The Kick Inside

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0:00:38 > 0:00:40Ta-daa!

0:00:40 > 0:00:43- Is-is that?- Yes, it's a baby, very observant, Doctor.

0:00:43 > 0:00:46I really don't enjoy making complaints about my nursing staff,

0:00:46 > 0:00:48but you're leaving me little choice.

0:00:48 > 0:00:50I'm not skiving.

0:00:50 > 0:00:52- Are you from Belfast?- County Down.

0:00:52 > 0:00:53It's a lovely accent.

0:00:53 > 0:00:55Primary Defence - it's revolutionary,

0:00:55 > 0:00:57it's the future of emergency medicine.

0:00:57 > 0:01:00- Is that so?- And perfect for AAU.

0:01:00 > 0:01:03I am putting you forward for the Junior Doctor Award.

0:01:03 > 0:01:05Well, what about the other candidates?

0:01:05 > 0:01:07There was only ever one possibility.

0:01:09 > 0:01:11- Not listening...- You need to...

0:01:11 > 0:01:13- Not listening...- Start stockpiling...

0:01:13 > 0:01:15I've had all this off Maconie.

0:01:15 > 0:01:16Nappies, bibs.

0:01:16 > 0:01:18- Can we stick to the theatre list? - Baby will be here soon.

0:01:18 > 0:01:20- THE baby.- What?

0:01:20 > 0:01:23- It's THE baby, not "baby".- Eh?

0:01:23 > 0:01:25Just stick to the definite article.

0:01:25 > 0:01:29- Ooh, those hormones are on fire today.- Doc, check it out.

0:01:29 > 0:01:30That appears to be a bunch of grapes.

0:01:30 > 0:01:33- Looks like piles to me. - Don't you get it?- What?

0:01:33 > 0:01:35Grapes, hospital.

0:01:35 > 0:01:38- Yeah, funny(!)- And not any old bunch of grapes, either.- No?

0:01:38 > 0:01:41No, hand-picked by me and Chelsea at the Maison des Beaujolais,

0:01:41 > 0:01:43Saint Jean D'Ardieres.

0:01:43 > 0:01:44Fascinating.

0:01:44 > 0:01:46- Echo went fine, by the way. - I'm glad to hear it.

0:01:46 > 0:01:49Can you let me know when you get the results? I want to update the blog.

0:01:49 > 0:01:51You'll be the first to know.

0:01:53 > 0:01:54Blog.

0:01:54 > 0:01:56- So how far gone are you? - Five months.

0:01:56 > 0:01:59- You're halfway through, you've done nothing.- I've done loads.

0:01:59 > 0:02:01- Childcare?- Check.

0:02:01 > 0:02:02- Baby's room?- Check.

0:02:02 > 0:02:04- Really?- All right, I'm lying.

0:02:04 > 0:02:08Admit it - you've got no plan whatsoever.

0:02:08 > 0:02:10Yeah, I have.

0:02:10 > 0:02:12Yeah, OK. Maternity leave - discuss.

0:02:12 > 0:02:14- A week, tops.- What?

0:02:14 > 0:02:17- As I recall, you only took a fortnight.- Yeah, that was different.

0:02:17 > 0:02:20You think some midget is going to halt my inexorable rise?

0:02:20 > 0:02:22- A week.- And then I foresee an Andy Murray lookalike

0:02:22 > 0:02:25getting in touch with his maternal side.

0:02:25 > 0:02:26Does he know that?

0:02:26 > 0:02:27He will, when the time is right.

0:02:27 > 0:02:30Well, I foresee you in a blind panic shopping for dummies

0:02:30 > 0:02:31as your waters break.

0:02:31 > 0:02:33Bore off, Mo.

0:02:35 > 0:02:36Little prezzie for ya.

0:02:56 > 0:02:57Late night?

0:02:57 > 0:02:59What's it to you, rocket man?

0:02:59 > 0:03:01- Are you ever going to tyre of that one?- Doubt it.

0:03:03 > 0:03:06- Morning, Mrs Campbell. - On a break already?- No.

0:03:06 > 0:03:09And it's Ms. What's today's excuse?

0:03:10 > 0:03:11I er...

0:03:11 > 0:03:13There she is, my hero.

0:03:13 > 0:03:14What are you after?

0:03:14 > 0:03:16- I meant Mary-Claire.- Oh.

0:03:16 > 0:03:19- Though, obviously, you're my hero, too.- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

0:03:19 > 0:03:22Found a little old lady collapsed in the car park, didn't we?

0:03:22 > 0:03:24Er...that's right.

0:03:24 > 0:03:27Looked like a TIA, so MC took her to the ED.

0:03:27 > 0:03:29- I see.- Which is why she's late.

0:03:29 > 0:03:30Of course it is.

0:03:31 > 0:03:34You need to brush up on your skiving technique.

0:03:34 > 0:03:37- D'you reckon?- Never, ever turn up late with your coat on.

0:03:37 > 0:03:38I know. Schoolboy error.

0:03:38 > 0:03:40What else have you got in the excuses locker?

0:03:40 > 0:03:41I like to keep on the move,

0:03:41 > 0:03:44so if you want me you're going to have to catch me.

0:03:44 > 0:03:45Not bad, what about props?

0:03:45 > 0:03:48A coffee on the move, a quick bite of an apple says,

0:03:48 > 0:03:50come on, this is a person that's too busy to take a break.

0:03:50 > 0:03:56- I like it.- And...always, always have paperwork close at hand.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59If all else fails, start reading. See how conscientious I look?

0:03:59 > 0:04:01Almost like a real anaesthetist.

0:04:09 > 0:04:11Ah, Dr Preggers?

0:04:11 > 0:04:13- Yes?- Can you do me a favour?

0:04:13 > 0:04:15- What?- Take a photo.

0:04:16 > 0:04:18Let me guess, for the blog.

0:04:18 > 0:04:20Normally, it's a travel site,

0:04:20 > 0:04:23but Chelsea's doing this jokey piece on me being an NHS tourist.

0:04:23 > 0:04:26What's the title, Wish You Weren't Here?

0:04:26 > 0:04:29That's actually really good, you mind if I use it?

0:04:29 > 0:04:31- Feel free.- Boy or girl?

0:04:31 > 0:04:32I don't know.

0:04:32 > 0:04:36- Me and Chels are going to have kids some day.- Yeah?- A bit young yet.

0:04:36 > 0:04:37You're 34.

0:04:37 > 0:04:39We've got a lot of travelling to do.

0:04:39 > 0:04:42- Right.- Ligurian coast next.

0:04:42 > 0:04:45- Really?- And then, when we come back, we're moving in together.

0:04:45 > 0:04:47Congratulations.

0:04:47 > 0:04:49I can't wait. She's...

0:04:49 > 0:04:50I don't know, you know that thing

0:04:50 > 0:04:53where you just love somebody so much you can hardly breathe?

0:04:54 > 0:04:56Awesome.

0:05:01 > 0:05:04If you think I'm dressing any child in a Day-Glo pink shellsuit,

0:05:04 > 0:05:06then, you're sadly mistaken.

0:05:06 > 0:05:08- There's some lovely stuff in there. - Yeah.

0:05:08 > 0:05:11For the slack-jawed, yummy-mummy, coffee-morning crowd.

0:05:11 > 0:05:13- Bit of light reading? - It's hers.

0:05:13 > 0:05:15Yeah, immaculate conception.

0:05:15 > 0:05:17Marg Rutter's bloods are back.

0:05:17 > 0:05:18Cheers.

0:05:20 > 0:05:23- Anything else?- Nope.

0:05:25 > 0:05:27- Mo, I need a favour.- Yep, what?

0:05:27 > 0:05:29Um...I've got a bronchoscopy in a bit,

0:05:29 > 0:05:32- then I need to go off and have my scan.- Oh, It's your 20-week today?

0:05:32 > 0:05:36If Ethan Baines' echo comes in, then, check it's clear and kick him out.

0:05:36 > 0:05:39- Will do.- His bed-head's really starting to get on my wick.

0:05:39 > 0:05:42It'll be a bit frosty down in obs and gyno when you two show up.

0:05:42 > 0:05:44Jonny's not coming.

0:05:45 > 0:05:47Wait, isn't this the same bloke

0:05:47 > 0:05:50that you want on Nanny McPhee duties in a couple of months' time?

0:05:50 > 0:05:51So?

0:05:51 > 0:05:52I give up.

0:05:54 > 0:05:57LIFT TANNOY: Doors opening. Lift...

0:05:59 > 0:06:00I like it.

0:06:01 > 0:06:03Nurse Carter.

0:06:03 > 0:06:06Patient found unconscious, signs of trauma to the torso.

0:06:06 > 0:06:07Oh, he reeks.

0:06:07 > 0:06:09He's hypotensive, tachycardic.

0:06:09 > 0:06:11He's lost a lot of blood, core temperature 35.

0:06:11 > 0:06:15- I know this guy.- He needs warm IV saline...- Always see him in town. - ..and a urinary catheter.

0:06:15 > 0:06:18- He's a pain in the...- Would you just get on with it, please?

0:06:18 > 0:06:20I'm going to need decontaminating.

0:06:20 > 0:06:23- The Pri-Def team will take over soon as.- Ugh. Pri-Def.

0:06:32 > 0:06:34Oh, Lou!

0:06:34 > 0:06:36I'm up to my eyeballs at the minute.

0:06:36 > 0:06:38Do me a favour and take over, will you?

0:06:52 > 0:06:54Jonny.

0:06:54 > 0:06:55Yep.

0:06:55 > 0:06:58- Have you got half an hour to spare? - When?

0:06:58 > 0:07:00- Post-theatre.- Depends.

0:07:00 > 0:07:04- On?- Whether I spend it getting flayed alive by your acid wit.

0:07:04 > 0:07:06That was the plan.

0:07:06 > 0:07:07Then I'll pass.

0:07:07 > 0:07:09Your loss.

0:07:12 > 0:07:14What did you really want?

0:07:14 > 0:07:15- Forget it.- Already have.

0:07:22 > 0:07:23You are joking me.

0:07:23 > 0:07:25- New rota?- Yep.

0:07:29 > 0:07:30That is not a happy face.

0:07:30 > 0:07:34New rota's up. I got the next four weekends on the bounce.

0:07:34 > 0:07:36Bang goes the social life.

0:07:36 > 0:07:37Ric Griffin's got it in for me.

0:07:37 > 0:07:39- Surely not.- I'm telling you.

0:07:39 > 0:07:42They all think I'm a joke around here.

0:07:42 > 0:07:43Then give them a reason not to.

0:07:43 > 0:07:45- Like what?- Take another look at that list.

0:07:45 > 0:07:48How many of Ric's new team do you think are working weekends?

0:07:48 > 0:07:51- I know the answer to that already. - So, what does that tell you?

0:08:00 > 0:08:01What is the hold-up?

0:08:04 > 0:08:05Oh, Jac's back.

0:08:08 > 0:08:09Is that meant to be a joke?

0:08:11 > 0:08:14Well, I'm here all week, ladies and gentleman, here all week.

0:08:14 > 0:08:17- Can we just get on with it?- Sure.

0:08:17 > 0:08:20First off, I'm glad to see that you've stuck with the good old NHS.

0:08:20 > 0:08:22For convenience's sake only.

0:08:22 > 0:08:25Ah, backhanded compliment - thank you.

0:08:25 > 0:08:27What're you doing here anyway?

0:08:27 > 0:08:30Well, we always wheel out the A-Team for one of our own.

0:08:30 > 0:08:32Well, I'd hate to see the B-Team.

0:08:32 > 0:08:34HE LAUGHS NERVOUSLY

0:08:34 > 0:08:35Yes.

0:08:36 > 0:08:39OK, shall we...? Here.

0:08:39 > 0:08:41Ah! Don't, I can do it.

0:08:41 > 0:08:43OK.

0:08:44 > 0:08:46And where's our proud father? Is he..?

0:08:46 > 0:08:48Practising his topspin lob.

0:08:48 > 0:08:51Right. We can wait, if it's easier.

0:08:51 > 0:08:55Oh, no, I don't think we should add to the air of emasculation in here.

0:08:57 > 0:09:03Right! Ah... OK, good, in which case, welcome to your anomaly scan.

0:09:06 > 0:09:08OK, Lou, I'll take over.

0:09:09 > 0:09:12Is that a cold sore? Think you need a break.

0:09:14 > 0:09:19Right! What you need is less cider, more deodorant.

0:09:20 > 0:09:22You're a bit quieter than normal.

0:09:22 > 0:09:24Any time I see you, you're chasing some poor mug down the street

0:09:24 > 0:09:26after their loose change.

0:09:28 > 0:09:30I bet you're an eccentric millionaire, really.

0:09:30 > 0:09:33Don't worry, your secret's safe with me.

0:09:33 > 0:09:35HE GASPS

0:09:35 > 0:09:37Oh! God almighty! Let go! Oh!

0:09:37 > 0:09:38BEEPING

0:09:38 > 0:09:40Oh, great.

0:09:40 > 0:09:42ALARM

0:09:57 > 0:09:59Don't you dare die on me.

0:10:01 > 0:10:03BEEPING STOPS

0:10:03 > 0:10:04BEEPING STABILISES

0:10:04 > 0:10:06Panic over.

0:10:06 > 0:10:07I'll be the judge of that.

0:10:07 > 0:10:10I was just doing his obs and he arrested, but I've got him back.

0:10:12 > 0:10:13Good work.

0:10:14 > 0:10:17Do you want me to tell Lou I'm staying on the case?

0:10:17 > 0:10:18Mmm? Yeah, right.

0:10:29 > 0:10:31It's just the one in there.

0:10:32 > 0:10:33Can I...?

0:10:33 > 0:10:35Yes, of course.

0:10:37 > 0:10:40Come on, you. Turn round, give your mum a look.

0:10:40 > 0:10:41Sex?

0:10:41 > 0:10:43Ah, not right now, thanks.

0:10:46 > 0:10:49You can't tell cos of the way baby's lying.

0:10:49 > 0:10:50Right.

0:10:50 > 0:10:53So, how's the lovely Mo doing?

0:10:54 > 0:10:57Mo is the life and soul, as per.

0:10:57 > 0:11:00Good, please do pass on my regards.

0:11:00 > 0:11:02Whatever.

0:11:03 > 0:11:05Oh! We're on the move, look.

0:11:05 > 0:11:07I can feel it.

0:11:07 > 0:11:09Come on, you, let's have a butcher's.

0:11:14 > 0:11:16- What?- Just...bear with me.

0:11:16 > 0:11:18What have you seen?

0:11:18 > 0:11:21Can you just lie back and let me do my job, please?

0:11:23 > 0:11:25You answered back, it must be serious.

0:11:27 > 0:11:30SHE SCREAMS

0:11:31 > 0:11:34- Congratulations. - Doctor Of The Year!

0:11:34 > 0:11:36- It's only a nomination.- For now.

0:11:36 > 0:11:38Invitations to the awards ceremony.

0:11:38 > 0:11:39How exciting!

0:11:39 > 0:11:43- I trust you'll be representing your department.- You betcha.

0:11:43 > 0:11:46I hear the nominee from St James's has put together

0:11:46 > 0:11:47a rather impressive presentation.

0:11:47 > 0:11:50- Really?- So I trust yours will be polished

0:11:50 > 0:11:53- to within an inch of its life. - Absolutely.

0:11:54 > 0:11:56Oi!

0:11:56 > 0:11:58Newbie.

0:11:58 > 0:12:00Are you talking to me?

0:12:00 > 0:12:03You're supposed to be touring the ward, not staring off into space.

0:12:03 > 0:12:05- Have you heard the news?- What?

0:12:05 > 0:12:08Digby has been nominated for Doctor Of The Year.

0:12:08 > 0:12:09I should think so, too.

0:12:09 > 0:12:13- Brilliant, isn't it? - Yeah. He learnt from the best.

0:12:13 > 0:12:15- So, you the new F1?- Zosia March.

0:12:15 > 0:12:17Oh, hiya!

0:12:17 > 0:12:20Didn't know today was dress-down Friday.

0:12:20 > 0:12:21Me neither.

0:12:22 > 0:12:24- Are they invites?- Yeah.

0:12:24 > 0:12:28But you are in the cheap seats. I'm with the boy wonder.

0:12:30 > 0:12:31Come on.

0:12:33 > 0:12:35Congenital diaphragmatic hernia.

0:12:35 > 0:12:36Almost certainly.

0:12:36 > 0:12:38There's no "almost" about it.

0:12:38 > 0:12:40What do you know about the condition?

0:12:41 > 0:12:44A defect in the left side of the diaphragm

0:12:44 > 0:12:45allows the stomach and intestines

0:12:45 > 0:12:48to move up into the chest cavity, preventing lung development.

0:12:48 > 0:12:50Potentially, yeah.

0:12:50 > 0:12:52- There's also a risk of pulmonary hypertension.- Yes.

0:12:52 > 0:12:55Plus excessive build-up of amniotic fluid.

0:12:55 > 0:12:56I'm sorry.

0:13:02 > 0:13:04Survival rates?

0:13:04 > 0:13:06Without further complications...

0:13:06 > 0:13:09um...50-50.

0:13:10 > 0:13:12And if other abnormalities arise?

0:13:12 > 0:13:16Well, that depends on the severity of the problem, obviously.

0:13:16 > 0:13:18Right.

0:13:18 > 0:13:19Thank you.

0:13:23 > 0:13:25Washing out his abdomen with warm saline

0:13:25 > 0:13:28should eventually bring his temperature up.

0:13:28 > 0:13:29Do you want me to extubate him?

0:13:29 > 0:13:33Not yet. Let's wait until after the lavage.

0:13:33 > 0:13:36How's the Primary Defence scheme going, Mr Griffin?

0:13:36 > 0:13:39Well, it's early days, but I'm reasonably happy.

0:13:39 > 0:13:42- I think it's fascinating. - Really, who'd have thought?

0:13:42 > 0:13:44I'd love to follow a case right through to theatre.

0:13:44 > 0:13:48- Is that right? - Haven't you got a bomb to set off?

0:13:48 > 0:13:51I think Dr Tressler's explosive days are over.

0:13:51 > 0:13:54I don't suppose there's room on the team?

0:13:54 > 0:13:57- I don't think...- Fully booked?

0:13:57 > 0:13:59No, I am looking for a nursing recruit.

0:13:59 > 0:14:01Well, I'm your man.

0:14:02 > 0:14:03Excuse us.

0:14:06 > 0:14:10To be frank, I'm not sure that you have...

0:14:10 > 0:14:12the requisite commitment.

0:14:12 > 0:14:15- I have!- You're always last in, first out.

0:14:15 > 0:14:17I was late this morning because of an emergency.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19These things don't go unnoticed.

0:14:19 > 0:14:21- But...- I'm sorry. We'll take it from here.

0:14:23 > 0:14:25Nice try.

0:14:32 > 0:14:34Jac?

0:14:34 > 0:14:35You're still here, great.

0:14:35 > 0:14:38- I've booked an MDT meeting for later today.- Right.

0:14:38 > 0:14:41- Do you want me to call Jonny?- No.

0:14:41 > 0:14:43- Are you sure?- I'll handle it.

0:14:45 > 0:14:46'Chantelle?'

0:14:46 > 0:14:49Ooh, Mrs Handley's asking about her discharge.

0:14:49 > 0:14:50Fine, yep.

0:14:50 > 0:14:52What's up?

0:14:52 > 0:14:56This invitation says me plus guest.

0:14:56 > 0:14:57So?

0:14:57 > 0:15:00So do you think that means significant other?

0:15:00 > 0:15:02Oh, I don't know.

0:15:02 > 0:15:03Or do you think you could bring a friend?

0:15:03 > 0:15:06Um...yeah or a relative.

0:15:06 > 0:15:08Or colleague?

0:15:08 > 0:15:09I suppose so.

0:15:09 > 0:15:13Unless that person's busy that night...

0:15:13 > 0:15:15washing their golden tresses.

0:15:15 > 0:15:17Golden dresses?

0:15:17 > 0:15:18No, er...

0:15:18 > 0:15:19Forget it.

0:15:19 > 0:15:22So have you got anyone in mind?

0:15:22 > 0:15:24And in direct line of vision.

0:15:25 > 0:15:26Who?

0:15:26 > 0:15:28You.

0:15:28 > 0:15:30Aah!

0:15:30 > 0:15:31Thanks!

0:15:31 > 0:15:33You're welcome.

0:15:33 > 0:15:36- Sure there isn't anyone else you want to take?- No.

0:15:36 > 0:15:38- No family or...?- Definitely not.

0:15:39 > 0:15:41Well, then I'd be honoured, kind sir.

0:15:43 > 0:15:44HE CHUCKLES

0:15:44 > 0:15:46Yes.

0:15:47 > 0:15:50So, a porter will be in to take you to the other ward shortly, OK?

0:15:51 > 0:15:53Why didn't you tell her she's got liver failure?

0:15:53 > 0:15:57- Cos I don't know that she has. - It's obvious from the pigmentation in the eyes.

0:15:57 > 0:15:59It could be any number of things, OK?

0:15:59 > 0:16:02Or are you one of those doctors who doesn't like breaking bad news?

0:16:02 > 0:16:03Who are you, the grim reaper?

0:16:03 > 0:16:06You're very angry about this awards ceremony, aren't you?

0:16:06 > 0:16:08No.

0:16:08 > 0:16:10- Do you always scratch your nose when you lie?- I'm not lying.

0:16:10 > 0:16:12Fine.

0:16:12 > 0:16:15Look, do you know how many hours I put in as his clinical tutor?

0:16:15 > 0:16:17- Malick.- Yeah?

0:16:17 > 0:16:20- Digby's on light duties for the rest of the week.- Why?

0:16:20 > 0:16:23Hanssen wants him in the lab polishing up his awards act.

0:16:23 > 0:16:24- Who's covering for him?- You.

0:16:26 > 0:16:28Where next?

0:16:28 > 0:16:29Excuse me.

0:16:29 > 0:16:31Diggers!

0:16:32 > 0:16:33This is the new F1.

0:16:33 > 0:16:36She needs a chaperone for her first day and you're it.

0:16:36 > 0:16:39- Um... Sorry, no, I'm spending the... - You know the score.

0:16:39 > 0:16:40- ..afternoon...- Show her the ropes,

0:16:40 > 0:16:43- and make sure she doesn't kill anyone.- What about my presentation?

0:16:43 > 0:16:45What about it?

0:16:45 > 0:16:47- We've actually met before. - Have we?

0:16:47 > 0:16:49I was the year below you at uni.

0:16:49 > 0:16:51You always wore that ludicrous dickie bow.

0:17:02 > 0:17:05Doc, any news on my CT scan?

0:17:05 > 0:17:06What?

0:17:07 > 0:17:09Had to give him a CT scan.

0:17:09 > 0:17:12- Why?- Echo threw up more questions than answers.

0:17:12 > 0:17:15- What kind of questions? - You'd better take a look.

0:17:43 > 0:17:45Sorry, can I help you?

0:17:45 > 0:17:48- Oh, I'm fine.- Visiting time's not for another hour.

0:17:48 > 0:17:51- Did you get my grapes? - I hope they're going in the article.

0:17:51 > 0:17:52- Of course!- Great.

0:17:52 > 0:17:54Along with a line about the lovely Scots guy

0:17:54 > 0:17:56who let me in early to visit.

0:17:56 > 0:17:59Please, you don't have to.

0:17:59 > 0:18:00- You OK?- Great.

0:18:00 > 0:18:03So how many people read your blog?

0:18:03 > 0:18:05100,000 hits last month.

0:18:05 > 0:18:06And counting.

0:18:06 > 0:18:08100,000?

0:18:08 > 0:18:09Where's my kiss?

0:18:17 > 0:18:19Right, and I'll just leave you guys to it, then.

0:18:26 > 0:18:28Had a chance to look at that scan?

0:18:29 > 0:18:31No, sorry.

0:18:34 > 0:18:35What do you reckon?

0:18:35 > 0:18:37Chronic embolism.

0:18:37 > 0:18:39- I concur.- I'll get him booked in.

0:18:39 > 0:18:42- Do you want me to break the bad news?- No. Why?

0:18:42 > 0:18:45- Just wondered.- Last time I checked, he was still my patient.

0:18:45 > 0:18:46Course.

0:18:52 > 0:18:53So I'm in the presence of greatness?

0:18:53 > 0:18:55I wouldn't say that, Mrs Handley.

0:18:55 > 0:18:58I can't wait to tell my daughter, Harriet,

0:18:58 > 0:19:01that I've been treated by the Doctor Of The Year.

0:19:01 > 0:19:05Well, um, this wound seems to be healing nicely.

0:19:05 > 0:19:07What about the scarring?

0:19:07 > 0:19:10There is bound to be some, but, hopefully, it won't be too visible.

0:19:10 > 0:19:12Silly worrying about it at my age.

0:19:12 > 0:19:14Oh, not at all, not at all.

0:19:14 > 0:19:16So I can go home?

0:19:16 > 0:19:18Uh...yes, yeah, I don't see why not.

0:19:18 > 0:19:20I'll call my daughter.

0:19:21 > 0:19:23That's a...lovely pen.

0:19:23 > 0:19:25- Thank you.- Antique?

0:19:26 > 0:19:28New York, 1922,

0:19:28 > 0:19:31with an 18 carat gold nib.

0:19:31 > 0:19:33Iridium tip?

0:19:33 > 0:19:35You are a pen man!

0:19:35 > 0:19:37My father was a collector.

0:19:37 > 0:19:40This belonged to my late husband.

0:19:40 > 0:19:43I still remember filling the ink up for him.

0:19:43 > 0:19:45He loved beautiful things.

0:19:45 > 0:19:47I can see that.

0:19:47 > 0:19:49And quite the charmer, too.

0:19:49 > 0:19:50HE CHUCKLES

0:19:50 > 0:19:52Um...may I?

0:19:54 > 0:19:57- James was a GP.- Really?

0:19:57 > 0:19:58His patients adored him.

0:19:58 > 0:20:00That's got a lovely weight.

0:20:00 > 0:20:03He was never in a hurry to get them out of the door.

0:20:03 > 0:20:05No.

0:20:05 > 0:20:08He was the last of the real gentlemen.

0:20:08 > 0:20:10Oh, I hope not.

0:20:10 > 0:20:12Outpatient bloods done.

0:20:12 > 0:20:14- All of them?- All 56.

0:20:16 > 0:20:20Let me guess, New York 1920?

0:20:20 > 0:20:2222, actually.

0:20:24 > 0:20:26- You know pens?- Not really.

0:20:26 > 0:20:29- Probably just read an article somewhere.- Oh, photographic memory?

0:20:29 > 0:20:31No such thing.

0:20:31 > 0:20:33- What?- You mean eidetic memory?

0:20:33 > 0:20:36I'm sure Dr Digby knows what he means.

0:20:36 > 0:20:37Then he's wrong.

0:20:37 > 0:20:41I don't think you should use that tone to your superiors.

0:20:41 > 0:20:44I'm merely pointing out a commonly-held misconception...

0:20:44 > 0:20:45OK, can we get on, please?

0:20:45 > 0:20:48Course. What mind-numbing task would you like me to do next?

0:20:50 > 0:20:53Yeah, this is Jac Naylor, I'd like to delay the MDT meeting

0:20:53 > 0:20:55by an hour or two, if that's possible?

0:20:55 > 0:20:57Can you let me know? Thank you.

0:20:59 > 0:21:00Hey, Doc.

0:21:02 > 0:21:04I've got some bad news for you, Mr Baines.

0:21:04 > 0:21:07Your CT scan showed up a chronic pulmonary embolism.

0:21:07 > 0:21:08Sorry?

0:21:08 > 0:21:10It's a blockage in the main artery of your lung.

0:21:10 > 0:21:12- My lung?- You need surgery.

0:21:12 > 0:21:14What's this got to do with the valve problem?

0:21:14 > 0:21:16Nothing.

0:21:16 > 0:21:18You said I just needed warfarin.

0:21:18 > 0:21:20- I know.- That it was just routine.

0:21:20 > 0:21:21It was.

0:21:23 > 0:21:24What kind of surgery?

0:21:24 > 0:21:27- The kind where we crack your chest open.- Jac!

0:21:27 > 0:21:29And unblock the artery.

0:21:29 > 0:21:31- Basically. - But I'll be all right afterwards?

0:21:33 > 0:21:35You'll be on medication for the rest of your life

0:21:35 > 0:21:39and your right ventricular function will be considerably diminished.

0:21:39 > 0:21:41Hey, uh...

0:21:41 > 0:21:44Your right lung's going to be a lot worse off.

0:21:44 > 0:21:46Yeah, but I'll still be able to...

0:21:46 > 0:21:48I don't know, climb a mountain.

0:21:48 > 0:21:51If you want to kill yourself, absolutely.

0:21:51 > 0:21:53Would you like us to explain to...?

0:21:53 > 0:21:54No.

0:21:54 > 0:21:57No, I'll...I'll take care of it.

0:21:57 > 0:21:58Your prerogative.

0:22:04 > 0:22:07I think all you doctors are amazing.

0:22:07 > 0:22:10- Right.- I mean, I've only had a bit of an insight into the job

0:22:10 > 0:22:12looking after Ethan the last few months.

0:22:12 > 0:22:15- Looking after him?- You know, dealing with his condition.

0:22:15 > 0:22:19His treatment was a daily dose of self-administered warfarin.

0:22:19 > 0:22:22- Yeah, I know, but... - That's not a lot to blog about.

0:22:22 > 0:22:26Our blog is number 32 on the top100travelsites.com.

0:22:26 > 0:22:27I can't argue with that.

0:22:29 > 0:22:31What does it feel like?

0:22:31 > 0:22:32Sorry?

0:22:32 > 0:22:36Having something growing inside of you? Isn't it totally weird?

0:22:36 > 0:22:39- No.- Ethan's mum's always on about when we're going to have one,

0:22:39 > 0:22:42like it's got anything to do with her.

0:22:48 > 0:22:51- Hey, tell me to mind my own business, but... - Mind your own business.

0:22:51 > 0:22:53- How did the scan go?- Not that that has ever stopped you before.

0:22:53 > 0:22:58- Is there a problem?- I take it you'll be joining me in theatre.- Jac.

0:22:58 > 0:23:00Diaphragmatic hernia.

0:23:00 > 0:23:01Keep it to yourself, OK?

0:23:01 > 0:23:03Sorry.

0:23:03 > 0:23:05It is what it is.

0:23:05 > 0:23:06What're you going to do?

0:23:11 > 0:23:12How're you doing?

0:23:12 > 0:23:13All right.

0:23:15 > 0:23:17Gave me the fright of my life.

0:23:17 > 0:23:19- They said I had a heart attack.- Yeah.

0:23:19 > 0:23:21You saved me?

0:23:21 > 0:23:22Sort of.

0:23:22 > 0:23:24Thanks.

0:23:26 > 0:23:29You didn't hear anything I said before, did you?

0:23:29 > 0:23:31How do you mean?

0:23:31 > 0:23:33Ah, doesn't matter.

0:23:33 > 0:23:34I'm Pat.

0:23:34 > 0:23:36Mary-Claire.

0:23:36 > 0:23:37I'm freezing.

0:23:37 > 0:23:39Yeah, we're trying to fix that.

0:23:39 > 0:23:40Me head's banging.

0:23:40 > 0:23:42What happened?

0:23:42 > 0:23:44Kids, bladdered.

0:23:44 > 0:23:46Laid into me in the park.

0:23:46 > 0:23:49- Do you want us to call the police? - No point.- Why not?

0:23:49 > 0:23:51They'll never catch them.

0:23:54 > 0:23:56I've seen you out and about.

0:23:56 > 0:23:59- Yeah, I thought I recognised you. - You're a noisy wee sod.

0:23:59 > 0:24:01I'm an eccentric millionaire.

0:24:01 > 0:24:02What?!

0:24:02 > 0:24:04Gotcha.

0:24:06 > 0:24:07Cheeky.

0:24:13 > 0:24:14What're you looking at?

0:24:16 > 0:24:17Just give me a wee minute.

0:24:22 > 0:24:25I hope you're not interfering with Griffin's prize patient.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27- Where is he?- Who?

0:24:27 > 0:24:29Any joy getting your weekends back?

0:24:29 > 0:24:31- Ric.- I don't know.

0:24:32 > 0:24:35- Mr Griffin.- Yeah? - I've just been in with Pat McGinn.

0:24:35 > 0:24:38- Why?- I've noticed some blood in his catheter.

0:24:38 > 0:24:41- Right.- Could it be an intra-abdominal injury?

0:24:41 > 0:24:42Possibly.

0:24:46 > 0:24:47Hello, Pat.

0:24:49 > 0:24:53Just need to...examine you.

0:24:53 > 0:24:55- What's up now?- It's OK.

0:25:08 > 0:25:10Ah...

0:25:10 > 0:25:11See there?

0:25:12 > 0:25:14Penetrating wound to the abdomen.

0:25:14 > 0:25:18The extreme cold stops the bleeding and it's barely noticeable.

0:25:18 > 0:25:19So he's...

0:25:19 > 0:25:23I'm afraid it looks as if you've been stabbed.

0:25:23 > 0:25:24Eh?

0:25:26 > 0:25:27Well spotted.

0:25:27 > 0:25:29Let's get him in for a CT scan.

0:25:30 > 0:25:34We could take the train from Manarola to Corniglia,

0:25:34 > 0:25:38- but I think going up through the hills would give us so much more material.- Brilliant.

0:25:40 > 0:25:43- Hi. Have you had a chat?- Er...

0:25:43 > 0:25:47- Consent forms.- No, um...- What for?

0:25:47 > 0:25:49Er, can you just leave them there?

0:25:49 > 0:25:51You can put her in as next-of-kin, if you like.

0:25:51 > 0:25:53Next-of-kin? Consent for what?

0:25:53 > 0:25:55Please, can we just...?

0:25:55 > 0:25:57- You still haven't told her.- No.

0:25:57 > 0:26:00How were you going to explain the ten-inch scar down your chest?

0:26:00 > 0:26:02- What?- Jac.

0:26:02 > 0:26:04- You need an operation? - I couldn't find the right moment.

0:26:04 > 0:26:06Well, you've found it now.

0:26:07 > 0:26:09- Wow, nice empathy.- Don't.

0:26:09 > 0:26:11Puts me in mind of another eminent medic.

0:26:11 > 0:26:13Erm... Hannibal Lecter, that's it.

0:26:15 > 0:26:17She is really out-Nayloring herself today.

0:26:17 > 0:26:20- Give her a break, will you?- I don't know what's rattled her cage now.

0:26:20 > 0:26:22Then try and bloody find out.

0:26:22 > 0:26:23Eh?

0:26:23 > 0:26:26Just talk to her. The woman's having your baby.

0:26:26 > 0:26:28I don't know, maybe she needs your help.

0:26:36 > 0:26:40Zosia's an unusual name. Where are you from?

0:26:40 > 0:26:42Kent.

0:26:42 > 0:26:43I meant, originally.

0:26:43 > 0:26:44Kent.

0:26:47 > 0:26:48Oh.

0:26:48 > 0:26:51How long have you and Dr Digby been together?

0:26:51 > 0:26:53- We're not.- Oh?

0:26:53 > 0:26:56We're like brother and sister.

0:26:56 > 0:26:59And you've never considered the incest route?

0:26:59 > 0:27:00What?

0:27:00 > 0:27:02Forget it.

0:27:05 > 0:27:08- Listen, babes, this Italy trip... - Don't talk about that now.

0:27:08 > 0:27:10I'm OK if you go without me.

0:27:10 > 0:27:13- All set?- Certainly is.- I'm serious.

0:27:13 > 0:27:15- See you in there.- I love you.

0:27:17 > 0:27:19We're supposed to be going trekking round Cinque Terre.

0:27:19 > 0:27:22- You know, where they had the mudslides?- No.

0:27:22 > 0:27:25Suppose you could call this a bit of a natural disaster.

0:27:25 > 0:27:27Well, he won't be trekking anywhere for the foreseeable.

0:27:27 > 0:27:29You done much travelling?

0:27:29 > 0:27:30Not my bag, as they say.

0:27:30 > 0:27:32Not even at uni?

0:27:32 > 0:27:34Too busy studying.

0:27:34 > 0:27:37Oh. I don't suppose you'll get much chance now.

0:27:47 > 0:27:50Pat McGinn's CT scan showed a lacerated spleen

0:27:50 > 0:27:52and a bladder contusion. We're taking him into theatre.

0:27:52 > 0:27:56- Right, OK.- Do you still want a place on the team?- Sorry?

0:27:56 > 0:27:58Jan Harding's called in sick, so we're a nurse down.

0:27:58 > 0:28:01- Seriously?- The theatre manager's OK'd it.- Yeah.

0:28:01 > 0:28:03You wanted a chance. Here it is.

0:28:05 > 0:28:07Thank you, Mr Stinky.

0:28:09 > 0:28:12Can you sign this?

0:28:12 > 0:28:14Would it kill you to say please?

0:28:14 > 0:28:15Please.

0:28:20 > 0:28:22I suppose you think you're proving a point

0:28:22 > 0:28:25by coming in here half dressed like that.

0:28:25 > 0:28:28Are you one of those women who thinks we should all be at home baking?

0:28:28 > 0:28:30What's wrong with baking?

0:28:30 > 0:28:32Nothing. I like cake.

0:28:33 > 0:28:37My husband always said that surgery was a profession for a man.

0:28:37 > 0:28:39Was your husband a man?

0:28:40 > 0:28:42Excuse me?

0:28:42 > 0:28:44Thought so.

0:28:44 > 0:28:46- What're you doing? - Looking at your wound.

0:28:46 > 0:28:48The nurse just changed the dressing.

0:28:48 > 0:28:51What was the diameter of the goitre?

0:28:51 > 0:28:53- Five inches. - That's going to be quite a scar.

0:28:53 > 0:28:56- Dr Digby said it won't... - Still, I guess at your age,

0:28:56 > 0:28:57it's not that big an issue.

0:28:57 > 0:29:00How are we doing, ladies?

0:29:02 > 0:29:05I'm fine, although...

0:29:05 > 0:29:07Go on.

0:29:07 > 0:29:10Your colleague could do with working on her bedside manner.

0:29:10 > 0:29:14- What?- Poking and prodding without a by your leave.

0:29:14 > 0:29:16It's my job to poke and prod.

0:29:16 > 0:29:18I'm very sorry to hear that.

0:29:18 > 0:29:20Definitely not award-winning material.

0:29:20 > 0:29:23Just because I disagreed with your world view.

0:29:23 > 0:29:25- I rest my case.- Dr March.

0:29:27 > 0:29:29- I'm supposed to be in the lab by now.- But you're being held up

0:29:29 > 0:29:32- by some lonely old widow with nothing better... - I'm being held up by you.

0:29:32 > 0:29:34- Me?- Yes. Do you understand how much

0:29:34 > 0:29:36winning this prize means to the hospital?

0:29:36 > 0:29:38- Yes, is there any chance of coming with?- What?

0:29:38 > 0:29:40- I'd love to sit and observe.- No. - Or maybe help out?

0:29:40 > 0:29:41Out of the question.

0:29:41 > 0:29:44- Didn't you write a paper on lower GI bleeding at college?- Yes.

0:29:44 > 0:29:47We used it as a model in our final-year submissions.

0:29:47 > 0:29:50- Really?- Though I did find your conclusion a little...

0:29:50 > 0:29:51- Inconclusive?- Yes, exactly.

0:29:51 > 0:29:54Yeah, I know, it's built on far more solid foundations now.

0:29:54 > 0:29:57How am I meant to know that without seeing it for myself?

0:30:07 > 0:30:10I think there's some bleeding coming from behind.

0:30:10 > 0:30:13- Can't find it.- Looks like it's coming from the posterior suture line.

0:30:13 > 0:30:153-0 prolene, please.

0:30:16 > 0:30:18Why is this happening today?

0:30:18 > 0:30:20- Want me to take over?- No.

0:30:20 > 0:30:22- Jac.- I'll find it.

0:30:27 > 0:30:29Fine. Have it your way.

0:30:38 > 0:30:39Got it.

0:30:44 > 0:30:47I just...I can't get these equations to work.

0:30:47 > 0:30:50I bet the bloke from St James's got his equations to work.

0:30:50 > 0:30:53- How do you know it's a bloke? - What?- I could check the figures.

0:30:53 > 0:30:56- You're not familiar with the data. - You can get on with something else.

0:30:56 > 0:30:59There isn't anything else. I have to make this add up.

0:30:59 > 0:31:00Oh, well.

0:31:08 > 0:31:09Fine. It's all yours.

0:31:16 > 0:31:17SHE SIGHS

0:31:17 > 0:31:19- We need to stop this.- Stop what?

0:31:19 > 0:31:21There is someone far more important involved than us.

0:31:21 > 0:31:24- Enough about Mo. - I'm talking about him in there.

0:31:24 > 0:31:27- I can't do this right now.- Then when?

0:31:28 > 0:31:29She told you, didn't she?

0:31:29 > 0:31:32- I don't know what you're talking about. - Should have kept my mouth shut.

0:31:32 > 0:31:34- Jac!- I have to go!

0:31:34 > 0:31:37- Where?- To an MDT meeting.

0:31:37 > 0:31:40- Oh, and of course that's far more important than our baby. - It is, actually.

0:31:40 > 0:31:42- Why?- Because it's ABOUT our baby.

0:31:45 > 0:31:47Sorry, sorry.

0:31:48 > 0:31:51You're both here. Great.

0:31:51 > 0:31:54- Has Jac filled you in? - It's all in there.

0:31:54 > 0:31:56I'm chairing the meeting,

0:31:56 > 0:31:58so if you've got any questions at all just...

0:31:58 > 0:31:59- Thank you.- Great.

0:32:02 > 0:32:04I think we're quorate.

0:32:06 > 0:32:12I'm sure most of you already know Ms Naylor and Nurse Maconie.

0:32:12 > 0:32:16So, the case is a congenital diaphragmatic hernia

0:32:16 > 0:32:19detected during the 20-week anomaly scan earlier today.

0:32:22 > 0:32:24'Have you no family?'

0:32:24 > 0:32:27I did have. Once upon a time.

0:32:27 > 0:32:29Wife?

0:32:29 > 0:32:31- Had the lot.- What happened?

0:32:31 > 0:32:33I messed it up.

0:32:33 > 0:32:36- Cos of the drink? - That, and up here.

0:32:36 > 0:32:37How do you mean?

0:32:37 > 0:32:40I was a bad man, out of control.

0:32:43 > 0:32:46Well, you don't seem like a bad man to me.

0:32:47 > 0:32:49You pulled it off then.

0:32:49 > 0:32:51Yeah, looks like it.

0:32:51 > 0:32:53Arm out straight, please. Thank you.

0:32:53 > 0:32:55I told you to stick at it.

0:32:55 > 0:32:57Did you say anything to Ric?

0:32:58 > 0:33:00I couldn't possibly comment.

0:33:00 > 0:33:03Well, whatever it was, thank you.

0:33:03 > 0:33:05You can pay me later.

0:33:21 > 0:33:25Some of you may be unfamiliar with the finer details of CDH,

0:33:25 > 0:33:29given that it only affects one in every 2,500 newborns.

0:33:29 > 0:33:31So, we will monitor lung-to-head ratio

0:33:31 > 0:33:34in order to determine the severity of the condition,

0:33:34 > 0:33:39and also use MRI in order to try and ascertain lung volumes

0:33:39 > 0:33:43and also which organs are actually up in the chest cavity.

0:33:45 > 0:33:48So, do we have any questions at all?

0:33:48 > 0:33:50Have you discussed termination?

0:33:50 > 0:33:52No, I mean, our initial focus

0:33:52 > 0:33:56is on discovering the possibility of associated abnormalities.

0:33:56 > 0:33:59Once we've got a better prognosis, then, obviously,

0:33:59 > 0:34:02we will sit down and discuss options.

0:34:02 > 0:34:05- Thought you might have discussed that already.- No, not yet.

0:34:05 > 0:34:06Right.

0:34:12 > 0:34:13It's a girl.

0:34:13 > 0:34:15Sorry?

0:34:16 > 0:34:18The baby, it's a girl.

0:34:21 > 0:34:23Oh! Ah...

0:34:24 > 0:34:26- Do you want to take a break?- Please.

0:34:26 > 0:34:28No, let's just get on with it.

0:34:28 > 0:34:30Are you sure?

0:34:31 > 0:34:32Yeah.

0:34:36 > 0:34:37Scalpel.

0:34:40 > 0:34:44- Nice to see a new addition to our ranks.- Temporary.

0:34:44 > 0:34:46- Can we concentrate, please?- Sorry.

0:34:48 > 0:34:49Suction.

0:34:55 > 0:34:56I can't see a damn thing.

0:34:57 > 0:34:59Mind out.

0:34:59 > 0:35:01What are you doing?

0:35:01 > 0:35:04- Retracting the bowel, what does it look like?- Yeah, I'll do that.

0:35:04 > 0:35:07- I'm fine.- Doctor, nurse - hello?

0:35:07 > 0:35:10Junior registrar - thin ice.

0:35:10 > 0:35:12Carry on.

0:35:13 > 0:35:14Any better?

0:35:15 > 0:35:18- Much. Thanks.- Good.

0:35:23 > 0:35:25Jac. Jac!

0:35:25 > 0:35:27- What?- Let me guess, you don't want to talk about it.

0:35:27 > 0:35:30- Got it in one. - How can you be so...?

0:35:30 > 0:35:33Look, I had no idea what had been discussed!

0:35:33 > 0:35:34Now you do.

0:35:34 > 0:35:36This is my kid, too.

0:35:36 > 0:35:39- Now, we need to sit down and... - No, we don't.

0:35:39 > 0:35:41We really don't.

0:35:44 > 0:35:45HE SIGHS

0:35:48 > 0:35:51- Got it.- Got what?- If you make the calculation a percentage

0:35:51 > 0:35:54rather than an equation, your figures add up.

0:35:54 > 0:35:55Let me see that.

0:35:58 > 0:36:00Oh, my God, you're right.

0:36:00 > 0:36:02- You're right!- I know.

0:36:02 > 0:36:04- St James's, eat your diseased heart out.- Let's celebrate.

0:36:04 > 0:36:07Absolutely. I owe you a very large drink.

0:36:07 > 0:36:09- I've got a better idea. - Whoa! What are you doing?

0:36:09 > 0:36:12- What does it look like? - Um...but!- What?

0:36:12 > 0:36:13We've only just met!

0:36:13 > 0:36:15- That's not strictly true. - Well, even so...

0:36:15 > 0:36:18- You don't want to?- Er...- OK.

0:36:18 > 0:36:21- No, no.- That's fine.- I didn't say I didn't want to. I was just...

0:36:21 > 0:36:22So you do want to?

0:36:22 > 0:36:24Well... It's all very sudden.

0:36:24 > 0:36:26That's how endorphins hit the brain - suddenly.

0:36:26 > 0:36:27Yeah, I suppose so.

0:36:27 > 0:36:29Well then.

0:36:43 > 0:36:45How did it go?

0:36:45 > 0:36:46You knew.

0:36:46 > 0:36:49- Mr T is the best, he'll... - And you said nothing!

0:36:49 > 0:36:51- Jonny, I'm sorry.- Yeah.

0:36:55 > 0:36:57How's Jac?

0:36:57 > 0:36:58I couldn't tell you.

0:36:58 > 0:37:00It's bound to hit her hard.

0:37:00 > 0:37:02- You'd think so.- Where is she? - I have no idea.

0:37:02 > 0:37:05Jonny, she's going to need your support.

0:37:05 > 0:37:07It's my child that I'm worried about,

0:37:07 > 0:37:09not Jac Naylor.

0:37:20 > 0:37:22Oh, that looks fine.

0:37:22 > 0:37:24Let's get him closed up.

0:37:26 > 0:37:27Well done.

0:37:28 > 0:37:30Thank you, Mr Griffin.

0:37:48 > 0:37:51Someone looks like the proverbial dog with two...

0:37:51 > 0:37:53Oi. Less of the dog, you.

0:37:53 > 0:37:54Who'd have thought it?

0:37:54 > 0:37:58Our very own MC Hammer in the running for teacher's pet.

0:37:58 > 0:38:00Thoroughly deserved.

0:38:00 > 0:38:03Well, I couldn't have done it without Edward.

0:38:03 > 0:38:07- You'll have me in tears in a minute. - Oi, this man is a complete star.

0:38:07 > 0:38:09You are too kind.

0:38:09 > 0:38:11No, seriously, thank you.

0:38:12 > 0:38:13Ugh!

0:38:16 > 0:38:19BEEPING

0:38:19 > 0:38:20Edward.

0:38:23 > 0:38:25What's going on?

0:38:27 > 0:38:29BEEPING STOPS

0:38:29 > 0:38:30Panic over.

0:38:43 > 0:38:45Oh, my God, he looks...

0:38:45 > 0:38:47He's just had his rib-cage split it two.

0:38:51 > 0:38:53I can't believe he's ended up like this.

0:38:55 > 0:38:57The surgery went well.

0:38:57 > 0:39:00It's not fair, he's such a lovely man.

0:39:01 > 0:39:04- In the long run, he'll be... - Could he get another one?

0:39:04 > 0:39:07- An embolism?- Yeah.

0:39:07 > 0:39:09He's in the system now, so he'll be screened.

0:39:10 > 0:39:12We've got so many plans.

0:39:12 > 0:39:14You'll have to change them.

0:39:14 > 0:39:17What kind of life will he be able to lead?

0:39:17 > 0:39:21Lots of medication, lots of hospital appointments.

0:39:21 > 0:39:22But physically.

0:39:22 > 0:39:25He's going to be pretty limited from now on.

0:39:25 > 0:39:27This stuff isn't meant to happen.

0:39:29 > 0:39:31I'm afraid that's not how it works.

0:39:39 > 0:39:41Is Dr Digby about?

0:39:41 > 0:39:42No.

0:39:42 > 0:39:44I wanted to see him before I left.

0:39:44 > 0:39:46He's in the lab.

0:39:46 > 0:39:48I had something for him.

0:39:48 > 0:39:50He's working on his research.

0:39:50 > 0:39:53- That young man is conscientious to a fault.- I know.

0:39:53 > 0:39:57I had a token of thanks for him.

0:39:57 > 0:39:59Oh, um...he might be back soon.

0:39:59 > 0:40:03Where exactly is the lab?

0:40:03 > 0:40:05Sorry, you can't go in there.

0:40:05 > 0:40:09- What do you think I was going to do in there?- I know, but...

0:40:09 > 0:40:11Create a new strain of anthrax?

0:40:11 > 0:40:13Sorry.

0:40:20 > 0:40:22- What happened in there? - Doesn't matter.

0:40:22 > 0:40:25- Of course it does.- Forget it. - Look, I just want to know.

0:40:25 > 0:40:27It was a glitch in the meds, that's all.

0:40:27 > 0:40:30- What do you mean? - You marked one of them up wrong.

0:40:30 > 0:40:32- Are you sure?- Afraid so.- Which one?

0:40:33 > 0:40:35The potassium.

0:40:35 > 0:40:37But I double-checked.

0:40:37 > 0:40:39- I'll go and get them if you want, - No.- Don't worry about it.

0:40:39 > 0:40:41So it was my fault?

0:40:41 > 0:40:44- It's not about fault. - But...- It could happen to anyone.

0:40:45 > 0:40:47SHE SIGHS

0:40:58 > 0:41:00- Is he awake?- Not yet.

0:41:00 > 0:41:04- Right.- He's been on at me for ages to move in with him.

0:41:04 > 0:41:05Yes, he told me.

0:41:05 > 0:41:08You know how much of a compromise that was going to be for me?

0:41:08 > 0:41:10- I thought it was a done deal. - I need my own space.- Don't we all?

0:41:10 > 0:41:13Agreeing to it now is a whole different ball game.

0:41:13 > 0:41:15What, having to really care for him?

0:41:15 > 0:41:18Five years I've put into our website.

0:41:18 > 0:41:20Five years, 24/7.

0:41:23 > 0:41:24I can't do it.

0:41:24 > 0:41:26- Do what?- Any of it.

0:41:27 > 0:41:29There's too much life to live out there.

0:41:29 > 0:41:32I can't be someone's nursemaid for the next 40 years!

0:41:32 > 0:41:33So you're just going to walk away?

0:41:33 > 0:41:37Well, you've got a career, dreams.

0:41:37 > 0:41:40You're not much older than me. Surely you understand.

0:41:42 > 0:41:43Bye.

0:41:46 > 0:41:48Tell him I...

0:41:48 > 0:41:51Urgh. Sorry, didn't catch that.

0:42:10 > 0:42:11Oh! Mrs Handley.

0:42:16 > 0:42:18I think she wanted you all to herself.

0:42:26 > 0:42:27Um...

0:42:27 > 0:42:29Whatever was going on with us...

0:42:31 > 0:42:33..you should have told me about the scan.

0:42:33 > 0:42:36- I tried.- You should have told me what was wrong.

0:42:36 > 0:42:37I tried!

0:42:39 > 0:42:41You should have told me.

0:42:49 > 0:42:50KNOCKING ON THE DOOR

0:42:50 > 0:42:51I was looking for Mr Griffin.

0:42:51 > 0:42:53Won't I do?

0:42:57 > 0:42:59Did you tell him?

0:42:59 > 0:43:00About?

0:43:00 > 0:43:03- About nearly killing someone in theatre.- No!

0:43:03 > 0:43:04- Right.- Why?

0:43:04 > 0:43:06Well, don't you think you should?

0:43:06 > 0:43:10- One tiny slip... - That could've killed somebody!

0:43:10 > 0:43:12Lighten up.

0:43:12 > 0:43:14Don't you need to put it in the notes or something?

0:43:14 > 0:43:16Put what in the notes?

0:43:16 > 0:43:18He said he wanted to see the best of me.

0:43:18 > 0:43:20- Which he did.- This was a bad idea.

0:43:20 > 0:43:22If it's too high pressure, then say it's not for you.

0:43:22 > 0:43:25- I should never have agreed to it. - But do not go confessing

0:43:25 > 0:43:27- to something that barely happened.- No?

0:43:27 > 0:43:31Let's not forget, we did this to try and save your weekends.

0:43:32 > 0:43:34'How're you feeling?'

0:43:34 > 0:43:36I'm fine.

0:43:36 > 0:43:38The surgery went well.

0:43:39 > 0:43:40Where's Chelsea?

0:43:41 > 0:43:43We've removed the embolism.

0:43:43 > 0:43:45I need to see her.

0:43:46 > 0:43:49There's no reason you shouldn't make a good recovery.

0:43:49 > 0:43:51She's allowed in here, isn't she?

0:43:54 > 0:43:55She's gone.

0:43:56 > 0:43:57Where?

0:43:57 > 0:43:59I don't know.

0:43:59 > 0:44:02What? Did she say when she was coming back?

0:44:02 > 0:44:04I wouldn't hold your breath.

0:44:06 > 0:44:08What?

0:44:09 > 0:44:11When I say gone, I mean...

0:44:14 > 0:44:15Totally gone?

0:44:15 > 0:44:17That's the impression I got.

0:44:19 > 0:44:21Why?

0:44:21 > 0:44:22You'd have to ask her.

0:44:24 > 0:44:26You're sure you've got this right?

0:44:26 > 0:44:27Yes.

0:44:29 > 0:44:31- I can't do this.- Yes, you can.

0:44:31 > 0:44:32HE MOANS

0:44:32 > 0:44:34- I don't want to.- Ethan.

0:44:34 > 0:44:36I've given up everything to her.

0:44:36 > 0:44:38Friends, family.

0:44:38 > 0:44:41I packed in my bloody job to follow her dream.

0:44:41 > 0:44:44You're better off without her.

0:44:44 > 0:44:45Am I?

0:44:45 > 0:44:47You'll get through this.

0:44:47 > 0:44:48How?

0:44:48 > 0:44:50I don't know, but you will.

0:44:50 > 0:44:52Otherwise, she wins.

0:45:05 > 0:45:08Oh, Chantelle! Have you seen Helen Handley?

0:45:08 > 0:45:11- Oh, her daughter just took her home. - Oh, God.

0:45:11 > 0:45:14- She left in a bit of a hurry. - Did she say anything?

0:45:14 > 0:45:17- She was looking for you, but I...- I know, I know.

0:45:17 > 0:45:19She left you...

0:45:19 > 0:45:21Where did I put it?

0:45:22 > 0:45:23- This!- Right.

0:45:23 > 0:45:26Said it was a thank you to a true gentleman.

0:45:37 > 0:45:39- Mr Griffin.- Nurse Carter.

0:45:39 > 0:45:42- I've been trying to register Pat McGinn with a GP.- And?

0:45:42 > 0:45:45- And no-one'll take him without an address.- Right.

0:45:45 > 0:45:48Isn't there anything else we can do for him?

0:45:48 > 0:45:52Well, beyond calling Social Services, no, not really.

0:45:52 > 0:45:54He can't just go back to the streets.

0:45:54 > 0:45:57Well, hopefully they'll be able to sort something out for him,

0:45:57 > 0:45:59at least in the short term.

0:46:02 > 0:46:05You know, this place on the team?

0:46:05 > 0:46:08Yes, look, I haven't made a final decision but...

0:46:08 > 0:46:10Don't bother.

0:46:10 > 0:46:11Excuse me?

0:46:11 > 0:46:13It's not for me.

0:46:13 > 0:46:15Since when?

0:46:15 > 0:46:16I'm not cut out for it.

0:46:16 > 0:46:18Why?

0:46:18 > 0:46:20Just a...gut feeling.

0:46:20 > 0:46:22After one operation?

0:46:22 > 0:46:23Sorry.

0:46:25 > 0:46:27Too much like hard work, is it?

0:46:27 > 0:46:29Yeah, that's right.

0:46:29 > 0:46:30Typical.

0:46:30 > 0:46:32What is?

0:46:32 > 0:46:34You, giving up after five minutes.

0:46:34 > 0:46:37I gave it a go and I didn't like it.

0:46:37 > 0:46:39You've got to stick with things.

0:46:39 > 0:46:41- But...- The harder you work at it, the easier it gets.

0:46:41 > 0:46:43What if you're just not suited to something?

0:46:43 > 0:46:46This morning you were desperate to have a crack at it.

0:46:46 > 0:46:48- What happened to your self-belief? - Belief?

0:46:48 > 0:46:49No-one here believes in me.

0:46:49 > 0:46:52- And why's that? - Oh, because I'm bone idle.

0:46:52 > 0:46:56Well, perhaps if you spent less time making eyes at Dr Tressler

0:46:56 > 0:46:58and more time doing your work...

0:46:58 > 0:46:59And a slapper, too?

0:46:59 > 0:47:02- I did not mean that.- Thanks a lot.

0:47:03 > 0:47:06- You're not getting out of this so easily.- Watch me.

0:47:06 > 0:47:09For once in your life, you're going to commit to something.

0:47:09 > 0:47:14I'm putting you on that team and you will not fail, do you understand?

0:47:18 > 0:47:19Suit yourself.

0:47:22 > 0:47:23KNOCKING ON THE DOOR

0:47:23 > 0:47:24Come in.

0:47:26 > 0:47:29Jonny. What can I do for you?

0:47:29 > 0:47:30Um...

0:47:31 > 0:47:35- I just wanted to go over the facts.- OK.

0:47:35 > 0:47:37- Without the audience.- Ah!

0:47:40 > 0:47:42- Does Jac know you're here?- No.

0:47:42 > 0:47:45Only it'd be easier to sit the pair of you down together.

0:47:45 > 0:47:49Well, that might require a cattle prod and a set of handcuffs at the moment, so...

0:47:49 > 0:47:50THEY CHUCKLE

0:47:50 > 0:47:51What have you done to the hand?

0:47:51 > 0:47:53Um...nothing.

0:47:53 > 0:47:56- OK.- I just need to...

0:47:58 > 0:48:02- ..get it all straight in my head. - Sure. Look, just pull up a chair. It's fine.

0:48:07 > 0:48:10'The upside is pretty straightforward.

0:48:10 > 0:48:13'The organs may move down into the abdomen of their own accord

0:48:13 > 0:48:16'or we may be able to perform a plication,

0:48:16 > 0:48:19'which will pull the diaphragm down into the correct position.

0:48:19 > 0:48:22'And the downside?

0:48:22 > 0:48:24'It's a bit more complicated, I'm afraid.

0:48:24 > 0:48:28'If the lung doesn't develop, then...

0:48:28 > 0:48:30'we may be looking at pulmonary stenosis,

0:48:30 > 0:48:34'hypertension, mediastinal shift,

0:48:34 > 0:48:36'ASD, VSD.'

0:48:36 > 0:48:40But if she makes it through the delivery...she'll be OK.

0:48:42 > 0:48:45You have to be aware that a certain percentage of children

0:48:45 > 0:48:46don't make it to school age,

0:48:46 > 0:48:49but, if she makes it that far,

0:48:49 > 0:48:52then, she'll have a fighting chance.

0:48:54 > 0:48:57Let's hope she's as tough as her mum, then, eh?

0:49:15 > 0:49:17- Got my induction course now.- Fine.

0:49:17 > 0:49:19- Be about an hour, they say. - OK. Take your time.

0:49:19 > 0:49:21- Trying to get rid of me. - Not at all, not at all.

0:49:21 > 0:49:24- After you had your wicked way. - Ooh...- Calm down, Diggers.

0:49:24 > 0:49:27- OK. Just don't call me that.- Does it not fit your award-winning image?

0:49:27 > 0:49:30No, no, no, I'm just a nominee for the time being.

0:49:30 > 0:49:32Who are you taking to the ball?

0:49:32 > 0:49:34- Sorry?- Is there a better half?

0:49:34 > 0:49:37- Um...obviously not.- Why obviously?

0:49:37 > 0:49:39Do you think what happened would have happened in the lab

0:49:39 > 0:49:42- if there was a...? - So you're the faithful type?

0:49:42 > 0:49:44- Can we just, um...? - Flying solo, then?

0:49:44 > 0:49:46- What?- At the ceremony.

0:49:46 > 0:49:47No, no, no. I mean, why?

0:49:47 > 0:49:49No reason.

0:49:49 > 0:49:51Were you expecting me to invite you?

0:49:51 > 0:49:54Expect nothing. Then you avoid disappointment.

0:49:54 > 0:49:57- Because...- Though I do think it's a waste of a seat.- It's not.

0:49:57 > 0:50:00- And I checked the date and I'm available.- I'd love to invite you...

0:50:00 > 0:50:02- That's settled then.- Is it?- Thanks.

0:50:03 > 0:50:04What?

0:50:06 > 0:50:08- Guess what?- Aah!

0:50:08 > 0:50:10- I just ordered a gorgeous dress for the awards do.- Really?

0:50:10 > 0:50:13- Cost an arm and a leg, but who cares?- Great!

0:50:20 > 0:50:22Well, how are you doing?

0:50:22 > 0:50:23Bed's too soft.

0:50:27 > 0:50:30I thought your toenails could do with cutting.

0:50:30 > 0:50:31Could they?

0:50:40 > 0:50:42- Keep still.- Sorry.

0:50:46 > 0:50:47How old are you, Pat?

0:50:47 > 0:50:49I don't know.

0:50:49 > 0:50:5140-odd...

0:50:51 > 0:50:52- 50?- Is that all?

0:50:54 > 0:50:56What age did you think I was?

0:50:56 > 0:51:00Don't know, just...older.

0:51:00 > 0:51:01Cheeky cow.

0:51:07 > 0:51:08I'm sorry.

0:51:08 > 0:51:10I'm only joking.

0:51:10 > 0:51:11Not for that.

0:51:11 > 0:51:13About what then?

0:51:13 > 0:51:15For walking straight past you every day.

0:51:15 > 0:51:17Don't be daft.

0:51:20 > 0:51:22What were you?

0:51:22 > 0:51:23Eh?

0:51:23 > 0:51:25You know, before.

0:51:25 > 0:51:27What's that matter?

0:51:27 > 0:51:28Just interested.

0:51:30 > 0:51:31Gardener.

0:51:31 > 0:51:33Yeah?

0:51:33 > 0:51:35Yeah, I used to keep the parks nice.

0:51:35 > 0:51:36So, not a millionaire, then?

0:51:36 > 0:51:38Good money in gardening.

0:51:42 > 0:51:44Why don't I call your wife?

0:51:44 > 0:51:45No.

0:51:45 > 0:51:47- Let her know that you're here. - It's too late.

0:51:47 > 0:51:49- Really?- It's too late.

0:51:53 > 0:51:54I'll shut up.

0:52:03 > 0:52:05You're one cracking nurse.

0:52:05 > 0:52:06Nah.

0:52:08 > 0:52:10Bit rubbish, really.

0:52:10 > 0:52:12You're my saviour.

0:52:15 > 0:52:18What if I told you I nearly killed you today?

0:52:18 > 0:52:19Never.

0:52:21 > 0:52:22Night-night, Pat.

0:52:32 > 0:52:33HE SIGHS

0:52:36 > 0:52:38I was just talking to that Zosia.

0:52:38 > 0:52:39Were you?

0:52:39 > 0:52:41- She's a funny one.- Is she?

0:52:41 > 0:52:43Well, I asked her what star sign she was

0:52:43 > 0:52:46and she started going on about how they're all wrong,

0:52:46 > 0:52:48cos they were based on how the stars used to be 3,000 years ago.

0:52:48 > 0:52:50In Babylonian times. That's actually true.

0:52:50 > 0:52:52I don't even care.

0:52:52 > 0:52:54- No.- It was just something to say.

0:52:54 > 0:52:55Yeah.

0:52:55 > 0:52:57What do you make of her?

0:52:57 > 0:52:58Um...

0:52:58 > 0:53:00She's got a very keen mind.

0:53:02 > 0:53:04- Exactly what I thought.- Really?

0:53:04 > 0:53:07She's obviously very well in with the higher-ups.

0:53:07 > 0:53:09Is she?

0:53:09 > 0:53:11Well, she's going to your awards do.

0:53:11 > 0:53:13- Did she tell you that?- Mmm.

0:53:13 > 0:53:15Did you tell her we're going?

0:53:15 > 0:53:19No. I was too busy telling her how brainy you were.

0:53:20 > 0:53:22Chantelle...

0:53:22 > 0:53:24I don't know what shoes I'm going to get to go with that dress.

0:53:24 > 0:53:26- Please don't buy any shoes.- Eh?

0:53:26 > 0:53:29Look, look...um...

0:53:29 > 0:53:30I...

0:53:30 > 0:53:33Look, I'm not sure exactly how it happened,

0:53:33 > 0:53:36but I was talking to Dr March about the ceremony

0:53:36 > 0:53:39and somehow she got the wrong end of the stick

0:53:39 > 0:53:42and thought that I'd invited her,

0:53:42 > 0:53:46and I didn't have the heart to disabuse her of the notion.

0:53:49 > 0:53:51I said that she could be my plus one.

0:53:54 > 0:53:55Oh.

0:53:56 > 0:53:58You daft thing.

0:53:58 > 0:53:59I'm sorry, I just...

0:54:00 > 0:54:04You don't have to get yourself in a pickle sometimes.

0:54:04 > 0:54:06I will pay for the dress.

0:54:06 > 0:54:09- Oh, I can send that back. - You sure?

0:54:09 > 0:54:11All I care about is you winning.

0:54:11 > 0:54:13So you don't mind?

0:54:14 > 0:54:16Why would I?

0:54:17 > 0:54:19Thank you. That's...great.

0:54:35 > 0:54:37'Knock-knock.'

0:54:37 > 0:54:39Who's there?

0:54:39 > 0:54:41It's only me.

0:54:41 > 0:54:43Hello.

0:54:43 > 0:54:46How did it go with Ric?

0:54:46 > 0:54:48Well, I told him I wanted out.

0:54:48 > 0:54:50- Right.- He wasn't too happy.

0:54:50 > 0:54:52No?

0:54:52 > 0:54:54Said some personal stuff.

0:54:54 > 0:54:56Really?

0:54:56 > 0:54:58- Knew most of it anyway.- Like what?

0:54:58 > 0:55:00I won't bore you with the details.

0:55:02 > 0:55:05Did you mention what happened in theatre?

0:55:05 > 0:55:06No.

0:55:06 > 0:55:10Well, I'm sure it's for the best.

0:55:10 > 0:55:12It's not over yet.

0:55:12 > 0:55:14- Sorry?- He refused to let me go.

0:55:14 > 0:55:16Oh!

0:55:16 > 0:55:19- So now I'm stuck.- With another chance to make a good impression.

0:55:19 > 0:55:21Always look on the bright side, eh?

0:55:21 > 0:55:24I will get you those weekends back if it kills me.

0:55:28 > 0:55:29What was that for?

0:55:31 > 0:55:33For believing in me.

0:55:34 > 0:55:36MOBILE PHONE RINGS

0:55:39 > 0:55:42- Better answer it.- Is it the wife?

0:55:42 > 0:55:44This will work out. I promise you.

0:55:47 > 0:55:49Hello, Serena.

0:55:51 > 0:55:53Yeah, yeah.

0:55:55 > 0:55:56Uh-huh.

0:56:10 > 0:56:11Still here, then?

0:56:11 > 0:56:14Your powers of deduction never cease to amaze me.

0:56:14 > 0:56:16- I've been in to see Mr T.- Why?

0:56:16 > 0:56:20- I just wanted to get everything... - You wanted to hear it all again?- No.

0:56:20 > 0:56:23- Did it sound better second time around?- Actually, it did a bit, yeah.

0:56:23 > 0:56:26Oh, good, so your glass is half-full of amniotic fluid?

0:56:27 > 0:56:31I realise that things seem a bit grim at the minute.

0:56:31 > 0:56:34- But?- We still have a great chance of having a healthy...

0:56:34 > 0:56:39- A 50-50 chance...- OK, not great. - ..of it surviving.- But good.

0:56:39 > 0:56:41Screw your optimism, Jonny.

0:56:41 > 0:56:43Please.

0:56:43 > 0:56:45Remember you gave me a 50-50 chance once.

0:56:45 > 0:56:46Did I?

0:56:46 > 0:56:49Of anything coming out of my womb being the Antichrist.

0:56:49 > 0:56:51Come on, Jac, that was...

0:56:51 > 0:56:53One of the worst three things anyone's ever said to me.

0:56:53 > 0:56:55They were just words.

0:56:56 > 0:56:59Well, I'll think of those words for comfort in the wee small hours.

0:57:00 > 0:57:04I just want you to know that whatever you decide to do,

0:57:04 > 0:57:05I'll be there for you.

0:57:07 > 0:57:08How sickeningly reasonable.

0:57:08 > 0:57:10- What?- This is your baby, too,

0:57:10 > 0:57:12haven't you got an opinion on the matter?

0:57:12 > 0:57:15- You're her mum, she's inside you! - Is that it?

0:57:16 > 0:57:19I only wanted to say that...

0:57:19 > 0:57:21there is no wrong choice here.

0:57:23 > 0:57:25I wouldn't blame you if...

0:57:26 > 0:57:28What?

0:57:28 > 0:57:31I just don't want you to put yourself through this on my account.

0:57:34 > 0:57:36OK. You win.

0:57:38 > 0:57:39Or lose.

0:57:45 > 0:57:46HE SIGHS

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