0:00:38 > 0:00:40I don't remember you kicking me out of bed.
0:00:40 > 0:00:41We made a mistake.
0:00:41 > 0:00:44It's as we suspected, it is endometriosis.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46- Sure you're OK to be going back to work?- Of course.
0:00:46 > 0:00:51- Are you saying there's a job on offer?- It's a permanent position or your P45.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53I doubt that I'd be tested by AAU.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55Well, that's settled then.
0:00:55 > 0:00:58Dominic, new F1. I'm looking forward to getting started.
0:00:58 > 0:01:02- Especially working with you. - I'll be with you as soon as I've finished with Mr Ferry.
0:01:02 > 0:01:03Thank you.
0:01:07 > 0:01:12"Those who can, walk". Lift test during rush hour - idiots!
0:01:12 > 0:01:13You take the stairs every day.
0:01:13 > 0:01:15It's the principle of the thing.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26There, into here.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35I bet Michael Spence isn't complaining.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38Please. Spence can't powder his nose without breaking a sweat.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41- Your professional jealousy's showing.- Trust me.
0:01:41 > 0:01:46Everyone behind these doors knows who really runs this ward.
0:01:46 > 0:01:47Excuse me, please, sir.
0:01:59 > 0:02:00SHE GROANS
0:02:00 > 0:02:02Period pain, yeah?
0:02:03 > 0:02:07I'm sorry, did everyone catch that? I'm taking the stairs.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09I'll join you.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11Jonny Mac! Lift's down.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14- We're taking the stairs. - Er...sore knee.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16A couple of floors won't kill you.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20Mr Spence, a few of us were wondering,
0:02:20 > 0:02:22what maintenance are they doing?
0:02:22 > 0:02:23Just some safety test.
0:02:24 > 0:02:28Need-to-know situation, eh? So...what we looking at?
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Mr Spence?
0:02:30 > 0:02:31Need-to-know situation.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36It's as if he thinks AAU runs by magic.
0:02:36 > 0:02:40He sits in his office earning his megabucks and we're out here killing ourselves.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43Something you'd like to share, Nurse Carter?
0:02:43 > 0:02:45What work are you actually doing?
0:02:45 > 0:02:48We have literally just had a quiet spell this very minute.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50Ahhhhhh! Ahh!
0:02:51 > 0:02:54Is that a wheelchair user I'm seeing on the floor?
0:02:54 > 0:02:55It's OK. She can walk.
0:02:57 > 0:03:01Colette's a regular. This time she said she'd taken an overdose of peanuts.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04She's allergic, and then she remembered that she hadn't.
0:03:04 > 0:03:05Then why is she still here?
0:03:05 > 0:03:08- Because now she reckons she's got respiratory problems.- Has she?
0:03:08 > 0:03:09No.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12According to which doctor?
0:03:12 > 0:03:13I gave her a once over.
0:03:13 > 0:03:17And what conclusive tests did this once over involve?
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Colette's fine. She always is.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Until the day she isn't.
0:03:21 > 0:03:24I would remind you that only last week this ward discharged
0:03:24 > 0:03:25a seriously ill patient.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27But then I suppose caution requires effort.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30Now we need a full set of bloods, a chest X-ray,
0:03:30 > 0:03:32and request a cardiothoracic referral.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35If this had been done earlier she wouldn't be here now, wasting our time or blocking a bed.
0:03:35 > 0:03:40Do your job, or go home. And lose the coffee, now!
0:03:40 > 0:03:43You never know. There might actually be a VIP coming in.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46- Nicky Clarke, with a bit of luck. - Like it?
0:03:46 > 0:03:48Better than being bald, I suppose.
0:03:48 > 0:03:49Probably never find out who the VIP is.
0:03:49 > 0:03:53The truth always comes out. Especially the sexy stuff.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56You told her?
0:03:56 > 0:03:58I'm talking about the married radiologists.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Oh.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07That's great, guys. Why didn't you say something?
0:04:07 > 0:04:11Because weird bereavement sex isn't something I like to shout about.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Must crack on.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16Sex and death. Death and sex.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18Those pesky little twins.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21AAU referral. I'll see you soon.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23Puff, puff, puff - that's all I'm hearing.
0:04:23 > 0:04:27I may have taken the "Those that can, walk" notice a little too literally.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30I'll take the referral.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Thank you.
0:04:32 > 0:04:33That's nice of you.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35I'm not doing it for Angina Man.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38I'm going to the furthest possible floor from you, because that's how much you annoy me.
0:04:41 > 0:04:47I need a nurse! Here, please. We need bloods, fluids, Us and Es, and a CT.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50Mr Levy. How was the Caribbean?
0:04:50 > 0:04:51You've got to calm down.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55That's it. Come on. There you go. All right, darling.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56It's just a bit of blood.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58My heart's gone. Mr Levy?
0:05:01 > 0:05:03- Let me. Let me.- No, it's fine.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Charlie Fairhead says hi!
0:05:07 > 0:05:10Sorry, excuse me.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Stop.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15They usually tell us when there's something planned.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17It's just a front, isn't it?
0:05:17 > 0:05:18Is it, Mr Malick?
0:05:20 > 0:05:22I don't know.
0:05:22 > 0:05:23Yeah, you do!
0:05:27 > 0:05:28Malick.
0:05:32 > 0:05:36It's landed on Keller's lap. I'm in clinics I can't bump.
0:05:36 > 0:05:37Got to see my lawyer at lunch time.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39- Lawyer?- Yeah, you don't want to know.
0:05:39 > 0:05:42Now, I told Hanssen that you could be trusted to manage things.
0:05:42 > 0:05:47- You can, can't you?- Yeah.- Goes without saying the buck stops with me.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49So if you need anything you come and find me. OK?
0:05:49 > 0:05:50M-hm.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53You're going to be watched like hawks.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56- Human rights lawyers, the police. - I understand.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58She's in ED right now.
0:05:58 > 0:05:59We haven't had much time to plan.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Now we can't have anyone,
0:06:01 > 0:06:03unauthorised staff or patients, see her.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05I'll liaise with the police and head of security.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08Don't underestimate what I am asking you to do.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11You may think you know her from the TV but once she is in front of you,
0:06:11 > 0:06:14and you know what she and her boyfriend have done,
0:06:14 > 0:06:17there will be emotions and pressures that you didn't expect.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19But you have to treat her like any other patient.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22I'm an NHS doctor. She's just a body on a table.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30She got ill on holiday.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- We came back early. - Got off the plane and then this.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35I assumed it was just a bug.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37I was trying not to worry for once.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40Mr Levy. Are you all right?
0:06:40 > 0:06:44Better order some more blood and FFPs. She's going to need an emergency OGD.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46I'm going into the endoscopy.
0:06:46 > 0:06:49I'm not in the mood for a best-practice lecture.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53I'd like to help.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55No, thank you.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00Well, you don't have heart palpitations.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Or any of the other symptoms you relayed to my colleague.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05Call Mr Levy over. He looks troubled.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07He'll be glad to see me.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09You're free to leave.
0:07:09 > 0:07:14I saw Sister Williams in Infernos. Best not tell Mr Levy.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Best not let him know what the wench is up to.
0:07:16 > 0:07:21There are people with real symptoms waiting for this bed. Please leave.
0:07:21 > 0:07:25I collapsed with back pain on Thursday and Friday.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27It's a sign of a heart attack.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29My heart stopped on Saturday.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32Did you call an ambulance?
0:07:32 > 0:07:35Visit your GP?
0:07:35 > 0:07:39Wow, medical history has been made by you yet again.
0:07:39 > 0:07:44Not only has a swollen ankle in 2005 rendered you wheelchair-bound for eight years,
0:07:44 > 0:07:47but your heart actually stopped on Saturday
0:07:47 > 0:07:49and not a single sign of a CT problem.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54Are you calling me a liar?
0:07:56 > 0:08:02You do not discuss the patient. OK? Her stay here is confidential.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05The lift and the lobby outside this room will remain sealed off.
0:08:05 > 0:08:09And she will be in view of a prison guard at all times.
0:08:09 > 0:08:14Now, you WILL recognise her. But do not react.
0:08:14 > 0:08:18The patient is a body on the table. That's all.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21Mr Malick, who is the patient?
0:08:21 > 0:08:22How's that relevant?
0:08:24 > 0:08:25Thank you, Dominic.
0:08:25 > 0:08:26PAGER GOES OFF
0:08:32 > 0:08:33She's here.
0:08:46 > 0:08:49'Doors opening. Lift going up.'
0:08:52 > 0:08:55Stabbing...dressed in ED. Let's move.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57Multiple lacerations and puncture wounds mainly to the abdomen.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Let's get her inside.
0:09:05 > 0:09:06OK, cuffs.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11Fluids in. Additional five milligrams of analgesia.
0:09:11 > 0:09:12Five units of blood.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15100 over 60.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21Is this Holby City Hospital?
0:09:24 > 0:09:27Yes. You're on the general surgical ward.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32Peripheral cannula.
0:09:37 > 0:09:40My aunty had her flat round here.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43Think they rehoused her.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Something to do with her dog going nuts.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Distended abdomen. Imaging.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54That dog wasn't right.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Peripheral cannula. Quickly.
0:10:01 > 0:10:02I'm on it.
0:10:02 > 0:10:04Thank you, Dominic.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11When you were three, you were world champion at crayon-eating,
0:10:11 > 0:10:13so this should be easy.
0:10:15 > 0:10:16Nearly done.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20Sorry, angel.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24- OK?- Yeah, sorry.
0:10:26 > 0:10:27Let's go again.
0:10:31 > 0:10:32I can see the bleed.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Just need to stem it.
0:10:37 > 0:10:40Look at your blood tests. Nearly done.
0:10:40 > 0:10:43Sorry, can you give her a minute, please, Ric?
0:10:50 > 0:10:53Bleed stemmed. Well done, Rachel.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04Have you seen Nurse Carter?
0:11:04 > 0:11:05No.
0:11:17 > 0:11:21I really don't enjoy making complaints about my nursing staff
0:11:21 > 0:11:23but you're leaving me little choice.
0:11:23 > 0:11:27I'm not skiving. I just thought that Rachel might want something to read.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30And I'm just checking there's nothing inappropriate.
0:11:30 > 0:11:34Sacha is not best placed to help with Rachel's care.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37I need someone to assist me.
0:11:37 > 0:11:38Happy to help.
0:11:38 > 0:11:42Yeah. I figured you'd be the only nurse not currently occupied.
0:11:43 > 0:11:44SHE SIGHS
0:11:44 > 0:11:46Blood in the abdomen.
0:11:46 > 0:11:52Dresden Crescent, that was Aunty Cilla's. Wood-chip walls.
0:11:52 > 0:11:56- Horrible place.- She's being treated for breast cancer.
0:11:56 > 0:12:00She's been attacked by the other prisoners on the 7th of May before.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02What's the 7th of May?
0:12:02 > 0:12:05A matter for the prison. Eyes on the job.
0:12:05 > 0:12:09Amanda, these stab wounds have caused some internal bleeding.
0:12:09 > 0:12:11I need to operate to repair the damage.
0:12:11 > 0:12:12Am I going to die?
0:12:12 > 0:12:14It's a serious procedure.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15I could die...
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Am I allowed a compassionate visit?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24I'll inform Prison Services of a request.
0:12:24 > 0:12:25Thomas.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33- Anyone else?- No.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38I'll pass that on to Prison Services. Theatre.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50So this is the CT ward.
0:12:50 > 0:12:53Er...Mo's got an elective in there.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56Does it look as though the consultant's not in a rush, Nurse?
0:12:56 > 0:12:58Well, let's hope Mo's patient isn't.
0:13:03 > 0:13:07Oh, your new appointment letter. I was...
0:13:09 > 0:13:12Did patient confidentiality not exist when you were at medical school?
0:13:12 > 0:13:15Sorry. You know, you missed your last appointment. I thought it'd be easier...
0:13:15 > 0:13:19I'd love to worry about my unnecessary womb falling out but I'm busy.
0:13:19 > 0:13:20Hi.
0:13:21 > 0:13:24Oh, wow, Mo! Your hair looks lovely.
0:13:24 > 0:13:25Thanks, Mr T.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28Yeah, I told Mrs Burgess the A-Team wouldn't let her down.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30Ah, the old A-Team, eh?
0:13:30 > 0:13:33THEY SING THE A-TEAM THEME
0:13:34 > 0:13:37- I'm singing a different bit. - Oh, what are you like?!
0:13:37 > 0:13:38What am I like?
0:13:38 > 0:13:40I suppose I'm a bit like Murdock, really, aren't I?
0:13:40 > 0:13:43Although tell you what, I live in hope of being The Face!
0:13:43 > 0:13:46Face of what? Lame work-place flirtation?
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Has anyone got any work to do?
0:13:53 > 0:13:55I can't get into bed.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57You won't be staying.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59Am I going for a scan?
0:13:59 > 0:14:00No. Just a quick portable echo.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04What's going on in your life?
0:14:04 > 0:14:05Nothing.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06Are you telling me the truth?
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- Yes.- Any disappointments?
0:14:08 > 0:14:10- No.- What would be disappointing?
0:14:10 > 0:14:13- Nothing.- Nothing? You like all things the same?
0:14:13 > 0:14:15- Yes.- Exactly the same?
0:14:15 > 0:14:21- Yes.- HAVING fertility problems as much as NOT having fertility problems?
0:14:22 > 0:14:25You really should keep your endometriosis appointments.
0:14:25 > 0:14:29It can be treated but you need to take action.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32Read my private letters again and you'll regret it.
0:14:34 > 0:14:35Ms Naylor?
0:14:38 > 0:14:40I need that for my patient.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Please?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44Oh...please, Mo.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46Please take time-out from eating this portable echo,
0:14:46 > 0:14:50taking sexy snaps of your innards for Mr Thompson, or whatever
0:14:50 > 0:14:53it is you're planning to do with it and let the consultant use it.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56Well, since you asked so nicely...
0:14:56 > 0:14:57Thank you.
0:15:02 > 0:15:08Rachel, I'd just like to ask you a few questions.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10No more endoscopes, promise.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12Yes, the hard bit's done.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16Would you like to talk in private?
0:15:16 > 0:15:18No.
0:15:18 > 0:15:19Come on, then.
0:15:20 > 0:15:24Now, I understand that you've been feeling run down recently?
0:15:24 > 0:15:27A little nauseous?
0:15:29 > 0:15:33I think the bag can wait a couple of minutes, thank you, Nurse Carter.
0:15:35 > 0:15:38Anything unusual about your urine?
0:15:38 > 0:15:39No.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41Bowel movements? Any problems?
0:15:41 > 0:15:43No.
0:15:43 > 0:15:47Any unusual discharge or bleeding?
0:15:47 > 0:15:48No.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50Have you started your periods?
0:15:51 > 0:15:55And when was your last period?
0:15:55 > 0:15:56A few weeks ago.
0:15:56 > 0:15:57Can you remember exactly?
0:15:57 > 0:16:01- No! I can't. - Rachel, this is important.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07Would you rather have a wee chat with me instead, Rachel?
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Whatever you want.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Sorry, Dad.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20Scalpel.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27Cutting the lienorenal ligament.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32The cross-match you requested.
0:16:32 > 0:16:33Thanks.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42They say she was a really sweet girl at school.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48How could she do those horrible things?
0:16:48 > 0:16:50Keep your opinions to yourself, please.
0:16:50 > 0:16:54Sorry. I was just saying, it's creepy.
0:16:54 > 0:16:59You were spreading judgements about the patient. Unprofessional.
0:17:03 > 0:17:04MONITOR BEEPS
0:17:04 > 0:17:08OK. Focus on the task, people.
0:17:17 > 0:17:21I've arranged a scan to check there's no further bleeding.
0:17:21 > 0:17:25But the blood results will give us a better picture. You OK?
0:17:27 > 0:17:28Yes. Yes, thank you.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34Right - now, no prying into her conversation with Mary-Claire.
0:17:34 > 0:17:38I know. Respect her privacy, there if she needs me. Yes, I know.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40So what are you going to do, catch some gamma waves?
0:17:40 > 0:17:43Do I need my radiation wet suit? What do you think?
0:17:43 > 0:17:44You're such a dork, Dad!
0:17:46 > 0:17:49I see.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Do we tell Sacha?
0:17:51 > 0:17:55No, let's wait for the blood results.
0:17:55 > 0:17:56What do we do now?
0:17:56 > 0:17:59You manage things out here until we know more.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02- But...- I'll be in my office.
0:18:02 > 0:18:05Well done for getting the information out of Rachel.
0:18:05 > 0:18:06Keep it up.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14Suction.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16..on the renal pedicle.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22Clip.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27That was amazing.
0:18:27 > 0:18:28Patient stabilised.
0:18:30 > 0:18:33Mr Spence was confident that you could lead this case.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35- You seem to have things under control?- Yep.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37The DCI wishes to speak to you.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39I've directed enquiries to the duty manager.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42Best keep the medicine and the legal work apart.
0:18:42 > 0:18:47When a patient arrives from a high security prison, their legal work arrives with them.
0:18:47 > 0:18:48You wanted to lead this case, so lead it.
0:18:48 > 0:18:52All of it, please. He's waiting for you on the ward.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Mr Malick. Can I have a word?
0:18:59 > 0:19:01I'm not very happy with...
0:19:01 > 0:19:04Dry your eyes. It's forgotten, all right?
0:19:05 > 0:19:08Is it true? It's Amanda Layton?
0:19:08 > 0:19:09Who told you?
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Er...think everyone knows.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13- How?- Malick.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17Word's out.
0:19:17 > 0:19:20Worried patients, gossiping staff - there was always going to be a leak.
0:19:20 > 0:19:24Now there's going be a security rethink. Do you want me to take over?
0:19:24 > 0:19:26I can handle it.
0:19:27 > 0:19:29In shocking news,
0:19:29 > 0:19:31I can confirm there's naff-all wrong with your heart.
0:19:31 > 0:19:35Such a dreamy man.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37But you may want to drop into the optician's at some point.
0:19:37 > 0:19:42You could have said ophthalmologists. I am studying medicine.
0:19:42 > 0:19:43You're discharged.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46Don't change the subject. You've got endometriosis.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48Let's talk.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50Are you going to leave?
0:19:50 > 0:19:52Where's a better doctor?
0:19:52 > 0:19:56One who isn't going to inflict their disappointment with life onto me.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58I'm just going to wheel you out.
0:19:58 > 0:20:02Would you pick an able-bodied person up and move them?
0:20:02 > 0:20:06Correct. It would be assault. She looks nice.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09A better doctor who won't let her shrivelled ovaries colour
0:20:09 > 0:20:12her treatment of my heart symptoms.
0:20:12 > 0:20:13- Doctor!- Yep?
0:20:15 > 0:20:17It's assault.
0:20:17 > 0:20:18Not if you can walk.
0:20:22 > 0:20:25Ah!
0:20:30 > 0:20:32Inspector.
0:20:33 > 0:20:36I hear the inmates were vicious this year?
0:20:36 > 0:20:40May 7th. It's their prison birthday.
0:20:40 > 0:20:43Necessary information about my patient's care will be provided.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45Antoine Malick.
0:20:45 > 0:20:46The surgeon leading the case.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50DCI Green. I've been leading the investigation into the Sandwell murders
0:20:50 > 0:20:52for the past twelve years.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Right.
0:21:00 > 0:21:03You're a registrar, yes?
0:21:04 > 0:21:07You asked to speak with me?
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Amanda did more than refuse to cooperate with
0:21:09 > 0:21:11the case against Thomas Sandwell.
0:21:11 > 0:21:16She may not have murdered anyone herself but we know she helped him cover it up.
0:21:16 > 0:21:20Ten years in prison and still not a peep out of her.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23- Strange.- Trust me, I've seen a lot of this in my field,
0:21:23 > 0:21:26women doing anything to protect their boyfriends.
0:21:26 > 0:21:30Amanda's had major surgery. There's a real possibility she could die?
0:21:30 > 0:21:35- We can't rule out post-op complications, but...- Major surgery on top of breast cancer
0:21:35 > 0:21:39for which she has an advance directive not to be resuscitated.
0:21:39 > 0:21:40How do you know that?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42She told me.
0:21:42 > 0:21:47We've spent a lot of time together over the years.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49I need to speak to Amanda when she wakes.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52When I'm satisfied she's stable.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54No - as soon as she wakes.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01I'm her doctor. I've said no.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07There's a news story breaking.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10Thomas Sandwell hanged himself this morning.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17Mr Spence, I've just been speaking with the DCI that worked on the case.
0:22:17 > 0:22:21- It's a bit of a dumb question but... - Hold that dumb question. You've a problem with your nursing team.
0:22:21 > 0:22:25She's out of theatre in recovery. So far, so good.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28Great. Ask Nurse Lane for 15-minute obs.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31Nurse Lane couldn't handle the case. I've told her to take five.
0:22:31 > 0:22:35- What? I'm a nurse down! Since when do nurses pick and choose? - Hey. Don't blame your team.
0:22:35 > 0:22:38You had a duty to prep them for what was coming through the door and you didn't.
0:22:38 > 0:22:43- Now, I thought you were handling things.- I am! I'll sort it with Nurse Lane.
0:22:43 > 0:22:47All right. Oh, what was this question?
0:22:47 > 0:22:49Nothing.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51I'm just going to muck things up.
0:22:51 > 0:22:55I can't even look at her without thinking about what they did.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00Channers, please. Please, come back.
0:23:00 > 0:23:04You said to treat her like a body on the table but I can't.
0:23:04 > 0:23:07That's because I didn't prepare you properly. It's my fault.
0:23:07 > 0:23:08Please come back.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10I don't want to get you into trouble.
0:23:10 > 0:23:14I would not have picked you if I didn't know you could handle this.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17OK. I'll try.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Don't snoop on the patients.
0:23:26 > 0:23:27Sorry.
0:23:41 > 0:23:44And you're still quite sure you can't stand?
0:23:44 > 0:23:46Yes.
0:23:46 > 0:23:48- Can we try and help you back into the chair?- No.
0:23:55 > 0:23:56We can't just leave her there.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58- She can walk!- I know.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01Let's not distress her any more than she distresses herself.
0:24:01 > 0:24:06Let's humour her histrionics, thereby removing any incentive for her to stop wasting our time.
0:24:06 > 0:24:08She just wants a bit of attention.
0:24:08 > 0:24:11Well, that's a helpful insight from the nurse.
0:24:11 > 0:24:14I fear that we're in a tricky legal position
0:24:14 > 0:24:17and the eyes of the world are on us today.
0:24:17 > 0:24:21Let's move her but with consent. Gently. Sensitively.
0:24:21 > 0:24:23She can walk!
0:24:23 > 0:24:25Mo, I'm aware that you are busy today
0:24:25 > 0:24:28but would you assist Ms Naylor in this gentle removal?
0:24:28 > 0:24:29- Sure.- Fabulous!
0:24:30 > 0:24:34I've got better things to do than help you discharge your patient.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36So let's just try and work together. OK?
0:24:55 > 0:24:56The patient's awake, Mr Malick.
0:25:00 > 0:25:01Right.
0:25:04 > 0:25:05Those poor parents.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25Is the seal causing you discomfort?
0:25:30 > 0:25:33Any questions?
0:25:33 > 0:25:34Is Thomas coming?
0:25:34 > 0:25:35No.
0:25:50 > 0:25:51Can I still conceive?
0:25:55 > 0:25:58Thomas and I would like our own baby when we're out.
0:26:00 > 0:26:04Well, he'd like his own football team
0:26:04 > 0:26:07but I think we might be getting on a bit for that, hey!
0:26:12 > 0:26:14Um...
0:26:14 > 0:26:17Well, if you keep yourself fit, there's n...
0:26:17 > 0:26:21there's no reason that you can't be um...Supermum.
0:26:24 > 0:26:26What's your name?
0:26:30 > 0:26:31Nurse Lane.
0:26:35 > 0:26:37Such nice hair.
0:26:41 > 0:26:45Nurse Lane. Check the ward's had the security updates, yeah?
0:26:56 > 0:26:58DCI Green will come and talk to you now.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12We do this together. We stop when I say.
0:27:12 > 0:27:13Of course.
0:27:17 > 0:27:20Are viral infections serious?
0:27:20 > 0:27:23Well, they can become serious if you don't knock them on the head.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26So I think you stay off school as long as it takes.
0:27:26 > 0:27:29We think it's a viral infection.
0:27:29 > 0:27:31Oh, are those Rachel's?
0:27:31 > 0:27:33Yes, but I have to, um...
0:27:44 > 0:27:47Another NVQ. I'll have to start calling you Einstein!
0:27:47 > 0:27:52I haven't seen you for ages. How's Mrs Green?
0:27:52 > 0:27:53She ran off with some PE teacher.
0:27:53 > 0:27:58Oh, I'm sorry. Was she getting upset about your workload again?
0:27:58 > 0:28:01It's stress that's given you heart problems.
0:28:01 > 0:28:03Well, she's gone now.
0:28:08 > 0:28:09How are the families?
0:28:11 > 0:28:13Their lives ended years ago.
0:28:13 > 0:28:16You'll send them my best, won't you?
0:28:16 > 0:28:19We're all victims in this mess.
0:28:19 > 0:28:22I'm not here on official business. We need to have a chat.
0:28:22 > 0:28:23What is it?
0:28:27 > 0:28:28It's Thomas?
0:28:31 > 0:28:32KNOCK ON DOOR
0:28:34 > 0:28:37Sacha got the scan off me. He thinks it's good news.
0:28:39 > 0:28:40These things happen.
0:28:40 > 0:28:42KNOCK ON DOOR
0:28:42 > 0:28:46Right, scan rules out bleed so... let's get blood cultures off.
0:28:53 > 0:28:57Rachel's aware that she might have upset you
0:28:57 > 0:29:00when she asked for a private chat with Mary-Claire.
0:29:00 > 0:29:04I just can't believe I felt sorry for myself.
0:29:04 > 0:29:09Of course she doesn't want to talk about her periods in front of her dad.
0:29:09 > 0:29:13The bloods were inconclusive.
0:29:13 > 0:29:15I'd like to perform a bone marrow biopsy.
0:29:18 > 0:29:20Why?
0:29:20 > 0:29:25Rachel told Mary-Claire that she'd had a lump on her groin.
0:29:25 > 0:29:27For some weeks.
0:29:31 > 0:29:33She never said.
0:29:33 > 0:29:37It's not unusual for teenage girls to keep quiet about these things.
0:29:39 > 0:29:43It would be best practice to test for leukaemia.
0:29:53 > 0:29:57Well, let's... let's do this biopsy, then.
0:30:11 > 0:30:13You didn't come here for nothing.
0:30:13 > 0:30:14Calm down, and then we'll talk.
0:30:14 > 0:30:17Has he got an appeal?
0:30:17 > 0:30:20He'd have to have given a proper testimony for that.
0:30:20 > 0:30:23You can't appeal on a pact of silence, can you?
0:30:23 > 0:30:25I don't believe that he's given a new statement.
0:30:25 > 0:30:28- He'd never pin the blame on me. - Pin the blame?
0:30:28 > 0:30:30So what is this news, then?
0:30:30 > 0:30:31DCI Green, come on.
0:30:31 > 0:30:35Give up, cave in - but pin the blame? That would involve you knowing he was guilty?
0:30:35 > 0:30:38You know, you're almost on the scrap heap.
0:30:38 > 0:30:43You've failed, you're desperate, so you sneak in here, you pretend there's news about Thomas.
0:30:43 > 0:30:46And try and trick me into a confession.
0:30:51 > 0:30:52There's no news, is there?
0:30:55 > 0:30:56What?
0:31:02 > 0:31:04They got him, didn't they?
0:31:04 > 0:31:06Amanda, I do have some news.
0:31:06 > 0:31:08What's happened to him?
0:31:08 > 0:31:09No, you can't move.
0:31:09 > 0:31:10I'll find out myself.
0:31:10 > 0:31:12Miss Layton!
0:31:12 > 0:31:14Amanda, I'm afraid Thomas is dead.
0:31:18 > 0:31:20NO!
0:31:22 > 0:31:24SHE SOBS VIOLENTLY
0:31:24 > 0:31:27You know what? I thought you lot were trained in breaking bad news.
0:31:27 > 0:31:31I was doing that. I just saw an opportunity to get the truth out of her so I went for it.
0:31:31 > 0:31:34You were trying to get a confession out of an intensive care patient.
0:31:34 > 0:31:37You put me in there to get a confession!
0:31:37 > 0:31:39- Let me back in.- Are you serious?
0:31:39 > 0:31:43I'm out of the force in six months. It's back to square one once I go.
0:31:43 > 0:31:45Twelve years I've spent getting her trust.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47I just need a few minutes to put things right.
0:31:47 > 0:31:50She's post-operative - immediately bereaved!
0:31:50 > 0:31:55I'll help to calm her down so she can recover. That's what you want, right?
0:31:58 > 0:31:59I've bent the rules enough.
0:31:59 > 0:32:03Amanda is only going to get more distressed if she deals with this alone.
0:32:03 > 0:32:04I'm her only friend.
0:32:07 > 0:32:09- Maybe we could lift you up?- No.
0:32:09 > 0:32:11What would you like, Colette?
0:32:11 > 0:32:15Ms Naylor to take my worrying cardiac symptoms seriously.
0:32:15 > 0:32:18You do take her symptoms seriously, don't you?
0:32:21 > 0:32:23I was very worried for a while.
0:32:23 > 0:32:27I just sound like I don't care whenever I'm really worried.
0:32:27 > 0:32:29Thankfully, my fears were unfounded.
0:32:29 > 0:32:34Oh! Worrying for others when she's got so many problems of her own.
0:32:34 > 0:32:35She's being treated herself...
0:32:35 > 0:32:39Colette.
0:32:39 > 0:32:41Our secret, then.
0:32:41 > 0:32:45Colette, there's some very sick people who need to use this gangway for theatre.
0:32:45 > 0:32:50Some of them are having heart attacks. They could die.
0:32:50 > 0:32:51Why don't you get up, eh?
0:32:51 > 0:32:56I would love to get up but I can't.
0:32:56 > 0:32:57You'll have to lift me.
0:33:01 > 0:33:06You're not like Thomas. You're a kind person, Amanda.
0:33:07 > 0:33:13Not helping those families must be torture. And Thomas is gone now.
0:33:13 > 0:33:16SHE SOBS
0:33:16 > 0:33:21What's your reward for protecting him? I wish you'd talk to me.
0:33:21 > 0:33:22This isn't what we agreed.
0:33:26 > 0:33:30I'm only telling you this for your own good.
0:33:30 > 0:33:33You know the prison check his post.
0:33:33 > 0:33:36He had a close pen pal.
0:33:36 > 0:33:38A 20-year-old drama student from Croydon - Emma.
0:33:38 > 0:33:40Shut up!
0:33:40 > 0:33:42That's too far. Out.
0:33:42 > 0:33:44I'm retiring, I don't care if they sack me.
0:33:44 > 0:33:46He told Emma she was his soul mate.
0:33:46 > 0:33:48He kept photos of her next to his bed.
0:33:48 > 0:33:51I don't believe you. You know, a lot of tarts liked Thomas.
0:33:51 > 0:33:54He hates tarts.
0:33:54 > 0:33:55I'm feeling a bit sick.
0:33:55 > 0:33:57You said he hated tarts.
0:33:57 > 0:33:59You obviously had a conversation about it.
0:33:59 > 0:34:02- Who did Thomas say was a tart? - None of this is admissible evidence.
0:34:02 > 0:34:06I don't care what's admissible. I just want to tell the parents what happened to their kids.
0:34:07 > 0:34:09Mr Malick.
0:34:11 > 0:34:14She's not fit for questioning. You need to leave.
0:34:21 > 0:34:22Hanssen's office.
0:34:28 > 0:34:29Dad.
0:34:29 > 0:34:33This is important, OK? We're nearly done.
0:34:33 > 0:34:34I hate needles!
0:34:39 > 0:34:41Come on, Rachel. You're not a baby.
0:34:44 > 0:34:47I'll give you 20 quid if you keep still.
0:34:58 > 0:35:00Oh, to be young and gullible again!
0:35:00 > 0:35:02Hey!
0:35:02 > 0:35:04Let that be a lesson to you.
0:35:05 > 0:35:06What's this even testing?
0:35:11 > 0:35:15We just want to get a clearer idea of what's going on. That's all.
0:35:19 > 0:35:20All clean now.
0:36:01 > 0:36:05How do you feel your duty to provide impartial patient care was met?
0:36:05 > 0:36:07She recovered well.
0:36:07 > 0:36:10I made a judgement call that she was fit to speak with the DCI.
0:36:12 > 0:36:16But with a greater insight, I should have been more cautious.
0:36:16 > 0:36:20Given that the patient is bereaved as well as in post-operative care?
0:36:20 > 0:36:24Malick, not only did I make myself available to you,
0:36:24 > 0:36:27I specifically made it clear that you should consult with me.
0:36:27 > 0:36:28I know, but I thought...
0:36:28 > 0:36:32Like always, you wanted the glory. You wanted to play detective with your buddy.
0:36:32 > 0:36:37Ego is the distance between one's capabilities and one's ambitions.
0:36:37 > 0:36:39There's no room for it here.
0:36:42 > 0:36:44I made a mistake.
0:36:44 > 0:36:46I think we've established that.
0:36:49 > 0:36:53So, Mr Spence, it's your case. How do you wish to proceed?
0:36:53 > 0:36:57Look...you know I don't make the same mistake twice.
0:36:59 > 0:37:03There may well be a complaint about conduct.
0:37:03 > 0:37:07But medically, Malick's been faultless.
0:37:07 > 0:37:09The job's nearly done.
0:37:10 > 0:37:13On balance, I would rather not disrupt continuity of care.
0:37:13 > 0:37:15But don't let me down again.
0:37:18 > 0:37:22- Mr Malick? - RAPID BEEPING
0:37:22 > 0:37:26- The seal's come off.- Is she dying? - Let's get her back to theatre. - How could you let this happen?
0:37:26 > 0:37:31- It's a post-op complication. It happens.- Cross match bloods. OK, let's go.
0:37:31 > 0:37:36She can't die. She's not taking her secrets to the grave.
0:37:39 > 0:37:40That's the Darwin tour over.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42This is where you work. Wow!
0:37:42 > 0:37:46- Sometimes I think it's all a dream. - Right, you've got your leaflets.
0:37:46 > 0:37:48Lots of tips to keep your heart healthy, yeah?
0:37:48 > 0:37:50Good, OK. Time to go.
0:37:50 > 0:37:53Ahh! Ooh! A pain in my back.
0:37:53 > 0:37:55All right. Wind it up. It's time to go.
0:37:55 > 0:37:58Ms Naylor has spent a lot of time giving you a thorough examination.
0:37:58 > 0:38:00If she says you're good to go, you're good to go.
0:38:00 > 0:38:04She's not fit to make that call. She's got endometriosis.
0:38:04 > 0:38:07She thinks she's going to die alone and is taking it out on me.
0:38:09 > 0:38:10Just discharge her.
0:38:12 > 0:38:15Ms Naylor. I'm sorry.
0:38:15 > 0:38:17Take me back. I should apologise.
0:38:17 > 0:38:19She'll be fine.
0:38:23 > 0:38:24Vascular set.
0:38:29 > 0:38:30The hepatic artery.
0:38:32 > 0:38:33Clamp.
0:38:34 > 0:38:35Clamp!
0:38:35 > 0:38:36RAPID BEEPING
0:38:43 > 0:38:44Better angle?
0:38:49 > 0:38:53Right. Bone marrow test is done. Now for the serious business.
0:38:53 > 0:38:56When are you going to get rid of this Chrissy-do?
0:38:56 > 0:38:57Oi!
0:38:57 > 0:38:59- I like the highlights.- Me too.
0:39:06 > 0:39:07Just a sec.
0:39:23 > 0:39:26Can I go to your hairdresser's and get some more?
0:39:26 > 0:39:27Yeah, of course you can.
0:39:31 > 0:39:33Can I get a spray tan?
0:39:33 > 0:39:34We'll see.
0:39:42 > 0:39:47How can I apologise to Ms Naylor if you won't put me through?
0:39:47 > 0:39:48I don't want to leave a message!
0:39:48 > 0:39:50I have to speak to her.
0:39:50 > 0:39:55Wait. Ms Naylor's upset and this woman won't put me through.
0:39:55 > 0:39:58Mr Levy? Mr Levy?
0:39:58 > 0:39:59MR LEVY!
0:40:02 > 0:40:04Look what you've done, Margaret.
0:40:40 > 0:40:4195 over 80.
0:40:43 > 0:40:46I was going to see him again.
0:40:48 > 0:40:53Your vacuum seal was dislodged. You've been in theatre.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55All is fixed.
0:40:55 > 0:40:57Don't leave me, Thomas.
0:40:57 > 0:41:00I don't want to live any more.
0:41:02 > 0:41:04Did you pull off the seal?
0:41:09 > 0:41:11I can't do this any more.
0:41:11 > 0:41:14You can't do it any more? You? Seriously?
0:41:14 > 0:41:18- Mr Malick?- Your boyfriend killed young women and you said nothing.
0:41:18 > 0:41:19You deserve nothing.
0:41:19 > 0:41:21There are parents out there who need answers.
0:41:21 > 0:41:23How dare you try and take the easy way out!
0:41:36 > 0:41:38You only said what everyone thinks.
0:41:41 > 0:41:46What you said about Thomas and that pen pal.
0:41:46 > 0:41:47It wasn't true, was it?
0:41:47 > 0:41:52Oh, yes. There were only two things Thomas Sandwell liked about Amanda.
0:41:52 > 0:41:55One - she was a mug. Two - she was too damaged to know it.
0:41:55 > 0:41:57Just chucked her a bone when he needed to.
0:42:00 > 0:42:03Your behaviour's been totally unprofessional. You've got to leave.
0:42:03 > 0:42:07No. I'll do what it takes.
0:42:07 > 0:42:11Twelve years - I owe the families that much.
0:42:13 > 0:42:15Do you want me to make a complaint?
0:42:29 > 0:42:32Hey, it was suspected suicide. Call psych for a referral.
0:42:32 > 0:42:37Sure. I think there's some bleeding from the liver.
0:42:39 > 0:42:42Right. Let's increase the rate of transfusion.
0:42:45 > 0:42:48I was this close to saying the same thing to her myself.
0:42:48 > 0:42:50Who do you think you're talking to?
0:42:53 > 0:42:58Mr Spence called. He's coming up to check on things.
0:42:58 > 0:43:00- I didn't say...- It's done.
0:43:03 > 0:43:04Better face the music.
0:43:18 > 0:43:21I want offspring like I want a team-bonding day.
0:43:21 > 0:43:23So no girly chat.
0:43:23 > 0:43:27You've been having abdominal pains for weeks and going off for meetings with Mr Thompson.
0:43:27 > 0:43:29Endometriosis had crossed my mind.
0:43:29 > 0:43:31Mm. Well, aren't you sharp as a tack?
0:43:36 > 0:43:38Has Jonny guessed?
0:43:38 > 0:43:40Nah, just thinks you're a stroppy cow.
0:43:42 > 0:43:44Is that what all this has been about?
0:43:44 > 0:43:49You're not seriously worried that he's going to reject you because you might have fertility problems?
0:43:49 > 0:43:53I don't want to get back with that Scottish nurse, let alone have offspring with nurse DNA.
0:43:53 > 0:43:57Whatever treatment you're having isn't working. You've been prescribed the pill?
0:43:57 > 0:44:01I'm not putting hormones in my body every day.
0:44:01 > 0:44:04What? In other words, it made you explode into a size 6?
0:44:07 > 0:44:09SHE RETCHES
0:44:09 > 0:44:11I told you I was ill.
0:44:11 > 0:44:15Allergic angiodema. Hydrocortisone, adrenaline and chlorophenothane given at the scene.
0:44:15 > 0:44:17Swelling's under control. But she is going to town.
0:44:17 > 0:44:19Why did you bring her here?
0:44:19 > 0:44:23- She says she's your patient.- Colette, you need to calm down. You're going to hurt yourself.
0:44:23 > 0:44:25This is really serious.
0:44:25 > 0:44:27- Don't encourage her.- Nice.
0:44:28 > 0:44:33- You didn't take my calls.- B/P 80 over 70. Could be a media stenitis?
0:44:33 > 0:44:36No obvious rupture of the oesophageal wall,
0:44:36 > 0:44:37no previous procedures.
0:44:37 > 0:44:38I was calling you.
0:44:38 > 0:44:40She's really overdoing it.
0:44:40 > 0:44:42I don't need your help.
0:44:42 > 0:44:43SHE RETCHES
0:44:51 > 0:44:52On behalf of the hospital,
0:44:52 > 0:44:55I am sorry that you were put under the stress of police questioning.
0:44:55 > 0:44:58Malcolm and I go way back. It's fine.
0:44:58 > 0:45:00And you are happy with your care?
0:45:00 > 0:45:02Mr Malick's been great.
0:45:04 > 0:45:07Good. We will monitor that bleed.
0:45:17 > 0:45:18Thanks.
0:45:18 > 0:45:22You lost your rag. It's not worth ruining a career over.
0:45:29 > 0:45:33You do believe me when I say Thomas was innocent, don't you?
0:45:37 > 0:45:41If...that's what you say.
0:45:48 > 0:45:50Sure.
0:45:50 > 0:45:53Thank you. Thank you.
0:46:02 > 0:46:05Just a one night thing, yeah? You sure about that?
0:46:05 > 0:46:09Call me old-fashioned but I want a girlfriend that's going to
0:46:09 > 0:46:12mop my brow, not stick hot needles in it.
0:46:12 > 0:46:16You don't think she's pinging your bra strap - metaphorically?
0:46:16 > 0:46:18I am way past the point of caring.
0:46:20 > 0:46:21You're just hurting yourself, Colette.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23I said I was ill.
0:46:23 > 0:46:25That's no-one's fault but your own.
0:46:25 > 0:46:27Just apologise. She won't calm down till you do.
0:46:27 > 0:46:29Just back off.
0:46:29 > 0:46:30Stop taking your problems out on me.
0:46:34 > 0:46:36Colette? Colette?
0:46:38 > 0:46:40Looks like she's perforated her oesophagus. Prep theatre.
0:46:40 > 0:46:42Ahh! Ahh!
0:46:48 > 0:46:51Rachel's wondering where you are.
0:46:51 > 0:46:54See, she wouldn't go in the pool. Because she loves swimming.
0:46:54 > 0:46:56You know, and I should have known there was something.
0:46:56 > 0:47:00All I've ever done since the day she was born is worry.
0:47:00 > 0:47:04But this time I didn't. Because Chrissie said I worried about the kids too much.
0:47:04 > 0:47:06- No-one could have foreseen this. - You see there, look.
0:47:06 > 0:47:12"Telltale symptoms - nausea, fatigue, anaemia-like."
0:47:12 > 0:47:14I have given lectures on this!
0:47:17 > 0:47:21If you want to beat yourself up, then I can't stop you.
0:47:21 > 0:47:24But your guilt trip isn't what Rachel needs right now.
0:47:26 > 0:47:28Oh, my God.
0:47:30 > 0:47:33My little girl has got...
0:47:34 > 0:47:40Yes. She has. I'm very sorry.
0:47:40 > 0:47:42But you will find a way to cope.
0:47:47 > 0:47:51How could you possibly know if I can cope?
0:47:51 > 0:47:52Because I know you.
0:47:54 > 0:47:58I know that beneath the clown exterior, you have a core of steel.
0:48:00 > 0:48:03You're a far better father than I ever managed to be.
0:48:04 > 0:48:09I know that even if you don't feel like you can hold it together,
0:48:09 > 0:48:13you'll pretend that you are, until you do.
0:48:13 > 0:48:15For your family's sake.
0:48:18 > 0:48:20Your daughter's scared
0:48:20 > 0:48:23and she needs you to tell her what's happening.
0:48:28 > 0:48:31I need you to write some stuff down for me.
0:48:31 > 0:48:34I'm a little concerned about that bleed from your liver.
0:48:34 > 0:48:37Forget the bleed. I'm not having Thomas buried in a coffin.
0:48:37 > 0:48:43He has to be cremated. Just write this down.
0:48:43 > 0:48:46I'm afraid we may need to look at alternatives to the transfusion.
0:48:46 > 0:48:50- I said, forget that.- Amanda, you're going to get very ill.
0:48:50 > 0:48:53I don't care.
0:48:53 > 0:48:56You know, it's not easy to love someone like me.
0:48:56 > 0:49:00But Thomas did. Even though I didn't deserve it.
0:49:02 > 0:49:08I read in the paper something about your mum. Her boyfriends?
0:49:08 > 0:49:11Write this down for my Thomas, please.
0:49:11 > 0:49:13I have to give him a nice send-off.
0:49:20 > 0:49:24He'd want his ashes scattered in Ashwood Forest.
0:49:24 > 0:49:27There's a little chapel that we drove to.
0:49:27 > 0:49:31It's just ruins really. Scatter the ashes at dusk.
0:49:31 > 0:49:36Because the deer come up a bit closer then. He loved that.
0:49:38 > 0:49:43OK. I'll pass on every word.
0:49:43 > 0:49:47But now I need to feel your stomach.
0:49:47 > 0:49:52How could they do that to him? Ten years.
0:49:52 > 0:49:55And he took it for me.
0:49:55 > 0:49:57I know you loved him.
0:49:57 > 0:49:59But right now you need to concentrate on getting better.
0:49:59 > 0:50:00Why?
0:50:04 > 0:50:07When the seal came off...
0:50:08 > 0:50:11That was a suicide attempt, right?
0:50:11 > 0:50:15No. No, it was not a suicide attempt.
0:50:17 > 0:50:19We knew what they'd do to people like us. And we agreed.
0:50:19 > 0:50:22No suicide. We would wait for each other.
0:50:22 > 0:50:25But Thomas is gone now.
0:50:26 > 0:50:30I really think you should talk to the police when you're ready.
0:50:30 > 0:50:34I think you'd feel a lot better if you talked. A lot of people would.
0:50:34 > 0:50:36You said you believed he was innocent.
0:50:39 > 0:50:46Don't. Not when I'm trusting you with his funeral.
0:50:46 > 0:50:49You're all so cruel.
0:50:51 > 0:50:53What did they do to him?
0:50:54 > 0:50:56Tell me.
0:50:56 > 0:50:57Amanda.
0:51:01 > 0:51:02Thomas wasn't attacked.
0:51:05 > 0:51:06He hanged himself.
0:51:10 > 0:51:15Tear's pretty bad. Let's revert to end-to-end anastomosis. Diathermy.
0:51:17 > 0:51:20Poor Colette.
0:51:20 > 0:51:23That's where cutting off your nose to spite your face gets you.
0:51:25 > 0:51:27OK, that's resected.
0:51:27 > 0:51:32All that lashing out. Hurt no-one but herself in the end.
0:51:32 > 0:51:33Stapler.
0:51:42 > 0:51:45Come on, come on.
0:51:45 > 0:51:48But you gamble with your health, and before you know it it's too late.
0:51:48 > 0:51:52Perhaps you could save your subtlety for your next love letter to
0:51:52 > 0:51:56Gary Barlow and try to do something in theatre besides block my light.
0:52:03 > 0:52:05ALERT BLEEPS
0:52:06 > 0:52:09Mo's got your back.
0:52:10 > 0:52:12Bang, bang, bang...
0:52:20 > 0:52:23Amanda, your blood pressure's dropping very low. We need to...
0:52:23 > 0:52:24I've got an advance directive.
0:52:24 > 0:52:29We're aware of that, but given your suspected suicide attempt we can't enforce it, plus...
0:52:29 > 0:52:33I did not attempt suicide! I'm not a psych case.
0:52:33 > 0:52:36What's the point in questions again and again for years
0:52:36 > 0:52:38if no-one ever listens to me?!
0:52:41 > 0:52:46Even if psych isn't an issue, your directive's for your cancer.
0:52:46 > 0:52:48No, it's not.
0:53:00 > 0:53:03You know you weren't on your A-game in theatre.
0:53:03 > 0:53:06Mr T just happens to have popped down again.
0:53:08 > 0:53:10Do yourself a favour, yeah?
0:53:19 > 0:53:23We've done some tests and we found out why you've been feeling poorly.
0:53:26 > 0:53:27You've got leukaemia.
0:53:30 > 0:53:31That's cancer!
0:53:31 > 0:53:36Yeah, but there are various different types. Now, this one we know we can treat.
0:53:36 > 0:53:38We're going to do some chemotherapy.
0:53:38 > 0:53:40I've got cancer?
0:53:40 > 0:53:44Yeah, but we can treat it. That's what we're going to do.
0:53:44 > 0:53:47I promise you. I promise you that.
0:53:47 > 0:53:48OK?
0:53:51 > 0:53:55Now, this isn't going to take over your life, all right?
0:53:55 > 0:53:58I won't let it.
0:53:58 > 0:54:00Could I die?
0:54:06 > 0:54:10Oh, grow a back bone.
0:54:10 > 0:54:14Right... So let's discuss your care needs.
0:54:14 > 0:54:16Tell me what drugs I need.
0:54:16 > 0:54:21Right... Um...could you do a urine sample for me, please?
0:54:21 > 0:54:24Is that really necessary?
0:54:24 > 0:54:29Well, yeah. I mean I think it's best to be on the safe side, what with your hormones being so...
0:54:38 > 0:54:41"End-stage cancer" or "condition of similar gravity".
0:54:43 > 0:54:44What does that mean?
0:54:44 > 0:54:48It's all there, isn't it? It's all signed back in January.
0:54:48 > 0:54:55- I think you need to think long and hard, Amanda. - No... I'm meant to be with him.
0:54:55 > 0:54:58I've met women like you. Their boyfriends spot a bit of a weakness in them.
0:54:58 > 0:55:02Maybe a difficult past. They look after them, make them feel special.
0:55:02 > 0:55:05Maybe... Thomas made you feel like that, too?
0:55:05 > 0:55:07I never lied, you know.
0:55:10 > 0:55:13Do you believe me?
0:55:14 > 0:55:16I think a sad life's led you here.
0:55:16 > 0:55:18BEEPING
0:55:21 > 0:55:24Mr Malick. What now?
0:55:24 > 0:55:27We'll refer you to the haematologists
0:55:27 > 0:55:30and if possible they'll start chemo next week.
0:55:30 > 0:55:33Here, I'll teach you how to blag freebies at the tuck shop.
0:55:33 > 0:55:37Dad? Do you swear I'm going to be OK?
0:55:37 > 0:55:39Yes, I swear.
0:55:46 > 0:55:51- You can't do that. - Yeah, but she will be. OK?
0:55:51 > 0:55:55I don't get what the advance directive covers. Are we resussing her or not?
0:55:55 > 0:55:59- One sec.- It's assault if we resus someone with an advance directive, isn't it?
0:55:59 > 0:56:00Yeah.
0:56:00 > 0:56:04But an attempted suicide makes the directive null and void, right?
0:56:04 > 0:56:05Yeah.
0:56:05 > 0:56:10And we've called psych, so we HAVE to resus her?
0:56:10 > 0:56:14I suspected suicide. I made a psych referral. Adrenaline.
0:56:45 > 0:56:49Colette. I think we both know you made yourself sick.
0:56:49 > 0:56:52And you don't really need your wheelchair.
0:56:52 > 0:56:56You'll be delighted to know you've caused yourself to have major surgery.
0:56:56 > 0:57:01And you'll be bedridden and muted for a good week.
0:57:01 > 0:57:04And I'll be looking after you.
0:57:04 > 0:57:06- Can't Mr Levy be my doctor? - < Ms Naylor?
0:57:10 > 0:57:14Mr Levy's just found out his daughter is very seriously ill.
0:57:16 > 0:57:19Attention seeking brat.
0:57:19 > 0:57:22Mr T for you.
0:57:22 > 0:57:23Yes?
0:57:28 > 0:57:32I...I see.
0:57:36 > 0:57:39Your bum's changed. I knew you were pregnant.
0:57:45 > 0:57:46Thank you.
0:57:50 > 0:57:54These came for her. Do I give them to the police?
0:57:54 > 0:57:56Just stick them in the staff room.
0:57:57 > 0:57:59Hey.
0:57:59 > 0:58:02- Can't stop.- I need...- I can't, Malick. Talk to Hanssen.
0:58:08 > 0:58:10- Mr Malick?- Yes?
0:58:14 > 0:58:18That's for protecting the bitch who killed my daughter.
0:58:18 > 0:58:19Now you need to help me.
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