0:00:39 > 0:00:42Which pharmacy dweeb prescribed him Midazolam?
0:00:42 > 0:00:44I did.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46What is going on in that sick head of yours?
0:00:46 > 0:00:48Don't let him get to you.
0:00:48 > 0:00:50Every time I turn around, he's watching me.
0:00:50 > 0:00:53That is exactly why she is my future, and not you.
0:00:53 > 0:00:56- I see you've already met our new locum.- New locum?
0:00:56 > 0:00:59Amy Teo. Consultant pharmacist.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01Jonny?
0:01:02 > 0:01:04I'll take care of my wife from here on in.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06If that's all right with you.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08Like I said, mate, she's out of your league.
0:01:15 > 0:01:17What is that?
0:01:17 > 0:01:20This is Midnight Blue.
0:01:20 > 0:01:23Right, aren't tuxedos supposed to be black?
0:01:23 > 0:01:26This is considered blacker than black.
0:01:26 > 0:01:27Right, it is blue.
0:01:27 > 0:01:31Yeah, but under light, black looks sort of greeny-grey.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Whereas this, this looks black.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36It's the one James Bond wore in Skyfall.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38Oh, it's a fancy-dress party?
0:01:38 > 0:01:41It's a £100-a-plate dinner.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43Head-of-a-pint-of-Guinness white.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46In the right light, it's whiter than white.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48SHE SNIGGERS You're coming too?
0:01:48 > 0:01:50There's that attention to detail again, Doctor.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52I'm the keynote speaker.
0:01:52 > 0:01:56Mr Di Lucca, sent up from ED. Car accident, localised abdominal pain.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59This way, please.
0:02:02 > 0:02:03Mrs Attril...
0:02:05 > 0:02:08Mrs Attril in bed three.
0:02:08 > 0:02:09- Was it Crohn's?- Yes, it was.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11We need a laparoscopic bowel resection,
0:02:11 > 0:02:13- and I need one of you to talk her through it.- I can do it.
0:02:13 > 0:02:17But I've been sorting her corticosteroids...
0:02:17 > 0:02:19Uh, right, let's go with Arthur, I think.
0:02:20 > 0:02:24Right, she's incredibly nervous, OK? So go slow.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26And remember, explain clearly, listen actively,
0:02:26 > 0:02:27and ensure her understanding.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29- Yep.- Good.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35Dom, that wasn't... I mean,
0:02:35 > 0:02:38that was just normal competition between juniors, it wasn't me...
0:02:38 > 0:02:40Being...better qualified?
0:02:40 > 0:02:43What do you want me to say? You're a good doctor? You are.
0:02:43 > 0:02:46- OK? 100%.- That's possibly the most patronising thing you've ever said.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Boys, enough! This is unbearable.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50I'm trying. There's only so many times you can say sorry.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52No, there's not.
0:03:15 > 0:03:19- Honestly, is this fussing really necessary?- I'm so sorry.
0:03:19 > 0:03:20It was just a little bump!
0:03:20 > 0:03:23- What's your name, please? - I'm Caroline Canan.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26Nothing.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Stop it. You're embarrassing yourself.
0:03:28 > 0:03:32- Clearly gay.- You, take him.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34There's nothing wrong with me.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36- There's nothing wrong with him. - Assess his GCS. Now, please.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41Caroline, it says you're complaining of pains in your stomach.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43- Oh, I had that before the accident. - Before?
0:03:43 > 0:03:46Bad food, I think, or something. I can walk fine, you know.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48Let him do his job.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50I've got the legs of a 20-year-old.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Look, I get it. You're not a little old lady.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55Now, if you'll just let me examine you, please?
0:03:55 > 0:03:57Caroline Canan, the glamour model, right?
0:03:57 > 0:03:59I used to hide you under my mattress.
0:03:59 > 0:04:00SHE CHUCKLES
0:04:00 > 0:04:04You hear that, Ronnie? I've been in this beautiful man's bedroom.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06I want THAT one.
0:04:06 > 0:04:07This isn't a sweet shop, Ms Canan.
0:04:07 > 0:04:10I don't mind taking her on, Raf. It's not a sweet shop
0:04:10 > 0:04:12but we do like people to leave with a smile on their face.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- GCS?- 15. Flying colours.
0:04:20 > 0:04:21Right.
0:04:24 > 0:04:25All right?
0:04:25 > 0:04:28What is it with death and that banal question?
0:04:28 > 0:04:30You going to tell me you're here if I need you as well?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Well, not now.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Memorial services are just another one of the many
0:04:34 > 0:04:38and varied devices people use to forget stuff.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40I don't think you're worried about that.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43I think you might be worried that Jonny's coming in today.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45I'm glad that Jonny's back.
0:04:45 > 0:04:49Once this is over he might start visiting his daughter.
0:04:49 > 0:04:53- What?- Nothing. It's just that memorials aren't to forget.
0:04:53 > 0:04:54They're to remember.
0:04:57 > 0:05:00What was going on earlier? Between you and Arthur.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02I don't... What?
0:05:02 > 0:05:04I could always ask Zosia.
0:05:07 > 0:05:08I don't think I should say.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10Come on.
0:05:10 > 0:05:14I've just been second-guessing myself a bit lately. Ever since...
0:05:15 > 0:05:18Ever since Arthur said I'd never make it as a doctor.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21You know, coming from the Junior Doctor of the Year,
0:05:21 > 0:05:23it rattles you a little...
0:05:23 > 0:05:26Why should Arthur's opinion count for anything?
0:05:26 > 0:05:30There is only one person's opinion that matters in here - that's mine.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32- Do you want to hear it?- What?
0:05:32 > 0:05:33- My opinion.- Um, yeah.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36I think that you are an F1 and he is an F2.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39So why are you competing?
0:05:39 > 0:05:43Could it be because you think that you are in the wrong place?
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Deprived by the gods by what happened with Malick?
0:05:46 > 0:05:48You are the architect of your own downfall.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51- Now, have you heard this expression? - Yes.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53You are where you are supposed to be.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Do you want to be somewhere else?
0:05:55 > 0:05:58Do you want to be, you know, Junior Doctor of the Year?
0:05:58 > 0:06:02Then stop looking out at other people, and look within.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07Shine.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Or get out of my ward.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11So what's your name, handsome?
0:06:11 > 0:06:14- Harry.- Your parents ever find me under your bed, Harry?
0:06:14 > 0:06:18You were in a bunch of magazines my dad sent me for my birthday.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- Sent you?- Yeah, boarding school.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23In fact, you were pretty much all I had for company.
0:06:23 > 0:06:24Are you married, Harry?
0:06:24 > 0:06:26Caroline.
0:06:26 > 0:06:27Sorry.
0:06:27 > 0:06:28This is Caroline Canan.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31Have you had any problems passing water, Caroline?
0:06:32 > 0:06:35Come on. I've stood watch while you crouched in alleyways.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38- Continue, Doc. - Why do you have to talk like that?
0:06:38 > 0:06:40- Are you family, Ronnie?- Yes.- No.
0:06:40 > 0:06:44- He's my driver.- Ronnie, I'm afraid I'm going to have to ask you
0:06:44 > 0:06:46to wait in the visitors room, if you don't mind.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48You heard the man! Go on.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53You sure treat each other like family.
0:06:53 > 0:06:56- He's outlasted all the husbands. - Let's see what the tests say,
0:06:56 > 0:06:58but I'm pretty sure we're dealing with appendicitis.
0:06:58 > 0:07:02Sarah Daily, 23, recurring chest pain on and off for years.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04And she's a little bit spiky about it.
0:07:04 > 0:07:05What do you mean, spiky?
0:07:05 > 0:07:10Ah, a doctor. Let the fob-off session begin.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Why haven't I seen her before?
0:07:12 > 0:07:14I just moved into the area.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17Chasing the kid who stole my busker's hat has given me
0:07:17 > 0:07:20the awesome opportunity of getting to know my local fob hotel.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24Pretty fed up of those chest pains, huh?
0:07:24 > 0:07:26I was outrun by a fat kid.
0:07:28 > 0:07:29OK, let's have an...
0:07:29 > 0:07:32BOTH: ECG, bloods, angiogram...
0:07:32 > 0:07:36Let me guess - the cause of your condition is unknown.
0:07:36 > 0:07:39Has been for years, and every doctor you've seen has failed to get
0:07:39 > 0:07:42- any further than the last. - Excellent. Another genius!
0:07:42 > 0:07:43So let me put your mind at rest.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46I'm unlikely to solve it either.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48They've all been too polite to tell you the truth,
0:07:48 > 0:07:51but now you have me, and I'm not afraid to say it out loud -
0:07:51 > 0:07:53we practise medicine, not magic.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55By the way, you look ridiculous.
0:07:55 > 0:07:59I'll have someone prep for the angiogram.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01Thank you. Cheers. Thank you very much.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03Can you get Jonny to do it, please.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07Er, where are your parents?
0:08:07 > 0:08:09Applying for a loan to park the car.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11What have we got?
0:08:11 > 0:08:15A comedian. Referred by ED for...
0:08:15 > 0:08:18abscess on left hand. Unknown cause.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22Problem?
0:08:22 > 0:08:25Well, we've got to find the cause before we can drain, right?
0:08:25 > 0:08:27And?
0:08:30 > 0:08:34Finding the cause is going to take some time.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36I have a packed list today and...
0:08:36 > 0:08:38I'll do it.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Right, well, I need to book in an incision
0:08:40 > 0:08:42and a drainage this afternoon.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45So you have until then to find the cause.
0:08:47 > 0:08:48That's more like it.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56Good, well, you should be back at work in no time.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58Take care, mate. Nice to meet you.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01Right, consultant pharmacist is with Ms Canan.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03And there was one more thing. Raf said...
0:09:03 > 0:09:07Raf. Guy's like a whack-a-mole. Just keeps popping up.
0:09:07 > 0:09:11- Right, I know, but...- Can I just get through one minute without hearing Raf's name,
0:09:11 > 0:09:15seeing Raf's face, talking about what Raf did next
0:09:15 > 0:09:18and being reminded of Raf's major accomplishments, please?
0:09:19 > 0:09:23Dr Tressler, this is our new permanent consultant pharmacist,
0:09:23 > 0:09:24Ms Teo.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26What's your name?
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Why?
0:09:28 > 0:09:31Do you want me to call you Buddy? Champ?
0:09:31 > 0:09:32It's Carl.
0:09:32 > 0:09:37OK, Carl. Let's just have a look at you.
0:09:40 > 0:09:41Oh. Holy hell.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44Yeah, always happens when you're about to go on a date.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47This should not have been allowed to get this big.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49No, you're right. It's just that I was enjoying it so much.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51You're also itching.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54Is that in one place or is that...?
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Same place.
0:09:56 > 0:09:57OK, where?
0:09:57 > 0:10:00All over.
0:10:00 > 0:10:04Right, and how long has this been going on?
0:10:04 > 0:10:06The sense of humour?
0:10:06 > 0:10:08OK, I can't fix this without your help.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11It's a giant zit, yeah? Just stick a pin in it.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13I can't do that until I determine the cause.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15So you don't know what causes them?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17OK, well, I'll go and look it up online if you like.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20You know what, I'm just going to wait for your parents...
0:10:20 > 0:10:21Wait!
0:10:22 > 0:10:24OK, my mum doesn't know I'm here.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28She's a home-remedy nut, OK?
0:10:28 > 0:10:32She's been treating it for the past couple of weeks but it hasn't
0:10:32 > 0:10:37been getting better, and if she knew that I was here...
0:10:37 > 0:10:40She just, she can't know I'm here, OK?
0:10:48 > 0:10:50So?
0:10:50 > 0:10:52- Jonny, what are you doing? - You knew I'd be here today.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- For the memorial. - I'm not here for that.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58You don't think I'm ready?
0:10:58 > 0:11:00For work? Always. But to face Jac?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04Look, I think there's a speech in your head,
0:11:04 > 0:11:06but it's too embryonic to come out.
0:11:06 > 0:11:10I'm not OK, right? I'm not pretending I am. But I can work.
0:11:10 > 0:11:13And if I can work, I can think straight.
0:11:13 > 0:11:15And I need that right now more than air.
0:11:15 > 0:11:18- Jonny, I need you to prep for an angiogram.- Point the way.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- It's with Jac, is that OK?- Course.
0:11:24 > 0:11:25You need time to heal, Jonny.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28She was there and then she wasn't. I can't understand that, can you?
0:11:30 > 0:11:34I don't need time. I need something to point to.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36A reason.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38I'm not going to find that at home.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Something to point to? Or someone?
0:11:44 > 0:11:46You're permanent now?
0:11:46 > 0:11:49Harry, I thought we had something going on here.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50I used to make men look like that.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52She's allergic to penicillin.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54- So clindamycin?- Steady.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57- You know he used to hide me under his bed.- Really?
0:11:57 > 0:11:59Caroline was...
0:11:59 > 0:12:00I know who she is.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02I was a knockout. Just like you.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04She's a knockout, isn't she, Harry?
0:12:04 > 0:12:05She's also very married.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07So we're back on again!
0:12:07 > 0:12:09- Ronnie!- You want me to get him?
0:12:09 > 0:12:12What reactions have you had to penicillins before?
0:12:12 > 0:12:13Nothing since I was a little girl.
0:12:13 > 0:12:16- Let me get a full history before anything else.- Ronnie!
0:12:19 > 0:12:22- Not like this. - Don't be silly, come on.
0:12:22 > 0:12:23She needs something for the pain.
0:12:23 > 0:12:26Yes, but we need a full drugs history before changing her meds.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29- Yes, I know that, but the fact is... - Just let her do her job.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32Can we get 10mg of morphine for Ms Canan, please?
0:12:32 > 0:12:35That should be safe for the pain until you have full history.
0:12:35 > 0:12:36Um, can I borrow this young lady?
0:12:46 > 0:12:48Dr Copeland, how's our lad in four?
0:12:48 > 0:12:51Good.
0:12:51 > 0:12:52Good?
0:12:52 > 0:12:54Coming along.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56What was the cause of the abscess?
0:12:56 > 0:12:59I have ruled out eczema, dermatitis, allergies...
0:12:59 > 0:13:02but I'll know more when I get the Gram-stain results.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04Gram stain? That's going to take an age.
0:13:04 > 0:13:07- I'll postpone the drain, I think. - No! No.
0:13:07 > 0:13:08I'll get the results early.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11I leant on the guys in the lab, they're going to rush it through.
0:13:11 > 0:13:15Oh, good, good. Excellent. Well, let me know when you have them.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25- What are you doing here?- You didn't tell him I was starting, did you?
0:13:25 > 0:13:29- You're not supposed to be here till next week.- His face, Raf!
0:13:29 > 0:13:33- Amy, you should be resting up. - Oh, I don't want to talk about that.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37I'm going out of my mind at home. Let me work, OK?
0:13:37 > 0:13:39Just for once can you do what...?
0:13:39 > 0:13:42Is there any danger, Doctor?
0:13:44 > 0:13:47You haven't said that word, have you?
0:13:47 > 0:13:50You ask me this every day, and what do I say?
0:13:50 > 0:13:51It's important.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53These superstitions are silly.
0:13:54 > 0:13:59No, I haven't said it. I promised I wouldn't, and I won't.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01But if you're in here today, you rest up tonight.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03No coming to the dinner.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Deal.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14- You two have history. - You can't help yourself, can you?
0:14:14 > 0:14:16I am making conversation.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- What makes you say that?- Sweetie, I've been married three times.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22There's a period before your marriage is over, and the moment you realise
0:14:22 > 0:14:24you spend a lot of time reading people.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26It didn't save any of your marriages, did it?
0:14:26 > 0:14:28That's because it's inevitable.
0:14:28 > 0:14:30Marriage is a train heading towards the end of the line.
0:14:30 > 0:14:34A relationship at any one time is simply at one of the stops before it.
0:14:34 > 0:14:35She's a romantic, Doc(!)
0:14:35 > 0:14:38OK, so the test results appear to confirm what I suspected -
0:14:38 > 0:14:40acute appendicitis.
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Let's get her on the list.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44You know what appendicitis is, don't you?
0:14:44 > 0:14:47It's the useless bit you cut loose. I've had three of them, darling.
0:14:47 > 0:14:51OK, it is invasive surgery, but it's pretty straightforward.
0:14:51 > 0:14:54Ronnie here will be driving you home in no time at all.
0:14:57 > 0:14:58What?
0:14:58 > 0:15:00Today was his last drive.
0:15:00 > 0:15:04Yeah, her latest ex-husband hasn't paid me for the last two months.
0:15:04 > 0:15:07He doesn't know about the end of the marriage train line.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10- Caroline, really!- What station would you say they're at?
0:15:11 > 0:15:15Heading out of the city into the open countryside.
0:15:15 > 0:15:16They're past halfway.
0:15:18 > 0:15:19Really?
0:15:19 > 0:15:23- Don't even think about it. - I wouldn't dream of it.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26I need a favour.
0:15:27 > 0:15:31You know that slightly creepy guy who temps in the lab?
0:15:31 > 0:15:34The one who accidentally sent you... e-mailed you pictures of his...
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Please don't finish this sentence.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39Well, I need some Gram-stain results back before this afternoon.
0:15:39 > 0:15:42- I beg of you! - What, you want me to sleep with him?
0:15:42 > 0:15:46No, but I'm flattered you'd do that for me. Just call him.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48He'll do anything you want to.
0:15:48 > 0:15:53Not just Gram-stain results - he could do all sorts of other things.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00What we're going to do is we're going to...
0:16:00 > 0:16:03Feed a tiny wire into the artery - I know.
0:16:04 > 0:16:09Look, I don't need the foreplay. Just get the sucker in there.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Pretty gobby for a living statue, you know that?
0:16:13 > 0:16:15- Hi.- Hi.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20So, do I need to explain to you what an angiogram does?
0:16:20 > 0:16:23I do SO not need you to explain it.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26Hey, I didn't even feel that.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28He's good.
0:16:28 > 0:16:32You know, I hate to tell you you're wasting your time.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Is that right?
0:16:34 > 0:16:36It's going to come back blank.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Is that so?
0:16:38 > 0:16:40It'll throw HER at first.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42She won't like that.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44You have a sad face.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48You're Jonny.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50They've been talking about you around here.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53And what have THEY been saying?
0:16:53 > 0:16:55That they don't know WHAT to say.
0:16:56 > 0:16:59You'd think that round here they'd have just the right words.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01They don't exist, though, do they?
0:17:01 > 0:17:02No, they don't.
0:17:02 > 0:17:07You know what the worst part is? People get bored of sympathy.
0:17:07 > 0:17:12At a certain point your pain becomes an inconvenience.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14Eventually they just stopped believing me.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16Who?
0:17:16 > 0:17:17Everyone.
0:17:17 > 0:17:20My boyfriend, who wasn't getting sex...
0:17:20 > 0:17:23my drama class, who thought I was a drama queen.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26God, I hate that phrase.
0:17:26 > 0:17:28I'm a good actress.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32Around them I was just a liar.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35Well, I wasn't going to be that. So I moved.
0:17:38 > 0:17:41Don't let them rush you back to normal.
0:17:42 > 0:17:46You take as much time being a crap person as you need.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49Got something for you.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Gram stain? Ah! Thank you.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56Oh, come on!
0:17:56 > 0:17:58What, not what you wanted?
0:17:59 > 0:18:02- You can rule out TB. - A monkey could rule out TB!
0:18:02 > 0:18:04Can I get some help?
0:18:07 > 0:18:10I need oxygen! IV antibiotics, nebuliser, now!
0:18:10 > 0:18:13HE GASPS FOR BREATH
0:18:14 > 0:18:17What's that like, working with your husband then going home and him being there too?
0:18:17 > 0:18:20- I'm sorry, we can't take her anywhere.- It's OK.
0:18:20 > 0:18:23I don't know much different. we worked together all through Asia.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25You travelled with him as well? Good God.
0:18:25 > 0:18:28- You never worked with your other half?- Sweetie, I've never worked.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30- How we doing, Ronnie?- It's like Loose Women over here, Doc.
0:18:30 > 0:18:33Erm, will you excuse me for a minute?
0:18:33 > 0:18:36I've got the history from Caroline's GP.
0:18:36 > 0:18:37We can give her pain medication.
0:18:37 > 0:18:40Way ahead of you. Already discussed it with Raf.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46Never seen a needle before?
0:18:46 > 0:18:47More than I'd like.
0:18:47 > 0:18:49I've developed a system, if you need it -
0:18:49 > 0:18:53find a spot on the ceiling or the wall and I make it sing show tunes.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56That's important - requires a lot of concentration.
0:18:56 > 0:18:57Aren't you the cutest thing?
0:18:57 > 0:19:00Well, we should work out the antibiotics,
0:19:00 > 0:19:01so we should probably...
0:19:03 > 0:19:06That scuff mark is singing right now, isn't it?
0:19:06 > 0:19:08- I Love To Boogie.- Billy Elliot.
0:19:08 > 0:19:12Thanks. The antibiotics. We should go over the history ahead of surgery.
0:19:12 > 0:19:14OK.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25Saturation levels just dropped.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29Pneumonia?
0:19:29 > 0:19:31I've ordered him a chest X-ray.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34But do you think we should get him started on CPAP?
0:19:34 > 0:19:36No, high oxygen flow for now, I think.
0:19:37 > 0:19:38Kid's a can of worms.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42You regretting it?
0:19:42 > 0:19:45No, I just I haven't solved one puzzle and now I have another -
0:19:45 > 0:19:47pneumonia.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49They could be connected.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51How?
0:19:51 > 0:19:52Open your mind, Doctor.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56Take a step back, look at the bigger picture.
0:19:56 > 0:19:59Lifestyle factors, indicators that tell us...
0:19:59 > 0:20:01He's giving me less than the tests.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03I can't get a straight answer out of him.
0:20:03 > 0:20:06Well, that's why Mother Nature made doctors.
0:20:06 > 0:20:07Sorry?
0:20:07 > 0:20:10- Most people want to get well, yes? - Yeah.
0:20:10 > 0:20:13Well, if they're not helping you diagnose the problem, they're usually...
0:20:13 > 0:20:16- Hiding the cause.- The answer's in that head of his, I guarantee it.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18But how do I get it out of him?
0:20:18 > 0:20:21Throw out the clinical questions. Ask human ones.
0:20:22 > 0:20:25And quickly. Before he gets any worse.
0:20:36 > 0:20:40- Hi.- How many patients are you working on?
0:20:40 > 0:20:42Raf, you know how this works.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48Early finish at least?
0:20:48 > 0:20:51I can't. Tressler's patient's going to surgery this afternoon
0:20:51 > 0:20:55and she's got a list of possible interactions a mile long.
0:20:55 > 0:20:59- What?- The Canan woman. Appendectomy. Don't worry, I'm on it.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01LOUD CRASH
0:21:03 > 0:21:05Ronnie, what just happened?
0:21:05 > 0:21:06I'm fine, I'm fine.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08Are you feeling dizzy?
0:21:08 > 0:21:11Yeah, but it's gone now.
0:21:11 > 0:21:15Is there something you're not telling us? About the accident?
0:21:15 > 0:21:17It was the smallest of bumps against the window.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19There's no blood, nothing.
0:21:19 > 0:21:22Yeah, not on the outside. Can we have a CT, please?
0:21:22 > 0:21:28- And put a rush on it. Nurse Carter here will look after you.- Sure.
0:21:28 > 0:21:32Listen, don't tell Caroline about this, all right?
0:21:39 > 0:21:40Thank you.
0:21:40 > 0:21:41Sarah's angiogram.
0:21:43 > 0:21:45You weren't expecting that, were you?
0:21:45 > 0:21:46What does it say?
0:21:46 > 0:21:49BOTH: No sign of coronary artery disease...
0:21:49 > 0:21:51Stop doing that.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53So what do we do now?
0:21:53 > 0:21:56A GTN spray. And then she sends me home.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58Isn't that right, Doctor?
0:21:58 > 0:22:00You can change your lifestyle too - diet, exercise...
0:22:00 > 0:22:03You guys kill me. Literally.
0:22:03 > 0:22:06Wait a minute. That can't be it?
0:22:06 > 0:22:09Everything came back normal. I can't keep running the same tests.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11I am not a liar.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18Bye, Jonny.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24Medicine, not magic.
0:22:24 > 0:22:26HE LAUGHS
0:22:26 > 0:22:27What?
0:22:27 > 0:22:30Erm, not magic. Just...
0:22:30 > 0:22:31something to point to.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43You realise I have to call your mum now, don't you?
0:22:46 > 0:22:48Number.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56- What's her name?- Ginny.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02'Hello, I'm sorry I'm not able to take your call.
0:23:02 > 0:23:05'If you leave a message I'll give you a call back.'
0:23:05 > 0:23:08Hello, Ginny. This is Dr Dominic Copeland
0:23:08 > 0:23:11phoning you from Holby City Hospital.
0:23:11 > 0:23:14We have your son here, Carl...
0:23:14 > 0:23:17Please don't worry, he's absolutely fine, but if you could call
0:23:17 > 0:23:21the hospital, it would be good to speak to you in more detail.
0:23:21 > 0:23:25Please just ask for Dr Copeland. Thank you.
0:23:29 > 0:23:33You knew she wouldn't answer, didn't you?
0:23:33 > 0:23:36Yes. I'm telepathic. It's a burden.
0:23:36 > 0:23:37What about Dad?
0:23:37 > 0:23:40I don't have a dad.
0:23:40 > 0:23:42Oooh, no dad joke?
0:23:43 > 0:23:46Paternal issues. It's a cliche, but OK.
0:23:47 > 0:23:50I wonder where Dad fits in to all of this.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59- She's not coming, is she? - What are you - Sherlock?
0:24:01 > 0:24:03Don't con a con artist.
0:24:04 > 0:24:07Do you not think I can track down your mum?
0:24:07 > 0:24:08No, no, I don't.
0:24:08 > 0:24:11This is a hospital, we have access to all kinds of information...
0:24:11 > 0:24:14- You ain't going to find her.- Why not, Carl?- Because she's dead, yeah?
0:24:16 > 0:24:20Dr Tressler, Ms Canan - appendectomy?
0:24:20 > 0:24:21Yep. That's right.
0:24:21 > 0:24:24- Jumping the gun a little, aren't you?- Tests don't lie.
0:24:24 > 0:24:27No, but they omit. It could be any number of other things.
0:24:27 > 0:24:30- Ruled them out. - Oh, you've done a CT?
0:24:30 > 0:24:33Localised pain, raised CRP, temperature 38-plus.
0:24:33 > 0:24:36It's appendicitis, Raf. You can't make this one interesting.
0:24:36 > 0:24:40Her driver just nearly fainted. He's getting a scan right now.
0:24:40 > 0:24:42His GCS was 15. You saw.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45Well, the Canan woman - this afternoon is too soon.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47You want to risk rupture?
0:24:47 > 0:24:50She's allergic to penicillin, her medical history is a mess.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53It's just... it's too much to deal with.
0:24:53 > 0:24:54You don't trust your wife, Raf?
0:24:54 > 0:24:56It's her first day.
0:24:56 > 0:25:00You saved a kid's life with an ECMO machine made out of bottle tops
0:25:00 > 0:25:03- and pipe cleaners on your first day. - Yeah, well, she is...
0:25:03 > 0:25:07She is what, Raf? Not superhuman? Not holier than thou?
0:25:07 > 0:25:09Not always right? Not you?
0:25:09 > 0:25:11That's what I like about her.
0:25:11 > 0:25:13Get a CT before you go anywhere near surgery.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19Interesting.
0:25:19 > 0:25:21So shall I order a CT?
0:25:21 > 0:25:26No. I want you to page our consultant pharmacist for me.
0:25:45 > 0:25:46Sarah.
0:25:48 > 0:25:51- LOUD CRASH - Whoa, whoa, whoa... You OK?
0:25:51 > 0:25:53A little help over here, please?
0:25:53 > 0:25:55That's what stomping off gets me.
0:25:55 > 0:25:58OK, just breathe slow.
0:25:58 > 0:26:01I can't do grand gestures any more.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04Yeah, well, they don't really work on her anyway.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06Give me your arm.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08I'm OK.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10Don't worry about me,
0:26:10 > 0:26:14I'm going to be sitting down for the next few hours, anyway.
0:26:16 > 0:26:19Hey, I just had a thought.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22I could die right in the street, and no-one would know.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Money just piling up!
0:26:24 > 0:26:26That's not funny.
0:26:26 > 0:26:27I want to die.
0:26:29 > 0:26:30Then they'll believe me.
0:26:30 > 0:26:33You stay here.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35Keep an eye on her for a wee second.
0:26:39 > 0:26:42I think if we use clindamycin, then we can avoid cross-reactivity.
0:26:44 > 0:26:46You OK?
0:26:46 > 0:26:48Forgot to eat.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51Won't that cause bleeding during surgery?
0:26:51 > 0:26:52Huh?
0:26:52 > 0:26:55Oh, not if you use anaesthetic agents.
0:26:57 > 0:27:01We haven't spoken, by the way, since, er...
0:27:02 > 0:27:04Since you tried to hit on me.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06Since that.
0:27:06 > 0:27:11I hope you took it in the spirit with which it was given.
0:27:11 > 0:27:14As an attempt to have sex with a stranger, yes.
0:27:14 > 0:27:17SHE LAUGHS Thank you! Good. Thank God for that.
0:27:18 > 0:27:21I hope it didn't make life with Raf difficult.
0:27:21 > 0:27:24No. But, er...
0:27:24 > 0:27:26But what?
0:27:27 > 0:27:29Ah, I shouldn't say, really.
0:27:31 > 0:27:36Well, he did go a little caveman on me earlier for working you too hard.
0:27:39 > 0:27:41Do you need looking after?
0:27:43 > 0:27:45Give me a minute.
0:27:46 > 0:27:47Raf...
0:27:49 > 0:27:51..what are you doing warning people off me?
0:27:54 > 0:27:57- Trying to keep you safe. Trying to give Ca...- Raf!
0:27:57 > 0:28:00You're setting all these rules, and I'm following them.
0:28:00 > 0:28:02Why can't I set a few of my own?
0:28:02 > 0:28:06- Can't you just worry about me without trying to fix it?- No.
0:28:08 > 0:28:11We should get these to Ms Canan.
0:28:15 > 0:28:16CARL COUGHS REPEATEDLY
0:28:37 > 0:28:38You give me the information I need,
0:28:38 > 0:28:40we get to the bottom of your condition.
0:28:40 > 0:28:44You get to leave, no questions asked, and I don't look crap.
0:28:45 > 0:28:50What, just release me, you know, not follow it up, not tell anyone?
0:28:50 > 0:28:53Not ever think about you again.
0:28:53 > 0:28:54You're not allowed to do that.
0:28:54 > 0:28:56I know.
0:28:59 > 0:29:01- You promise?- Cross my heart.
0:29:03 > 0:29:06OK, what... what do you want to know?
0:29:06 > 0:29:09OK, well, let's start with the dad thing.
0:29:09 > 0:29:11Your mum's dead, there must be one.
0:29:11 > 0:29:13No. He's got nothing to do with this.
0:29:13 > 0:29:14OK, but there IS one.
0:29:18 > 0:29:20- Carl.- Yeah, there's a dad.
0:29:20 > 0:29:22That wasn't so hard, was it?
0:29:23 > 0:29:24What's his name?
0:29:24 > 0:29:26No.
0:29:26 > 0:29:28HE COUGHS
0:29:28 > 0:29:30No way.
0:29:30 > 0:29:32I am not going to call him, Carl.
0:29:32 > 0:29:33I promised you, didn't I?
0:29:34 > 0:29:37Jacob Nordbrook.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39And you don't want him to know that you're here?
0:29:39 > 0:29:43No, he's got nothing... nothing to do with this.
0:29:43 > 0:29:45I haven't seen him in months.
0:29:45 > 0:29:47OK, so I need you to stay on the ward
0:29:47 > 0:29:51- until the results come back in, OK? - OK.- Don't go anywhere.
0:29:52 > 0:29:53How are you feeling now? Any nausea?
0:29:53 > 0:29:56The tramadol might make you a little spaced out,
0:29:56 > 0:29:57but that's normal, don't worry.
0:29:57 > 0:29:59Don't you two work well together?
0:30:00 > 0:30:03- Where have you been? - I went to get a drink.
0:30:03 > 0:30:04Excuse me.
0:30:07 > 0:30:08Isn't this delicious?
0:30:09 > 0:30:11What are you doing?
0:30:11 > 0:30:13Reading. Reading, reading, reading...
0:30:13 > 0:30:15This is a hospital. Not a school playground.
0:30:15 > 0:30:17Oh, it's ALL a school playground.
0:30:18 > 0:30:22- Don't you want to know what I read in her?- What do you read in her?
0:30:22 > 0:30:24She's screaming inside. There's points for the man who sees it.
0:30:24 > 0:30:26Caroline, stop poisoning people.
0:30:26 > 0:30:29- I'm educating!- No, you're not. Not everyone's like you.
0:30:29 > 0:30:31Not everyone treats a partner like a prize.
0:30:31 > 0:30:32If I didn't, you wouldn't have a job!
0:30:32 > 0:30:35- I am where I am because of who I married.- And where are you?
0:30:35 > 0:30:38Oh, yeah, in hospital and only your driver to visit you.
0:30:38 > 0:30:39- Guys.- You know what,
0:30:39 > 0:30:41most people have pictures of their families on their phone.
0:30:41 > 0:30:44You know what she's got? Pictures of herself as a younger woman.
0:30:44 > 0:30:48Caroline needs rest before the op. Keep it nice, please.
0:30:48 > 0:30:51What are you doing here, Ron? What are you even doing here?
0:30:51 > 0:30:53I don't need you. I don't need a driver!
0:30:53 > 0:30:55I've just been too polite to say it.
0:30:56 > 0:31:00You don't need me. Fine. I'll go.
0:31:05 > 0:31:07CT's in.
0:31:07 > 0:31:09CT? What CT?
0:31:09 > 0:31:11Ms Canan's. I thought you...
0:31:19 > 0:31:22- Look again. - I've looked, Jonny.- Do it again.
0:31:22 > 0:31:25If there was something to be found, I would've found it.
0:31:25 > 0:31:28- You're acting unprofessionally. - No, I am acting like a human being!
0:31:28 > 0:31:30Now, if there are symptoms, there must be a cause.
0:31:30 > 0:31:32And logic dictates that you can find them.
0:31:32 > 0:31:34You just have to turn over every rock.
0:31:34 > 0:31:37- Things happen, Jonny. - Things don't just happen!
0:31:37 > 0:31:40Right, if we're saying we can't fix this, we're condemning her.
0:31:40 > 0:31:41It doesn't mean any such thing.
0:31:41 > 0:31:44We can fail to save a life, but we cannot stand by and do nothing.
0:31:44 > 0:31:46I can't pull a diagnosis out of thin air.
0:31:46 > 0:31:48You think too much of me.
0:31:48 > 0:31:50I don't think anything of you at all!
0:31:55 > 0:31:58Sorry, I shouldn't have come in to work today.
0:31:58 > 0:32:00You were right. I'm going home.
0:32:00 > 0:32:02OK. OK.
0:32:03 > 0:32:04What?
0:32:06 > 0:32:09Organise a stress echo and I will take another look at her angiogram.
0:32:24 > 0:32:26Is your dad abusive?
0:32:27 > 0:32:32- Then, why?- Because he blames me, yeah? That's why. For my mum.
0:32:34 > 0:32:39Look, my mum had... she had this thing about the pond
0:32:39 > 0:32:42in the field behind our house.
0:32:42 > 0:32:45Well, she told me never to go near it.
0:32:45 > 0:32:48Yeah, well, the dumb dog didn't know that.
0:32:48 > 0:32:53Winston, he, erm, he jumped in after a ball
0:32:53 > 0:32:57floating around in there, and he got into some trouble, so I...
0:32:58 > 0:33:01..I jumped in after him.
0:33:01 > 0:33:04It, you know, it was cold and I couldn't...
0:33:09 > 0:33:14And then this, erm...this... this hand came down and, erm...
0:33:15 > 0:33:17..it pulled me out and...
0:33:20 > 0:33:22..and I saw my mum.
0:33:26 > 0:33:30You know, I got out, but my mum,
0:33:30 > 0:33:32she...she drowned.
0:33:33 > 0:33:37- You know, who would you blame? - Is that what your dad said?
0:33:37 > 0:33:38And, erm...
0:33:41 > 0:33:43Winston showed up a week later.
0:33:44 > 0:33:48I was so relieved to see him, but...
0:33:48 > 0:33:51but, erm, my...my dad said...
0:33:52 > 0:33:54..he said that he was going to have him...
0:33:56 > 0:33:58..put down.
0:33:59 > 0:34:02I reckon he would've done the same to me if he could.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06Where's it itching the most?
0:34:09 > 0:34:11HE COUGHS
0:34:15 > 0:34:17Scabies.
0:34:18 > 0:34:21- Carl? - MONITOR BEEPS
0:34:21 > 0:34:22Carl?
0:34:22 > 0:34:24Mum...
0:34:27 > 0:34:29Kate!
0:34:29 > 0:34:32He's gone into shock. I'm going to need to drain this now.
0:34:44 > 0:34:45'All good.'
0:34:47 > 0:34:48How are you feeling?
0:34:49 > 0:34:51And you were doing so well.
0:34:51 > 0:34:53I'm fine.
0:34:53 > 0:34:55You just couldn't leave it, could you?
0:34:55 > 0:34:59- Ah, just the man.- He's ordered a CT for Canan behind my back.
0:34:59 > 0:35:00How do think it makes me look?
0:35:00 > 0:35:02- It was a good diagnosis. - You're damn right it was!
0:35:02 > 0:35:05Textbook. I expected to be proved wrong.
0:35:05 > 0:35:06So why order a CT?
0:35:06 > 0:35:11- Well, because I was right.- What? - Diverticular perforation.
0:35:11 > 0:35:14Sigmoid colon, flopped into the right iliac fossa.
0:35:14 > 0:35:16Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to tell a patient
0:35:16 > 0:35:19she's got something much worse than appendicitis.
0:35:22 > 0:35:25Tell me he dresses up in women's clothing in his spare time.
0:35:25 > 0:35:29- I'm sorry.- Leaves wet towels on the bed? Anything. I'll take anything.
0:35:29 > 0:35:31- You're looking at this the wrong way.- How's that?
0:35:31 > 0:35:33You don't think being perfect is a fault?
0:35:33 > 0:35:35Ronnie!
0:35:38 > 0:35:39Jonny.
0:35:39 > 0:35:42I will completely understand if you don't, but I wondered
0:35:42 > 0:35:45if you might want to say a few words at Bonnie's memorial.
0:35:45 > 0:35:48- I'm not going to that. - Come with me.
0:35:54 > 0:35:55Right.
0:35:56 > 0:36:00The stress echo was positive for an anterior wall.
0:36:00 > 0:36:04I have discovered a kink, which is a myocardial bridge.
0:36:05 > 0:36:09It means you have an artery trapped in muscle, and by exercising,
0:36:09 > 0:36:12you've been squeezing it, which is what has been causing your pain.
0:36:16 > 0:36:18She's speechless. It's a miracle.
0:36:18 > 0:36:20I think it is a...
0:36:20 > 0:36:22- bloody miracle.- Oh, erm...
0:36:22 > 0:36:24I can't let go.
0:36:24 > 0:36:25OK.
0:36:28 > 0:36:31- Treatable?- It may require surgery,
0:36:31 > 0:36:33but if we're lucky, we can treat it with medication.
0:36:33 > 0:36:37Either way, there's no reason you won't go back to a normal life.
0:36:37 > 0:36:40That's if you consider this normal.
0:36:40 > 0:36:41You OK with that?
0:36:41 > 0:36:43I going to name my first-born after you.
0:36:45 > 0:36:46- Ronnie!- What happened?
0:36:46 > 0:36:48OK, BP's dropped, pulse is 120.
0:36:48 > 0:36:50Septic shock. We need to get into theatre now.
0:36:50 > 0:36:52- Right.- What?
0:36:52 > 0:36:53Raf's already on it.
0:36:53 > 0:36:56OK, the list's reshuffled, I've scrambled a theatre team.
0:36:56 > 0:36:59We've got a gap, let's get her moving, please.
0:37:04 > 0:37:05You coming in?
0:37:05 > 0:37:08Nah. I told you, I don't want to.
0:37:08 > 0:37:10- You don't mean that. Come.- No.
0:37:10 > 0:37:12- It'll be good for you.- NO!
0:37:14 > 0:37:16Yeah, that's right, mate. Slow down, take a good look!
0:37:16 > 0:37:18- Jonny...- I'm fine.
0:37:18 > 0:37:22You want to sum up a life in an hour, go ahead.
0:37:24 > 0:37:25Not me.
0:37:31 > 0:37:33Cross-reactivity to cephalosporins
0:37:33 > 0:37:35and mecillinam of anywhere between 9% and 42%.
0:37:35 > 0:37:37Given the serious nature of the patient,
0:37:37 > 0:37:38we should stick with clindamycin.
0:37:38 > 0:37:40OK, that's enough, leave it with us.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42No, wait, there's the ramipril, PRN consumption.
0:37:42 > 0:37:44I'm not sure how her blood pressure will react.
0:37:44 > 0:37:45With Mary-Claire, please.
0:37:45 > 0:37:48I'm the best person to guide the meds.
0:37:48 > 0:37:50Just give the notes to Mary-Claire.
0:37:50 > 0:37:51Why can't she do it?
0:37:51 > 0:37:53We've been over this - I can work.
0:37:53 > 0:37:55There's work, and there's emergency care.
0:37:55 > 0:37:57I'm not having my wife put under that kind of stress.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59I'm not your wife, I'm the consultant pharmacist.
0:37:59 > 0:38:01I'm not having Callumei...
0:38:01 > 0:38:03I didn't mean to say it.
0:38:03 > 0:38:06Amy, I'm sorry. It doesn't mean anything anyway.
0:38:06 > 0:38:08Look, zero stress is the important thing.
0:38:08 > 0:38:10Now, please just give the notes to Mar...
0:38:10 > 0:38:12Bye, then!
0:38:15 > 0:38:20Our colleague, our friend, Bonnie Wallis,
0:38:20 > 0:38:23was a truly great spirit.
0:38:23 > 0:38:25She was loved by her family,
0:38:25 > 0:38:27who tell me she overcame great obstacles...
0:38:32 > 0:38:33Sorry, er...
0:38:35 > 0:38:37These are someone else's words...
0:38:38 > 0:38:43I suppose I was, um, so afraid
0:38:43 > 0:38:45of, um, insulting her memory.
0:38:46 > 0:38:47But...
0:38:47 > 0:38:49the truth is...
0:38:50 > 0:38:51..it's too soon.
0:38:53 > 0:38:55It's too soon for her to go.
0:38:57 > 0:39:02'Give me a year, I will write her a cracking speech.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04'But right now...
0:39:05 > 0:39:09'..how can I possibly talk about her life in the past tense...
0:39:11 > 0:39:14'..when I keep expecting her to come through that door?'
0:39:19 > 0:39:22Oh, Mr Levy, it's scabies.
0:39:27 > 0:39:31That's what caused the abscess - the chronic scratching opened the sores.
0:39:31 > 0:39:34- I've drained it.- Contagion. We'll have to lock down the ward.
0:39:34 > 0:39:37I've called Colette and we've arranged a risk assessment.
0:39:37 > 0:39:40His bay's being cleaned down as we speak.
0:39:40 > 0:39:43No indicators on any staff. I'm clean, so...
0:39:43 > 0:39:46No, we caught it quickly, it's contained.
0:39:46 > 0:39:48Pneumonia?
0:39:48 > 0:39:50From sleeping rough.
0:39:50 > 0:39:51He's homeless?
0:39:51 > 0:39:53Runaway.
0:39:53 > 0:39:56Have you got a name or number for a parent?
0:39:56 > 0:39:58I'll have to contact the authorities.
0:39:58 > 0:40:01Father. Jacob Nordbrook.
0:40:02 > 0:40:05Well done. Well done, Dr Copeland.
0:40:05 > 0:40:07You've just averted a crisis.
0:40:09 > 0:40:11- CARL:- No!
0:40:15 > 0:40:17You promised.
0:40:19 > 0:40:22My dad hates me, he's going to kill me.
0:40:28 > 0:40:30You want to jump in?
0:40:30 > 0:40:32I know the med history, remember?
0:40:32 > 0:40:34We're doing it laparoscopically.
0:40:34 > 0:40:36Keyhole? Hartmann's, surely.
0:40:36 > 0:40:39You want to fit a bag to her, Harry?
0:40:39 > 0:40:43You didn't get the impression that looks mean anything to this woman?
0:40:44 > 0:40:46There's no way you can do this keyhole.
0:40:46 > 0:40:50There you go again, limiting your options.
0:40:59 > 0:41:01Lexy.
0:41:03 > 0:41:04What are you doing here?
0:41:06 > 0:41:07The memorial.
0:41:12 > 0:41:14They send you to come and get me?
0:41:14 > 0:41:16No.
0:41:16 > 0:41:18Elliot's starting without me.
0:41:19 > 0:41:21I'm not going in there.
0:41:21 > 0:41:22OK.
0:41:25 > 0:41:29I can't. I'm just...
0:41:31 > 0:41:34I'm barely holding it together as it is, so just...
0:41:36 > 0:41:39If I go in there, I'm going to have to start getting over her,
0:41:39 > 0:41:42and I don't want to get over her, Lexy.
0:41:43 > 0:41:46I can't think of a bigger betrayal than that.
0:41:48 > 0:41:50The pain is...
0:41:52 > 0:41:55..it's really bad but it's her and...
0:41:57 > 0:42:00..she's right here all the time.
0:42:04 > 0:42:08If she goes...if the pain goes,
0:42:08 > 0:42:10then she goes.
0:42:13 > 0:42:14And I can't let go of the pain.
0:42:16 > 0:42:19You love her.
0:42:19 > 0:42:21She's going nowhere.
0:42:32 > 0:42:34I can feel your eyes boring into me.
0:42:39 > 0:42:41You think I do this stuff to make you look bad?
0:42:41 > 0:42:45No. It's just a happy accident.
0:42:45 > 0:42:48Bet your teenage self never imagined you'd get this close.
0:42:49 > 0:42:51Ronnie Dale's CTs are back.
0:42:55 > 0:42:57There's blood on the brain.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59Send him up to Keller for observation.
0:42:59 > 0:43:01Quickly. It's damage limitation time now, Harry.
0:43:07 > 0:43:09Would you leave me alone?
0:43:09 > 0:43:12Carl, I had to do what I did. It's my job.
0:43:12 > 0:43:13What, saving lives, is that it?
0:43:13 > 0:43:15Yes, actually.
0:43:15 > 0:43:16Yeah, well, you ended mine.
0:43:18 > 0:43:21I didn't want you to not call him because I was in trouble -
0:43:21 > 0:43:24it was because I didn't want to see the...
0:43:24 > 0:43:26the disappointment in his face.
0:43:26 > 0:43:29I didn't want him to look at me the same way
0:43:29 > 0:43:33he looked at my dog - you know, as the thing that ruined his life.
0:43:34 > 0:43:37I didn't want you to call him
0:43:37 > 0:43:40because he's better off without me.
0:43:40 > 0:43:43Carl?
0:43:43 > 0:43:44He's contagious.
0:43:44 > 0:43:46My boy...
0:43:46 > 0:43:47Dad, no!
0:43:51 > 0:43:53I thought I'd lost you...
0:43:54 > 0:43:56I thought I'd lost you.
0:43:58 > 0:44:01He stands at the door every day, waiting for you.
0:44:02 > 0:44:04Today's the day.
0:44:05 > 0:44:06Winston.
0:44:08 > 0:44:10He's waiting for you.
0:44:16 > 0:44:20I remember one day Bonnie had to give an elderly patient a bath.
0:44:23 > 0:44:25She'd just removed his gown...
0:44:26 > 0:44:31..and he looked down and said, "Have you ever seen anything so big?"
0:44:31 > 0:44:34Slightly embarrassed and red-faced she said,
0:44:34 > 0:44:37"Yes. Oh, well, it's very impressive."
0:44:37 > 0:44:41And he said, "I was talking about my boil!"
0:44:41 > 0:44:43LAUGHTER
0:45:06 > 0:45:07Dammit.
0:45:09 > 0:45:11Don't worry. He makes me cry too.
0:45:18 > 0:45:19Can I ask you something?
0:45:20 > 0:45:22What's Callumei?
0:45:24 > 0:45:26You don't have to tell me.
0:45:32 > 0:45:34It used to be a joke.
0:45:36 > 0:45:38It used to make us laugh.
0:45:38 > 0:45:42Raf insisted we'd have a fine Scottish boy named Callum,
0:45:43 > 0:45:47..and I said we'd have a pretty Singaporean girl named Mei...
0:45:48 > 0:45:50But now it's not funny?
0:45:54 > 0:45:55You can't...
0:45:59 > 0:46:03When you say the name... it makes it real.
0:46:06 > 0:46:10Then, when it doesn't happen, it's like a little death.
0:46:10 > 0:46:12So this time I thought if we didn't say it...
0:46:14 > 0:46:15IVF.
0:46:17 > 0:46:20Of course - the nausea, the needle phobia...
0:46:21 > 0:46:23Is this your third round?
0:46:31 > 0:46:36Callumei is a beautiful bubble that pops when you touch it.
0:46:45 > 0:46:48I never cry. It's the hormones. I hate it.
0:46:51 > 0:46:53- Please don't tell him you know. - I won't.
0:46:57 > 0:46:59Come on.
0:47:05 > 0:47:06Thanks, Harry.
0:47:24 > 0:47:27We're having a little get-together in Albie's in Bonnie's honour.
0:47:27 > 0:47:29Do you want to come?
0:47:29 > 0:47:32I think I'm probably just going to stay and keep working,
0:47:32 > 0:47:34- if that's all right.- Yeah, sure.
0:47:48 > 0:47:51It's good to have you back.
0:47:51 > 0:47:52Quite a first day, eh?
0:47:54 > 0:47:56When are you going to come and see Emma?
0:47:56 > 0:47:58I never stopped.
0:48:00 > 0:48:03I've been seeing her when she's with the nanny, when you're here...
0:48:07 > 0:48:09That's OK. It's good, actually.
0:48:10 > 0:48:12Maybe now things can get back to normal.
0:48:15 > 0:48:16Normal?
0:48:16 > 0:48:18I just mean that...
0:48:18 > 0:48:21You know, ever since Bonnie I've been looking for a reason.
0:48:21 > 0:48:24I knew I couldn't bring her back, but just something to point at
0:48:24 > 0:48:27and say, you know, "That's why!"
0:48:27 > 0:48:29It was an accident, Jonny.
0:48:29 > 0:48:34Mo was right - I had this speech in my head.
0:48:34 > 0:48:37And I wasn't entirely sure how it was going to come out,
0:48:37 > 0:48:39but the gist of it was that you killed her.
0:48:41 > 0:48:43But that's not it.
0:48:43 > 0:48:45I'M why.
0:48:47 > 0:48:49Because I let you keep a little piece of me.
0:48:51 > 0:48:55I let you keep me here on my wedding day.
0:48:57 > 0:48:59I let you kiss me.
0:48:59 > 0:49:01I'm the thing to point at.
0:49:02 > 0:49:04It's no-one's fault.
0:49:04 > 0:49:10That girl you treated today, she travelled right across the country
0:49:10 > 0:49:14because, around the people who didn't believe her, she was a liar.
0:49:16 > 0:49:19Well, around you, I am a fool.
0:49:21 > 0:49:23I'm the cause of someone's heartbreak.
0:49:25 > 0:49:27I'm alone.
0:49:30 > 0:49:31I have to move away from you.
0:49:37 > 0:49:40Well done. It's been noted upstairs.
0:49:40 > 0:49:41Good work.
0:49:47 > 0:49:48Did you see that?
0:49:48 > 0:49:50We saw it.
0:49:52 > 0:49:54Doctor of the Year's a little bit quiet.
0:49:54 > 0:49:57- Could he fear the competition?- Hm.
0:49:57 > 0:49:59You don't think what I did today was as good as any F2?
0:49:59 > 0:50:03Er, who am I to argue? If Sacha says you are, then you are.
0:50:03 > 0:50:04- I want to hear you say it. - Dominic...
0:50:04 > 0:50:06No, I think everyone should hear this.
0:50:06 > 0:50:09What, you want me to say you're better than Zosia?
0:50:09 > 0:50:11She can be off her game because she can play the "dead mum" card.
0:50:13 > 0:50:15Is that what you think?
0:50:15 > 0:50:16I...
0:50:19 > 0:50:20So you're a good doctor.
0:50:20 > 0:50:22What kind of PERSON are you?
0:50:27 > 0:50:29How are you feeling?
0:50:29 > 0:50:31Broken.
0:50:31 > 0:50:33It all went very well.
0:50:33 > 0:50:34Will there be a scar?
0:50:34 > 0:50:37Yeah, about this big.
0:50:37 > 0:50:39Oh! You're amazing.
0:50:39 > 0:50:42Well, you rest and I'll be back to check on you in half an hour.
0:50:42 > 0:50:43Where's Ronnie?
0:50:43 > 0:50:45Well, don't you remember, you...?
0:50:45 > 0:50:47Oh, no, he always comes back.
0:50:50 > 0:50:51What?
0:50:51 > 0:50:53He didn't want you to know, but...
0:50:53 > 0:50:56He hit his head in the accident, I'm afraid.
0:50:56 > 0:50:58He's upstairs being assessed for internal bleeding.
0:50:58 > 0:51:00Is he going to be all right?
0:51:00 > 0:51:03It's too early to say at this point.
0:51:03 > 0:51:05All we can do is wait.
0:51:06 > 0:51:08SHE GASPS
0:51:21 > 0:51:23- CAROLINE SOBS - Make-up?
0:51:25 > 0:51:27You must have some make-up around.
0:51:27 > 0:51:29Oh.
0:51:33 > 0:51:36Does your husband like spending all this time with you?
0:51:36 > 0:51:37Most of the time.
0:51:39 > 0:51:43My ex-husbands, every single one -
0:51:43 > 0:51:46they only liked spending certain time with me.
0:51:46 > 0:51:49They'd have a slot for me, and either side of that...
0:51:49 > 0:51:51well, as long as I was busy, they were happy.
0:51:51 > 0:51:53Is that why they paid for a driver?
0:51:53 > 0:51:56Only the first one did.
0:51:59 > 0:52:02- I've been paying for Ronnie for years.- He doesn't know that?
0:52:05 > 0:52:07You're broke.
0:52:08 > 0:52:12Dumb lummox. What does he think I'm doing in a public hospital?
0:52:12 > 0:52:15He's been driving you for two months without pay.
0:52:18 > 0:52:20I don't think he's dumb,
0:52:20 > 0:52:22I think he likes having you around.
0:52:27 > 0:52:28There.
0:52:30 > 0:52:31Beautiful.
0:52:31 > 0:52:33- Cor, God...! - THEY LAUGH
0:52:33 > 0:52:36You're an angel.
0:52:37 > 0:52:41Whatever it is you're going through, I hope it works out.
0:52:44 > 0:52:46To Bonnie. You were a giver.
0:52:46 > 0:52:48ALL: To Bonnie.
0:52:58 > 0:53:00Mind if I sit down?
0:53:00 > 0:53:02There's nothing you can say to take that back.
0:53:02 > 0:53:05No, but maybe I can explain where it came from.
0:53:05 > 0:53:07Where DID it come from?
0:53:07 > 0:53:08It's been a tough day.
0:53:08 > 0:53:11I defended you. Where does something like that come from?
0:53:13 > 0:53:16My dad always blamed me for my mum's death.
0:53:17 > 0:53:19I wasn't allowed to cry over her.
0:53:19 > 0:53:21Because in his eyes, I was the cause.
0:53:22 > 0:53:27So every time I did, he would say I'm playing the "mum" card.
0:53:28 > 0:53:31That's where something like that would come from.
0:53:34 > 0:53:35Why did he blame you?
0:53:36 > 0:53:37Can I...?
0:53:42 > 0:53:45We used to have a dog... called Winston.
0:53:45 > 0:53:49We had a huge pond behind our house.
0:53:49 > 0:53:52My mum always said I was never allowed to go anywhere near it...
0:54:05 > 0:54:07Caroline, I've got something for you.
0:54:08 > 0:54:10Oh, oh, you're OK?
0:54:10 > 0:54:12All clear. No operation.
0:54:12 > 0:54:14They still need to keep him in for observation,
0:54:14 > 0:54:16but I asked if he could be moved down here.
0:54:25 > 0:54:27- I'm sorry.- Oh, shut up.
0:54:28 > 0:54:30I just need to tell you something.
0:54:30 > 0:54:33When I said I didn't need you... well, I've never needed you.
0:54:33 > 0:54:35Cheers.
0:54:35 > 0:54:36No, I mean...
0:54:36 > 0:54:39Ron, I've been paying you all this time.
0:54:39 > 0:54:41It's me who cut you off.
0:54:41 > 0:54:43What you talking about, paying me?
0:54:43 > 0:54:45I don't need you, Ron...
0:54:45 > 0:54:47but I can't live without you.
0:54:48 > 0:54:51And I still want you to drive me. I just...
0:54:51 > 0:54:53I just want to sit beside you.
0:55:02 > 0:55:04Knock, knock. How's my pin-up?
0:55:04 > 0:55:07Oh, my. Don't you look handsome?
0:55:07 > 0:55:11I was just on my way out to dinner, but I thought I'd come
0:55:11 > 0:55:12and check and see how you are.
0:55:12 > 0:55:14Mr Di Lucca's taking good care of me.
0:55:14 > 0:55:18Good. Well, I'd better go, but I hope you feel better.
0:55:18 > 0:55:21I know who you are, Harry. I finally worked it out.
0:55:21 > 0:55:23Oh, yeah, what's that?
0:55:23 > 0:55:25I married you three times.
0:55:25 > 0:55:28It's only today I realised what I was to men like you.
0:55:28 > 0:55:29A win.
0:55:31 > 0:55:34- Leave that girl alone. - I don't know what you mean.
0:55:34 > 0:55:37Yes, you do. There's plenty of others. Leave this one alone.
0:55:37 > 0:55:41You've just had heavy surgery, you're a little foggy.
0:55:41 > 0:55:46I've never been clearer in my life. She's not a prize.
0:55:46 > 0:55:47Leave her alone.
0:55:47 > 0:55:50She's married. There's nothing to worry about.
0:55:54 > 0:55:56And he had the dog put down.
0:55:56 > 0:55:58I think he would have quite liked to have done the same to me,
0:55:58 > 0:56:01if he could have gotten away with it.
0:56:02 > 0:56:04I really am sorry for what I said.
0:56:04 > 0:56:06It's OK.
0:56:12 > 0:56:14Oh, God...that's awful.
0:56:14 > 0:56:15So did you sort it out with him, your dad?
0:56:19 > 0:56:21What are you going to do, move across the country?
0:56:21 > 0:56:24You're just not going to be a part of me any more.
0:56:24 > 0:56:26And what about Emma? All I did that day
0:56:26 > 0:56:28- was tell you I need you. - You selfish bitch.
0:56:28 > 0:56:30Your heart is so black you don't even realise
0:56:30 > 0:56:32that's the meanest thing you ever did.
0:56:32 > 0:56:33Thank you.
0:56:33 > 0:56:35Marrying her was a fantasy.
0:56:35 > 0:56:37And you hate me because I make you see it.
0:56:37 > 0:56:40THIS! THIS is what you do!
0:56:42 > 0:56:44Well, no more.
0:56:45 > 0:56:48I am not going to let you poison me.
0:56:48 > 0:56:50Or Emma.
0:56:51 > 0:56:54You destroy everything you touch.
0:56:56 > 0:56:57Not her.
0:56:59 > 0:57:01I'm taking her away from you.
0:57:02 > 0:57:04I want custody.
0:57:23 > 0:57:24Get you!
0:57:24 > 0:57:26Is that blue?
0:57:26 > 0:57:27Shut it.
0:57:27 > 0:57:29It's blacker than black.
0:57:34 > 0:57:35Wow.
0:57:37 > 0:57:40- You decided to come.- Distraction.
0:57:40 > 0:57:42- You said you weren't going. - So now I am.
0:57:42 > 0:57:44Amy.
0:57:45 > 0:57:46Compliment her, Raf.
0:57:48 > 0:57:51You look... There are no words.
0:57:51 > 0:57:52Distracting?
0:57:54 > 0:57:56You're not dressed.
0:57:56 > 0:57:58I know. A hepatic haemangioma just got wheeled in.
0:57:58 > 0:58:00I'm going to have to stick around for it.
0:58:00 > 0:58:02I'll still be there for the speech.
0:58:02 > 0:58:04I'm all dressed up.
0:58:04 > 0:58:08So go. You'll have Harry for company, right, Harry?
0:58:08 > 0:58:10I'll look after her, yeah.
0:58:12 > 0:58:14I'll see you later. Have a nice time.