0:00:39 > 0:00:41I was asked to a board meeting.
0:00:41 > 0:00:44They've asked me to facilitate Mr Tilly's transfer.
0:00:44 > 0:00:45Am I to be moved from my case?
0:00:45 > 0:00:49Mr Hanssen, do you disagree with the changes the government are bringing in?
0:00:49 > 0:00:53- Aisha Bowes, 22, she's only been on the list seven days.- I'm here for the heart.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55I just need your consent form.
0:00:55 > 0:00:56I'm not signing them.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58Aisha has just formerly declined the heart.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00Looking for these.
0:01:00 > 0:01:02You've developed an addiction to camoxidan.
0:01:02 > 0:01:06If you've been taking as many as I think you have then this could kill you.
0:01:06 > 0:01:07I need to hear you say it.
0:01:08 > 0:01:09I need you to help me.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25Thank you.
0:01:25 > 0:01:26What for?
0:01:26 > 0:01:28For kidnapping me.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30Ah, well my pleasure.
0:01:30 > 0:01:34No, it can't have been much fun the state that I was in.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39You weren't that bad, really.
0:01:39 > 0:01:40The vomit was a bit of a turn off,
0:01:40 > 0:01:42but the smell's nearly gone this morning.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49I could stay here for ever, Luc.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54If you're not ready...?
0:01:54 > 0:01:57No, I got to face it at some point.
0:01:59 > 0:02:00Eddi...
0:02:26 > 0:02:28You said you had qualms about the reforms.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30I said that off the record, yes.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32And would you like to share them?
0:02:32 > 0:02:33No, I wouldn't.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35Yes, but if you have concerns, you should address them
0:02:35 > 0:02:37to the relevant minister, shouldn't you?
0:02:37 > 0:02:42Mr Hanssen, do you disagree with the changes the government are bringing in?
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Yes, in their current form I disagree with them.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03Please, please.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Ah. Oh!
0:03:19 > 0:03:23I know it's been tough, but you're doing really well. Just one tablet a day now.
0:03:23 > 0:03:24I thought it was two?
0:03:24 > 0:03:27No, day six of withdrawal, so we lower the dose.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29OK, well you're the doctor.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31If you feel you're not coping, you just say, OK.
0:03:31 > 0:03:32Complete honesty from now on.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34I'm going to need my phone back then.
0:03:34 > 0:03:38Yeah, I suppose you will need this to call your dealer.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40You're funny(!)
0:03:43 > 0:03:44See you there.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55How's it going, Dr Frankenstein?
0:03:55 > 0:03:58Still waiting for that bolt of lightning?
0:03:58 > 0:04:00Mock all you like. It's almost there.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03After what, only the nine years in development?
0:04:03 > 0:04:06Ten, to be precise.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11Well, everyone needs a hobby.
0:04:11 > 0:04:15Do I detect the slightest hint of professional jealousy?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17I hate to break this to you, Elliot,
0:04:17 > 0:04:20- but there are plenty of other artificial hearts out there. - Not like this one.
0:04:22 > 0:04:25Herzig 3 is designed to piggy back an existing heart or
0:04:25 > 0:04:26completely replace it.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29It's not about putting a machine inside a body,
0:04:29 > 0:04:33it's about giving a very sick person a life worth living.
0:04:33 > 0:04:37If you showed that to a cardiologist, he'd say,
0:04:37 > 0:04:39"That's a normal human heart."
0:04:40 > 0:04:42It's ready for trial.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47SIREN SOUNDS
0:05:10 > 0:05:16PHONE RINGS
0:05:20 > 0:05:22Hey, Luc.
0:05:22 > 0:05:25No, I'm just having a bit of a fight with my hair.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58Oh dear, looks like baby Herzig just crashed,
0:05:58 > 0:06:00and you can't even shock him.
0:06:03 > 0:06:04It's Aisha.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13Look, I'll see you later, anyway.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15Of course, you're doing the interviews.
0:06:15 > 0:06:16Aren't we honoured(?)
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Yes, you are.
0:06:19 > 0:06:20How many have we got?
0:06:20 > 0:06:23Five, you've got some pretty good candidates.
0:06:23 > 0:06:28Right, great. Listen, I finish in the ED about 12:30.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31- Why don't I just come and pick you up?- Yeah, OK.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35You fancy a coffee before we meet the masses?
0:06:35 > 0:06:38Yes, please. Daniel was up half the night. He had a hacking cough.
0:06:39 > 0:06:43Sounds like a woman desperate in need of a triple chocolate muffin.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45I love you, Charlie Fairhead.
0:06:48 > 0:06:55There's an extra shot in there, right? Hey, listen, Chrissie.
0:06:55 > 0:06:58I'm really sorry about what happened at your wedding.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00I'm surprised you even remember.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14Mr Hope, Aisha deteriorated overnight
0:07:14 > 0:07:16and then I found her collapsed in a corridor.
0:07:16 > 0:07:20Right, falling cardiac output, falling blood pressure, declining kidney function.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22Well, the echo shows that her left ventricle is now massively
0:07:22 > 0:07:25dilated with an ejection fraction of 12%.
0:07:25 > 0:07:26Poor Aisha.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29It's hard to have sympathy for someone who refused
0:07:29 > 0:07:31the only thing that might save her.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Ordinary mortals feel fear and make hasty decisions.
0:07:33 > 0:07:36But you wouldn't know anything about that, would you?
0:07:38 > 0:07:41Aisha, what on earth were you doing out of bed?
0:07:41 > 0:07:45Well, no more wanderings, OK? Till you feel a bit stronger.
0:07:45 > 0:07:48How's that going to happen if I just lie about in bed all day?
0:07:48 > 0:07:51We can do something to help your heart work more efficiently.
0:07:51 > 0:07:54Insert an intra-aortic balloon pump catheter.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57Your cardiac output and oxygenation will improve significantly.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59So I'll be able to move about again?
0:07:59 > 0:08:02No, I'm afraid not, you'll be attached to the pump.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05That's what makes it function.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07Just gets better and better.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13Oh, I'm so sorry.
0:08:13 > 0:08:16It's cool. No harm's done.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18But I've got coffee everywhere, I'm such an idiot.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21Try to carry too much. A lazy man's burden, my Nana says.
0:08:21 > 0:08:22Just chill out, yeah?
0:08:22 > 0:08:25I can't, it's my interview today and I was doing some last-minute revision
0:08:25 > 0:08:29and a bird - pfft! - all over my Nurse's Manual. That's got to be a bad omen.
0:08:29 > 0:08:32No! That's lucky! You're going to walk through it now. Nothing to worry about.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35Hey Mary-Claire. To what do we owe the pleasure?
0:08:35 > 0:08:37I'm working with you guys today, for my sins.
0:08:37 > 0:08:39But I'm on today.
0:08:39 > 0:08:41Oh, Chrissie said she wanted us both on.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44You know, so there's cover when we go for interview?
0:08:44 > 0:08:45You're going up for it too?
0:08:45 > 0:08:47But I thought you were already permanent?
0:08:47 > 0:08:51Well, I thought I'd make more money being agency, but I was wrong.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53Besides I just love Keller.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59OK, let's get him in bed five, please. Thanks.
0:09:01 > 0:09:02Nurse McKee. Welcome back.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03Michael, hey.
0:09:03 > 0:09:08And Mr Hemingway. I did not realise that hangovers were contagious.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10You're not happy. We get it.
0:09:10 > 0:09:11Well, with good reason.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14While you two were bumping uglies in the love bus,
0:09:14 > 0:09:16I've been busting my balls in front of Hanssen and the Board
0:09:16 > 0:09:18trying to clear AAU of drug theft.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20And?
0:09:20 > 0:09:24- We should find out later today. - Look, I know that I've let you down but that will not happen again, OK?
0:09:24 > 0:09:27- Right now I just want to do my job. - All right, here's your chance.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29Clear bed eight, please.
0:09:29 > 0:09:32Right, this is Ashley Seddon. He's 21.
0:09:32 > 0:09:33He was found collapsed in the High Street.
0:09:33 > 0:09:36Drunk. ED have queried a head injury,
0:09:36 > 0:09:39but his GCS is ten which doesn't really tally, does it?
0:09:39 > 0:09:41We're waiting on the initial test results.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43All right, let's get him on the bed. Ready, on my count.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45One, two, three.
0:09:47 > 0:09:51Ashley! Can you hear me? You're in the hospital.
0:09:51 > 0:09:55Pupils responsive. It doesn't look like a usual head injury.
0:09:55 > 0:09:56OK, he's very sweaty.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00He's tachycardic.
0:10:00 > 0:10:01He's diabetic.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03OK, he's having a hypo. We need 250 mils of dextrose IV
0:10:03 > 0:10:05straight away, please.
0:10:05 > 0:10:08- No easing in gently. - Bring it on.
0:10:08 > 0:10:09Come back later when they know something.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14I'm not sharing with a bloke.
0:10:14 > 0:10:16I'm sorry, I guess there's nowhere else for him.
0:10:17 > 0:10:18This is a wind up?
0:10:19 > 0:10:21I'm sure they'll move him when there's a bed free.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24Might help alleviate the boredom in the meantime.
0:10:25 > 0:10:26Cal Mason. 24 years old.
0:10:26 > 0:10:29He's had the assist device for six months now,
0:10:29 > 0:10:32but he's deteriorated drastically in the last couple of days.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35- I'm worried there could be some infection.- Or it may just need re-synchronising.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Professor Hope, Mr Hanssen's office is on the phone.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39He's scheduled a Clinical Leads meeting.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Can I not have just one day when I am allowed do my job?
0:10:42 > 0:10:43Where am I?
0:10:43 > 0:10:45It's OK, you're in the hospital.
0:10:45 > 0:10:46Don't touch me.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48Well, you can't go anywhere. You've just had a hypo.
0:10:48 > 0:10:52- I'm not staying here, no way.- Ash. - I said, get off me!
0:10:54 > 0:10:56Get back in your bed. Get back into bed! Now, or I call security!
0:10:56 > 0:10:58Oh my, God. I'm bleeding!
0:10:58 > 0:11:00That because you behaved like a Neanderthal
0:11:00 > 0:11:01and pulled your drip out.
0:11:01 > 0:11:03Luc, calm down.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07I'll deal with you in a minute, Nurse McKee.
0:11:07 > 0:11:11What. What?
0:11:11 > 0:11:13You're hurt. You're bleeding.
0:11:13 > 0:11:17Am I? I'd forgotten how much fun this job could be.
0:11:17 > 0:11:18Eddi, you OK?
0:11:18 > 0:11:21Yeah, it's just a scratch. He didn't know what he was doing.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23Good to have you back on the frontline.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25It's good to be back.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28Eddi, you don't have to act like you're invincible.
0:11:28 > 0:11:33I'm not. But I'd better go and get myself cleaned up. OK.
0:11:39 > 0:11:43Well, you could eat your dinner off that floor now, Sister Williams.
0:11:43 > 0:11:44Great, thanks for that.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Well, I'm a team player. Whatever needs doing,
0:11:47 > 0:11:48you can rely on me.
0:11:48 > 0:11:49Much appreciated.
0:11:54 > 0:11:55Chantelle!
0:11:56 > 0:11:59Chantelle! Are you with us today?
0:11:59 > 0:12:03Sorry, Sister Williams, it's just this interview.
0:12:03 > 0:12:04Yeah, I can tell you're a bit nervous.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07Maybe a bit of work will help you take your mind off it.
0:12:07 > 0:12:10Right, we've got a referral from ED. A Mr Baz Herrod.
0:12:10 > 0:12:13He's a 51 year old. Intermittent severe diarrhoea.
0:12:13 > 0:12:17Some blood in his stools. Pain and discomfort in his lower abdomen.
0:12:17 > 0:12:18Oh, poor man.
0:12:18 > 0:12:22Now, I'd like half-hourly obs. Starting from now.
0:12:22 > 0:12:25Mr Hanssen's on his way down, so concentrate.
0:12:28 > 0:12:31Mr Herrod? I'm Nurse Lane,
0:12:31 > 0:12:33I'll be looking after you today.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Thank you so much. I'm sorry to be a nuisance.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38Don't be silly, it's what I'm here for.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40So when did all of this start?
0:12:40 > 0:12:43Haven't been right since I got back from Africa.
0:12:43 > 0:12:44I took my mother to Kenya.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47Oh, really? I'd love to go on safari.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49I bet you saw some amazing sights.
0:12:49 > 0:12:53Elephants by moonlight, a lioness with her new born cubs,
0:12:53 > 0:12:55even swam in a crocodile-infested river.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57You didn't? With your mum?
0:12:57 > 0:13:00Oh no, she's not the adventurous type.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03- Enjoyed the Sundowner cocktails though.- That would be me.
0:13:04 > 0:13:05Oh, you are suffering.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08Thought it would pass, but it seems to be getting worse.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10Not to worry. Mr Hanssen will sort you out.
0:13:10 > 0:13:13The Mr Hanssen? From the news?
0:13:13 > 0:13:15He's famous now. And he's going to treat you!
0:13:25 > 0:13:26Oi!
0:13:26 > 0:13:28I'm Cal, by the way, in case you're interested.
0:13:28 > 0:13:29Dr Lo!
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Is everything all right?
0:13:31 > 0:13:32How long till he's moved?
0:13:32 > 0:13:35The drugs, they can make people very aggressive.
0:13:35 > 0:13:36I want this sorted out now.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38I'll go and see what's happening.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42So, what brings you here? The food?
0:13:44 > 0:13:45The ambience?
0:13:45 > 0:13:47Would you leave me alone if I told you?
0:13:47 > 0:13:49Possibly.
0:13:49 > 0:13:52End stage heart disease, plus leukaemia.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54In remission now.
0:13:54 > 0:13:55Cancer and heart disease.
0:13:56 > 0:13:57Can't compete with that.
0:13:57 > 0:14:00So, I'm stuck here with you instead of being at home
0:14:00 > 0:14:01with my boyfriend.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03I look forward to meeting him.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05Not sure he can make it today.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08- Shouldn't be too long, the bed... - Oh he really loves you then? - What?
0:14:08 > 0:14:09You're dangerously ill.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12If he cared, he'd make it his business to be here.
0:14:12 > 0:14:13You don't even know me.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15I know what it's like at four in the morning.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17You and the grim reaper having a private party,
0:14:17 > 0:14:20while everyone else is out clubbing. Off their faces.
0:14:23 > 0:14:24Living a life.
0:14:27 > 0:14:32Nothing in your blood results to raise the alarm.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Bit of a mystery.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37And your blood pressure's normal, as is your temperature.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39But, your abdomen is swollen.
0:14:40 > 0:14:41And I've been losing weight.
0:14:41 > 0:14:44Mr Herrod's a bit of a modern day Tarzan. He's been to Africa,
0:14:44 > 0:14:47- swimming with crocodiles and everything.- Amazing you lived to tell the tale.
0:14:47 > 0:14:51Not exactly with them, but in rivers where they've been seen.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53I see. How long have you been back?
0:14:53 > 0:14:56- Two weeks. - Well, that seems about right.
0:14:56 > 0:14:57Right for what?
0:14:57 > 0:14:58Amoebic dysentery.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00I've got an amoeba?
0:15:00 > 0:15:03It seems the likely explanation. Given your recent contact with contaminated water
0:15:03 > 0:15:06and your other symptoms. Nurse Lane, continue IV fluids, please,
0:15:06 > 0:15:09and we'll need a stool sample to confirm the diagnosis.
0:15:09 > 0:15:10But, I've already given one.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12Well, we need a series of three.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15And if that confirms the diagnosis,
0:15:15 > 0:15:17we'll put you on medication to kill the amoebas in your blood.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19Is it, a long...process?
0:15:19 > 0:15:22It can be, the diagnosis certainly can be. But don't worry,
0:15:22 > 0:15:24we'll make you as comfortable as we can.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27- Thank you. Thank you, so much. - Pleasure.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30Can I just say how much I admire you for standing up for the patient.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33Your marvellous reputation, well deserved.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36Ahh. Hear! Hear!
0:15:39 > 0:15:41Told you he was good.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Oi! Nurse!
0:15:43 > 0:15:45It's all right. I'll deal with him from now on.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48The nightmare patients are my speciality. Do you remember that?
0:15:48 > 0:15:50- Even so... - Nurse! Over here!
0:15:52 > 0:15:56Look, will you just let me do my job? It's fine.
0:15:56 > 0:15:57OK.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03- Hey, you.- Hey.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06Sacha. I feel terrible about everything.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08- It's OK.- I was bang out of order.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10No, look, just don't worry about it.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12OK?
0:16:12 > 0:16:15So, is everything all right with you?
0:16:15 > 0:16:18- It is now, yeah.- Nurse!
0:16:19 > 0:16:22Better go.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Eddi...
0:16:24 > 0:16:25it's good to see you.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31Now, as words are meaningless without action. I have a proposal,
0:16:31 > 0:16:33for all of you.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37I have funding that has been ring-fenced,
0:16:37 > 0:16:39with the express purpose of developing a programme that
0:16:39 > 0:16:42will promote medical advancement at Holby.
0:16:42 > 0:16:45I'm looking for ideas that could transform
0:16:45 > 0:16:47the lives of our most critically ill patients.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50And I would like those ideas by the end of the day, please.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52Mr Hanssen, forgive me,
0:16:52 > 0:16:55but has this money been "ring-fenced" with the Board's approval?
0:16:55 > 0:16:57The Board are aware of my intentions, yes.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00But not the speed at which you intend to progress them?
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Does it matter? As long as the money's there?
0:17:02 > 0:17:04We have to be completely transparent,
0:17:04 > 0:17:06and respect the process.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08So, I would like to lodge my objection.
0:17:08 > 0:17:09Duly noted. Anyone else?
0:17:14 > 0:17:16Then I won't waste any more of your valuable time.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23Miss Campbell, one more thing.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26From next week you will be working on AAU.
0:17:28 > 0:17:29Excuse me?
0:17:29 > 0:17:31Oh, I think when you see the figures you will
0:17:31 > 0:17:34realise that this is the most cost effective approach.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36I know that is most important to you.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45Is everything all right?
0:17:45 > 0:17:47I'm sorry about earlier. I never meant to...
0:17:47 > 0:17:49You're lucky I didn't punch you back.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Bet you've got a mean right hook.
0:17:51 > 0:17:55Mr Seddon, you are a diabetic, Type 1.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57This is your fourth admission since June.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58It was a big night. Mate's Stag.
0:17:58 > 0:18:02Four hypos in as many months does suggest you're not managing your condition.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04I'll be a good boy from now on. Promise.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07- Diabetes isn't something you can just ignore.- Here we go. The big lecture.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09Is he always this dull?
0:18:09 > 0:18:12- Fail to take this seriously and you could go blind.- Yeah. yeah. yeah.
0:18:12 > 0:18:15Suffer renal failure, cardiovascular disease,
0:18:15 > 0:18:18you could lose a limb through gangrene, or you could die. It's not a joke.
0:18:18 > 0:18:22- I think it's hilarious.- Really, well I hope you feel the same when there's a surgeon
0:18:22 > 0:18:24standing over you with a saw about to amputate your leg.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27You've got no idea what it's like to be 21 years old and live,
0:18:27 > 0:18:31day in, day out with this. I'd rather die,
0:18:31 > 0:18:32than live like a monk.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34Intelligent choice. Well done.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36Luc, do you know what? He's misjudged his insulin.
0:18:36 > 0:18:37There's no real harm done.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39See, she understands. Don't you, darling?
0:18:39 > 0:18:42- Knows what it's like to party. - You know nothing about her!
0:18:42 > 0:18:44Luc, it's fine.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47You fancy her or something? Cos she's way out of your league.
0:18:50 > 0:18:55Hey, hey. I'm trying to get back to normal, all right?
0:18:55 > 0:18:58Coming back to work and trying to prove to everyone here that
0:18:58 > 0:18:59I can just that do my job.
0:18:59 > 0:19:02You are drawing attention to us and making it ten times worse.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04I can handle patients like him in my sleep.
0:19:04 > 0:19:07I don't need you charging in every five minutes
0:19:07 > 0:19:08on your white stead.
0:19:08 > 0:19:11Here, I'm a nurse and you are a doctor.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13Please, let's get on with it.
0:19:16 > 0:19:20You just... don't seem to be yourself.
0:19:20 > 0:19:23As a colleague, I can't help but be concerned.
0:19:23 > 0:19:24No need.
0:19:25 > 0:19:29A burden is lighter on the shoulders of others.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32Forces are gathering, I suppose.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39May not be much time left to act.
0:19:39 > 0:19:40Hence, the funding issue?
0:19:40 > 0:19:43I have to ensure that it's used for the good of our patients.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45I will not allow the Board to re-allocate it.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48But, they have final approval, surely.
0:19:48 > 0:19:51I have progressed this to the point where
0:19:51 > 0:19:53I have the authority to sign the paperwork.
0:19:53 > 0:19:59And I intend to execute that right. Before it's too late.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05Any luck with the stool sample yet?
0:20:05 > 0:20:08No, but maybe if you just leave me alone for a while.
0:20:08 > 0:20:09I feel a bit tense.
0:20:09 > 0:20:12Typical, isn't it? All that diarrhoea and then nothing
0:20:12 > 0:20:14just when you need it. It's like me with men.
0:20:14 > 0:20:15Feast or famine.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17It goes in waves.
0:20:17 > 0:20:19So, is your mum coming in to see you?
0:20:19 > 0:20:21Oh, no. Not today.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23She lives in Taunton now.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25- Maybe tomorrow. - Anyone else I can call?
0:20:25 > 0:20:26Your wife, maybe?
0:20:26 > 0:20:31No. It's my mother's. Got too loose for her, arthritis.
0:20:31 > 0:20:36Ah, poor lady. Good for her though going to Africa with arthritis.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38Can I just take your blood pressure?
0:20:41 > 0:20:44Oh, do you need something from the pharmacy? I can get it.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46It's not mine. It's my lodger's.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48Oh yeah, Martin. Is he coming in?
0:20:48 > 0:20:51No, I'll hold on to that, thank you. And would you mind?
0:20:51 > 0:20:54All these questions. It's very tiring.
0:20:54 > 0:20:55Sorry, I know I can go on.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59Have you been offered any tea, Mr Herrod?
0:20:59 > 0:21:00No. I haven't.
0:21:00 > 0:21:01I was just going to.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03No problem, I'll do it.
0:21:03 > 0:21:04Got to keep you well hydrated, haven't we?
0:21:04 > 0:21:07So I hear you're battling a tropical disease?
0:21:07 > 0:21:10Don't get many of those at Holby.
0:21:10 > 0:21:11Your wife must be really worried.
0:21:11 > 0:21:14- He lives with a man.- Oh, I see.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18No, his lodger.
0:21:18 > 0:21:19Not that it's anyone's business.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Sorry, I didn't mean to...
0:21:21 > 0:21:22Tea coming right up.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35- You're all right.- Thanks.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37That doctor's an uptight dick, though.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Yeah, well he's a bit of a slow burner.
0:21:40 > 0:21:43Right, Ash, I need to do your blood pressure.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48You OK?
0:21:49 > 0:21:53It's hot in here, right? Gets really hot.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56That's an interesting tattoo.
0:21:56 > 0:21:59Royal Tank Regiment. My family's all in the army.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01You next then?
0:22:01 > 0:22:04They don't want me. Cos I'm insulin dependent.
0:22:04 > 0:22:05A liability.
0:22:05 > 0:22:06Right.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08All I've ever wanted since I were a kid.
0:22:08 > 0:22:09Shot down in flames.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11So you drink your way through it then.
0:22:14 > 0:22:16I could lie to you. Say I'll stop.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19Take my insulin like a good boy, but I know I won't.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22Cos that's when all this disappears for five minutes.
0:22:22 > 0:22:25Sorry, but I'm not ready to give that up.
0:22:26 > 0:22:29- Sorry, to interrupt. Can I have a word?- Yeah.
0:22:31 > 0:22:35Michael's looking for you. Something about the investigation.
0:22:36 > 0:22:43OK...will you give me a minute...a minute.
0:23:08 > 0:23:09What you reading?
0:23:11 > 0:23:12Thought you weren't interested?
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Bored.
0:23:16 > 0:23:17Prefer DVDs.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21Japanese horror mainly.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Bet you're into angst-ridden indie movies.
0:23:39 > 0:23:41You can borrow them if you like.
0:24:00 > 0:24:03Ah, McKee! You should be the first to hear.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05The investigation has exonerated our department
0:24:05 > 0:24:07and laid the blame squarely with Dr Schneider.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09Ah, that's great. Thank you.
0:24:09 > 0:24:13So, hey. This time keep control of that drugs cabinet.
0:24:13 > 0:24:15All right, don't screw it up.
0:24:18 > 0:24:19Er...
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Hey, Professor Hope.
0:24:27 > 0:24:30Erm, I just thought I'd let you know that Aisha's obs are fine.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33And that's the only reason you're here?
0:24:33 > 0:24:37Well, I heard the lab had sent a prototype.
0:24:37 > 0:24:38Can I take a look?
0:24:38 > 0:24:42I know it's confidential, but it looks...extraordinary.
0:24:42 > 0:24:43Not so top secret now.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46Can I see it working?
0:24:46 > 0:24:49Sadly, no.
0:24:49 > 0:24:50But I thought it was ready to trial?
0:24:50 > 0:24:52And with Mr Hanssen's fund.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54Word gets around.
0:24:54 > 0:24:57Well, who else would he give it to? This is brilliant.
0:24:57 > 0:24:58I'm not applying.
0:25:00 > 0:25:04We had a set back this morning. It would mean re-testing,
0:25:04 > 0:25:07studies, it could take years.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09But aren't you really close?
0:25:10 > 0:25:11Maybe it's doomed to failure,
0:25:11 > 0:25:14and it would be throwing good money after bad.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17I wouldn't want to be responsible for squandering Mr Hanssen's
0:25:17 > 0:25:19precious fund for a pipe dream.
0:25:22 > 0:25:25Post-op patient in here, needs his IV changing.
0:25:25 > 0:25:26Not a problem.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28OK.
0:25:47 > 0:25:51MACHINE BEEPS
0:26:05 > 0:26:09- Problem?- Er, no, it's just the machine. I don't know what's wrong with it.
0:26:09 > 0:26:12I'll get someone to come and take a look at it.
0:26:12 > 0:26:13OK, thanks.
0:26:35 > 0:26:36Everything OK?
0:26:36 > 0:26:38I've lost my phone.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42Well, it's all right, I'll look out for it.
0:26:42 > 0:26:43Thank you.
0:26:55 > 0:26:57Swim With Dolphins.
0:26:57 > 0:27:01- What is it? - Things to try before you die.
0:27:01 > 0:27:04People like us tend to think about stuff like that.
0:27:04 > 0:27:05You wouldn't get it.
0:27:07 > 0:27:10Surfing in Hawaii might be a bit of a stretch. Bungee jumping,
0:27:10 > 0:27:12nope.
0:27:12 > 0:27:14- Must be something you can do. - Kiss a total stranger.
0:27:16 > 0:27:17Excuse me!
0:27:20 > 0:27:22Yes, mate.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28We think you're doing a great job, mate!
0:27:28 > 0:27:29Oh, thanks.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33I can't believe you did that!
0:27:35 > 0:27:36What about you?
0:27:36 > 0:27:38Me?
0:27:38 > 0:27:39You don't qualify.
0:27:39 > 0:27:40Call it forward planning.
0:27:42 > 0:27:45Um, I don't know.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48Learn the Oxford Book of Clinical Diagnosis off by heart?
0:27:48 > 0:27:51Way too dull. It's supposed to be fun.
0:27:51 > 0:27:53I've got "learn how to drive".
0:27:53 > 0:27:54You can't drive?
0:27:55 > 0:27:58Saw this science programme once.
0:27:58 > 0:28:01Said that in a situation where you can choose between life and death,
0:28:01 > 0:28:03like standing on the edge of a cliff,
0:28:03 > 0:28:08there's this thing in our brain that goes, "What if, go on, do it, jump."
0:28:08 > 0:28:09And?
0:28:13 > 0:28:16I always felt like if I got behind the wheel.
0:28:16 > 0:28:19I might just crack. Put my foot down.
0:28:19 > 0:28:20Keep it there, till...
0:28:22 > 0:28:24You're seriously insane.
0:28:24 > 0:28:27Yeah, well. Wish I'd done it now.
0:28:27 > 0:28:30Got to be better than just lying here...waiting.
0:28:39 > 0:28:40Mr Herrod?
0:28:41 > 0:28:42Mr Herrod?
0:28:58 > 0:29:00Any luck with your samples?
0:29:03 > 0:29:04Mr Herrod? You all right?
0:29:04 > 0:29:08What you doing? Get away from me.
0:29:08 > 0:29:12Sorry, you didn't answer. I just wanted to check you were OK.
0:29:14 > 0:29:15Mr Herrod.
0:29:15 > 0:29:16No.
0:29:16 > 0:29:19- Mr Herrod, I didn't mean to upset you.- No, how could you?
0:29:19 > 0:29:22- I didn't mean to upset you. - What's going on?
0:29:22 > 0:29:24Get her away from me, now!
0:29:24 > 0:29:26Can I help?
0:29:26 > 0:29:28I've never felt so invaded in my life. I'm in pain,
0:29:28 > 0:29:31stomach problems and she's there
0:29:31 > 0:29:32in the gents, spying on me.
0:29:32 > 0:29:34I was worried, you didn't answer.
0:29:34 > 0:29:37Not only that. She's been going through my things,
0:29:37 > 0:29:40asking incessant questions about my personal life.
0:29:40 > 0:29:42- I think you just need to calm down. - No.
0:29:44 > 0:29:47I demand a different nurse. This one is completely incompetent.
0:29:47 > 0:29:49I want her!
0:29:51 > 0:29:54Come on then, Mr Herrod. Let's get you back to bed.
0:30:01 > 0:30:02I don't want to worry you,
0:30:02 > 0:30:05but Charlie Fairhead's doing the interviews.
0:30:08 > 0:30:12Even if we replace the L VAD the outcome will still be the same.
0:30:12 > 0:30:14Not good news, I take it.
0:30:14 > 0:30:18- Cal's right ventricle's now failing, and the heart's enlarged.- I see.
0:30:18 > 0:30:20The severe infection rules out transplant.
0:30:20 > 0:30:22So, what can we do for him?
0:30:23 > 0:30:25Better go and tell him, Dr Lo.
0:30:36 > 0:30:37Oh no.
0:30:39 > 0:30:42Not much further. It's this green one here.
0:30:42 > 0:30:45Sure your mum won't mind?
0:30:45 > 0:30:46I drive it all the time.
0:30:46 > 0:30:50- You OK?- Yeah, you?
0:30:51 > 0:30:52Yeah, going to do this.
0:30:52 > 0:30:55Cos if I'm going to end up attached to a machine for the rest of my life,
0:30:55 > 0:30:57I deserve one last adventure.
0:31:04 > 0:31:07Need to sign out some morphine for my spinal patient.
0:31:07 > 0:31:08I need the key to the DDA.
0:31:08 > 0:31:09I gave it back to Eddi.
0:31:11 > 0:31:14- What?- Yeah, she didn't she tell you? We are all in the clear.
0:31:14 > 0:31:15So, she's back in charge.
0:31:25 > 0:31:27Stop panicking. It won't help.
0:31:27 > 0:31:28But look. They love her.
0:31:28 > 0:31:31I might as well give up now.
0:31:31 > 0:31:33That job's got your name on it. Trust me.
0:31:33 > 0:31:34Talent will out.
0:31:34 > 0:31:38I'm not sure Charlie thinks I'm very talented, after what happened before.
0:31:38 > 0:31:41Well good luck! And fate's on your side, remember?
0:31:41 > 0:31:43The bird poop has spoken!
0:32:03 > 0:32:05What are you doing?
0:32:05 > 0:32:08Getting some diamorphine for Sacha. What does it look like I'm doing?
0:32:08 > 0:32:10You didn't tell me you had the key.
0:32:10 > 0:32:11Well, I haven't had the chance.
0:32:11 > 0:32:15We had a contract. We made a contract. Complete honesty.
0:32:15 > 0:32:17You getting that key's a big step.
0:32:17 > 0:32:19Michael trusts me.
0:32:19 > 0:32:20Michael doesn't know the truth.
0:32:20 > 0:32:22I can't do this. You on my back, 24/7.
0:32:22 > 0:32:25- Watching my every move. - Turn out your pockets.
0:32:25 > 0:32:26What?
0:32:26 > 0:32:28Please, just...
0:32:35 > 0:32:36OK, happy now?
0:32:36 > 0:32:39And when you look in the cupboard for the stuff, as you no doubt will,
0:32:39 > 0:32:43you'll find it's all there. Thank you for the support.
0:32:50 > 0:32:52So, now you lift your foot off the clutch.
0:32:52 > 0:32:55Till you feel it bite. That's it.
0:33:00 > 0:33:02I can't do this.
0:33:02 > 0:33:06It's just a knack. Come on, gear in neutral.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09Ignition on, OK,
0:33:09 > 0:33:12you lift your foot off the clutch really slowly this time.
0:33:18 > 0:33:20Yay!
0:33:20 > 0:33:23Push down on the accelerator. Just a little more.
0:33:24 > 0:33:26Not too much
0:33:26 > 0:33:32Don't forget to steer. Watch it. Mind the ambulance!
0:33:32 > 0:33:34Watch it, watch it.
0:33:36 > 0:33:39Keep her straight, just keep her straight.
0:33:39 > 0:33:42I'm doing it. I'm driving.
0:33:47 > 0:33:49Your hand, it's shaking.
0:33:49 > 0:33:50You got the DTs?
0:33:52 > 0:33:54Or maybe you just need this?
0:33:54 > 0:33:55Give them back.
0:33:55 > 0:33:58Finders keepers. What are they?
0:33:58 > 0:33:59Uppers? Downers?
0:33:59 > 0:34:02Maybe I should give some to Dr Hemingway, might chill him out a bit.
0:34:02 > 0:34:05Whoa, calm down. I was never going to grass you up.
0:34:05 > 0:34:08Bet you're all into it anyway. Perk of the job.
0:34:08 > 0:34:11Your sugar levels are fine, so I'm going to get the doctor to come
0:34:11 > 0:34:13and sign you out.
0:34:13 > 0:34:15I was just joking. No offence.
0:34:15 > 0:34:19Whoa, weird. The room's spinning.
0:34:19 > 0:34:22It's called a hangover.
0:34:22 > 0:34:24No, I've got this pain... in my head.
0:34:24 > 0:34:27- Maybe I should see the doctor, I haven't had this before. - Your obs are fine.
0:34:27 > 0:34:30- And I need this bed for really sick people.- What, like you?
0:34:50 > 0:34:52Er, Sacha where's Eddi?
0:34:52 > 0:34:55- I asked her to transfer that patient an hour ago.- No idea, sorry.
0:34:55 > 0:34:56Georgia, where's Eddi?
0:34:57 > 0:34:58Little help.
0:35:00 > 0:35:02Can't feel my left side.
0:35:02 > 0:35:04OK, let's sit him up. Georgia, I need a pillow.
0:35:07 > 0:35:09OK, what happened?
0:35:09 > 0:35:11My head. I can't see straight.
0:35:11 > 0:35:13I told her.
0:35:13 > 0:35:16No, no, I just thought this was his hypo, and his hangover.
0:35:16 > 0:35:19OK, on three, we're going to get him on the bed.
0:35:19 > 0:35:20One, two, three.
0:35:24 > 0:35:30OK, Ash, I want you to push on my hand as hard as you can.
0:35:30 > 0:35:32As hard as you can, easy. As hard as you can, is that it?
0:35:32 > 0:35:35I cannot believe you were about to transfer him, he's having a TIA.
0:35:35 > 0:35:37The symptoms come on very quickly, easily mistaken.
0:35:37 > 0:35:40It's lucky for both of you this happened before you kicked him out!
0:35:40 > 0:35:43When did you last take this man's temperature, he's burning up.
0:35:46 > 0:35:49Nurse McKee, didn't you see this?
0:35:49 > 0:35:52No, that wasn't there before. Luc, that wasn't there.
0:35:55 > 0:35:59Possible carotid artery blockage. We need a CT to confirm.
0:35:59 > 0:36:01But it could be the cause of his TIA, we need to operate.
0:36:01 > 0:36:04- No way.- Right, if you want to risk having a full stroke, you be my guest.
0:36:04 > 0:36:06You keep your head in the sand.
0:36:13 > 0:36:15Whoo, just call me Jenson.
0:36:15 > 0:36:18- Maybe we should slow down a little bit.- No. Not yet.
0:36:20 > 0:36:22Aisha, what you doing?
0:36:22 > 0:36:24Slow down, no, that's too fast.
0:36:24 > 0:36:26Aisha! Stop!
0:36:26 > 0:36:28No, not yet!
0:36:28 > 0:36:32Aisha. Open your eyes. Open your eyes. What are you doing?
0:36:45 > 0:36:46See that. I stopped.
0:36:46 > 0:36:48Put my foot on the brake.
0:36:48 > 0:36:50Yeah, thanks for that.
0:36:50 > 0:36:53My brain was saying, "Go on. Just do it. Keep going.
0:36:53 > 0:36:55"Faster. Faster. You won't know anything about it,"
0:36:55 > 0:36:57but I didn't. Thank you.
0:37:00 > 0:37:02What's happening? Oh, my God.
0:37:02 > 0:37:07You've done agency work at Holby for some time now, Nurse Lane.
0:37:07 > 0:37:09That's right.
0:37:09 > 0:37:13Can you tell us something about why you're applying for a permanent post?
0:37:13 > 0:37:15It's a big commitment.
0:37:15 > 0:37:20Well, I absolutely love Keller, the work, the patients, all the staff,
0:37:20 > 0:37:22especially Mr Griffin. I love Mr Griffin.
0:37:22 > 0:37:25I don't mean I actually "love" Mr Griffin, but...
0:37:25 > 0:37:28Chantelle. Slow down, OK?
0:37:30 > 0:37:34What I really mean is... this is my absolute dream job.
0:37:34 > 0:37:37And I just want it so much.
0:37:37 > 0:37:39Now I sound like I'm on X Factor.
0:37:39 > 0:37:42I'll be talking about journeys in a minute, and my dead Grandma.
0:37:42 > 0:37:44Not that my Grandma is dead. She's in Stockport.
0:37:45 > 0:37:46Right.
0:37:49 > 0:37:52He's hypertensive. Let's get him to Darwin, quickly, please.
0:37:52 > 0:37:54All right, Cal, just stay with us.
0:37:54 > 0:37:56OK, go!
0:37:56 > 0:37:58Wait, wait, stop, stop.
0:38:03 > 0:38:04Sorry, we've got to go.
0:38:08 > 0:38:11Can you tell me what you would say is your biggest weakness?
0:38:11 > 0:38:14Chocolate. Definitely.
0:38:14 > 0:38:16As a nurse?
0:38:16 > 0:38:18Oh, yeah, 'course.
0:38:22 > 0:38:24I probably get too close to patients.
0:38:24 > 0:38:26I tend to get very involved.
0:38:26 > 0:38:28It upsets me if I can't help them,
0:38:28 > 0:38:31especially if they're miserable or in pain.
0:38:31 > 0:38:32Well, some would say that's a strength.
0:38:33 > 0:38:35Is that the wrong answer then?
0:38:35 > 0:38:39There's no right or wrong answer, Nurse Lane.
0:38:39 > 0:38:41We're just trying to get to know you a bit better.
0:38:41 > 0:38:43What do you feel are your greatest strengths?
0:38:45 > 0:38:46Patient care.
0:38:46 > 0:38:49Although, you probably don't think so after what you saw today.
0:38:49 > 0:38:51No, no. Go on.
0:38:55 > 0:38:57Good listening skills. Compassion.
0:38:59 > 0:39:03Although I just said they were my weaknesses. They can't be both.
0:39:03 > 0:39:08I had it all worked out. I'm just getting so muddled.
0:39:08 > 0:39:11Sorry. Please, can you repeat the question, please?
0:39:13 > 0:39:16His B/P's through the floor. 60/45.
0:39:16 > 0:39:18Can't see a thing here. More light, please.
0:39:18 > 0:39:20He's decompensating, tachycardic.
0:39:20 > 0:39:23He's bleeding out.
0:39:23 > 0:39:24Suction.
0:39:25 > 0:39:27More suction! Packs now, please.
0:39:27 > 0:39:30Thank you, Tara, now!
0:39:32 > 0:39:34More pressure.
0:39:34 > 0:39:36Pack it.
0:39:36 > 0:39:39Circulatory collapse. Can we try another graft?
0:39:39 > 0:39:42The aorta's too damaged.
0:39:42 > 0:39:44It's coming out quicker than it's coming in.
0:39:44 > 0:39:47He's gone into hypovolemic shock. Paddles, please.
0:39:47 > 0:39:48Come on, Cal.
0:39:48 > 0:39:51Charge to 20. Clear!
0:39:53 > 0:39:58And again. Clear!
0:39:58 > 0:40:01And again. Clear!
0:40:08 > 0:40:09And again.
0:40:11 > 0:40:13Please, Professor Hope. It's worth one more try.
0:40:13 > 0:40:15I'm sorry.
0:40:15 > 0:40:18Time of death, 12:59.
0:40:52 > 0:40:54We'll go for a saline wash out.
0:40:56 > 0:40:58Then, we're good to close, thank you.
0:41:01 > 0:41:02Suction, please.
0:41:03 > 0:41:07Nurse McKee? Suction, please.
0:41:13 > 0:41:16Nurse McKee! Suction, please.
0:41:22 > 0:41:25Nurse McKee? Eddi!
0:41:29 > 0:41:32Hey, what you doing?
0:41:32 > 0:41:35There's no point pretending. Today's my last day.
0:41:36 > 0:41:40It's just a shame Mr Griffin's not here to say a proper goodbye.
0:41:40 > 0:41:42It didn't go well then?
0:41:42 > 0:41:44The bird poop lied.
0:41:44 > 0:41:46You don't know anything for sure.
0:41:53 > 0:41:55How'd your interview go?
0:41:55 > 0:41:58It was a breeze, actually. Yeah, really enjoyed it.
0:41:58 > 0:41:59Great.
0:42:01 > 0:42:04Surely you'd rather have her. Everyone else does.
0:42:04 > 0:42:06You must be joking! Way too bossy.
0:42:06 > 0:42:09And she doesn't have an endless supply of strawberry bonbons.
0:42:23 > 0:42:24What the hell?
0:42:24 > 0:42:26Mary-Claire!
0:42:26 > 0:42:29OK, take it ease, Mr Herrod, we'll get to you in a second. Spill kit, please.
0:42:35 > 0:42:36It was all my fault.
0:42:40 > 0:42:42He was only trying to help me.
0:42:45 > 0:42:48No. His heart was very damaged.
0:42:48 > 0:42:50It could have happened at any point.
0:42:50 > 0:42:52Just like it could happen to me.
0:42:53 > 0:42:55I'm not going to let it.
0:43:00 > 0:43:03Look, I know an operation is the last thing you want.
0:43:03 > 0:43:05Let's do it. I'll have the balloon pump.
0:43:05 > 0:43:07As soon as possible.
0:43:08 > 0:43:10OK.
0:43:30 > 0:43:34I know you took the pills, Eddi, from the van.
0:43:36 > 0:43:38How many have you taken?
0:43:40 > 0:43:44I know camoxidan causes a chemical changes in the brain.
0:43:44 > 0:43:48Erratic use after controlled withdrawal is dangerous.
0:43:48 > 0:43:49It's so hot in here, Luc.
0:43:49 > 0:43:51What?
0:43:51 > 0:43:53It's really hot, it used to be freezing down here.
0:43:55 > 0:43:56Right, I want to help you.
0:43:56 > 0:43:59OK, I really do, but I can't if you keep lying to me.
0:43:59 > 0:44:01What happens next time?
0:44:01 > 0:44:04You make a mistake and you actually kill someone.
0:44:04 > 0:44:05I can't protect you then.
0:44:06 > 0:44:09I don't need your protection.
0:44:09 > 0:44:11Right, I didn't ask you for it, did I?
0:44:11 > 0:44:13So why don't you just leave me alone, Luc?
0:44:26 > 0:44:29Professor Hope, Aisha's agreed to the operation.
0:44:29 > 0:44:30Great.
0:44:30 > 0:44:32But I thought you said...
0:44:32 > 0:44:35It was just a software blip. Looks like we're back on track.
0:44:37 > 0:44:39So, this could help Aisha.
0:44:39 > 0:44:40At some point, maybe.
0:44:42 > 0:44:45She doesn't have the time to wait.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47It's just a prototype, untested.
0:44:47 > 0:44:49Imagine if it was me.
0:44:49 > 0:44:53Imagine if there was something out there that could possibly
0:44:53 > 0:44:54cure my tumour.
0:44:55 > 0:44:58Change my whole life... and a doctor like you
0:44:58 > 0:44:59just gave up on it.
0:45:25 > 0:45:29Michael, there's something you need to see.
0:45:33 > 0:45:35Where did Mr Malick take him?
0:45:35 > 0:45:38For a scan. In case the ED missed anything first time round.
0:45:40 > 0:45:43Don't you think it's odd, that every time he's left alone,
0:45:43 > 0:45:44he gets worse?
0:45:45 > 0:45:48Well, we've just has his stool results back.
0:45:48 > 0:45:49It's not good news.
0:45:49 > 0:45:52High blood content. You can't fake that.
0:45:53 > 0:45:57Unless he's deliberately interfering with it somehow.
0:45:57 > 0:45:59You've been watching too much House.
0:45:59 > 0:46:03It's just, I'm sure I saw him taking something right before he started vomiting.
0:46:04 > 0:46:07Oh no, you go ahead, Miss Marple,
0:46:07 > 0:46:09but I'm having nothing to do with it.
0:46:09 > 0:46:12But what if he's taking something that really harms him?
0:46:12 > 0:46:14Well, that's his look-out.
0:46:17 > 0:46:19You're really that bothered about it?
0:46:19 > 0:46:20Be my guest.
0:46:44 > 0:46:46SHE MUMBLES SEMI-CONSCIOUSLY
0:46:49 > 0:46:51Eddi, can you hear me?
0:46:52 > 0:46:54I'm sorry.
0:46:55 > 0:46:56You were right.
0:46:56 > 0:46:59It was too soon.
0:46:59 > 0:47:00Eddi, listen.
0:47:00 > 0:47:03No, I know I need to get some help.
0:47:04 > 0:47:07I'll take time off. I'll do whatever you want. I can do this.
0:47:14 > 0:47:17I had no choice. They know everything.
0:47:17 > 0:47:20Eddi, we're only doing this because we love you, and we want to help you.
0:47:20 > 0:47:25But, I didn't do anything, guys. OK, it was all Max. I promise,
0:47:25 > 0:47:26I didn't do anything.
0:47:26 > 0:47:29You put patients lives in danger. I'm going to report you.
0:47:29 > 0:47:35Michael, please. I can sort myself out. I will sort myself out.
0:47:35 > 0:47:37Nursing is all that I know how to do.
0:47:39 > 0:47:42It's all that I'm really good at. Why are you doing this?
0:47:42 > 0:47:46Because this has to stop. And I can't do it alone.
0:47:46 > 0:47:51I don't need your help. I don't need any of your help.
0:47:51 > 0:47:54Eddi?
0:47:54 > 0:47:55Why?
0:47:55 > 0:47:57You can lie to me. You can lie Sacha.
0:47:57 > 0:47:58You can lie to Michael.
0:47:58 > 0:48:01But I didn't think you'd be able to lie to him.
0:48:10 > 0:48:14My proposal concerns the development of surgery performed in situ.
0:48:14 > 0:48:20Whereby anomalies, such as aortic stenosis, ASD, VSD, could be
0:48:20 > 0:48:22alleviated or even dealt with before the child is born.
0:48:22 > 0:48:25Surgery that is currently vetoed in the UK.
0:48:25 > 0:48:29Yes, but I fully intend to overturn that ruling.
0:48:29 > 0:48:30And I'm sure you will, in time.
0:48:30 > 0:48:34But I'm looking for a proposal that can be implemented in the relatively short-term.
0:48:36 > 0:48:38Er, Elliot?!
0:48:38 > 0:48:40Sorry, I was worried I might be too late.
0:48:40 > 0:48:43No, no Ms Naylor has just finished. Thank you for your time. Professor Hope?
0:48:46 > 0:48:47Thank you.
0:48:53 > 0:48:56I have an end stage cardiac patient, Aisha Bose.
0:48:56 > 0:49:00We've now exhausted all long-term options for her,
0:49:00 > 0:49:01including heart transplant.
0:49:01 > 0:49:05Her future could be transformed by Herzig 3.
0:49:05 > 0:49:07The bi-ventricular artificial heart.
0:49:07 > 0:49:09We're nearly there.
0:49:09 > 0:49:12But we need funding to develop it within a clinical trial.
0:49:13 > 0:49:17I really think it's worthy of your investment.
0:49:19 > 0:49:22It could give patients like Aisha, who are currently just
0:49:22 > 0:49:25waiting to die...
0:49:25 > 0:49:30hope. Of course, nothing this ground breaking is without risk.
0:49:30 > 0:49:32But I believe it's a risk worth taking.
0:49:35 > 0:49:37I'm sorry.
0:49:37 > 0:49:39Do they know why you're always moving on?
0:49:39 > 0:49:41- Never in a job more than two years? - Liam, don't.
0:49:41 > 0:49:44What? They're supposed to be your mates. You can't keep pretending.
0:49:44 > 0:49:47Look where it's got you? So what, it's better to die than admit
0:49:47 > 0:49:48you've got a problem?
0:49:48 > 0:49:49Is that how twisted it's got?
0:49:49 > 0:49:54I just took one or two, all right? It made me
0:49:54 > 0:49:56feel like I was on top of things.
0:49:56 > 0:49:58And then I needed more and...
0:49:58 > 0:50:03And this wasn't the first time, was it? Go on, tell them!
0:50:03 > 0:50:05- I'm going to get you through this. - Look, you've had your chance.
0:50:05 > 0:50:08I've lived this all my life. I know how it works.
0:50:08 > 0:50:11I'd like to talk to my sister in private, please?
0:50:11 > 0:50:13Of course, let's go.
0:50:24 > 0:50:28Look, you're coming with me. We'll get this sorted, OK?
0:50:28 > 0:50:29No, I'm staying here with Luc.
0:50:29 > 0:50:31Ed, stay here and nothing will change.
0:50:31 > 0:50:35It will change, Liam, OK? I will make it change this time.
0:50:35 > 0:50:37I promise you.
0:50:38 > 0:50:41How many times have you heard Mum say that?
0:50:46 > 0:50:51I'm not like Mum! Liam, I'm not like Mum.
0:50:53 > 0:50:54I'm not like Mum.
0:50:57 > 0:50:58I'm not like Mum.
0:51:01 > 0:51:05Blood in the stools but no specific evidence of amoeba.
0:51:05 > 0:51:07Nothing's conclusive on the scan.
0:51:07 > 0:51:09You know what, it doesn't make sense.
0:51:09 > 0:51:12I think, I might be able to help.
0:51:20 > 0:51:22Mr Herrod? Mr Herrod?
0:51:29 > 0:51:32I take it baby Herzig made a miraculous recovery?
0:51:32 > 0:51:33Sorry, I didn't have time to warn you.
0:51:33 > 0:51:36That's fine, Hanssen wasn't interested, anyway.
0:51:36 > 0:51:38But I'm guessing by the big fat grin on your face,
0:51:38 > 0:51:40that he got his cheque book out.
0:51:40 > 0:51:42I've got to go and tell Aisha.
0:52:01 > 0:52:02Thank you.
0:52:05 > 0:52:10Mr Herrod? Mr Herrod?
0:52:20 > 0:52:22Mr Herrod?
0:52:25 > 0:52:28You've never been to Africa, have you?
0:52:28 > 0:52:29No.
0:52:29 > 0:52:32I spoke to a nurse at St James's,
0:52:32 > 0:52:36and she said your mum passed there four years ago.
0:52:36 > 0:52:38That's why you wear the ring.
0:52:38 > 0:52:43The last years in hospital, everyone was so kind, to her.
0:52:43 > 0:52:46To me. I felt important,
0:52:46 > 0:52:47like I really mattered.
0:52:47 > 0:52:49So you kept coming back.
0:52:49 > 0:52:53I get lonely. And then it starts, researching the illnesses.
0:52:53 > 0:52:56Knowing what information to give, what to hold back.
0:52:58 > 0:53:02Amoebic dysentery's a good one. Takes a while to uncover.
0:53:04 > 0:53:06Not many nurses as clever as you.
0:53:06 > 0:53:09I'm not sure everyone thinks that. But thanks.
0:53:10 > 0:53:11You're being very nice.
0:53:11 > 0:53:13I just want to help.
0:53:13 > 0:53:16Cos you can't keep doing this, taking medication,
0:53:16 > 0:53:21hurting yourself. One day something really bad might happen.
0:53:21 > 0:53:22And your Mum wouldn't want that?
0:53:22 > 0:53:23No.
0:53:23 > 0:53:26How about I get you someone to talk to?
0:53:26 > 0:53:29There's got to be a better way to matter.
0:53:31 > 0:53:32Hey.
0:53:32 > 0:53:33Hey.
0:53:33 > 0:53:35You mind if I take a seat?
0:53:36 > 0:53:37No.
0:53:40 > 0:53:43You took the first step. You told the truth.
0:53:44 > 0:53:47So, what happens next is up to you.
0:53:47 > 0:53:50Now, you can make up whatever story you need to get the time off,
0:53:50 > 0:53:51and I will back you.
0:53:52 > 0:53:56But in exchange, you will deal with whatever it is that's taken
0:53:56 > 0:53:58you down this road.
0:53:58 > 0:54:01I thought you had to report me, Michael.
0:54:03 > 0:54:04Think about it.
0:54:16 > 0:54:20Thank God. I just got your text.
0:54:20 > 0:54:21I thought I'd missed you.
0:54:22 > 0:54:24Do you think I'd leave without saying goodbye to my best mate?
0:54:33 > 0:54:35I'm really going to miss you, Sacha Levy.
0:54:38 > 0:54:39No, you won't.
0:54:51 > 0:54:53Thanks for not saying, "I told you so."
0:54:53 > 0:54:55I'm just glad he agreed to get some help.
0:54:55 > 0:54:57Such a sad man.
0:54:57 > 0:55:02Sad! He's an absolute leech! He's a total time-waster!
0:55:02 > 0:55:04Seriously, I'd have chucked him straight out onto the street
0:55:04 > 0:55:06and thrown his bag of tricks after him.
0:55:07 > 0:55:10Chantelle...can I have a word?
0:55:17 > 0:55:19Bit of a detective, I hear.
0:55:19 > 0:55:22Yeah, well, maybe I should join the police.
0:55:22 > 0:55:26Good instincts and observational skills are key to being
0:55:26 > 0:55:27a good nurse.
0:55:27 > 0:55:28As is kindness.
0:55:29 > 0:55:31Not very good at interviews though.
0:55:31 > 0:55:33Well, that's just lack of confidence.
0:55:33 > 0:55:35Maybe you don't know how good you are?
0:55:35 > 0:55:37You don't need to be nice about it,
0:55:37 > 0:55:39but thank you for the opportunity.
0:55:39 > 0:55:42It's not a question of being nice, the job's yours. Congratulations.
0:55:44 > 0:55:47Thank you, Mr Fairhead. Thank you so much.
0:55:47 > 0:55:50All right. OK.
0:55:55 > 0:55:59We will get you into a programme, OK?
0:55:59 > 0:56:03Then I can take a sabbatical. I could probably take six months.
0:56:03 > 0:56:07We can take the van. Go anywhere, where do you fancy?
0:56:07 > 0:56:08Paris? Barcelona?
0:56:10 > 0:56:13I had to do that in there, you do understand?
0:56:13 > 0:56:17Yeah, but it's made me realise that...
0:56:17 > 0:56:19I can't stay.
0:56:20 > 0:56:24- I have to do this properly.- Sure. Sure.- Away from here.
0:56:26 > 0:56:27And away from us.
0:56:30 > 0:56:32You can't fix this for me.
0:56:38 > 0:56:40Has he pushed you into this?
0:56:42 > 0:56:43No, no, sweetheart.
0:56:47 > 0:56:50Do you want to know what one of my earliest memories is?
0:56:51 > 0:56:53Looking up at my mum and thinking,
0:56:53 > 0:56:55"I never, ever want to be like that."
0:56:55 > 0:56:59But I'm going to help you. Eddi, I'm going to help you.
0:57:02 > 0:57:05Please stay. Eddi stay.
0:57:05 > 0:57:07No, I will hurt you, like I've hurt Liam.
0:57:08 > 0:57:11And like my mum's hurt me over, and over,
0:57:11 > 0:57:12and over again.
0:57:12 > 0:57:15OK, OK. Then you go and then you come back?
0:57:15 > 0:57:16Yeah?
0:57:26 > 0:57:28I've got to go.
0:57:30 > 0:57:35Thank you. Thank you.
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