaten to take it elsewhere.

0:32:36 > 0:32:43So he gave you a £500,000 trial as a way of persuading you to stay?

0:32:43 > 0:32:46I like to think he saw the merit in the project.

0:32:46 > 0:32:51- You've worked together before?- Yes. - At other hospitals?- Yes.

0:32:51 > 0:32:53We've worked together on and off for 16 years.

0:32:53 > 0:32:57And how would you describe Mr Hanssen?

0:32:57 > 0:33:01I've known Mr Hanssen for a long time, a very long time.

0:33:01 > 0:33:06If I'm honest, I'm still trying to figure out who he is.

0:33:09 > 0:33:11I've spoken to Mr Griffin.

0:33:11 > 0:33:15He thinks you'll be discharged by about 5:30.

0:33:15 > 0:33:17- I'll order a taxi for six o'clock. - Sister Anne...

0:33:17 > 0:33:21I've spoken to the convent, they're happy how everything's gone.

0:33:21 > 0:33:24- You'll get a warm welcome tonight. - Sister Anne.- Yes.

0:33:27 > 0:33:29- What if I didn't go back? - SHE LAUGHS

0:33:31 > 0:33:34- You've been in the convent your whole life.- Not quite.

0:33:34 > 0:33:39- Since I was 19.- Perhaps it's time for you to get dressed, Sister John.

0:33:39 > 0:33:42- I can help.- Valerie.- What?!

0:33:42 > 0:33:46- That's my name. - No, that WAS your name.

0:33:46 > 0:33:49I got those things you asked for.

0:33:49 > 0:33:52What things?

0:33:52 > 0:33:54Sister John?

0:34:03 > 0:34:05- I don't understand. - Now ,Sister Anne.

0:34:05 > 0:34:07- Is this a joke?!- Listen to me.

0:34:07 > 0:34:09- Are you making fun of her? - Of course not!

0:34:09 > 0:34:11I asked her to get me these clothes.

0:34:11 > 0:34:14Why would you do a thing like that? Why?

0:34:19 > 0:34:21I don't believe it.

0:34:22 > 0:34:25- It's not true. - I've been trying to tell you.

0:34:28 > 0:34:30You just lie still, but breathe normally.

0:34:30 > 0:34:33Get on with it, will you?

0:34:35 > 0:34:38Let me know if you start to feel claustrophobic.

0:34:38 > 0:34:43- Chrissie. Eddi told me you were here. - You spoke to Eddi?

0:34:43 > 0:34:45- I wanted to apologise, for earlier. - It's fine.

0:34:45 > 0:34:48No, it's not, it was idiotic and I'm really sorry.

0:34:48 > 0:34:51CONVERSATION PLAYS ON THE SPEAKER I'm excited about the wedding,

0:34:51 > 0:34:54sometimes I get a bit carried away.

0:34:54 > 0:34:57It's OK, I need to get back to my patient. Eddi's expecting us back.

0:34:57 > 0:34:59I wanted to say, here's the deal, from now on,

0:34:59 > 0:35:03I leave the wedding locked in the car when we arrive in the morning.

0:35:03 > 0:35:06- No more cakes at work, promise. - Great.

0:35:08 > 0:35:10Right.

0:35:15 > 0:35:18- Jamie what are you doing? - I don't have time for this.

0:35:18 > 0:35:21You had your chance, I have to go.

0:35:21 > 0:35:25One minute he was OK, the next minute he was on his feet

0:35:25 > 0:35:27- doing a runner. - You've lost a patient?

0:35:27 > 0:35:31I didn't lose him, he discharged himself, you know that.

0:35:31 > 0:35:33Well, the result's the same.

0:35:33 > 0:35:36It happens to every nurse from time to time.

0:35:36 > 0:35:40- Never happened to me.- Uh-huh. - I'm sorry.

0:35:40 > 0:35:43SHE SIGHS Not great, is it?

0:35:46 > 0:35:49This cousin, he won't want you living with him for long,

0:35:49 > 0:35:53- you know that?- He says I can stay there as long as I need.

0:35:53 > 0:35:57- Till I get myself settled, established.- You hardly know him.

0:35:57 > 0:36:00- He's family.- Not any more.

0:36:00 > 0:36:02You made a vow, we are your family now.

0:36:02 > 0:36:05I don't expect you to understand any of this.

0:36:05 > 0:36:09- You don't know how to survive outside the convent.- I can learn.

0:36:09 > 0:36:12Shouldn't she make her own decisions?

0:36:12 > 0:36:16- Don't you think you've done enough harm already? - She's only done what I asked.

0:36:16 > 0:36:20You shouldn't have spoken to her, You should've spoken to me.

0:36:20 > 0:36:23You're interfering in things you don't understand.

0:36:23 > 0:36:25Why can't you just let her live her own life?!

0:36:32 > 0:36:3460p!

0:36:35 > 0:36:38Hey! Dr Valentino, how's life up on cardio?

0:36:38 > 0:36:40You know, same old, same old.

0:36:40 > 0:36:43- Ginger Ninja giving you hell? - No, she's a pussycat.

0:36:43 > 0:36:46Don't worry, we've been there, you won't be an F2 forever.

0:36:46 > 0:36:49- Can I have that in writing? - Can I have some help please?

0:36:49 > 0:36:51Can I have some help?!

0:36:54 > 0:36:57In a way, it's good to see you standing up for your patient.

0:36:57 > 0:36:59It was unprofessional of me.

0:36:59 > 0:37:04- If you're going to say you're sorry, I don't want to hear it.- Well, I am.

0:37:05 > 0:37:09- Sorry.- You say it so often it ceases to have meaning.

0:37:09 > 0:37:12You're not the first person to say that to me today.

0:37:12 > 0:37:15What's this really about, Elizabeth?

0:37:15 > 0:37:18The way Sister Anne talks to Sister John, it's disrespectful.

0:37:18 > 0:37:20And what is this really about?

0:37:20 > 0:37:22She treats her like a child and she's not.

0:37:22 > 0:37:25She's a warm, funny, and kind woman.

0:37:25 > 0:37:29Do you think perhaps you have come back to work too soon?

0:37:29 > 0:37:33- You've asked me that already. - Yes, and I'm asking again.

0:37:33 > 0:37:34Why?

0:37:34 > 0:37:37You think I'd be better off sitting at home watching TV?

0:37:37 > 0:37:41What IS compassionate leave, what am I supposed to do with it?

0:37:41 > 0:37:43Elizabeth, you've lost your grandmother

0:37:43 > 0:37:49and your mother in quick succession. You need time to grieve...

0:37:49 > 0:37:52Thank you, Mr Griffin.

0:37:54 > 0:37:55Elizabeth!

0:37:58 > 0:38:04I got a phone call this morning from my grandmother's solicitor.

0:38:04 > 0:38:07- I went to see him at lunchtime.- And?

0:38:07 > 0:38:10She left me everything in her will.

0:38:11 > 0:38:16Everything. They think it's about £50,000.

0:38:16 > 0:38:20- I told the solicitor I can't take it.- Why?

0:38:21 > 0:38:24Because I don't deserve it.

0:38:24 > 0:38:28Hang on in there, fella. Try and slow your breathing down.

0:38:30 > 0:38:35- Cheers.- Jamie.- Keeled over trying to hail a cab.- Bay three.

0:38:35 > 0:38:37That didn't take very long, did it?

0:38:37 > 0:38:40Jamie, it's Chrissie, can you hear me?

0:38:40 > 0:38:42Get the crash team on stand by.

0:38:42 > 0:38:44HE GASPS

0:38:45 > 0:38:49- You can't leave on a whim. - It's not a whim.

0:38:49 > 0:38:51It's this place, it's unsettled you.

0:38:51 > 0:38:55I've been thinking about this for a very long time.

0:38:55 > 0:38:59- Months, maybe even years. - You never said anything.

0:38:59 > 0:39:04- Not to you perhaps. - You've spoken to other people?

0:39:04 > 0:39:06- Why not me?! - I knew it would upset you.

0:39:06 > 0:39:09I didn't want to, not till I'd finally decided.

0:39:09 > 0:39:14And when did you finally decide? Before you came in here?

0:39:14 > 0:39:17All I know is, it's the right thing for me.

0:39:17 > 0:39:20You gave your life to Jesus.

0:39:20 > 0:39:24Yes and he's given me an unexpected blessing.

0:39:24 > 0:39:27This extra time.

0:39:27 > 0:39:32I've served him for 40 of my 59 years, I think he'd understand.

0:39:34 > 0:39:36It was Mr Griffin.

0:39:36 > 0:39:41When he told me this morning I could go home, it became clear.

0:39:41 > 0:39:43The convent's your home.

0:39:43 > 0:39:45Not any more.

0:39:45 > 0:39:48When I left to come into hospital I knew in my heart I'd never return.

0:39:50 > 0:39:53Look. We'll pray, together we'll pray for guidance.

0:39:53 > 0:39:56It won't change anything now.

0:40:03 > 0:40:06- When will your cousin be here? - Probably not till later.

0:40:09 > 0:40:14- How will I manage without you? - You'll do just fine.

0:40:15 > 0:40:19You're the closest thing to a mother I've ever known.

0:40:22 > 0:40:23I know.

0:40:27 > 0:40:29I think I need some fresh air now.

0:40:35 > 0:40:39I don't think any of us actually believed it would happen

0:40:39 > 0:40:42until it did. Our Cardiothoracic unit is world class.

0:40:42 > 0:40:45We're all enormously proud of it.

0:40:45 > 0:40:47It seemed unthinkable that it would be demolished.

0:40:47 > 0:40:51Why do you think the hospital's management prioritised

0:40:51 > 0:40:54the Plastics unit over the Cardio Thoracic department?

0:40:54 > 0:40:58That depends on whether you want the official party line version

0:40:58 > 0:41:00- or the truth. - How about both?

0:41:00 > 0:41:04Officially, dedicated Cardio Thoracic units

0:41:04 > 0:41:09- are seen as anachronistic in the modern NHS.- And the truth?

0:41:09 > 0:41:13It always comes down to the same thing in the end. Money.

0:41:15 > 0:41:17How do you find Mr Hanssen?

0:41:21 > 0:41:27I think I would describe Mr Hanssen as...challenging.

0:41:29 > 0:41:31THUD ON THE WINDOW

0:41:41 > 0:41:44PAGER BEEPS

0:41:53 > 0:41:54How did this happen?

0:41:54 > 0:41:57I don't know, one minute they were there, and the next...

0:41:57 > 0:42:01- Who knows about it?- Just you and me.- Keep it that way, shall we?

0:42:01 > 0:42:03If any of the so-called turnaround team find out

0:42:03 > 0:42:05that a critically ill patient

0:42:05 > 0:42:07was smuggled off our wards in broad daylight...

0:42:07 > 0:42:10if he's still alive, it'll be a miracle.

0:42:10 > 0:42:13- Any idea where they might have gone? - No.- Better get looking then.

0:42:25 > 0:42:29- Mr Hanssen? - Yes.- Everything OK?

0:42:29 > 0:42:32Yes. Fine, thank you.

0:42:51 > 0:42:54I've been thinking.

0:42:54 > 0:42:57And if you're really set on leaving...

0:42:57 > 0:42:59then I'm coming with you.

0:43:14 > 0:43:17- Get away from me!- It's all right! - Don't come any closer!

0:43:17 > 0:43:22- What are you doing?- I'm going to call for medical assistance

0:43:22 > 0:43:25- then I'm going to call Security. - No, don't call anyone!

0:43:25 > 0:43:27Please, calm down for your brother's sake.

0:43:27 > 0:43:30Would you please just let me examine him?

0:43:32 > 0:43:33Thank you.

0:43:35 > 0:43:36Right, let's see.

0:43:39 > 0:43:41He's bleeding out very rapidly,

0:43:41 > 0:43:44he's not going to last more than ten minutes down here.

0:43:44 > 0:43:47- Help him.- I can't help, you've pulled out his chest drains.

0:43:47 > 0:43:50- Moving him was an entirely idiotic thing to do.- Fix him!

0:43:50 > 0:43:53- You need to let us get help or your brother will die.- No.

0:43:53 > 0:43:57- What exactly is it you're scared of? Tell me.- We are illegal!

0:43:59 > 0:44:01If they knew we were still here, in this country,

0:44:01 > 0:44:05they will send us home. And if they send us home...

0:44:10 > 0:44:13- We're losing him. - We need to get him to a ward.

0:44:13 > 0:44:14If we move him, he's going to die.

0:44:14 > 0:44:18I'll get you dressings, sutures, and a new drain.

0:44:18 > 0:44:22Right, wet lab, down there on the left, thank you.

0:44:23 > 0:44:27- Please, this isn't the right thing for you.- How do you know?

0:44:27 > 0:44:31Because I know you. I know what your vocation means to you.

0:44:31 > 0:44:35- There's more than one way to serve God.- Your way is in the convent.

0:44:35 > 0:44:37I've been thinking it all through.

0:44:37 > 0:44:40I've prayed, it's obvious, we can live together.

0:44:40 > 0:44:43- No, child, no. - I'll get a job.

0:44:43 > 0:44:45Before long you'd...

0:44:45 > 0:44:48- I'll look after you... - You'd start to hate me.

0:44:48 > 0:44:51I could never hate you. I just want to serve you.

0:44:51 > 0:44:54But I don't NEED anyone to serve me.

0:44:54 > 0:44:58Why do you think I didn't tell you until I'd made up my mind?

0:44:58 > 0:45:00I knew it would unsettle you.

0:45:00 > 0:45:04This is my path Sister Anne, but not yours.

0:45:04 > 0:45:07You don't want me to come with you.

0:45:07 > 0:45:10No, I don't. I have to do this.

0:45:10 > 0:45:13For myself. On my own.

0:45:13 > 0:45:16You don't want me?

0:45:16 > 0:45:19I can't take responsibility for your soul.

0:45:19 > 0:45:21Only for my own.

0:45:28 > 0:45:32My mother gave me this the day of my first Holy Communion.

0:45:32 > 0:45:35I've had it since I was eight years old.

0:45:36 > 0:45:40- No.- Please take it.- No!

0:45:40 > 0:45:43- It's all I have to offer. - I don't want it!

0:45:43 > 0:45:46I don't want your offering!

0:45:53 > 0:45:55- Mr Hanssen. - Ah, good, thank you.

0:45:57 > 0:46:01You seem to know what you're doing, Mr Black.

0:46:01 > 0:46:04Ah, just 15 years as a nurse in A&E.

0:46:04 > 0:46:05I see.

0:46:05 > 0:46:08- Five mil of anaesthetic.- Thank you.

0:46:14 > 0:46:15Good, thank you.

0:46:24 > 0:46:28You must be desperate risking your brother's life like this.

0:46:28 > 0:46:31Sometimes it's hard to trust anyone but yourself.

0:46:31 > 0:46:33Isn't it?

0:46:38 > 0:46:39Pulse is back.

0:46:43 > 0:46:45You saved him.

0:46:58 > 0:46:59Does it shock you?

0:46:59 > 0:47:03To see someone like me doing something so selfish.

0:47:03 > 0:47:07- I don't think it's selfish. - Yes, it is.

0:47:07 > 0:47:10I'm doing this for my own happiness at the expense of someone else's.

0:47:10 > 0:47:13She's quite right, of course.

0:47:13 > 0:47:15The convent IS my home.

0:47:15 > 0:47:19And you don't just walk away from your home. Do you?

0:47:21 > 0:47:24- I did.- Why?

0:47:24 > 0:47:28- Because I had to. - And do you regret it?

0:47:30 > 0:47:32I hurt people. Very badly.

0:47:32 > 0:47:37My mother. My grandmother. I regret that.

0:47:37 > 0:47:39I think I always will.

0:47:40 > 0:47:46- May I ask how old you are, Elizabeth?- I'm 24.

0:47:46 > 0:47:50And if you could do anything with your life,

0:47:50 > 0:47:53anything at all, what would you do?

0:47:53 > 0:47:57I'm doing it. This is my vocation.

0:47:57 > 0:48:00And if you woke up tomorrow, and 40 years had gone by,

0:48:00 > 0:48:03and you were still here,

0:48:03 > 0:48:07still wearing the same uniform, still performing the same tasks?

0:48:11 > 0:48:14I think I'd...

0:48:22 > 0:48:25It was very kind of you to go out and buy me these clothes.

0:48:28 > 0:48:29Thank you.

0:48:44 > 0:48:48- Have you heard how the meeting went? - It's happening right now.

0:48:51 > 0:48:54Either way, it's the end of the road for me.

0:48:54 > 0:48:58It'll fall apart in the room, or it'll be someone else's triumph.

0:48:58 > 0:49:01Someone else making partner.

0:49:02 > 0:49:05We've got your test results back.

0:49:05 > 0:49:07You do have a heart condition.

0:49:07 > 0:49:10So we're gonna take you up to Darwin. It's the Cardiac ward.

0:49:10 > 0:49:13Coronary artery disease.

0:49:15 > 0:49:18- You knew?- Lucky guess.

0:49:23 > 0:49:28He was a year older than I am now. I was 12 at the time.

0:49:28 > 0:49:29Didn't really know him.

0:49:29 > 0:49:33My dad was always bloody working. Right up until the day he died.

0:49:33 > 0:49:37You sure there's no-one you want me to call?

0:49:39 > 0:49:43I'm 40 years old, and what do I have to show for it?

0:49:44 > 0:49:46What about your mum?

0:49:49 > 0:49:52I haven't called her for months. Been too busy.

0:49:55 > 0:49:58I can hardly call her now with all of this.

0:49:58 > 0:50:02I've got a son. He's only a baby, but...

0:50:03 > 0:50:07No matter how old, the thought of him being ill and me not knowing...

0:50:16 > 0:50:19I'll get you her number.

0:50:34 > 0:50:37I suppose you think I'm being stupid.

0:50:39 > 0:50:42- No.- Well, I do.

0:50:42 > 0:50:45I think I'm being stupid.

0:50:45 > 0:50:48- It can't be easy. - I've taken my vows.

0:50:48 > 0:50:50I'm married to Jesus.

0:50:50 > 0:50:54I shouldn't need anyone else. I don't need anyone else.

0:50:54 > 0:50:57I'll manage.

0:50:57 > 0:51:02She wouldn't be doing this, not if she didn't feel she had to.

0:51:02 > 0:51:04Thank you for your concern.

0:51:04 > 0:51:06It's kind of you to come and check up on me,

0:51:06 > 0:51:09but I would prefer to be on my own.

0:51:24 > 0:51:27Afternoon, gentlemen.

0:51:31 > 0:51:34Very good.

0:51:34 > 0:51:36- Thank you.- Hm-mm.

0:51:36 > 0:51:40This is the telephone number of one of the country's top immigration lawyers.

0:51:40 > 0:51:45- If you'd like to give him a ring, he will accept your call.- OK.

0:51:49 > 0:51:53I got into management out of frustration. I felt powerless.

0:51:53 > 0:51:55- And now? - I think I feel even more powerless.

0:51:55 > 0:51:58At least as a nurse or doctor, you can see the difference you're making.

0:51:58 > 0:52:03In management, you have to deal with people like your boss. Sir Fraser.

0:52:03 > 0:52:08He's a symptom of everything that's wrong with this health service. Obviously, I didn't say that.

0:52:08 > 0:52:10Obviously.

0:52:10 > 0:52:15- Off the record. You need to play the next three months very carefully.- Three months?

0:52:15 > 0:52:19I'm going to recommend an extension to your FT status assessment.

0:52:19 > 0:52:23We'll provide an improvement plan, and we'll be back in three months to reassess.

0:52:23 > 0:52:25I see.

0:52:27 > 0:52:28Thank you, Mr Black.

0:52:30 > 0:52:32Good luck, Mr Hanssen.

0:53:06 > 0:53:08There.

0:53:16 > 0:53:20- Promise me you'll write. - Of course I will.

0:53:47 > 0:53:52I've been thinking. I'm going to accept the money.

0:53:52 > 0:53:56I'm going to take some more time off, take a holiday.

0:53:56 > 0:54:00- Get away.- Good decision.

0:54:03 > 0:54:08- Your mum's on her way in.- Thank you, and thank you for sorting me out.

0:54:11 > 0:54:16For me, it's all about the coffee sponge.

0:54:16 > 0:54:18You literally could not be more wrong.

0:54:18 > 0:54:23The lemon drizzle kicks coffee sponge's ass big time.

0:54:23 > 0:54:25Look, I know you're just about to finish,

0:54:25 > 0:54:27but we've got an incoming from ED.

0:54:27 > 0:54:32Abdominal pains, query appendicitis. It'd be a great opportunity for your module.

0:54:32 > 0:54:37- I can authorise overtime if you want.- Yeah, yeah, great.

0:54:39 > 0:54:43But I can't. I've got family commitments.

0:54:43 > 0:54:46And we don't want to get on the wrong side of God, do we?

0:54:51 > 0:54:55'I imagine you'll want to set up a multidisciplinary committee to plan...'

0:54:55 > 0:54:59I'm going to stop you there, Sir Fraser. There will be no committees, no meetings.

0:54:59 > 0:55:01There will be no striving for consensus.

0:55:01 > 0:55:04As you so eloquently put it, I AM Holby General.

0:55:04 > 0:55:05'I'm afraid you've lost me.'

0:55:05 > 0:55:11If I'm going to save this hospital, then I intend to do so entirely on my own terms.

0:55:11 > 0:55:12'Right.'

0:55:12 > 0:55:15I intend to take full and absolute control.

0:55:15 > 0:55:17HE HANGS UP

0:55:21 > 0:55:25"Until further notice, all allocations of all resources,

0:55:25 > 0:55:27"and I emphasise, all allocations of all resources,

0:55:27 > 0:55:31"are to be personally signed off by myself.

0:55:31 > 0:55:34"A full and thorough inventory of current medical supplies

0:55:34 > 0:55:36"and equipment will be compiled by every department

0:55:36 > 0:55:38"and submitted to my office forthwith.

0:55:38 > 0:55:41"All clinical decisions other than emergency surgery

0:55:41 > 0:55:44"must be referred to my office for authorisation.

0:55:44 > 0:55:48"Theatre schedules and staff rotas will need to be approved on a daily basis."

0:55:48 > 0:55:50Is that workable?

0:55:50 > 0:55:54"Everything goes across my desk. Everything."

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