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0:00:02 > 0:00:04Aunt Maria has lived through things that you and I can only imagine.

0:00:04 > 0:00:06My car was stolen last night.

0:00:06 > 0:00:09I had hard copies of staff records in my boot, along with the laptop.

0:00:09 > 0:00:10I take full responsibility.

0:00:10 > 0:00:13Immediate suspension, followed by an inquiry, I'm afraid.

0:00:13 > 0:00:15You've developed secondary's.

0:00:15 > 0:00:16In your stomach.

0:00:16 > 0:00:18How long might I have left?

0:00:18 > 0:00:20Months.

0:00:20 > 0:00:24I know every single detail of his prognosis, and I can't deal with it.

0:01:18 > 0:01:20- Dom?- Yeah? - How much longer are you going to be?

0:01:20 > 0:01:22Just a sec...

0:01:23 > 0:01:24All yours.

0:01:26 > 0:01:27DOOR SLAMS

0:01:32 > 0:01:33Hi.

0:01:34 > 0:01:36Arthur, I, um...

0:01:37 > 0:01:39It's fine, don't worry about it.

0:01:39 > 0:01:40HE VOMITS

0:01:42 > 0:01:45Hmm, we have our elusive Doctor March.

0:01:45 > 0:01:47Did you not stay at Ollie's last night?

0:01:47 > 0:01:49I was working. I just got back late.

0:01:49 > 0:01:53OK, well, we could all have breakfast together?

0:01:53 > 0:01:55No, I can't. Big day.

0:01:55 > 0:01:56Tracheal stent.

0:01:58 > 0:02:00DOOR SLAMS

0:02:09 > 0:02:11What are you doing, going on a picnic?

0:02:11 > 0:02:13I'm visiting my parents.

0:02:13 > 0:02:15You've written an agenda to speak to your mum and dad?

0:02:15 > 0:02:19If I leave by nine, should get there in time.

0:02:26 > 0:02:27Ah, boss!

0:02:27 > 0:02:30There's a sight for sore eyes!

0:02:30 > 0:02:31Here you go.

0:02:31 > 0:02:33Cuthbert Bradley, 55.

0:02:33 > 0:02:35Trauma patient up from the ED.

0:02:35 > 0:02:38He was hit by a car and, yes, he has been advised to inform the police.

0:02:38 > 0:02:44He had a dislocated knee and a leg injury with vascular compromise.

0:02:44 > 0:02:45Right, er...

0:02:45 > 0:02:48Let's get an FBC, U&Es, LFT and blood gases,

0:02:48 > 0:02:52a CT angiogram of the leg, and cross-match six units, please.

0:02:52 > 0:02:53How bad is his leg?

0:02:53 > 0:02:55We'll know more when we get the results back.

0:02:55 > 0:02:57Ms Campbell's the best there is.

0:02:57 > 0:02:59Your husband's going to be well looked-after.

0:02:59 > 0:03:00He's not my husband.

0:03:00 > 0:03:02I'm her driving instructor.

0:03:02 > 0:03:04He's the driving instructor.

0:03:04 > 0:03:06Cuthbert's taught my entire family.

0:03:06 > 0:03:08Two sons, ex-husband.

0:03:08 > 0:03:11Even my 70-year-old mother learnt to drive with Cuthbert.

0:03:11 > 0:03:13Very impressive.

0:03:13 > 0:03:14I'm his only failure.

0:03:14 > 0:03:17Five times I've messed up my test.

0:03:17 > 0:03:18And now I've crippled him!

0:03:18 > 0:03:20She reversed into him.

0:03:21 > 0:03:25Right. Well, I'll leave you in Nurse Fletcher's capable hands for now.

0:03:29 > 0:03:30Morning.

0:03:30 > 0:03:34Missed you. How was your evening with the roomies?

0:03:34 > 0:03:35Nice.

0:03:35 > 0:03:38We got a takeaway and watched some of Arthur's Hornblower box set.

0:03:38 > 0:03:40HE LAUGHS

0:03:41 > 0:03:43How is he?

0:03:43 > 0:03:45Good.

0:03:45 > 0:03:47Under the circumstances, he's handling it well.

0:03:47 > 0:03:49So, what did you get up to last night, then?

0:03:49 > 0:03:51Oh, well...

0:03:51 > 0:03:53Ready-meal for one,

0:03:53 > 0:03:54bit of pining,

0:03:54 > 0:03:56documentary on the Discovery Channel,

0:03:56 > 0:03:59bit more pining, book and bed by ten.

0:03:59 > 0:04:03A stark reminder of my desperately lonely, pre-Zosia life.

0:04:03 > 0:04:05You wouldn't want to go back there.

0:04:09 > 0:04:11So, you excited about today?

0:04:11 > 0:04:12Absolutely.

0:04:12 > 0:04:14I just hope they spell my name right on that Nobel Prize.

0:04:14 > 0:04:19I am a bit concerned that your confidence issues might hold you back.

0:04:19 > 0:04:22No room for doubt when you're working with the great Jac Naylor.

0:04:22 > 0:04:26No room at all for a lowly registrar?

0:04:26 > 0:04:28How about your place tonight?

0:04:28 > 0:04:30We can Netflix and chill.

0:04:33 > 0:04:35Is Jac around?

0:04:35 > 0:04:36"Oh, morning, Mo, how are you?"

0:04:36 > 0:04:38"Yeah I'm good, thanks for asking(!)"

0:04:38 > 0:04:40She's in meetings all day.

0:04:40 > 0:04:43Her patient's withdrawn. Her trial's been postponed.

0:04:43 > 0:04:45What, why?

0:04:45 > 0:04:47Don't know. It happens sometimes.

0:04:47 > 0:04:49But they can't do that. That's such short notice.

0:04:49 > 0:04:52It's disappointing, I know, but there'll be other participants.

0:04:52 > 0:04:53SHE SIGHS

0:04:53 > 0:04:54OK.

0:04:54 > 0:04:55Best keep looking.

0:04:58 > 0:04:59Mo?

0:04:59 > 0:05:01Has she seen him?

0:05:01 > 0:05:02Don't think so.

0:05:07 > 0:05:11So sorry, housekeeping never was my strong point.

0:05:11 > 0:05:13Well, I hope you kept my ward in better nick.

0:05:13 > 0:05:15It's a well-oiled machine.

0:05:17 > 0:05:19As it is so busy,

0:05:19 > 0:05:22I thought it might be useful to stick around,

0:05:22 > 0:05:24do a proper hand-over?

0:05:24 > 0:05:25Er, yep, fine with me.

0:05:25 > 0:05:27I need all the friends I can get right now.

0:05:27 > 0:05:32At least being off for a bit must have given you the chance to relax?

0:05:32 > 0:05:34Yeah, no, not exactly.

0:05:34 > 0:05:37I spent the time at home enjoying a diet of quiz shows

0:05:37 > 0:05:41and historical documentaries - thanks to a certain nephew.

0:05:41 > 0:05:43You and Jason rubbing each other up the wrong way?

0:05:43 > 0:05:47Er... Safe to say the honeymoon's over.

0:05:47 > 0:05:48Welcome back, Ms Campbell.

0:05:48 > 0:05:49Thank you.

0:05:51 > 0:05:53I'll leave you to it.

0:05:53 > 0:05:57Now, look, I realise that the internal investigation into the data leak's ongoing -

0:05:57 > 0:06:01I'm afraid it's got a little more complicated than that.

0:06:01 > 0:06:04They've got hold of the fact we have some staff taking medication

0:06:04 > 0:06:05for mental health issues.

0:06:05 > 0:06:06Have they named anyone?

0:06:06 > 0:06:10No, the focus of disapproval, though, seems to be on a junior doctor with bipolar.

0:06:10 > 0:06:13So, I think Dr March should be told.

0:06:13 > 0:06:14Yes. Yes, of course.

0:06:18 > 0:06:20Sorry to hear about the trial.

0:06:20 > 0:06:22There's got to be someone suitable.

0:06:24 > 0:06:25Calm down.

0:06:26 > 0:06:29Hop to it - we've got a live one here!

0:06:29 > 0:06:31- I can do it!- Sir, I'm really only trying to help you.

0:06:31 > 0:06:33Patient transferred from the ED.

0:06:33 > 0:06:36Previously diagnosed with a leaky tricuspid valve,

0:06:36 > 0:06:38which was being treated without medication.

0:06:38 > 0:06:42Symptoms have suddenly worsened - problems breathing, airway.

0:06:42 > 0:06:46He's been given 300mg of Amiodarone and 40 of Frusemide.

0:06:46 > 0:06:49- OK, Echo, FBC and U&Es?- Yep.

0:06:49 > 0:06:52Dr March and Nurse Martinez will take care of you now.

0:06:52 > 0:06:53I can do it, OK?

0:06:53 > 0:06:56OK, if you calm down, it'd be a lot easier, Mr...?

0:06:56 > 0:06:58Doctor. Lambert.

0:06:58 > 0:06:59I know the drill.

0:07:03 > 0:07:06RADIO: 'How did it come to be that a small and inconsequential island,

0:07:06 > 0:07:09'historically marred by political infighting and family feuding

0:07:09 > 0:07:12'amongst its upper classes, rose to be...'

0:07:12 > 0:07:14- IGNITION TURNS OFF - I was enjoying that.

0:07:18 > 0:07:21Look, I'm sorry that I can't come with you today.

0:07:21 > 0:07:24It's just, I don't think it would look very good with both of us being off.

0:07:24 > 0:07:26It's OK. I'll be fine.

0:07:48 > 0:07:51Yes, come on, come on. We get it, you're ancient!

0:07:52 > 0:07:56Whatever you are running from, it will catch you in the end.

0:08:03 > 0:08:06Sorry about before. I got myself all worked up.

0:08:07 > 0:08:09Not a great patient.

0:08:09 > 0:08:10Few doctors are.

0:08:15 > 0:08:18I never actually got the chance to practise.

0:08:18 > 0:08:20I was diagnosed just after qualifying.

0:08:20 > 0:08:22Oh, I'm sorry.

0:08:22 > 0:08:23Don't be.

0:08:24 > 0:08:27These days I'm all about alternative medicine,

0:08:27 > 0:08:29the power of positive thinking.

0:08:29 > 0:08:31You've gone to the dark side?

0:08:31 > 0:08:34It's done more for me than science has.

0:08:34 > 0:08:35Well, don't give up on us just yet.

0:08:35 > 0:08:37The Amiodarone and Frusemide should...

0:08:37 > 0:08:39Help alleviate the symptoms, I know.

0:08:41 > 0:08:42I don't want to live like that.

0:08:45 > 0:08:47What do you write about?

0:08:48 > 0:08:50Good days, bad days.

0:08:51 > 0:08:54The trials and tribulations of sex with a heart condition.

0:08:54 > 0:08:57You...put all that out there?

0:08:57 > 0:09:00My name's Alex, and I'm an over-sharer.

0:09:02 > 0:09:06Well, I hope to get some answers out of your tests, Alex.

0:09:08 > 0:09:10He seems enamoured with you.

0:09:12 > 0:09:13Oh, I wouldn't worry.

0:09:13 > 0:09:16I think he spends more time hugging trees than women.

0:09:16 > 0:09:18Are you not a fan of the alternative approach?

0:09:18 > 0:09:19I like to keep an open mind.

0:09:19 > 0:09:22What, like UFOs and crop circles?

0:09:22 > 0:09:26You may mock, but there is a whole body of evidence to suggest that...

0:09:26 > 0:09:28Too much X-Files for me, thank you.

0:09:28 > 0:09:29Excuse me?

0:09:29 > 0:09:33Doctor March, could I have a word, please?

0:09:33 > 0:09:34Yeah, sure.

0:09:34 > 0:09:37Somewhere a little more private.

0:09:54 > 0:09:55Zosh...

0:09:55 > 0:09:56You're not named.

0:09:59 > 0:10:02Well, that's fine, then.

0:10:02 > 0:10:03No harm done.

0:10:03 > 0:10:06All the same, you know where I am.

0:10:06 > 0:10:07Maybe you should go home?

0:10:07 > 0:10:09I'm fine, really.

0:10:09 > 0:10:13Um, can you get Mr Lambert's test results back as quickly as possible?

0:10:13 > 0:10:16- Zosia?- I'm fine.

0:10:16 > 0:10:20There's a button beside your bed, if you want to move up or down.

0:10:20 > 0:10:22Right, I tell you what. Let me just show you.

0:10:22 > 0:10:23I'm sure I can manage.

0:10:23 > 0:10:26I can get you some water. Would you like some water?

0:10:26 > 0:10:29It's nil by mouth until after the op, remember?

0:10:29 > 0:10:32Yes, sorry. Yes, of course.

0:10:32 > 0:10:34Honestly, he must drive you mad.

0:10:34 > 0:10:35It's been known.

0:10:35 > 0:10:37So, you two ganging up on me, are you?

0:10:37 > 0:10:41Ah, this is one of our most esteemed consultants, Ric Griffin,

0:10:41 > 0:10:43and he's going to be doing your surgery today.

0:10:43 > 0:10:44Esteemed?

0:10:44 > 0:10:48Well, it's not often I'm getting such a grand introduction.

0:10:48 > 0:10:50You must be the famous Miss Edelman?

0:10:50 > 0:10:52Maria, please.

0:10:52 > 0:10:55And I prefer "infamous", but never mind.

0:10:55 > 0:10:56I've heard a great deal about you.

0:10:56 > 0:11:00If it's from Sacha, I imagine it's the censored version.

0:11:00 > 0:11:03Wait until he's gone, I'll tell you some real stories.

0:11:03 > 0:11:05See, I told you she's a fire-cracker.

0:11:05 > 0:11:06I look forward to hearing more.

0:11:09 > 0:11:12Now, since we're related, I can't treat you.

0:11:12 > 0:11:13I know that, Sacha.

0:11:13 > 0:11:16But Ric and our resident CT1, Dominic Copeland,

0:11:16 > 0:11:17will be attending to your every need.

0:11:17 > 0:11:19- Obviously you got Essie standing by...- Sacha.

0:11:19 > 0:11:22- And I'm going to be popping in from time to time...- Sacha, breathe!

0:11:22 > 0:11:24Yeah. Yeah, you're right.

0:11:24 > 0:11:25LOUD CRASHING

0:11:27 > 0:11:28Excuse me.

0:11:32 > 0:11:35Don't start. I'm already having one of those mornings.

0:11:35 > 0:11:38You've got a very, very important patient today, OK?

0:11:38 > 0:11:42What, the angioplasty for the arterial leg ulcer? Please.

0:11:42 > 0:11:44I'm cartwheeling with excitement!

0:11:44 > 0:11:46This is my Great-Aunt Maria.

0:11:51 > 0:11:52There is a pulse.

0:11:52 > 0:11:55It's weaker than the healthy leg, but it is present.

0:11:55 > 0:11:57What does that mean?

0:11:57 > 0:12:00It means you may need surgery.

0:12:00 > 0:12:01I can't be off work long!

0:12:01 > 0:12:04Yeah, but we won't know for sure until we do the angiogram,

0:12:04 > 0:12:05and the scanner room's still backed up.

0:12:05 > 0:12:08Is there anyone we can call for you? Partner, kids...?

0:12:08 > 0:12:11Never had time for either. I'm married to the job.

0:12:11 > 0:12:14And she's a bit of a dangerous driver, is she?

0:12:14 > 0:12:16No!

0:12:16 > 0:12:19If it's anyone's fault, it's mine.

0:12:19 > 0:12:22That's the last one you were meant to see today.

0:12:22 > 0:12:24I can go through tomorrow's list, too, if you like?

0:12:24 > 0:12:26Trisha, you've done enough already.

0:12:26 > 0:12:29Go home, revise for your test.

0:12:29 > 0:12:31Oh, I think he's had enough of giving me free lessons.

0:12:31 > 0:12:35Cuthbert has a "no pass, no fee" guarantee.

0:12:35 > 0:12:36That's very generous.

0:12:36 > 0:12:38If you're going to stay,

0:12:38 > 0:12:39you can revise with me.

0:12:45 > 0:12:47Well, they seem to be getting on all right so far.

0:12:47 > 0:12:51Can't last. Two consultants of equal status and ability on one ward?

0:12:53 > 0:12:55It'll end in tears. Or violence.

0:12:55 > 0:12:57Hopefully. Do you know what?

0:12:57 > 0:12:59If I had to put money on one of them,

0:12:59 > 0:13:02it pains me to say it, my money's on Bernie.

0:13:02 > 0:13:04Trauma expert in her natural habitat.

0:13:04 > 0:13:06No-one knows this ward like Serena.

0:13:06 > 0:13:08Let's see who comes out on top.

0:13:08 > 0:13:10The loser gets the first pint.

0:13:14 > 0:13:16Doesn't make sense.

0:13:16 > 0:13:18How has he suddenly deteriorated so much?

0:13:18 > 0:13:19Why, indeed?

0:13:19 > 0:13:22That's why I'm relying on you to crack the case, Sherlock.

0:13:28 > 0:13:30Morning, Zoshy.

0:13:30 > 0:13:33Before you start, I'm OK.

0:13:33 > 0:13:36That's something I've heard you say many times when it's not true.

0:13:36 > 0:13:38I'm fine.

0:13:38 > 0:13:39I'm not ashamed of my condition.

0:13:39 > 0:13:42No. No, of course not. But you can't blame me for worrying.

0:13:42 > 0:13:45I heard about Arthur.

0:13:45 > 0:13:47This is not the time or place for that conversation.

0:13:47 > 0:13:49I have patients.

0:13:54 > 0:13:58OK, so, your Echo has shed no light on the arrhythmia.

0:13:58 > 0:14:01Have you taken any new medication recently?

0:14:01 > 0:14:03I told you, I'm more about the natural approach.

0:14:03 > 0:14:06Yes, you did.

0:14:06 > 0:14:08So, alternative remedies, then?

0:14:08 > 0:14:11I take a daily dose of vitamin C, a few herbal supplements.

0:14:11 > 0:14:14- More than the recommended daily amount?- Depends.

0:14:15 > 0:14:18You do know that taking high doses of some supplements can lead

0:14:18 > 0:14:20to nausea...

0:14:20 > 0:14:22Vomiting, abdominal pain... Yep, I know.

0:14:22 > 0:14:24I've had none of those.

0:14:24 > 0:14:26Do you have those tablets here?

0:14:27 > 0:14:30Sorry. I can look them up, though.

0:14:30 > 0:14:31No, it's fine.

0:14:31 > 0:14:35Could you order an MRI scan for Mr Lambert, please?

0:14:53 > 0:14:55Hey, how you getting on?

0:14:55 > 0:14:58Yeah, good. Yeah, I'm almost there.

0:14:58 > 0:15:00So, you're OK, then?

0:15:00 > 0:15:03Totally. You get back to work, don't worry about me.

0:15:10 > 0:15:12Right. OK.

0:15:13 > 0:15:14I'll let you get on.

0:15:18 > 0:15:20Come on, concentrate.

0:15:20 > 0:15:22When approaching a roundabout...?

0:15:22 > 0:15:24Decide on exit,

0:15:24 > 0:15:27give appropriate signal, correct lane.

0:15:27 > 0:15:28Quick make-up check in mirror?

0:15:28 > 0:15:30Trisha!

0:15:30 > 0:15:32Mr Bradley, I'm afraid there's an arterial bleed

0:15:32 > 0:15:34and your leg is threatened.

0:15:34 > 0:15:36What exactly does that mean?

0:15:36 > 0:15:37You could lose it.

0:15:37 > 0:15:39You can't let that happen!

0:15:39 > 0:15:42We need to get you into surgery as soon as possible,

0:15:42 > 0:15:44get a better idea of what's going on.

0:15:44 > 0:15:46To say you consent to the operation...

0:15:49 > 0:15:51What are you waiting for? Sign it!

0:15:51 > 0:15:55If I've crippled you I'll never forgive myself.

0:15:55 > 0:15:56Everything all right, Mr Bradley?

0:15:56 > 0:15:58Er...

0:16:03 > 0:16:04Ah, thanks.

0:16:08 > 0:16:10Thank you. Thanks very much.

0:16:13 > 0:16:16Mr Bradley - I think there's something else going on.

0:16:16 > 0:16:17What?

0:16:17 > 0:16:19Bitemporal hemianopia.

0:16:19 > 0:16:23Ah. Not ideal for a driving instructor.

0:16:23 > 0:16:26Serena, call from Jason. Says it's urgent.

0:16:26 > 0:16:28I'll be back as soon as I can.

0:16:30 > 0:16:32What's so urgent you had to page me?

0:16:32 > 0:16:36Oh, Zosia's dealing with this leak business well.

0:16:36 > 0:16:39Rather TOO well, don't you think?

0:16:39 > 0:16:41She's a tough cookie.

0:16:41 > 0:16:44She's just as vulnerable now as she ever was.

0:16:46 > 0:16:48Look, humour me, will you?

0:16:48 > 0:16:51I've been through this with Zosia. You haven't.

0:16:53 > 0:16:55You're asking me for a favour?

0:16:55 > 0:16:57I'll be caught up in theatre for a while.

0:16:57 > 0:16:59I'd appreciate it if you could look after her.

0:16:59 > 0:17:00Don't let me down.

0:17:03 > 0:17:07Excuse me, how close was Mr Bradley when you backed into him?

0:17:09 > 0:17:13He stepped back, like he couldn't see me.

0:17:13 > 0:17:16I tried to stop but it was too late.

0:17:16 > 0:17:17SHE SIGHS

0:17:17 > 0:17:20To be honest, I've been worried about him for a while now.

0:17:20 > 0:17:22Why's that?

0:17:22 > 0:17:25Well, a few lessons ago he clipped a wing of a motorbike

0:17:25 > 0:17:27that was parked up.

0:17:27 > 0:17:29And he's been walking into things.

0:17:29 > 0:17:32You're not going to report him to the DVLA, are you?

0:17:32 > 0:17:33His job means everything to him!

0:17:33 > 0:17:35His health's my only concern.

0:17:41 > 0:17:42Seen Serena?

0:17:42 > 0:17:44She's still in her office.

0:17:48 > 0:17:49Nothing seems to be adding up.

0:17:49 > 0:17:52He's admitted taking high doses of herbal remedies,

0:17:52 > 0:17:55but the MRI shows no fibrosis,

0:17:55 > 0:17:58and nothing that accounts for the arrhythmia.

0:17:58 > 0:18:00The valve has deteriorated.

0:18:00 > 0:18:02No. I don't buy it.

0:18:05 > 0:18:06Doctor March?

0:18:06 > 0:18:08Mr Lambert.

0:18:08 > 0:18:10Maybe you can help me solve a mystery.

0:18:11 > 0:18:13Who's the hospital's resident bipolar doc?

0:18:13 > 0:18:15My followers are dying to know.

0:18:16 > 0:18:18People are interested in that?

0:18:18 > 0:18:20Course. Looks set to go viral.

0:18:20 > 0:18:22I wouldn't believe everything you read in the papers.

0:18:24 > 0:18:25Is it him?

0:18:28 > 0:18:30He's got that blank, medicated look about him.

0:18:32 > 0:18:34What? He's not your boyfriend, is he?

0:18:38 > 0:18:39He is!

0:18:42 > 0:18:44I was joking.

0:18:44 > 0:18:46Good-looking guy. Well done, you.

0:18:46 > 0:18:50If he did have bipolar, would it matter, in treating you?

0:18:50 > 0:18:53Depends on whether or not he was fit to do the job.

0:18:53 > 0:18:57I'm not saying he wouldn't be, but you have to wonder, don't you?

0:18:58 > 0:18:59No.

0:19:06 > 0:19:08SIRENS IN DISTANCE

0:19:21 > 0:19:23I think I'm going to eat these first.

0:19:23 > 0:19:26They won't have enough lunch for me.

0:19:28 > 0:19:29They have chops today.

0:19:29 > 0:19:32But they'll only have done two. With boiled potatoes.

0:19:32 > 0:19:34- You're rambling.- Yes.

0:19:36 > 0:19:37Right, come on, let's go.

0:19:39 > 0:19:41What about work?

0:19:41 > 0:19:43Don't worry about that. Keys. Ignition. Drive.

0:19:50 > 0:19:52Half a day's leave?

0:19:52 > 0:19:58Family emergency, apparently. He seemed upset. I could hardly say no.

0:19:58 > 0:20:02But don't worry, I'm sure Essie and I will take good care

0:20:02 > 0:20:04of your great-aunt without him.

0:20:04 > 0:20:08Mr Griffin's right. Step away from the cubicle.

0:20:12 > 0:20:13Has she said anything to you?

0:20:13 > 0:20:15About what?

0:20:16 > 0:20:17I don't know, I just...

0:20:20 > 0:20:21I feel responsible.

0:20:22 > 0:20:26I mean, an ulcer that size, I should've seen the signs.

0:20:26 > 0:20:29How? You can't be with her all the time.

0:20:29 > 0:20:32And even if you were, she wouldn't tell you that there was anything wrong.

0:20:32 > 0:20:35Look, just stop fussing. It will be fine, OK?

0:20:39 > 0:20:41You good at crosswords?

0:20:41 > 0:20:44My mind's not as sharp as it used to be, but I like to try.

0:20:50 > 0:20:53Five across, eight letters, "philanderer".

0:20:54 > 0:21:00- Middle letter "T", ends in an "O"? - Lothario?

0:21:00 > 0:21:02You got that a little bit too quickly.

0:21:02 > 0:21:07I suspect you've broken many a heart.

0:21:07 > 0:21:09Love 'em and leave 'em, eh?

0:21:10 > 0:21:11Not quite.

0:21:11 > 0:21:13Some of them left me.

0:21:13 > 0:21:17Not so much a one-night man, but more than one marriage.

0:21:17 > 0:21:18Am I right?

0:21:20 > 0:21:25Always looking for that one connection, never quite finding it.

0:21:28 > 0:21:29I never married.

0:21:31 > 0:21:33Really?

0:21:33 > 0:21:34I had too much to do.

0:21:35 > 0:21:39And any maternal pangs I had were channelled into Sacha

0:21:39 > 0:21:40when he was a boy.

0:21:42 > 0:21:46I used to take him to do all the things that Esther wouldn't allow.

0:21:46 > 0:21:49He would ride pillion on my motorcycle, too.

0:21:50 > 0:21:51We never told her.

0:21:51 > 0:21:54So you were the naughty auntie!

0:21:54 > 0:21:56Aren't those the best kind?

0:21:58 > 0:22:01Six letters, Mr Griffin.

0:22:02 > 0:22:06Another word for "encumbrance", beginning with a B.

0:22:07 > 0:22:08Burden.

0:22:08 > 0:22:12I've never been one, and I don't intend to start now.

0:22:14 > 0:22:17Yes. Yes. It must be frustrating.

0:22:17 > 0:22:18Jason, look, I've got to go.

0:22:18 > 0:22:21If all else fails, try turning it on and off again.

0:22:21 > 0:22:24Don't suppose you're an expert on TV hard drives, are you?

0:22:24 > 0:22:27Ours isn't working and Jason is not taking it well.

0:22:27 > 0:22:28Not my area.

0:22:28 > 0:22:30Now, if he wants to know how to handle a tank...?

0:22:30 > 0:22:33HE might not, but I wouldn't mind a go.

0:22:38 > 0:22:39Alex's bloods.

0:22:39 > 0:22:40Anything?

0:22:44 > 0:22:45Thank you.

0:22:57 > 0:22:59What's wrong?

0:22:59 > 0:23:02Nothing. We just need to take more blood.

0:23:02 > 0:23:04Why?

0:23:04 > 0:23:07First sample coagulated. Sorry.

0:23:14 > 0:23:16Could I take a look at the CT angiogram, please?

0:23:16 > 0:23:17Yes, why?

0:23:18 > 0:23:21I'm a vascular surgeon and it's a vascular injury.

0:23:21 > 0:23:25Course. Though I'd have classed it as a trauma injury.

0:23:25 > 0:23:27You say potato, I say pot-ah-to.

0:23:31 > 0:23:35I see you're taking Ms Wolfe's presence with such good grace.

0:23:35 > 0:23:40Oh, well. We're one big happy family here in AAU, Henrik. You know that.

0:23:40 > 0:23:43Nevertheless, some departmental heads wouldn't be so generous

0:23:43 > 0:23:46about allowing another surgeon to oversee their ward.

0:23:47 > 0:23:49What?

0:23:49 > 0:23:51That's why she's here.

0:23:52 > 0:23:54Were you led to believe otherwise?

0:23:57 > 0:23:59Oh, I'll let you get on.

0:24:06 > 0:24:07About Miss Edelman...

0:24:08 > 0:24:13An ulcer usually only gets to that size when someone's really inactive.

0:24:13 > 0:24:17Now, I know that she's not an easy one to manage, but...

0:24:18 > 0:24:19Leave it with me. I know.

0:24:21 > 0:24:22Thank you.

0:24:24 > 0:24:25I'm going.

0:24:27 > 0:24:29My dear girl.

0:24:30 > 0:24:32You have him well trained!

0:24:32 > 0:24:33I like to think so.

0:24:33 > 0:24:37Why couldn't he have met you two wives ago?

0:24:37 > 0:24:41Aw, he means well. He's just worried about you.

0:24:41 > 0:24:43He needn't be.

0:24:43 > 0:24:46- Well,- I- know that. But maybe you could just humour him a bit.

0:24:47 > 0:24:49Let him think he's helping.

0:24:50 > 0:24:52Now, he tells me amazing stories

0:24:52 > 0:24:55about the day trips that you used to take him on.

0:24:55 > 0:25:00Maybe you could let him return the favour, take you out now and again.

0:25:03 > 0:25:06So Mr Griffin and all his wives.

0:25:06 > 0:25:10Did no-one tell him on the seventh day, a man's supposed to rest?

0:25:10 > 0:25:12You think the leg'll be OK, then?

0:25:12 > 0:25:14I have every confidence.

0:25:14 > 0:25:17- Ms Campbell, could I, er...? - Excuse me.

0:25:22 > 0:25:24Did you talk to him about damage-limitation surgery

0:25:24 > 0:25:26and the possibility of another op?

0:25:26 > 0:25:29No, because I don't intend to lose the leg.

0:25:29 > 0:25:33But in a trauma situation you always need a plan B.

0:25:33 > 0:25:36Myself and Mr Di Lucca know what we're doing.

0:25:36 > 0:25:38So if there's nothing else...?

0:25:39 > 0:25:42At least let me observe in theatre?

0:25:42 > 0:25:43As if I have a choice(!)

0:25:47 > 0:25:50Were you ever going to tell me you're here to babysit?

0:25:50 > 0:25:54Ah, good. Mr Self is here to run a neuro check on Mr Bradley.

0:25:54 > 0:25:56But we'll lose our slot in theatre.

0:25:58 > 0:25:59So be it.

0:25:59 > 0:26:02We don't want to risk any slip-ups, do we?

0:26:06 > 0:26:08- Seconds out, round two.- Yeah.

0:26:10 > 0:26:12RADIO: 'But also, and to a lesser extent,

0:26:12 > 0:26:16'against the loss of the world in which he had grown...'

0:26:16 > 0:26:17Oh, I HATE the suburbs.

0:26:19 > 0:26:22It's all well-kept lawns and sexual oppression.

0:26:27 > 0:26:29No wonder they all become swingers.

0:26:30 > 0:26:32Not your parents, obviously.

0:26:35 > 0:26:38Right, well, I'm assuming you don't want me to come in with you.

0:26:38 > 0:26:42I really don't think I can do this.

0:26:42 > 0:26:45Diggers, seriously. Are your parents THAT menacing?

0:26:45 > 0:26:48This is Middle England. We don't do menacing.

0:26:48 > 0:26:52It's just passive aggression and Paddington bear hard stares.

0:26:53 > 0:26:57They're not bad people, they're just what you'd call...

0:26:57 > 0:26:59unemotional.

0:26:59 > 0:27:01And they don't like change.

0:27:03 > 0:27:04Or surprises.

0:27:05 > 0:27:08Well, you probably should've told them

0:27:08 > 0:27:11something about the wedding, then, at least.

0:27:11 > 0:27:13HE BELCHES

0:27:13 > 0:27:16Urgh!

0:27:16 > 0:27:18What was in those sandwiches?

0:27:18 > 0:27:20Sardine and tomato.

0:27:21 > 0:27:22Yuck!

0:27:22 > 0:27:25When I was younger, we used to go for these long country walks

0:27:25 > 0:27:29every weekend, and we'd have little sardine and tomato sandwiches

0:27:29 > 0:27:32when we stopped for lunch, and a little flask of oxtail soup.

0:27:32 > 0:27:34You're really not selling it to me.

0:27:36 > 0:27:38Do you know what?

0:27:38 > 0:27:41I can't remember, on any of those walks,

0:27:41 > 0:27:45talking about anything apart from school, or colleges,

0:27:45 > 0:27:47or long-term career plans.

0:27:50 > 0:27:54At least we'll have something interesting to chat about today.

0:27:54 > 0:27:57I don't have a clue where to start.

0:27:59 > 0:28:04Right, OK, well, when I was at med school

0:28:04 > 0:28:08and I had some big presentation, I would practise in a mirror.

0:28:11 > 0:28:12I can practise with you.

0:28:12 > 0:28:15No. No, you cannot. We're not doing that.

0:28:15 > 0:28:17No!

0:28:17 > 0:28:18Stop looking at me.

0:28:24 > 0:28:25OK, breathe.

0:28:25 > 0:28:28Increase his oxygen to nine litres, please.

0:28:28 > 0:28:33Lean forward for me, Alex, and breathe. In and out. That's it.

0:28:33 > 0:28:36I'm just going to listen to your chest, OK?

0:28:37 > 0:28:38Thank you.

0:28:40 > 0:28:43You feeling any better now, Mr Lambert?

0:28:43 > 0:28:44Can I see his chart, please?

0:28:48 > 0:28:49Thank you.

0:28:50 > 0:28:53MRI seems fine.

0:28:54 > 0:28:56Bloods are normal.

0:28:56 > 0:28:59That was quick. Dr March only redid the test a few minutes ago.

0:29:02 > 0:29:06You're talking about the first test. It came back OK?

0:29:10 > 0:29:13Dr March said they coagulated. Why would she lie?

0:29:13 > 0:29:16It's a simple mistake, I'm sure. She's got a lot on her plate.

0:29:20 > 0:29:22She's the one with bipolar, isn't she?

0:29:27 > 0:29:28Now.

0:29:30 > 0:29:32Same thing, other side.

0:29:32 > 0:29:34Look straight ahead, tell me when you can see the blue light.

0:29:40 > 0:29:42Now.

0:29:42 > 0:29:43Well?

0:29:45 > 0:29:48You have bitemporal hemianopia.

0:29:48 > 0:29:51It's secondary to the pituitary tumour on the CT scan.

0:29:51 > 0:29:53So that would explain your difficulty

0:29:53 > 0:29:54with the peripheral vision.

0:29:54 > 0:29:55Am I going to die?

0:29:57 > 0:29:58These types of tumour are treatable.

0:29:58 > 0:30:02You won't be able to do a few things for a while - operating heavy

0:30:02 > 0:30:05machinery, driving, etc.

0:30:05 > 0:30:08And it will need further investigation from my team.

0:30:08 > 0:30:11Well, that was a waste of time. Could easily have waited.

0:30:11 > 0:30:14Maybe Hanssen brought you back too soon.

0:30:14 > 0:30:16Actually, Guy, the neuro assessment was my idea.

0:30:16 > 0:30:19I wanted to be absolutely sure we weren't dealing with a head injury.

0:30:19 > 0:30:20Really?

0:30:22 > 0:30:24What's your game?

0:30:25 > 0:30:27No game. Guy was out of order!

0:30:30 > 0:30:32KNOCK AT THE DOOR

0:30:34 > 0:30:36What are you doing in here?

0:30:36 > 0:30:39I was just checking...

0:30:39 > 0:30:44I was, er...just checking if this news story was the reason the trial

0:30:44 > 0:30:45participant cancelled.

0:30:45 > 0:30:48You're going through Jac's confidential papers?

0:30:48 > 0:30:51Well, she's shown me most of this stuff already.

0:30:54 > 0:30:59- So?- The new participant pulled out because they wrongly assumed

0:30:59 > 0:31:00the device was unsafe.

0:31:00 > 0:31:04It's infuriating, it's got nothing to do with my mental...

0:31:04 > 0:31:07the mental health story.

0:31:10 > 0:31:13I had to know. You must understand that?

0:31:13 > 0:31:16Why did you take more bloods from Alex Lambert?

0:31:16 > 0:31:20To do a tox screen. I know he's keeping something from us.

0:31:23 > 0:31:25Please have faith in me. I'm good at my job.

0:31:30 > 0:31:32I don't want you to be my doctor any more.

0:31:32 > 0:31:34Why take blood twice for no good reason?

0:31:34 > 0:31:36I felt it was necessary to take more tests.

0:31:36 > 0:31:40Right, what about you? Do you think it was necessary?

0:31:40 > 0:31:44Oh, he seems sensible, rational. I'd like him to take over my treatment.

0:31:44 > 0:31:47I'm sorry, Dr March, it's a matter of trust.

0:31:47 > 0:31:50Well, it's within your rights to choose who treats you.

0:31:55 > 0:31:58Right, just so I'm clear, am I Mum or Dad?

0:31:58 > 0:32:03- Er, both?- No, I can't be both. I need to get into character.

0:32:03 > 0:32:06- Mum.- Right, name?- Really?- Yes.

0:32:06 > 0:32:09Look, we either do this properly or not at all.

0:32:09 > 0:32:10Felicity.

0:32:11 > 0:32:14Don't tell me your dad's name, I think it will depress me.

0:32:14 > 0:32:19OK, I am channelling Felicity Digby.

0:32:21 > 0:32:22I'm ready.

0:32:22 > 0:32:26The thing is, Mum and Dad...I...

0:32:26 > 0:32:29- Have you changed your hair? - What?- It looks different.

0:32:29 > 0:32:31Different to what?

0:32:31 > 0:32:34Dom, my mum's not going to ask me about my hair!

0:32:34 > 0:32:37I'm just trying to get an authentic mother-son vibe.

0:32:37 > 0:32:39You've met Carole, you know what she's like.

0:32:39 > 0:32:41Whenever I try to have a conversation with her,

0:32:41 > 0:32:42she always goes off on tangent.

0:32:42 > 0:32:47It's always "tangent, tangent, tangent" in the Copeland household.

0:32:47 > 0:32:50Right, OK, fine, Felicity doesn't do small-talk. Noted.

0:32:54 > 0:32:58So, I have been wanting to tell you for a long time that...

0:32:58 > 0:33:01- You're a homosexual? Look, we always knew. It's OK.- Dom!

0:33:01 > 0:33:03Sorry, couldn't resist.

0:33:03 > 0:33:06- Do you want to help me or not? - Yes. Yes, of course I do.

0:33:06 > 0:33:08Go ahead. Sorry.

0:33:09 > 0:33:13Mum, Dad, I have cancer.

0:33:16 > 0:33:19And it's bad. It's really bad.

0:33:22 > 0:33:26And I've been undergoing treatment for months, but that's failed.

0:33:28 > 0:33:31The fact is, I'm going to die.

0:33:45 > 0:33:48Hmm. Right, I'd better get in there.

0:34:09 > 0:34:12What do you want me to say? I'm not doubting you.

0:34:12 > 0:34:16- Only as a physician!- Only how you've been going about things today.

0:34:16 > 0:34:20- Are you sure seeing Arthur last night didn't...?- Didn't what?

0:34:20 > 0:34:22Didn't upset you more than you're letting on?

0:34:22 > 0:34:25This has got nothing to do with Arthur!

0:34:25 > 0:34:29Ah, there you are Dr March. Could I have a word with you, please?

0:34:32 > 0:34:33Oh, Serena, have you got a minute?

0:34:33 > 0:34:36As long as that's all it is. I'm due in theatre.

0:34:47 > 0:34:50Remind me not to get ill any time soon.

0:34:50 > 0:34:53Who wants a head-case like Dr Zosia March treating them?

0:34:53 > 0:34:56Look, I'm sure that no actual patients read this stuff.

0:34:56 > 0:34:58As I assume the information came from a member of staff,

0:34:58 > 0:35:01- there will, of course, be a full investigation.- Zosia?

0:35:03 > 0:35:06- It was you, wasn't it?- Excuse me?

0:35:06 > 0:35:09- You leaked my name.- I don't know what you're talking about.

0:35:09 > 0:35:12I'll give you the full show, shall I?

0:35:12 > 0:35:15Here she is, crazy psycho doctor!

0:35:15 > 0:35:18Maybe I should pop into theatre, come back with some scalpels,

0:35:18 > 0:35:21- make it really scary?- Get her away. - Such a come-down for you, isn't it?

0:35:21 > 0:35:25Promising medical career one minute, quinoa and crystals the next.

0:35:25 > 0:35:28- But that is NOT my fault!- He's arrested. Crash trolley, please.

0:35:28 > 0:35:30You, out, now!

0:35:30 > 0:35:33Let's get the defib's on, please, as quickly as possible.

0:35:33 > 0:35:35Charging at 150.

0:35:40 > 0:35:42OK, stand clear. Shocking.

0:35:44 > 0:35:46OK, back in normal sinus rhythm.

0:35:46 > 0:35:48Alex, you've had a cardiac arrest.

0:35:48 > 0:35:52We're going to have to replace that valve once we got a theatre free.

0:36:01 > 0:36:03Dr March. My office, please.

0:36:11 > 0:36:14You won't have to stop working for long.

0:36:14 > 0:36:18It's not just a job to me, Trish. You know that.

0:36:18 > 0:36:19There is more to life!

0:36:22 > 0:36:25Cuthbert? What's wrong?

0:36:25 > 0:36:29Can you come and take a look at Cuthbert, please?

0:36:29 > 0:36:30Something's happening.

0:36:33 > 0:36:35He's tachycardic.

0:36:35 > 0:36:39No pulse. We need to take him to theatre. Where's Ms Campbell?

0:36:39 > 0:36:42- She said she'd be back soon. - Let's go.

0:36:43 > 0:36:46Excuse me, I'll take over from here, Ms Wolfe.

0:36:48 > 0:36:50I'm not unsympathetic to your situation.

0:36:50 > 0:36:53Nobody likes to have their privacy invaded.

0:36:56 > 0:37:00And I think we have all been affected by Dr Digby's recent news.

0:37:01 > 0:37:05Perhaps it would help if you were to take the rest of the day off.

0:37:05 > 0:37:08Mr Hanssen, please, that's not necessary.

0:37:09 > 0:37:12I'd like the opportunity to apologise to Mr Lambert,

0:37:12 > 0:37:14see his case through.

0:37:14 > 0:37:16It's important to prove to patients like him

0:37:16 > 0:37:20that bipolar doesn't make a doctor any less able to do their job.

0:37:20 > 0:37:22I won't let you down again, you have my word.

0:37:23 > 0:37:26Evacuating the haematoma.

0:37:28 > 0:37:30Suction. Large amount of non-surgical bleeding.

0:37:30 > 0:37:33Not good. What do you want to do?

0:37:33 > 0:37:36Well, we could still go ahead with the vein graft.

0:37:36 > 0:37:38I think we need a plan B.

0:37:40 > 0:37:42Might be better to do a temporary shunt?

0:37:42 > 0:37:44Repair the artery and restore the blood flow.

0:37:44 > 0:37:46Complete the vein graft tomorrow?

0:37:48 > 0:37:52- You really think that's the best way to go?- I do.

0:37:55 > 0:37:57Right, then. Proceed with the shunt.

0:37:57 > 0:38:01Ms Wolfe, you can take over from here.

0:38:03 > 0:38:05So please accept my apology.

0:38:06 > 0:38:10I don't know. I feel very let down.

0:38:10 > 0:38:14Yes, I understand that, but I honestly didn't mean any of it.

0:38:15 > 0:38:18Dr March is one of our finest young doctors.

0:38:18 > 0:38:19You couldn't be in better hands.

0:38:21 > 0:38:23I suppose I may have overreacted.

0:38:23 > 0:38:28I should have more compassion, given what I've been through myself.

0:38:28 > 0:38:32So you can carry on treating me... under supervision.

0:38:32 > 0:38:34Thank you.

0:38:34 > 0:38:36If you have got any questions about the surgery,

0:38:36 > 0:38:40- Dr March will fill you in. She'll be assisting.- You're letting me assist?

0:38:40 > 0:38:42If Hanssen's happy for you to be here, why shouldn't I be?

0:38:42 > 0:38:44Now let's show that happy-clappy lentil muncher

0:38:44 > 0:38:46what you're made of.

0:38:46 > 0:38:47Zosh, about earlier...

0:38:47 > 0:38:49No, you did what you had to do.

0:38:49 > 0:38:53And I didn't do much for the preconceived ideas of bipolar.

0:38:54 > 0:38:57My bedside manner is right up there with Kylo Ren and Voldemort.

0:38:57 > 0:39:01Well, slightly more attractive in my opinion.

0:39:03 > 0:39:05We're on the same team, OK?

0:39:09 > 0:39:11Still think she's coping well?

0:39:11 > 0:39:15- Yes.- I don't.

0:39:15 > 0:39:18I see a fragile girl who is barely keeping it together

0:39:18 > 0:39:19and putting on a brave face.

0:39:19 > 0:39:21She wouldn't do that to me.

0:39:21 > 0:39:25Yes, Ollie. That is exactly what she would do.

0:39:25 > 0:39:29You see, Zosia wants you to think she's fine, even though she might

0:39:29 > 0:39:33not be, and the consequences of that could be devastating for her career.

0:39:33 > 0:39:34OK...

0:39:35 > 0:39:38..say you're right.

0:39:38 > 0:39:40What can I do?

0:39:40 > 0:39:44Just remember you're her superior as well as her boyfriend.

0:39:44 > 0:39:47So you can save her from herself, make sure

0:39:47 > 0:39:50she doesn't do anything that she can't come back from.

0:39:54 > 0:39:57This may be a decision you've reached a little swiftly, I think.

0:39:57 > 0:39:58But it is my decision.

0:39:58 > 0:40:01Well, would you at least do me the courtesy of telling me why.

0:40:01 > 0:40:04Well, having to go from running my own department to being

0:40:04 > 0:40:08monitored by Ms Wolfe is a bit of a slap in the face, wouldn't you say?

0:40:08 > 0:40:09But it's temporary, as you know.

0:40:09 > 0:40:12Well, this way there's less embarrassment for the hospital

0:40:12 > 0:40:15- all round.- The role of martyr doesn't suit you, Ms Campbell.

0:40:15 > 0:40:17All the same, I'm done.

0:40:17 > 0:40:19Is there's nothing I can say to dissuade you?

0:40:21 > 0:40:22I'm afraid not.

0:40:53 > 0:40:55Diggers, I'm sorry.

0:40:55 > 0:40:57I know I can sometimes be...

0:40:57 > 0:40:59flippant and evasive.

0:40:59 > 0:41:01Really?

0:41:01 > 0:41:02But...

0:41:02 > 0:41:05I just need you to know that you don't have to drive

0:41:05 > 0:41:08miles and miles to talk to me

0:41:08 > 0:41:10about the important things.

0:41:12 > 0:41:13I'm here.

0:41:13 > 0:41:17And I'm...ready to listen,

0:41:17 > 0:41:19when and if you need me to.

0:41:23 > 0:41:25RADIO: 'The balance of power was adjusted...'

0:41:25 > 0:41:27And, please, can we not listen to this any more!

0:41:36 > 0:41:39Mind telling me why I had to finish an op you can complete

0:41:39 > 0:41:41with your eyes closed?

0:41:41 > 0:41:43I've decided my time here is up.

0:41:46 > 0:41:48If I'd said no, they'd have asked someone else.

0:41:48 > 0:41:51And I wanted to make sure that the person working with you

0:41:51 > 0:41:52had your back.

0:41:56 > 0:41:58Well, it was fun while it lasted.

0:42:00 > 0:42:01DOOR SLAMS

0:42:02 > 0:42:05- OK, look it's...- Wait, hold up.

0:42:05 > 0:42:08You do realise that anything you say, I have to act on?

0:42:10 > 0:42:13I'm not sure it's a good idea for her to assist in Alex Lambert's op.

0:42:13 > 0:42:17- Because?- I'm not questioning Zosia's ability or competence.

0:42:17 > 0:42:18But....

0:42:20 > 0:42:22Recent events have left her distracted,

0:42:22 > 0:42:24and I don't want her making any more mistakes.

0:42:24 > 0:42:29Ollie, seriously, think carefully about whether you want to go on.

0:43:08 > 0:43:12MUSIC: Four Seasons by Antonio Vivaldi

0:43:22 > 0:43:23Shiraz.

0:43:31 > 0:43:33Can I have a quick word?

0:43:41 > 0:43:45A senior member of staff has expressed a concern

0:43:45 > 0:43:47about your mental state today.

0:43:47 > 0:43:48I can't let you assist.

0:43:50 > 0:43:52What? Who?

0:43:52 > 0:43:53It doesn't matter.

0:43:53 > 0:43:55But if any surgeon in this hospital

0:43:55 > 0:43:58is about to perform a major procedure

0:43:58 > 0:44:01and someone calls in to question their competency,

0:44:01 > 0:44:03then we have to take that on board.

0:44:04 > 0:44:06Sorry, Zosh, my hands are tied.

0:44:13 > 0:44:15We've managed to keep your leg alive,

0:44:15 > 0:44:18but you will need further surgery in the next 24 hours.

0:44:21 > 0:44:22Trisha?

0:44:22 > 0:44:25Well, she's still here. I don't think she's going anywhere.

0:44:28 > 0:44:30Ms Campbell?

0:44:30 > 0:44:32Is he going to be all right? What about the tumour?

0:44:32 > 0:44:36Oh, well, as Mr Self said, the tumour's treatable.

0:44:36 > 0:44:40But I'm afraid Cuthbert Cars will be out of action for a while.

0:44:40 > 0:44:42Doesn't matter. I passed my test ages ago.

0:44:44 > 0:44:45Why the pretence?

0:44:46 > 0:44:48Someone had to keep an eye on him.

0:44:48 > 0:44:50The guardian angel.

0:44:51 > 0:44:54He was never going to ask for help, was he?

0:44:54 > 0:44:56Silly old fool.

0:44:56 > 0:44:59Well, don't be too hard on him. He's obviously a proud man.

0:44:59 > 0:45:02I dare say he didn't want to relinquish control.

0:45:11 > 0:45:18Cutting...from the right atrial appendage to the inferior vena cava.

0:45:20 > 0:45:21Suction.

0:45:28 > 0:45:31OK, let's get this show on the road.

0:45:39 > 0:45:40There'll be other operations.

0:45:40 > 0:45:42It was MY case.

0:45:42 > 0:45:45I just want to get on and save lives.

0:45:45 > 0:45:47We can't save everyone, though, can we?

0:45:47 > 0:45:50Alex's tox screen is back.

0:45:50 > 0:45:51And?

0:45:54 > 0:45:55Benzodiazepines.

0:45:58 > 0:45:59Zosia!

0:46:02 > 0:46:05Sliding the ring down into the annulus.

0:46:11 > 0:46:13Zosia!

0:46:16 > 0:46:18You know, whatever he's taken,

0:46:18 > 0:46:20he probably doesn't have it with him. OK?

0:46:25 > 0:46:26What is it? Go.

0:46:26 > 0:46:29Let's remove the air and prepare to come off bypass.

0:46:31 > 0:46:34- BEEPING - He's in VF. Paddles, please.

0:46:36 > 0:46:37Shocking.

0:46:41 > 0:46:42Charge to 20 again.

0:46:45 > 0:46:46Shocking.

0:46:50 > 0:46:53Normal sinus rhythm restored. What is going on?

0:46:56 > 0:46:57He's taken anti-depressants!

0:46:58 > 0:47:00Do we know how much?

0:47:00 > 0:47:01I'm not sure. The pack's empty.

0:47:01 > 0:47:03It's Long QT Syndrome.

0:47:03 > 0:47:06We need to put in a wire, please.

0:47:06 > 0:47:08Nice save, Dr March.

0:47:15 > 0:47:17What's this about?

0:47:17 > 0:47:19Your guess is as good as mine.

0:47:20 > 0:47:22I'd like to retract my resignation.

0:47:22 > 0:47:26And I'm happy to accept your retraction.

0:47:26 > 0:47:28There's a caveat...

0:47:28 > 0:47:30Much as it pains me to admit it, my situation at home,

0:47:30 > 0:47:35with Jason and his needs, has been somewhat...overwhelming.

0:47:35 > 0:47:38And things clearly can't go on as they are.

0:47:38 > 0:47:44Now, Ms Wolfe's presence today has not been without its uses.

0:47:44 > 0:47:49And apart from nominal rank, there is no denying that we are equals.

0:47:52 > 0:47:57So, I have a rather novel suggestion.

0:48:01 > 0:48:03Miss Edelman, do you have a minute?

0:48:13 > 0:48:15I wanted to apologise to you.

0:48:15 > 0:48:18You don't need to explain.

0:48:24 > 0:48:30You see, what you said this morning in the car park...was true,

0:48:30 > 0:48:33and I WAS running from something.

0:48:35 > 0:48:36But I'm not now.

0:48:38 > 0:48:40And I wanted to thank you.

0:48:40 > 0:48:43When you've been no more than a number,

0:48:43 > 0:48:45you understand the desire to run.

0:48:50 > 0:48:53Not so steady on my feet any more.

0:48:53 > 0:48:58But the idea of being chaperoned every time I leave the house...?

0:49:01 > 0:49:03I'd rather stay at home,

0:49:03 > 0:49:05not be a bother.

0:49:06 > 0:49:10But that's not living, is it?

0:49:11 > 0:49:15I mean, it's pretty clear there's a lot of life in you yet.

0:49:15 > 0:49:17Please don't waste it.

0:49:29 > 0:49:30Crisis over, is it?

0:49:30 > 0:49:33Leave the boy alone, Sacha. He's here now.

0:49:33 > 0:49:34Nobody died.

0:49:34 > 0:49:38Theatre's free. Ready to face the enemy?

0:49:38 > 0:49:39Always.

0:49:44 > 0:49:50When I'm done, we'll take a look at your diary,

0:49:50 > 0:49:55work out when you're free to take me to the shops now and then.

0:49:57 > 0:50:00Probably the only way I'll find you'll do some exercise

0:50:00 > 0:50:02before the wedding.

0:50:05 > 0:50:08That dose you were on, I take it that wasn't prescribed by your GP?

0:50:08 > 0:50:11She wanted to send me for mindfulness therapy!

0:50:11 > 0:50:14Adult colouring books aren't going to get my medical career back,

0:50:14 > 0:50:16are they?

0:50:16 > 0:50:18So where did you get them?

0:50:19 > 0:50:20Online.

0:50:21 > 0:50:23I'll be asking a psych consult to come see you

0:50:23 > 0:50:24before you're discharged.

0:50:29 > 0:50:35So, all the positive thinking, holistic healing... Was that a lie?

0:50:35 > 0:50:37I wanted to believe it.

0:50:37 > 0:50:41I was just a loser with a heart condition.

0:50:43 > 0:50:46Well, this new valve will make a difference to that.

0:50:48 > 0:50:51And I wouldn't be too dismissive of the mindfulness idea -

0:50:51 > 0:50:55I've seen it make a real difference.

0:50:55 > 0:50:58Even crazies like me have been known to benefit.

0:51:02 > 0:51:04It was you, wasn't it, who leaked my name?

0:51:07 > 0:51:11You've got friends, a career,

0:51:11 > 0:51:12boyfriend...

0:51:16 > 0:51:18I'm jealous.

0:51:28 > 0:51:29Hello, darling.

0:51:29 > 0:51:31I appreciate what you were trying to do,

0:51:31 > 0:51:34but never lessen my competence to a colleague again.

0:51:34 > 0:51:37Um, I don't know what it is you think I've done, but...

0:51:37 > 0:51:39Telling Mo I wasn't up to surgery.

0:51:39 > 0:51:41I did no such thing.

0:51:41 > 0:51:43No-one else is questioning my state of mind today.

0:51:43 > 0:51:45Not to your face, perhaps.

0:51:45 > 0:51:46What is that supposed to mean?

0:51:46 > 0:51:48Nothing. It doesn't matter.

0:51:48 > 0:51:50No, no, you can't just say that then clam up.

0:51:50 > 0:51:51Who's been bad-mouthing me?

0:51:51 > 0:51:54Well, Oliver had a few questions about your emotional wellbeing.

0:51:54 > 0:51:57So I suppose if anyone told Mo, it would have been him.

0:51:57 > 0:52:00- He wouldn't do that! - Well, why don't you ask him?

0:52:03 > 0:52:05I better get off in a bit.

0:52:08 > 0:52:09Page 108.

0:52:19 > 0:52:21"Uneven road."

0:52:26 > 0:52:27"Frail..."

0:52:28 > 0:52:30I don't understand.

0:52:31 > 0:52:33Oh, you're frail. Yeah.

0:52:35 > 0:52:36But if you're game...

0:52:40 > 0:52:41"Wild horses"...

0:52:43 > 0:52:46Won't stop me asking you out for a date.

0:52:52 > 0:52:54I'd love to!

0:52:56 > 0:52:59And I can be the designated driver.

0:53:03 > 0:53:05It was not a happy theatre.

0:53:05 > 0:53:09I tell you, Ms Campbell and Ms Wolfe are that much away from all-out war.

0:53:09 > 0:53:11HE CLEARS THROAT

0:53:11 > 0:53:13Something troubling you?

0:53:13 > 0:53:15- No.- No, not at all.

0:53:19 > 0:53:20We really need to get out more!

0:53:20 > 0:53:22You're telling me!

0:53:28 > 0:53:31I can't believe I'm going to ask you this,

0:53:31 > 0:53:35but, um, did you tell Mo not to take me into theatre today?

0:53:37 > 0:53:39Yes.

0:53:42 > 0:53:44Why would you do that?

0:53:44 > 0:53:45I was trying to protect you.

0:53:47 > 0:53:48From what?

0:53:48 > 0:53:51A potentially tricky surgery. Under the circumstances,

0:53:51 > 0:53:53- I thought... - What circumstances?

0:53:54 > 0:53:57Can you honestly say that your mind was fully on the job today?

0:53:57 > 0:53:59No, not at every point.

0:53:59 > 0:54:04But...I was right to question my patient's honesty

0:54:04 > 0:54:09and I was right to order that toxicology report.

0:54:09 > 0:54:11Maybe. But overcompensating with your patients

0:54:11 > 0:54:13to get over your own problems

0:54:13 > 0:54:15isn't always the best thing to do.

0:54:15 > 0:54:17- What are you talking about? - Arthur's prognosis.

0:54:19 > 0:54:23When it's tough, like today, things like this can have an impact.

0:54:23 > 0:54:26Are you feeling slighted because I'm not crying on your shoulder?

0:54:26 > 0:54:28I know how much Arthur means to you, but I also know that you

0:54:28 > 0:54:33are struggling to cope with the fact that he's not going to get better!

0:54:33 > 0:54:36- Don't you make decisions about how- I- should feel,

0:54:36 > 0:54:38don't tell me what I can or cannot do!

0:54:38 > 0:54:40I am trying not to, Zosia!

0:54:40 > 0:54:43But I am your senior as well as your boyfriend.

0:54:45 > 0:54:47Well, that's easily resolved.

0:54:50 > 0:54:51We're finished.

0:54:54 > 0:54:55What?

0:54:55 > 0:54:56This.

0:54:56 > 0:54:59You and me - we're done.

0:55:06 > 0:55:11- RADIO:- 'History remembers the spirit of those living through this time

0:55:11 > 0:55:13'in a series of catchy galvanising phrases,

0:55:13 > 0:55:16'many of which are used again and again to describe

0:55:16 > 0:55:20'and motivate the British people in times of hardship.

0:55:20 > 0:55:23'We're all in this together. Stiff upper lip.

0:55:23 > 0:55:25'These words conjure an image of a nation

0:55:25 > 0:55:28'united against a common foe.

0:55:28 > 0:55:29'And so it was.'

0:55:30 > 0:55:33'However, they make no reference to the hardship endured,

0:55:33 > 0:55:35'the suffering and the loss.'

0:55:42 > 0:55:45SIREN IN DISTANCE

0:55:58 > 0:56:01So you are BOTH going to run AAU?

0:56:01 > 0:56:04- That's what co-leading tends to entail.- And you reckon

0:56:04 > 0:56:07you can manage that, without ripping each other's throats out?

0:56:07 > 0:56:10We're trained medical professionals, Fletch,

0:56:10 > 0:56:12not a couple of tigers scrapping over a kill.

0:56:12 > 0:56:14So who's going to get the first round in?

0:56:14 > 0:56:15Don't know. Nobody won.

0:56:15 > 0:56:17Won?

0:56:17 > 0:56:20Yeah, I don't think we want to know.

0:56:20 > 0:56:23I'll get the drinks in. Go on, you go and sit down.

0:56:23 > 0:56:25Cheers, Bernie, you're a ledge.

0:56:25 > 0:56:26A "ledge"?

0:56:26 > 0:56:30Um, perhaps I should get this first round as a peace offering?

0:56:30 > 0:56:33I thought the new position was that.

0:56:33 > 0:56:35No, that was a shrewd move on my part.

0:56:35 > 0:56:37I'd have been a fool not to ask.

0:56:38 > 0:56:41I finally got round to opening your gift.

0:56:41 > 0:56:43Much appreciated.

0:56:44 > 0:56:47Maybe I do need someone watching my back, after all.

0:56:47 > 0:56:49And I may be no action woman,

0:56:49 > 0:56:52but I'd be happy to watch yours in return.

0:56:52 > 0:56:55You'll be my first port of call.

0:56:55 > 0:56:57We are equals, after all.

0:56:58 > 0:57:01Not going to let me forget that, are you?

0:57:01 > 0:57:03Not on your life.