0:00:02 > 0:00:05APPLAUSE
0:00:05 > 0:00:07They got hold of the fact that we have some staff taking
0:00:07 > 0:00:09medication for mental health issues.
0:00:12 > 0:00:15I'm resigning due to ill health.
0:00:15 > 0:00:18You've made a considerable contribution to this hospital.
0:00:18 > 0:00:19Zosia, that...
0:00:19 > 0:00:21"Wasn't what it looked like"?
0:00:21 > 0:00:24- Absolutely not. - Not such a martyr, after all.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29Sorry to break it to you, Doctor,
0:00:29 > 0:00:31but you're just another one of his men.
0:00:31 > 0:00:35I see you're taking Ms Wolfe's presence with such good grace.
0:00:35 > 0:00:39Were you ever going to tell me you're here to baby-sit?
0:00:39 > 0:00:40It appears you're pregnant.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44It can't be.
0:00:44 > 0:00:45I have cancer.
0:00:48 > 0:00:49The fact is...
0:00:51 > 0:00:52..I'm going to die.
0:01:35 > 0:01:39In any battle, it's not enough just to survive.
0:01:39 > 0:01:40You have to deserve it.
0:01:42 > 0:01:43You have to ask,
0:01:43 > 0:01:45"Why me?"
0:01:46 > 0:01:51'We begin with self-fulfilment and end with self-satisfaction.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54'That seems to be the message.
0:01:54 > 0:01:58'To finally make it to that point where you can leave saying,
0:01:58 > 0:01:59'"I gave something back."
0:02:02 > 0:02:05'Are you selfless enough to ask not what you want from life,
0:02:05 > 0:02:08'but what life wants from you?
0:02:08 > 0:02:11'Perhaps there's some truth in the idea that everything has
0:02:11 > 0:02:13'happened before.
0:02:13 > 0:02:17'But would you try and live your life differently, if you had a second chance?'
0:02:17 > 0:02:19Ah, Morven, just the girl I'm looking for.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23Would you mind taking those for me? He's in bed three. I'm going to get a coffee, do you want one?
0:02:23 > 0:02:25Yes, please. Thank you.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28'Risk not meeting the same people that you love?'
0:02:28 > 0:02:30Then again, I suppose the stakes are slightly higher
0:02:30 > 0:02:32in an intergalactic war.
0:02:32 > 0:02:36Sorry, I get the sci-fi nerd rants from my girlfriend.
0:02:36 > 0:02:37SIREN BLARES
0:02:37 > 0:02:38Wife!
0:02:39 > 0:02:41I'm still getting used to that.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45OK, just try and keep your head still.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47They'll take it from here.
0:02:47 > 0:02:51This is Ruth, she's got pain in her abdomen and I think she's in shock.
0:02:52 > 0:02:53Are YOU OK?
0:02:54 > 0:02:55I'm fine.
0:02:55 > 0:02:57You missed your...
0:02:57 > 0:02:59There'll be others.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01Mr Malone. I am Dr March,
0:03:01 > 0:03:03I'll be looking after you today.
0:03:03 > 0:03:08- Oh, so it's still a possibility then?- Sorry?
0:03:08 > 0:03:12- I've just been reading...- I can assure you, those press reports have been blown out of all proportion.
0:03:12 > 0:03:17Sorry. What I meant was, that this puts pressure on me to deliver.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Please take a seat.
0:03:19 > 0:03:22But there is pressure to get it right.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26Making me your prize guinea pig.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31I've been working on this case day and night for the last four months,
0:03:31 > 0:03:34alongside the best heart surgeon in the business.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37If Ms Naylor has selected you, it's because you are the best candidate.
0:03:37 > 0:03:41I'm sorry. I'm just a stickler for these details.
0:03:42 > 0:03:47It's what a life spent as a bureaucrat gets you, I suppose.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49That and a distrust of brown M&Ms.
0:03:53 > 0:03:58We just need to run a few more tests to make sure you're the ideal fit for the stent.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01Then all Ms Naylor needs is for it to be signed off by the powers that be.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05As I'm sure you're aware, there have been discussions,
0:04:05 > 0:04:08most of which took place, I regret, above my head.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09Do we have another shot?
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- We have another patient, yes. - Mr Malone.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15You're aware of the sensitivities involved?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17He's a good candidate.
0:04:17 > 0:04:20He needs to be the best. As does your team,
0:04:20 > 0:04:22if you're to prove this stent is viable.
0:04:22 > 0:04:26We need a positive press if the board are to continue funding this.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28I see.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30So they want me to choose -
0:04:30 > 0:04:32the stent or Dr March.
0:04:34 > 0:04:38Unfortunately, I have to leave the specifics of your team to you, Ms Naylor.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47OK, how do you want to do this?
0:04:51 > 0:04:53I'm not about to deny that it happened.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56Obviously, it wasn't my finest hour.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58It was crazy. I was just...
0:05:01 > 0:05:02Cara was...
0:05:02 > 0:05:04Please spare yourself the pain. I have work.
0:05:04 > 0:05:08And even though I am mildly offended, that's the end of it.
0:05:08 > 0:05:09Zosia, look...
0:05:09 > 0:05:12Eke out whatever punishment you see fit,
0:05:12 > 0:05:14but I need to know that you're not going to take it out on her.
0:05:14 > 0:05:15It's not fair.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19No, you're right.
0:05:19 > 0:05:20It's not.
0:05:20 > 0:05:24- Zosia...- Dr March. I need to speak to you in private, please.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26I'm serious. The matter's closed.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37I bet that stack of paperwork's exactly what you thought
0:05:37 > 0:05:40you'd be doing this time last year, isn't it, "Sarge"?
0:05:41 > 0:05:43I'm really sorry. You must be so tired of us
0:05:43 > 0:05:45going on about the Army the whole time.
0:05:45 > 0:05:51I used to work in an ice cream van, so feel free to make Mr Whippy jokes whenever you like...
0:05:51 > 0:05:56Oh, gosh, not that working in an ice cream van is anything like the Army!
0:05:56 > 0:05:59- I just thought that...- No, I know what you meant. And thank you.
0:05:59 > 0:06:00Could you give me a hand with these?
0:06:00 > 0:06:02Back's giving me gyp.
0:06:02 > 0:06:05Nothing serious. Had to give my osteo the boot though,
0:06:05 > 0:06:09turns out I'm fussier than I thought about who puts their hands on me.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Must be an Army thing.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13Charts are up from the ED, Ruth Adami.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16She was found at a bus stop with severe abdo pain.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19Her temperature's 38, she's hypotensive and tachycardic.
0:06:20 > 0:06:24Um, bay four, please, Nurse Fletcher.
0:06:24 > 0:06:28FBC, U&Es, LFT, CRP, clotting and abdo X-ray, please.
0:06:28 > 0:06:34- Hello, Ruth, I'm Dr Digby.- Hi. - Do call me Morven, if you prefer.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36Right, we'll do our best to get you comfortable
0:06:36 > 0:06:39- and find out exactly what's going on with you.- Bernie.
0:06:39 > 0:06:43I, er, I spoke to Hanssen and we think it's best if
0:06:43 > 0:06:45I'm around Dr Digby for now,
0:06:45 > 0:06:48given what she's having to go through with Arthur.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51Right. Just don't mention the summer of 2009.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55Nationwide raspberry ripple shortage.
0:06:57 > 0:06:58Right...
0:06:59 > 0:07:02Hello there, let's have a look at this abdomen.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Did they say anything else?
0:07:07 > 0:07:09I'm sorry.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12I know how much this meant to you, but if it goes well, there will be others.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14No, no, don't you apologise.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16No junior doctors.
0:07:17 > 0:07:18That makes sense.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21If it was up to me... The board just...
0:07:21 > 0:07:25Well, obviously, I am disappointed, but it is what it is.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27You have a legacy to protect.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33As a registrar, I'll be asking Mr Valentine to assist instead.
0:07:35 > 0:07:36And he'll be great.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48There you are. Right, what do you think?
0:07:48 > 0:07:52Do I do a suspected perforated duodenum or do I assist on colectomy?
0:07:52 > 0:07:55- Now take into consideration that the illeal inflammation on this one is huge.- Dom, I need...
0:07:55 > 0:07:59There's a diagnostic laparoscopy, which would show off that my technique has improved
0:07:59 > 0:08:04- and there is also the possibility of a bad prognosis to deliver... - Dom.- No, wait, wait. Here she is.
0:08:04 > 0:08:09Femoral hernia repair from start to finish, with Griffin as my assistant!
0:08:09 > 0:08:11What are you doing?
0:08:11 > 0:08:13I'm erasing the future.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15You're looking at the sole inheritor of Digby's list of sexy meds
0:08:15 > 0:08:18that he's been stashing away somewhere.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21Right, well, when you've finished playing Top Trumps
0:08:21 > 0:08:23with your friend's misfortune, you've got a visitor.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30- Can you...?- No.
0:08:30 > 0:08:31Well, where's Sacha? Can he...?
0:08:31 > 0:08:32She wants you.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39OK, so suspected endocarditis to get us started then.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Look, Zosia, about the other night...
0:08:44 > 0:08:45It's got nothing to do with you.
0:08:45 > 0:08:49Let's just get through this as quick as we can, shall we?
0:08:50 > 0:08:55Mr Trueman, Nurse Martinez here has been looking at your bloods.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57Now, you might have a slight infection.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Actually, it's a little bit more serious than that,
0:08:59 > 0:09:02but I think I can treat you with a course of I/V antibiotics.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05- We'll have you out of here in no time!- No. No, we won't.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07I'm going to have to keep you here under observation,
0:09:07 > 0:09:10make sure there's no further tissue damage.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12- Um, sorry, I just thought... - But you got it wrong.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16So I'm going to need blood cultures, B/P,
0:09:16 > 0:09:19oxygenation sats and monitoring.
0:09:19 > 0:09:21Thank you, Nurse Martinez.
0:09:28 > 0:09:31Well, that was motivational.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33This is not the time for your sarcasm.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35You're not doing yourself any favours.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37You need to keep a cool head through this.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39Through what, exactly?
0:09:40 > 0:09:43I know what it means to you, the stent case, and working with Jac.
0:09:43 > 0:09:44But I wouldn't be angry.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47From what I hear, she did exactly what she had to do.
0:09:47 > 0:09:50I'm not angry. It's temporary, it's the board who...
0:09:52 > 0:09:54"Did what she had to do"?
0:09:54 > 0:09:55It wasn't her decision.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01You say there's pain everywhere?
0:10:01 > 0:10:03It moves about. But it's always cramps.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05It's mostly in my stomach.
0:10:05 > 0:10:08Well, looking at your U&Es, it looks like dehydration.
0:10:08 > 0:10:12We'll also sort out an obs referral to check on the baby.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14I've been sick. More sick than usual.
0:10:14 > 0:10:17Yes, that too. Alison, that is just morning sickness.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19OK, well, if that's what you think,
0:10:19 > 0:10:23but, just, I know how difficult it can be getting these things right.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27Oh, I didn't mean...
0:10:27 > 0:10:30Just, are there no other tests you can do?
0:10:30 > 0:10:33Alison, you have a GP. This is a busy hospital.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36- We have emergencies coming in. I have enough...- Please!
0:10:38 > 0:10:41If there's anything else.
0:10:43 > 0:10:46I will put you on IV fluids for the dehydration and anti-emetics.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49That should sort you out.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Dom...
0:10:51 > 0:10:54you look really well.
0:11:01 > 0:11:05- What took you so long?- I had to... I was speaking with someone.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07I'm delighted you could tear yourself away.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09- And I need to talk to you. - It's going to have to wait.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11This one needs to go straight up.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13Actually, I don't think this can wait.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Arthur?
0:11:18 > 0:11:23He was so kind. He sat with me, talked for ages.
0:11:23 > 0:11:24Well, I hope you got his number?
0:11:24 > 0:11:27He was taken, of course.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30But long-term relationships, not my thing.
0:11:30 > 0:11:34- Prefer a string of followers instead?- Exactly!
0:11:34 > 0:11:36SHE WINCES
0:11:36 > 0:11:39- It's sore just there?- Mmm.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42Well, do you know what, it's a comfort to know there's still
0:11:42 > 0:11:44some good people around.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Everyone's trying to do their best.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49Yes, surviving however we can.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Oh, no, got better things to do than survive.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Now you're talking.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56That's one of his. Battlestar Galactica, I think.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58BUZZING
0:11:58 > 0:11:59A wasp.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03Thank you. He's not a Cylon, is he?
0:12:09 > 0:12:12- Sorry.- Do you work here? - Er, yes, I do.
0:12:12 > 0:12:16Then can you tell me why you don't keep all the magazines in one place?
0:12:16 > 0:12:20I mean, True Crime here and Transport by the coffee shop?
0:12:20 > 0:12:23It's very frustrating if you like both.
0:12:23 > 0:12:26Well, I'm a doctor, so, um...
0:12:26 > 0:12:28"Ms Berenice Wolfe."
0:12:28 > 0:12:32- Bernie. - Oh, Auntie Serena's friend Bernie!
0:12:32 > 0:12:34Reporting for duty, sir!
0:12:34 > 0:12:37Ah, you must be Jason?
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Auntie Serena's told me all about you.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43She said you're both at the same level,
0:12:43 > 0:12:46but that she's been here longer so she has more power.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49Did she?
0:12:49 > 0:12:52Your hair is much better than she described, though.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54THEY LAUGH
0:12:54 > 0:12:56After you.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01Jason? What are you doing here?
0:13:01 > 0:13:04- I've finished college now. - Yes, I'm aware of that.
0:13:04 > 0:13:07I spoke to the career advisor and he said to get a job,
0:13:07 > 0:13:10so...I thought I could work with you.
0:13:10 > 0:13:11He's already sorted the magazines.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13Black, no sugar, right?
0:13:13 > 0:13:16Er, one of you might want to just take Morven to one side.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19- Arthur's been brought in by the paramedics.- What?
0:13:19 > 0:13:20Breathing difficulties, but...
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Is Arthur the doctor that is dying from cancer?
0:13:22 > 0:13:25Thanks, Fletch. I'll let Morven know.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28If you don't mind, I think I should tell her.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31I could let her know, if you like?
0:13:31 > 0:13:34Why don't you help me out, Jason?
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Yes, thank you, thank you.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40Er, coffee?
0:13:40 > 0:13:44Oh, er, I don't like coffee.
0:13:44 > 0:13:47- Right. - So you'll need three ports.
0:13:47 > 0:13:51You push the hernia back, insert the synthetic mesh, close up.
0:13:51 > 0:13:54Couldn't be simpler...
0:13:54 > 0:13:56Dr Copeland.
0:13:56 > 0:14:00Think you'd make an excellent assistant, Mr Griffin.
0:14:00 > 0:14:03Is that who I think it is?
0:14:03 > 0:14:07It's just pregnancy symptoms. I think she's just dehydrated.
0:14:07 > 0:14:08I see.
0:14:08 > 0:14:12She's claiming she's got cramps all over, back pain
0:14:12 > 0:14:15and she's adamant that her right leg is weak.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17In all honesty, I don't think it's anything other than
0:14:17 > 0:14:20a worried new mum-to-be.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23So get her up to maternity. We've got electives to get through.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27I'll see you in there.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30Thanks a lot. Cheers.
0:14:30 > 0:14:35I know what you're going to say but I'm fine with this. It's cool.
0:14:35 > 0:14:39It's nothing to worry about, but Arthur's been admitted to Darwin.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41Darwin?
0:14:41 > 0:14:44Now, if you want, you could...
0:14:44 > 0:14:47No, no, it's fine.
0:14:47 > 0:14:51I'm sure Zosia is perfectly capable of looking after him herself.
0:14:56 > 0:14:58He was just at home, called it in himself.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00Shortness of breath, chest pains, swollen lymph nodes.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01Does Morven know?
0:15:01 > 0:15:04Let's work out what's happening before we start worrying people, OK?
0:15:04 > 0:15:06Let's get him scanned soon as possible.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09- He'll probably need a bronchoscopy. - Yes, thank you, Dr Valentine.
0:15:09 > 0:15:10How is Mr Malone?
0:15:12 > 0:15:14OK, let's get him on some prednisone.
0:15:14 > 0:15:15We'll have ECMO on standby, please.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18How's that oxygen working out for you, Arthur?
0:15:20 > 0:15:22- Dr March? - Yes, I can take it from here.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24We should really tell Morven.
0:15:24 > 0:15:28We need to get a CT scan booked, lung function tests.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31Missed the place, did you? You've only been gone a few days.
0:15:31 > 0:15:35They picked him up at home. Don't worry, we've got him.
0:15:35 > 0:15:38Let's get him on IV fluids and a course of IV antibiotics.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40Breathing problems now, eh?
0:15:40 > 0:15:42Can't help yourself, can you?
0:15:42 > 0:15:44Let's get that chest X-ray done.
0:15:47 > 0:15:51- I can't discuss Ruth's results with you.- I won't tell anyone.
0:15:51 > 0:15:55- We have to run more tests. - You do a lot of tests, don't you?
0:15:55 > 0:15:57Is it because you don't really know?
0:15:58 > 0:16:02The machines are definitely on our side, Jason, yes.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04I think I'm getting the hang of this.
0:16:06 > 0:16:10So, earlier, did you really think I'd sorted out the magazines?
0:16:10 > 0:16:13Ruth, how are you doing? Anyone checked your obs lately?
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Dr Morven, is she OK?
0:16:15 > 0:16:19She's fine. Let's just focus on you for now, shall we?
0:16:19 > 0:16:21So did you? Think that I'd done the magazines?
0:16:21 > 0:16:27I hadn't, but I will tell you this, I would really sort this place out.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30Well, now we're talking to Ruth about her medical condition, Jason,
0:16:30 > 0:16:32- so could you just...- He can stay.
0:16:32 > 0:16:36I'd much rather talk about magazines.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- You like spies?- Mm-hm.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Have you ever thought about being a spy, Jason?
0:16:40 > 0:16:43I don't think Auntie Serena would be too pleased about that.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46His auntie is one of the doctors treating you.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49- Oh, Auntie has lots of secrets, does she?- Not that I know about.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54Will they need to operate?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56Well, everything looks all right...
0:16:56 > 0:16:58If they DO need to operate,
0:16:58 > 0:17:00I will bring you another book for afterwards.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03I'm hoping to get a job in the shop.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06Why don't you go away and put together a CV, Jason?
0:17:06 > 0:17:09You could list the skills that you have.
0:17:09 > 0:17:10Things you like, things you don't like.
0:17:10 > 0:17:14I used to teach my students. Be happy to help.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17- Really?- Hmm, of course.
0:17:17 > 0:17:19Great.
0:17:21 > 0:17:22Take a seat.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26Your last MDT meeting, what did they say?
0:17:26 > 0:17:28I don't get what you mean.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31What did they say about the cancer?
0:17:31 > 0:17:35Er, I can't remember. No biscuits and the tea was cold, apparently.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38Arthur, how long have you had a breathing problem?
0:17:38 > 0:17:40You know this, Zosia. I don't get...
0:17:40 > 0:17:41PATIENT DROPS WALKING STICK
0:17:41 > 0:17:44- Let me.- Sorry, thank you.
0:17:46 > 0:17:47All doctors, are we?
0:17:48 > 0:17:51Yes, well, we're trying.
0:17:51 > 0:17:54I can tell. It's the teeth.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56All furred up.
0:17:56 > 0:18:02Smoke a cigarette, save a life, have a cocktail. That's your lot.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04Well, it's not quite as glamorous as that.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07Oh, you don't do the smoking so much?
0:18:07 > 0:18:09Don't really do the life-saving so much.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Do you mind, we're just...?
0:18:11 > 0:18:13I'm sorry. Sorry.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17I'll be back.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21I don't mind them leaving.
0:18:22 > 0:18:26It's the not knowing where you stand that kills you.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30- Mr Levy?- Yes.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32I'm probably going to regret asking this,
0:18:32 > 0:18:36but is there another surgeon who can take on this list?
0:18:36 > 0:18:38I have another patient.
0:18:38 > 0:18:42- Dom, I don't mind treating Alison if it's...- No, it's fine.
0:18:42 > 0:18:46- Would you just apologise to Mr Griffin for me?- OK.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50Sorry, sorry, there's been a change of plan.
0:18:50 > 0:18:54- This patient needs to stay for further tests.- Thank you.
0:18:54 > 0:18:58I'm going to get you in for an MRI and an ultrasound, OK?
0:18:58 > 0:19:02I need to do my hair if I'm having my photo taken.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04- You look fine.- Gee, thanks.
0:19:04 > 0:19:08Still tripping over themselves for that silver tongue, are they?
0:19:12 > 0:19:15He's at a recovery house.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21I'll get a porter to take you down.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27- Dad, it's Arthur. - Yes, I heard he was in.
0:19:27 > 0:19:31- He's got breathing difficulties. - And you're telling me because?
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Because I thought you'd be interested.
0:19:35 > 0:19:38- Because I think I can help him. - Zosia...
0:19:38 > 0:19:42There's only one shot at getting approval for this stent.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44And Arthur should be getting it, not Mr Malone.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46- Then you need to speak to Jac. - And say what exactly?
0:19:46 > 0:19:49That instead of this perfectly viable candidate that we've
0:19:49 > 0:19:52been carefully monitoring all this time,
0:19:52 > 0:19:55I, junior Dr March, want to give her pet project to my friend?!
0:19:55 > 0:19:59- That's your argument?- That's what it's going to sound like to her.
0:19:59 > 0:20:02Darling, Arthur is a terminally-ill patient.
0:20:02 > 0:20:03He's also your friend. He's on our team.
0:20:03 > 0:20:07It doesn't get any more dangerous to a PR campaign than that.
0:20:07 > 0:20:10Yes, I know. Something she knows all about.
0:20:10 > 0:20:12Please, I need your advice.
0:20:14 > 0:20:19So he lists his skills as punctuality, fact-checking,
0:20:19 > 0:20:22list-making and...bravery.
0:20:23 > 0:20:26- I don't think I told him that. - SHE CLEARS THROAT
0:20:26 > 0:20:30"Hobbies - reading magazines, solving puzzles.
0:20:30 > 0:20:35"Dream job - secret agent or world's strongest man."
0:20:35 > 0:20:39- Well, he doesn't lack ambition. - You really shouldn't encourage him.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41He said there was a job going at the coffee shop.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43You don't know his limitations.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45There might be a case to say that you don't know his...
0:20:45 > 0:20:47I wouldn't expect you to understand.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49I need some help out here.
0:20:49 > 0:20:53- What have we got? - Ulcer's perforated. CT scan.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55SHE GROANS
0:20:55 > 0:20:59- Right, let's get her moved, please, quickly as possible.- I'll take this.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01Call ahead and get them prepped, would you, Fletch?
0:21:01 > 0:21:05I can take Ruth from here. Can we get a little help here, please?
0:21:05 > 0:21:08SHE GROANS
0:21:08 > 0:21:10Put yourself in her shoes.
0:21:10 > 0:21:12She did what was necessary to give her project life again.
0:21:12 > 0:21:16- This isn't about me and Jac any more.- It's ALWAYS about Jac.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18You need to think objectively.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20And who's thinking objectively about me?
0:21:20 > 0:21:22Look, take emotion out of the equation
0:21:22 > 0:21:25and argue your case for Arthur rationally.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28- Politics?- Yes, Jac is a politician.
0:21:28 > 0:21:31I don't want to take her on. I want to work WITH her.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33Then show her who you are
0:21:33 > 0:21:37and stop screaming that the sky is falling in.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39Seriously?
0:21:39 > 0:21:41Zoshy, how many times did you ask me to read that bloody book
0:21:41 > 0:21:43when you were a kid?
0:21:43 > 0:21:45- Oh, clearly too many!- And what did I always say at the end?
0:21:45 > 0:21:48- This is ridiculous. - It's a political fable.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50I'm not running for office, Dad!
0:21:50 > 0:21:52What did I always say at the end, when we'd finished,
0:21:52 > 0:21:55when you asked what happened to the ones who blindly followed?
0:21:55 > 0:21:57The fox is unscrupulous.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00Better to BE the fox.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03I know what he's capable of.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05Even if his skills do match a lot of the job description,
0:22:05 > 0:22:07who knows what's going to happen?
0:22:07 > 0:22:11- Precisely.- He might even be overqualified in some respects.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15- The patients seem to love him, though...- Diathermy.
0:22:18 > 0:22:21- ..especially this one.- Mmm.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23Culture swab.
0:22:23 > 0:22:26Let's just hope that someone's looking out for her the same way
0:22:26 > 0:22:28you're looking out for him.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31You think I'm being over-protective.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33- Did I say that?- Hmm.
0:22:33 > 0:22:36I think your Auntie Serena already explained.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38There is no job at Pulses.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41Auntie Serena is always stopping me from doing things.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44Well, not everything has to be done the way your auntie says.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46In our house it does.
0:22:46 > 0:22:48What is it your auntie is stopping you from doing?
0:22:48 > 0:22:52I just want to get a job, have some independence, go places.
0:22:52 > 0:22:55What's stopping you apart from your Auntie Serena?
0:22:55 > 0:22:56I don't know how to drive.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00- So learn the Highway Code and take it from there.- Really?
0:23:00 > 0:23:04There's always different ways to approach things, Jason.
0:23:05 > 0:23:10- BREATHLESSLY:- When you were a kid you dreamt of flying cars, right?
0:23:10 > 0:23:12I know my kids did.
0:23:14 > 0:23:18Forcefields, immortality meds.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22Colonies on new planets.
0:23:22 > 0:23:26This is the age of technological dissatisfaction.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28It's all just around the corner, they tell us.
0:23:30 > 0:23:33How long have they been selling that to us?
0:23:33 > 0:23:37And we're supposed to be so satisfied
0:23:37 > 0:23:40with the wonders of the internet.
0:23:41 > 0:23:44- Hey.- Doc...
0:23:44 > 0:23:46I did give him an out.
0:23:46 > 0:23:51I said, just nod when the old man waffle gets too much to bear.
0:23:51 > 0:23:55Unfortunately, you keep picking his kind of topics, Mr Malone.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58Thank you.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04I'll be back in a sec.
0:24:07 > 0:24:10See where retirement gets you?
0:24:10 > 0:24:14There's nothing I haven't thought of in the bath
0:24:14 > 0:24:16that I haven't tried at least once.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Zosia.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22Hey.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25I just wondered how you were.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27You know, you seem so together.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29I'm his doctor.
0:24:29 > 0:24:34- Yes, I know that, but you're also his friend. You know...- Excuse me.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Zosia?
0:24:40 > 0:24:42Morven.
0:24:43 > 0:24:46He doesn't need to know yet.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48Of course he needs to know.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51It's spread again.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57This won't take long, will it?
0:24:57 > 0:25:02Unless Mr Griffin finds out you've been handing out free MRI scans.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04She's on her own with a baby due.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Oh, no Lee?
0:25:07 > 0:25:09Sorry.
0:25:09 > 0:25:13It must be strange for both of you.
0:25:13 > 0:25:16She came up positive on the Hoover test.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19She's claiming she's got pain in her foot but I can't find anything.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22- It's all clear. - All psychological?
0:25:23 > 0:25:25And the stomach pains?
0:25:25 > 0:25:27Yes, but she didn't need to come here, did she?
0:25:27 > 0:25:30She's on her own with a baby due.
0:25:30 > 0:25:32Yes, I know, I know,
0:25:32 > 0:25:35but I just feel like she wants something from me
0:25:35 > 0:25:37and I don't know what it is.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39MACHINE BEEPS
0:25:39 > 0:25:41Dom.
0:25:45 > 0:25:49I think my chances of seeing the flying car just went down.
0:25:49 > 0:25:50I reckon you dodged a bullet.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53Reckon the insurance on those things would be crazy(!)
0:25:53 > 0:25:55Can we just focus, please?
0:25:56 > 0:25:58Sorry, I...
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Look, I think we should get Jac to take a look as well.
0:26:00 > 0:26:03He might need a tracheotomy. The stenosis is severe enough, right?
0:26:03 > 0:26:06No, it's too low down. Tracheotomy is not a solution at this point.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08- Well, Zosia... - I'm doing all I can, OK?!
0:26:08 > 0:26:10Morven.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15What if I said I could get him the new stent?
0:26:15 > 0:26:17Jac's stent?
0:26:17 > 0:26:20It could avoid intubation. He wouldn't need any more medication.
0:26:20 > 0:26:23- He could breathe normally. - What about...
0:26:25 > 0:26:27That would be...
0:26:29 > 0:26:31Can you?
0:26:33 > 0:26:36We think it may be abdominal adhesions from the splenectomy.
0:26:36 > 0:26:39From the last operation I had here?
0:26:39 > 0:26:42Dom, please, I'm not blaming anyone. I just want to know.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45This is something that can happen with splenectomies,
0:26:45 > 0:26:48but we do need to fix it or it can have very serious consequences.
0:26:48 > 0:26:52We can give you some medication for the pain but you will need surgery.
0:26:52 > 0:26:55- We don't have long... - Give me the medication and I'll go.
0:27:01 > 0:27:04Alison, I understand that you're nervous but your bowel could die.
0:27:04 > 0:27:06You could die.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Your baby.
0:27:09 > 0:27:11You need this surgery.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13I don't want to see his face again.
0:27:13 > 0:27:16PHONE BEEPS
0:27:19 > 0:27:21This pain is only going to get worse
0:27:21 > 0:27:24and I'm afraid I'm not willing to risk it.
0:27:24 > 0:27:26How did you get over it?
0:27:29 > 0:27:31I need to know how you did it.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33How you forgot about him.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35PHONE BEEPS
0:27:38 > 0:27:41SHE SOBS
0:27:49 > 0:27:51PHONE BEEPS
0:27:51 > 0:27:53I...
0:27:54 > 0:27:57I just had to put him out of my mind.
0:27:57 > 0:27:59I still need to have a chat with you when you have a moment.
0:27:59 > 0:28:02And I need to write a report for Hanssen.
0:28:02 > 0:28:03I know that you had the chance to fight for me
0:28:03 > 0:28:07to be on that stent case and you decided not to.
0:28:07 > 0:28:10I know why. I get it.
0:28:10 > 0:28:13But, I have a better patient for your stent than Mr Malone.
0:28:14 > 0:28:18- It's anonymous.- And that's exactly how I'd treat it.
0:28:18 > 0:28:21Just let me show you why it's a better case.
0:28:23 > 0:28:26I just want to forget about him.
0:28:26 > 0:28:28How can I now?
0:28:30 > 0:28:32- I don't want it. - You don't mean that.
0:28:32 > 0:28:35I don't care any more, Dom.
0:28:35 > 0:28:38This isn't the time to be thinking like that. You need to...
0:28:38 > 0:28:42OK, Alison. Jane, can we get theatre mobilised?
0:28:42 > 0:28:44Essie, can you phone Mr Griffin
0:28:44 > 0:28:47and tell him we need to do this operation now?
0:28:51 > 0:28:52We could provide Mr Malone
0:28:52 > 0:28:55with a surgical excision of his tumour instead.
0:28:55 > 0:28:57It would reduce the risk of the cancer spreading
0:28:57 > 0:28:59and prevent further restriction of the trachea.
0:28:59 > 0:29:03- Your enthusiasm is draining. Please stop.- So you agree?
0:29:03 > 0:29:04I didn't say that,
0:29:04 > 0:29:08but you've done enough to seed doubt in my convictions that I relent.
0:29:08 > 0:29:11Is there a "yes" buried in that?
0:29:12 > 0:29:15If we're to work together again, I need to go to the board.
0:29:15 > 0:29:18So, I'm back on the team?
0:29:18 > 0:29:21- I'll let them know. - Wait, let who know what?
0:29:21 > 0:29:24Arthur and Morven. That he's getting the stent. Your stent.
0:29:24 > 0:29:26No!
0:29:26 > 0:29:30You know where we are PR-wise with this. We only have one shot.
0:29:30 > 0:29:34- Yes, so...- I thought this was about the future, Zosia. YOUR future.
0:29:34 > 0:29:37About showing that nothing is more important than your career.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39Proving how much you wanted to work on the stent?
0:29:39 > 0:29:42That is what you want?
0:29:43 > 0:29:47I can only fight for one of you.
0:29:48 > 0:29:52And there are only so many fights you can take to the board.
0:29:53 > 0:29:56So if I'm to be back involved then Arthur can't...
0:30:01 > 0:30:03That tickles me. Hah!
0:30:06 > 0:30:07MORVEN CHUCKLES
0:30:12 > 0:30:14Well, don't just give it away.
0:30:16 > 0:30:17It's not good news, is it?
0:30:18 > 0:30:23Sorry, we're going to have to give you the more traditional device.
0:30:23 > 0:30:26So, not the all-singing, all-dancing one?
0:30:27 > 0:30:29OK.
0:30:29 > 0:30:32I'm sure you did all you could.
0:30:32 > 0:30:33Yeah.
0:30:35 > 0:30:37Zosia, it's a medical decision.
0:30:38 > 0:30:42Never been one for pioneering studies, anyway, give me the...
0:30:42 > 0:30:44tried and tested, please.
0:30:44 > 0:30:47- Yeah, h-honestly, Zosia, this really isn't your...- I'm so sorry!
0:30:49 > 0:30:50Zosia?
0:30:55 > 0:30:58- Foetal heart rate dropping. - She's too distressed.
0:30:58 > 0:31:00You're doing well, just stay focused.
0:31:00 > 0:31:01MACHINE BEEPS
0:31:01 > 0:31:03POUNDING HEARTBEAT
0:31:05 > 0:31:07How much time do we have?
0:31:07 > 0:31:09I really think we're going to need to...
0:31:09 > 0:31:12She needs a C-section. This baby needs to come out now.
0:31:12 > 0:31:14Stand down, Dr Copeland.
0:31:16 > 0:31:18- Zosia?- It's all a mess!
0:31:18 > 0:31:21- Not here. Come on. - What have I done?!
0:31:21 > 0:31:23I shouldn't have listened to you. It's all gone horribly wrong!
0:31:23 > 0:31:26- What is it? What happened, darling? - I sold my friend out!
0:31:26 > 0:31:28That's what happened!
0:31:28 > 0:31:33Jac gave me the opportunity to get back on that stent team and I took it!
0:31:33 > 0:31:35- What did you do?- I did exactly what YOU told me to do!
0:31:35 > 0:31:38I played it objectively, I took all the emotion out of it
0:31:38 > 0:31:40and then she just turned it around on me!
0:31:40 > 0:31:43- You pitched your argument for Arthur.- I didn't even fight for Arthur!
0:31:45 > 0:31:48I could have done, but I didn't.
0:31:48 > 0:31:51I took the prize. I took my involvement in the project.
0:31:51 > 0:31:55Yes, a project you've been working hard on for the last six months.
0:31:55 > 0:31:57Not now. Leave us, please!
0:32:00 > 0:32:03OK, I need to tell her I want out. Arthur needs that stent!
0:32:03 > 0:32:05Arthur is terminal!
0:32:05 > 0:32:07Listen to me. Whatever you think,
0:32:07 > 0:32:10Jac will have based this decision on medical opinion.
0:32:10 > 0:32:13But if it really means that much to you, then go and take it back.
0:32:17 > 0:32:19You're scared of her. She offered you the chance
0:32:19 > 0:32:21to show another side of yourself and you bottled it.
0:32:21 > 0:32:25She made it quite clear that she couldn't take the fight any higher.
0:32:25 > 0:32:27It is either me or it's Arthur. The board...
0:32:27 > 0:32:29When did Jac Naylor ever care about the board?!
0:32:29 > 0:32:32Look around you! People think of this as her theatre.
0:32:32 > 0:32:36But she had to fight for it. From the bottom. From where you are now!
0:32:36 > 0:32:39- Thanks(!)- Look, lose the medical school naivety, Zosia.
0:32:39 > 0:32:42She wants you to find a way to win. She wants you to fight for this.
0:32:42 > 0:32:44It's what drives her. This is the prize!
0:32:44 > 0:32:47You don't get it by playing black and white with your morals.
0:32:47 > 0:32:50You find her weakness, the same way she found yours.
0:32:54 > 0:32:56You're in a battle that you started.
0:32:56 > 0:32:57Make sure you finish it.
0:33:01 > 0:33:02DOOR CLOSES
0:33:02 > 0:33:04- Is the baby OK?- Dr Copeland!
0:33:06 > 0:33:08We need to find this bleed.
0:33:09 > 0:33:11I can't see. Suction.
0:33:14 > 0:33:15Is there more than one?
0:33:15 > 0:33:17That's what we need to find out.
0:33:24 > 0:33:26I've got it. Mesenteric vessel.
0:33:26 > 0:33:28Can I get a clip and 3-0 Vicryl, please? Thank you.
0:33:34 > 0:33:35Right. Keep it steady.
0:33:41 > 0:33:43MACHINE BEEPS
0:34:04 > 0:34:06She's stabilising.
0:34:06 > 0:34:07Stable?
0:34:11 > 0:34:15Right. Divide the adhesions and close up...Doctor.
0:34:17 > 0:34:19- Clinical Audit Assistant. - Sounds fancy, right?
0:34:19 > 0:34:22And he'd just have to put data into a computer?
0:34:22 > 0:34:25Spreadsheets, questionnaires, categorising stuff.
0:34:25 > 0:34:28Oh! Three of his favourite things.
0:34:29 > 0:34:32Auntie Serena! This lady knows how to drive.
0:34:32 > 0:34:35She's testing me on the Highway Code. I printed it off.
0:34:35 > 0:34:37You see, I would have asked Ruth, but...
0:34:37 > 0:34:39Jason, just give it to me, please.
0:34:41 > 0:34:44Bernie says there are different ways of looking at every opportunity.
0:34:44 > 0:34:47Does she? You really are determined to...
0:34:47 > 0:34:48Serena?
0:34:50 > 0:34:53- Morven? - He's getting the stent. Um...
0:34:53 > 0:34:55They wanted to give him the removable one,
0:34:55 > 0:34:57you know, give him a better quality of life.
0:34:57 > 0:35:00- It's spread further?- Mm-hm.
0:35:00 > 0:35:02Oh, Morven, I'm so sorry.
0:35:02 > 0:35:04Still, he didn't have it at the start of the day,
0:35:04 > 0:35:06so, why so different now, you know?
0:35:07 > 0:35:09Sorry.
0:35:09 > 0:35:11Serena? Serena, let her go!
0:35:11 > 0:35:12Excuse me?
0:35:14 > 0:35:18Morven, Jason, Fletch. You have to loosen your grip.
0:35:20 > 0:35:23You'd do well to remember who you're talking to.
0:35:31 > 0:35:34Dr March, why don't you break the good news?
0:35:36 > 0:35:38We're going ahead with your treatment, Mr Malone.
0:35:38 > 0:35:41You are the perfect fit for the new, removable stent.
0:35:41 > 0:35:43And Arthur?
0:35:43 > 0:35:46For obvious reasons, we can't discuss other patients.
0:35:46 > 0:35:48But as Dr March has said, you are the perfect fit,
0:35:48 > 0:35:52so as soon as we have your signature, we can get it countersigned by the CEO...
0:35:52 > 0:35:54Sorry, I-I didn't mean to pry.
0:35:54 > 0:35:58Thank you. I'll take the forms and give them a good read.
0:35:59 > 0:36:00I like to know all the details.
0:36:00 > 0:36:03Hm. Let me guess, you've made a career out of it?
0:36:05 > 0:36:07I'll leave you to cross all the Ts.
0:36:10 > 0:36:12I'll come back with some more information.
0:36:12 > 0:36:15You'll need to read all the risks.
0:36:28 > 0:36:30Jason?
0:36:30 > 0:36:32Ah! Dr Bernie!
0:36:32 > 0:36:34What are you doing here?
0:36:34 > 0:36:38Auntie Serena gave me some surveys to see if I like doing them.
0:36:38 > 0:36:40Right. And, um...and do you?
0:36:40 > 0:36:42Well, I don't really get to do anything,
0:36:42 > 0:36:45it's more for the patients, but we'll see.
0:36:45 > 0:36:48I'm pleased for you. If you need any help, you let me know.
0:36:48 > 0:36:51That is, um...if Auntie Serena says it's OK.
0:36:52 > 0:36:54Auntie Serena says you're trying to criticise her
0:36:54 > 0:36:57because your own life is going so badly.
0:36:58 > 0:37:00Right.
0:37:02 > 0:37:06Well, you let...you let her know I'm sorry she thinks that.
0:37:07 > 0:37:10I will. See you, Ruth.
0:37:16 > 0:37:19How are you feeling? Sorry, stupid question.
0:37:19 > 0:37:22Um...is there anyone we can call for you?
0:37:23 > 0:37:25Lots of people.
0:37:25 > 0:37:27But not just yet.
0:37:27 > 0:37:32- Actually, um...do you mind if I sit down?- Mm.
0:37:36 > 0:37:38Ooh!
0:37:42 > 0:37:43Hm.
0:37:46 > 0:37:48Jac wants you to finalise and submit her report
0:37:48 > 0:37:51that recommends Mr Malone as the recipient of her device.
0:37:51 > 0:37:54- Yes, I know.- I have no idea what you sacrificed to get this,
0:37:54 > 0:37:56but I hope it was worth it.
0:37:56 > 0:37:58I am back on that stent case because I fought for it.
0:37:58 > 0:38:00I imagine you did.
0:38:01 > 0:38:03When does this end?
0:38:03 > 0:38:04ZOSIA LAUGHS
0:38:06 > 0:38:08I don't know whether to laugh at your vanity
0:38:08 > 0:38:10or cry at the sorry state you must think I'm in.
0:38:10 > 0:38:15Making them think they had a chance of that removable stent and then taking it away,
0:38:15 > 0:38:16that is cruel, Zosia. Even for you!
0:38:16 > 0:38:19This is not about you, Ollie, it never has been!
0:38:30 > 0:38:32Have you...have you read them all?
0:38:35 > 0:38:37Every last one.
0:38:43 > 0:38:45You haven't signed.
0:38:45 > 0:38:49I suppose you have to get something to your CEO, though, right?
0:38:51 > 0:38:54Find that Patient X.
0:39:18 > 0:39:20You're doing fine.
0:39:24 > 0:39:28There was quite a heavy bleed that we managed to stop.
0:39:28 > 0:39:32And your body was under a lot of stress.
0:39:34 > 0:39:36So the baby's heart rate began to drop.
0:39:40 > 0:39:42We...we didn't have a choice.
0:39:48 > 0:39:50You have a baby boy.
0:39:55 > 0:39:58We'll have to keep him in for a few weeks to monitor him, but...
0:39:58 > 0:40:00he's alive and he's well.
0:40:09 > 0:40:11You're tired.
0:40:11 > 0:40:13You'll get to see him soon.
0:40:20 > 0:40:23Alison, I wasn't completely honest with you earlier.
0:40:28 > 0:40:31About...trying to put him out of my mind.
0:40:34 > 0:40:36Because the truth is...
0:40:38 > 0:40:41..I struggle...even now.
0:40:46 > 0:40:48You can't just shut people out.
0:40:49 > 0:40:51You need to go and see your son.
0:40:58 > 0:40:59HE SIGHS
0:41:17 > 0:41:20You have either made a shocking error, or a big mistake.
0:41:20 > 0:41:22Ms Naylor, I was just heading to update Arthur.
0:41:22 > 0:41:24- So, Patient X has a name? - He needs this.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26Mr Malone has mysteriously withdrawn consent.
0:41:26 > 0:41:28Well, he's very nervous.
0:41:28 > 0:41:30I would be, too, if someone presented me with these risks.
0:41:30 > 0:41:34I just outlined the risks. I haven't broken any rules.
0:41:34 > 0:41:37You specifically defied me. I know you gave Hanssen that proposal.
0:41:37 > 0:41:39(He's my friend.)
0:41:39 > 0:41:41That's the problem.
0:41:41 > 0:41:43Tell me you wouldn't do the same for Elliot.
0:41:43 > 0:41:45MACHINE BEEPS
0:41:45 > 0:41:47Respiratory arrest! Crash team!
0:41:47 > 0:41:49He's becoming cyanotic!
0:41:50 > 0:41:53- I can't hear anything!- We need to intubate! Get him ready for surgery!
0:41:53 > 0:41:55- I'm coming with you. - You're staying here!- Excuse me.
0:41:55 > 0:41:58Valentine, make sure ECMO's on standby.
0:42:00 > 0:42:02(Jac, please!)
0:42:11 > 0:42:12They've just started.
0:42:15 > 0:42:17I'm sorry, I haven't been...
0:42:23 > 0:42:24Will you let me know?
0:42:30 > 0:42:32I'm sorry.
0:42:38 > 0:42:40MACHINE BEEPS
0:42:43 > 0:42:45It's ECMO, or...
0:42:45 > 0:42:46Your stent...
0:42:49 > 0:42:50..your choice.
0:43:09 > 0:43:13They say that even at this early stage,
0:43:13 > 0:43:15they can make out your facial expressions.
0:43:15 > 0:43:16I hope not.
0:43:16 > 0:43:18I haven't been in control of mine.
0:43:18 > 0:43:21Lord knows what he thinks I'm saying.
0:43:24 > 0:43:26I can't believe he's mine.
0:43:28 > 0:43:30I think you're right.
0:43:31 > 0:43:32He needs a family.
0:43:36 > 0:43:38I need to see Lee, but I can't do it alone.
0:43:38 > 0:43:41Look, Alison, you shouldn't even be out of bed.
0:43:41 > 0:43:44Come with me, Dom. Let's do it together.
0:43:44 > 0:43:47That would be completely inappropriate.
0:43:47 > 0:43:50And besides, this isn't my family.
0:43:50 > 0:43:52But it could be.
0:43:52 > 0:43:54- What?!- I'm scared, Dom.
0:43:54 > 0:43:57I don't know what he's like now, what his status is,
0:43:57 > 0:43:59- how his mind is. - Alison, please, you need to stop.
0:43:59 > 0:44:01I can't go through it again.
0:44:01 > 0:44:03You know what that's like.
0:44:03 > 0:44:04What I went through, I mean.
0:44:04 > 0:44:08Alison, do you realise my best friend is upstairs being operated on?
0:44:08 > 0:44:11And all the while, I'm down here talking to you
0:44:11 > 0:44:13about your sorry excuse for an existence
0:44:13 > 0:44:15because you refuse to leave the past!
0:44:15 > 0:44:19Now, I'm sorry, but what hope does your child have
0:44:19 > 0:44:20if you won't even help yourself?
0:44:22 > 0:44:24BABY WAILS
0:44:32 > 0:44:34Why is it taking so long?
0:44:34 > 0:44:36She hasn't given it to him, has she?
0:44:36 > 0:44:39I know a stent wouldn't take as long as this!
0:44:42 > 0:44:44They've got him on ECMO instead.
0:44:44 > 0:44:46- DOOR OPENS - Oh, please, no!
0:44:53 > 0:44:55He's going to be fine.
0:44:55 > 0:44:57Oh!
0:44:58 > 0:45:00(She gave it to him.)
0:45:00 > 0:45:01- ZOSIA LAUGHS - Thank you!
0:45:08 > 0:45:11THEY SOB
0:45:24 > 0:45:25Have you heard?
0:45:25 > 0:45:27Yes. Yes, I have.
0:45:31 > 0:45:33So, he got it, then?
0:45:33 > 0:45:36Yeah. Removable stent.
0:45:36 > 0:45:38Typical Digby. Always wants to make a fuss.
0:45:42 > 0:45:43I really hate this.
0:45:46 > 0:45:48I know.
0:45:48 > 0:45:50HE SIGHS
0:46:17 > 0:46:18Ruth? Someone wants to see you.
0:46:20 > 0:46:22Morven. Did he...?
0:46:22 > 0:46:26Yes. They got him the one we wanted.
0:46:28 > 0:46:30I think he's going to be fine.
0:46:30 > 0:46:32(Come here.)
0:46:36 > 0:46:39It's just going to make such a difference, you know.
0:46:39 > 0:46:41And you? I hear that they...
0:46:41 > 0:46:43It's a perforated ulcer, they say.
0:46:43 > 0:46:46What, and you didn't feel anything before?
0:46:46 > 0:46:48You didn't think to tell anybody?
0:46:48 > 0:46:51I told you, I prefer followers to friends.
0:46:52 > 0:46:54Well, don't go running around
0:46:54 > 0:46:57looking for that Prince Charming who brought you in.
0:46:57 > 0:46:59I kind of like it here, anyway.
0:47:01 > 0:47:03An operation is still necessary, Mr Malone,
0:47:03 > 0:47:06but we can go down a more traditional route this time.
0:47:06 > 0:47:07Ah, the tried and tested.
0:47:07 > 0:47:09Precisely.
0:47:10 > 0:47:14- Why did you...? - Your job is difficult enough.
0:47:15 > 0:47:18You put the stent in the best candidate.
0:47:18 > 0:47:20The person who needed it the most.
0:47:22 > 0:47:27- You know, I never intended to... - 46 years, I spent in the force.
0:47:27 > 0:47:29Investigating my colleagues.
0:47:31 > 0:47:35Friends were in short supply, as you can imagine.
0:47:37 > 0:47:40Eventually, it even cost me my marriage, too.
0:47:40 > 0:47:43But I'd do it all again.
0:47:43 > 0:47:45Because I believed in it.
0:47:47 > 0:47:50I believed that what I was doing was right.
0:47:51 > 0:47:54My work was my life.
0:47:55 > 0:47:57And I'm proud of that.
0:48:01 > 0:48:02Antiquated gossip rags!
0:48:03 > 0:48:05Who needs them?
0:48:07 > 0:48:09I'll need to get you a new consent form.
0:48:27 > 0:48:31- I'm sorry.- Don't be. You're right.
0:48:31 > 0:48:33My head's all over the place right now.
0:48:35 > 0:48:37I had no idea about your friend.
0:48:37 > 0:48:40- I-I shouldn't have even mentioned it.- Still.
0:48:42 > 0:48:45So you'll be discharged in a few days.
0:48:45 > 0:48:48We will have to keep the baby in a little longer, but...
0:48:48 > 0:48:51Sorry, I-I keep calling it "it."
0:48:51 > 0:48:54Have you even thought about a name?
0:48:54 > 0:48:56I thought I might call it Lee.
0:48:59 > 0:49:00SHE LAUGHS
0:49:00 > 0:49:02I'm kidding, Dom!
0:49:05 > 0:49:08No. Um...no name just yet.
0:49:09 > 0:49:11OK. Well, there's no rush.
0:49:11 > 0:49:13Six weeks, they keep him in.
0:49:13 > 0:49:15So you won't get rid of me that easily.
0:49:17 > 0:49:19Unless...
0:49:20 > 0:49:23Where is this recovery house?
0:49:24 > 0:49:26Really?
0:49:26 > 0:49:28Sure. I'll come with you.
0:49:31 > 0:49:32Hm!
0:49:38 > 0:49:41Arthur's. Um...you left them in the side room.
0:49:42 > 0:49:43Right.
0:49:47 > 0:49:49DOOR CLOSES
0:49:49 > 0:49:52You care about him a great deal, don't you?
0:49:54 > 0:49:57Arthur's...what it's all about.
0:49:57 > 0:50:01- Is this your version of an apology? - No, no, it's, um...
0:50:03 > 0:50:05No, you...you were right.
0:50:05 > 0:50:08My life is a mess.
0:50:08 > 0:50:11I miss my kids and I transferred that on to you.
0:50:11 > 0:50:13Bernie, I...
0:50:13 > 0:50:16I said that to Jason in the heat of the moment. I didn't mean it.
0:50:16 > 0:50:18No. You had every right.
0:50:28 > 0:50:30I just thought maybe I could help somehow.
0:50:32 > 0:50:35And you're right. Ever since Arthur's diagnosis, I've been...
0:50:39 > 0:50:42I-I didn't realise that it had affected me so much.
0:50:47 > 0:50:49And, um...and Jason?
0:50:51 > 0:50:53Huh! Can I be honest?
0:50:59 > 0:51:01People don't have a clue.
0:51:01 > 0:51:03Not a bloody clue how hard it is
0:51:03 > 0:51:06to keep discovering things that he can't do.
0:51:08 > 0:51:11And to be the one who always has to tell him no.
0:51:13 > 0:51:15I'm sorry.
0:51:18 > 0:51:20Truce?
0:51:22 > 0:51:24- Truce.- Hm!
0:51:26 > 0:51:29Oi! Mm!
0:51:29 > 0:51:30Bad back?
0:51:30 > 0:51:34Yeah. Did it yesterday, hefting a mattress. I felt it go.
0:51:34 > 0:51:36Sit down, let me take a look.
0:51:36 > 0:51:38- Really?- Yep.
0:51:38 > 0:51:41Well, that...that...that would be nice.
0:51:43 > 0:51:44- Oh!- All right?- Yeah.
0:51:49 > 0:51:52'Is he meant to be comforting, or something?'
0:51:52 > 0:51:55I mean, I would've loved to have been there at the meeting
0:51:55 > 0:51:58where they decided on him over the two polar bear cubs holding paws.
0:51:58 > 0:52:00Well, I think he has kind eyes.
0:52:01 > 0:52:04You thought Saddam had kind eyes.
0:52:05 > 0:52:06What do you think, Diggers?
0:52:06 > 0:52:09You're the one that's going to be sleeping with him for the next few days.
0:52:09 > 0:52:12He'll be watching you while your carers sponge you down.
0:52:12 > 0:52:15And you've got that weird night porter
0:52:15 > 0:52:18who might sing one of his little acoustic numbers
0:52:18 > 0:52:23about life on the gritty streets of Surbiton...or Southampton.
0:52:23 > 0:52:24Either way.
0:52:25 > 0:52:27Well, at least you won't be alone.
0:52:28 > 0:52:30Right, let's give this a go.
0:52:32 > 0:52:35Right, breathe in. Open your mouth.
0:52:35 > 0:52:36Right, breathe in.
0:52:36 > 0:52:39We need to get that red ball to the top of the column.
0:52:39 > 0:52:41- Go for it. - HE INHALES
0:52:41 > 0:52:43- Right.- Mm.- OK.
0:52:45 > 0:52:48Take a little rest and... Come on, let's repeat.
0:52:49 > 0:52:51HE INHALES
0:52:51 > 0:52:53HE SIGHS
0:52:55 > 0:52:58Come on. You heard the woman.
0:53:00 > 0:53:01You're the patient now.
0:53:01 > 0:53:03Repeat.
0:53:11 > 0:53:13- HE INHALES - OK, keep trying.
0:54:04 > 0:54:08Um...everyone's gone, so I'm going to head off, too.
0:54:08 > 0:54:10And his last set of obs are done, if you want to...
0:54:10 > 0:54:12No, that's fine.
0:54:14 > 0:54:16Won't be too long before he's asleep, I reckon.
0:54:18 > 0:54:20SHE SIGHS
0:54:20 > 0:54:23The job was to get him the stent to prolong his quality of life.
0:54:24 > 0:54:26And I've done that.
0:54:27 > 0:54:28Zosia?
0:54:30 > 0:54:34Are you sure we're OK? Just, I really need you to know that...
0:54:34 > 0:54:37You haven't been worrying about THAT all day, have you?
0:54:38 > 0:54:40Cara, I love my work.
0:54:42 > 0:54:43(That's all that matters to me.)
0:54:53 > 0:54:56Better to be...the fox.
0:55:01 > 0:55:02Jac?
0:55:04 > 0:55:05I bumped into Hanssen earlier.
0:55:05 > 0:55:08He seemed surprised you went with Arthur for the trial.
0:55:08 > 0:55:10Big risk.
0:55:10 > 0:55:13Last-minute change, but ultimately, the right one.
0:55:13 > 0:55:15I hear she did well today.
0:55:16 > 0:55:18- Still Daddy's little girl? - Huh! You tell me.
0:55:20 > 0:55:23You know, I prefer you when you're purring, like this.
0:55:23 > 0:55:27You seem more...I don't know, honest.
0:55:27 > 0:55:29But please don't be dumb with it.
0:55:29 > 0:55:33Enjoy the views from the top of the mountain, Jac.
0:55:33 > 0:55:36Just remember, there's always someone coming up the other side
0:55:36 > 0:55:39and there's never enough oxygen to go around.
0:55:39 > 0:55:42Aw, cute! But save it for your princess.
0:55:42 > 0:55:44She's going to need it.
0:55:52 > 0:55:54TRANQUIL INSTRUMENTAL
0:56:17 > 0:56:18On loop.
0:56:19 > 0:56:21The repetition helps me think.
0:56:24 > 0:56:26Never thought about it before, but...
0:56:28 > 0:56:30..I'm sure my mum used to play it when I was small.
0:56:45 > 0:56:47I don't know why she stopped.
0:57:02 > 0:57:04(Goodnight, Arthur.)