0:00:40 > 0:00:44One in five nurses have been cut and Hanssen has handed you a 50 grand project
0:00:44 > 0:00:47after you insisted you could lead it, so lead it or go!
0:00:47 > 0:00:49I know it's not best for this hospital,
0:00:49 > 0:00:51but I simply can't let you go.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53The villa is lovely.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55Lovely enough for a honeymoon? Marry me.
0:00:59 > 0:01:03You're going to convince the powers that be to give this place FT status.
0:01:03 > 0:01:06- And if I fail?- That would make you a captain of the Titanic.
0:01:06 > 0:01:09This is a girl who lost her mother and grandmother to breast cancer.
0:01:09 > 0:01:14I promised her and myself that I would never have to go through what she did.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17It leaked everywhere. It's got to be some faulty implant.
0:01:17 > 0:01:21If you think I would compromise a patient's health for the sake of personal politics...
0:01:21 > 0:01:23See you on the ice.
0:01:35 > 0:01:36ALARM RINGS
0:01:50 > 0:01:54- So why are they still here?! - No porters. Staff shortages.
0:01:54 > 0:01:58- Look, don't blame me.- Brilliant(!) Because I'm not busy enough as it is.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Good morning.
0:02:00 > 0:02:01Not.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07This might cheer you up. You've made page three.
0:02:07 > 0:02:11Yeah, well, this is what the future really looks like. Admin hell.
0:02:11 > 0:02:15HR unaware of vacancies so no...one signed off on agency staff,
0:02:15 > 0:02:18and now no-one has to report to Hanssen,
0:02:18 > 0:02:22- everything's stalling, I have been chasing my tail all night. - Did you mean to wear this dress?
0:02:24 > 0:02:28- We have three admissions from AAU. - Oh, no, we don't.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Look, Lakey, just go and tell them, OK?
0:02:30 > 0:02:35It's a "ll," not a "L!" Put your tongue behind your teeth and blow.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37Tell you what, girls...coffee.
0:02:37 > 0:02:43And when I'm down there, I'll see if AAU can't hold them for a wee bit longer. Cool it.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Hour tops, you're out of here.
0:02:47 > 0:02:51- Spit it out.- Theatre is saying you've double booked patients for today.
0:02:51 > 0:02:55What?! No, no, impossible. Sessions are over-running.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58Sorry, I've to got to go and do the drugs round.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00Enough!
0:03:00 > 0:03:04PHONE RINGS
0:03:07 > 0:03:11PHONE CONTINUES TO RING
0:03:17 > 0:03:19One moment, please.
0:03:19 > 0:03:20Come in.
0:03:20 > 0:03:24Ah, Ms Shah. I see from your face you've not come for coffee or croissants.
0:03:24 > 0:03:29Henrik, you do realise while you're tucked away here in your bunker,
0:03:29 > 0:03:32there is a massive communication breakdown going on.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35Elliot's on holiday, Jac's away, I am drowning in paperwork!
0:03:35 > 0:03:40And you are a victim therefore of your own success, I'm afraid.
0:03:40 > 0:03:46Look, let's face it, the cardiac trauma unit is a visceral example of clinical excellence.
0:03:46 > 0:03:50And a much-needed morale boost for this hospital at the moment.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52And the cardiac trauma unit is, after all, you.
0:03:52 > 0:03:57People like you. They defer to you. They trust you.
0:03:57 > 0:04:01And if you're good at your job, it makes it a bit harder.
0:04:01 > 0:04:05- Yes, but...- I know only too well. It comes with the territory.
0:04:05 > 0:04:08If anyone can weather the storm, it's you.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09Anything else?
0:04:09 > 0:04:11BLEEPING
0:04:14 > 0:04:16'What is going on here?'
0:04:16 > 0:04:19Is this a hospital or a refugee camp?!
0:04:19 > 0:04:23Ah, man, look at this. A lap common bile duct exploration. Yes!
0:04:23 > 0:04:25- The M&M show, taking over your blocks.- What?
0:04:25 > 0:04:28- M&M, you and me. See what I did there?- No. No can do.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31- What?- That is going to take me into overtime, and not the good kind.
0:04:31 > 0:04:35Without wanting to rain on your parade, with six weeks to go, what is the point?
0:04:35 > 0:04:38I'm done taxing myself. Want to see my kids once in a blue moon.
0:04:38 > 0:04:42Come on, you can see the state of this place, we need all hands on deck!
0:04:42 > 0:04:43Fine, then call Hanssen!
0:04:43 > 0:04:48What am I, the only GS consultant in this dump? Or get Petrenko, she's handy with a scalpel.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51- The Swede's not operating at the mo. - Are you kidding me?!
0:04:51 > 0:04:55Petrenko's still AWOL, not taking anyone's calls. Answers on a postcard.
0:04:55 > 0:04:59All right, what have we got?
0:04:59 > 0:05:04AAU transfer, female patient with a deep laceration above the left eyebrow, Rose MacNamara.
0:05:04 > 0:05:10In fact, you should know her. Says you did a double mastectomy and a reconstruction.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Rose?!
0:05:13 > 0:05:16Mr Spence! That your new boyfriend?
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Hey!
0:05:30 > 0:05:32I missed you.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34- When did you land? - About an hour ago.
0:05:34 > 0:05:38- But the ward called to say they're swamped.- My hero.
0:05:38 > 0:05:42Yep. Nothing to do with a certain girl I just had to see.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44- Girl. Say that again.- Girl.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47- Look who's here!- Hey.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50- Hey.- How was your trip?
0:05:50 > 0:05:53Good.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Er, I've come to chase up that favour...
0:05:55 > 0:05:58Yes, yes, we'll keep them. Anything for the best man.
0:06:00 > 0:06:01Thanks for that, Chrissie.
0:06:02 > 0:06:07Right, seeing as you're here, you could help me with bed seven, Made In Chelsea.
0:06:07 > 0:06:12Got thrown off her horse and very anxious she'll miss her flight to Nice.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15It's pretty nasty, Rose. How did it happen?
0:06:15 > 0:06:18I slipped in the supermarket. Floor was wet.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21Have you had any blackouts or felt any dizziness?
0:06:21 > 0:06:22Feel a bit sick.
0:06:22 > 0:06:26OK, well... Your X-ray's all clear.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29You're probably just slightly concussed, so make sure you stay awake.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32It's nice to see you again.
0:06:34 > 0:06:38I did want to come back here, you know, for the implants.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40I wanted you to do it,
0:06:40 > 0:06:44but they said you were away and I had to go to St James's.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46Plus Brendan thought it was for the best.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48Brendan?
0:06:49 > 0:06:52Wow, quick work. Congratulations.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55Well, when you know, you know.
0:06:55 > 0:06:57Will you see if Mr Porter is available to do the procedure?
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Sorry, I don't understand?
0:06:59 > 0:07:05Um...I am not authorised to perform plastic procedures at the moment.
0:07:05 > 0:07:09You should not have been referred to me in the first place.
0:07:09 > 0:07:13- But that's ridiculous. - It's out of my hands. - I'm sure they can make an exception?
0:07:13 > 0:07:16- How long will I have to wait for this guy? Who is he? - He's a plastics registrar.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18So not as good as you, then?
0:07:18 > 0:07:23No, he's OK, I promise. I'll tell you what, I'll call for him myself.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29Then she broke into a canter and straight into a gallop.
0:07:29 > 0:07:34Totally random. First thought nothing of it but then my arm just ballooned and I had to stop packing.
0:07:34 > 0:07:37Oh, dear. Now that is a catastrophe.
0:07:38 > 0:07:43Did you say your name was Hamilton? Dan Hamilton?
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Are you sure we've not met before?
0:07:45 > 0:07:47I don't think so.
0:07:47 > 0:07:50- Ha! That's it. Got it!- What?
0:07:50 > 0:07:53St Michael's! You went to St Michael's! Olivia Grandage?
0:07:53 > 0:07:55I went to St Augustine's.
0:07:55 > 0:08:01Ah. It's all coming back. They're prep schools, adjoining ones.
0:08:01 > 0:08:02You don't say.
0:08:02 > 0:08:06I knew it! You used to date Tilly HD!
0:08:06 > 0:08:08- As in High Definition? - Huntingdon Daley.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10How the devil is she?
0:08:10 > 0:08:15- Haven't got a clue. Last I heard she was getting married to Cosmo Westbury.- Oh, long divorced.
0:08:15 > 0:08:21Good old Tills. How about you? Weren't you engaged? Like, twice? To, er...
0:08:21 > 0:08:25Thingy. Anne Mears. Can't remember the name of the other one, but presumably you and she...
0:08:25 > 0:08:29Er, no. No, no. That didn't work out, either.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31This is my fiancee.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Anyway, seeing as we're slightly snowed under...
0:08:36 > 0:08:39Yeah. Of course. Good news. it's not the Ebola virus.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42- Oh.- Bad news, I'm afraid you can forget about Nice for today.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Oh, you are joking.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47'Fraid not. I'd like to do an X-rays and all the rest, please.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49I'm on it.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52Thank you. Excuse me.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57I'm sorry about earlier with Greg.
0:08:57 > 0:09:01You could have told me that you haven't even asked him yet,
0:09:01 > 0:09:04- save me looking like a fool. - About that...
0:09:04 > 0:09:06Thought you were off?
0:09:06 > 0:09:09Yeah, right... So they both fell together?
0:09:09 > 0:09:12- Yeah, right through the conservatory roof. - When did they radio?
0:09:12 > 0:09:1620 minutes ago. Looks like we'll be working on them on the way to the theatre.
0:09:16 > 0:09:20I thought you said he was due out of theatre 15 minutes ago.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Yes, as soon as. Thank you.
0:09:23 > 0:09:24- Dog with a bone, that one.- What?
0:09:24 > 0:09:25She's on you, bro.
0:09:25 > 0:09:31- Ah, great.- I'm playing. What's the big deal? She was referred here. Just treat it as GS rather than plastics.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34In this climate? Gotta play by the rules.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36- Specially me.- Screw the rules.
0:09:36 > 0:09:41- Fix her and let her go rather than stew here for hours.- Yeah, hey, if I could, I would.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43All sorted?
0:09:43 > 0:09:46Yeah. I think so. Just go ahead and do the procedure.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Yeah, yeah, I know,
0:09:48 > 0:09:50I'd have expected her to run a mile at the sight of you, but...
0:09:50 > 0:09:53She's aware of the facts,
0:09:53 > 0:09:55and she's still adamant that she wants you.
0:09:55 > 0:10:00She says there's no-one else who would do a good enough job on that scar of hers.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02And she may have a point there.
0:10:02 > 0:10:06So, what the patient wants, the patient gets.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09- I don't know. I don't think it's a good idea.- I'll hold your hand.
0:10:09 > 0:10:10Look, Michael.
0:10:10 > 0:10:18I commend your caution, but it is just a few sutures and a blast of your legendary charm.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39Dad! Dad!
0:10:39 > 0:10:41Can you hear me?
0:10:41 > 0:10:45Nigel? Nigel, that buffoon from the engagement party?
0:10:45 > 0:10:47He's not a buffoon.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50You weren't there when he asked me had I ever been with another woman.
0:10:50 > 0:10:53We go back a long way. He's a good bloke!
0:10:53 > 0:10:56He's...solid as a rock, heart of gold...
0:10:56 > 0:10:58He's going through a rough patch with his girlfriend.
0:10:58 > 0:11:02I think he could use a pick-me-up. Just occurred to me...
0:11:02 > 0:11:05You've asked him already, haven't you?
0:11:05 > 0:11:08Have you and Greg had an argument or something?
0:11:08 > 0:11:12- Course not. - Well, he seemed a bit cagey earlier.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14What?
0:11:14 > 0:11:18Nothing. Would have been nice if we'd discussed it first.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20Come on. It's my decision.
0:11:20 > 0:11:21Side room, please.
0:11:21 > 0:11:27Look, we'll talk about this later, you've got to get on, and so do I.
0:11:27 > 0:11:28Oh, don't be like this.
0:11:28 > 0:11:34- No, you're right, it's your decision.- Listen, you.
0:11:34 > 0:11:39Let's not fall out over the trappings. We're getting married.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42We have the rest of our lives to bicker.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45They've each had 15m g of morphine at the scene.
0:11:45 > 0:11:51GCS ten on arrival, dropped to seven en route, Woody was GCS 14 on arrival...
0:11:51 > 0:11:54- Careful, there may be glass travelling through them. - Is my dad OK?
0:11:54 > 0:11:57On my count. One, two, three.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59Is my dad OK?
0:11:59 > 0:12:05Listen to me. My name's Sahira. You're going to be fine, we're going to take a good care of you.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08- Try not to talk. - It's OK, honey, it's OK.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11Your dad's asleep now - he can't talk. But I need you to keep your strength.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Try to keep quiet.
0:12:13 > 0:12:18We're going to do our best to make him better, but I need you to help me.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21You're not in a sulk because I got married, are you?
0:12:23 > 0:12:24Joke!
0:12:26 > 0:12:30Come on, Mr Spence, crack a smile, I hate hospitals enough as it is.
0:12:30 > 0:12:34What is with you? You know what happened here.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36Anyone else would ask for another doctor.
0:12:36 > 0:12:40I'm not anybody else. And I owe you.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42No, really. I do.
0:12:42 > 0:12:45I remember that day, what you did for me.
0:12:45 > 0:12:49You gave me the confidence to get out there. I'd never met Brendan otherwise.
0:12:49 > 0:12:52I mean it. You changed my life.
0:12:52 > 0:12:53I feel safe with you.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55I guess what they say about blondes is true.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57And you look gayer than ever.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Let's get you scanned.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03Out the way! Out the way!
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Mum. Mum. Where are we?
0:13:05 > 0:13:09- Keep still, baby. - Gavin's 80 systolic, heart rate 120, Woody systolic at 100.
0:13:09 > 0:13:13Let's get some more lines and cross match eight units each.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Get the fire brigade set up for theatre.
0:13:15 > 0:13:20Page Malick and Mr Hanssen. We need a team standing by to work on Gavin once we separate.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23Stay still. OK, stay still.
0:13:23 > 0:13:27We need X-rays. Get a radiographer in here.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30- Both sets of notes are being sent up here.- Get copies to Keller.
0:13:30 > 0:13:34- This is it, Mrs Blakeman. Thank you. - It's fine, OK? It's going to be fine.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37Can we get O neg blood and we need a chest X-ray.
0:13:37 > 0:13:42- Sats are dropping. He's in distress, we need to intubate him. - Can someone take care of the mum?
0:13:42 > 0:13:46Ms Shah, can you sign this order for the trauma series X-rays?
0:13:46 > 0:13:47And a cross match blood!
0:13:47 > 0:13:49I'm going to intubate!
0:13:49 > 0:13:51Sahira!
0:13:51 > 0:13:53Sahira!
0:13:53 > 0:13:55PHONE RINGS
0:14:02 > 0:14:05No. I thought I made it clear.
0:14:05 > 0:14:10Until I've completed the FT application, my surgical list is suspended.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12I'm sure Mr Spence is more than capable.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18How we doing?
0:14:18 > 0:14:21Gavin's B/P 80 systolic, tachy 120, stats 90%.
0:14:21 > 0:14:26Woody's B/P 110 systolic, pulse 120, sats 95%.
0:14:26 > 0:14:31- Have we given Gavin more blood?- Yeah. - Right, OK, let's separate them.
0:14:31 > 0:14:32Stand by.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51Right, on my count.
0:14:51 > 0:14:54One, two three.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56Easy.
0:14:56 > 0:15:00Get me a chest and pelvic X-ray and a C spine.
0:15:04 > 0:15:07- I'm going to go talk to the mother. - OK.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12- Monteggia fracture. Classic. - Could you smell booze on her breath?
0:15:12 > 0:15:14Can't say I did, no.
0:15:14 > 0:15:18- Right. Well, I'm afraid Nice is definitely off the cards.- Oh!
0:15:18 > 0:15:22You've managed to both fracture and dislocate your arm.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25- The best way to sort it out is to take you into theatre. - No. No way.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28I don't want an operation. What else can you do?
0:15:28 > 0:15:31Well, we could try and manipulate it manually.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33Right, let's do that, then.
0:15:33 > 0:15:37OK, but we'll have to wait for the swelling to go down,
0:15:37 > 0:15:42which will take time, and I should warn you, the manipulation may be very uncomfortable.
0:15:42 > 0:15:45No worries. My father was in the navy.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47I see. Stiff upper lip.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49Absolutely. Say nothing and smile.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52- Is there anyone I can call for you? - No, there's no-one.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55But seeing as I'm grounded, can you get me out a cup of tea, Nurse?
0:15:55 > 0:15:58Actually, it's sister.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01Bigging up your part, sweetie.
0:16:01 > 0:16:02Please?
0:16:02 > 0:16:06I'll get someone to do that for you.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09Right, we'll wait a bit, pop the arm back in
0:16:09 > 0:16:11and then plaster it for you, OK?
0:16:11 > 0:16:12Can I have a word, please?
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Someone's in the doghouse.
0:16:17 > 0:16:21Let me take you to your wife, Mr MacNamara. Mr Spence is in theatre now, but as soon...
0:16:21 > 0:16:25Michael Spence? Michael Spence is treating my wife?
0:16:29 > 0:16:34I don't want to mislead you. They're both in theatre and in a critical condition.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37We don't yet know the extent of their injuries.
0:16:41 > 0:16:42Mrs Blakeman?
0:16:42 > 0:16:47I was in the shower when it happened. Suddenly this bang.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50This bang and Woody screaming...
0:16:52 > 0:16:53Is there anyone I can call for you?
0:16:53 > 0:16:57Loud scream. And... And an...echo.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03And that's when they must have hit the glass,
0:17:03 > 0:17:06cos I heard this...crunch.
0:17:06 > 0:17:09I have to get back to theatre.
0:17:09 > 0:17:14I told Gavin not to go on the roof, I told him... Leave it to the builders, don't do it yourself.
0:17:14 > 0:17:19He wouldn't listen, and Woody was always following him around like a puppy everywhere.
0:17:22 > 0:17:26Are you sure there's no-one I can call for you? A friend? A relative?
0:17:26 > 0:17:29And I was in the shower. I was in the shower...
0:17:29 > 0:17:32Doing the shopping list in my head. That's when I heard...
0:17:34 > 0:17:39House is like a building site. They must have just slipped.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42I didn't know he went up there, and when I heard it was too late,
0:17:42 > 0:17:45it was too late...
0:17:45 > 0:17:49There was nothing I could do, was there? Was there? Was there?
0:17:49 > 0:17:54- Katie, Katie, Katie, Katie, Listen. Your boys need you.- Yes.
0:17:54 > 0:17:58Now I am going to everything I can for your family.
0:17:58 > 0:18:02I will keep you in the loop at every stage. I promise.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04I'm really sorry, Ms Shah. You're wanted.
0:18:05 > 0:18:09Oh, oh, God, look at the state of me.
0:18:09 > 0:18:14Gavin's always saying if it was up to me, I'd do the school run in my pyjamas.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17- Don't worry, we'll sort you out a change of clothes.- Thank you.
0:18:18 > 0:18:24Cos God...God help me when he wakes up and sees me looking like a dog's dinner, right?
0:18:32 > 0:18:34So, no scatter. What about Rose?
0:18:34 > 0:18:38- Husband here yet? - Yeah, he's here. They're fine.
0:18:38 > 0:18:39OK.
0:18:39 > 0:18:44- Let's set up warm saline and a bair hugger. All right, people. let's fix this poor guy.- All right!
0:18:44 > 0:18:49Give him one litre of gelo and I want 2 units of O neg in theatre.
0:18:49 > 0:18:54Oh! There's a change of clothes in my locker.
0:18:54 > 0:18:58We can't leave her in that bathrobe. Theatre.
0:18:58 > 0:19:02And don't tell her anything without my say-so, OK?
0:19:02 > 0:19:05I'm going to have to remove the spleen, it's shot to pieces.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07You do the aorta. I'll take the liver.
0:19:07 > 0:19:09- BLEEPING - Ah, crap.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Malick, start packing. Suction!
0:19:13 > 0:19:14He's just bleeding out.
0:19:14 > 0:19:18MACHINES BLEEP
0:19:18 > 0:19:19Oh, no, no, no, no.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22All right, charge to 200.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25Clear!
0:19:25 > 0:19:29- Damn. There's a lot of scatter.- We couldn't get adequate neck imaging.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32We need to know the exact position or we can't get the pole out.
0:19:32 > 0:19:36Let's get a spiral scan before his sats drop, and I want a GS in here.
0:19:36 > 0:19:40- Shall I try Griffin? - No, Mr Hanssen. Tell him I insist.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42I didn't authorise this.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45It was the smell. I actioned them with the initial bloods.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48- It's a good job I did. She's obviously been on a bender.- Right.
0:19:48 > 0:19:54- I've ordered LFTs so we'll see what that brings up.- That's unnecessary.
0:19:54 > 0:19:59- You don't you think anything's going on?- Are you sure she's not rubbing you up the wrong way?
0:19:59 > 0:20:02I'm concerned that you're being swayed by the fact that you know her.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05And you know what you're like with confrontation.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08Oh, for heaven's sake! Is this about Greg?
0:20:08 > 0:20:10Well?
0:20:10 > 0:20:14Have you explained it to him yet? He's your best friend, he's going to be upset.
0:20:14 > 0:20:18It isn't like the whole bridesmaids thing. It's not going to be handbags at dawn.
0:20:18 > 0:20:22I will tell him. In my own time. In my own way.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28- Let's call it, Michael.- Not yet.
0:20:30 > 0:20:31Michael...
0:20:31 > 0:20:34BLEEPING
0:20:36 > 0:20:38You call it.
0:20:54 > 0:20:55Oh, no.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57Thanks.
0:21:01 > 0:21:06That was Malick. Gavin didn't make it.
0:21:06 > 0:21:11Right, let's stabilise Woody, get him to ITU until we know more.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13I'm going to have to tell Katie.
0:21:24 > 0:21:28What's happened? I know something's happened. What's happened?
0:21:28 > 0:21:31- I'm really sorry but I'll have to get a consultant.- You have to tell me.
0:21:31 > 0:21:35- I'm afraid...- Tell me, please. Please don't do this to me!
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Just tell me. Come on.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41I'm so sor... Help!
0:21:41 > 0:21:42Mrs Blakeman!
0:21:45 > 0:21:47Michael.
0:21:49 > 0:21:50Yeah. What?
0:21:50 > 0:21:52Rose's MRI scan.
0:21:52 > 0:21:55You tell me. It's showing nothing.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57Man, you look like crap.
0:21:57 > 0:22:01There's nothing more you could have done.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04I so need this...
0:22:05 > 0:22:07At least that's good.
0:22:07 > 0:22:11Just to give you the heads up on Clark Kent.
0:22:11 > 0:22:13Not sure he's your biggest fan.
0:22:13 > 0:22:18- Mr Spence, this is my husband, Brendan. - Mr MacNamara, it's a pleasure.
0:22:18 > 0:22:21- How are you feeling?- She's been sick and the head's no better.
0:22:21 > 0:22:25- Rose?- I'm feeling a bit crap.
0:22:25 > 0:22:30Well, your head CT's come back fine. We can give you more painkillers and some anti-sickness meds.
0:22:30 > 0:22:33- Really, how much longer is she going to have to wait?- Brendan!
0:22:33 > 0:22:36- Can I have a word?- Sure.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40I read all about you in the papers
0:22:40 > 0:22:43and I'm really not happy about you treating Rose.
0:22:43 > 0:22:47I understand. But today's procedure is superficial and extremely straightforward.
0:22:47 > 0:22:52She can remain awake and I'm confident we can have Rose up and out of here within the hour,
0:22:52 > 0:22:57as good as new. After that, none of us have to see each other ever again. Deal?
0:23:02 > 0:23:06I... I want to see my baby.
0:23:07 > 0:23:10I need to see him. Oh, my god.
0:23:10 > 0:23:13- I'm going to have to go phone theatre.- Please...
0:23:15 > 0:23:18Thank God you're here. I'm so sorry but she grabbed the file.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20It's OK, it's fine...
0:23:22 > 0:23:23I need to see him.
0:23:25 > 0:23:30- Please can I see Woody? - Of course. Of course.
0:23:30 > 0:23:35We'll be moving him to ITU shortly before we take him back into theatre.
0:23:35 > 0:23:38I'm so, so sorry about your husband.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43He's just looking out for me, you know.
0:23:43 > 0:23:48It's totally understandable. Let me know if you feel anything.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51He's the best. He does everything for me, everything.
0:23:51 > 0:23:52How did you guys meet?
0:23:52 > 0:23:57The Masai Mara, of all places. On safari.
0:23:57 > 0:24:00I'd never touched any of the money Mum had left me,
0:24:00 > 0:24:06but after you did my reconstruction, I decided to take Dad.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09I mean, you've got to do these things while you can.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12You know those sunset hot air balloon tours,
0:24:12 > 0:24:15what I was thinking, the way I am with heights...
0:24:15 > 0:24:21I freaked out a bit and Brendan just totally chilled me out,
0:24:21 > 0:24:26pointing out baby hippo and force-feeding me champagne.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28Rose, are you OK?
0:24:28 > 0:24:29Rose?!
0:24:31 > 0:24:33I'm...I'm cold...
0:24:33 > 0:24:36BUZZER
0:24:36 > 0:24:38I'm so sorry about Gavin,
0:24:38 > 0:24:43and I know the confusion can only have added to your distress.
0:24:43 > 0:24:47Oh, God. This isn't happening. This isn't happening.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49Would you like to see your son?
0:24:49 > 0:24:53I thought he was dead. You made me think he was dead.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56I know, and it's unforgivable.
0:24:56 > 0:24:59You called for me, Ms Shah?
0:25:02 > 0:25:04Fever's up. 39.9. What are we looking at?
0:25:04 > 0:25:08No idea unless it's a reaction to the anaesthetic, or the painkillers. Rose, listen.
0:25:08 > 0:25:13Has anything like this has happened before? Have you taken any medication? Any inoculations?
0:25:13 > 0:25:16- C...Could that be causing? - It's a possibility.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19- What the hell's going on?- We're not sure. She's having a rigour episode.
0:25:19 > 0:25:23- Has anything like this has happened before?- No. What have you done?
0:25:23 > 0:25:26Push some Hartmanns. Run FBCs, Us and Es and run thyroid function tests.
0:25:26 > 0:25:30She was fine before you touched her!
0:25:33 > 0:25:35I'd forgotten all about it, you took so bloody long.
0:25:35 > 0:25:38It's a busy ward, not Downton Abbey.
0:25:38 > 0:25:42No, no, I didn't say I didn't want it. I'm dryer than a witch's teat.
0:25:42 > 0:25:45- Are the painkillers kicking in yet? - A bit.
0:25:45 > 0:25:51Look, darling, I hope I didn't offend earlier talking about the old days and the ex fiascos.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53Word was neither of them were right for him.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56I'm sure you're Sister Right.
0:25:56 > 0:25:59Mr Hamilton should be back soon.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01No sugar.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04Would you like me to get you some?
0:26:04 > 0:26:07No need. There's some sweeteners in my bag. If you could...
0:26:25 > 0:26:28Did it not occur to you, Nurse Jones,
0:26:28 > 0:26:31to check the identity of the deceased before informing the relative?
0:26:31 > 0:26:36- Yes - it wasn't like that.- It was the responsibility of the surgeon to manage the situation.
0:26:36 > 0:26:40- Is this what you call putting the trust back into Holby?- That's not...
0:26:40 > 0:26:43- Where are we with the boy? - Spiral scans.
0:26:43 > 0:26:48So the pole missed the heart but is perilously close to the pulmonary vessels.
0:26:48 > 0:26:53- I think you're going to need another surgeon in on this one.- Quite, which is why I called for you.
0:26:53 > 0:26:56- Isn't there anybody else? - Henrik, this boy needs the best.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59Very well. Let's go and see the mother.
0:26:59 > 0:27:01Outline your plan of action,
0:27:01 > 0:27:07try and salvage a modicum of dignity from all this and at least appear as if we know what we're doing.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16I don't get it. Nothing. Nothing's showing up.
0:27:16 > 0:27:18Hey. Calm down. You need to get a grip, OK?
0:27:18 > 0:27:23Every time I see this girl, something happens. First the implants, now this.
0:27:23 > 0:27:27It's nothing to do with the procedure, and it's nothing to do with the implants.
0:27:27 > 0:27:30They've been replaced.
0:27:30 > 0:27:34- Oh, we need to run an ultrasound. - I'm on it.
0:27:37 > 0:27:41The thing is... Thank you. Nigel's my oldest friend.
0:27:41 > 0:27:42Plus he needs a pick-me-up.
0:27:42 > 0:27:45And to be honest, I thought I was doing you a favour.
0:27:45 > 0:27:50Making a speech, getting up in a monkey suit, not really your bag, I wouldn't have thought.
0:27:50 > 0:27:51Bull.
0:27:55 > 0:27:57What is it?
0:27:57 > 0:28:00I don't know, but I am going to find out.
0:28:02 > 0:28:03I'm scared.
0:28:06 > 0:28:10- Do you think it could be cancer? - Rose. Come on, stop.
0:28:12 > 0:28:14I have these nightmares...
0:28:14 > 0:28:16It's always the same one.
0:28:16 > 0:28:20I feel fine, I look fine,
0:28:20 > 0:28:24but...they tell me I'm dying.
0:28:26 > 0:28:29It's growing somewhere inside me.
0:28:29 > 0:28:31Then I wake up,
0:28:31 > 0:28:34and I tell myself I'm being stupid,
0:28:34 > 0:28:37that everything's all right, but the fear doesn't go away.
0:28:38 > 0:28:42- You can see something, can't you? - Hang on.
0:28:42 > 0:28:45It's the tumour, isn't it?
0:28:46 > 0:28:51- Isn't it?!- No, it's not a tumour, but I think you may have an abscess.
0:28:51 > 0:28:53But we need to get you into theatre immediately.
0:28:53 > 0:28:57Mate, you have seriously got your wires crossed here.
0:28:57 > 0:28:59- I know what I saw, Dan.- Come on!
0:28:59 > 0:29:02I mean, this is me we're talking about.
0:29:02 > 0:29:06Look, mate, I don't care who you are or what you are,
0:29:06 > 0:29:09but let's just say a lot suddenly fell into place.
0:29:09 > 0:29:13But whatever's going on with you, you definitely need to tell Chrissie.
0:29:13 > 0:29:16- Why are you being like this? - Why am I being like this?!
0:29:16 > 0:29:19D'you know what? I don't have time for this.
0:29:21 > 0:29:24I'm extremely sorry for your loss.
0:29:24 > 0:29:27I can't apologise enough for the unnecessary distress that we've caused you.
0:29:27 > 0:29:31I can only give you my word that from now on I intend to be kept fully informed.
0:29:31 > 0:29:37Look, I just don't want anyone telling him about his dad, OK? I'll do that.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39Right.
0:29:39 > 0:29:42So, what happens next?
0:29:42 > 0:29:46Can you just get that thing out of him?
0:29:46 > 0:29:49Yes. That's the plan.
0:29:49 > 0:29:52Then we assess any damage to the internal organs,
0:29:52 > 0:29:56and hopefully get on with the task of removing the glass.
0:29:56 > 0:30:01- Now, the best way to do that is to stop Woody's heart and put him on bypass.- Stop his heart?!
0:30:01 > 0:30:04I know it sounds alarming, but really,
0:30:04 > 0:30:07- not having the heart beating may be the safest...- What do you think?
0:30:07 > 0:30:12Well, it's Ms Shah's case, and strictly speaking CT is not my discipline...
0:30:12 > 0:30:17I don't really care. You're the boss!
0:30:17 > 0:30:19You must have an opinion.
0:30:19 > 0:30:20Do you agree?
0:30:20 > 0:30:23It's one option, yes.
0:30:24 > 0:30:26And the other option?
0:30:26 > 0:30:28Bearing in mind your son's age,
0:30:28 > 0:30:31until we know exactly what damage the pole has generated,
0:30:31 > 0:30:35I think we would be taking somewhat of a risk going for a bypass here.
0:30:35 > 0:30:41Yes, but surely a bloodless field could be ideal in such a difficult situation..
0:30:41 > 0:30:42Risk. What risk?
0:30:42 > 0:30:44I want to know!
0:30:44 > 0:30:46Yes, there is a risk.
0:30:46 > 0:30:51But it's a calculated one and it's far outweighed by the obvious benefits.
0:30:51 > 0:30:53- What would you do?- I would like to tread carefully here.
0:30:53 > 0:30:57- Go in there and just take out the pole.- Right. I want you to do that.
0:30:57 > 0:31:00Can we just be clear here?
0:31:00 > 0:31:04A bypass would mean removing the pole and the glass at the one time.
0:31:04 > 0:31:07There would be no risk of any glass suddenly migrating.
0:31:07 > 0:31:10No, no, I'm sorry, I really can't cope with this any more.
0:31:10 > 0:31:13You're the bloody doctors and you can't even agree!
0:31:13 > 0:31:16I just want him to live.
0:31:16 > 0:31:17Whatever.
0:31:17 > 0:31:19You get that?!
0:31:22 > 0:31:24Her LFT's are all elevated.
0:31:24 > 0:31:27She's well on the way to cirrhosis of the liver.
0:31:27 > 0:31:31- Are you going to have a word with her?- Yes.
0:31:31 > 0:31:33She's been asking for you.
0:31:33 > 0:31:35She says she just wants to get this over with.
0:31:35 > 0:31:37Did you manage to catch up with...
0:31:37 > 0:31:39Yes, I have.
0:31:39 > 0:31:42Can we talk about it later?
0:31:44 > 0:31:47- An abscess?- Yeah, behind one of the new implants,
0:31:47 > 0:31:48in the right breast.
0:31:48 > 0:31:52Septicaemia is causing the fever fits.
0:31:52 > 0:31:54We have to get her into theatre and drain it.
0:31:54 > 0:31:59- Her organs are failing and she's going into septic shock. - How can it be so sudden?
0:31:59 > 0:32:02I think this has happened before. Right, Rose?
0:32:02 > 0:32:04Couple of days.
0:32:04 > 0:32:06Sweetheart! Why didn't you say?
0:32:06 > 0:32:07I'm so sorry...
0:32:07 > 0:32:09I don't think now's the right time.
0:32:09 > 0:32:14Will she be OK? The headaches, the sickness, are they part of it?
0:32:14 > 0:32:18No, the concussion is separate, and it's been distracting us from the main event.
0:32:18 > 0:32:19I don't believe you.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21You weighed in there and completely undermined me,
0:32:21 > 0:32:25when this morning there was no-one better than me to step up!
0:32:25 > 0:32:30- Then what did you call me for?- For the appropriate GS support and the best possible outcome for my patient!
0:32:30 > 0:32:35Heaven forbid you should come out from your bat cave and do some real doctoring.
0:32:35 > 0:32:38I did not expect you to question my ability to make a clinical call.
0:32:38 > 0:32:43- I'm the leading physician here. - Mrs Blakeman asked for my opinion. I could hardly not give it.
0:32:43 > 0:32:46But she can't make that choice, you know that. That's my job.
0:32:46 > 0:32:49And you've considered this from every possible angle, have you?
0:32:49 > 0:32:54Your patient is 11 years old. Do you think he could withstand a major crash? A heart attack?
0:32:54 > 0:32:59A stroke? Myocardial infarction. Not to mention bleeding out, oedemas on the brain, body and lungs.
0:32:59 > 0:33:04Are we looking the patient's best interest here? Or a classic case of Sahira grandstanding?
0:33:04 > 0:33:08That is not fair. Yes, the boy is in critical condition. There are no guarantees.
0:33:08 > 0:33:13I am trying to get you to consider the conversation you would possibly be having with his mother,
0:33:13 > 0:33:17in the unfortunate case that the risk doesn't pay. Really consider it.
0:33:17 > 0:33:22And if you're sure, absolutely sure that the risk can be justified...
0:33:23 > 0:33:28Fine. You win. I'll prep him for theatre.
0:33:36 > 0:33:39Hey, are you OK?
0:33:40 > 0:33:41Come on!
0:33:44 > 0:33:46Man, has she been unlucky.
0:33:46 > 0:33:51Hey, nothing to do with you. Lucky for her you spotted it.
0:33:51 > 0:33:53The abscess.
0:33:53 > 0:33:54What caused it?
0:33:54 > 0:33:58It could be any number of things. It could be the new implants.
0:33:58 > 0:34:03- Yes?- Or it could be the body's natural reaction to a foreign body
0:34:03 > 0:34:05being introduced. That is always a risk.
0:34:05 > 0:34:07Or?
0:34:07 > 0:34:09Or...
0:34:09 > 0:34:14I don't know if the original implant I fitted
0:34:14 > 0:34:17was already leaking when Rose was admitted to St James's.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19And if they were?
0:34:19 > 0:34:22Then there's a possibility that the silicone residue caused this.
0:34:22 > 0:34:26- I won't know until I open her up. - How many women have you done this to?
0:34:26 > 0:34:31You put poison into them and then you just sent them on their way.
0:34:31 > 0:34:34And they let you keep working as a doctor.
0:34:34 > 0:34:37You've people's lives in your hands!
0:34:37 > 0:34:39I don't know how you sleep at night.
0:34:54 > 0:34:57- Can't you see what his game is? - Game?
0:34:57 > 0:35:03What game? Look, I obviously let him down today and he doesn't trust me.
0:35:03 > 0:35:04Oh, for...
0:35:04 > 0:35:10- You're so naive. He's got you exactly where he wants you. - What are you talking about?
0:35:10 > 0:35:15He builds you up. Oh, Ms Shah, you're so great, you're so good, a beacon of excellence,
0:35:15 > 0:35:18you can handle anything thrown at you, and all that bull.
0:35:18 > 0:35:23Then he steps in like some psycho Svengali to remind you who the daddy is and puts you back in your box.
0:35:25 > 0:35:28Read the article.
0:35:28 > 0:35:30That's you.
0:35:30 > 0:35:35Your achievements, the cardiac trauma unit.
0:35:35 > 0:35:36And he gave that to me.
0:35:36 > 0:35:39Maybe that's the whole point. Maybe he's right.
0:35:39 > 0:35:44I've not worked for anyone else, have I? Maybe I need his approval.
0:35:44 > 0:35:48- That's the only way I can do it. - Yes, but why did he give it to you?
0:35:48 > 0:35:51For the good of the hospital.
0:35:51 > 0:35:52Seriously?
0:35:56 > 0:35:58RINGING
0:36:04 > 0:36:07Hi, Nigel. It's Chrissie here.
0:36:07 > 0:36:09Yes, he's with a patient.
0:36:09 > 0:36:13Look, I know we don't know each other very well,
0:36:13 > 0:36:18but I just wanted to say it means a lot to Dan you're going to be best man.
0:36:18 > 0:36:20Sorry?
0:36:24 > 0:36:26SCREAM
0:36:26 > 0:36:28OK.
0:36:29 > 0:36:31I am going to have to operate.
0:36:33 > 0:36:36But before you sign the consent form,
0:36:36 > 0:36:39I need to talk to you about some test results.
0:36:39 > 0:36:40Ah.
0:36:40 > 0:36:42Your liver shows signs of...
0:36:42 > 0:36:44Fine.
0:36:44 > 0:36:47I've heard it all before. So I drink.
0:36:47 > 0:36:49Let's move on.
0:36:49 > 0:36:53That's as maybe, but we still need to have this conversation.
0:36:53 > 0:36:58Looking at your bloods, your habit may have serious ramifications.
0:36:58 > 0:37:02Your liver function is deteriorating and general anaesthetics becomes tricky.
0:37:02 > 0:37:07We'll have to monitor the clotting factor we give you, and obviously the risks increase.
0:37:07 > 0:37:13- Fine. Whatever. - Look, I have a duty of care to you. We need to talk about this.
0:37:13 > 0:37:16I talk about it ad nauseum. With my therapist.
0:37:16 > 0:37:20So I hereby relieve you of your burden of duty.
0:37:20 > 0:37:21Just sort my arm out.
0:37:21 > 0:37:23Fine.
0:37:26 > 0:37:27I'll get the forms.
0:37:31 > 0:37:33What are you doing answering my phone?
0:37:33 > 0:37:36I saw it was Nigel and thought I'd say hello.
0:37:36 > 0:37:38Well, what did he say?
0:37:38 > 0:37:44He was shocked to be asked in the first place cos you're not that close, but he hopes you don't mind...
0:37:44 > 0:37:47- Look, Chrissie.- ..That he can't make it, cos guess what.
0:37:47 > 0:37:52He's taking his girlfriend to Paris for their anniversary. Didn't sound much like a bad patch to me.
0:37:52 > 0:37:54OK. I get it.
0:37:54 > 0:37:56What's going on? What are you trying to hide?
0:37:56 > 0:37:58Why would I be hiding anything?
0:37:58 > 0:38:02It's not like we haven't been here before.
0:38:02 > 0:38:03BLEEPING
0:38:04 > 0:38:09Look. I'm needed up on Keller, so can you prep Olivia for theatre for me, please?
0:38:14 > 0:38:16Argh!
0:38:18 > 0:38:23Can't you look where you're going?! Stupid girl! Stupid bloody girl!
0:38:26 > 0:38:28I'm sorry.
0:38:28 > 0:38:32Come Let's get you cleaned up and get you another one.
0:38:33 > 0:38:36Draining.
0:38:36 > 0:38:38Stats holding up.
0:38:38 > 0:38:41Watch yourself, keep up the broad spectrum antibiotics.
0:38:41 > 0:38:43BLEEPING
0:38:43 > 0:38:45Peri arrest.
0:38:45 > 0:38:48She's in septic shock.
0:38:48 > 0:38:51No. No, no, Rose, come on, don't do this to me.
0:38:51 > 0:38:53Sats looking favourable.
0:38:56 > 0:38:58Focus, Ms Shah.
0:39:17 > 0:39:21There's a little bit of bleeding. Not too bad suction, please.
0:39:25 > 0:39:30See? We can remove any glass once he's stabilised.
0:39:30 > 0:39:32Very well done.
0:39:33 > 0:39:35Right. Come on!
0:39:35 > 0:39:37BLEEPING
0:39:37 > 0:39:38Charge.
0:39:38 > 0:39:40Clear!
0:39:41 > 0:39:43Again.
0:39:44 > 0:39:47Clear!
0:39:49 > 0:39:54Come on...come on...come on... come on!
0:39:56 > 0:39:58She's back.
0:40:07 > 0:40:09Give her the good news.
0:40:09 > 0:40:15Katie, we've removed the pole and there's no major damage to organs.
0:40:15 > 0:40:19Obviously, he'll have to go back into theatre to clear the glass,
0:40:19 > 0:40:24but we're happy that we've eliminated the more pressing risk of the pole.
0:40:24 > 0:40:25Thank you!
0:40:25 > 0:40:27You can go with him.
0:40:30 > 0:40:31We made the right call.
0:40:33 > 0:40:35- I think we can salvage this. - Seriously?
0:40:35 > 0:40:39There's no evidence of any remnants from the original implants.
0:40:39 > 0:40:43And this implant is intact. Looks like our abscess was spontaneous.
0:40:43 > 0:40:47Right, let's close her up and fix her face while we got her here.
0:40:47 > 0:40:51You, my friend, are cooking with gas.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55- This isn't a good idea. - Really? Isn't it?
0:40:55 > 0:40:59I'll go out to the offy and come straight back. I'll just get another teeny, tiny one of these.
0:40:59 > 0:41:03- You lot have stressed me out!- All right, let's get you back into bed.
0:41:03 > 0:41:05Or what?
0:41:05 > 0:41:07- Listen, Olivia.- "Listen, Olivia!"
0:41:07 > 0:41:08Ms Grandage to you! You... You...
0:41:08 > 0:41:12Patronising... Don't you look at me like that!
0:41:12 > 0:41:16- What's going on? - Oh! There he is! Dr Kildare. - She's been drinking in the toilet.
0:41:16 > 0:41:18- She has indeed. Glory be.- Right.
0:41:18 > 0:41:22Look at you, Ken and Barbie, Barbie and Ken.
0:41:22 > 0:41:24You're too old to be Barbie. Older than him, probably.
0:41:24 > 0:41:28Never works, sweetie, especially if the relationship's a bit...
0:41:28 > 0:41:33what's the word...declasse? How long do you think till he gets bored of you, eh?!
0:41:33 > 0:41:38Look at those shifty eyes. Wake up and smell the coffee. He hasn't looked you in the eye all day.
0:41:38 > 0:41:44- Either having cold feet or he's a shagger. Or both... - Right, that's it. Get back into bed.
0:41:44 > 0:41:47- You're embarrassing yourself. - Oh I am, am I?
0:41:57 > 0:42:02Oh, um, I want 15 minute obs and half hourly gases.
0:42:02 > 0:42:04- Keep me informed at all times. - Of course.
0:42:04 > 0:42:06Thank you. Thhhlakey.
0:42:06 > 0:42:10Ms Shah. I wanted to apologise.
0:42:10 > 0:42:13No, no, there's no need...
0:42:13 > 0:42:15Yes, there is. You've been... very kind.
0:42:15 > 0:42:17I only wish I could do more.
0:42:17 > 0:42:18You can.
0:42:18 > 0:42:21I want to see Gavin.
0:42:32 > 0:42:34All right, what is it?
0:42:34 > 0:42:36A disco.
0:42:36 > 0:42:40- Jeez, you queens.- Queens? - It's just in your DNA, isn't it?
0:42:40 > 0:42:42You can't wait till Saturday night?!
0:42:42 > 0:42:45And you are such an ignorant Yank. It's an acronym, I just made it up.
0:42:45 > 0:42:50Abscess draining implant saving cosmetic operation. As patented by The Spence.
0:42:50 > 0:42:52All right. I like it.
0:42:52 > 0:42:56But you do realise that guys who put the definite article in front of their names
0:42:56 > 0:43:00- are officially card-carrying a-holes.- Hey. If the cap fits...
0:43:00 > 0:43:01Bite me, Malick.
0:43:23 > 0:43:25I woke up bored this morning.
0:43:28 > 0:43:31Every morning I woke up...
0:43:31 > 0:43:33Bored.
0:43:36 > 0:43:40What I wouldn't give to wake up bored tomorrow...
0:43:44 > 0:43:47I was dreaming of a different life.
0:43:47 > 0:43:50Big change, something to...
0:43:52 > 0:43:53Something.
0:43:57 > 0:44:02But I felt so...stifled...
0:44:08 > 0:44:14And when you said before... that it was Gavin, not Woody...
0:44:14 > 0:44:17I felt relieved.
0:44:17 > 0:44:21Cos if one of them had to go, please God don't let it be Woody...
0:44:21 > 0:44:24How awful is that?
0:44:26 > 0:44:29It is. It's terrible.
0:44:30 > 0:44:32A terrible thing to feel.
0:44:32 > 0:44:34No.
0:44:34 > 0:44:36No, you're a mother.
0:44:36 > 0:44:39I let him make all the decisions, then I blamed him for it...
0:44:51 > 0:44:53I'm really sorry.
0:44:53 > 0:44:57You know that nothing she said is true.
0:44:57 > 0:45:00It's always two steps forward, one step back with you.
0:45:00 > 0:45:03I think I know where I am, and then...
0:45:03 > 0:45:10some fib comes up, some... missing link in the story, and then I'm lost again.
0:45:11 > 0:45:13I'm not sure I can live this way.
0:45:17 > 0:45:21Hey. Just to let you know, he's stable.
0:45:21 > 0:45:22Thank you.
0:45:22 > 0:45:24Cor, you look knackered.
0:45:24 > 0:45:27I'm getting a coffee.
0:45:27 > 0:45:32- Do you fancy one? - Yeah. Americano. One sugar, please.
0:45:32 > 0:45:34So. He's out, I hear.
0:45:34 > 0:45:37Hey. I know you didn't get your moment in there today, but...
0:45:37 > 0:45:40I'm not bothered about that. I'm thinking of other things.
0:45:40 > 0:45:41What other things?
0:45:41 > 0:45:44- Like the meaning of life and the universe and why we're here?- No.
0:45:44 > 0:45:48More like the meaning of my life and why I'm here.
0:45:48 > 0:45:49Oh, come on.
0:45:49 > 0:45:53No, I'm serious. What am I doing? You only live once, right,
0:45:53 > 0:45:57And your family can be snatched away from you at any moment.
0:45:57 > 0:46:00You now, Ravi's been putting feelers out there for work
0:46:00 > 0:46:03and I'm thinking maybe it's time to do the swap thing.
0:46:03 > 0:46:05You are joking me!
0:46:05 > 0:46:07No, really! I never get to see my kids.
0:46:07 > 0:46:12I've given so much of myself to this place, and for what?!
0:46:12 > 0:46:14What's really keeping me here?
0:46:14 > 0:46:16What do you mean?
0:46:18 > 0:46:23- Because people want you here. - No. But is it really worth it?
0:46:23 > 0:46:26Maybe I'm wasting my time. Maybe...
0:46:26 > 0:46:27BLEEPING
0:46:33 > 0:46:36Oh, God, no! Woody! Woody!
0:46:36 > 0:46:38Get a crash team! Now!
0:46:38 > 0:46:41- Glass must have migrated. - What's happening?
0:46:43 > 0:46:48This is what you were afraid of, isn't it? Tell me!
0:46:48 > 0:46:52We need to get him to theatre. Henrik! Mr Hanssen!
0:46:54 > 0:46:55Right.
0:46:57 > 0:47:00Charging to 100.
0:47:00 > 0:47:01Clear!
0:47:02 > 0:47:04And again.
0:47:05 > 0:47:06Clear.
0:47:11 > 0:47:14Right. Let's go.
0:47:19 > 0:47:22Your operation's rescheduled for tomorrow.
0:47:31 > 0:47:34You know you're slowly killing yourself.
0:47:34 > 0:47:38I know what I am. And I know who I am.
0:47:38 > 0:47:40Can you say the same thing?
0:47:58 > 0:47:59I want to talk.
0:47:59 > 0:48:01We'll put him on bypass.
0:48:06 > 0:48:08We did the right thing, I think.
0:48:08 > 0:48:12There was no way of knowing.
0:48:12 > 0:48:15No, we took the safe option.
0:48:15 > 0:48:18The patient needed us to be bold, to take a risk.
0:48:18 > 0:48:21I didn't fight you hard enough.
0:48:22 > 0:48:26Look, I know you have a lot on your plate at the moment.
0:48:26 > 0:48:29I can't imagine the kind of pressure you're under,
0:48:29 > 0:48:33but if you start losing your nerve, we're all finished.
0:48:33 > 0:48:35See you on the ice.
0:48:43 > 0:48:48Well, we've drained the abscess and managed to save the implant.
0:48:48 > 0:48:50I know. Your registrar told me.
0:48:52 > 0:48:55And I know it had nothing to do with you.
0:48:55 > 0:48:59For what it's worth, I don't think it matters. You were right.
0:48:59 > 0:49:02No. If there's anyone to blame, it's me.
0:49:02 > 0:49:07If she was having these fits, I should have noticed. She could have died.
0:49:07 > 0:49:09Brendan.
0:49:09 > 0:49:14She's not a kid. And there's no way you could have known.
0:49:14 > 0:49:17- She's carrying a lot of baggage... - Right.
0:49:17 > 0:49:20I don't know how to fix that.
0:49:24 > 0:49:25Forceps.
0:49:28 > 0:49:31We have to be quick, Mr Hanssen.
0:49:37 > 0:49:39Right.
0:49:39 > 0:49:42That's right.
0:49:42 > 0:49:44That's it.
0:49:44 > 0:49:50All right, I think I've got hold of it. Just don't move the heart.
0:49:50 > 0:49:56This piece is in danger of going into the oesophagus. Right.
0:49:56 > 0:49:59- OK.- Wait, there's another piece of glass there.
0:49:59 > 0:50:00Down on the flow, please.
0:50:06 > 0:50:08There we are, got it.
0:50:11 > 0:50:12There's a bleed.
0:50:12 > 0:50:15Nice and calm, everyone.
0:50:15 > 0:50:18OK, you stitch from your side, it's easier, I'll hold the heart.
0:50:18 > 0:50:20Right.
0:50:36 > 0:50:37One more.
0:50:37 > 0:50:41OK... Good.
0:50:41 > 0:50:43Paddles.
0:50:52 > 0:50:56Let's get him off bypass.
0:51:06 > 0:51:13Look, what I'm about to tell you makes no difference to us,
0:51:13 > 0:51:18how I feel about you, marrying you, but I don't want us to have any secrets from each other.
0:51:18 > 0:51:19And...
0:51:21 > 0:51:25What is it? Is there someone else?
0:51:25 > 0:51:29No! God! No! How could there be?
0:51:29 > 0:51:32I love you, Chrissie.
0:51:32 > 0:51:35Well, then what? What have you done?
0:51:35 > 0:51:38I haven't done anything. It's not about what I've done.
0:51:38 > 0:51:39It's...
0:51:42 > 0:51:45I've never really acted on it. That's the point.
0:51:45 > 0:51:48You have to believe me when I say that. And I never will.
0:51:50 > 0:51:53Dan, what are you trying to tell me?
0:51:53 > 0:51:57That you're attracted to other women, is that it?
0:51:57 > 0:52:01Cos if it is, I mean, that's normal. It would be weird if you weren't.
0:52:01 > 0:52:03Not women.
0:52:06 > 0:52:08Not just women.
0:52:11 > 0:52:14What?
0:52:19 > 0:52:23Dan, if this is a joke, it really isn't very funny.
0:52:25 > 0:52:28- Who?- Does it matter? What's that got to...?
0:52:36 > 0:52:37Chrissie.
0:52:38 > 0:52:40Chrissie, wait...
0:52:47 > 0:52:53- Where's Brendan?- He's getting some air. He's kind of upset, he's blaming himself.
0:52:53 > 0:52:55That's ridiculous.
0:52:55 > 0:52:58Well, I guess that's just the kind of guy he is.
0:52:58 > 0:53:01Hey, Rose, listen.
0:53:02 > 0:53:05There is no curse on you.
0:53:05 > 0:53:09What happened to your mother, to your grandmother, isn't going to happen to you.
0:53:09 > 0:53:14Now, you've got a guy out there who really cares for you. I think it's time to move on.
0:53:14 > 0:53:17I'll try, if you do.
0:53:19 > 0:53:21When did you last get a good night's sleep?
0:53:23 > 0:53:25Well, you don't miss much, do you?
0:53:25 > 0:53:30Nice hot bath, cup of camomile, my mum always swore by it.
0:53:30 > 0:53:36Zap those bags under your eyes, or you won't hold on to that new boyfriend.
0:53:36 > 0:53:39- And as if by magic.- Huh?
0:53:39 > 0:53:40Nothing.
0:53:47 > 0:53:48How is he?
0:53:48 > 0:53:49Yeah, he's OK.
0:53:50 > 0:53:55So, come on, dish. Is it true you said, see you on the ice?
0:53:55 > 0:53:59Oh, what I wouldn't have given to see the Swede getting a taste of his own medicine!
0:54:15 > 0:54:18I don't know how to tell him...
0:54:21 > 0:54:25I don't think I can cope.
0:54:29 > 0:54:30I don't think he will...
0:54:30 > 0:54:33Without his Dad. I...
0:54:35 > 0:54:38You will. You both will.
0:54:39 > 0:54:44Did you ever think you could cope through a day like today?
0:54:45 > 0:54:46But you did, right?
0:55:02 > 0:55:06So whatever happened to that lap common bile duct exploration?
0:55:06 > 0:55:11Don't worry. Mr Hanssen has suddenly decided that he can be bothered to lift a scalpel after all.
0:55:11 > 0:55:12Tell him we'll do it.
0:55:12 > 0:55:14Now?
0:55:14 > 0:55:17Yeah. Give me a couple of hours. I've got a date.
0:55:17 > 0:55:21- What, you mean someone's actually desperate enough?- Ha ha ha ha!
0:55:35 > 0:55:37Where's Dad?
0:56:28 > 0:56:29Ms Shah.
0:56:29 > 0:56:35I really don't know what astounds me more, what people classify as chocolate in this country
0:56:35 > 0:56:39or that such an intelligent woman chooses to devour the quantities you do.
0:56:39 > 0:56:41Oh, c'mon. You only live once.
0:56:41 > 0:56:43You've gotta walk on the wild side now and again.
0:56:43 > 0:56:45You did well today.
0:56:45 > 0:56:46In theatre.
0:56:46 > 0:56:48I...
0:56:52 > 0:56:55It was much appreciated.
0:56:55 > 0:56:59- That's what I'm here for. - Very well.
0:56:59 > 0:57:00Onwards.
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