0:00:38 > 0:00:42Chrissie's been on at me, you know, for a while, to further myself.
0:00:42 > 0:00:46I was thinking if there's anything kind of low-maintenance I could do on your research.
0:00:46 > 0:00:48I could probably use all the help I can get.
0:00:48 > 0:00:51Sooner or later, your secret will come out.
0:00:51 > 0:00:54- What is this?- My brain tumour.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56So what do I do?
0:00:56 > 0:00:58Just accept it.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00Bachmeier-Schmitz have asked me for references
0:01:00 > 0:01:04and I could tell them that Ric is the wrong person for the job
0:01:04 > 0:01:07and recommend a very competent alternative.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09He kissed me.
0:01:09 > 0:01:13- Were you given an opportunity to say sorry?- No.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16It's simple then.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18Do that.
0:01:18 > 0:01:24# Should old acquaintance be forgot
0:01:24 > 0:01:30# And never brought to mind
0:01:30 > 0:01:36# Should old acquaintance be forgot
0:01:36 > 0:01:42# For the sake of auld lang syne. #
0:01:58 > 0:02:00LAUGHTER AND CHAT
0:02:10 > 0:02:12Lilah! Lilah!
0:02:12 > 0:02:14- Oh! I'm so sorry.- It's OK.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19We just wanted to welcome him back.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22He was terrified his career in the NHS was over,
0:02:22 > 0:02:23and he just loves it here.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26Are you all right?
0:02:26 > 0:02:28Yeah. It's nice of you to ask.
0:02:28 > 0:02:31Look, I just want to draw a line under it.
0:02:31 > 0:02:32Well, that's good to hear,
0:02:32 > 0:02:35because I'd love you to come to my party tonight.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39Just try and stop me.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41Lilah...
0:02:41 > 0:02:44Mr Griffin wants to see you in his office.
0:02:46 > 0:02:49Do you mind putting these somewhere? Help yourself.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26I need fresh blood.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Luc, not today. We're run off our feet.
0:03:28 > 0:03:29Perfect. Get me some volunteers.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32He chooses his moments.
0:03:35 > 0:03:38I've had a breakthrough. Platelet clumps, fibrin strands.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40The beginnings of the clotting process! That's fantastic.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43It's not conclusive, I need more bloods, more tests.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46Luc, you've been working round the clock since Boxing Day, OK.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49You're beginning to look and smell like you live in a cardboard box.
0:03:49 > 0:03:53You go home just, you know, rest, shower and then we can celebrate.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Don't you understand?
0:03:55 > 0:03:58Sacha, this is a drug that can stop people bleeding to death.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Yes, I'm fully well aware.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06And I think you need a better marketing slogan.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Please, please.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11I've spent the last week sweating blood to bring you blood.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13The least I deserve is some thanks and some understanding
0:04:13 > 0:04:16while I try to cope with one of the busiest days of the year.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22- Where's Hemingway going? - He's doing some more research.
0:04:22 > 0:04:25Well, get him back here, I need him working. On patients, not platelets.
0:04:25 > 0:04:30- But he's just had a breakthrough. - I need some results that actually matter, like saving patients' lives.
0:04:33 > 0:04:34SHE KNOCKS
0:04:34 > 0:04:36Come in.
0:04:36 > 0:04:40Dr Birdwood. Er, please, um, have a seat.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53How was your Christmas?
0:04:54 > 0:04:55- Good, thanks.- Good.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Look...
0:05:02 > 0:05:05..we both know why we're here.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08Yes.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11It's embarrassing. And unfortunate.
0:05:11 > 0:05:12Yes.
0:05:12 > 0:05:17Mrs Cousins clearly had her own agenda in relation to me,
0:05:17 > 0:05:20and you were the innocent victim in all that.
0:05:20 > 0:05:21Right.
0:05:21 > 0:05:27Which is exactly why I want to apologise
0:05:27 > 0:05:31for any upset that you may have experienced
0:05:31 > 0:05:36as a result of this...debacle.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38So, was that an apology?
0:05:38 > 0:05:40It's the least you deserve.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43Under the circumstances.
0:05:43 > 0:05:44Thanks.
0:05:45 > 0:05:51Since you have two weeks left on your rotation on Keller,
0:05:51 > 0:05:55I'm sure that you'll be glad to report to Mr Malick
0:05:55 > 0:05:56for the duration.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Mr Griffin, about my CBD assessment?
0:06:05 > 0:06:09Just so we're clear, you failed me on that because...?
0:06:12 > 0:06:14Because, as I said before...
0:06:16 > 0:06:21..you were distracted, you failed to explore all the options,
0:06:21 > 0:06:23and you misdiagnosed your patient.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46What on earth are you doing?
0:06:46 > 0:06:47Um...
0:06:49 > 0:06:52- How much have you taken?- Er, well...
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Come here.
0:06:55 > 0:06:56Put that back.
0:06:56 > 0:07:00Using my own blood for experimental purposes is just a logical response...
0:07:00 > 0:07:01All right, Spock.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05I can think of a few choice words of my own.
0:07:07 > 0:07:12Will you please go home and get some sleep? Lots of sleep.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14And in return, I'll pretend I never came down here.
0:07:16 > 0:07:17All right, OK. Option B.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19I tell Michael, who will not only report you,
0:07:19 > 0:07:22but charge down here and drag you up to AAU,
0:07:22 > 0:07:24which is exactly what I'm supposed to be doing.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34- Is that a sleeping bag?- Um...
0:07:35 > 0:07:38You do know it is completely against regulations
0:07:38 > 0:07:41- to eat and sleep down here? - I'm not going anywhere, Sacha.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46All right, get into that for a few hours.
0:07:47 > 0:07:50But, please, will you stop with the nutty professor stuff?
0:07:50 > 0:07:53It's really beginning to worry me now.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56What are you doing?
0:07:56 > 0:07:58You're locking the, um... Can I have the key?
0:07:58 > 0:07:59No. You can't.
0:08:02 > 0:08:03Sleep!
0:08:08 > 0:08:11Well, someone's in the party mood.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14This might inspire a New Year's resolution.
0:08:14 > 0:08:15A holiday in Hawaii?
0:08:15 > 0:08:18- Or dress more colourfully. - I'm sure the patients would love it.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20I presume you're going to Chantelle's bash tonight?
0:08:20 > 0:08:21Yep, I'm bringing Tara.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23- Are you sure?- Why not?
0:08:23 > 0:08:25Hey. What are you doing here?
0:08:25 > 0:08:27I work here.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29She rang earlier to volunteer for a double shift.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31That means you'll miss the party.
0:08:31 > 0:08:32Yeah, exactly.
0:08:34 > 0:08:3610 mg of morphine, set up fluids
0:08:36 > 0:08:38and get a head CT as soon as possible, please.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41- Just get me out of here.- Mr Delaney, do you remember what happened? - I'm fine.
0:08:41 > 0:08:45- You were found in an alleyway. We think you've been mugged. - I don't want any fuss.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48- I couldn't sleep. It's the middle of the day. - Since when has that bothered you?
0:08:48 > 0:08:51- I have a right to my own blood. Please? - Luc, I'm dealing with a patient.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54Mr Delaney, do you remember being attacked?
0:08:54 > 0:08:55Stop asking me questions.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58My name's Luc Hemingway. I'm going to be treating you. Bed eight, please.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03What? You wanted me on AAU. I'm on AAU.
0:09:06 > 0:09:07Welcome back, Hemingway.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11That's nice work, Levy.
0:09:11 > 0:09:15Always knew there was a core of steel underneath that cuddly exterior.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19Mr Cannon?
0:09:19 > 0:09:20Yes?
0:09:20 > 0:09:23You're here for an elective laparoscopic cholecystectomy?
0:09:23 > 0:09:25I know.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28Sounds a bit more interesting than gallbladder removal, doesn't it?
0:09:28 > 0:09:30If you say so.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32Has anyone talked you through the procedure?
0:09:32 > 0:09:34I've read about it online.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Well, what we do...
0:09:36 > 0:09:40..make several tiny incisions in my abdomen and insert a telescope and a miniature video camera.
0:09:40 > 0:09:43Actually, it's a laparoscope, and some keyhole instruments.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45But close.
0:09:47 > 0:09:52Um, It says here you were prescribed NSAIDs.
0:09:52 > 0:09:53Sorry...
0:09:53 > 0:09:56Non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drugs - for my gallstone pain.
0:09:56 > 0:09:59And, yes, I was instructed to stop taking them three days ago.
0:09:59 > 0:10:00And, yes, that's exactly what I did.
0:10:02 > 0:10:04You are the model patient, aren't you?
0:10:06 > 0:10:08Do you mind if I ask some standard pre-op questions?
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Have you been taking any other medication?
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Why would I be taking any other medication?
0:10:15 > 0:10:18I'm not saying that you are. I'm just asking.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20And now you've asked.
0:10:24 > 0:10:25OK.
0:10:34 > 0:10:35Where else does it hurt?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Just patch me up and I'll be on my way.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42- Who did this to you? - It doesn't matter. I've got somewhere I need to be.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44- Where's that? - Is that all you do - ask questions?
0:10:44 > 0:10:48- When someone comes in looking like you, what do you expect? - OK, I was mugged.
0:10:48 > 0:10:52- Do you want us to call the police for you? - I don't want any police. OK?
0:10:54 > 0:10:57Right, I'm just going to clean up these cuts for you.
0:10:57 > 0:11:00Er, no, it's fine. I'll do it, thank you.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06But if you hadn't booked her, surely we can do without her?
0:11:06 > 0:11:09An extra pair of hands is always useful on New Year's Eve.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11Get a locum in if you're stuck. Sorry.
0:11:12 > 0:11:16Listen, Oliver, it was her decision. All I did was facilitate.
0:11:16 > 0:11:17OK. Well, I need to speak to her.
0:11:17 > 0:11:20And I need you to take a look at Larry Jenner in bed 11.
0:11:20 > 0:11:24Admitted with chest pains, shortness of breath, fatigue and palpitations.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26Thank you.
0:11:26 > 0:11:27Good morning, Larry. I'm Dr Valentine.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29- It's not your day, is it?- Sorry?
0:11:29 > 0:11:31It's New Year's, not Valentine's.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33Sorry. I'm Larry, but you knew that, anyway.
0:11:33 > 0:11:36Just lean forward and take a deep breath for me, please.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38See, I was out jogging and I got these pains in my chest.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Was it a heart attack, do you think?
0:11:40 > 0:11:41There are many other explanations.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Can you take a breath for me, please?
0:11:43 > 0:11:46See, I've been trying to lose weight. Six stone in four months.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49That's my target. Then I hit the wall at five-and-a-half.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51Stone, that is, not months.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53You are aware that crash dieting can be dangerous?
0:11:53 > 0:11:55See, that's what I love about hospitals.
0:11:55 > 0:11:56Always learning new things.
0:11:56 > 0:12:01Nurse, usual bloods, regular cardiac enzymes, please, obs,
0:12:01 > 0:12:04and see if you can find an ECG machine, please.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07You'll never believe why I'm trying to lose the weight.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09- Just take a breath for me, please?- Sorry.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15Excuse me, one moment.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21- Time for a quick coffee? - Maybe later.
0:12:21 > 0:12:22Are you OK?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Yep. Why?
0:12:24 > 0:12:28It's just I was hoping... Look, it's Chantelle's party tonight.
0:12:28 > 0:12:32I'm just not in the party mood.
0:12:32 > 0:12:33It's not you.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42There she is. The girl of the moment.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44There's something about that guy in bed three.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47And was there something about that mysterious older man?
0:12:47 > 0:12:48What?
0:12:48 > 0:12:52Bespectacled, distinguished, some would say dashing.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55- What are you talking about? - Dish the dirt, spill the beans.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58What happened between you and Mr Griffin?
0:12:58 > 0:13:01- Shouldn't you be cleaning out bed pans or something? - Oh, come on. It's winter.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03We all need cheering up.
0:13:04 > 0:13:09So, did he lunge at you or did you make a pass at him?
0:13:09 > 0:13:11You should really get out more, Mary-Claire.
0:13:13 > 0:13:18OK, OK, fine. Bye.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Who burst your bubble gum?
0:13:21 > 0:13:24We just lost the venue to a flash mob proposal.
0:13:24 > 0:13:28Oh, and I was really looking forward to wearing this.
0:13:28 > 0:13:29SHE WOLF WHISTLES
0:13:29 > 0:13:30You'd look great in that.
0:13:30 > 0:13:34Yeah, guess there goes my Hawaii 5-0 audition.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Well, at least I won't have to freeze my arse off
0:13:36 > 0:13:37when I go outside for a fag.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39What are you wearing, bikini?
0:13:41 > 0:13:44What about you... Kylie?
0:13:44 > 0:13:45I'm trying to concentrate here.
0:13:47 > 0:13:48Sorry.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00So, why no police?
0:14:00 > 0:14:01You don't give up, do you?
0:14:01 > 0:14:03Who do you think I'm going to tell?
0:14:03 > 0:14:07Besides, you're protected by patient confidentiality.
0:14:09 > 0:14:12I wasn't mugged. Got into a fight.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15Teenagers at the back of a bus setting fire to the seats.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19You don't want to tell the police because it's embarrassing being beaten up by some teenagers?
0:14:19 > 0:14:21I'm not embarrassed. There was five of them.
0:14:21 > 0:14:22I shouldn't have got involved.
0:14:22 > 0:14:23Stupid.
0:14:26 > 0:14:27Seeing my wife and kids...
0:14:29 > 0:14:31..first time in six months.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33Why's that, you been away?
0:14:33 > 0:14:37Good news, Mr Hemingway. The pressure has eased and you can go.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39Well, it doesn't look like it's eased.
0:14:39 > 0:14:42Sister Williams is happy to finish stitching the patient, so...
0:14:42 > 0:14:43So I'm "the patient", am I?
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Oh, Mr Delaney, I didn't mean anything by it.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47You think I'm stupid, do you?
0:14:47 > 0:14:50You think I can't tell a phoney smile when I see one?
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- Dean, it's all right.- Dean. That's right. Dean, that's my name.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54Dean, not Mr Delaney.
0:14:56 > 0:14:57I'm sorry.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03- That guy's got a real attitude. Is he your boss?- No.
0:15:03 > 0:15:08- I need to get going.- You're not going anywhere until we finish this and I get a CT scan back.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11# Should old acquaintance... #
0:15:11 > 0:15:12Tara, could you...?
0:15:12 > 0:15:14Yeah, my pleasure.
0:15:14 > 0:15:17Professor Hope, I was thinking, might it benefit Tara's training
0:15:17 > 0:15:20if she and I worked together today?
0:15:20 > 0:15:24- Oliver, just give her some space. - Space?
0:15:24 > 0:15:26All I'm saying is you don't need to worry about her.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29Why would I worry about her?
0:15:29 > 0:15:30No reason. No reason I know of.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32But then you know her better than I do.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34- Yes, of course. She's fine.- Good.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Good. Exactly.
0:15:36 > 0:15:37# ..for auld lang syne... #
0:15:37 > 0:15:38She's fine.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40OK, will you just shut up!
0:15:40 > 0:15:42It's such a depressing song anyway.
0:15:44 > 0:15:45What?
0:15:45 > 0:15:49Nothing, I was just going to ask you for your help with a patient.
0:15:53 > 0:15:54How many words a day?
0:15:54 > 0:15:562,000, ideally.
0:15:57 > 0:16:01What amazes me is that the quality is so consistent -
0:16:01 > 0:16:04how do you manage that when you're under so much pressure?
0:16:04 > 0:16:07I just have to. I have a duty to my readers.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Dr Birdwood, can I help you?
0:16:11 > 0:16:13I was just in the middle of taking Mr Cannon
0:16:13 > 0:16:16- through his pre-op questions. - I can take over.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19Mr Cannon is something of a hero of mine.
0:16:19 > 0:16:23- A hero?- Are you not familiar with his series of crime thrillers?
0:16:23 > 0:16:25MacAdam and Eve?
0:16:25 > 0:16:28I'm afraid not. Forgive my ignorance, Mr Cannon.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32Mr Griffin, can I have a quick word?
0:16:32 > 0:16:33Excuse me.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38I'd like to run a tox screen.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Why?
0:16:40 > 0:16:41Just a feeling.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43Just a feeling?
0:16:43 > 0:16:45Do you have anything more substantial
0:16:45 > 0:16:47to go on than your intuition?
0:16:48 > 0:16:51I think he's hiding something to do with his hands.
0:16:51 > 0:16:52Like what?
0:16:52 > 0:16:54Pain, discomfort.
0:16:56 > 0:17:01Mr Cannon, are your hands causing you any pain or discomfort?
0:17:01 > 0:17:03No. No. Why?
0:17:33 > 0:17:37- So why exactly did you need my help? - I think it'll be good for your training.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39Did someone smuggle me into a time machine
0:17:39 > 0:17:41and send me back to junior infants?
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Do you think work place relationships are a good idea?
0:17:44 > 0:17:47That's why I'm trying to lose the weight, you see.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50Her name's Shelly and she sits next to me at the call centre
0:17:50 > 0:17:53and when I asked her out, she said she'd think about it
0:17:53 > 0:17:55if I could loose six stone by the end of the year.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58So now it takes two doctors to do an ECG?
0:18:00 > 0:18:03Atrial fibrillation.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05It means an irregular heart beat.
0:18:05 > 0:18:09We can deal with it simply enough through a procedure called cardioversion.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11But you've got to put a stop to this crazy dieting.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13- It's weakened the heart muscle. - How do you mean?
0:18:13 > 0:18:16The diuretics you were taking to help you lose weight more quickly -
0:18:16 > 0:18:18they led to an electrolyte imbalance,
0:18:18 > 0:18:20which has helped cause the AF.
0:18:20 > 0:18:21The things we do for love, eh?
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Maybe Tara can assist with the cardioversion,
0:18:26 > 0:18:29it might help with her training?
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Actually, Dr Lo, that's not such a bad idea.
0:18:35 > 0:18:39Mr Cannon. Sorry to bother you again. This is Chantelle.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41She wanted to meet you.
0:18:41 > 0:18:44I've read all your books. I think you're amazing.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47I was just wondering, if there's any chance I could get your autograph?
0:18:47 > 0:18:49Sorry, no, I don't do autographs.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51I promise not to sell it online!
0:18:51 > 0:18:54I could send you a signed copy of my new book when it's finished?
0:18:56 > 0:18:59It's only that my nan is a big fan too
0:18:59 > 0:19:01and it would give her such a lift.
0:19:01 > 0:19:02She's not been very well, you see.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Oh, well, in that case.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19Sorry it's a bit shaky.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22No, it's brilliant. I might frame it.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25Has your granny got a favourite book?
0:19:25 > 0:19:26Um...
0:19:27 > 0:19:28What's going on here?
0:19:31 > 0:19:34I was just signing an autograph for one of my readers.
0:19:37 > 0:19:41Chantelle, have you read the one about the two sisters
0:19:41 > 0:19:43who tried to hoodwink MacAdam?
0:19:44 > 0:19:46No.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49It has a very gruesome ending.
0:19:51 > 0:19:54Oh. I see...
0:19:54 > 0:19:57I'm ever so sorry, Mr Cannon.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59It was meant to be for your own good.
0:19:59 > 0:20:00Look, it was my idea.
0:20:00 > 0:20:03It's obvious your hands are really hurting you.
0:20:03 > 0:20:07- My hands are fine. - Are you taking any other medication? - Dr Birdwood.- Yes or no?
0:20:07 > 0:20:08For the last time, no.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10Dr Birdwood, that will be all.
0:20:15 > 0:20:16Chantelle, bed four.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23Sacha, have we got the CT results for Mr Delaney?
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Yeah, hang on, there're here.
0:20:27 > 0:20:28There you go.
0:20:30 > 0:20:32- Are you OK? You very look pale. - I'm fine.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37Listen, listen.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40- Have you had anything to eat since you played vampire on yourself? - I'm not hungry.
0:20:40 > 0:20:42You need food and rest.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44I need to treat my patient.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47Hi. Dean, your results are clear.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48That mean I can go?
0:20:48 > 0:20:51We'd like to keep you under observation for another 12 hours or so.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53- No way.- Please. Just...
0:20:53 > 0:20:55OK, just take it easy. Take it easy.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57- Is he OK? - Yeah, yeah, he's fine.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59He's er, you know, he's a doctor who works round the clock.
0:20:59 > 0:21:03That's it. You need to go home and rest.
0:21:03 > 0:21:04Just need to get something.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11You won't tell, will you?
0:21:11 > 0:21:13I was supposed to give up sweet things after Christmas,
0:21:13 > 0:21:17but what are you supposed to do when they're right there, taunting you?
0:21:17 > 0:21:18Bad cake.
0:21:20 > 0:21:22You know I don't mean it.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24I am such an idiot.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26He's never going to take me seriously now.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Boy trouble?
0:21:28 > 0:21:30Mr Griffin trouble.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33What did you do this time - flash your bra at him?
0:21:33 > 0:21:37- Worse.- Oh, my God. Where did you do it? In the store-room?
0:21:37 > 0:21:39I'm talking about a patient.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41A threesome? Have you no shame?
0:21:41 > 0:21:46Mary-Claire, all we did last time was kiss. Just kiss.
0:21:46 > 0:21:50He kissed me, I kissed him. No-one lunged. No-one flashed anything.
0:21:50 > 0:21:52And there were no threesomes.
0:21:52 > 0:21:56Sorry. Me and my sad little mind.
0:21:59 > 0:22:00I need a favour.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02What's in it for me?
0:22:02 > 0:22:04As many cup-cakes as you can eat.
0:22:05 > 0:22:08Screw the New Year's resolution. I'm in.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13Here, take this.
0:22:13 > 0:22:14I can't take that.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17Please. You can't show up to your wife looking like that.
0:22:20 > 0:22:22And, um, that's for the taxi.
0:22:28 > 0:22:32- Why do you keep looking at that? - It's your blood group, isn't it?
0:22:32 > 0:22:36- So?- I'm interested in blood, I'm doing some research into a drug -
0:22:36 > 0:22:38a coagulant, that's all...
0:22:38 > 0:22:39What about that?
0:22:41 > 0:22:42You ever seen that before?
0:22:45 > 0:22:48We get plenty of patients in here with Army tattoos.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51OK, Mr Hemingway, I'll take over now, thank you.
0:22:51 > 0:22:52Good luck.
0:22:54 > 0:22:57Right, would you like to just sign here for me, please?
0:22:57 > 0:23:00His research. What's that all that about, then?
0:23:00 > 0:23:02I suppose he asked you to be a volunteer.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06You ever seen one of these before?
0:23:07 > 0:23:08No.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10Why? What is it?
0:23:16 > 0:23:18Has a tox screen result come back for Giles Cannon?
0:23:18 > 0:23:21Mr Griffin didn't mention anything about a tox screen.
0:23:21 > 0:23:22I know.
0:23:22 > 0:23:25Look, I'm really sorry about the autograph stunt.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27I didn't mean to get you in trouble.
0:23:28 > 0:23:30Have you found a venue yet?
0:23:30 > 0:23:33No. Everywhere's been booked up for weeks. I'll keep trying.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35I'm determined to throw some kind of party.
0:23:35 > 0:23:38- A beach party, right? - Oh no, I've cancelled all that. I've just e-mailed everyone.
0:23:38 > 0:23:40It was a stupid idea, anyway.
0:23:40 > 0:23:42As long as we're all together, that's the main thing.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45At least you've got someone to kiss at midnight.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49Where's Mr Griffin?
0:23:49 > 0:23:52In theatre, Mr Cannon's cholecystectomy. Why?
0:23:54 > 0:23:56His pulse is racing again. BP too.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58He's light. I'm telling you.
0:23:58 > 0:23:59He's feeling this. He's not fully under.
0:23:59 > 0:24:02- I thought he had a MAC of 1.2? - That's right.
0:24:02 > 0:24:06Ric, he's dosed to the eyeballs with fentanyl. Plus, he had a premed of temazepam, right?
0:24:06 > 0:24:08- Correct. - Could it be malignant hypothermia?
0:24:08 > 0:24:11- Is his C02 rising?- No.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13He's awake! The muscle relaxant must have worn off.
0:24:13 > 0:24:17- For God's sake, get him under. - Mr Griffin! - What are you doing here? Get out!
0:24:17 > 0:24:20- I've got the results of his tox screen.- What tox screen?- Let me see.
0:24:22 > 0:24:24He's got SSRIs in his blood.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31If you'd just like to follow me through here.
0:24:34 > 0:24:35Er, you have a volunteer...
0:24:37 > 0:24:41In fact, he was quite insistent that he only deal with you, so...
0:24:41 > 0:24:43I owe you for the jacket.
0:24:43 > 0:24:46But I'm sure some assistance wouldn't be unwelcome.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48We don't need him, do we, Mr Hemingway?
0:24:51 > 0:24:53No.
0:24:53 > 0:24:54Luc?
0:24:54 > 0:24:55We're fine.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01Right, well, ten minutes - and that's it.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15- Why didn't you give me these results earlier? - I only just got them.
0:25:15 > 0:25:17How did you know he was on anti-depressants?
0:25:17 > 0:25:20I didn't. I thought he was taking something for his hands.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23- You should have been more assertive. - YOU should have listened.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25You don't trust me, do you?
0:25:38 > 0:25:40You were there, weren't you?
0:25:43 > 0:25:46Do you want me to spell it out for you?
0:25:46 > 0:25:48Sierra Leone. West Africa. Civil war.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53I knew you recognised the tattoo.
0:25:57 > 0:26:01Look, I'm not trying to give you a hard time about it. I just...
0:26:01 > 0:26:04I mean, who can you talk to, yeah?
0:26:06 > 0:26:07You married?
0:26:09 > 0:26:10With someone?
0:26:13 > 0:26:16Tried talking to my wife about it once.
0:26:19 > 0:26:21People don't want to be...
0:26:24 > 0:26:25You want to put it behind you.
0:26:27 > 0:26:28Dreams...
0:26:30 > 0:26:32Except they're not dreams, though, are they?
0:26:34 > 0:26:37Sleep for two hours, wake up sweating, go downstairs,
0:26:37 > 0:26:39drink till dawn.
0:26:41 > 0:26:42So quiet at that hour.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45Does it help? The drinking.
0:26:45 > 0:26:46Nothing helps.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51Charging to 100. Stand clear.
0:26:53 > 0:26:57- BEEPING - Right, OK. Remove the electrodes.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00RAPID BEEPING
0:27:02 > 0:27:04OK, his oxygen saturation has dropped.
0:27:04 > 0:27:05- Did I do something wrong? - Let's not panic.
0:27:05 > 0:27:07I'm not panicking.
0:27:07 > 0:27:11Let's consider this as a learning opportunity. Dr Valentine?
0:27:11 > 0:27:14- Why not let Tara deal with it? - As quick as you can.
0:27:15 > 0:27:17He has a pneumothorax. Chest drain.
0:27:34 > 0:27:35BEEPING STOPS
0:27:35 > 0:27:37Good work, Dr Lo. Quickly and skilfully done.
0:27:37 > 0:27:39Do we know what caused it?
0:27:39 > 0:27:43We'll X-ray to check the chest drain. That may solve the mystery.
0:27:44 > 0:27:46Well done. Both of you.
0:27:48 > 0:27:51I got a job as a bouncer.
0:27:51 > 0:27:54Can't sleep, might as well be working.
0:27:54 > 0:27:55Got into fights.
0:27:55 > 0:27:58Tiny things, like the way a man might look at you.
0:27:58 > 0:28:00Is that how you ended up here?
0:28:00 > 0:28:04Those kids on the bus, they weren't setting fire to the seats.
0:28:08 > 0:28:11Just sitting there, having a laugh.
0:28:11 > 0:28:13I thought they were laughing at me.
0:28:18 > 0:28:20Got fired.
0:28:23 > 0:28:24Wife kicked me out.
0:28:29 > 0:28:31Are you still having the nightmares?
0:28:37 > 0:28:38Look...
0:28:40 > 0:28:42..are you going to take my blood or not?
0:28:51 > 0:28:52How are you feeling?
0:28:54 > 0:28:56Why didn't I have the operation?
0:28:56 > 0:29:00You've been taking SSRIs, haven't you?
0:29:00 > 0:29:03- Sel...- Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors. Yes.
0:29:03 > 0:29:05Why didn't you tell us, Giles?
0:29:05 > 0:29:06I don't trust doctors.
0:29:07 > 0:29:10I don't blame you.
0:29:10 > 0:29:13It was a stupid stunt that I pulled with the autograph.
0:29:14 > 0:29:16I rather liked it.
0:29:18 > 0:29:21The boss not so much, though, eh?
0:29:21 > 0:29:25I got the anti-depressants the same place I got the painkillers.
0:29:25 > 0:29:27Online.
0:29:28 > 0:29:32These are my tools. I ask so much of them.
0:29:33 > 0:29:362,000 words a day, seven days a week.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39But they're beginning to fail me.
0:29:39 > 0:29:42It's probably just arthritis. That's not the end of the world.
0:29:42 > 0:29:46I've read about it online. There are two main kinds, right.
0:29:46 > 0:29:50One manageable, the other debilitating and progressive.
0:29:50 > 0:29:53Well, it's not quite that simple.
0:29:53 > 0:29:55We'll run some tests, and...
0:29:55 > 0:29:57If I can't write, who am I?
0:29:57 > 0:29:59I don't have friends, I don't have family.
0:30:00 > 0:30:03I'm left with a universe of devoted fans
0:30:03 > 0:30:06who deserve better than a writer who can't finish his book.
0:30:09 > 0:30:11Please don't tell Mr Griffin.
0:30:11 > 0:30:13But he's your consultant.
0:30:13 > 0:30:15He's one of my readers.
0:30:20 > 0:30:22It feels like forever since I spoke to anyone.
0:30:27 > 0:30:30This kid... used to kick a ball with him.
0:30:30 > 0:30:35He was all left foot. "You've got to practice with the right."
0:30:35 > 0:30:38My unit came under fire one day.
0:30:38 > 0:30:39Fired back.
0:30:40 > 0:30:42Realised I'd hit one.
0:30:44 > 0:30:46Went to have a look...
0:30:46 > 0:30:47it was this kid.
0:30:50 > 0:30:54One day kicking a ball with me, the next day a soldier.
0:30:56 > 0:31:00Lying twisted up. The rucksack I gave him still on his back.
0:31:02 > 0:31:03The ball inside it.
0:31:06 > 0:31:08The ball was flat from...
0:31:12 > 0:31:13The ball was flat...
0:31:21 > 0:31:22Oliver.
0:31:22 > 0:31:24Yep.
0:31:24 > 0:31:25Larry's X-ray.
0:31:29 > 0:31:32It must have been putting incredible pressure on his lungs.
0:31:35 > 0:31:36Let's have a look.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38No, it's fine.
0:31:38 > 0:31:43Ollie, let me see. I want to know what caused the pneumothorax.
0:31:43 > 0:31:45He's my patient as much as yours.
0:31:48 > 0:31:50Thank you.
0:31:53 > 0:31:55- He has a tumour.- I just thought...
0:31:55 > 0:31:58That I wouldn't be able to handle it?
0:31:58 > 0:31:59You patronising pillock.
0:32:06 > 0:32:10- Mr Griffin, I have a confession to make.- It's all right, I forgive you.
0:32:10 > 0:32:15- You already know?- It wasn't that hard to figure it out.
0:32:15 > 0:32:19I have such a weakness when it comes to sweet things.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21We are both talking about the tox screen?
0:32:21 > 0:32:24You know about that, too?
0:32:24 > 0:32:26I also ate the last slice of your cake.
0:32:28 > 0:32:30You're welcome to the cake
0:32:30 > 0:32:33and I'll overlook the tox screen on this occasion.
0:32:33 > 0:32:34It was the right call.
0:32:34 > 0:32:36Thanks, Mr G. You're a star.
0:32:36 > 0:32:40For the record, I think that you were treated atrociously
0:32:40 > 0:32:43over the whole sexual harassment thing.
0:32:43 > 0:32:45Who's been talking about that?
0:32:45 > 0:32:47Oh, Lilah told me all about it.
0:32:47 > 0:32:50All that fuss over one silly little kiss.
0:32:50 > 0:32:53I mean, it's not like you jumped on her in the storeroom, is it?
0:32:56 > 0:33:01- Operate?- You should probably call someone. Your parents, Shelly.
0:33:01 > 0:33:03My parents are away for New Year.
0:33:03 > 0:33:05I don't want to worry Shelly with this.
0:33:05 > 0:33:08You shouldn't have to go through this on your own. You need support.
0:33:08 > 0:33:09You deserve support.
0:33:14 > 0:33:15Call her.
0:33:21 > 0:33:22It's ringing.
0:33:24 > 0:33:26Voicemail. Such a lovely voice.
0:33:28 > 0:33:32Shelly, hi, it's me, Fat Larry from work.
0:33:32 > 0:33:36Well, not so fat any more. You'll never believe where I am.
0:33:36 > 0:33:38Holby City Hospital.
0:33:38 > 0:33:44I've got this ridiculously big tumour on my lung, but it's OK,
0:33:44 > 0:33:45just...
0:33:47 > 0:33:49I'd love you to come in... if you can, of course.
0:33:49 > 0:33:51He'll need a CT and PET scan, please.
0:33:51 > 0:33:55OK. Well...see you soon.
0:33:55 > 0:33:56Maybe.
0:34:00 > 0:34:04Larry? We need to increase O2 levels, please.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06Professor Hope!
0:34:06 > 0:34:08He's going into respiratory arrest.
0:34:08 > 0:34:11The tumour's putting too much pressure on the phrenic nerve.
0:34:11 > 0:34:14Let's get him into theatre straight away, please. Prep him.
0:34:14 > 0:34:17You British Army, UN, or what?
0:34:18 > 0:34:20Army.
0:34:20 > 0:34:23Medic?
0:34:23 > 0:34:25I'd say you know a thing or two about amputations.
0:34:26 > 0:34:30What was his name? Please? The boy.
0:34:40 > 0:34:41Wanted to adopt him.
0:34:44 > 0:34:46Moses was his name.
0:34:49 > 0:34:51Such a grown-up name for such a little kid.
0:34:54 > 0:34:56- I was such a... - It wasn't your fault.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58Don't give me that! You think I'm looking for that?
0:35:04 > 0:35:05What keeps you awake?
0:35:11 > 0:35:14You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to.
0:35:17 > 0:35:20I can't remember the last time I slept through the night.
0:35:26 > 0:35:29- Sometimes...- So, how we doing? All done?
0:35:31 > 0:35:33Have you got some kind of problem?
0:35:33 > 0:35:34No.
0:35:34 > 0:35:37- You think it's funny, do you?- No.
0:35:37 > 0:35:38How long you been there?
0:35:38 > 0:35:40Well, I've only just got here.
0:35:40 > 0:35:43Laughing your head off at us, cos it's all a big joke to you, isn't it?
0:35:43 > 0:35:45No, I promise you, I'm not laughing at you.
0:35:45 > 0:35:46Dean, Dean - it's OK.
0:35:46 > 0:35:48OK, Luc, call security, please.
0:35:48 > 0:35:52- Don't stand there.- What's he...? - The exit - you're blocking the exit.
0:35:52 > 0:35:54- I've seen people like you. - He's a doctor. He's a friend, Dean.
0:35:54 > 0:35:57- No names, no games, no gifts. - Luc, what's he talking about?
0:35:57 > 0:36:01And then the smug grin on your face, like you knew what was going to happen all along.
0:36:01 > 0:36:05- If you knew, why didn't you tell us? - It has nothing to do with him. - Why didn't you tell me?
0:36:06 > 0:36:08HE GASPS FOR BREATH
0:36:11 > 0:36:14Abdomen's distended. He's filling up with blood.
0:36:14 > 0:36:16- We must have missed something. - Were you stabbed?
0:36:16 > 0:36:19- I thought it was a punch.- A puncture wound. How did I miss that?
0:36:19 > 0:36:21- It could have happened to anyone. - We need to get him in to theatre.
0:36:23 > 0:36:25Any luck with that venue?
0:36:25 > 0:36:27No, they're all booked out.
0:36:27 > 0:36:31Well, you'll be pleased to know that I am not just a brilliant doctor.
0:36:31 > 0:36:33You found one? Where? How?
0:36:33 > 0:36:36Bit of lateral thinking. Albie's.
0:36:38 > 0:36:40Oh. Oh, great.
0:36:41 > 0:36:44I know it's not exactly what you had in mind, but...
0:36:44 > 0:36:48No, no, you're right. It makes sense.
0:36:48 > 0:36:50And it's good for me to lower my expectations.
0:36:50 > 0:36:53My new New Year's resolution. Who needs Hawaii?
0:36:53 > 0:36:54And Rhys will look good in anything.
0:36:54 > 0:36:57Yeah. Big picture. Thanks, Lilah. You're a star.
0:36:57 > 0:36:59Dr Birdwood. You just can't help yourself, can you?
0:36:59 > 0:37:01I'm not with you.
0:37:01 > 0:37:03You haven't been gossiping with Mary-Claire?
0:37:03 > 0:37:05It wasn't like that.
0:37:05 > 0:37:07She had it in her head that we were doing it in the storeroom.
0:37:07 > 0:37:10Are you still trying to ruin my career - or yours?
0:37:10 > 0:37:12I was trying to put a lid on it. That's all.
0:37:12 > 0:37:15Mr Griffin, Mr Cannon's in a lot of pain and nothing's working.
0:37:17 > 0:37:19Thank you.
0:37:19 > 0:37:21What's going on? What's wrong with me?
0:37:21 > 0:37:22Stay calm.
0:37:22 > 0:37:25You can't let me die. Promise you won't let me die.
0:37:25 > 0:37:27You have my word.
0:37:27 > 0:37:29I have to see my wife and kids.
0:37:29 > 0:37:31I have to see my little boy.
0:37:31 > 0:37:33- OK.- OK, let's get him on the table. - Performing a laparotomy.
0:37:33 > 0:37:37It could be biliary colic caused by the gallbladder, but...
0:37:37 > 0:37:38Please, just take it out.
0:37:38 > 0:37:42We can't operate until your system's clear of the anti-depressants. Didn't your doctor tell you?
0:37:42 > 0:37:44Giles, the painkillers...
0:37:44 > 0:37:48I've already told you - I stopped taking them three days ago.
0:37:48 > 0:37:49Why did you order them online,
0:37:49 > 0:37:52when you've already being prescribed them on Keller?
0:37:52 > 0:37:54You bought drugs online?
0:37:54 > 0:37:55I needed more.
0:37:55 > 0:37:56Did you exceed the dose?
0:37:56 > 0:37:58I had to. I was in agony.
0:37:58 > 0:38:00You probably damaged the lining of your stomach.
0:38:00 > 0:38:05That's it. A peptic ulcer, probably bleeding. We've got no choice, we've got to get him back into theatre.
0:38:05 > 0:38:09Why didn't you tell us about the extra painkillers and the anti-depressants?
0:38:09 > 0:38:13Because he's scared he won't be able to write any more. He's scared of what people will think of him.
0:38:18 > 0:38:20He told me not to tell you.
0:38:20 > 0:38:22Is this all that medicine is to you?
0:38:22 > 0:38:24A competition to show how clever you are?
0:38:27 > 0:38:32- Keep pushing bloods and fluids. - We need to put a finger in the dyke.
0:38:32 > 0:38:35There, it's severed the renal artery. Clip.
0:38:37 > 0:38:40- Come on.- Are you OK? Luc?
0:38:42 > 0:38:44Diathermy.
0:38:47 > 0:38:51- Luc?- I can't see properly. Keep pushing bloods.
0:38:51 > 0:38:53More big packs, please, thank you.
0:38:55 > 0:38:56It's no good.
0:38:56 > 0:38:57I'm not letting him die.
0:38:57 > 0:38:59You don't have a choice.
0:38:59 > 0:39:02- It was a tiny puncture wound. We missed it.- I- missed it.
0:39:02 > 0:39:05- These things happen, you know. - No, not to him. Not to him.
0:39:05 > 0:39:08- He's bleeding out.- DIC...
0:39:08 > 0:39:10He's not coming back from DIC. There's no chance...
0:39:10 > 0:39:14- Where are you going?- Keep pushing through FFP, red cells and fluids.
0:39:14 > 0:39:17And antibiotics for the infection.
0:39:17 > 0:39:18Antibiotics, please. More packs.
0:39:18 > 0:39:21Where's he going? Heard you needed a hand.
0:39:22 > 0:39:26- DIC, huh?- Yes, we need a hand - and some fresh ideas.
0:39:27 > 0:39:30All right, I'm taking this kidney out. Clips and scissors, please.
0:39:39 > 0:39:42OK, kidney's coming out.
0:39:42 > 0:39:44Let's just keep going and hope for the best.
0:39:44 > 0:39:46More suction.
0:40:05 > 0:40:07INSISTENT BEEPING
0:40:07 > 0:40:09He's too weak to fight the infection, Luc.
0:40:09 > 0:40:11- He's lost too much blood. - We're not giving up. OK?
0:40:11 > 0:40:14- Is that more antibiotic? What are you doing? - We need to stop the bleed.
0:40:14 > 0:40:16What have you given him?
0:40:16 > 0:40:19Come on, Dean. Fight! Come on, Dean.
0:40:19 > 0:40:21Fight!
0:40:21 > 0:40:23You've just ended your career, Hemingway.
0:40:25 > 0:40:28He's not well, Michael. Someone should go with him.
0:40:28 > 0:40:30That's his new drug, right?
0:40:30 > 0:40:31BEEPING SLOWS
0:40:34 > 0:40:36BP's rising.
0:40:46 > 0:40:49Lilah, wait.
0:40:49 > 0:40:52I think he's made his position perfectly clear. Don't you?
0:40:52 > 0:40:53Please don't go.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55What do you expect me to do?
0:40:55 > 0:40:58We wouldn't be having a party if it wasn't for you.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00You found a venue. You kept me going.
0:41:00 > 0:41:01You didn't give up.
0:41:01 > 0:41:03I'm good at parties.
0:41:03 > 0:41:06Parties, cupcakes and sabotaging my own career.
0:41:06 > 0:41:08You're good at doctoring.
0:41:08 > 0:41:10Being a good doctor. Whatever the word is.
0:41:10 > 0:41:12Well, he doesn't think so, does he?
0:41:12 > 0:41:15I mean, how can you possibly prove yourself to someone like that?
0:41:15 > 0:41:17It's not about him, though, is it?
0:41:17 > 0:41:19- LIFT TANNOY:- Doors closing.
0:41:21 > 0:41:24Right, now for the moment of truth.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26Sorry to interrupt. I hope I'm not too late?
0:41:26 > 0:41:30Nathan, impeccable timing. Come and take a look.
0:41:30 > 0:41:32Oliver, would you mind?
0:41:36 > 0:41:39Good Lord. That's bigger than most newborn babies.
0:41:39 > 0:41:41And considerably uglier.
0:41:41 > 0:41:43What a beauty!
0:41:44 > 0:41:46- Fascinating, isn't it?- Yeah.
0:41:46 > 0:41:48Well, what do you make of it?
0:41:48 > 0:41:50I'm sorry, I don't think we've met.
0:41:50 > 0:41:52Oh, beg your pardon.
0:41:52 > 0:41:55This is Nathan Hargreave, consultant oncologist.
0:41:55 > 0:41:57I'm Dr Lo, F1.
0:41:57 > 0:41:58I'm Dr Valentine.
0:41:58 > 0:42:01I'd shake your hand, but, of course, I'm holding rather a heavy tumour.
0:42:01 > 0:42:05At a first glance, I'd say that's a diaphragmatic lipoma.
0:42:05 > 0:42:08It's actually quite rare to find a primary tumour of the diaphragm.
0:42:10 > 0:42:12With your permission, I'd like to write a paper on this.
0:42:12 > 0:42:15Oh, and I can write the surgical side of things, if you like?
0:42:15 > 0:42:17Would you? That would be amazing.
0:42:17 > 0:42:20Great, we can talk about it tonight?
0:42:20 > 0:42:22Actually tonight's not so great.
0:42:22 > 0:42:24I'm going to this New Year's Eve party at Albie's.
0:42:24 > 0:42:27Me too. If that's all right?
0:42:27 > 0:42:30- Of course, but... - Yeah. So we can talk about it then.
0:42:35 > 0:42:38HE GASPS
0:42:49 > 0:42:51HE CONTINUES TO BREATHE HEAVILY
0:42:58 > 0:43:01HE CALMS HIS BREATH
0:43:03 > 0:43:06GASPING STARTS AGAIN
0:43:22 > 0:43:24Mr Griffin.
0:43:24 > 0:43:27You might have noticed that I'm in the middle of something.
0:43:27 > 0:43:28Can I help?
0:43:30 > 0:43:31I don't need your help.
0:43:34 > 0:43:36Actually, there's something I wanted to say.
0:43:37 > 0:43:40Not that I know how to say it.
0:43:40 > 0:43:42I haven't got all day.
0:43:42 > 0:43:43Um...
0:43:45 > 0:43:47After we kissed...
0:43:49 > 0:43:50Oh, please.
0:43:50 > 0:43:55After we kissed, and things got out of hand...
0:43:58 > 0:44:00..I tried to stand up for myself.
0:44:01 > 0:44:04But I went about it the wrong way.
0:44:07 > 0:44:11And, yes, I was hijacked by someone else's agenda.
0:44:11 > 0:44:15But I'm the one that allowed that to happen.
0:44:15 > 0:44:19I've been messing up ever since I got here, we both know that.
0:44:21 > 0:44:25Big hospital, new country - I don't know what it is.
0:44:25 > 0:44:27But I'm not making excuses.
0:44:30 > 0:44:32Anyway, I just...
0:44:33 > 0:44:35It's just something I wanted to...
0:44:35 > 0:44:38It's just something I felt I needed to say.
0:44:40 > 0:44:44And could you give my apologies to Mr Cannon?
0:44:44 > 0:44:46I really didn't mean to betray his trust.
0:44:48 > 0:44:50I just hope the procedure goes well.
0:44:51 > 0:44:53Dr Birdwood.
0:44:56 > 0:44:59I'd be grateful for your assistance in theatre.
0:45:07 > 0:45:10It's good news. The tumour's benign.
0:45:13 > 0:45:15Larry, what's wrong?
0:45:15 > 0:45:18She texted me back. She didn't even call.
0:45:18 > 0:45:19She couldn't make it?
0:45:24 > 0:45:25"Sorry, babes. Got plans.
0:45:25 > 0:45:28"Any chance you could swap shifts with me next weekend? X"
0:45:28 > 0:45:31Larry, you're a good guy.
0:45:31 > 0:45:33I'm a fat fool. Fat Larry.
0:45:33 > 0:45:35You're not fat, so stop saying that.
0:45:35 > 0:45:39I've nearly lost six stone, but still she won't look at me.
0:45:39 > 0:45:41Not like that.
0:45:41 > 0:45:43She's not worth it. Forget her.
0:45:43 > 0:45:44But she's lovely.
0:45:44 > 0:45:46What's lovely is someone who's there for you.
0:45:46 > 0:45:48Someone you can be yourself with.
0:45:48 > 0:45:53Someone who loves - at least accepts - everything about you.
0:45:53 > 0:45:57How is someone like me supposed to find someone like that
0:45:57 > 0:45:59when I can't even lose the weight?
0:45:59 > 0:46:03What you're looking for... it just happens.
0:46:03 > 0:46:05One day you're getting on with your life.
0:46:05 > 0:46:09The next, someone walks right into it and you know, you just know,
0:46:09 > 0:46:13that this is the person you want to spend the rest of your life with.
0:46:15 > 0:46:16You all right?
0:46:18 > 0:46:19There's just something I've got to do.
0:46:25 > 0:46:29Well, we stopped the bleeding and we removed your gallbladder.
0:46:31 > 0:46:33And my hands?
0:46:33 > 0:46:36You have mild osteoarthritis of the hands,
0:46:36 > 0:46:39which can be treated with analgesia.
0:46:39 > 0:46:44Your blood tests show no evidence at all of inflammatory arthritis
0:46:44 > 0:46:47consistent with rheumatoid arthritis.
0:46:47 > 0:46:49So it's not as bad as I thought?
0:46:49 > 0:46:50Not even close.
0:46:52 > 0:46:56But my secrets came tumbling out in the end, eh?
0:46:58 > 0:47:00If it hadn't been for Dr Birdwood,
0:47:00 > 0:47:02there might not have been a happy ending.
0:47:04 > 0:47:08I agree. You did the right thing there.
0:47:08 > 0:47:11And I'm definitely going to steal your autograph trick.
0:47:13 > 0:47:14I'm flattered.
0:47:15 > 0:47:16Dr Birdwood.
0:47:24 > 0:47:30I'm really very sorry about the whole kiss thing.
0:47:31 > 0:47:33I was in the wrong. Simple as that.
0:47:35 > 0:47:36Mr Griffin, it's fine.
0:47:36 > 0:47:38No, no, no it isn't.
0:47:39 > 0:47:44I was in a position of authority and I abused that.
0:47:44 > 0:47:51And you have had to go through a highly stressful ordeal
0:47:51 > 0:47:55on your own - new hospital, new colleagues, new procedures.
0:47:57 > 0:48:01And it's greatly to your credit that you've come through it
0:48:01 > 0:48:03with such dignity.
0:48:05 > 0:48:08Thank you. I appreciate that.
0:48:09 > 0:48:13And, for what it's worth, in the light of your performance today,
0:48:13 > 0:48:15I'm passing you on your DOPS assessment.
0:48:17 > 0:48:19Really?!
0:48:19 > 0:48:21Oh, my God!
0:48:23 > 0:48:25Oh, sorry.
0:48:28 > 0:48:29It's OK.
0:48:31 > 0:48:33We shouldn't have left him alone.
0:48:33 > 0:48:37What's wrong with you? He injected an untested, unproven and illegal drug
0:48:37 > 0:48:39into a man fighting for his life.
0:48:39 > 0:48:41Exactly. He's not well.
0:48:41 > 0:48:44Well, I need an explanation, an apology and something signed in his own blood -
0:48:44 > 0:48:48because I am not taking the heat for what happened in theatre today.
0:48:52 > 0:48:56It's OK. Luc? Everything's OK.
0:48:56 > 0:49:01It's OK. It's Sacha. It's Sacha and it's Michael, OK?
0:49:01 > 0:49:02You're in your lab.
0:49:04 > 0:49:06Take it easy. Take it easy.
0:49:06 > 0:49:08- Take it easy. - Dean... Dean, is he...?
0:49:08 > 0:49:10Yes, he's fine. He's fine. He pulled through.
0:49:16 > 0:49:19It's a shame you couldn't get your money back on all those hula skirts.
0:49:19 > 0:49:22Doesn't matter. No-one really likes fancy dress, anyway.
0:49:25 > 0:49:28Surprise!
0:49:28 > 0:49:29THEME MUSIC TO HAWAII FIVE-O
0:49:29 > 0:49:32Lilah, did you do this?
0:49:32 > 0:49:34"Who needs Hawaii," right?
0:49:34 > 0:49:35Thanks a million!
0:49:36 > 0:49:40How you managed to get a drink named after you I'll never know.
0:49:40 > 0:49:42It's a Chantellita - like a Margarita,
0:49:42 > 0:49:44but with something special.
0:49:44 > 0:49:46Ah, speaking of something special...
0:49:46 > 0:49:48You look good enough to eat.
0:49:48 > 0:49:49What are you waiting for?
0:49:55 > 0:49:58Sorry, sorry. Hi. Hey!
0:49:58 > 0:50:00I need to talk to you.
0:50:00 > 0:50:03Look! I'm dancing and I never dance! Nathan got me to dance.
0:50:03 > 0:50:06- I love Nathan! - Tara.- The dancing was her idea.
0:50:06 > 0:50:09- Tara, listen to me. - No, I got myself drunk. One drink.
0:50:09 > 0:50:11What do they put in these things?
0:50:13 > 0:50:16Look, I know this might seem out of the blue.
0:50:16 > 0:50:18- OK.- Is that Aisha's ring?
0:50:18 > 0:50:21But in defiance of mortality, and morbidity...
0:50:21 > 0:50:25Wait, stop. Are you going to do what I think you're going to do?
0:50:25 > 0:50:29- With a dead girl's ring?- I love you. And I want to be with you.
0:50:29 > 0:50:31That doesn't mean we have to get married.
0:50:31 > 0:50:33Stop. Where is this coming from?
0:50:33 > 0:50:35Where do you think?
0:50:36 > 0:50:38See, this is the problem right here.
0:50:38 > 0:50:41We're not meant to talk about it and everything's supposed to be normal,
0:50:41 > 0:50:43but I could see, from today...
0:50:43 > 0:50:46Ollie, I hate New Year's Eve. That is all.
0:50:46 > 0:50:50So that's supposed to explain why you didn't want to come to this party?
0:50:50 > 0:50:52And why you roared at a drunk...
0:50:52 > 0:50:53It's a New Year's Eve party.
0:50:53 > 0:50:56And he was singing Auld Lang Syne.
0:50:56 > 0:50:58Why didn't you say something?
0:50:58 > 0:51:00Because it's embarrassing.
0:51:00 > 0:51:04You're supposed to love New Year's Eve and, I don't know,
0:51:04 > 0:51:06maybe I'm starting to.
0:51:06 > 0:51:07Come on.
0:51:07 > 0:51:10- You can't mean it. You mean it's your last day?- Yeah.
0:51:10 > 0:51:14Ever since Mr Griffin passed me on my CBDs - hello, Neurosurgery.
0:51:14 > 0:51:18Oh, we're really going to miss you. Wait till I tell Rhys.
0:51:18 > 0:51:20I think he went out for a ciggie.
0:51:20 > 0:51:21That's one habit he's going to have to kick
0:51:21 > 0:51:24if we're going to have a future together.
0:51:24 > 0:51:26- I'll be back.- OK.
0:51:43 > 0:51:46Yeah, I don't think he felt much like celebrating.
0:51:46 > 0:51:49That's because the Shelly didn't turn up.
0:51:49 > 0:51:52And who wants to be by themselves on New Year's Eve?
0:51:52 > 0:51:54At least he gets to go home with a benign tumour.
0:51:54 > 0:51:56Without one, you mean.
0:51:56 > 0:52:00Yeah, that. Which is good, considering it weighed a tonne.
0:52:01 > 0:52:03Oh!
0:52:05 > 0:52:06Come on.
0:52:12 > 0:52:13What are you doing?
0:52:13 > 0:52:15Ow!
0:52:15 > 0:52:16Are you OK?
0:52:16 > 0:52:20Sorry, yes, hi. I was conducting an experiment.
0:52:20 > 0:52:23In?
0:52:23 > 0:52:26In...how not to be noticed at a party.
0:52:26 > 0:52:30The theory being that if I'm distracted doing something a bit daft,
0:52:30 > 0:52:34people just think, "Oh, that's the daft guy," and ignore me.
0:52:34 > 0:52:36But why do you want to be ignored?
0:52:36 > 0:52:39Er, it's mildly better than being rejected.
0:52:40 > 0:52:41Oh, dear.
0:52:43 > 0:52:47Why are you talking to me? Beautiful women never talk to me, so...
0:52:50 > 0:52:51Do you want to dance?
0:52:54 > 0:52:56I should warn you. I am terrifyingly good.
0:52:59 > 0:53:01I could do with a bit of terrifying.
0:53:09 > 0:53:10How is he?
0:53:11 > 0:53:16He's not great. You know you don't have to go home.
0:53:16 > 0:53:18I persuaded Rachel to baby-sit.
0:53:18 > 0:53:21Thank you, but I don't really feel like a party now.
0:53:21 > 0:53:23Why don't you come with me?
0:53:23 > 0:53:26No, I better stay and keep an eye on him.
0:53:27 > 0:53:30- All right, I'll call you at midnight. - OK.
0:53:35 > 0:53:36- Larry.- Larry.
0:53:36 > 0:53:39Larry, there's something we need to tell you.
0:53:39 > 0:53:42You were right. I should look on the bright side.
0:53:42 > 0:53:46I might not have made my target, I might not have Shelly,
0:53:46 > 0:53:47but I'm a nice guy
0:53:47 > 0:53:50and, more importantly, I don't have terminal cancer.
0:53:50 > 0:53:53Actually, on the subject of your weight loss, well...
0:53:54 > 0:53:56Dr Lo, would you like to tell him?
0:53:56 > 0:53:59Yes, Larry - we weighed your tumour,
0:53:59 > 0:54:03and it was eight pounds and three ounces.
0:54:03 > 0:54:04But that means...
0:54:06 > 0:54:07- ..I did it.- Yeah.
0:54:07 > 0:54:09I'm not Fat Larry any more.
0:54:09 > 0:54:12I'm...Fit Larry!
0:54:27 > 0:54:29Well, you could at least say sorry?
0:54:29 > 0:54:32What? For letting you steal my boyfriend?
0:54:32 > 0:54:35- Chantelle, we were talking. One thing lead to another... - It doesn't matter.
0:54:35 > 0:54:38Thanks, Mary-Claire. You deserve him.
0:54:43 > 0:54:46Don't worry. I poisoned the cup-cakes.
0:54:46 > 0:54:48Saw those two gorging on them earlier.
0:54:49 > 0:54:52Hey, if I go down for this, I'm taking you with me.
0:54:53 > 0:54:55Birdwood and Lane. Partners in crime.
0:55:08 > 0:55:10You sure you want to do this?
0:55:10 > 0:55:12Yeah, I'm fine now, Michael. Thank you.
0:55:15 > 0:55:17Thank you.
0:55:21 > 0:55:22Dean?
0:55:24 > 0:55:26What happened?
0:55:26 > 0:55:27We nearly lost you.
0:55:28 > 0:55:31What time is it?
0:55:31 > 0:55:32It's dark.
0:55:32 > 0:55:34I need you to sign me out.
0:55:34 > 0:55:35No. You're too weak.
0:55:35 > 0:55:37I need to get to my family.
0:55:37 > 0:55:39You will. You will. Just not tonight.
0:55:44 > 0:55:45What happened to you?
0:55:45 > 0:55:46Er...
0:55:47 > 0:55:50I don't know exactly.
0:56:04 > 0:56:08Sometimes I think I'm going to see him again one day.
0:56:09 > 0:56:10When I die or whatever...
0:56:12 > 0:56:16But I feel like I'm betraying my own son,
0:56:16 > 0:56:19like I'm never there for him cos I'm always thinking about...
0:56:22 > 0:56:25You were about to tell me something, weren't you, when we were downstairs?
0:56:34 > 0:56:35Doesn't matter.
0:56:38 > 0:56:39Thank you.
0:56:42 > 0:56:44ALL: Happy New Year!
0:56:44 > 0:56:45CHEERING
0:56:45 > 0:56:47MUSIC: "Auld Lang Syne"
0:56:51 > 0:56:56# Should old acquaintance be forgot
0:56:56 > 0:57:00# For the sake of auld lang syne... #
0:57:00 > 0:57:02FIREWORKS EXPLODE
0:57:02 > 0:57:03All right...
0:57:05 > 0:57:09PHONE VIBRATES
0:57:19 > 0:57:23# For auld lang syne, my dear
0:57:23 > 0:57:27# For auld lang syne... #
0:57:37 > 0:57:38Happy New Year, Tara.
0:57:40 > 0:57:42Yeah, I think it's going to be.
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