The Cost of Loving

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0:00:39 > 0:00:43I need your resignation before I can offer you the post of consultant.

0:00:45 > 0:00:47You were better than I thought.

0:00:47 > 0:00:48At what?

0:00:48 > 0:00:49Sex

0:00:49 > 0:00:52I want this baby, I have always wanted this baby.

0:00:52 > 0:00:54I didn't do it, I'm still pregnant.

0:00:54 > 0:00:57Your cells have gone AWOL, you're having treatment to deal with it,

0:00:57 > 0:00:59that's the only thing that's different.

0:00:59 > 0:01:03You see, you get it but not everyone does, especially Sacha.

0:01:03 > 0:01:06My wife has been admitted as a patient, I think it's best

0:01:06 > 0:01:08if you stay away.

0:01:08 > 0:01:10See you in Venezuela, kiddo.

0:01:10 > 0:01:12You're going to be a grandfather.

0:01:14 > 0:01:17The Young Doctor Of The Year Award.

0:01:17 > 0:01:21Put it down gently. Um, obviously, I need to thank a great man...

0:01:21 > 0:01:25My mentor. The Robespierre to my Napoleon, some might say.

0:01:25 > 0:01:27Obviously without the Reign of Terror.

0:01:27 > 0:01:29Or any of that guillotine nonsense...

0:01:29 > 0:01:30Pause for laughter.

0:01:30 > 0:01:34PHONE RINGS A man who's been an inspiration.

0:01:34 > 0:01:40His superhuman and unapologetic focus on his work

0:01:40 > 0:01:43is something us lesser mortals can only dream of...

0:01:43 > 0:01:45VOICEMAIL BEEPS

0:01:47 > 0:01:51'Henrik? It's Maja again. Please call me.'

0:01:54 > 0:01:58Surgeon, genius...unrivalled... unparalleled...

0:01:58 > 0:02:01I have to say, I'm touched, Digby.

0:02:01 > 0:02:02But first day as top brass -

0:02:02 > 0:02:05patients to see, illnesses to cure...

0:02:05 > 0:02:08Mr Henrik Hanssen. Yes, Dr Digby?

0:02:08 > 0:02:11Er...nothing. Nothing.

0:02:11 > 0:02:13Then perhaps you might consider actually going

0:02:13 > 0:02:16into the building at some point and doing some work?

0:02:16 > 0:02:17Yes, yes, of course.

0:02:19 > 0:02:21That was really good.

0:02:21 > 0:02:22Maybe a little harsh?

0:02:22 > 0:02:25I don't want it to go to the boy's head.

0:02:25 > 0:02:27I believe birthday congratulations are in order.

0:02:27 > 0:02:29Just another day.

0:02:31 > 0:02:32He'll be very touched.

0:02:32 > 0:02:34Mm?

0:02:34 > 0:02:38Mr Hanssen. When he realises you're dedicating your award to him.

0:02:38 > 0:02:41That's if I remember it all, that's if I win. You will.

0:02:41 > 0:02:44Please tell me he's not still practising that rambling love letter to the Swede?

0:02:44 > 0:02:47It's really good. It's like the Oscars.

0:02:47 > 0:02:49You're wearing that tonight?

0:02:49 > 0:02:50You'd rather I didn't?

0:02:52 > 0:02:56It's gorgeous. You two are going to have a dead good time.

0:02:56 > 0:02:59I doubt that. You know, you don't have to come with me.

0:02:59 > 0:03:02Wouldn't miss it for the world. Great.

0:03:02 > 0:03:05We've got plenty of time till your appointment.

0:03:05 > 0:03:08Only three more weeks to go. Final stretch and all that.

0:03:08 > 0:03:10Mmm.

0:03:10 > 0:03:11Still no news from Tim?

0:03:11 > 0:03:15No, some kind of friend, he couldn't even be bothered to say goodbye.

0:03:15 > 0:03:17He's on the other side of the world now.

0:03:17 > 0:03:20Difficult to text from a waterfall in Venezuela...

0:03:20 > 0:03:23I'm pleased for him. You didn't even know him that long.

0:03:26 > 0:03:29I could stay with you. Shall we go?

0:03:32 > 0:03:36You know the saying, go to bed with Johnny Depp...

0:03:36 > 0:03:37Wake up with Johnny Ball!

0:03:37 > 0:03:39Yeah, well, thanks for asking but I didn't.

0:03:39 > 0:03:42Go to bed with a movie star or wake up with a mathematical genius?

0:03:42 > 0:03:44Neither. It was one measly dance.

0:03:44 > 0:03:47Yeah, right, and the rest. PHONE RINGS

0:03:49 > 0:03:51Keen.

0:03:51 > 0:03:52Stalker.

0:03:52 > 0:03:55Ladies! What did Uncle Harry tell you last night?

0:03:55 > 0:03:57What is the first rule of Night Club?

0:03:57 > 0:03:59Never give them your number.

0:03:59 > 0:04:02I listened to you, didn't give you mine, did I? LAUGHTER

0:04:04 > 0:04:07Hey! Jonny No-Show! Where'd you slope off to last night?

0:04:07 > 0:04:08You missed a good night, Maconie.

0:04:08 > 0:04:11He had a good night of his own, right, Jonny? Jonny?

0:04:11 > 0:04:13You're all right. I'm going to take the stairs.

0:04:16 > 0:04:18PHONE RINGS

0:04:22 > 0:04:25Hanssen. 'Henrik? It's me.

0:04:25 > 0:04:27'There has been a complication.'

0:04:27 > 0:04:29Oh?

0:04:29 > 0:04:32'Sarah's blood pressure is continuing to rise so her doctor has

0:04:32 > 0:04:36'advised that we bring the operation forward from four to ten.'

0:04:36 > 0:04:39Thank you for letting me know. I'm sure it is nothing to worry about.

0:04:39 > 0:04:43If you could inform me when the caesarean has been carried out.

0:04:43 > 0:04:45'Of course.'

0:04:45 > 0:04:46Thank you.

0:04:48 > 0:04:51It's like Mr Hanssen is marking me out as his successor.

0:04:51 > 0:04:53Like I've got to step into his shoes.

0:04:53 > 0:04:54You could never do that.

0:04:54 > 0:04:56What?

0:04:56 > 0:04:58He's size 13!

0:04:58 > 0:05:02You've got nothing to worry about. I'd vote for you. Really?

0:05:02 > 0:05:05You'd get a yes from me.

0:05:05 > 0:05:08Dawn Jackson. Admitted with severe abdominal pains.

0:05:08 > 0:05:10This is Dr Digby.

0:05:10 > 0:05:13Um, whereabouts is the pain, Ms Jackson?

0:05:13 > 0:05:15I told them lot downstairs, there's nothing wrong with me.

0:05:15 > 0:05:17Do you want me to call anyone?

0:05:17 > 0:05:20We're together. Oh!

0:05:20 > 0:05:21You got a problem with that?

0:05:21 > 0:05:26No, no... I think it's very... progressive.

0:05:26 > 0:05:28She's winding you up. We're mates.

0:05:28 > 0:05:30And I was married to a fella. Congratulations.

0:05:30 > 0:05:33He snuffed it. Right!

0:05:35 > 0:05:36Dr Digby?

0:05:39 > 0:05:42Oh, I thought you were joking. Not your fault.

0:05:42 > 0:05:44Unless you were driving a blue Vauxhall Nova down the A38

0:05:44 > 0:05:45three months ago.

0:05:48 > 0:05:49Give me that.

0:05:50 > 0:05:54You're pregnant? Ah, well done, Sherlock.

0:05:54 > 0:05:5529 weeks.

0:05:55 > 0:05:57Do you want me to call the father?

0:05:57 > 0:05:59If you know the number for a backstreet dive in Cephalonia.

0:06:01 > 0:06:04I found her doubled up over the sink this morning at work

0:06:04 > 0:06:06and we just drove straight in.

0:06:06 > 0:06:09Pain in that quadrant indicates possible appendicitis

0:06:09 > 0:06:11or bladder infection.

0:06:11 > 0:06:14I'd like to check for pregnancy complications... Leave me alone.

0:06:14 > 0:06:16Dawn? I do really need to examine you, sorry. Ow! Dawn!

0:06:16 > 0:06:18I said no!

0:06:22 > 0:06:26Good morning. Ah, Mr Malick.

0:06:26 > 0:06:29Congratulations. The big day has finally arrived, I see.

0:06:29 > 0:06:32Feel free to use my old desk.

0:06:34 > 0:06:37There's a certain amount of paperwork

0:06:37 > 0:06:40that comes with the job, I'm afraid.

0:06:40 > 0:06:42Please tell me this is a wind-up.

0:06:42 > 0:06:46With great power comes great responsibility, Mr Malick.

0:06:46 > 0:06:48And what does that mean exactly?

0:06:48 > 0:06:51Mr Hanssen is very particular about keeping all the paperwork

0:06:51 > 0:06:56up to date, as well as performing daring feats of brilliance in theatre.

0:06:56 > 0:06:59Please make yourself at home.

0:07:04 > 0:07:07I thought Edward's last day was yesterday.

0:07:07 > 0:07:09Yes, that's right.

0:07:09 > 0:07:13Well, unless I'm very much mistaken, I just saw him downstairs.

0:07:20 > 0:07:24PHONE BEEPS He made it! To the waterfall.

0:07:24 > 0:07:26Oh, still no photos?

0:07:26 > 0:07:28Oh, I almost forgot.

0:07:33 > 0:07:35Ta-da!

0:07:35 > 0:07:38Ma Levy's miraculous Jewish penicillin.

0:07:38 > 0:07:42Let's save it for later, shall we? Right.

0:07:44 > 0:07:46Chrissie Williams.

0:07:46 > 0:07:49When you're done, give me a call and I'll drop you home.

0:07:49 > 0:07:53Rachel and Becca are bringing round that rom-com you wanted to see.

0:07:53 > 0:07:55Rather see Daniel Craig any day.

0:07:55 > 0:07:58It's my fault. I'm the sucker for a happy ending.

0:07:58 > 0:08:00PAGER BEEPS

0:08:02 > 0:08:06Go on, you'd better go, sounds like you're needed. You sure? Mm. OK.

0:08:12 > 0:08:17She didn't mean it. Maybe she's got a phobia of doctors.

0:08:17 > 0:08:19Yeah, and breaking my wrist helps how?

0:08:19 > 0:08:22Chantelle, is this all my post? Yes.

0:08:22 > 0:08:24No messages? No.

0:08:24 > 0:08:26There a problem, Dr Digby?

0:08:26 > 0:08:29No, not at all. It's just an old tennis injury, that one.

0:08:29 > 0:08:33Nothing that will stop you from holding your award aloft at the ceremony, I hope?

0:08:33 > 0:08:38There's going to be a trophy? That's if I win. Are you going too?

0:08:38 > 0:08:40Yes, looking forward to it. Excellent.

0:08:40 > 0:08:44In the meantime, perhaps you can explain to me why your patient's leaving?

0:08:45 > 0:08:49Shall I or...? Maybe I should? Be my guest.

0:08:49 > 0:08:52Dawn, you can't leave before you know what's wrong.

0:08:52 > 0:08:56I know what they're going to say, and I don't want to hear it.

0:09:00 > 0:09:03You want a tip with this speech business?

0:09:03 > 0:09:06Not really, no. Imagine your audience naked.

0:09:07 > 0:09:10I can't. You and I both know that's not true.

0:09:10 > 0:09:13HE MUTTERS INDISTINCTLY

0:09:17 > 0:09:20Edward, not so fast!

0:09:23 > 0:09:27I could deliver it intravenously if you prefer? Let me guess.

0:09:27 > 0:09:30Naylor kidnapped you, took you to her home planet.

0:09:30 > 0:09:32What? No excuse for blowing me out.

0:09:32 > 0:09:36You're meant to be my wingman, remember. PHONE RINGS

0:09:36 > 0:09:39Thanks to you I've got myself a stalker.

0:09:39 > 0:09:42Ah, the unmistakable whiff of stale sweat and alcohol.

0:09:42 > 0:09:43It must be our Transplant Team,

0:09:43 > 0:09:46out obliterating what little brain cells they had left.

0:09:46 > 0:09:48Good night, was it?

0:09:48 > 0:09:50Oh, ay, It was pretty messy, like.

0:09:50 > 0:09:53I'd say about a seven on the party hearty scale, eh, Mo?

0:09:53 > 0:09:55I had a great night too, a bout of acid reflux

0:09:55 > 0:09:58and a banging headache, thanks for asking.

0:10:00 > 0:10:04Now this IS interesting. Where exactly were you last night?

0:10:04 > 0:10:06London. London? Why?

0:10:08 > 0:10:09Duty calls...

0:10:11 > 0:10:17Hello. Right, er, we have Jade Prodfer, 17 years old.

0:10:17 > 0:10:20Complaining of palpitations, substernal chest pains

0:10:20 > 0:10:23and shortness of breath. Bed eight.

0:10:25 > 0:10:29Honestly, you've nothing to worry about. We're a very friendly bunch here.

0:10:29 > 0:10:34And besides, Dr Digby has been nominated for the Young Doctor Of The Year Award.

0:10:34 > 0:10:36Is that on telly? No.

0:10:36 > 0:10:38I just want to go home.

0:10:38 > 0:10:40Well, why not get you checked out whilst you're here.

0:10:40 > 0:10:42There's no point. Why not?

0:10:47 > 0:10:49What is it?

0:10:49 > 0:10:50It's my baby...

0:10:52 > 0:10:53I think she's dead.

0:10:58 > 0:11:03Ah, Mr Malick. Would you mind stepping out for five minutes? Yep, no problem. Edward.

0:11:05 > 0:11:08I got the call from HR this morning.

0:11:08 > 0:11:11I am the innocent victim of an administrative cock-up.

0:11:11 > 0:11:14Seems not everyone's aware that there are only 30 days in September

0:11:14 > 0:11:17and I've been contracted for an extra day, apparently.

0:11:17 > 0:11:20The good news is, as you've nothing scheduled, you're free to go.

0:11:20 > 0:11:21Actually, Ric's just asked me

0:11:21 > 0:11:23if I could be tempted with a bowel resection.

0:11:23 > 0:11:26I bet he says that to all the girls.

0:11:26 > 0:11:28You're paying for me, might as well use me.

0:11:28 > 0:11:31Yes, well, I suppose it'd be a shame to waste resources.

0:11:35 > 0:11:38Oh, yeah, and er... Yes?

0:11:38 > 0:11:41Elinor. Elinor's trying to get hold of you. Oh.

0:11:41 > 0:11:44Could you pick up some more biscuits on the way home?

0:11:53 > 0:11:55I've been bleeding for over a week.

0:11:55 > 0:11:57Oh, Dawn, why didn't you say anything?

0:11:57 > 0:12:00Because she's dead and they are going to make me get rid of her.

0:12:00 > 0:12:03No-one is going to make you get rid of your baby.

0:12:03 > 0:12:08But we do need to examine you to see what's really going on inside there. Ready? Yeah.

0:12:09 > 0:12:12I'm sorry...about your hand.

0:12:12 > 0:12:15What? Oh, that was nothing, didn't feel a thing.

0:12:16 > 0:12:20Well? There's no sign of bleeding behind the placenta,

0:12:20 > 0:12:23no obvious cysts on the ovary.

0:12:26 > 0:12:29Good strong heartbeat. Is that...?

0:12:29 > 0:12:33Yes, the baby's fine... She's...she's alive?

0:12:33 > 0:12:35Yes. Told you, didn't I?

0:12:35 > 0:12:37I don't understand. What about the pain?

0:12:37 > 0:12:38Hopefully nothing serious.

0:12:38 > 0:12:42We need to start a CTG to monitor the baby's heart.

0:12:42 > 0:12:44Have you thought of any names?

0:12:44 > 0:12:47Destiny. Awww...

0:12:49 > 0:12:52The appendix does look a little odd. What do you mean, odd?

0:12:52 > 0:12:58It's being pushed up by the...by Destiny. It looks inflamed.

0:12:58 > 0:13:01We need to do a few tests to see what's causing the pain.

0:13:01 > 0:13:03Is she going to be OK?

0:13:03 > 0:13:06I'm sure there's nothing to worry about.

0:13:06 > 0:13:09Can I get an FBC, CRP and MSU?

0:13:09 > 0:13:12Right away.

0:13:14 > 0:13:16Oooh, swamp-in-a-box, my favourite.

0:13:16 > 0:13:19It's my mother's chicken soup, actually. Don't mind if I do.

0:13:19 > 0:13:21Seriously, after last night?

0:13:21 > 0:13:23Oh, two bags of crisps and I'm back in the game.

0:13:23 > 0:13:25Oh, good night, I take it?

0:13:25 > 0:13:27His Nibs here popped his karaoke cherry!

0:13:27 > 0:13:29Ha-ha! How was it for you?

0:13:29 > 0:13:31Fascinating, actually.

0:13:31 > 0:13:34Always good to see how the lower orders amuse themselves.

0:13:35 > 0:13:37Bed four, please.

0:13:38 > 0:13:39Right, what have we got?

0:13:39 > 0:13:42This is Tim Connor. Found collapsed outside his house.

0:13:42 > 0:13:46Broken wrist and femur. B/P 80/50, Pulse 90.

0:13:47 > 0:13:49Tim?

0:13:50 > 0:13:51Surprise!

0:13:53 > 0:13:55B/P 145/90.

0:13:55 > 0:13:58She's hypertensive, heart rate is 86.

0:13:58 > 0:14:00So how bad is the pain, out of ten?

0:14:00 > 0:14:03About 11. It's like I'm being crushed or something.

0:14:03 > 0:14:05And this started a couple of days ago, yeah?

0:14:05 > 0:14:07What were you doing right before you collapsed?

0:14:07 > 0:14:09It was the bus.

0:14:09 > 0:14:12And? He goes and stands next to her.

0:14:12 > 0:14:15And, he would be? Kee. My boyfriend.

0:14:15 > 0:14:18What? Was I supposed to just sit there and take it?

0:14:18 > 0:14:20I told him...

0:14:20 > 0:14:23Ah, yes, following an argument in the street...

0:14:23 > 0:14:27Those two are welcome to each other. Not one call.

0:14:27 > 0:14:30Yeah, well, if I die, that'll show him.

0:14:30 > 0:14:32You're not dying, Jade,

0:14:32 > 0:14:35but we do need to run some checks on your heart.

0:14:35 > 0:14:38So let's get her started on aspirin, FBC, TFT and intravenous heparin.

0:14:38 > 0:14:40And can you organise an ECG, please?

0:14:40 > 0:14:41Of course.

0:14:41 > 0:14:45In the meantime, would madam care to try on one of our designer gowns?

0:14:45 > 0:14:48You are joking? I'm not that funny.

0:14:51 > 0:14:53So, London?

0:14:53 > 0:14:55You know, jellied eels, Big Ben, Chas 'n' Dave...

0:14:55 > 0:14:57Yeah, I have heard of it. Good.

0:14:59 > 0:15:00Jonny?

0:15:00 > 0:15:03That was some fall you had.

0:15:03 > 0:15:06Limp wrist. Ah, I'm a walking cliche.

0:15:06 > 0:15:08Lucky the neighbours found you.

0:15:08 > 0:15:12Neighbour's cat, actually. Like something out of Lassie, it was.

0:15:13 > 0:15:15I was bladdered all weekend.

0:15:15 > 0:15:18Tripped over the bins while I was getting rid of my empties.

0:15:18 > 0:15:20Not exactly glamorous.

0:15:20 > 0:15:22Not exactly Venezuela, either.

0:15:22 > 0:15:27I missed the plane. Didn't want to disappoint Chrissie.

0:15:27 > 0:15:30I'm sure she could've handled the truth.

0:15:30 > 0:15:34Right, we need get hold of Mr Connor's consultant, please. Sure.

0:15:34 > 0:15:38No need for all that palaver, just patch me up and ship me out.

0:15:38 > 0:15:41I can be going loco down in Acapulco come tomorrow night.

0:15:41 > 0:15:44No, we need to do some bloods and run some tests first.

0:15:44 > 0:15:47I told that lot downstairs. I don't need it.

0:15:47 > 0:15:51I've been given the all clear. I just need to go home.

0:15:53 > 0:15:54Get ready to fly away...

0:15:56 > 0:15:57What kind of website?

0:15:57 > 0:15:59I met this couple online. Tracey and Karl.

0:15:59 > 0:16:01I think I should stop you there.

0:16:01 > 0:16:06It's a support group for parents of children with diaphragmatic hernias.

0:16:08 > 0:16:09I went to meet them last night.

0:16:09 > 0:16:11And I assume we're whispering

0:16:11 > 0:16:13because the ginger twiglet doesn't know?

0:16:13 > 0:16:15And you don't want her to know because...?

0:16:15 > 0:16:18Because she'll accuse me of trying to prepare for a future

0:16:18 > 0:16:21she isn't prepared for.

0:16:21 > 0:16:23She still pretending this has got nothing to do with you?

0:16:23 > 0:16:27Well, you know what? After last night I think she might have a point.

0:16:27 > 0:16:29Maybe we're better off just ignoring this thing.

0:16:29 > 0:16:32But this isn't going to go away. Maybe not.

0:16:32 > 0:16:35But when you talk to people who are actually going through this...

0:16:35 > 0:16:38Just makes you feel...helpless.

0:16:38 > 0:16:42Kee, babe, I miss you. Please just call me, will you?

0:16:44 > 0:16:45I'm stuck here.

0:16:48 > 0:16:50Young love, eh? Thank God we grow out of it.

0:16:50 > 0:16:52Do we? If we've got any sense.

0:16:56 > 0:16:58Renal function is fine.

0:16:58 > 0:17:00But the high white cell count and CRP

0:17:00 > 0:17:03and scan indicates acute appendicitis.

0:17:03 > 0:17:06So we need to book you into theatre immediately. No.

0:17:06 > 0:17:08You're not opening me up. You might hurt the baby.

0:17:08 > 0:17:09The baby will be OK, won't she?

0:17:09 > 0:17:12All operations have a slight risk. You could go into premature labour,

0:17:12 > 0:17:14but it's a very small chance.

0:17:14 > 0:17:17I already thought I'd lost her. I won't get lucky twice.

0:17:17 > 0:17:19You can fix me without opening me up, right?

0:17:19 > 0:17:21I don't think...

0:17:21 > 0:17:23What about that lady last week?

0:17:23 > 0:17:25I don't think she's relevant.

0:17:25 > 0:17:28She had the same thing as me? What happened?

0:17:28 > 0:17:30We gave... Mr Malick gave her antibiotics.

0:17:30 > 0:17:33But I don't think it's the same thing. Give me the pills then!

0:17:33 > 0:17:35Antibiotics at this point would be ineffectual.

0:17:35 > 0:17:37Dawn, listen to them.

0:17:37 > 0:17:39You know what it's like to lose someone you love.

0:17:39 > 0:17:42Graham was in an accident.

0:17:42 > 0:17:44Yeah, and you couldn't do anything about it. But I can.

0:17:44 > 0:17:48I can protect this baby. I want the antibiotics.

0:17:48 > 0:17:51I'm afraid I can't recommend that. Then I want a second opinion.

0:17:56 > 0:18:00This machine measures the electrical impulses in your heart.

0:18:00 > 0:18:02Not one call.

0:18:02 > 0:18:05Oh, the reception in here is notoriously rubbish.

0:18:05 > 0:18:08You know he's not worth it, don't you? I love him.

0:18:08 > 0:18:12You're young. You should be enjoying yourself, not worrying about some boy. Young free and single, eh?

0:18:12 > 0:18:13Ah, you ain't got a bloke?

0:18:13 > 0:18:16I like the freedom to do my own thing.

0:18:17 > 0:18:19Like what?

0:18:19 > 0:18:21I don't know, trips to Paris at a moment's notice...

0:18:21 > 0:18:25Slobbing out in your pants, eating ice cream, hogging the remote...

0:18:25 > 0:18:27Sounds rubbish. There's loads more than that.

0:18:27 > 0:18:30Actually, I don't have much of a sweet tooth,

0:18:30 > 0:18:33and there's never anything decent on telly.

0:18:33 > 0:18:35Taxi for Mr Pipe and Slippers!

0:18:35 > 0:18:37We are in the prime of our life, plenty of time to settle down later.

0:18:37 > 0:18:39How old are you anyway?

0:18:39 > 0:18:41Young enough to know that I'm not too old.

0:18:41 > 0:18:42Don't you want a bloke? No.

0:18:42 > 0:18:46You take my advice, you're better off on your own.

0:18:46 > 0:18:49You don't have to worry about anyone. Yeah, and nobody to worry about you.

0:18:52 > 0:18:54You don't have to be quite so hard-faced and cynical.

0:18:54 > 0:18:56There is such a thing as true love.

0:18:56 > 0:19:00Yeah, so where's her Romeo now, then, eh?

0:19:02 > 0:19:07Having looked at your results, I concur with Dr Digby.

0:19:07 > 0:19:10The best strategy is to remove the appendix surgically as soon as possible.

0:19:10 > 0:19:13And what about Destiny? I beg your pardon?

0:19:13 > 0:19:17The baby. The foetus is at greater risk if the appendix in situ.

0:19:17 > 0:19:21It could perforate at any time and infection would spread through your blood stream...

0:19:21 > 0:19:24Well, hurry up and give me the antibiotics, like I asked for.

0:19:24 > 0:19:26Dawn. Listen to them.

0:19:26 > 0:19:29You don't have to stay. No point you losing out on money.

0:19:29 > 0:19:32You were there for me when Graham died. I'm not walking out on you now.

0:19:32 > 0:19:35I'm afraid antibiotics aren't an option in your case.

0:19:35 > 0:19:37The nurse said they were.

0:19:37 > 0:19:40Nurse Lane didn't exactly say that. She did.

0:19:40 > 0:19:43Well, Nurse Lane is mistaken. Surgery is the only option. I want antibiotics.

0:19:43 > 0:19:46Well, I am not prepared to prescribe them.

0:19:47 > 0:19:52Dawn, antibiotics wouldn't help in this instance...

0:19:52 > 0:19:55But if that's what you insist on, I suggest you go to another hospital.

0:19:55 > 0:19:57Do you have any kids?

0:19:57 > 0:20:00No, I can tell you don't. It's not a foetus.

0:20:00 > 0:20:04She's my little girl and I'm not letting you touch her.

0:20:04 > 0:20:08Dr Digby has the consent form. Sign or not. It's your prerogative.

0:20:08 > 0:20:10Nurse Lane? When you have finished up here,

0:20:10 > 0:20:12I would like to see you in my office, please.

0:20:15 > 0:20:17WOMAN GIGGLES

0:20:17 > 0:20:18MAN: That is awesome.

0:20:20 > 0:20:24Seriously, why don't you just e-mail those to Hanssen and be done with it?

0:20:24 > 0:20:27Don't get your knickers in a twist. It's password-protected.

0:20:27 > 0:20:30Bit of craic. Tequila suits you, by the way.

0:20:35 > 0:20:38Hi. Hi. I've just been up to Mr Segelov, your oncologist.

0:20:38 > 0:20:42Smiler? The man's got a face like a bulldog chewing two wasps.

0:20:42 > 0:20:44Well, he sends his regards.

0:20:44 > 0:20:48And he'd like to know why you haven't turned up for your chemotherapy.

0:20:48 > 0:20:49Oh.

0:21:00 > 0:21:02Cannot afford to skip sessions.

0:21:02 > 0:21:07I'm not skipping, I'm stopping. It's over, I know.

0:21:07 > 0:21:11I'm not going to spend my last days hooked up to tubes

0:21:11 > 0:21:14unless you're going to feed me intravenous pina colada.

0:21:16 > 0:21:19Why did you tell Chrissie that you're in remission?

0:21:19 > 0:21:22Because she doesn't need to see me like this.

0:21:22 > 0:21:27Trust me, I've been on the other side. Too many times.

0:21:27 > 0:21:29Too many deathbed vigils.

0:21:29 > 0:21:32We can help you. Your treatment...

0:21:32 > 0:21:35I've just forked out on the biggest farewell party this side of Rio

0:21:35 > 0:21:39so don't start going on about giving me more time, more operations,

0:21:39 > 0:21:40cos I don't want any.

0:21:40 > 0:21:43Tim, I'm serious.

0:21:43 > 0:21:45So am I.

0:21:45 > 0:21:48This is one of the best days of my life.

0:21:48 > 0:21:50HE COUGHS

0:21:50 > 0:21:56The gay plague, they used to call it, back in the '80s.

0:21:56 > 0:21:59Seemed like every other week another friend died.

0:22:00 > 0:22:03I lost count of the funerals.

0:22:03 > 0:22:06Lost count wondering who'd be next.

0:22:06 > 0:22:08If it'd be me.

0:22:10 > 0:22:12So why give up now?

0:22:15 > 0:22:19This isn't giving up. This, believe it or not, is called winning.

0:22:19 > 0:22:23HE COUGHS Aids never got me!

0:22:23 > 0:22:25HE COUGHS

0:22:28 > 0:22:32Breath into this. That's right. Deep breaths. That's it.

0:22:56 > 0:23:02ANSWERPHONE MESSAGE IN SCANDINAVIAN LANGUAGE

0:23:02 > 0:23:07BEEP Maja, it's me. We agreed that you would call me.

0:23:07 > 0:23:10I am still waiting. Thank you.

0:23:10 > 0:23:13KNOCK ON DOOR Come in.

0:23:13 > 0:23:16You wanted to see me, Mr Hanssen? Yes, Nurse Lane.

0:23:17 > 0:23:20Arthur? Room for one more?

0:23:20 > 0:23:22Dr Digby, may I ask what you are doing here?

0:23:22 > 0:23:24If this discussion is about Dawn Jackson, then,

0:23:24 > 0:23:28as the doctor in attendance, I would like to be present.

0:23:29 > 0:23:33Very well. If you insist. Yes. I do.

0:23:34 > 0:23:37Nurse Lane? Yes, Mr Hanssen?

0:23:37 > 0:23:40You must be looking forward to the Young Doctor Of The Year Awards?

0:23:40 > 0:23:42I'm having a DVD night.

0:23:42 > 0:23:45But you could've surprised us all and won yourself.

0:23:47 > 0:23:49I'm not a doctor.

0:23:49 > 0:23:51But you clearly feel qualified to diagnose patients.

0:23:53 > 0:23:55Sorry?

0:23:55 > 0:23:57You told Ms Jackson, Dr Digby's patient, that she

0:23:57 > 0:24:01could have antibiotic treatment for her appendicitis, did you not?

0:24:01 > 0:24:03Mr Hanssen... Well, I mentioned it.

0:24:03 > 0:24:05Why did you mention it?

0:24:06 > 0:24:08She's worried about her baby.

0:24:08 > 0:24:12Dawn Jackson could die because you interfered in this case.

0:24:12 > 0:24:15I don't think that... Yes, Dr Digby?

0:24:15 > 0:24:17Nothing.

0:24:17 > 0:24:20So Ms Jackson is refusing to have her appendectomy because she's

0:24:20 > 0:24:25under the impression that there is a safer non-surgical alternative.

0:24:25 > 0:24:26I'm so sorry.

0:24:26 > 0:24:29As she values your opinion so highly, it is

0:24:29 > 0:24:32down to you to convince her to have the operation.

0:24:32 > 0:24:33Yes, Mr Hanssen.

0:24:43 > 0:24:45Close the door on your way out, please.

0:24:56 > 0:25:00ECG shows elevations in ST. Something's not right.

0:25:00 > 0:25:03And with the pain and the nausea... Acute coronary syndrome?

0:25:03 > 0:25:05Yeah, myocardial infarction.

0:25:05 > 0:25:08Reasonably treatable, but what's causing it?

0:25:08 > 0:25:10Excuse me. Jade!

0:25:11 > 0:25:13Look, Jade, talk to me, man.

0:25:13 > 0:25:16Jade, your blood tests and ECG indicate there's a strong

0:25:16 > 0:25:18possibility you've got a blocked artery.

0:25:18 > 0:25:21That's what's causing some damage to your heart. Jade?

0:25:21 > 0:25:24So you were there when she collapsed?

0:25:24 > 0:25:26Yeah, one minute she's yelling at me,

0:25:26 > 0:25:29next, she's on the pavement. Whose fault was that? The bus was chocka.

0:25:29 > 0:25:32You were sitting next to me. And I got up for the old lady.

0:25:32 > 0:25:35No, you got up so you could stand and rub up next to her.

0:25:35 > 0:25:39"You done your coursework, yeah? Yeah, Kee, I'll show you mine if you'll show me yours!"

0:25:39 > 0:25:42I don't even like the girl, yeah, I swear down. So where've you been?

0:25:42 > 0:25:45You told me not to come. Didn't you get my calls?

0:25:46 > 0:25:50Well, I had places to be. Have you been with her? No!

0:25:50 > 0:25:53So, Jade, we will be doing a coronary angiogram.

0:25:53 > 0:25:56It's kind of an X-ray. Check out those arteries. OK?

0:25:56 > 0:25:59You know what, yeah, you can go back to her. I don't care.

0:25:59 > 0:26:02I'm officially single. What, you serious?

0:26:02 > 0:26:05I don't need no man giving me this grief. Right?

0:26:05 > 0:26:09Jade, why don't we take a time out? Are you still here?

0:26:09 > 0:26:11I'm going. Yeah, keep walking!

0:26:25 > 0:26:26Chantelle?

0:26:26 > 0:26:29It's OK, I'm not really crying.

0:26:29 > 0:26:31I just need a minute, Arthur.

0:26:32 > 0:26:34I'm sorry.

0:26:34 > 0:26:35What for?

0:26:37 > 0:26:41For being such a coward, for not standing up to Hanssen.

0:26:43 > 0:26:46He was right. I shouldn't have said anything to Dawn.

0:26:52 > 0:26:55You were trying to make her feel better, just like you're

0:26:55 > 0:26:59doing now with me, like you always do with everyone.

0:27:04 > 0:27:05It is clean.

0:27:08 > 0:27:10Oh, sorry.

0:27:11 > 0:27:19But if she dies, if the baby... It'll be all my fault.

0:27:19 > 0:27:23OK. No-one is going to die. We will make her change her mind.

0:27:23 > 0:27:25Together.

0:27:25 > 0:27:27You did nothing wrong.

0:27:28 > 0:27:30You know I did.

0:27:37 > 0:27:39Chantelle...? I'm going to sort this out.

0:27:43 > 0:27:46Your blood tests show raised neutrophil levels,

0:27:46 > 0:27:50which indicate you could have neutropenic sepsis.

0:27:50 > 0:27:52Sounds exotic.

0:27:52 > 0:27:55Your immune system has gone into overdrive.

0:27:55 > 0:27:59Your body's protecting itself against infection but unfortunately...

0:27:59 > 0:28:02It's knackered. I know what it is.

0:28:02 > 0:28:05I'm no stranger to this dying business, remember.

0:28:07 > 0:28:08When can I go home?

0:28:09 > 0:28:13Let's see. We would need to stabilise you first.

0:28:13 > 0:28:15We're going to do everything we can to make

0:28:15 > 0:28:17you as comfortable as possible.

0:28:17 > 0:28:19Do me a favour. Of course.

0:28:19 > 0:28:21Don't tell Chrissie. Please.

0:28:21 > 0:28:26Let her imagine me romping on a beach wearing nothing

0:28:26 > 0:28:27but factor 50 and a big smile, eh?

0:28:36 > 0:28:40Thank you. That was the hospice. They said they can take him.

0:28:40 > 0:28:43We can't move him yet.

0:28:43 > 0:28:47Can you get him into a side room? At least he can have some privacy.

0:28:49 > 0:28:52Mr Levy? Got radiotherapy on hold. Chrissie's ready to go home.

0:28:58 > 0:29:03DAWN SCREAMS Do something!

0:29:03 > 0:29:06OK, it may have perforated. Dawn? Do something!

0:29:06 > 0:29:08We have to take you to theatre. My baby!

0:29:08 > 0:29:10Well, we have no choice. OK.

0:29:10 > 0:29:13Get Mr Hanssen. SHE MOANS

0:29:13 > 0:29:16You OK? Yep. Just a bit achy, that's all.

0:29:18 > 0:29:20Still no pictures from Tim.

0:29:20 > 0:29:22Chrissie?

0:29:23 > 0:29:25Tim won't be sending you any photos.

0:29:25 > 0:29:27How do you know?

0:29:27 > 0:29:30He's not in Venezuela or wherever he says he is. I've just seen him.

0:29:30 > 0:29:32You can't have. Chrissie. He's here.

0:29:32 > 0:29:36He's been admitted to AAU. But he was getting better, he didn't need any more chemo.

0:29:36 > 0:29:37He chose to stop the treatment.

0:29:40 > 0:29:41How bad is he?

0:29:43 > 0:29:44Sacha?

0:29:46 > 0:29:50It's neutropenic sepsis. It'll be peaceful.

0:29:50 > 0:29:54And as pain-free as it can be. I need to see him.

0:29:54 > 0:29:56Chrissie...

0:29:57 > 0:29:59Suction, please.

0:30:00 > 0:30:03Ms Jackson has been very fortunate.

0:30:03 > 0:30:06It's remarkable to think she was minutes, possibly seconds away

0:30:06 > 0:30:09from perforating and peritonitis, which would have been

0:30:09 > 0:30:12a significant risk to her and her baby, and all thanks to Nurse Lane.

0:30:15 > 0:30:17Antibiotics are an option.

0:30:17 > 0:30:20The outcome for pregnant women in the first and second trimester...

0:30:20 > 0:30:22But she is in her third, Dr Digby.

0:30:22 > 0:30:25You're being illogical and you are not illogical.

0:30:25 > 0:30:29So all we need to do now is excise the infected material. Are you ready?

0:30:29 > 0:30:32Ready. Suction then, please.

0:30:36 > 0:30:41You see patients come to us in a maelstrom of confusion, anger, fear.

0:30:41 > 0:30:45They need clear, authoritative facts from us. Rational argument.

0:30:45 > 0:30:48No doubt, no contradiction.

0:30:48 > 0:30:50She's pregnant, she was concerned.

0:30:50 > 0:30:53I'm afraid in this case the priority is the mother,

0:30:53 > 0:30:57whatever the impact on the foetus. Knife, please.

0:30:58 > 0:31:02Nurse Lane should learn to keep her distance from the patients.

0:31:03 > 0:31:05She's the best nurse in this hospital.

0:31:07 > 0:31:11And if perhaps you had taken more time to allay the patient's irrational fears

0:31:11 > 0:31:14we could have treated her sooner.

0:31:16 > 0:31:19I will close here. But... You can go, Dr Digby.

0:31:31 > 0:31:34This will help ease the pain. What pain?

0:31:34 > 0:31:35I told you it was good.

0:31:37 > 0:31:42Posh side room, en suite facilities, room service,

0:31:42 > 0:31:45what more could you ask for? God bless the NHS.

0:31:50 > 0:31:54Where is he? Chrissie, this really isn't a good idea.

0:31:54 > 0:31:57Tim Connor, where is he? He's in the side room.

0:31:59 > 0:32:01I don't think he wants any visitors.

0:32:01 > 0:32:02Tim.

0:32:03 > 0:32:05Get out.

0:32:05 > 0:32:08Tim? I said I didn't want to see her.

0:32:08 > 0:32:11You don't mean that. I do, get out.

0:32:11 > 0:32:14Chrissie, please. No.

0:32:16 > 0:32:19I think it's probably best if you leave.

0:32:20 > 0:32:22Come on.

0:32:27 > 0:32:30PHONE RINGS Hello, Keller Ward, Nurse Lane speaking.

0:32:31 > 0:32:35Maja. Oh, hello! How are you?

0:32:37 > 0:32:40Oh, he's in theatre. I can take a message.

0:32:44 > 0:32:46What?

0:32:47 > 0:32:51Yes, of course. I'll let him know.

0:32:51 > 0:32:53All right, bye.

0:32:53 > 0:32:55Any news yet?

0:32:55 > 0:32:56Oh, you can ask him yourself.

0:32:56 > 0:32:58How is she?

0:32:58 > 0:33:00The operation was a complete success.

0:33:00 > 0:33:02Ms Jackson is relieved of her appendix

0:33:02 > 0:33:04but her foetus remains in place.

0:33:05 > 0:33:07Thank you, thank you. That's quite all right.

0:33:07 > 0:33:10Can I see her? She be back on the ward shortly.

0:33:10 > 0:33:15Mr Hanssen? Nurse Lane? Maja called for you.

0:33:15 > 0:33:18Oh? She tried your mobile but it was switched off.

0:33:18 > 0:33:21I told her you were in theatre. Get to the point, please.

0:33:21 > 0:33:25Um... Your son... He's had a baby boy.

0:33:25 > 0:33:28Well, not him, obviously but...

0:33:28 > 0:33:30Mother and baby? Both doing well.

0:33:32 > 0:33:34Congratulations.

0:33:39 > 0:33:41As you proved earlier with Dr Digby's patient,

0:33:41 > 0:33:44discretion doesn't come easily to you, however I would ask that

0:33:44 > 0:33:48you at least try to use it when it comes to my private affairs.

0:33:54 > 0:33:57I don't get it. The angiogram showed no signs of occlusion or strictures,

0:33:57 > 0:33:59yet she's got all the symptoms.

0:33:59 > 0:34:02Only thing I could see was a little ballooning of the left ventricle.

0:34:02 > 0:34:03If I didn't know any better,

0:34:03 > 0:34:06I'd say she was suffering from a broken heart.

0:34:06 > 0:34:08Is that your professional diagnosis, Nurse Maconie?

0:34:08 > 0:34:11She argues with her boyfriend, she faints, he walks out

0:34:11 > 0:34:14and her blood pressure's on the rise again.

0:34:14 > 0:34:15Mo?

0:34:19 > 0:34:21Whoa, was this last night?

0:34:21 > 0:34:23I'm going to kill Mary-Claire.

0:34:23 > 0:34:26'Mo the Ho'? Seriously?

0:34:26 > 0:34:29Mmm, little running joke from last night.

0:34:29 > 0:34:32You do realise there's more bacteria in a person's mouth than their anus?

0:34:32 > 0:34:33You know that? Of course you do.

0:34:33 > 0:34:36What I do in my private life's got nothing to do with you.

0:34:36 > 0:34:38Nothing is private on the internet.

0:34:38 > 0:34:42You really should be thinking about your career at your age,

0:34:42 > 0:34:44not which member of One Direction you can snog.

0:34:48 > 0:34:50Can we have a wee chat, maybe?

0:34:52 > 0:34:54Mr Hanssen?

0:34:54 > 0:34:56Nurse Lane.

0:34:56 > 0:34:58I'm sorry, Mr Hanssen, but... What?

0:34:58 > 0:35:00Maja called me. There is a line, Nurse Lane,

0:35:00 > 0:35:03between what is private and what is professional.

0:35:03 > 0:35:07A line you don't seem to understand. Or worse still, perhaps, you don't think it applies to you.

0:35:07 > 0:35:09Consider yourself on notice of disciplinary action.

0:35:13 > 0:35:17You did what? I went to... I heard you the first time.

0:35:17 > 0:35:21How dare you go behind my back and discuss my baby and my life

0:35:21 > 0:35:24with complete strangers? Our baby, her life.

0:35:24 > 0:35:26I haven't got time for this. So when?

0:35:26 > 0:35:27I'm due in theatre, Jonny.

0:35:27 > 0:35:29What would you like me to do, cancel it?

0:35:29 > 0:35:33These people know what it's going to be like. They said we could call any time.

0:35:33 > 0:35:36Read my lips. I don't want to hear anything about them.

0:35:36 > 0:35:37What about me?

0:35:37 > 0:35:40What about you? You're not the one with the expanding uterus.

0:35:40 > 0:35:44I need to talk to you. For God's sake, Jac, I'm scared.

0:35:44 > 0:35:45I'm really scared.

0:35:45 > 0:35:47Boo-hoo! What am I supposed to do about that?

0:35:47 > 0:35:50What the hell do I matter? I'm just the father.

0:35:50 > 0:35:54I love this child just as much as you do.

0:35:54 > 0:35:57That is assuming you do actually give a damn!

0:36:13 > 0:36:16Another two litres of crystalloid? How many has is that now?

0:36:16 > 0:36:17Four.

0:36:17 > 0:36:19And keep on top of his pain relief, OK.

0:36:23 > 0:36:26Um, we've tried, but she's not budging.

0:36:29 > 0:36:30Thank you.

0:36:35 > 0:36:37Have you learnt your speech yet? What? No!

0:36:37 > 0:36:40Found them in the corridor. Surprised you let them out of your sight.

0:36:40 > 0:36:44Not the sort of thing Mr Hanssen would do. No.

0:36:44 > 0:36:47About tonight? What about it?

0:36:49 > 0:36:52It's just that Chantelle is having a really bad day...

0:36:52 > 0:36:54And I'm supposed to care why?

0:36:54 > 0:36:57Because you're her friend? I barely speak to the girl.

0:36:57 > 0:36:59How about because you're MY friend?

0:36:59 > 0:37:02You really don't know me at all, do you?

0:37:02 > 0:37:05Destiny's all right? Promise me...

0:37:05 > 0:37:08She's fine, everything went according to plan.

0:37:08 > 0:37:09Thank God.

0:37:10 > 0:37:12Where's Ruth...?

0:37:12 > 0:37:14You've got a good friend there.

0:37:14 > 0:37:17She saved your life by bringing you in.

0:37:17 > 0:37:20She'd never forgive me if she ever found out...

0:37:20 > 0:37:22About what?

0:37:23 > 0:37:25Destiny's dad. What about him?

0:37:26 > 0:37:28It's Graham.

0:37:29 > 0:37:31Her husband.

0:37:31 > 0:37:32Oh.

0:37:32 > 0:37:34It meant nothing. We were drunk.

0:37:38 > 0:37:41You're back. The baby is OK.

0:37:41 > 0:37:42Hey, what's wrong?

0:37:44 > 0:37:46I'm just so relieved that you're OK.

0:37:50 > 0:37:54I can't leave him. Even if he won't see me.

0:37:54 > 0:37:56You need to rest.

0:37:57 > 0:38:00Why did you tell me he was here?

0:38:00 > 0:38:05You wanted the truth. I promised after Daniel...

0:38:05 > 0:38:07You should've lied.

0:38:10 > 0:38:15I just want to say goodbye. How long has he got?

0:38:18 > 0:38:21You know, Tim has an entirely different cancer to yours.

0:38:21 > 0:38:24It's small-cell, it's... Cancer is cancer...

0:38:26 > 0:38:31And all your silly stories and your mum's bloody chicken soup won't change that.

0:38:31 > 0:38:34KNOCK ON DOOR

0:38:34 > 0:38:36Sorry, you want to check on his lung function?

0:38:36 > 0:38:38Yeah, I'll be right there.

0:38:41 > 0:38:43Please ask him.

0:38:46 > 0:38:48SHE SCREAMS

0:38:48 > 0:38:50Dr Digby!

0:38:50 > 0:38:52Dawn? I need you to tell me where the pain is.

0:38:52 > 0:38:54I told you something's would go wrong.

0:38:54 > 0:38:57Post-operative pain is not unusual. Just let me examine you.

0:38:57 > 0:39:01What have we got? Possible internal bleed. BP is 70/30, heart rate 140.

0:39:01 > 0:39:03OK, get her back into theatre quickly, please?

0:39:03 > 0:39:06No! Don't you lay one finger on me!

0:39:06 > 0:39:08We really don't have time for this, Ms Jackson.

0:39:08 > 0:39:10Shall I get Mr Hanssen?

0:39:10 > 0:39:13No! Same goes for him! It's their fault this is happening.

0:39:13 > 0:39:16I don't want either of you anywhere near me!

0:39:16 > 0:39:20Aaagh! You can do it, can't you? Yes, I can. Into theatre now!

0:39:22 > 0:39:24Dr Digby, I have no idea what has been going on here

0:39:24 > 0:39:27but the patient has requested that neither you nor Mr Hanssen be

0:39:27 > 0:39:30allowed in to operate on her. But she's my patient.

0:39:30 > 0:39:32Not any more she isn't. And call obstetrics.

0:39:35 > 0:39:39I really just want to see him. He's not answering my calls.

0:39:39 > 0:39:43Can you just ring him and tell him I'm sorry. I'll see what I can do.

0:39:43 > 0:39:44Please...

0:39:48 > 0:39:50She's getting worse.

0:39:50 > 0:39:53I refer the honourable lady to the diagnosis I made earlier.

0:39:53 > 0:39:54The angiogram's not conclusive.

0:39:54 > 0:39:57You can't always see the smaller arteries on these things.

0:39:57 > 0:40:00Call the boyfriend. He may be the cure you're looking for.

0:40:00 > 0:40:02What run around matchmaking a couple of kids?

0:40:02 > 0:40:05Ain't nobody got time for that.

0:40:05 > 0:40:07Up her dosage to 75mg of aspirin.

0:40:09 > 0:40:12Come clean to Jac yet about last night? Oh, yes.

0:40:12 > 0:40:13And?

0:40:13 > 0:40:17Maybe you were right. No heart. She's a walking talking Tin Man.

0:40:17 > 0:40:18Woman. Mm-hm.

0:40:19 > 0:40:22Where you going? I am entitled to a break.

0:40:22 > 0:40:24Take this, you might need it. I won't.

0:40:39 > 0:40:43There'll be someone here, won't there, when I...?

0:40:43 > 0:40:44Tim...

0:40:44 > 0:40:47Tell Chrissie I'm sorry. About the fibbing.

0:40:47 > 0:40:50You could tell her yourself. She's just outside.

0:40:50 > 0:40:51She's still here?

0:40:51 > 0:40:53Oh, yeah.

0:40:53 > 0:40:57She's a stubborn old mare, ain't she?

0:40:57 > 0:41:00Tell her to go home, put her feet up.

0:41:00 > 0:41:02She needs to say goodbye.

0:41:02 > 0:41:07I said goodbye last week. How many times do I have to...?

0:41:08 > 0:41:11The thing is, she didn't... I mean...

0:41:14 > 0:41:16I didn't tell her you came back.

0:41:16 > 0:41:18She thinks I left without a word?

0:41:20 > 0:41:24Oh, no, go and get her, go on...

0:41:28 > 0:41:30Right, that's the transverse incision done.

0:41:30 > 0:41:32Let's see what's going on in here.

0:41:32 > 0:41:36Foetal heart rate holding. Old team back in business.

0:41:36 > 0:41:39Thank you. I can hear the CTG perfectly well.

0:41:39 > 0:41:44Hmm, nice work, Hanssen. BEEPING

0:41:44 > 0:41:47Foetal heart rate dropped to 60. But I haven't gone near the baby.

0:41:49 > 0:41:52Where the hell is the obstetrician? You're going to have to deliver it.

0:41:52 > 0:41:56We need to get that baby out now. Yes, I am aware of that. Scissors.

0:41:56 > 0:41:57IV fluids and blood, please.

0:42:02 > 0:42:04Why did he change his mind?

0:42:04 > 0:42:06Nobody really wants to be on their own.

0:42:13 > 0:42:16Hello, you.

0:42:16 > 0:42:18Welcome to Venezuela, darling.

0:42:21 > 0:42:22What are you like, eh?

0:42:26 > 0:42:29You're good at this. You should go professional.

0:42:31 > 0:42:33Bet your hospital corners are to die for.

0:42:35 > 0:42:39Listen, I'm sorry about telling you those porkies.

0:42:39 > 0:42:43Don't you worry about that. We had a few giggles though, eh?

0:42:45 > 0:42:51Why didn't you want to say goodbye? Never mind, we're doing it now...

0:42:52 > 0:42:57Hey, come on, I don't want any tears.

0:42:57 > 0:43:01I'm proud to die of cancer. This is a victory.

0:43:02 > 0:43:08I've had 25 years I never dared to expect.

0:43:08 > 0:43:11Years plenty of others didn't get.

0:43:11 > 0:43:14Yeah, I know.

0:43:14 > 0:43:17At least I didn't end up another name on a quilt.

0:43:18 > 0:43:20Bloody hated those quilts.

0:43:22 > 0:43:25You could've come to my farewell party.

0:43:26 > 0:43:30I don't really feel like I'm in the party mood right now.

0:43:30 > 0:43:36This is the best time, Chrissie. Get out there, celebrate.

0:43:38 > 0:43:41You're alive. LABOURED BREATHING

0:43:44 > 0:43:48And the uterus in all its glory. Where is that obstetrician?

0:43:48 > 0:43:51He's on his way. Suction.

0:43:51 > 0:43:57Curved forceps. Right, let me get this little person out. Scalpel.

0:43:59 > 0:44:00Suction ready.

0:44:03 > 0:44:06And there they go. Waters broken.

0:44:06 > 0:44:08Fundal pressure.

0:44:08 > 0:44:09Put some welly into it.

0:44:13 > 0:44:14Baby's out, clamps.

0:44:19 > 0:44:20Scissors.

0:44:23 > 0:44:24The cavalry's arrived.

0:44:26 > 0:44:28You took your time. I know.

0:44:35 > 0:44:37BABY CRIES

0:44:38 > 0:44:40Happy birthday.

0:44:43 > 0:44:48Yes. Welcome to Planet Earth. BABY CRIES

0:44:54 > 0:44:56I say call him. Not you and all.

0:44:56 > 0:44:59I was relying on you for some rational thought.

0:44:59 > 0:45:01Epic fail, as Rachel would say.

0:45:03 > 0:45:05I can't get anything right at the moment.

0:45:08 > 0:45:11That old bag of valves can cause an awful lot of trouble, can't it?

0:45:13 > 0:45:14Chrissie'll understand.

0:45:17 > 0:45:23I lie and that's wrong. I tell the truth, that's also wrong.

0:45:25 > 0:45:28What am I going to do? Take a vow of silence?

0:45:28 > 0:45:30Then who am I going to have to talk to?

0:45:36 > 0:45:39If Tim tells Chrissie that I saw him last week and didn't tell her...

0:45:43 > 0:45:44..then we're finished.

0:45:44 > 0:45:47Why didn't you tell her?

0:45:47 > 0:45:50Because I was jealous. Of a man with terminal cancer?

0:45:50 > 0:45:52I know. I know. But...

0:45:52 > 0:45:56They've known each other for five minutes, you know?

0:45:56 > 0:45:58And they're so close.

0:45:58 > 0:46:04I don't think I have ever felt this lonely in my entire life.

0:46:10 > 0:46:11I know.

0:46:32 > 0:46:34PAGER BEEPS

0:46:37 > 0:46:40Saved by the bell. I'd better... Yeah.

0:46:49 > 0:46:57Repeat after me: I hereby swear to grab life by the squishy bits...

0:46:57 > 0:47:03I hereby swear to grab life by the squishy bits...

0:47:03 > 0:47:07..and never let go.

0:47:11 > 0:47:13What if I can't fight?

0:47:13 > 0:47:16You do it for me, girl.

0:47:16 > 0:47:19Don't give up.

0:47:20 > 0:47:24Keep on living and make it count.

0:47:27 > 0:47:30You're loved, do you know that?

0:47:32 > 0:47:33One more smile, eh?

0:47:40 > 0:47:42One more...

0:47:48 > 0:47:50MONITOR BEEPS RAPIDLY

0:47:50 > 0:47:52FLATLINE BEEP Goodbye, my darling.

0:47:56 > 0:47:58You enjoy that waterfall.

0:48:13 > 0:48:17Do you like it? I love it. Is that where you been earlier?

0:48:17 > 0:48:20Couldn't tell you, would've ruined the surprise.

0:48:20 > 0:48:22Oh, I love you, babe.

0:48:22 > 0:48:26Not as much as I love you. You old romantic, you.

0:48:28 > 0:48:31And you're never going to believe this.

0:48:31 > 0:48:35BP 120/80, and the coronary spasms just seem to have gone.

0:48:35 > 0:48:38I give you broken heart syndrome.

0:48:38 > 0:48:41It was an acute coronary spasm.

0:48:41 > 0:48:44At a push, cardiac X syndrome, wasn't a broken heart.

0:48:44 > 0:48:46You say potato... I knew you'd call him.

0:48:46 > 0:48:50What she told you to come? No. No need.

0:48:53 > 0:48:56OK, well, we'll leave you guys to it.

0:48:56 > 0:48:59You know, you should get yourself a bloke. They ain't all bad.

0:49:03 > 0:49:06Listen, Jonny? What would you say if I told you I'd done something really stupid?

0:49:06 > 0:49:08I'd say it was par for the course.

0:49:17 > 0:49:19Go on.

0:49:19 > 0:49:20Thanks.

0:49:52 > 0:49:56Awww... Look at her tiny little toes. I love babies' feet.

0:49:56 > 0:49:59I had to come and see her before I go home.

0:49:59 > 0:50:02Now, your baby's lungs aren't as developed as they would be

0:50:02 > 0:50:05in a full term baby but they are responding well to the surfactant.

0:50:05 > 0:50:07She's going to be fine.

0:50:08 > 0:50:09She's beautiful.

0:50:10 > 0:50:15She doesn't look like a Destiny to me, though. What's your name?

0:50:15 > 0:50:16Serena.

0:50:16 > 0:50:19What about you?

0:50:19 > 0:50:21Chantelle.

0:50:21 > 0:50:24Much classier. No offence.

0:50:24 > 0:50:25None taken.

0:50:28 > 0:50:30Chantelle.

0:50:30 > 0:50:34It's perfect. Her dad would have loved it.

0:50:35 > 0:50:37You know?

0:50:37 > 0:50:39Graham told me.

0:50:39 > 0:50:42When? The night of the accident.

0:50:42 > 0:50:44Why don't you hate me?

0:50:44 > 0:50:48I did. Both of you, when he told me.

0:50:48 > 0:50:51Then an hour later, the police were on my door, and...

0:50:54 > 0:50:56..and I couldn't lose my best friend as well.

0:51:03 > 0:51:05Nurse Lane?

0:51:05 > 0:51:07I wanted to talk to you about today.

0:51:07 > 0:51:08I'm...

0:51:11 > 0:51:14I'll speak to you later. Excuse me.

0:51:14 > 0:51:16Are you OK?

0:51:16 > 0:51:20Yes. Good luck for later. The awards.

0:51:20 > 0:51:23Not that you'll need it. Come with me.

0:51:23 > 0:51:25I can't. I don't have a ticket.

0:51:25 > 0:51:28Ah-ha!

0:51:28 > 0:51:31Zosia left it in my locker with her car keys and a note.

0:51:31 > 0:51:34She seems to think I should be taking someone else.

0:51:34 > 0:51:40Oh, er... Sorry, Arthur, I still can't.

0:51:40 > 0:51:41Why not?

0:51:43 > 0:51:47I just don't think it's a very good idea.

0:51:47 > 0:51:49Bye.

0:51:55 > 0:51:57All done, Mr Malick? Every last folder.

0:51:57 > 0:51:59Ric will be pleased. Ric?

0:51:59 > 0:52:02Mm, he was falling a bit behind on his paperwork.

0:52:02 > 0:52:05I'm sure you've been most helpful.

0:52:07 > 0:52:10Surprise!

0:52:10 > 0:52:12You thought we'd forgotten.

0:52:12 > 0:52:15Well, it had almost slipped my mind.

0:52:15 > 0:52:17Thank you, darling, what a lovely surprise.

0:52:17 > 0:52:19And I've booked a birthday supper for us.

0:52:19 > 0:52:20Just the two of you.

0:52:20 > 0:52:22Well, that's a nice thought,

0:52:22 > 0:52:25but I'm supposed to be going to an awards ceremony. Oh.

0:52:25 > 0:52:28Don't worry, I'm sure I could sneak out early

0:52:28 > 0:52:31and come and meet you. Say nine? Meet you at Gino's?

0:52:31 > 0:52:33It's a date. Great.

0:52:37 > 0:52:41What's this? Just a little something personal from me to you.

0:52:42 > 0:52:45Wow! Do you like it?

0:52:46 > 0:52:47It's beautiful.

0:52:49 > 0:52:50But?

0:52:50 > 0:52:54But it's too much. It's just a gift.

0:52:54 > 0:52:55A gift I can't accept.

0:52:57 > 0:53:00Can't you be nice to him just this once? Elinor...

0:53:00 > 0:53:02He's doing everything he can to make you happy

0:53:02 > 0:53:04and all you do is throw it back in his face...

0:53:04 > 0:53:06That's not true, Ellie.

0:53:10 > 0:53:13Is that actually your idea of an apology?

0:53:13 > 0:53:15You want it in writing?

0:53:15 > 0:53:17You're unbelievable.

0:53:18 > 0:53:20Dear Nurse Maconie, I'm sorry.

0:53:20 > 0:53:22I realise that where you go and what you do

0:53:22 > 0:53:24has absolutely nothing to do with me.

0:53:24 > 0:53:26In the future I'll refrain...

0:53:26 > 0:53:30My going to London last night has everything to do with you.

0:53:30 > 0:53:32Fine.

0:53:32 > 0:53:36Well, I'm glad we got that settled. Now can I say something?

0:53:36 > 0:53:38No. Let's move in together.

0:53:41 > 0:53:42Why?

0:53:44 > 0:53:49So we can be the parents that our baby deserves.

0:53:49 > 0:53:51That she's going to need.

0:53:51 > 0:53:55Because If I learned nothing else from yesterday it's that

0:53:55 > 0:53:59the only way you and I are going to get through this is together.

0:54:02 > 0:54:04Well?

0:54:04 > 0:54:10See, I don't know. Is that Jac for "yes"? "Never in a million years"?

0:54:10 > 0:54:11"Maybe"?

0:54:13 > 0:54:16That's a maybe. I will take that.

0:54:17 > 0:54:18Maybe's good.

0:54:24 > 0:54:27Mum, Mum, Mum. Nothing's wrong, OK?

0:54:27 > 0:54:30Yeah, course she loved it.

0:54:30 > 0:54:32Mum, I've got to go, OK?

0:54:33 > 0:54:36Yes, Mum, yes. I love you too.

0:54:37 > 0:54:40Yes. OK. Bye.

0:54:43 > 0:54:45Hi. Hi.

0:54:49 > 0:54:52Well, these carbs aren't going to eat themselves, so...

0:54:56 > 0:55:00Hey. Hey.

0:55:00 > 0:55:02I was hoping you might come over tonight.

0:55:02 > 0:55:06Yes. We probably should talk.

0:55:06 > 0:55:11No talking. You don't fancy watching that rom-com with me, do you?

0:55:12 > 0:55:15If you want. I could do with a happy ending.

0:55:21 > 0:55:23Arthur, I can't. Please stop asking me.

0:55:23 > 0:55:27We'll follow you yeah, Digs? Yep. Look, forget about Hanssen.

0:55:27 > 0:55:30He's Mr Hanssen. He's your hero.

0:55:30 > 0:55:34No. Actually, actually you are.

0:55:34 > 0:55:38The way you are with patients. You're amazing.

0:55:38 > 0:55:41You're just saying that. Look, you've worked really hard. Go.

0:55:41 > 0:55:42I mean it.

0:55:43 > 0:55:47I'm not even dressed. I've cried all my make-up off.

0:55:47 > 0:55:49I look... You look perfect.

0:55:49 > 0:55:52And I'm not going to the awards unless you're there with me.

0:55:52 > 0:55:54So...up to you.

0:56:08 > 0:56:11This is a first, never been in a car with you before.

0:56:19 > 0:56:23Don't suppose you got any sounds in here?

0:56:23 > 0:56:27RAP MUSIC

0:56:36 > 0:56:38I don't know why you would want me with you.

0:56:38 > 0:56:40After today, I'll be a jinx.

0:56:40 > 0:56:42Chantelle... Mmm?

0:56:43 > 0:56:46I can't be your friend any more.

0:56:46 > 0:56:50I mean, we can, but I don't want to be.

0:56:53 > 0:56:54Oh.

0:56:54 > 0:56:57RAP MUSIC

0:57:01 > 0:57:05SOOTHING CLASSICAL MUSIC

0:57:11 > 0:57:12Did he just miss the turn?

0:57:13 > 0:57:15Where are we going?

0:57:15 > 0:57:19I know a little country pub. Roaring fire, fat chips.

0:57:19 > 0:57:21What about Young Doctor Of The Year?

0:57:21 > 0:57:25It's just an award, isn't it, really.

0:57:25 > 0:57:28Arthur have you gone mad? Yeah.

0:57:30 > 0:57:32PHONE RINGS It's Malick.

0:57:32 > 0:57:33Don't answer it.

0:57:33 > 0:57:35Why not? Because I need you to listen to me

0:57:35 > 0:57:38and I don't want any distractions or interruptions.

0:57:38 > 0:57:40Arthur... Hi.

0:57:40 > 0:57:42Channers, tell Digby he just missed the turn.

0:57:42 > 0:57:47We're going the wrong way. You see, the thing is...

0:57:47 > 0:57:50NO! 'DIGBY!' TYRES SCREECH

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