0:00:02 > 0:00:04Carl is a trans patient waiting for gender reassignment.
0:00:04 > 0:00:06Is there any chance you might be pregnant?
0:00:06 > 0:00:07I'm bored of singing on my own.
0:00:07 > 0:00:11Prepare for the worst. I'm preparing for the worst - so should you.
0:00:11 > 0:00:14- I hope you like grapes. - Who are they from?- "Alex."
0:00:14 > 0:00:17They all eat together, bunk down together.
0:00:17 > 0:00:20"Get well soon, then get back here on the double, soldier."
0:00:20 > 0:00:22Oh.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03I don't know where your shoes are and the milk's in the shop,
0:01:03 > 0:01:06so I suggest, when you've found your shoes, you put them on,
0:01:06 > 0:01:08walk to the shop and buy some.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12SIREN BLARES It's my son Cameron.
0:01:12 > 0:01:1325 going on four.
0:01:13 > 0:01:15Even when they're old enough to sleep around
0:01:15 > 0:01:17and get completely wasted, they still want you to be mummy.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20- Never been my forte, I'm afraid. - It's not easy.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24I have this fantasy that I'd have been Maria Von Trapp
0:01:24 > 0:01:26if it hadn't been for my career.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28Yes, I can't quite see you making dresses out of curtains
0:01:28 > 0:01:30and singing Edelweiss around the fire.
0:01:30 > 0:01:33I take that as a compliment.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35But maddening as they are,
0:01:35 > 0:01:37I am enjoying getting to know them again.
0:01:37 > 0:01:41Yeah, must be great to be back in the family fold after so long.
0:01:41 > 0:01:42Yep. It's wonderful(!)
0:01:47 > 0:01:48Oi!
0:01:48 > 0:01:49- You trying to kill me?!- Sorry!
0:01:49 > 0:01:51That would be ironic -
0:01:51 > 0:01:53- floored by a Smart Car on my first day as a consultant.- Yeah!
0:01:53 > 0:01:56You do realise how long I've waiting for this moment?
0:01:56 > 0:02:00I do, I do, which is why I got you these.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02Oh!
0:02:02 > 0:02:05- Wanted to make it a bit special. - Yeah, you're a bit special.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07It's a joke!
0:02:07 > 0:02:09Yeah, thanks, Derwood. You're a mate.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14Let's do this.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20Ah, perfect timing.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Ooh, to what do I owe this pleasure?
0:02:22 > 0:02:25Some kids tried to break into the Pound Store.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29- Not very ambitious! - Not very bright either.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31One of them tried to make their escape across the roof,
0:02:31 > 0:02:35lost his balance, fell into a skip.
0:02:35 > 0:02:36I call that divine justice.
0:02:36 > 0:02:40But a rather ignominious case for your last ever day on the force.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43Yeah, just makes retirement seem even more appealing.
0:02:43 > 0:02:47Look, did you, uh...call the estate agent?
0:02:47 > 0:02:50Yes, and I told them to accept the offer.
0:02:50 > 0:02:53No chain, so I could be out by the end of the month.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56It's slightly terrifying.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58You kidding? It's brilliant!
0:02:58 > 0:03:01A place of our own. Just you and me.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03No-one to answer to.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06Doing what we want, whenever we want to.
0:03:06 > 0:03:10I know, sounds heavenly.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12Good. Cos I left you a surprise on your desk.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15- Hmm, exciting.- I hope so.
0:03:20 > 0:03:21I can hear that you're unhappy,
0:03:21 > 0:03:23but all the doctors are busy right now.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26But the good news is you are next on the list...ish.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29Lovely morning, Nurse Fletcher. Everything under control?
0:03:29 > 0:03:32- Not exactly. - Good. I'll be in my office.
0:03:32 > 0:03:36Oh, yeah, in Bay 9. Er, no, 8.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38Cheers, mate. I'll be with you soon as I can.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42Dr Shreve, I can't do this all on my lonesome.
0:03:42 > 0:03:45I can't speak right now. I'll call you later, OK?
0:03:45 > 0:03:48I hate to play bad cop, but you know what the rules are.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50No personal calls unless it's break times.
0:03:50 > 0:03:51I know, I'm sorry.
0:03:53 > 0:03:54Is that your dad?
0:03:56 > 0:03:58There's no news on a match?
0:03:58 > 0:04:01Not yet. And if he doesn't find a donor soon...
0:04:01 > 0:04:03Listen, enough of this, all right? You gotta stay positive.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- TEARFULLY: But he's getting so weak, Fletch.- It'll happen.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08But I'm a doctor. I should be able to make it happen.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10And you're doing everything that you can
0:04:10 > 0:04:12and that is all that any of us can do.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15Get out of here. Take five minutes.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Look at ya - you're no good to me here, are ya?
0:04:17 > 0:04:21- But...- I'll manage. And I'll cover for you with the boss.
0:04:21 > 0:04:22I know, I'm a diamond, right?
0:04:37 > 0:04:40I slept in an expensive moisture mask last night.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43It's meant to bring out my inner glow.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45What do you think?
0:04:45 > 0:04:48Really? How expensive?
0:04:48 > 0:04:49Oh.
0:04:50 > 0:04:5215-love.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55- Good morning.- Morning.- Shall we?
0:04:55 > 0:04:57I'm going to be in theatre all day,
0:04:57 > 0:04:59but you will have the capable support
0:04:59 > 0:05:02of Messrs Copeland and Digby.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05Hmm, made us sound like a dodgy accountant firm.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07He got the "dodgy" bit right.
0:05:07 > 0:05:08Ha, 30-love.
0:05:08 > 0:05:09- Good morning.- Good morning.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11This is Mr Barnes. He's in for a thyroidectomy,
0:05:11 > 0:05:14but look like we're going to have to press pause -
0:05:14 > 0:05:15his temperature's slightly elevated.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18What about Mr Jackson?
0:05:18 > 0:05:20Well, looking at the latest scans,
0:05:20 > 0:05:22I think we're going to have to do an open inguinal...
0:05:22 > 0:05:25Sorry to interrupt. ED have just called.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28There's a 32-year-old male, motorcycle accident,
0:05:28 > 0:05:30- traumatic injuries. - Can you manage without me?
0:05:30 > 0:05:34Well, the ward's pretty quiet and we do have an ITU bed available.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36Sounds like this man needs you.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38OK.
0:05:38 > 0:05:39I'm on it.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Look, I don't want to talk about it, OK?
0:05:55 > 0:05:57Hmm.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00I could try and tell you a joke.
0:06:02 > 0:06:05Trouble is, I can never remember the punch lines.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08I could sing my funky chicken song?
0:06:08 > 0:06:10With the actions?
0:06:11 > 0:06:13This isn't funny, Arthur. My dad could die.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20VOICE BREAKING: I really love my dad.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24And I don't want to lose him.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26I really wish there was something I could do.
0:06:26 > 0:06:27Well, there isn't.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30You've got your illness to deal with.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35It won't be us.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38Darwin's a Super Centre. We're untouchable.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41Well, I heard that they might be targeting Obs and Gynae...
0:06:41 > 0:06:43- Are you going to tell Mr Thompson? - Tell me what?
0:06:43 > 0:06:46Oh, it's just a rumour about staff cuts.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48Yeah, your department might have been mentioned.
0:06:48 > 0:06:53- Oh, I see.- I mean if I was in charge, you'd be first in line.- Me?!
0:06:53 > 0:06:55You're so gullible, Derwood! Course it won't be you!
0:06:55 > 0:06:57Oh!
0:06:57 > 0:07:00So you up here for a reason, or just skiving speculum duty?
0:07:00 > 0:07:02No, no, I'm here to see Carl Ryland.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04- Ah!- I heard he got re-admitted.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Persistent cough. Headaches. Shortness of breath.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08His GP is concerned about the additional strain
0:07:08 > 0:07:10the pregnancy could be putting on his heart.
0:07:10 > 0:07:13OK, well, I'll go and check him out and then report back to Jac.
0:07:13 > 0:07:14Uh-uh. She's at a conference.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16So I'm the only big cheese here today.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18Mmm! Right. So where is he, then?
0:07:18 > 0:07:21Bay 2. Oh, actually, we should probably put him
0:07:21 > 0:07:23in a side bay to stop the world and his wife coming up for a gawp.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25Hmm, he's a bit jittery. About the baby.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27Of course. OK. Thank you.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29Mr Thompson, the very man.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32There's something I wish to discuss with you, please.
0:07:32 > 0:07:33Me? Why?
0:07:33 > 0:07:35Not here. In my office.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38Oh, well, I can't, I'm sorry, I'm busy...
0:07:38 > 0:07:41If you could squeeze it in today, I'd be grateful.
0:07:41 > 0:07:42I'll get my assistant to call you.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Doctor Copeland, what are you doing here?
0:07:49 > 0:07:51I was paged.
0:07:51 > 0:07:55Bernie Wolfe, trauma surgeon. I'm not sure who called me.
0:07:55 > 0:07:56I did.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06- Hi, Dr Copeland.- Alex Dawson.
0:08:06 > 0:08:07Locum anaesthetist.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11So what's the story?
0:08:11 > 0:08:16Will Highcroft. 32. Multiple injuries from an RTC.
0:08:16 > 0:08:19Chest. Rib fractures.
0:08:19 > 0:08:22Slightly reduced air entry on the left side.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23Small pneumothorax,
0:08:23 > 0:08:26free fluid in his abdomen and a liver lac,
0:08:26 > 0:08:28but that seems stable enough for now.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30Anything from the test results?
0:08:30 > 0:08:32LFTs deranged.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34That's to be expected, but apart from that...
0:08:34 > 0:08:36MONITOR BEGINS TO BEEP
0:08:36 > 0:08:39Damn it. Damn it!
0:08:41 > 0:08:43He's unresponsive.
0:08:43 > 0:08:46He's in respiratory arrest. We need to tube him now.
0:08:46 > 0:08:47Got it?
0:08:51 > 0:08:52OK.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56It's no good. I can't see the glottis.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58There's swelling and blood in here. I'll have to try and bag him.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01MONITORS BEEP FASTER SATS are falling.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03Plan B. We need a surgical airway.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06Size 7 tube and crycothryoidotomy kit, please.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11Thank you.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Yep, yep.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24Nearly there.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26SHE SIGHS WITH RELIEF
0:09:26 > 0:09:29- MONITOR BEEPING STOPS - There's the rise and fall.
0:09:29 > 0:09:32Congratulations, Ms Wolfe.
0:09:32 > 0:09:33Just like old times.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42- Theatre's ready for you, Ms Campbell.- Great.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44What's this?
0:09:44 > 0:09:46- You're not thinking of moving? - No, not me.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49It does look like the perfect little love nest.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52Ah! So you're shacking up with Robbie the bobby, are you?
0:09:52 > 0:09:54If you mean, are we moving in together
0:09:54 > 0:09:56as a carefully considered life choice,
0:09:56 > 0:09:59then yes, it seems we are!
0:10:00 > 0:10:04Oh, excuse me. Just, um... tell theatre I'll be two minutes.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07Hello. I thought today was library day?
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Not any more. I've got a girlfriend.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12Hi. I'm Lola. Jason's told me all about you.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15Oh, has he now? Right, well, what can I do for you?
0:10:15 > 0:10:19Lola's hungry. And I told her the breakfasts were nice here.
0:10:19 > 0:10:22- But we haven't got any money. - Cash point was broken
0:10:22 > 0:10:24and Jase said you might be able to help us out?
0:10:24 > 0:10:28Right. OK, fine. How much do you need?
0:10:28 > 0:10:30£5, please.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32More like ten, Jase. We'll pay you back.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35Oh, don't worry. It can be my treat.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Uh, you're needed. Anaesthetist isn't happy.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39Right, on my way.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Sorry I can't stop and chat, but very nice to meet you.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44I'll try and find you later.
0:10:44 > 0:10:47Ah, isn't it lovely how everything's working out?
0:10:47 > 0:10:50Me and Robbie and Jason and Lola...
0:10:50 > 0:10:52I wouldn't have thought that he was her type.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Never underestimate Jason, Raf.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56He's always full of surprises.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58'I hate hospitals. I just want to get out of here.'
0:10:58 > 0:11:01This is the best place for you and the baby right now.
0:11:01 > 0:11:02Systolic murmurs.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04What does that mean?
0:11:05 > 0:11:08Can I just take a look at the palm of your hands?
0:11:12 > 0:11:14Is it serious? I saw that look.
0:11:14 > 0:11:17You just need to try and stay calm, OK?
0:11:17 > 0:11:19Thanks for that, Einstein.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22We can't confirm anything until we get your test results back,
0:11:22 > 0:11:23so there's no point stressing.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26I know when it's bad. Been here before.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29- No Lexy today? - She's not my carer.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33I said it was fine for her to come down later,
0:11:33 > 0:11:35but now I'm not so sure.
0:11:35 > 0:11:39You're a survivor, Carl. One of the toughest people I've ever met.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41It's only cos I've had to be.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46So is the plan still to transition post-partum?
0:11:46 > 0:11:50Yeah, of course. If I didn't have to do this to protect my kid,
0:11:50 > 0:11:52I would have been done already.
0:11:52 > 0:11:53Well, it won't be long now.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57It'll be worth it, though.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00To be a dad.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03If I get that far.
0:12:03 > 0:12:05Well, we are going to make sure that you do.
0:12:05 > 0:12:06Isn't that right, Mr Thompson?
0:12:09 > 0:12:10Mr Thompson?
0:12:12 > 0:12:15Um, yes, yes. Absolutely.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Baby Ryland seems very happy in there.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22I'm just going to go and chase the rest of your results, OK?
0:12:30 > 0:12:33Well, I hear that was touch and go.
0:12:35 > 0:12:36Well done, everyone.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39Ms Wolfe's at her best in a crisis.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41You two know each other?
0:12:41 > 0:12:44Royal Army Medical Corps. We were attached to the same unit.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47In fact, we were blown up by the same IED.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50Well, I'm guessing you got off a bit more lightly?
0:12:50 > 0:12:51Barely a scratch.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54Managed to get Ms Wolfe to safety and probably saved her life.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56So you could say, we've been through a lot together.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- First day here?- Yeah.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01So when this poor guy rocked up, I heard Ms Wolfe was in the building,
0:13:01 > 0:13:04I knew she'd be a safe pair of hands.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06Well, that's a very fortunate coincidence.
0:13:06 > 0:13:07Yeah, isn't it?
0:13:07 > 0:13:09- Anyway, good to have you on board. - Thank you.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12- Mr Griffin, could I have a word, please?- Sure.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14- See you later.- Bye.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19- I'd like to request a different anaesthetist.- Why?
0:13:20 > 0:13:21I have my reasons.
0:13:21 > 0:13:24I'm going to need more than that.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27Is she incompetent?
0:13:27 > 0:13:29No. She...she's good.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31In fact, she's excellent, but...
0:13:31 > 0:13:34Excellent? Well, then, she's staying.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37Look, this patient might require further emergency treatment.
0:13:37 > 0:13:38And it's better for him
0:13:38 > 0:13:40if he's with somebody who's familiar with the case.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42So whatever your differences,
0:13:42 > 0:13:44you're just going to have to deal with them.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53'Regarding your rather impressive bump,'
0:13:53 > 0:13:54we've got the test results back
0:13:54 > 0:13:56and there's really nothing to worry about.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59Yeah, but what about me and my stupid, crappy heart?
0:13:59 > 0:14:02We're just waiting for the final results. It won't be long now.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05After all of this, my baby has to be OK.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08I've risked too much, it's not fair.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10You are going to be fine, Carl, trust us.
0:14:10 > 0:14:11You can't promise me that.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13If Lexy was here, she'd be telling you not to panic,
0:14:13 > 0:14:15to stay strong for her and the bump.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17Exactly. You're going to be a family.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19You've just got this one last hurdle to get over.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21- CARL COUGHS - Could you...?
0:14:25 > 0:14:28Bloods and echo confirm endocarditis.
0:14:28 > 0:14:29Yeah, just as I thought.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31OK, we're going to have to operate later,
0:14:31 > 0:14:32according to the treatment plan.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34- Could you book a theatre slot, please?- Sure.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36Hang on, treatment plan?
0:14:36 > 0:14:38Yeah, I forgot to mention.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40Mo, we need to discuss this.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43If you operate today, there are serious implications for the baby.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46Well, I've weighed everything up and it's the only way to go.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48- No, Mo... - I've made my decision, Derwood.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56DOM CLEARS THROAT
0:14:58 > 0:15:01So why did you leave the army, if you don't mind me asking?
0:15:01 > 0:15:02I, um...got disillusioned.
0:15:02 > 0:15:06Just didn't really know why I was there any more.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08You have to trust your comrades 100%.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10And if they don't ...
0:15:10 > 0:15:12Could you chase Mr Highcroft's new bloods, please?
0:15:12 > 0:15:14Yeah, of course.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20Some coincidence. What the hell are you doing here?
0:15:20 > 0:15:22I don't like loose ends.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26Sorry, excuse me, who are you?
0:15:27 > 0:15:31Uh, I'm his wife. Is it all right if I...
0:15:31 > 0:15:34Yes, of course. Um, yes, Mrs Highcroft.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37It's Jo. Actually, we're not together right now.
0:15:40 > 0:15:41Look at the state of you.
0:15:41 > 0:15:45He has serious chest injuries, multiple rib fractures.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47The tube is there to help him breathe.
0:15:49 > 0:15:50Always hated that bike.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55- Is it OK if I stay with him, just for a bit?- Yes.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58Yes, of course. We'll leave you in peace.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08Will?
0:16:08 > 0:16:09It's...Jo.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15This isn't a game, Alex. This is my life.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17We can't all press rewind and start over.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19What do you want?
0:16:20 > 0:16:22SHE SIGHS
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Don't worry, Bern.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26Your secret's safe with me.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30Get that kettle on, Derwood. I've got brownies!
0:16:32 > 0:16:35You not excited about brownies? Now I am worried.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Derwood? What's wrong?
0:16:39 > 0:16:43- Well, it's Mr Hanssen. He wants to see me, doesn't he?- So?
0:16:43 > 0:16:47So...you know, isn't it obvious? The big cull?
0:16:47 > 0:16:49You think you're for the chop?
0:16:49 > 0:16:52Come on, with your stats? Research awards?
0:16:52 > 0:16:54Winner of Best Dressed Elf 2013?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56You see, that's what I'm talking about.
0:16:56 > 0:16:59Right, no-one takes me seriously, not even you.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02A moment ago, you weren't remotely interested in my opinion
0:17:02 > 0:17:04of the relative risks to Carl and his baby!
0:17:04 > 0:17:05You're a mate, Derwood,
0:17:05 > 0:17:08but someone's got to make the final decision
0:17:08 > 0:17:10and today, in this department, that's me. Sorry.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12It's just the way it is.
0:17:17 > 0:17:18Power's gone to her head.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21No, it's me.
0:17:22 > 0:17:26I've never liked to put my head above the parapet.
0:17:26 > 0:17:28You know what? I put my hand up in class once,
0:17:28 > 0:17:32got the answer wrong and wet my knickers.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35- How old were you? - Five.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38Then might I suggest it's high time you got over it?
0:17:43 > 0:17:46I need something to distract her, cheer her up.
0:17:46 > 0:17:51She doesn't need cheering up. She needs a donor for her father.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Don't look at me! You're not hacking through my six pack.
0:17:53 > 0:17:57- You don't have a six pack. - Yet. I still have hope.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01Who is that?
0:18:01 > 0:18:03That is Alex Dawson.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05She's a compadre of Bernie's from Afghanistan,
0:18:05 > 0:18:08although Bernie doesn't seem all that pleased to see her.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11I'm actually quite intrigued why.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14Dom, no, no, no.
0:18:14 > 0:18:15None of your business.
0:18:15 > 0:18:18Ah, shut up, when has that ever stopped me?
0:18:21 > 0:18:23- Mr Highcroft's bloods.- Thanks.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29So how are you finding Holby?
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Yeah, fine. For now.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33Don't like to be in one place too long.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35We all need new challenges.
0:18:35 > 0:18:40Wish I had your courage, doing something extraordinary and heroic.
0:18:41 > 0:18:44It's not the movies, Dr Copeland. It's far more mundane.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48And brutal. But then Ms Wolfe must've told you that.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53Actually, she kind of prefers to not talk about it.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56Yeah. Will you take these to the lab, please?
0:18:56 > 0:18:59She said she left due to "family reasons",
0:18:59 > 0:19:02like some sort of scandal-stricken politician,
0:19:02 > 0:19:05but then she spends most of her time avoiding them.
0:19:05 > 0:19:09- Really?- I mean, she's quite the enigma, really.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13Nice try, Dr Copeland,
0:19:13 > 0:19:16but if you really want to know what happened, I suggest you ask her.
0:19:26 > 0:19:27It's fine, you can stay.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30Oh, we parted on bad terms.
0:19:30 > 0:19:31Really not sure he'd want me here.
0:19:31 > 0:19:35- You are his next of kin. - I've called his parents.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37It's going to take them a while, but they're on their way.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39Would you stay till they get here?
0:19:41 > 0:19:44Mr Highcroft's updated bloods. There's been no change.
0:19:46 > 0:19:47So he's going to be OK?
0:19:49 > 0:19:50So far, so good.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55Um, you wanted to see the updated scans.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58Last time I saw him, I said some terrible things.
0:19:59 > 0:20:00How long have you been separated?
0:20:00 > 0:20:03A couple of months. We tried, really hard.
0:20:04 > 0:20:05- You married?- Very much so.
0:20:07 > 0:20:11- Kids?- Yes, two, pretty much grown up now.
0:20:13 > 0:20:16So you've been together a long time?
0:20:16 > 0:20:1825 years. JO GASPS LIGHTLY
0:20:18 > 0:20:21Not many people make it that far these days.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23You're very lucky.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Dr Copeland, could you do his obs now, please?
0:20:30 > 0:20:32So how is it?
0:20:32 > 0:20:34Being back in the bosom of your happy, loving family?
0:20:34 > 0:20:36- Fine, thank you. - Not according to Dr Copeland.
0:20:36 > 0:20:39Says you work late, avoid going home.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42- I really think you should go now. - Mr Griffin wants me to stay.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44I'll page another anaesthetist.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46Yeah, and I'll go when I've got what I came for.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49MONITOR BEEPS
0:20:52 > 0:20:54BP's falling. He's tachycardic.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56What's happening? Oh, my God.
0:20:58 > 0:20:59Abdomen's swollen and distended.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01There's discoloration here, bruising.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Bleeding from the liver laceration.
0:21:03 > 0:21:06- Put out a major haemorrhage call and alert theatre.- Will?
0:21:06 > 0:21:07We need to get her out of here now.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09- I'm not leaving.- Are you OK?
0:21:09 > 0:21:12- I'm fine.- You really don't look it.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16- I'm pregnant. - See if you can find her a bed.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18We'll take care of Will.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20You need to look after your baby now.
0:21:20 > 0:21:22Get an obstetrician up here and then get scrubbed in.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24We need to get him to theatre now.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27- We?- Yes.
0:21:27 > 0:21:30The damaged valve has allowed an infection to take root
0:21:30 > 0:21:32in the inner lining of your heart.
0:21:32 > 0:21:34We need to operate, today.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36Which would mean, of course,
0:21:36 > 0:21:38that we'd have to deliver your baby early.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40It's too soon. I'm not ready.
0:21:44 > 0:21:48Alternatively, of course, we could treat your endocarditis
0:21:48 > 0:21:49with antibiotics for now
0:21:49 > 0:21:52and then perform the surgery once the baby's been born.
0:21:52 > 0:21:56- I thought we'd agreed... - A C section carries its own risks.
0:21:56 > 0:21:59And your baby's only 32 weeks and perfectly happy where it is.
0:21:59 > 0:22:02Plus, this is a unique case.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04This is your one chance at pregnancy.
0:22:04 > 0:22:08Yeah, but Ms Effanga said I have to have the surgery now.
0:22:08 > 0:22:11Delay now and you risk heart failure.
0:22:11 > 0:22:15And that's a risk I don't think is worth taking.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17I'm not sure Mr Thompson agrees.
0:22:17 > 0:22:18Mr Thompson?
0:22:21 > 0:22:23PAGER BEEPS
0:22:24 > 0:22:26Oh, sorry, I'm needed on Keller.
0:22:26 > 0:22:29'Orthopaedics are expecting her. Thank you.'
0:22:30 > 0:22:31What on earth...?
0:22:31 > 0:22:34She hurt her leg. She was running and...
0:22:34 > 0:22:36I just fell off a wall mucking about.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38That's nasty. You should really go to the ED.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41You're the best. And she's my girlfriend.
0:22:41 > 0:22:43You need to take care of her.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Fletch? Have we got a bay free?
0:22:46 > 0:22:49Right, Mr T will be up here shortly to check over Mrs Highcroft.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51Can you update him for me, please?
0:22:51 > 0:22:53Where are you going?
0:22:53 > 0:22:55Ms Wolfe's asked me to scrub in.
0:22:55 > 0:22:56Probably just to act as referee.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00You could cut the tension with a knife between those two.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02Do you want to know what I think?
0:23:02 > 0:23:03I think they have history.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07You know, "history".
0:23:08 > 0:23:10Arthur, are you even listening to what I'm saying?
0:23:10 > 0:23:13No, actually, I'm looking for a romantic weekend away.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16I think if Morven has a break, then she'll get some perspective
0:23:16 > 0:23:17and stop focusing on the negative.
0:23:17 > 0:23:20You're incredibly unrewarding when it comes to gossip.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Do you really want to know what I think?
0:23:22 > 0:23:25- Probably not.- You watch way too much trashy reality TV
0:23:25 > 0:23:26where everyone's life's a drama,
0:23:26 > 0:23:30they cheat and they lie and they have some appalling secret.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32Real life just isn't really like that.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34Yours certainly isn't.
0:23:34 > 0:23:38Verona! "An exhilarating blend of history and culture
0:23:38 > 0:23:41"and home to Shakespeare's Romeo & Juliet."
0:23:41 > 0:23:43Aww, how romantic.
0:23:43 > 0:23:47Arthur, it's a tragedy about a fake suicide pact gone wrong.
0:23:47 > 0:23:48It's perfect.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54Ms Campbell?
0:23:54 > 0:23:55I've cleaned Lola's wound
0:23:55 > 0:23:57and I reckon I've probably got half the gravel out,
0:23:57 > 0:23:59but she's complaining about the pain.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01- SIGHING:- Right.
0:24:04 > 0:24:05It's killing me. Tell her, Jase.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08It's not killing you. It just hurts a lot.
0:24:08 > 0:24:12Yeah, Nurse Fletcher, could you take Jason for a cup of tea, please?
0:24:12 > 0:24:13I don't want a cup of tea.
0:24:13 > 0:24:15Well, if you want me to take good care of Lola,
0:24:15 > 0:24:17then you're going to need to give us some privacy,
0:24:17 > 0:24:19doctor to patient.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21It's OK. Love you, babe.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29So, Lola...
0:24:29 > 0:24:31how did you meet Jason?
0:24:31 > 0:24:34I know one of his house mates.
0:24:34 > 0:24:37We got talking in the kitchen. I thought he was really nice.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Yes, he is.
0:24:39 > 0:24:42But Jason, um....
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Well, he's quite a lot to take on.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46Not someone I'd imagine you'd usually go for.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48So?
0:24:49 > 0:24:50I think he's really sweet.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53He can also be gullible.
0:24:54 > 0:24:55And naive.
0:24:56 > 0:24:59He's 24, a grown man.
0:24:59 > 0:25:00And he's chosen me,
0:25:00 > 0:25:03so why don't you get on with your job
0:25:03 > 0:25:05and get me out of here?
0:25:08 > 0:25:10Dammit.
0:25:10 > 0:25:11Dammit, it's not holding.
0:25:11 > 0:25:13What's he like your end?
0:25:13 > 0:25:15Hypotensive.
0:25:15 > 0:25:16On max dose Norad.
0:25:17 > 0:25:21He's had eight units of blood, two platelets and two FFP.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23Liga clips, please.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26Remember that poor boy blown up in the Mastiff?
0:25:26 > 0:25:29Can only have been, what, 18? 19 max?
0:25:30 > 0:25:34We had to do this on the side of the road in the dust and heat.
0:25:34 > 0:25:36His sergeant thought he was a goner,
0:25:36 > 0:25:39but we weren't about to give up on him.
0:25:39 > 0:25:40And?
0:25:41 > 0:25:45Yes, still in the army. Just had a little girl.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47MONITORS BEEP RAPIDLY
0:25:47 > 0:25:49He's in VF.
0:25:49 > 0:25:53Patient unresponsive. I can't feel a pulse.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55Dr Copeland, start chest compressions.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57Come on.
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Come on, Will, stay with us.
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Charging to 150.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04- Stand clear. - DEFIBRILLATOR CHARGES
0:26:04 > 0:26:06Shocking.
0:26:07 > 0:26:10- No output. And again.- Come on.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12Charging to 150.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17- Everything seems absolutely fine. - So I can go now?- Er, no.
0:26:17 > 0:26:20They're still in theatre, I'm afraid,
0:26:20 > 0:26:23so there's nothing you can do now except rest.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25Get your strength back. You've had a terrible shock.
0:26:25 > 0:26:29In fact, why don't you take it easy here until they need the bed back?
0:26:29 > 0:26:31- So, first baby?- Yeah.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34We always wanted a family. It just didn't happen.
0:26:36 > 0:26:39It was OK at first, thought it would just be a matter of time.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41But after a while,
0:26:41 > 0:26:44all we were was this couple who couldn't have kids.
0:26:44 > 0:26:45Fighting, miserable.
0:26:45 > 0:26:47Blaming each other.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49Tore us apart.
0:26:50 > 0:26:53Yeah, but you're not that couple any more, are you?
0:26:53 > 0:26:56You're going to be parents of this little one.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59Surely that changes everything, doesn't it?
0:26:59 > 0:27:00Trouble is...
0:27:00 > 0:27:02when things get tough..
0:27:03 > 0:27:05..I run.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10Well, you are going to have to face up to this, I'm afraid.
0:27:10 > 0:27:14- Sooner rather than later. - Yeah.
0:27:14 > 0:27:17And whilst babies don't always bring people together,
0:27:17 > 0:27:19they can.
0:27:19 > 0:27:21Some things are just too important to run from.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24CONTINUOUS BEEP
0:27:24 > 0:27:26How long has that been now?
0:27:26 > 0:27:28Six minutes, 32.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30I'll take over, Doctor Copeland.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32Charging to 200.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35DEFIBRILLATOR WHINES
0:27:35 > 0:27:37Stand clear.
0:27:37 > 0:27:39Shocking.
0:27:40 > 0:27:41No output.
0:27:42 > 0:27:47Come on, come on. You want to see your baby, Will.
0:27:47 > 0:27:48Charging to 200.
0:27:49 > 0:27:52Stand clear.
0:27:52 > 0:27:53Shocking.
0:27:55 > 0:27:56No output.
0:27:58 > 0:28:00It's time to stop.
0:28:01 > 0:28:02Do we all agree?
0:28:07 > 0:28:09Time of death, 12:48.
0:28:11 > 0:28:13KNOCK AT DOOR Yep?
0:28:15 > 0:28:17You really can't keep away, can you?
0:28:17 > 0:28:19I'm afraid this isn't really a social call.
0:28:19 > 0:28:21More of a heads-up, really.
0:28:21 > 0:28:23When we were going through the CCTV,
0:28:23 > 0:28:25we came up with some additional suspects.
0:28:25 > 0:28:29They're both wanted for shoplifting.
0:28:29 > 0:28:31- Oh, no.- Yeah.
0:28:31 > 0:28:33He seems to have fallen into some bad company.
0:28:33 > 0:28:35I'm going to have to talk to both of them.
0:28:35 > 0:28:39Hmm. Can you just give me some time to prepare him?
0:28:39 > 0:28:42I don't think he's got a clue he's done anything wrong.
0:28:42 > 0:28:45Sure. Just let me know when you're ready.
0:28:46 > 0:28:49SHE SIGHS
0:29:00 > 0:29:02There's nothing more you could've done.
0:29:05 > 0:29:07Bernie?
0:29:10 > 0:29:12I have to tell his wife.
0:29:14 > 0:29:17- I'll come with you.- Thanks, but I'll take it from here.
0:29:27 > 0:29:30Oh, Jason, there you are. We need to have a little chat.
0:29:30 > 0:29:32Can't. Sorry. Lola's starving.
0:29:32 > 0:29:34Hasn't eaten all day.
0:29:34 > 0:29:37- I gave you money for breakfast. - She lost it.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39Jason, stop.
0:29:39 > 0:29:40I promised to go straight back.
0:29:40 > 0:29:42This won't take a moment.
0:29:42 > 0:29:43Look.
0:29:46 > 0:29:49I'm afraid you might be in a bit of trouble.
0:29:49 > 0:29:50Robbie needs to speak to you.
0:29:50 > 0:29:53It's not what you think. Lola says we're like Robin Hood.
0:29:53 > 0:29:57I take stuff and she gives it to people who need it.
0:29:57 > 0:29:59Jason, this isn't a game.
0:30:00 > 0:30:02- You could go to prison.- No, I won't.
0:30:02 > 0:30:04- I haven't done anything wrong. - Jason...
0:30:04 > 0:30:06Jason!
0:30:23 > 0:30:24I'm so sorry.
0:30:26 > 0:30:28We did everything we could.
0:30:35 > 0:30:38I don't need chocolate, Jason!
0:30:38 > 0:30:40I need to know why the police want to talk to us.
0:30:40 > 0:30:42What did your auntie say?
0:30:42 > 0:30:44She said I could go to prison.
0:30:44 > 0:30:47- What?- They've got a photo.
0:30:47 > 0:30:48Of you and me, in that shop.
0:30:48 > 0:30:50I told them we weren't doing anything wrong.
0:30:50 > 0:30:52You keep your mouth shut.
0:30:52 > 0:30:53- We weren't even there, right?- But...
0:30:53 > 0:30:58You need to get us some money for a cab so we can get out of here.
0:30:58 > 0:31:01If you really loved me, you'd do that, OK?
0:31:13 > 0:31:15- Ta-da!- Oh!
0:31:17 > 0:31:19Verona?
0:31:19 > 0:31:20What is this?
0:31:20 > 0:31:24It's a weekend away in the heart of Shakespearean Italy.
0:31:24 > 0:31:26I thought we could do with a break. What do you think?
0:31:26 > 0:31:30Well, I think you haven't listened to a word I've said.
0:31:30 > 0:31:32I'd just be worried about my dad the whole time.
0:31:32 > 0:31:36What if something happened to him whilst we were out there?
0:31:49 > 0:31:51Is it all right if I... hold his hand?
0:32:04 > 0:32:06He didn't even know he was going to be a dad.
0:32:06 > 0:32:08I only found out after we separated.
0:32:08 > 0:32:10I should've told him straightaway.
0:32:10 > 0:32:12None of this is your fault, Jo.
0:32:12 > 0:32:15I was going to after he woke up, but now it's too late.
0:32:17 > 0:32:19No, it's not.
0:32:32 > 0:32:34I really need to interview him now, Serena.
0:32:34 > 0:32:37- I wish I didn't have to... - No, I understand.
0:32:37 > 0:32:39Oh, what's he up to now?
0:32:39 > 0:32:40Jason, stop!
0:32:40 > 0:32:43- We need money for a taxi. - That's not your money, Jason.
0:32:43 > 0:32:46But we have to go! And she can't walk very well.
0:32:46 > 0:32:48Look, just sit down. We need to talk first.
0:32:50 > 0:32:53It's about the photograph.
0:32:53 > 0:32:54I wasn't there.
0:32:54 > 0:32:56Lola wasn't there either.
0:32:56 > 0:32:58We know it was you, Jason.
0:32:58 > 0:33:00Tell him the truth, Jason.
0:33:01 > 0:33:03Yes, OK!
0:33:04 > 0:33:06But it was just a game.
0:33:06 > 0:33:08I don't want to go to prison!
0:33:08 > 0:33:10SHE SHRIEKS
0:33:10 > 0:33:14Can you not do that, please? Can you just leave that, please?
0:33:14 > 0:33:16Stop! Leave that! Right, go and sit down.
0:33:16 > 0:33:19- I want to get out of this dump! - Lola, stop! Your leg is hurt!
0:33:19 > 0:33:22- You shouldn't be walking.- Jason... - I don't need your help!
0:33:22 > 0:33:24- But you love me. - You're not going anywhere.
0:33:24 > 0:33:27- Don't talk to her like that! - You've told them, haven't you?
0:33:27 > 0:33:31- You stupid, bloody retard! - OK, that's enough!
0:33:31 > 0:33:33- Can you sit down, please?! - Oh, Jason, listen...
0:33:33 > 0:33:35Could you just get some gauze on that, please?
0:33:35 > 0:33:36- Charming(!)- Sit down, I'm here. - Jason!
0:33:36 > 0:33:38Let me look at your hand. Calm down!
0:33:41 > 0:33:45I was just doing this for an expectant mother down on Keller.
0:33:45 > 0:33:48Her husband had been involved in a very serious accident.
0:33:48 > 0:33:50Why are you telling me this?
0:33:50 > 0:33:55Because she was having to confront how life can change in a heartbeat
0:33:55 > 0:33:57and having to be brave, even though she doesn't know
0:33:57 > 0:34:01whether she could be or not, just like you.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03This isn't a choice, you know.
0:34:03 > 0:34:07Sometimes I feel like I haven't even got enough fight left in me
0:34:07 > 0:34:09to see it through.
0:34:10 > 0:34:13Being who you are isn't a choice, I completely understand that,
0:34:13 > 0:34:16but your treatment is.
0:34:16 > 0:34:17What do you mean?
0:34:17 > 0:34:19Under Ms Effanga's plan,
0:34:19 > 0:34:21your baby is going to be born eight weeks premature.
0:34:21 > 0:34:23Do you know what that means?
0:34:23 > 0:34:24No? Right, OK.
0:34:24 > 0:34:27Have a little look at this.
0:34:28 > 0:34:31You see that, that's the diaphragm. You see it moving up and down?
0:34:31 > 0:34:33It looks like your baby's breathing, doesn't it? But it's not.
0:34:33 > 0:34:36It's inhaling amniotic fluid to exercise the lungs.
0:34:36 > 0:34:38The lungs themselves aren't fully developed yet
0:34:38 > 0:34:42and neither is his immune system, his liver.
0:34:42 > 0:34:43You said..."his".
0:34:45 > 0:34:48It's... It's a boy?
0:34:48 > 0:34:51Oh, I'm so sorry. That was really careless of me,
0:34:51 > 0:34:54but, yes, it is.
0:34:54 > 0:34:57It's a boy. It's a lovely, healthy boy,
0:34:57 > 0:35:01but it's a boy that's not quite ready to face the world yet.
0:35:01 > 0:35:05If you really want to give him the best chance, Carl,
0:35:05 > 0:35:07I absolutely believe that you should delay this surgery.
0:35:09 > 0:35:10Right, Carl.
0:35:10 > 0:35:13We need to start prepping you for theatre.
0:35:16 > 0:35:17I've changed my mind.
0:35:21 > 0:35:24You become a parent, you look out for your kid first, right?
0:35:27 > 0:35:29Excuse us a second.
0:35:34 > 0:35:36What did you say to him?
0:35:36 > 0:35:37I can't go along with your proposal.
0:35:37 > 0:35:40Like I said, delaying could put them both at serious risk.
0:35:40 > 0:35:43And if it does, we'll take a view, but as things stand,
0:35:43 > 0:35:45I believe postponement to be the patient's best option.
0:35:45 > 0:35:47Oh, come on, Derwood. Just sign on the dotted.
0:35:47 > 0:35:49We all want to get home tonight, right?
0:35:49 > 0:35:51Don't just be all hoity toity on me.
0:35:52 > 0:35:54I am your equal, Ms Effanga.
0:35:54 > 0:35:56I'm not a plaything to be toyed with,
0:35:56 > 0:35:58who's going to bend your every whim
0:35:58 > 0:36:02and there's nothing you can say that will change my opinion.
0:36:02 > 0:36:03Fine.
0:36:03 > 0:36:05Then let's see what Mr Hanssen has to say.
0:36:09 > 0:36:12See? You can do it. And you didn't even wet your pants.
0:36:17 > 0:36:19No. No sign.
0:36:19 > 0:36:21But I think I know where he might be.
0:36:30 > 0:36:32You OK?
0:36:34 > 0:36:36Yeah, just needed, um, five minutes.
0:36:40 > 0:36:43ALEX EXHALES
0:36:49 > 0:36:51You need to tell me the truth.
0:36:57 > 0:36:59You said you loved me and then you...
0:37:01 > 0:37:04..went back to your husband. and all I got was a phone call.
0:37:09 > 0:37:12I thought it was the right thing to do.
0:37:16 > 0:37:17You know me.
0:37:19 > 0:37:21I've always liked sticking to the rules.
0:37:21 > 0:37:22Not all of them.
0:37:29 > 0:37:31I thought I...
0:37:32 > 0:37:34..should...
0:37:36 > 0:37:39..try and make a go of it with Marcus.
0:37:42 > 0:37:44I thought I at least owed it to him to try.
0:37:49 > 0:37:50But I was wrong.
0:37:53 > 0:37:56I never even thanked you for getting me out of there.
0:38:04 > 0:38:06You saved my life.
0:38:09 > 0:38:10Thank you.
0:38:16 > 0:38:19- VOICE WOBBLING: You've changed your hair.- Yes.
0:38:25 > 0:38:26I have tried my best.
0:38:29 > 0:38:31It's not just...
0:38:32 > 0:38:34..the army I miss.
0:38:34 > 0:38:36It's working with you.
0:38:38 > 0:38:40Working with me? Is that all?
0:38:40 > 0:38:42Cos I've...
0:38:44 > 0:38:46..I've missed my best friend.
0:38:46 > 0:38:48My lover.
0:38:48 > 0:38:50My soul mate. I've missed her so much.
0:39:09 > 0:39:12I'm sorry, I...I can't. I can't do this.
0:39:32 > 0:39:33I wanted to see Allan.
0:39:34 > 0:39:36I know.
0:39:37 > 0:39:40But he's not here. He's still in the stroke unit.
0:39:40 > 0:39:43He's going to be there for a while, remember?
0:39:43 > 0:39:44Come on. Let's go.
0:39:44 > 0:39:46Why do people lie?
0:39:49 > 0:39:51For all sorts of reasons.
0:39:52 > 0:39:54None of them good.
0:39:54 > 0:39:57She said she loved me, but she hates me now.
0:39:59 > 0:40:01Some people just aren't very nice, Jason.
0:40:01 > 0:40:04She was. And she was beautiful.
0:40:04 > 0:40:07It's all my fault. I wasn't good enough.
0:40:07 > 0:40:10Not true. If anything, you're too good.
0:40:10 > 0:40:13You're kind and generous with a heart of gold.
0:40:13 > 0:40:16If I had a heart of gold, I'd be dead.
0:40:18 > 0:40:21I just meant, it's Lola who doesn't deserve you.
0:40:23 > 0:40:24You could do so much better.
0:40:26 > 0:40:29Now, it's a bit cold out here. Why don't I take you home?
0:40:29 > 0:40:31You could show me your new room.
0:40:44 > 0:40:46I've sorted all the paperwork for you.
0:40:46 > 0:40:49- You just need to sign. - It's not what it looked like, OK?
0:40:50 > 0:40:53So if I find out you've been spreading untrue gossip about me,
0:40:53 > 0:40:55I could make your life very difficult.
0:40:55 > 0:40:57Are you threatening me?
0:40:57 > 0:41:00- No, of course not, but...- Good. Because as far as I'm concerned,
0:41:00 > 0:41:03your private life is your own, Ms Wolfe.
0:41:30 > 0:41:32So have you made many new friends here?
0:41:32 > 0:41:33They're not my friends.
0:41:38 > 0:41:42MUSIC BOOMS FROM NEXT FLOOR
0:41:49 > 0:41:51Well, it's a good size.
0:41:52 > 0:41:54But it's not very cosy.
0:41:54 > 0:41:58- Maybe we could get you some posters to brighten it up a bit.- It's fine.
0:42:01 > 0:42:04Where's the dock and speakers I bought you?
0:42:04 > 0:42:06And your telly?
0:42:07 > 0:42:09Lola borrowed them.
0:42:13 > 0:42:15Are you happy here?
0:42:15 > 0:42:17It's where I live.
0:42:19 > 0:42:22It doesn't have to be.
0:42:29 > 0:42:31You could live with me.
0:42:31 > 0:42:33- You haven't got the Sports Channel. - I'll get it.
0:42:33 > 0:42:37- You can watch as much football as you like.- With Robbie?
0:42:57 > 0:42:59Denial is a dangerous thing.
0:43:01 > 0:43:03Comes with the territory, I suppose.
0:43:06 > 0:43:09I don't want you to think this is some sort of game,
0:43:09 > 0:43:12or that I don't take my commitment to my family seriously.
0:43:12 > 0:43:14I don't think that.
0:43:14 > 0:43:15I'm not here to judge you.
0:43:17 > 0:43:20You love who you love and there's no shame in that.
0:43:21 > 0:43:23I'm not ashamed of who I am...
0:43:26 > 0:43:28..but of the hurt I've caused.
0:43:33 > 0:43:34Alex and I were lovers.
0:43:36 > 0:43:38Officially very much not allowed.
0:43:38 > 0:43:41But we kept it absolutely secret.
0:43:41 > 0:43:45We were in this amazingly happy bubble.
0:43:45 > 0:43:47And then the IED hit
0:43:47 > 0:43:50and I was blown back to reality.
0:43:55 > 0:43:57So...
0:43:57 > 0:43:59Marcus doesn't...
0:44:00 > 0:44:01He doesn't have a clue.
0:44:04 > 0:44:05Even though...
0:44:07 > 0:44:10..all I've done since I got back...
0:44:11 > 0:44:12..is think of her.
0:44:14 > 0:44:17And how wonderful life would be if only I was brave enough.
0:44:24 > 0:44:26And do you feel brave enough now?
0:44:31 > 0:44:33I think I might be.
0:44:35 > 0:44:39Ms Wolfe, anything is better than living a lie.
0:44:41 > 0:44:44Believe me, I know. I've been there. I've done that.
0:44:44 > 0:44:47You just have to be honest with yourself.
0:44:49 > 0:44:50It gets better.
0:45:01 > 0:45:02'And for those reasons,'
0:45:02 > 0:45:06I believe that in this particular case we should prioritise the heart.
0:45:06 > 0:45:09Which would on balance risk the life of a very precious baby,
0:45:09 > 0:45:11quite unnecessarily.
0:45:11 > 0:45:13If Ms Naylor were here, she'd agree with me.
0:45:13 > 0:45:15But she isn't, so let Mr Thompson finish, please.
0:45:15 > 0:45:18Thank you. I believe that Mr Ryland's endocarditis
0:45:18 > 0:45:23can and should be treated medically until he gives birth.
0:45:23 > 0:45:26It goes without saying that if his condition worsens
0:45:26 > 0:45:30and pre-term surgery is necessary, then I will, of course, support it,
0:45:30 > 0:45:33but until that time, as far as I'm concerned,
0:45:33 > 0:45:38the benefits of caution far outweigh the risks to both Carl and the baby.
0:45:38 > 0:45:41And I'm sorry, but if that means that I've outstayed my welcome
0:45:41 > 0:45:43here at Holby, then so be it!
0:45:47 > 0:45:49Outstayed your welcome?
0:45:52 > 0:45:55Yes, Mr Hanssen, you asked to see me before.
0:45:55 > 0:45:57I just...
0:45:57 > 0:45:59I assumed I was a victim of the dreaded cull.
0:46:01 > 0:46:03Far from it, Mr Thompson.
0:46:03 > 0:46:06I wanted to discuss expanding your role.
0:46:06 > 0:46:08I'd like to see you using your experience
0:46:08 > 0:46:12and expertise to explore innovative new methods and procedures,
0:46:12 > 0:46:15to put your department firmly on the map. Um...
0:46:16 > 0:46:18Crikey, yes, please!
0:46:18 > 0:46:21Regarding Mr Ryland's treatment, I happen to agree with you.
0:46:21 > 0:46:25Surgery should be discounted unless absolutely necessary.
0:46:25 > 0:46:27That will be all. Thank you.
0:46:38 > 0:46:39Oh...
0:46:39 > 0:46:42Jason, if you just take your bag into my office,
0:46:42 > 0:46:45there's something I need to sort out.
0:46:45 > 0:46:48Oh, and could you take mine as well? Thanks, love.
0:46:48 > 0:46:52Ms Campbell, I spoke to Social Services
0:46:52 > 0:46:55about getting her some help,
0:46:55 > 0:46:57but as she's over 18, there's nothing they can do.
0:46:57 > 0:47:00Still seems like a kid to me.
0:47:00 > 0:47:02Stealing can sometimes be a cry for attention.
0:47:03 > 0:47:06I suggested that maybe she went to go and see her GP.
0:47:06 > 0:47:09- Go get some counselling or something...- And pigs might fly.
0:47:09 > 0:47:12Oh, Jason, you don't need to speak to her.
0:47:12 > 0:47:14- In fact, it's probably better if you don't.- No.
0:47:14 > 0:47:15I want to.
0:47:20 > 0:47:23No, Jason. Look, I'm in the middle of an interview here.
0:47:23 > 0:47:25Leave me alone! I'm not a child!
0:47:25 > 0:47:26Well, then, stop behaving like one!
0:47:26 > 0:47:28Robbie, let him.
0:47:30 > 0:47:32All right.
0:47:35 > 0:47:37I'm sorry I shouted, Jase.
0:47:37 > 0:47:38Didn't mean any of it.
0:47:38 > 0:47:41"Retard" is an offensive and insulting slang word
0:47:41 > 0:47:45used to refer to someone with mental challenges.
0:47:45 > 0:47:46You lied.
0:47:46 > 0:47:48You don't love me.
0:47:48 > 0:47:52But you've been the best boyfriend I've ever had.
0:47:52 > 0:47:54- And that's not a lie. - I can do much better.
0:47:55 > 0:47:59Well, we can be friends, then? I'll come and see you at yours.
0:47:59 > 0:48:01No. I'm living with Serena now.
0:48:03 > 0:48:04You'll never see me again.
0:48:04 > 0:48:06Jason! Jase?!
0:48:20 > 0:48:24Do you think that you might have been a bit harsh earlier?
0:48:27 > 0:48:30I know that you're worrying about your dad, obviously...
0:48:31 > 0:48:33..but you've got a really lovely fella
0:48:33 > 0:48:36that's just trying to support you. And to be fair,
0:48:36 > 0:48:39he's not exactly had the easiest ride himself, has he?
0:48:39 > 0:48:42Look, I know that he doesn't get it right all the time.
0:48:50 > 0:48:52But at least he's trying.
0:48:58 > 0:49:00Derwood.
0:49:00 > 0:49:02Just wanted to say congratulations.
0:49:02 > 0:49:05- Best man won and all that. - You're not angry, then?
0:49:05 > 0:49:07No, I mean, you should be angry with me
0:49:07 > 0:49:10for all the times I've treated you like a little pocket Chihuahua.
0:49:10 > 0:49:12Ruff! Ruff!
0:49:12 > 0:49:17Listen, you are a brilliant doctor and a brilliant bloke.
0:49:17 > 0:49:19I think I've underestimated you.
0:49:21 > 0:49:24So they didn't kick you out, then?
0:49:24 > 0:49:29Uh, surprisingly, no, actually. The big boss went with the changed plan.
0:49:29 > 0:49:31And we're on the same page now.
0:49:31 > 0:49:34Little baby Ryland will be staying exactly where he is.
0:49:34 > 0:49:37Well, now that I know it's a boy, I've been thinking about names.
0:49:37 > 0:49:40And as I kind of owe you...
0:49:40 > 0:49:42Oh, no, no, no.
0:49:42 > 0:49:44Hang on, you might regret that, actually.
0:49:44 > 0:49:46Yeah, his name's Derwood.
0:49:46 > 0:49:48Derwood?
0:49:48 > 0:49:50Yeah, no way.
0:49:50 > 0:49:52He's going to have enough problems to deal with
0:49:52 > 0:49:54without lumbering him with that.
0:49:54 > 0:49:55Thanks(!)
0:49:55 > 0:49:58What about "Tom" for Thompson?
0:49:58 > 0:50:00Tom Ryland?
0:50:00 > 0:50:02Yeah.
0:50:02 > 0:50:03I like it.
0:50:03 > 0:50:06Well, I'd be honoured.
0:50:09 > 0:50:11Oh, sorry, excuse me.
0:50:11 > 0:50:13Mr Hanssen?
0:50:13 > 0:50:15Mr Hanssen, sorry, excuse me.
0:50:15 > 0:50:18Um, you were talking about ideas for future development.
0:50:18 > 0:50:22Well, there is something I'd like to pursue, actually,
0:50:22 > 0:50:24but it would require major funding.
0:50:24 > 0:50:26It's womb transplants.
0:50:26 > 0:50:28Now that it's been granted ethical approval,
0:50:28 > 0:50:31I believe that Holby could play a significant role.
0:50:33 > 0:50:35That's very interesting, Mr Thompson. I'd like to hear more.
0:50:35 > 0:50:37Walk with me, please.
0:50:46 > 0:50:49OK, Morven, I know I'm not your favourite person right now,
0:50:49 > 0:50:51but I just wanted to say...
0:50:52 > 0:50:54..I've been insensitive.
0:50:54 > 0:50:57And selfish. Maybe it's the medication I'm taking,
0:50:57 > 0:51:00- or maybe I'm just being a bit rubbish, but...- Look, stop.
0:51:00 > 0:51:02You haven't done anything wrong.
0:51:05 > 0:51:06You're amazing.
0:51:08 > 0:51:10You're Arthur Digby.
0:51:12 > 0:51:14And I love you.
0:51:16 > 0:51:19It's me who's been a horrible pig and...
0:51:20 > 0:51:22..you didn't deserve any of it.
0:51:23 > 0:51:25OK, hang on a minute,
0:51:25 > 0:51:29am I going insane, or have you been taking some mood-enhancing drugs?
0:51:34 > 0:51:35When my mum left...
0:51:36 > 0:51:38..I had to cope with everything on my own.
0:51:41 > 0:51:44So I shut off
0:51:44 > 0:51:45and pushed people away.
0:51:48 > 0:51:49And now my dad's sick,
0:51:49 > 0:51:51I've realised that I'm doing the same to you.
0:51:56 > 0:51:58But I've realised I don't need to.
0:51:59 > 0:52:01Because whatever happens...
0:52:02 > 0:52:03..we're a team now.
0:52:05 > 0:52:07And we're going to get through this,
0:52:07 > 0:52:08together.
0:52:22 > 0:52:23You're leaving?
0:52:24 > 0:52:27I get it. Um...
0:52:27 > 0:52:30you're married, so let's not prolong the agony.
0:52:30 > 0:52:32- See you.- Wait. Wait.
0:52:32 > 0:52:34Don't go.
0:52:47 > 0:52:49Telling you I wasn't coming back
0:52:49 > 0:52:52was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.
0:52:54 > 0:52:56No, it's too late, Bern. It's too late.
0:52:59 > 0:53:01'Lola did a runner, by the way.'
0:53:01 > 0:53:03I felt rather sorry for her in the end.
0:53:03 > 0:53:06I think she genuinely liked him in her own way.
0:53:06 > 0:53:09The good news is they're not going pursue a case against Jason.
0:53:09 > 0:53:10Oh, that's great. Thank you.
0:53:10 > 0:53:13Serena, he said something about moving in with you.
0:53:15 > 0:53:17Oh, Robbie, I'm...
0:53:17 > 0:53:20I'm so sorry. I was just waiting for the right time.
0:53:21 > 0:53:22SHE SIGHS
0:53:22 > 0:53:25If..if you'd seen his room.
0:53:25 > 0:53:30and the life that he has there, it was just so desperately sad.
0:53:30 > 0:53:33I know how much you've been looking forward to your freedom
0:53:33 > 0:53:37- and the next chapter... - We can, um...
0:53:37 > 0:53:40..try and make a go of it.
0:53:40 > 0:53:43I can't quite see the three of us in the hot tub, though, can you?
0:53:43 > 0:53:44Serena, the hot tub can wait.
0:53:48 > 0:53:53It's going to be hard. Not something to agree to lightly.
0:53:53 > 0:53:56And I know you find Jason infuriating at times, who wouldn't?
0:53:58 > 0:54:00So...
0:54:00 > 0:54:05unless you're 100% sure that you want us both in your life...
0:54:10 > 0:54:13Maybe you're right. Maybe we can...
0:54:14 > 0:54:16I mean, there's no need to rush into things, right?
0:54:16 > 0:54:18We can put our plans on hold for a bit
0:54:18 > 0:54:21and give you the time and space you need and then...
0:54:21 > 0:54:22Auntie Serena! Hurry up!
0:54:25 > 0:54:26I'm coming.
0:54:28 > 0:54:30I'll call you.
0:54:37 > 0:54:39I thought you wanted me.
0:54:39 > 0:54:40Isn't that why you came back?
0:54:40 > 0:54:42So we could try and make a go of it?
0:54:42 > 0:54:47You left me to play happy families and now suddenly you want me again?
0:54:47 > 0:54:49How long till you change your mind?
0:54:49 > 0:54:51- I won't, because I know what I want now.- No.
0:54:54 > 0:54:56You know what you don't want
0:54:56 > 0:54:58and that's not enough for me,
0:54:58 > 0:55:01because I know I love you. I've always loved you.
0:55:03 > 0:55:05It's why I had to see you,
0:55:05 > 0:55:09because...nothing made any sense without you
0:55:09 > 0:55:13and I couldn't understand how you could hurt me like that.
0:55:15 > 0:55:17Because I was a coward.
0:55:19 > 0:55:21Because, um...
0:55:22 > 0:55:26..I like sticking to the rules, because...
0:55:26 > 0:55:28ALEX EXHALES ..because...
0:55:31 > 0:55:33You've already broken my heart once
0:55:33 > 0:55:35and I just can't go through that again. I can't.
0:55:41 > 0:55:46Of course, I want you, Bern, but I want all of you, and...
0:55:50 > 0:55:53..I'm just not sure you're ready for that.
0:55:56 > 0:55:59When you've sorted your life out, come and find me.
0:56:22 > 0:56:24So...
0:56:24 > 0:56:26Verona?
0:56:26 > 0:56:30Not now, but one day, maybe?
0:56:30 > 0:56:31Yeah, I'd love that.
0:56:33 > 0:56:35With you as my Romeo.
0:56:35 > 0:56:38Whisky, please. Double.
0:56:39 > 0:56:42- Bad day?- Challenging.
0:56:42 > 0:56:44The worst is yet to come.
0:56:44 > 0:56:46Thank you.
0:56:46 > 0:56:48Dutch courage.
0:56:48 > 0:56:50Maybe I should buy you another.
0:56:51 > 0:56:53Thanks.
0:56:53 > 0:56:55But there's something I have to do at home.
0:56:57 > 0:56:59Wish me luck.
0:56:59 > 0:57:01Good luck.
0:57:01 > 0:57:03Now that we've both got something to celebrate,
0:57:03 > 0:57:06I thought that this would be the perfect end
0:57:06 > 0:57:08to a pretty blooming perfect day.
0:57:08 > 0:57:10So, uh... So make a wish.
0:57:11 > 0:57:15Something for the future, something that you really want to come true.
0:57:15 > 0:57:16Ready?
0:57:18 > 0:57:19Ready.