0:00:38 > 0:00:42I know that we haven't had the most...conventional of starts
0:00:42 > 0:00:44- but there is something there. - I'm not saying there isn't...
0:00:44 > 0:00:46What's the harm in seeing where it goes?
0:00:46 > 0:00:49'This seriously cool Austin Healey.'
0:00:49 > 0:00:51- 71. - 75.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53Have you lost your mind?
0:00:53 > 0:00:55I wish this could have happened differently.
0:00:55 > 0:00:57You knew what the Herzig meant to me.
0:00:57 > 0:01:01It shouldn't have been you who took this from me.
0:01:02 > 0:01:04Hee-hee! See?
0:01:04 > 0:01:06I told you it was worth it.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08She's an absolute beaut.
0:01:09 > 0:01:10Not unlike yourself.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14RADIO ON: "You And Me Song" by The Wannadies
0:01:14 > 0:01:15Hey! That's our song!
0:01:15 > 0:01:18See? It's fate.
0:01:18 > 0:01:2075 grand's worth of fate.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22Come on. You love it really.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24Don't you? Hmm?
0:01:29 > 0:01:33# You and me always... #
0:01:33 > 0:01:34Raf...
0:01:34 > 0:01:37- # And for ever, you... # - Raf! Look out!
0:01:37 > 0:01:39TYRES SQUEAL
0:01:42 > 0:01:43Damn it!
0:01:45 > 0:01:46RADIO OFF
0:01:46 > 0:01:48TRIES IGNITION
0:01:51 > 0:01:54- Good morning.- Yes. Morning.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01CHAIR SQUEAKS
0:02:01 > 0:02:04I took the liberty of getting new chairs.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06Better posture, better performance.
0:02:06 > 0:02:10I thought it might take the strain off your back.
0:02:10 > 0:02:11SQUEAKING
0:02:12 > 0:02:14I see.
0:02:14 > 0:02:15Got my back have you, Jac?
0:02:21 > 0:02:23I had my old chair for years...
0:02:23 > 0:02:25I was perfectly happy with it.
0:02:25 > 0:02:29Change is the prelude to progress, Elliot. Get used to it.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36Wh...What...?
0:02:36 > 0:02:37Professor Elliot Hope?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40Wha...
0:02:40 > 0:02:41All right, OK...
0:02:41 > 0:02:43I presume the other night was the practice run...
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Sorry?
0:02:45 > 0:02:48With lover boy. In training for me.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51Two words, Harry. Pole. Barge.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54Had we but world enough, and time...
0:02:54 > 0:02:56You what?
0:02:56 > 0:02:58You. Playing coy...
0:02:58 > 0:03:00But, seriously. Wasn't it weird going back there
0:03:00 > 0:03:01with Fletch after all these years?
0:03:03 > 0:03:06You can't remember what happened, can you?
0:03:06 > 0:03:08Yes.
0:03:08 > 0:03:11- Got yourself a bit of prime parking there, mate. - Yeah, yeah. Move along.
0:03:11 > 0:03:12Nothing to see here.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16That is the result of somebody like that being
0:03:16 > 0:03:20put behind the wheel of something so exquisite.
0:03:20 > 0:03:23Like some kind of sick social experiment...
0:03:23 > 0:03:24Democracy, eh?
0:03:30 > 0:03:31You all right?
0:03:31 > 0:03:32Amy?
0:03:32 > 0:03:34What's up?
0:03:34 > 0:03:36Just being silly. It's the shock, that's all.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38And obviously...
0:03:38 > 0:03:40C'mon. Let's get you checked out.
0:03:45 > 0:03:46Little secret for you.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49I failed my driving test five times. Ha!
0:03:51 > 0:03:54So...all present and correct.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57You've got a perfectly healthy baby.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59Thank God!
0:03:59 > 0:04:01Blood pressure is slightly raised
0:04:01 > 0:04:05but there's really nothing for you to worry about. Just try and keep those stress levels down.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07No more rally driving, you hear?
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Oh, God, I'm so relieved...
0:04:09 > 0:04:11I know we're not quite at 20 weeks, but...
0:04:11 > 0:04:14as it's you two. If you'd like to know the baby's sex...
0:04:14 > 0:04:15- Yes!- Oh, no, no...
0:04:15 > 0:04:19- Well, we don't have to... - We can if you want...
0:04:19 > 0:04:20Well, if you haven't discussed it...
0:04:20 > 0:04:23- No, no - we did. - Did we?
0:04:24 > 0:04:26Sorry, just getting carried away.
0:04:26 > 0:04:27Oh, it's all right.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29Most people want a surprise, but when it comes down to it,
0:04:29 > 0:04:31can't actually help themselves.
0:04:36 > 0:04:39Raf. I commend you. You're a man of great self-discipline...
0:04:39 > 0:04:42- No, let's do it. - No, Raf, honestly...
0:04:42 > 0:04:44No, no, no. Let's find out.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46- You sure?- Yeah.
0:04:48 > 0:04:52OK. You two are going to be the proud parents of...
0:04:54 > 0:04:55- ..a baby boy.- A boy!
0:04:57 > 0:05:00Raf, you always wanted a boy!
0:05:00 > 0:05:02I would've been happy with whatever I got, but...
0:05:04 > 0:05:05A boy?
0:05:06 > 0:05:07A son...
0:05:08 > 0:05:12Frothing at the mouth is not a symptom I've ever seen.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14In reality though, when you think about it,
0:05:14 > 0:05:17we don't even have an explanation for the biggest mystery there is -
0:05:17 > 0:05:19existence. I mean, sure,
0:05:19 > 0:05:22the Big Bang Theory, the theory of everything...
0:05:22 > 0:05:23Eh?
0:05:23 > 0:05:26But at the end of the day, it's all just speculation...
0:05:26 > 0:05:28The frothing at the mouth, Mr Koenig?
0:05:28 > 0:05:31- Louis, please. - The frothing at the mouth.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34Before I have you evicted from this hospital for trespassing and time wasting!
0:05:36 > 0:05:37Toothpaste.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41Why?
0:05:41 > 0:05:42I just needed to see you, Professor.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44You're my last hope.
0:05:44 > 0:05:45Louis?
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Pectus excavatum...
0:05:49 > 0:05:51I've done my research.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54I know you used to perform the Nuss procedure.
0:05:54 > 0:05:56I want it.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59It's a breathtaking operation.
0:05:59 > 0:06:02Fashion a metal arch, insert it in the chest,
0:06:02 > 0:06:04flip it over and watch as the chest rises.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06- Wow... - Proper metalwork, that.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Mr Koenig?
0:06:09 > 0:06:10Nice shoes.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12Buzz Lightyear. Back again?
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Kate and Wills, just the pair I need...
0:06:18 > 0:06:21Ah. The couple that throw themselves in front of sports cars. What've we got?
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Kitty Flyte. Alistair Rockwell.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26Lacerations and suspected fractured ribs for her.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29Suspected fractured knee for him. And you're going to love how they did it.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32- Falling off a bed?! - That's how we roll...
0:06:32 > 0:06:34Joker. He fell, dragged me with him.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36- As per usual.- OK, lovebirds.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Well, if you can bear to be separate for just a second,
0:06:38 > 0:06:42can we get them on separate trolleys, please?
0:06:42 > 0:06:43And this idiot's lost the key!
0:06:43 > 0:06:45OK, well, let's get those off...
0:06:47 > 0:06:49Look, Serena's going to be off sick again.
0:06:49 > 0:06:50It's going to be a busy one...
0:06:50 > 0:06:52Why don't you just go home, rest up?
0:06:52 > 0:06:55I'm fine now! We should be together today.
0:06:57 > 0:06:58Celebrating.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00OK. Your choice.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Louis has come to see me several times
0:07:02 > 0:07:05and every time, I've said no. We won't get CCG funding.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Jac, we can do the procedure without that.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09I'm not running a charity, Elliot.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12It's an expensive, essentially cosmetic surgery...
0:07:12 > 0:07:15Um, self-image can be as important as medical health.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18Sage input as always from Holby's Next Top Model...
0:07:18 > 0:07:21The last time I looked, we weren't on Harley Street.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23Unless there is a medical need, it's a no from me.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26You know, historically speaking, dictatorships don't tend to go down too well...
0:07:26 > 0:07:30And you can rely on the underclasses for objectivity on that point.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Ms Naylor. Maggie O'Dowd...
0:07:32 > 0:07:33Maggie?! She's an old patient of mine.
0:07:33 > 0:07:36Yeah, she's here for the Herzig. I thought you might like to scrub in.
0:07:36 > 0:07:38Hell, yeah!
0:07:38 > 0:07:40Jac, do you really think the Herzig is suitable?
0:07:41 > 0:07:44Her atrial wall is very weak. She'll likely bleed out.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46I can handle it, Elliot.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48In the meantime, discharge Hubble junior over there
0:07:48 > 0:07:50before I break it to him not so gently.
0:07:51 > 0:07:54She's obviously having trouble filling the boss's shoes.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58Never imagined I'd be an unwanted guest in my own home.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01I could have a word with her if you like, Elliot...
0:08:01 > 0:08:04No. No need to compound this humiliation.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07Right. Let's go and talk to the little man.
0:08:08 > 0:08:12Er, she did say unless there's a MEDICAL need...
0:08:14 > 0:08:16Really?
0:08:17 > 0:08:19I quite like that.
0:08:19 > 0:08:21- Um...Fletch.- Yes?
0:08:21 > 0:08:22Can I just have a quick word?
0:08:22 > 0:08:23Well, it's going to have to wait.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25I've got some conscious uncoupling to do.
0:08:25 > 0:08:28Whereas I always think the opposite's more fun.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Yeah, that's unconscious coupling, FYI...
0:08:35 > 0:08:37Yeah, that's not looking too bad.
0:08:37 > 0:08:41You were meant to cuff me to the bed, not to you, dummy! Not the game...
0:08:41 > 0:08:44Can't let you loose, can I? So much for a special weekend...
0:08:46 > 0:08:49For the pain. So... Was this a honeymoon, or...?
0:08:49 > 0:08:50We're not married!
0:08:50 > 0:08:54Practically. Been together since we were 15.
0:08:54 > 0:08:55Childhood sweethearts, eh!
0:08:55 > 0:08:58Well, you're with the original Romeo and Juliet with these two.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00You guys? How long?
0:09:01 > 0:09:03Since we were 18.
0:09:03 > 0:09:04Wow...
0:09:04 > 0:09:05And...it's your first?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08Do you mind if I...? If we...?
0:09:11 > 0:09:12Boy or girl?
0:09:12 > 0:09:16Actually, we just found out today we're having a little boy.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19- Oh, congratulations! - You got a name?
0:09:19 > 0:09:21No, we haven't thought about it yet.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23There you go, you are free...
0:09:23 > 0:09:24Finally.
0:09:24 > 0:09:25Let's get you both X-rayed.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29In their own little cocoon.
0:09:29 > 0:09:30It's chaos in here today.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33- Could you do me a favour and take them to X-ray?- Sure.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37All done. Fully hydrated.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41Now...
0:09:41 > 0:09:44Don't say I don't look after you, wild child.
0:09:46 > 0:09:47Your wild child now.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52You'd think I'd have learnt to drink responsibly by now.
0:09:54 > 0:09:57What, you mean now that you're 40, and all?
0:09:59 > 0:10:01How do you know..?
0:10:01 > 0:10:04Drunken call at one in the morning ring any bells?
0:10:06 > 0:10:08I drunk dialled you?!
0:10:10 > 0:10:13Oh, I haven't done that since I was a teenager! What did I say?
0:10:14 > 0:10:16You were very...sweet.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21So come on, why didn't you tell me it was your birthday?
0:10:24 > 0:10:26Had enough of an existential crisis this year,
0:10:26 > 0:10:29without harping on about being 40.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33Well, at least now...
0:10:33 > 0:10:35you can wake me up in person.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39No!
0:10:42 > 0:10:44How did Mama Levy take it?
0:10:45 > 0:10:48Well, she looked like I was leaving her for deepest darkest Africa,
0:10:48 > 0:10:50you know, not a semi down the road.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55To new beginnings.
0:10:59 > 0:11:03I'm sorry. Just... I wonder if you can help me.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05I've lost my bag you see, and...
0:11:05 > 0:11:08Oop, OK. There we go.
0:11:08 > 0:11:09You OK?
0:11:09 > 0:11:11Oh, well. I'm shrinking again.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15If his X-ray's OK, are we going to be discharged quickly?
0:11:15 > 0:11:16Hopefully...
0:11:16 > 0:11:20I'm meant to be catching a flight in like, four hours...
0:11:20 > 0:11:22You guys are going on holiday?
0:11:22 > 0:11:25I'm going to California for a bit. To study.
0:11:25 > 0:11:26Philosophy PhD.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30And, Alistair's coming along for the ride?
0:11:30 > 0:11:32Uh, no.
0:11:33 > 0:11:36It's just for three months initially, so...
0:11:36 > 0:11:39Obviously Ali's making out like it's for ever.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42Well, three months is quite a long time...
0:11:42 > 0:11:45He can't hack long-haul flights anyway, so...
0:11:46 > 0:11:50I worked all over the world with Raf, so we could be together.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53Wow. I dunno, I just...
0:11:53 > 0:11:55don't want to sacrifice things that are important to me.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01Relationships are about sacrifice, surely.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06Well... Clearly, it worked out for you guys...
0:12:13 > 0:12:17How...much...longer?
0:12:17 > 0:12:20I'm Jewish. Sport's not really my thing.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22You're into swimming, though.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Swimming's the worst.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27- I thought...- Everyone in my year was going to the pool in the park,
0:12:27 > 0:12:29to sunbathe and stuff. And...
0:12:29 > 0:12:30Was there a girl there?
0:12:30 > 0:12:35Totally futile anyway. She'll never fancy me with a chest like this.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37Only dates rugby boys these days.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40Hey, well then, she's not good enough for you...
0:12:40 > 0:12:44I don't care if she's not good enough! I can't spend my whole life pre-first base.
0:12:45 > 0:12:48Have you never been kissed?
0:12:48 > 0:12:49Right...
0:12:50 > 0:12:54It's OK to still be wearing your V plates. Isn't it, Elliot?
0:12:54 > 0:12:56I think that's probably enough time...
0:12:57 > 0:12:59Louis?!
0:13:02 > 0:13:04Shalom, Dad.
0:13:04 > 0:13:05Sorry!
0:13:06 > 0:13:08I suddenly go all tiny...
0:13:08 > 0:13:10Like Alice in Wonderland.
0:13:10 > 0:13:11Alice Munro.
0:13:11 > 0:13:14Referred from the ED with severe abdominal pain and nausea.
0:13:16 > 0:13:17Do you mind if I...?
0:13:21 > 0:13:23It's fine. It always happens.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26Just... I never used to get this sick...
0:13:26 > 0:13:28- Is there anyone we can call for you? - Nope.
0:13:28 > 0:13:32Anyway. My work's better, when I'm...
0:13:32 > 0:13:34in Wonderland...
0:13:34 > 0:13:36I see all sorts of things...
0:13:36 > 0:13:38What about my bag?
0:13:38 > 0:13:41The green giant had it downstairs.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43It's got my magic powder in, you see.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47Um, we'll be right back.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51OK, the usual tests.
0:13:51 > 0:13:54A CT scan of the abdomen, MRI and EEG to rule out brain tumour.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56And a...tox screen.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58Obviously.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01What do you reckon - LSD? MDMA?
0:14:01 > 0:14:04Oh, I don't know. You tell me, you crazy wild child, you.
0:14:09 > 0:14:12- Ooh!- For our information, are you two...?
0:14:12 > 0:14:17Yes, Dr March. Yes. We are in fact, um, back on...
0:14:17 > 0:14:19J'adore that.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22- Now look, it's Essie's birthday... - How old?
0:14:24 > 0:14:2540.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28And I want to organise a surprise party...
0:14:28 > 0:14:29I'm your man...
0:14:29 > 0:14:31Excellent. Thank you very much.
0:14:35 > 0:14:36Sycophant...
0:14:36 > 0:14:39How could you forget you put it in your sock?!
0:14:39 > 0:14:40Other than a rogue key,
0:14:40 > 0:14:42there is nothing in the X-ray that concerns us.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44- So we can go? - Are you sure?
0:14:44 > 0:14:46Still not feeling pretty.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Any pain should be muscle or ligament trauma,
0:14:48 > 0:14:51essentially a bad sprain. We'll bandage you up and...
0:14:51 > 0:14:53The anti-inflammatory should be kicking in.
0:14:53 > 0:14:57- What're you doing, Kit? - Checking the plane tickets... - Can you just... Give me that...
0:14:57 > 0:14:58- I can still make it...- Kit!
0:15:02 > 0:15:03Fine.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07Not QUITE how I planned on doing this, but...
0:15:17 > 0:15:19Don't go.
0:15:19 > 0:15:20I don't want you to go.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24Marry me.
0:15:24 > 0:15:25That is so romantic.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31You are unbelievable.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Ali?!
0:15:36 > 0:15:39It's OK. It's just a faint. It's probably the pain. Come on.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41Deep breaths. Pulse is high.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Let's get him into bed.
0:15:43 > 0:15:46Can you push fluids, order gases, clotting,
0:15:46 > 0:15:49and chase those blood result for me?
0:15:50 > 0:15:52Did you give him enough pain relief?
0:15:52 > 0:15:53I can do my job, Raf.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Look, let's just try and focus, OK?
0:15:55 > 0:15:57Get to the bottom of this.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01But why would you go in the pool? You can't swim!
0:16:03 > 0:16:06- Louis?- I fell in, OK? Chillax, old man.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09What's the deal here? Has he swallowed a lot of water?
0:16:12 > 0:16:16Mr Koenig. Louis isn't here because he fell in the pool...
0:16:16 > 0:16:18Oh, no. No - no, no, no.
0:16:18 > 0:16:19We've been over this before.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21Here we go...
0:16:21 > 0:16:22They could shunt that metal thing
0:16:22 > 0:16:25straight through your heart, Louis, straight through!
0:16:26 > 0:16:29For THIS? It's immaterial.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31It's familial?
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Has it affected me?
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Look at what I've achieved.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39You'll understand this, Professor. Theoretical physicist.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42Published numerous papers on cosmos theory.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44That is very impressive, Mr Koenig, but...
0:16:44 > 0:16:48You're looking at the next Hawking here, right in front of you...
0:16:48 > 0:16:49See what I'm dealing with?
0:16:49 > 0:16:53You have a brilliant mind, Louis.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Uh, Yiddish Kop.
0:16:55 > 0:16:56The brains!
0:16:59 > 0:17:01Right, where's that woman we saw before? Ginger?
0:17:01 > 0:17:05Mr Koenig. Charmed, I'm sure.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Let me put you all out of your misery.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10Louis, as previously discerned, there is no medical need
0:17:10 > 0:17:14for you to have this surgery, therefore you won't be having it.
0:17:14 > 0:17:15Right, then.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17I'll go pull the car around and maybe
0:17:17 > 0:17:20we could catch that lecture on Minkowski and spacetime.
0:17:20 > 0:17:23Louis, I'm so sorry...
0:17:23 > 0:17:25May as well be celibate.
0:17:26 > 0:17:29- Jac. Surely there's some way... - You went behind my back.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31Well, there may have been a medical reason.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33But there isn't. I can't justify the cost.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35I'm sorry, Elliot.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Yes, well...
0:17:38 > 0:17:41- Do you think they have sex?- Oh! I don't want to think about that.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43I think it's quite sweet, actually.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46What? Oh, c'mon, guys.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48Levy gets laid, we all get an easy life.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55There you go.
0:17:55 > 0:17:56I can't have those!
0:17:56 > 0:17:58It'll help with your nausea.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00But I can't swallow them. They won't fit in my tiny mouth.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02They're huge!
0:18:03 > 0:18:06Alice, your MRI and EEG have come back clear,
0:18:06 > 0:18:08which is fantastic news.
0:18:08 > 0:18:09But, nevertheless,
0:18:09 > 0:18:12we do need to find out why you're having these hallucinations.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14If you can just tell us what you've taken...
0:18:14 > 0:18:16I haven't TAKEN anything...
0:18:16 > 0:18:18The green giant!
0:18:19 > 0:18:21MOBILE RINGS
0:18:25 > 0:18:26+49?
0:18:26 > 0:18:30Oh, yeah - must be some outsourced cold-calling place.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34- Alice's bag. - Very good.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36And, er...
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Yeah. Going to take that, I think.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40We just need to get this tested.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50Everything...OK?
0:18:50 > 0:18:52Yeah. Yeah. Fine.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56- I'm going to take this to the lab. - OK.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04How long have you been there?
0:19:04 > 0:19:06I just... You looked sad, and...
0:19:06 > 0:19:09Come on, let's get you back in bed.
0:19:10 > 0:19:12What, ho! Apothecary!
0:19:14 > 0:19:15Shakespeare for you, there.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19Seems a bit tense in there.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Patient faints, assumed cause is pain,
0:19:23 > 0:19:26but I'm certain he's had adequate pain relief.
0:19:26 > 0:19:27Anyway...
0:19:29 > 0:19:30Oh, uh, yes. Sorry.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32They're out upstairs.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39I'm really glad you came to see me today.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41And I'm sorry if I put my foot in it with Raf...
0:19:41 > 0:19:44Not at all. He's had a lot on his mind lately.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47- Miss Campbell's been off... - Mm. Poor guy. Seems pretty...
0:19:47 > 0:19:49shell-shocked by the whole thing.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52Last thing he needs is me bleating on about the baby.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55Even so, I thought you seemed... withdrawn.
0:19:57 > 0:20:00It's important, you know, keeping that blood pressure down and...
0:20:00 > 0:20:02I understand it's a tricky situation, isn't it?
0:20:02 > 0:20:04But if you ever want to talk, then...
0:20:04 > 0:20:05Here you go.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09Tell your ward sister to stock up next time.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Save you the trip all the way down here.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15Right, well, er... I'll leave you to it, then.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20If you can put up with the rabble, we'd love to have you.
0:20:20 > 0:20:24- Thank you!- Oh, my gosh - it's all kicking off out there!
0:20:24 > 0:20:27- Buzz Lightyear senior has lost Lightyear junior.- Louis?
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Thing is, I didn't want to say anything,
0:20:29 > 0:20:32but I've just had a quick break with Janelle from Paeds and she's always
0:20:32 > 0:20:35banging on about wanting to meet a guy with intellect and
0:20:35 > 0:20:38broadening her horizons, yada, yada, yada.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41- Where is...- Well, our Janelle is a lady with a lot of experience
0:20:41 > 0:20:43under her belt, if you know what I'm saying.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45- Massive FOMO.- FO... I'm sorry?
0:20:45 > 0:20:47A Fear Of Missing Out, I believe.
0:20:47 > 0:20:50Yeah. She likes to try everything.
0:20:50 > 0:20:53- Adele...- I thought... Match made, isn't it?- Where is Louis?
0:20:56 > 0:20:58Yeah, no, that's cool. Um, so, Janelle.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01Are you more of a Styles or a Zayn girl?
0:21:03 > 0:21:04Styles.
0:21:05 > 0:21:10Louis! What are you doing here? I've been looking for you everywhere.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13Had to get away from Darth Bloody Vader.
0:21:13 > 0:21:14He's worried about you.
0:21:14 > 0:21:18I know he thinks it's all so trivial - looks, and girls, but...
0:21:20 > 0:21:24Ed White. The astronaut that did the first American spacewalk.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27He said when he had to come back in to Earth,
0:21:27 > 0:21:29it was the saddest moment of his life...
0:21:30 > 0:21:32That's how I feel, every day.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35When I wake up and look in the mirror.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38Louis, I'm truly sorry I can't help you.
0:21:38 > 0:21:41I'm just so fed up of being pushed around
0:21:41 > 0:21:43and overlooked my entire life.
0:21:45 > 0:21:48My chair! That's my chair.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50They've chucked...
0:21:50 > 0:21:51Follow me.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55I gave Alistair Rockwell adequate pain relief, Raf.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57That's not why his blood pressure dropped.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00- I chased his bloods... - Thank you, Doctor...
0:22:00 > 0:22:01And ordered an INR.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03Kitty said he can't do long flights.
0:22:03 > 0:22:06He's on Warfarin for recurring DVT.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09Well, I need that CT scan, urgently.
0:22:09 > 0:22:12I did tell you I wasn't on drugs.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15No-one ever believes me... That's why I stopped coming to doctors.
0:22:17 > 0:22:18So why did you grind up paracetamol?
0:22:18 > 0:22:21Because I can't fit them in my mouth.
0:22:21 > 0:22:24And the paracetamol makes me normal again...
0:22:24 > 0:22:27It takes away the hallucinations?
0:22:27 > 0:22:30But you haven't got a headache?
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Any eyesight problems?
0:22:33 > 0:22:36No history of epilepsy or...?
0:22:36 > 0:22:39Just thinking chromosomal disorders can cause delusions.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43- History of Huntington's chorea? - Nope. I told you,
0:22:43 > 0:22:45I've had this since I was a child.
0:22:45 > 0:22:47No-one can work it out.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50Maybe I just am different, like Alice...
0:22:50 > 0:22:52I drew something for you...
0:23:08 > 0:23:11Well... That's very sweet, but it's not fair.
0:23:11 > 0:23:16I mean, you know, if you're going to expose me, what about this one here?
0:23:16 > 0:23:18- Ah! Come on. I want to see that. - Please!
0:23:23 > 0:23:25I...saw you before.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29You're lost. It's making you sad.
0:23:32 > 0:23:33Well, Alice. Don't worry.
0:23:33 > 0:23:36We're going to get to the bottom of this. OK?
0:23:41 > 0:23:44Well, whatever's going on in her head,
0:23:44 > 0:23:46she still has some semblance of reality.
0:23:46 > 0:23:48She got YOU wrong, though...
0:23:51 > 0:23:54+49 on your phone have something to do with it?
0:23:54 > 0:23:56Internal bleeding? I fell out of a bed!
0:23:56 > 0:23:58The Warfarin prevents your blood from clotting,
0:23:58 > 0:24:01so even the smallest knock can be a problem.
0:24:01 > 0:24:05We'll give you a drug called Sanplex to try and get you clotting again.
0:24:05 > 0:24:07Otherwise, I'm afraid, we may need to operate.
0:24:07 > 0:24:08Surgery?
0:24:08 > 0:24:10And it's nil by mouth from now.
0:24:10 > 0:24:12Please don't tell her.
0:24:12 > 0:24:13You'll want someone with you...
0:24:15 > 0:24:17Hey, fainty man. You're awake.
0:24:20 > 0:24:21I stirred in the chocolate.
0:24:23 > 0:24:26So, once his knee's strapped up, is he going to be discharged?
0:24:26 > 0:24:28Well, we'll see...
0:24:28 > 0:24:30I mean, I can stay...
0:24:30 > 0:24:32For how long, Kits? Another hour?
0:24:32 > 0:24:33Another day?
0:24:33 > 0:24:36Ten years. I just don't understand
0:24:36 > 0:24:38why you'd move to the other side of the world...
0:24:38 > 0:24:40It's three months!
0:24:40 > 0:24:41What are you still searching for?
0:24:41 > 0:24:44You see, for me, it's easy. I want to be with you.
0:24:44 > 0:24:45I've always known that.
0:24:45 > 0:24:48Yet you chose now? To ask me.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50In a hospital, when I'm about to go away.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52I don't want to lose you...
0:24:52 > 0:24:54Really(?)
0:24:54 > 0:24:57Actually. Actually, go...
0:24:57 > 0:25:01If that's what you want, let's just call it a day.
0:25:01 > 0:25:02What?!
0:25:02 > 0:25:04I am, I am fed up of the chaos of you.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06The constant free fall...
0:25:06 > 0:25:08Trying to lock you down...
0:25:15 > 0:25:16Kitty, wait...
0:25:16 > 0:25:18Amy...
0:25:18 > 0:25:21- She doesn't know what's going on... - Patient confidentiality!
0:25:21 > 0:25:24What does that mean? After all that time, together.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26You don't just run away, Raf.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Kitty!
0:25:36 > 0:25:37Jac.
0:25:37 > 0:25:40So yesterday, your daughter said her first words.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43Can you show me Mrs O'Dowd's scans as soon as they're back?
0:25:43 > 0:25:47- Which, incidentally, you might have heard if you just... - Jonny, I'm busy.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49I e-mailed you the video, so...
0:25:54 > 0:25:56Louis!
0:25:56 > 0:25:57Have you been smoking?!
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Let's go.
0:26:02 > 0:26:05Actually, Mr Koenig, there's been a slight change of plan.
0:26:07 > 0:26:12So what's going on? You can talk to me, you know.
0:26:12 > 0:26:14Er, two cappuccinos. Thank you.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18+49 is the country code for Germany.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23I have a great uncle in Munich.
0:26:25 > 0:26:27So, Josef had a brother, did he?
0:26:27 > 0:26:31Yeah. Found out when they matched his DNA.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34To check if he really was... Well, Josef Dalke.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36Did his brother know about..?
0:26:36 > 0:26:37No.
0:26:37 > 0:26:40Franz is much younger and they only found out what Josef did
0:26:40 > 0:26:43after the war and, even then, they thought he'd died...
0:26:43 > 0:26:45Until a couple of months ago...
0:26:45 > 0:26:47He's been e-mailing me every week.
0:26:47 > 0:26:48I've ignored it.
0:26:48 > 0:26:50But, um...
0:26:51 > 0:26:55..it seems you weren't the only one I drunk-dialled last night.
0:26:57 > 0:26:58I'm so sorry...
0:27:00 > 0:27:01The family want to meet me.
0:27:03 > 0:27:05For me to go and stay with them for a bit.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Wow.
0:27:11 > 0:27:14How do you feel about that?
0:27:15 > 0:27:18I don't know. I'm 40.
0:27:19 > 0:27:22I'm tired of playing Who Do You Think You Are...
0:27:24 > 0:27:26And crazy is wrong.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28And I'm not sad any more.
0:27:28 > 0:27:32I'm the happiest I've been for a very long time.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35Good.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40Kitty!
0:27:41 > 0:27:43You're still here.
0:27:44 > 0:27:45Alistair would want you to stay.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48Taxi's on its way, so...
0:27:51 > 0:27:53It's not that I don't love him. It's just...
0:27:55 > 0:27:58Marriage is for ever, and we've only ever been with each other.
0:27:58 > 0:28:00How are you meant to know?
0:28:00 > 0:28:02I think you'd know...
0:28:02 > 0:28:07I was taught that if something's right, you fight for it. Together.
0:28:07 > 0:28:10And I suppose your relationship's perfect as a result?
0:28:10 > 0:28:13Raf hasn't even thought about baby names...
0:28:14 > 0:28:16Nothing is perfect, Kitty...
0:28:23 > 0:28:25Ali cheated on me.
0:28:27 > 0:28:29We had an argument.
0:28:36 > 0:28:38Kitty...
0:28:38 > 0:28:40Someone cheating.
0:28:40 > 0:28:41Can you really get past that?
0:28:52 > 0:28:55We need to consider Louis' emotional need, Mr Koenig...
0:28:55 > 0:28:57Emotional need? Emotional need?!
0:28:57 > 0:28:59I'm his FATHER!
0:28:59 > 0:29:01Look, Louis - listen to me.
0:29:02 > 0:29:06If you just get to university, full of like-minded astrophysicists, hm?
0:29:06 > 0:29:09It was the making of me...
0:29:10 > 0:29:13I'm not you. I actually want to get laid.
0:29:13 > 0:29:16Laid? Laid?! What is laid?
0:29:16 > 0:29:17Having sex.
0:29:17 > 0:29:19Yes. Thank you, Adele.
0:29:21 > 0:29:23Girls are a distraction.
0:29:23 > 0:29:25You think Luke Skywalker would've faced the Emperor
0:29:25 > 0:29:27if there was still a girl in the frame?
0:29:27 > 0:29:30- You think Einstein...- Can you quit it with all the cosmos rubbish?
0:29:30 > 0:29:32- Louis!- Please! None of it's real... - Louis!
0:29:32 > 0:29:35It's a crucially important framework to explain...
0:29:35 > 0:29:37Explain what?!
0:29:37 > 0:29:38Louis...
0:29:38 > 0:29:40Explain why we're freaks.
0:29:40 > 0:29:43Explain why Mum went off with the body builder next door?
0:29:44 > 0:29:46Why she just...left us.
0:29:49 > 0:29:52You're a loser. That's why.
0:29:58 > 0:30:01Are you the head of this Mickey Mouse department?
0:30:01 > 0:30:02Mr Koenig...
0:30:02 > 0:30:03Are you?
0:30:03 > 0:30:05No, I'm not.
0:30:09 > 0:30:12I had a clear-out recently, after...everything.
0:30:12 > 0:30:15Anyway, I was going to take all of this to the creche.
0:30:16 > 0:30:17Aha!
0:30:19 > 0:30:22This was my favourite book when I was a kid.
0:30:23 > 0:30:26Right, OK, let's get through it.
0:30:26 > 0:30:28What happens in the story?
0:30:28 > 0:30:30Er, she falls down the rabbit hole...
0:30:30 > 0:30:33She shrinks, she grows...
0:30:33 > 0:30:35Great. Well, they're the symptoms...
0:30:35 > 0:30:37Where does it all start?
0:30:37 > 0:30:39It's all a dream. It's all in her head...
0:30:39 > 0:30:42So headaches can cause delusions.
0:30:42 > 0:30:44The paracetamol helps our Alice...
0:30:44 > 0:30:46No. She said she didn't have headaches.
0:30:46 > 0:30:48She just gets sick...
0:30:48 > 0:30:50It's abdominal migraine!
0:30:52 > 0:30:55When a migraine is so severe, the pain is sublimated.
0:30:55 > 0:30:57You don't feel it in the head, but in the abdomen...
0:30:57 > 0:30:59Abdomen...
0:30:59 > 0:31:00You're a genius.
0:31:00 > 0:31:02You are.
0:31:02 > 0:31:04No you're...you're the genius.
0:31:06 > 0:31:08Ah! Damn it!
0:31:13 > 0:31:14Figured you'd be with your baby.
0:31:14 > 0:31:18No point leaving it to someone else, to mess things up.
0:31:18 > 0:31:20Your brother gave us this.
0:31:22 > 0:31:23That was nice of him.
0:31:23 > 0:31:27I've been looking through it every day. Underlining names.
0:31:28 > 0:31:30For girls, anyway.
0:31:30 > 0:31:32Why won't this...
0:31:32 > 0:31:34I thought... If it's a boy, you'd know.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38We always said Callum, remember?
0:31:38 > 0:31:42Amy! Sorry... Just, this is really tricky.
0:31:48 > 0:31:49Jac.
0:31:49 > 0:31:51Maggie O'Dowd's scans.
0:31:51 > 0:31:54You don't think Elliot's got a point, do you?
0:31:54 > 0:31:57If I needed someone to second-guess me... Oh, wait! I don't.
0:31:57 > 0:31:59It's just her atrial cuff is so calcified.
0:31:59 > 0:32:03- It might be a bit complicated... - Looks pretty simple to me.
0:32:03 > 0:32:05There's two kinds of people in this world, Mo - winners and losers.
0:32:05 > 0:32:09- All I'm saying...- If you want to be a surgeon or not, it's up to you...
0:32:12 > 0:32:13You know...
0:32:13 > 0:32:16Mr Koenig. You're still here.
0:32:16 > 0:32:19Your hair tone, in fact...
0:32:30 > 0:32:33- Are you all right? - I'm bleeding.
0:32:35 > 0:32:38- How much?- Enough.
0:32:38 > 0:32:40PAGER BEEPS
0:32:41 > 0:32:42Raf...
0:32:42 > 0:32:44I don't know...
0:32:44 > 0:32:47Do you think we should try and see Mr Thompson?
0:32:47 > 0:32:49Yeah. Yes. Yeah, we should...
0:32:49 > 0:32:53Have you seen Raf? Mr Di Lucca, have you seen him anywhere?
0:32:53 > 0:32:55Has anyone seen Raf anywhere?!
0:32:58 > 0:32:59What?!
0:32:59 > 0:33:01It's Alistair Rockwell. He's crashing.
0:33:01 > 0:33:05You go and see Mr Thompson and I'll be right with you.
0:33:05 > 0:33:07- Raf...- I'll be right there.
0:33:09 > 0:33:13What are you doing? Can't you see that clashes?!
0:33:13 > 0:33:14Tasteless little mole.
0:33:17 > 0:33:20Aren't you taking this all a bit too seriously?
0:33:20 > 0:33:22Organising a great party is a very serious affair, OK?
0:33:22 > 0:33:25We can hardly leave it to Abigail over there.
0:33:25 > 0:33:27More cheese and pineapple, Sue?
0:33:27 > 0:33:30What would you say if I told you we've found out what you've
0:33:30 > 0:33:32been suffering with, all these years?
0:33:32 > 0:33:33I wouldn't believe you.
0:33:33 > 0:33:35Well. The TMS test... CRASH
0:33:36 > 0:33:40..we ran on your head shows areas of excitability in your brain.
0:33:40 > 0:33:44You have in fact been suffering from migraines, which is
0:33:44 > 0:33:47why the paracetamol helped you so much.
0:33:47 > 0:33:50They're just so severe that the pain manifests in your stomach,
0:33:50 > 0:33:53as abdominal migraine. And when the pain is that bad,
0:33:53 > 0:33:56it can cause neurological side effects.
0:33:56 > 0:34:00Alice, you have been suffering from a very rare syndrome called
0:34:00 > 0:34:02- Todd's Syndrome. - Todd's Syndrome?
0:34:02 > 0:34:05Yes. Sufferers experience hallucinations.
0:34:05 > 0:34:08You know, a distorted perception of themselves and the world.
0:34:08 > 0:34:11Lilliputianism, macropsia...
0:34:11 > 0:34:14Er, when people and objects appear too big or too small.
0:34:14 > 0:34:16Oh, my God - I have all of those.
0:34:16 > 0:34:20The funny thing is, Todd's Syndrome is also known as...
0:34:20 > 0:34:23Alice in Wonderland Syndrome.
0:34:23 > 0:34:27So, you sort of have been Alice all this time.
0:34:29 > 0:34:32Luckily, your Alice symptoms can be cured with an anti-epileptic drug
0:34:32 > 0:34:34called Lamotrigine.
0:34:34 > 0:34:38No more shrinking. You'll go back to normal.
0:34:38 > 0:34:40Normal...
0:34:42 > 0:34:46Whoa! You're on Team Gingersnap. You can't just cross into rebel camp.
0:34:46 > 0:34:47Give it a rest, Jonny Mac.
0:34:47 > 0:34:50Been playing slap-me-down with Stalin all day.
0:34:50 > 0:34:53Hey, how about you treat yourself to a nice coffee from Pulse's?
0:34:53 > 0:34:55Because I can get one for free here.
0:34:55 > 0:34:57Or... what about one of those long biscuit thingies...
0:34:57 > 0:35:00- Ooh! Biscotti. Mm. - Yeah, mmm.
0:35:00 > 0:35:02Does anybody actually eat those?
0:35:02 > 0:35:05- I would eat...I would eat a Biscotti.- Sometimes.
0:35:05 > 0:35:08You haven't said, "I told you so" re Sun Tzu out there
0:35:08 > 0:35:11and the last time you were this nice to me, you wanted two grand.
0:35:11 > 0:35:13Wagwan?
0:35:15 > 0:35:17- Hi.- No, no, no. - Spoons.
0:35:19 > 0:35:23- Right.- The Nuss procedure! You're going ahead with it?
0:35:23 > 0:35:24I am.
0:35:24 > 0:35:26And does her highness know?
0:35:26 > 0:35:27Um...
0:35:29 > 0:35:31I see.
0:35:31 > 0:35:32So, how's it work?
0:35:32 > 0:35:35Col, do you feel like getting a drink later?
0:35:35 > 0:35:39Er...actually, about the other night.
0:35:39 > 0:35:41That was good, weren't it?
0:35:42 > 0:35:44Fletch... Did we...?
0:35:46 > 0:35:49Your mattress, is that memory foam?
0:35:49 > 0:35:51Uh...
0:35:51 > 0:35:54It's just that it got me thinking. You know.
0:35:54 > 0:35:56Maybe I should get one of them for myself.
0:35:56 > 0:35:58Right, so you slept on it. Did you?
0:35:58 > 0:36:00Did you sleep well on it?
0:36:02 > 0:36:05Never better. But, er...
0:36:05 > 0:36:06maybe next time.
0:36:08 > 0:36:11Um, Facilities called again. They really need you to move your car.
0:36:14 > 0:36:16I'm a massive idiot.
0:36:16 > 0:36:19- Kitty... - What? What's happened?
0:36:21 > 0:36:24- Now isn't a good time. - Where is he? Please?
0:36:27 > 0:36:29Wait there.
0:36:29 > 0:36:33I can't see a thing - more suction, please.
0:36:33 > 0:36:36It's no good, he's bleeding out.
0:36:36 > 0:36:39Right. We're going to have to shock him.
0:36:41 > 0:36:42Charging.
0:36:43 > 0:36:46Raf? Kitty, you can't go in there!
0:36:46 > 0:36:47What's happening?!
0:36:47 > 0:36:51- What the hell is she...?! Someone get her out of here!- Kitty...
0:36:51 > 0:36:52He was fine!
0:36:52 > 0:36:54Amy, can you get her out of here? Now!
0:36:54 > 0:36:57- Kitty, come on. - Please! Do something...
0:36:57 > 0:36:59Colette!
0:37:00 > 0:37:01Are you OK?
0:37:03 > 0:37:05You could get arrested for that!
0:37:05 > 0:37:07I just left...
0:37:07 > 0:37:09He's not going to die, is he?
0:37:09 > 0:37:12Come on - let's get you up. Come on.
0:37:12 > 0:37:14It's always been the two of us.
0:37:14 > 0:37:16I-I can't lose him.
0:37:18 > 0:37:19Can you tell Raf...I've gone.
0:37:27 > 0:37:29Alice!
0:37:29 > 0:37:31No, it's Emelia. My real name's Emelia, not Alice.
0:37:31 > 0:37:33I changed it when my...
0:37:33 > 0:37:34Calm down. Calm down.
0:37:36 > 0:37:37Calm down.
0:37:37 > 0:37:38It was when my mum died.
0:37:40 > 0:37:43I used to wake up really early
0:37:43 > 0:37:48and I'd look through my window, and see all these animals in our garden.
0:37:48 > 0:37:52But they weren't like, normal - they were so close to me,
0:37:52 > 0:37:54and vivid.
0:37:55 > 0:37:58And they used to talk to me, when I was sad.
0:38:00 > 0:38:04Sometimes, when someone close to us dies
0:38:04 > 0:38:08it's easy to lose sense of yourself.
0:38:08 > 0:38:10Of reality.
0:38:10 > 0:38:11You're rootless, too.
0:38:12 > 0:38:16Well, at least you've now been diagnosed
0:38:16 > 0:38:19and you can stop letting this condition determine who you are.
0:38:19 > 0:38:20It IS who I am.
0:38:20 > 0:38:22It's how I see things.
0:38:22 > 0:38:24If I can't be Alice,
0:38:24 > 0:38:26who in the world am I?
0:38:31 > 0:38:34She's had ondanestron. She shouldn't be sick.
0:38:34 > 0:38:36Let's chase up those outstanding tests.
0:38:38 > 0:38:41You're going to be proper hot stuff.
0:38:46 > 0:38:48What part of "no" do you not understand?
0:38:48 > 0:38:50Louis, please...
0:38:50 > 0:38:53There is a strong psychological argument, Miss Naylor...
0:38:53 > 0:38:55- It could kill you! - You kill me.
0:38:55 > 0:38:57It's a cosmetic procedure, Elliot.
0:38:57 > 0:39:01I had hoped I'd taught you better than to be so black and white.
0:39:01 > 0:39:04Taught me? So that's what this little rebellion is all about?
0:39:04 > 0:39:06I'm begging you. You're all I've got.
0:39:06 > 0:39:08Dad, listen to me!
0:39:08 > 0:39:10- Oh, Louis, please! - LISTEN to me.
0:39:10 > 0:39:13You know how when you're in space, you're weightless...
0:39:13 > 0:39:14- Yeah, zero-G.- Right.
0:39:14 > 0:39:17Well, when I was under the water, earlier,
0:39:17 > 0:39:20that's how I felt, and I just thought...
0:39:20 > 0:39:22If I could just stay down here, never come back up,
0:39:22 > 0:39:24never have to face anyone again...
0:39:24 > 0:39:27- What?- I didn't fall into the pool, Dad.
0:39:28 > 0:39:29I jumped.
0:39:31 > 0:39:33I really need this operation.
0:39:33 > 0:39:36Code ginger, code ginger. Naylor's on the war path! Oh...
0:39:37 > 0:39:41Ms Effanga. We'll be operating on the Herzig patient shortly.
0:39:41 > 0:39:42Can you scrub up, please?
0:39:42 > 0:39:44Mr Self is aware of what's going on.
0:39:49 > 0:39:53After all these years together, Jac, has it really come to this?
0:39:53 > 0:39:54The operation can't go ahead.
0:40:00 > 0:40:02So be it.
0:40:05 > 0:40:06Excuse me, mind your feet.
0:40:06 > 0:40:08Elliot...
0:40:08 > 0:40:10This is a dangerous game.
0:40:11 > 0:40:14There will be serious ramifications for everyone involved.
0:40:16 > 0:40:18Is this the first time that you've bled?
0:40:21 > 0:40:22It might be nothing.
0:40:22 > 0:40:24I just need to establish the facts, that's all.
0:40:24 > 0:40:26Yes. It's the first time.
0:40:30 > 0:40:32That bloody car!
0:40:41 > 0:40:42I can't...
0:40:46 > 0:40:47I couldn't...
0:40:50 > 0:40:53If I've lost my baby boy...
0:40:56 > 0:40:58You shouldn't be alone for this, Amy.
0:41:01 > 0:41:02Where is Raf?
0:41:25 > 0:41:28So, um.
0:41:28 > 0:41:31I just wanted to say that, um, I really,
0:41:31 > 0:41:35I mean REALLY enjoyed the other night.
0:41:38 > 0:41:40I mean, you've still got all the old moves, Col...
0:41:40 > 0:41:43Really? Do I?
0:41:43 > 0:41:44Yeah...
0:41:44 > 0:41:47Do you know what, you've picked up a couple of really good new ones...
0:41:49 > 0:41:51- Hee-hee!- Ha-ha!
0:41:51 > 0:41:53What the...?
0:41:53 > 0:41:54Is that a memory foam?!
0:41:54 > 0:41:56Nice one, mate!
0:41:56 > 0:41:59Oh, ha-ha. That is really funny, you pair of numpties.
0:42:02 > 0:42:05So, we didn't...?
0:42:08 > 0:42:10No. We didn't.
0:42:10 > 0:42:15You did your usual "drink too much, fall asleep on me in the cab and dribble over my suit".
0:42:15 > 0:42:18That was the closest I got to any action.
0:42:18 > 0:42:22Good. Because you know it would have been a massive mistake.
0:42:22 > 0:42:24I love you, Col.
0:42:24 > 0:42:27But the thought of you romantically terrifies me.
0:42:27 > 0:42:30Even 20 years ago, you were a total ball-breaker.
0:42:30 > 0:42:33But, um, but you can keep the flowers.
0:42:33 > 0:42:36Because I confiscated those just for you.
0:42:40 > 0:42:42Just so you know, though -
0:42:42 > 0:42:46unlike Fletch, I can handle a strong woman.
0:42:46 > 0:42:48Bit of a tussle.
0:42:49 > 0:42:51Just FYI.
0:42:51 > 0:42:53God help whoever falls for that.
0:42:58 > 0:43:00Amy!
0:43:00 > 0:43:01How did you get on?
0:43:11 > 0:43:13I am so sorry.
0:43:24 > 0:43:26You're OK?
0:43:27 > 0:43:29We haven't lost it?
0:43:29 > 0:43:31It?
0:43:31 > 0:43:33This is your son, Raf!
0:43:33 > 0:43:36He's your son.
0:43:36 > 0:43:37Yeah.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43All right.
0:43:43 > 0:43:44Ready?
0:43:44 > 0:43:46Mm-hm.
0:44:00 > 0:44:02Elliot?
0:44:03 > 0:44:04Right.
0:44:04 > 0:44:07One, two...
0:44:07 > 0:44:08three.
0:44:27 > 0:44:29I'm afraid he's lost a lot of blood.
0:44:29 > 0:44:32- I need to prepare you for the worst...- No.
0:44:32 > 0:44:33You don't know him.
0:44:35 > 0:44:38- Look, we can give it some time, but...- He loves life.
0:44:38 > 0:44:39He'll wake up.
0:44:41 > 0:44:44Maybe Kitty should step outside for a minute?
0:44:47 > 0:44:51Come on, Kitty. Let's go get a cup of coffee, yeah?
0:44:55 > 0:45:00I'm sorry. About what I said, earlier, to you...
0:45:00 > 0:45:03You were right. You fight for it, don't you?
0:45:06 > 0:45:08Grr!
0:45:09 > 0:45:12Amy? What are you doing? It's raining.
0:45:12 > 0:45:15You always fight for everything that's important to YOU.
0:45:15 > 0:45:18Your blood pressure. You need to calm down.
0:45:18 > 0:45:20Your patients. Your career.
0:45:20 > 0:45:22I've tried to fix it already.
0:45:22 > 0:45:24- This bloody car! - It's too damaged.
0:45:24 > 0:45:26WE'RE too damaged, Raf.
0:45:26 > 0:45:28What?
0:45:30 > 0:45:32All I ever wanted was a baby.
0:45:34 > 0:45:35Yeah, I know.
0:45:35 > 0:45:38Today, I nearly lost him. And you weren't there.
0:45:39 > 0:45:41- Alistair went into crisis.- I know.
0:45:41 > 0:45:44It's easier to deal with someone else's crisis.
0:45:46 > 0:45:49You said you could bring up this child, even if...
0:45:52 > 0:45:54That you can move past what I did...
0:45:54 > 0:45:56I don't want to drag all this up...
0:45:56 > 0:45:58But we have to!
0:45:58 > 0:46:03It's like there's a glass screen between us.
0:46:03 > 0:46:07I can see you, but I can't feel you or touch you.
0:46:08 > 0:46:11Or talk to you even, any more.
0:46:13 > 0:46:15And he's real, Raf...
0:46:15 > 0:46:18Callum is real.
0:46:21 > 0:46:24You were so quick to assume that I'd lost him...
0:46:26 > 0:46:30..because a little part of you
0:46:30 > 0:46:31was relieved.
0:46:31 > 0:46:33Amy...
0:46:34 > 0:46:36Please. Just admit it.
0:46:43 > 0:46:45It's actually a very positive outcome.
0:46:45 > 0:46:47Pregnant?
0:46:47 > 0:46:49That's why you were still being sick.
0:46:49 > 0:46:52Er, we're going to have to manage your Lamotrigine intake,
0:46:52 > 0:46:55- but folic acid will reduce any risk.- Pregnant?
0:46:55 > 0:46:56Are you sure?
0:47:01 > 0:47:04OK, excuse me.
0:47:09 > 0:47:11Um, if it's unexpected,
0:47:11 > 0:47:14you know, there are people you can talk to about your options...
0:47:14 > 0:47:16A baby. Of my own.
0:47:22 > 0:47:25I figured you'd want these back. For the little one.
0:47:27 > 0:47:28Thank you.
0:47:28 > 0:47:30LIFT PINGS
0:47:30 > 0:47:34'Doors opening, lift going down.'
0:47:36 > 0:47:37This is for you.
0:47:39 > 0:47:41It was mine when I was a little girl, but...
0:47:41 > 0:47:45every little girl should visit Wonderland.
0:47:52 > 0:47:56- Time to go through the looking glass.- Yeah.
0:47:58 > 0:48:00What's the ETA on it?
0:48:00 > 0:48:03Tell them to make sure it is, or I'll come and find them.
0:48:03 > 0:48:04OK?
0:48:09 > 0:48:11MACHINE ALERT BEEPS
0:48:11 > 0:48:13What's happening..?
0:48:13 > 0:48:15Ah...
0:48:15 > 0:48:16Oh, my God.
0:48:16 > 0:48:19Hey, you. Hi.
0:48:22 > 0:48:24Where did you go, hey?
0:48:24 > 0:48:25Let's get him extubated.
0:48:26 > 0:48:29Sh. Sh.
0:48:29 > 0:48:31It's all right.
0:48:33 > 0:48:35I'm not going anywhere!
0:48:36 > 0:48:39We've got all the time in the world.
0:48:47 > 0:48:49Just trust me.
0:48:49 > 0:48:53Yeah, I've heard that one before...
0:48:53 > 0:48:55OK.
0:48:55 > 0:48:56Tah-dah!
0:48:58 > 0:49:00Emelia and the gang helped.
0:49:03 > 0:49:04Happy birthday.
0:49:09 > 0:49:11Hi. How's it gone?
0:49:11 > 0:49:12Fine, thanks.
0:49:14 > 0:49:17Ah, you've fitted the bovine pericardium. Did she bleed out?
0:49:17 > 0:49:20Her atrial wall was weak, as you said.
0:49:20 > 0:49:22Well. You've dealt with it...
0:49:24 > 0:49:27- Elliot...- I have a patient I need to check on, Ms Naylor.
0:49:28 > 0:49:31- Oh. And it's healthy discontent. - I'm sorry?
0:49:31 > 0:49:34Earlier, you said, "Change is a prelude to progress".
0:49:34 > 0:49:37Ghandi's actual words were,
0:49:37 > 0:49:40"Healthy discontent is the prelude to progress".
0:49:41 > 0:49:43I wish you understood why...
0:49:43 > 0:49:47I have spent years understanding your choices, Jac.
0:49:48 > 0:49:51Trying to rationalise away your wrongdoings to the world
0:49:51 > 0:49:53because you are a brilliant surgeon.
0:49:53 > 0:49:55You were like a daughter to me.
0:49:57 > 0:49:59But perhaps I expected too much.
0:49:59 > 0:50:02No. You've always been. You are...
0:50:04 > 0:50:05..a huge inspiration.
0:50:07 > 0:50:11Well, you're all grown up now. No more of that, eh?
0:50:20 > 0:50:22How long have you had all this?
0:50:22 > 0:50:24Been ordering it slowly. Preparing...
0:50:26 > 0:50:29Not quite sure how THAT'S going to fit in the new car...
0:50:32 > 0:50:34I didn't think.
0:50:37 > 0:50:40I look at Kitty and Alistair.
0:50:43 > 0:50:44The beginning of things.
0:50:49 > 0:50:53Remember when you used to sing in my ear?
0:50:53 > 0:50:54Every night.
0:50:54 > 0:50:56Just as I was falling asleep.
0:50:56 > 0:50:57Just to annoy me!
0:50:58 > 0:51:00Ra-af!
0:51:00 > 0:51:02You used to get so mad at me!
0:51:09 > 0:51:11I'd do anything to have that back.
0:51:15 > 0:51:18I thought we could get over what happened.
0:51:22 > 0:51:24But we can, can't we?
0:51:27 > 0:51:29It's killing you.
0:51:30 > 0:51:34It's sending my blood pressure rocketing...
0:51:34 > 0:51:37If we carry on falling into this chasm...
0:51:39 > 0:51:43..it will destroy us, Raf.
0:51:43 > 0:51:45It will destroy him.
0:51:47 > 0:51:48I can't let that happen.
0:51:52 > 0:51:55I can't... I don't know how to live without you.
0:52:00 > 0:52:02You're my best friend.
0:52:10 > 0:52:12You will always be my best friend.
0:52:21 > 0:52:23I don't really blame you... about Mum.
0:52:25 > 0:52:29- I blame myself.- I mean, maybe if you talked about Star Wars less...
0:52:29 > 0:52:31It's true, it's true...
0:52:31 > 0:52:33Chillax. Kidding!
0:52:33 > 0:52:34Who needs Mum, anyway?
0:52:36 > 0:52:37You're a Mensch.
0:52:39 > 0:52:42I just, I don't want to fail you.
0:52:44 > 0:52:46You tried to drown yourself.
0:52:50 > 0:52:51Oh, Louis!
0:52:54 > 0:52:56Well, that all went very well.
0:52:56 > 0:52:58In a few days, you'll be discharged.
0:52:58 > 0:53:00Thank you so much, Professor Hope.
0:53:00 > 0:53:03You've revolutionised my life.
0:53:03 > 0:53:05Hey, come here.
0:53:08 > 0:53:10Elliot.
0:53:12 > 0:53:15Wasn't exactly standard procedure back there.
0:53:15 > 0:53:17Mr Self. I can explain.
0:53:17 > 0:53:19I'm afraid I won't apologise.
0:53:19 > 0:53:22You know, all these NHS titles...
0:53:22 > 0:53:25Head of Governance, Head of Clinical this, that.
0:53:25 > 0:53:26Director of Cardiothoracic Surgery.
0:53:26 > 0:53:30Gets in the way of...good stuff.
0:53:30 > 0:53:32The real stuff.
0:53:39 > 0:53:41We're, uh, going to Albie's for some team drinks...
0:53:41 > 0:53:43- You should come!- No, no, no.
0:53:43 > 0:53:46You young things will want to kick up a riot.
0:53:46 > 0:53:48Every rebellion needs a leader!
0:53:48 > 0:53:51All right. Yes. Thank you!
0:53:51 > 0:53:54Grand. Do you want a wee hand with this?
0:53:54 > 0:53:56Put it back in the Death Star? Or...
0:53:56 > 0:53:59On second thoughts, I might put it in the staff room.
0:53:59 > 0:54:02- Rebel camp? - Quite like it in there.
0:54:30 > 0:54:31Daaa.
0:54:31 > 0:54:36Daaa, daaada, dadda, daddy. Daddy. Daddy.
0:54:36 > 0:54:38Daddy.
0:54:38 > 0:54:39SIREN WAILS
0:54:46 > 0:54:49Hey, there, Galileo.
0:54:51 > 0:54:54Some kid gave it to Adele. Thought, I dunno...
0:54:54 > 0:54:57One day Callum might be into his sciences, too.
0:54:57 > 0:54:58Maybe?
0:55:01 > 0:55:04Didn't know you could see the stars when it's still light.
0:55:04 > 0:55:07You can't usually. But binary stars are different.
0:55:07 > 0:55:09That's when two stars are gravitationally bound
0:55:09 > 0:55:12to each other, they share a mutual evolution.
0:55:12 > 0:55:14Sometimes over thousands of years.
0:55:14 > 0:55:16And they often shine the brightest.
0:55:16 > 0:55:19Because they're together.
0:55:21 > 0:55:25# It was always you and me, always... #
0:55:25 > 0:55:26Raf...
0:55:26 > 0:55:31# And for ever Baaaa, ba baaaa, ba baaa
0:55:31 > 0:55:37# It was always you and me always... #
0:55:43 > 0:55:45I'm going to stay with my brother.
0:55:47 > 0:55:48Does Mama Teo know?
0:55:50 > 0:55:52Bet that went down well.
0:55:52 > 0:55:54You can imagine.
0:55:54 > 0:55:56How long will you be gone for?
0:56:01 > 0:56:04But, it might not be for ever?
0:56:07 > 0:56:09It might not be for ever.
0:56:35 > 0:56:39Last night, when you rang...
0:56:40 > 0:56:41Oh, God - do we have to?
0:56:41 > 0:56:43No, listen - please. Just listen.
0:56:46 > 0:56:49You said that I explain you...
0:56:53 > 0:56:55Because you can't explain yourself any more.
0:57:02 > 0:57:03You've got to go.
0:57:06 > 0:57:07To meet your family.
0:57:16 > 0:57:18I know it's just the worst timing...
0:57:21 > 0:57:23Listen.
0:57:25 > 0:57:28You have made me feel...alive.
0:57:30 > 0:57:31In so many ways.
0:57:33 > 0:57:35I mean, you know, if it wasn't for you,
0:57:35 > 0:57:38I'd still be living with my mum!
0:57:49 > 0:57:52I'll still be here when you get back.
0:57:58 > 0:57:59Who are you?
0:58:00 > 0:58:02How did I come to find you?
0:58:05 > 0:58:11I can't help but feel that there's some bigger redemption at play here.
0:58:11 > 0:58:13The history of it all...
0:58:16 > 0:58:18You mean fate, Mr Levy?
0:58:19 > 0:58:21Well... Maybe it is.