0:00:02 > 0:00:04- I'm trying to work.- We haven't had a chance to talk since...
0:00:04 > 0:00:06- According to you, I'm naive. - I didn't say that, but...
0:00:06 > 0:00:08Let's keep things professional.
0:00:12 > 0:00:14If you really want to change sex, you're going to
0:00:14 > 0:00:17have to face that conversation at some stage.
0:00:17 > 0:00:19You've got to understand - you're still my little g...
0:00:22 > 0:00:24You don't have to go through this alone.
0:00:24 > 0:00:26I'm fine.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38SHE SIGHS
0:01:20 > 0:01:23- You've been at it again. - At what?
0:01:23 > 0:01:28The scales don't lie. You've been pinching my cereal again.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31You know, you've been incredibly tetchy recently, Diggers.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33That's hardly surprising when you have
0:01:33 > 0:01:35a total and blatant disregard for house rules!
0:01:38 > 0:01:42Right. What is actually eating you?
0:01:42 > 0:01:45My spidey senses are telling me that this is something to do with
0:01:45 > 0:01:49a certain beautiful but somewhat geeky junior doctor.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54What - no text? No Christmas card?
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Least she didn't rob you blind.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Look, I'm sorry about what happened with Lee.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Don't even mention it, OK?
0:02:08 > 0:02:11It's better that I discovered that he's lowlife scum now
0:02:11 > 0:02:13as opposed to at the altar.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16Come on, what's going on with you?
0:02:17 > 0:02:21Tell Uncle Dom. You know he hates it when you internalise.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23HE SIGHS
0:02:26 > 0:02:29OK, erm.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32Right... We had this sort of like a nearly kiss
0:02:32 > 0:02:37but then I froze and panicked, and we parted and now there's
0:02:37 > 0:02:44just this sort of impenetrable void of icy...awkwardness.
0:02:44 > 0:02:49Right, and have you spoken to her about this?
0:02:49 > 0:02:51About the incident?
0:02:51 > 0:02:56Incident? You're referring to your first kiss with her as an incident?
0:02:56 > 0:02:58DOOR OPENS
0:02:59 > 0:03:02Look what the pox-ridden tom cat dragged in!
0:03:02 > 0:03:05Like we never pulled you out of the gutter.
0:03:05 > 0:03:08Oh, I guess we're all licking our wounds this morning.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10As my dear old mother used to say,
0:03:10 > 0:03:13- in order to get over a man you need to get under one.- There is no man.
0:03:19 > 0:03:22TEXT ALERT BEEPS
0:03:22 > 0:03:24From Hanssen.
0:03:26 > 0:03:27Walking boots?
0:03:30 > 0:03:33SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE
0:03:43 > 0:03:45'Doors closing.'
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Looking well.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54Amazing what a bit of make-up can do for a girl.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56Been a tad party central over the holidays, have we?
0:03:56 > 0:04:00Just an impromptu night out, you know how it is.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02No. No, actually, you probably don't.
0:04:03 > 0:04:04You been drinking again?
0:04:05 > 0:04:09In moderation. What do you care?
0:04:09 > 0:04:13And where do you get off lecturing me when you just
0:04:13 > 0:04:16disappear to Mexico for two weeks without so much as a word?!
0:04:16 > 0:04:19It was a good friend's wedding, spur of the moment thing.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22I just had to pack and...
0:04:22 > 0:04:26When did my holiday destinations have anything to do with you, anyway?
0:04:26 > 0:04:29So you had your plus-one sorted out then, did you?
0:04:29 > 0:04:32- 'Lift going down.' - Morning.- Morning.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Zosia.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36Zosia!
0:04:44 > 0:04:47It was just a kiss. Festive spirit and all that.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51So a professional faux pas at the office party?
0:04:51 > 0:04:54Did we photocopy our body parts as well, cos I can't remember.
0:04:54 > 0:04:57- Can I see you in my office, Dr March?- Yes, sure.
0:04:57 > 0:04:58You know what, it's fine.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01We've been dancing around each other for months now.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03You've dipped your toe in and you didn't like it.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05I get it, no biggie.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Let's just be professional and crack on, shall we?
0:05:07 > 0:05:10Not really sure I'm cut out for orienteering races.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12I don't know what Hanssen's thinking sending us on this.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14For the 20K research grant at stake,
0:05:14 > 0:05:15he must think we're up to the task.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Speak for yourself.
0:05:17 > 0:05:18Austin Shreve -
0:05:18 > 0:05:22eminent research scientist, explorer, inventor,
0:05:22 > 0:05:25and seemingly all-round cool dude.
0:05:25 > 0:05:26- No relation, is he?- No.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28Well, you're a fibber.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31According to this, he has two sons and a daughter called Morven.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33Why have you never told us about your lineage?
0:05:33 > 0:05:37Who cares? with Daddy on board, the 20k is pretty much ours.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39Look, keep your voices down.
0:05:39 > 0:05:43Please, let me tell you, we're in for a rough ride today.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45Great. Not a daddy's girl, then?
0:05:45 > 0:05:49I love the man to bits but he always taught my brothers and I
0:05:49 > 0:05:54to stand on our own two feet, forge our own paths, to earn respect.
0:05:54 > 0:05:58And you've pretty much just quoted the blurb on the website.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00Well, it's got me this far.
0:06:00 > 0:06:05I don't need preferential treatment just because of who my dad is.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07You're Arthur Digby, aren't you?
0:06:07 > 0:06:08Who's asking?
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Christian Knight, Papworth Hospital.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13I finished behind you in the Young Doctor of the Year competition.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16Hope you don't mind my earwigging. Are you Austin Shreve's daughter?
0:06:16 > 0:06:19Ah, no, no, that was just a little tactical ruse
0:06:19 > 0:06:21to wind up the opposition.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23And you fell for it hook, line and sinker.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Gosh, what's that awful stench?
0:06:27 > 0:06:28That's you.
0:06:28 > 0:06:31I might have been a bit liberal with the cologne this morning.
0:06:31 > 0:06:34You never know who you're going to meet on these things.
0:06:34 > 0:06:37The joint research venture with the Edinburgh Institute
0:06:37 > 0:06:39is something of a coup for us.
0:06:39 > 0:06:42They're working on new heart valve tech to save living tissue
0:06:42 > 0:06:43rather than replace it
0:06:43 > 0:06:47and when they told me that they had a clinical placement available
0:06:47 > 0:06:49I instantly thought of you.
0:06:51 > 0:06:54I thought you'd jump at the opportunity.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Sorry, I haven't been feeling myself lately.
0:06:56 > 0:07:00Something that's not gone unnoticed. Is your bipolar affecting you?
0:07:00 > 0:07:03Just some slight symptoms. Feeling anxious at times.
0:07:03 > 0:07:07Well, then, maybe a six-month research sabbatical
0:07:07 > 0:07:08is exactly what you need.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11Can I have some time to think about it?
0:07:11 > 0:07:13It's an appointment with immediate effect.
0:07:13 > 0:07:17I promised their clinical director an answer by the end of the day.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32Oh.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36Arthur? Yeah.
0:07:40 > 0:07:45Ah, the Holby City contingent, I presume?
0:07:45 > 0:07:49Mr Shreve, I am a huge admirer of all of your achievements.
0:07:49 > 0:07:50And what might they be?
0:07:50 > 0:07:56Uh, well, your recent ground-breaking research
0:07:56 > 0:07:59into cancer, climbing K2 twice.
0:07:59 > 0:08:02And your archaeological dig at Persepolis.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04You must be Dominic Copeland.
0:08:04 > 0:08:08The social butterfly determined to network his way to the top.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Mr Hanssen's words, not mine.
0:08:12 > 0:08:17Don't worry, I take people at face value and make my own opinions.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23Mr Shreve, I'm...Arthur Digby.
0:08:24 > 0:08:29THE Arthur Digby? Morven's former brilliant mentor,
0:08:29 > 0:08:30and the man who almost made her
0:08:30 > 0:08:34give up on an illustrious medical career.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37Erm, yes, that's me, yeah.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42Welcome to the competition.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45Well, thank you very much, Hanssen.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48- "I love your work! I love your work!"- Shut up!
0:08:49 > 0:08:52I told Hanssen that in confidence.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Why would he betray us like that?
0:08:54 > 0:08:58Arthur, actually, I think... Well, I know that was me.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02I speak to my dad almost every day.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03I'm sorry, we have no secrets.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Young girl's been brought up from AAU with vascular swelling
0:09:09 > 0:09:10and shortness of breath.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13I'll do the initial consult, you can take over.
0:09:13 > 0:09:14Sure.
0:09:15 > 0:09:19- Oh! The prodigal son returns!- Lexy!
0:09:19 > 0:09:22How are you? How's the...?
0:09:22 > 0:09:24Timmy's doing very well, thank you.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28- How's the baby? - Not a baby any more.
0:09:28 > 0:09:29You know him?
0:09:29 > 0:09:32Let's just say he helped me out in my hour of need.
0:09:32 > 0:09:34Carmel, I see you've had...
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Are you for real?!
0:09:36 > 0:09:38I'm sorry?
0:09:38 > 0:09:40I've just had this out with your mob downstairs.
0:09:40 > 0:09:44Carl is a trans patient waiting for gender reassignment.
0:09:44 > 0:09:45We apologise for the mistake.
0:09:45 > 0:09:48I'll do everything I can to get your records amended. Now...
0:09:48 > 0:09:51Take that look off your face, I'm not some kind of freak show!
0:09:51 > 0:09:55That's enough now. Doctor didn't mean anything by it.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57I know him. I'll take it from here, thank you.
0:09:57 > 0:09:58Report back to me.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Carl, lean forward for me -
0:10:03 > 0:10:04I'm going to have a listen to your chest.
0:10:08 > 0:10:09How do you know Lexy?
0:10:09 > 0:10:11She put a roof over my head.
0:10:11 > 0:10:14And she makes a mean Pot Noodle.
0:10:15 > 0:10:19Carl barely lasted a month at home with his father.
0:10:20 > 0:10:23The transphobia he suffered at school was terrible.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26He dropped out eventually, couldn't take it any more.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Then he ended up with us at the hostel.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32Ignorance before acceptance?
0:10:32 > 0:10:35It's hard for people to understand.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37They prefer to shun.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39His father included.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Really? I thought his father was quite accepting.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44That wasn't really the problem.
0:10:44 > 0:10:48He just thought Carl was throwing his education away,
0:10:48 > 0:10:50wasting his life on a dream.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54And how's he coping?
0:10:54 > 0:10:56Oh, don't worry about him,
0:10:56 > 0:11:01I've never known anyone as single-minded to a goal as he is.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05But he won't settle till he passes.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Passes?
0:11:07 > 0:11:08It's a trans term.
0:11:08 > 0:11:12You know, when you consistently pass as your chosen gender.
0:11:12 > 0:11:17When the world doesn't see you as some sort of circus act any more.
0:11:17 > 0:11:18It's all he wants.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23Forgive the outburst earlier.
0:11:23 > 0:11:24I'm sure you understand.
0:11:26 > 0:11:30So how are you, since you rescued your faith?
0:11:30 > 0:11:32SHE LAUGHS
0:11:32 > 0:11:35I am not sure I have entirely,
0:11:35 > 0:11:39but others need me, so I do what I can.
0:11:41 > 0:11:45Speaking of which, hope you don't mind me asking.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48What is still troubling you?
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Those baby blues can't lie, Mr Valentine.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57Nothing you can help me with this time.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Mind if I join you?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Yeah, sure.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32So beautiful out here, isn't it?
0:12:35 > 0:12:36My dad used to take me
0:12:36 > 0:12:39and my brothers everywhere when we were kids.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43Big adventures all over the world.
0:12:43 > 0:12:47I had 56 stamps in my passport by the time I was 16.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51He was a good dad to you, then?
0:12:51 > 0:12:54God, yeah. More than you can say for my mother.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59She walked out when I was eight.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01Sorry to hear that.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03Don't be. I'm glad that she left.
0:13:11 > 0:13:14I... I think...
0:13:14 > 0:13:18I think maybe we could use a chat. About us.
0:13:18 > 0:13:21OK. Us isn't happening, Arthur.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26I don't need anyone that's half-hearted in my life.
0:13:26 > 0:13:30I've got my career to focus on now. And...
0:13:30 > 0:13:32I can't let myself
0:13:32 > 0:13:37or my dad down by letting a silly little crush get the better of me.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42HUNTING HORN BLOWS
0:13:42 > 0:13:44- I understand.- Cool.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46Five minutes to go, guys.
0:13:48 > 0:13:49I really want to win this today.
0:13:49 > 0:13:52Yeah, well, we'll certainly try.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54No, trying's not good enough.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57I need a winner's mentality from you and Dom.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59Do you understand me?
0:14:13 > 0:14:15This is where you've been hiding.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17LOCKER DOOR CLANGS
0:14:17 > 0:14:18I just needed a minute.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20Carl Ryland has been brought back in.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22Abnormal heart rhythms.
0:14:22 > 0:14:26Jac's rubbed him up the wrong way. I could really use your help.
0:14:32 > 0:14:35I really shouldn't have taken off like that and left you hanging.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40I feel like I owe you some sort of apology.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45No chocolates? No flowers?
0:14:45 > 0:14:48You really think you mean that much to me?
0:14:49 > 0:14:52Well, if that's the case, then it's probably best
0:14:52 > 0:14:54I gave you some space.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56Mmm.
0:14:58 > 0:15:01Jac's offered me an internship in Edinburgh.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03When would you be leaving?
0:15:03 > 0:15:05It's an immediate posting.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10Let's put our little differences behind us
0:15:10 > 0:15:15and make sure this is a great last day for you.
0:15:16 > 0:15:18I haven't agreed to it yet.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20You'd be stupid not to.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25See you on the ward.
0:15:30 > 0:15:34HUNTING HORN BLARES
0:15:34 > 0:15:37And make sure all the caches are in place.
0:15:40 > 0:15:45Ah, Dr Copeland. What brings you here?
0:15:45 > 0:15:49I just wanted to apologise for earlier.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51I take it you know who Morven is?
0:15:51 > 0:15:54She felt comfortable enough to impart that information to us, yes.
0:15:54 > 0:15:58- Us?- Just myself and Dr Digby.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01Please don't worry, Mr Shreve, we all look after her.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04That's good to hear as she's still very much my little girl
0:16:04 > 0:16:06and I can get fearfully protective.
0:16:07 > 0:16:10That makes you and my mother - a very proud lioness.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Tell me about Arthur.
0:16:14 > 0:16:18Arthur? Erm. OK, well, we live together...
0:16:18 > 0:16:22Not in the biblical sense, obviously, cos he's... I'm...
0:16:22 > 0:16:25The truth, please. What kind of a man is he?
0:16:25 > 0:16:29Man? Erm...
0:16:29 > 0:16:33Well, he is a star student.
0:16:33 > 0:16:37Slash amazing doctor, slash great guy.
0:16:37 > 0:16:40- He's...- That's not what I asked you. - OK.
0:16:44 > 0:16:45He's my closest friend.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49If truth be told, a better friend to me
0:16:49 > 0:16:51than I am to him.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54But we've been through a lot together.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57- And we look out for each other. - Do you trust him?
0:16:57 > 0:16:58With my life.
0:17:00 > 0:17:01Good answer, Dr Copeland.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Ladies and gentlemen, gather round, please.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15The task is a race against time.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18As a team you need to find and photograph
0:17:18 > 0:17:22three cached items as noted on your OS grids
0:17:22 > 0:17:25and return to camp with the evidence.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28Two statues, one word game.
0:17:28 > 0:17:32You will have a map, a compass and a digital camera.
0:17:32 > 0:17:36Leave your mobile phones with us - they will be returned to you.
0:17:36 > 0:17:42Let me warn you now. I cannot abide cheats.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44I have found in life
0:17:44 > 0:17:49wit and ingenuity are more than a match for brawn and dexterity.
0:17:49 > 0:17:53Now here comes the catch.
0:17:53 > 0:17:57In two hours, a hunt will begin.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59You are the prey.
0:17:59 > 0:18:03Two hits, and you will be declared dead
0:18:03 > 0:18:06and officially out of the competition.
0:18:10 > 0:18:14One last thing. Each team must keep alive a chicken.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17CHICKENS CLUCK
0:18:17 > 0:18:19Don't even think about returning without it.
0:18:19 > 0:18:24No chicken, no research grant.
0:18:25 > 0:18:28You were alone in the woods in an idyllic setting
0:18:28 > 0:18:31and you didn't so much as get a kiss?
0:18:31 > 0:18:32Call me old-fashioned,
0:18:32 > 0:18:35but I think that's classed as sexual harassment.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38Ladies and gentlemen, I don't have to tell you
0:18:38 > 0:18:43that there is £20,000 at stake here.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46I don't think that's all that's at stake.
0:18:46 > 0:18:50Your ex future father-in-law was quizzing me on you earlier.
0:18:50 > 0:18:52CHICKENS CLUCK
0:18:54 > 0:18:59Right, eyes on the prize. This is my one chance to impress.
0:18:59 > 0:19:03And you're going to do this for me. Do you understand?!
0:19:03 > 0:19:05Yes, I understand.
0:19:05 > 0:19:08Because we are Holby.
0:19:09 > 0:19:13So, I've been doing a bit of digging.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15Your name's Morven Elizabeth Shreve.
0:19:15 > 0:19:19I realise how hard it must be for you coming from such high-end stock.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21People thinking strings are being pulled.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23I get the same with my old man.
0:19:23 > 0:19:26Sometimes wish I hadn't followed in his footsteps.
0:19:26 > 0:19:30Well, thank you for understanding.
0:19:30 > 0:19:34When this is done, we could compare parental horror stories
0:19:34 > 0:19:35if you fancy a glass of vino or seven.
0:19:35 > 0:19:38No, no, she doesn't. Oh, look, we got a chicken.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40Excuse me, Arthur, I think I can speak for myself.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42You up for losers buy the beer, big man?
0:19:42 > 0:19:44No offence, but you've got no chance on a foot race.
0:19:46 > 0:19:50He does have a point. He's got quite tight thighs.
0:19:52 > 0:19:53Zosia.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58Look. Carl Ryland's bloods.
0:19:58 > 0:20:00SGOT, SGPT levels are raised...
0:20:00 > 0:20:02SVT - you think there's something wrong with the mitral valve?
0:20:02 > 0:20:05There's only one way to find out.
0:20:05 > 0:20:07MRI scan and chest X-ray, please.
0:20:10 > 0:20:15Ollie? So what's the deal with Lexy?
0:20:15 > 0:20:18It's nice to be able to talk to someone that you trust sometimes,
0:20:18 > 0:20:19that's all.
0:20:23 > 0:20:26I met Lexy when I was in a dark place over Tara.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29She opened my eyes a little, gave me some motivation, that's all.
0:20:29 > 0:20:32So you scampered to the other side of the world, as usual?
0:20:32 > 0:20:33I had to go somewhere.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Everything in this place reminded me of her.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38So why did you come back?
0:20:38 > 0:20:39For my surgery...
0:20:41 > 0:20:42..initially.
0:20:44 > 0:20:48I fully admit that I had some demons that I had to deal with and...
0:20:48 > 0:20:50I've been there and I've done that.
0:20:50 > 0:20:53So what exactly is making you stay now?
0:20:55 > 0:20:57I don't mean this in any nasty way,
0:20:57 > 0:20:59and it was tragic what happened between you Tara,
0:20:59 > 0:21:03but I don't think you're ever going to get over her, are you?
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Can we please slow the pace down?
0:21:09 > 0:21:11All this jiggling is making Henricketta nervous.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13No, we need to pick up the pace.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15We need to keep ahead of the pack.
0:21:16 > 0:21:20Oh, for the love of... I've just trodden in a squirrel toffee!
0:21:20 > 0:21:22She's right, Dom. Let's keep moving.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24Anyone else feel like this is all very Blair Witch?
0:21:24 > 0:21:25It's giving me the creeps.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27We're barely two miles from camp.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29If you haven't got anything to bring to the table,
0:21:29 > 0:21:32I suggest you go back to the base. Me and Arthur can do this.
0:21:32 > 0:21:34- Well, that would be fine by me. - Why don't we split up?
0:21:34 > 0:21:36There's a cache to the west of here.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39Then there's one to the north, which is a word search with
0:21:39 > 0:21:41multiple letters to find, so me and Morven could do that one -
0:21:41 > 0:21:42easier with two.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44Great. It sounds like a good plan.
0:21:44 > 0:21:48OK, geniuses, but we have one compass, one camera.
0:21:48 > 0:21:51There's nothing in the rules about how many of those we took.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53- OK.- Right, that's your heading,
0:21:53 > 0:21:56so mark the trees in a straight line then follow them on the way back.
0:21:56 > 0:22:00We'll see you back here in an hour. Good work, Diggers.
0:22:00 > 0:22:01Right, come on!
0:22:04 > 0:22:06If you wanted alone time, you could've just said.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08Could have saved me a lot of hassle.
0:22:09 > 0:22:10Come on.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13HE SIGHS
0:22:13 > 0:22:15Apart from the hormone suppressants and the Warfarin
0:22:15 > 0:22:18you were prescribed, have you been taking any other medication?
0:22:18 > 0:22:20I think I learnt my lesson from last time.
0:22:22 > 0:22:25Your scans show tricuspid valve regurgitation,
0:22:25 > 0:22:28something that wasn't present less than three months ago.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31We're just trying to find out what's causing it.
0:22:31 > 0:22:34I know. I'm sorry, I know you're just looking out for me.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36What is it, exactly?
0:22:36 > 0:22:40The valve isn't closing properly. The heart is pumping,
0:22:40 > 0:22:42but the blood is restricted in its flow.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45Does that mean I need more surgery?
0:22:45 > 0:22:47We can continue to treat you medically
0:22:47 > 0:22:50but I'm afraid it's not the sort of condition that will heal itself...
0:22:50 > 0:22:53But how is this going to affect my trans hormone treatment?
0:22:53 > 0:22:56I'll give Endocrinology a call, but I think it would be prudent
0:22:56 > 0:23:00for you to put your treatment on hold until your heart is stronger.
0:23:00 > 0:23:05It's not the end, it's just a postponement.
0:23:05 > 0:23:08So what now? You fix me again
0:23:08 > 0:23:11and then something goes wrong...and then what?
0:23:11 > 0:23:14I'm not sure how much longer I can take this.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17We will be doing everything we can to get your treatment
0:23:17 > 0:23:19back on schedule. OK?
0:23:27 > 0:23:30Does he need a psych evaluation?
0:23:30 > 0:23:32- Ollie!- Sorry?
0:23:33 > 0:23:35Do we need to assess his mental state?
0:23:35 > 0:23:39It's probably best that he comes to terms with it all first.
0:23:39 > 0:23:41A psych evaluation might push him over the edge.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45Are you all right?
0:23:45 > 0:23:48Fine, yeah. Sorry, I just didn't realise how stressful organising
0:23:48 > 0:23:52a leaving card and a collection at such short notice would be.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54You are coming later, right?
0:23:54 > 0:23:59- Leaving drinks, Albie's, legend, shots.- Hm.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09Is there any history of heart failure within her family?
0:24:09 > 0:24:10Nothing that HE knew about, no.
0:24:10 > 0:24:13We need to find out what's caused this.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18Possibly a backlash to his testosterone self-medication?
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Perhaps, but I'd have expected you
0:24:20 > 0:24:22to pick that up on HIS first admission.
0:24:22 > 0:24:24Yes, well, if you look at the earlier scans
0:24:24 > 0:24:25you'll see that it wasn't the case.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Then I suggest a stress echocardiogram
0:24:27 > 0:24:29and hormone assessment.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30Fine. I'll get on it.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33Before you go and do my bidding, would you like to explain to me
0:24:33 > 0:24:35exactly what's going on between you and Zosia?
0:24:35 > 0:24:39I offered her a dream posting
0:24:39 > 0:24:43and she looks as though I've just told her she has terminal measles.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47You've slept with her, haven't you?
0:24:47 > 0:24:49Answer the question!
0:24:49 > 0:24:51Jeremy Paxman called. He wants his act back.
0:24:51 > 0:24:52Don't waste my time.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54I fail to see what business this is of yours.
0:24:54 > 0:24:58If it affects the efficiency of this department, it is my business.
0:25:02 > 0:25:06- We kissed.- And now she wants more and you're messing with her head.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08I'm doing nothing of the sort!
0:25:08 > 0:25:11Workplace romance, same ward, your junior.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14Didn't seem to bother you with Jonny.
0:25:14 > 0:25:15Do you even like her?
0:25:18 > 0:25:20DOOR CLOSES
0:25:23 > 0:25:25You going to work with the vowels first, yeah?
0:25:25 > 0:25:27All yours, Vorderman.
0:25:29 > 0:25:30You went home for Christmas?
0:25:30 > 0:25:33Of course. Why, didn't you?
0:25:33 > 0:25:36Did you talk to your dad about me?
0:25:39 > 0:25:41What did he say?
0:25:41 > 0:25:45He said, "Men are moved by two levers only -
0:25:45 > 0:25:47"fear and self-interest."
0:25:47 > 0:25:48That's a Napoleon quote.
0:25:51 > 0:25:54You know what? I was young and in love recently.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57I know, I know, I'm still young.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59But the clock is ticking.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02I'm not going to look this fabulous forever, am I?
0:26:07 > 0:26:10Don't get me wrong, I like my own company.
0:26:12 > 0:26:16Just would be quite nice to share it with someone every once in a while.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22Where's next?
0:26:22 > 0:26:25Arthur and Morven sitting in a tree
0:26:25 > 0:26:28K-I-S-S-I-N-G.
0:26:28 > 0:26:30Is that why you've gone cold on me?
0:26:30 > 0:26:33Cos Daddy didn't approve, so I get the old heave-ho?
0:26:33 > 0:26:36I make my own decisions, Arthur.
0:26:37 > 0:26:40Anyway, I thought we'd put this matter to bed.
0:26:40 > 0:26:43Can we just get on with this so we can move on?
0:26:56 > 0:26:57Done it.
0:27:04 > 0:27:09There must be some more letters... somewhere. Erm...
0:27:11 > 0:27:15CAMERA WHIRS
0:27:15 > 0:27:17You're so pathetic.
0:27:17 > 0:27:18Say "hot wings".
0:27:19 > 0:27:21CAMERA WHIRS
0:27:24 > 0:27:26It's all yours. I'll see you back at the ranch.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28Where's the rest of your team?
0:27:28 > 0:27:30What, Morven, you mean?
0:27:30 > 0:27:31I'm just making conversation.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33Look, I'm trying to play Cupid here
0:27:33 > 0:27:38and you, you are just a big fat huge slice of temptation.
0:27:38 > 0:27:43So can I ask you in the politest way possible but can you just back off?
0:27:43 > 0:27:45No, I get it.
0:27:45 > 0:27:49Well, just pinky promise you won't look at her. Not even sideways?
0:27:49 > 0:27:51I'd prefer a handshake.
0:27:51 > 0:27:55Oh, just swear on the chicken's life. Excuse me.
0:27:55 > 0:27:56How dare you talk about my dad like that?!
0:27:56 > 0:27:59But you two are allowed to discuss my faults at length?
0:27:59 > 0:28:00What are you doing?
0:28:00 > 0:28:03My relationship with my father is sacrosanct
0:28:03 > 0:28:05and I can talk to him about anything I choose to,
0:28:05 > 0:28:06and that's you included.
0:28:06 > 0:28:08Oi, it's Brad, Ange...
0:28:08 > 0:28:13So Christian here was kind enough to lead me back,
0:28:13 > 0:28:17and he was hoping maybe we could reciprocate the goodwill.
0:28:19 > 0:28:23- You guys solved the riddle? - Yeah, I might have, yeah.
0:28:23 > 0:28:26If you give us the answer thus saving us time against the other teams,
0:28:26 > 0:28:30we'll give you a head start, making it a two-horse race.
0:28:30 > 0:28:31And you've agreed to this?
0:28:31 > 0:28:32Well, not in so many words.
0:28:32 > 0:28:34Well, then it's a no-deal.
0:28:35 > 0:28:38- I'm sorry, I didn't realise she was so ridiculously competitive.- Hey!
0:28:40 > 0:28:41What the hell are you doing?!
0:28:46 > 0:28:47Why would you do that?
0:28:47 > 0:28:50Who's going to win the foot race NOW...?
0:28:54 > 0:28:55Don't think this ends here.
0:28:55 > 0:28:57You've drawn a line in the sand.
0:29:00 > 0:29:04HUNTING HORNS BLARE
0:29:05 > 0:29:07Bring up the dogs.
0:29:07 > 0:29:09DOGS BARK
0:29:16 > 0:29:19So the hunt's begun. You two keep heading north
0:29:19 > 0:29:21and I'll distract those hounds.
0:29:23 > 0:29:27We'll talk about your dubious ethics after.
0:29:27 > 0:29:31- Morven...- Well, bravo, Diggers, this is going marvellously(!)
0:29:33 > 0:29:34HE GROANS
0:29:37 > 0:29:38Here, boys! Come on, boys!
0:29:38 > 0:29:40Felix! Frodo! Come on follow me!
0:29:42 > 0:29:45So your legs are swollen.
0:29:45 > 0:29:48How long have you been feeling tenderness in your breasts?
0:29:48 > 0:29:50About a week now. What's that about?
0:29:50 > 0:29:53Well, it could be the hormone treatment.
0:29:53 > 0:29:57But I still haven't got the drugs, if that day ever happens.
0:29:57 > 0:29:58Your passage to freedom!
0:29:58 > 0:30:00Roll on that day.
0:30:00 > 0:30:02Any other symptoms?
0:30:03 > 0:30:06Well, I keep getting this funny taste in my mouth.
0:30:06 > 0:30:07Comes and goes.
0:30:07 > 0:30:10Carl, is there any chance you might be pregnant?
0:30:12 > 0:30:13No.
0:30:18 > 0:30:19The mother is the priority.
0:30:19 > 0:30:22He's young, there'll be other chances to have a child.
0:30:22 > 0:30:25You don't get it. Once he starts this hormone treatment,
0:30:25 > 0:30:28all chances of having a baby on his own will be gone.
0:30:29 > 0:30:32You truly don't understand what he's going through, do you?
0:30:32 > 0:30:35Carl is just some messed-up kid who's seeking attention
0:30:35 > 0:30:36wherever he can get it.
0:30:36 > 0:30:38That isn't what the psych assessment said.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40- Why don't you take it up with them? - Fine.
0:30:40 > 0:30:41Get someone over from Obs & Gynae
0:30:41 > 0:30:44and we will do what we can for him when we know more.
0:30:45 > 0:30:46Carl?
0:30:46 > 0:30:49MONITOR BEEPS
0:30:49 > 0:30:51Excuse me.
0:30:52 > 0:30:54He's in VF. We need the paddles on quickly.
0:30:54 > 0:30:57- He was just chatting away, and then...- Thank you.
0:31:00 > 0:31:02Charge to 150.
0:31:02 > 0:31:03Clear.
0:31:04 > 0:31:06Shock.
0:31:06 > 0:31:07MONITOR BEEPS
0:31:07 > 0:31:10Nope. Amiodrone and Atropone, please.
0:31:10 > 0:31:14MONITOR BEEPS
0:31:14 > 0:31:15Charge to 200.
0:31:15 > 0:31:16Charging.
0:31:17 > 0:31:18Clear.
0:31:18 > 0:31:19Shock.
0:31:19 > 0:31:22MONITOR BEEPS
0:31:35 > 0:31:37Come on, boys!
0:31:45 > 0:31:49Come on, we've got to keep going, she'll be back soon.
0:31:49 > 0:31:52Wit and ingenuity beats brawn and dexterity every time.
0:31:52 > 0:31:55Those were Austin's exact words, I believe!
0:31:55 > 0:31:56Yes but I do believe he also mentioned
0:31:56 > 0:31:59- a pathological hatred for cheats. - I didn't...!
0:31:59 > 0:32:03Look, I'm just saying, OK? It clearly runs in the family.
0:32:03 > 0:32:05Are you going to tell me what actually went on
0:32:05 > 0:32:08between you and Morven back there?
0:32:10 > 0:32:14I've been a complete idiot today trying to talk her round and...
0:32:15 > 0:32:19- And now she wants nothing more to do with me.- Right.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21So what, are you assuming that Daddy
0:32:21 > 0:32:24twisted the knife in over the Christmas period?
0:32:26 > 0:32:28Great. That's why we're here, isn't it?
0:32:28 > 0:32:31He wants to keep an eye on you to make sure it stays that way.
0:32:31 > 0:32:33Pure conjecture, of course.
0:32:33 > 0:32:36- Well, they're both bonkers enough. - You think?
0:32:36 > 0:32:39It's either that or she is full of self-loathing and regret.
0:32:39 > 0:32:44- Yeah, I think I prefer the first version.- Come on, Diggers.
0:32:44 > 0:32:47You need to man up. We can go out there and show him
0:32:47 > 0:32:49exactly what we're made of.
0:32:50 > 0:32:53Right, job done.
0:32:53 > 0:32:56Hopefully that should keep the hunters busy for a bit.
0:32:56 > 0:32:58One more cache to go and then we go face the music.
0:32:58 > 0:33:00Come on, can we get a move on now, please?
0:33:03 > 0:33:05Up your game, or let her go.
0:33:16 > 0:33:18You're adamant you want to try and keep the baby?
0:33:18 > 0:33:19What do you mean "try"?
0:33:19 > 0:33:22There's an element of risk to both you and your child,
0:33:22 > 0:33:24no matter what we do.
0:33:24 > 0:33:28The use of anticoagulants post-op carry dangers
0:33:28 > 0:33:30for your unborn child, but without it,
0:33:30 > 0:33:33there's significant risk of stroke or embolism to yourself.
0:33:33 > 0:33:35I want to keep this baby.
0:33:36 > 0:33:38You think I'm crazy, don't you?
0:33:38 > 0:33:41I think you have a very difficult decision to make,
0:33:41 > 0:33:43given fairly straightforward elective surgery
0:33:43 > 0:33:47- could well save your life. - Have you heard yourself?
0:33:47 > 0:33:50I just found out I'm pregnant.
0:33:50 > 0:33:54You're supposed to be all smiles and happy-clappy.
0:33:54 > 0:33:57We'll give you some time to think things through.
0:33:59 > 0:34:00What would you do?
0:34:05 > 0:34:09Save yourself. You'll have other options in the future.
0:34:09 > 0:34:10Adoption, fostering.
0:34:10 > 0:34:12It's not my kid, it's not the same.
0:34:14 > 0:34:16Carl, this is your choice.
0:34:16 > 0:34:18Whatever you decide to do, we'll all support you.
0:34:24 > 0:34:27Tragic case. The foetus is viable.
0:34:28 > 0:34:30Any thoughts on how we can keep them both alive?
0:34:30 > 0:34:34Nothing, apart from careful monitoring post-op -
0:34:34 > 0:34:37that's if the baby survives surgery, of course.
0:34:37 > 0:34:38Just keep me posted.
0:34:41 > 0:34:45I guess you've finally got it, then, what Carl's going through?
0:34:45 > 0:34:49So I suppose it's up to us to find a solution.
0:34:49 > 0:34:52Stop mooning after Zosia and start thinking.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58Come on, Diggers. Snuggle in!
0:34:59 > 0:35:02Right. Everyone say, "In your face, Hanssen!"
0:35:02 > 0:35:04ALL: In your face, Hanssen!
0:35:04 > 0:35:07CAMERA WHIRS
0:35:07 > 0:35:09Great. So it's a four-mile yomp back to the camp,
0:35:09 > 0:35:11and then...good as won this thing.
0:35:11 > 0:35:13Well, if we're not disqualified, that is.
0:35:15 > 0:35:17Right, well, let's just get on with it and find out, shall we?
0:35:21 > 0:35:23You know what, Morven?
0:35:23 > 0:35:26You need to get off of this ivory tower your dad's put you on.
0:35:26 > 0:35:29- He realises how much this means to you.- Not by cheating.
0:35:29 > 0:35:32No, but Hanssen told him to win by any means possible,
0:35:32 > 0:35:34so he's just following orders.
0:35:34 > 0:35:38SHOTS WHIR
0:35:39 > 0:35:42- Spread out!- Dom!- It's every man and chicken for himself!
0:35:42 > 0:35:44We need to stick together!
0:35:44 > 0:35:45Woman!
0:35:45 > 0:35:47SHOTS WHIR
0:35:54 > 0:35:56Just thought it make a tactical sense there to save you.
0:35:56 > 0:35:59Cos you're a bit faster than me.
0:35:59 > 0:36:00Yeah.
0:36:00 > 0:36:03Let's just get to the finish line, yeah?
0:36:03 > 0:36:04Yeah.
0:36:09 > 0:36:13So, teenage pregnancy, to add to my list of sins.
0:36:13 > 0:36:16Fatherhood awaits. You've got all that to come.
0:36:16 > 0:36:20Yeah. Bet I'm going to go down a storm on the maternity wing.
0:36:23 > 0:36:24Do you have kids?
0:36:25 > 0:36:28I haven't met the right guy yet.
0:36:28 > 0:36:31Well, I'm sure you've got time. I don't.
0:36:31 > 0:36:33Didn't.
0:36:33 > 0:36:35You know what I mean!
0:36:38 > 0:36:40Do you mind me asking, how did happen?
0:36:40 > 0:36:41You're the doctor!
0:36:45 > 0:36:49I had a wobble when I left home.
0:36:49 > 0:36:51Was Dad right?
0:36:51 > 0:36:53Was I sure about what I really wanted?
0:36:55 > 0:36:57So you thought you'd try life as a woman?
0:36:57 > 0:36:58Just for one night.
0:36:58 > 0:37:01Are you going to tell the father?
0:37:01 > 0:37:03It was a one-night stand.
0:37:03 > 0:37:06I doubt he'll buy into this little scenario.
0:37:08 > 0:37:10But don't worry.
0:37:11 > 0:37:14I've got this covered, haven't I?
0:37:16 > 0:37:17Yes.
0:37:18 > 0:37:20You can do this.
0:37:20 > 0:37:25Finally, someone in my life who won't judge me.
0:37:35 > 0:37:38I still can't quite get my head around that situation.
0:37:38 > 0:37:41Transgender appeal isn't related to sexuality.
0:37:41 > 0:37:44Carl is attracted to men, and probably always will be.
0:37:44 > 0:37:47Passing yourself off as a guy, I understand,
0:37:47 > 0:37:49but how's he going to form any relationships?
0:37:49 > 0:37:52I suppose it will go along the lines of, "Oh, by the way, mate,
0:37:52 > 0:37:55"I used to be a woman. You got a problem with that?"
0:37:55 > 0:37:59- Doesn't take any prisoners, does he? - No. No. He'll find someone.
0:37:59 > 0:38:02Every yin has their yang, apparently.
0:38:03 > 0:38:05Are we talking about pandas now?
0:38:05 > 0:38:08No, but don't you ever think... Oh, sorry!
0:38:08 > 0:38:11Don't you think that you'll find Mr Right?
0:38:11 > 0:38:12Does he exist?
0:38:12 > 0:38:16I, for one, happen to believe she's got to be out there. Somewhere.
0:38:16 > 0:38:18Just a quick question, though.
0:38:18 > 0:38:21For you, what's the worst thing about being single?
0:38:23 > 0:38:28- Happy couples all loved up. - Yeah, makes you sick, doesn't it?
0:38:28 > 0:38:29What about you?
0:38:29 > 0:38:32The thought that I'm not good enough for her...
0:38:32 > 0:38:36Come on! Consultant's pay cheque, all your own front teeth?
0:38:36 > 0:38:39Do you fancy me?
0:38:39 > 0:38:42- Er...- Sorry, er...
0:38:42 > 0:38:45For the record, I'd say you're, you know, moderately attractive...
0:38:45 > 0:38:47very attractive.
0:38:47 > 0:38:51But the point is, how often is that attraction balanced?
0:38:51 > 0:38:54How often do you find that perfect match?
0:38:54 > 0:38:58True love in its purest form is such a rare thing.
0:38:58 > 0:39:01I guess I'm looking for Nirvana in whatever form she comes.
0:39:01 > 0:39:04- You're just saying you're picky. - No. No.
0:39:04 > 0:39:07I'm just looking for someone that accepts that I've got
0:39:07 > 0:39:12rather smelly feet and that I spend my working day looking at lady bits.
0:39:12 > 0:39:13It's easier said than done.
0:39:13 > 0:39:16DOGS BARK
0:39:16 > 0:39:19- Come on. Divide up. Two teams. - We should move.
0:39:19 > 0:39:22We've got no chance. They'll outrun us.
0:39:22 > 0:39:23Head up west to the river.
0:39:23 > 0:39:24What are we looking at?
0:39:24 > 0:39:26Ssh!
0:39:26 > 0:39:29Oh, my! What is that smell?
0:39:29 > 0:39:32It's a dead rabbit. We're hoping the carcass will mask our scent.
0:39:32 > 0:39:34Ssh!
0:39:34 > 0:39:37DOGS BARK
0:39:50 > 0:39:52Where's Henricketta?
0:39:52 > 0:39:54She's in the rucksack.
0:39:54 > 0:39:57Looking for this?
0:39:57 > 0:39:59Whoa, whoa, whoa. OK. OK.
0:39:59 > 0:40:03Don't do anything rash. Do not try and act out petty revenge.
0:40:03 > 0:40:05When we're out of the competition because of him?!
0:40:05 > 0:40:08I lost both my guys to the hunt looking for our hen.
0:40:08 > 0:40:12Look, you can have my place in this team.
0:40:14 > 0:40:18My actions were crass. I take full responsibility for them.
0:40:20 > 0:40:22No need for that, old man.
0:40:22 > 0:40:24It's why they gave us the birds in the first place.
0:40:24 > 0:40:27- Fair play. You outfoxed us. - Right. So what now?
0:40:27 > 0:40:29I have a compass and a map.
0:40:29 > 0:40:30Better I run with the winning team
0:40:30 > 0:40:33than be an unmitigated failure to my father.
0:40:33 > 0:40:37Come on, let's get off their radar. Come on!
0:40:37 > 0:40:39The only option for Carl is a biological valve.
0:40:39 > 0:40:42Less reliance on anti-coagulants.
0:40:42 > 0:40:46That's a lifespan of ten years at max, five without Warfarin.
0:40:46 > 0:40:48We just need to keep him going until the baby's born.
0:40:48 > 0:40:51Then we can look at a more permanent fix.
0:40:51 > 0:40:53OK. I'll bring it up at the MDT meeting
0:40:53 > 0:40:57we have with Obs & Gynae. Just don't wedge yourself to it, Zosia.
0:40:57 > 0:40:58You're giving up on him.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00No, I just happen to think that Jac's right.
0:41:00 > 0:41:02- He's risking both of their lives. - It's what he wants!
0:41:02 > 0:41:04No, it's what he wants right now.
0:41:04 > 0:41:06This morning it was all about his transgender treatment.
0:41:06 > 0:41:08Now it's the baby.
0:41:08 > 0:41:10It's both. He's just prioritising.
0:41:10 > 0:41:13You know what? I wish I had his focus.
0:41:14 > 0:41:18Why are you so cold and emotionless in every aspect of your life?
0:41:18 > 0:41:22Lexy was right about you. You live your life day to day...
0:41:22 > 0:41:25It's what I have to do to get through.
0:41:25 > 0:41:27Listen to yourself.
0:41:27 > 0:41:29You've got to get over Tara.
0:42:01 > 0:42:05I was under the impression that confession was sacrosanct.
0:42:21 > 0:42:23Could it not just be written all over your face?
0:42:25 > 0:42:28I heard you had come back under a cloud.
0:42:30 > 0:42:33But you pulled your bootstraps up, and here you are.
0:42:35 > 0:42:36You're all-seeing now, are you?
0:42:42 > 0:42:45When you came back, did you feel shunned?
0:42:46 > 0:42:48A little.
0:42:48 > 0:42:51But I brought it on myself.
0:42:51 > 0:42:53I wouldn't let anyone under the radar.
0:42:53 > 0:42:54For fear of?
0:42:59 > 0:43:00Being found out, I suppose.
0:43:02 > 0:43:06I fell in love with Maxine
0:43:06 > 0:43:09in the summer of '82.
0:43:11 > 0:43:13Call it bi-curiosity.
0:43:13 > 0:43:15Call it what you like.
0:43:17 > 0:43:21All I knew was I'd found my soul mate.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24We were happy.
0:43:25 > 0:43:29Until The Lord, in his wisdom,
0:43:29 > 0:43:31decided to take her from me.
0:43:33 > 0:43:36That's when you turned to faith.
0:43:36 > 0:43:38And that's why you've turned to work.
0:43:38 > 0:43:44But please, learn from my mistake.
0:43:44 > 0:43:47My days are full of life and hope...
0:43:48 > 0:43:53..but my nights are as lonely as the grave.
0:43:55 > 0:44:01Sometimes the best thing to hang onto in life is love itself.
0:44:04 > 0:44:06Cos what are we without it?
0:44:25 > 0:44:28DOGS BARK
0:44:30 > 0:44:31Ow! That bloody hurt!
0:44:31 > 0:44:32Go, go, go!
0:44:32 > 0:44:34GUNSHOTS WHIR
0:44:36 > 0:44:41- No retreat, no surrender! - That'll leave a bruise!
0:44:42 > 0:44:46Well, I think Zosia's plan is our only realistic option for Carl.
0:44:46 > 0:44:48A biological valve.
0:44:48 > 0:44:50That doesn't negate the need for anticoagulants.
0:44:50 > 0:44:51I don't think that Carl
0:44:51 > 0:44:54will be able to carry the baby full-term with those.
0:44:54 > 0:44:56Without them he could suffer stroke, embolism...
0:44:56 > 0:44:58He's aware of the risks and he still wants to proceed.
0:44:58 > 0:45:00I think we should respect his wishes.
0:45:00 > 0:45:02I think I've found the solution.
0:45:02 > 0:45:06Tricuspid valve clip inserted from her jugular vein
0:45:06 > 0:45:09and close the valve at the central point.
0:45:09 > 0:45:13It's non-invasive, minimal chance of losing the baby during surgery.
0:45:13 > 0:45:15There's no precedence for a procedure like that.
0:45:15 > 0:45:19As we know, the Edinburgh Institute is already looking into trials.
0:45:19 > 0:45:21We would use a redesigned clip, admittedly,
0:45:21 > 0:45:23but the theory is still sound.
0:45:23 > 0:45:26We could put him on a lower dose of Heparin through the pregnancy
0:45:26 > 0:45:29and then complete the replacement post-birth.
0:45:29 > 0:45:32MONITOR BEEPS
0:45:33 > 0:45:36What's happening?
0:45:36 > 0:45:39He's tachycardic, BP's raised, regurgitations getting worse.
0:45:39 > 0:45:41OK. Increase oxygen.
0:45:41 > 0:45:44Let's have a repeat of Amioderone, start him on potassium
0:45:44 > 0:45:46and get him to theatre, no more talking.
0:45:46 > 0:45:47The clip is the best possible option.
0:45:47 > 0:45:49It'd be the best thing for Carl and the baby.
0:45:49 > 0:45:54If it doesn't work, we are going back to a full valve replacement.
0:45:54 > 0:45:56Get out there! Don't let them get away!
0:45:56 > 0:45:59DOGS BARK
0:46:00 > 0:46:03I used to have a recurring dream about this,
0:46:03 > 0:46:06being chased by big burly men with dogs.
0:46:06 > 0:46:08You have nightmares about this?
0:46:08 > 0:46:09I didn't say nightmares.
0:46:09 > 0:46:12Come on, guys. I think we need to split up.
0:46:13 > 0:46:17No. I am done. I am done running.
0:46:17 > 0:46:18What?
0:46:18 > 0:46:19What are you doing?
0:46:19 > 0:46:22Look after her or I will skin you.
0:46:23 > 0:46:25Dom!
0:46:25 > 0:46:27Let him go. He's buying us time.
0:46:28 > 0:46:30- Take the chicken.- What?
0:46:30 > 0:46:31Now, don't argue with me.
0:46:31 > 0:46:35- I'm going to go over there, make as much ruckus as I can.- Come on, lads!
0:46:35 > 0:46:38You can do better than that, you couldn't hit a barn door!
0:46:38 > 0:46:41You're the best chance we have of winning this thing.
0:46:41 > 0:46:45Not the face, not the face! I said not the face!
0:46:46 > 0:46:48Let not his death have been in vain!
0:46:48 > 0:46:53DOGS BARK
0:46:53 > 0:46:55SHE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:46:55 > 0:46:59In the pink anorak. Try and head her off.
0:47:03 > 0:47:05SPRAY HISSES
0:47:05 > 0:47:08DOGS BARK
0:47:16 > 0:47:17Aah!
0:47:21 > 0:47:23Mr Shreve, with all due respect,
0:47:23 > 0:47:25I think we should send out a search party.
0:47:25 > 0:47:28They should be back by now.
0:47:28 > 0:47:31Trust me, Dr Copeland, I think I know my daughter, OK?
0:47:45 > 0:47:47Get the hounds sorted.
0:47:53 > 0:47:56- What the hell are you doing, sneaking up on me like that?!- Ssh.
0:47:57 > 0:48:02I don't get it. How have the dogs lost our trail?
0:48:02 > 0:48:04Dom stink. Sprayed it everywhere.
0:48:05 > 0:48:08- Oh...- You OK?
0:48:08 > 0:48:12No. I think I've dislocated my shoulder.
0:48:12 > 0:48:14OK, then this is over - I'm going to go get help.
0:48:14 > 0:48:16No, don't go.
0:48:16 > 0:48:18You're all the help I need.
0:48:27 > 0:48:29Why did you trail me?
0:48:30 > 0:48:32Because I care about you.
0:48:32 > 0:48:34You should know that already.
0:48:37 > 0:48:40And I didn't like the idea of a load of men with dogs
0:48:40 > 0:48:42chasing you through the woods.
0:48:42 > 0:48:44Even if one of them is your dad.
0:48:44 > 0:48:48SHE GROANS
0:48:48 > 0:48:50- Ready?- Yeah.
0:48:52 > 0:48:54SHE GROANS
0:48:58 > 0:49:02We caught this just in time, by the looks of things.
0:49:02 > 0:49:04Carl, it's important you keep still for me.
0:49:04 > 0:49:07You're not the one with a tube in your neck.
0:49:13 > 0:49:16I can feel what you're doing. It's really freaking me out.
0:49:16 > 0:49:17This isn't going to work.
0:49:17 > 0:49:19We'll have to go full anaesthesia.
0:49:19 > 0:49:21We'll lose the baby.
0:49:27 > 0:49:33Carl, look at me. Look at me, look at me.
0:49:34 > 0:49:37You have to remember why you're doing this.
0:49:38 > 0:49:40For me.
0:49:40 > 0:49:42For my baby.
0:49:42 > 0:49:46And all those happy times you're going to have.
0:49:47 > 0:49:50Be able to become the person you always knew you were.
0:49:52 > 0:49:54It's what I've always wished for.
0:49:56 > 0:49:57OK.
0:49:57 > 0:50:00Ready to close the clip.
0:50:00 > 0:50:02Nice and still, please.
0:50:02 > 0:50:07Just have to keep thinking about how much you want this.
0:50:07 > 0:50:10I've never met anyone like you before.
0:50:10 > 0:50:12You have to believe in yourself.
0:50:15 > 0:50:17Clip's holding.
0:50:17 > 0:50:21- No sign of valve regurgitation. - Good.
0:50:21 > 0:50:22Well done, Dr March.
0:50:29 > 0:50:30Is Henricketta OK?
0:50:30 > 0:50:31We need to get her to a vet.
0:50:31 > 0:50:32What?!
0:50:32 > 0:50:33She's fine.
0:50:33 > 0:50:36Ow! That hurt my arm!
0:50:37 > 0:50:40You're not still worried about the competition, are you?
0:50:40 > 0:50:43No, I just thought I might have squished her in the fall.
0:50:51 > 0:50:53Sorry we're late, guys.
0:50:53 > 0:50:55You're hurt?
0:50:55 > 0:50:59No, I'm fine. Nothing Arthur here and a few beers won't fix.
0:51:01 > 0:51:03You have your chicken?
0:51:03 > 0:51:04Yes, we do.
0:51:05 > 0:51:06Your photographs?
0:51:07 > 0:51:09Yeah.
0:51:11 > 0:51:13All three.
0:51:13 > 0:51:17Then congratulations. As no-one else has complied,
0:51:17 > 0:51:19I declare you the winners!
0:51:22 > 0:51:24Is everything OK with the baby?
0:51:25 > 0:51:29I am very pleased to say that everything is looking good.
0:51:31 > 0:51:33Another little miracle for the CV?
0:51:34 > 0:51:37None of my doing, I was pretty much just observing.
0:51:37 > 0:51:40Team effort, take some credit.
0:51:40 > 0:51:41Here she is, look.
0:51:41 > 0:51:45Really good shout earlier - and also best of luck for Edinburgh!
0:51:45 > 0:51:46Thank you.
0:51:49 > 0:51:51Excuse me.
0:51:52 > 0:51:54I just wanted to say goodbye.
0:51:54 > 0:51:58Yeah, see you tomorrow. We can go through some baby names.
0:51:58 > 0:52:03Zosia's actually planning on leaving the hospital today.
0:52:03 > 0:52:08New job, new me. I just wanted to give you my number.
0:52:08 > 0:52:10Call me whenever you feel the need.
0:52:17 > 0:52:19I would like to propose a toast,
0:52:19 > 0:52:22so let's raise these room-temperature, tasteless lagers,
0:52:22 > 0:52:24to Henricketta!
0:52:24 > 0:52:26ALL: To Henricketta!
0:52:30 > 0:52:34- Can I have a word, Arthur? - Of course.
0:52:36 > 0:52:40Your team showed great spirit and ingenuity today.
0:52:40 > 0:52:44I still can't quite figure out how you managed to evade the dogs.
0:52:44 > 0:52:45No-one else did.
0:52:45 > 0:52:49Well, I guess it just pays to have a little trick up your sleeve.
0:52:49 > 0:52:52But it looks like you've won an even greater prize today.
0:52:53 > 0:52:55Now I trust Morven's instincts,
0:52:55 > 0:52:58even though I know pretty much everything about you and...
0:53:01 > 0:53:03I really don't need a lecture, Mr Shreve.
0:53:03 > 0:53:05In the last few months, Morven,
0:53:05 > 0:53:08she's taught me a lot about myself, so...
0:53:08 > 0:53:09Go on.
0:53:12 > 0:53:16I've never met a more caring or thoughtful person in my life.
0:53:16 > 0:53:19I'd have to be a complete idiot to muck her about.
0:53:20 > 0:53:24So perhaps you could grant me a little bit of respect
0:53:24 > 0:53:27and recognise that I have the intelligence to know that.
0:53:31 > 0:53:34I think I might grow to like you, Dr Digby.
0:53:43 > 0:53:46Dom, don't you have somewhere to be?
0:53:46 > 0:53:48Oh, well, that's charming.
0:53:48 > 0:53:50A couple of days in the woods and some fresh air
0:53:50 > 0:53:52and all of a sudden he thinks he's Christian Grey.
0:53:52 > 0:53:54Right, well we'll be at the bar.
0:53:56 > 0:53:59Tell me. What did you speak to my dad about?
0:53:59 > 0:54:03Well, I think he tried to read me the riot act,
0:54:03 > 0:54:06but I set him straight.
0:54:06 > 0:54:08What? You set my dad straight?
0:54:08 > 0:54:10Yes. Yes, I did, in a manner of speaking.
0:54:12 > 0:54:14Come on.
0:54:14 > 0:54:17I guess it's all's well that ends well. What you drinking?
0:54:17 > 0:54:21Oh, I don't know. Something bitter, sour - much like my men.
0:54:22 > 0:54:26Yeah, about that... Is there any chance I could get your number?
0:54:26 > 0:54:31What? OK... My gaydar was way off.
0:54:31 > 0:54:33It was a tactical ruse to fool your position.
0:54:33 > 0:54:36You fell for it hook, line and sinker.
0:54:41 > 0:54:43If you want the truth,
0:54:43 > 0:54:45I think you're better than me.
0:54:47 > 0:54:51And it's kind of had me freaked out since the first day I met you.
0:54:51 > 0:54:54- I'm not better than you. - You are.
0:54:56 > 0:54:58But I think that's a good thing.
0:54:59 > 0:55:00It's why I like you so much.
0:55:02 > 0:55:04You make me want to be a better person.
0:55:28 > 0:55:30Hi. Sorry, it's all they had.
0:55:31 > 0:55:34It's the thought that counts, though, eh?
0:55:34 > 0:55:37You weren't really going to slope off to Edinburgh
0:55:37 > 0:55:39without a goodbye, were you?
0:55:39 > 0:55:42- What, like you did when you went to Mexico?- Zosia...
0:55:43 > 0:55:46Don't you think this is all a little too late?
0:55:46 > 0:55:48Can't I plead temporary insanity?
0:55:48 > 0:55:53- I think we've both got a bit of previous there.- Wow.
0:55:55 > 0:55:59Look, I don't want this to end on bad terms.
0:55:59 > 0:56:03- So this is the ending, then? - Zosia, I like you.
0:56:03 > 0:56:05But it's my bipolar?
0:56:05 > 0:56:07Just admit it.
0:56:07 > 0:56:11The thought of being with a mad cow that might take a bread knife
0:56:11 > 0:56:13to your throat in the middle of the night...
0:56:13 > 0:56:15We'd never have a dull moment.
0:56:15 > 0:56:18I think it's more about my issues, don't you?
0:56:18 > 0:56:21Call it confidence, call it Tara, call it what you like.
0:56:23 > 0:56:25I've wanted to tell you.
0:56:27 > 0:56:29I love you.
0:56:29 > 0:56:30(Wow.)
0:56:32 > 0:56:34Why didn't you say something?
0:56:38 > 0:56:40Love means loss to me, and I can't stand losing you, ever.
0:56:40 > 0:56:43Look, I know there are going to be times when I'm sick,
0:56:43 > 0:56:46and if you don't truly love me, then you will probably leave.
0:56:46 > 0:56:48Just like everyone else has.
0:56:51 > 0:56:53Look...
0:56:53 > 0:56:56HE MOUTHS
0:57:17 > 0:57:19Well, I'll assume Edinburgh is a no.
0:57:19 > 0:57:21Er...
0:57:21 > 0:57:25I'm going to have to decline your offer, yes.
0:57:25 > 0:57:26Mmm.
0:57:35 > 0:57:38Sorry...
0:57:38 > 0:57:40There never was a job in Edinburgh, was there?
0:57:40 > 0:57:43You've just done this to force my hand.
0:57:45 > 0:57:46Why on earth would you think
0:57:46 > 0:57:49I'd be interested in your love life, Valentine?
0:57:54 > 0:57:55Thank you.
0:57:58 > 0:58:00HE LAUGHS