0:00:02 > 0:00:05- I've loved every single minute of working here.- I know.
0:00:05 > 0:00:08- If this isn't about work, I... - Jac told us to get this sorted.
0:00:08 > 0:00:12OK. It's over. There. Tick.
0:00:12 > 0:00:16You were right, my life IS a mess. I miss my kids.
0:00:17 > 0:00:21LONG BEEP
0:01:48 > 0:01:50- Morning.- Morning.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58There but for the grace of God.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00You know what, it's days like today where I think
0:02:00 > 0:02:02he fell asleep on the job.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05Well, at least it's nice weather.
0:02:07 > 0:02:12- You're cutting it fine.- I know. - What kept you?- Don't ask.
0:02:20 > 0:02:21Here we go.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35Where's Dom?
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- Thought you weren't going to make it.- Why?
0:02:48 > 0:02:50Right, shall we, gentlemen?
0:02:57 > 0:02:59I've not done this, how do we...?
0:02:59 > 0:03:02Well, I think you might be better off alongside Mr Griffin.
0:03:02 > 0:03:03Yes.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09Have we got him?
0:03:09 > 0:03:10- We're fine.- And...
0:03:58 > 0:03:59Um...
0:04:06 > 0:04:07HE CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:04:09 > 0:04:13The first day I met Arthur Digby...
0:04:15 > 0:04:16..I...
0:04:20 > 0:04:24PAGER BEEPS
0:04:24 > 0:04:25Sorry.
0:04:48 > 0:04:52- The first day I... - PHONE RINGS
0:04:52 > 0:04:56SEVERAL PHONES AND PAGERS BEEP
0:05:06 > 0:05:08PAGER BEEPS
0:05:16 > 0:05:17Go.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20It's what Arthur would have done if he were in your shoes.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30(I'm sorry.)
0:05:37 > 0:05:38- Poor Morven.- I know.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41Well, it was never going to be your average kind of funeral, was it?
0:05:41 > 0:05:43Better be something big to drag us away from that.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46- Well, hopefully not. - You know what I mean.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48It's a train derailment, apparently.
0:05:48 > 0:05:49Just what the doctor ordered.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Three fatalities at the scene.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53Do we have a ballpark figure on the casualties?
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Dozens seriously hurt.
0:05:57 > 0:06:00Thank you. Right, if you can just keep this area clear, please.
0:06:00 > 0:06:01Thank you very much. I know, I know.
0:06:01 > 0:06:03As quick as you can, please, thank you.
0:06:07 > 0:06:08Discharge team's on the case.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11- How're they doing?- We've cleared 20% of the beds so far.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14- Going to need more than that, Fletch.- Yeah... Keep coming through.
0:06:14 > 0:06:17Raf, thee and me. OK. We'll take it from here, thank you.
0:06:17 > 0:06:22- Hello, my name is Serena.- No! - Oh, no! OK, great start.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25- OK, pack the wound, get him into theatre.- OK.- Marvellous.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28Scans show your spleen is damaged. We're going to get you into
0:06:28 > 0:06:30theatre as soon as possible. Prep her, please.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32Coming through. This is Marisa Walker.
0:06:32 > 0:06:3529, penetrating wounds to chest and abdo.
0:06:35 > 0:06:36- You really do talk like that.- Eh?
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Hello, Marisa, I'm Bernie.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41- OMG, it's like being in a disaster movie.- Sorry?- Excuse me.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43And we're the stars.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- Right.- They'll be wondering where I am at the office.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48- Yeah?- Place grinds to a halt without me.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51- Well, they'll just have to grind away today.- That crash was mental.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53Yeah, I can imagine.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55It's true, you know, time does
0:06:55 > 0:06:57really stand still for a few seconds.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00- OK, Marisa, I'm going to take a look at you.- Stat.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02- Sorry?- I'm going to take a look at you, stat.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04Yeah, I think the Americans talk like that, sweetie.
0:07:04 > 0:07:08- Breathe deeply for me, please, Marisa.- Excuse, Doc.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10I don't feel so clever.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Are you a patient?
0:07:12 > 0:07:15- I was in the train crash.- All right, have you been admitted to AAU?
0:07:15 > 0:07:17I was waiting in the emergency department but...
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- How did you end up in here? - I just walked through.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22Well, if you could go back down, they'll deal with you in due course.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25But I've got to see someone.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27Of course, but we are rather... Oh, for... Brilliant.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29Don't you just love a fainter?
0:07:29 > 0:07:31OK. Hello, can you hear me?
0:07:31 > 0:07:34Can we get this guy back out to the ED, please?
0:07:34 > 0:07:37- Actually, I'm not sure that he has fainted.- No?
0:07:37 > 0:07:39Heart's going like the clappers.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40Make that Darwin.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Well, you couldn't make it up.
0:07:42 > 0:07:43I know.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Wonder how Dominic's eulogy went.
0:07:45 > 0:07:46Why don't you ask him?
0:07:47 > 0:07:49- Dom?- Yeah?
0:07:49 > 0:07:51What're you doing?
0:07:51 > 0:07:52Doing the same as you.
0:07:52 > 0:07:55- But...- What? - You've left the funeral?
0:07:55 > 0:07:57Well, I was going to stay and try CPR on him
0:07:57 > 0:07:59but I think I'd be a bit more useful here.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01- Don't you think...- Customer.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03- You're back?- Shock horror.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Well, I just thought that you might have stayed.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08- Right, what do we have here? - Marisa Walker, 29.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11- Hi.- Hi. I'm Dr Copeland.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14Wounds to chest and abdomen, haemodynamically normal,
0:08:14 > 0:08:17FAST scan was positive, trauma CT still pending.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Sounds worse than it feels.
0:08:19 > 0:08:21- Yeah, well, I'll be the judge of that.- This place is awesome.
0:08:21 > 0:08:25Glad you think so. Just going to listen to your chest.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30What's it got to say for itself?
0:08:30 > 0:08:33It's telling me you're going to need 15-minute obs.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36- Bet you can't beat the morning I've had.- Well, actually...
0:08:36 > 0:08:37One second I'm reading a glossy mag,
0:08:37 > 0:08:39the next I'm upside down in the dark.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42Right, we'll be back shortly to do your scans.
0:08:44 > 0:08:48Think our Marisa's a sandwich short of a picnic, don't you?
0:08:51 > 0:08:52Hi.
0:08:52 > 0:08:53Hi.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56I thought you were gone for the day.
0:08:56 > 0:08:59I didn't fancy the burial. Morbid.
0:09:03 > 0:09:04You OK?
0:09:04 > 0:09:06Yeah, fine. You?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08Yeah, good.
0:09:08 > 0:09:09Best get to it then.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14Right.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20OK, just take her up, please. Thank you.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24- Excuse me, Doctor, I'm looking... - Serena...- Sorry. Yeah?
0:09:24 > 0:09:26It's a bit all over the place.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29Some of the juniors might never have seen anything like this before.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31Wouldn't last five minutes on my old stomping ground.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33That's probably true of most of us.
0:09:33 > 0:09:36- We're not equipped for a trauma bay. - Welcome to the cash-strapped NHS.
0:09:36 > 0:09:39- We're in danger of getting swamped. - Mrs Campbell?
0:09:39 > 0:09:41Well, I was worrying about that myself.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44- Why don't I organise things like I would in the field?- Do you think?
0:09:44 > 0:09:48I guarantee we'll get through the numbers quicker and cleaner.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50OK, let's do it Kandahar style.
0:09:50 > 0:09:54Great, good. OK, everyone. Stop what you're doing and listen up, please.
0:09:54 > 0:09:59I want CT over here, GS here. Fletch, you stay where you are.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02We're going to keep the patients moving through.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05We have to create a flow. OK? Great.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07- Excuse me, Doctor.- Yes.- Will somebody tell me where my son is?
0:10:07 > 0:10:10- Was he on the train?- Yes. I keep trying to ring him, but...
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- What's his name?- Amir Khalid. - Right.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16Fletch, have we had an Amir Khalid admitted with the majax casualties?
0:10:16 > 0:10:19- Not in here. - He's 28, he's a solicitor.- OK.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21- I know he's hurt.- Hopefully not.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23I can feel it in here, like any mother would.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25If he is, he'll be on the ED.
0:10:25 > 0:10:26I just came from there, he's not there.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Not all the patients are in yet.
0:10:28 > 0:10:32- He's my only child.- I understand that, but...- Where is he?!
0:10:32 > 0:10:34We'll keep a lookout for him, all right?
0:10:34 > 0:10:36Will you come and tell me when he's here?
0:10:36 > 0:10:38We have a lot of patients to deal with.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40- Please come and tell me when he's here.- Yes, of course we will.
0:10:40 > 0:10:42Why don't you go and wait in the family room?
0:10:42 > 0:10:45Louise, can you take Mrs Khalid to the family room?
0:10:47 > 0:10:49They're all back from the funeral then?
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Looks that way.
0:10:51 > 0:10:54- So where is the Yin to your Yang? - Sorry?
0:10:54 > 0:10:56- Zosia.- Funny.- Well?
0:10:56 > 0:10:59- She's back on the ward.- Fair enough. - This is Roger Davies, 49.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01- But looking ten years older.- Hello.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04Admitted following the train crash with minor injuries.
0:11:04 > 0:11:07- There's barely a scratch on you. - Collapsed in AAU and sent up here.
0:11:07 > 0:11:08Am I going to be here long?
0:11:08 > 0:11:11- We'll have to wait and see.- I've got an appointment.- Let's run an echo.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13Isn't all this a bit over the top?
0:11:13 > 0:11:16Roger? Roger, I'm just going to get you to lie still, all right?
0:11:16 > 0:11:18You're going to pull those wires out.
0:11:18 > 0:11:19Thank you.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22Right, we've got a male, no ID, approximately 30 years old.
0:11:22 > 0:11:25X-rays show that he's broke his third and fourth ribs.
0:11:25 > 0:11:29- It's all right, mate, we're going to get you sorted.- Amir?
0:11:29 > 0:11:30Is he all right?
0:11:30 > 0:11:33Well, he's broken a couple of ribs, but all things considered...
0:11:33 > 0:11:35You said you would tell me when he was here.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38- He's only just been admitted. - My poor son.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40- He's going to need surgery, but... - Surgery?
0:11:40 > 0:11:42- ..I'm afraid he's going to have to wait.- Why?
0:11:42 > 0:11:44We have to prioritise the most seriously hurt.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46He is seriously hurt, Doctor.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48If you look around you can see there are lots of people
0:11:48 > 0:11:50- worse off than him.- Of course.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53In the meantime, we'll make sure he's got plenty of pain relief.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56- Can I sit with him? - That's not a problem.
0:11:56 > 0:11:57Bernie, a hand here, please.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06- Where do you think you're going? - Gents.
0:12:06 > 0:12:10And how exactly do you think you're going to hold it?
0:12:10 > 0:12:13Sit tight, Einstein, I'll get a nurse to help you.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16I'm heading into theatre.
0:12:16 > 0:12:17What've you got?
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Splenectomy.
0:12:19 > 0:12:20Do you need me?
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Hanssen's in there.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Well, I haven't had a look-in yet.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27We can cope if you want to go to the wake.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29Bore off, Sacha.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32- Sorry?- You're projecting.
0:12:32 > 0:12:33What're you talking about?
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Look, if you can't cope, just say
0:12:35 > 0:12:37- and I'll take over on the spleen front.- I'm fine.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40Right, then. Well, we're fine, aren't we?
0:12:43 > 0:12:46How is everything in Marisa-land?
0:12:46 > 0:12:47Are you gay?
0:12:47 > 0:12:49- Yes.- I knew it.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51Congratulations.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53The girls in the office say I'm the queen of gay guessing.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Good for you.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58You know, there's loads of film stars that are that way inclined.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00- Fascinating.- What's your first name?
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Dominic.
0:13:02 > 0:13:03Nice.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Thank you.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08Couldn't see if my glasses are in my bag?
0:13:08 > 0:13:09Just call me Dom the Hom.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13- I'm as blind as a boot without them. - Bat.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15- Sorry?- Nothing.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Ta.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19My mum keeps nagging me to get contact lenses
0:13:19 > 0:13:22but the thought of sticking my fingers in my own eyes...
0:13:26 > 0:13:28Ah, that's better.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32What?
0:13:33 > 0:13:36- Bogey?- No. Nothing.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44What was it you didn't want me to ask outside the church?
0:13:44 > 0:13:48- Oh, it's nothing. - Doesn't sound like nothing.
0:13:48 > 0:13:50Just divorce stuff.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52Marcus turning the screw, is he?
0:13:53 > 0:13:55It's the kids.
0:13:55 > 0:13:56Yeah?
0:13:58 > 0:14:01- He's got them to write statements supporting his case.- Ouch.
0:14:01 > 0:14:07Yeah. Chapter and verse on my failings as a wife and mother.
0:14:07 > 0:14:09Really worked a number on them, hasn't he?
0:14:09 > 0:14:10You're not kidding.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13PHONE RINGS
0:14:13 > 0:14:15What the hell's that?
0:14:15 > 0:14:18- For God's sake. - Keeping it real, Raf?
0:14:18 > 0:14:19Sorry.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22Fletch, has Mikey been messing around with my phone again?
0:14:22 > 0:14:24I couldn't tell you, mate.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28Doctor.
0:14:28 > 0:14:29Yes, Mrs Khalid.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31When is my son having surgery?
0:14:31 > 0:14:33- He is near the top of the list. - He is in a lot of pain.
0:14:33 > 0:14:36Well, that's normal with broken ribs.
0:14:36 > 0:14:37Would you make him wait if it was your son?
0:14:37 > 0:14:39He'll be in theatre soon, I promise.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41When?
0:14:41 > 0:14:43Go back to your family, Mrs Khalid.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50- Oh, my days.- Mum?
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- Hello, son. - What are you doing here?
0:14:52 > 0:14:54Were you in the crash, love?
0:14:54 > 0:14:55I asked you a question.
0:14:55 > 0:14:59- Oh, what a nightmare.- I'm working.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01- That looks ever so sore.- Please?
0:15:03 > 0:15:04I'll wait over there, then.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06For what, exactly?
0:15:06 > 0:15:08He's ever so good, you know.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13I'm sorry.
0:15:13 > 0:15:14Mothers.
0:15:14 > 0:15:18Can't live with them, can't poison them slowly in their sleep.
0:15:22 > 0:15:23Excuse me.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27Well?
0:15:27 > 0:15:29I just wanted to check in on my Dazzle.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31Well, here I am. Bye.
0:15:31 > 0:15:35Aw. You're ever so dedicated leaving the funeral like that.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37I'm no different to anyone else.
0:15:37 > 0:15:38You are to me.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42How's Morven?
0:15:42 > 0:15:45Ah. Poor little mite don't know what's hit her.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48I noticed my dad didn't make an appearance.
0:15:48 > 0:15:49He's gone fishing.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52Surprise, surprise.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53In honour of Arthur, he said.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58How was the service?
0:15:58 > 0:15:59Lovely.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02And the...burial?
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Beautiful coffin.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06That's the main thing.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08I brought you a sandwich.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10You needn't have bothered, I'm fine.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12- You've got to look after yourself. - I am.
0:16:12 > 0:16:13It's egg.
0:16:15 > 0:16:16Thank you.
0:16:17 > 0:16:21- Hello, Carole. - Oh! My favourite cuddly Ted.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26So, how did it go?
0:16:26 > 0:16:28Nice.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30His dad read a lovely poem,
0:16:30 > 0:16:34something about the young never growing old.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37Don't, you'll start me off.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39Aw, look at that. Real tears.
0:16:41 > 0:16:42I rest my case.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45It's been a tough day for all of us.
0:16:45 > 0:16:49- Yeah. Well, is there anything I can do?- No.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51Well, why not? It's so busy in here.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53No. They'll be expecting you back at the wake.
0:16:53 > 0:16:54I could organise the tea runs.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57Carole, do you know what, that would be lovely.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00Right, where shall I start?
0:17:00 > 0:17:01Suit yourselves.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06I'm impressed with all these plates and screws.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08Standard trauma stuff these days.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10New to me.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12This is the sort of thing we should be doing more of.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14You're in your element.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17Nothing like a bit of DIY to take your mind off...
0:17:17 > 0:17:19- ..your offspring?- Yep.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Going to talk to them about it?
0:17:21 > 0:17:24- No point.- You don't want it turning into a stand-off...
0:17:24 > 0:17:26Oh, I think we're already there.
0:17:26 > 0:17:28..of the lifelong grudge variety.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31Yeah, I know I'm not Mum of the Year material.
0:17:31 > 0:17:32None of us are.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35I was there for them as much as the job would allow.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38- Yep, you were at both births, for a start.- Ha! Funny.
0:17:38 > 0:17:42Probably just angry about the divorce. It'll settle down.
0:17:42 > 0:17:46No, this feels like the beginning of something long and painful.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48That's what I said on my wedding day.
0:17:48 > 0:17:49SHE LAUGHS
0:17:49 > 0:17:52Marcus always spoilt them when I was on tour.
0:17:52 > 0:17:54And it's paid off for him.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56Ah, wait and see.
0:17:56 > 0:18:00I'd love to know the right way to bring your kids up.
0:18:00 > 0:18:01There isn't one.
0:18:02 > 0:18:04I cannot believe my luck.
0:18:04 > 0:18:05I know.
0:18:05 > 0:18:09- Do you?- Getting out of that train wreck with barely a scratch.
0:18:09 > 0:18:13How about the stinking luck of being on the thing in the first place?
0:18:13 > 0:18:15I take it you're a "glass half-empty" kind of a bloke.
0:18:15 > 0:18:18I was on my way to an interview.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20I'm sure if you explain the situation...
0:18:20 > 0:18:23You don't know how much I needed that job.
0:18:25 > 0:18:26Excuse me.
0:18:30 > 0:18:31How is he, Doctor?
0:18:31 > 0:18:35Surgery went well. We repaired his ribs with metal plates.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37Now please, don't touch.
0:18:37 > 0:18:38He needs time to recover.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40Please would you ask your family to wait off the ward until...?
0:18:40 > 0:18:42- Of course.- Good, thanks.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46I made you something to eat.
0:18:46 > 0:18:47I'm fine, thank you.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50You must eat, you're working so very hard.
0:18:50 > 0:18:52You're very kind.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56Thank you, Doctor. Thank you very much.
0:19:07 > 0:19:08Mum, what are you doing?
0:19:08 > 0:19:09This is your mum?
0:19:09 > 0:19:12Yeah. This is my golden boy.
0:19:12 > 0:19:14You're not giving her tea, are you?
0:19:14 > 0:19:16She's nil by mouth, silly sausage.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18- You've got the same eyes. - What, bloodshot?
0:19:18 > 0:19:22She reminds me of somebody in those glasses, I can't think who.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24Is it Dustin Hoffman in Tootsie?
0:19:24 > 0:19:26- Don't think so. - I love all the old movies.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28Tootsie's not old!
0:19:28 > 0:19:29It's older than I am.
0:19:29 > 0:19:31Where do all the years go?
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Well, this is all very lovely.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36Only seems like yesterday I was wiping his bot-bot.
0:19:36 > 0:19:40- And now I'm going to vomit. - OMG.- Oh, dear.
0:19:40 > 0:19:43- What's happening to me? - Don't panic.- Poor love.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45Mum, tea trolley that way, please.
0:19:47 > 0:19:48OK.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52All right, I'll be with you in just two seconds.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55Essie, have Marisa Walker's scans come back yet?
0:19:55 > 0:19:57- No sign yet.- Right, could we get them to hurry up, please?
0:19:57 > 0:19:59Everyone's under the cosh.
0:19:59 > 0:20:02I'll just leave her lying around coughing up blood, then, shall I?
0:20:02 > 0:20:04- Dr Copeland.- What? - Less of the attitude, please.
0:20:08 > 0:20:09Thank you.
0:20:11 > 0:20:12- Keller have been on.- Yeah?
0:20:12 > 0:20:14Yeah. No more room at the inn.
0:20:14 > 0:20:16Right.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18- PHONE RINGTONE PLAYS UPBEAT MUSIC - Still that ringtone?
0:20:18 > 0:20:21- Hilarious.- Everyone else thinks so. - Except when it goes off
0:20:21 > 0:20:24as you're telling a patient that she might lose her hand.
0:20:24 > 0:20:26- You could just change it, you know. - Like I've got the time.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29All right, I'll have a word with Mikey when we get home.
0:20:29 > 0:20:32- Don't spare the rod.- You could lighten up, it could be a lot worse.
0:20:32 > 0:20:36- It could?- When you start looking around at all this carnage it could.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38- Yeah, suppose so. - Then Arthur's funeral.
0:20:39 > 0:20:42Must be terrible for his mum and dad.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45No parent should ever have to bury their child.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48Ever since the ex died, I've been petrified that I'm going to snuff it
0:20:48 > 0:20:51- and leave my lot as orphans. - Mikey'd look after them all.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54- Eh?- He'll be like both Kray twins rolled into one by the time he hits
0:20:54 > 0:20:56his teens.
0:20:56 > 0:20:57Fair point.
0:21:00 > 0:21:04- You left your friend's funeral to come back here.- No biggie.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06All just to look after me.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08Well, I heard you were making a guest appearance
0:21:08 > 0:21:11- so I couldn't resist.- Amazing.
0:21:11 > 0:21:14I've had the time to have a look at your scans. It's a little difficult
0:21:14 > 0:21:16to see what damage has been done,
0:21:16 > 0:21:19so unfortunately we will have to perform some exploratory surgery.
0:21:20 > 0:21:21An operation?
0:21:21 > 0:21:25Now, what we can tell from the scans is that there is some blood
0:21:25 > 0:21:26in your abdomen.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28The surface wounds are relatively superficial.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30They just need cleaning.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33But we are concerned about the cause of the internal bleed.
0:21:33 > 0:21:34With an anaesthetic?
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Yeah.
0:21:37 > 0:21:38When?
0:21:38 > 0:21:39Today.
0:21:40 > 0:21:42Right.
0:21:42 > 0:21:45So as soon as theatre's ready, we will get you prepped.
0:21:47 > 0:21:48OK.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51Right.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55I've just had a call from the crash site.
0:21:55 > 0:21:59- And?- They're cutting the last of the casualties out now.- Right.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01They want to know how many we can take.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04- How many are there? - Six. Three critical.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06- We can't cope with that. - I think we can.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08What? We're running at full capacity as it is.
0:22:08 > 0:22:11- I'm sure we can find a way to make room.- Where, exactly?
0:22:11 > 0:22:14- What's the alternative? - Transfer them to St Austin's.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17We can't send critically ill patients 50 miles
0:22:17 > 0:22:18when they could be here in 15 minutes.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20Bernie, we have to follow protocol.
0:22:20 > 0:22:22Really?
0:22:22 > 0:22:25I know that makes me sound like some kind of sad desk jockey...
0:22:25 > 0:22:26Not what I said.
0:22:26 > 0:22:27..but we put all the patients at risk if...
0:22:27 > 0:22:31- I honestly think it's doable. - I haven't got the energy for this.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33I'm loving the debate but I just need a decision.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37- It's a no.- Thank you.
0:22:37 > 0:22:39What are you trying to prove?
0:22:39 > 0:22:43- Nothing. - We have viable alternatives.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45It doesn't always have to be so gung-ho.
0:22:45 > 0:22:47I'm just trying to do my best for the patients.
0:22:49 > 0:22:50And I'm not?
0:22:57 > 0:22:59- Roger Davies' echo results.- Yes?
0:22:59 > 0:23:02His echo shows ischaemic cardiomyopathy.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Yes, options?
0:23:04 > 0:23:07- CABG or Kibo. - How old is he?- 49.
0:23:07 > 0:23:10- So a CABG would be the first port of call.- Yeah.
0:23:10 > 0:23:14At that age we want to minimise the risk of a transplant.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17- Fair point.- The trade-off being a longer recovery time, of course.
0:23:17 > 0:23:20- Right.- Are you listening to me?
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Hm? Course.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24- Oh, I see.- What?
0:23:24 > 0:23:26- Pining for your soul mate.- No.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28- No, no, of course not. - Don't be ridiculous.
0:23:28 > 0:23:30Tell it to the birds, Valentine.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37SHE SPEAKS IN ARABIC
0:23:37 > 0:23:40HE MURMURS
0:23:43 > 0:23:45- How's he doing? - I think he's waking up.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47Excellent.
0:23:47 > 0:23:48Excuse me.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51Excuse me, please. Hello, Amir.
0:23:51 > 0:23:53How are you feeling?
0:23:53 > 0:23:56Now, don't try to talk, you've broken a couple of ribs.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59This is Dr Wolfe. And everybody's here to say hello.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01Yes, quite literally everyone.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03He means a lot to us, Doctor.
0:24:03 > 0:24:06He's the only son, carries the family name.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09That's quite a responsibility.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12- We're all very proud of him. - I can tell.
0:24:12 > 0:24:15- He's a solicitor, you know. - Yes, you said earlier.
0:24:15 > 0:24:18One day, inshallah, he'll be a judge, won't you, my son?
0:24:18 > 0:24:20- BEEPING - Amir?
0:24:20 > 0:24:23Right, I need everybody out, please. Right now. Excuse me, Mrs Khalid.
0:24:23 > 0:24:26- You too, please. - What's the matter with him?
0:24:26 > 0:24:28Right now, Mrs Khalid.
0:24:28 > 0:24:32- What is happening?- Excuse me.- Well? - Massive haemothorax.
0:24:32 > 0:24:35- Right, let's get him into theatre, please.- Amir!
0:24:35 > 0:24:37- No, please. I can't.- We need to get you into theatre.- No!
0:24:37 > 0:24:40- What's going on?- The idea of being put to sleep.- It's to make sure
0:24:40 > 0:24:42- you're OK.- It's freaking me out. - You have internal bleeding.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46- Can't we just wait and see if it's going to be all right?- No.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48Nobody said anything about an operation today.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50It's going to be like those movies you watch.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53- Where people get sliced up and die? - No, it's not like that.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56Flatline. SHE HUMS A LONG NOTE
0:24:56 > 0:24:57Have you said anything to her?
0:24:57 > 0:25:01- Me?- Well, it's just you're acting pretty...- Pretty what?
0:25:01 > 0:25:03- I dunno.- What, because I haven't been moping around the place
0:25:03 > 0:25:05like a wet weekend in Rhyl?
0:25:05 > 0:25:08- MARISA CONTINUES HUMMING - Can we concentrate on Marisa?
0:25:08 > 0:25:11We need to take you in, OK? We have a queue of other patients.
0:25:11 > 0:25:12So operate on them first.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15- Marisa, listen to me. - Just leave this to us.
0:25:15 > 0:25:17I'm going to go home if you're going to make me.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20- Listen, you've got to stay in bed, Marisa, please.- I've got it.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23- Aaargh!- It's OK.
0:25:23 > 0:25:24It's OK.
0:25:24 > 0:25:29- Marisa, calm down.- No!- Look at me. - No!- Look at me.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31It's OK to be afraid.
0:25:32 > 0:25:35Everyone gets scared. It's nothing to be ashamed of.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37My friend, he was afraid of his own shadow.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39He was a doctor.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43I've just been in a train crash and now you want to cut me open.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48- You're in shock. - All I can see is the dark.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51Would it help you if I was in theatre with you?
0:25:51 > 0:25:53I have a terrible feeling.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57What if I did the operation myself?
0:25:57 > 0:26:01- Dom...- What? - That's not the plan.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05Would you?
0:26:05 > 0:26:06Course.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12OK.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15But only if Dom does it.
0:26:18 > 0:26:19OK.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25Do you want me to pop these back on for you?
0:26:25 > 0:26:28Will you look after them for me, until it's over?
0:26:30 > 0:26:32Absolutely. I'll keep them safe and sound.
0:26:32 > 0:26:33Thank you.
0:26:37 > 0:26:41We need to get vascular control, he's bleeding at a fast pace.
0:26:41 > 0:26:44He's already lost four units and we're running out of blood.
0:26:44 > 0:26:45Knife, please.
0:26:45 > 0:26:48I can't hold for too long, I'm nearly out of credit.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51Give us a minute. Hello? Hello?
0:26:54 > 0:26:55Dead.
0:26:56 > 0:26:58Was it important?
0:26:58 > 0:27:01Behind with the gas bill. Trying to work out a payment plan.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03Right.
0:27:03 > 0:27:05What's the verdict?
0:27:05 > 0:27:09Well, I'm afraid your echo showed up a condition called cardiomyopathy.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12- Which means...? - You need surgery on your heart.
0:27:12 > 0:27:17- You're joking.- The good news is that we can repair the damage.
0:27:17 > 0:27:20- How long will I be in hospital for? - A few weeks.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22That's not too bad.
0:27:22 > 0:27:26Yes. The recovery will take a lot longer.
0:27:26 > 0:27:29- How much longer?- Months.
0:27:29 > 0:27:31- On the sick?- Convalescing.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34- That's that, then.- That's what?
0:27:36 > 0:27:39- The game's up. - Sorry, I'm not with you.
0:27:39 > 0:27:42Will this thing kill me if I don't have the op right now?
0:27:42 > 0:27:45It'll catch up with you sooner or later, yes.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48- But not today?- Probably not. - Or this week?
0:27:50 > 0:27:52It's a very serious condition, Mr Davies.
0:27:52 > 0:27:55Yeah, I get the picture.
0:27:55 > 0:27:59- So...- Just ignore me, Doc. Everyone else does.
0:28:07 > 0:28:10Hey, got time for coffee?
0:28:10 > 0:28:11I'm a bit busy at the moment.
0:28:16 > 0:28:19All this funeral stuff got me thinking about Tara.
0:28:19 > 0:28:21PAGER BEEPS Is that why you didn't go?
0:28:21 > 0:28:23And all the tricks I used to cope with my grief.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25Got to...
0:28:25 > 0:28:26No worries.
0:28:28 > 0:28:30- To be continued?- Yes.
0:28:34 > 0:28:36So I'm leading, yes?
0:28:37 > 0:28:40- What?- I promised her.
0:28:41 > 0:28:43That you'd be in theatre.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45It was more than that.
0:28:46 > 0:28:47Weren't we just humouring her?
0:28:47 > 0:28:49- No,- I- wasn't.
0:28:51 > 0:28:53- I'm not sure.- Why?- Because...
0:28:53 > 0:28:56- It's a routine exploratory procedure...- Yes, but...
0:28:56 > 0:28:58..for which I'm perfectly capable of assessing the work
0:28:58 > 0:29:01- that needs to be done. - Absolutely.- And carrying it out.
0:29:02 > 0:29:04Within reason.
0:29:04 > 0:29:05Meaning?
0:29:06 > 0:29:09Are you sure you're in the right frame of mind?
0:29:09 > 0:29:11I thought a good surgeon left his problems at home.
0:29:11 > 0:29:14- Of course, but...- Right, well, you seem to be saying I'm incapable
0:29:14 > 0:29:15of doing just that.
0:29:17 > 0:29:19I'm just saying this is no ordinary day.
0:29:22 > 0:29:23Let me do my job.
0:29:27 > 0:29:29OK. Have it your way.
0:29:35 > 0:29:37We're losing output.
0:29:37 > 0:29:40- Still can't find it.- Do you want me to take a look?- It's OK.
0:29:40 > 0:29:42- RAPID BEEPING - He's in VF.
0:29:42 > 0:29:45- Got it. 2-0 prolene.- Adrenaline.
0:29:45 > 0:29:48BEEPING CONTINUES
0:29:52 > 0:29:54Right, ladies and gents,
0:29:54 > 0:29:57Dr Copeland will be leading the procedure today.
0:29:57 > 0:30:00My music, please. Knife.
0:30:00 > 0:30:03MUSIC: Set Fire To The Rain by Adele
0:30:20 > 0:30:21Dom...
0:30:21 > 0:30:22Yes?
0:30:24 > 0:30:27Are you making the incision?
0:30:27 > 0:30:28Course I am.
0:30:37 > 0:30:40- Mr Davies...- This isn't a prison. - You need to calm down.
0:30:40 > 0:30:42- You can't keep me here. - Mr Davies, I would really suggest...
0:30:42 > 0:30:46- What's up?- Ask your patient. - Sorry, I'm off.
0:30:46 > 0:30:48You're due in surgery shortly.
0:30:48 > 0:30:50If I go under the knife now I'm finished.
0:30:50 > 0:30:53- What do you mean? - I can't afford to go on the sick.
0:30:53 > 0:30:56- You don't have a choice. - I'm up to my gills in debt!
0:30:56 > 0:30:58I haven't worked for months as it is.
0:30:58 > 0:31:00You can't think about that now, Mr Davies.
0:31:00 > 0:31:02I spend my nights tossing and turning,
0:31:02 > 0:31:06- sweating on the next final demand. - What Mr Valentine's trying to say...
0:31:06 > 0:31:10Can you imagine sitting staring at daytime telly, wondering if
0:31:10 > 0:31:12today's the day the bailiff will turn up?
0:31:12 > 0:31:14You have to put your health first, Mr Davies.
0:31:14 > 0:31:18When my wife finds out about this, that'll be it. She'll walk.
0:31:18 > 0:31:19I'm sure that's not true.
0:31:19 > 0:31:23- She's had enough of me!- Roger! - I can see it in her eyes.
0:31:23 > 0:31:26We need to get you back into...
0:31:26 > 0:31:28I need some help here, please.
0:31:28 > 0:31:29Quickly!
0:31:31 > 0:31:33- Where is Amir?- Mrs Khalid... - Where is my son?
0:31:33 > 0:31:36- His rib injuries caused further internal bleeding.- He's dead?
0:31:36 > 0:31:37- No, no.- You killed my son.
0:31:37 > 0:31:41- No, he's not dead.- Where is he, then?- He's in the recovery room.
0:31:41 > 0:31:44- I want to see him. - No, not yet.- I have to see him.
0:31:44 > 0:31:47- There were complications in surgery. - You said he could wait.
0:31:47 > 0:31:50- I know, but...- You said other people needed help first.
0:31:50 > 0:31:52He's still in a critical condition.
0:31:52 > 0:31:54Is he going to live?
0:31:54 > 0:31:55I hope so, but...
0:31:56 > 0:31:58What kind of doctor are you?
0:31:58 > 0:32:00We had no way of anticipating...
0:32:00 > 0:32:03He is my only child. He can't die.
0:32:03 > 0:32:04You can't let him die.
0:32:06 > 0:32:08SHE SOBS
0:32:10 > 0:32:11What is it?
0:32:11 > 0:32:14The impact has damaged a section of the large bowel.
0:32:16 > 0:32:17Can I take a look, please?
0:32:19 > 0:32:21Yeah. We can't patch that up.
0:32:21 > 0:32:24- So we resect.- Yeah. Scalpel.
0:32:24 > 0:32:26I thought I was leading.
0:32:26 > 0:32:27I need to take over now.
0:32:29 > 0:32:30I CAN do this.
0:32:30 > 0:32:33In normal circumstances maybe, but not today. Scalpel.
0:32:38 > 0:32:41So you survive a train wreck that kills three people
0:32:41 > 0:32:44then give yourself a heart attack worrying about a job interview?
0:32:44 > 0:32:47- I'm not sure that's what he was planning.- Bizarre.
0:32:48 > 0:32:51In fairness, it was an accident waiting to happen.
0:32:51 > 0:32:52SHE LAUGHS
0:32:52 > 0:32:54Not unlike you and your special friend.
0:32:54 > 0:32:56There is no me or special friend.
0:32:56 > 0:32:58- Do you want my advice? - Not particularly, no.
0:32:58 > 0:33:01- Strike while the iron is hot. - Meaning?
0:33:02 > 0:33:05- She's fresh out of a funeral, for God's sake.- So?
0:33:05 > 0:33:07All those emotions welling up.
0:33:07 > 0:33:11- And?- You there to comfort her... - If she needs me I'll be there.
0:33:11 > 0:33:13Are you being deliberately obtuse? HE LAUGHS
0:33:13 > 0:33:17- No!- It's got grief shag written all over it.
0:33:17 > 0:33:18What?!
0:33:18 > 0:33:21Just saying. If you want back in there.
0:33:22 > 0:33:25You really are an incurable romantic, aren't you?
0:33:31 > 0:33:36THEY CHANT
0:33:43 > 0:33:47- That's a sorrowful sound. - Heard a lot of it over the years.
0:33:48 > 0:33:49Bad memories?
0:33:51 > 0:33:52Envy.
0:33:52 > 0:33:54Of what?
0:33:54 > 0:33:57Being able to open up and show all that emotion.
0:33:59 > 0:34:01- All that love.- Really?
0:34:02 > 0:34:05Can't imagine being like that with one of mine.
0:34:07 > 0:34:12Well, maybe there's something to be said for good old British reserve.
0:34:15 > 0:34:19Not if it's something you're hiding behind.
0:34:23 > 0:34:27CHANTING CONTINUES
0:34:30 > 0:34:33Right. That should just about do it. Thank you, Nurse.
0:34:33 > 0:34:34Let's close her up as soon as possible.
0:34:34 > 0:34:37We've got another customer waiting.
0:34:39 > 0:34:41Dominic?
0:34:41 > 0:34:43What?
0:34:43 > 0:34:45Can you close the patient up for me, please?
0:34:46 > 0:34:48Sure.
0:34:48 > 0:34:49Loop PDS.
0:34:53 > 0:34:56Wonder what our Arthur would have made of all this.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58He probably would have hyperventilated his way
0:34:58 > 0:35:01- through the day.- Then come up with a miracle cure for something.
0:35:01 > 0:35:04Keep half-expecting him to walk through that door.
0:35:04 > 0:35:06Yeah, me too.
0:35:16 > 0:35:18Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.
0:35:18 > 0:35:19I shouldn't be sleeping.
0:35:21 > 0:35:22Do you mind if I...?
0:35:23 > 0:35:24Where are your family?
0:35:25 > 0:35:29- I told them to wait outside. - You didn't have to do that.
0:35:29 > 0:35:32I don't want to upset anyone.
0:35:32 > 0:35:33I hope you don't mean me.
0:35:34 > 0:35:35How is he?
0:35:38 > 0:35:39He's still very weak.
0:35:41 > 0:35:42Is there anything I can do?
0:35:42 > 0:35:46No. No, nothing apart from...
0:35:46 > 0:35:47Anything at all?
0:35:48 > 0:35:52- No.- I can be a donor if he needs a transplant.
0:35:52 > 0:35:53Mrs Khalid...
0:35:53 > 0:35:58- I would give him my heart... - He doesn't need a transplant.
0:35:58 > 0:35:59..if it means he can live.
0:36:01 > 0:36:02All we can do is wait...
0:36:03 > 0:36:06..and see if he's strong enough to pull through.
0:36:08 > 0:36:11Why did you think it was OK to undermine me in there?
0:36:11 > 0:36:13I didn't.
0:36:13 > 0:36:16I was perfectly capable of carrying out that procedure myself.
0:36:16 > 0:36:18- Possibly.- Excuse me?
0:36:19 > 0:36:21Can we have this conversation somewhere else?
0:36:21 > 0:36:24I'm happy for anyone to listen to what it is you have to say.
0:36:28 > 0:36:31You froze before you made the first incision.
0:36:31 > 0:36:34- That's not true.- OK, you hesitated. - For a nanosecond.
0:36:34 > 0:36:37- Which was enough time to introduce doubt.- I was all over that case.
0:36:37 > 0:36:40Colonic resection for an abdominal blunt trauma
0:36:40 > 0:36:43- is a very delicate procedure. - I'm aware of how delicate it is.
0:36:43 > 0:36:44I acted as I saw fit.
0:36:44 > 0:36:47Which was to undermine me in front of my colleagues.
0:36:47 > 0:36:50- Look, I acted in the best interests of everyone.- Not mine.
0:36:52 > 0:36:55- I'll choose to ignore that.- You've spent more time today watching me
0:36:55 > 0:36:57- than you have on your own patients. - That's enough, Dominic.
0:36:57 > 0:37:00I just wanted to do my job today, like any other day.
0:37:00 > 0:37:02I'm afraid I didn't think you were up to the job.
0:37:02 > 0:37:05Oh, and you were? Blubbering all over the place?
0:37:08 > 0:37:10That's enough.
0:37:10 > 0:37:11You were wrong.
0:37:12 > 0:37:16- Well, you're entitled to your opinion.- I am.
0:37:16 > 0:37:19It just happens to not matter as much as yours does.
0:37:20 > 0:37:22I'll give you a shout when the ambulance is ready
0:37:22 > 0:37:23to take you home.
0:37:25 > 0:37:28- Looks like we got off lightly up here.- Yeah.
0:37:28 > 0:37:32- I believe it's bedlam down on AAU. - That's the place to be today.
0:37:32 > 0:37:35- Wonder how Morven is. - She's a survivor.
0:37:35 > 0:37:37I'm not so sure.
0:37:37 > 0:37:40- No?- No.
0:37:40 > 0:37:45- It's just when I told her about the job offer, she seemed...- What?
0:37:45 > 0:37:49- Scared? Betrayed?- Betrayed?
0:37:50 > 0:37:53- Got me thinking maybe I should just turn it down.- Why?
0:37:53 > 0:37:55- She needs looking after. - She's got family.
0:37:55 > 0:37:57- What kind of friend walks out on someone...?- You still need
0:37:57 > 0:38:01- to live your life.- I know, but... - You can't make decisions
0:38:01 > 0:38:03based on other people's feelings.
0:38:03 > 0:38:06Sometimes you have to be selfish for your own good.
0:38:13 > 0:38:16Hey. How're you doing?
0:38:16 > 0:38:17Ask a stupid question.
0:38:17 > 0:38:20- Surgery went really well, actually.- Right.
0:38:20 > 0:38:24There's every chance that you'll make a full recovery with time.
0:38:25 > 0:38:29- Sadly I haven't got any. - Have you told your wife you're here?
0:38:31 > 0:38:34Phone ran out, didn't it?
0:38:34 > 0:38:38- Yes, course.- Anyway, that'd be like a turkey voting for Christmas.
0:38:38 > 0:38:39I'm sure that isn't true.
0:38:39 > 0:38:41Do you know the one thing I hadn't got round to yet?
0:38:41 > 0:38:43What's that?
0:38:43 > 0:38:45Cancelling my life insurance.
0:38:45 > 0:38:49- Right.- So if I'd actually died on that train,
0:38:49 > 0:38:52I'd've been able to get my family out of this mess.
0:38:55 > 0:38:59THEY CHANT
0:39:07 > 0:39:10He's awake! Doctor, he's awake. My son is awake!
0:39:26 > 0:39:28So this is where you're hiding.
0:39:28 > 0:39:30You got me.
0:39:35 > 0:39:37- Can I have a taste of that? - Yeah, I'll make you one.
0:39:37 > 0:39:39A sip's fine, thanks.
0:39:49 > 0:39:51So you were saying...
0:39:53 > 0:39:54What?
0:39:54 > 0:39:56About grief.
0:39:56 > 0:39:58- Oh.- We were interrupted.- Yeah.
0:40:00 > 0:40:02You mentioned the T word.
0:40:02 > 0:40:03I did.
0:40:05 > 0:40:07Funeral dragging up old feelings?
0:40:11 > 0:40:12Unavoidable, really.
0:40:14 > 0:40:15You poor thing.
0:40:16 > 0:40:21I'm...I'm OK.
0:40:21 > 0:40:24- That's not what your eyes are saying.- What about you?
0:40:27 > 0:40:30You know, I'm here for you if you need me.
0:40:30 > 0:40:32Same.
0:40:32 > 0:40:33Thanks.
0:40:37 > 0:40:39What...?
0:40:39 > 0:40:41- Sorry.- What're you doing? - I thought...
0:40:41 > 0:40:44- You wanted some pity action?- No.
0:40:44 > 0:40:47- I meant I'm here for you as a friend.- Course.
0:40:47 > 0:40:48So what was that?
0:40:49 > 0:40:51- Some sort of Pavlovian... - ..lunge...?
0:40:51 > 0:40:54- No, I just...- OK, forget it.- Sorry.
0:40:54 > 0:40:56It doesn't matter. I'll live.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00- Zosia...- Thanks for the coffee.
0:41:11 > 0:41:13How is he?
0:41:13 > 0:41:16He's recovered amazingly well in just a few hours.
0:41:16 > 0:41:21- It is God's will.- Well, I think it has more to do with yours, actually.
0:41:21 > 0:41:24Do you know what a special mum you've got?
0:41:24 > 0:41:25I'm just like any mother.
0:41:25 > 0:41:27No.
0:41:29 > 0:41:31You look after her.
0:41:32 > 0:41:36Thank you, Doctor. Thank you.
0:41:53 > 0:41:54I didn't die, then.
0:41:54 > 0:41:58Well, unless this is The Sixth Sense or something.
0:42:00 > 0:42:02Is this where you say you told me so?
0:42:02 > 0:42:04Who, me?
0:42:04 > 0:42:06Perfectly entitled.
0:42:06 > 0:42:08You got through it. End of.
0:42:08 > 0:42:12Wasn't so bad, drifting off into the dark.
0:42:13 > 0:42:15Really?
0:42:15 > 0:42:17Peaceful.
0:42:17 > 0:42:21- Yeah?- Like someone pouring warm soup over you.
0:42:21 > 0:42:24- What flavour?- Mulligatawny.
0:42:27 > 0:42:30That was my friend's favourite.
0:42:30 > 0:42:33I don't suppose you could get my glasses for me?
0:42:33 > 0:42:35Of course.
0:42:42 > 0:42:44- Have you seen those specs? - What specs?
0:42:44 > 0:42:47Marisa Walker's. I put them in here before we went into theatre.
0:42:47 > 0:42:49No, sorry.
0:42:49 > 0:42:51Well, they were on the shelf.
0:42:53 > 0:42:55Have you seen them?
0:42:55 > 0:42:57- Seen what?- Patient's glasses.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59Why would anyone move them?
0:43:02 > 0:43:04It's all right, I'm sure they'll turn up.
0:43:04 > 0:43:07- She needs them.- I'll help you look after.- No, she needs them now.
0:43:08 > 0:43:10Has anyone seen a pair of glasses?
0:43:11 > 0:43:15Anyone? Right, so they just upped and moved by themselves, did they?
0:43:15 > 0:43:18- Disappeared into thin air? - Right, Dom...
0:43:18 > 0:43:21She can't see a thing without them, you do realise that?
0:43:21 > 0:43:24- Just calm down.- No, I won't calm down! She asked me to look after her
0:43:24 > 0:43:27glasses, I put them in there and now they're gone!
0:43:27 > 0:43:30- What's the matter, son?- Mother, I am not ten!- Dr Copeland...
0:43:30 > 0:43:33What?! I'm just trying to find the pair of glasses.
0:43:33 > 0:43:34Can you not understand that?
0:43:34 > 0:43:36You can't talk to Mr Hanssen like that.
0:43:36 > 0:43:39No, no, I understand perfectly, but some of the patients may not.
0:43:39 > 0:43:42- Come with me, please. - CRASH
0:43:45 > 0:43:48As sympathetic as I am to the circumstances surrounding
0:43:48 > 0:43:54your outburst, my first duty is to the wellbeing of our patients.
0:43:54 > 0:43:57We have a ward full of seriously injured, traumatised people...
0:43:58 > 0:44:01..and they need our staff to remain measured and calm
0:44:01 > 0:44:03as they go about their duties.
0:44:03 > 0:44:07Clearly you are not in the correct frame of mind to do your work.
0:44:07 > 0:44:10So I would like you to take a week's absence,
0:44:10 > 0:44:12and then we'll review the situation.
0:44:16 > 0:44:18Dr Copeland?
0:44:18 > 0:44:19Whatever you think.
0:44:23 > 0:44:28Course, your presence will be much appreciated at Dr Digby's wake...
0:44:28 > 0:44:31Think I might just go home.
0:44:31 > 0:44:33..not least by Dr Shreve.
0:44:34 > 0:44:36- Digby.- Sorry.
0:44:38 > 0:44:39She's Dr Digby now.
0:44:41 > 0:44:42Yes, of course.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47- Are we done?- Mm-hm.
0:44:59 > 0:45:01You off?
0:45:01 > 0:45:02I thought I'd look in on the wake.
0:45:02 > 0:45:05Yeah, I'll be heading over myself soon.
0:45:05 > 0:45:07- Might see you there, then. - Of course.
0:45:09 > 0:45:10Right.
0:45:10 > 0:45:11Bye.
0:45:29 > 0:45:30Ms Wolfe.
0:45:30 > 0:45:34I had a sergeant major used to loom up on people like that once.
0:45:34 > 0:45:38- Really?- The ghost, we used to call him.- Fascinating.
0:45:38 > 0:45:40What can I do for you, Mr Hanssen?
0:45:40 > 0:45:46It seems that AAU has transformed into a field hospital for the day.
0:45:46 > 0:45:48I wouldn't go as far as that, but...
0:45:48 > 0:45:50And that today's events have raised certain issues
0:45:50 > 0:45:51concerning your role here.
0:45:52 > 0:45:56If you're talking about my wanting to take on extra patients...
0:45:56 > 0:45:59Namely that we are failing to utilise your unique talents
0:45:59 > 0:46:01in the best possible way.
0:46:02 > 0:46:04Right.
0:46:04 > 0:46:10You feel that the trauma facilities are inadequate down here, do you?
0:46:10 > 0:46:12It's not just the equipment, it's the training and...
0:46:12 > 0:46:16The NHS is living under fiscally challenging times, Ms Wolfe.
0:46:16 > 0:46:18I'm only too aware of that.
0:46:18 > 0:46:21So any budgetary outlay has to be very carefully considered.
0:46:21 > 0:46:22Agreed.
0:46:22 > 0:46:25Having said that, I am willing to ask the board for funds
0:46:25 > 0:46:28for a complete overhaul of the trauma system on AAU.
0:46:29 > 0:46:33Have you run this past Serena?
0:46:34 > 0:46:35And if she objected?
0:46:37 > 0:46:40I wouldn't be interested.
0:46:40 > 0:46:44Admirable loyalty, but in fact she came to me with the proposal.
0:46:47 > 0:46:49I see.
0:46:49 > 0:46:51So you'd be happy to head it up, would you?
0:46:53 > 0:46:56- Well, as long as you're not expecting miracles.- No.
0:46:56 > 0:46:58Cos they're not in my department.
0:47:06 > 0:47:09Dr Copeland. Are you free?
0:47:09 > 0:47:11- What?- I could use a hand.
0:47:11 > 0:47:14No, my shift is over.
0:47:14 > 0:47:15Since when?
0:47:15 > 0:47:17Since Mr Hanssen just said so.
0:47:17 > 0:47:19Right.
0:47:19 > 0:47:22Yeah, it's been a trying day for you.
0:47:22 > 0:47:23Sorry.
0:47:23 > 0:47:25No, no. Don't apologise.
0:47:25 > 0:47:26Excuse me.
0:47:28 > 0:47:29Son?
0:47:32 > 0:47:34I found these stuck under the cupboard.
0:47:34 > 0:47:36Thank you.
0:47:36 > 0:47:37What did he say?
0:47:38 > 0:47:40Why don't you get on to the wake?
0:47:40 > 0:47:43- Oh, I'd rather wait for you.- Just go, please.- But...- Please, Mum.
0:47:44 > 0:47:46Oh, OK.
0:47:54 > 0:47:57- Sorry for the delay. - Oh, you found them.
0:47:57 > 0:47:59- Yeah.- Thanks.
0:48:07 > 0:48:10- Weird.- What?
0:48:10 > 0:48:11Nothing.
0:48:11 > 0:48:13I don't feel like myself without these.
0:48:16 > 0:48:17Neither did he.
0:48:20 > 0:48:23Well, if it isn't my sponsor.
0:48:23 > 0:48:24I'm not with you.
0:48:24 > 0:48:27I hear you put a good word in for me with Hanssen.
0:48:27 > 0:48:28Oh, yes, that.
0:48:29 > 0:48:32You couldn't do the same thing with my kids, could you?
0:48:32 > 0:48:34SERENA LAUGHS NERVOUSLY
0:48:34 > 0:48:38I know. That's another battle I have to fight on my own.
0:48:41 > 0:48:43You going to the wake?
0:48:43 > 0:48:44SOBBING
0:48:47 > 0:48:48Serena?
0:48:51 > 0:48:53Are you OK?
0:48:55 > 0:48:58I just can't believe that Arthur's dead.
0:49:00 > 0:49:02He was just a boy.
0:49:07 > 0:49:09It's OK.
0:49:12 > 0:49:14Don't be nice to me, you'll make it worse.
0:49:21 > 0:49:26Come on. I think we need a drink.
0:49:26 > 0:49:28Yeah.
0:49:45 > 0:49:47I hear you're leaving for the day.
0:49:48 > 0:49:50For the week, actually.
0:49:52 > 0:49:55Well, I think that's the best thing for you.
0:49:57 > 0:50:00I'm sorry for the comment about blubbing.
0:50:03 > 0:50:08It was a devastating combination of cruelty and accuracy.
0:50:10 > 0:50:13I shouldn't have taken it all out on you.
0:50:20 > 0:50:23There's absolutely no need to apologise.
0:50:27 > 0:50:32I woke up this morning wanting to spend the whole day
0:50:32 > 0:50:34just thinking about him in his ridiculousness.
0:50:36 > 0:50:38I know.
0:50:39 > 0:50:42Instead we get dragged back here and...
0:50:44 > 0:50:45Ghosts everywhere.
0:50:48 > 0:50:49Something like that.
0:50:57 > 0:51:00- Do you want to hug it out?- No.
0:51:00 > 0:51:01Fair enough.
0:51:07 > 0:51:09Go on. Go and celebrate your friend.
0:51:23 > 0:51:25Oh, here he is.
0:51:25 > 0:51:27Hey, Mum.
0:51:29 > 0:51:31Hello, you.
0:51:34 > 0:51:37- You OK?- Fine.
0:51:38 > 0:51:40How's it all going at the hospital?
0:51:40 > 0:51:43We didn't lose anyone, I don't think.
0:51:43 > 0:51:44Those poor people.
0:51:46 > 0:51:48It sounds like it could've been a lot worse.
0:51:48 > 0:51:51Well, if it weren't for these fantastic doctors.
0:51:53 > 0:51:55Anyway, how did it go?
0:51:56 > 0:51:59Yeah. It was a really lovely service.
0:51:59 > 0:52:01So he would have approved?
0:52:01 > 0:52:02I think so.
0:52:05 > 0:52:06How are you doing?
0:52:06 > 0:52:08Yeah, getting there.
0:52:08 > 0:52:09Yeah.
0:52:13 > 0:52:14Right. Drink.
0:52:17 > 0:52:20What's your wife's number?
0:52:20 > 0:52:22- Why?- I'm calling her.
0:52:22 > 0:52:23What for?
0:52:27 > 0:52:30Let me offer up an alternative scenario here.
0:52:30 > 0:52:33You've been walking round with a potentially fatal heart condition
0:52:33 > 0:52:35for years.
0:52:35 > 0:52:37You end up in a horrific train crash
0:52:37 > 0:52:40but the end result is said heart condition
0:52:40 > 0:52:43is diagnosed and treated,
0:52:43 > 0:52:45leaving you free to live a long and healthy life.
0:52:45 > 0:52:47- But...- No buts.
0:52:48 > 0:52:50If you both love each other, this is it.
0:52:50 > 0:52:52This is year zero. You start again.
0:52:58 > 0:53:00Here.
0:53:00 > 0:53:02What's that? I won't take charity.
0:53:02 > 0:53:05Think of it as a bet.
0:53:05 > 0:53:09- What?- Bring it back to me when you've proved me right.
0:53:12 > 0:53:16Right. Now...what's that number?
0:53:17 > 0:53:20The look on my Barry's face when the pair of them sang
0:53:20 > 0:53:23- I Will Survive. - LAUGHTER
0:53:23 > 0:53:25And then when Arthur put the lips on him.
0:53:25 > 0:53:28- Mother...- It was hysterical.
0:53:28 > 0:53:29He was a terrible kisser.
0:53:29 > 0:53:31Oi.
0:53:31 > 0:53:34Well, you should have been there at the Outward Bounds course.
0:53:34 > 0:53:37- Well, as I recall, that turned out pretty well.- True.
0:53:37 > 0:53:41I can't believe Dominic got to kiss my husband before I did though.
0:53:44 > 0:53:46Sounds like everyone's in good spirits.
0:53:49 > 0:53:50Red, I'm guessing?
0:53:50 > 0:53:53Oh, you know me so well.
0:53:53 > 0:53:54Here we go.
0:53:54 > 0:53:56God, do I need this.
0:53:57 > 0:53:59Cheers.
0:54:04 > 0:54:07- Hey. I haven't missed it, have I? - No, they're still there.
0:54:07 > 0:54:09- You going back?- No. Enjoy.
0:54:09 > 0:54:11Not sure that's the right word.
0:54:11 > 0:54:12Hey...
0:54:15 > 0:54:17Cara told me what you did for that patient.
0:54:17 > 0:54:20- Snitch.- What is it with you? - What do you mean?
0:54:20 > 0:54:22Always trying to save people.
0:54:22 > 0:54:25- I think I'm a frustrated lifeguard at heart.- Yeah?
0:54:25 > 0:54:28All those years glued to Baywatch.
0:54:28 > 0:54:30Never had you down as a fan of the Hoff.
0:54:32 > 0:54:33I...
0:54:35 > 0:54:37You sure you don't want any company?
0:54:39 > 0:54:41No. Just my own.
0:54:43 > 0:54:45Can we at least allow ourselves...
0:54:47 > 0:54:49..a grief hug?
0:54:52 > 0:54:54If you insist.
0:55:03 > 0:55:05Friends?
0:55:05 > 0:55:08- SHE LAUGHS Without benefits.- Silly.
0:55:08 > 0:55:10Cracked a rib.
0:55:10 > 0:55:13- Good night.- Good night.
0:55:28 > 0:55:31So, ladies and gentlemen, thank you. If I may.
0:55:33 > 0:55:35If Mrs Digby has no objection
0:55:35 > 0:55:38we have a little unfinished business from earlier today.
0:55:39 > 0:55:43Well, Dr Copeland was about to say a few words
0:55:43 > 0:55:45when we were unavoidably interrupted.
0:55:45 > 0:55:48- The eulogy.- Yeah, I don't think it's appropriate.
0:55:48 > 0:55:52Please, Dominic, I would really love to hear what you have to say.
0:55:55 > 0:55:56Go on, mate.
0:55:56 > 0:55:58Ah, he's gone all shy.
0:55:59 > 0:56:00Oh, come on now, Dominic.
0:56:11 > 0:56:15Well, I was going to use something which I thought meant a lot
0:56:15 > 0:56:17to Arthur,
0:56:17 > 0:56:20which is Napoleon's final speech to his troops.
0:56:22 > 0:56:25He speaks of honour, and nobility,
0:56:25 > 0:56:28and dignity.
0:56:28 > 0:56:31Couldn't make head nor tails of it, and in fairness
0:56:31 > 0:56:34I don't think it spoke much of who Arthur really was.
0:56:36 > 0:56:40Arthur was pompous. He was ambitious.
0:56:40 > 0:56:43He was judgmental,
0:56:43 > 0:56:46he was anxious, and at times he was downright ludicrous.
0:56:51 > 0:56:54But there are a few things about Arthur of which
0:56:54 > 0:56:56I am 100% certain...
0:56:57 > 0:57:01..that he was a wonderful husband
0:57:01 > 0:57:03and that he would have made a fantastic father.
0:57:05 > 0:57:09And that he was the best friend that I had, or will ever have.
0:57:17 > 0:57:18To Dr Arthur Digby.
0:57:21 > 0:57:24- Dr Arthur Digby. ALL:- Dr Arthur Digby.