Life after Life

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0:00:38 > 0:00:40I am hoping that we can all put the past behind us

0:00:40 > 0:00:44and welcome Dominic back to Holby.

0:00:44 > 0:00:46Hello, Diggers.

0:00:46 > 0:00:49Get you, Miss HCA!

0:00:49 > 0:00:51- You'll have packed it in by Easter. - Bet on it.

0:00:51 > 0:00:54There's nothing we can do now, but wait it out, right?

0:00:54 > 0:00:55And choose a name for your daughter.

0:00:55 > 0:00:57What about Emma?

0:00:57 > 0:01:00This is my daughter, Emma. I like it.

0:01:15 > 0:01:19Erm, we don't want to make you feel unwelcome.

0:01:19 > 0:01:23- We are thrilled to have you here, by the way.- I don't have time for this.

0:01:23 > 0:01:26But you do know that you don't actually work here?

0:01:26 > 0:01:28They have what I need. It's convenient.

0:01:30 > 0:01:32"Statistical evidence regarding outcomes

0:01:32 > 0:01:35"from corrective surgery in CDH babies."

0:01:37 > 0:01:41Have you been in to see Emma this morning?

0:01:41 > 0:01:44Cos, I mean, she's not quite up for full-on cuddling,

0:01:44 > 0:01:48but she can stand a wee bit of hand-holding, if you fancy?

0:01:48 > 0:01:50I'm fine where I am.

0:01:51 > 0:01:53Right, have you seen my bag?

0:01:53 > 0:01:56You might find it easier to keep things like that in your room?

0:01:56 > 0:01:58Silly me. I shouldn't have mistook this rubbish tip

0:01:58 > 0:02:00for my living room.

0:02:01 > 0:02:03Here you go.

0:02:05 > 0:02:07Right, if Dom's going to be here for a while...

0:02:07 > 0:02:10Arthur! He lives here. Accept it and move on!

0:02:10 > 0:02:13Then, maybe we should think about a cleaning rota?

0:02:13 > 0:02:15Don't be so uptight!

0:02:15 > 0:02:18Well, I'm going to go in and ask the lodger myself, now.

0:02:18 > 0:02:21- You can't, he already left.- What?

0:02:21 > 0:02:24He had an early meeting with Mr Levy, to discuss his progress.

0:02:24 > 0:02:27- Really.- You've got to admire him.

0:02:27 > 0:02:31Since he's been back, he's been really giving it his all.

0:02:33 > 0:02:36It's my job to teach, it is your job to sit at my feet and absorb wisdom.

0:02:36 > 0:02:39Any guidance you may need, I am here to provide.

0:02:39 > 0:02:41Romantic advice included?

0:02:42 > 0:02:46Trust me, I think you'll be advising me on that point.

0:02:46 > 0:02:48On a serious note...

0:02:49 > 0:02:50..thank you.

0:02:51 > 0:02:54I know I've got a lot of ground to make up here.

0:02:54 > 0:02:56Everyone here has made a mistake.

0:02:56 > 0:02:59The future is what I'm interested in.

0:03:02 > 0:03:04And to think I got out of bed this morning

0:03:04 > 0:03:06with a sliver of joy in my heart...

0:03:06 > 0:03:08You know her?

0:03:08 > 0:03:10This is about the, oh, I don't know,

0:03:10 > 0:03:12about the fourth time this month Grace has darkened our doors?

0:03:12 > 0:03:15- Care to join me? - Don't know, do I?

0:03:15 > 0:03:17Going to have to pull rank and say yes, I'm afraid.

0:03:17 > 0:03:19I need the back-up.

0:03:21 > 0:03:25Grace, how lovely to see you.

0:03:25 > 0:03:26It's got worse.

0:03:26 > 0:03:29Not that I imagine YOU people will be able to do anything about it.

0:03:29 > 0:03:33Grace has been suffering from a range of symptoms for a while now -

0:03:33 > 0:03:35raised B/P, abdominal pain...

0:03:35 > 0:03:38And yet, every time I'm sent home with the same diagnosis.

0:03:38 > 0:03:41- 'We don't know'.- Inconclusive.

0:03:41 > 0:03:43You never considered you might be been better suited

0:03:43 > 0:03:48to a career as a plumber? Something manual? Less academic?

0:03:48 > 0:03:50Let's get some bloods drawn, shall we?

0:03:50 > 0:03:52I'll see you in a bit.

0:03:53 > 0:03:54Wow!

0:03:54 > 0:03:56Oh, just wait till she gets warmed up.

0:03:57 > 0:04:00- Fancy grabbing a coffee?- I'm busy.

0:04:00 > 0:04:03- Get a wee break from all this? - Just because Bonnie's AWOL,

0:04:03 > 0:04:05don't think I'm going to step into the breach, to hold your hand.

0:04:05 > 0:04:08I wouldn't. Obviously.

0:04:08 > 0:04:11I just think that, for your sake...

0:04:11 > 0:04:13- Where is the human barnacle, anyway? - She's working a shift.

0:04:13 > 0:04:16And don't call her that!

0:04:16 > 0:04:20Do you REALLY think that this is how you should be spending your time,

0:04:20 > 0:04:21right now?

0:04:22 > 0:04:24You're right.

0:04:24 > 0:04:25Where's Solis?

0:04:25 > 0:04:28In theatre, I think.

0:04:28 > 0:04:29Jac?

0:04:34 > 0:04:36'Er, five seconds on the clock.'

0:04:36 > 0:04:38Five seconds?! Pah!

0:04:38 > 0:04:40# De-de, da-da-da #

0:04:40 > 0:04:41Whigfield, Saturday Night.

0:04:41 > 0:04:44You'll have to do a lot better if you want to catch ME out, girl.

0:04:44 > 0:04:46Is that the sound of a gauntlet being thrown?

0:04:46 > 0:04:48Bring it.

0:04:48 > 0:04:52# Oooooo-oooooo-ooooh #

0:04:52 > 0:04:55Kylie and Jason, Especially For You. Boom!

0:04:55 > 0:04:57A karaoke favourite of mine.

0:04:57 > 0:05:00I'm not entirely sure you did the intro justice.

0:05:00 > 0:05:03Little bit more oomph on the oohs.

0:05:03 > 0:05:05Ha! Nice one, Mr S.

0:05:05 > 0:05:09You lost it? Mr S makes him sound like a man who runs the corner shop.

0:05:09 > 0:05:11That's the CEO.

0:05:11 > 0:05:13Pretty easy on the eye, as well.

0:05:13 > 0:05:16Mmmm-hmm!

0:05:25 > 0:05:27- Ms Naylor. - I've assessed the patient

0:05:27 > 0:05:30and thoroughly reviewed her notes, both pre and post delivery.

0:05:30 > 0:05:33I'd expect nothing less. Actually, I was hoping that we...

0:05:33 > 0:05:36Oxygen levels are good. Cardiac output is adequate.

0:05:36 > 0:05:38She's well within the parameters at which it's considered safe

0:05:38 > 0:05:42- to go ahead with the corrective surgery.- Jac, maybe we should let...

0:05:42 > 0:05:44And do you think that would be best for the baby,

0:05:44 > 0:05:46to go ahead with the surgery?

0:05:46 > 0:05:48I do.

0:05:48 > 0:05:50At this point, more time won't increase the likelihood

0:05:50 > 0:05:53of a positive outcome by any significant margin.

0:05:53 > 0:05:55According to the case studies, you mean?

0:05:55 > 0:05:59The patient has survived the most critical points

0:05:59 > 0:06:02and can't improve further without the procedure, so why wait?

0:06:03 > 0:06:06- You're right.- Really?

0:06:06 > 0:06:08I agree. She's ready.

0:06:08 > 0:06:10If there's a theatre available,

0:06:10 > 0:06:12I'd like to do the corrective surgery today.

0:06:12 > 0:06:15That's fantastic news. Thank you. Thank you very much.

0:06:22 > 0:06:25Will you slow down?

0:06:25 > 0:06:27Oh! Look at him!

0:06:27 > 0:06:31Getting in early, cosying up to Sacha.

0:06:31 > 0:06:32I know! Awful, isn't it?

0:06:32 > 0:06:35Imagine someone thinking about their career like that(!)

0:06:35 > 0:06:36He thinks we're on a level pegging.

0:06:36 > 0:06:39That he can just sweep what happened under the carpet.

0:06:39 > 0:06:41I really doubt he thinks that.

0:06:41 > 0:06:43That's what it looks to me.

0:06:43 > 0:06:45Oh, if Mr Malick could see him now,

0:06:45 > 0:06:48swanning round like butter wouldn't melt.

0:06:54 > 0:06:56Pretty much as it should be.

0:06:56 > 0:07:00The only thing is, haemoglobin's slightly low.

0:07:00 > 0:07:01I think we're clutching at straws

0:07:01 > 0:07:03if we think a touch of anaemia's to blame for all this.

0:07:03 > 0:07:05Anything I can help with?

0:07:05 > 0:07:07Oh, just another day in the trenches.

0:07:07 > 0:07:09You know, demanding patient, contradicting symptoms,

0:07:09 > 0:07:12no diagnosis. A tale as old as time.

0:07:12 > 0:07:14Why don't I take the lead on this one?

0:07:14 > 0:07:18Unfortunately, F1s don't get to take the lead on anything.

0:07:18 > 0:07:23I'll run everything past Mr Levy. And you, if you like?

0:07:23 > 0:07:26She's stable, probably going to be time-consuming.

0:07:26 > 0:07:30If she has any emergent symptoms or deteriorates in any way,

0:07:30 > 0:07:33I'll send the flag up the pole, scout's honour.

0:07:33 > 0:07:37Teamwork. I like it.

0:07:41 > 0:07:47It's almost as if he sees me as, how would you say it, an F1 plus?

0:07:50 > 0:07:53Mmmm! Ah, Mo, doughnut?

0:07:53 > 0:07:55No, thanks. Trying to stave off the diabetes for a bit.

0:07:55 > 0:07:59- Very wise. - No sign of Mother Earth, then?

0:07:59 > 0:08:00Ah, you mean...?

0:08:00 > 0:08:03This is the first day she's allowed back in theatre, right?

0:08:03 > 0:08:04I believe so.

0:08:04 > 0:08:07I thought she'd be knocking down the door first thing -

0:08:07 > 0:08:10all scrubbed up, scalpel in hand...

0:08:10 > 0:08:14Well, it would seem that Ms Naylor has very wisely decided

0:08:14 > 0:08:17her attention is needed elsewhere.

0:08:17 > 0:08:18Whoa!

0:08:18 > 0:08:22They must be doing the corrective surgery soon.

0:08:22 > 0:08:24I should get little Emma a gift, you know.

0:08:24 > 0:08:26Put it in her cot, for when we wakes up.

0:08:26 > 0:08:29A monkey, bear - or something a bit more left-field?

0:08:29 > 0:08:31Yeah, or maybe we should co-ordinate.

0:08:31 > 0:08:34Cos, you know, kids want a whole zoo, not 50 hippos.

0:08:36 > 0:08:40- Professor Hope! - Laura, Robbie, hi. Don't worry.

0:08:40 > 0:08:44Get yourselves comfortable, I'll be right there.

0:08:44 > 0:08:45Friends of yours?

0:08:46 > 0:08:48Robbie Overton, cystic fibrosis.

0:08:48 > 0:08:51I've been seeing him, on and off, for about five years now.

0:08:51 > 0:08:55Ah, it's AAU. If you need a hand...

0:08:55 > 0:08:59I'm sorry to say we've already explored most options with Robbie.

0:09:04 > 0:09:06'Can you just lean forward for me?'

0:09:06 > 0:09:07Great.

0:09:09 > 0:09:11- And cough. - PATIENT COUGHS

0:09:11 > 0:09:12Thank you.

0:09:17 > 0:09:19Bad time? I'll come back.

0:09:19 > 0:09:23No, no, no, it's fine. Just finishing up.

0:09:23 > 0:09:24Great, just lean back for me.

0:09:24 > 0:09:28Let's get Mrs Pascoe on an oxygen mask. Cheers.

0:09:28 > 0:09:30So, what's worrying you?

0:09:30 > 0:09:34Oh, and sorry, just to clarify, no, I don't do personal advice.

0:09:36 > 0:09:39No, I wanted to apologise.

0:09:39 > 0:09:42I just... I know this ward only works if we all pull together

0:09:42 > 0:09:46and I'm sorry if I've been disruptive in any way.

0:09:46 > 0:09:49That's very, very big of you. And it's appreciated.

0:09:49 > 0:09:53- Truly.- I'm glad.

0:09:53 > 0:09:56I hope you'll take this in the way it's intended...

0:09:56 > 0:09:58Oh! OK. Now you've got me worried!

0:09:58 > 0:10:01No, no, it's nothing to worry about, it's just...Dom.

0:10:01 > 0:10:04Do you really think he's ready to handle a patient on his own?

0:10:04 > 0:10:06I mean, he's not been back that long,

0:10:06 > 0:10:08his track record isn't exactly...

0:10:08 > 0:10:12I'm going to stop you right there. I've been thinking the same thing.

0:10:12 > 0:10:14You know, he's been going great guns,

0:10:14 > 0:10:16but the last thing I want to do is overload him.

0:10:16 > 0:10:19"Great guns"? Really? I just have noticed a few little...

0:10:19 > 0:10:21Hang on, I'll tell you what.

0:10:21 > 0:10:23Why don't you two handle Grace together?

0:10:23 > 0:10:26- Together?- Yeah! - As in...- As in teamwork.

0:10:26 > 0:10:28You know, the thing we were just talking about.

0:10:28 > 0:10:31The thing that you just apologised for being somewhat lacking in?

0:10:31 > 0:10:34Yeah.

0:10:34 > 0:10:39You're right. Dom and I will work together.

0:10:39 > 0:10:40Good.

0:10:40 > 0:10:43# Ba ba-da-ba bu-bu... #

0:10:43 > 0:10:45You Can't Touch This.

0:10:45 > 0:10:48- What are you doing down here? - Duty calls.

0:10:48 > 0:10:50Ah! So, what, something really bad happens

0:10:50 > 0:10:52and they call in the big guns?

0:10:52 > 0:10:54Super Mo to the rescue!

0:10:54 > 0:10:56Don't worry, I don't expect everyone to call me that.

0:10:56 > 0:10:59I don't know. It's pretty catchy, if you've got the goods to back it up?

0:10:59 > 0:11:02Her who totes has the goods. No question.

0:11:02 > 0:11:07Tommy Bevan, 20-years-old, stabilised in the ED after an RTC.

0:11:07 > 0:11:10We were about to discharge him, when he started complaining of chest pain.

0:11:10 > 0:11:12- Where I come in...- Visible bruising, possibly from contact

0:11:12 > 0:11:15with the steering wheel. Think this could be a case for Super Mo?

0:11:15 > 0:11:19Chest pain and bruising! Music to my ears...

0:11:19 > 0:11:23- You don't mind, do you? - No, the more the merrier...

0:11:26 > 0:11:29We'll need you to sign the consent form. You know the drill.

0:11:29 > 0:11:31Consider it done.

0:11:31 > 0:11:36And, erm, if I haven't said it a million times already, thank you.

0:11:36 > 0:11:37I'll book a theatre.

0:11:43 > 0:11:47It's really weird, we've been waiting for this operation for ages

0:11:47 > 0:11:51and now it's here... it feels very sudden.

0:11:53 > 0:11:55Listen.

0:11:55 > 0:11:59This could be it, right? Home stretch time. So...

0:12:01 > 0:12:04Wait. Jac, maybe we should talk through all this...

0:12:04 > 0:12:05Why?

0:12:05 > 0:12:10Is there anything you're going to tell me that I don't already know?

0:12:10 > 0:12:13Well, then.

0:12:13 > 0:12:14Where are you going?

0:12:18 > 0:12:20How long do I have to stay here?

0:12:20 > 0:12:22Uh, let me think. Until I say you can go?

0:12:22 > 0:12:24She's, kind of, a big deal around here.

0:12:24 > 0:12:27You'll be discharged as soon as we're satisfied

0:12:27 > 0:12:29that you're all in working order, so, don't worry.

0:12:29 > 0:12:31But I need to go, like, now.

0:12:31 > 0:12:34Not going to happen.

0:12:34 > 0:12:36Now, this chest pain, where is it?

0:12:36 > 0:12:39On my left side, but it's fine, honestly.

0:12:39 > 0:12:40Scale of one to ten, how painful?

0:12:40 > 0:12:43I'll have to re-sit. That's a whole other term.

0:12:43 > 0:12:46- What, uni?- Didn't get in.

0:12:46 > 0:12:49I'm doing a foundation course at the local college.

0:12:49 > 0:12:51- Ah!- Sorry.

0:12:51 > 0:12:53If I'm not in that exam in 20 minutes...

0:12:53 > 0:12:55Right, I need to get an ultrasound of your heart

0:12:55 > 0:12:57to make sure there's no damage.

0:12:57 > 0:12:59I know this exam might seem like the end of the world now...

0:12:59 > 0:13:01- It's important, man.- No.

0:13:01 > 0:13:04That muscle pumping blood to your brain and your organs is important.

0:13:04 > 0:13:05So, sit tight.

0:13:08 > 0:13:12Smooth. Efficient. You know what, Sis?

0:13:12 > 0:13:15- You're not bad at this. - Yeah, I reckon I scrape a pass.

0:13:18 > 0:13:20CT images for my neuro patient?

0:13:20 > 0:13:23No problemo.

0:13:23 > 0:13:26Ms Effanga! I didn't think the elite of Darwin

0:13:26 > 0:13:30would want to mix with the great unwashed on the other wards?

0:13:30 > 0:13:32We go wherever we're told, just like everyone else.

0:13:32 > 0:13:35Well, on behalf of Colette and the rest of AAU I'd like to apologise.

0:13:35 > 0:13:37Uh?

0:13:37 > 0:13:39No bunting, no cake...

0:13:39 > 0:13:43They don't appreciate how lucky they are to have you.

0:13:45 > 0:13:48He woke me up this morning, he was struggling, could hardly breathe...

0:13:48 > 0:13:51- It's fine, Laura!- It's not fine!

0:13:53 > 0:13:55Professor Hope, you have to do something.

0:13:55 > 0:13:58- Mind if I join?- No.

0:13:58 > 0:14:01Robbie, Laura, this is my colleague, Ms Naylor.

0:14:01 > 0:14:04Cystic fibrosis. And he's on the transplant register?

0:14:04 > 0:14:06- Naturally.- Just say it.

0:14:06 > 0:14:08This is it. The end.

0:14:08 > 0:14:11It really doesn't help to talk in those terms.

0:14:11 > 0:14:13I need to know.

0:14:13 > 0:14:15- Please!- Stop it!

0:14:17 > 0:14:19What do we do?

0:14:19 > 0:14:22Well, firstly, we need to test his lung function.

0:14:22 > 0:14:25No offence, but I think I know how my lungs are functioning.

0:14:25 > 0:14:29OK. We'll be back when we know more. Thank you.

0:14:32 > 0:14:34He's dying. We need to be aggressive or we'll lose him.

0:14:34 > 0:14:37Jac, I really do have this covered, if you'd rather...

0:14:37 > 0:14:39Rather what?

0:14:41 > 0:14:45Well, of course I'm anaemic! I have been for years!

0:14:45 > 0:14:47I could have told YOU that. What else have you got?

0:14:47 > 0:14:49Well, nothing at present...

0:14:49 > 0:14:51But we're certainly working on it.

0:14:51 > 0:14:53Two for the price of one is only a bargain

0:14:53 > 0:14:55if either of you knows something!

0:14:55 > 0:14:58- Oh, we know plenty, Mrs, Miss, what is it?- Ms.

0:14:58 > 0:15:02Ms Staincliffe. Minus one to you.

0:15:02 > 0:15:05- Did Sacha mention that I'd be helping out?- Happy to share.

0:15:05 > 0:15:10So, I think the best way forward is to do a thorough history.

0:15:10 > 0:15:13Every ache and pain, every medication...

0:15:13 > 0:15:14How tedious.

0:15:14 > 0:15:17- It's just part of the job. - I meant for me.

0:15:17 > 0:15:21- Quick word before you start?- Hmm-mmm!

0:15:21 > 0:15:23Can we get one of the HCAs to give her a sponge bath,

0:15:23 > 0:15:26- so somebody can locate the 666? - Right, OK.

0:15:26 > 0:15:28I just want to make sure that there isn't any confusion.

0:15:28 > 0:15:31Why would there be? If you want to do the medical history,

0:15:31 > 0:15:32- I can chase up the bloods. - I have no interest

0:15:32 > 0:15:35in helping with this little charade you've got going on, all right?

0:15:35 > 0:15:38- Excuse me? - I know what you're up to, Dominic.

0:15:38 > 0:15:41There is NO WAY I'm going to let you get away with it.

0:15:41 > 0:15:44OK, Arthur, you are aware you sound like a tiny Bond villain

0:15:44 > 0:15:46in scrubs, right now, yes?

0:15:46 > 0:15:49You're walking round here acting like we're equals.

0:15:49 > 0:15:55OK. How could we be equals when you're an oh-so-superior F2?

0:15:55 > 0:15:57I know who you really are.

0:15:57 > 0:16:01So, I'm going to do my thing, you do yours.

0:16:01 > 0:16:04- May the best man win.- (OK.)

0:16:08 > 0:16:10- Just breathe in, breathe out. - What happened?

0:16:10 > 0:16:15Can you up the oxygen, please? OK, steady now. Steady, OK.

0:16:15 > 0:16:17When he's stressed, it gets worse.

0:16:17 > 0:16:20OK.

0:16:20 > 0:16:23I'm afraid I've had to give Robbie some rather bad news.

0:16:23 > 0:16:26His lung function test.

0:16:26 > 0:16:30There must be something you can do to buy him more time.

0:16:34 > 0:16:35No.

0:16:35 > 0:16:38No, I mean he just had trouble breathing this morning, that's all.

0:16:38 > 0:16:40Laura...

0:16:40 > 0:16:44This is a situation which has been coming for quite some time now.

0:16:44 > 0:16:47How am I going to tell his parents?

0:16:47 > 0:16:50- He has living parents?- Jac.

0:16:50 > 0:16:52- Then why aren't we looking at a lobe transplant?- No.

0:16:52 > 0:16:57We have been quite a way down that particular avenue, but...

0:16:57 > 0:17:01- They weren't a match. - They're too old. It's too dangerous.

0:17:01 > 0:17:06They're too old or they weren't a match? Which is it?

0:17:06 > 0:17:09Robbie decided that he didn't want to risk his parents' health

0:17:09 > 0:17:13- for the sake of his own.- What?

0:17:13 > 0:17:16At this point, it really is the only option.

0:17:16 > 0:17:19He has been made aware of the facts. Several times.

0:17:19 > 0:17:21You're 22 years old!

0:17:21 > 0:17:24They're your parents! They would want to do it!

0:17:24 > 0:17:25You should listen to her.

0:17:25 > 0:17:28Ms Naylor? Would you excuse us?

0:17:32 > 0:17:34Why aren't you pushing for this, Elliot?

0:17:34 > 0:17:38Because Robbie is of sound mind and it's not what he wants.

0:17:38 > 0:17:40It's his best chance!

0:17:40 > 0:17:43Jac, he doesn't want his parents to do this.

0:17:43 > 0:17:46The live donor op hasn't been done for six years.

0:17:46 > 0:17:48YOU may be prepared to do it,

0:17:48 > 0:17:52but he has the right to decide his own fate here.

0:17:52 > 0:17:53We owe him that.

0:17:53 > 0:17:55This isn't about flogging a dead horse.

0:17:55 > 0:17:57If the stats didn't support this,

0:17:57 > 0:17:59I would be the first to say we should let him go.

0:17:59 > 0:18:04Jac, I'm sorry, but this simply isn't our decision.

0:18:08 > 0:18:11Whoa! What the hell?

0:18:11 > 0:18:14Colette and Mr Self. Have they said anything about me?

0:18:14 > 0:18:18- Inflated ego much? - Have you overheard anything?

0:18:18 > 0:18:19What is wrong with you?

0:18:19 > 0:18:22I barely know the guy and he's all like, "Ooh, the elite of Darwin".

0:18:22 > 0:18:25He was joking with you. Will you stop with the paranoia trip?

0:18:25 > 0:18:30What happened to Super Mo, anyway? Why do you care what people think?

0:18:30 > 0:18:33People? I don't. But those two?

0:18:33 > 0:18:36It's only a matter of time before they bring their brave new world

0:18:36 > 0:18:39to Darwin and, when they do, I'd rather not be in the firing line.

0:18:39 > 0:18:43OK, and you take the cod liver oil pills because...?

0:18:43 > 0:18:46I'm in my forties. My body aches sometimes.

0:18:46 > 0:18:49OK, headaches? Blurred vision?

0:18:49 > 0:18:54- Headaches, sometimes. Blurred vision, no.- OK.

0:18:54 > 0:18:57Is everything slotting into place in that tiny little brain of yours?

0:18:58 > 0:19:00- It will do.- Mind if I..?

0:19:02 > 0:19:03Not at all.

0:19:05 > 0:19:07I have everything I need.

0:19:13 > 0:19:16What is that thing and why has it come anywhere near me?

0:19:16 > 0:19:17It's an abdominal ultrasound.

0:19:17 > 0:19:20It's useful for ferreting out gastric problems.

0:19:20 > 0:19:23We'll work down the list, oesophageal cancers, that sort of thing.

0:19:23 > 0:19:26- Highly unlikely.- Explain to me again why I need two doctors?

0:19:26 > 0:19:31- Special offer, one day only. - Right, he's perfectly competent,

0:19:31 > 0:19:34- but I am, in fact, senior to Dr Copeland.- You don't look it.

0:19:36 > 0:19:37Lie back, please.

0:19:41 > 0:19:44Yo! Excuse me!

0:19:44 > 0:19:48For future reference, the use of the word 'yo'

0:19:48 > 0:19:50sort of negates the more polite 'excuse me'.

0:19:50 > 0:19:54- It's OK, I can deal with him. - My ward, my rules. Problem, Mr Bevan?

0:19:54 > 0:19:56I've got a shift in half an hour.

0:19:56 > 0:19:58Come on, I've got to get out of here.

0:19:58 > 0:20:00We're waiting for your ultrasound images,

0:20:00 > 0:20:03- so you can't leave just yet.- Are you proper trying to ruin my life?

0:20:03 > 0:20:04Look at me!

0:20:04 > 0:20:08- Firstly, proper is not a word that belongs in that sentence.- What?

0:20:08 > 0:20:12And, secondly, you do not speak to my staff with that attitude, understood?

0:20:14 > 0:20:15Good.

0:20:19 > 0:20:20Cheeky little whatsit!

0:20:20 > 0:20:25- He has got a gob on him, but the abs make up for it.- Adele.- What?

0:20:25 > 0:20:29- Oh, come on, Colette doesn't mind. - Yeah, well, I do.

0:20:29 > 0:20:31Let's keep this professional.

0:20:31 > 0:20:33I'm with you.

0:20:33 > 0:20:36I'd volunteer to give him a sponge bath, but questions might be asked.

0:20:40 > 0:20:41Ms Naylor?

0:20:42 > 0:20:45You must think we've got the worst marriage ever.

0:20:45 > 0:20:47I never thought he'd keep something like that from me.

0:20:47 > 0:20:51- People do it all the time. - I know it's different for him.

0:20:51 > 0:20:53I've been living with CF for three years,

0:20:53 > 0:20:56he's had it all his life. He's tired.

0:20:56 > 0:20:59But it's my job to push him on when he can't do it himself.

0:21:00 > 0:21:04- This is his only chance, isn't it? - These are some case studies.

0:21:04 > 0:21:08Most of them were performed at an earlier stage than Robbie's,

0:21:08 > 0:21:11- but it's something. - So you agree with me?

0:21:11 > 0:21:13Please. You have to help.

0:21:13 > 0:21:16I can't interfere in the transplant process.

0:21:19 > 0:21:22But there's nothing to stop me ringing my in-laws, is there?

0:21:22 > 0:21:25- Explaining to them how desperate things are?- No.

0:21:25 > 0:21:28Help him see that this is the right thing to do?

0:21:29 > 0:21:31I need him to live.

0:21:32 > 0:21:33I'll do anything.

0:21:35 > 0:21:38From the sounds of things, you might get your wish

0:21:38 > 0:21:40- and be out of here soon. - Doesn't matter.

0:21:40 > 0:21:42Erm, hello?

0:21:42 > 0:21:45You've been bending my ear, wanting to go home, since you got here.

0:21:45 > 0:21:48I don't want to go home. I wanted to get to my exam then to work

0:21:48 > 0:21:50and they are now both are screwed.

0:21:50 > 0:21:52Have you ever heard of chill-out time?

0:21:57 > 0:22:00- Great, that's just all I need! - It's all right. I'll sort it.

0:22:00 > 0:22:02Amazing, yeah, thanks for that.

0:22:03 > 0:22:05Ultrasound's clear. Tommy can be discharged

0:22:05 > 0:22:07- as soon as. - And in double-quick time.

0:22:07 > 0:22:09- You go straight to the top of the class.- Promise?

0:22:09 > 0:22:10Oh, yes.

0:22:14 > 0:22:16Can I have a word?

0:22:16 > 0:22:18There's something going on with Tommy.

0:22:18 > 0:22:20Like what?

0:22:20 > 0:22:22Shaky hand, really jumpy...

0:22:22 > 0:22:24The day he's having, I'm not surprised.

0:22:24 > 0:22:26Yeah, but you know what these young guys are like.

0:22:26 > 0:22:29They'd rather die than admit something's wrong.

0:22:29 > 0:22:30I've checked him over.

0:22:30 > 0:22:33He's fine. He can go as soon as his paperwork's sorted, OK?

0:22:33 > 0:22:35What is wrong with you?

0:22:35 > 0:22:36One minute you're acting like my sister,

0:22:36 > 0:22:38the next, you won't even listen to me!

0:22:38 > 0:22:41This is AAU, Adele. Treat and street.

0:22:47 > 0:22:49Ultrasound go well?

0:22:49 > 0:22:50Nice try.

0:22:50 > 0:22:53I take it that means you're no closer to making a diagnosis.

0:22:53 > 0:22:56Well, I think that's for me to know and you not to know.

0:22:56 > 0:23:00Oh, for God's sake! You do know what you two sound like?

0:23:00 > 0:23:02I'm the one trying to help our patient.

0:23:02 > 0:23:07- He's the one training for the Immaturity Olympics.- Good one!

0:23:07 > 0:23:09How do you think Sacha's going to react

0:23:09 > 0:23:11if he sees you two squabbling like children?

0:23:11 > 0:23:13Talk to Arthur. I'm the victim here.

0:23:16 > 0:23:18Grace Staincliffe?

0:23:18 > 0:23:20Oh, that's our patient. I'll take those.

0:23:20 > 0:23:22Well, it says here that Arthur ordered the tests?

0:23:22 > 0:23:26Are you kidding me? I'll take them.

0:23:26 > 0:23:30I wouldn't stoop to his level.

0:23:30 > 0:23:31Fine.

0:24:03 > 0:24:07I called them. Robbie's parents are on their way in.

0:24:07 > 0:24:08They want to do the transplant.

0:24:13 > 0:24:16Right, I found this. Have you seen Grace's test results?

0:24:16 > 0:24:18Yes, I gave them to...

0:24:29 > 0:24:31These them, by any chance?

0:24:34 > 0:24:39Right, who put them in there?

0:24:39 > 0:24:41- No, you don't... - Arthur, you did start this!

0:24:49 > 0:24:52Oh, no, you don't!

0:24:52 > 0:24:53About Grace Staincliffe...

0:24:53 > 0:24:56Ah, yes. Grace, our great conundrum.

0:24:56 > 0:24:59- What wisdom have you two cooked up? - The abdominal ultrasound was clear.

0:24:59 > 0:25:02But the bloods show that the inflammatory markers are high.

0:25:02 > 0:25:05- You looked at my blood test results, didn't you?- Yes.- Which points to?

0:25:05 > 0:25:07Infection? Possibly appendicitis.

0:25:07 > 0:25:08DIGBY SNORTS

0:25:08 > 0:25:11I can tell from that snort you don't agree?

0:25:11 > 0:25:14Well, the urea is high, so I think a bleeding ulcer's far more likely.

0:25:14 > 0:25:18I'd like to do a laparoscopy, just to rule out appendicitis.

0:25:18 > 0:25:21- And I'd like to do a gastroscopy. - Sorry, chaps, no invasive procedure,

0:25:21 > 0:25:23until we find something more conclusive.

0:25:23 > 0:25:27Still having fun? Good.

0:25:30 > 0:25:32- Can I talk to you?- Mm-hm.

0:25:32 > 0:25:36- I know what I saw. - We've been through this, Adele...

0:25:36 > 0:25:38But you must get that vibe off him?

0:25:38 > 0:25:41He's ready to chew his leg off to get out this place!

0:25:41 > 0:25:43Yeah, him and every other patient on the ward.

0:25:43 > 0:25:46Can't you just do this for me, please, Mo?

0:25:46 > 0:25:49Look, this isn't a sister thing, all right?

0:25:49 > 0:25:51This is a doctor and an HCA thing.

0:25:51 > 0:25:54- Are you pulling rank on me? - How could I pull rank?

0:25:54 > 0:25:57You and me? We're not in the same league. Not here.

0:25:57 > 0:25:59Now, just knuckle down and do as I say, yeah?

0:25:59 > 0:26:02My craniotomy patient's in recovery,

0:26:02 > 0:26:04can you make sure I'm paged when she wakes up?

0:26:04 > 0:26:07Course.

0:26:07 > 0:26:10Anything I can help with?

0:26:10 > 0:26:14I saw a tremor.

0:26:14 > 0:26:17Tommy Bevan. Presented with chest problems following an RTC.

0:26:17 > 0:26:20I've cleared the chest, preparing to discharge, but...

0:26:20 > 0:26:23Adele here thinks she might have seen an emergent symptom.

0:26:23 > 0:26:27Well, that WAS a quick jaunt through medical school.

0:26:27 > 0:26:29Might have to alert The Guinness Book of Records.

0:26:29 > 0:26:31It's just a hunch.

0:26:31 > 0:26:33Keep him here. Do a CT.

0:26:34 > 0:26:38Yeah, exactly what I was thinking. I'm on it.

0:26:38 > 0:26:40- And if you need a neuro consultant...- Absolutely!

0:26:41 > 0:26:43Unbelievable.

0:26:47 > 0:26:49Tell him about the time that this could give him.

0:26:49 > 0:26:53With the surgery, you've a good chance of living a normal life.

0:26:53 > 0:26:56We'll only take a small portion of lung from each parent.

0:26:56 > 0:26:58- It shouldn't affect their quality of life.- You see?

0:26:58 > 0:27:00This isn't part of my plan.

0:27:01 > 0:27:03What does he mean?

0:27:04 > 0:27:07I told him it was pointless.

0:27:07 > 0:27:10That we'd find a solution before things ever got that far, but...

0:27:10 > 0:27:13- He's planned how he wants to die. - I've lived with this for so long.

0:27:13 > 0:27:17I always knew it'd end up at this point.

0:27:17 > 0:27:19So, I've made a plan.

0:27:19 > 0:27:23And that's not dying in hospital or in an operating theatre, I take it?

0:27:23 > 0:27:25He doesn't think about what any of the rest of us want.

0:27:25 > 0:27:31- And why should he?- What? - It's him this is happening to.

0:27:31 > 0:27:33This way he knows exactly what to expect.

0:27:33 > 0:27:39I know it's not going to be easy. It's dying. It's messy, but...

0:27:39 > 0:27:43But you'll be at home. With everyone you love around you.

0:27:43 > 0:27:47And Laura will be there holding your hand until the last possible moment.

0:27:47 > 0:27:49And the only thing worse than losing the person

0:27:49 > 0:27:52she loves most in the world is knowing

0:27:52 > 0:27:57that he didn't do everything he could to stay by her side.

0:27:57 > 0:27:59Do you want to put her through that?

0:28:14 > 0:28:16We are supposed to be working as a team.

0:28:16 > 0:28:19- I don't want to have to go to Sacha about this!- I bet you do, actually.

0:28:19 > 0:28:23OK, I am getting nowhere with this whole Grace thing.

0:28:23 > 0:28:26I could really do with your help.

0:28:26 > 0:28:28Oh, come on! Are you not bored of this already?

0:28:28 > 0:28:31You really think I'm going to assist in your plot for ward domination?

0:28:31 > 0:28:34Why don't you just spell out the problem you have with me?

0:28:34 > 0:28:36- I think I already did. - You don't want me here

0:28:36 > 0:28:39and you think I should be hung out to dry FOR EVER for what happened.

0:28:39 > 0:28:41I mean, why don't you just say it, Arthur?

0:28:41 > 0:28:44- I don't have anything to say to you, OK?- Do you not you think it's weird?

0:28:44 > 0:28:46You have this loyalty to someone who's not here,

0:28:46 > 0:28:49- but you're not prepared to give me a chance?- It's Grace.

0:28:49 > 0:28:51PANICKED BREATHING

0:28:51 > 0:28:53It's OK, Grace, just try and keep calm.

0:28:53 > 0:28:55I knew it was a bleeding ulcer!

0:28:55 > 0:28:59Not the time! Page Sacha. We need to scope her. Now!

0:28:59 > 0:29:01I'll head up the retrieval team.

0:29:01 > 0:29:04And you'll harvest from both parents or shall we call in a third surgeon?

0:29:04 > 0:29:06No, I'm happy to do both.

0:29:06 > 0:29:08By the time you've attached the first lobe,

0:29:08 > 0:29:10- I should be ready with the second.- Good.

0:29:13 > 0:29:15What is it, Elliot?

0:29:15 > 0:29:17If you think I've pushed Robbie into this, somehow?

0:29:17 > 0:29:19No, no, not at all.

0:29:19 > 0:29:22Helping someone change their mind isn't the same as pressuring them.

0:29:22 > 0:29:25- And yet, you have your pensive face on.- Yes.

0:29:25 > 0:29:29Your "I'm about to say something profound" face.

0:29:29 > 0:29:35Well, I don't know if it's profound. but...necessary.

0:29:35 > 0:29:37Well, go on, then, get it over with.

0:29:37 > 0:29:41I heard a rumour that they're doing Emma's corrective surgery today.

0:29:41 > 0:29:44- At 4 o'clock.- A rumour?

0:29:44 > 0:29:47- Jonny might have mentioned it. - I bet he did.

0:29:48 > 0:29:53I can't help feeling that your place is with Emma.

0:29:53 > 0:29:55My "place"?

0:29:55 > 0:30:00Look, I have several very good surgeons on speed dial.

0:30:00 > 0:30:02- I'm sure Robbie would understand. - He was promised the best.

0:30:02 > 0:30:05I'm not going to rope in a substitute at the last minute.

0:30:05 > 0:30:08Right, so this is strictly a matter of professional pride, is it?

0:30:08 > 0:30:10What are you trying to do here, Elliot?

0:30:10 > 0:30:13Help me to change my mind or pressure me? I can't tell.

0:30:13 > 0:30:15- I'll see you in surgery. - Count on it.

0:30:29 > 0:30:31So, do you have a Plan B or are you betting the house on this

0:30:31 > 0:30:34- being a bleeding ulcer? - (I'm very confident.)

0:30:37 > 0:30:39Why aren't we seeing anything?

0:30:41 > 0:30:43Maybe it's not a bleeding ulcer.

0:30:45 > 0:30:47(Where's all that blood coming from before?)

0:30:50 > 0:30:52OK.

0:30:56 > 0:30:58There you go, Tracey, thank you.

0:30:59 > 0:31:01You two.

0:31:03 > 0:31:04Theories?

0:31:05 > 0:31:10- Lupus? Vasculitis? - OK, good. Look into it for me.

0:31:10 > 0:31:12Let's pull the stops out on this, guys, OK?

0:31:12 > 0:31:15I don't want her opinion of the medical profession

0:31:15 > 0:31:16to be proved right.

0:31:20 > 0:31:23So this is the perfect opportunity for us

0:31:23 > 0:31:26to put our differences aside and be professional.

0:31:29 > 0:31:32Unbelievable.

0:31:37 > 0:31:40Look, Mr Self knew that tremor was your catch.

0:31:40 > 0:31:43Yeah, you just forgot to tell him that you totally ignored me.

0:31:43 > 0:31:46This is my career, you know what it means to me.

0:31:46 > 0:31:49And what do you think I'm doing, trying to get a tan?

0:31:49 > 0:31:51You just think all I'm good for is booking holidays

0:31:51 > 0:31:54and putting on sunscreen.

0:31:55 > 0:31:59- Well, at least have the guts to admit it.- You know what?

0:31:59 > 0:32:02I think it's about time I got back to Darwin, where I belong.

0:32:02 > 0:32:05Page me when his CT scan comes in. What have you done with him?!

0:32:06 > 0:32:08Right, come on, we need to find him.

0:32:09 > 0:32:12Oh, now you want my help?!

0:32:12 > 0:32:13How are you feeling?

0:32:13 > 0:32:15- SHE SCOFFS - Like you care.

0:32:16 > 0:32:18I'm just a piece of meat to you.

0:32:18 > 0:32:22So long as you beat the other one, you couldn't care less.

0:32:22 > 0:32:27I think you've got the wrong end of the stick, somehow, there!

0:32:27 > 0:32:29I bet you were top of the class at school, weren't you?

0:32:29 > 0:32:33- Your teachers probably encouraged you to do medicine or law.- No.

0:32:33 > 0:32:37No difference, really, is there? It's all just about studying.

0:32:37 > 0:32:39You've probably never even considered

0:32:39 > 0:32:42whether you'd be any good at caring for people.

0:32:42 > 0:32:45Now, look. No-one likes being in hospital,

0:32:45 > 0:32:49but we really are trying to do our best,

0:32:49 > 0:32:50so...just bear with us.

0:32:52 > 0:32:57And you're wrong about me, actually, not that it matters.

0:33:04 > 0:33:06ALARM BLEEPS

0:33:13 > 0:33:14So, I'll be in theatre with your in-laws

0:33:14 > 0:33:17while Ms Naylor works on Robbie next door.

0:33:17 > 0:33:21I'll remove the portions of lung and send them to Ms Naylor,

0:33:21 > 0:33:23who'll then implant them into Robbie.

0:33:25 > 0:33:29- Can they be next to each other after the operation?- Sure.

0:33:29 > 0:33:32- I want Robbie to see the whole family when he wakes up.- Right.

0:33:32 > 0:33:34Any other questions, don't hesitate.

0:33:50 > 0:33:53I really don't know what's more disappointing.

0:33:53 > 0:33:56The fact that you tried to pull the wool over my eyes

0:33:56 > 0:33:58or that I was taken in by it.

0:33:59 > 0:34:01Sorry, I'm not following.

0:34:01 > 0:34:03Actually, do you know what, I do know what's worse.

0:34:03 > 0:34:08It is that a well-respected F2 could be so callous,

0:34:08 > 0:34:09so downright insensitive

0:34:09 > 0:34:11that he would rather put his own petty jealousies

0:34:11 > 0:34:13above a patient's health.

0:34:13 > 0:34:16- OK, I'm not jealous of Dom.- Uh!

0:34:16 > 0:34:20Yes, fine, we've not exactly been working together that well, but...

0:34:20 > 0:34:23Look, I will find out what's wrong with Grace, I promise.

0:34:23 > 0:34:25You see, you see, this is the thing.

0:34:25 > 0:34:28"I will find out. I promise." Is that all you really think about?

0:34:29 > 0:34:33You are supposed to be the more experienced one out there!

0:34:33 > 0:34:38Yeah, I misjudged. I apologise, it will not happen again.

0:34:38 > 0:34:41No, you're damn right it won't, because from now on

0:34:41 > 0:34:44I want you to do what you're told, when you're told, OK?

0:34:44 > 0:34:47And I'm going to take everything you say with a hefty dose of salt.

0:34:55 > 0:34:59- Oi!- Do one, both of you. - Your results aren't back yet.

0:34:59 > 0:35:01You have to wait for me to clear you.

0:35:01 > 0:35:04What I need to do is get on with my life.

0:35:04 > 0:35:10- Wait. All we want to do is help. - Well, you can't fix me, all right?

0:35:10 > 0:35:13You'll be surprised what I can fix. Hearts, lungs, even heads sometimes.

0:35:16 > 0:35:18That's how it starts, innit?

0:35:19 > 0:35:22My grandad was like that for ages. Just the shakes.

0:35:22 > 0:35:24- We used to take the mick. - And then what happened?

0:35:24 > 0:35:26It got worse. And worse.

0:35:26 > 0:35:29And by the end, he couldn't control his whole body. It had taken over.

0:35:30 > 0:35:33- And that's it, boom, the end.- So what we talking here? Parkinson's?

0:35:33 > 0:35:35- And you think that's what you've got, is it?- I don't think.

0:35:35 > 0:35:38I know, man. My hand's been like this for months

0:35:38 > 0:35:40and today, I was just driving like normal, and my leg...

0:35:40 > 0:35:42Oh, that's what caused the crash?

0:35:42 > 0:35:44If the police find out I knew and didn't say anything...

0:35:44 > 0:35:47- We don't know that there's anything wrong yet.- I know.

0:35:47 > 0:35:50Even so, driving when you think there's a problem is unethical,

0:35:50 > 0:35:54it's not illegal. Come back inside. Let us look you over.

0:35:54 > 0:35:56No way. I've wasted enough time here, as it is.

0:35:58 > 0:35:59Move.

0:35:59 > 0:36:02- Look, where's your grandad now? - Care home.

0:36:04 > 0:36:06And if he could go back?

0:36:06 > 0:36:08If he could get diagnosed quicker,

0:36:09 > 0:36:12talk to a doctor as amazing as she is,

0:36:12 > 0:36:17get on the right drug sooner. I-I reckon he'd do it, don't you?

0:36:21 > 0:36:23For your grandad, yeah?

0:36:29 > 0:36:31SHE MOUTHS

0:36:33 > 0:36:37So...you and Artie?

0:36:39 > 0:36:44- Don't go there.- Oh, I don't want details. I'm just interested.

0:36:44 > 0:36:46I mean, surely he's not your type?

0:36:48 > 0:36:51- OK, I'll be quiet.- Hey! You just couldn't resist, could you?!

0:36:51 > 0:36:52- Arthur!- Shut up!

0:36:52 > 0:36:55I'm busy and don't have a clue what you're going on about.

0:36:55 > 0:36:57You told Sacha I wouldn't work with you!

0:36:57 > 0:37:00- Ruining careers really is a hobby of yours.- I prefer knitting,

0:37:00 > 0:37:03- but there are patients... - You should never have come back!

0:37:03 > 0:37:06- No-one wants you here, why can't you get that?!- Arthur, shhh!

0:37:08 > 0:37:10- Walk with me.- Huh?

0:37:10 > 0:37:14I said...walk with me.

0:37:24 > 0:37:27- Just let me explain... - No, actually, let me.

0:37:28 > 0:37:33No-one on this ward matters as much to you as your career.

0:37:33 > 0:37:34ARTHUR SIGHS

0:37:34 > 0:37:38I think that is why it matters to you that Dominic gets punished

0:37:38 > 0:37:41for the rest of time, cos you think you'll look good by comparison.

0:37:41 > 0:37:42- That's not it!- I don't care.

0:37:43 > 0:37:48All I know is you have completely failed to respect me

0:37:48 > 0:37:50or your colleague...

0:37:52 > 0:37:53..or your patient.

0:38:01 > 0:38:03They've just taken Robbie and his parents into theatre.

0:38:05 > 0:38:06This is really happening.

0:38:07 > 0:38:09- Thank you.- There's no need.

0:38:09 > 0:38:11No, there is.

0:38:11 > 0:38:15You don't understand what it's like to live with something like this.

0:38:15 > 0:38:17Knowing that one day, some day...

0:38:17 > 0:38:19you could lose the person you love the most

0:38:19 > 0:38:21and there's nothing you can do about it.

0:38:23 > 0:38:24I said, don't thank me.

0:38:27 > 0:38:30I didn't know about the CF when we first met.

0:38:30 > 0:38:33He thought I wouldn't want to go out with him.

0:38:33 > 0:38:36When he told me, all I could think about was him.

0:38:36 > 0:38:40I can remember every single detail of that moment.

0:38:40 > 0:38:42You should go to the relatives' room now.

0:38:42 > 0:38:46- No, I...I want to watch. - Well, you can't. It's not allowed.

0:38:46 > 0:38:49Please. I need to be with Robbie.

0:38:49 > 0:38:51I need to be there, to help him through this.

0:38:51 > 0:38:52Why would you even want that?

0:38:52 > 0:38:57- I don't understand.- It's going to be messy - lungs, blood...

0:38:57 > 0:38:59- It doesn't matter. - Of course it does.

0:38:59 > 0:39:01Look, I don't mean to be blunt, but to me,

0:39:01 > 0:39:04while we're in that operating theatre, Robbie is work.

0:39:04 > 0:39:08He is a procedure - a series of techniques,

0:39:08 > 0:39:10- but to you... - I still need to be there.

0:39:12 > 0:39:14You can't possibly want to stand there and watch him die?

0:39:24 > 0:39:27That...won't happen.

0:39:27 > 0:39:30You can't be sure. I can't be sure.

0:39:30 > 0:39:33I think Robbie's going to be absolutely fine.

0:39:33 > 0:39:35Did you even read the case studies I gave you?

0:39:35 > 0:39:38This surgery carries risks, as with any surgery.

0:39:38 > 0:39:40It's like you said,

0:39:40 > 0:39:42that's a better chance than if we didn't do this.

0:39:42 > 0:39:44But you must realise, there's a chance that he won't...

0:39:44 > 0:39:47It isn't about that! It isn't about risk.

0:39:49 > 0:39:53When you love someone, you're there.

0:39:53 > 0:39:54You show up!

0:39:54 > 0:39:56And to answer your previous question,

0:39:56 > 0:39:59if I have to watch him die...

0:40:01 > 0:40:04..I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

0:40:06 > 0:40:08Ms Naylor, are you all right?

0:40:08 > 0:40:13Relatives' room or corridor, it's your choice.

0:40:29 > 0:40:32You don't want to sit next to me, OK? I think I'm contagious.

0:40:32 > 0:40:34- Arthur. - Yes, I know, I got carried away.

0:40:35 > 0:40:37I'm not going to disagree with you.

0:40:37 > 0:40:40Look, I just... I think I was sticking up for what was right, OK?

0:40:40 > 0:40:43Dom made a mistake, a very big one, and I just...

0:40:43 > 0:40:45I don't think he should just be allowed to move on.

0:40:45 > 0:40:47Because he made a mistake?

0:40:47 > 0:40:50Well, yeah, but one that almost ruined a man's career.

0:40:50 > 0:40:53He made a mistake...that's all.

0:40:55 > 0:40:58And for what it's worth, since he's been back,

0:40:58 > 0:41:01it looks to me like all he's been trying to do

0:41:01 > 0:41:03is become the best doctor he can.

0:41:04 > 0:41:06Like the rest of us.

0:41:09 > 0:41:12You should have heard the things Sacha said to me.

0:41:13 > 0:41:18You still have a patient out there. Prove Sacha wrong?

0:41:26 > 0:41:29So he COULD have what his grandad has?

0:41:29 > 0:41:33Well, the CT scan was clear, but that's not necessarily conclusive.

0:41:33 > 0:41:36Parkinson's can be a difficult one to pin down.

0:41:36 > 0:41:39I see you managed to persuade our lost sheep back to the fold?

0:41:39 > 0:41:42I came down to see if you needed that neuro consult,

0:41:42 > 0:41:44but he'd gone walkabout.

0:41:44 > 0:41:46Yeah, we caught up with him outside.

0:41:47 > 0:41:49His grandfather has Parkinson's

0:41:49 > 0:41:52and Tommy got himself worked up in a lather thinking that he has it, too.

0:41:52 > 0:41:55Right, well, that's not something we're going to diagnose

0:41:55 > 0:41:57in the next five minutes.

0:41:57 > 0:41:59But at least you got him back in here, to face it.

0:41:59 > 0:42:05Bedside manner and clinical skills. You are a double threat, Ms Effanga.

0:42:05 > 0:42:09Actually, getting him to come back, that was... That was down to Adele.

0:42:09 > 0:42:14Adele, now, don't you go running off to Darwin, when she does.

0:42:14 > 0:42:16We need to keep some of our best in the trenches.

0:42:20 > 0:42:23All right, so I guess this is the part where I say sorry

0:42:23 > 0:42:25and, you know, you've got skills

0:42:25 > 0:42:27and I never should have treated you like a mug?

0:42:27 > 0:42:29Yeah, it'd be nice.

0:42:30 > 0:42:32Raincheck, yeah?

0:42:39 > 0:42:44It wasn't me who told Sacha... just for the record.

0:42:45 > 0:42:46What are you doing?

0:42:48 > 0:42:51Setting up the tools necessary to solve our Grace conundrum.

0:42:51 > 0:42:52"Our" Grace conundrum?

0:42:53 > 0:42:57Mine. Slip of the tongue.

0:42:57 > 0:42:59Or a cry for help?

0:43:01 > 0:43:03Brainstorming, I like it.

0:43:07 > 0:43:11Oh, come on, not even YOU can brainstorm on your own.

0:43:11 > 0:43:14Well, you can, but then it's just called writing things down

0:43:14 > 0:43:17and that's not as catchy or effective.

0:43:22 > 0:43:24Look, I'm sorry...

0:43:26 > 0:43:29..for lying on the stand...

0:43:29 > 0:43:31and for what I almost did to Malick.

0:43:33 > 0:43:34For everything.

0:43:38 > 0:43:41Look, I didn't come back here to get at you or to rub your nose in it.

0:43:42 > 0:43:45I was only thinking about MY career.

0:43:46 > 0:43:50And that's all I ever really think about. Well, that and...you know.

0:43:50 > 0:43:54Oh, this, of course, is the time for jokes.

0:43:54 > 0:43:59Look, you don't have to forgive me. You don't have to trust me.

0:43:59 > 0:44:02Just let me help.

0:44:02 > 0:44:04All right?

0:44:24 > 0:44:25Hi.

0:44:27 > 0:44:31- Remind me what time Emma's surgery's due to go ahead?- No.

0:44:35 > 0:44:37I checked the on-call availability.

0:44:37 > 0:44:40If you want to step out, I can have someone here in 20 minutes.

0:44:40 > 0:44:44It really doesn't bother you, does it, sounding like a broken record?

0:44:44 > 0:44:47Not when the point is worth making, no.

0:44:47 > 0:44:50Well, then, let me also make my point again

0:44:50 > 0:44:52and this time with absolute clarity,

0:44:52 > 0:44:56I do not need to step out, so, please, put a sock in it.

0:44:56 > 0:45:00Robbie needs me more than Emma, it's as simple as that.

0:45:00 > 0:45:01Robbie is not your child.

0:45:03 > 0:45:07- Jac, I just...- Go and get scrubbed or we'll be here all night.

0:45:21 > 0:45:24We're almost ready to take Emma in now.

0:45:33 > 0:45:34Everyone ready?

0:45:38 > 0:45:40Scalpel, please.

0:45:51 > 0:45:54HE SOBS

0:45:58 > 0:46:03Daddy's going to be right here when you get out. OK?

0:46:12 > 0:46:14Could you get the intercom, please?

0:46:18 > 0:46:21Thank you. Jac, first lobe is on its way to you now.

0:46:21 > 0:46:23'Thank you, Professor Hope.'

0:46:39 > 0:46:40Thank you.

0:47:00 > 0:47:03- Lupus? - No, I've already ruled that out.

0:47:04 > 0:47:06Come on, what is it we're not seeing?

0:47:06 > 0:47:10- The wood for the trees? - What about her heart?

0:47:10 > 0:47:11Um...

0:47:14 > 0:47:15No history of triple-A.

0:47:17 > 0:47:18Although...

0:47:20 > 0:47:21I mean, it's a long shot, but...

0:47:21 > 0:47:24OK, we love long shots. We're in Long Shot Land right now.

0:47:27 > 0:47:29Come on, just say it!

0:47:31 > 0:47:34OK, well, it's not completely unheard of for aortoduodenal

0:47:34 > 0:47:36fistulas to occur spontaneously.

0:47:37 > 0:47:40Which would mean there would be no history of triple-A.

0:47:41 > 0:47:44- And the rest of her symptoms fit. - They fit. They completely fit.

0:47:44 > 0:47:46I think we've cracked it!

0:47:47 > 0:47:48And if we're right...

0:47:50 > 0:47:51This is very rare.

0:47:53 > 0:47:55Even Sacha may not have seen this.

0:47:55 > 0:47:59Yeah! DOM LAUGHS

0:47:59 > 0:48:01ALARM BLEEPS

0:48:03 > 0:48:04Grace.

0:48:04 > 0:48:07Grace? Grace, can you hear me?

0:48:07 > 0:48:09- No pulse.- Arrest team, please. And crash trolley.

0:48:12 > 0:48:14Aortoduodenal fistula. We worked it out.

0:48:15 > 0:48:17Wait...

0:48:18 > 0:48:20- We've got a rhythm. - That's incredibly rare.

0:48:20 > 0:48:24- We know, but that's all it can be. - Dominic?- You may be right.

0:48:24 > 0:48:26Let's get her ready for theatre quickly, please.

0:48:27 > 0:48:29Thank you.

0:48:30 > 0:48:33Mum and Dad are in recovery, both doing well.

0:48:33 > 0:48:36How are you doing with Robbie?

0:48:36 > 0:48:39Both the donor lungs are in place. I need to check the right one

0:48:39 > 0:48:40before they can take him off bypass.

0:48:40 > 0:48:43- All according to plan.- Mm.

0:48:43 > 0:48:44I can tell Laura?

0:48:44 > 0:48:48She's waiting outside, I'm sure she'll be grateful for any news.

0:48:48 > 0:48:50Yes. Of course.

0:48:50 > 0:48:55Good, well. You appear to have everything under control.

0:48:55 > 0:48:57Carry on, Ms Naylor.

0:48:57 > 0:49:02- MACHINE BLEEPS - He's in V-tach. Paddles.

0:49:02 > 0:49:06- Gown and gloves, please. - Charge to 20.

0:49:06 > 0:49:07Shocking...

0:49:08 > 0:49:10What's happening? Are my results back yet?

0:49:10 > 0:49:13You're going home. Sorry, that's all I know.

0:49:14 > 0:49:17It took them three years to diagnose my grandad.

0:49:17 > 0:49:19Let's make sure you've got everything, yeah?

0:49:25 > 0:49:26- Shocking again.- Thank you.

0:49:30 > 0:49:32It could be a pulmonary tear.

0:49:35 > 0:49:36There, clamp, please.

0:49:38 > 0:49:39More suction, please.

0:49:40 > 0:49:41I... I need to...

0:49:41 > 0:49:45WE need to repair this tear as quickly as possible,

0:49:45 > 0:49:46to save this young man's life.

0:49:52 > 0:49:53Suturing.

0:49:58 > 0:49:59Good work.

0:50:00 > 0:50:03OK, paddles.

0:50:03 > 0:50:04Right, charge to 50.

0:50:06 > 0:50:08Shocking...

0:50:10 > 0:50:12Excellent work, Ms Naylor.

0:50:12 > 0:50:16- Elliot, I... - Go. I can finish up here.

0:50:33 > 0:50:36SHE PANTS

0:50:37 > 0:50:39Dr Solis had an emergency come in,

0:50:39 > 0:50:43so they won't be ready for Emma for another 20 minutes.

0:51:02 > 0:51:05Do you really think we could be right about this?

0:51:05 > 0:51:06Well, let's see, shall we?

0:51:10 > 0:51:13Bingo. Cross clamp.

0:51:13 > 0:51:15Ooh!

0:51:17 > 0:51:19- That's it, pull it back.- Yep, yep.

0:51:19 > 0:51:21- That's it, that's it. And the second clamp.- OK.

0:51:27 > 0:51:31Good catch, you two. Metaphorical high-five.

0:51:32 > 0:51:35So, I feel stupid even asking this, but...

0:51:35 > 0:51:37We'll do absolutely everything.

0:51:37 > 0:51:38We'll be waiting.

0:51:42 > 0:51:44Just take her.

0:51:56 > 0:51:57Idiot.

0:51:57 > 0:52:01That's the technical term for someone who pops caffeine pills

0:52:01 > 0:52:03on top of who knows how many coffees and energy drinks?

0:52:03 > 0:52:07How else am I supposed to stay awake? I've got college and a job.

0:52:07 > 0:52:09Cry me a river. It's not funny.

0:52:09 > 0:52:13Now, you could've died today because you're dependent on that stuff.

0:52:13 > 0:52:15You shake like a leaf when you haven't had it in a while.

0:52:15 > 0:52:18- Nah, no way.- Oh, way. Definite way.

0:52:18 > 0:52:21What? So, you mean, I don't...?

0:52:21 > 0:52:23What, I don't have...?

0:52:23 > 0:52:26You've got enough caffeine in your blood that you can't sleep,

0:52:26 > 0:52:28walk or think straight.

0:52:28 > 0:52:31So, yeah, chances are that's all that's going on.

0:52:31 > 0:52:34You can't do this again, OK?

0:52:36 > 0:52:39Now, I like to live my life by one simple motto -

0:52:39 > 0:52:41nothing's worth making your heart explode.

0:52:41 > 0:52:43You can have that, if you like.

0:52:54 > 0:52:55Mmm!

0:52:58 > 0:53:00Well, if we can't pig out now, then...

0:53:02 > 0:53:04I never think about it.

0:53:04 > 0:53:05When I'm in theatre, doing my thing,

0:53:05 > 0:53:09- there's always some poor sap back here waiting.- Yep.

0:53:09 > 0:53:14Getting fat on vending machine food and being fussed over by nurses.

0:53:14 > 0:53:15- No offence.- Mm.

0:53:24 > 0:53:27She'll be holding her own in there.

0:53:41 > 0:53:44- Ugh.- Yes, it's me, your favourite physician(!)

0:53:44 > 0:53:45Here you are.

0:53:48 > 0:53:49Where am I?

0:53:49 > 0:53:54You're still in hospital... You've just had a pretty serious operation.

0:53:54 > 0:53:59- What was wrong with me?- Well, it was rare. Very rare, in fact.

0:53:59 > 0:54:03The main artery in your body had become connected to your bowel.

0:54:03 > 0:54:06So it was a very good thing you came in this morning.

0:54:06 > 0:54:10- And you were the one that figured it out?- I had some help.

0:54:10 > 0:54:12You must be a very good doctor

0:54:12 > 0:54:15if you managed to figure out what was wrong with me.

0:54:17 > 0:54:19I use to think I'd make a good doctor, but...

0:54:20 > 0:54:24..never got the grades. Never had the cash.

0:54:24 > 0:54:26Always a million reasons.

0:54:26 > 0:54:29So you don't think I should retrain as an air steward, then?

0:54:29 > 0:54:34Please, don't. I find flying enough of a trial, as it is.

0:54:36 > 0:54:38Would you like me to call someone for you?

0:54:44 > 0:54:47- How's she doing? - She's tough as old boots, that one.

0:54:47 > 0:54:51- Wonder where she gets that from, eh? - Seriously, she's been through a lot

0:54:51 > 0:54:53and we're going to have to keep a close eye on her

0:54:53 > 0:54:55over the coming weeks,

0:54:55 > 0:55:00but there's absolutely no reason not to be optimistic. OK?

0:55:00 > 0:55:02Mr Solis.

0:55:02 > 0:55:03Thank you.

0:55:15 > 0:55:16Do you mind?

0:55:20 > 0:55:22How's your baby?

0:55:23 > 0:55:25Professor Hope told me.

0:55:26 > 0:55:29She's out of surgery. She's doing well.

0:55:30 > 0:55:33Professor Hope managed to complete the transplant

0:55:33 > 0:55:35and repair Robbie's heart, but...

0:55:38 > 0:55:40..we have to wait and see if he wakes up.

0:55:40 > 0:55:45Complications like that, they're virtually impossible to predict.

0:55:45 > 0:55:46He's been through so much.

0:55:50 > 0:55:51Maybe he was right.

0:55:53 > 0:55:54Maybe it's just...

0:55:57 > 0:55:58- ..time.- No.

0:56:01 > 0:56:04No, he'll get through this and you'll be there.

0:56:06 > 0:56:08Oh, do you want to go the other way?

0:56:08 > 0:56:11- I know you're scared of people in authority.- Ooh-hoo!

0:56:11 > 0:56:13For the record, I wasn't scared. Cautious maybe.

0:56:13 > 0:56:17Babe, we've proved Effanga squared is an unbeatable equation.

0:56:17 > 0:56:21And if he can't see that, then you can take your skills elsewhere.

0:56:21 > 0:56:23- Why are you so nice to me? - Cos you're my sister.

0:56:23 > 0:56:26What, and one day you might need a kidney?

0:56:26 > 0:56:32- Yeah, totes...- Good night, Mr S. - Ms Effanga. Other Ms Effanga.

0:56:32 > 0:56:34Funny and good-looking.

0:56:34 > 0:56:37I swear, if he's not careful, he's going to have to beat me off

0:56:37 > 0:56:40- with a big stick. - MO LAUGHS

0:56:40 > 0:56:42Grace wanted to be a doctor?

0:56:42 > 0:56:44I saw her as more of a...

0:56:44 > 0:56:48librarian or a lady who had lots of cats.

0:56:48 > 0:56:52- Harsh.- Oh! Don't panic, don't panic. I got it.

0:56:52 > 0:56:55This place is getting a little bit crusty,

0:56:55 > 0:56:57we should probably talk about a cleaning rota.

0:56:59 > 0:57:04- More of Romania's finest?- It's actually yum, after the initial...

0:57:07 > 0:57:09Right, I'll be back in a moment.

0:57:14 > 0:57:18- There's a look that it doesn't take a genius to diagnose.- What?

0:57:18 > 0:57:20You're smitten.

0:57:22 > 0:57:25Oh, well, I used to spend years trailing after girls,

0:57:25 > 0:57:27hoping they'd notice me.

0:57:27 > 0:57:29I think... I think this way's better.

0:57:29 > 0:57:32Yeah, well... Just be careful, that's all, mate.

0:57:34 > 0:57:36- Meaning?- I've been there.

0:57:36 > 0:57:42Colleagues, sleeping together, the inevitable break-up.

0:57:42 > 0:57:43Bit different.

0:57:44 > 0:57:47OK, well, I'm just saying.

0:57:47 > 0:57:50It's horrible when the bubble bursts

0:57:50 > 0:57:54and you realise that their heart wasn't in it from the start.

0:57:58 > 0:57:59'Who's a pretty girl, then?'

0:57:59 > 0:58:03Who is Daddy's beautiful wee girl?

0:58:05 > 0:58:07She's a baby, not a parrot.