0:00:38 > 0:00:43If you were bi, if you had tried both... Don't you see?
0:00:43 > 0:00:45You don't know what you want.
0:00:45 > 0:00:50I don't suppose there's any way I could persuade you to return to Holby, Dr Petrenko?
0:00:50 > 0:00:54Want to see if he's got a place for a Ukrainian emo with an attitude problem?
0:00:54 > 0:00:57- Turn around.- You're in Sydney. - Apparently not.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03I have had too much to drink.
0:01:03 > 0:01:06Revenue streams, lead tables, usual managerial claptrap.
0:01:06 > 0:01:09And of course the chance to mould young minds in your own image.
0:01:09 > 0:01:13- Thank you.- For what? - For making me remember who I am.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18MOBILE BEEPS I'll see you tomorrow.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20Sahira?
0:01:20 > 0:01:23This place is only just starting to reach its full potential.
0:01:23 > 0:01:26Our mobile Cardiac Trauma Unit is going from strength to strength,
0:01:26 > 0:01:30and we're on the brink of securing funding that will make us one of
0:01:30 > 0:01:33the leading hospitals for teaching and research in the country.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36Very well, Sir Fraser. As a courtesy, I will consider your offer
0:01:36 > 0:01:39until close of play this evening.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42But I can assure you my answer will be no.
0:01:42 > 0:01:45I have no intention of leaving Holby.
0:01:45 > 0:01:49- Our work here is just beginning. - And disengage.- Oh, come on, Sacha.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51What have we got be coy about?
0:01:51 > 0:01:56Out here, we may be a couple who've just returned from the most amazing Christmas in recorded history.
0:01:56 > 0:01:59Young...ish, happy, and very much in love.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02But in there, we are colleagues. We're professionals.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07- You're right. - However hard it may be,
0:02:07 > 0:02:11we must resist all urges for public displays of affection.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14- How very dull. - In fairness, neither of us
0:02:14 > 0:02:18have exactly been starved of affection lately, have we?
0:02:18 > 0:02:22- Do we really have to go back to work?- I'm afraid we do.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28So is he a fairly unpredictable chap by nature?
0:02:28 > 0:02:32When he was a colt, he was a bit hot-headed,
0:02:32 > 0:02:34but now Niven's one of the gentlest boys in the stable.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37- What set him off this morning? - Sometimes it's the strangest thing.
0:02:37 > 0:02:41I've seen normally placid horses rear up at the sight of their own shadow.
0:02:41 > 0:02:45- And you were standing right behind him?- Yup. In exactly the wrong spot.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48You'd think I'd know better by now. Been a breeder for 15 years.
0:02:48 > 0:02:52Entirely my own stupid fault. Is it broken?
0:02:52 > 0:02:54It feels like it might be a fracture.
0:02:54 > 0:02:58Given your history of weak bone formation, I'd like to do an X-ray just to make sure.
0:02:58 > 0:03:02- Could we get Mrs White's leg x-rayed as soon as possible, please? - Sure, Mr Hamilton.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05Bugger!
0:03:06 > 0:03:10- Is there any particular reason that you're looking at me like that? - Like what?
0:03:11 > 0:03:15Well, just...I was speaking to one of the nurses on AAU
0:03:15 > 0:03:17and she said Sister Williams is back today.
0:03:17 > 0:03:21And I just wondered... Are you OK? Cos when I split up with my last boyfriend...
0:03:21 > 0:03:25Thank you for your concern, Lleucu, but I assure you I'm absolutely fine.
0:03:36 > 0:03:41- So am I allowed to talk to you or is that off limits?- Greg, please.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Only, given that we work together,
0:03:43 > 0:03:46- it might make things a little tricky.- What do you want me to say?
0:03:48 > 0:03:50I want to talk about what happened.
0:03:50 > 0:03:55- Or didn't happen.- Look, I have a husband. I have a family...
0:03:56 > 0:04:01- Ms Shah. Mr Douglas.- Mr Hanssen. What can we do for you?
0:04:01 > 0:04:05- I hoped the two of you might furnish me with a full debrief.- On?
0:04:05 > 0:04:09The members' dinner? I don't need a blow-by-blow account,
0:04:09 > 0:04:12but the salient moments... Would you consider it a success?
0:04:12 > 0:04:17- I was just there for back-up really, so...- Definitely. PHONE RINGS
0:04:17 > 0:04:20Everyone seemed interested in the Cardiac Trauma Unit
0:04:20 > 0:04:23and signs were certainly encouraging, investment-wise.
0:04:23 > 0:04:26Excellent. And was the evening tolerable overall?
0:04:26 > 0:04:29In my experience, a room full of pompous surgeons
0:04:29 > 0:04:34and mediocre wine can be a combustible combination. Did everyone behave themselves?
0:04:34 > 0:04:37Cardiac Trauma Unit patient on his way in. Five minutes. RTA.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39- Chest and abdo trauma.- Right.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41We'll speak later.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43The X-ray's showing weak bone formation.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46But the good news is there's no renewed fracture.
0:04:46 > 0:04:50- So I can get going? - SHE WINCES
0:04:50 > 0:04:52The pain's not just in your leg, is it?
0:04:52 > 0:04:54I must have bruised a couple of ribs when I fell.
0:04:56 > 0:05:01- Ow!- I'd like to get one of my GS colleagues to take a look.
0:05:01 > 0:05:05- There's no need. I'm a tough old girl.- I'm sure, but there's no hurry, is there?
0:05:05 > 0:05:08Actually, there is! I need to get back to Niven as soon as I can.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11- The vet'll be there any moment. - The vet?
0:05:11 > 0:05:13He smashed his foreleg against the stall.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16- We think he might have broken it. - You should've brought him in.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19I could have done you a two-for-one deal.
0:05:19 > 0:05:24- If he's broken his leg, he'll be put down.- Of course. Right.
0:05:24 > 0:05:28Could you organise a GS consultant as soon as?
0:05:31 > 0:05:33Excuse me.
0:05:37 > 0:05:40Chrissie.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45Apparently I'm on Keller today.
0:05:45 > 0:05:50- Something to do with overspill on AAU.- Great. Perfect.
0:05:50 > 0:05:54OK, thanks. CTU reports the victim's stomach is distended.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57A passer-by effected a primary chest survey
0:05:57 > 0:06:00and released air from the chest cavity.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03A passer-by? That's not exactly in the first aid manual.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Probably an off-duty medic. Let's hope a good one.
0:06:06 > 0:06:11- We ordered a fast-scan?- Yes. And an on-call anaesthetist. Do you know what? I can do this.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14- There's no need for you to be here. - Why don't we see what state
0:06:14 > 0:06:17the patient's in before we decide whether or not to fly solo?
0:06:17 > 0:06:20His name's Malcolm Waller. Drips are in. Needs a chest drain.
0:06:20 > 0:06:23- You're the passer-by?- Yup. I was just coming in to get my results.
0:06:23 > 0:06:27- Test results?- Assessment results. I'm Jez, I'm an F1.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30- Well done, Jez, looks like you saved this man's life.- What's this?
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- Hartmann's solution? - And plasma expanders.- Ah.
0:06:33 > 0:06:38- The old bottle pourer trick? - Lucky for him, he crashed outside the offy in Worrell Rd.
0:06:38 > 0:06:43- Two for a fiver. - Nice job.- Readings?- Dad!
0:06:43 > 0:06:48Pulse 100, BP is low 65/40. Relax, Mr Waller.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51- Sadie, you have to go. You'll miss it. Go!- Mr Waller...
0:06:51 > 0:06:54She was in the back seat. Possible wrist fracture.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57- Can you take Ms Waller to ED. - Me?- Yes.
0:06:57 > 0:07:01- You can go back to your patient list.- I'm not leaving my dad. It's my fault he's here.
0:07:01 > 0:07:05There's nothing that you can do. Just let us help him.
0:07:05 > 0:07:08- Jez, do you think you could...? - Take her down to A&E? Sure.- Cheers.
0:07:08 > 0:07:12And best of luck in your F1s. By the look of it, you won't you need it.
0:07:13 > 0:07:17Can't get rid of me that easily.
0:07:17 > 0:07:21OK, so the slice and sew can wait. Sebaceous cyst is on obs.
0:07:21 > 0:07:25The urinary tract infection results are pending.
0:07:25 > 0:07:30There's the head transplant patient in bed two. Frieda. Frieda!
0:07:30 > 0:07:32What did I just say?
0:07:35 > 0:07:37OK, so could you repeat it?
0:07:37 > 0:07:40- What's going on with you today? You're like a zombie?- I'm fine.
0:07:40 > 0:07:44- Where'd they park my overflow BDE patient?- In the back corridor.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46- And he ain't happy it. - That's bile ducts for you.
0:07:46 > 0:07:50- You're supposed to be on Keller. - What can I say?
0:07:50 > 0:07:54- Just can't keep away from your sparkling personality. - He's covering for Luc.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57And not only do I miss the cut and thrust of the AAU,
0:07:57 > 0:08:01as your supervisor, I wanted to be around when you open this.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05It's the moment we've all been waiting for.
0:08:05 > 0:08:11- You don't expect me to open this here?- I do.- Bye.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15F1 results day. No wonder.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20"Will you take Sadie to A&E, Mr Douglas?"
0:08:20 > 0:08:25- What am I now, a porter?- I don't need you in theatre with me, OK?
0:08:25 > 0:08:29- It's not a big deal. - Oh, isn't it? Not to you maybe.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31But I need to know where the hell we are.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34I need to know what the hell is going on.
0:08:36 > 0:08:40Rafi's accepted the job in Nottingham. I'm going with him.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42I'm leaving.
0:08:54 > 0:08:58You'll have to forgive me. I'm shocking with names.
0:08:58 > 0:09:04- I wanna say Freema? - Do I know you?- Jez.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07- We met at the F1 summer drinks thing last year.- If you say so.
0:09:09 > 0:09:14- I heard you did a runner.- I had to go home for a couple of months.
0:09:14 > 0:09:19- That's all.- And you managed to catch up? They didn't make you repeat? - Really nice talking to you.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22I have to go back to AAU right now.
0:09:22 > 0:09:26- So how did you do?- I don't know yet.
0:09:26 > 0:09:30Me either. I'm just on my way up to my supervisor.
0:09:30 > 0:09:35- I swear I couldn't sleep last night. - You really think you could fail?- No.
0:09:35 > 0:09:39- There's no way I've failed. But... - Good. Good luck. See you later.
0:09:42 > 0:09:45- Are you- OK? I'm fine. It's nothing.
0:09:48 > 0:09:52- No, you're not.- I came off my bike today - a car came from nowhere. That's all.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55Got a couple of bruised ribs. Anyway,
0:09:55 > 0:09:58you'll have to excuse me, I'm busting.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06So I thought you were busting?
0:10:06 > 0:10:10Hello, this is supposed to be the little boys' room!
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Or is this some kind of weird Eastern European...?
0:10:12 > 0:10:15HE WINCES
0:10:16 > 0:10:18Out! Medical emergency!
0:10:21 > 0:10:26- OK, so, just a couple of bruised ribs, huh?- I'm a doctor.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28If it was anything serious, I'd know about it.
0:10:28 > 0:10:32I just need to sit here for a bit, that's all.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36OK. Take off your jacket and shirt.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39- Can't I at least buy you a drink first?- Ahem.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41Fine.
0:10:43 > 0:10:46So the guy in the car was in a terrible state.
0:10:46 > 0:10:50- I had to do a second intercostal insertion.- Had to, huh?
0:10:50 > 0:10:54The guy couldn't breathe. All I needed was a tube. Incision. Job done.
0:10:54 > 0:10:57Mmm. So what you're saying is that you could have
0:10:57 > 0:11:01waited for the paramedics, but you wanted to show off.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04- What if something had gone wrong? - It didn't.
0:11:05 > 0:11:09See. I told you, Freema. Just bruising.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11Take your boots off.
0:11:16 > 0:11:20It's Frieda. Frieda Petrenko.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Ah.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28And FRIEDA is taking you to AAU right now.
0:11:28 > 0:11:32Yeah, that's going to have to wait, Frieda, till I've got my...
0:11:32 > 0:11:33MOBILE RINGS
0:11:36 > 0:11:40Apparently, 30% of the year have failed.
0:11:40 > 0:11:44So what's the plan? Diva retractor.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48Swabs. We need to pack the cavity.
0:11:50 > 0:11:55You going to stay home and play the little wifey? Can't see it somehow.
0:11:55 > 0:12:00- This is ridiculous. You don't have to do this.- Do what?!
0:12:01 > 0:12:04Suction.
0:12:04 > 0:12:10- Where's that bleed coming from? - Is this because of the conference?
0:12:10 > 0:12:13- Is that why?- Of course it isn't.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22There's a capsular tear on his liver.
0:12:22 > 0:12:23We need a GS consult.
0:12:23 > 0:12:26Can you page the on-call consultant, please?
0:12:26 > 0:12:29So let me just get this straight. You're going to give up all this?
0:12:29 > 0:12:33Your precious Cardiac Trauma Unit. For what?
0:12:33 > 0:12:36I wouldn't expect you to understand.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39Have you told Hanssen yet?
0:12:41 > 0:12:43Oh, man.
0:12:43 > 0:12:47You're going to break his heart. Assuming he has one.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49'This is Jez Atkins.'
0:12:49 > 0:12:51- Did ED send him over?- No.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54I picked him up in the men's toilets.
0:12:54 > 0:12:57- He's got extensive bruising... - Mild bruising.- ..distension,
0:12:57 > 0:13:00raised temperature, and his pulse is over 90.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03My temperature's slightly raised, and my pulse is naturally high.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05- As for the distension... - Jez is an F1.
0:13:05 > 0:13:09- Jez is an F1 who needs to go and get his results.- Talking of which...
0:13:09 > 0:13:10I haven't checked them yet.
0:13:10 > 0:13:14Apparently if you fail, you get hauled in front of Hanssen. How scary would that be?
0:13:16 > 0:13:22- So we would like 10mg of morphine and abdo X-rays, please.- X-rays?
0:13:22 > 0:13:28- Frieda, come on. There's no need for...- Which department do you work in?- Neurology.- Wow!
0:13:28 > 0:13:34Well, Jez, in neurology you may be a doctor, but here, you're just a patient, and Frieda's your doctor,
0:13:34 > 0:13:37- so I'll listen to what she says rather than what you say. Is that's OK?- Look,
0:13:37 > 0:13:41I don't want to be rude. You've got a massive backlog here, so why waste your time?
0:13:41 > 0:13:44HE GROANS
0:13:48 > 0:13:52- Mr Hanssen.- You paged me, asked for a GS consultant?
0:13:52 > 0:13:58- He has a capsular tear. - Quite so. So more packs, please.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Diathermy, Ms Shah can cauterize.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15- 2/0 vicryl stitch for Mr Hanssen, please.- Thank you, Ms Shah.
0:14:21 > 0:14:25Now, do I detect a note of tension in here? I do hope not,
0:14:25 > 0:14:27because this is a crucial time for Holby.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29Don't worry about us, Mr H,
0:14:29 > 0:14:33we're like one big happy family here. Isn't that right, Sahira?
0:14:33 > 0:14:39- Am I missing something?- Sahira? - No, not at all.- Good.
0:14:39 > 0:14:43I'm still waiting to hear your full report from the conference, by the way.
0:14:43 > 0:14:48You'll need two 26 Robinson drains to finish here. clip, please.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53Good, thank you.
0:14:53 > 0:14:58I've been preparing the Beacon of Excellence portfolio.
0:14:58 > 0:15:01Obviously Cardiac Trauma is one of the cornerstones of it.
0:15:01 > 0:15:05So I'd be very grateful for all the relevant facts as soon as you can.
0:15:05 > 0:15:09- What kind of thing do you need? - Figures for the project to date.
0:15:09 > 0:15:13A full list of the funding that's already in place. Most importantly, perhaps,
0:15:13 > 0:15:15an idea of your future plans for the project.
0:15:18 > 0:15:22I know we're late, the motorway was closed. We left at five this morning to meet you!
0:15:22 > 0:15:26Just give me half an hour, please! How long to Waterman Road Dance Studios from here?
0:15:28 > 0:15:29I'll call you right back.
0:15:29 > 0:15:34- How is he?- We managed to save your father's liver.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36- But there may be complications. - So what do I do now?
0:15:38 > 0:15:40You wait.
0:15:40 > 0:15:44- Is there somewhere you need to be? - I have an audition today.
0:15:44 > 0:15:48- Well, it was supposed to be half an hour ago.- You're an actor?- Dancer.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50Right, so that's what your father was talking about
0:15:50 > 0:15:55- when he was telling you to go? - We left at 5am just so he could get me down here,
0:15:55 > 0:15:59- bless him.- It's a big audition?- It's a number one tour. International.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02Nine months work. Every dancer I know is up for it.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05- Well, you know, Waterman Road is ten minutes away.- Hang on.
0:16:05 > 0:16:10- How long would the audition last? - Five minutes. I'd be back in half an hour.- OK.
0:16:10 > 0:16:14- We'll call you if there're any changes. - What if your dad suddenly wakes up?
0:16:14 > 0:16:18Look, I've been doing this since I was 12 years old. It's all Mum and Dad ever wanted for me.
0:16:18 > 0:16:21They gave up everything so I could dance.
0:16:21 > 0:16:26- I owe it to him to get this job. - Course you do. This is all for him. Nothing to do with what you want(!)
0:16:29 > 0:16:31Could check Mr Slater's BP for me, please?
0:16:31 > 0:16:34And arrange for Miss Duggan to be discharged.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Oh, my goodness.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42Thank you, you can go.
0:16:42 > 0:16:47- You bleeped me?- We bleeped a GS consult. I was expecting Malick.
0:16:47 > 0:16:51Malick's got a typically insane list today, so I'm here to help.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54- Not ideal.- Hardly.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00- So who is this patient? Imogen...- White.
0:17:00 > 0:17:06Known as Immy. Got kicked by a horse. Sacha, how are you, mate?
0:17:08 > 0:17:11Good, thanks, Dan. Yes. And you?
0:17:11 > 0:17:15- Never better. How was Oz?- Yes. Yes.
0:17:15 > 0:17:20- Great. Unbelievable, in fact. - Good. Really glad to hear it.
0:17:26 > 0:17:30- So, you wanted a GS consult for... Immy, was it?- I'll introduce you.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32Great. Immy.
0:17:38 > 0:17:41It may seem unimportant to you, but dancing is her life.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Do me a favour. Her life is her life. Dancing's just a job.
0:17:44 > 0:17:48Right, so Darwin Registrar is just a job.
0:17:56 > 0:18:00I've behaved badly, I know that.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03Neither of us have exactly covered ourselves in glory.
0:18:03 > 0:18:07What happened at the conference, it was a mistake.
0:18:07 > 0:18:12- I had a lot to drink.- You kissed me like your life depended on it.
0:18:12 > 0:18:16Look, I've got three weeks left here.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18You've been my best friend in this place.
0:18:18 > 0:18:22Now we can spend them avoiding each other, working in painful silence,
0:18:22 > 0:18:25or we can remember what made us friends in the first place,
0:18:25 > 0:18:30try and get back there, make these last three weeks bearable, at least.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36Sahira...
0:18:37 > 0:18:40- I'll try.- Thank you.
0:18:49 > 0:18:53There you are! Come on. You can't wander off like that. You know how busy we are.
0:18:53 > 0:18:57- Sorry.- All right, look, I've got the X-rays back for Jez Atkins.- And?
0:18:57 > 0:18:59You tell me.
0:19:02 > 0:19:06The abdomen is distended. And is that a mass?
0:19:06 > 0:19:09- Have the courage of your convictions, Petrenko.- It's a mass.
0:19:09 > 0:19:13- Yep. I'd say so. With bells on it. - So you think trauma caused that?
0:19:13 > 0:19:17- I don't know. Did he have any symptoms before today?- None at all.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19In that case, 100%.
0:19:19 > 0:19:23The trauma caused a retro-peritoneal haematoma. It's textbook.
0:19:23 > 0:19:27- What about the marks on his shins? - Well, he was on a motorcycle,
0:19:27 > 0:19:31he hits the Tarmac, rolls 30 yards. What else do you expect?
0:19:31 > 0:19:34- We've got to get him into theatre, fix that bleed.- So?
0:19:34 > 0:19:38- Put us out of our misery.- Yeah. - OK. I passed.
0:19:38 > 0:19:41- Course you did!- All right.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44Nurse McKee, let's prep Dr Atkins for theatre.
0:19:44 > 0:19:48Dr Petrenko is going to assist. I told you - nothing to worry about.
0:19:54 > 0:19:57How did you get on? Did you get the part?
0:19:57 > 0:20:00I know you think I'm a horrible person leaving Dad like that.
0:20:00 > 0:20:04- Not at all. I get it. Dancing's your life.- To answer your question,
0:20:04 > 0:20:09I didn't get it. Had to dope myself up on painkillers to get through it, and they didn't even look at me.
0:20:09 > 0:20:13The other two girls were 19 and 20, boobs out to here, waists like this.
0:20:16 > 0:20:20Maybe he's done me a favour. I'm 29. Time to give up.
0:20:20 > 0:20:25- 29? You're only a baby. - Not in my world.
0:20:25 > 0:20:29He was convinced I was going to get this one. How do I tell him?
0:20:31 > 0:20:34I'm not really in a position to give advice to anyone.
0:20:34 > 0:20:38But if your mind's made up, then you really ought to tell him.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41Personally, I think you should avoid upsetting him.
0:20:41 > 0:20:44We need to focus on making him better.
0:20:44 > 0:20:48You'll know when the time is right to tell him.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53What about that?
0:20:53 > 0:20:55It's a little bit sore.
0:20:55 > 0:20:59- And that?- Ow.- OK. Sorry.
0:20:59 > 0:21:02Right, Immy's presenting with abdominal bruising
0:21:02 > 0:21:04and increasing pain.
0:21:04 > 0:21:07I think there's a possibility of rib fracture.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10- I'll get Chrissie to do another X-ray.- Oh, I can ask her.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16Or... I mean...
0:21:16 > 0:21:17Why don't you?
0:21:22 > 0:21:25- What's the story there?- Story?
0:21:25 > 0:21:30- The blonde nurse and Mr Levy? - There is no story.- Oh, come on!
0:21:30 > 0:21:33They're not exactly discreet, are they?
0:21:33 > 0:21:35They're like a pair of teenagers.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37I don't know what I was so worried about.
0:21:37 > 0:21:41- Maybe he doesn't want to beat me to a pulp after all.- He wouldn't dare.
0:21:41 > 0:21:44No-one messes with my man.
0:21:44 > 0:21:48Guys, you might want to tone down the lovey-dovey stuff.
0:21:48 > 0:21:51It doesn't bother me, but when patients start commenting...
0:21:53 > 0:21:57- ..it just looks a bit unprofessional.- Of course.
0:22:01 > 0:22:02What the hell?
0:22:05 > 0:22:08- Petrenko?- Yes?
0:22:08 > 0:22:11- What's your opinion on this haematoma?- How bad is the bleed?
0:22:11 > 0:22:16Where is your head? Do you see a bleed?
0:22:16 > 0:22:19Well, no. It's more like...
0:22:19 > 0:22:25- The bowel's blue-grey.- Exactly. Not what we were expecting.
0:22:25 > 0:22:26Check out the texture.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31It's got this papery feel.
0:22:31 > 0:22:34- Could be fat wrapping? - Good guess. But wrong.
0:22:34 > 0:22:39OK. So, if it's not the haematoma...
0:22:39 > 0:22:40then what is it?
0:22:40 > 0:22:42Abscess. And it's not recent.
0:22:42 > 0:22:46- Oh. OK, so it's some kind of infection?- Yeah.
0:22:46 > 0:22:49All right, we need to wash it out.
0:22:49 > 0:22:53Let's drain this mother, get a culture and hotfoot it to the lab.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55Scalpel, let's prep the swab.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00OK, everyone, get ready.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02Hold your noses.
0:23:03 > 0:23:06- Yeuch!- Whoa. Oh!
0:23:06 > 0:23:09OK. Suction.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12OK, Petrenko, sort the Robinson drains, wash it and close.
0:23:29 > 0:23:30What the hell?
0:23:30 > 0:23:33- What did you hit? - MONITOR BEEPS
0:23:33 > 0:23:35It's the spleen. Let's pack it.
0:23:38 > 0:23:42What's going on with you today, Petrenko? You're better than this.
0:23:45 > 0:23:49I'd thoroughly recommend you try not to get agitated, Mr Waller.
0:23:49 > 0:23:53- I want Sadie!- You don't want to pull your drips out.- I want to see Sadie. - I'm right here, Dad!
0:23:53 > 0:23:56Look, you've got to go that audition.
0:23:56 > 0:24:00- You can't miss it just cos your stupid...- Dad, shush. I went.
0:24:00 > 0:24:03- What?- I made it to the audition.
0:24:03 > 0:24:06- I was a bit late, but when I explained...- BP is dropping.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09- The stress is not going to help him. - How did it go?- Shush.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Just listen to the doctor, OK?
0:24:11 > 0:24:14You've had a serious liver operation, Mr Waller.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18It was successful, but you need to recover. So please try not to get worked up.
0:24:23 > 0:24:28- Well?- It went really well, Dad.
0:24:28 > 0:24:30I got the job.
0:24:31 > 0:24:35I knew you would. I knew it! I knew you would.
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Frieda?
0:24:45 > 0:24:50What's going on? It's like someone's taken your batteries out today.
0:24:50 > 0:24:55You heard Jez, right? Half of your year failed. And you passed.
0:24:55 > 0:24:59- That's got to be good news, right? - I didn't pass.
0:24:59 > 0:25:03- What?- I lied.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06I have to see Hanssen at six o'clock.
0:25:13 > 0:25:15You've upped the relief?
0:25:15 > 0:25:20- Of course. But she's tachycardic and breathless.- What's her status?
0:25:20 > 0:25:22BP's low. Pain's increased.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24I'm concerned there's abdo damage or a bleed.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26Well, the X-ray doesn't show anything.
0:25:26 > 0:25:30- I think we should do an exploratory laparotomy.- What does that mean?
0:25:30 > 0:25:33- We need to get you into theatre. - No. No theatre.
0:25:33 > 0:25:38I need to get back to the stables. I've just spoken to the vet and he's about to do an X-ray.
0:25:38 > 0:25:42- Immy, we need a full picture of what's going on.- Surely we could do that with a CT scan?
0:25:42 > 0:25:47- The laparotomy gives us a better idea.- You heard her. She doesn't want to go.- With all due respect...
0:25:47 > 0:25:52- I'm the consultant. - But you're an orthopaedic consultant. I'm a general surgeon.
0:25:52 > 0:25:55She's tachycardic with exterior bruising and hypotensive.
0:25:55 > 0:25:59- Chrissie, could you book the CT Scanner for Immy?- Sorry, what?
0:25:59 > 0:26:02Thank you, Mr Levy, I can take it from here.
0:26:10 > 0:26:14Really, Petrenko? You going to disappear on us again?
0:26:14 > 0:26:15For God's sake.
0:26:15 > 0:26:19I'm just taking a breather. Running as far as the bus stop.
0:26:19 > 0:26:21Since when did you start smoking?
0:26:22 > 0:26:26Eddi told me. You need to keep this in perspective.
0:26:26 > 0:26:29Your perspective and my perspective are two very different things.
0:26:29 > 0:26:34So what's the worst that's going to happen? You retake your rotation. Big deal. Come here.
0:26:43 > 0:26:46- It's not that simple.- Why not?
0:26:49 > 0:26:51I've quit twice before.
0:26:51 > 0:26:57And the last time they let me on the F1 course only because Mr Hope wrote the letter.
0:26:58 > 0:27:01Well, until at least until six o'clock, you are my F1.
0:27:01 > 0:27:05- And right now I could really use your help on AAU.- Why?
0:27:05 > 0:27:07So I can come and stand like a zombie in theatre?
0:27:07 > 0:27:09How much help was I earlier?
0:27:11 > 0:27:13Actually, a lot.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15The splenic bleed you saw was from the trauma.
0:27:15 > 0:27:19Had nothing to do with the drain insert.
0:27:19 > 0:27:22And I was wrong about the haematoma. You were right.
0:27:22 > 0:27:27- There's obviously a pre-existing condition.- But Jez said...
0:27:27 > 0:27:31Did you ever think that Jez may not be telling you the whole truth?
0:27:33 > 0:27:35- Mr Hanssen.- Mr Douglas.
0:27:38 > 0:27:41- Well?- No. Forget about it. Nothing.
0:27:41 > 0:27:46- Sorry to bother you.- Mr Douglas? - It's something you ought to know.
0:27:47 > 0:27:50- About Sahira.- What about her?
0:27:57 > 0:27:59The patient's being prepped?
0:27:59 > 0:28:03His breathing suddenly became more laboured. BP dropped, 80/50.
0:28:03 > 0:28:06- Scans, please.- You'll see shadows. Possible lung trauma...
0:28:06 > 0:28:10- I do have eyes, Ms Shah. What are your thoughts, please?- Broken ribs.
0:28:10 > 0:28:15- Blood in the chest cavity. Blunt aortic injury?- More precisely?
0:28:15 > 0:28:20- Distal aorta.- Do we know if the RTA was a front or side-on impact?
0:28:20 > 0:28:22Side-on, according to the CTU report.
0:28:22 > 0:28:25Which means what is at the most risk, Ms Shah?
0:28:25 > 0:28:27- The proximal descending aorta. - Correct.
0:28:27 > 0:28:30Mr Douglas will not be joining us for surgery.
0:28:30 > 0:28:33Two pairs of hands will be sufficient.
0:28:33 > 0:28:37The brutal thing about a side-on impact - you never do see it coming.
0:28:44 > 0:28:48No can do. I've got a list longer than Hanssen's trousers.
0:28:48 > 0:28:51- I need a GS surgeon with me on this one.- See that big guy over there?
0:28:51 > 0:28:54- He's busy - AAU patients. - He doesn't look busy to me.
0:28:54 > 0:28:58- Look, Malick, just help me out here, will you?- All right.
0:28:58 > 0:29:01- If you'll admit what this is really about.- I don't know what you mean.
0:29:01 > 0:29:05- It doesn't bother you that Sacha and Chrissie...?- I'm an adult.
0:29:05 > 0:29:09Right. And in my experience, you're really good at expressing your emotions.
0:29:09 > 0:29:14- Not one for keeping things bottled up, right?- No.
0:29:14 > 0:29:19- Look, Dan, if it was me...- You're not me. You're nothing like me.
0:29:20 > 0:29:21OK! Well,
0:29:21 > 0:29:25I'm sorry, Dan, but I'm just too busy to take over from Sacha today.
0:29:25 > 0:29:28Guess you're just going to have to work with the man.
0:29:31 > 0:29:34I know this isn't easy for you. It's not easy for any of us.
0:29:34 > 0:29:37Seemed pretty easy for you. How long was it?
0:29:37 > 0:29:39Two, three days after we'd cancelled the wedding
0:29:39 > 0:29:42- that you and he...?- Dan, please.
0:29:42 > 0:29:47Sorry. You're right.
0:29:47 > 0:29:50Traverse section of the peritoneum.
0:29:50 > 0:29:52Left kidney. Spine. And...
0:29:56 > 0:29:59- Oh. Well, no wonder she's in so much pain.- Bleed?
0:30:01 > 0:30:08Well, her right kidney has been smashed to smithereens. What a mess.
0:30:08 > 0:30:11She said the horse slammed her against the stall.
0:30:11 > 0:30:13Must have been one hell of a kick.
0:30:16 > 0:30:21I can also see there's a fresh heterogeneous intrarenal haematoma.
0:30:21 > 0:30:23Any leakage?
0:30:23 > 0:30:27No active haemorrhage or urinary leakage that I can see,
0:30:27 > 0:30:29but it doesn't look great.
0:30:32 > 0:30:34- Dan... - We need to get her into theatre.
0:30:40 > 0:30:44Can we give him some O-neg blood through the rapid infuser, please?
0:30:44 > 0:30:47- Come on, we don't have time to waste here.- In a hurry, Ms Shah?
0:30:47 > 0:30:53- Somewhere else you need to be? - Scissors. I meant the patient.
0:30:57 > 0:31:01- Thank you.- Remove the distel and proximal clamps.
0:31:07 > 0:31:11MONITOR BEEPS Swab and suction! The patient needs more blood.
0:31:14 > 0:31:16It's the suture line. More 3-0 prolene.
0:31:27 > 0:31:28Excellent.
0:31:30 > 0:31:31Output good.
0:31:33 > 0:31:36There's no feeling like it, is there?
0:31:36 > 0:31:40- The exquisite choreography of theatre.- Nope.
0:31:40 > 0:31:43So you'd really be prepared to give it all away,
0:31:43 > 0:31:46- just to escape from an overbearing Irish colleague.- What?!
0:31:46 > 0:31:49I can't think of any other reason why you'd abandon a job
0:31:49 > 0:31:52most surgeons in the country would kill for.
0:31:56 > 0:31:59All right, soft bowel retractor, please.
0:32:02 > 0:32:05- Whoa!- Can you mobilise the kidney? - It's bleeding hard.
0:32:05 > 0:32:07More suction, please.
0:32:08 > 0:32:11Look, there's no way we can save it.
0:32:11 > 0:32:14I recommend a nephrectomy and sacrifice the kidney.
0:32:14 > 0:32:16From the CT, the other one is functioning properly.
0:32:17 > 0:32:21- Let's do it.- Great. Pair of Roberts clips, thank you.
0:32:30 > 0:32:32- Listen, Dan...- You don't have to...
0:32:32 > 0:32:37Please. Hear me out. Just let me explain, OK? Clip on the ureter.
0:32:37 > 0:32:42Scissors, please, and stand by with the 3-0 PDS suture. Thank you.
0:32:46 > 0:32:49The first thing I would like to say is of course
0:32:49 > 0:32:54- I'll reimburse you for the Australia tickets.- Forget about it! - Please. It's the least I can do.
0:32:56 > 0:33:00Now, I don't expect to be your best buddy,
0:33:00 > 0:33:03but if we're going to be working together,
0:33:03 > 0:33:06we should at least be on civil terms, what do you recon?
0:33:06 > 0:33:09Understood.
0:33:09 > 0:33:13I mean, you know, it's not like there was any kind of overlap.
0:33:13 > 0:33:17You and she had your amicable parting and then...
0:33:17 > 0:33:21- Is that what she said?- Absolutely. Chrissie explained everything to me.
0:33:21 > 0:33:26You and she just wanted... That's it. ..different things.
0:33:31 > 0:33:33You can close up.
0:33:41 > 0:33:44- This has nothing to do with Mr Douglas.- So why?
0:33:47 > 0:33:49My husband's been offered a job.
0:33:49 > 0:33:52Your husband is an anaesthetist, is he not?
0:33:52 > 0:33:55- What's that got to do with anything? - Because anaesthetists are two a penny,
0:33:55 > 0:33:59- whereas a surgeon of your calibre is not.- That's not the point.
0:33:59 > 0:34:03It's very much the point. I put my professional neck on the line for your cardiac trauma unit.
0:34:03 > 0:34:08Now you're telling me you're going to abandon it because your husband's fed up changing nappies.
0:34:08 > 0:34:11Well, give the cardiac trauma unit to someone else.
0:34:13 > 0:34:16Sir Fraser Anderson called me this morning.
0:34:16 > 0:34:18He's just become chairman of a new SHA.
0:34:18 > 0:34:21He's asked me to take over the running of Manchester Royal.
0:34:21 > 0:34:26- That's amazing.- I said no.- Why? - Because I believe in what we're building here.
0:34:26 > 0:34:28And I believe this is just the beginning.
0:34:28 > 0:34:31- Some things are more important than work.- Yes.
0:34:31 > 0:34:34If you're a number cruncher in a bank or a second-rate dancer,
0:34:34 > 0:34:37- I suppose they are. - My family will always come first.
0:34:39 > 0:34:41You won't be happy, you know that, do you?
0:34:41 > 0:34:44Every day you'll feel vaguely unfulfilled.
0:34:44 > 0:34:46You'll come to resent that husband of yours.
0:34:46 > 0:34:49Don't you ever presume to tell me about my marriage.
0:34:49 > 0:34:53What you felt in there just now,
0:34:53 > 0:34:55you won't feel that anywhere else.
0:34:55 > 0:34:59- Or with anyone else.- You're right.
0:34:59 > 0:35:04I do need to get away from an overbearing colleague.
0:35:04 > 0:35:06You just picked the wrong one.
0:35:12 > 0:35:14- How could you? - I haven't said anything to anyone!
0:35:14 > 0:35:17I promise you. The last person I'd tell is Sacha.
0:35:17 > 0:35:21He told me how you'd explained everything,
0:35:21 > 0:35:26- how we wanted different things.- We do, don't we?- I wanted to marry you.
0:35:26 > 0:35:28You were the one who couldn't handle...
0:35:28 > 0:35:31Couldn't handle what?
0:35:31 > 0:35:34You can't even say it.
0:35:34 > 0:35:37I'm sorry.
0:35:37 > 0:35:43Chrissie, I have made a big mistake letting you go. A huge mistake.
0:35:43 > 0:35:47- I can't believe you don't regret it too.- What are you talking about?
0:35:47 > 0:35:50- You and Sacha Levy? What even is that?- What do you mean?
0:35:50 > 0:35:53You used to laugh at the fact that he'd fathered your baby.
0:35:53 > 0:35:57- He was an accidental one night stand! He's not good enough for you! - You don't know him.
0:35:57 > 0:36:00- You and he won't last five minutes. - Don't do this.
0:36:00 > 0:36:03You're making a fool of yourself, jumping into some rebound fling.
0:36:03 > 0:36:07- It's not that.- No, Chrissie Williams wouldn't fall for just anyone.
0:36:07 > 0:36:10It's not like you haven't slept with half the hospital!
0:36:10 > 0:36:14Sacha loves me for who I am, not for how I make him look.
0:36:14 > 0:36:18I'm sorry we've hurt your pride. I'm sorry we've handled this so badly,
0:36:18 > 0:36:23but Sacha Levy is more of a man than you will ever be.
0:36:24 > 0:36:25Deal with it.
0:36:32 > 0:36:37Abdominal pain. Cramps. Weight loss. Joint pain.
0:36:37 > 0:36:39Nausea.
0:36:39 > 0:36:41Right?
0:36:41 > 0:36:43Diarrhoea.
0:36:43 > 0:36:46Any blood?
0:36:46 > 0:36:50- How long?- Couple of weeks. Maybe more.
0:36:50 > 0:36:53You told me you didn't have any of these symptoms until today.
0:36:53 > 0:36:55Patients lie. Didn't they teach you that in school?
0:36:55 > 0:36:58- You sabotaged my diagnosis. - I didn't mean to,
0:36:58 > 0:37:01but you wouldn't let it go. You just kept on and on.
0:37:01 > 0:37:05Successful diagnosis depends on complete patient history.
0:37:05 > 0:37:07Didn't they teach you that in medical school?
0:37:07 > 0:37:11- I don't have time to be ill. - So you just ignore your symptoms?
0:37:11 > 0:37:14I always planned to get myself sorted
0:37:14 > 0:37:18- as soon as I got my F1 results. - And? Was it worth it?
0:37:18 > 0:37:22They're being brought down to me. They should be here any minute.
0:37:24 > 0:37:26How about you?
0:37:26 > 0:37:31I have to go and see Hanssen at six o'clock.
0:37:31 > 0:37:34- I'm sorry.- Whatever.
0:37:36 > 0:37:38Frieda. Bloods and culture results.
0:37:45 > 0:37:48So you think it's Crohn's?
0:37:48 > 0:37:52Well, if you're right, he's going to be two, three months on the sidelines.
0:37:53 > 0:37:57I don't know if I'm right for sure. It's just a theory.
0:37:57 > 0:38:01Come on, Frieda. What did I tell you? Courage of your convictions.
0:38:01 > 0:38:05I want to be 100% certain before I tell him anything.
0:38:05 > 0:38:07So I would like an endoscopy.
0:38:09 > 0:38:11All right.
0:38:19 > 0:38:22Hi, Dad. How are you feeling?
0:38:22 > 0:38:26Like someone's done a rumba up and down my chest.
0:38:26 > 0:38:29You've been through a lot of surgery, Mr Waller.
0:38:29 > 0:38:33- Blood pressure is looking steady, though.- Hear that, Sadie?
0:38:33 > 0:38:38Back on the road in no time. First night here we come.
0:38:38 > 0:38:41- Don't think about that now. - Can't let the grass grow,
0:38:41 > 0:38:43- can you, doctor?- Certainly not.
0:38:43 > 0:38:47When's the first day of rehearsals, then?
0:38:47 > 0:38:50I have to go and sort you out some good digs.
0:38:53 > 0:38:55No, we won't.
0:38:55 > 0:38:59- I didn't get it. - I don't understand. You said...
0:38:59 > 0:39:02I can't do this anymore, Dad. I'm too old.
0:39:02 > 0:39:06I can't keep schlepping to endless auditions I'm never going to get.
0:39:06 > 0:39:08Now, come on, you just failed one audition.
0:39:08 > 0:39:12No! Dad, look at you!
0:39:12 > 0:39:14You're so tired, you fell asleep at the wheel.
0:39:14 > 0:39:19- I only let you carry on because I knew how much you wanted it for me! - I promised your mother!
0:39:19 > 0:39:22I had a chance then. Not any more.
0:39:22 > 0:39:26What have we done it all for, then? You tell me!
0:39:26 > 0:39:29- Just for you to give up now? - Dad, please!
0:39:29 > 0:39:35Everything your mum and I did for you... You can't give up.
0:39:37 > 0:39:39You can't.
0:39:46 > 0:39:48If you were guaranteed a consultancy -
0:39:48 > 0:39:52within six months, say - a considerable uplift in salary,
0:39:52 > 0:39:54would that make any difference?
0:39:57 > 0:39:59- Sorry.- Right.
0:39:59 > 0:40:02I've spoken to Human Resources.
0:40:02 > 0:40:04You have three weeks' leave from last year.
0:40:04 > 0:40:08That coupled with the standard notice period and a period of goodwill -
0:40:08 > 0:40:10let's call it gardening leave -
0:40:10 > 0:40:12means we've decided it would be best
0:40:12 > 0:40:15if you were to leave immediately, at the end of your shift.
0:40:15 > 0:40:19- What? Today?- As you say, you've made your mind up.
0:40:19 > 0:40:23The lady's not for turning. No point in prolonging your exit.
0:40:23 > 0:40:26Would you be so kind as to hand your pass in to security before you go?
0:40:34 > 0:40:39I'm sorry. I thought he was going to stop you going.
0:40:39 > 0:40:43He's a lot more cunning than I am.
0:40:43 > 0:40:48Actually, it had the opposite effect. He wants me to leave today.
0:40:48 > 0:40:51- What? He can't do that. - Apparently he can.
0:40:51 > 0:40:54Just tell me what to do.
0:40:54 > 0:40:58I'll step right back, give you want all the breathing space you need.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00Whatever it takes, I promise.
0:41:02 > 0:41:05- But don't go.- This isn't about you.
0:41:05 > 0:41:09- What is it about? - Rafi hasn't worked in a year.
0:41:09 > 0:41:13He's stayed at home, he's looked after the kids. He's supported me.
0:41:13 > 0:41:16It's his turn now.
0:41:16 > 0:41:22What kind of man lets his wife give up her top career?
0:41:22 > 0:41:27- If I was your husband... - Thank you. Thank you.
0:41:29 > 0:41:31You have no idea what a marriage is.
0:41:37 > 0:41:40Don't leave without saying goodbye.
0:41:51 > 0:41:55- A post-op infection? - It looks like it could be. Yes.
0:41:57 > 0:42:01- Who operated on me? - Mr Levy and I operated together.
0:42:01 > 0:42:05- Then he closed you up.- So this is your fault?- Hang on a minute...
0:42:05 > 0:42:08- You were the one pushing to cut me open!- Initially, yes.
0:42:08 > 0:42:12He tried to get rid of you. He wanted to get a proper doctor.
0:42:12 > 0:42:17- What do you think I am?- I don't even know. You just seem to spend your time flirting with her.
0:42:17 > 0:42:22Mr Hamilton here actually listens to his patients.
0:42:22 > 0:42:26- This is all your fault. I should sue you.- No.
0:42:26 > 0:42:28It's nobody's fault.
0:42:28 > 0:42:33- I'm afraid it's just bad luck. - Bad luck?- All operations carry some risk of infection.
0:42:33 > 0:42:37If we hadn't operated, we wouldn't be having this conversation.
0:42:37 > 0:42:40We can fight it with antibiotics. You'll be fine.
0:42:40 > 0:42:44- So you're closing rank? Doctors together.- I know that you're angry.
0:42:44 > 0:42:47But the truth is, this is nobody's fault.
0:42:49 > 0:42:52MOBILE RINGS
0:42:58 > 0:43:02- You're absolutely sure you saw ulcers in the GI tract?- Positive.
0:43:02 > 0:43:06All his other symptoms pointed to it. GI ulcers just confirm it.
0:43:06 > 0:43:09Two months with inflammation of the digestive system -
0:43:09 > 0:43:13- no wonder he was exhausted.- It would have also affected his eyesight,
0:43:13 > 0:43:16which is why he might not have seen the car coming at him.
0:43:16 > 0:43:20- You want me to break the news to him?- No. He's my patient.
0:43:20 > 0:43:25- It should be me.- Frieda. It's time.
0:43:46 > 0:43:49Yes, this is Henrik Hanssen.
0:43:49 > 0:43:51Could you ask Sir Fraser to give me a call
0:43:51 > 0:43:53as soon as he gets in, please?
0:43:55 > 0:43:56It concerns the Manchester Royal.
0:44:03 > 0:44:05Dr Petrenko?
0:44:05 > 0:44:08Yeah, in my letter it said I'm supposed
0:44:08 > 0:44:12to come and see you at 6pm.
0:44:12 > 0:44:15Oh, yes, of course. Well, come in.
0:44:21 > 0:44:24- I don't understand.- It's simple.
0:44:24 > 0:44:27You've achieved the highest score in the region.
0:44:28 > 0:44:33Oh, you're just being sarcastic. What you're saying is I got the worst mark in the region, right?
0:44:33 > 0:44:36I assure you I am as surprised as you are.
0:44:36 > 0:44:39I'd always assumed you were middle tier at best, but, no,
0:44:39 > 0:44:43hard empirical evidence would suggest otherwise.
0:44:46 > 0:44:49This is one of the weirdest moments of my life.
0:44:49 > 0:44:51Well. Thank you for your time, Dr Petrenko,
0:44:51 > 0:44:56- and congratulations indeed. - Yeah. Right. You too.
0:44:57 > 0:45:01- For what am I to be congratulated? - I don't know.
0:45:03 > 0:45:07Running the hospital! Nice job.
0:45:07 > 0:45:08Shake yourself by the hand.
0:45:10 > 0:45:12Thank you, Dr Petrenko.
0:45:22 > 0:45:25Thank you for sticking up for Sacha back there.
0:45:25 > 0:45:30It's the least I could do, after acting like such a jackass all day.
0:45:30 > 0:45:32- No...- Yes.
0:45:33 > 0:45:36The truth is, I thought I'd be fine with all this,
0:45:36 > 0:45:41but when I saw you and Sacha together...
0:45:41 > 0:45:44Usually when you break up with someone that's it.
0:45:44 > 0:45:48- They're out of your life. You can move on.- It all happened so quickly.
0:45:48 > 0:45:51- I wanted a chance to talk to you. - I'll be OK.
0:45:51 > 0:45:55- Don't you worry about me. - I can't help it.
0:45:55 > 0:45:58Just because we're not together doesn't mean I don't care.
0:45:58 > 0:46:04I want to see you happy. And I'm sure the right...person
0:46:04 > 0:46:06is just around the corner.
0:46:10 > 0:46:12I should finish these notes.
0:46:19 > 0:46:22- How are you, Mr Waller? - I feel like a prize chump.
0:46:22 > 0:46:25I'm afraid there's very little I can do about that.
0:46:25 > 0:46:29My wife and I were dancers. Ballroom, bit of Latin.
0:46:29 > 0:46:33Won a few competitions. Nothing fancy.
0:46:33 > 0:46:39My wife Wendy, she always regretted giving it up.
0:46:39 > 0:46:42She was determined that our Sadie would make it,
0:46:42 > 0:46:45- in the way she hadn't. - That's a common complaint.
0:46:45 > 0:46:50- Many parents try to live vicariously through their children.- That's it!
0:46:50 > 0:46:55That's exactly what it was. We were trying to live through her.
0:46:55 > 0:46:59And that's not fair, is it? I mean, it's her life.
0:46:59 > 0:47:03She's the one who should be living it.
0:47:03 > 0:47:06But you gave her discipline and a sense of vocation.
0:47:06 > 0:47:11- She should be grateful to you. - Yeah. And I'm sure she is.
0:47:11 > 0:47:14But my wife died ten years ago.
0:47:14 > 0:47:18Mr Waller, I'm your consultant surgeon.
0:47:18 > 0:47:21Family counselling is out of my remit, I'm afraid.
0:47:23 > 0:47:27But I would say that perhaps you've answered your own question.
0:47:27 > 0:47:30- MOBILE VIBRATES - Excuse me.
0:47:36 > 0:47:40- Have you got five minutes? - Certainly.
0:47:43 > 0:47:47Forgive me if I'm wrong, but I'd expect you to be happy right about now.
0:47:47 > 0:47:52Yeah, I'm going to go and tell him that he's got Crohn's disease
0:47:52 > 0:47:56- and I've got top marks. - Hey, Petrenko. Don't feel guilty.
0:47:56 > 0:48:00I know what you've been through and you have earned this.
0:48:00 > 0:48:02Never doubt that.
0:48:04 > 0:48:05Dyakuyu.
0:48:16 > 0:48:21- I know you and I've not always seen eye...- Could we skip the preamble, Mr Douglas?
0:48:21 > 0:48:25- She's making a huge mistake. - That's your opinion.- Oh, come on! - Mind your tone, please.
0:48:29 > 0:48:34You brought her here, you gave her CTU,
0:48:34 > 0:48:37everyone knows you've been controlling her career
0:48:37 > 0:48:41for the last 20 years, so why are you letting her do this?
0:48:41 > 0:48:44I am not letting her do anything.
0:48:44 > 0:48:47She's chosen to leave for personal reasons.
0:48:47 > 0:48:52I don't pretend to understand them, but we must respect them, must we not?
0:48:52 > 0:48:57Why are you taking such an interest?
0:48:57 > 0:48:59Sahira's my friend. I respect her.
0:49:03 > 0:49:06But not enough to trust her to make her own decisions?
0:49:06 > 0:49:09You don't want her to leave any more than I do.
0:49:09 > 0:49:12I'm not entirely sure what you expect me to do, Mr Douglas.
0:49:13 > 0:49:16I expect you to do whatever it takes.
0:49:20 > 0:49:22I'd half-suspected it might be Crohn's,
0:49:22 > 0:49:28but managed to convince myself it was just bad eating and too much caffeine.
0:49:28 > 0:49:33Yeah, you can convince yourself of anything if you try hard enough.
0:49:36 > 0:49:43- So how did it go with Hanssen?- Fine. I didn't fail after all.- Good.
0:49:44 > 0:49:48- I'm really pleased for you.- And you?
0:49:48 > 0:49:50Didn't quite cut it.
0:49:50 > 0:49:56- Looks like I might have to do my F1 again.- I'm sorry.
0:49:56 > 0:49:59Not that it makes much difference now.
0:50:01 > 0:50:06- So what's your next rotation? - I don't know. Look...
0:50:08 > 0:50:12I know you might not see anything positive in this right now.
0:50:12 > 0:50:16But I'm the one who knows everything about second chances.
0:50:16 > 0:50:22It's just a minor setback. You can come back bigger and better.
0:50:27 > 0:50:30- Maybe I'll do my rotation here. - Yeah.
0:50:30 > 0:50:33Come back in a year when I'm a CT1.
0:50:33 > 0:50:36I know how much you enjoy a scary Ukrainian woman
0:50:36 > 0:50:39barking orders at you.
0:50:39 > 0:50:42- And next time I'll try to remember your name.- Good.
0:50:42 > 0:50:47It's Dr Frieda Petrenko.
0:50:47 > 0:50:49Remember that.
0:51:03 > 0:51:06Thank you again, Sir Fraser. It was an extremely flattering offer.
0:51:06 > 0:51:08But I'm afraid it's going to be a no.
0:51:08 > 0:51:12I've never believed in leaving a job half-finished. Bye for now.
0:51:23 > 0:51:26Anna? This is Henrik Hanssen. I have an urgent request, please.
0:51:28 > 0:51:32How are you feeling? Your temperature's dropped.
0:51:32 > 0:51:37- The antibiotics are kicking in. - I'm feeling much better, thank you.
0:51:37 > 0:51:40I'm afraid I've been rather aggressive and rude all day.
0:51:42 > 0:51:46- Not at all.- Will you apologise to Mr Levy for me?- Sure.
0:51:48 > 0:51:53- I think I've been taking out my guilt on all of you.- Guilt for what?
0:51:54 > 0:51:59It's a tricky business breeding horses. You can't cheat.
0:52:01 > 0:52:05Unless a horse is conceived by the witnessed natural mating
0:52:05 > 0:52:07of a stallion and a mare,
0:52:07 > 0:52:13- the Jockey Club won't let you register the foal as a thoroughbred. - And that's where the money is?
0:52:13 > 0:52:17Mmm. Niven is the most beautiful stallion I have ever had,
0:52:17 > 0:52:21but he's, shall we say, a reluctant performer.
0:52:21 > 0:52:23You can lead a horse to water...
0:52:23 > 0:52:27If he can't prove himself, then his stud fee will be non-existent,
0:52:27 > 0:52:31and it won't even be worth my while to keep him financially. It's my livelihood.
0:52:31 > 0:52:36We're past oestrus now, but I've had a mare under heat lamps
0:52:36 > 0:52:42to prolong her season and this morning we were trying to force him.
0:52:42 > 0:52:47- Ah, and that's when he kicked off? - Poor old Niven.
0:52:47 > 0:52:50- How is he, by the way? - Oh, he's fine, panic over.
0:52:50 > 0:52:53The vet says it's a mild fracture.
0:52:53 > 0:52:56Well, that is good news.
0:52:56 > 0:53:00I've learnt my lesson. You can't fight nature, can you?
0:53:19 > 0:53:21Have you spoken to him?
0:53:24 > 0:53:26It's going to be so weird.
0:53:26 > 0:53:31This has been our life for so long, me and him.
0:53:31 > 0:53:33Auditions. Jobs. Work.
0:53:36 > 0:53:39I'm not even sure who I am without it.
0:53:39 > 0:53:41I guess you're about to find out.
0:53:41 > 0:53:45Your father is going to need you over the next few weeks.
0:53:45 > 0:53:47Months, even.
0:53:48 > 0:53:53Be nice to have a chance to look after him for once.
0:53:53 > 0:53:57Thank you. And will you thank Mr Hanssen for me too?
0:53:59 > 0:54:01Sure.
0:54:06 > 0:54:12- Hey, Mr Hamilton! Nice day at the office?- I've had better.
0:54:13 > 0:54:17Yeah, must've been a bit cosy, but, still,
0:54:17 > 0:54:19you managed to front it out.
0:54:19 > 0:54:24I apologise for snapping earlier. It was uncalled for.
0:54:24 > 0:54:26It's cool.
0:54:26 > 0:54:32You know, I was just heading down to the pub for a pint. Don't suppose you...?
0:54:36 > 0:54:42- I don't think so.- All right, well, if you change your mind...- Thanks.
0:55:01 > 0:55:04- Your shift's almost over.- Yep.
0:55:05 > 0:55:08I don't believe you're really going to go.
0:55:08 > 0:55:12- Well, let's just pretend that I'm not.- Why?
0:55:12 > 0:55:16That way we won't have to go through the...
0:55:16 > 0:55:20- awful, awkward goodbyes.- Good.
0:55:22 > 0:55:26Cos I'm still trying to get over the last one.
0:55:28 > 0:55:32Right, so tonight is like any other night
0:55:32 > 0:55:35and I shall be back here tomorrow morning, same as ever.
0:55:35 > 0:55:40- I'll see you tomorrow then. - I shall see you tomorrow.
0:55:45 > 0:55:47Sahira...
0:55:47 > 0:55:50MOBILE RINGS
0:55:59 > 0:56:00Hi, darling.
0:56:12 > 0:56:14Ah, I was just popping up to say goodbye.
0:56:14 > 0:56:19- Sorry we haven't had a chance to organise... - I've just spoken to Rafi.
0:56:19 > 0:56:23- Everything in place for Nottingham? - This is your doing!- I'm sorry? What is?
0:56:23 > 0:56:27I know it's you. The fact that Rafi's just been offered another anaesthetist job
0:56:27 > 0:56:31out of the blue with a higher pay grade than Nottingham -
0:56:31 > 0:56:36- I'm supposed to believe that that's just a coincidence?- I don't know. Where's the offer from?- Henrik!
0:56:36 > 0:56:40It's not too late for you to change your mind about leaving, by the way.
0:56:40 > 0:56:44- I've arranged a locum to cover you short term.- What makes you think I changed my mind?
0:56:44 > 0:56:48I was just availing you of the options. I suppose if your husband's offer
0:56:48 > 0:56:51- is from a hospital in Truro, or Shetland...- You know very well where it's from.
0:56:51 > 0:56:54- It's from Holby General.- Really?
0:56:54 > 0:56:57That's a happy coincidence, isn't it? I had no idea.
0:56:57 > 0:57:00Enjoy the holiday. See you in a few weeks.
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