0:00:39 > 0:00:42This is Doctor Jesse Law. Our new consultant anaesthetist.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44He can ease my pain any time he likes.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46Ill take a rain check for dinner.
0:00:46 > 0:00:48I'm married Doctor Tressler.
0:00:48 > 0:00:49I like a challenge.
0:00:49 > 0:00:51Happily married.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53You're not a mother.
0:00:53 > 0:00:54You're a monster.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00If you can't do it, we don't do it.
0:01:00 > 0:01:04Another man's baby, that's worse than no baby at all.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20When will you be back?
0:01:20 > 0:01:22- Tuesday.- I thought the conference ended on Monday?
0:01:24 > 0:01:26I said I thought it ended on Monday.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29There's a dinner on Monday night.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37What if the clinic wants to see us at short notice?
0:01:37 > 0:01:40That's not going to happen.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43This arrived while you were in the shower.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45Don't tell me they turned us down?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47Just read it.
0:01:50 > 0:01:53"Thank you for your interest in the Marie Jenkinson Centre.
0:01:53 > 0:01:56"We regret to inform you that there is currently a three-month
0:01:56 > 0:01:58"waiting list for IVF consultation."
0:01:58 > 0:01:59But that's useless!
0:01:59 > 0:02:00I knew you'd say that.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02But, seriously, come on.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04What's another three months?
0:02:04 > 0:02:06Since you ask, I'll be three months older.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Oh. Morning.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16Morning.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19What exactly are you doing?
0:02:19 > 0:02:22I'm waiting for Jac.
0:02:22 > 0:02:27Now, listen. You need to think this over. Calmly, rationally...
0:02:27 > 0:02:29I've had a whole week to think this over.
0:02:29 > 0:02:33And I have come to the calm, and rational conclusion
0:02:33 > 0:02:36that the mother of my child is a sick, twisted, heartless...
0:02:36 > 0:02:38Jonny.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40I've just had my aunt Agnes on the phone
0:02:40 > 0:02:42because a parcel of baby clothes
0:02:42 > 0:02:45that she sent for Emma had been sent back unopened.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47I admit that is very galling...
0:02:47 > 0:02:49It's downright malicious.
0:02:49 > 0:02:53Jac has taken this court order out on me, not my family...
0:02:53 > 0:02:56Even so, I'm asking you not to antagonise her.
0:02:56 > 0:02:57She needs to know, Elliot.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00She needs to understand the pain she's causing.
0:03:00 > 0:03:03You need to be careful.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08Are you working today?
0:03:09 > 0:03:11I was planning to.
0:03:12 > 0:03:17Well, before you do, maybe a shave might be in order?
0:03:17 > 0:03:19We don't want you frightening the patients.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Why not?
0:03:21 > 0:03:22They frighten me.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25That's more like it.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33Where were you last night?
0:03:33 > 0:03:35Nowhere.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Spill.
0:03:37 > 0:03:38I had one of the most excruciating
0:03:38 > 0:03:40experiences of my entire life.
0:03:40 > 0:03:41Thanks for asking.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Why? What happened?
0:03:43 > 0:03:44Leave it.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Hey, you.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Why didn't you show me that letter
0:03:55 > 0:03:57as soon as I came down for breakfast?
0:03:57 > 0:03:59I was waiting for the right moment.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02Yeah...the moment your plane lands in Geneva.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Well, can you blame me when you're in a mood like this?
0:04:04 > 0:04:06I am not in a mood.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10From the moment we decided to go private,
0:04:10 > 0:04:13the Marie Jenkinson Centre was our first and only choice.
0:04:13 > 0:04:14And they accepted us.
0:04:14 > 0:04:17Some couples might see that as cause for celebration.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Everything all right?
0:04:19 > 0:04:20Yeah, fine.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23Good, because I've got an interesting case for you.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25Amy, the patient's in known stage 3 renal failure
0:04:25 > 0:04:27so I'd like you to be involved.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30And we may need Adele on the case, too.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36Morning.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43Ms Burrows. Hello, I'm Professor Hope.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45I know.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46- Hmm?- You work with my daughter.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48Jac Naylor?
0:04:48 > 0:04:50Ah. Does she know you're here?
0:04:50 > 0:04:52No.
0:04:52 > 0:04:56I understand you've been having problems with your breathing.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58Yeah, I started coughing in a cab.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00And I couldn't catch my breath.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03May I just have a quick listen?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05OK, breathe in.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07And out.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11And in.
0:05:11 > 0:05:12And out.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16OK. Your lungs are a tad noisy.
0:05:16 > 0:05:17Do you smoke?
0:05:17 > 0:05:20Gave it up years ago.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22Has anything like this happened before?
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Once or twice.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26You never thought of going to a doctor?
0:05:26 > 0:05:27I try to avoid doctors.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30I find them smug, patronising and arrogant.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33When you have a minute, Professor Hope.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38He's the father, isn't he?
0:05:38 > 0:05:40Well, it's really not my place to say.
0:05:49 > 0:05:50Listen, I, just wanted to...
0:05:50 > 0:05:54If what you're about to say is work related, then fine.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57If not then speak to my lawyer.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59Your rules, not mine.
0:06:01 > 0:06:04Elliot, erm, I...
0:06:04 > 0:06:07So, when am I going to meet my granddaughter?
0:06:09 > 0:06:13This is Jill Marston, who was involved in an RTC.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16- Hello.- This is Mr Di Lucca, our resident trauma expert,
0:06:16 > 0:06:19and Ms Teo is, our consultant pharmacist.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22Now, Jill's had a FAST scan in the ED...
0:06:22 > 0:06:23No sign of internal bleeds.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26She's been x-rayed, c-spine's been cleared.
0:06:26 > 0:06:27We just need to get her a CT.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31And this is Danielle.
0:06:31 > 0:06:35Social Services will be on their way for her,
0:06:35 > 0:06:38in the meantime she'll want to stay close by.
0:06:39 > 0:06:42Right, can you tell me what happened?
0:06:43 > 0:06:46I had a bacon sandwich.
0:06:46 > 0:06:47Then you got a pain in your chest.
0:06:47 > 0:06:51And I wanted to phone an ambulance but you wouldn't let me, would you?
0:06:51 > 0:06:52I don't like hospitals.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54I don't blame you. Horrible places.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56- Chocolate.- That's right.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00It reminds me of something.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02What does it remind you of?
0:07:04 > 0:07:06That I'm hungry.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08No. You can't eat that.
0:07:08 > 0:07:09But it's mine.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11- Mine, actually.- Patrick, you mustn't eat anything
0:07:11 > 0:07:13until we know the cause of your chest pain.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15- Why?- Because it's dangerous.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18Why?
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Because if we have to operate and you have food in your stomach,
0:07:20 > 0:07:22you could choke.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25How come there isn't a telly in here?
0:07:25 > 0:07:27His B/P's normal. But his pulse and temperature are slightly raised,
0:07:27 > 0:07:30so, we'll need to take some bloods. OK?
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Right, can I have a nurse, please?
0:07:35 > 0:07:37Well, that's very grown-up.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39SHE COUGHS
0:07:39 > 0:07:40Can you excuse me a minute?
0:07:44 > 0:07:46What the hell is she still doing here?
0:07:46 > 0:07:49In all fairness, her breathing is still a little bit noisy.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51Well, it'll be even noisier when I strangle her.
0:07:51 > 0:07:52You think she's malingering?
0:07:52 > 0:07:55She wants to play grandma. I say no to that.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57So, now she decides to feign illness.
0:07:57 > 0:08:00That's what she does. She schemes. She manipulates...
0:08:00 > 0:08:02But she can't manipulate her test results?
0:08:02 > 0:08:05So, if what you say is true, she'll be gone within the hour.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07You need have nothing to do with her.
0:08:12 > 0:08:16Aw. Don't beat up Thomas. You'll give him a complex.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18Excuse me. Let me know if it hurts.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21SHE SCREAMS IN PAIN
0:08:21 > 0:08:24I think you might have broken a couple of ribs. How did this happen?
0:08:24 > 0:08:26We were leaving a particularly disastrous meeting
0:08:26 > 0:08:29with a foster family when I had a fight with a van.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Needless to say, the van won.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36She doesn't like being touched by strangers.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40For the first six years of her life
0:08:40 > 0:08:43her father kept her chained to a wall in the basement.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45How could anyone do that?
0:08:45 > 0:08:47Oh, you'd be surprised what people are capable of.
0:08:47 > 0:08:53Danni. Are you hungry? Chips. Burgers. Good.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55You're wasting your time. She has no language.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58She can't understand a word you're saying.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03DANNI WHIMPERS
0:09:03 > 0:09:06She needs the toilet.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08She'll follow you there if you don't touch her.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31Here he comes. "The Italian Stallion."
0:09:31 > 0:09:35- If it isn't David Cameron's slightly better looking brother.- Ouch.
0:09:35 > 0:09:39We've got a suspected pneumothorax. I'm going to need all hands on deck.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41She needs a CT with contrast. Could you get it organised?
0:09:41 > 0:09:43Yeah, sure. Leave it with me.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47And it's over to the knife and fork brigade.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49To do some proper medicine.
0:09:49 > 0:09:50Proper?
0:09:50 > 0:09:53Why you surgeons think stabbing at a few swollen organs
0:09:53 > 0:09:55is the pinnacle of glory, I'll never know.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58Oh, coming from the gas man who watches extreme sports videos
0:09:58 > 0:10:00while everyone else gets their hands dirty.
0:10:00 > 0:10:01Hey, why do manual labour
0:10:01 > 0:10:04when you can enjoy the view from the flight deck?
0:10:04 > 0:10:07SHE STARTS TO SAY SOMETHING BUT DOESN'T
0:10:11 > 0:10:12Psst!
0:10:13 > 0:10:15Sorry, are you addressing me?
0:10:15 > 0:10:18Why would I be dressing you?
0:10:18 > 0:10:21The doctor will be along shortly to examine you.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23It can't wait.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30A suspected slipped disc.
0:10:30 > 0:10:31It's not just that.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39That ain't a gun in me pocket.
0:10:39 > 0:10:40And you're not pleased to see me?
0:10:40 > 0:10:42I'm not usually this pleased to see anyone.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45How long has it been like this?
0:10:47 > 0:10:49I've been up all night.
0:10:51 > 0:10:52Yes. I like Carry On films, too.
0:10:54 > 0:10:57What was all that about?
0:10:57 > 0:10:59Oh, she's just hung-over.
0:10:59 > 0:11:00Out until dawn.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02She's not a little girl any more,
0:11:02 > 0:11:03Uncle Jesse.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07I'll give her ten of morphine.
0:11:07 > 0:11:08No, better make it five.
0:11:08 > 0:11:10Be right back.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14I just don't understand how anyone could do that to their own child.
0:11:14 > 0:11:15Yeah, I know.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19Look, about before...
0:11:19 > 0:11:22I'm sorry for flaring up at you.
0:11:22 > 0:11:23That's OK.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26You think I'm putting unreasonable pressure on you.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29You may have a point.
0:11:29 > 0:11:30But instead of being open about it,
0:11:30 > 0:11:33all I get is these long silences and marathon sulks.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38You're doing one right now.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40I've been checking other options.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43There's the Aylesbrook. Or if you don't want to travel that far,
0:11:43 > 0:11:45we could try the New Beginnings Institute...
0:11:45 > 0:11:48No. We've already chosen a clinic, and they've accepted us.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50There's no harm in keeping our options open.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53Amy, can you see that I'm busy?
0:11:53 > 0:11:54- Just leave it, will you?- No.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58We'll talk when I get back.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00Either we talk about it right now,
0:12:00 > 0:12:02or I may not be here when you get back.
0:12:15 > 0:12:18- Are you hiding from your patient? - No.
0:12:18 > 0:12:21I just remembered I needed to do something.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23You know, you'll never make the grade as a doctor
0:12:23 > 0:12:24if you're embarrassed by the human body...
0:12:24 > 0:12:28I'm not. For your information I happen to believe in treating all
0:12:28 > 0:12:29aspects of a patient's condition.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31Oh, yeah,
0:12:31 > 0:12:33I heard you had a penchant for psychiatry.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39And that's funny why?
0:12:39 > 0:12:40Cos if memory serves,
0:12:40 > 0:12:43when it comes to human interaction, you've got two left feet.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- My mate Jeff.- That is unfair.
0:12:45 > 0:12:48I was 16 and you could have told me he was gay.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50I've improved.
0:12:51 > 0:12:55Anyway, I have a patient who urgently needs my help.
0:12:59 > 0:13:02Mr Michaels, what seems to be the problem?
0:13:02 > 0:13:04It's pointing straight at you.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09I thought I told you to go to St James's?
0:13:09 > 0:13:11This is St James's.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13No, it's not. It's Holby City.
0:13:13 > 0:13:17That's why it says "Holby City" in great big letters over the entrance!
0:13:17 > 0:13:19I wouldn't need a hospital at all if it weren't for you!
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Keep your voice down.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26- We need to talk to you about your priapism.- The what?
0:13:26 > 0:13:28The situation with your...
0:13:28 > 0:13:30SHE CLEARS HER THROAT
0:13:30 > 0:13:32Firstly, I need to tell you your bad news...
0:13:32 > 0:13:34I'd rather have the good news first.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36There is no good news.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38I need to relieve the pressure by drawing blood from it.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40No chance!
0:13:40 > 0:13:42We numb you with a local anaesthetic
0:13:42 > 0:13:44and using a syringe, I drain away any excess blood.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46N-O spells "No".
0:13:46 > 0:13:49OK, well, that is up to you.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51But if I don't act soon, it could become ischemic.
0:13:51 > 0:13:52What does that mean?
0:13:52 > 0:13:53It'll drop off.
0:13:56 > 0:13:57Doctor!
0:13:57 > 0:13:59- Aspiration set, please.- Sure.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03Ms Burrows...
0:14:03 > 0:14:05Please. Call me Paula.
0:14:05 > 0:14:10Paula. Your X-ray showed up traces of fluid on your left lung.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13So, there is something wrong with me?
0:14:13 > 0:14:15Yes, but thankfully, it's perfectly treatable.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19We just need to take a fluid sample and send it to cytology.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Thank you, Professor.
0:14:25 > 0:14:29She's been in and out of hospitals all her life.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31So, she probably feels quite at home here.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34How long have you worked with her?
0:14:34 > 0:14:35Six years.
0:14:35 > 0:14:38So, you're like the closest thing she has to a mum.
0:14:38 > 0:14:43I think concepts like family are a little lost on Danni.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46Sounds like you've been a real hero.
0:14:46 > 0:14:49Well, Danni needs a family that accepts her for who she is.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51And few parents are that understanding about their own children
0:14:51 > 0:14:54- let alone someone else's.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00Professor Hope, batch of results from cytology.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03Great, thanks.
0:15:04 > 0:15:08Your dad may have some kind of bronchial blockage.
0:15:08 > 0:15:09It could just be a build-up of fluid,
0:15:09 > 0:15:11but I'll need to give him an ultrasound
0:15:11 > 0:15:15just so we can determine exactly what we're looking at. OK.
0:15:15 > 0:15:16Would you mind not doing that?
0:15:16 > 0:15:19What?
0:15:19 > 0:15:21That?
0:15:21 > 0:15:23I've been looking back at his medical history
0:15:23 > 0:15:26and I see he suffered a traumatic brain injury a year ago.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28What happened?
0:15:28 > 0:15:30A car accident.
0:15:30 > 0:15:31Dad was in a coma for weeks.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33I'm sorry to hear that.
0:15:33 > 0:15:34No-one thought he'd survive.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37When he did come round he was like a baby.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39How much did he remember?
0:15:39 > 0:15:42Nothing. Not even his own name.
0:15:42 > 0:15:46He had to learn to talk, walk, dress himself all over again...
0:15:46 > 0:15:49That sounds like hard work.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51Oh, it's not so bad.
0:15:51 > 0:15:54We have a few laughs. Don't we, Dad?
0:15:55 > 0:15:58He's hoping that eventually, he'll be able to go back to his old job.
0:15:58 > 0:15:59HE BLOWS A RASPBERRY
0:16:02 > 0:16:04COUGHING
0:16:08 > 0:16:09OK. What's the scam this time?
0:16:09 > 0:16:12Have you come back for the other kidney?
0:16:12 > 0:16:14- Come on, Jac.- You're either in debt or homeless.
0:16:14 > 0:16:17And you're hoping that I'll bail you out.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19Or maybe I came to tell you something really important.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22You have poisoned my life with your selfishness,
0:16:22 > 0:16:24and I'm not going to let you do it again.
0:16:24 > 0:16:25Do you understand?
0:16:27 > 0:16:29It's about your father.
0:16:32 > 0:16:33Hey.
0:16:33 > 0:16:37- Hmm?- Look, did you mean what you said before?
0:16:37 > 0:16:38What did I say?
0:16:38 > 0:16:41You honestly don't remember?
0:16:42 > 0:16:44You threatened to leave me.
0:16:44 > 0:16:45Ah.
0:16:49 > 0:16:52I mean, seriously, is this what we've come to -
0:16:52 > 0:16:55making threats, emotional blackmail?
0:16:58 > 0:16:59You know, you're right.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01I haven't been honest with you.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03I've never had to fight for anything.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06It was all so easy.
0:17:06 > 0:17:10And now, finally, we find the one thing I can't do.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12I can't make babies.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14Not only do I have a low sperm count,
0:17:14 > 0:17:18but the ones I do have are the wrong shape and can't swim.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20So, what are you saying?
0:17:20 > 0:17:22That we should just give up?
0:17:22 > 0:17:25I think we should treat these three months wait
0:17:25 > 0:17:28for the clinic as an opportunity.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31The chance to become a couple again.
0:17:31 > 0:17:32But you still want this?
0:17:34 > 0:17:36I'm just worried about you.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38One minute you're happy,
0:17:38 > 0:17:41the next minute you're threatening to leave me...
0:17:41 > 0:17:46Three months to remind ourselves why we got married in the first place.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48I married you because I love you.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Sorry.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56It doesn't look like that from where I'm standing.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03I'm afraid he died recently.
0:18:06 > 0:18:07So, why tell me this now,
0:18:07 > 0:18:09when it's too late to do anything about it?
0:18:09 > 0:18:12Hear me out before you judge me.
0:18:12 > 0:18:15His name was Stewart Parkinson.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17We met at the Reading Festival.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20He was with the Thames Valley Police.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22A police officer?
0:18:22 > 0:18:24Just an ordinary bobby on the beat.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27To be more specific, the bobby who arrested me for indecent exposure.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Oh, God, no...
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Oh, don't be such a prude.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34Stewart offered to drop the charges.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36On condition that I let him take me to dinner.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38He blackmailed you?
0:18:38 > 0:18:40Don't be silly.
0:18:40 > 0:18:43I'd been seeing him for about three months
0:18:43 > 0:18:45when I realised I was pregnant with you.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47He wanted me to get rid of you.
0:18:48 > 0:18:51Actually booked me into an abortion clinic.
0:18:51 > 0:18:54I refused to go through with it.
0:18:54 > 0:18:57I believed the Goddess had given you to me for a reason.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00I still believe that.
0:19:04 > 0:19:08That man. Is it Jonny?
0:19:08 > 0:19:10I understand why you did that to him.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13I'd have done exactly the same.
0:19:13 > 0:19:18And, yeah, now you're being judged and ostracized. Just like I was.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20It doesn't stop you from being right, though.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24- Have you done this before? - No.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27What I mean is, do you know a lot about men's bits?
0:19:27 > 0:19:29She's the world's leading authority.
0:19:29 > 0:19:30Glass houses, Dom.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35How did it get like this anyway?
0:19:35 > 0:19:36Took Viagra, didn't I?
0:19:36 > 0:19:38- How many?- Three or four?
0:19:38 > 0:19:39That was stupid, wasn't it?
0:19:39 > 0:19:41Complete waste of time.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44Don't take too much blood, will you?
0:19:44 > 0:19:46I don't want it to stay like it is.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48But I don't want a little, tiny one, neither.
0:19:48 > 0:19:51I assure you that isn't going to happen. Are you nice and numb now?
0:19:51 > 0:19:52Not as numb as you were.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55- I'm sorry, do you two know each other?- Yeah.- No!
0:19:57 > 0:19:59Right. I'm going to start.
0:19:59 > 0:20:02Let us know if you're feeling at all faint or uncomfortable.
0:20:02 > 0:20:03Right.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09- OK so far?- Fine.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11- I don't want you passing out on us. - No. I'm good.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18I've tried everything. She won't budge.
0:20:20 > 0:20:24Hey, Princess. Hey. There's nothing to be scared of.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29Come on. Come on, let's get you out of there.
0:20:29 > 0:20:32SHE WHIMPERS
0:20:32 > 0:20:35Look, nobody's going to hurt you. Come on.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38There you go. Watch your head.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42There you go. You all right?
0:20:45 > 0:20:47There. Sh. It's all right.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49All right.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57OK. I'm going to ask you some questions about him
0:20:57 > 0:21:01and if I you hesitate, even for a second, I'll know you're lying.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Fine with me.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05What did he die of?
0:21:05 > 0:21:07A heart attack.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10- How old was he?- 61.
0:21:10 > 0:21:12Where was he living when he died?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14In Sale. Manchester.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17I thought you said he was with the Thames Valley Police?
0:21:17 > 0:21:20He was. He retired at 55 and then moved up north
0:21:20 > 0:21:22to be near his grandchildren.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24You realise I can check that?
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Be my guest.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28What colour were his eyes?
0:21:28 > 0:21:30The same colour as yours.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32How convenient.
0:21:33 > 0:21:37I can't undo the past, Jac.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40All I can promise is to be here for you now.
0:21:41 > 0:21:45I've brought a photograph. If you'd like to see it?
0:21:54 > 0:21:57Everyone assumed he was just another grubby loser.
0:21:59 > 0:22:03Oh, and there's this.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06It's all I could find, I'm afraid.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13You swear this is really him?
0:22:13 > 0:22:15That was your dad, all right.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19We hurt you.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21Made you who you are.
0:22:21 > 0:22:24I'm sorry.
0:22:24 > 0:22:26Don't make that mistake.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28You need your family around you.
0:22:30 > 0:22:34Sometimes you have to do wrong to do right...
0:22:34 > 0:22:36That doesn't make you a monster.
0:22:41 > 0:22:45Pupils slightly dilated...it could be concussion.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48Or you might just be looking at someone extremely attractive.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Harry, I am not in the mood.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53I couldn't help noticing things are still a bit rocky
0:22:53 > 0:22:55between you and Raf.
0:22:55 > 0:22:56Uh-huh.
0:22:56 > 0:22:59I know. It's none of my business.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02We've been accepted at the Marie Jenkinson centre.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Great, that's good, no?
0:23:04 > 0:23:07They can't see us till the summer. I think it's too long to wait.
0:23:07 > 0:23:10But Raf doesn't?
0:23:10 > 0:23:11Different priorities, I guess.
0:23:11 > 0:23:14Raf obviously doesn't want this baby as badly as you do.
0:23:16 > 0:23:17Sorry.
0:23:19 > 0:23:23I think this is the single worst thing that's ever happened to him.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25I need all the help I can get.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28We both do.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32Just be nice to him, please? For me.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34I will be so ridiculously nice,
0:23:34 > 0:23:38he'll think he's working with Michael Buble.
0:23:38 > 0:23:39- Similar ears.- Hey...
0:23:41 > 0:23:44On the other hand, my father's father smoked like a chimney
0:23:44 > 0:23:46and he lived to be 104.
0:23:46 > 0:23:48Could I have your assistance with something, please?
0:23:48 > 0:23:51- That's if you're not too busy? - Yeah, sure.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00Why bail out on me like that?
0:24:00 > 0:24:02Could've at least talked about it?
0:24:02 > 0:24:05What was there to talk about? You hurt your back.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08- Yeah, carrying you to the bed!- Sh!
0:24:08 > 0:24:09I was trying to be romantic!
0:24:09 > 0:24:12Then let me give you a tip - next time don't!
0:24:12 > 0:24:13Charming.
0:24:13 > 0:24:15Oh, it's all coming out now, innit?
0:24:15 > 0:24:17I bought you dinner twice.
0:24:17 > 0:24:18You didn't say "Thank you" twice!
0:24:18 > 0:24:21But the moment I can't perform, I'm surplus to whatdoyoucallits.
0:24:21 > 0:24:24Is that it? Or you going to let me get on with my job?
0:24:26 > 0:24:30Right, I'm going to repeat your neurological exam.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33Flex your ankle up and press against my hand.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Press down with your ankle.
0:24:37 > 0:24:38Good.
0:24:40 > 0:24:41Up.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46Down. As hard as you can.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49Yeah, I'm trying. My foot feels all numb.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51What's the verdict?
0:24:51 > 0:24:54Slight weakness of ankle dorsiflexion and plantarflexion,
0:24:54 > 0:24:57numbness in his right foot. I'm going to ask a neurosurgeon to have a look at him.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59- Are you going to book an MRI?- Yes.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01So, out partying last night, were you?
0:25:01 > 0:25:04No, I was on a really tedious blind date
0:25:04 > 0:25:07- with someone incredibly dull I'm never see again.- Yeah?
0:25:07 > 0:25:10- So, what kind of man are you looking for?- Uncle Jesse!
0:25:10 > 0:25:13- I'm not going to talk to you about this!- Lose the uncle.
0:25:13 > 0:25:15One with half a brain would be a start.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20I specifically requested a CT with contrast?
0:25:20 > 0:25:22Yeah, apparently the radiologist changed her mind
0:25:22 > 0:25:24after you left and refused to OK it.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26How am I supposed to identify a bleed?
0:25:26 > 0:25:28- Sorry.- What are you sorry about?
0:25:28 > 0:25:31It's the radiologist who should be apologising.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34I could go and suggest that to her, if you like?
0:25:34 > 0:25:35Is that supposed to be funny?
0:25:35 > 0:25:37No.
0:25:37 > 0:25:38Here.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41What is going on with you today?
0:25:41 > 0:25:42Nothing.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48At least it's shown that she only has a simple pneumothorax.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50Our patient needs a chest drain.
0:25:50 > 0:25:51Let's get on with it.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58Hello.
0:26:02 > 0:26:06Danni? What're you doing? The doctor doesn't want your leftovers.
0:26:06 > 0:26:11Not right now, Princess. But thanks, anyway.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13- Thank you.- You've got a fan.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15Suppose it was bound to happen some day.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18I've never seen her like that with anyone.
0:26:18 > 0:26:20Guess, she's foster material after all.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22Let's hope so.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24I find children are a bit like cats.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27They always single out people who aren't that bothered about them.
0:26:27 > 0:26:30What would you know about it?
0:26:30 > 0:26:32Oh, hi.
0:26:32 > 0:26:36Do you know any more about what might be wrong with me?
0:26:36 > 0:26:38- Oh. Didn't I mention it?- No.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42I figured out the probable cause.
0:26:42 > 0:26:46It all relates to your kidney transplant.
0:26:46 > 0:26:49Patients with low kidney function are often plagued
0:26:49 > 0:26:51with excess fluid on the lungs.
0:26:51 > 0:26:54In all likelihood, your breathlessness has been caused by
0:26:54 > 0:26:55a perfectly treatable infection.
0:26:57 > 0:27:00So, as soon as we've removed that cannula, you can go.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06OK. What's going on?
0:27:06 > 0:27:07I don't know what you mean.
0:27:07 > 0:27:10Then why are you smiling?
0:27:10 > 0:27:11I'm just being friendly.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13No. You're being weird.
0:27:13 > 0:27:16And those comments about me and kids what was that about?
0:27:16 > 0:27:17It was just an observation.
0:27:17 > 0:27:19The girl's obviously taken a shine to you.
0:27:19 > 0:27:22- She has excellent taste.- There you go again being nice.
0:27:22 > 0:27:25- You're never nice.- Yes, I am.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27Not to me, you're not.
0:27:27 > 0:27:28OK, this is getting weird.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30I haven't finished with you yet.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32Stop it, will you? You're embarrassing yourself.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34- I'm embarrassing myself?- Look...
0:27:34 > 0:27:37..sometimes I say inane things because I'm a bit inane.
0:27:37 > 0:27:38There's no malice behind it.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40Just innocent fun.
0:27:40 > 0:27:42What about the way you keep hanging around my wife?
0:27:42 > 0:27:44- I suppose that's innocent as well, is it?- Let go.
0:27:44 > 0:27:46Answer the question.
0:27:48 > 0:27:50- Get off of me!- Calm down.
0:27:53 > 0:27:54You two.
0:27:54 > 0:27:56My office. Now.
0:28:09 > 0:28:11I need to warn you that the MRI is claustrophobic
0:28:11 > 0:28:13so, you're going to have to lie very still.
0:28:13 > 0:28:14How the hell am I going to manage that?
0:28:14 > 0:28:17Me back's killing me.
0:28:17 > 0:28:20Dr Law, could you do something about his back pain?
0:28:20 > 0:28:23Yes, Dr March, that is what I do. I ease patients' pain.
0:28:23 > 0:28:24Yes, I heard the rumours.
0:28:27 > 0:28:29Bit full of herself that girl. Don't you think?
0:28:29 > 0:28:31Watch it, amigo...
0:28:31 > 0:28:33It's her fault I'm in this condition.
0:28:33 > 0:28:37- Excuse me?- We've been out with her twice - once last week, and then again last night.
0:28:37 > 0:28:39You're the blind date?
0:28:39 > 0:28:40Blind date?
0:28:40 > 0:28:42She chatted me up, mate.
0:28:42 > 0:28:44Like a tiger, she was.
0:28:44 > 0:28:47"You are about to sleep with me," she says.
0:28:47 > 0:28:50"And when you do, there's a serious risk your heart will arrest
0:28:50 > 0:28:51"from pure pleasure.
0:28:51 > 0:28:54"But don't worry, I'm a doctor. I'll be able to revive you.
0:28:54 > 0:28:57- "And we can start all over..." - Yeah, yeah. Watch it, man.
0:28:57 > 0:28:59Show some respect. She's practically my niece.
0:28:59 > 0:29:02Sorry, mate. I didn't realise.
0:29:02 > 0:29:03Viagra?
0:29:03 > 0:29:06Took a few pills to keep me going.
0:29:06 > 0:29:08- Where did you get them from? - From Slosher.- Zosia.
0:29:08 > 0:29:11Where do you think? But I over-constipated, didn't I?
0:29:11 > 0:29:13Tried too hard to be the great lover,
0:29:13 > 0:29:14that I ended up doing me back in.
0:29:14 > 0:29:17- Not to mention me... - Yeah, yeah, all right.
0:29:17 > 0:29:18This will help you relax.
0:29:18 > 0:29:21She's a good-looking gal, don't get me wrong,
0:29:21 > 0:29:24- but I'm Brett Michaels.- Of course. - I can get any woman I want.
0:29:24 > 0:29:27- Nearly.- Exactly.- Well, thanks for the chat, Brett.
0:29:27 > 0:29:29It's been really...
0:29:29 > 0:29:30illuminating.
0:29:35 > 0:29:36Well?
0:29:37 > 0:29:39I'm waiting.
0:29:44 > 0:29:46It was all my fault. I goaded Raf.
0:29:46 > 0:29:48Go on.
0:29:48 > 0:29:51I've been in a bad mood all day, ever since he called me
0:29:51 > 0:29:54David Cameron's brother. Why does everyone think I'm upper class?
0:29:54 > 0:29:56I can't imagine.
0:29:56 > 0:29:58Actually, you know what? Harry, you can go.
0:29:58 > 0:30:01- Huh?- Get back to work.
0:30:07 > 0:30:09Look, if you and Harry can't get along,
0:30:09 > 0:30:11I'll have to make sure you work separate shifts.
0:30:11 > 0:30:12It's not about Harry.
0:30:12 > 0:30:14Not really.
0:30:14 > 0:30:15Well, good.
0:30:15 > 0:30:16I'm glad to hear it.
0:30:18 > 0:30:20Nothing I can do to help?
0:30:20 > 0:30:21OK.
0:30:23 > 0:30:26If we don't operate, the damage could become permanent.
0:30:26 > 0:30:30Weakness in your ankles, incontinence, loss of function.
0:30:30 > 0:30:33- You mean...- That function.
0:30:33 > 0:30:34Where do I sign?
0:30:38 > 0:30:41As for you, Missy, you should carry a government health warning.
0:30:41 > 0:30:43What are you talking about?
0:30:43 > 0:30:45Giving the poor guy performance-enhancing drugs.
0:30:45 > 0:30:48- Wait till Pops gets wind of this. - Jesse.
0:30:48 > 0:30:50Jesse, you wouldn't.
0:30:53 > 0:30:55Bad news?
0:30:55 > 0:30:56Not exactly.
0:30:57 > 0:31:01It's supposedly a card to Paula from the father I never knew.
0:31:01 > 0:31:03What do you mean "supposedly"?
0:31:03 > 0:31:05Take a look.
0:31:05 > 0:31:08- Um, I don't...- Read it. I'd like to know what you think.
0:31:08 > 0:31:10"Dear Paula. Thank you for the...
0:31:10 > 0:31:12- "Snips?"- "Snaps".
0:31:12 > 0:31:15"Thank you for the snaps of our beautiful daughter.
0:31:15 > 0:31:18"No wonder you're so proud of her."
0:31:18 > 0:31:19Well?
0:31:19 > 0:31:21Well, what?
0:31:21 > 0:31:23Do you think it's a forgery?
0:31:23 > 0:31:24I don't understand the question.
0:31:26 > 0:31:29Why would she have told him that she was proud of me?
0:31:29 > 0:31:30Why not?
0:31:30 > 0:31:32Doesn't sound like her.
0:31:41 > 0:31:42Scalpel.
0:31:44 > 0:31:47Anyone know how this happened?
0:31:47 > 0:31:48Yeah.
0:31:50 > 0:31:52Well?
0:31:53 > 0:31:55Dr March...
0:31:57 > 0:31:59What about her?
0:31:59 > 0:32:02She...
0:32:02 > 0:32:05has an extremely steady hand, don't you think?
0:32:07 > 0:32:12Yes, yes, she does.
0:32:12 > 0:32:14You were saying?
0:32:14 > 0:32:17Only that the patient's girlfriend gave him Viagra.
0:32:17 > 0:32:19He overdid it and gave himself priapism.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21And then she worked him so hard in the bedroom
0:32:21 > 0:32:23she nearly crippled him.
0:32:23 > 0:32:26GUY CHUCKLES
0:32:26 > 0:32:29If that's what young women are like these days, I'm glad I'm middle-aged.
0:32:29 > 0:32:31ZOSIA LAUGHS NERVOUSLY
0:32:31 > 0:32:32I don't know what you're laughing at.
0:32:32 > 0:32:36I've heard all about your antics with Dr Digby.
0:32:38 > 0:32:41Think you could aim a little higher, Zoshie.
0:32:43 > 0:32:45Nearly there.
0:32:45 > 0:32:47Mind if I try?
0:32:47 > 0:32:48By all means.
0:32:53 > 0:32:55Try not to kill him.
0:32:55 > 0:32:56Thanks for the tip.
0:32:56 > 0:32:59See if you can remove it in one piece.
0:32:59 > 0:33:03Any more advice? Or can I get on with my job?
0:33:03 > 0:33:05- Be careful of the nerves. - I know.
0:33:09 > 0:33:11Hey, not bad. For a beginner.
0:33:11 > 0:33:14Could you be any more patronising?
0:33:14 > 0:33:15Well done, everyone.
0:33:15 > 0:33:17Let's get him sewn up.
0:33:17 > 0:33:20Ask me another question about Will.i.am Shakespeare.
0:33:20 > 0:33:21William.
0:33:21 > 0:33:23Romeo And Juliet.
0:33:23 > 0:33:26OK.
0:33:26 > 0:33:28Is it a comedy or a tragedy?
0:33:28 > 0:33:29A comedy.
0:33:29 > 0:33:32- Try again.- Of course it's a comedy.
0:33:32 > 0:33:35What about that bit at the end where they both fall over?
0:33:35 > 0:33:39Dad. Let me help you out here. Romeo And Juliet isn't a comedy.
0:33:39 > 0:33:42- Can I have my chocolate now? - That wouldn't be a good idea.
0:33:42 > 0:33:43Why?
0:33:43 > 0:33:45I've already told you.
0:33:45 > 0:33:46Shannon, can I have a word?
0:33:49 > 0:33:52Your dad has developed a build-up of fluid in one lung.
0:33:52 > 0:33:55I need to carry out what's called a pleural biopsy.
0:33:55 > 0:33:58Basically, we put him to sleep, drain the fluid,
0:33:58 > 0:33:59and then we take a sample of tissue
0:33:59 > 0:34:01so we can diagnose the cause of the effusion.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03Is he going to be all right?
0:34:03 > 0:34:04It's just routine. Really.
0:34:06 > 0:34:08You still here?
0:34:08 > 0:34:11Not for much longer. I've been discharged.
0:34:11 > 0:34:12Oh, what a surprise.
0:34:12 > 0:34:16Listen, I understand why you don't want anything to do with me.
0:34:16 > 0:34:19I can't pretend to like it, but I understand.
0:34:19 > 0:34:22But please, would you let me be a grandmother?
0:34:22 > 0:34:23You already are.
0:34:23 > 0:34:25I mean, let me see her?
0:34:25 > 0:34:28- Even just know her name?- No.
0:34:28 > 0:34:30- Jac...- Out of the question.
0:34:30 > 0:34:34At least give her this?
0:34:34 > 0:34:37You needn't even tell her who it's from.
0:34:37 > 0:34:41Her name's Emma.
0:34:41 > 0:34:43If it means you'll leave.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58How come you covered for me back there?
0:34:58 > 0:35:00Dormitory rules.
0:35:00 > 0:35:02No-one likes a sneak.
0:35:02 > 0:35:04I'm sorry I had a go at you.
0:35:04 > 0:35:06Forget it.
0:35:06 > 0:35:10- How is she?- Yeah, she's still suffering from some abdominal pain.
0:35:10 > 0:35:12She's haemodynamically stable,
0:35:12 > 0:35:15so, we still have some time to get to the bottom of this.
0:35:15 > 0:35:17Jill? Do you mind if I just examine you?
0:35:17 > 0:35:19JILL WINCES IN PAIN
0:35:19 > 0:35:23According to these notes, she hasn't been catheterised because of urethral strictures.
0:35:23 > 0:35:25And the bladder certainly feels enlarged.
0:35:25 > 0:35:27You mean I finally got something right?
0:35:27 > 0:35:30Suppose it was bound to happen someday.
0:35:30 > 0:35:33We're going to have to insert a suprapubic catheter.
0:35:33 > 0:35:34Have you ever done one before?
0:35:34 > 0:35:37- No.- Well, now's your chance.
0:35:37 > 0:35:39Amy, I'm going to need your help, too.
0:35:39 > 0:35:40I don't think Danni should see this.
0:35:40 > 0:35:43Do you think you could you take her for a walk or something?
0:35:43 > 0:35:45I'll try.
0:35:47 > 0:35:48Danni?
0:35:51 > 0:35:53Danni.
0:35:53 > 0:35:54This is Amy.
0:35:54 > 0:35:57And she is very special to me.
0:35:57 > 0:35:58You can trust her.
0:36:03 > 0:36:05Here you go.
0:36:07 > 0:36:09Come on. Let's go and explore.
0:36:10 > 0:36:12Adele you can go on a break.
0:36:17 > 0:36:19Have you got kids?
0:36:19 > 0:36:20No, not yet.
0:36:20 > 0:36:23They change everything.
0:36:23 > 0:36:25Do you have some kids of your own, then?
0:36:25 > 0:36:28No, married to the job.
0:36:28 > 0:36:32But when you see how often it can go wrong,
0:36:32 > 0:36:36makes you wonder if you've got what it takes.
0:36:36 > 0:36:38It looks to me like you have.
0:36:39 > 0:36:42You'll just go to sleep and then you'll wake up
0:36:42 > 0:36:44and it'll be like nothing has happened.
0:36:44 > 0:36:46I've remembered.
0:36:46 > 0:36:47Hmm?
0:36:47 > 0:36:49Willy Wonka.
0:36:55 > 0:36:56He's remembered something.
0:36:56 > 0:36:59Charlie And The Chocolate Factory.
0:37:00 > 0:37:03Yeah.
0:37:03 > 0:37:04You used to read it to me.
0:37:04 > 0:37:07Every time we got to a bit of the story
0:37:07 > 0:37:09where Charlie tasted chocolate,
0:37:09 > 0:37:12we used to take a bite out of a real bar of chocolate.
0:37:13 > 0:37:16Well, that's a good memory, isn't it? What are you crying for?
0:37:16 > 0:37:18I don't know.
0:37:25 > 0:37:27Little scratch.
0:37:31 > 0:37:32Catheter, please.
0:37:33 > 0:37:34Thank you.
0:37:35 > 0:37:38OK, you'll feel some pressure, just try and relax.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42Nearly there.
0:37:45 > 0:37:47OK, tube in.
0:37:49 > 0:37:51There you go.
0:37:51 > 0:37:52Ready to stitch?
0:37:58 > 0:38:02If you don't mind my asking, what exactly did your mother do, Jac?
0:38:02 > 0:38:04How much time have you got?
0:38:04 > 0:38:06I don't know her, obviously...
0:38:06 > 0:38:09I know you two have had it rough,
0:38:09 > 0:38:12but, to be honest, she seems pleasant enough.
0:38:12 > 0:38:15She always does, at first.
0:38:15 > 0:38:18Then, little by little, you let her back into your life
0:38:18 > 0:38:20and the whole nightmarish cycle starts all over again.
0:38:20 > 0:38:22But, no. Never again.
0:38:22 > 0:38:23BEEPING
0:38:24 > 0:38:26His oxygen sats have dropped.
0:38:26 > 0:38:27What's that?
0:38:28 > 0:38:30It looks like chocolate.
0:38:30 > 0:38:33- I thought he hadn't eaten?- Yeah, so did I. He obviously didn't listen.
0:38:33 > 0:38:34His sats are still falling...
0:38:34 > 0:38:37The vomit has aspirated into his lungs. Let's stay focused.
0:38:37 > 0:38:39I've got some light.
0:38:39 > 0:38:42You know, I've been searching for a girl like you all my life.
0:38:42 > 0:38:45What? Someone who isn't remotely interested in you.
0:38:45 > 0:38:46Aw, you see?
0:38:46 > 0:38:48We've even got the same sense of humour, babe.
0:38:48 > 0:38:50We're two of a kind.
0:38:50 > 0:38:51Free spirits.
0:38:51 > 0:38:53Gimme one more chance, Sasha.
0:38:53 > 0:38:55My name is Zosia.
0:38:55 > 0:38:57Just one more date.
0:38:57 > 0:38:59We could just talk if you like.
0:38:59 > 0:39:00Forget about the sex.
0:39:00 > 0:39:03- I already have.- You loved it.
0:39:03 > 0:39:06You may be able to fool that uncle of yours
0:39:06 > 0:39:08into believing you're some sort of princess,
0:39:08 > 0:39:09but remember, I know different.
0:39:09 > 0:39:12- What did you tell him?- Nothing.
0:39:12 > 0:39:13He just got all overprotective.
0:39:16 > 0:39:18Ah, now I get it.
0:39:18 > 0:39:20You like him, don't you?
0:39:20 > 0:39:22And he likes you.
0:39:22 > 0:39:23- What?- You're got it wrong.
0:39:23 > 0:39:25Don't give me that.
0:39:25 > 0:39:26You guys have got whatsername...
0:39:26 > 0:39:29- Biology.- He means chemistry.
0:39:29 > 0:39:32No, no, no. We're just good friends.
0:39:32 > 0:39:34- I mean, we're practically family. - Exactly!
0:39:34 > 0:39:35That's right. "Friends".
0:39:35 > 0:39:37You keep telling yourselves that.
0:39:43 > 0:39:46I think I can see something stuck in his throat.
0:39:46 > 0:39:47Yep, forceps.
0:39:51 > 0:39:53Ah. Caramel.
0:39:53 > 0:39:56My favourite.
0:39:56 > 0:39:57Sats are stabilising.
0:39:57 > 0:39:59Excellent.
0:39:59 > 0:40:02Let's run a broncoscopy. Make sure we haven't missed anything.
0:40:02 > 0:40:04I've had enough surprises for one day.
0:40:14 > 0:40:16Are you OK?
0:40:18 > 0:40:20You're Emma's father.
0:40:20 > 0:40:21Yes.
0:40:21 > 0:40:23I'm her grandmother.
0:40:23 > 0:40:24So I gather.
0:40:31 > 0:40:33Are you all right?
0:40:36 > 0:40:39She has a retroperitoneal haematoma.
0:40:39 > 0:40:41OK, do we need to get her into theatre?
0:40:41 > 0:40:44Thankfully she's stable for now.
0:40:44 > 0:40:46Let's observe and see what happens.
0:40:46 > 0:40:48How was she?
0:40:48 > 0:40:51As good as gold.
0:40:51 > 0:40:53How about you?
0:40:53 > 0:40:55I've been thinking over what you said
0:40:55 > 0:40:58about taking three months off?
0:40:58 > 0:40:59I think it's a great idea.
0:40:59 > 0:41:02- Yeah?- Yeah.
0:41:02 > 0:41:04Let's do it.
0:41:04 > 0:41:05BEEPING
0:41:05 > 0:41:06She's crashing!
0:41:08 > 0:41:09Mummy!
0:41:12 > 0:41:14Pulse is 120. Can we have a hand in here, please?
0:41:14 > 0:41:16No recordable B/P.
0:41:16 > 0:41:20Let's get her into theatre. Straightaway.
0:41:20 > 0:41:21OK, ready?
0:41:21 > 0:41:24Yep, let's go.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26I'm guessing he took that chocolate bar out of your bag.
0:41:26 > 0:41:29Needless to say, we've had to postpone the operation.
0:41:29 > 0:41:30And he'll have to come back in a fortnight.
0:41:30 > 0:41:33Shannon, is something bothering you?
0:41:33 > 0:41:36- What happened?- Haemoptysis, she collapsed in the cafe.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38OK, Mum, I need you to inhale this as deeply as you can.
0:41:38 > 0:41:40OK, nice deep breaths, that's it.
0:41:40 > 0:41:42Right, has she had a CT?
0:41:42 > 0:41:43Yeah. But it must have come up clear
0:41:43 > 0:41:45or Elliot wouldn't have discharged her.
0:41:45 > 0:41:48Right, you take over here, Jonny. I'm going to chase up her results.
0:41:48 > 0:41:52I can't see for blood. More suction.
0:41:52 > 0:41:55We need to locate the source of this bleed.
0:41:55 > 0:41:58Her small bowel is ischemic.
0:41:58 > 0:42:01Right, let's start four-quadrant packing. Swabs, please.
0:42:06 > 0:42:08BEEPING
0:42:09 > 0:42:13We're still not on top of it. Cross clamp, please.
0:42:15 > 0:42:18OK. Start the clock.
0:42:18 > 0:42:22We have about 30 minutes before her internal organs start to die.
0:42:22 > 0:42:24Let's remove the packs.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26Clockwise from the pelvis.
0:42:28 > 0:42:29It's pooling.
0:42:31 > 0:42:35Her superior mesenteric artery has avulsed.
0:42:35 > 0:42:36She's not going to survive.
0:42:38 > 0:42:40DANNI SCREAMS
0:42:40 > 0:42:44- Danni?- Danni, everything's going to be all right. It's OK, sweetheart.
0:42:44 > 0:42:45Surely you can do something?
0:42:45 > 0:42:47We're going to have to reattach the blood supply.
0:42:47 > 0:42:50Have you done it before?
0:42:50 > 0:42:51Not successfully.
0:42:51 > 0:42:54Page Ms Campbell...
0:42:58 > 0:43:00Hmm. That's an ominous-looking nodule.
0:43:00 > 0:43:03- Whose lung are we looking at? - My mother's.
0:43:04 > 0:43:07- You sure?- Positive.
0:43:07 > 0:43:11- Have you had her results back from cytology yet?- Erm...
0:43:11 > 0:43:14- Well? Have you or haven't you? - Yes.
0:43:14 > 0:43:17I may have gotten muddled over which patient is which.
0:43:17 > 0:43:21- You mean, you discharged her without double-checking her results? - It was a mistake, Jac.
0:43:21 > 0:43:24It's not as if you've exactly excelled yourself lately.
0:43:26 > 0:43:27Well?
0:43:33 > 0:43:35Do you want to break it to her?
0:43:37 > 0:43:38She's your patient.
0:43:38 > 0:43:40You do it.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43This is so delicate!
0:43:43 > 0:43:48Stay calm and methodical, Mr Di Lucca, and we might succeed yet.
0:43:48 > 0:43:50Administer IV heparin 5,000 units.
0:43:52 > 0:43:53Any luck?
0:43:55 > 0:43:57Mr Di Lucca?
0:44:06 > 0:44:07Done.
0:44:07 > 0:44:08Good.
0:44:08 > 0:44:10Clamp off.
0:44:17 > 0:44:19Has it worked?
0:44:19 > 0:44:21She needs to spend the next 24 hours open in ITU,
0:44:21 > 0:44:24then bring her back into theatre and we might know more.
0:44:24 > 0:44:27All we can do is hope for the best, and plan for the worst.
0:44:33 > 0:44:35Jonny, thank you.
0:44:37 > 0:44:39Paula...
0:44:43 > 0:44:47First of all I would like to profoundly apologise for...
0:44:47 > 0:44:50When I spoke to you, I didn't...
0:44:50 > 0:44:51I...
0:44:53 > 0:44:56Paula, I'm afraid I have some very bad news.
0:44:56 > 0:45:00The fluid in your lungs is a malignant pleural effusion,
0:45:00 > 0:45:02caused by lung cancer.
0:45:02 > 0:45:04Cancer?
0:45:09 > 0:45:12These shadows indicate the extent of the growth.
0:45:12 > 0:45:15It has metastasised to the pleura,
0:45:15 > 0:45:17that's the area surrounding the lungs.
0:45:17 > 0:45:20And I'm so sorry to have to say this,
0:45:20 > 0:45:22it is inoperable.
0:45:24 > 0:45:26You said I was fine,
0:45:26 > 0:45:28and now it's terminal?
0:45:28 > 0:45:30Your cancer is at stage four.
0:45:31 > 0:45:33There is no cure.
0:45:37 > 0:45:40- How did it go?- So far, so good. But I should have acted sooner.
0:45:40 > 0:45:42Is he always this hard on himself?
0:45:42 > 0:45:45Come on. You know as well as I do that the chances of surviving
0:45:45 > 0:45:47an injury like that are minimal.
0:45:47 > 0:45:51Take it from me, that was some of the best repair work I've ever seen.
0:45:51 > 0:45:52Good job.
0:45:54 > 0:45:55Well done, love.
0:45:59 > 0:46:00Uncle Freddie?
0:46:00 > 0:46:02It's me. Harry.
0:46:02 > 0:46:04Yeah, I'm good, thank you. How are you?
0:46:04 > 0:46:07Good, good, good. Listen, the reason I'm calling is
0:46:07 > 0:46:08I need to ask a favour.
0:46:20 > 0:46:22If he's beginning to remember things,
0:46:22 > 0:46:24he could continue to improve.
0:46:26 > 0:46:28See that?
0:46:28 > 0:46:31It was his present to me on my 16th birthday.
0:46:32 > 0:46:35That's why I left home as soon as I could.
0:46:35 > 0:46:39Well, he might remember what he did soon enough.
0:46:39 > 0:46:41I love my dad.
0:46:41 > 0:46:44He's all I've got.
0:46:44 > 0:46:47But that doesn't alter the fact that he made our lives a complete misery.
0:46:49 > 0:46:52You can't build a better future by denying the past.
0:47:13 > 0:47:16What are you looking so smug about?
0:47:16 > 0:47:20It's not what you know, it's who you know.
0:47:20 > 0:47:23What's this?
0:47:23 > 0:47:24Your initial consultation
0:47:24 > 0:47:27at the Marie Jenkinson Centre is in three weeks.
0:47:27 > 0:47:28You're joking.
0:47:28 > 0:47:31But my uncle plays golf with the clinical director.
0:47:31 > 0:47:34I asked him to put in a word. There was a bit of wrangling.
0:47:34 > 0:47:38But the upshot is, you and Raf have officially jumped the queue.
0:47:38 > 0:47:41I don't know what to say.
0:47:41 > 0:47:43They're waiting for you to call and confirm.
0:47:43 > 0:47:46- Don't forget.- Thank you, Harry.
0:47:47 > 0:47:48Thank you so much.
0:47:58 > 0:48:02I thought we'd agreed - three months to find ourselves again.
0:48:02 > 0:48:04Yes, but that was before we managed to change the appointment.
0:48:07 > 0:48:11Harry's uncle is a friend of the clinical director.
0:48:11 > 0:48:13You've been talking to Harry about this?
0:48:14 > 0:48:15Amy,
0:48:15 > 0:48:18you've got to be kidding me. How much have you told him?
0:48:18 > 0:48:20Harry's a friend. We can trust him.
0:48:20 > 0:48:23He's no friend of mine. And I want you to stay away from him.
0:48:23 > 0:48:24Don't be ridiculous.
0:48:24 > 0:48:25I mean it.
0:48:25 > 0:48:27I told him we needed help, Raf.
0:48:27 > 0:48:31And that's all he's guilty of - trying to help us.
0:48:31 > 0:48:34Well? Are we going to carry on with the IVF?
0:48:34 > 0:48:36I don't think it's a good idea.
0:48:36 > 0:48:37Why? Because Harry arranged it?
0:48:37 > 0:48:40Because we're not ready.
0:48:40 > 0:48:41I mean, look at us.
0:48:41 > 0:48:44Half the time, we're at each other's throats.
0:48:44 > 0:48:46Look, it's really quite simple.
0:48:46 > 0:48:48Do you want to have children or not?
0:48:52 > 0:48:53I always wanted to die young.
0:48:53 > 0:48:57And leave behind a beautiful corpse.
0:48:57 > 0:49:00I suppose middle-aged will have to do.
0:49:01 > 0:49:03I'm sorry you've got cancer.
0:49:06 > 0:49:09When I was coughing you called me "Mum".
0:49:09 > 0:49:11Did I?
0:49:11 > 0:49:12Don't you remember?
0:49:13 > 0:49:16Now we've got the chance to help each other.
0:49:16 > 0:49:20You stand by me while I face the great gig in the sky
0:49:20 > 0:49:24and I support you in your custody battle.
0:49:24 > 0:49:25What do you say?
0:49:25 > 0:49:26I can't do this.
0:49:35 > 0:49:37There's 20 grand in there.
0:49:37 > 0:49:39I don't understand.
0:49:39 > 0:49:41It's all yours.
0:49:41 > 0:49:42Just stay out of my life.
0:49:42 > 0:49:44You can't mean that.
0:49:44 > 0:49:45I'm afraid so.
0:49:49 > 0:49:51You'd better have that back.
0:49:55 > 0:49:58"..and the enchantment was broken.
0:49:58 > 0:50:01"The princess looked at him with wondering eyes and said,
0:50:01 > 0:50:04"'Is it really you, my Prince?'
0:50:04 > 0:50:07"'I have waited for you for so long.'
0:50:07 > 0:50:13"And all the courtiers rose to their feet and stared in amazement.
0:50:14 > 0:50:16"For there stood the princess,
0:50:16 > 0:50:21"happier and more beautiful than ever before."
0:50:23 > 0:50:24Good?
0:50:26 > 0:50:28Let's see what else is in here.
0:50:38 > 0:50:40Erm.
0:50:40 > 0:50:41What are you doing?
0:50:41 > 0:50:43What does it look like?
0:50:43 > 0:50:46You need to wait for Professor Hope to discharge you.
0:50:46 > 0:50:49He needs to talk you through your follow-up treatment
0:50:49 > 0:50:50and your care plan.
0:50:52 > 0:50:54Is there anything I can do?
0:50:54 > 0:50:58No, there's nothing you can do.
0:50:58 > 0:51:00- TANNOY:- Doors opening, lift going down.
0:51:06 > 0:51:07Doors closing.
0:51:20 > 0:51:22Ha!
0:51:22 > 0:51:23You and me.
0:51:25 > 0:51:28I mean, can you imagine?
0:51:28 > 0:51:32- Yeah. Gross on so many levels. - Yeah.
0:51:34 > 0:51:39Do you fancy going for a coffee or something?
0:51:41 > 0:51:44Erm, thanks, but I should get home.
0:51:44 > 0:51:45Could use an early night.
0:51:47 > 0:51:49What about you?
0:51:49 > 0:51:52I might go for a run later.
0:51:52 > 0:51:54That's about it.
0:51:54 > 0:51:56Not seeing anyone, then?
0:51:56 > 0:51:58Nn-nn.
0:51:58 > 0:52:01I suppose I could pick someone up at the bar.
0:52:01 > 0:52:02You're funny.
0:52:08 > 0:52:11Well, good night, Uncle Jesse.
0:52:11 > 0:52:13Yeah.
0:52:13 > 0:52:14You take care now.
0:52:14 > 0:52:17All right. I was a useless mother.
0:52:17 > 0:52:18The world's worst.
0:52:18 > 0:52:22Still, it seems harsh not even being allowed to see Emma.
0:52:22 > 0:52:24Tell me about it.
0:52:24 > 0:52:26My own granddaughter
0:52:26 > 0:52:29and I know next to nothing about her.
0:52:29 > 0:52:30Do you want to see some pictures?
0:52:30 > 0:52:32Please. OK.
0:52:35 > 0:52:38Let's have a look.
0:52:38 > 0:52:43So, this is her three hours after she was first born.
0:52:43 > 0:52:44God. What happened to her?
0:52:44 > 0:52:47Well, it's a long story.
0:52:47 > 0:52:49But she's through the worst of it. She's going to be OK.
0:52:49 > 0:52:50I had no idea.
0:52:50 > 0:52:53Why would you?
0:52:53 > 0:52:55And this is her at two months.
0:52:55 > 0:52:58This is her favourite bear, Bromley.
0:52:58 > 0:53:02It's kind of a wonder that he's got any ears at all given the amount of time she spends chewing them.
0:53:04 > 0:53:07- Who's that?- She was my fiance. She died four weeks ago.
0:53:07 > 0:53:09Oh, Jonny.
0:53:10 > 0:53:12What are we going to do?
0:53:15 > 0:53:18Do you have someone where to stay?
0:53:18 > 0:53:20A perfectly adequate hotel.
0:53:20 > 0:53:24I'd offer to give you lift but I've had to sell my car.
0:53:24 > 0:53:28I need every penny I can get to fight this court case, so.
0:53:31 > 0:53:33I'd like to help you.
0:54:02 > 0:54:04Rach, hi, it's Harry.
0:54:04 > 0:54:07Yeah, I'm good thanks. Listen, bad news.
0:54:07 > 0:54:09I don't I'm going to be able to make tonight.
0:54:31 > 0:54:33As I said earlier, talk to my lawyer.
0:54:33 > 0:54:36Think I'd rather talk to my own lawyer.
0:54:37 > 0:54:39What are you talking about?
0:54:39 > 0:54:43Your mum's promised me the money you gave her.
0:54:43 > 0:54:45So, in a way, you gave it to me.
0:54:47 > 0:54:49I'm going to put it towards my legal expenses.
0:54:49 > 0:54:53So, thank you, Jac.
0:54:53 > 0:54:55Thank you for helping me get my daughter back.
0:55:06 > 0:55:10You see? You were worrying over nothing.
0:55:10 > 0:55:11Mummy's going to be all right.
0:55:56 > 0:55:58PHONE CONNECTS
0:56:01 > 0:56:03PHONE VIBRATES
0:56:04 > 0:56:08I'm probably never going to have children.
0:56:08 > 0:56:09Hey.
0:56:09 > 0:56:12Come on. You don't mean that.
0:56:12 > 0:56:14And he said I had to stop talking to you.
0:56:22 > 0:56:25And I think Raf is losing it.
0:56:25 > 0:56:28- That's assuming he ever had it to begin with.- Don't.
0:56:28 > 0:56:30Don't what?
0:56:30 > 0:56:32I hate it when you make fun of him.
0:56:33 > 0:56:36He's still the love of my life.
0:56:40 > 0:56:41My only love.
0:56:47 > 0:56:51Hey! Take it easy.
0:56:51 > 0:56:52Oh!
0:56:52 > 0:56:54SHE LAUGHS AND SNORTS
0:56:56 > 0:56:58You know, I think I might be a teensy bit drunk.
0:56:58 > 0:57:01Yeah, that's probably something to do with the fact that you
0:57:01 > 0:57:03haven't had a drink for about three years.
0:57:03 > 0:57:05Look, shall I call you a cab?
0:57:05 > 0:57:06No.
0:57:09 > 0:57:10Don't bother.
0:57:13 > 0:57:16I'm in no hurry to go home to an empty flat.
0:57:23 > 0:57:25I need someone.
0:57:28 > 0:57:30You know that feeling,
0:57:30 > 0:57:31when you can't face being alone?
0:57:35 > 0:57:37Yeah.
0:57:46 > 0:57:49I thought this was what you wanted.