0:00:39 > 0:00:42HE SOBS I don't think I have ever felt
0:00:42 > 0:00:45this lonely in my entire life.
0:00:47 > 0:00:49I've got a bottle of fizz in my fridge,
0:00:49 > 0:00:51I was going to celebrate my last shift at Holby.
0:00:51 > 0:00:55Oh, go on then. You're a long time dead.
0:01:01 > 0:01:04Pulse is present. I'm going to get you out of here, all right?
0:01:04 > 0:01:06No worries...
0:01:06 > 0:01:10My hand, it got crushed.
0:01:10 > 0:01:11How badly crushed?
0:01:13 > 0:01:17So. What went wrong?
0:01:17 > 0:01:20We tried our best. But it wasn't good enough.
0:01:20 > 0:01:23Maybe we could find a way to keep him on.
0:01:23 > 0:01:27You've always been far too sentimental about him, Ric.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29We can't afford to carry passengers.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31What if we paid him half his salary?
0:01:31 > 0:01:35Makes sense. After all he's half the man he used to be.
0:01:38 > 0:01:42Ah, Mr Malick! Good to see you up and about.
0:01:42 > 0:01:45I expect you'll be wanting this back?
0:01:48 > 0:01:51HE GASPS AND PANTS
0:01:51 > 0:01:53TEA TROLLEY APPROACHES
0:02:05 > 0:02:06Hello.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09I was wondering when you'd come round.
0:02:09 > 0:02:10How long have I been out?
0:02:10 > 0:02:1448 hours - give or take. Got a card for you here.
0:02:14 > 0:02:17Signed by all the staff. Well, except Hanssen, of course.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19He left before I could get it organised.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23So, you're the boss. Certainly am...
0:02:23 > 0:02:25At least for the time being.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28And my first priority is to get you back on your feet.
0:02:28 > 0:02:34I'd rather you concentrated on my hands. How's Chantelle?
0:02:34 > 0:02:36She's stable.
0:02:37 > 0:02:41Have...have you got any questions?
0:02:41 > 0:02:44How long before I'm back in action?
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Any questions I can answer.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03Coffee? Oh, thank you.
0:03:05 > 0:03:08Mmm. Remarkable. What is?
0:03:08 > 0:03:11Zosia March starts today. My new F1?
0:03:11 > 0:03:14Urgh, junior doctors are the bane of my life.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17Some of them can be a bit of a challenge.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20But, you know, young minds... Fresh energy...
0:03:20 > 0:03:24Teaching can be such a joy, don't you think? Urgh!
0:03:24 > 0:03:27Take a look at her grades. Top of her class in every department.
0:03:27 > 0:03:31Her clinical excellence matched only by her questing intellect.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33There's bound to be something wrong with her.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36Well, now, that is the wrong attitude.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38Yes, she's bound to make mistakes.
0:03:38 > 0:03:42But as it says in the Trust's Guidelines for Junior Doctors,
0:03:42 > 0:03:44we're aiming to "develop a genuine learning environment
0:03:44 > 0:03:46"and not one of blame."
0:03:50 > 0:03:52What...? What? What exactly are you doing?
0:03:52 > 0:03:55Hopefully making your life easier, Professor.
0:03:55 > 0:03:58I've placed your books in order and now I've been tidying your desk.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01My books WERE in order. The good ones were on the top shelf,
0:04:01 > 0:04:03the mediocre ones in the middle and the erm... Rubbish?
0:04:03 > 0:04:06..were on the bottom. Well, next time, I'll check with you first.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Yes, if you wouldn't mind. What do you mean next time?
0:04:08 > 0:04:11Oh, I'm Zosia. Your new F1? I do apologise, Professor.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13I was only trying to help.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16No, no! Please, please! There's no need to apologise.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18Please, call me Elliot.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21I'm absolutely thrilled to be working with you, Elliot.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24I realise that my desk, like my mind,
0:04:24 > 0:04:29may seem shambolic to most people, but to me it makes perfect sense.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31Interesting.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33Stethoscope.
0:04:34 > 0:04:37I'm here to learn from you, Elliot.
0:04:37 > 0:04:41Ah! Duty calls. Are you ready?
0:04:41 > 0:04:45Of course. Good. Yes, after you...
0:04:48 > 0:04:50Now, I hope you don't mind being on the ward,
0:04:50 > 0:04:52but it seemed like a second home anyway.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Which reminds me...
0:04:54 > 0:04:56I promised I'd give that son of yours a call.
0:04:56 > 0:05:00He's been worried about you, as have we all.
0:05:00 > 0:05:01Please, tell Jake not to worry.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04I just don't want him to miss college cos of me. I'll tell him.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07Stop fussing, I told you! I don't need a wheelchair!
0:05:11 > 0:05:13Go easy on Arthur.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16He's still beating himself up about what he had to do.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20Listen. If you need someone to talk to...
0:05:20 > 0:05:23Talk to who?
0:05:23 > 0:05:25We have a very good counsellor here.
0:05:25 > 0:05:29Seriously, Ric. You don't have to worry about me. OK?
0:05:36 > 0:05:38Mrs Gray?
0:05:38 > 0:05:41My name is Griffin. I'm the surgeon who'll be operating on Kelly?
0:05:41 > 0:05:42How is he?
0:05:42 > 0:05:46Well, his injuries are quite serious, but try not to worry.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49My colleagues and I will do our very best for him.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Do you need something to calm you down before your procedure?
0:05:52 > 0:05:54No. Do you?!
0:05:54 > 0:05:58I'm sorry, I, just... You - what?! I was just, um...
0:05:58 > 0:06:01I know well what you meant! I don't need mollycoddling, thank you!
0:06:01 > 0:06:03Actually... Could we go somewhere quieter?
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Yeah, you just read my mind... Oh, I can't wait!
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Good morning! Who have we got here?
0:06:10 > 0:06:13MUSIC BLARES THROUGH EARPHONES Eden Fancourt, 16 years old.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15Good morning, Eden. I am Professor Hope.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17This is Dr March. Hi.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19Eden's here with his mum, Anja.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22So what brings you in today, Eden?
0:06:22 > 0:06:25She did. Eden collapsed after breakfast,
0:06:25 > 0:06:27complaining of breathlessness.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30Sorry... I can't believe it's really you.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31I beg your pardon?
0:06:31 > 0:06:35Professor Hope, I've been writing to you every month for over a year,
0:06:35 > 0:06:38begging you to take on Eden as a patient. Oh?
0:06:38 > 0:06:41You only replied once. And that was to turn me down. I'm sorry.
0:06:41 > 0:06:42It doesn't matter. You're here now.
0:06:44 > 0:06:47OK. We'll review in five minutes...
0:06:47 > 0:06:49In the meantime, he needs? An ECG?
0:06:49 > 0:06:53Very good. This way. Thank you.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59Arthur's been waiting to apologise. Not just to you, but to Chantelle.
0:06:59 > 0:07:02The poor guy's been practically camped out in front of her room.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03I'll have a word with him.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08OK, you sure you want to do this?
0:07:08 > 0:07:12Hey, it's nothing I haven't seen before. OK.
0:07:17 > 0:07:21Now, these were taken on your arrival at the hospital.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24Where exactly did you train? Castle Frankenstein?
0:07:24 > 0:07:26HE GROWLS Mmm! Friend! Good!
0:07:28 > 0:07:29So what now?
0:07:29 > 0:07:33Well, I would like to start on a fast-track rehab programme.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35How fast? Between 12 and 18 months.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38Nah, I don't think so. What does THAT mean?
0:07:38 > 0:07:40I doubt it'll take that long.
0:07:40 > 0:07:44Look, I think I'm already starting to feel movement.
0:07:44 > 0:07:48Come on, Malick. Now, I have treated injuries like this before.
0:07:48 > 0:07:51It's always a long haul and there are no guarantees.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53So don't kid yourself.
0:07:53 > 0:07:57It'll be weeks, months even, before you regain any movement.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01And if anyone has a shot, you do.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Ow! Sorry.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07Right, you see the signs of atrial fibrillation here?
0:08:07 > 0:08:10There's no surprise there, as we've already been told about that.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Otherwise...
0:08:12 > 0:08:14OK, erm, Mrs Fancourt...
0:08:14 > 0:08:17What if we see your son in about a fortnight?
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Please! You've got to do something now!
0:08:19 > 0:08:22Well... Let's get things in perspective.
0:08:22 > 0:08:26Don't send Eden away. What if he collapses again?
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Next time, he might not get up at all!
0:08:30 > 0:08:32How bad is it?
0:08:32 > 0:08:35It's not bad. It doesn't look like there's any tissue loss.
0:08:35 > 0:08:38Could I see? Well, let's wait till after we suture it.
0:08:38 > 0:08:42No. I want to see it now. There's a mirror in my bag.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45OK. Fine.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54That'll look nice on parents' evening.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57Arthur - can you suture?
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Um... Isn't he rather young?
0:08:59 > 0:09:03Frighteningly young. But he is one of the best.
0:09:03 > 0:09:08What at? Needlework? I'm afraid that doesn't impress me.
0:09:08 > 0:09:12Could you do it? OK. No problem.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16That wound on your arm looks very deep.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Can you wiggle your fingers for me?
0:09:22 > 0:09:24OK, good. Again...
0:09:25 > 0:09:28Excellent. Arthur, will you hand me the suture, please?
0:09:30 > 0:09:32Come on.
0:09:33 > 0:09:37Um, um...it's Malick. He's um...he's gone.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39What? Oh, for heaven's sake.
0:09:39 > 0:09:42Well, what are you waiting for?! Go and find him!
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Yeah.
0:10:20 > 0:10:21Malick?
0:10:21 > 0:10:23Not now, Digby.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25You shouldn't be up. CAN'T YOU SEE I'M BUSY?!
0:10:35 > 0:10:38OK, and breathe out, thank you.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39OK, your chest seems clear.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42You're about the right weight for your age.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45Yeah, so are you. Eden. Professor Hope is a brilliant man.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47Show some respect.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50Dr March, why don't you take Mrs Fancourt somewhere quiet
0:10:50 > 0:10:53and take down Eden's details while I run a few more tests.
0:10:53 > 0:10:56I don't really want to leave him. Mum, I'm 16!
0:10:56 > 0:10:59All right, then. Be good for the professor, darling.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05Right, Well, maybe you could talk us
0:11:05 > 0:11:07through exactly what happened this morning?
0:11:07 > 0:11:09Well, it was just like Mum said.
0:11:09 > 0:11:13I was getting up from breakfast... And I got out of breath.
0:11:13 > 0:11:14You don't seem breathless now.
0:11:14 > 0:11:17Yeah, but I'm sitting down, now, aren't I?!
0:11:17 > 0:11:19Look. Do you admit I've got a dodgy heart?
0:11:19 > 0:11:21I've seen dodgier, but, yes.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23Well, my mum's worried about me.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25And you're supposed to be some big clever doctor.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27So don't you think you should do something?
0:11:34 > 0:11:37I thought I said get out! Dad!
0:11:46 > 0:11:48Hey. Hi. How's it going?
0:11:48 > 0:11:49Yeah, not bad.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51You're looking sharp. Been somewhere nice?
0:11:51 > 0:11:55Just been to a funeral. And I've got my radiotherapy this afternoon.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57Sorry. Me and my big mouth.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59Well, you weren't to know.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06By the way, welcome to Darwin.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Thanks. Delighted to be here.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12You're pregnant! Very observant of you!
0:12:12 > 0:12:14You should think about a career in medicine!
0:12:14 > 0:12:16I didn't mean anything by it... No, of course not!
0:12:16 > 0:12:20In fact, it fascinates me that even the brightest women,
0:12:20 > 0:12:22women who have slaved for years to build careers,
0:12:22 > 0:12:25still have this urge to make babies.
0:12:25 > 0:12:29You think I have an urge to make babies. Erm...
0:12:29 > 0:12:31And what urge do you think I'm feeling now?
0:12:42 > 0:12:45So, I see Eden first had surgery in 1996.
0:12:45 > 0:12:49Yes. If you don't mind me asking,
0:12:49 > 0:12:52what's it been like to be the mother of a boy with heart problems?
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Do you want the short, four-letter version or the long version?
0:12:55 > 0:12:57The long version, please.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59I know the food in this place ain't up to much.
0:12:59 > 0:13:02So I done a bit of shopping for you. Super foods.
0:13:02 > 0:13:03Apples, Brazil nuts, bananas.
0:13:03 > 0:13:07Thanks. Now you can go. I've only just got here.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09I don't want you seeing me like this.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12Too late. I've already seen you. Anyway, it's all arranged.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15They gave me time off at college. Here. Let me help you with that.
0:13:15 > 0:13:18Look, look, look, it's nothing personal.
0:13:18 > 0:13:19I'm just not ready for visitors.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Well, Ric said I could visit any time I liked.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Anyways... You don't look THAT bad.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26I saw worse things than this every day when I was a porter.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29Malick! Why did you get out of bed?
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Digby's been telling tales on me again, has he?
0:13:31 > 0:13:34Malick, we're not nagging you just for the sake of it.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37Every time you get out of bed, you delay your own recovery.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40You're right. Sorry.
0:13:40 > 0:13:44Don't bother with that dressing. Digby, prep Malick for theatre.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46Not in front of Jake.
0:13:46 > 0:13:49Oh, you know what, you're just doing my head in! Jake.
0:13:52 > 0:13:53Now, Digby.
0:13:57 > 0:14:01Jake, Jake.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04Look, your father has suffered a devastating injury.
0:14:04 > 0:14:08And he's struggling to come to terms with that.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10He may never regain the full use of his hand.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13So you mean he's screwed?
0:14:13 > 0:14:17That's not a medical term, but, yes. He may well be.
0:14:17 > 0:14:21Please don't repeat that to him. Or anyone else.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24Look, I'm not a noob.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26No, I'm sure you're not.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29Look, we're all big fans of your dad, Jake.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32During the coming months, he's going to need all the love
0:14:32 > 0:14:34and support he can get.
0:14:34 > 0:14:38He just told me to sling it! Well, I'm asking you to stay.
0:14:38 > 0:14:42He needs you - even if he doesn't know it yet.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03You do realise I had no choice?
0:15:03 > 0:15:06It was either your hand or your life.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09So, knowing how important my hands are to me,
0:15:09 > 0:15:12you made a...executive decision.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16Malick, I'm sorry.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Dr Digby, the man who puts the "F" into F2.
0:15:19 > 0:15:23Are you really going to let him speak to you like that?
0:15:24 > 0:15:27I was considering it, yes. What's it got to do with you?!
0:15:27 > 0:15:31You're behaving appallingly. I think you need to apologise.
0:15:31 > 0:15:32What?! Shut up!
0:15:32 > 0:15:34This man CLEARLY saved your life! Apologise to him!
0:15:34 > 0:15:37There's really no need, actually. Fair enough.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39And you can shut up, too. Sorry. Did I ask you to stick up for me? No!
0:15:39 > 0:15:43Can't you see the way he pushes you around?! It's relentless!
0:15:43 > 0:15:45You need to break the cycle of abuse,
0:15:45 > 0:15:47stand up to him, for God's sake!
0:15:47 > 0:15:48"Break the cycle of abuse"?
0:15:48 > 0:15:51What?! Been reading too many self-help books, have we?!
0:15:51 > 0:15:54OK, what's all the noise about? Ask her!
0:15:54 > 0:15:55I'm asking you.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59Please, Malick.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02I need you to rest, not pick fights with other patients.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05Oh, so what, I'm a patient now?! How else would you describe it?
0:16:05 > 0:16:09Dad, you've GOT to stop this! I thought I told you to leave!
0:16:09 > 0:16:11You're being a jerk! Quit it, will you?!
0:16:11 > 0:16:14What's he doing here? I told you lot, no visitors, all right!
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Shout all you want! I ain't going nowhere!
0:16:16 > 0:16:19Get this man to theatre, before he alienates anyone else.
0:16:23 > 0:16:24HE PUNCHES THE TABLE
0:16:37 > 0:16:40Hi. Hey.
0:16:43 > 0:16:47When was the funeral? This morning.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49I made a terrible fashion faux pas.
0:16:49 > 0:16:52I was the only one wearing black. Everyone else was in pink.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57Why didn't you mention it?
0:16:57 > 0:16:59You didn't know Tim very well.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Yeah, that's not the point, I would have gone just to support you.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04Well, I didn't think. I'm sorry.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11I'm sure you don't tell me everything about YOUR private life...
0:17:13 > 0:17:16Doctor, Doctor, there's a man in bed four who thinks he's seen
0:17:16 > 0:17:17a spider!
0:17:20 > 0:17:24Is this a joke? No. I only know one spider joke...
0:17:24 > 0:17:26What do you call a big Irish spider?
0:17:26 > 0:17:29Paddy Long-legs. Paddy Long-legs.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32Right, OK. This is Graeme Court, he's 38, he's crashed his car,
0:17:32 > 0:17:35OK, he's got a compound leg fracture, mild concussion
0:17:35 > 0:17:40and he's complaining of stomach pains and...spiders.
0:17:40 > 0:17:43Please... Please. Get it off me. Graeme? There are NO spiders here.
0:17:43 > 0:17:44HE GASPS She caught me...
0:17:44 > 0:17:48No-one's got you. You're perfectly safe with us. Black widow.
0:17:51 > 0:17:54Did he say just what I think he said? Black widow?
0:17:56 > 0:17:59You DO know this species isn't native to this country? Don't you?
0:17:59 > 0:18:02Well, on the off chance it is a bite,
0:18:02 > 0:18:04I suppose we need some antivenin.
0:18:06 > 0:18:07Right, have you done this before?
0:18:07 > 0:18:10Maybe. Dunno. Can't remember. Basically,
0:18:10 > 0:18:14all you have to do is pedal as hard as you can, for as long as you can.
0:18:14 > 0:18:19Got it. OK, start you on easy mode. So... Whenever you're ready.
0:18:36 > 0:18:40What? Is there a problem? No. Then why haven't you started?
0:18:40 > 0:18:42You said "whenever you're ready". I wasn't ready.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44Eden, I do have other patients to attend to.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46I was nearly ready! I was just about to do it!
0:18:46 > 0:18:49But you made me take the mask off! I apologise.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51Right, can we get started now?
0:18:54 > 0:18:56Good, faster.
0:19:08 > 0:19:12Why did you stop? You know why! I'm ill!
0:19:12 > 0:19:15My Auntie Agnes, she's 86 and has just had a double hip replacement,
0:19:15 > 0:19:17she could pedal faster than that.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19Well, ask her to do your stupid test, then.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21And where the hell is my F1?
0:19:22 > 0:19:24If you fight the system, you're branded a troublemaker.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26But when Eden was a baby,
0:19:26 > 0:19:28the medical establishment practically wrote him off.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31His heart was misdiagnosed as hyper-plastic, that means...
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Yes, I know what hyper-plastic means.
0:19:33 > 0:19:37When Eden was five weeks old they sent my baby home to die.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40But I demanded a second opinion and proved them wrong.
0:19:40 > 0:19:45That's why I've never trusted doctors or surgeons. Interesting.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48So what makes you trust Professor Hope?
0:19:48 > 0:19:51Sounds so silly. Please. I like silly things.
0:19:51 > 0:19:53I think I was guided to him. Who by?
0:19:53 > 0:19:56I don't know. It's difficult to explain.
0:19:56 > 0:19:59Some kind of benign presence that watches over us all.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01Spiritual beliefs can be a very effective coping mechanism.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04How did we get onto this anyway?
0:20:04 > 0:20:07Weren't you meant to be asking me about Eden's medical history?
0:20:07 > 0:20:10Well, as his mother, you are an integral part of that history.
0:20:10 > 0:20:12Are you analysing me?! Um...
0:20:12 > 0:20:15I don't believe this! You people are all the same!
0:20:17 > 0:20:21This morning... Just before you went breathless...
0:20:22 > 0:20:27Talk us through what happened. Nothing. Mum and me were arguing.
0:20:27 > 0:20:32Well, I don't call that nothing. What were you arguing about?
0:20:32 > 0:20:34I want to go to New York with the school.
0:20:34 > 0:20:38But my mum says I can't cos I've just been to Italy.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40So, let me get this right.
0:20:40 > 0:20:46You found you couldn't go to New York and then you collapsed.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50Could the two events possibly be connected?
0:20:50 > 0:20:55Look, I AM ill. I've got FA. You said so yourself.
0:20:55 > 0:20:58AF, actually. But close enough.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00And you knew, if you lay on the kitchen floor,
0:21:00 > 0:21:02your poor mum would book you a holiday.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05It's not my fault I've been brought up badly.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07OK, can you get dressed please?
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Ow!
0:21:09 > 0:21:11I think you're despicable!
0:21:12 > 0:21:15I beg your pardon? Don't play the innocent!
0:21:15 > 0:21:16You asked this young woman to give me
0:21:16 > 0:21:20a psychiatric assessment. I did nothing of the kind!
0:21:20 > 0:21:22Come on! How gullible do you think I am?!
0:21:22 > 0:21:25You've obviously decided I'm some hysterical old bat
0:21:25 > 0:21:27suffering from iatrophobia! Iatrophobia?
0:21:27 > 0:21:31Come on, Eden. I'm discharging you. Well, you can't.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33I'm already discharging him. EDEN GASPS LOUDLY
0:21:33 > 0:21:36Now look what you've done! That's really quite good(!)
0:21:36 > 0:21:39Well done. BAFTA nomination's in the post.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41No. This is real. Oxygen.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43Trolley - quickly.
0:21:43 > 0:21:45HE GASPS
0:21:54 > 0:21:56Bang. What?
0:21:56 > 0:21:58I said bang.
0:21:59 > 0:22:02There's an elephant in the room and I was trying to shoot it.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04I think you missed.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07OK. Let's say this out loud.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09You didn't expect to be operating on me.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11And I didn't see it coming either.
0:22:15 > 0:22:18It feels a bit weird, right? Right.
0:22:18 > 0:22:22Well, nothing's really changed. We're all still on the same side.
0:22:22 > 0:22:26So, what's going on with the woman in the next bed?
0:22:26 > 0:22:30Mrs Gray's the head teacher at The Beeches.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Ah, that explains it. Explains what?
0:22:32 > 0:22:35Why she spoke to me like I was 12 years old.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37It's not all about you, you know?
0:22:37 > 0:22:39Other patients are having a bad time of it too.
0:22:43 > 0:22:46So, come on. What happened to her?
0:22:46 > 0:22:47You're a patient.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50We don't discuss patients with another patient.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53Yeah? I thought we were on the same side.
0:22:55 > 0:22:57Today, a man walked into her classroom
0:22:57 > 0:22:59and attacked one of her pupils.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02Mrs Gray tried to defend the boy and ended up in here.
0:23:03 > 0:23:07Did they catch the guy? No.
0:23:07 > 0:23:11What about the boy who got attacked? Fighting for his life, as we speak.
0:23:12 > 0:23:18MRS GRAY: 'He was a stranger. White. Short dark hair.'
0:23:18 > 0:23:22Medium height and build.
0:23:22 > 0:23:27Thin face, dark clothes. Mid to late 30S.
0:23:29 > 0:23:33I saw him walk down the corridor and enter a classroom...
0:23:33 > 0:23:37Naturally, I went after him to find out why...
0:23:37 > 0:23:39SHE SOBS
0:23:39 > 0:23:42I think that's enough questions for now.
0:23:47 > 0:23:51Graeme, I've contacted your wife. Is she on her way?
0:23:51 > 0:23:54Yeah, yeah. Don't worry. She won't be long.
0:23:54 > 0:23:58We don't actually stock antivenin. But St James's are biking some over.
0:23:58 > 0:23:59OK.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03See you in a minute.
0:24:10 > 0:24:12I think it's a false alarm.
0:24:12 > 0:24:15I've searched him from head to toe. No sign of any bites.
0:24:15 > 0:24:19What did the tests show? Abnormalities in his antibodies.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22Well, I suppose we should test for H. Pylori.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25First it was a black widow bite. Now it's an ulcer.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27This patient's getting less interesting by the minute!
0:24:27 > 0:24:31Hold that thought. I'll be back in a second.
0:24:31 > 0:24:32Mo.
0:24:34 > 0:24:38Mo! Mo. I need to talk to you. You are doing.
0:24:38 > 0:24:42Have you said something to Chrissie? About what?
0:24:42 > 0:24:43You know! You and me!
0:24:43 > 0:24:46Why the HELL would I mention that?!
0:24:46 > 0:24:49I... I just get the feeling she suspects.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52Have you lived a sheltered life, Sacha?
0:24:52 > 0:24:55Hmm? Suspects what? Nothing happened.
0:24:56 > 0:25:00It was just a meaningless kiss, never to be repeated.
0:25:00 > 0:25:03Happens all the time. Not to me it doesn't!
0:25:03 > 0:25:06Then maybe you should get out more.
0:25:06 > 0:25:07Or if you don't like that kinda thing,
0:25:07 > 0:25:09stay at home with your mum, watch Flog It!
0:25:09 > 0:25:13How d'you know we watch Flog It!? Educated guess!
0:25:13 > 0:25:15I think I should tell her the truth.
0:25:15 > 0:25:19Why? Because. Look, I mean, you know
0:25:19 > 0:25:24me and Chrissie haven't exactly been close recently and I want her back.
0:25:25 > 0:25:32Love, real love should be based on respect. Trust. Loyalty.
0:25:32 > 0:25:35Not lying about having had a kiss with your mate in the gazebo.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37Yeah, but that's my whole point. You haven't lied.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39You just haven't told the truth.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43Yeah, but I intend to.
0:25:44 > 0:25:47Right, well. Good luck.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49But if you mention my name, I'll kill you.
0:25:52 > 0:25:53Fair enough.
0:25:56 > 0:25:59Look what I almost missed.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01Foci at the base of both the pulmonary veins.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03It's not your fault.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05A neurotic mother, a boy who appears strong and healthy,
0:26:05 > 0:26:07anyone could have made the same mistake.
0:26:10 > 0:26:15Mrs Fancourt, Eden's just had his electrophysiology test
0:26:15 > 0:26:19and I can confirm that his atrial fibrillation has worsened.
0:26:21 > 0:26:22He's going to need an operation.
0:26:22 > 0:26:26But as luck would have it, I happen to have a window in theatre.
0:26:26 > 0:26:29Well, do me a favour. Open the window and jump out of it!
0:26:29 > 0:26:31And take HER with you!
0:26:31 > 0:26:35Please. I'm sure that Dr March wasn't trying to cross-examine you.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38It's just that she's bright, she's inquisitive.
0:26:38 > 0:26:42She's standing right next to you. I don't want her near me. Or my son.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45Agreed. But I believe I can help your son.
0:26:50 > 0:26:52Eden, is that OK with you?
0:26:53 > 0:26:56Suppose. OK.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59Let's get him prepped for theatre, please.
0:27:00 > 0:27:03By the way, what is iatrophobia?
0:27:03 > 0:27:06Iatrophobia. The irrational fear of doctors.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08Sorry. I do have to ask.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11You weren't really giving Mrs Fancourt a psychiatric
0:27:11 > 0:27:13assessment, were you?
0:27:13 > 0:27:15I think we both know I'm not qualified to do that.
0:27:15 > 0:27:18Good, just stay out of her way and it shouldn't be a problem.
0:27:20 > 0:27:25A porter'll take you to your MRA. Hey, my life's a dizzy social whirl.
0:27:27 > 0:27:30You're giving up on me already? Thought I'd go back to the flat,
0:27:30 > 0:27:33fetch all the stuff you're going to need.
0:27:34 > 0:27:35Even made a list, see?
0:27:37 > 0:27:38Seeing as you ain't got a right hand,
0:27:38 > 0:27:40I'm going to have to be your right-hand man.
0:27:42 > 0:27:43Look Jake, about before...
0:27:43 > 0:27:47Nah, don't worry about it. It's my fault, I shoulda known.
0:27:47 > 0:27:49Doctors always make the worst patients.
0:27:49 > 0:27:52Is that so? Yeah. Anything I've missed?
0:27:53 > 0:27:55Balls.
0:27:55 > 0:27:58Balls? Mmm. I'm going to have a lot of time on my hand.
0:27:58 > 0:28:00Thought I might take up juggling.
0:28:01 > 0:28:02I'll be back soon, yeah?
0:28:05 > 0:28:06Mum?!
0:28:06 > 0:28:09Bree? What are you doing here?
0:28:11 > 0:28:15You shouldn't be here, darling. It's not safe.
0:28:15 > 0:28:17They haven't caught him yet.
0:28:17 > 0:28:21I need you to go home and stay there...understand me?
0:28:29 > 0:28:31Are you all right?
0:28:31 > 0:28:33No.
0:28:33 > 0:28:36What's the problem? Scared. What are you scared of?
0:28:36 > 0:28:39Dying, of course! Because of what your mum said?
0:28:39 > 0:28:42No, because my heart's packing up on me!
0:28:42 > 0:28:46Eden, I have performed this operation countless times,
0:28:46 > 0:28:49I haven't lost a patient yet. Suppose it serves me right.
0:28:49 > 0:28:51What does?
0:28:51 > 0:28:54This is my punishment for pretending to be ill.
0:28:54 > 0:28:56Now I'm going to snuff it!
0:28:57 > 0:29:00Eden, look. I promise you not only will you live,
0:29:00 > 0:29:03but the quality of your life will be greatly improved.
0:29:03 > 0:29:06What, you mean I'll be rich and famous and get loads of girls?
0:29:06 > 0:29:08I don't see why not.
0:29:12 > 0:29:14Let's go for it, Plum. Good.
0:29:31 > 0:29:33Cheers.
0:29:42 > 0:29:47I don't believe we've been properly introduced. I'm Malick.
0:29:47 > 0:29:48I know.
0:29:52 > 0:29:55Look. About before... Let's just forget it.
0:29:57 > 0:30:00I know what happened at the school.
0:30:03 > 0:30:04I didn't mean to snap at you.
0:30:11 > 0:30:15Well, I don't suppose you can help it.
0:30:15 > 0:30:17Can't help what?
0:30:17 > 0:30:19Being bossy. You're a schoolteacher.
0:30:19 > 0:30:21Used to being in charge and now you're not.
0:30:21 > 0:30:22Must be hard.
0:30:22 > 0:30:25And you're still acting as if you're a doctor.
0:30:25 > 0:30:28When in fact, you're only a humble patient.
0:30:28 > 0:30:29Humble? Why humble?
0:30:29 > 0:30:33Sorry - I meant arrogant.
0:30:33 > 0:30:34I'm trying to apologise to you.
0:30:34 > 0:30:37Then it's the worst apology I've heard in my entire life.
0:30:37 > 0:30:40Malick.
0:30:43 > 0:30:48Mrs Gray? I'm afraid I have sad news.
0:30:50 > 0:30:54Kelly Doyle, his injuries were too severe and we couldn't save him.
0:30:55 > 0:30:57He died about five minutes ago.
0:31:03 > 0:31:07SHE SOBS
0:31:09 > 0:31:11I'm so sorry.
0:31:18 > 0:31:22Excuse me, I'm Naomi Court. My husband's been in a car accident.
0:31:22 > 0:31:24Yes, yes. Of course.
0:31:24 > 0:31:26Come this way.
0:31:26 > 0:31:30He's more lucid now, but he arrived in quite a state.
0:31:30 > 0:31:32Concussed and confused.
0:31:32 > 0:31:36I'm afraid we can't treat his broken leg
0:31:36 > 0:31:40until we've identified the cause of his stomach pains.
0:31:40 > 0:31:42It's all right, baby. It's all right.
0:31:42 > 0:31:45Your husband said something about a black widow.
0:31:45 > 0:31:48Now, is there any way he could have come into contact with one?
0:31:48 > 0:31:51I certainly hope not. Graeme's arachnophobic.
0:31:51 > 0:31:54Spiders terrify him, particularly black widows.
0:31:54 > 0:31:58Is there any way a spider could have found its way into his car?
0:31:58 > 0:32:01If it did, that'd certainly explain the crash.
0:32:01 > 0:32:03I mean, he panics at the sight of a cobweb.
0:32:03 > 0:32:05Listen, I'm going to leave you two in peace.
0:32:09 > 0:32:11The spider.
0:32:11 > 0:32:14Darling, I thought you were getting the train.
0:32:14 > 0:32:18If I'd known you were planning to drive to work I would never...
0:32:18 > 0:32:19What?
0:32:19 > 0:32:23I found a text on your phone. From someone called Christine?
0:32:23 > 0:32:27It was just an ordinary household spider, totally harmless.
0:32:27 > 0:32:31It was a horrible, stupid thing to do.
0:32:31 > 0:32:34But you know what happens when you upset me.
0:32:34 > 0:32:39Anyway, what's done is done. And I'm hoping you can forgive me.
0:32:39 > 0:32:44The results are back. We suspect your husband has a gastric ulcer.
0:32:44 > 0:32:47I'm going to do a gastroscopy just to make sure.
0:32:47 > 0:32:49Thank you.
0:32:55 > 0:32:57Hey.
0:33:00 > 0:33:02The police'll study the CCTV.
0:33:04 > 0:33:06They're bound to catch whoever did it.
0:33:07 > 0:33:08Yes.
0:33:14 > 0:33:16Thank you for being so kind.
0:33:16 > 0:33:19Although I don't really deserve it.
0:33:21 > 0:33:26Let's face it - neither of us is having a great day.
0:33:28 > 0:33:30I believe you're a surgeon?
0:33:34 > 0:33:37Yeah. What's that like?
0:33:40 > 0:33:42The greatest job in the world. No.
0:33:42 > 0:33:46That was my job. Was?
0:33:48 > 0:33:50Come on, Eva.
0:33:50 > 0:33:55You did your best to help that boy and you have the scars to prove it.
0:33:55 > 0:33:56You don't understand.
0:34:00 > 0:34:05The motto of my school is "Maxima debetur puero reverentia."
0:34:05 > 0:34:08A child deserves the greatest respect.
0:34:08 > 0:34:11You remember your Latin. I'm impressed.
0:34:12 > 0:34:16You were saying? Just that it's my job to protect children.
0:34:16 > 0:34:18And I've failed.
0:34:22 > 0:34:24I need to go.
0:34:24 > 0:34:29Whoa, whoa, whoa. Go where? Please... Let me go.
0:34:33 > 0:34:38Eva. Wait.
0:34:42 > 0:34:46Right, Zosia, we know you can pass exams.
0:34:46 > 0:34:49Let's see how you cope in theatre. Pass me a scalpel please.
0:34:49 > 0:34:50What's a scalpel?
0:34:55 > 0:34:59Ah. Yes. Very good...
0:34:59 > 0:35:00Thank you.
0:35:04 > 0:35:07Where are you going?!
0:35:07 > 0:35:11Eva, you're being ridiculous! Home. Don't try to stop me.
0:35:11 > 0:35:15You aren't well enough. Look. You're not my doctor...
0:35:15 > 0:35:17Or anyone else's, for that matter!
0:35:17 > 0:35:19It doesn't take a doctor to see that you need to be in bed.
0:35:19 > 0:35:21My daughter's gone home. She needs me there.
0:35:21 > 0:35:24No, no, no. She needs you to get well. You like Latin?
0:35:24 > 0:35:26I'll give you some more... "Cura personalis."
0:35:26 > 0:35:28Take care of yourself.
0:35:28 > 0:35:30Agh! What is it?
0:35:30 > 0:35:32Help! Help, can I get some help in here?!
0:35:32 > 0:35:34SHE GASPS
0:35:45 > 0:35:47It's a stomach ulcer, I'm afraid.
0:35:47 > 0:35:50Has your husband been under any stress recently?
0:35:50 > 0:35:53Perhaps that's something you need to ask him.
0:35:53 > 0:35:55I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pry.
0:35:55 > 0:35:58It's all right. I don't mind talking about it.
0:35:58 > 0:36:01We've been having problems. I'm sorry.
0:36:01 > 0:36:04It's a terrible thing when you stop trusting each other.
0:36:09 > 0:36:10Thank you, Eva.
0:36:10 > 0:36:13Reduced breath sounds and vocal resonance, right base and mid zones.
0:36:13 > 0:36:15Sounds like a right-sided pleural effusion.
0:36:15 > 0:36:17She needs a chest X-ray.
0:36:17 > 0:36:20Yeah. I know. That's why I've sent her down for one.
0:36:20 > 0:36:21Why aren't you lying down?
0:36:23 > 0:36:26You been in for your MRA? Sorry... I got kind of distracted.
0:36:26 > 0:36:29Malick, you're not playing by the rules.
0:36:29 > 0:36:31No change there, then. Jake?
0:36:31 > 0:36:34Do me a favour. Make sure he stays in that bed.
0:36:34 > 0:36:38If he leaves it, come and find me. Yes, sir.
0:36:50 > 0:36:52What's all this?
0:36:52 > 0:36:55Well, I know the radiotherapy makes your mouth dry.
0:36:55 > 0:36:59So I brought you some iced water and some fruit.
0:36:59 > 0:37:02That's very sweet. Thank you.
0:37:04 > 0:37:06So. What's brought all this on?
0:37:06 > 0:37:10Just felt like it. That's all.
0:37:10 > 0:37:12Come on, I know you. What you trying to hide?
0:37:16 > 0:37:18SHE RETCHES
0:37:20 > 0:37:24You OK? Oh! Here, look, have a sip of water.
0:37:27 > 0:37:28Thanks.
0:37:33 > 0:37:35So, go on then.
0:37:35 > 0:37:37What is it you want to tell me?
0:37:39 > 0:37:41No, it's fine. It can wait.
0:37:49 > 0:37:52Zosia, this is one of the real perks of this procedure.
0:37:52 > 0:37:54MONITOR ALARM BEEPS
0:37:54 > 0:37:56He's in VF.
0:37:56 > 0:37:59Damn and blast! Charge to 100.
0:37:59 > 0:38:00Scope out.
0:38:00 > 0:38:04Charged. Clear! Fire.
0:38:04 > 0:38:05DEFIB CLICKS
0:38:05 > 0:38:08ALARM CONTINUES Still in VF. And again...
0:38:08 > 0:38:11Nope, OK. Prepare for internal defibrillation.
0:38:11 > 0:38:13I'm going to need your help here.
0:38:13 > 0:38:15Thank you.
0:38:15 > 0:38:17ALARM BEEPS
0:38:17 > 0:38:18Scalpel. Thank you.
0:38:23 > 0:38:25How's her BP?
0:38:25 > 0:38:27Still steady.
0:38:28 > 0:38:31Now, Eva, I think this is going to work.
0:38:31 > 0:38:34But I still need to get you into theatre. No.
0:38:34 > 0:38:35What?
0:38:35 > 0:38:37I don't want an operation.
0:38:37 > 0:38:41If we don't operate, you could suffer cardiac arrest and die.
0:38:41 > 0:38:44Exactly. What does that mean?
0:38:48 > 0:38:51Come on, Eva. You need to think about your daughter.
0:38:51 > 0:38:52I am.
0:38:56 > 0:39:01ALARM BEEPS Gently manipulate the paddles until it's touching the heart.
0:39:01 > 0:39:04Charge to ten, please. Charged.
0:39:09 > 0:39:11OK, charge to 20, please.
0:39:11 > 0:39:13Charged.
0:39:15 > 0:39:18RHYTHM RETURNS He's back.
0:39:18 > 0:39:20HE SIGHS
0:39:20 > 0:39:23Excellent - excellent work, everyone. Thank you.
0:39:24 > 0:39:27OK, let's finish what we started.
0:39:29 > 0:39:32HE GRUNTS AND PANTS
0:39:32 > 0:39:33Dad, you all right?
0:39:33 > 0:39:35Jake... Leave it.
0:39:35 > 0:39:38You just look a bit hot, that's all. Jake, I said leave it!
0:39:38 > 0:39:42Malick... I need to take you for that MRA now. No. Pardon me?
0:39:42 > 0:39:44No. I don't pardon you. Dad, quit it!
0:39:44 > 0:39:47If you were a better driver, none of this would have happened.
0:39:47 > 0:39:49Give the guy a break! It was an accident!
0:39:49 > 0:39:51So were you! You what?! You heard me!
0:39:51 > 0:39:54So if I'm an accident, maybe I shouldn't be here then, should I?
0:39:54 > 0:39:58Aw! Hallelujah! After seven months, he finally gets the message!
0:40:00 > 0:40:01Jake! I didn't mean... Jake?!
0:40:04 > 0:40:09Mr Spence! Malick, how long has it been like this?
0:40:09 > 0:40:12Great. All right. Let's get him into theatre now!
0:40:13 > 0:40:16Well, you've definitely passed the audition.
0:40:16 > 0:40:17I've never seen a patient die before.
0:40:17 > 0:40:20I thought Eden was going to be my first.
0:40:20 > 0:40:22You'll need to get used to losing patients
0:40:22 > 0:40:24if you're planning a career in heart surgery.
0:40:24 > 0:40:26Oh, I'm not. Excuse me?
0:40:26 > 0:40:29I'm hoping to specialise in psychiatric medicine.
0:40:31 > 0:40:32Ah.
0:40:32 > 0:40:36So what happened to being absolutely thrilled
0:40:36 > 0:40:37to be working with me?
0:40:37 > 0:40:40Oh, I am. I'm just not very interested in hearts and lungs.
0:40:40 > 0:40:42Oh. I see. Psychiatry.
0:40:42 > 0:40:44Yes.
0:40:44 > 0:40:50Zosia, were you trying to analyse Mrs Fancourt?
0:40:50 > 0:40:53Elliot, have you read a book called Neurosis in the Family
0:40:53 > 0:40:54by Dr Paul Wadsworth?
0:40:54 > 0:40:57No. Wadsworth believes that it's impossible to treat anyone
0:40:57 > 0:40:59effectively unless we study
0:40:59 > 0:41:02their closest relatives. I'll ask you again!
0:41:02 > 0:41:06Did you or did you not subject Eden's mother to a completely
0:41:06 > 0:41:08unauthorised psych assessment?!
0:41:08 > 0:41:11She clearly has unresolved anger issues.
0:41:11 > 0:41:13HE SIGHS Unbelievable!
0:41:13 > 0:41:16We're meant to be treating her son...
0:41:16 > 0:41:20And now I will have to apologise to his mother for your completely
0:41:20 > 0:41:21inappropriate behaviour.
0:41:25 > 0:41:28I think I'm getting a powerful sense of deja vu.
0:41:28 > 0:41:31Me too. You should just move in here permanently,
0:41:31 > 0:41:33cut out all the travel time.
0:41:33 > 0:41:37Shouldn't you be in a board meeting...looking bored?
0:41:37 > 0:41:41I'd rather be here in theatre with you...looking theatrical.
0:41:42 > 0:41:43Still acting, right?
0:41:48 > 0:41:50OK, smart-mouth. What are you talking about?
0:41:50 > 0:41:52The truth? Yeah.
0:41:55 > 0:41:57I think my arm's decided it doesn't want its hand back.
0:41:57 > 0:42:00You think you're going to lose it.
0:42:00 > 0:42:02I bet you ?20 you're wrong. You in or out?
0:42:05 > 0:42:08All right, cheapskate. Ten, then.
0:42:09 > 0:42:13Nine? Eight, seven...?
0:42:26 > 0:42:30Hey! I'm still alive.
0:42:30 > 0:42:34I promised you, didn't I? You're the man, Professor Plum.
0:42:34 > 0:42:36Your breathing should be a lot easier now
0:42:36 > 0:42:38and hopefully you won't need any more operations.
0:42:38 > 0:42:40What? Ever?
0:42:40 > 0:42:43I'm not promising that you'll win
0:42:43 > 0:42:45the 400m in the Olympics...
0:42:45 > 0:42:48I hate sports. I'd rather be a rock star. Me too.
0:42:48 > 0:42:50But I'm just going to have to content myself with being
0:42:50 > 0:42:52a boring, everyday genius.
0:42:54 > 0:42:57Mrs Fancourt, I owe you an apology.
0:42:57 > 0:43:00In fact, I owe you several apologies.
0:43:00 > 0:43:03It turns out that all your concerns about your son were the result
0:43:03 > 0:43:07of honest, indeed accurate observations, by a loving parent.
0:43:07 > 0:43:11And I am genuinely sorry if my student asked you
0:43:11 > 0:43:15inappropriate questions. She will be reprimanded.
0:43:15 > 0:43:17That junior doctor takes her lead from you.
0:43:17 > 0:43:20Do you imagine for one moment that I didn't notice
0:43:20 > 0:43:23the look of sheer horror on your face when we first met?
0:43:23 > 0:43:24Mum, Mum...
0:43:24 > 0:43:28You're that young woman's mentor. You're supposed to lead by example.
0:43:28 > 0:43:30And you clearly failed in that duty.
0:43:30 > 0:43:33On the other hand, he did save your son's life...
0:43:34 > 0:43:37Yes. I suppose there is that. Yeah! Way to go, Plum!
0:43:41 > 0:43:42More light.
0:43:46 > 0:43:49Yeah, it's a haematoma all right.
0:43:49 > 0:43:51One of the vein grafts has clotted off completely.
0:43:53 > 0:43:57OK, let's replace the graft or he's going to lose the hand.
0:43:57 > 0:44:01Arthur, this is NOT your fault,
0:44:01 > 0:44:04so DO stop giving us your sad clown face.
0:44:04 > 0:44:06No sad clown face - got it.
0:44:08 > 0:44:13Let's prep the 7.0 prolene - scalpel and saline wash-out...
0:44:13 > 0:44:16Let's prepare to harvest from the right calf again, 10cm.
0:44:17 > 0:44:19All right, everybody. Show-time.
0:44:19 > 0:44:21We have one last chance to get this right.
0:44:23 > 0:44:27Listen. About me and Christine...
0:44:27 > 0:44:29You've got the wrong idea. So you keep saying.
0:44:29 > 0:44:32She's just a friend from work.
0:44:32 > 0:44:36Nothing's happened, nothing is going to happen.
0:44:36 > 0:44:39All we do is talk. Really?
0:44:40 > 0:44:44We could chat for hours. That's all this is, I swear.
0:44:44 > 0:44:48Me and Christine just happen to have an awful lot in common.
0:45:00 > 0:45:02HE SIGHS
0:45:16 > 0:45:20You wanted to see me? Yes and no.
0:45:20 > 0:45:22Excuse me?
0:45:22 > 0:45:27Unfortunately, Zosia - I find myself wondering whether your
0:45:27 > 0:45:30undoubted talents couldn't be put to better use elsewhere.
0:45:30 > 0:45:33You're trying to get rid of me? No.
0:45:33 > 0:45:36Is this because of what happened with Mrs Fancourt? Look... If you...
0:45:36 > 0:45:38I'm here to learn. And that means I'm bound to make mistakes.
0:45:38 > 0:45:43Yes, but that rather depends on the magnitude of the mistake,
0:45:43 > 0:45:46wouldn't you say? Have you read Dr Leif Fuller's work on
0:45:46 > 0:45:48The Psychosis of Power in the Hospital Environment?
0:45:48 > 0:45:50You know very well that I haven't.
0:45:50 > 0:45:53Fuller believes that the desire to practise medicine often
0:45:53 > 0:45:55springs from a deep-rooted psychosis,
0:45:55 > 0:46:00the rejected misfit dreaming of becoming a revered leader.
0:46:00 > 0:46:01Elliot, are you a rejected misfit?
0:46:01 > 0:46:06Erm... Look, I didn't want to say this, but...
0:46:06 > 0:46:08I didn't want to say this either.
0:46:08 > 0:46:09But you leave me no option.
0:46:09 > 0:46:13Here I have the Junior Doctor's Handbook of Clinical Guidelines.
0:46:13 > 0:46:14Yes, thank you, I have...
0:46:14 > 0:46:17"One. Be honest and open in how you conduct yourself.
0:46:17 > 0:46:20At no time have I ever made any secret of my desire to pursue
0:46:20 > 0:46:23a career in psychiatric medicine. "Two..."
0:46:23 > 0:46:25Hi...
0:46:25 > 0:46:27Now, I've just spoken to the surgeons
0:46:27 > 0:46:31and they'll be fitting an external fixator to your leg, which is
0:46:31 > 0:46:36basically a frame used to stabilise your bone and soft tissue.
0:46:36 > 0:46:39But I'm afraid you'll be off work for a while.
0:46:39 > 0:46:42How long, Doctor? Well, it's hard to say.
0:46:42 > 0:46:45I would reckon about anything from eight to twelve weeks.
0:46:51 > 0:46:54Looks like I'll have you all to myself...
0:46:57 > 0:47:00Well, those two seem to be getting on a wee bit better.
0:47:00 > 0:47:02Yeah. Maybe there's hope for us all!
0:47:07 > 0:47:11Which brings us to our friend Mr Malick... What's the prognosis?
0:47:11 > 0:47:14The post-op MRA is showing good inflow and run-off
0:47:14 > 0:47:17so crisis averted - at least, for now.
0:47:19 > 0:47:22Come on, not again, Malick!
0:47:22 > 0:47:25Will you please stop doing this! Or do we have to tie you to the bed?
0:47:25 > 0:47:29Look, we have done our part, now it is your turn.
0:47:29 > 0:47:30You need rest and lots of it.
0:47:30 > 0:47:33Otherwise that hand is going to swell up, all over again.
0:47:33 > 0:47:35Listen to what I have to say first.
0:47:38 > 0:47:40Go on.
0:47:40 > 0:47:43I need a job. Anything legal considered.
0:47:43 > 0:47:46You shouldn't be worrying about the future now.
0:47:46 > 0:47:48Just concentrate on getting better.
0:47:51 > 0:47:54Admit it. You all think I'm finished.
0:47:54 > 0:47:57No-one said anything of the kind. You didn't have to say it.
0:47:57 > 0:48:02I can see it in your faces. The Malick is a relic.
0:48:02 > 0:48:04This is it. Game over, right?
0:48:04 > 0:48:07Like I told you before, there are no guarantees.
0:48:07 > 0:48:10But if you work at the physio, I estimate that you are going
0:48:10 > 0:48:14to regain between 70 to 80% of your movement.
0:48:14 > 0:48:16Maybe even 85.
0:48:22 > 0:48:23It's not enough.
0:48:42 > 0:48:45Dad?
0:48:45 > 0:48:47I thought you'd gone.
0:48:48 > 0:48:50I've had enough, Jake.
0:48:50 > 0:48:54Why? What's happened? Did I miss something?
0:48:56 > 0:48:58Come on. Talk to me.
0:49:01 > 0:49:05They just gave me the verdict on my hand.
0:49:05 > 0:49:0785% recovery.
0:49:10 > 0:49:12That's their best offer.
0:49:12 > 0:49:1585% of the man I used to be.
0:49:18 > 0:49:20So what?
0:49:20 > 0:49:22Bunch of doctors? What do they know, eh?
0:49:22 > 0:49:24No offence.
0:49:24 > 0:49:26None taken.
0:49:30 > 0:49:34Look, you want to get back to the way you was before the accident.
0:49:34 > 0:49:37Is that right? You know it is.
0:49:37 > 0:49:40Then you need to be in the hospital, Dad, having physio,
0:49:40 > 0:49:44getting stronger. It won't work.
0:49:44 > 0:49:46How do you know unless you try?
0:49:47 > 0:49:49Think of it this way.
0:49:49 > 0:49:51What would you rather have?
0:49:51 > 0:49:55A hand with 85% movement? Or that bunch of sausages you've got now?
0:49:56 > 0:49:58I'm a surgeon, Jake!
0:50:01 > 0:50:03Well, I gotta be honest with you.
0:50:03 > 0:50:06That big fancy job of yours never impressed me much anyway.
0:50:08 > 0:50:11The way you took me in when my mum died?
0:50:11 > 0:50:12That was REALLY something.
0:50:14 > 0:50:18You're my dad - and I'd still be as proud of you
0:50:18 > 0:50:20if you were selling burgers from a van.
0:50:23 > 0:50:26Come on... Come on.
0:50:41 > 0:50:44"22. To recognise that all staff have a part to play
0:50:44 > 0:50:46"in achieving better patient care.
0:50:46 > 0:50:48"Two, to encourage innovation and change.
0:50:48 > 0:50:50"Three, develop an organisation..."
0:50:50 > 0:50:53"..Which is acknowledged as a genuine learning environment
0:50:53 > 0:50:55"and not one of blame."
0:50:55 > 0:50:58Yes, thank you, you've made your point.
0:50:58 > 0:51:03No, but I am about to. You can't get rid of me.
0:51:03 > 0:51:06My placement is for three months, whether you like it or not.
0:51:06 > 0:51:09And pressuring me to leave would contravene with rule nine...
0:51:09 > 0:51:12"Not to tolerate actions by teaching staff which could be
0:51:12 > 0:51:15"perceived as bullying or harassment."
0:51:16 > 0:51:18What does it say about teaching staff being
0:51:18 > 0:51:21bullied by junior doctors? Nothing.
0:51:21 > 0:51:24Then I suppose I'll see you in the morning?
0:51:24 > 0:51:26Bright and early!
0:51:30 > 0:51:34I suppose this is where you find out who you really are...
0:51:34 > 0:51:38When everything's been taken away from you.
0:51:38 > 0:51:41You're depressed. And you have every reason to be.
0:51:41 > 0:51:44Which is why you should think about counselling.
0:51:44 > 0:51:47I don't see how sitting in a room with a complete stranger
0:51:47 > 0:51:50is going to change anything.
0:51:50 > 0:51:52I used to feel the same.
0:51:52 > 0:51:57When my son died, Leo, therapy helped me through it.
0:51:57 > 0:52:00I mean, it didn't take away the pain, but...
0:52:00 > 0:52:03it helped make SENSE of the pain.
0:52:03 > 0:52:07Look. I've told you what I need. Give me a job.
0:52:07 > 0:52:09I don't think you're ready for it.
0:52:10 > 0:52:13Ric, please. Don't make me beg.
0:52:16 > 0:52:19OK. Here's the deal. I see no reason why you shouldn't continue
0:52:19 > 0:52:22in your role as clinical skills tutor.
0:52:22 > 0:52:26And I could certainly do with some help in outpatients.
0:52:26 > 0:52:30That's if you're interested? Of course I'm interested!
0:52:30 > 0:52:31There's one condition though.
0:52:31 > 0:52:33That you agree to a course of counselling.
0:52:33 > 0:52:36Oh, come on! That's the deal. Take it or leave it.
0:52:36 > 0:52:38OK, I'll take it.
0:52:38 > 0:52:39Wait...
0:52:41 > 0:52:42I need to talk to her.
0:52:53 > 0:52:57Well? How was your first day with Zosia?
0:52:57 > 0:52:59Ah! That good, eh?!
0:53:05 > 0:53:07Eva?
0:53:07 > 0:53:09Oh, no.
0:53:10 > 0:53:12Sorry.
0:53:14 > 0:53:16I told you, you're not my doctor.
0:53:31 > 0:53:35I'm not here as your doctor. I'm here as your friend.
0:53:35 > 0:53:38SHE SCOFFS AND COUGHS
0:53:39 > 0:53:41Yeah, it surprised me, too.
0:53:44 > 0:53:48And as your friend, I think it's time you faced up to the truth.
0:53:50 > 0:53:52I don't know what you mean.
0:53:55 > 0:54:00Yeah, you do. At the school...
0:54:02 > 0:54:05There wasn't really an intruder, was there?
0:54:05 > 0:54:10The way you reacted earlier. It was your daughter that attacked the boy.
0:54:12 > 0:54:16When you tried to protect him, she turned on you.
0:54:19 > 0:54:23Kelly was bullying her - making her life a misery.
0:54:25 > 0:54:27Finally, she just snapped.
0:54:29 > 0:54:31Eva, look, I'm sorry...
0:54:31 > 0:54:35But I don't see how throwing away your own life is going to
0:54:35 > 0:54:39change anything. I've lied to the police.
0:54:39 > 0:54:43I'll lose my job and Bree will end up in prison.
0:54:45 > 0:54:46My life's over anyway.
0:54:50 > 0:54:53You could still help Bree.
0:54:53 > 0:54:56She's going to need you more than ever now.
0:54:56 > 0:54:58And prison can be a lonely place.
0:55:05 > 0:55:07You don't know what the future holds.
0:55:09 > 0:55:12You have no idea what you might achieve if you put your mind to it.
0:55:14 > 0:55:17Good God, man, do you never shut up?!
0:55:27 > 0:55:32If you agree to surgery, I promise I won't say another word.
0:55:36 > 0:55:40SHE SIGHS Yes.
0:55:40 > 0:55:42Yes!
0:55:42 > 0:55:44Anything for a bit of peace...
0:55:47 > 0:55:49Sacha, what are you doing bringing me up here?
0:55:49 > 0:55:52Take my hand. Take my hand.
0:55:52 > 0:55:55Right, close your eyes. No, you might push me off the roof.
0:55:55 > 0:55:57Come on! No peeking! Come here!
0:55:57 > 0:56:00Right, stand there. What is going on?
0:56:00 > 0:56:01Close your eyes.
0:56:01 > 0:56:03Hold out your hands.
0:56:08 > 0:56:10Now you can open them.
0:56:13 > 0:56:16Two weeks after your last radiotherapy session,
0:56:16 > 0:56:19we fly business class to Venezuela.
0:56:20 > 0:56:23Tim's trip. Yeah.
0:56:27 > 0:56:30Darling? What is it? What's the matter?
0:56:31 > 0:56:34I know why you're doing this...
0:56:34 > 0:56:36You think I'm going to die.
0:56:37 > 0:56:40Well, I hope not! The tickets are non-refundable...
0:56:43 > 0:56:46Do you really think I'd fly you 6,000 miles away
0:56:46 > 0:56:48if I thought that?
0:56:53 > 0:56:58Still feels weird to be stealing a dead man's dream.
0:56:58 > 0:57:00Who said anything about stealing?
0:57:00 > 0:57:03We could take Tim with us if you want.
0:57:03 > 0:57:05Smuggle him through customs in a pink urn.
0:57:09 > 0:57:15Chrissie, you're going to live. I promise.
0:57:15 > 0:57:17This isn't the end.
0:57:17 > 0:57:21This is a new beginning... For both of us.
0:57:23 > 0:57:24Come here.
0:57:27 > 0:57:29Sacha?
0:57:29 > 0:57:30Mm-hm?
0:57:31 > 0:57:33Come home.
0:57:54 > 0:57:56HE LAUGHS
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0:58:40 > 0:58:44She will never again come between us.
0:58:44 > 0:58:47Every day, I will be plotting to take back what is mine.
0:58:47 > 0:58:50Why would you want him back? May the best man win.