0:00:02 > 0:00:05- Had to let you go. - "Let me go." I was your daughter.
0:00:05 > 0:00:07Been here so many times.
0:00:07 > 0:00:09But we've never actually got to the end.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11The bit where you tell me about my sister.
0:00:11 > 0:00:13You didn't let her go.
0:00:13 > 0:00:16Miss Naylor? Heard a lot of horror stories.
0:00:16 > 0:00:18Yep. They're all true.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20She's a genius though.
0:00:20 > 0:00:22I meant to ask, how was Berlin?
0:00:22 > 0:00:26You couldn't stab me in the front so you had to go the long way around.
0:00:26 > 0:00:29Paranoia is not a good colour on you, Jac.
0:00:29 > 0:00:30Are we not trying for a baby?
0:00:30 > 0:00:34Trying for a baby. How desperate does that sound?
0:00:34 > 0:00:36You pushed your sister down the stairs?!
0:00:36 > 0:00:37It was an accident.
0:00:37 > 0:00:38Oh, hello, Guy.
0:00:41 > 0:00:42Long time no see.
0:01:22 > 0:01:26Come on, you two, look lively.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29That's it, nice clean floors she can see her face in.
0:01:29 > 0:01:30If she had a soul.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36OK, team, let's get ship-shape.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38It's not worth the pain and torture if we're not.
0:01:41 > 0:01:42Hey.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44Hey. We're nearly all set.
0:01:44 > 0:01:45Good.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46Hi, Miss Naylor.
0:01:49 > 0:01:52Hi, Jac. Hi.
0:01:52 > 0:01:53Hi.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55SHE SIGHS
0:01:57 > 0:01:58Hi, Jac!
0:02:09 > 0:02:10Morning, everyone.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15Rachel, love that hairband.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16My name's Rosie.
0:02:16 > 0:02:17Hey, guys!
0:02:21 > 0:02:23She's smiling. Why is she smiling?
0:02:23 > 0:02:24Hey, how are you?
0:02:24 > 0:02:27Flip a coin who's asking where she's been the past six weeks.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29No, seriously, why's she smiling?
0:02:29 > 0:02:31Arranged a hit on Selfie?
0:02:31 > 0:02:33Nah, wouldn't have taken her that long.
0:02:33 > 0:02:34Do you reckon she's on something?
0:02:34 > 0:02:36OK.
0:02:43 > 0:02:44SHE EXHALES
0:02:49 > 0:02:50Thank you, boys.
0:02:53 > 0:02:54Morning, all.
0:02:54 > 0:02:55Morning!
0:02:55 > 0:02:58Oh, Miss Campbell, HR called and they want
0:02:58 > 0:03:02- to do a HOD meeting tomorrow. - Oh, dear.
0:03:02 > 0:03:06I'll be spending some quality time with my daughter at a spa...
0:03:06 > 0:03:10on the Amalfi Coast. Shame.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12Ooh, lovely Italy, eh.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15Oh, and, um, sorry to heap loads of things on you before your holiday,
0:03:15 > 0:03:18but the morbidity audit needs signing off and Evie's ready
0:03:18 > 0:03:21- to be cleared for discharge. - Well, that's good.
0:03:21 > 0:03:25Right, well, if I'm going to get out of here on time, I better crack on.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Oh, and, um, Miss Campbell, um,
0:03:27 > 0:03:31just to warn you, Fletch is being quite an involved parent.
0:03:31 > 0:03:32I see.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35Serena, Evie's waiting to be signed off for discharge.
0:03:37 > 0:03:38See what I mean?
0:03:42 > 0:03:43KNOCK AT DOOR
0:03:45 > 0:03:46Welcome back.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49So, where you been?
0:03:49 > 0:03:51What you smiling at?
0:03:51 > 0:03:53Managed to find Jeremy Hunt's off switch?
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Just some R&R but I'm back now.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57Fully charged, big plans for Darwin,
0:03:57 > 0:04:00including a culture of honesty.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Have you told the rest of the team that you're pregnant yet?
0:04:02 > 0:04:05I don't think you can pass that off as a pasta lunch any more.
0:04:05 > 0:04:06Yay, culture of honesty.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Also, can you liaise with the Director of Nursing about
0:04:08 > 0:04:13starting up one of those 360 feedback forums for the nurses?
0:04:13 > 0:04:14Please.
0:04:14 > 0:04:16Sorry. What?
0:04:16 > 0:04:18A 360 feedback forum for the nurses.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21The one I suggested and you said you'd rather burn yourself alive than read?
0:04:21 > 0:04:24Oh, and wasn't there something about nurses not being able to,
0:04:24 > 0:04:26"Write big words"?
0:04:26 > 0:04:28Yes...that one.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30But it was office banter.
0:04:30 > 0:04:31OK, now you're freaking me out.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33Seriously, start the forum.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36I would really love to know what the nurses about the way I run
0:04:36 > 0:04:40this department and ways in which I can instil a blame-free culture.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42Yeah.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Ah, Mr Self.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47I thought you'd been given leave to cancel your electives while
0:04:47 > 0:04:48your mother is recuperating,
0:04:48 > 0:04:52and I gather you haven't had the chance to see her at all over the past week?
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Well, I trust our wonderful cardiothoracics team to handle
0:04:54 > 0:04:56my mother's care.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59Your mother's retirement home has felt the need to contact
0:04:59 > 0:05:02me directly. Despite several attempts, they still have
0:05:02 > 0:05:06no answers to your mother's new health needs.
0:05:06 > 0:05:07I've been very busy.
0:05:07 > 0:05:10By all means, remove my name as next of kin
0:05:10 > 0:05:11if that helps oil the wheels.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22Hi.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Jac. You're back.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Yes, raring to go.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30I just want you to know that any professional disputes we've
0:05:30 > 0:05:32had in the past, I've put them behind me.
0:05:32 > 0:05:33I've moved on.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38Well, I have a Head of Department debrief to get to
0:05:38 > 0:05:40so I better crack on.
0:05:54 > 0:05:58Obviously, it's up to you if you want to do the diet with me,
0:05:58 > 0:06:02but I totally understand if you've had your fill of plans.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Nope, nope, I'm happy to.
0:06:04 > 0:06:08If we're going to go down the IVF route then we should get healthy.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Are you sure?
0:06:10 > 0:06:11Of course I'm sure.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15Thank you very much, sir.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Barney! It's Sacha.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20I'll see you upstairs for your usual, all right?
0:06:20 > 0:06:21Right you are, Mr Levy.
0:06:23 > 0:06:24Forward.
0:06:27 > 0:06:28Barney and Sparkle.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30What a twosome. Made for each other.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32BARNEY FALLS
0:06:33 > 0:06:37No fracture, but maintain no weight bearing if the pain doesn't subside.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40- Miss Campbell, some files for you. - Oh, yes, good. Thank you.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43Uh, Serena? Evie seems a bit upset and I think it's cos she thought
0:06:43 > 0:06:45she'd probably be at home by now. So, is there anything I could be
0:06:45 > 0:06:48- doing that would make this hurry up? - Oh, Fletch, come on.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51Between working, looking after your other children and being here
0:06:51 > 0:06:53for Evie, when have you had the chance to get a proper sleep, hm?
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Raf's got the children, hasn't he?
0:06:55 > 0:06:59Morven's on the case and I'm here. Evie's in good hands.
0:06:59 > 0:07:00Go and get some rest.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02No, I can't leave her.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03Fletch, look at me.
0:07:04 > 0:07:05Look at me!
0:07:05 > 0:07:07You trust me, don't you?
0:07:07 > 0:07:08Yeah, of course I do.
0:07:08 > 0:07:12We'll take good care of her. I promise.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14Now, go.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Go on, go!
0:07:19 > 0:07:22OK, Barney, I think there's nothing serious.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24So, we're just going to check you over before we take you for
0:07:24 > 0:07:26your blood transfusion. OK?
0:07:27 > 0:07:30Um, has Sparkle ever done anything like this before?
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Done what?
0:07:32 > 0:07:33Led you into things?
0:07:38 > 0:07:41Has she had her own eyesight tested recently?
0:07:41 > 0:07:45Oh, her vision's 20/20. She's just a bit of a trickster.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50You and your tricks, eh?
0:07:50 > 0:07:52THEY LAUGH
0:07:52 > 0:07:54Awww, she's gorgeous, isn't she?
0:07:54 > 0:07:56She's gorgeous.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02Well, Miss Naylor, you seem raring to go.
0:08:02 > 0:08:06Would you like to tell me what you did with your extended leave?
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Just a course thing.
0:08:08 > 0:08:12I have a clinic to arrange, so, if we're done...
0:08:12 > 0:08:13You and Mr Self...
0:08:13 > 0:08:17Would it be naive of me to hope that, refreshed and renewed,
0:08:17 > 0:08:20you and he will be able to share Darwin more amicably?
0:08:20 > 0:08:22As difficult as it is to believe,
0:08:22 > 0:08:25I...I don't have a vendetta against Guy Self.
0:08:28 > 0:08:33Well, in that case, Mr Self's mother is a patient on Darwin.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35It seems that the various consultants she's gone
0:08:35 > 0:08:38through this week have exhausted all the apparent options to
0:08:38 > 0:08:40improve her cardiac function.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42Would you like to take on the case?
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Sure.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45Oh, eh...
0:08:47 > 0:08:50Hello, darling, it's your mother.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53I've just been trying to find a second to call you all morning.
0:08:53 > 0:08:58I just wanted to make sure that you're OK to meet at the airport at five.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01Just, I haven't heard anything from you so, if you could give
0:09:01 > 0:09:05me a bell as soon as you get this. Thanks, love. OK, bye.
0:09:05 > 0:09:09Miss Campbell, um, there's a bit of a problem with Evie.
0:09:09 > 0:09:13You've recovered well from last week's events but your left
0:09:13 > 0:09:15ventricular function is still concerning.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17I'm 76. What did you expect?
0:09:19 > 0:09:22Right, well, we could perhaps put in a balloon pump.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25- That would help that...- It's not a permanent solution, is it?
0:09:25 > 0:09:28I've had a week of doctors prodding me and all saying the same thing.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30Unless you've got something new to say,
0:09:30 > 0:09:33do you think you could let me read my book in peace?
0:09:35 > 0:09:37So, uh,
0:09:37 > 0:09:40is Guy going to be your nurse before you go back to the retirement home?
0:09:40 > 0:09:43I think I'd end up having an unexplained accident if Guy
0:09:43 > 0:09:45was my nurse.
0:09:45 > 0:09:48I didn't realise you had a difficult relationship.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51Sorry, it's none of my business.
0:09:51 > 0:09:52VALERIE CRIES OUT IN PAIN
0:09:52 > 0:09:54Valerie?
0:09:54 > 0:09:55Valerie?
0:09:55 > 0:09:57MACHINES BEEP
0:09:57 > 0:09:59You, get in here.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Uh, I'm...I'm Jasmine.
0:10:01 > 0:10:05Rachel, call the crash team and tell Mr Self that his mother's in arrest.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11What's the problem, Evie?
0:10:11 > 0:10:15I've just had an operation. I don't want another procedure.
0:10:15 > 0:10:19Right, but if we wait, the wound could get infected and then
0:10:19 > 0:10:21we'd have to go back into theatre.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23Or...you might get gangrene. Ugh!
0:10:23 > 0:10:25- You really don't want that, do you? - No.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27No, so, can Morven do it now, please?
0:10:29 > 0:10:31Good girl.
0:10:31 > 0:10:32All right, then.
0:10:39 > 0:10:40Uh, Miss Campbell.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44I'm afraid it's infected already.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48Ah, right, yes. Seems the delay's had an impact.
0:10:48 > 0:10:51OK, well, we'll have to start on antibiotics then.
0:10:51 > 0:10:52Sorry for being a pain.
0:10:53 > 0:10:58What? Now, I thought you were meant to be a clever girl.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01Why on Earth are you sorry for needing help, hm?
0:11:03 > 0:11:06Do you know what? I think I'm going to take this case from now.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08But aren't you up to your eyes?
0:11:08 > 0:11:09- It's fine, honestly.- OK.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15Right, let's keep going. Charge to 150 again.
0:11:15 > 0:11:16Charging to 200.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18No, 150.
0:11:18 > 0:11:19150.
0:11:21 > 0:11:24- Charged. - Clear.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27And there's rhythm.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32OK, let's get her into HDU. Continuous observation please.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34I need to go and work on something.
0:11:41 > 0:11:44Miss Naylor, would the Herzig not be an option?
0:11:44 > 0:11:48Yes, thank you. Given the decline, I did actually think of that.
0:11:48 > 0:11:51I've been following it since first year medical school.
0:11:51 > 0:11:55I think it's the best cardiothoracic medical innovation in a decade.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57Well, I really should get on and investigate whether it's
0:11:57 > 0:12:00actually a viable option for this patient.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02All done. Just read my patient history.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05I spotted the potential for the Herzig when Ms Sturgeon arrived.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08Obviously her age is a factor but in all non-CT respects,
0:12:08 > 0:12:09she's as fit as a 60-year-old.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12There is absolutely no reason why she won't make
0:12:12 > 0:12:14a full recovery and have many years of good health.
0:12:14 > 0:12:17Here are the results for the equivalent liver function
0:12:17 > 0:12:20innovation case study test in patients over the age of 80.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Stop talking!
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Sorry.
0:12:26 > 0:12:27This is quite good.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31You can go.
0:12:33 > 0:12:37Is Sparkle OK? Maybe I should bring her out here with me.
0:12:37 > 0:12:41Well, you're very welcome but she's, uh, she seems to be happy in the
0:12:41 > 0:12:43staffroom, being fussed over by all the nurses.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46Barney, how long have you had Sparkle now?
0:12:46 > 0:12:47Six years this June.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50From that first time she sat at my feet,
0:12:50 > 0:12:54I knew we'd be best pals forever.
0:12:54 > 0:12:57It's a magical feeling when you find that special someone.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00You sound like you've been struck by Cupid's arrow.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Good for you, Doctor Copeland!
0:13:02 > 0:13:05And good for all you gays and all!
0:13:07 > 0:13:08Excellent.
0:13:08 > 0:13:12Good. Right, um, Essie's going to set your transfusion up.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17(A blind guide dog?)
0:13:17 > 0:13:21Well, maybe a problem's developed since Sparkle's last check-up.
0:13:21 > 0:13:22She's more use to Barney stuffed.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25At least that way she'd make a great doorstop.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27- Dominic!- Too far!
0:13:27 > 0:13:28Oh, please!
0:13:28 > 0:13:32Sometimes couples need to admit defeat, for their own sakes.
0:13:32 > 0:13:36I mean, no-one likes a messy break-up but you know it's true.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Oh, oh.
0:13:48 > 0:13:49Valerie?
0:13:51 > 0:13:53There we go.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55You're in Holby City Hospital.
0:13:55 > 0:13:59You had heart failure but Miss Naylor brought you round.
0:13:59 > 0:14:00Am I dying?
0:14:01 > 0:14:04Your condition is slightly more serious than we first thought,
0:14:04 > 0:14:07but Miss Naylor's looking into some things that I'm sure she'll
0:14:07 > 0:14:08discus with you.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10Does Guy know?
0:14:10 > 0:14:13I believe your son was informed you were in cardiac arrest but
0:14:13 > 0:14:14he was very busy.
0:14:18 > 0:14:22You're being a lot braver than my daughter was when she had her tonsils out.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25Tell me, um,
0:14:25 > 0:14:30what's this about you thinking you were being a pain, hm?
0:14:30 > 0:14:34- Just...if I let Morven do the re-packing earlier...- Mm?
0:14:34 > 0:14:36..it wouldn't have caused all this fuss.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38And why didn't you let her, really?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44After what happened with your brother,
0:14:44 > 0:14:49I suppose going back home must feel like a bit of a big step, hm?
0:14:49 > 0:14:50A bit.
0:14:52 > 0:14:56Did you want this to get just a little bit worse
0:14:56 > 0:14:59so you could maybe stay in hospital a tad longer?
0:15:03 > 0:15:05Right. How does that feel? Better?
0:15:05 > 0:15:08- Yeah.- Do you know what? I think you and I deserve a break from this
0:15:08 > 0:15:09room. What do you say?
0:15:14 > 0:15:16Mm. JAC TAPS HER PEN
0:15:16 > 0:15:18No sign of calcification.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20So, if we enter here,
0:15:20 > 0:15:23we could reduce any additional strain on her pulmonary artery.
0:15:23 > 0:15:28But if we enter here she will have a quicker recovery time.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30A 76-year-old doesn't have a job to rush back to,
0:15:30 > 0:15:32and don't ever take my pen.
0:15:36 > 0:15:40What's all this about my mother being your guinea pig for the Herzig?
0:15:40 > 0:15:43I assumed you'd seen her latest heart function tests.
0:15:43 > 0:15:44I've seen the results, yes.
0:15:44 > 0:15:47The fact that she's as good as dead isn't the point.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49It is as far as your mother's concerned.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52I've spoken with her. She's not ready to die.
0:15:52 > 0:15:56And to reassure you, take a look at the research.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59If I can convince the commissioners to fund this procedure,
0:15:59 > 0:16:02then there's a good chance we can give your mother five,
0:16:02 > 0:16:04maybe ten years of good health.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07Sometimes it's just best to let nature take its course.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09BOTH: It's our job to fight nature.
0:16:09 > 0:16:12I bet you're loving this. Playing God with my family.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15You're using my mother to punish me, aren't you?
0:16:15 > 0:16:19Your mother is my patient and I have a duty to try and extend her life.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22Regardless of how inconvenient her continued living appears to
0:16:22 > 0:16:23be for you.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30If he added a chapter called Mummy Issues,
0:16:30 > 0:16:33his biography might have at least been entertaining.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37Watch your mouth. He's your senior.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46There you are. I've been waiting all week!
0:16:46 > 0:16:48No sign of you or Zosia.
0:16:48 > 0:16:51I thought you'd given up on me.
0:16:51 > 0:16:52You are not the victim.
0:16:52 > 0:16:55I don't know what sob story you've been spinning Jac Naylor, but you
0:16:55 > 0:16:59will not manipulate me into spending any more of my life with you.
0:16:59 > 0:17:02Do you understand? The mind games, they will not work any more.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04You have no power over me.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08I thought I was dying.
0:17:10 > 0:17:11Good.
0:17:13 > 0:17:17Do you expect me to feel pity for you because you're decrepit and alone?
0:17:17 > 0:17:21You know, I hope you don't get this operation because you don't deserve it.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35I'm sorry about what I did to you.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41HE HUFFS
0:17:44 > 0:17:46Thanks for this.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49A week of hospital food, are you kidding? You deserve a treat.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Dad works so hard to keep us all fed.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56I know he's got uncle Raf.
0:17:56 > 0:17:59But he can barely keep his eyes open when he's off work.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02The kids are too young to help...
0:18:02 > 0:18:04so, I do it.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06I know it's really selfish of me to complain.
0:18:06 > 0:18:07It's not selfish at all.
0:18:09 > 0:18:13I can't claim to have faced all the challenges that you have.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16When I was your age, being caught smoking by the hockey teacher
0:18:16 > 0:18:19was the closest I came to a personal crisis.
0:18:19 > 0:18:24But I do remember what it felt like to be 12 and bursting at
0:18:24 > 0:18:27the seams to get out of the house and have some fun.
0:18:28 > 0:18:34I found having a goal and aiming towards it helped.
0:18:34 > 0:18:35I think it might help you too.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Mum used to say,
0:18:38 > 0:18:41"You've got to have a dream for your dream to come true."
0:18:41 > 0:18:43You must miss her.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49So...what's your dream?
0:18:50 > 0:18:54A job to pay the bills so we can all stop living off jacket potatoes.
0:18:54 > 0:18:57Evie, you're female.
0:18:57 > 0:19:00The world is going to throw plenty of obstacles in your career
0:19:00 > 0:19:04path so you have to leap over them and aim high.
0:19:05 > 0:19:10Now, what would you really, really like to do?
0:19:12 > 0:19:14I'd like to be a surgeon...
0:19:15 > 0:19:16..like you.
0:19:18 > 0:19:19Hmm.
0:19:20 > 0:19:24Ooh, Barney, you've got some nasty bruising on your knees.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26I must have knocked it when I took a tumble earlier.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32Barney, are these tumbles a regular occurrence?
0:19:35 > 0:19:38Please, Mr Levy, don't say 'owt.
0:19:38 > 0:19:41She's my only pal in all the world.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45Barney, I understand.
0:19:47 > 0:19:48I'll just...
0:19:49 > 0:19:51Yeah, yeah. I'll see you later, OK?
0:20:01 > 0:20:05I think we're going to have to tell someone about Sparkle's blindness.
0:20:05 > 0:20:06I know.
0:20:06 > 0:20:10Maybe splitting them up would be the kindest thing to do.
0:20:13 > 0:20:16Can we at least wait until Barney's got through his transfusion
0:20:16 > 0:20:18today and then make the call?
0:20:20 > 0:20:23I'm due in theatre. Who's going to look after her?
0:20:23 > 0:20:27Well, I've got an admin afternoon so I can work from the staffroom.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Thank you.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33Is that chocolate?
0:20:37 > 0:20:39A kid dropped it outside Pulses.
0:20:41 > 0:20:42And, you know, I forgot I had it.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44It's fine. Have it.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48I wasn't planning on eating it.
0:20:48 > 0:20:49It's fine.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56- Uh, Miss Naylor? - Yes, Janine.
0:20:56 > 0:21:00Erm, I've got that paper on geriatric risk assessment you were talking about.
0:21:00 > 0:21:03No, you haven't. It's not being published till next week.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05I did some digging and then called the lead researcher to
0:21:05 > 0:21:08tell him I was a tiny bit confused about how his funding from
0:21:08 > 0:21:11a soft drinks company wasn't a declared conflict of interest
0:21:11 > 0:21:13in his 2012 diabetes paper.
0:21:13 > 0:21:18Oh! Science to order kind of guy, is he? Hate those parasites.
0:21:18 > 0:21:21BOTH: Should work in politics.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23I just thought it might help.
0:21:23 > 0:21:27- Have you ever pitched to the commissioners?- No.
0:21:30 > 0:21:34If you ever do, act like getting their funding is just a formality.
0:21:36 > 0:21:40Don't be thrown if some non-medic pipes up with a concern.
0:21:40 > 0:21:44The laypeople have to say something, cretinous as it always is,
0:21:44 > 0:21:46to earn their free lunch.
0:21:46 > 0:21:49Yeah, I heard most of the nominated experts haven't even worked
0:21:49 > 0:21:50since the '70s.
0:21:52 > 0:21:55You will have to have a proposal twice as good as
0:21:55 > 0:21:57a man's to get their backing.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00And today is even more important.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03Putting a Herzig in a 76-year-old is unheard of,
0:22:03 > 0:22:05but don't be emotionally led.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07I'm never emotionally led when it comes to medicine.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10I'm not a do-gooder, I just follow science.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12You can observe.
0:22:12 > 0:22:14Thank you.
0:22:14 > 0:22:16And get out of the habit of saying, "Thank you."
0:22:18 > 0:22:20You've earned this opportunity, Janine.
0:22:22 > 0:22:23It's actually, uh, Jasmine.
0:22:27 > 0:22:28I'm Jasmine Burrows.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37Hi, sis.
0:22:38 > 0:22:39Well, half-sis.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Miss Naylor, are you ready?
0:23:03 > 0:23:05Mr Levy.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07Mel!
0:23:07 > 0:23:10I was plucking up the courage to come upstairs and find you
0:23:10 > 0:23:11- and Essie.- What's wrong?
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Did I put my foot in it with you two?
0:23:14 > 0:23:18You know in the meeting about Ivor? The blame game.
0:23:18 > 0:23:19No, no, not at all.
0:23:21 > 0:23:22No, we're fine.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25I've got a few boxes need lifting.
0:23:25 > 0:23:28You couldn't be my knight in shining armour again, could you?
0:23:28 > 0:23:30But, of course.
0:23:30 > 0:23:34So, to recap, Annie arrives with low BP and a pain in her side.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36So, an internal bleed.
0:23:36 > 0:23:39Yes, and her CT scan shows a perforated liver.
0:23:41 > 0:23:42Where's the liver?
0:23:43 > 0:23:44That's it.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47And do you know what's remarkable about this particular organ?
0:23:47 > 0:23:50Well, besides its ability to hang on in there in the face of my
0:23:50 > 0:23:51enthusiasm for red wine.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54It can regenerate itself.
0:23:54 > 0:23:55Good.
0:23:55 > 0:23:59When it's damaged, it doesn't become scar tissue like the other organs,
0:23:59 > 0:24:01it grows new cells.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04Well, I think you've earned the right to hold a proper scalpel.
0:24:04 > 0:24:08Can't quite believe I'm going to do this but there we are.
0:24:08 > 0:24:09Right.
0:24:09 > 0:24:10Whip it out.
0:24:15 > 0:24:17How does it feel?
0:24:17 > 0:24:18Feels amazing.
0:24:21 > 0:24:24Excellent. Very good, pop it in there.
0:24:24 > 0:24:25Good!
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Well... Well done, you.
0:24:28 > 0:24:31- Serena? - Yes, sweetheart?
0:24:31 > 0:24:34I think having one less kid to look after would help Dad out.
0:24:37 > 0:24:38Can I move in with you?
0:24:40 > 0:24:43- Sorry. - No, no, it's all right. But you know
0:24:43 > 0:24:45you don't want to do that.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47You belong with your dad.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50TEXT MESSAGE ALERT Ah, good.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52OK, I've been trying to get hold of my daughter all day.
0:24:52 > 0:24:55Right, let's get you back to your room. We can talk there.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Come on, hop off.
0:24:57 > 0:24:58That's it, well done.
0:24:58 > 0:25:01There is no reason not to try and extend the life of a
0:25:01 > 0:25:0576-year-old patient, other than making an arbitrary decision not to.
0:25:05 > 0:25:07That's not good science.
0:25:07 > 0:25:10And what is the good science in the case of Mrs Sturgeon?
0:25:10 > 0:25:14Mrs Sturgeon is healthy in all respects other than heart function.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17Mm, that is a problem that would make her unlikely to survive
0:25:17 > 0:25:18invasive, experimental surgery.
0:25:18 > 0:25:22I wouldn't put her on the table if that was the case.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24With all due respect, I think Professor Hope and I are
0:25:24 > 0:25:27qualified to weigh up the risks of operating.
0:25:29 > 0:25:34Furthermore, an advanced study from the Smyth institute...
0:25:34 > 0:25:38- Miss Naylor?- Bear with me, I have some statistics here.
0:25:39 > 0:25:40Don't.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53Well, don't worry, I think we've heard enough, Miss Naylor. Thank you.
0:25:56 > 0:25:57Hfff.
0:26:25 > 0:26:27What did you mean by that?
0:26:33 > 0:26:35You said you were sorry.
0:26:35 > 0:26:37Wha...what did you mean by that?
0:26:40 > 0:26:42Tell me why you are apologising.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47Everything you said last week was true.
0:26:53 > 0:26:54Say it.
0:26:55 > 0:26:58- Say it. - I treated you badly.
0:26:59 > 0:27:00Very badly.
0:27:03 > 0:27:06Miss Naylor secured funding for the Herzig.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08We're on.
0:27:11 > 0:27:14Strange being back here.
0:27:14 > 0:27:18I had a few sessions with the workplace counsellor...
0:27:18 > 0:27:19about what happened.
0:27:19 > 0:27:21I'm not usually into all that "tell me your feelings"
0:27:21 > 0:27:23stuff but it helped.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27I've got the number if you or Essie...
0:27:27 > 0:27:30That's very kind of you, Mel, but we're fine.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32100%.
0:27:32 > 0:27:35And you have got each other to talk to about what happened now.
0:27:38 > 0:27:39The truth is, Mel...
0:27:46 > 0:27:48..I can't remember the last time
0:27:48 > 0:27:51Essie and I talked properly about anything.
0:27:52 > 0:27:55She's always been my best mate.
0:27:55 > 0:27:57Shock can play havoc with people.
0:27:57 > 0:27:58It's not just the shock.
0:28:01 > 0:28:03We're trying for a baby.
0:28:03 > 0:28:06Which is great, because I love kids. It's just...
0:28:07 > 0:28:09Just what?
0:28:10 > 0:28:12It just never stops.
0:28:12 > 0:28:14We say it will, but it doesn't.
0:28:14 > 0:28:16Feels relentless.
0:28:16 > 0:28:18Bit of a whirlwind?
0:28:18 > 0:28:21Yeah, yeah. Just a bit of a whirlwind.
0:28:25 > 0:28:26I miss the way we used to be.
0:28:31 > 0:28:34We never seem to have any fun any more, you know?
0:28:36 > 0:28:40You've helped me so much, with the boxes, the operation.
0:28:40 > 0:28:42Let me buy you lunch.
0:28:42 > 0:28:45Well, that's very kind of you but I can't.
0:28:45 > 0:28:47We're on a couples' diet.
0:28:47 > 0:28:49I've got a superfood salad with my name on it upstairs.
0:28:49 > 0:28:52It's fajita Tuesday in the canteen.
0:28:52 > 0:28:53Fajita Tuesday?
0:28:55 > 0:28:57Ah, finally, we got each other!
0:29:00 > 0:29:02What do you mean you can't come?
0:29:08 > 0:29:10Right, OK. No, no.
0:29:10 > 0:29:12Don't worry, I'll go by myself.
0:29:14 > 0:29:15SHE SIGHS
0:29:20 > 0:29:22Mr Hanssen, I need to talk to you.
0:29:22 > 0:29:25- Yes? - I want that new F1 off my ward.
0:29:25 > 0:29:27I can't work with her. She's not a good fit.
0:29:27 > 0:29:28Send her somewhere else.
0:29:28 > 0:29:30Her dean arranged the rotation. If you have a concern about her
0:29:30 > 0:29:32suitability, raise it with them, please.
0:29:32 > 0:29:34I'm the head of the department.
0:29:34 > 0:29:37I thought you'd moved beyond this attitude, Miss Naylor.
0:29:40 > 0:29:43No, no, no, no, no, no, no! Mel, Mel, Mel.
0:29:43 > 0:29:45Tch-ssh ssh! It's a surprise.
0:29:45 > 0:29:46- This isn't the canteen.- Tch-tch!
0:29:52 > 0:29:54What's going on, Mel?
0:29:54 > 0:29:55OK, look.
0:29:55 > 0:29:58I know I overstepped the mark last time we saw each other.
0:29:58 > 0:30:00I just thought you guys could talk...
0:30:00 > 0:30:01and...
0:30:01 > 0:30:02eat.
0:30:02 > 0:30:03Mel, look...
0:30:05 > 0:30:06Enjoy.
0:30:09 > 0:30:12Listen, I had absolutely no idea about this.
0:30:14 > 0:30:16And she knows we're on a...
0:30:16 > 0:30:17diet.
0:30:19 > 0:30:21Smells amazing.
0:30:22 > 0:30:23Yeah.
0:30:32 > 0:30:34I didn't mean it to come out like that.
0:30:34 > 0:30:35I got excited.
0:30:35 > 0:30:36We're here to work.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40Can we talk after work maybe?
0:30:42 > 0:30:44I could cook us dinner or something.
0:30:47 > 0:30:50I wouldn't have brought it up like that if I'd known it'd upset you.
0:30:50 > 0:30:54I'm not upset. I'm about to operate on the mother of a colleague.
0:30:54 > 0:30:56Just go and get the equipment.
0:31:01 > 0:31:02We've got a lot in common.
0:31:03 > 0:31:06I didn't have it easy with Mum either.
0:31:17 > 0:31:20They wouldn't do this operation if it wasn't safe, would they?
0:31:20 > 0:31:21Jac Naylor is a great surgeon.
0:31:23 > 0:31:25So...
0:31:25 > 0:31:26this could be it.
0:31:38 > 0:31:40Mum...
0:31:42 > 0:31:43..have you ever loved me?
0:31:44 > 0:31:45Of course I loved you.
0:31:46 > 0:31:49It would have been so much easier if I didn't.
0:31:51 > 0:31:53I just don't understand how you can lock a child in
0:31:53 > 0:31:56a cupboard and then say you loved them.
0:31:56 > 0:31:59Your father had just died. I couldn't cope.
0:31:59 > 0:32:01Since when have you not been able to cope?
0:32:01 > 0:32:03You weren't an easy child.
0:32:03 > 0:32:05Too clever by half. Everything was a battle.
0:32:06 > 0:32:09I-I'm not using that as an excuse.
0:32:09 > 0:32:12I want you to understand.
0:32:12 > 0:32:17I thought, with your father gone, it was my duty to be hard on you.
0:32:17 > 0:32:20I'd seen boys without their dads lose their way.
0:32:21 > 0:32:25I wanted you to work and achieve something.
0:32:27 > 0:32:29And look at you. You have.
0:32:31 > 0:32:32What?
0:32:32 > 0:32:37So my career makes what you did worthwhile?
0:32:37 > 0:32:38No.
0:32:38 > 0:32:43No, I...I didn't understand how much damage I was causing you.
0:32:43 > 0:32:47I'd seen wicked boys raised by weak mums and I thought I was
0:32:47 > 0:32:50saving you from that.
0:32:50 > 0:32:53How could you possibly think that beating me,
0:32:53 > 0:32:56scaring me half to death, was saving me?
0:32:56 > 0:33:00Well, because that's how your grandma raised me.
0:33:00 > 0:33:03A night or two in the cellar never did me any harm.
0:33:06 > 0:33:09So...Grandma did the same to you?
0:33:09 > 0:33:12Well, I was a very difficult child.
0:33:12 > 0:33:13She didn't have any choice.
0:33:14 > 0:33:17But I didn't want it to be like that between us.
0:33:19 > 0:33:20And it wasn't, was it?
0:33:20 > 0:33:23Not at the start. We had fun.
0:33:27 > 0:33:28I just didn't know...
0:33:29 > 0:33:32..how else to keep you a good boy.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34I'm sorry.
0:33:34 > 0:33:35I'm so sorry.
0:33:37 > 0:33:40I suppose it's too late to say that now, isn't it?
0:33:41 > 0:33:44I just wish we could start over.
0:33:44 > 0:33:45SHE GROANS
0:33:45 > 0:33:48Mum? I need some help here.
0:33:48 > 0:33:50Mum!
0:33:50 > 0:33:52Stay with me now. Mum!
0:33:52 > 0:33:55- HE HITS THE ALARM - Hurry, please!
0:34:02 > 0:34:05There are over 100 teaching hospitals in the UK.
0:34:05 > 0:34:08- Why are you here? - Why are you being like this?
0:34:08 > 0:34:10Being pushed out of the same uterus doesn't give us a connection.
0:34:10 > 0:34:13- So, I'll ask you again, why are you here?- I'm your sister.
0:34:13 > 0:34:16Are you not curious about me? I'm curious about you.
0:34:16 > 0:34:20Don't you ever tell me how hard you had it with Paula.
0:34:20 > 0:34:23Do you not think it's odd that Mum spent weeks here dying and I
0:34:23 > 0:34:25didn't even get a phone call?
0:34:25 > 0:34:27I didn't even know she was sick.
0:34:27 > 0:34:29Unlike you, I didn't get a chance to say goodbye.
0:34:29 > 0:34:31I didn't give it a thought.
0:34:31 > 0:34:32Jac.
0:34:32 > 0:34:35Clotting results for Mrs Sturgeon you need to be aware of.
0:34:35 > 0:34:36They're a little bit low.
0:34:36 > 0:34:39Wow, is snatching part of the culture of happy clappy?
0:34:44 > 0:34:46Right.
0:34:46 > 0:34:48Her platelet count's way too low. Herzig's off.
0:34:55 > 0:34:56Evie, I'm...
0:34:59 > 0:35:01- Morven, have you seen Evie?- No.
0:35:01 > 0:35:03- Lou, have you seen Evie?- No.
0:35:03 > 0:35:04Her bags have gone.
0:35:04 > 0:35:07Oh, right. OK, well could you both go and have a look for her, please?
0:35:07 > 0:35:09I think I might have upset her.
0:35:11 > 0:35:12Rested and recharged.
0:35:12 > 0:35:15Ah, now, Fletch, we seem to have misplaced Evie for the moment,
0:35:15 > 0:35:17but not to worry, she won't have gone far.
0:35:17 > 0:35:19I thought you were looking after her?
0:35:19 > 0:35:20You promised me.
0:35:24 > 0:35:26Charge to 150.
0:35:26 > 0:35:27MACHINES BEEP
0:35:27 > 0:35:28Charged.
0:35:28 > 0:35:31- Clear. - Come on, come on.
0:35:32 > 0:35:34Charge it to 200.
0:35:35 > 0:35:37Nope. We've got a rhythm.
0:35:37 > 0:35:39OK, tell Jac to get her to theatre and get the Herzig in.
0:35:39 > 0:35:42I'm afraid the operation's off. Didn't Jac say?
0:35:42 > 0:35:43What?!
0:35:44 > 0:35:46MUSIC: Come and Get Your Love by Redbone
0:35:48 > 0:35:50We haven't done that for a while.
0:35:52 > 0:35:56Oh, my God, that was amazing.
0:35:58 > 0:36:00I miss cheese so much.
0:36:08 > 0:36:09We've been pretty...
0:36:11 > 0:36:13..distant?
0:36:13 > 0:36:14..with each other.
0:36:17 > 0:36:19Whatever's thrown at us.
0:36:20 > 0:36:22..Ivor...
0:36:22 > 0:36:23babies...
0:36:26 > 0:36:27We're a unit.
0:36:30 > 0:36:31You know I love you?
0:36:38 > 0:36:39Best mates?
0:36:40 > 0:36:41Always.
0:36:48 > 0:36:49KNOCK AT DOOR
0:36:49 > 0:36:51DOOR OPENS
0:36:51 > 0:36:54I cannot accept your decision not to give my mother the Herzig.
0:36:54 > 0:36:57Borderline clotting results. This is a dealbreaker for you?
0:36:57 > 0:37:00OK, well, you don't understand the procedure.
0:37:00 > 0:37:02I understand medicine.
0:37:02 > 0:37:04Then convince another heart surgeon to do the op.
0:37:04 > 0:37:07Jac, you are the only heart surgeon who can perform the Herzig.
0:37:07 > 0:37:09Yes, I am.
0:37:09 > 0:37:11So, maybe I know what I'm talking about when I say that it's
0:37:11 > 0:37:13unsuitable for her.
0:37:13 > 0:37:15She is my mother. Stop playing games.
0:37:15 > 0:37:17I've realised I need more time with her.
0:37:17 > 0:37:20Yeah, well, you've had a lifetime to wheel her around the park,
0:37:20 > 0:37:22- getting ice cream. - We have some issues to iron out.
0:37:22 > 0:37:25What would you have given for more time with your mum?
0:37:25 > 0:37:26Let's not make this personal.
0:37:26 > 0:37:29But it is personal, she is my mother. I know you can save her.
0:37:29 > 0:37:32I know you're finding an excuse not to.
0:37:32 > 0:37:33That's quite an accusation, Guy.
0:37:33 > 0:37:36Look, these results are not a dealbreaker to you.
0:37:36 > 0:37:37You're a risk taker. I know you, Jac.
0:37:37 > 0:37:40- You don't know me.- Yes, I do.
0:37:40 > 0:37:44If you knew me, you wouldn't have sold me out to Berlin!
0:37:44 > 0:37:46What did you think I was going to do, Guy?
0:37:46 > 0:37:47Just roll over and take it?
0:37:47 > 0:37:51Did you think that you could outsmart me?
0:37:51 > 0:37:53Look, let's not get my mother caught up in this.
0:37:53 > 0:37:54I thought we'd put that behind us.
0:37:54 > 0:37:57- You said you'd moved on.- You don't believe that any more than I do.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59Can we at least try?
0:37:59 > 0:38:03Where do you think Emma and I have been for the past month and a half?
0:38:03 > 0:38:04On a retreat,
0:38:04 > 0:38:08with the feeble minded, having to listen to some smoked out old git
0:38:08 > 0:38:14telling me that I need to let go of you and your lies.
0:38:14 > 0:38:17I really have tried to do that...
0:38:18 > 0:38:20..but it's just not that simple.
0:38:23 > 0:38:24OK, I admit it.
0:38:26 > 0:38:28I gave Berlin your idea for the stent.
0:38:31 > 0:38:34I'll go and tell Hanssen. Is...is that what you want?
0:38:38 > 0:38:39Jac...
0:38:39 > 0:38:41she's my mother.
0:38:42 > 0:38:44And yet we hardly know each other.
0:38:45 > 0:38:46I need more time.
0:38:47 > 0:38:51She wants to be my mother. I know she does and...
0:38:52 > 0:38:53..I need that.
0:38:53 > 0:38:55Just need more time.
0:38:59 > 0:39:00I'm begging you.
0:39:04 > 0:39:05Then beg.
0:39:10 > 0:39:12Beg for Mummy's life.
0:39:19 > 0:39:20Please.
0:39:23 > 0:39:26Please do this operation.
0:39:30 > 0:39:35I didn't get a chance to make things right with my father.
0:39:35 > 0:39:38Mum and I can help each other.
0:39:41 > 0:39:42We just need more time.
0:39:46 > 0:39:48I'm sorry...
0:39:48 > 0:39:49for everything.
0:39:53 > 0:39:56I'll perform the Herzig if you slither away from my ward,
0:39:56 > 0:39:59like the greasy little weasel you are.
0:39:59 > 0:40:01I want you gone for good.
0:40:11 > 0:40:14It's not like you to hide out down here.
0:40:14 > 0:40:15You been Naylored?
0:40:15 > 0:40:16Yeah, a bit.
0:40:18 > 0:40:19It's a rite of passage.
0:40:19 > 0:40:22A sign of affection, they say.
0:40:22 > 0:40:26How about I buy you a drink tonight? In Alby's.
0:40:26 > 0:40:30Better get back up there, Ollie. Looks like the Herzig's back on.
0:40:31 > 0:40:32You too, squirt.
0:40:35 > 0:40:36Oh.
0:40:38 > 0:40:40Ohhh, Sparkle.
0:40:40 > 0:40:42Oh, she must be hungry. I feel guilty.
0:40:42 > 0:40:45What's she going to do without Barney?
0:40:47 > 0:40:48There you are.
0:40:48 > 0:40:49It's Barney.
0:40:51 > 0:40:54He's developed a rash and a pyrexia of 38.5.
0:40:54 > 0:40:55It's got to be something to do with the blood.
0:40:55 > 0:40:58- He's going to end up going into anaphylactic shock.- Just leave me.
0:40:58 > 0:41:01The bloods are labelled correctly, there's no mistakes.
0:41:01 > 0:41:04There's a fresh bag of cross match and some samples just to be on the safe side.
0:41:04 > 0:41:06OK? Now everything's going to be fine, Barney,
0:41:06 > 0:41:08you're just suffering a reaction.
0:41:08 > 0:41:09You're not listening to me.
0:41:09 > 0:41:11Why are you saying that to me?
0:41:11 > 0:41:16Because they're going to take Sparkle away from me, aren't they?
0:41:16 > 0:41:20The problem is, it's a patient safety issue.
0:41:20 > 0:41:22OK? And it's not fair on Sparkle to keep her working when she
0:41:22 > 0:41:24needs to be seen by a vet.
0:41:25 > 0:41:27So I simply have no choice.
0:41:28 > 0:41:33Ah, it's all right, lad, I know you don't.
0:41:33 > 0:41:34Evie?
0:41:34 > 0:41:37She's a 12-year-old girl. Unpredictable is what they do.
0:41:37 > 0:41:39I think I know my own daughter, thanks.
0:41:39 > 0:41:41She's 12 going on 25. She's not just going to walk out of a hospital.
0:41:41 > 0:41:44Maybe she's more of a child than you realise. Evie?
0:41:44 > 0:41:45And what's that supposed to mean?
0:41:45 > 0:41:46- Nothing.- You know what,
0:41:46 > 0:41:49I've been pulling my hair out all week over what happened.
0:41:49 > 0:41:52I'm worrying whether Evie's coping, whether Mikey's coping.
0:41:52 > 0:41:54My little one is barely sleeping through the night.
0:41:54 > 0:41:55I can't ask Raf to do any more than he is.
0:41:55 > 0:41:58So, if there is another problem that you want to add to my list,
0:41:58 > 0:42:00then just get it off your chest.
0:42:00 > 0:42:01There's no problem, really.
0:42:01 > 0:42:04Miss Campbell? Your cab's arrived.
0:42:04 > 0:42:06- Thank you.- See ya.
0:42:06 > 0:42:08No, I'm not leaving until I know Evie's safe.
0:42:08 > 0:42:10Well, you haven't been much help to me so far.
0:42:10 > 0:42:12Because you sent me home.
0:42:12 > 0:42:14You told me you'd keep an eye on her and you clearly haven't given
0:42:14 > 0:42:17her a second thought. So, please, go on your holiday.
0:42:29 > 0:42:31OK, X-ray looking good.
0:42:32 > 0:42:35Well, you should be awake in time for dinner.
0:42:35 > 0:42:37OK, we're good to go under.
0:42:37 > 0:42:38OK, let the theatre manager know.
0:42:38 > 0:42:40Oliver? Um,
0:42:40 > 0:42:43could I just spend a couple of minutes with my mum, please?
0:42:43 > 0:42:44We'll be scrubbing in.
0:43:03 > 0:43:06I don't want this operation. I'm scared.
0:43:08 > 0:43:10There's nothing to be scared about.
0:43:15 > 0:43:16If the worst happens...
0:43:18 > 0:43:19..am I forgiven?
0:43:24 > 0:43:26Ready, Mrs Self?
0:43:26 > 0:43:27Yes.
0:43:33 > 0:43:34You'll be fine.
0:43:35 > 0:43:37You'll be fine.
0:43:40 > 0:43:43We've made the charity aware of the care issues that
0:43:43 > 0:43:46Sparkle's visual impairment is causing you both.
0:43:46 > 0:43:52I know we're not an ideal pair in other people's eyes but we muddle along.
0:43:52 > 0:43:53We love each other.
0:43:55 > 0:43:57Hello, Barney.
0:43:58 > 0:44:00They're not going to take Sparkle.
0:44:00 > 0:44:03They're going to talk to you about retraining with a new dog,
0:44:03 > 0:44:06and, as long as you're well enough to look after Sparkle,
0:44:06 > 0:44:08then you can keep her too.
0:44:08 > 0:44:09Sparkle, did you hear that?
0:44:11 > 0:44:13We're staying together.
0:44:13 > 0:44:16Deep down I knew it were a possibility,
0:44:16 > 0:44:21but I just got into a panic. Thank you so much.
0:44:21 > 0:44:22Pleasure.
0:44:31 > 0:44:32Ooh.
0:44:32 > 0:44:34SHE LAUGHS SOFTLY
0:44:34 > 0:44:35You're amazing.
0:44:35 > 0:44:38Ah, it was only a phone call.
0:44:38 > 0:44:40No, no. You kept them together.
0:44:40 > 0:44:42You are amazing.
0:44:46 > 0:44:48- Can you put me down now? - Yes, OK, sorry.
0:44:48 > 0:44:50SHE LAUGHS
0:44:57 > 0:44:59OK, Herzig is in place.
0:45:04 > 0:45:06Thanks for letting me scrub in.
0:45:07 > 0:45:09It's not personal.
0:45:09 > 0:45:12You were the junior across the case.
0:45:12 > 0:45:13OK, decanulating.
0:45:15 > 0:45:16How's it looking?
0:45:18 > 0:45:19ALARM SOUNDS
0:45:19 > 0:45:21OK, suction, platelets, FFP.
0:45:23 > 0:45:24What's happening?
0:45:24 > 0:45:25She's not clotting.
0:45:31 > 0:45:33Uh, can you just give me a second?
0:45:37 > 0:45:39Evie, what are you doing out here?
0:45:39 > 0:45:43We've all been looking for you. Dad's worried sick.
0:45:43 > 0:45:44My boyfriend's going to pick me up.
0:45:44 > 0:45:45On his space hopper?
0:45:45 > 0:45:47His mountain bike, actually.
0:45:47 > 0:45:49He's going to take me to my mate's.
0:45:49 > 0:45:51Her mum will let me stay a few nights, I reckon.
0:45:51 > 0:45:55Nope, you've got to go back in right now and get that infection treated.
0:45:55 > 0:45:56I can't go back home any more.
0:45:57 > 0:46:00I didn't mean to put you on the spot about me moving in.
0:46:00 > 0:46:02I just thought we had a bond.
0:46:02 > 0:46:03And we do.
0:46:05 > 0:46:08Any girl that's going to be a surgeon is a friend of mine.
0:46:08 > 0:46:11TAXI HONKS All right!
0:46:11 > 0:46:13You've got to go. You'll miss your flight.
0:46:13 > 0:46:17No, I'm not going on holiday. I'm going to get you treated.
0:46:17 > 0:46:18You can't cancel your holiday.
0:46:18 > 0:46:20No arguments. Come on.
0:46:20 > 0:46:22Let's get you in.
0:46:22 > 0:46:24All right.
0:46:24 > 0:46:25More platelets.
0:46:25 > 0:46:27Mean pressure is 30. She's lost too much.
0:46:27 > 0:46:30- We don't have much reserve in her group.- Get some O-neg then.
0:46:30 > 0:46:32She's still bleeding from the surgical line.
0:46:32 > 0:46:33Right, let's pack.
0:46:33 > 0:46:35Shall we give her factor seven?
0:46:35 > 0:46:37Yeah. Somebody, go now.
0:46:37 > 0:46:38Where is my blood?!
0:46:41 > 0:46:44Don't blame yourself. The clotting was always a risk.
0:46:44 > 0:46:46Get out of my theatre.
0:46:46 > 0:46:48- What have I done? - GET OUT!
0:46:51 > 0:46:52Jac...
0:46:56 > 0:46:59And this boyfriend with the mountain bike...?
0:46:59 > 0:47:00It's nothing serious.
0:47:00 > 0:47:02Your choice or his?
0:47:02 > 0:47:04- Mine. - Good. Keep it that way.
0:47:04 > 0:47:06Don't get serious with anyone until you can pay your own rent and
0:47:06 > 0:47:09have your own independence. You don't want some snotty-nosed
0:47:09 > 0:47:12boy thinking he can tell you how to run your life.
0:47:12 > 0:47:15You won't tell Dad about him, will you?
0:47:15 > 0:47:18I shall add it to the list of secrets I will not tell your father.
0:47:20 > 0:47:24Look, you know, maybe you should be honest with him about feeling
0:47:24 > 0:47:26like you have to help out all the time.
0:47:26 > 0:47:28He'd be so upset.
0:47:28 > 0:47:30Obviously I don't want to leave home.
0:47:30 > 0:47:32I just want things to change.
0:47:32 > 0:47:35All the more reason to tell him, don't you think?
0:47:37 > 0:47:38Where is Dad anyway?
0:47:38 > 0:47:41Usually I can't blow my nose without him being here.
0:47:41 > 0:47:45He knows we're here. I must admit, it's not like him.
0:47:45 > 0:47:47Um, sorry, Miss Campbell, um,
0:47:47 > 0:47:50- Hanssen's PA says you're to go up once you're done.- Right.
0:47:52 > 0:47:54ALARM SOUNDS
0:47:57 > 0:47:59- Charge to 20.- 20?
0:48:00 > 0:48:0140.
0:48:03 > 0:48:04Charging at 40.
0:48:06 > 0:48:07Shocking.
0:48:14 > 0:48:15No, nothing.
0:48:15 > 0:48:17It's been 45 minutes.
0:48:19 > 0:48:20Jac...
0:48:22 > 0:48:23Let's keep going.
0:48:29 > 0:48:31Eyes fixed and dilated.
0:48:31 > 0:48:32Charge to 40.
0:48:32 > 0:48:33Jac, she's gone.
0:48:48 > 0:48:49KNOCK AT DOOR
0:48:49 > 0:48:51Come in.
0:48:57 > 0:48:58Please, sit down.
0:49:06 > 0:49:08I take it this is about Evie.
0:49:08 > 0:49:10You promised me she'd be fine.
0:49:10 > 0:49:13Yes, I admit, it was a failure of care on my part.
0:49:13 > 0:49:16However, short of putting guards on her door...
0:49:16 > 0:49:18This isn't about her going missing.
0:49:18 > 0:49:21It's the fact that you couldn't even give me an explanation.
0:49:21 > 0:49:24"She's a 12-year-old girl, that's what they do." No, they don't!
0:49:28 > 0:49:32Um, Mr Hannsen, could Fletch and I have a minute privately please?
0:49:32 > 0:49:33Yes, indeed.
0:49:33 > 0:49:35I'll go polish my sousaphone.
0:49:46 > 0:49:47Evie asked to move in with me.
0:49:49 > 0:49:52I said no, of course, and it must have upset her.
0:49:55 > 0:49:57I should never have made the complaint.
0:49:58 > 0:50:00I knew that this was all my fault.
0:50:00 > 0:50:04No, Fletch, it's nobody's fault.
0:50:04 > 0:50:08She's a 12-year-old girl with no mum...
0:50:08 > 0:50:11and now she doesn't want to live with the family that she's got.
0:50:11 > 0:50:13Of course she does. She just wants things to change.
0:50:13 > 0:50:17She sees how hard you work to keep the wolf from the door,
0:50:17 > 0:50:20and when things go wrong, like they did with Mikey,
0:50:20 > 0:50:22she blames herself.
0:50:27 > 0:50:29The kids have been through so much.
0:50:30 > 0:50:32I just want them to be happy.
0:50:32 > 0:50:36And you're doing such a fantastic job. But...
0:50:39 > 0:50:45..you can try to ensure that she doesn't feel too responsible.
0:50:48 > 0:50:49Fletch...
0:50:50 > 0:50:52..she's going to be fine.
0:50:53 > 0:50:54Really.
0:51:09 > 0:51:13When I saw you this morning, I had this naive idea we could...
0:51:13 > 0:51:14Bond?
0:51:15 > 0:51:19If being good at my job's all you want from me, then that's cool.
0:51:19 > 0:51:23And it was presumptuous of me to be overfamiliar in theatre.
0:51:28 > 0:51:31I really enjoyed working together earlier.
0:51:31 > 0:51:32I think you did too.
0:51:42 > 0:51:44It was Mum's.
0:51:45 > 0:51:48She got it on a whim. She'd go through these phases of caring.
0:51:52 > 0:51:54I looked at your photo so much I...
0:51:54 > 0:51:56think I thought I knew you.
0:51:56 > 0:51:57That's not creepy.
0:51:59 > 0:52:01Look, can we just forget I told you about the sisters
0:52:01 > 0:52:04thing and try find a way to work together as doctors?
0:52:04 > 0:52:05No.
0:52:07 > 0:52:10And if anyone finds out we're related...
0:52:10 > 0:52:13you'll never work in medicine again.
0:52:17 > 0:52:19Thank heavens you saved Barney and Sparkle.
0:52:19 > 0:52:23You know, some couples are just meant to be together.
0:52:23 > 0:52:24They certainly are.
0:52:28 > 0:52:31Right, would you think I'm disgusting if I ordered
0:52:31 > 0:52:32something with chips?
0:52:32 > 0:52:36- Absolutely disgusting. - Really, really disgusting. Really?
0:52:36 > 0:52:38- Filthy. - What if I smeared it with ketchup?
0:52:40 > 0:52:41I'm in.
0:52:42 > 0:52:44- Good.- Yes.
0:52:44 > 0:52:45Ketchup.
0:52:47 > 0:52:50Hi, could I please get a large glass of white wine?
0:52:50 > 0:52:52Thank you.
0:52:52 > 0:52:53Hey.
0:52:53 > 0:52:54Hi.
0:52:57 > 0:53:00Look, don't let Naylor chucking you out of theatre bring you down.
0:53:00 > 0:53:01She's really not a...
0:53:03 > 0:53:05..a nurture and supportive kind of surgeon.
0:53:05 > 0:53:08- Can I have another one please, mate? Cheers.- Yeah, sure.
0:53:08 > 0:53:12Can we just get really, really drunk?
0:53:12 > 0:53:14Not that you don't look hot sober.
0:53:17 > 0:53:20Uh, so, the prescription's on the back
0:53:20 > 0:53:23and obviously, if there's any sign of reinfection, just bring her
0:53:23 > 0:53:25straight back in.
0:53:25 > 0:53:29I told Hanssen that I completely jumped the gun on that complaint.
0:53:29 > 0:53:31- I'm so, so sorry. - Oh, don't worry about it.
0:53:31 > 0:53:34And, Evie, if you ever need me for girlie chats, you know,
0:53:34 > 0:53:38like boys, biology or how to sneak into a nightclub,
0:53:38 > 0:53:39you know where I am.
0:53:41 > 0:53:44You, um, you haven't missed your holiday, have you?
0:53:44 > 0:53:47A week in my back garden beats the Amalfi coast any day.
0:53:47 > 0:53:49And Jason will be thrilled. He's really not very happy when
0:53:49 > 0:53:52the carer has to stay over.
0:53:52 > 0:53:54Look, Dad, I really can walk.
0:53:54 > 0:53:57Nope. This is your ride and I am your chauffeur. All right, kiddo?
0:53:57 > 0:53:58You're so cringe, Dad.
0:53:58 > 0:54:00THEY LAUGH
0:54:00 > 0:54:01Thanks, Serena.
0:54:01 > 0:54:04Oh, you're welcome, darling. Hey, and when you're feeling better,
0:54:04 > 0:54:06come back for some more surgery school.
0:54:06 > 0:54:09I'm teaching your daughter how to wield a knife.
0:54:09 > 0:54:10Listen, I better get on.
0:54:10 > 0:54:12I'll see you soon, darling, all right?
0:54:12 > 0:54:13Bye-bye, take care.
0:54:18 > 0:54:23Mmm, well, what you've got to understand is that Jac...
0:54:25 > 0:54:27..sh-she's not human.
0:54:27 > 0:54:29THEY LAUGH
0:54:29 > 0:54:31Oh, what is wrong with her?!
0:54:31 > 0:54:33She's such a ridiculous person.
0:54:35 > 0:54:37Never meet your heroes, eh?
0:54:41 > 0:54:42Boop!
0:54:44 > 0:54:46IN ROBOT VOICE: Naylorbot...
0:54:49 > 0:54:53..compute, cannot compute feelings. Must destroy feelings.
0:54:53 > 0:54:55Must destroy feelings. Must...
0:54:58 > 0:55:00Yeah.
0:55:10 > 0:55:13I shouldn't have attempted the procedure.
0:55:13 > 0:55:14I knew it wasn't the right call.
0:55:16 > 0:55:18I shouldn't have pushed you to do it.
0:55:18 > 0:55:20You couldn't push me into anything.
0:55:20 > 0:55:22I've cleared my desk.
0:55:22 > 0:55:25I'll let Hanssen know that I'm going to move my unit elsewhere.
0:55:25 > 0:55:26You don't have to go.
0:55:26 > 0:55:28A deal's a deal.
0:55:28 > 0:55:31I'm not letting you stay out of compassion.
0:55:31 > 0:55:34This is not the way I'm going to get rid of you.
0:55:40 > 0:55:42She didn't want the operation.
0:55:42 > 0:55:45I was the one who pushed for it.
0:55:45 > 0:55:46She was...
0:55:47 > 0:55:48..so scared.
0:55:49 > 0:55:51What was it with you two?
0:55:58 > 0:55:59She abused me.
0:56:03 > 0:56:04The scars on your back.
0:56:08 > 0:56:10Some mothers should have been neutered.
0:56:12 > 0:56:13Yes.
0:56:17 > 0:56:20Yours made you damaged goods as well, didn't she?
0:56:28 > 0:56:30She said she was sorry.
0:56:31 > 0:56:33She's never said that before.
0:56:37 > 0:56:38And if the op had gone well,
0:56:38 > 0:56:42how long before she decided she couldn't be bothered with you again?
0:56:43 > 0:56:46It's amazing what some people will say
0:56:46 > 0:56:49when they're a bit scared and lonely.
0:56:50 > 0:56:52You don't think she meant it?
0:56:52 > 0:56:54Mothers like her never mean it.
0:56:58 > 0:57:01Look, we're not going to stay here all night.
0:57:01 > 0:57:03- Can I buy you a drink? We could at least try...- No.
0:57:09 > 0:57:11I will get rid of you.
0:57:11 > 0:57:13And it will be painful.