0:00:02 > 0:00:05- Cancer melanoma.- Yes. There are no wormholes here, Arthur.
0:00:05 > 0:00:08A senior member of staff has expressed
0:00:08 > 0:00:11a concern about your mental state today.
0:00:11 > 0:00:13I can't let you assist.
0:00:13 > 0:00:14Another time?
0:00:14 > 0:00:16Yeah, another time sounds good.
0:00:16 > 0:00:19Did you tell Mo not to take me into theatre today?
0:00:19 > 0:00:20Yes.
0:00:20 > 0:00:23We're finished.
0:00:23 > 0:00:26And it's bad, it's really bad.
0:00:26 > 0:00:28The fact is -
0:00:28 > 0:00:29I'm going to die.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14How am I? That's a question.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17Um, one that's open to multiple interpretations.
0:01:17 > 0:01:21I mean, how am I now, physically, walking along this corridor?
0:01:21 > 0:01:22Pretty good, I think.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25Or, how am I generally, in relation to my current treatment regime?
0:01:25 > 0:01:28Well, I think the meds are settling.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31Um, or how am I in myself?
0:01:31 > 0:01:33As my mother is wont to ask me.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37Although you're not my mother, obviously, but...
0:01:37 > 0:01:41It is arguably a platitudinous inquiry, but it is designed to help
0:01:41 > 0:01:46make a patient-centred assessment of your ability for work today.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48Not a patient, thank you.
0:01:48 > 0:01:49I'm sorry?
0:01:49 > 0:01:52Still a doctor, last time I looked.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54HE COUGHS
0:01:54 > 0:01:57I don't like that cough.
0:01:57 > 0:01:58Bring it on.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Sorry, it's not a phrase I normally use.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02My stethoscope, please.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05I have seen my GP.
0:02:05 > 0:02:06If you'd be so kind.
0:02:14 > 0:02:17"Henrik Love Hanssen".
0:02:17 > 0:02:23It's pronounced "Loo-veh". Swedish equivalent of the name Louis.
0:02:23 > 0:02:25Nothing to do with love as such.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28Not for me to say, Dr Digby. Turn around, please.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Sorry. Rude.
0:02:32 > 0:02:33Breathe.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39- Just as well I didn't get one of these engraved myself.- Shush.
0:02:42 > 0:02:43Honestly, Mr Hanssen...
0:02:43 > 0:02:47All right, that'll do. I'll walk down with you.
0:02:47 > 0:02:48Why?
0:02:48 > 0:02:51I'm lending my services to Keller today.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53- Really?- Mm.
0:02:53 > 0:02:57I'm keen to avoid accruing a backlog in general surgery. Come on.
0:02:57 > 0:02:58- Right.- Come on.
0:03:02 > 0:03:07- All right, thanks for dropping the kids off, mate.- It's all right.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10I remember a time when I used to call my car "the sexmobile".
0:03:10 > 0:03:12Oh, mate! Please tell me that isn't true.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15The sexiest thing about this motor is Mikey's light-up globe.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18- Ow! What've you done to it? - Nothing!
0:03:18 > 0:03:21It was working before you dropped your rubbish on it.
0:03:21 > 0:03:22Look, give us it. I'll fix it.
0:03:28 > 0:03:30Sorry.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32You looking for Zosia?
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Why would I be looking for Zosia?
0:03:38 > 0:03:42You know you're going to have to have a conversation with her at some point.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44Please tell me HDU is free.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46- And this is...? - Widdows, up from the ED.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49Pulmonary oedema. He just crashed in the lift.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51We were in bed. I thought he was messing around.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54I thought he was pretending to have a fit or something
0:03:54 > 0:03:56and then he starts frothing blood out of his mouth.
0:03:56 > 0:04:00- Have we got a timeline, please? - Well, I was doing CPR on him for about ten years.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Prepare for shocking.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05I just did what I'd seen on the telly.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07- BEEPING - Charging.
0:04:07 > 0:04:08Clear.
0:04:09 > 0:04:10Shocking.
0:04:11 > 0:04:14BEEPING
0:04:14 > 0:04:16He's in sinus. BP 90 over 60.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18Oh, God!
0:04:18 > 0:04:19You're amazing. Thank you.
0:04:20 > 0:04:24Have I... Have I seen you somewhere before?
0:04:24 > 0:04:25- No.- Yes.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28I was in the local paper.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30Oh, I remem...
0:04:30 > 0:04:33Ah. Well, they were obviously wrong about you.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36I mean, you clearly know what you're doing.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38Joanne, how about we go and get you a coffee?
0:04:39 > 0:04:41I'm not in hiding.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42Good.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45She was right, by the way.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47Which might come as a surprise to someone
0:04:47 > 0:04:50who thinks I'm "terribly vulnerable" and "unable to cope".
0:04:55 > 0:04:57SHE SIGHS
0:05:03 > 0:05:05How do you get this thing open?
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Yeah, I wouldn't worry about that right now. Morven needs you.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09- Greg Evans. Came off his bike. - That's the one.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11Splenic bleed. Second on the list.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13Pretty straightforward.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16Dr Digby. Is there a problem?
0:05:16 > 0:05:19Maybe we should think of it as a challenge. Like a test.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22Greg was just about to sign the consent form.
0:05:22 > 0:05:25- It's all right to call you Greg, isn't it?- Greg's fine.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27Sorry. What's going on?
0:05:27 > 0:05:30I can't have a general anaesthetic.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33I'm sure the anaesthetist can reassure you of any...
0:05:33 > 0:05:35But I won't be able to wake up.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38Yeah, that's the general idea.
0:05:38 > 0:05:42Mr Evans - sorry, Greg - is slightly concerned that he is going...
0:05:42 > 0:05:44- It's about being God.- Sorry?
0:05:44 > 0:05:47- But I know what people think. - Can you wind back?
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Greg's worried that if he can't wake up,
0:05:49 > 0:05:51the universe will be in danger of...
0:05:51 > 0:05:52What was it you called it again?
0:05:52 > 0:05:55Existential catastrophe.
0:05:55 > 0:05:57Existential catastrophe.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59I'm not signing.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Morning, Dr Digby. How are we today?
0:06:01 > 0:06:03Still got cancer, thank you.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Of course.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09Tanya Gilmartin. Appendicectomy.
0:06:09 > 0:06:10She's a child.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13She's 15. Deemed competent.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19- You all right? - Why is everyone smiling at me?
0:06:19 > 0:06:20I'm not smiling.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25Did you know Mr Hanssen's middle name is Love?
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Well, that just goes to show that the old saying
0:06:27 > 0:06:30"you slowly turn into your name" is a complete load of rubbish.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31Nominal determinism.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35That's the one.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38Yes, you're right - your name is given to you by your parents.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40It has no bearing on your personality.
0:06:40 > 0:06:45- Otherwise you would have been called Control Freak, which I'm sure sounds a lot better in Swedish.- Oh!
0:06:45 > 0:06:47You all right? You got a pain?
0:06:47 > 0:06:49No, not mine. Um...
0:06:50 > 0:06:53Mr Hanssen? Tanya Gilmartin...
0:06:56 > 0:06:58Is anyone in charge here?
0:06:58 > 0:06:59Regarding?
0:06:59 > 0:07:04Tanya Gilmartin. No-one's said anything to us since her op.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Um...Dr Digby.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11Yes. Er...hello. Let's find somewhere to talk.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Pete Widdows' echo?
0:07:16 > 0:07:18Er, Mo's just doing the ultrasound.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27CARA CLEARS HER THROAT
0:07:27 > 0:07:28Talk to her.
0:07:28 > 0:07:31- She's made her feelings very clear. - She wants you to fix it.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32Do you think it's that simple?
0:07:32 > 0:07:35Compared to having a cheating undercover cop as a husband.
0:07:35 > 0:07:39I agree with Nurse Martinez. Please put us all out of our misery.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40Her best friend has terminal cancer.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43Do you really think it's about me?
0:07:43 > 0:07:45- SHE WHISPERS:- Hey! Go on.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52SHE SIGHS
0:07:57 > 0:08:01Hiya. Any news on Pete?
0:08:01 > 0:08:02- Er...- Well...
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Yes, we're waiting for the echocardiogram.
0:08:04 > 0:08:09Right, could you, er...could you ring her?
0:08:09 > 0:08:10Annette Widdows.
0:08:10 > 0:08:16Yeah. I'd do it myself, only she's kind of...his wife.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18Maybe not mention me just yet.
0:08:24 > 0:08:25Zosia...
0:08:27 > 0:08:29Dr March.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36You're across this, aren't you?
0:08:37 > 0:08:39Good.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45SHE EXHALES
0:08:45 > 0:08:47So you're Tanya's grandmother.
0:08:47 > 0:08:50Her mum died of cervical cancer when Tanya was five.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53No-one knows where her dad is - which is a good thing.
0:08:55 > 0:08:59Um, so she had her appendix out...
0:08:59 > 0:09:02But she's not recovering properly, so we've been stuck here -
0:09:02 > 0:09:05and now I'm dumped with some 12-year-old.
0:09:05 > 0:09:09Well, luckily for you, I'm something of a child prodigy.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Go on, then.
0:09:12 > 0:09:13So...
0:09:13 > 0:09:17the appendix was removed successfully.
0:09:17 > 0:09:21During the procedure, Mr Shah found a lump.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25You mean, like cancer?
0:09:25 > 0:09:27So they sent it for a biopsy.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29And is it, or isn't it?
0:09:29 > 0:09:31Yes. It's cancer. I'm sorry.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39What sort?
0:09:39 > 0:09:41Metastatic carcinoma.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43I don't know what that means.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45It's multiple tumours.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47It's very unusual in someone Tanya's age.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50I'm sorry I was rude.
0:09:50 > 0:09:51It's not important.
0:09:53 > 0:09:58But it's curable, yeah? Kids are good at getting better from cancer.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00If it's an early diagnosis.
0:10:00 > 0:10:04She's fitness mad. She's never ill - apart from this appendicitis.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06We're going to do some tests
0:10:06 > 0:10:08and then we can put together a treatment programme, OK?
0:10:08 > 0:10:11How am I going to tell her?
0:10:11 > 0:10:12Tell me what?
0:10:12 > 0:10:15You need to be back in bed.
0:10:15 > 0:10:16Tell me what?
0:10:18 > 0:10:19So tell me.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21You've heard of dark matter?
0:10:21 > 0:10:23I think I've seen a documentary.
0:10:23 > 0:10:2684% of the entire universe.
0:10:26 > 0:10:27Mind-boggling.
0:10:27 > 0:10:30We spend billions at Cern trying to work it out,
0:10:30 > 0:10:32but the answer's right in front of us.
0:10:32 > 0:10:33It is?
0:10:33 > 0:10:37Who can tell me what percentage of the world's population
0:10:37 > 0:10:39have a religious faith?
0:10:39 > 0:10:41I'm guessing you can.
0:10:41 > 0:10:4384%.
0:10:43 > 0:10:46The same percentage as the dark matter.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48That's what dark matter is!
0:10:48 > 0:10:49What, God?
0:10:49 > 0:10:51The universal consciousness!
0:10:51 > 0:10:54Do you remember when you first acquired this understanding?
0:10:54 > 0:10:59Absolutely. None of you have seen dark matter, right?
0:10:59 > 0:11:05To the ordinary Tom, Dick or Brian Cox, it's completely invisible,
0:11:05 > 0:11:09but August 12th, 2008, I'm in my mum's garden,
0:11:09 > 0:11:11looking at shooting stars,
0:11:11 > 0:11:15thinking about the infinite universe
0:11:15 > 0:11:18and...wallop - it's there.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20What is, exactly?
0:11:20 > 0:11:24Glowing pillars of light, far as the eye can see.
0:11:24 > 0:11:25I look down...
0:11:27 > 0:11:29..and I'm glowing, too.
0:11:29 > 0:11:34This message comes into my head - it tells me that I, Greg Evans,
0:11:34 > 0:11:39am the sole manifestation of the fabric of God on earth.
0:11:39 > 0:11:44So...it's pretty important that I stay on the ball at all times.
0:11:44 > 0:11:45Tell me I'm wrong.
0:11:47 > 0:11:50So will it go completely... Cold!
0:11:50 > 0:11:51Sorry.
0:11:51 > 0:11:54..or is it one of them cancers that keeps coming back?
0:11:54 > 0:11:55Lift your arms for me.
0:11:58 > 0:11:59I've been on the web.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01- Is that sore?- No.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03Is this about what I think it is?
0:12:03 > 0:12:05Listen to this...
0:12:05 > 0:12:09"Most cancers place an applicant below the medical entry standard.
0:12:09 > 0:12:13"Exceptions - some cancers in childhood or early adult life..."
0:12:13 > 0:12:16She's got this mental idea about joining the Army.
0:12:16 > 0:12:17That's...
0:12:17 > 0:12:19- 16 next year.- ..ambitious. - You need my permission.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22I'll be 18 by the time I get over this, so it won't be any of your business.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24You've got cancer, Tanya!
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Well, it can be good to have an objective...
0:12:26 > 0:12:29It's not an objective. It's an actual thing I'm going to do.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31- OK. Good.- Don't encourage her!
0:12:32 > 0:12:35When do we know whether I've got it early or not?
0:12:35 > 0:12:37Have you lost any weight recently?
0:12:37 > 0:12:40I train five days a week.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42Night sweats?
0:12:42 > 0:12:43No.
0:12:43 > 0:12:48And when you go to the toilet - bowel movements with any blood on?
0:12:48 > 0:12:50That's good, isn't it, Doc?
0:12:50 > 0:12:52Well, we'll wait and see what the scans say
0:12:52 > 0:12:56and then, hopefully, we'll get you fighting fit.
0:12:56 > 0:12:57Or not.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03Hello, Keller Ward.
0:13:03 > 0:13:04Hi.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08Well, you're in luck, cos he's just here. Hang on a second.
0:13:08 > 0:13:09Dr Digby for Dr Digby.
0:13:11 > 0:13:12Sorry, Morven.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- Yeah, yeah, I know. - Says your mobile's not picking up.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17I'll...call her back.
0:13:17 > 0:13:23- He'll call you back. - Digby. D-I-G-B-Y.
0:13:23 > 0:13:24Arthur.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26Holby City Hospital.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29Well, as soon as possible, please. Thank you.
0:13:32 > 0:13:33Dr Digby.
0:13:33 > 0:13:34Tanya Gilmartin's scans.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39Oh, dear. Multiple deposits.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41With no obvious primary tumour.
0:13:43 > 0:13:47Well, the oncologist will give the definitive opinion.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49Talk with Mrs Gilmartin first?
0:13:49 > 0:13:52It won't be an easy conversation to have.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54Leave it with me.
0:13:54 > 0:13:55Dr Digby, perhaps, er...
0:13:57 > 0:13:59Actually, no. Not important.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05HE COUGHS
0:14:12 > 0:14:16Viral cardiomyopathy on EF at 15%.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18And you'd suggest...?
0:14:18 > 0:14:20Balloon pump.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22That's not your "I heart balloon pump" face.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Ventricular assist?
0:14:24 > 0:14:26The Kibo?
0:14:26 > 0:14:27You don't "heart" Kibos?
0:14:27 > 0:14:30Too much surgical trauma. But, hey, you're the boss.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39What happened last week - I was just trying to be supportive.
0:14:39 > 0:14:43Yes, your idea of what the right thing is - that is the problem.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Good intentions trump honest mistakes, surely!
0:14:45 > 0:14:49No, not today. Balloon pump or Kibo?
0:14:51 > 0:14:54Balloon pump is a good call. Is that HEARTY enough for you?
0:14:54 > 0:14:56Pete!
0:14:56 > 0:14:58Mrs Widdows?
0:14:58 > 0:15:00Annette, please.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01So he's going to need a bypass?
0:15:01 > 0:15:03Dr March will go through the procedure.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06They said something about how he'd been kept alive.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08I'd like to thank the paramedics.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10Actually, it was...
0:15:10 > 0:15:11Annette?
0:15:14 > 0:15:16This is Joanne. Um...
0:15:19 > 0:15:21You're Joanne?
0:15:21 > 0:15:22You knew?
0:15:23 > 0:15:24A Messiah complex on its own
0:15:24 > 0:15:28doesn't mean he lacks capacity to make a decision about treatment.
0:15:28 > 0:15:29He's blocking a bed.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32They may well re-evaluate if things get more serious.
0:15:32 > 0:15:35There will come a time when his medical safety takes precedence.
0:15:35 > 0:15:38Only if he loses capacity - and if that point comes, we'll
0:15:38 > 0:15:42reassess, but until then, well, I'm sure you wouldn't want to play God.
0:15:42 > 0:15:45Oops! Scratch that. You're a surgeon.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Below the belt.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50Look into my eyes - not around the eyes - into the eyes - and tell me
0:15:50 > 0:15:55that power, control, they aren't part of the thrill of surgery.
0:15:55 > 0:15:57Careful, I might strike you down!
0:15:57 > 0:16:00HE MAKES RASPING SOUND
0:16:01 > 0:16:02That was a joke.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06HE LAUGHS
0:16:07 > 0:16:10Let me know if anything changes.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12- Sorry.- My fault.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14If you insist.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16One of us should say, "You don't have to be mad to work here, but..."
0:16:16 > 0:16:19Please, don't.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22She's actually quite fun when you get to know her.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24I never followed her up for that date.
0:16:24 > 0:16:25You think you've missed the boat?
0:16:25 > 0:16:27Well, she never followed me up, either.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29Well, are you going to ask her out on another date?
0:16:29 > 0:16:32Ask me again when I've cleaned another nappy, helped Evie with her
0:16:32 > 0:16:35homework, and convinced Mikey not to bunk off school.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Still haven't fixed it, then?
0:16:40 > 0:16:43I knew he was seeing someone,
0:16:43 > 0:16:44but somehow I imagined...
0:16:44 > 0:16:47What? That I'd be a leggy 25-year-old?
0:16:49 > 0:16:51Would you mind not doing that?
0:16:57 > 0:16:59So how long have you known?
0:16:59 > 0:17:01I found his other phone two years ago.
0:17:09 > 0:17:13What? We're both grown-ups. We decided to...
0:17:13 > 0:17:17- Well, you know the sort of arrangement.- Yeah. He said...
0:17:17 > 0:17:19Well, clearly neither of us knew him as well as we thought.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25- I hope I never do that. - What, cheat?
0:17:25 > 0:17:26No. Stop caring.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29I saw you and Zosia talking earlier.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32It looked like a little bit more than medical chitchat.
0:17:32 > 0:17:36What time is Pete Widdows booked in for his balloon pump?
0:17:36 > 0:17:373.30.
0:17:37 > 0:17:40OK. Any chance of nabbing a CMR scan before then?
0:17:40 > 0:17:43There's a slot in 20 minutes.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46For what? What slot?
0:17:50 > 0:17:52I...I wanted to reschedule the scan...
0:17:52 > 0:17:54What is it about this you don't get?
0:17:54 > 0:17:57- You're checking up on me! - It's not about you.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58No. It's about you.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02- Everything all right, darling? - Nothing YOU can't make worse.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04Maybe best just to leave it, eh?
0:18:04 > 0:18:07Yeah. Turning my back on her. That'll really work.
0:18:08 > 0:18:10You're saying it's incurable?
0:18:10 > 0:18:12That's not a word I like to use.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18We're not telling Tanya.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20Mrs Gilmartin?
0:18:22 > 0:18:24Mrs Gilmartin...
0:18:24 > 0:18:27She knows she's got cancer. That's enough.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31So the treatment will be very challenging.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33She might need additional surgery.
0:18:33 > 0:18:37Right now, Tanya's confident she can get over it. That's what matters.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39Keeping that positive attitude.
0:18:39 > 0:18:40Something I can help with?
0:18:40 > 0:18:41Um...
0:18:44 > 0:18:48If she asks us a specific question, we have to tell her the truth.
0:18:48 > 0:18:49I'm telling you not to.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51And that means all of you.
0:18:51 > 0:18:52I'd rather not lie to her.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54Just miss out the bad bits.
0:18:54 > 0:18:56I think what Dr Digby is saying...
0:18:56 > 0:18:59Tanya looks tough but she's still a little girl who's lost her mum.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01- She's 15. - And she wants to join the Army
0:19:01 > 0:19:05- because she thinks she has to prove how strong she is.- Mrs Gilmartin...
0:19:05 > 0:19:06So, yeah, I'm protecting her.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08And God knows she doesn't always like it.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10But if I don't, who will?
0:19:10 > 0:19:11I honestly don't...
0:19:11 > 0:19:14I promise you that we will take your feelings into account.
0:19:14 > 0:19:17Won't we, Dr Digby?
0:19:17 > 0:19:18Definitely.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21Thank you.
0:19:21 > 0:19:22'Raf?'
0:19:22 > 0:19:24Maybe the bulb's gone.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26'Have you seen Greg Evans?'
0:19:29 > 0:19:31HE SIGHS
0:19:38 > 0:19:42They should put a sign up - "Warning - Silverbacks Bitching".
0:19:42 > 0:19:43Were they talking about me?
0:19:43 > 0:19:44Yes, we're all talking about you.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47- Seriously. Has Hanssen said anything?- About what?
0:19:47 > 0:19:50I heard him on the phone earlier. He was spelling out my name.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52It sounded official.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54Unh-unh. Birthday surprise?
0:19:57 > 0:20:00Is he demonstrating poor clinical judgment?
0:20:01 > 0:20:02No.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06But he does have a difference of opinion with Mrs Gilmartin.
0:20:06 > 0:20:07Yes, a reasonable one.
0:20:07 > 0:20:10If Arthur were healthy, isn't it likely that one of us
0:20:10 > 0:20:12would have taken over by now?
0:20:12 > 0:20:13DOOR OPENS
0:20:13 > 0:20:16I didn't hear you knock, Dr Digby.
0:20:16 > 0:20:17That's cos I didn't.
0:20:17 > 0:20:19Can we help you?
0:20:20 > 0:20:22- Is this about me?- Yes.- No.
0:20:24 > 0:20:25Tanya Gilmartin.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30She could end up with a stoma.
0:20:30 > 0:20:32She needs to know why.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35Her grandmother expressly requested that you don't volunteer
0:20:35 > 0:20:38information that might alarm her further.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41Tanya's one ambition is to join the Army.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43So if she's going to consent, she needs to be fully informed.
0:20:43 > 0:20:46So you believe that destroying any possibility of her realising
0:20:46 > 0:20:51that dream is going to help her through this, do you?
0:20:51 > 0:20:52I know that if it were me...
0:20:52 > 0:20:55But it isn't you, is it, Dr Digby?
0:20:58 > 0:21:03SIREN
0:21:06 > 0:21:08HE WHISTLES
0:21:08 > 0:21:09He's on the roof!
0:21:22 > 0:21:26Greg! Maybe take a step back, mate.
0:21:27 > 0:21:30The world is a beautiful place.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32You need to be back on the ward.
0:21:32 > 0:21:36Aw, too noisy.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39It's like radio interference.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41Ooh! All right. Don't worry.
0:21:43 > 0:21:47This is your body struggling to cope with so much blood loss.
0:21:47 > 0:21:48- Got him?- Yeah.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50I know what you're trying to do.
0:21:50 > 0:21:54I hold YOUR safety close to MY heart, too.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56Listen.
0:21:56 > 0:22:00Right, if you've really got 84% of the universe behind you,
0:22:00 > 0:22:03shouldn't you be able to fix this one yourself?
0:22:03 > 0:22:07It's not the way the universal consciousness works.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09If you can't actually change anything,
0:22:09 > 0:22:12then how do know that you're God?
0:22:12 > 0:22:16I had a row with my dad, told him I wished he was dead.
0:22:16 > 0:22:21Two hours later, he falls off a ladder.
0:22:21 > 0:22:24Died on the way to hospital.
0:22:24 > 0:22:26Well, that must be really upsetting.
0:22:26 > 0:22:27It was.
0:22:27 > 0:22:32Until I realised why it happened.
0:22:33 > 0:22:37And then everything became clear.
0:22:39 > 0:22:42You need this operation.
0:22:42 > 0:22:45You haven't been listening, have you?
0:22:47 > 0:22:51I wasn't convinced the balloon pump would do the job, but the CMR
0:22:51 > 0:22:53shows the cardiac reserve to be within tolerable parameters.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55So we're good to go?
0:22:55 > 0:22:58Yes. Always worth checking. Until you're as good as me.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01What?
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Nothing.
0:23:03 > 0:23:06I hope you gave Jac the same tongue-lashing that you gave me.
0:23:06 > 0:23:08How do you know I didn't?
0:23:08 > 0:23:09Because you're still alive.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12OK, well...I'll let you off.
0:23:13 > 0:23:14Just this once.
0:23:14 > 0:23:15Thank you.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19We've been dancing around each other all week.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22You can't pretend that there isn't unfinished business.
0:23:22 > 0:23:25Maybe we owe it to each other to have this conversation
0:23:25 > 0:23:28when we're not trying to navigate a day in the NHS.
0:23:28 > 0:23:29Like a peace conference.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32Er, with a reasonably priced bottle of wine.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34- Don't push your luck. - A glass of wine?
0:23:34 > 0:23:39A conversation...wouldn't be the worst idea in the world.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45Um...I'm going.
0:23:45 > 0:23:46OK, we'll keep you posted.
0:23:46 > 0:23:48Actually...don't.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51Well, we might need to contact you about your husband's treatment.
0:23:51 > 0:23:55Yeah, well, I'm sure Joanne is around here somewhere...
0:23:55 > 0:23:56with her knitting.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08What you said about blood on my...thing.
0:24:08 > 0:24:10Bowel movements.
0:24:10 > 0:24:11I've had those sweats, too.
0:24:13 > 0:24:14How long for?
0:24:14 > 0:24:17Few weeks. A month.
0:24:21 > 0:24:24OK, if we're going to get on top of this, then you have to be honest.
0:24:24 > 0:24:26You have to tell me.
0:24:26 > 0:24:29So what if...you get me through this,
0:24:29 > 0:24:32but then the Army say I've had too much cancer to apply?
0:24:32 > 0:24:35I don't know what the rules are.
0:24:35 > 0:24:39I could still fight. Be a mercenary.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Or...
0:24:41 > 0:24:43you could use your abilities in a different way.
0:24:43 > 0:24:47So I'm into military history, but I don't want to hurt anybody.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50What if I said you couldn't be a doctor?
0:24:50 > 0:24:51I, er...
0:24:53 > 0:24:55That's how I feel about the Army.
0:24:57 > 0:25:00It's like...an escape.
0:25:07 > 0:25:08From?
0:25:11 > 0:25:13From being the kid whose mum's died.
0:25:15 > 0:25:17That's really... That's crap.
0:25:23 > 0:25:24You never said what was on those scans.
0:25:24 > 0:25:27Hasn't he told you? It was really good news.
0:25:27 > 0:25:30It's all stuff they can get rid of. Isn't it, Doc?
0:25:30 > 0:25:31That's the plan.
0:25:32 > 0:25:33Excuse me.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53- You all right? - Yeah, really good, thanks.
0:25:53 > 0:25:54Arthur?
0:25:54 > 0:25:56It's nothing. Just the meds.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59Get off.
0:25:59 > 0:26:03No, I'm not having you looking like a wino.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06Don't, er, say anything to Morven.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09Or Hanssen. Especially not to Hanssen.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11Not even as pillow talk?
0:26:14 > 0:26:16Do you really want to make yourself useful?
0:26:16 > 0:26:19The gay doctor said there was a call for me.
0:26:19 > 0:26:23That was a way of talking to you without unsettling Tanya.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25Isn't that against the rules?
0:26:25 > 0:26:27It's gay doctor rules, sorry.
0:26:27 > 0:26:30I did say I couldn't lie to my patient.
0:26:30 > 0:26:31You haven't, though.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33No, but you have.
0:26:33 > 0:26:34I didn't lie.
0:26:34 > 0:26:37And I went along with it because arguing in front of a scared
0:26:37 > 0:26:3915-year-old isn't what she needs right now.
0:26:39 > 0:26:42Don't tell me what my granddaughter needs.
0:26:42 > 0:26:46She's got sepsis, which looks like it'll need surgery.
0:26:46 > 0:26:48But there's a blockage in her gut
0:26:48 > 0:26:51which we can deal with at the same time.
0:26:51 > 0:26:54Now, I'm going to do my best to reattach the healthy intestine,
0:26:54 > 0:26:57but there is always a possibility we may need to fit a stoma.
0:26:57 > 0:26:58What?
0:26:58 > 0:26:59A bag.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03No. No, she'll never agree to that.
0:27:03 > 0:27:07- Well, we don't know until we ask her.- I'll sign the consent.
0:27:07 > 0:27:10No, I need to talk to Tanya about this.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12Well, you can't. I won't let you.
0:27:12 > 0:27:14Perhaps I can help, Mrs Gilmartin.
0:27:14 > 0:27:17I don't want him frightening my granddaughter.
0:27:17 > 0:27:20I'm just trying to explain that we need Tanya's informed consent.
0:27:20 > 0:27:21I want him off Tanya's case.
0:27:21 > 0:27:24There's an element of misunderstanding, I think.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26No-one understands my granddaughter better than I do!
0:27:26 > 0:27:29Well, it can be harder when you're very close to someone.
0:27:29 > 0:27:32Oh, get real! I know you mean well. But you're a kid.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34I've got nephews older than you.
0:27:34 > 0:27:37Come back in a few years after you've lived a bit!
0:27:37 > 0:27:39Dr Digby's age is not the issue.
0:27:39 > 0:27:40No, this is about Tanya
0:27:40 > 0:27:43and how joining the Army is the most important thing in her world...
0:27:43 > 0:27:46- What, are you a psychiatrist now? - ..because she wants to be her own person.
0:27:46 > 0:27:50You need to respect that, otherwise she's going to spend the rest of her illness resenting you
0:27:50 > 0:27:53and that could turn into something you'll never be able to put right.
0:27:53 > 0:27:56That's enough! Dr Digby, leave the ward, please.
0:28:01 > 0:28:03Three hours later, the old man falls off a roof and dies.
0:28:03 > 0:28:06That's why he thinks he's God.
0:28:06 > 0:28:08You know, if we're going to try and take this all apart for Greg...
0:28:08 > 0:28:12It'd be like tearing up the instructions and throwing away the Allen key.
0:28:12 > 0:28:15Whatever. Just get him to sign that consent, yeah?
0:28:18 > 0:28:19Morven, what do you think?
0:28:19 > 0:28:22Do you think that Fletch likes her?
0:28:22 > 0:28:23Well, I kind of got the impression
0:28:23 > 0:28:26that Fletch wasn't ready for a relationship yet.
0:28:26 > 0:28:28Yeah, yeah. Well, that's what he said.
0:28:28 > 0:28:31Why? Are you...?
0:28:31 > 0:28:35Me?! God, no!
0:28:35 > 0:28:39- Life's too short, Raf.- For what?
0:28:39 > 0:28:41- Well, everything. - That is such a cliche.
0:28:43 > 0:28:46Oh, Morven, I am s...
0:28:46 > 0:28:49No, it's OK. Don't worry about it.
0:28:54 > 0:28:57- Brain damage? - The thing is Mrs Widdows...
0:28:58 > 0:29:00Well, she's gone.
0:29:00 > 0:29:02What do you mean, she's gone?
0:29:02 > 0:29:06Are you in touch with any of Pete's other relatives?
0:29:06 > 0:29:07Ah!
0:29:08 > 0:29:13Look, Doctor, I really don't think this is any of my responsibility.
0:29:13 > 0:29:15I...I really don't.
0:29:17 > 0:29:19Oh!
0:29:24 > 0:29:26Cara! Hiya.
0:29:26 > 0:29:29I forgot to say, but that came for you earlier on today.
0:29:29 > 0:29:33- Oh.- You haven't seen Arthur anywhere, have you?
0:29:33 > 0:29:35I tried looking for him on Keller, but...
0:29:36 > 0:29:39Er...no. Why? Problem?
0:29:39 > 0:29:42Oh, you know, I just fancied a gossip with my husband.
0:29:42 > 0:29:44Oooh! AAU gossip?
0:29:44 > 0:29:46Oh, yeah, about that.
0:29:46 > 0:29:49Raf has totally got the hots for this new psych,
0:29:49 > 0:29:52but I've known pandas to get together quicker than Mr Di Lucca.
0:29:52 > 0:29:53Really?
0:29:55 > 0:29:58I'm so sorry! That was so tactless of me!
0:29:58 > 0:30:00No. Definitely not.
0:30:00 > 0:30:04Well, I'll put in an order for some bamboo shoots.
0:30:04 > 0:30:07- Bamboo shoots?- Pandas? Giant pandas?
0:30:07 > 0:30:10Oh! Ho-ho-ho! Yeah, of course.
0:30:22 > 0:30:25There's nothing you can say to me I haven't already said to myself.
0:30:25 > 0:30:26And what would that be?
0:30:26 > 0:30:28I've let you down, I've let the hospital down,
0:30:28 > 0:30:30I've let myself down.
0:30:30 > 0:30:32Like that balloon joke.
0:30:32 > 0:30:34Balloon joke?
0:30:35 > 0:30:37Doesn't matter.
0:30:37 > 0:30:39Oh, yes, I've heard it, it's rather amusing.
0:30:39 > 0:30:41Except when it rings true.
0:30:41 > 0:30:43I'm not a great fan of self-pity.
0:30:43 > 0:30:44Actually, Mr Hanssen, right now,
0:30:44 > 0:30:47I reserve the right to feel sorry for myself.
0:30:47 > 0:30:49- That's your prerogative.- Thank you.
0:30:49 > 0:30:51Have you finished?
0:30:51 > 0:30:54Look, you told me to leave the ward, so I suppose I must be.
0:30:54 > 0:30:56That is not what I meant, as you are very well aware.
0:30:56 > 0:30:58And meanwhile, you have a patient
0:30:58 > 0:31:00that still needs your professional attention.
0:31:03 > 0:31:05- But Mrs Gilmartin... - Is not your patient!
0:31:07 > 0:31:10- You said...- I just wanted to remove you from a volatile situation.
0:31:10 > 0:31:12Perhaps you'd like to have another go.
0:31:13 > 0:31:15Your career is not over yet.
0:31:15 > 0:31:18- Yes, that is exactly what I've been trying to tell you!- Dr Digby!
0:31:21 > 0:31:23You're right.
0:31:23 > 0:31:25Self-pity's rubbish.
0:31:27 > 0:31:29A-huh!
0:31:37 > 0:31:39If my Aunt Brigid was here, she would say,
0:31:39 > 0:31:42"Look at those two, they don't spoil another pair".
0:31:42 > 0:31:45- What does that mean? - You belong together.
0:31:45 > 0:31:48Well, we might be going for a drink together later, so...
0:31:48 > 0:31:50Oh. I rest my case.
0:31:52 > 0:31:55You're getting very chummy with...Joan of Arc.
0:31:56 > 0:31:58- You jealous? - SHE CHUCKLES
0:31:58 > 0:32:01Yeah, pretty sexy, the whole martyr thing.
0:32:03 > 0:32:06The repeat scan shows a lot of free fluid and dissention.
0:32:06 > 0:32:08She's more distended and more septic.
0:32:08 > 0:32:10Now, I presume you're taking this?
0:32:10 > 0:32:12Actually...
0:32:19 > 0:32:21Hi, Tanya.
0:32:21 > 0:32:22Where've you been?
0:32:22 > 0:32:24The old guy says I've got to have another op.
0:32:24 > 0:32:27Sorry, yeah, we'll get you ready for theatre now.
0:32:27 > 0:32:29What's he doing here?
0:32:29 > 0:32:32I'll be leading the operation, but it makes sense for Dr Digby
0:32:32 > 0:32:34to talk it through with your granddaughter.
0:32:34 > 0:32:37- I said to get rid of him. - What's going on?
0:32:39 > 0:32:42I wasn't as polite to your grandmother as I should have been.
0:32:42 > 0:32:43Why, what did you say?
0:32:43 > 0:32:45You don't need to worry about it.
0:32:45 > 0:32:48Come on, what did he say to you?
0:32:48 > 0:32:49Perhaps now you understand
0:32:49 > 0:32:51why Dr Digby counselled a more open approach.
0:32:51 > 0:32:53Nan?
0:32:56 > 0:32:59I wasn't up front with you about what we found on the scan.
0:32:59 > 0:33:01There's more cancer than they thought.
0:33:03 > 0:33:04Is it going to kill me?
0:33:08 > 0:33:10We need to remove part of your intestine.
0:33:10 > 0:33:11And you didn't tell me?
0:33:11 > 0:33:13I told him not to say anything.
0:33:13 > 0:33:16It'd make more sense to do it now before it causes any more problems.
0:33:16 > 0:33:18Yeah. Get it out!
0:33:18 > 0:33:21If we can't reattach the rest of the intestine,
0:33:21 > 0:33:23we might have to fit you with a bag.
0:33:24 > 0:33:29So, what, I was just supposed to wake up with one of them things?
0:33:29 > 0:33:32- I thought you'd be frightened. - Of course I'm frightened.
0:33:32 > 0:33:37But if it's a choice between me dying or me having a bag,
0:33:37 > 0:33:40it's not a choice, is it?
0:33:41 > 0:33:43It's just something I've got to do.
0:33:50 > 0:33:51Nan?
0:33:55 > 0:33:57See you on the ice.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03Still here?
0:34:06 > 0:34:10I don't want to stereotype, but...look at her!
0:34:10 > 0:34:12I really shouldn't comment.
0:34:12 > 0:34:15At first, I thought, "Well, she's no competition." Huh!
0:34:15 > 0:34:18- PAGER BEEPS - But he's been seeing her for two years.
0:34:19 > 0:34:22She's not just some bit on the side.
0:34:22 > 0:34:24It's your husband.
0:34:29 > 0:34:32MACHINES BEEP
0:34:35 > 0:34:38Right, let's have a look at this bowel.
0:34:41 > 0:34:42OK, I can't quite...
0:34:42 > 0:34:45Stuck to the tumour masses, isn't it?
0:34:45 > 0:34:47Keeping close to the bowel wall.
0:34:47 > 0:34:49Hang on.
0:34:49 > 0:34:51Maybe we could bypass the obstruction
0:34:51 > 0:34:53with an ileocolic anastomosis.
0:34:55 > 0:34:57Certainly worth attempting, yes.
0:34:59 > 0:35:00Dr Digby?
0:35:02 > 0:35:03All right to continue?
0:35:06 > 0:35:07Bit warm.
0:35:07 > 0:35:09All right. Somebody, please.
0:35:13 > 0:35:14Thank you.
0:35:21 > 0:35:24- Sorry! - Apology not necessary, but, er...
0:35:24 > 0:35:26close the tear straightaway, please.
0:35:27 > 0:35:29Clamps, please.
0:35:40 > 0:35:42Dr Digby?
0:35:42 > 0:35:44Dr Digby?
0:35:44 > 0:35:48Um...please, will you take over, Mr Hanssen?
0:35:48 > 0:35:52Now, it takes great courage and maturity to know when to stop.
0:35:54 > 0:35:56However, in this instance...
0:36:02 > 0:36:04One more go.
0:36:06 > 0:36:08- MACHINE BEEPS - OK, charging at 150.
0:36:08 > 0:36:12Stand clear. And shocking.
0:36:13 > 0:36:15He's in VF. Page Dr March, please.
0:36:17 > 0:36:20- Annette, you might want to wait outside.- No. I...
0:36:20 > 0:36:22Charging at 150 again.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24Stand clear. And shocking.
0:36:26 > 0:36:28- MACHINE BEEPS - Sinus.
0:36:28 > 0:36:31Right. We need to put the balloon pump on hold.
0:36:31 > 0:36:34Let's run a swift TOE and if it says what I think it will,
0:36:34 > 0:36:36I'm going with the Kibo. OK?
0:36:42 > 0:36:46I...had some of his things in my car.
0:36:49 > 0:36:52I'm going! I'm going.
0:36:54 > 0:36:56SHE EXHALES
0:37:01 > 0:37:02Look...
0:37:04 > 0:37:07..I'm...I'm really glad he's still in the fight.
0:37:08 > 0:37:10But, then, that's Pete, isn't it, all over?
0:37:10 > 0:37:13Pig-headed, egotistical.
0:37:13 > 0:37:16Loving playing two women off against each other.
0:37:18 > 0:37:20A-hem!
0:37:30 > 0:37:31Ah.
0:37:38 > 0:37:39Excellently done.
0:37:43 > 0:37:46I think I need to leave the theatre now, Mr Hanssen.
0:37:46 > 0:37:48Well, you must do what do you think is right.
0:37:51 > 0:37:54Right, so we'll bring out the stoma.
0:38:01 > 0:38:03HE HYPERVENTILATES
0:38:08 > 0:38:09Ow!
0:38:11 > 0:38:14Bad day?
0:38:14 > 0:38:16ARTHUR CHUCKLES
0:38:16 > 0:38:18That's funny.
0:38:18 > 0:38:19Arthur?
0:38:21 > 0:38:22Bad day.
0:38:22 > 0:38:25Are you feeling all right, mate?
0:38:26 > 0:38:28But there isn't an endless supply of good days
0:38:28 > 0:38:32where you can put everything right and make all your dreams come true.
0:38:34 > 0:38:37Which makes the days we have all the more valuable.
0:38:39 > 0:38:40Never forget that.
0:38:46 > 0:38:48- WHISPERS:- Morven? Morven?
0:38:48 > 0:38:49- WHISPERS:- Arthur?!
0:38:49 > 0:38:51What are you doing in here?
0:38:51 > 0:38:54Er...I wanted to catch you on your own.
0:38:54 > 0:38:56I've been looking for you all day.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59I know. I'm...I'm...I'm sorry.
0:39:00 > 0:39:02Is something wrong?
0:39:02 > 0:39:05I, um...I had to give up on an operation
0:39:05 > 0:39:08because I lost the...
0:39:08 > 0:39:11Well, the fine motor skills in my hands.
0:39:11 > 0:39:13That'll just be the meds. Once they settle down...
0:39:13 > 0:39:15Morven, ssh!
0:39:15 > 0:39:18I can't...I can't operate any more.
0:39:19 > 0:39:21You don't know that.
0:39:24 > 0:39:27Ever since I was a kid... Well, from the moment I realised
0:39:27 > 0:39:29I wasn't going to be a great military strategist,
0:39:29 > 0:39:32all I ever wanted was to be a surgeon.
0:39:32 > 0:39:33And you are.
0:39:35 > 0:39:38I didn't quite make it, but...
0:39:40 > 0:39:42..that's fine.
0:39:42 > 0:39:45Look, let's not make this decision just yet.
0:39:45 > 0:39:47Unless I want to kill somebody.
0:39:51 > 0:39:54There have been moments, um...naming no names. Dominic Copeland.
0:39:56 > 0:39:58You numpty.
0:40:00 > 0:40:01Hm!
0:40:02 > 0:40:06There's more things to being a doctor than just wielding a scalpel.
0:40:06 > 0:40:07You know that, don't you?
0:40:09 > 0:40:13Yes. Hanging on by my fingernails until they're prised off one by one.
0:40:13 > 0:40:16No. Definitely not.
0:40:16 > 0:40:18That's not how I want it to end.
0:40:18 > 0:40:21- Dr Digby?- I'm here.- I'm just coming.
0:40:25 > 0:40:28- That's you.- Hm.
0:40:42 > 0:40:45OK. Dissecting the axillary arteries.
0:40:45 > 0:40:48- May I join you?- Where've you been?
0:40:48 > 0:40:51- I need a spare pair of hands for the graft.- I apologise.
0:40:51 > 0:40:54I wasn't expecting to be in the treatment suite until a little later on,
0:40:54 > 0:40:56fitting an intra-aortic balloon pump.
0:40:56 > 0:40:58- Well, I paged you.- It's fine.
0:40:58 > 0:41:01You got what you wanted in the end. All's well with the world.
0:41:01 > 0:41:02Pete had another arrest. I ran a TOE,
0:41:02 > 0:41:05but there wasn't enough cardiac capacity available
0:41:05 > 0:41:07for the balloon pump to be effective.
0:41:07 > 0:41:09I've seen the results. They're still borderline.
0:41:09 > 0:41:11The balloon pump was never going to be a long-term solution.
0:41:11 > 0:41:13MACHINE BEEPS
0:41:13 > 0:41:15He's arresting.
0:41:16 > 0:41:17We need to optimise the assist.
0:41:17 > 0:41:21Wouldn't want to say I told you so, but, shucks, I just did.
0:41:21 > 0:41:23As my junior colleague, I need you to respect my judgment
0:41:23 > 0:41:25and work with me, not against me!
0:41:25 > 0:41:28- Junior colleague?! - What is going on?!
0:41:30 > 0:41:31I had to go with the Kibo.
0:41:31 > 0:41:34No, what is going on with my surgeons arguing
0:41:34 > 0:41:37in front of the theatre team in the middle of surgery?
0:41:37 > 0:41:39Get this sorted!
0:41:48 > 0:41:50Any progress?
0:41:50 > 0:41:52I understand this needs resolving,
0:41:52 > 0:41:55but I can't sign him off on saying he's not capacitous. Sorry.
0:41:55 > 0:41:57No, no, that's fine.
0:41:57 > 0:42:01I-I mean, it's not fine, but it's semi-fine...ish.
0:42:01 > 0:42:03Good.
0:42:03 > 0:42:05Look, er...since you're here...
0:42:05 > 0:42:08- Am I?- What?
0:42:09 > 0:42:12Ah! Huh! Existentialist comedy.
0:42:12 > 0:42:14- I like it.- Very good.
0:42:15 > 0:42:17Did you need some change?
0:42:17 > 0:42:20Well, that depends what you mean by change.
0:42:20 > 0:42:24What conversation are we having exactly?
0:42:26 > 0:42:29There is...there is something that I, er...
0:42:29 > 0:42:32that I want to ask you. Huh!
0:42:32 > 0:42:34In private.
0:42:34 > 0:42:35What?
0:42:37 > 0:42:39The thing you wanted to ask me?
0:42:39 > 0:42:40Yes, er...
0:42:42 > 0:42:45- I was wondering...if...- Raf!
0:42:45 > 0:42:47Er...can you give me a minute?
0:42:47 > 0:42:49Trouble in paradise, mate.
0:42:56 > 0:42:58I think he has a secondary bleed. He's going to lose consciousness.
0:42:58 > 0:43:03Greg, it's my legal duty to act in your best interests.
0:43:03 > 0:43:05I expressly forbid you
0:43:05 > 0:43:07to give me a general anaesthetic.
0:43:07 > 0:43:09There isn't another way to do this procedure.
0:43:09 > 0:43:11- Help! Call the police! - Calm, calm, calm.
0:43:11 > 0:43:14- We need to sedate him! - You're all in terrible danger!- Wait!
0:43:14 > 0:43:17- Nurse Fletcher, how busy are you? - What?
0:43:17 > 0:43:21When it comes to running things, you're the best there is, yeah?
0:43:21 > 0:43:23Er...absolutely, yeah.
0:43:23 > 0:43:25We don't have time for this!
0:43:25 > 0:43:29I get in your heart of hearts, you know your beliefs to be true.
0:43:29 > 0:43:32- At last! - So, as God's manifestation on earth,
0:43:32 > 0:43:35I was wondering if you might be able to delegate
0:43:35 > 0:43:38some of your responsibility, just for a couple of hours?
0:43:38 > 0:43:40To you?
0:43:40 > 0:43:43I don't expect you to trust me, I'm a psychiatrist.
0:43:43 > 0:43:47- But...what about Fletch?- Fletch?
0:43:47 > 0:43:49Er...you know, if it helps you get through the operation.
0:43:49 > 0:43:53Listen, seriously, if even 1% of what you've said is true...
0:43:53 > 0:43:55Greg?
0:43:59 > 0:44:01- OK, yeah. Let's do it. - Straight into theatre!
0:44:01 > 0:44:03Page the anaesthetist.
0:44:03 > 0:44:05Wait!
0:44:05 > 0:44:06What now?
0:44:07 > 0:44:10There! Can you feel it?
0:44:12 > 0:44:14Well, I certainly feel something.
0:44:15 > 0:44:18- Good luck.- All right, let's go!
0:44:23 > 0:44:25You're NOT the Messiah.
0:44:35 > 0:44:37There you are. They're all up to date.
0:44:37 > 0:44:40If there are any problems... Well, you know where to find me.
0:44:45 > 0:44:46Sorry?
0:44:46 > 0:44:48I've cleared it with HR.
0:44:50 > 0:44:52Cleared what?
0:44:52 > 0:44:55I'm resigning due to ill health.
0:45:00 > 0:45:02As your consultant, I would have expected you
0:45:02 > 0:45:04to have talked this through with me first.
0:45:04 > 0:45:06And you'd have said lots of lovely, encouraging things...
0:45:06 > 0:45:08And I would've meant every one of them.
0:45:08 > 0:45:11Which is exactly why I didn't want to have to argue with you about it.
0:45:11 > 0:45:14Hang on. Aren't you due in theatre with me tomorrow? The triple A...
0:45:14 > 0:45:17Dom's free, so I've taken the liberty of...
0:45:17 > 0:45:20Of course...Numpty.
0:45:20 > 0:45:23I wish everyone would stop calling me Numpty.
0:45:27 > 0:45:31Right, we're knocking off soon, so, um...drinks, cakes.
0:45:31 > 0:45:33PHONE RINGS Excuse me. Hm!
0:45:33 > 0:45:35Keller.
0:45:35 > 0:45:38Um...if it's all the same to you, I, er...just...
0:45:39 > 0:45:41Some of us...
0:45:42 > 0:45:44..all of us...
0:45:45 > 0:45:47..are really rather fond of you.
0:45:47 > 0:45:49Speak for yourself(!)
0:45:51 > 0:45:56- How many?- You've made a considerable contribution to this hospital.
0:45:56 > 0:45:59Hm! Oh, I don't know about that.
0:45:59 > 0:46:04I never really got hold of the whole arrogant, power-crazed despot thing.
0:46:04 > 0:46:08Well, I'm sure some private tuition could be arranged.
0:46:08 > 0:46:11Um...coach crash on the bypass.
0:46:11 > 0:46:14Ruptured spleen in the lift and ED are sending two more up now.
0:46:14 > 0:46:15I've got this.
0:46:15 > 0:46:18OK, we're going to deal with this
0:46:18 > 0:46:20and then we're going to hand over, so...
0:46:25 > 0:46:28So, what am I meant to do without you?
0:46:30 > 0:46:32- Find someone else to take the...- Hm!
0:46:35 > 0:46:41There is no-one so brilliantly gullible
0:46:41 > 0:46:46and so ripe for ritual humiliation.
0:46:47 > 0:46:49I'm going to miss you.
0:46:49 > 0:46:52- Dr Copeland!- Go on, go, go, go!
0:47:06 > 0:47:07If this isn't about work, I...
0:47:07 > 0:47:09Jac told us to get this sorted.
0:47:09 > 0:47:13OK. It's over. There. Tick.
0:47:14 > 0:47:17Has it occurred to you that someone maybe actually loves you?
0:47:17 > 0:47:19- Someone?- I love you!
0:47:21 > 0:47:23I made a mistake. I'll do anything to fix it.
0:47:23 > 0:47:25Maybe I don't want you to fix it!
0:47:40 > 0:47:43It might be possible to do some reconstruction
0:47:43 > 0:47:45further down the line.
0:47:45 > 0:47:47I know what's going to happen.
0:47:51 > 0:47:53Well, not for a while yet. Um...
0:47:57 > 0:47:59I wondered if you'd ever thought about
0:47:59 > 0:48:01doing some shooting competitively.
0:48:03 > 0:48:05I could offer myself as target practice.
0:48:05 > 0:48:07Tanya, that's not funny.
0:48:07 > 0:48:09Actually, it is quite.
0:48:17 > 0:48:21Um...it's, er...Arthur, isn't it?
0:48:21 > 0:48:22Yes, yeah.
0:48:22 > 0:48:26I know I'm a stubborn old cow,
0:48:26 > 0:48:28but I've met a lot of doctors.
0:48:30 > 0:48:33You're going to be a brilliant doctor when you grow up.
0:48:37 > 0:48:39WHISPERS: Thank you.
0:48:47 > 0:48:49How's the divine mantle?
0:48:49 > 0:48:52Unable to stop a coach crash on the bypass. It's fine.
0:48:52 > 0:48:54Greg's not out of theatre, then?
0:48:54 > 0:48:58No. Um...look, um...Naomi, the, er...
0:48:58 > 0:49:01..the asking-you-out-for-a-drink thing.
0:49:01 > 0:49:03I-I know it's been a while, but, um...
0:49:03 > 0:49:05Spleen all fixed.
0:49:05 > 0:49:08Although why you couldn't just fix him with a click of your fingers...
0:49:08 > 0:49:11Oh, I'm sorry. Am I interrupting something?
0:49:11 > 0:49:13Um...it was, er...nothing.
0:49:13 > 0:49:15Nothing?
0:49:15 > 0:49:17We'll, er...talk about it later.
0:49:17 > 0:49:20No, no, come on, mate, get your thunderbolt out.
0:49:21 > 0:49:24And thou shalt have no other gods but Fletch(!)
0:49:24 > 0:49:29I propose tomorrow evening, if for no other reason than to shut him up.
0:49:29 > 0:49:33And I'll look after the kids. Least I can do.
0:49:33 > 0:49:36Well, er...thanks, mate. And, er...I owe you one. Huh!
0:49:41 > 0:49:43- WHISPERS:- Thank you.
0:49:48 > 0:49:51So I'm looking at caring for someone I...
0:49:51 > 0:49:54I don't know what I feel about any more.
0:49:54 > 0:49:57Means he's got through the next few days. That's a good thing, isn't it?
0:49:57 > 0:49:59As long as you're not the one wiping his backside?
0:49:59 > 0:50:01You don't know, I might be.
0:50:04 > 0:50:06I need a drink.
0:50:06 > 0:50:08I didn't have you down as the need-a-drink type.
0:50:08 > 0:50:11Oh, yeah, I'm definitely crazy like that.
0:50:11 > 0:50:12CARA CHUCKLES
0:50:17 > 0:50:18Zoshy?
0:50:18 > 0:50:20Dad, do you have to?
0:50:20 > 0:50:23I haven't said anything yet.
0:50:23 > 0:50:27"Oh, Zoshy, darling, have you really thought this through?
0:50:27 > 0:50:29"Ollie isn't my cup of cappuccino,
0:50:29 > 0:50:33"but he's an intelligent, honest, caring man who loves you."
0:50:33 > 0:50:34Listen, sweetheart...
0:50:34 > 0:50:36"I get that you feel betrayed,
0:50:36 > 0:50:40"but even I can see that he wasn't acting maliciously."
0:50:40 > 0:50:43"Don't let the chance of finding real happiness with someone
0:50:43 > 0:50:46"slip away because you are too pig-headed to back down!"
0:50:46 > 0:50:49If I know Valentine, he'll be waiting for you.
0:50:53 > 0:50:55Just a small white wine, please.
0:50:55 > 0:50:57Er...no, scratch that. Let's have, um...
0:50:57 > 0:51:01..a couple of those, and tequila? Tequila.
0:51:01 > 0:51:04- Really?- Yep. If you don't want them, I will.
0:51:04 > 0:51:07Better than knocking your head against a wall all day.
0:51:07 > 0:51:09You know what? I've got something to celebrate today, too.
0:51:09 > 0:51:11Why not?
0:51:11 > 0:51:14Doesn't sound like your party voice.
0:51:14 > 0:51:18Well, I've been offered a job. In Belfast.
0:51:18 > 0:51:19Offered?
0:51:19 > 0:51:22Yeah. I don't know what I'm going to do.
0:51:22 > 0:51:24There's a lot going on here, you know?
0:51:24 > 0:51:25Yeah.
0:51:25 > 0:51:27Slainte.
0:51:27 > 0:51:29Yeah, that.
0:51:47 > 0:51:50If you're going to try and change my mind...
0:51:50 > 0:51:52That would be most disrespectful.
0:51:56 > 0:51:58You knew, didn't you?
0:51:58 > 0:52:00I beg your pardon?
0:52:00 > 0:52:04This morning, you knew I wouldn't make it through the day.
0:52:06 > 0:52:09Today has been precisely what it needed to be.
0:52:09 > 0:52:11You've conducted yourself admirably
0:52:11 > 0:52:13under very challenging circumstances.
0:52:17 > 0:52:19I've loved every single minute of working here.
0:52:25 > 0:52:27I know.
0:52:41 > 0:52:42- There we go.- Thanks.
0:52:44 > 0:52:46- RAF SIGHS - Here.
0:52:46 > 0:52:48Do you mind?
0:52:48 > 0:52:49Well, we are all still here,
0:52:49 > 0:52:53so I reckon Nurse Fletcher has done a very good job.
0:52:53 > 0:52:57I never said there would definitely be an existential catastrophe.
0:52:57 > 0:52:59I mean, the Middle East's still a bit of a mess.
0:52:59 > 0:53:03Oh, and there's all those refugees and the coach crashes.
0:53:03 > 0:53:07It's not for me or Nurse Fletcher
0:53:07 > 0:53:10to solve everyone's problems.
0:53:10 > 0:53:14Every man has to...make his own future.
0:53:24 > 0:53:28MUSIC: Head Over Heels by Tears for Fears
0:54:22 > 0:54:24POUNDING HEARTBEAT
0:54:25 > 0:54:26Huh!
0:54:28 > 0:54:30HE CHUCKLES AND SOBS
0:54:32 > 0:54:35HE SNIFFS
0:54:35 > 0:54:38These are the last ones.
0:54:41 > 0:54:42Mm.
0:54:44 > 0:54:48You're right. I am...sad.
0:54:48 > 0:54:50You are...drunk.
0:54:50 > 0:54:54No. You are very serious.
0:54:54 > 0:54:57And...it makes me laugh.
0:54:57 > 0:54:59That's actually very rude.
0:54:59 > 0:55:01I'll miss you.
0:55:01 > 0:55:03I don't even know if I'm going yet.
0:55:19 > 0:55:21- Sorry.- Not a good idea.
0:55:22 > 0:55:24My dad said you'd be waiting for me.
0:55:28 > 0:55:31- Zosia. That... - Wasn't what it looked like?
0:55:31 > 0:55:33Absolutely not.
0:55:33 > 0:55:34Not such a martyr after all.
0:55:40 > 0:55:43See, it felt like that if something bad had actually happened,
0:55:43 > 0:55:46it would've been my fault. Heh-heh-heh!
0:55:46 > 0:55:48- Dr March.- You just got blanked. Oooh!
0:55:48 > 0:55:51- Zosia! Please, just hear me out! - It's not like we're attached!
0:55:51 > 0:55:55If you want to snog Cara Martinez in front of everyone,
0:55:55 > 0:55:58then I'm happy for you. Genuinely. Have a great night!
0:56:00 > 0:56:02You...!
0:56:09 > 0:56:11Cara and Oliver Valentine.
0:56:13 > 0:56:15- FLETCH SIGHS - Um... Hm. Different bar?
0:56:15 > 0:56:17Yeah, different bar.
0:56:41 > 0:56:43Hello, you.
0:56:43 > 0:56:45- Hiya.- Hey!
0:56:49 > 0:56:51What's that?
0:56:52 > 0:56:54Er...
0:56:57 > 0:56:59Love.
0:56:59 > 0:57:01What are you talking about?
0:57:01 > 0:57:03I'm being enigmatic.
0:57:04 > 0:57:06If you've got a terminal illness, that's what you do.
0:57:06 > 0:57:09You're such a numpty.
0:57:09 > 0:57:11Come on, then, Dr Digby, take me home.