0:00:40 > 0:00:43So the procedure is stealth-guided awake craniotomy.
0:00:43 > 0:00:46For debulking a temporal lobe tumour. I know.
0:00:46 > 0:00:49- Marry me.- Why? So I can sign away your organs.
0:00:49 > 0:00:52No, bumhead. It's because I want to.
0:00:52 > 0:00:55Mum, Dad. What are you doing here?
0:00:55 > 0:00:58Jake doesn't know I'm gay. It's going to stay like that, got it?
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- Why doesn't he know? - Cos I haven't told him.
0:01:03 > 0:01:04He's my answer.
0:01:04 > 0:01:07Your resignation, I assume. Are you sure?
0:01:07 > 0:01:10Some people get to leave their past behind them. Not me.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12You may now kiss the bride.
0:01:12 > 0:01:16THEY CHEER
0:01:18 > 0:01:20Darwin Central. All change!
0:01:20 > 0:01:22Come on. Put your back into it, woman. Onwards!
0:01:22 > 0:01:25You're really heavy. You've put on weight, Ollie.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28- I am moderately underweight. - You're rotund.- Onwards!
0:01:28 > 0:01:31Good morning. And do you have a reservation?
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Yes, Doctor and Doctor Valentine, please.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35Ah, you've been upgraded to the bridal suite.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38- Is Roxanna here yet? - Not yet, but...
0:01:38 > 0:01:39Arrived 6am sharp.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41Rise above it. Rise, rise.
0:01:41 > 0:01:44Have you seen how magnificently tall I am?
0:01:46 > 0:01:48OK.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52Good to see you.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Don't have to decide, just apply.
0:01:54 > 0:01:58Maybe. Look, I don't think I can handle college right now.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01Of course. I'll shut up.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03Did Nathan come in with you?
0:02:05 > 0:02:07Did you see him on your way in?
0:02:07 > 0:02:11It's just my abdo pain needs to say hello, so...
0:02:11 > 0:02:13Oh, and sign this for Tara?
0:02:13 > 0:02:16Er, shouldn't it say "get well soon"?
0:02:25 > 0:02:27Too fast.
0:02:27 > 0:02:30- You prefer it fast, no?- I do.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33- Can we all stop staring? - Of course.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35There's a conference of statisticians at the hotel.
0:02:35 > 0:02:39- What are the chances? - This was the joke I made!
0:02:39 > 0:02:43Right, pop this on and I'll get these cross-checked.
0:02:43 > 0:02:44Thanks, Jonny.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- May we intrude?- Please do.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49- Hi.- Ms Naylor.
0:02:50 > 0:02:53- From all of us.- Thank you.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56THEY SPEAK IN CANTONESE
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Doesn't matter.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04OK. Best behaviour, everyone.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06- Hey, you're looking well.- Thanks.
0:03:06 > 0:03:10Roxanna, this is everyone. Lin and Raymond, Tara's parents.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12- Good to meet you at last. - Thank you very much.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15- Elliot and Jac, Tara's... - Consultants.
0:03:15 > 0:03:19- And this is Roxanna, Tara's consultant.- Shall I take those?
0:03:19 > 0:03:23So, your Hanssen's pick? You train under him?
0:03:23 > 0:03:25No, only met him once actually.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Oh.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- Okey-dokey. Shall we get the boring bits done?- Yes.
0:03:30 > 0:03:34- Probably just family, I'd say. - That'll just be me and these guys.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39- Oi!- No.- Come on. It's part of the costume.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41- Don't want to.- Not so much of an asking thing,
0:03:41 > 0:03:43- more of a telling thing.- Don't want to.
0:03:43 > 0:03:44- Put the gown on.- You put it on.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47- Ooh, nice knitwear!- Thank you.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Arthur's patient ready for ultrasound.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52Oh, yeah, abdo pain. Micheline Needham? She says hi.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54You treated her mother?
0:03:55 > 0:03:57But then I meet so many women.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00Also... I'm so sorry Arthur nearly dropped you in it
0:04:00 > 0:04:01this morning with Jake.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03He's terrible with secrets.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05Only a matter of time.
0:04:05 > 0:04:06Would you like me to remind him?
0:04:06 > 0:04:10No, thank you. I will tell Jake...
0:04:10 > 0:04:12Today.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Repeat it back to me?
0:04:19 > 0:04:22You drug me, you smash my head open, cut out a bit of my brain
0:04:22 > 0:04:26- and then you make me watch the whole thing.- Bingo.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28- Will she remember afterwards? - Most patients do, yes.
0:04:28 > 0:04:29See, I told you.
0:04:29 > 0:04:32- Are we done? - No. We have some questions.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34She needs to prepare.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36OK. Just one.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38How much pain will there be?
0:04:38 > 0:04:40There's no pain receptors in the brain, Mum.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43Did you look over the consent and info forms?
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Yes, I took them home.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52- Maybe I left them in the car? - Go and get them.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Quickly.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59Right.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05- You're not worried about her raised temp?- Nope.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08- And Roxanna's not worried? - No. And if you mention it...
0:05:08 > 0:05:09I wouldn't. I'm just...
0:05:09 > 0:05:13Jac, seriously, shut up. We don't need any curve balls.
0:05:14 > 0:05:17Whip-round for a fellow F1?
0:05:17 > 0:05:21Erm... Yeah, can't do any envelopes, sorry.
0:05:21 > 0:05:22I'm not being tight but, you know.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24No, of course.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28So when are you heading "up north"?
0:05:28 > 0:05:32Not sure. There seems to be a problem with funding or "summat".
0:05:32 > 0:05:36Could be a blessing in disguise. Isn't your son staying here?
0:05:36 > 0:05:40Yep. With my mum.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42- OK with you? - Yeah, course, course.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45Only, isn't leaving a job when you've nothing to go to a bit...?
0:05:45 > 0:05:47It's better than being sneered at.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50Oh, Gemma. No-one's sneering at you.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53I know you don't see it, but they are.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59- Her temperature? - Mildly raised, that's all.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02Would you say something to Ms MacMillan?
0:06:02 > 0:06:04No. If it was a problem, I'd mention it.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06We'd like you to mention it.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09- What are you worried about? - You're the doctor.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11She'd have spotted it and ruled it out.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13We'd like you to mention it.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18Not crying.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21SHE BLOWS HER NOSE
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Careful, you'll snort it out.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26They're not in the car.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28Did you look in the glove compartment?
0:06:28 > 0:06:29No. Get your shoes on.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31You go find them.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33I need to talk to everyone without you here.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35They're planning a surprise.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37No, I don't want a surprise. I don't want this.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39They don't understand. I don't want to do this.
0:06:39 > 0:06:40I'll stand them down.
0:06:42 > 0:06:46- Bloods from AAU. - No other notes?
0:06:46 > 0:06:50No, there were tons for Jacqueline Needham, but none for Micheline.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52OK.
0:06:53 > 0:06:56Nicked off Orthopaedics...
0:06:56 > 0:06:58Look...
0:06:58 > 0:07:01Can we go for a break at some point?
0:07:01 > 0:07:04- What, so you can nag me about my A-levels again?- No.
0:07:04 > 0:07:07- What, something about Mum? - Look, one sec.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11Is Dr Hargreave coming?
0:07:11 > 0:07:14Mr Malick's an abdominal specialist.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16I need a CT scan. I keep telling him.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19OK, well, your temperature and white blood count
0:07:19 > 0:07:21are slightly above normal.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23- What does that mean?- Meaning we're going to do an ultrasound.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26What about a full body scan?
0:07:26 > 0:07:28How long's it been hurting?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30- It isn't my appendix, is it? - It's the wrong side.
0:07:30 > 0:07:34- But it's nothing to do with the tumour?- I'm sorry?
0:07:34 > 0:07:36Sorry, what?
0:07:36 > 0:07:39I had a cancer tumour near my breast.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Malignant?
0:07:41 > 0:07:44Yes, cancer.
0:07:44 > 0:07:47They removed it, they said, in November.
0:07:47 > 0:07:50Right. Which surgeon removed it?
0:07:50 > 0:07:53Dr Hargreave. He wrote me a letter.
0:07:53 > 0:07:56Right... Dr Hargreave doesn't do surgery.
0:07:56 > 0:07:58He was the contact name for any questions.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02OK. And what follow-up have you had recently?
0:08:02 > 0:08:05- Nothing.- No scans or treatments or...
0:08:05 > 0:08:08The GP was supposed to arrange everything. It's why I'm worried.
0:08:08 > 0:08:12Right, well, that does sound slightly unusual,
0:08:12 > 0:08:15but we'll get this set up and I'll be back in a moment.
0:08:19 > 0:08:21I'll call Nathan.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24It doesn't seem...made up to you?
0:08:24 > 0:08:27No records for an in-patient or in oncology.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29But Jacqueline Needham, her mother,
0:08:29 > 0:08:33died of breast mets last October. Coincidence?
0:08:33 > 0:08:34Transference? Delayed grief?
0:08:34 > 0:08:36She does seem like a bit of an attention-seeker.
0:08:36 > 0:08:40- Guess we'll have to find out. - OK, no problem.
0:08:40 > 0:08:43Hey, can you get down here?
0:08:48 > 0:08:53Hey, Tara. Can I bum a lift into town?
0:08:53 > 0:08:54I'm going back inside.
0:08:57 > 0:09:01OK, then. Well...sayonara, then.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05Guess that'll be one less F1 fighting for a job, eh?
0:09:05 > 0:09:09- How do you mean? - For the record, I resigned.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15- Nice jacket. - Majax incoming. School shooting.
0:09:15 > 0:09:16Which school?
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Heaverwood Road.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22Well... Good luck.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25No, no, no. You're on site, you're on duty. Come on.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32- Where do you want me? - It's not as bad as expected.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35- Storm in a tea-cup.- Got capped, didn't I?- Looks superficial.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37Air gun. Blinking air gun!
0:09:37 > 0:09:40- Whoa! Hot nurse! - Speak like that, I kick you out.
0:09:40 > 0:09:44- So how many more? - None. Panic over.- Total farce!
0:09:44 > 0:09:46You guys, let's get him into bed eight.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Hey, I'm in loco parentis.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50And remember, Gemma, if you can see the ball bearing,
0:09:50 > 0:09:52there's no need to operate.
0:09:52 > 0:09:53Yeah, technically, I'm on leave.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55Yeah, well, me too. Come on.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57You know how to relate to the kids on the street, right?
0:09:57 > 0:10:01You guys, he'll be ready to talk after the examination.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06Hey, you.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08Ms Effanga. Been in the basement?
0:10:08 > 0:10:12Yeah... Ready to rumble?
0:10:12 > 0:10:15Can't let my public down.
0:10:16 > 0:10:19SHE GIGGLES
0:10:19 > 0:10:25Roxanna, hi. I'm sure you've noticed, but Tara's got a raised temp at 38.1?
0:10:25 > 0:10:28- Yes. She's got a slight cold. - You think that's it?
0:10:28 > 0:10:31I don't think that's anything to worry about.
0:10:31 > 0:10:32- If you're worried? - I'm not.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34Providing she hasn't taken any medication?
0:10:34 > 0:10:36God no! I know it's daft, I just had to...
0:10:36 > 0:10:39- You should mention anything you're concerned about.- Thank you.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41- You think it's a problem?- No.
0:10:41 > 0:10:44You don't think there is a danger of respiratory arrest
0:10:44 > 0:10:45because of her asthma?
0:10:45 > 0:10:48- She doesn't have asthma. - She had asthma as a child.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49Well, she's not taking anything for it now.
0:10:49 > 0:10:53I've spotted the asthma in the notes. I feel that risk is minimal.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58Here's an English version.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01Lin, she's not interested in your Googling.
0:11:01 > 0:11:05- The sedatives cause breathing problems.- They don't.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Here's the research I saw.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10- Lin...- Lin, please we've got to move forward.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12What's your idea, Mrs Lo?
0:11:12 > 0:11:15- Replace the sedatives with electro-acupuncture.- No!
0:11:15 > 0:11:17- It's been used in China. - It's not approved here.
0:11:17 > 0:11:21Look, as effective as sedatives, less respiratory depression...
0:11:21 > 0:11:23It's not something I'd advise.
0:11:23 > 0:11:24Enough now, Lin.
0:11:24 > 0:11:27And, at this stage, any change of plan could be as detrimental
0:11:27 > 0:11:28as any potential benefit.
0:11:28 > 0:11:31Please, we cannot fill her head with this kind of rubbish.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34SHE SPEAKS IN CANTONESE
0:11:34 > 0:11:36Would you listen to my wife respectfully, please?
0:11:36 > 0:11:40I'm sorry, it's just that we've been planning this for weeks. We cannot...
0:11:40 > 0:11:44She has spent years. I have spent years.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52What are they talking about?
0:11:52 > 0:11:54At a guess...football.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05Urgh, they're horrible!
0:12:05 > 0:12:08You think they're horrible? Check out these bad boys!
0:12:08 > 0:12:11Oh, you're joking. How do I not know about them?
0:12:11 > 0:12:13We don't mention them. Consent forms?
0:12:13 > 0:12:16- On top of the kitchen counter.- Oh!
0:12:18 > 0:12:21Do you think it means anything? That I left them behind?
0:12:23 > 0:12:25Probably.
0:12:32 > 0:12:36Subconscious? Are you in there?
0:12:39 > 0:12:42You need to man-up, OK?
0:12:46 > 0:12:49Because this guy needs you.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54Do you want to postpone?
0:13:10 > 0:13:12I have to ask.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17So, do you want to do this?
0:13:17 > 0:13:19Mmm.
0:13:24 > 0:13:25I'm not pregnant, am I?
0:13:25 > 0:13:28- That a possibility?- No.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31What's that black lump?
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Your liver. It's quite interesting actually because...
0:13:33 > 0:13:37It's fine. Some stomach wall. Some shading there...
0:13:38 > 0:13:41This area, if I push?
0:13:41 > 0:13:43It hurts, yeah. A bit.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46And you've had no bleeding?
0:13:46 > 0:13:47It's all looking positive, then.
0:13:47 > 0:13:51Have you been infected recent...? Have you had an infection?
0:13:51 > 0:13:53Could account for the raised WBC?
0:13:53 > 0:13:55What does shading mean?
0:13:55 > 0:13:58It's quite hard to tell without a CT scan.
0:13:58 > 0:13:59Exactly. Thank you.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04Is there someone that can bring your night stuff?
0:14:04 > 0:14:06No. No-one I trust.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08Are you sure YOU had the cancer?
0:14:09 > 0:14:11- Yes.- Could it have been a mistake?
0:14:13 > 0:14:14No.
0:14:14 > 0:14:17Can we leave this line of inquiry, please?
0:14:17 > 0:14:20- OK.- What, do you want proof?
0:14:21 > 0:14:24I cannot believe you asked me that! What? What's this?
0:14:25 > 0:14:28- What, did I do it myself? - I'll book a CT.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31- How could you ask me that?! How? - Dr Digby, follow me, please. Sorry.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- Missed an artery.- I dodged a bullet.
0:14:41 > 0:14:44You're from Broadsands, not the blinking Bronx.
0:14:44 > 0:14:45How did it happen?
0:14:45 > 0:14:47They were messing around and the bloody thing went off.
0:14:47 > 0:14:51Accidentally. Now shut up, Callum, or you'll get yourself arrested.
0:14:51 > 0:14:55- I ain't scared of no feds. - "Not" scared. "Any" feds.
0:14:55 > 0:14:58- There you go. - Can I keep it, show my dad?
0:14:58 > 0:15:00No. They'll want it as evidence.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01Oh, for pity's sake.
0:15:04 > 0:15:05Can we not just...?
0:15:05 > 0:15:07What?
0:15:07 > 0:15:09Turn down the heat.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12Look, the kids involved, they're at last chance saloon, some of them.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15I have to log anything to do with firearms.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18Yeah, I know, but another black mark and he's off to the sin bin.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20Might sort him out.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22Oh, it does that, doesn't it?
0:15:24 > 0:15:27Not everyone's been brought up to be a doctor.
0:15:27 > 0:15:31He'll have achieved something if he dodges Feltham this year.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36Well, even if we turn a blind eye, it doesn't mean the police will.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39Yeah, I know, but I can argue no harm done, though, can't I?
0:15:40 > 0:15:43Oh, come on. This could really make a difference to the lad.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49Fine.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51I'll log it as accidental in the notes.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53You're a good girl.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55I mean, woman - I mean, doctor.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58Woman doctor. Look, I'm sorry. Erm...
0:15:58 > 0:16:01Oh, and could you get me a plaster?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05Girls piled in, didn't they?
0:16:05 > 0:16:07Dirty fighters. Watch out for us.
0:16:09 > 0:16:12Micheline? Definitely the right name?
0:16:12 > 0:16:15I've had the geeks on it, but nada.
0:16:15 > 0:16:19No record of any follow-up at all? For a malignant tumour?
0:16:19 > 0:16:23- Yeah. She's worried about secondaries.- Not surprised.
0:16:26 > 0:16:29I can't have missed a whole patient, can I?
0:16:31 > 0:16:33Right, ultrasound.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36One step ahead of you. Slight shading only.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39OK, good. I just need to ask her a few questions.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Whoa, no, no, no, no, no.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44We've already had a showdown.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46You find your paper trail and I'll get her pushed ahead.
0:16:46 > 0:16:50- RAISED SPEECH:- So, if you'd like to email me that documentation,
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- that'd be great. - Are you sure?- Sure.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Lady streaker wants a word.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57Step away from the banter, Digby. Way, way, away.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Was I supposed to arrange a scan or something?
0:17:02 > 0:17:05No. Your aftercare should've been managed.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Have the hospital messed up, then?
0:17:07 > 0:17:10Only with my mum, we had to chase everything.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12I'm sorry to hear that.
0:17:12 > 0:17:13I just feel I'm being ignored.
0:17:13 > 0:17:18Well, I can assure that you have our full and complete attention, OK?
0:17:19 > 0:17:20OK.
0:17:22 > 0:17:23If you excuse me.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Are we going to go on our break now?
0:17:27 > 0:17:30No, we need to rush Miss Needham off to CT.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33- Use my name to jump the queue, all right?- I rearranged my break.
0:17:33 > 0:17:34Look, I'm sorry.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39- Do you know who wanted to go on break with me today?- Who?
0:17:39 > 0:17:42Kayla from maternity. KAYLA from MATERNITY.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44I'm sorry, I don't know who that is.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50That's OK. I know trainee midwives ain't your thing.
0:17:52 > 0:17:55Well...exactly. Yeah.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58That's good.
0:18:00 > 0:18:01You're doing a good job.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07- Is my bum showing?- Splendidly.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10Ollie, I have to work with these people.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12There we go. Oh!
0:18:12 > 0:18:14- Did your mum...?- What has she done?
0:18:14 > 0:18:17- Nothing.- I'm about to have my brain lopped open, I can still tell
0:18:17 > 0:18:18- when you're lying!- Tara...
0:18:18 > 0:18:21How are you feeling, Dr Lo? Suitably relaxed, I hope?
0:18:21 > 0:18:24Yes, thank you. Oh, er, baklava?
0:18:24 > 0:18:27- Yes. I'm perfecting the recipe. - She's nil by mouth.
0:18:27 > 0:18:31I know, but this is to incentivise a swift recovery.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33- Thank you. - May I have a word?
0:18:33 > 0:18:37I do exist, you know? I'm still capable of conversation.
0:18:37 > 0:18:38Why are voices raised?
0:18:40 > 0:18:41I'm completely stuck.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47Do you think, even vaguely, that airway care could be compromised
0:18:47 > 0:18:50by a combination of a common cold, mild asthma and sufentanil?
0:18:50 > 0:18:52Who's saying this?
0:18:52 > 0:18:55Her mother. She pieced it together off the internet.
0:18:55 > 0:18:56Oh, I went on the internet once.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59I discovered I had hepatitis and dengue fever.
0:19:02 > 0:19:03Thank you.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08Malick Junior, a word.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12Where are you going without my patient?
0:19:12 > 0:19:13Radiology.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16Sorry. He was asked to prioritise.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18Oh, and how was that decision made?
0:19:18 > 0:19:21She's an oncology patient... with secondaries.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Is there an ultrasound?
0:19:23 > 0:19:24Thank you.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30Oh, a tiny ulcer.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33- Ergo, my blunt trauma should go first.- Um...
0:19:33 > 0:19:36They're worried this lady's cancer might have been missed.
0:19:36 > 0:19:38I think it's more likely that Mr Malick is pulling
0:19:38 > 0:19:40a favour for his boyfriend.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44I'm joking. Turn of phrase.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47You told me he was going out with Dr Hargreave...?
0:19:47 > 0:19:50No! Don't think I did.
0:19:51 > 0:19:53Sorry, I'm just confused.
0:19:55 > 0:20:00- The F1 prize wasn't for tact, was it?- No. Academic achievement.
0:20:05 > 0:20:09So, Dr Valentine's mentioned your respiratory concerns to me.
0:20:09 > 0:20:14This is an accredited university. It was in Time Magazine.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16Yes, I do understand but I can assure you
0:20:16 > 0:20:19that Ms MacMillan is the very best in her field.
0:20:19 > 0:20:22There's no chance her judgment could be wrong on this.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Really? You really think so?
0:20:24 > 0:20:26I do, yes.
0:20:27 > 0:20:28It will be OK, will it?
0:20:28 > 0:20:30I keep trying to tell you...
0:20:30 > 0:20:33I was asking the doctor.
0:20:33 > 0:20:36And if I wasn't confident that the outcome would be excellent,
0:20:36 > 0:20:39I wouldn't comment. In fact, I can promise you that there will be no
0:20:39 > 0:20:42- respiratory complication. - Listen to him.
0:20:43 > 0:20:46OK, thank you.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50So, you need to present a united front for your daughter
0:20:50 > 0:20:51and your wife.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54Can you take this away before I go crazy?
0:20:56 > 0:20:58How can you be so sure?
0:20:59 > 0:21:01Oh, I can't.
0:21:01 > 0:21:02You and I both know,
0:21:02 > 0:21:04now we have mitigated risk for fear and flu,
0:21:04 > 0:21:07the outcome is down to luck.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10But you know that, don't you?
0:21:10 > 0:21:13You shouldn't say something if you don't believe it.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16Yes, I should. And you know that also.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23Good luck.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25Thank you.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28COMMENTARY FROM TELEVISION
0:21:28 > 0:21:30SHE KNOCKS
0:21:30 > 0:21:33Stitched and disinfected. I reckon you can discharge in a couple hours.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35Wow, that's quick work.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Ay, yes. Saw loads of ballistics growing up in the hood.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Well, our loss is Leeds' gain. "Right, luv?"
0:21:41 > 0:21:44That's Yorkshire, right?
0:21:44 > 0:21:45Right. Er...
0:21:45 > 0:21:49- this is a token of our appreciation. - Wow.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51Thank you. I wasn't expecting.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53His idea.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00It's handy if you're on the motorway.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03Or when the coach breaks down(!)
0:22:07 > 0:22:09Thank you. Um...
0:22:09 > 0:22:12So, have they advertised my position yet?
0:22:12 > 0:22:15Er, no, we have run out of funds.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17The money went to new software.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19Wow. Way to feel special.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22- I'm so sorry.- Don't be.
0:22:22 > 0:22:25If it was up to us, we'd have a thousand Gemmas.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27I was just curious.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29Right, well, um...
0:22:29 > 0:22:31Bye, then. Thank you.
0:22:31 > 0:22:35- Oh, you did log the firearms incident, right?- No.
0:22:35 > 0:22:38You needed to send the red flag upstairs immediately.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40Yeah, I know. I just decided not to.
0:22:42 > 0:22:45- Why?- It's not our job to go grassing up children, is it?
0:22:47 > 0:22:50Gemma, are you genetically programmed to seek out trouble?
0:22:50 > 0:22:52- Have you wet yourself, sir? - What?
0:22:54 > 0:22:56- Oh, hell.- Ah, that's gross!
0:22:56 > 0:22:57Shut up.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04- You been shot, sir? - Just zip it, all right?
0:23:04 > 0:23:08Look, Gemma, for once, make your life easy for yourself.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10- You can't win. - Bit of help, por favor!
0:23:10 > 0:23:12Kicking off, is he?
0:23:12 > 0:23:15Is his dad on his way? He keeps asking.
0:23:15 > 0:23:16Haven't heard.
0:23:16 > 0:23:19It's just, I wouldn't mind going home myself.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22It's all a bit much. Not abandoning him but...
0:23:22 > 0:23:25- Got to draw the line somewhere? - In the words of my fiancee.
0:23:25 > 0:23:26Understood. I'll chase it.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29She...she heard on the news and assumed the worst.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31- Well, not in the job spec, is it? - No.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33Still, beats office work, don't it?
0:23:35 > 0:23:37Sure does.
0:23:37 > 0:23:40Sorry, lads. It's going to be another couple of hours, very least.
0:23:40 > 0:23:42Go get doughnuts.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50SHE BLOWS
0:23:52 > 0:23:53Yeah, fine.
0:23:53 > 0:23:56Now, does anyone have any more questions before we head in?
0:23:56 > 0:23:58I just want to say thank you.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00It's actually a pleasure.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04And where will I stand?
0:24:04 > 0:24:05In theatre?
0:24:10 > 0:24:11Mum, you're not coming in.
0:24:13 > 0:24:14Of course I am.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18No, Ollie is. He's a doctor. It makes more sense.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20- I'm sorry, there's limited room.- No.
0:24:22 > 0:24:24No. No. No.
0:24:24 > 0:24:25He can stay outside.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31I'm going to come clean.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34- Wait till we get the CT. - No, apologise early, then...
0:24:34 > 0:24:37No point apologising for something not proved.
0:24:37 > 0:24:38Stop chickening out.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41Not everything has to be dragged up.
0:24:41 > 0:24:42Gone off confrontation?
0:24:42 > 0:24:46No. We just don't want to make a scene.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49And, actually, Jake knows.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52He just didn't think it was a big deal. So, work with me on this.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54Jammy. As ever.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Hey, Micheline, how was your CT?
0:24:57 > 0:25:00It didn't happen. The porter just dumped me.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02I don't know what's going on.
0:25:02 > 0:25:05Hi. I'm Dr Hargreave.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06We met after your lumpectomy?
0:25:06 > 0:25:09Yes, I remember. You recommended no more treatment.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12Yes, I did, I have a copy of that letter here.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15And now what, it's come back worse? It's spread?
0:25:15 > 0:25:17There's nothing that suggests...
0:25:17 > 0:25:20I am going to take you for a CT myself, now.
0:25:20 > 0:25:22Thank you. That's all I want.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27This doesn't normally happen.
0:25:27 > 0:25:31It does. In my experience.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34Tell him you want me there! You've known him what, a year?
0:25:34 > 0:25:36I'm not arguing about this, Mum.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38- I'm your mother. - It's her choice.
0:25:38 > 0:25:42She doesn't know what she's saying. I'm withdrawing my permission.
0:25:42 > 0:25:44You don't give permission, so your view is irrelevant.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46- Ollie, please. - I'm not having you get upset.
0:25:46 > 0:25:49- Then don't fall out with my mum! - Oh, so I just give in, do I?
0:25:49 > 0:25:51Yes. Why are you doing this?
0:25:51 > 0:25:52Lin, stop this. Just stop.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Is everything OK?
0:25:54 > 0:25:57No! I'm leaving!
0:25:57 > 0:25:59I can't believe this is happening.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01I can't believe you're all doing this to me
0:26:01 > 0:26:02when I need you all the most.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04Do you have any idea how difficult this is?
0:26:04 > 0:26:05You guys have no idea!
0:26:05 > 0:26:07You don't know what it's like to be me.
0:26:07 > 0:26:09Go and get some head space.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11Tara... What do you want?
0:26:11 > 0:26:13I want you to sort this out.
0:26:38 > 0:26:42JAY-Z SONG PLAYS THROUGH HEADPHONES
0:26:45 > 0:26:47- What you playing at? - I'm on my break.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49- That's not how it works. - Is now.
0:26:49 > 0:26:51You don't just dump a vulnerable pa...
0:26:52 > 0:26:55- Jake, why are you behaving like this?- Why do you think?
0:26:55 > 0:26:57I don't know.
0:26:59 > 0:27:02- Are you even my dad, then? - What?
0:27:02 > 0:27:04Or is it some kind of sick joke?
0:27:09 > 0:27:11Jake...
0:27:11 > 0:27:12what's going on?
0:27:13 > 0:27:17Oh, just forget it. Ask that stuck-up, toffee-nosed doctor!
0:27:17 > 0:27:20That doesn't really narrow it down, Jake!
0:27:20 > 0:27:21No, he's not fine.
0:27:21 > 0:27:24But he's not going to die, if that's what you're asking.
0:27:24 > 0:27:28Yeah, OK, you do that. Right, we look forward to meeting you...
0:27:30 > 0:27:31..when you've sobered up.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33He's off his nuts.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35So, what are you going to say?
0:27:36 > 0:27:38We're better than this.
0:27:38 > 0:27:41It's not our job to collude with the police.
0:27:41 > 0:27:43Everyone deserves a second chance.
0:27:43 > 0:27:45To a 14-year-old boy?
0:27:45 > 0:27:47Nope. To Hanssen.
0:27:48 > 0:27:50Right. Um, is that wise?
0:27:51 > 0:27:53He can't fire me, can he?
0:28:27 > 0:28:29Roxanna needs to counter-sign.
0:28:31 > 0:28:32Are we sorted?
0:28:32 > 0:28:36If you want your mum to hold your hand, Tara...
0:28:37 > 0:28:38..it's fine.
0:28:40 > 0:28:43Mummy, do you want me to get through this?
0:28:43 > 0:28:46That's the only thing I want for you.
0:28:46 > 0:28:48Then I have to focus on the future.
0:28:50 > 0:28:51And that's Ollie.
0:28:52 > 0:28:55I know it was a shock us getting married, but...
0:28:55 > 0:28:56I need him.
0:28:58 > 0:29:00But you're my baby.
0:29:01 > 0:29:03And I'll still be your baby tomorrow.
0:29:03 > 0:29:05Come on. It's their life now.
0:29:06 > 0:29:08I don't want her to be alone.
0:29:08 > 0:29:09She won't be.
0:29:11 > 0:29:14I promise you, I'll look after her.
0:29:14 > 0:29:16He's a doctor, we should be pleased.
0:29:18 > 0:29:20I love her like you do.
0:29:21 > 0:29:22You don't.
0:29:24 > 0:29:26I really do.
0:29:29 > 0:29:31Come on.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39- Sorry.- I'm used to it.
0:29:42 > 0:29:44Nice to be alone.
0:29:45 > 0:29:47The bridal suite(!)
0:29:48 > 0:29:51Mmm. Do you want me to call room service
0:29:51 > 0:29:54- or shall I draw the curtains? - Absolutely.
0:29:54 > 0:29:57Can't think of anything I'd like more right now.
0:30:12 > 0:30:13DOOR OPENS
0:30:24 > 0:30:25You OK?
0:30:26 > 0:30:27Yeah.
0:30:27 > 0:30:29Right, make yourself comfy.
0:30:52 > 0:30:54Bye, then.
0:30:55 > 0:30:56Don't say good...
0:30:58 > 0:30:59And she's under.
0:31:07 > 0:31:10Mr Hanssen, did you get my voicemail about that kid on AAU?
0:31:10 > 0:31:13- No.- Oh, OK. Well, basically, it's the principle.
0:31:13 > 0:31:16If we report it, we're de facto assuming his guilt
0:31:16 > 0:31:18and setting him on a potentially life-changing course.
0:31:18 > 0:31:20I know Broadsands kids aren't on your radar,
0:31:20 > 0:31:23but in this case you should use your power for good, not evil.
0:31:23 > 0:31:25Not "not evil", but you know what I mean.
0:31:25 > 0:31:28Actually, you're completely incoherent and I'm on leave.
0:31:28 > 0:31:32Would you mind taking up your concerns to my deputy, please?
0:31:32 > 0:31:35Thanks a bunch, Mr Hanssen. Nice knowing you!
0:31:35 > 0:31:36Oversized Pinocchio.
0:31:36 > 0:31:40He's waiting on news of Tara's surgery. We all are.
0:31:40 > 0:31:42What?
0:31:42 > 0:31:44They're excising her tumour.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47What tumour?
0:31:47 > 0:31:48Ah...
0:32:00 > 0:32:01Agh!
0:32:17 > 0:32:18Agh...
0:32:18 > 0:32:21Excuse me, do you mind if I...?
0:32:21 > 0:32:23Sure.
0:32:23 > 0:32:26She wanted a memento.
0:32:29 > 0:32:30It's a bit weird, I know.
0:32:30 > 0:32:33I'm now going to open up the skull.
0:32:33 > 0:32:36This will expose the dura, you understand?
0:32:38 > 0:32:39Very wise.
0:32:41 > 0:32:45WHIRRING OF DRILL
0:32:55 > 0:32:58WHIRRING OF DRILL
0:33:05 > 0:33:07Kidney dish, please.
0:33:13 > 0:33:15Lovely.
0:33:27 > 0:33:29Storm the barricades, did you?
0:33:29 > 0:33:31Did you know Tara Lo had a brain tumour?
0:33:31 > 0:33:33- Yes.- How did I not know? How?
0:33:33 > 0:33:36Because people don't talk about each other like you think.
0:33:36 > 0:33:38No wonder she wasn't bothered I'd resigned.
0:33:38 > 0:33:40Your life is not such hot gossip as you think.
0:33:40 > 0:33:42I said something really stupid to her.
0:33:42 > 0:33:44Won't get a chance to apologise now I'm going, will I?
0:33:44 > 0:33:46Swallow your pride. Tell Michael you want to stay.
0:33:46 > 0:33:49- He might be able to sort something out.- You reckon?
0:33:49 > 0:33:52Yeah, he rates you. We all do. Just do yourself and us a favour.
0:33:52 > 0:33:55Severe swelling in the groin area, possible pseudo aneurysm.
0:33:55 > 0:33:57- Sacha, grab a wheelchair. - What happened?
0:33:57 > 0:34:00- You tell me, you treated them. - I didn't treat HIM.
0:34:00 > 0:34:01Maybe that's what happened.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03- Blimey, how did we miss this? - I spoke to him...
0:34:03 > 0:34:04Ballistic entry wound
0:34:04 > 0:34:07and possible haematoma and damage in the femoral artery.
0:34:07 > 0:34:10OK, chair in on my lift. One, two, three...
0:34:10 > 0:34:13- Let's get him straight into theatre. - I'm so sorry, I...
0:34:13 > 0:34:16Yeah, it's a great note to go out on. Thanks, Gemma!
0:34:20 > 0:34:22I didn't realise it was a secret.
0:34:22 > 0:34:23Brilliant.
0:34:23 > 0:34:25Since when have you been in the closet?
0:34:25 > 0:34:26I'm not, I'm just...
0:34:26 > 0:34:28- KNOCK ON DOOR - Come in.
0:34:30 > 0:34:33- Are you Ms Campbell?- Yes.
0:34:33 > 0:34:36I'm sorry, but he said I should blow the whistle to you.
0:34:37 > 0:34:41- Right.- My scan slot was given to someone else.
0:34:41 > 0:34:43You're the lady with the ulcer, aren't you?
0:34:43 > 0:34:45It's not an ulcer.
0:34:45 > 0:34:47- Have you done an endoscopy? - I sent her for a CT scan.
0:34:47 > 0:34:48For minor shading?
0:34:48 > 0:34:52No. Because Dr Hargreave failed to do the follow-up on my cancer.
0:34:52 > 0:34:54He's doing a cover-up for him!
0:34:54 > 0:34:57Also, I want that porter sacked.
0:34:57 > 0:34:59Look, I was the one that told him to look after you.
0:34:59 > 0:35:01Put my name on the complaint, not his.
0:35:01 > 0:35:05- KNOCK ON DOOR - CT results... Oh, you're here.
0:35:08 > 0:35:09Is it bad?
0:35:11 > 0:35:12No. Nothing.
0:35:12 > 0:35:14No secondaries, nothing.
0:35:14 > 0:35:17Not even inflammation?
0:35:17 > 0:35:19Just shading.
0:35:19 > 0:35:21All clear, then. Excellent.
0:35:22 > 0:35:25That's good. That...
0:35:25 > 0:35:27That's very good. I, um...
0:35:27 > 0:35:29I, um...
0:35:29 > 0:35:30Sorry.
0:35:32 > 0:35:34I guess luck was on my side.
0:35:34 > 0:35:35What happens now?
0:35:35 > 0:35:37We leave you to it.
0:35:37 > 0:35:40I will talk you through everything you need to do, OK?
0:35:40 > 0:35:42Thank you.
0:35:43 > 0:35:44Sorry.
0:35:47 > 0:35:50So, how did that go, Mr Malick?
0:35:50 > 0:35:52Protecting your boyfriend?
0:35:52 > 0:35:54Well, or not so well?
0:35:56 > 0:35:59Endoscopy, rule everything out, reassurance.
0:35:59 > 0:36:01Can you do it? I have to find Jake.
0:36:01 > 0:36:05No, I'm covering whilst Hans Christian Henrickson keeps vigil.
0:36:05 > 0:36:06Very attached to Tara Lo.
0:36:08 > 0:36:10From which, infer nothing.
0:36:12 > 0:36:15Wow. Mr Hanssen and Tara Lo...
0:36:19 > 0:36:21- Cinnamon?- No.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24- Pistachio? - No, wrong. It's cashews.
0:36:24 > 0:36:25Ah, yes, yes.
0:36:27 > 0:36:29Very good.
0:36:31 > 0:36:34- They will ring us, won't they? - Yes.
0:36:37 > 0:36:39This is what it must be like.
0:36:41 > 0:36:43That thought crossed my mind.
0:36:53 > 0:36:55OK, guys, she's starting to wake up.
0:36:55 > 0:36:57You might want to offer some reassurance?
0:36:57 > 0:36:59Right. Of course.
0:36:59 > 0:37:01Ice chips, to prevent coughing.
0:37:02 > 0:37:04Tara? Can you hear me?
0:37:06 > 0:37:07Wakey-wakey.
0:37:07 > 0:37:11Up the Nicardipine. B/P lovely. No signs of tachycardia.
0:37:15 > 0:37:17- How are you feeling?- Sick.
0:37:17 > 0:37:20Well, you won't be.
0:37:20 > 0:37:22They've given you an anti-emetic.
0:37:22 > 0:37:23Here we go...
0:37:25 > 0:37:28Hello. What's my name?
0:37:30 > 0:37:32Roxanna.
0:37:32 > 0:37:33And what's his name?
0:37:33 > 0:37:35Bumhead.
0:37:35 > 0:37:37Does she call you bumhead?
0:37:37 > 0:37:38Only in private.
0:37:38 > 0:37:40TARA LO LAUGHS
0:37:40 > 0:37:42Then her memory seems to be working.
0:37:48 > 0:37:50Yes.
0:38:03 > 0:38:05OK, this is stressing me out.
0:38:05 > 0:38:07I'm sorry, I thought we weren't speaking.
0:38:10 > 0:38:12What's the latest?
0:38:13 > 0:38:15There is no latest.
0:38:24 > 0:38:26Did you squeeze the bag?
0:38:26 > 0:38:28Dunking only. No sugar.
0:38:30 > 0:38:32- SHE CHUCKLES - Am I being funny?
0:38:32 > 0:38:34You're being very funny.
0:38:34 > 0:38:36So we agree - I am the funny one.
0:38:36 > 0:38:39You're the funny one when you're on a massive dose of relaxants, yes.
0:38:39 > 0:38:43# I feel good. I feel good!
0:38:43 > 0:38:46# Da-da-da-da-da-da-da! I knew that I would!
0:38:46 > 0:38:48# Da-da-da-da-da-da-da!
0:38:48 > 0:38:52# I feel good! Da-da-da-da-da-dada!
0:38:52 > 0:38:55# I knew that I would! Da-dadadadadada!
0:38:55 > 0:38:57- ALL:- # So good, ah, ah!
0:38:57 > 0:39:00# So good, ah, I got you!
0:39:00 > 0:39:02# Ba-ba-ba-ba... #
0:39:02 > 0:39:03This happen often?
0:39:03 > 0:39:08This is great. Saving me a job. Speech fine. Memory fine.
0:39:08 > 0:39:09Keep the conversation going.
0:39:09 > 0:39:12# I feel nice, da-da-da-da... #
0:39:12 > 0:39:14Where do you want to go on honeymoon? Tara?
0:39:14 > 0:39:17Shanghai. Meet the old folk.
0:39:17 > 0:39:21- I've met them. - I mean the grandparents, duh!
0:39:21 > 0:39:24- Tara?- Huh?- what's this?
0:39:25 > 0:39:28# So nice, da-da... #
0:39:28 > 0:39:31- It's a hen.- Well, a chicken, yes.
0:39:31 > 0:39:34- Next two. - # I got you, ba-ba-ba-ba! #
0:39:34 > 0:39:37- Which one's the pig? - SHE CHUCKLES
0:39:37 > 0:39:38Left hand.
0:39:38 > 0:39:39Oink!
0:39:39 > 0:39:43Right, we're pinning down the danger zone. More future, please.
0:39:43 > 0:39:45What sites will you visit in Shanghai?
0:39:46 > 0:39:51SHE SPEAKS IN CANTONESE
0:39:51 > 0:39:55What's that? SHE SPEAKS IN CANTONESE
0:39:55 > 0:39:57Right, we might want to test her Chinese.
0:39:57 > 0:40:00It might map a tad differently.
0:40:00 > 0:40:03# So nice, do-do-do-do....
0:40:03 > 0:40:06# Ba-bap-bap... #
0:40:06 > 0:40:08So, do you want to be sedated or not?
0:40:08 > 0:40:10I thought I had an all clear?
0:40:10 > 0:40:12This is to put your mind at rest, for your abdominal pain?
0:40:12 > 0:40:15I told you, it's not abdominal. Or my throat.
0:40:15 > 0:40:16Anyway, it's gone.
0:40:17 > 0:40:19Right. So the pain's just vanished?
0:40:19 > 0:40:23Yes. After the CT. After the good news.
0:40:23 > 0:40:24That was all I needed.
0:40:24 > 0:40:28Do you see how, um, it might look to the hospital staff like
0:40:28 > 0:40:30attention-seeking behaviour?
0:40:30 > 0:40:32No, that's not what we thought.
0:40:32 > 0:40:36No, he's exactly right. I needed attention.
0:40:36 > 0:40:39And luckily, somebody listened. For once.
0:40:39 > 0:40:41If you wanted a CT, you could've just asked.
0:40:41 > 0:40:43But you don't get one, do you?
0:40:43 > 0:40:46- Not unless something new is wrong with you.- Look, if you...
0:40:46 > 0:40:48- Mr Malick... Sorry.- Excuse me.
0:40:48 > 0:40:52Haseen just called. Apparently Jake's handed his notice in?
0:40:53 > 0:40:55Micheline Needham's histology.
0:40:55 > 0:40:58It was in the outpatient file, not inpatient.
0:40:58 > 0:40:59Might need your help here.
0:40:59 > 0:41:01OK, stall, I'll be back in a minute.
0:41:03 > 0:41:06Just stay this side, and talk to her.
0:41:07 > 0:41:10Mama! Mama!
0:41:10 > 0:41:12It's the relaxants.
0:41:13 > 0:41:14Tara.
0:41:14 > 0:41:16THEY CONVERSE IN CANTONESE
0:41:19 > 0:41:23Could you ask her to count to ten for me, in Chinese?
0:41:25 > 0:41:27SHE SPEAKS IN CANTONESE
0:41:28 > 0:41:33SHE COUNTS IN CANTONESE
0:41:34 > 0:41:36She missed out seven.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38Woops! Sorry!
0:41:38 > 0:41:41Could you write something for me, please?
0:41:46 > 0:41:49Oh, here we go! Saturday school!
0:41:55 > 0:41:58- I don't know, I'm rusty. - You know this.
0:42:03 > 0:42:06- It's fine. It's a lot to take in. - I don't remember.
0:42:06 > 0:42:09It's OK. Don't panic.
0:42:09 > 0:42:12- What's that smell?- What smell?
0:42:12 > 0:42:16Like...pencil.
0:42:16 > 0:42:17Strawberries.
0:42:17 > 0:42:19Don't worry. This has happened before.
0:42:19 > 0:42:22OK. Possibly complex partial seizure.
0:42:22 > 0:42:25Can happen in the mapping procedure. Let's anaesthetise her, please.
0:42:25 > 0:42:29She had a strawberry pencil. From my parents.
0:42:30 > 0:42:32It says love.
0:42:34 > 0:42:35Love.
0:42:37 > 0:42:40Oi! Oi!
0:42:40 > 0:42:41Stop when I shout for you.
0:42:41 > 0:42:44I didn't hear you, did I? What do you want?
0:42:44 > 0:42:47- To apologise, actually. - Doesn't matter. Forget it.
0:42:52 > 0:42:55Look, you should've heard it from me. All right?
0:42:55 > 0:42:57Whatever. I just don't get it.
0:43:01 > 0:43:02I am your dad, J.
0:43:02 > 0:43:04How does that work, then?
0:43:04 > 0:43:06What, you really want me to go into details?
0:43:06 > 0:43:07No.
0:43:10 > 0:43:11Look.
0:43:11 > 0:43:13It happened...later.
0:43:13 > 0:43:15After I met your mum.
0:43:15 > 0:43:17How can you be sure, then?
0:43:17 > 0:43:19Because you're a difficult, stubborn lickle pickney
0:43:19 > 0:43:21and it doesn't come from her, right?
0:43:23 > 0:43:25You have no idea how to do this, do you?
0:43:26 > 0:43:27No.
0:43:29 > 0:43:31I don't have much to go on.
0:43:31 > 0:43:34When I was your age, I got in trouble with my dad.
0:43:34 > 0:43:36He found me in bed with a boy.
0:43:37 > 0:43:40Never spoke to him again for the rest of his life.
0:43:40 > 0:43:43Bad for gays in the olden days, was it?
0:43:43 > 0:43:45- It was the '90s.- Exactly.
0:43:51 > 0:43:54I was just trying to protect you.
0:43:54 > 0:43:56You'd been through so much. I didn't...
0:43:56 > 0:43:58You didn't need any more...
0:43:58 > 0:44:01What? Bad news?
0:44:01 > 0:44:02My mum's dead.
0:44:02 > 0:44:04I don't think it gets any worse than that.
0:44:08 > 0:44:09Don't quit, J.
0:44:12 > 0:44:14I like having you around.
0:44:15 > 0:44:18You told me to quit. You told me to apply for college.
0:44:20 > 0:44:23Oh, yeah. Yeah, good.
0:44:23 > 0:44:26Well, quitting's good - college is good.
0:44:27 > 0:44:30Good. Yeah, listen to your old man.
0:44:30 > 0:44:33Now go away. I'm meant to be meeting Kayla.
0:44:33 > 0:44:35Don't need you here, embarrassing me.
0:44:35 > 0:44:37SIRENS BLARE
0:44:38 > 0:44:41Here, Dad, can I nick a tenner?
0:44:57 > 0:45:00OK. Unfortunately, now we're in...
0:45:00 > 0:45:04it looks like we mightn't be able to remove as much as we'd hoped.
0:45:04 > 0:45:05OK.
0:45:05 > 0:45:08Just try and take out as much as you can.
0:45:08 > 0:45:10Don't think she can go through this again.
0:45:10 > 0:45:12I will ensure the best outcome I can.
0:45:14 > 0:45:16MACHINE BEEPS
0:45:16 > 0:45:19OK, Alan, she's tachycardic. Small bleed here.
0:45:19 > 0:45:20Bleed?
0:45:20 > 0:45:23It might be an idea for you guys to step out.
0:45:23 > 0:45:25- What's happening?- I don't know.
0:45:25 > 0:45:27BEEPING CONTINUES
0:45:27 > 0:45:29Bleeding now under control.
0:45:33 > 0:45:35- It's gone? - Yep. Nearly all, actually.
0:45:36 > 0:45:39That's good. That's good.
0:45:39 > 0:45:41BEEPING RETURNS
0:45:41 > 0:45:45OK. We've got another small bleed again. Let's lower her B/P.
0:45:49 > 0:45:50Just don't make a mistake.
0:45:50 > 0:45:52I'm sorry, this is extremely difficult.
0:45:52 > 0:45:54It would be better for me to have silence.
0:45:54 > 0:45:57BEEPING
0:45:59 > 0:46:02- BEEPING QUICKENS - OK, bleeding not stopping.
0:46:03 > 0:46:07Not good. The brain is swelling. Sort the blood pressure.
0:46:07 > 0:46:08I need to remove more.
0:46:10 > 0:46:11Get some mannitol in her.
0:46:11 > 0:46:13Quickly, please.
0:46:13 > 0:46:16BEEPING
0:46:28 > 0:46:31- Check her pupils. - Please, be quiet.
0:46:31 > 0:46:33Check...
0:46:33 > 0:46:34Check her pupils.
0:46:38 > 0:46:39Why's that?
0:46:41 > 0:46:43She's gone.
0:46:43 > 0:46:45- No!- Check.
0:46:46 > 0:46:47No.
0:46:52 > 0:46:54Pupils fixed and dilated.
0:46:58 > 0:46:59What does that mean?
0:47:02 > 0:47:04She's died.
0:47:14 > 0:47:18PHONE RINGS
0:47:24 > 0:47:25Hanssen.
0:47:30 > 0:47:32I see.
0:47:58 > 0:47:59She's died.
0:48:00 > 0:48:01That's not funny.
0:48:03 > 0:48:04She's died.
0:48:15 > 0:48:17Feds going to do me, are they?
0:48:17 > 0:48:19I think this will make it worse, yes.
0:48:19 > 0:48:22My dad will have to show up then, won't he?
0:48:22 > 0:48:24If I killed a teacher.
0:48:24 > 0:48:26That's one way of looking at it.
0:48:29 > 0:48:31Sacha redeemed himself. For once.
0:48:34 > 0:48:36- I really am sorry. - Don't apologise to me.
0:48:41 > 0:48:43You should've told me.
0:48:43 > 0:48:45Don't. I'm going to hear it enough when I get in.
0:48:45 > 0:48:48It's too big a sacrifice, mate. It's not your job.
0:48:48 > 0:48:50- Did his dad turn up?- No.
0:48:50 > 0:48:54Nice(!) Just for once, could they blinking step up?
0:48:54 > 0:48:56If I see him, I'll kick his backside for you.
0:48:56 > 0:48:58Nice and hard, please.
0:49:00 > 0:49:03Look, is it OK if I stick around for a bit?
0:49:03 > 0:49:06They need someone in loco parentis to do the interview.
0:49:06 > 0:49:09That's you, is it? Appropriate adult?
0:49:09 > 0:49:11Come on.
0:49:11 > 0:49:14You know, if I asked you to play mom, you'd have bit my head off.
0:49:17 > 0:49:20I'm sorry. I've totally cocked up this placement.
0:49:23 > 0:49:24I just felt judged.
0:49:25 > 0:49:27You win. Now I do judge you.
0:49:29 > 0:49:34You know what, in the next job just be yourself. You're good.
0:49:34 > 0:49:37I really don't want this to be the last thing you see me do.
0:49:38 > 0:49:42Just finish up. I'm going to take you and Sacha out for a drink.
0:49:47 > 0:49:49Hey, what did I miss?
0:49:49 > 0:49:52No malignancy in the lump. Why I said no follow-up.
0:49:52 > 0:49:55Ah. Possibly should've checked that first up, before diving in.
0:49:55 > 0:49:58Yeah, possibly. Luckily, I'm on beta blockers.
0:49:59 > 0:50:03So, what, the surgeon should never have operated?
0:50:03 > 0:50:08No, it would've been a close call. And with your family history...
0:50:08 > 0:50:11I said genes, I kept saying genes.
0:50:11 > 0:50:15You were definitely told that the original lump was dangerous?
0:50:15 > 0:50:19Yes. Suspected pre-cancerous cells. But they removed them.
0:50:19 > 0:50:21So they weren't suspect.
0:50:21 > 0:50:24That means there was nothing bad in the first place.
0:50:24 > 0:50:25Yes, I know.
0:50:26 > 0:50:28They kept saying that.
0:50:29 > 0:50:33But that's how it starts, isn't it? With a lump.
0:50:33 > 0:50:36Removing a benign lump doesn't always mean anything more
0:50:36 > 0:50:38than, well...
0:50:38 > 0:50:41removing a benign lump.
0:50:41 > 0:50:45That's why there was no more treatment. Does that make sense?
0:50:45 > 0:50:48So why were you all running around?
0:50:48 > 0:50:49Precaution.
0:50:50 > 0:50:52To give you the attention you deserve.
0:50:54 > 0:50:56I thought they'd just forgotten about me.
0:50:57 > 0:51:01That kept happening with Mum, it was awful.
0:51:01 > 0:51:03What about the raised blood count?
0:51:04 > 0:51:06Have you been taking aspirin?
0:51:06 > 0:51:10Yes. Against the heart attacks. That's right, isn't it?
0:51:11 > 0:51:15It's not really necessary for a woman of your age.
0:51:15 > 0:51:19My mum had her first lump at 30. I'm three years ahead of her.
0:51:19 > 0:51:23Look, you're a young woman. You're healthy.
0:51:23 > 0:51:29The chances of you dying from a serious illness are very remote.
0:51:29 > 0:51:30But it does happen.
0:51:35 > 0:51:37She looks asleep.
0:51:37 > 0:51:39Lin, she isn't.
0:51:39 > 0:51:41- Is there no hope?- No, OK?
0:51:41 > 0:51:42None.
0:51:44 > 0:51:45She's dead.
0:51:49 > 0:51:50Do you understand?
0:51:52 > 0:51:53Do you?
0:51:57 > 0:52:01It looks like she's breathing but she's not. It's brainstem dead.
0:52:06 > 0:52:09I'm just incredibly sorry.
0:52:09 > 0:52:11You did the best you could.
0:52:11 > 0:52:13I did. I honestly did.
0:52:42 > 0:52:46How did your case pan out, Dr Wilde?
0:52:46 > 0:52:49Ah, well, she exceeded all expectations.
0:52:49 > 0:52:53It's a real pity she's been replaced by a bunch of software.
0:52:53 > 0:52:54Good to hear, though.
0:52:54 > 0:52:56How did Tara's op go?
0:52:56 > 0:52:58There was a complication.
0:52:59 > 0:53:02Dr Lo's condition was very grave.
0:53:02 > 0:53:05Yeah, but she'll make it, won't she?
0:53:05 > 0:53:07She's being ventilated in ITU,
0:53:07 > 0:53:10but the reality is, she's brainstem dead.
0:53:12 > 0:53:14What?
0:53:14 > 0:53:16I'm sorry, I should've made that clear from the start.
0:53:16 > 0:53:18Dr Lo is dead.
0:53:19 > 0:53:22That's the worst breaking of bad news I've ever heard
0:53:22 > 0:53:23in my whole life.
0:53:24 > 0:53:27There will be an email about counselling.
0:53:29 > 0:53:32I'm sorry, I didn't mean to criticise.
0:53:32 > 0:53:35It's all right, I'm used to your little outbursts.
0:53:35 > 0:53:37Look, can I withdraw my resignation?
0:53:38 > 0:53:40I'll fall into line, I promise.
0:53:40 > 0:53:43I can't go for a few months without a salary and my alternative
0:53:43 > 0:53:46has fallen through, so basically, if you want me to beg on the floor,
0:53:46 > 0:53:48I will. When you've got a kid and responsibilities,
0:53:48 > 0:53:51well, there's no shame in having no shame, is there?
0:53:51 > 0:53:56There is now an unfilled F1 place. So Darwin's loss is AAU gain.
0:54:00 > 0:54:01PHONE RINGS
0:54:01 > 0:54:03Hello, Keller.
0:54:04 > 0:54:06Hello, Professor Hope, how may I help?
0:54:11 > 0:54:13No!
0:54:15 > 0:54:18Oh, goodness.
0:54:20 > 0:54:23Um...OK.
0:54:25 > 0:54:27Yeah, um...
0:54:27 > 0:54:29I'll let everyone know.
0:54:30 > 0:54:34So, shall I inform her GP, as per my initial instinct,
0:54:34 > 0:54:37that she's liable to invent symptoms?
0:54:37 > 0:54:39You really don't get it, do you?
0:54:39 > 0:54:41Sorry, is that a yes or a no?
0:54:43 > 0:54:47Look, me? Idiot. I just wanted to make your life easier.
0:54:47 > 0:54:49Next time you feel like coming to my rescue...
0:54:49 > 0:54:52I'll stick to fashion tips. This jumper looks ridiculous!
0:54:52 > 0:54:54What do you reckon, Digby?
0:54:54 > 0:54:57- THEY LAUGH - Spit it out, love.
0:54:57 > 0:55:00Direct, Malick, this is what we like.
0:55:00 > 0:55:02I've just had the most awful news.
0:55:05 > 0:55:08Mr Hanssen, I'm so sorry.
0:55:08 > 0:55:11Well, it was a most difficult case. Thank you for your work.
0:55:18 > 0:55:20On behalf of the trust,
0:55:20 > 0:55:23and indeed all the staff, may I express my deepest sympathy.
0:55:24 > 0:55:27Thank you. It's appreciated.
0:55:27 > 0:55:28Right.
0:55:28 > 0:55:30Jonny?
0:55:30 > 0:55:32Is now a good time to...?
0:55:32 > 0:55:34Yeah, it's what she wanted.
0:55:34 > 0:55:39OK. The assessment is that most of the major organs are not damaged.
0:55:39 > 0:55:42- So it's...- Good. That's great news.
0:55:42 > 0:55:44Let's do it.
0:55:44 > 0:55:47I'll ask the transplant co-ordinator to come and talk to you.
0:55:50 > 0:55:54Are we all agreed on this, or do we need more time?
0:56:01 > 0:56:03It was her wish.
0:56:16 > 0:56:18I think maybe you shouldn't be on your own for the next
0:56:18 > 0:56:20couple of days.
0:56:21 > 0:56:22I'm fine.
0:56:24 > 0:56:26Go home with Elliot.
0:56:26 > 0:56:28Come on. I've made up my spare room.
0:56:34 > 0:56:36Why would you do that?
0:56:45 > 0:56:47Did you all think this would happen?
0:56:51 > 0:56:53Ollie, we're so sorry.
0:56:54 > 0:56:55No.
0:57:29 > 0:57:31That's better.
0:57:32 > 0:57:34Right, let's take a look at you.
0:57:46 > 0:57:48You're a good girl, T-Lo.
0:57:51 > 0:57:53I'm going to look after you, all right?
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