0:00:38 > 0:00:40Why did you leave me?
0:00:40 > 0:00:44I made the single most stupid mistake of my life.
0:00:44 > 0:00:47Jess? It's Dad.
0:00:47 > 0:00:50"Hello, darling Zosia. How was the end of term?
0:00:50 > 0:00:53"Oh, by the way, your mother just died of terminal cancer
0:00:53 > 0:00:54"she didn't want to be treated for."
0:00:54 > 0:00:57Maybe I was relived. Maybe I just can't do this.
0:00:57 > 0:01:01Well, that makes two of us, then. Welcome to parenthood.
0:01:02 > 0:01:04- She signed a DNR? - Darling, I didn't want to...
0:01:09 > 0:01:12# Happy birthday to me
0:01:12 > 0:01:15# Happy birthday to me
0:01:15 > 0:01:17# Happy birthday
0:01:17 > 0:01:20# Happy birthday to me
0:01:20 > 0:01:23# Happy birthday... #
0:01:25 > 0:01:26SHE GASPS
0:01:32 > 0:01:35You can do Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays,
0:01:35 > 0:01:37and I'll do Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays,
0:01:37 > 0:01:39when I'm not on call.
0:01:39 > 0:01:40You're always on call.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43And you're not? Especially now you're Clinical Nurse Manager...
0:01:43 > 0:01:46Precisely - we can't both be on-call
0:01:46 > 0:01:48and looking after Emma at the same time.
0:01:48 > 0:01:51- Why not? - Well, because we live separately?
0:01:51 > 0:01:53So as far as I'm aware,
0:01:53 > 0:01:56Emma can't be in more than one place at one time.
0:01:56 > 0:01:57Well, neither can the nanny -
0:01:57 > 0:02:02a full-time, medically trained, childcare expert -
0:02:02 > 0:02:04who needs to be with Emma whenever we are not.
0:02:06 > 0:02:07Not necessarily.
0:02:08 > 0:02:09Bonnie could help.
0:02:09 > 0:02:10Oh, it was going so well...
0:02:10 > 0:02:12Bonnie is calm.
0:02:12 > 0:02:19She is professional to a fault. She is cool in a crisis.
0:02:19 > 0:02:24She's compassionate, caring, honest.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26- You make her sound like Superwoman. - No, no, no.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29No, no-one is Superwoman, Jac. Not even you.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32Emma's been home six days, and you are exhausted.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- I mean, look at you. - Charming.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36That is not what I meant.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41Listen, we are going to need every bit of extra help we can get.
0:02:44 > 0:02:45What?
0:02:51 > 0:02:57I mean it, Jac - you don't have to do everything by yourself.
0:02:59 > 0:03:00Bonnie.
0:03:00 > 0:03:04Hi. I...er, wanted to talk to Jac, but it can wait.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06Good. Because the patients can't.
0:03:12 > 0:03:13How is she?
0:03:14 > 0:03:16The same.
0:03:16 > 0:03:17All we can do is wait.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21For her to wake up? Or for her to die?
0:03:24 > 0:03:28- Zosia... - It just feels like we've given up.
0:03:28 > 0:03:30We're not giving up. We're doing everything we can.
0:03:30 > 0:03:31We're doing nothing.
0:03:31 > 0:03:35Look, sometimes the best course of action is to take no action.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46BEEPING AND VIBRATING
0:03:55 > 0:03:57This better be important, Digby.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03What?
0:04:05 > 0:04:06Argh...!
0:04:06 > 0:04:09Well, we are four weeks into a brave new world.
0:04:09 > 0:04:13With the first tranche of funding from the Tressler Foundation,
0:04:13 > 0:04:17we have started a hi tech, self-sufficient neurosurgical unit.
0:04:17 > 0:04:20Now, this is no small achievement,
0:04:20 > 0:04:24but it is as nothing compared to where we are headed.
0:04:24 > 0:04:25There have been set-backs.
0:04:25 > 0:04:29Beth Forbes remains intubated and ventilated.
0:04:29 > 0:04:32But we do not give up on her, nor do we give up hope.
0:04:32 > 0:04:33If nothing else,
0:04:33 > 0:04:38Beth shows just how important what we're trying to achieve here is.
0:04:38 > 0:04:42As I speak, a second tranche of money is being made available,
0:04:42 > 0:04:45and with it will come state-of-the-art equipment
0:04:45 > 0:04:49to go with the state-of-the-art talent assembled here in this room.
0:04:49 > 0:04:50DOOR RATTLES
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Sorry, sorry. Sorry - car trouble.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58- You don't drive. - I didn't say it was my car.
0:04:58 > 0:04:59Sorry, what did I miss?
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Mr Self was just describing
0:05:01 > 0:05:03the dazzling array of talent at his disposal.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06Sorry, Mr Self.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08That's OK, Dr Copeland.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11I was just saying how Mr Tressler has chosen Holby City
0:05:11 > 0:05:15to give his endowment to, and it's up to us - all of us -
0:05:15 > 0:05:17to give that gift meaning.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Thank you very much.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Mr Levy?
0:05:27 > 0:05:28Yes.
0:05:28 > 0:05:32Perhaps a word about basic standards of professionalism and discipline?
0:05:32 > 0:05:34Absolutely.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40Come on.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42So, good night, was it?
0:05:42 > 0:05:43Irene Sandler.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45Chronic breathlessness, persistent chest pain
0:05:45 > 0:05:47and some unexplained weight loss.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50I'm less worried about the last one. In fact, if you could encourage it...
0:05:50 > 0:05:52I wouldn't be too eager.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Unexplained weight loss can be very serious.
0:05:54 > 0:05:55That's easy for you to say.
0:05:55 > 0:05:59You're stick thin, weeks after giving birth.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01How did you know...?
0:06:01 > 0:06:02I have the gift of "sight".
0:06:03 > 0:06:05I love tarot.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08"Irina Irinova, tarot reader."
0:06:08 > 0:06:09Plain old "Irene" not good enough?
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Mysticism, innit?
0:06:12 > 0:06:15I could do you a reading if you like, gratis.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17Aw, maybe another time.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22- How long have you been a smoker? - Who says I smoke?
0:06:22 > 0:06:25I do. At least 30 a day. I too have "the sight".
0:06:25 > 0:06:28White blood count, urine test, chest X-ray.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31What about you? A glimpse into your future.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33If you had any talent, you'd have seen
0:06:33 > 0:06:34you were heading to hospital
0:06:34 > 0:06:36and done something about it, wouldn't you?
0:06:40 > 0:06:43Come on, then, maybe I will have that reading.
0:06:46 > 0:06:47What happened to you?
0:06:47 > 0:06:50You knew I was out last night, why didn't you wake me?
0:06:50 > 0:06:51You weren't at home when I left.
0:06:51 > 0:06:54OK, well, I got in at eight, but still, where were you?
0:06:54 > 0:06:55Here, reading to Beth.
0:06:55 > 0:06:58Again? You do realise she can't hear you?
0:06:58 > 0:07:00You don't know that. There have been studies.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03I do know that. She's got a GCS of three.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06Anyone with half a brain knows that, which is twice as much as she has.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09- Dominic!- OK, look, sorry. Your patient, your call, whatever.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12Anyway, listen, does your dad hold a grudge?
0:07:12 > 0:07:14Why don't you ask him yourself?
0:07:14 > 0:07:16You seem to be making enemies all over the place.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18- He's on probation, right? - Mm-hm.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Well, I've always believed in second chances.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23- Thank you, sir. - Third chances, not so much.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29You're on very thin ice, OK? Don't screw up.
0:07:30 > 0:07:31Thank you. Right.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36This is Christopher Bing.
0:07:36 > 0:07:38- Afternoon.- Afternoon.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40He has suspected gallstones.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Now, I want you to take a full patient history.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44And if you get that right,
0:07:44 > 0:07:46then you can practise your venepuncture by taking bloods.
0:07:46 > 0:07:50Right...history and cannulation?
0:07:50 > 0:07:52Every interaction is a chance for clinical assessment.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54And Mr Self wants you assessed.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57So...better get cracking.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03Right.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06Full medical history, so...
0:08:06 > 0:08:08When was the last time that you...?
0:08:08 > 0:08:09HE SNEEZES
0:08:09 > 0:08:12- I'm so sorry. - Great. No, no.
0:08:12 > 0:08:15I knew that hospitals were disease-ridden cesspits -
0:08:15 > 0:08:17I didn't know the doctors were too.
0:08:20 > 0:08:21- The Lovers. - Sounds promising.
0:08:24 > 0:08:25It can be.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31You have a choice ahead of you.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33A triangle of some sort.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36As long as you're aware of your priorities
0:08:36 > 0:08:40and clear about the quality of your feelings.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42Not a problem I've ever had before.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Hey, you don't do horoscopes as well, do you?
0:08:44 > 0:08:45It's my birthday.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48I've never felt much affinity with the stars, I'm afraid.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51Oh, never mind. I've already made my plans anyway.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54I'm taking my boyfriend on a mystery trip.
0:08:59 > 0:09:00Five of cups.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02Disappointment.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Should have gone for Skegness, then.
0:09:04 > 0:09:08It's not about venues. It's about the future - your future.
0:09:08 > 0:09:12It's subject to interpretation, so there are grey areas,
0:09:12 > 0:09:16but as long as you understand what it is that you're asking of it,
0:09:16 > 0:09:19you can salvage something from your disappointment.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23What's disappointing is that it appears Mystic Meg's tests
0:09:23 > 0:09:24haven't been done yet.
0:09:29 > 0:09:30What do you call that?
0:09:30 > 0:09:34Patient communication? A bit of fun? That thing nurses do?
0:09:34 > 0:09:35As opposed to their jobs?
0:09:35 > 0:09:38The tests have been done, and the chest X-ray is on its way.
0:09:38 > 0:09:41- Don't get your knickers in a twist. - Right, fine. Good.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43What did you want, anyway?
0:09:43 > 0:09:45You said you wanted to speak to me but it could wait.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Oh, right - that.
0:09:47 > 0:09:50Erm...you see...thing is...
0:09:51 > 0:09:53I need to take some time off this Friday.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55I've got a long weekend planned.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58Bully for you. Why tell me? I'm not your line manager.
0:09:58 > 0:10:01- You don't need my permission. - No, but Jonny does.
0:10:01 > 0:10:04I haven't told him yet, it's a surprise.
0:10:04 > 0:10:08- Got something special planned? - Yeah.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10Fine. I'll see what I can do.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12- You will?- Sure. Why not?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Thanks.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20OK, um...so when did this excessive sweating start?
0:10:20 > 0:10:23I dunno. When did your excessively runny nose begin?
0:10:23 > 0:10:25- It's recent. - It's revolting.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27Well, I'm sorry you feel that way. But...
0:10:27 > 0:10:29Five days. Same time as the nausea.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32Right. And the nausea, on a scale of one to ten?
0:10:32 > 0:10:35Ah, well, seven before I was admitted.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Ten since I've met you.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39Right, OK, I'm just trying to do my job,
0:10:39 > 0:10:41so I don't know why you're being such a...
0:10:41 > 0:10:42No, I don't either.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44I'm not feeling myself.
0:10:44 > 0:10:47Have you ever heard of gallstones...changing someone?
0:10:47 > 0:10:49- How they act?- No.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51I've heard of gallstones causing cholecystitis
0:10:51 > 0:10:54which can be verified by a simple Murphy's sign test.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56So if you wouldn't mind, I can just...
0:10:58 > 0:11:01Mr Bing, what are you doing under there?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04- What is that? - It's Mr Tibbs, my pet kitten.
0:11:04 > 0:11:08- What's he doing here? - I can't leave him. He needs me.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12Hey, wait! No, no, no!
0:11:27 > 0:11:30Might be a silly question, but...
0:11:30 > 0:11:33Smuggled in by the fruit loop that Levy's dumped on me.
0:11:33 > 0:11:36I'm just trying to find a place to leave the little wretch.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39Oh, no, you're not a little wretch, are you? OK...
0:11:41 > 0:11:43- You don't like cats? - I'm allergic.
0:11:43 > 0:11:44And I don't see the point.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46- Of cats?- Of pets.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49It's companionship.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52You understand that, don't you? Companionship?
0:11:52 > 0:11:53Oh, whatever.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55I'm just glad I found it before Selfy did,
0:11:55 > 0:11:57then blamed me for it being in the hospital.
0:11:57 > 0:12:00SASHA: I need to get you back into bed...Mr Bing?
0:12:00 > 0:12:02Listen, listen, no. What we're going to talk about is,
0:12:02 > 0:12:04what we're going to talk about is me getting my friend back,
0:12:04 > 0:12:07because he's been taken. Here he is!
0:12:07 > 0:12:09Uh, Dr Copeland...?
0:12:09 > 0:12:12- It's true? You stole his kitten? - I confiscated it.
0:12:12 > 0:12:14It's a kitten, not a kilogram of Colombian...
0:12:14 > 0:12:16What on earth is that?
0:12:16 > 0:12:19OK, Mr Self, I was just removing it from the premises and...
0:12:19 > 0:12:23Ah...it's a ginger long-hair, unless I'm very much mistaken.
0:12:23 > 0:12:26Dash of Persian thrown in there through the generations...
0:12:26 > 0:12:27Yes, well, that may well be,
0:12:27 > 0:12:30but it really shouldn't be on the ward, should it?
0:12:30 > 0:12:32He stole my friend.
0:12:32 > 0:12:36Erm, I'm sure Dr Copeland was placing it with the Cat Protection League
0:12:36 > 0:12:37for the duration of your stay.
0:12:37 > 0:12:41After all, it is a kitten, not a kilo of Colombian.
0:12:41 > 0:12:45- Uh, Mr Self...?- Oh Col, Col, look - a ginger long-haired.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47Guy!
0:12:48 > 0:12:50Nice to see you slumming it on the ward with the hoi polloi.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52Billy, what an unexpected surprise.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Apparently, Mr Tressler was in the area. Hands...
0:12:57 > 0:13:00I just thought I'd pop in to see how the investment was coming along.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Yeah, OK, let me give you a tour.
0:13:04 > 0:13:05OK?
0:13:05 > 0:13:07- Hey!- Hiya.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10So...I was thinking about this weekend,
0:13:10 > 0:13:13special occasion and all, doing something a little different.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15You, me, road trip.
0:13:15 > 0:13:18But, eh...why is this weekend a special occasion?
0:13:19 > 0:13:23- Is it Valentine's Day? - Valentine's Day was three weeks ago.
0:13:23 > 0:13:24Oh, good, good...
0:13:24 > 0:13:26You haven't booked anything, have you?
0:13:26 > 0:13:29- For Valentine's? - No, for this weekend.
0:13:29 > 0:13:32What with the new rota that me and Jac have worked out for Emma,
0:13:32 > 0:13:35I can't just up and leave, you know?
0:13:35 > 0:13:38But, look, we can do something another time, yeah?
0:13:39 > 0:13:44Oh, speaking of Jac, here is Irene Sandler's chest X-ray.
0:13:48 > 0:13:52Mr Di Lucca, I trust that you've resolved your issues
0:13:52 > 0:13:53with Dr Tressler?
0:13:53 > 0:13:54Hm.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58Think of AAU as a family.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01He is the gifted but flawed ingenue.
0:14:01 > 0:14:06And you are the stern uncle tasked with setting him straight.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- Get off me...! - I need security here!
0:14:08 > 0:14:09- Get off me...! - What are you doing?
0:14:09 > 0:14:10It's all right, Mr G,
0:14:10 > 0:14:13I caught this woman trying to break into your office.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15- I was not breaking in. - Jess.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17Hi..."Mr G."
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Oh, you know each other?
0:14:19 > 0:14:21He's my father. Who the hell are you?
0:14:21 > 0:14:23Adele's the wicked step-sister, right?
0:14:25 > 0:14:28The unit desperately needs an intraoperative MRI.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31So with the second phase of funding, hopefully...
0:14:31 > 0:14:33But will it help her now?
0:14:33 > 0:14:35Beth?
0:14:35 > 0:14:36No.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39I'm not sure I understand what you're getting at.
0:14:39 > 0:14:40Well, in my world, this would be seen
0:14:40 > 0:14:42as "throwing good money after bad".
0:14:43 > 0:14:45So, what's going to happen now?
0:14:47 > 0:14:49How do we get her off the ward?
0:14:50 > 0:14:53Off the ward? She's a patient.
0:14:57 > 0:15:01She doesn't need to be here, right?
0:15:01 > 0:15:03It's not a good look, is it?
0:15:03 > 0:15:05I mean, she can't be helped...
0:15:05 > 0:15:08She can be helped. She is being helped.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11- Is that your clinical opinion? - It's the only opinion.
0:15:11 > 0:15:15Well, then, I guess I'm done here.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18I've got some funding outlines I could run by you.
0:15:18 > 0:15:21No need. I've seen enough to know my investment's in safe hands.
0:15:21 > 0:15:22Endowment.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24Words matter.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26Investment implies you expect a return.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29An endowment is a gift - no strings attached.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32Nothing in life comes with no strings attached, Guy.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35Words are worthless. Actions matter.
0:15:36 > 0:15:37Outcomes.
0:15:45 > 0:15:49- Oh, that's a really big needle. - Yes, yes, I'm afraid it is.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51Right, what do we do when using a large cannula, Dr Copeland?
0:15:51 > 0:15:53We use an anaesthetic gel
0:15:53 > 0:15:54on the area we wish to insert the cannula.
0:15:54 > 0:15:55Very good.
0:15:57 > 0:15:58I'll just get some...
0:16:00 > 0:16:02Should he really be in charge of handling sharp objects?
0:16:02 > 0:16:04- This guy is a complete pain... - That's enough!
0:16:04 > 0:16:07- Problem, Mr Levy? - Er, no.
0:16:07 > 0:16:10- Where's Beth Forbes' scan? - They're on their way.
0:16:14 > 0:16:17Now pull yourself together, OK?
0:16:17 > 0:16:19Take his bloods so we can diagnose him.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22Or do I need to find you a nurse to teach you basic needle skills?
0:16:25 > 0:16:27Sorry about that.
0:16:27 > 0:16:33- Adele can be quite...excitable. - Yes.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36- She didn't hurt you, did she? - No. It's my own fault.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38I should have called ahead. Made an appointment.
0:16:40 > 0:16:41It's been a while.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44Well, I did call.
0:16:44 > 0:16:47I wanted to see you. And David.
0:16:47 > 0:16:48The family.
0:16:50 > 0:16:51But you didn't seem that keen.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54It wasn't the right time.
0:16:54 > 0:16:58When is the right time to be with family?
0:16:58 > 0:16:59You tell me.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06Want to see your grandson?
0:17:06 > 0:17:08- Jacob's here? - Yeah.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30Oh. Um...Ms Naylor?
0:17:30 > 0:17:32Been called away, I'm afraid. Can I help?
0:17:32 > 0:17:35Irene Sandler's chest X-ray.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Oh, yes, the tarot reader.
0:17:37 > 0:17:40Jac did mention something about "arrant nonsense".
0:17:40 > 0:17:43Spookily accurate nonsense, as it turns out.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46- You had a reading? - Lovers and cups.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48What was your "disappointment"?
0:17:48 > 0:17:52My aunt used to dabble. I picked up a thing or two.
0:17:52 > 0:17:54Uh...it's my birthday.
0:17:54 > 0:17:55The big three-zero.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58- Oh, really? I didn't know. - No. Apparently, neither does Jonny.
0:17:59 > 0:18:04So, three weeks ago, I booked a cabin in the Lake District for us
0:18:04 > 0:18:07to take some time off from...well, everything.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10Worries about work, Emma...about Jac.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12And I mean, you know that's fine.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14I bought into that when we started out,
0:18:14 > 0:18:16but I guess I did kind of hope that this one weekend
0:18:16 > 0:18:18would be about him and me.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22So, yeah, I found that a little disappointing.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27- Sorry, I don't know where that came from...- No, it's fine.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29- Um... - Oh, thank you.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33Why don't you just talk to him?
0:18:33 > 0:18:36Oh, no, he's got so much on his mind, serious stuff.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38I don't want to make it worse. That'd be selfish.
0:18:38 > 0:18:41It's OK to be selfish once in a while.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44There are three of you in the relationship now -
0:18:44 > 0:18:46you have to fight for your space.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48I don't have to fight Jac for anything.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50I was talking about baby Emma.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55Can we arrange an urgent CT scan for Ms Sandler?
0:18:55 > 0:18:56Shadow on the lung.
0:18:58 > 0:19:01You might not be the only one receiving bad news today.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10Whoa! What was that?
0:19:10 > 0:19:11Mr Bing?
0:19:12 > 0:19:15Mr Bing? You don't want to be doing that, OK?
0:19:15 > 0:19:17Big needle. No sudden movements.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19- No.- No, what?
0:19:21 > 0:19:22I don't trust you.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25- You're cruel. - OK, don't be ridiculous.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28Now, let me just get on with this.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29Whoa!
0:19:29 > 0:19:31What is wrong with you?
0:19:31 > 0:19:32Zosia, can you give me a hand please?
0:19:32 > 0:19:34He's being impossible.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36- Ms Sandler? - Five of pentacles.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39The X-ray has shown a shadow on your lung.
0:19:39 > 0:19:40Cancer.
0:19:40 > 0:19:44Is a possibility but by no means a certainty.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47The CT scan will tell us more what's going on.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49We all know what's going on.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51The question is, what can be done about it.
0:19:55 > 0:19:56Four of swords.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58Let's see what the CT scan has to say.
0:19:58 > 0:20:00Let's see what the tarot has to say.
0:20:03 > 0:20:04Death.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06Oh.
0:20:06 > 0:20:08Death in the tarot
0:20:08 > 0:20:11doesn't necessarily represent death, as such.
0:20:11 > 0:20:15- Is that true? - It generally represents transition.
0:20:15 > 0:20:18Facing an inexorable change.
0:20:18 > 0:20:19So what does it mean
0:20:19 > 0:20:21when it comes with five of pentacles and four of swords?
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Death.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28Bummer.
0:20:28 > 0:20:29How old is he?
0:20:29 > 0:20:32Three months. He almost didn't survive the first week.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34His mother, Tabitha, rejected him.
0:20:34 > 0:20:35Why?
0:20:37 > 0:20:39I don't know for sure.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41Maybe Tabitha knows something we don't.
0:20:43 > 0:20:44What?
0:20:44 > 0:20:46What is wrong with you?
0:20:46 > 0:20:47He's cruel.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Oh, don't be ridiculous. It's nature.
0:20:49 > 0:20:50Just put the cannula in.
0:20:50 > 0:20:52Already in and stuck down, thanks.
0:20:55 > 0:20:58See what can happen when you don't fight me?
0:20:58 > 0:21:00Zosia?
0:21:00 > 0:21:02OK, well, that's me and you done for now.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04You're going to have to say goodbye to Mr Tibbs for a bit.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06Ow!
0:21:07 > 0:21:10- Why would he do that? - Maybe he knows something we don't?
0:21:13 > 0:21:17He's got so big. When did that happen?
0:21:17 > 0:21:18Since you last visited.
0:21:21 > 0:21:24- How's David? - Fine. Busy.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27You know consultants.
0:21:27 > 0:21:30- And how are you? You working? - No.
0:21:30 > 0:21:31Two cappuccinos, please.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33Decided it was best for Jacob
0:21:33 > 0:21:35to have at least one full-time parent.
0:21:35 > 0:21:36Of course.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38I don't suppose you miss it much.
0:21:38 > 0:21:41I do. Always have.
0:21:41 > 0:21:44Although training HCAs in martial arts
0:21:44 > 0:21:47does seems a bit like patient-staff interface gone mad.
0:21:47 > 0:21:48SHE LAUGHS
0:21:48 > 0:21:50SHE COUGHS
0:21:50 > 0:21:52- You OK? - Just some acid.
0:21:52 > 0:21:55- You sure? - Yeah, I'm fine, really.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57Thank you.
0:21:57 > 0:22:01- This place has changed. - Yeah, some things have.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03Some people haven't.
0:22:03 > 0:22:06I wouldn't be too sure about that.
0:22:06 > 0:22:12So...why did you call me, Dad? What's happened?
0:22:14 > 0:22:18I...took a trip down memory lane.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22I realised I had to re-evaluate things.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24Get my priorities right.
0:22:24 > 0:22:28Realised that I just need to listen.
0:22:30 > 0:22:31PAGER BLEEPS
0:22:33 > 0:22:35- I need to borrow some money. - Yes, of course.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37How much do you need?
0:22:37 > 0:22:3920? 40...?
0:22:39 > 0:22:41- About two grand. - What?
0:22:45 > 0:22:47First month's rent.
0:22:47 > 0:22:51Rent? What for? What about David?
0:22:51 > 0:22:53Have you left him?
0:22:53 > 0:22:55Just a trial separation. A break.
0:22:56 > 0:22:57Why?
0:22:59 > 0:23:00Does it matter?
0:23:00 > 0:23:02- Did he cheat on you?- No.
0:23:02 > 0:23:05- Did you cheat on him?- No!
0:23:05 > 0:23:07PAGER BLEEPS
0:23:07 > 0:23:11I really need to take this. You stay here.
0:23:11 > 0:23:14Sure. Of course. Go.
0:23:14 > 0:23:15I'll wait, we'll talk.
0:23:20 > 0:23:21You'll listen.
0:23:21 > 0:23:24I know how much you want this, but it won't bring Beth Forbes back.
0:23:24 > 0:23:27What's Beth got to do with it? We need an intraoperative MRI.
0:23:27 > 0:23:30And the foundation is financing it.
0:23:30 > 0:23:33- No. They're not. - What?
0:23:33 > 0:23:35The second tranche of funding has been frozen.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37- By who?- Who do you think?
0:23:37 > 0:23:40I guess Billy wasn't happy with our "outcomes".
0:23:40 > 0:23:42- Yes? - Beth Forbes' CT scan.
0:23:46 > 0:23:48Right...
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Get Mr Tressler here now.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54- Whatever it is, he can explain in person.- OK.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59The liver function tests confirmed what we already expected,
0:23:59 > 0:24:02which is that the gallstones have moved into the bile duct
0:24:02 > 0:24:03and caused a blockage, so...
0:24:03 > 0:24:05He'll need an ERCP, I think.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08OK, well, theatre's booked for this afternoon.
0:24:08 > 0:24:10Ms Spinks needs her leg sutured.
0:24:10 > 0:24:13We've got a backlog of scans need sorting. I don't know.
0:24:14 > 0:24:15Right, Mr Bing...
0:24:15 > 0:24:16Whoa!
0:24:26 > 0:24:27It fell out.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33- What did you see on the CT scan? - It's what I didn't see.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35There's no sign of ischaemia or hypodensity.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37She hasn't suffered a stroke yet, which bodes well.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39There's little or no neurological damage.
0:24:39 > 0:24:42And as the swelling subsides and the vasospasm improves...
0:24:42 > 0:24:44- What, so she could recover? - Yeah.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46What's brought all this on?
0:24:46 > 0:24:48- The scan. - Yes, and what brought that on?
0:24:50 > 0:24:51It's Tressler, isn't it?
0:24:51 > 0:24:53This morning you were all "do no harm",
0:24:53 > 0:24:55but as soon as your dream got threatened...
0:24:55 > 0:24:56Dammit, Zosia.
0:24:56 > 0:24:58Can there not be one day - just one day -
0:24:58 > 0:25:00when you don't think the worst of me?
0:25:00 > 0:25:02I am not a monster.
0:25:09 > 0:25:1220mgs morphine and hourly obs, please.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14Sure thing, Big Daddy.
0:25:14 > 0:25:19I see that Mr Di Lucca has been sharing my thoughts on staff morale.
0:25:19 > 0:25:21You mean Uncy Raf?
0:25:21 > 0:25:22All right, Mr G?
0:25:23 > 0:25:25Before you say another word, I should make it clear
0:25:25 > 0:25:28that the next person who addresses me
0:25:28 > 0:25:31without due regard for hospital hierarchy and etiquette
0:25:31 > 0:25:33will be out on their ear.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36I just wanted to say I'm sorry about your daughter.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38I thought she was a patient.
0:25:38 > 0:25:43Oh, you assaulted someone that you thought was a patient?
0:25:43 > 0:25:45That was before I noticed her body language.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47All...furtive like.
0:25:47 > 0:25:50And when did you become an expert on body language?
0:25:50 > 0:25:55Well, I worked a cruise ship once. You know - floating casino.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57Sad gambling addicts, you know the type.
0:25:57 > 0:26:00She reminded me of some of the characters there.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04And what is my body language saying? Right now?
0:26:04 > 0:26:07That maybe I shouldn't be comparing your daughter
0:26:07 > 0:26:11to a bunch of sad slot jockeys?
0:26:14 > 0:26:18The cannula was in. Line hooked up. Everything was fine when I left him.
0:26:18 > 0:26:21- Then what happened?- I don't know. Maybe he pulled it out?
0:26:21 > 0:26:23Now, why would he want to do that?
0:26:23 > 0:26:25Who knows why he wants to do anything today?
0:26:25 > 0:26:27Maybe it's because he's a nutter.
0:26:27 > 0:26:30OK. Not professional terminology. But still, it's accurate.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32Look, he was jerking his arm all over the place
0:26:32 > 0:26:34when I was trying to earlier.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36In the end, I had to stop and ask Zosia to help.
0:26:36 > 0:26:40- Look, Zosia, tell him... - Mr Bing's cannula came out.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42Mr Bing claims it wasn't attached properly.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45Dr Copeland says otherwise. Now, did you see it?
0:26:45 > 0:26:48- Not exactly. - What do you mean, "not exactly"?
0:26:48 > 0:26:50Well, you said the cannula was in and strapped down.
0:26:50 > 0:26:53I didn't technically see it.
0:26:53 > 0:26:54It looked in, if that helps.
0:26:54 > 0:26:57Did Mr Bing seem agitated to you at all?
0:26:57 > 0:26:58No, he seemed fine,
0:26:58 > 0:27:01although I know Dr Copeland complained about his behaviour.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03- That's why I was there. - Right, postpone the operation.
0:27:03 > 0:27:06We need to push it back until we can flush through some antibiotics.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08You want me to go back to him?
0:27:08 > 0:27:10Dominic, he's a difficult patient, OK?
0:27:10 > 0:27:13Talk to him. Find out why he's acting this way and sort it.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24- Argh!- Oh!
0:27:24 > 0:27:25THEY LAUGH
0:27:25 > 0:27:27- What's this? - Forgot. I'm sorry.
0:27:27 > 0:27:31- Mm. Yes, you did. - Well, I'm an idiot.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33You had a lot on your mind.
0:27:33 > 0:27:34Well, I'm going to make it up to you.
0:27:37 > 0:27:40Happy Valentine's Day for three weeks ago.
0:27:41 > 0:27:44- I'll get a vase. - Is there something wrong?
0:27:44 > 0:27:46Jonny, has Ms Naylor returned from theatre?
0:27:46 > 0:27:48She should be finishing up now.
0:27:48 > 0:27:50- Going to need her to assist. - Bad news?
0:27:50 > 0:27:53Ms Sandler. Need her prepped for theatre.
0:27:53 > 0:27:54I'll get on it.
0:27:54 > 0:27:57I think she may be outside having a "puff of fresh air".
0:28:03 > 0:28:04Excuse me...
0:28:05 > 0:28:09- That's Anya's, isn't it? - Yeah.
0:28:09 > 0:28:11I was summoned?
0:28:11 > 0:28:15I'm sure Ms Campbell put it more delicately than that.
0:28:15 > 0:28:16She did.
0:28:16 > 0:28:19- But I can read between lines, Guy. - And I can't.
0:28:19 > 0:28:22Which is why I don't understand why you've frozen our funding.
0:28:22 > 0:28:24It hasn't been frozen.
0:28:24 > 0:28:26It's just undergoing a performance review.
0:28:26 > 0:28:31So this performance review, how does it actually work?
0:28:31 > 0:28:33- Call it due diligence. - Into what?
0:28:33 > 0:28:35You.
0:28:35 > 0:28:37Specifically, your recent surgical history.
0:28:37 > 0:28:40I wasn't aware that you'd been out of the game for a year.
0:28:40 > 0:28:43- Hang on a minute. That's not fair. - No, no, Colette.
0:28:43 > 0:28:48Mr Tressler makes a valid point. He has reasonable concerns.
0:28:48 > 0:28:50And it's up to us to allay his fears.
0:28:51 > 0:28:54- Would you like to come with me? - Lead on.
0:29:04 > 0:29:08You're going to have to stop, Irene.
0:29:08 > 0:29:11Why?
0:29:11 > 0:29:14Horse has bolted, right?
0:29:14 > 0:29:16It's cancer, right?
0:29:16 > 0:29:18Bronchogenic carcinoma.
0:29:20 > 0:29:22Terminal?
0:29:22 > 0:29:24If untreated.
0:29:24 > 0:29:26Chemo? No, thanks!
0:29:26 > 0:29:29I've seen the movie, I know how it ends.
0:29:29 > 0:29:31Look, Professor Hope wants to operate.
0:29:31 > 0:29:35Today. So, you need to put that out.
0:29:44 > 0:29:46Is there someone we can call?
0:29:46 > 0:29:49You shouldn't be alone for this.
0:29:49 > 0:29:52No, there's no-one. Most of my family are dead.
0:29:52 > 0:29:54And it may come as a surprise,
0:29:54 > 0:29:57but the dating scene amongst the arcane is pretty dismal.
0:29:59 > 0:30:01Anyway, they can't save me.
0:30:01 > 0:30:05Told you. I've seen how it ends.
0:30:05 > 0:30:11- Enough with the predictions. - They're all I have.
0:30:11 > 0:30:15Suffer any disappointments today?
0:30:15 > 0:30:18I thought interpretation was a grey area?
0:30:21 > 0:30:23Some things can't be salvaged.
0:30:57 > 0:31:00David? It's Ric. Ric Griffin.
0:31:00 > 0:31:03I need to talk to you about Jess.
0:31:03 > 0:31:06Can you give me a call, please?
0:31:07 > 0:31:11Her scans are encouraging, so we're continuing the Triple-H therapy.
0:31:11 > 0:31:13Sounds a lot like you're clutching at straws.
0:31:13 > 0:31:16You're projecting. Which is understandable.
0:31:16 > 0:31:18Then again, maybe I'm not the only one projecting.
0:31:18 > 0:31:21- I don't follow you. - I know why you went AWOL, Guy.
0:31:21 > 0:31:22Mr Tressler, that's enough.
0:31:22 > 0:31:24How long was the bender? Weeks? Months?
0:31:24 > 0:31:27On what planet do you think that's in any way appropriate?
0:31:27 > 0:31:30No, Col. It's OK.
0:31:30 > 0:31:31It was long enough.
0:31:31 > 0:31:33And isn't it possible that all this. This unit.
0:31:33 > 0:31:35This girl here...
0:31:35 > 0:31:38all this hope is just a way for you to pretend it didn't happen?
0:31:38 > 0:31:41There are signs the swelling is reducing.
0:31:41 > 0:31:44Good signs that there's negligible neurological deficit.
0:31:44 > 0:31:46You put your faith in me for a reason, Billy.
0:31:46 > 0:31:48Go with that instinct.
0:31:48 > 0:31:50- Argh!- What is wrong with you?
0:31:50 > 0:31:52It wasn't me!
0:31:52 > 0:31:54Listen. I've had it.
0:31:54 > 0:31:56Understand? Enough.
0:31:56 > 0:32:00Now, if you want to go home, to your cats and to your smells
0:32:00 > 0:32:04and to your fur balls, you need to lay there and put up with it.
0:32:04 > 0:32:07You will NOT humiliate me again.
0:32:07 > 0:32:09Look at you.
0:32:09 > 0:32:12So worried about how you look.
0:32:12 > 0:32:15You're the runt of this litter, aren't you, eh?
0:32:15 > 0:32:21That's what Mr Tibbs could sense. You SCRABBLING for attention!
0:32:21 > 0:32:24- Be quiet.- Always trying. But never quite able to measure up.
0:32:24 > 0:32:28- And DESPERATE to be liked. - I said...
0:32:28 > 0:32:33For someone, just one person, to understand?
0:32:33 > 0:32:36Who is it that you're so terrified of being rejected by?
0:32:36 > 0:32:37Shut up.
0:32:37 > 0:32:40What, the nice doctor? The jolly one? No, he's no alpha.
0:32:40 > 0:32:43Oh! It's the pretty one! The girl...
0:32:43 > 0:32:45I said. Shut up.
0:32:45 > 0:32:48When will you know... if she's going to make it?
0:32:48 > 0:32:51Well, we work in days, not in minutes...
0:32:51 > 0:32:54Ow! What are you doing?!
0:32:54 > 0:32:56- Stay back. He's hysterical. - What happened?
0:32:56 > 0:32:59He stabbed me! With the needle. HE stabbed me!
0:32:59 > 0:33:02He stabbed himself. Can somebody please call security?
0:33:02 > 0:33:05And also order an immediate psych evaluation for him.
0:33:05 > 0:33:07He's a danger to himself and others.
0:33:07 > 0:33:10Kate, will you please escort Dr Copeland to the consultants' office?
0:33:10 > 0:33:12Colette, page Mr Levy.
0:33:12 > 0:33:16Dr March, remain with the patient until we get a psych evaluation.
0:33:16 > 0:33:19Really sorry, Mr Tressler, you're going to have to excuse me.
0:33:19 > 0:33:21Yeah, I guess I will.
0:33:24 > 0:33:29Ah. Consent forms for you to sign, Ms Sandler?
0:33:29 > 0:33:32She gave herself a reading. It didn't go well.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34Oh, so you're the tarot reader?
0:33:34 > 0:33:37I suggested to Jac that we get a reading done for Emma?
0:33:37 > 0:33:39That's not going to happen.
0:33:39 > 0:33:41- Emma?- Sorry, our daughter.
0:33:41 > 0:33:45- You're Ms Naylor's boyfriend? - No. Not exactly.
0:33:45 > 0:33:47He's my boyfriend.
0:33:47 > 0:33:49I thought you just said...?
0:33:49 > 0:33:52Yes, I share a beautiful daughter with Ms Naylor.
0:33:52 > 0:33:54I share my life with Bonnie.
0:33:54 > 0:33:56What, was that not poetic?
0:33:56 > 0:34:00So, is Ms Naylor a lesbian?
0:34:00 > 0:34:02No, no, no...
0:34:02 > 0:34:05It's complicated.
0:34:05 > 0:34:07Well, the tarot never saw THAT coming...
0:34:09 > 0:34:12So, you're Bonnie's boyfriend, eh?
0:34:12 > 0:34:14You looking forward to the trip?
0:34:14 > 0:34:18- Trip?- Yeah. The trip this weekend for Bonnie's birthday.
0:34:21 > 0:34:23It's your birthday?
0:34:23 > 0:34:25Whoops...
0:34:33 > 0:34:35Sorry about that.
0:34:35 > 0:34:38- Patients.- I remember how it works, Dad.
0:34:40 > 0:34:43So...what's going on with you?
0:34:43 > 0:34:44What's to say?
0:34:44 > 0:34:48Things haven't been working out so well for some time.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50And I'm really sorry to ask for money,
0:34:50 > 0:34:53- but I just haven't got anywhere else so go.- Yes, you have.
0:34:53 > 0:34:57My place is big enough. I want you and Jake to come and stay with me.
0:34:57 > 0:35:00- I can take care of myself. - And Jacob?
0:35:00 > 0:35:02Of course. What is this? I've asked you for a favour!
0:35:02 > 0:35:04Just one simple favour!
0:35:04 > 0:35:07Jess, it doesn't make any sense for you to rent somewhere.
0:35:07 > 0:35:08You said it's a break.
0:35:08 > 0:35:11You don't want to get yourself tied into anything.
0:35:11 > 0:35:13Not when you don't have to. And I can help look after Jacob.
0:35:13 > 0:35:15Give you and David time to talk.
0:35:15 > 0:35:17You're not listening! I can't...
0:35:17 > 0:35:19I can't talk to David just now.
0:35:19 > 0:35:22He...hurt me.
0:35:22 > 0:35:26These things are always painful. Believe me, I've been through it.
0:35:26 > 0:35:29No, you haven't. I don't have time for this.
0:35:29 > 0:35:34Jess, I know you're sick. I know you can't sleep.
0:35:34 > 0:35:36- I know you're in pain. - You went through my stuff?
0:35:36 > 0:35:39I'm not judging you. I'm just trying to help.
0:35:39 > 0:35:42And that's some heavy-duty stuff. What's wrong?
0:35:42 > 0:35:46Are you even seeing a GP? Jess, don't run away from this.
0:35:46 > 0:35:50- Don't make the same mistake I did. - The same mistakes as you?
0:35:50 > 0:35:52Your life is littered with failed marriages.
0:35:52 > 0:35:54And do you know why?
0:35:54 > 0:35:57Let me tell you why. Because you listen. You always listen.
0:35:57 > 0:36:00But you never hear!
0:36:00 > 0:36:03- I'm sorry.- You always are!
0:36:03 > 0:36:07- Jess?- Ah!- Jess?- Ah! Just let me go!
0:36:07 > 0:36:10No, no, no. You're not going anywhere.
0:36:10 > 0:36:15- Can we get some help here, please? - Ah!- Come on.
0:36:15 > 0:36:18I met the father of your baby. Jonny?
0:36:18 > 0:36:21- Nice man. - He certainly thinks so.
0:36:21 > 0:36:24So does Nurse Wallis.
0:36:24 > 0:36:26Professor Hope's on his way.
0:36:26 > 0:36:29Good luck. Don't run towards any lights.
0:36:29 > 0:36:32- I hope I didn't drop you in it... - Oh, far from it.
0:36:32 > 0:36:35In fact, I think you may have just salvaged the situation for me.
0:36:35 > 0:36:38Well, us. Jac, is Friday sorted?
0:36:38 > 0:36:41I said I'd look into it.
0:36:41 > 0:36:43There you go.
0:36:43 > 0:36:46I must have interpreted the tarot wrong. I'm saved.
0:36:46 > 0:36:48What do you mean?
0:36:48 > 0:36:51Lovers crossed with five of cups.
0:36:51 > 0:36:53"Disappointment" - at least, that's how I read it.
0:36:53 > 0:36:55Course it all depends on the question being asked.
0:36:55 > 0:36:57And what did Bonnie ask of the tarot?
0:36:57 > 0:36:58SHE CHUCKLES
0:36:58 > 0:37:03I couldn't possibly say, but I can tell you what 90% of women ask.
0:37:03 > 0:37:04And what's that?
0:37:04 > 0:37:06Love and marriage.
0:37:08 > 0:37:12They say the Lake District's a very romantic place.
0:37:15 > 0:37:18He lashed out. Tried to brush me away.
0:37:18 > 0:37:20He'd done it before - several times, actually.
0:37:20 > 0:37:23But I'd always been able move the needle.
0:37:23 > 0:37:24But this time...
0:37:24 > 0:37:27- So, he'd done this during previous attempts at cannulation?- Yes.
0:37:27 > 0:37:30- Did you report it? - Yes. To Mr Levy.
0:37:30 > 0:37:32But Mr Levy rightly pointed out
0:37:32 > 0:37:34that the patient was just being difficult.
0:37:35 > 0:37:39It didn't even occur to me that he may have a phobia of the needle.
0:37:39 > 0:37:41I should have thought...
0:37:41 > 0:37:44Mr Bing has made a formal complaint. Process now takes over.
0:37:44 > 0:37:47You're suspended until that complaint has been evaluated.
0:37:53 > 0:37:56How long have you had the acid reflux?
0:37:56 > 0:37:58Two, three months.
0:37:58 > 0:38:02- And you didn't get it checked out? - I didn't think it was serious.
0:38:02 > 0:38:04Serious enough for hospital-grade painkillers?
0:38:04 > 0:38:06Like men don't self-medicate!
0:38:06 > 0:38:08Yes, thank you, Adele!
0:38:08 > 0:38:13Mary-Claire, could I have bloods, please, Us&E's,
0:38:13 > 0:38:15FBC, a CT scan and a chest X-ray?
0:38:15 > 0:38:17Right you are, Pops.
0:38:17 > 0:38:20Is it just me, or has discipline slipped a bit in here?
0:38:20 > 0:38:23- Don't.- Oh, it's his fault! He talks like we're a family
0:38:23 > 0:38:26but forgets that means dysfunctional and informal.
0:38:28 > 0:38:29Sounds about right.
0:38:33 > 0:38:36Stapling the bronchus.
0:38:36 > 0:38:39- How's she doing? - Oh, just dandy so far...
0:38:39 > 0:38:43Listen, I want to talk about the rota.
0:38:43 > 0:38:46- Yeah, me too.- Really?
0:38:46 > 0:38:48You're right. If Bonnie wants to help. I should let her.
0:38:48 > 0:38:51I've been irrational. Releasing the inferior ligament.
0:38:51 > 0:38:53No, you've been a mother.
0:38:53 > 0:38:56Well, maybe I should try to let go a bit. Water, please.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59- Test for any air leak. - Thank you.
0:38:59 > 0:39:02In fact, why don't you come over this weekend?
0:39:02 > 0:39:05Both of you, if you want?
0:39:05 > 0:39:08- THIS weekend?- Well, Sofia has to go and see her mum,
0:39:08 > 0:39:11and I'd appreciate knowing you were around.
0:39:11 > 0:39:13- That's not a problem, is it? - No. No, no, of course not.
0:39:13 > 0:39:18I just need to...run it by Bonnie.
0:39:18 > 0:39:20You do that.
0:39:23 > 0:39:27- A hernia. That's it? - An epigastric hernia.
0:39:27 > 0:39:29Explains the acid...
0:39:29 > 0:39:32Well, what it doesn't explain is why you didn't do anything about it,
0:39:32 > 0:39:35- the pain! - I had other things to worry about.
0:39:35 > 0:39:37And morphine-based painkillers?
0:39:37 > 0:39:40- You're coming off those. Now! - Done.
0:39:40 > 0:39:43Stop fussing, Dad. Everything's going to be OK.
0:39:43 > 0:39:45Now, can I go see Jake?
0:39:45 > 0:39:48You're not going anywhere until we get some other medication in you.
0:39:48 > 0:39:51I can have Jake brought... Oh, it's David.
0:39:51 > 0:39:53Don't answer it.
0:39:53 > 0:39:55Well, I probably should. He's returning my call.
0:39:55 > 0:39:58You called him? You told him I was here?
0:39:58 > 0:40:00I left a message. Said you were here.
0:40:00 > 0:40:01That you were safe.
0:40:01 > 0:40:03Look, I know that you're having difficulties.
0:40:03 > 0:40:06But he's still your husband. He deserves that much.
0:40:06 > 0:40:08Yeah, you're right. I just...
0:40:08 > 0:40:11Don't want to talk to him right now. I'll call him later.
0:40:11 > 0:40:13- From yours, tonight. - You're coming.
0:40:13 > 0:40:16Yeah, of course. Where else would I go?
0:40:19 > 0:40:21Is bringing her out of sedation going to work?
0:40:21 > 0:40:23Shock the brain into fighting back.
0:40:23 > 0:40:26It's the only way to test motor response.
0:40:26 > 0:40:30Using pain? Isn't that rather sink or swim?
0:40:30 > 0:40:33It's totally sink or swim. But Beth's held on for this long.
0:40:33 > 0:40:35There's something in there fighting. Let's draw it out.
0:40:35 > 0:40:40- Any questions?- No.
0:40:40 > 0:40:42Is this what she wants?
0:40:42 > 0:40:44She wanted to be let go. We know that.
0:40:44 > 0:40:46She's in a coma. She doesn't know what she wants.
0:40:46 > 0:40:49Then should we be doing this at all?
0:40:49 > 0:40:52I just don't know if we're doing it for her, or for us.
0:40:52 > 0:40:55We're doing it because it's in her best interests.
0:40:56 > 0:40:57Ready?
0:40:57 > 0:41:00Yep. She's been off sedation for several hours.
0:41:00 > 0:41:03OK...
0:41:04 > 0:41:08Beginning motor response test.
0:41:13 > 0:41:15Come on, Beth...
0:41:17 > 0:41:19MACHINE BEEPS
0:41:19 > 0:41:22- Beth?- Guy, she's in VF.
0:41:22 > 0:41:24ALARM SOUNDS
0:41:25 > 0:41:29- She's crashing!- Crash team!
0:41:33 > 0:41:34- How did it go?- Good, I think.
0:41:34 > 0:41:36We'll see how she goes in recovery.
0:41:36 > 0:41:39Maybe we could celebrate? Have a drink this weekend.
0:41:39 > 0:41:42- For my birthday? - Jonny told you, then?- Uh-huh.
0:41:42 > 0:41:44Fine, I'll get something in for the three of us.
0:41:44 > 0:41:46Four.
0:41:46 > 0:41:48You, Jonny, Emma and me.
0:41:48 > 0:41:51- Of course. Four.- Nice and cosy...
0:41:51 > 0:41:54If you've got something to say, Bonnie, spit it out.
0:41:54 > 0:41:57- Why this weekend?- You know why. Sofia's away... Emma...
0:41:57 > 0:41:59Yeah, that all sounds really plausible.
0:41:59 > 0:42:01But I can't help thinking, you KNEW what I was planning.
0:42:01 > 0:42:03You knew I'd already given it up,
0:42:03 > 0:42:05because Jonny felt like he couldn't not be there for Emma.
0:42:05 > 0:42:09And then you come up with this thing that's so...
0:42:09 > 0:42:11un-Jac-like, so NICE.
0:42:11 > 0:42:14Compromise. Yet I still don't get to be with Jonny.
0:42:14 > 0:42:18No. I guess you don't. Deal with it. Because you know what?
0:42:18 > 0:42:21I don't need to play these games. If I wanted Jonny, I...
0:42:21 > 0:42:23That's it. You think you can just take him back
0:42:23 > 0:42:25- whenever you wish, don't you? - I didn't say that.
0:42:25 > 0:42:27You were about to. What is it with you?
0:42:27 > 0:42:30He's given you everything, and you still do what you can to hurt him.
0:42:30 > 0:42:32- I pity you.- Well, don't!
0:42:32 > 0:42:35You're the one getting in the way of Jonny and his child.
0:42:35 > 0:42:37Just remember that...
0:42:43 > 0:42:46Adele, have you seen Jess anywhere?
0:42:46 > 0:42:48No, I thought she was with you.
0:42:48 > 0:42:51- Can you call the creche, please? Find out if she's there?- Yeah.
0:42:51 > 0:42:55Mr Griffin, I was given these X-rays. Think they belong to you.
0:42:55 > 0:42:58Is your patient a kick-boxer? She's taken a hell of pounding...
0:42:58 > 0:43:01I counted 10, 11 scarred-over fractures?
0:43:01 > 0:43:03Maybe three still healing.
0:43:03 > 0:43:06Mr Griffin? They said she picked him up 15 minutes ago...
0:43:21 > 0:43:23You shouldn't be in here. I've got a different doctor now.
0:43:23 > 0:43:25It's OK, Mr Bing. I just want to talk to you.
0:43:25 > 0:43:28- About what happened. - What, when you stabbed me?
0:43:28 > 0:43:31- That didn't happen, Mr Bing. - Look! Look!
0:43:31 > 0:43:34That was an accident. You lashed out at ME!
0:43:34 > 0:43:36You must know that?
0:43:36 > 0:43:40Look, OK, I know we haven't seen eye to eye today...
0:43:42 > 0:43:44But think about it.
0:43:44 > 0:43:48Why would I stab you? I'm a doctor.
0:43:48 > 0:43:53I spend all day helping patients.
0:43:53 > 0:43:56It doesn't make any sense!
0:43:56 > 0:43:58Now, you need to understand.
0:43:58 > 0:44:00This is my career on the line here, OK?
0:44:00 > 0:44:04Why would I sabotage that? I wouldn't!
0:44:06 > 0:44:10I mean, do you even REMEMBER this?
0:44:10 > 0:44:14I've been having trouble recently, remembering things.
0:44:14 > 0:44:16Feel a bit strange. Up here.
0:44:16 > 0:44:19That's because you're ill. You need professional help.
0:44:19 > 0:44:23But how can I help you, if I end up getting suspended?
0:44:23 > 0:44:26Now, look. You said yourself that you've been feeling quite strange.
0:44:26 > 0:44:30Do you not think it's possible that you lashed out
0:44:30 > 0:44:33- and you simply don't remember it? - Why would I do that?
0:44:33 > 0:44:36I don't know!
0:44:36 > 0:44:41But I can help you try and find out.
0:44:41 > 0:44:45But first, you need to tell someone that you were wrong.
0:44:47 > 0:44:50- What was I wrong about? - Everything.
0:44:54 > 0:44:57Thing is, if I was ill,
0:44:57 > 0:44:59somebody here would have spotted it.
0:44:59 > 0:45:02I mean, I'm surrounded by doctors. None of them think I'm mad.
0:45:02 > 0:45:06- No, wait... - Just you. No. Go away. Go away.
0:45:06 > 0:45:08I think I'll have the police now.
0:45:08 > 0:45:11They can take care of it.
0:45:11 > 0:45:15- Five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten. - Clear. Shocking.
0:45:19 > 0:45:22- One, two, three, four, five... - Charging to 360...
0:45:22 > 0:45:25- ..six, seven, eight, nine, ten. - Stop...- Not again.
0:45:25 > 0:45:26Dad? Does she want this?
0:45:26 > 0:45:29Clear!
0:45:29 > 0:45:31Shocking.
0:45:31 > 0:45:33Rhythm.
0:45:33 > 0:45:35OK.
0:45:35 > 0:45:38Re-sedate. Continue Triple-H.
0:45:38 > 0:45:41When she's stable, CT scan.
0:45:51 > 0:45:53- How long's the wait?- Jess?- OK.
0:45:54 > 0:45:58Jess. I know.
0:45:58 > 0:46:00I KNOW.
0:46:00 > 0:46:03"He hurt me" - I know what that means now.
0:46:03 > 0:46:04I've heard...
0:46:04 > 0:46:09Please, just leave us alone. This doesn't concern you.
0:46:09 > 0:46:11I've seen the X-rays.
0:46:13 > 0:46:17Why didn't you tell me? I could have done something.
0:46:17 > 0:46:18How long?
0:46:21 > 0:46:22Long enough.
0:46:25 > 0:46:29You should have come to me. Got away.
0:46:29 > 0:46:31- I couldn't.- Why?
0:46:38 > 0:46:39I'm so sorry.
0:46:43 > 0:46:45But I'm here now.
0:47:00 > 0:47:03Alive?
0:47:03 > 0:47:06I must have got the wrong interpretation.
0:47:06 > 0:47:09It wasn't the cards that made you so sure, was it?
0:47:09 > 0:47:11I read your family history.
0:47:11 > 0:47:14Dad. Dead at 45. Lung cancer.
0:47:14 > 0:47:17Grandfather, dead at 55. Lung Cancer.
0:47:17 > 0:47:19Uncle. Ditto.
0:47:19 > 0:47:22Do you know the funny part?
0:47:22 > 0:47:24None of them smoked.
0:47:24 > 0:47:27Well, neither do you now, yeah?
0:47:27 > 0:47:31You do this right, you've got another 30 years.
0:47:31 > 0:47:3330 years of what?
0:47:35 > 0:47:40Do you know what my first feeling was when I drew that death card?
0:47:40 > 0:47:42Relief. At last, some...
0:47:42 > 0:47:47change. Something different.
0:47:47 > 0:47:5330 bloody years those cards have told me I'd meet someone.
0:47:53 > 0:47:56Have...something.
0:47:56 > 0:48:00Well, don't give up. Except the fags.
0:48:00 > 0:48:03Like you said, salvage something.
0:48:08 > 0:48:11Hey, hey, I've been looking for you.
0:48:11 > 0:48:13What, did you come to say goodbye?
0:48:13 > 0:48:16Let's face it, there's no coming back from this.
0:48:16 > 0:48:18Right, if you look deep enough, you usually find a solution.
0:48:18 > 0:48:20I've been reading your notes from today.
0:48:20 > 0:48:22This is one comprehensive history.
0:48:22 > 0:48:24I mean, it's all here. Documented. Every strange act.
0:48:24 > 0:48:26Every run-in.
0:48:26 > 0:48:28It doesn't explain why he turned on me.
0:48:28 > 0:48:30It doesn't explain why he's ruined my career.
0:48:30 > 0:48:32It doesn't explain why I'm wearing this stupid plaster
0:48:32 > 0:48:37from some flea-bitten kitten, who...
0:48:37 > 0:48:39Oh, I'm an idiot.
0:48:39 > 0:48:40What?
0:48:40 > 0:48:42Oh, my God, it's been staring me in the face all day!
0:48:42 > 0:48:44What has?
0:48:44 > 0:48:46I mean, it's not like we're half a neuro ward, is it?!
0:48:46 > 0:48:50Dominic, what...?
0:48:50 > 0:48:51Toxoplasmosis.
0:48:51 > 0:48:52What?
0:48:52 > 0:48:54It's a parasitic disease. Carried by cats.
0:48:54 > 0:48:56It's actually quite common.
0:48:56 > 0:48:59What happened to me is quite common? Becoming different people.
0:48:59 > 0:49:02A different person? A nasty person?
0:49:02 > 0:49:03Well, that's not as common.
0:49:03 > 0:49:06It's not the parasite itself that led to those symptoms.
0:49:06 > 0:49:08The condition will have formed calcified cysts on your brain.
0:49:08 > 0:49:11- Not now, Digby. - It's just quite interesting...
0:49:11 > 0:49:13It's a disease. Caused by my cats?
0:49:13 > 0:49:14You can't blame them.
0:49:14 > 0:49:17I'm not blaming them. No, you misunderstand, quite the opposite.
0:49:17 > 0:49:20I'm glad of the explanation as to why I am the way I am.
0:49:20 > 0:49:22Why I've been acting the way I have.
0:49:22 > 0:49:24Yeah, you're not mad, you're just full of parasites!
0:49:24 > 0:49:27- Can you fix it...?- Well, now we know what it is, yes, we can.
0:49:27 > 0:49:30Excuse me, just a minute...
0:49:32 > 0:49:35That was a good get.
0:49:35 > 0:49:36Could have twigged a little sooner.
0:49:36 > 0:49:38Would have saved a lot of nastiness, but...
0:49:38 > 0:49:41An interesting decision, you coming back to this hospital
0:49:41 > 0:49:43after what you'd been through. Gutsy, some would say.
0:49:43 > 0:49:45And what would others say?
0:49:45 > 0:49:47Good question.
0:49:47 > 0:49:50Yeah, you're an interesting one. I'm going to keep my eye on you.
0:49:54 > 0:49:55Beth's?
0:49:59 > 0:50:01Better go be with her.
0:50:13 > 0:50:18- Thought you'd gone.- Well, Bonnie has had a really good idea...
0:50:18 > 0:50:21- Oh, is that so? - Well, Jonny was telling me
0:50:21 > 0:50:26- about how you said you'd trust Emma with me. And with Jonny.- Yes.
0:50:26 > 0:50:31So, we were thinking we could kill two birds with one stone -
0:50:31 > 0:50:34we could take Emma to the Lake District this weekend.
0:50:34 > 0:50:39I mean, two nurses, one child, it can't go wrong.
0:50:39 > 0:50:41I guess we all have to accept that there are three of us
0:50:41 > 0:50:43in this relationship now.
0:50:43 > 0:50:46Me, Jonny and Emma.
0:50:46 > 0:50:48And we need to pull our weight.
0:50:48 > 0:50:51And this way it means you get the whole weekend to yourself.
0:50:51 > 0:50:54You can go bowling or bingo or whatever.
0:50:54 > 0:50:58I mean, you did say that, right?
0:50:58 > 0:51:01I think that sounds like a great idea.
0:51:01 > 0:51:04Jac!
0:51:04 > 0:51:07You're a wee star! Come on.
0:51:25 > 0:51:29You've heard. About Beth.
0:51:29 > 0:51:31You win some, you lose some.
0:51:35 > 0:51:39No hard feelings, eh, Guy?
0:51:39 > 0:51:41Hard feelings?
0:51:45 > 0:51:48It was purely a commercial decision.
0:51:48 > 0:51:50As I said,
0:51:50 > 0:51:53legacies stain easily.
0:51:55 > 0:51:59And I'm very good at picking which way the wind's blowing...
0:51:59 > 0:52:02A young girl is dying.
0:52:04 > 0:52:07Who's fault's that? Mine?
0:52:08 > 0:52:10Not hers. Not Beth's.
0:52:10 > 0:52:13But there are other people whose lives you could have saved.
0:52:13 > 0:52:15You can't save them all, Guy.
0:52:15 > 0:52:17You're going to come in there,
0:52:17 > 0:52:19you're going to sit there and watch her die!
0:52:19 > 0:52:23She died a year ago!
0:52:23 > 0:52:25Anya? Right?
0:52:27 > 0:52:30You can't bring her back.
0:52:30 > 0:52:33And I'm not going to build you a neuro unit
0:52:33 > 0:52:36just to salve your conscience.
0:52:36 > 0:52:39- Finished? - No. But this conversation has.
0:52:39 > 0:52:41Think it's time you left.
0:52:41 > 0:52:45And that temper showed up on the due diligence.
0:52:45 > 0:52:47I'm truly sorry, Guy.
0:52:47 > 0:52:51I thought this could work, but you're a loose cannon.
0:52:59 > 0:53:01You understood the scan?
0:53:04 > 0:53:09Widespread ischemic deficit.
0:53:09 > 0:53:11A devastating stroke.
0:53:11 > 0:53:13She's not going to survive this.
0:53:13 > 0:53:17Could go into cardiac arrest at any moment.
0:53:17 > 0:53:19You don't have to be here for this.
0:53:20 > 0:53:22Yes, I do.
0:53:28 > 0:53:31You're not a monster.
0:53:31 > 0:53:34I want you to know, I don't think that.
0:53:37 > 0:53:39Just a harmless ogre?
0:53:40 > 0:53:42Yeah...
0:53:44 > 0:53:47Zoshie,
0:53:47 > 0:53:49you should have this.
0:53:51 > 0:53:54- I don't think I deserve it. - Yes, you do.
0:54:05 > 0:54:07You know,
0:54:07 > 0:54:10doing stuff is easy.
0:54:10 > 0:54:14Surgery. Getting your hands dirty.
0:54:14 > 0:54:19You try, you succeed. Or you don't.
0:54:19 > 0:54:22Not doing anything.
0:54:22 > 0:54:25Watching...
0:54:25 > 0:54:27That's hard.
0:54:30 > 0:54:33MACHINE BEEPS AND FLATLINES
0:54:59 > 0:55:03Er, you don't have a spare cigarette, do you?
0:55:03 > 0:55:05It'll kill you.
0:55:05 > 0:55:08After the day I've had, I might just take that.
0:55:09 > 0:55:13Couldn't possibly be weirder than mine.
0:55:13 > 0:55:14What did you DO to it?
0:55:14 > 0:55:17Only a little accident! Or three.
0:55:17 > 0:55:19Hey, the insurance'll pay for it.
0:55:19 > 0:55:23Of course, you do know this could mean war?
0:55:23 > 0:55:25Bring it on!
0:55:25 > 0:55:28Oh!
0:55:38 > 0:55:40I've never liked cats.
0:55:40 > 0:55:43Although I do respect their instinct to survive.
0:55:46 > 0:55:51Did you really never have pets? Not even as a kid?
0:55:51 > 0:55:55My mum bought me and my brother, Chris, hamsters once.
0:55:55 > 0:55:58OK.
0:55:58 > 0:56:02Well, I don't exactly know why, but I had two hamsters.
0:56:02 > 0:56:04A male and a female.
0:56:04 > 0:56:07And Chris had just one hamster, a female.
0:56:07 > 0:56:09Anyway, my hamsters did what hamsters do,
0:56:09 > 0:56:12and, pretty soon, we had six baby hamsters.
0:56:12 > 0:56:14Our own little family.
0:56:14 > 0:56:18Anyway, one day, Chris and I decided it would be fun
0:56:18 > 0:56:22to let his lady hamster play Mummy.
0:56:22 > 0:56:24Anyway, we took my hamster out.
0:56:24 > 0:56:28Put his hamster in.
0:56:28 > 0:56:30And she bit all their heads off.
0:56:30 > 0:56:33What? Well, what did you do?
0:56:33 > 0:56:37- Nothing. - You didn't try to stop her?
0:56:37 > 0:56:40Well, they weren't HER babies, were they?
0:56:40 > 0:56:44They were a threat to her. So, she dealt with it.
0:56:44 > 0:56:47She felt threatened, so she reacted.
0:56:48 > 0:56:51Lashed out. With violence.
0:56:51 > 0:56:54Because that's now nature works.
0:56:54 > 0:56:58When threatened, react violently,
0:56:58 > 0:57:01end threat.
0:57:11 > 0:57:13David, hi. It's Ric.
0:57:13 > 0:57:17No, I'm fine, fine, thanks. How are you?
0:57:17 > 0:57:18Good. Good.
0:57:18 > 0:57:25Listen, Jess left tonight to go and visit her mum.
0:57:25 > 0:57:30Yeah. Oh, no, no, no, she's fine. She's fine.
0:57:30 > 0:57:33Well, at least as far as I know.
0:57:33 > 0:57:36You can never tell with Jess.
0:57:36 > 0:57:38Never one to "share".
0:57:38 > 0:57:40At least, not with me!
0:57:40 > 0:57:42RIC CHUCKLES
0:57:42 > 0:57:46Anyway, I just thought that I'd better let you know.
0:57:48 > 0:57:52Yeah, yeah.
0:57:52 > 0:57:54You too, mate.
0:57:54 > 0:57:56Take care.
0:57:59 > 0:58:04He'll come looking for me.
0:58:04 > 0:58:06When he realises...
0:58:06 > 0:58:09he'll come.
0:58:09 > 0:58:11I'll be here. I promise.
0:58:15 > 0:58:17And if he comes anywhere near you...
0:58:21 > 0:58:23..I'll kill him.