Life in the Freezer

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0:00:02 > 0:00:03- You're engaged. - Three weeks and counting.

0:00:03 > 0:00:04It's not yours.

0:00:04 > 0:00:07Put me out of my misery, who's the lucky man?

0:00:07 > 0:00:09It isn't a man.

0:00:09 > 0:00:14I think we should toast our undeniable sexual chemistry

0:00:14 > 0:00:15and say no more about it.

0:00:15 > 0:00:17Are you two seeing each other?

0:00:17 > 0:00:19Yeah.

0:00:19 > 0:00:20Yes, we are.

0:00:20 > 0:00:23Jasmine and I are related.

0:00:23 > 0:00:25We're sisters.

0:00:25 > 0:00:27This is just easier.

0:00:27 > 0:00:31It's better, for everyone, isn't it?

0:00:31 > 0:00:33Yeah. All's well that ends well.

0:01:17 > 0:01:18Ooh!

0:01:19 > 0:01:21SHE RETCHES

0:01:23 > 0:01:25I'm so sorry, Mr Hanssen.

0:01:25 > 0:01:28I'll get maintenance to clear that up. Thank you.

0:01:30 > 0:01:32Feel better, Ms Effanga.

0:01:32 > 0:01:33Thank you.

0:01:35 > 0:01:38Look, we really should go in.

0:01:38 > 0:01:40- No, I don't want to. - We can pick this up tonight.

0:01:40 > 0:01:43No, I should really go home tonight.

0:01:43 > 0:01:44Really? Why?

0:01:44 > 0:01:47Because I haven't been home in ages and I need to get some clothes.

0:01:47 > 0:01:49- You can borrow my clothes. - Pfft, no.

0:01:49 > 0:01:51What's wrong with my clothes?

0:01:51 > 0:01:55Nothing, they're just not my clothes. I like my clothes.

0:01:55 > 0:01:57Well, there's an easy solution to this.

0:01:57 > 0:01:59Move your clothes in with my clothes.

0:01:59 > 0:02:01No, that makes no sense whatsoever.

0:02:01 > 0:02:04Then, when I'm at home and I want my clothes, then...

0:02:04 > 0:02:06HE LAUGHS

0:02:06 > 0:02:07Are you suggesting...?

0:02:07 > 0:02:09Move in with me.

0:02:09 > 0:02:11Where did that come from?

0:02:11 > 0:02:12I don't know. But why not?

0:02:12 > 0:02:14You're at mine almost every night anyway.

0:02:14 > 0:02:17Yeah, but...do you not think it's a bit...?

0:02:17 > 0:02:18What?

0:02:18 > 0:02:20..soon?

0:02:21 > 0:02:24I don't care. Do you?

0:02:25 > 0:02:26No.

0:02:26 > 0:02:28HE CHUCKLES

0:02:28 > 0:02:29Great.

0:02:33 > 0:02:35- Go on, then. - What?

0:02:35 > 0:02:37Don't you think you should tell her you're moving out?

0:02:37 > 0:02:39Now?

0:02:39 > 0:02:41Good luck. I'll see you upstairs.

0:02:46 > 0:02:48- Hey. - Hello, stranger.

0:02:49 > 0:02:51Long time, no see.

0:02:51 > 0:02:53- When are you coming home? - I'll be home tonight.

0:02:53 > 0:02:57Oh, good! I'm sick of rattling round that place on my own.

0:02:57 > 0:02:59You know, I've never really realised how big that flat was

0:02:59 > 0:03:01with three of us living there.

0:03:02 > 0:03:04Yeah, um...

0:03:05 > 0:03:10Do you think it's time that perhaps we thought about...moving on?

0:03:11 > 0:03:12Moving out, you mean?

0:03:12 > 0:03:14Well, yeah.

0:03:14 > 0:03:17- That's actually quite a good idea. - Only if you think?

0:03:17 > 0:03:20Well, we're paying for three bedrooms when we don't need to be.

0:03:20 > 0:03:22It's full of ghosts.

0:03:22 > 0:03:25I don't really blame you for spending so much time at Isaac's.

0:03:25 > 0:03:26HE CHUCKLES Yeah.

0:03:26 > 0:03:28Listen, I've got to go.

0:03:28 > 0:03:30Why don't I check online tonight and find somewhere else?

0:03:30 > 0:03:32See you later.

0:03:33 > 0:03:35ED referral. Suspected chordae rupture.

0:03:35 > 0:03:37Oh, and a good morning to you too.

0:03:37 > 0:03:40- You all right? - Yeah, I'm just a bit sick.

0:03:40 > 0:03:41Oh, yeah.

0:03:41 > 0:03:44You know, I had some nausea early on, but nothing like this

0:03:44 > 0:03:46and I wasn't sick at all with William.

0:03:46 > 0:03:47It's a bit weird, isn't it?

0:03:48 > 0:03:50Right. Yeah, great. Thanks for your help.

0:03:50 > 0:03:53Oh, no, no, Jac, Jac, Jac, please give this to Ollie -

0:03:53 > 0:03:56- I have a mountain of paperwork to get on top of.- Join the club.

0:03:57 > 0:03:59Dr Burrows.

0:03:59 > 0:04:03TTOs for beds three, seven and nine, please, so we can discharge them.

0:04:03 > 0:04:06- Yep. - And then you're with Ms Effanga.

0:04:06 > 0:04:07Ollie said I could scrub in...

0:04:07 > 0:04:09Then you're with Ms Effanga.

0:04:12 > 0:04:14- Ollie.- Yes. - What have you got on today?

0:04:14 > 0:04:16Mr Abertelli's CABG.

0:04:16 > 0:04:18- IN ITALIAN ACCENT: - Valentine, why won't you fix me?

0:04:18 > 0:04:19I'll swap you - chordae repair.

0:04:19 > 0:04:22No, you're all right. I can't let him beat me.

0:04:22 > 0:04:24He's like my own personal Everest. Good luck!

0:04:25 > 0:04:27Oh, gosh.

0:04:27 > 0:04:31Mo? Hello, love! Long time, no see!

0:04:31 > 0:04:32How are you?

0:04:32 > 0:04:34Er, better than you by the looks of it.

0:04:34 > 0:04:35Oh, ha!

0:04:35 > 0:04:39- Yeah. You'll have me patched up in no time though, eh?- Yeah.

0:04:41 > 0:04:43Ukraine?

0:04:43 > 0:04:46Yes, they say it'll be fully operational by the end of the year.

0:04:46 > 0:04:48This is the proposal.

0:04:50 > 0:04:53Trauma surgery is something of a speciality of theirs,

0:04:53 > 0:04:56but this unit will be the first of its kind.

0:04:56 > 0:04:58This looks incredible.

0:04:59 > 0:05:00But...

0:05:02 > 0:05:05But the trauma unit on AAU is only just up and running.

0:05:05 > 0:05:08Working like a well-oiled machine, by all accounts.

0:05:10 > 0:05:11It's...

0:05:12 > 0:05:17I'm not sure I'd want to be away that long.

0:05:19 > 0:05:20Can I think about it?

0:05:20 > 0:05:22Yes, of course.

0:05:22 > 0:05:24You know where to find me.

0:05:29 > 0:05:33It's medicinal and I blame you.

0:05:33 > 0:05:37I only suggested we go out for a quick bite after a long shift.

0:05:37 > 0:05:40At an Italian restaurant with an extensive wine list.

0:05:40 > 0:05:42You could have ordered by the glass.

0:05:42 > 0:05:47Oh, I'm sorry. Serena Campbell. Have we met?

0:05:51 > 0:05:54- Did you find out what Hanssen wanted?- Yeah.

0:06:02 > 0:06:05Technically, it's not even my allotment, it's my brother's,

0:06:05 > 0:06:08but he's been a bit distracted, so I thought I'd get it dug

0:06:08 > 0:06:10before the whole place goes to rack and ruin.

0:06:10 > 0:06:11So you were digging?

0:06:11 > 0:06:13Yeah, and I got these shooting pains

0:06:13 > 0:06:15and my heart started going like the clappers.

0:06:15 > 0:06:18I practically keeled over in the potato bed.

0:06:18 > 0:06:21That's when Old Jim from plot four rang 999.

0:06:21 > 0:06:23OK, deep breathe in for me.

0:06:24 > 0:06:26And out.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30So, are you still taking the fosinopril?

0:06:30 > 0:06:31Yeah.

0:06:33 > 0:06:35So, have you met her?

0:06:35 > 0:06:37Of course you have. What do you think of her?

0:06:37 > 0:06:39She seems perfectly...

0:06:41 > 0:06:43How long have you been on them now?

0:06:43 > 0:06:45Two years.

0:06:45 > 0:06:48I mean, I don't really know her, obviously, but then neither does he,

0:06:48 > 0:06:50but he doesn't seem to be letting that stop him.

0:06:50 > 0:06:51No, he doesn't.

0:06:52 > 0:06:55Is it just me or is she a bit...?

0:06:55 > 0:06:57- I'm saying nothing. - Ah.

0:06:57 > 0:06:58Del?

0:06:58 > 0:07:00Speak of the devil!

0:07:01 > 0:07:04Obviously, I'd rather you didn't go.

0:07:06 > 0:07:07Really?

0:07:07 > 0:07:08Of course.

0:07:12 > 0:07:16I doubt we'd get a locum with your experience.

0:07:16 > 0:07:17Right.

0:07:21 > 0:07:27Well, it certainly reads like your dream job. I, er...

0:07:27 > 0:07:29Obviously, I couldn't...

0:07:29 > 0:07:32Well, I wouldn't...try to stand in your way...

0:07:33 > 0:07:36..if it's what you really...really want.

0:07:44 > 0:07:45Um...

0:07:48 > 0:07:51- Serena... - It's just I...

0:08:16 > 0:08:17Sorry.

0:08:17 > 0:08:20Are you kidding? I've been wanting to do that for weeks.

0:08:20 > 0:08:22KNOCK ON DOOR

0:08:23 > 0:08:24- Morning! - Morning.- Morning.

0:08:24 > 0:08:26Right, well, if you could just let me know

0:08:26 > 0:08:30- when you've given Hanssen your decision.- Yep, yep.

0:08:30 > 0:08:32Decision? About what?

0:08:32 > 0:08:33Um...

0:08:36 > 0:08:37Oh, wow.

0:08:37 > 0:08:39Well, Serena will be gutted.

0:08:39 > 0:08:41I think she thought we had you for keeps.

0:08:41 > 0:08:43Well, it's only for a few months.

0:08:43 > 0:08:45Sorry, did you want me for something?

0:08:45 > 0:08:48Yeah. Could you have a look at this patient for me?

0:08:48 > 0:08:52It's Cathy Higgson, end stage MS, came in via the ED this morning.

0:08:52 > 0:08:53OK.

0:08:53 > 0:08:55Wow, this looks amazing.

0:08:55 > 0:08:58You won't forget to send us a postcard, will you?

0:09:00 > 0:09:02So, which Jim? Young Jim?

0:09:02 > 0:09:05No, Old Jim. Plot four.

0:09:05 > 0:09:07I'm sorry, I should have done it.

0:09:07 > 0:09:11It's OK. I mean, the weeds were up to here

0:09:11 > 0:09:12and the beans are going over.

0:09:12 > 0:09:14OK, I will sort it out.

0:09:14 > 0:09:16So, where's Inga today? Is she here?

0:09:16 > 0:09:19No, no. We've got the painters in.

0:09:19 > 0:09:20- Painters?- Yep.

0:09:20 > 0:09:23The whole place had been freshly magnolia'd.

0:09:23 > 0:09:26Yes, but Inga wanted a splash of colour.

0:09:26 > 0:09:27Oh, right.

0:09:27 > 0:09:29- What's that supposed to mean? - I didn't say anything.

0:09:29 > 0:09:32- Well, you don't have to, do you? - Don't be so sensitive, Woody.

0:09:32 > 0:09:33Ah, Dr Burrows.

0:09:33 > 0:09:35This is Delwen Thompson,

0:09:35 > 0:09:38an emergency admission with a suspected chordae rupture.

0:09:38 > 0:09:41Can you do an FBC, U&Es, LFTs,

0:09:41 > 0:09:44organise a chest X-ray and book a slot in the echo lab, please?

0:09:44 > 0:09:45No problem.

0:09:45 > 0:09:47- Are you Mr Thompson? - Yes, Derwood,

0:09:47 > 0:09:49- but I'm not her husband. - He's my younger brother.

0:09:49 > 0:09:52- BOTH:- By 17 minutes. - It still counts.- It doesn't count.

0:09:52 > 0:09:56Twins? Delwen and Derwood? Your parents had a sense of humour.

0:09:56 > 0:09:59Mr Thompson is our Consultant Obstetrician.

0:09:59 > 0:10:01Oh! Sorry.

0:10:03 > 0:10:04I like your tie.

0:10:04 > 0:10:06Oh, thank you very much.

0:10:06 > 0:10:10Yes, my fiancee bought it for me.

0:10:10 > 0:10:11Right. Well, I'd better go and see

0:10:11 > 0:10:14if I can get my afternoon clinic covered. I won't be long.

0:10:14 > 0:10:18OK. Let's take some bloods then, shall we?

0:10:18 > 0:10:20Excuse me a minute.

0:10:20 > 0:10:22Is she scared of needles or something?

0:10:22 > 0:10:24Oh, nah, it's probably morning sickness.

0:10:29 > 0:10:32Primary progressive.

0:10:32 > 0:10:34When did you get the diagnosis?

0:10:34 > 0:10:3516 years ago.

0:10:36 > 0:10:38She was 32.

0:10:38 > 0:10:41We were trying for a baby, kept losing it.

0:10:41 > 0:10:45Eventually, we went to a clinic and that's when we found out.

0:10:45 > 0:10:47And you care for her by yourself?

0:10:47 > 0:10:49We manage.

0:10:50 > 0:10:52I think the best thing, Mr Higgson...

0:10:52 > 0:10:55Pete. And Cathy.

0:10:55 > 0:10:57And she can understand you.

0:10:57 > 0:10:59Forgive me.

0:10:59 > 0:11:02Cathy, I think the best thing is to remove the catheter,

0:11:02 > 0:11:05give everything a sterile wash, and put in a fresh one in.

0:11:05 > 0:11:08We want to make sure we get on top of this infection

0:11:08 > 0:11:09as quickly as possible.

0:11:09 > 0:11:11I'll see if there's a treatment room available.

0:11:11 > 0:11:13- Could you bear with me? - Thank you.

0:11:23 > 0:11:26- Hey!- Hey!- How'd it go?

0:11:26 > 0:11:28Yeah, no, she said that she will start looking

0:11:28 > 0:11:31- for somewhere else today. - What? Just like that?

0:11:31 > 0:11:33Yeah, she was actually quite practical about it.

0:11:33 > 0:11:36Fantastic. Best get in. See you later, roomie.

0:11:37 > 0:11:40Boop! Boop!

0:11:40 > 0:11:42Can somebody call Psych for Nurse Harrison, please?

0:11:42 > 0:11:46That's my gossip radar going off. Are you two moving in together?

0:11:46 > 0:11:48Tell me everything.

0:11:48 > 0:11:49Being a twin must be cool.

0:11:49 > 0:11:51Cool?

0:11:51 > 0:11:53It's not a word that gets thrown around a lot

0:11:53 > 0:11:55when it comes to my brother, to be honest.

0:11:55 > 0:11:58- You two are close, though? - Oh, yeah.

0:11:58 > 0:12:01I mean, I give him stick, but we tell each other everything.

0:12:02 > 0:12:06So, Mo - Ms Effanga - she's pregnant?

0:12:06 > 0:12:07Yeah.

0:12:07 > 0:12:09How far gone is she?

0:12:09 > 0:12:13Er, about five months, I think. Something like that.

0:12:13 > 0:12:15Right, that's your bloods done.

0:12:15 > 0:12:18I'm just going to go and check on your X-ray.

0:12:25 > 0:12:28Could you put her in the side room, please?

0:12:30 > 0:12:31Cathy Higgson.

0:12:31 > 0:12:34Her heart rate's still elevated and her BP's not coming up

0:12:34 > 0:12:35as much as I'd like.

0:12:35 > 0:12:38Could you put her on IV Tazocin and repeat her U&Es?

0:12:38 > 0:12:39Sure thing.

0:12:52 > 0:12:57Mo. Mo? Sorry, is Delwen all right?

0:12:57 > 0:13:00Well, we may need to take her into theatre, but we won't be able

0:13:00 > 0:13:03to make any decisions until we get her tests back, so...

0:13:03 > 0:13:06Don't worry. I will look after her, I promise.

0:13:06 > 0:13:10Thank you. Has she been giving you a hard time?

0:13:10 > 0:13:12Actually, no. She's been really nice.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14Really? What did you say to win her round?

0:13:14 > 0:13:17Beats me. HE CHUCKLES

0:13:17 > 0:13:18Thank you.

0:13:20 > 0:13:24Here she is, look. Lady of leisure. Having a lie-down.

0:13:25 > 0:13:27- Are you OK?- Mm.

0:13:27 > 0:13:30Oh, no, you're all muddy. This is mud, right?

0:13:30 > 0:13:34Yeah. I couldn't get any manure, I tried.

0:13:34 > 0:13:36It was probably for the best, really.

0:13:36 > 0:13:38So, I'm going to go back to yours,

0:13:38 > 0:13:41get you a change of clothes, obviously, a few overnight things.

0:13:41 > 0:13:43I'll make sure I feed Sock too.

0:13:43 > 0:13:45Did you know Mo's pregnant?

0:13:46 > 0:13:48Yep, yeah.

0:13:48 > 0:13:50When were you going to tell me?

0:13:50 > 0:13:52Oh, it's not mine!

0:13:52 > 0:13:56- Whose is it? - Don't know, anonymous sperm donor.

0:13:56 > 0:13:58Ah.

0:14:00 > 0:14:03Del, you know that Mo was considering going down that route.

0:14:03 > 0:14:06She'd begun the process a long before she and I ever...

0:14:06 > 0:14:08Are you sure? 100%?

0:14:11 > 0:14:12It's what she told me

0:14:12 > 0:14:16and I really don't think that she'd lie about something like that,

0:14:16 > 0:14:18- not to me.- All right.

0:14:18 > 0:14:19All right.

0:14:21 > 0:14:24- So, is Sock's food still underneath the sink?- Yeah.

0:14:24 > 0:14:26Great, in which case,

0:14:26 > 0:14:28I shall be back here in two shakes of a lamb's tail!

0:14:33 > 0:14:34KNOCK AT DOOR

0:14:34 > 0:14:36Ultrasounds in Bay 2 when you're ready.

0:14:36 > 0:14:38- Great, thanks. - What are you doing?

0:14:38 > 0:14:41Oh, just checking. I don't feel right.

0:14:41 > 0:14:44- Here, let me do it. - Thanks.

0:14:45 > 0:14:47I feel sick as a dog.

0:14:47 > 0:14:50That's normal, isn't it? All the hormones.

0:14:51 > 0:14:54I don't know, I'm just a bit worried it could be...

0:14:54 > 0:14:55What?

0:14:55 > 0:14:59Preeclampsia, AFL, hyperemesis gravidarum.

0:14:59 > 0:15:01I had a flatmate at med school who convinced himself

0:15:01 > 0:15:05- he had transverse myelitis and do you know what it was?- What?

0:15:05 > 0:15:06His pants were too tight.

0:15:06 > 0:15:10That's the problem with doctors - they know too much.

0:15:11 > 0:15:14Right, there you go, see. Blood pressure's fine.

0:15:14 > 0:15:15Thanks.

0:15:15 > 0:15:17Are you all right to do Delwen's echo

0:15:17 > 0:15:20- or do you want me to find someone else?- It's fine. I'll do it.

0:15:20 > 0:15:22- Sure? - Yeah. Thanks, Jas.

0:15:29 > 0:15:32- In date.- Yes.

0:15:32 > 0:15:34No fish.

0:15:34 > 0:15:35No fish.

0:15:35 > 0:15:39Cefuroxime, 750mg, in date.

0:15:39 > 0:15:40Yep.

0:15:40 > 0:15:42- Dom?- Yeah?

0:15:42 > 0:15:46Dom, I found these. All two-bed, all walking distance from here.

0:15:46 > 0:15:49Thanks for suggesting this, it's a really good idea.

0:15:49 > 0:15:52- Wha...?- I've got to run, I said I was seeing a patient on ITU.

0:15:57 > 0:15:59So, I hear congratulations are in order?

0:15:59 > 0:16:01Little Mini Mo.

0:16:03 > 0:16:04Oh, yeah. Thanks.

0:16:04 > 0:16:07Takes guts to raise a baby on your own.

0:16:07 > 0:16:08I couldn't do it.

0:16:10 > 0:16:13- How are you going to manage with work?- People do.

0:16:14 > 0:16:17Yeah, but, I mean, with your job, the hours you work,

0:16:17 > 0:16:19you must be a bit daunted.

0:16:19 > 0:16:21Yeah, well, I've got loads of family support, so...

0:16:21 > 0:16:23I thought Adele moved away?

0:16:23 > 0:16:25She has, but there's my mum.

0:16:25 > 0:16:28How's her heart, by the way? I heard she had another scare.

0:16:28 > 0:16:30She's fine.

0:16:35 > 0:16:36Right.

0:16:38 > 0:16:39You see this here?

0:16:39 > 0:16:42This confirms a ruptured chordae tendinae

0:16:42 > 0:16:44causing secondary mitral regurgitation.

0:16:44 > 0:16:46I'm going to need to take you into theatre,

0:16:46 > 0:16:48remove the prolapsed portion of the valve,

0:16:48 > 0:16:52repair the posterior leaflet and insert an annuloplasty ring.

0:16:52 > 0:16:55The good news is we can do it MIMS, so it'll be minimally invasive.

0:16:55 > 0:16:56In English?

0:16:56 > 0:16:58Dr Burrows?

0:16:58 > 0:17:01One of the tendons in your heart has ruptured

0:17:01 > 0:17:03so the blood's flowing back the wrong way.

0:17:03 > 0:17:05We'll make a heart surgeon of you yet.

0:17:06 > 0:17:09- You can fix it? - I can.

0:17:10 > 0:17:13- When? - Today. As soon as possible.

0:17:13 > 0:17:15I'll go and check the theatre schedule and then I'll come back

0:17:15 > 0:17:17and talk you through everything. OK?

0:17:19 > 0:17:22- Dr Burrows, could you clean up, please?- Sure.

0:17:24 > 0:17:25OK?

0:17:29 > 0:17:31I don't want you to go.

0:17:31 > 0:17:33- OK. - That's as far as I've got.

0:17:33 > 0:17:36- Mrs Wolfe?- Let's see if we can get him up to Keller.

0:17:36 > 0:17:38Yes, good, good plan.

0:17:38 > 0:17:41Cathy Higgson's latest bloods. She's not responding to antibiotics.

0:17:41 > 0:17:44She's tachycardic, tachypneic, hypoxic and, well,

0:17:44 > 0:17:46you can see from these...

0:17:46 > 0:17:49OK, thanks. I'll talk to them.

0:17:58 > 0:18:02I'm also obliged to tell you that there are risks of stroke,

0:18:02 > 0:18:04brain damage, renal failure and death.

0:18:04 > 0:18:08Now, I know that sounds alarming, but it's very rare.

0:18:08 > 0:18:12And about 33% of patients having this procedure

0:18:12 > 0:18:17develop something known as AF, which is an irregular heartbeat

0:18:17 > 0:18:19which can cause serious complications.

0:18:19 > 0:18:21That's one in three.

0:18:21 > 0:18:22But without the valve repair,

0:18:22 > 0:18:25there's a strong chance you would develop it anyway.

0:18:25 > 0:18:26Right.

0:18:27 > 0:18:29Do you have any questions?

0:18:31 > 0:18:33Are you carrying my brother's baby?

0:18:33 > 0:18:36Do you have any questions about the surgery, Delwen?

0:18:36 > 0:18:39If I'm at risk from all this, it's best that we have it out

0:18:39 > 0:18:41while I still have got the chance.

0:18:41 > 0:18:42No, I'm not.

0:18:42 > 0:18:44And I don't think this is an appropriate conversation

0:18:44 > 0:18:47- for us to be having right now. - He's so trusting,

0:18:47 > 0:18:49he thinks you'd never lie to him about something like this.

0:18:49 > 0:18:50I'm not so sure.

0:18:50 > 0:18:53You can think what you like, it doesn't change anything.

0:18:53 > 0:18:55If you're happy with everything that we've discussed,

0:18:55 > 0:18:57I just need you to sign these.

0:18:58 > 0:19:01Ms Thompson will need cannulating and catheterising

0:19:01 > 0:19:03and then get her started on furosemide.

0:19:03 > 0:19:061mg per kilo every hour.

0:19:06 > 0:19:07OK.

0:19:07 > 0:19:09Do you need me to talk you through it?

0:19:09 > 0:19:12- Oh, no, it's fine, I've got this. - Good.

0:19:15 > 0:19:17Look, try not to worry.

0:19:17 > 0:19:20There are loads of things I'm not good at, but this isn't one them.

0:19:29 > 0:19:30SHE SIGHS

0:19:30 > 0:19:33So, you never actually said you were moving in with Isaac.

0:19:33 > 0:19:35Well, no, but...

0:19:35 > 0:19:38Then you're just going to have to bite the bullet and tell her.

0:19:38 > 0:19:41Well, I can't now! You saw how happy she looked.

0:19:41 > 0:19:44Besides she was only saying earlier that she feels like

0:19:44 > 0:19:47she's rattling around the flat, that it's full of ghosts.

0:19:47 > 0:19:49I can't just leave her there on her own, can I?

0:19:49 > 0:19:51What about Isaac?

0:19:51 > 0:19:53He'll understand.

0:19:53 > 0:19:55Sure you're not just looking for a way out?

0:19:55 > 0:19:56What? No.

0:19:56 > 0:19:59Well, you know, if you don't want to move in with him...

0:19:59 > 0:20:01Of course I do.

0:20:01 > 0:20:02Well, then, just speak to Zosia.

0:20:02 > 0:20:04Well, it's not that simple.

0:20:04 > 0:20:07- It kind of is. - You don't get it.

0:20:08 > 0:20:10Well, maybe it's for the best.

0:20:10 > 0:20:13A little bit of mystery in the early days doesn't hurt.

0:20:15 > 0:20:17- Yeah?- Yeah.

0:20:17 > 0:20:19I still remember the first time I saw Sacha...

0:20:19 > 0:20:22Oh, please do not finish that sentence.

0:20:22 > 0:20:23I'm only saying, you know,

0:20:23 > 0:20:25when you see someone you're sleeping with...

0:20:25 > 0:20:28Oh! La-la-la-la-la!

0:20:28 > 0:20:29SHE CHUCKLES

0:20:29 > 0:20:33All in all, this paints a picture of multi-organ failure,

0:20:33 > 0:20:39which means that this is likely to be your last illness.

0:20:41 > 0:20:43I'm not suggesting we withdraw treatment,

0:20:43 > 0:20:47I think we should continue with the antibiotics and pain relief,

0:20:47 > 0:20:52but there is very little we can do to delay the inevitable.

0:20:56 > 0:20:59Have you discussed an end-of-life plan?

0:21:01 > 0:21:02Yeah.

0:21:12 > 0:21:14Here.

0:21:18 > 0:21:20HE WHIMPERS

0:21:20 > 0:21:21It's all arranged.

0:21:26 > 0:21:29So this is furosemide.

0:21:29 > 0:21:32It'll basically make you pee a lot, so once I've given you this,

0:21:32 > 0:21:34we will pop a catheter in.

0:21:34 > 0:21:36Oh, something to look forward to.

0:21:36 > 0:21:38I know, but it'll stop you bleeding so much during theatre

0:21:38 > 0:21:40and that's got to be a good thing, right?

0:21:42 > 0:21:43Hang on a minute.

0:21:48 > 0:21:50Is your eBay timing out?

0:21:50 > 0:21:53Oh, no, sorry, it's just there's some drugs you have to put in

0:21:53 > 0:21:56really slowly and others you just whack straight in.

0:21:56 > 0:21:58Oh, so you're googling it?

0:21:58 > 0:22:01Doesn't fill me with confidence, love, I've got to say.

0:22:02 > 0:22:05OK. Give me one second, I'll just find Mo.

0:22:05 > 0:22:07Good idea.

0:22:10 > 0:22:12SHE SIGHS

0:22:12 > 0:22:14SHE BREATHES HEAVILY

0:22:17 > 0:22:19We need to talk.

0:22:19 > 0:22:20Yes, I know.

0:22:20 > 0:22:23I'm sorry. I'm not trying to mess you about,

0:22:23 > 0:22:24I just don't know if I can get my head around...

0:22:24 > 0:22:28Oh, no, Serena. As much as I want to have this conversation...

0:22:30 > 0:22:33Cathy Higgson's end-of-life plan.

0:22:35 > 0:22:37KNOCK ON DOOR

0:22:42 > 0:22:45- Have you seen Ms Effanga? - No, sorry.

0:22:45 > 0:22:47What about Ollie? Mr Valentine?

0:22:47 > 0:22:48He's in theatre.

0:22:50 > 0:22:53I've been feeling a bit sick the last couple of days

0:22:53 > 0:22:56and it's sort of come out of nowhere

0:22:56 > 0:22:58and I just wanted to call in and check...

0:22:59 > 0:23:0220 weeks tomorrow.

0:23:02 > 0:23:06Second pregnancy, but this didn't happen the last time.

0:23:07 > 0:23:10Right, so just over-the-counter?

0:23:12 > 0:23:15OK, but you don't think I should bring my appointment forward

0:23:15 > 0:23:17or anything, you know, just to...?

0:23:19 > 0:23:23OK. All right, thank you, bye.

0:23:27 > 0:23:28Sorry about that.

0:23:28 > 0:23:30Are you all right?

0:23:31 > 0:23:32My heart's going like a drum.

0:23:32 > 0:23:34Let's have a look at you.

0:23:35 > 0:23:37There we go.

0:23:38 > 0:23:40DEL PANTS

0:23:42 > 0:23:44Right, OK, I'm just going to grab something.

0:23:44 > 0:23:45I'll be two minutes, OK?

0:24:06 > 0:24:09- What are you doing? - What does it look like?

0:24:09 > 0:24:12It looks like you don't know how to connect a 12-lead ECG.

0:24:18 > 0:24:20What do you want? A prize?

0:24:20 > 0:24:22Why are you messing around with it anyway?

0:24:22 > 0:24:25Because I think my patient's going into AF and I want to confirm

0:24:25 > 0:24:27before starting her on amioderone. Is that all right with you?

0:24:27 > 0:24:29Fine.

0:24:30 > 0:24:32OK, deep breath.

0:24:39 > 0:24:42Hey, Adele. It's me.

0:24:42 > 0:24:44Yeah, just missing you.

0:24:44 > 0:24:47Feels like I haven't spoken to you in ages.

0:24:48 > 0:24:50Give me a call when you've got time.

0:24:52 > 0:24:53Love you.

0:25:02 > 0:25:05It's all above board, I've got the same plan for myself.

0:25:05 > 0:25:07No, I'm sure it is.

0:25:07 > 0:25:09I'm just trying to understand how we'd go about it.

0:25:09 > 0:25:12We just need to have her transferred to this hospice.

0:25:12 > 0:25:14It's part of the same company.

0:25:14 > 0:25:18Right, but this is in America.

0:25:18 > 0:25:21It's all paid for. I've just got to book the flights.

0:25:21 > 0:25:23No, it's not that...

0:25:24 > 0:25:25Mr Higgson, there is no way

0:25:25 > 0:25:28that Cathy could survive a journey like this. Not now.

0:25:28 > 0:25:31But...I don't understand.

0:25:31 > 0:25:34Well, we'll do our best to facilitate her wishes from here,

0:25:34 > 0:25:36if we can.

0:25:36 > 0:25:40I thought there'd be more time. I didn't expect...

0:25:41 > 0:25:44OK. There's a number here we can call.

0:25:44 > 0:25:47They'll send their people to collect her.

0:25:47 > 0:25:49They can start the process at this end.

0:25:49 > 0:25:51We just need to keep her heart beating

0:25:51 > 0:25:53until they can get her to the lab.

0:25:53 > 0:25:56Yeah, that's the part that would cause us some difficulties.

0:25:56 > 0:26:00You see, we can't release Cathy's body to this...

0:26:00 > 0:26:02company until after her death.

0:26:02 > 0:26:07But after that, can't you just do CPR and then...?

0:26:07 > 0:26:10I'm afraid it's not as simple as that.

0:26:10 > 0:26:13If we resuscitate her, then she's not technically...

0:26:14 > 0:26:18Forgive me, she's not technically dead,

0:26:18 > 0:26:20so we still can't release her body.

0:26:20 > 0:26:23Look, I don't care how we do this, but she needs to be frozen

0:26:23 > 0:26:25at the exact moment of death.

0:26:25 > 0:26:26Or as near as.

0:26:26 > 0:26:29After the body's died, but before brain death -

0:26:29 > 0:26:31that's the whole point.

0:26:31 > 0:26:34The process of brain death begins approximately four minutes

0:26:34 > 0:26:36after the heart stops.

0:26:36 > 0:26:40The process that we have to go through to formally verify death

0:26:40 > 0:26:42takes longer than four minutes.

0:26:42 > 0:26:43But...

0:26:43 > 0:26:44So...

0:26:44 > 0:26:46what are you saying?

0:26:46 > 0:26:51I'm saying there are procedural issues that we have to work through.

0:26:51 > 0:26:53This is what she wants.

0:26:54 > 0:26:58I promised her I would make it happen. Do you understand?

0:26:58 > 0:27:00I promised.

0:27:00 > 0:27:02Otherwise...

0:27:03 > 0:27:05..this is it.

0:27:05 > 0:27:08I do understand. I do.

0:27:09 > 0:27:13Look, we'll talk to our legal department

0:27:13 > 0:27:16and then we'll take it from there. OK?

0:27:30 > 0:27:33Hi, it's Serena Campbell.

0:27:33 > 0:27:35I need to see Mr Hanssen as soon possible, please.

0:27:37 > 0:27:39Is he? Oh, OK, well, the minute he's free. Thanks.

0:27:41 > 0:27:44You're not really going to try and facilitate this, are you?

0:27:44 > 0:27:47Yeah, if it's what they want.

0:27:47 > 0:27:49Besides, I can only imagine what they must have paid for this.

0:27:49 > 0:27:50If we end up being sued,

0:27:50 > 0:27:53I want to make damn sure we've been through legal.

0:27:54 > 0:27:56Trauma patient!

0:27:58 > 0:28:01Stab wound to the abdomen. All right, let's not mess about.

0:28:01 > 0:28:04Straight to theatre for a trauma laparotomy, please.

0:28:06 > 0:28:08OK, nearly there.

0:28:08 > 0:28:09DEVICE BEEPS

0:28:09 > 0:28:11Are you all right, Ms Thompson?

0:28:13 > 0:28:15Ms Thompson?

0:28:15 > 0:28:18DEVICE BLEEPS

0:28:19 > 0:28:22ALARM BUZZES

0:28:23 > 0:28:25Move.

0:28:25 > 0:28:26She's booked in for a valve repair. I was...

0:28:26 > 0:28:30Faffing around worrying about AF when she's clearly going into heart failure.

0:28:30 > 0:28:31- Where's Mo?- I don't know.

0:28:31 > 0:28:33- What do you mean you don't know? - I don't know, I can't find her.

0:28:33 > 0:28:36You should have gone to a Consultant the moment her symptoms worsened.

0:28:36 > 0:28:39- Ollie's in theatre. - Then you should have come to me!

0:28:39 > 0:28:41300mg of amiodarone, quickly, please.

0:28:41 > 0:28:43Start carotid massage.

0:28:46 > 0:28:48For God's sake!

0:28:52 > 0:28:54They're snake oil salesmen,

0:28:54 > 0:28:57peddling false hope and preying on people's...

0:28:57 > 0:28:59Got it. Yep.

0:29:00 > 0:29:02Oh, no, it's a haematoma. Keep going.

0:29:02 > 0:29:06Even if we do find a cure for MS, I doubt she'll be in any fit state

0:29:06 > 0:29:09to benefit by the time they've thawed her out.

0:29:09 > 0:29:11I don't disagree with you, but it's their money.

0:29:11 > 0:29:14If they want to spend it all on... Ah, here we are.

0:29:14 > 0:29:162-O vicryl, please.

0:29:17 > 0:29:18Thank you.

0:29:18 > 0:29:20Good. Heart rate's normalising.

0:29:20 > 0:29:22- What's going on? - Where the hell have you been?

0:29:22 > 0:29:25- I was just...- You need to take your patient to theatre right now.

0:29:25 > 0:29:28- Right, come on, let's go. - What's happening? Mo?

0:29:28 > 0:29:30Come with us.

0:29:32 > 0:29:35Not you. Stay out of the way.

0:29:40 > 0:29:43Mr Khan's in recovery.

0:29:43 > 0:29:44OK.

0:29:44 > 0:29:45Are you moving?

0:29:45 > 0:29:48What? Oh, no, these are Dom's.

0:29:48 > 0:29:49What?

0:29:50 > 0:29:53Er... Oh...

0:29:55 > 0:29:57Sorry, excuse me a sec.

0:29:58 > 0:30:01Mrs Saunders needs a... Yeah.

0:30:05 > 0:30:07I can explain those.

0:30:07 > 0:30:09It's all right.

0:30:09 > 0:30:11You don't need to say anything, I completely understand.

0:30:11 > 0:30:13- You do?- Of course.

0:30:13 > 0:30:15You don't want to move into my flat.

0:30:17 > 0:30:20We should absolutely find a place together.

0:30:20 > 0:30:22Somewhere that's both of ours.

0:30:22 > 0:30:24I'll take a look through these

0:30:24 > 0:30:26and we can make some bookings over the weekend.

0:30:32 > 0:30:35It's just such a huge gamble.

0:30:35 > 0:30:37Well, of course it is, but it's their gamble.

0:30:37 > 0:30:39If they think there's even the slightest chance

0:30:39 > 0:30:41of a happy future together,

0:30:41 > 0:30:43then it doesn't really matter what anyone else thinks...

0:30:45 > 0:30:46..does it?

0:30:48 > 0:30:49I don't know. Does it?

0:30:55 > 0:30:57You know, Jason's not back until Thursday.

0:31:00 > 0:31:01Dinner?

0:31:01 > 0:31:02Tonight?

0:31:02 > 0:31:04- My place?- OK.

0:31:08 > 0:31:12I'd better go and find Hanssen.

0:31:17 > 0:31:20- I can't lose her, Mo. - You're not going to lose her.

0:31:20 > 0:31:22It's my own stupid fault. If only I'd dug the thing myself...

0:31:22 > 0:31:25Hey, look at me. You trust me, right?

0:31:25 > 0:31:26Yeah, of course I do.

0:31:26 > 0:31:29Well, I'm not going to let you down. I promise.

0:31:35 > 0:31:39OK, people, we're doing this MIMS - no mess, no fuss.

0:31:39 > 0:31:41DEVICE BEEPS

0:31:41 > 0:31:42Oh, no, no, no.

0:31:42 > 0:31:44Charge to 150.

0:31:47 > 0:31:48Clear.

0:31:48 > 0:31:50Shock.

0:31:51 > 0:31:54BEEPING CONTINUES

0:31:55 > 0:31:56BEEPING STOPS

0:31:56 > 0:31:58She's back in sinus.

0:31:58 > 0:32:00OK, forget everything I just said, we're switching to a sternotomy.

0:32:00 > 0:32:03Let's get her on bypass before she arrests again.

0:32:03 > 0:32:05Prepare the sternal saw and scalpel, please.

0:32:07 > 0:32:11I'm really sorry, it just slipped out that they were yours.

0:32:11 > 0:32:12It's fine.

0:32:12 > 0:32:15I'm just going to have to live with both of them, aren't I?

0:32:15 > 0:32:17It'll be like one of those guys who has two families

0:32:17 > 0:32:20- and they never know about each other.- That sounds expensive.

0:32:20 > 0:32:22Maybe I should sell a kidney.

0:32:22 > 0:32:24By the looks of things, Mr Saunders could do with one -

0:32:24 > 0:32:26his has seen better days.

0:32:26 > 0:32:29- HE SIGHS - Just go and talk to him.

0:32:29 > 0:32:31Go on. Tell him the truth.

0:32:35 > 0:32:37And we're on bypass.

0:32:41 > 0:32:43The aorta is clamped.

0:32:43 > 0:32:46Give cardioplegia, please.

0:32:55 > 0:32:57And the heart is stopped.

0:32:59 > 0:33:00OK, let's move on.

0:33:00 > 0:33:04- You said she was fine with it? - Yeah, I thought she was.

0:33:06 > 0:33:07She really cried?

0:33:07 > 0:33:10Mm-hm, snot bubbles and everything.

0:33:11 > 0:33:12God.

0:33:13 > 0:33:18I think it's just a combination of the Arthur stuff

0:33:18 > 0:33:20and what with Ollie...

0:33:20 > 0:33:22Sure, I understand.

0:33:23 > 0:33:24Really?

0:33:24 > 0:33:26Course. It's not a good time.

0:33:26 > 0:33:30- I'm sorry, look, if it was just me...- I know.

0:33:30 > 0:33:32- Maybe down the line. - Definitely.

0:33:34 > 0:33:36- I've got to get on.- OK.

0:33:42 > 0:33:44- Well?- Well, we discussed it.

0:33:44 > 0:33:47We spoke to legal, but the upshot is...

0:33:47 > 0:33:49- We still have to tick the boxes. - Exactly.

0:33:49 > 0:33:52Well, why not speak to this company? See what they have to say?

0:33:52 > 0:33:55I did, but they don't have any influence over NHS policy.

0:33:55 > 0:33:58They have to liaise on a trust-by-trust basis.

0:33:58 > 0:34:00It's Cathy Higgson.

0:34:06 > 0:34:07'Lift going down.'

0:34:09 > 0:34:11- Going down? - Yeah.

0:34:14 > 0:34:16How are you doing?

0:34:16 > 0:34:19- Yeah, good, thanks. - Good.

0:34:19 > 0:34:22I just want to say, I completely understand.

0:34:22 > 0:34:25- Hm?- You know, about the whole moving-out thing.

0:34:25 > 0:34:27Well, yeah, I think it's for the best.

0:34:27 > 0:34:29Do you?

0:34:29 > 0:34:31Yeah, I think it's what we both need.

0:34:34 > 0:34:36Well, Dom and I are in a really good place.

0:34:36 > 0:34:39- Yeah, he seems really happy. - He is, we both are.

0:34:39 > 0:34:41I'm really glad it's working out between you two.

0:34:41 > 0:34:43And I think moving in together is the next step.

0:34:43 > 0:34:45At some point, you'll have to let him go.

0:34:45 > 0:34:46What?

0:34:46 > 0:34:48'Doors opening.

0:34:48 > 0:34:49'Lift going down.'

0:34:49 > 0:34:52- I think we might need to talk. - Yeah, I think we might.

0:34:59 > 0:35:01Is it time?

0:35:01 > 0:35:02Is she...?

0:35:03 > 0:35:05I'm so sorry.

0:35:05 > 0:35:08We'll make sure she's comfortable. She won't be in any pain.

0:35:11 > 0:35:13Can we start a syringe driver of hyoscine

0:35:13 > 0:35:15and top up her pain relief, please?

0:35:15 > 0:35:18I need to call the lab.

0:35:18 > 0:35:21I've spoken to them and they are aware,

0:35:21 > 0:35:23but I'm afraid our legal department

0:35:23 > 0:35:26are insisting that we follow standard procedure

0:35:26 > 0:35:27from this point forward.

0:35:27 > 0:35:29But then...

0:35:29 > 0:35:31it won't work!

0:35:31 > 0:35:34I'm so sorry. I did try.

0:35:34 > 0:35:37I wish there was more I could do.

0:35:57 > 0:36:01And I thought a messy divorce was the worst way a marriage could end.

0:36:01 > 0:36:02How naive was I?

0:36:02 > 0:36:06I suppose everything has to end, one way or another.

0:36:06 > 0:36:08Yep, and someone always gets hurt.

0:36:08 > 0:36:10Makes you wonder what the point is.

0:36:10 > 0:36:12That's a depressing way of looking at love.

0:36:12 > 0:36:14It's true though.

0:36:24 > 0:36:26Leaflet repair complete.

0:36:26 > 0:36:28Annuloplasty ring, please.

0:36:31 > 0:36:33Yep, should be good.

0:36:34 > 0:36:36OK, nearly done.

0:36:45 > 0:36:48I feel like a petty bureaucrat.

0:36:48 > 0:36:49DOOR CLOSES

0:36:52 > 0:36:55He can still carry out her wishes.

0:36:56 > 0:37:01In this future utopia where they can cure MS

0:37:01 > 0:37:03and they can reverse the ageing process,

0:37:03 > 0:37:06- what's a bit of brain death? - You're being facetious.

0:37:06 > 0:37:07I'm not.

0:37:07 > 0:37:10I just don't think delaying is going to make it any less likely.

0:37:10 > 0:37:13It's not about that though, is it?

0:37:13 > 0:37:15It's about the promise that he made to her.

0:37:15 > 0:37:19When he looks at her, he doesn't see a lost cause,

0:37:19 > 0:37:22he sees the woman he married - the woman he loves.

0:37:32 > 0:37:33I'm sorry.

0:37:33 > 0:37:38I think my attitude to death is a bit warped by...

0:37:38 > 0:37:40Well...

0:37:40 > 0:37:44there aren't many end-of-life conversations in the field.

0:37:44 > 0:37:46No, I don't imagine there are.

0:37:47 > 0:37:49What would make you feel better?

0:37:51 > 0:37:53No, no. No, I'm serious.

0:37:53 > 0:37:56That's very sweet, but unless you can think of a way

0:37:56 > 0:37:59to formally verify death and release the body in under four minutes...

0:38:01 > 0:38:02Is that all?

0:38:02 > 0:38:03SHE SCOFFS

0:38:04 > 0:38:06No, I'm serious.

0:38:06 > 0:38:08These cryo lab boys, once they've taken receipt of her body,

0:38:08 > 0:38:12they can do...anything they like.

0:38:12 > 0:38:14They can start CPR.

0:38:14 > 0:38:17- How quickly can they get here? - Um...

0:38:18 > 0:38:20Where are you going?

0:38:20 > 0:38:21To tell Pete we've got a plan.

0:38:25 > 0:38:27And we're done.

0:38:27 > 0:38:28Right, thank you, everybody.

0:38:28 > 0:38:30Let's get her into recovery.

0:38:36 > 0:38:37She's fine.

0:38:37 > 0:38:40Apart from that little blip at the beginning, it was textbook.

0:38:40 > 0:38:41Oh, Mo.

0:38:41 > 0:38:43Thank you, thank you, thank you.

0:38:50 > 0:38:53Oh, I shouldn't even be in here, should I? Sorry. Sorry.

0:38:54 > 0:38:56All that time I was in Sweden,

0:38:56 > 0:38:59that's the longest time we've ever spent apart in our whole lives,

0:38:59 > 0:39:01and for a minute, Mo, I really thought...

0:39:01 > 0:39:03HE SIGHS

0:39:03 > 0:39:05Thank you so much, Mo. Get yourself...

0:39:05 > 0:39:07You're already getting yourself cleaned up.

0:39:07 > 0:39:09You've got a bit of blood on your trousers there.

0:39:12 > 0:39:14- I knew something was wrong. - What? That's your blood?

0:39:14 > 0:39:18OK, Mo, just keep calm. Come on, let's get you checked out.

0:39:38 > 0:39:41I know life didn't turn out the way we expected...

0:39:45 > 0:39:48..but you're the best thing that ever happened to me.

0:39:48 > 0:39:49I want you to know that.

0:39:51 > 0:39:53I don't regret a single moment.

0:39:56 > 0:39:57HE SNIFFLES

0:39:57 > 0:39:59This isn't the end.

0:39:59 > 0:40:01It's not goodbye.

0:40:01 > 0:40:02DEVICE BEEPS

0:40:02 > 0:40:06I'll see you on the other side, I know it.

0:40:08 > 0:40:10- KNOCK ON DOOR - Come in.

0:40:11 > 0:40:13You wanted to see me?

0:40:13 > 0:40:16Yes. Did you go to medical school?

0:40:16 > 0:40:17Course.

0:40:17 > 0:40:20So why are you completely unable to recognise

0:40:20 > 0:40:22a critical deterioration in your patient?

0:40:22 > 0:40:25I thought your personal life was the problem, but it's not, is it?

0:40:25 > 0:40:27You're just not cut out for this.

0:40:27 > 0:40:29That's not fair.

0:40:29 > 0:40:31She went off way quicker than anyone was expecting.

0:40:31 > 0:40:34Which is why we need to be able to respond quickly when things change.

0:40:36 > 0:40:38I'm transferring you to Keller.

0:40:39 > 0:40:43- What?- It might suit you better.

0:40:43 > 0:40:45More electives, less pressure.

0:40:46 > 0:40:49You're just trying to get rid of me. You'll use any excuse.

0:40:49 > 0:40:53Clear out your locker. Your new rota will be e-mailed to you.

0:40:54 > 0:40:55Whatever.

0:40:59 > 0:41:02Absence of right-side respiratory effort for 60 seconds.

0:41:02 > 0:41:04Absence of left-side respiratory action for 60 seconds.

0:41:04 > 0:41:06Absence of carotid pulse and heart sounds for 60 seconds.

0:41:06 > 0:41:08- Right pupil fixed. - Left pupil fixed.

0:41:08 > 0:41:10No motor response to supraorbital pressure.

0:41:10 > 0:41:12Time of death, 15.32.

0:41:12 > 0:41:13OK.

0:41:15 > 0:41:17Gents? Over to you.

0:41:30 > 0:41:32Thank you.

0:41:33 > 0:41:35Let's start CPR.

0:41:35 > 0:41:36Good luck.

0:41:38 > 0:41:40Charging.

0:41:44 > 0:41:45Thanks.

0:41:45 > 0:41:48I know you didn't do that because you agreed with it.

0:41:48 > 0:41:51You were right. It was for his benefit, not hers.

0:41:51 > 0:41:55Well, you know what they say - love makes fools of us all.

0:41:55 > 0:41:59Makes people do...crazy things,

0:41:59 > 0:42:01things they scarce imagined.

0:42:02 > 0:42:08- Wow, you're talking as if... - Well, I have fallen in love before.

0:42:08 > 0:42:10I do recognise the symptoms.

0:42:17 > 0:42:19There you go, look. Baby's heartbeat.

0:42:23 > 0:42:25So, how many weeks are you?

0:42:26 > 0:42:28I don't have your notes or anything like that.

0:42:28 > 0:42:30I could always ask somebody to get them.

0:42:30 > 0:42:32No, I'm...18 weeks tomorrow.

0:42:32 > 0:42:3418 weeks?

0:42:37 > 0:42:41Well, your placenta's lying a little bit low for my liking.

0:42:41 > 0:42:44- Placenta praevia? - Yeah, but it's really not that bad.

0:42:44 > 0:42:48In some women, it lies right the way across the cervix

0:42:48 > 0:42:49but you see that -

0:42:49 > 0:42:52that is absolutely fine.

0:42:52 > 0:42:55I mean, really nothing to worry about at this stage.

0:42:55 > 0:42:58In fact, actually, you know what? It might even fix itself.

0:42:58 > 0:42:59Is that the cause of the bleed?

0:42:59 > 0:43:01I would have thought so, yeah.

0:43:01 > 0:43:03A little bit of blood is really nothing to panic about

0:43:03 > 0:43:06or anything like that. Just keep an eye on it, OK?

0:43:06 > 0:43:07What about the sickness?

0:43:07 > 0:43:11It's just run-of-the-mill morning sickness, I'm afraid,

0:43:11 > 0:43:14but if it gets really bad, then I can prescribe domperidone?

0:43:14 > 0:43:15See if that helps?

0:43:15 > 0:43:17Yeah, thanks.

0:43:17 > 0:43:21There's nothing to worry about, OK? Every pregnancy is different.

0:43:21 > 0:43:22He looks fine.

0:43:22 > 0:43:24He?

0:43:24 > 0:43:28- Oh. Oh, Mo, I'm sorry. - No, it's OK, I wanted to know.

0:43:29 > 0:43:31So it's definitely a boy?

0:43:31 > 0:43:33Yeah. Yeah, it's a little boy.

0:43:34 > 0:43:36A little boy with a good heart, look.

0:43:40 > 0:43:42Thank you, Derwood.

0:43:48 > 0:43:50So, 18 weeks, eh?

0:43:53 > 0:43:56So is that 18 weeks from the date of your IUI

0:43:56 > 0:43:59or is it just an estimate from your first scan?

0:43:59 > 0:44:01It's the date of the IUI.

0:44:01 > 0:44:03Oh, OK, yeah.

0:44:03 > 0:44:06I assume they did a pregnancy test at the clinic, right?

0:44:06 > 0:44:07Yeah.

0:44:07 > 0:44:09Was that a urine test or blood test?

0:44:11 > 0:44:12It was blood.

0:44:12 > 0:44:13It was blood.

0:44:16 > 0:44:18It's pretty conclusive really, isn't it?

0:44:20 > 0:44:23- Listen, Derwood...- I'm sorry, Mo, I just had to be sure.

0:44:25 > 0:44:27I just wish things had worked out differently.

0:44:29 > 0:44:31I mean, I don't think I appreciated

0:44:31 > 0:44:35how difficult it would be bringing up a baby on my own.

0:44:35 > 0:44:37You're not on your own, are you? You've got me.

0:44:37 > 0:44:39I haven't, not any more,

0:44:39 > 0:44:41and I know it's my own stupid fault.

0:44:41 > 0:44:44You've got me and you'll always have me.

0:44:44 > 0:44:48I said some silly things when I got back about us not being friends...

0:44:48 > 0:44:49No, I understand.

0:44:49 > 0:44:51..but we are friends.

0:44:51 > 0:44:53And I need you.

0:44:53 > 0:44:56I'm getting married, Mo, I'm terrified!

0:44:56 > 0:44:58- Are you? - Yeah, course!

0:44:58 > 0:45:00Have I done the right thing? Is it too soon?

0:45:03 > 0:45:04Derwood...

0:45:04 > 0:45:06Will you be my best man?

0:45:06 > 0:45:07What?

0:45:08 > 0:45:11Well, I mean, I know you're not a man, obviously,

0:45:11 > 0:45:14but you're my best friend

0:45:14 > 0:45:16and I really don't think I can go through with this

0:45:16 > 0:45:19with you not at my side cheering me on, so...

0:45:20 > 0:45:21..what do you say?

0:45:24 > 0:45:26Yeah. Yeah, of course I'll be your best man.

0:45:26 > 0:45:28- Yeah?- Yeah!

0:45:28 > 0:45:30Yeah!

0:45:40 > 0:45:42Oh. Sorry, I don't want to disturb.

0:45:42 > 0:45:43Oh, no, you're not disturbing me.

0:45:43 > 0:45:45I'm just...hiding.

0:45:48 > 0:45:50Do you mind if I hide with you?

0:45:50 > 0:45:52Please, be my guest.

0:46:02 > 0:46:05- What's on your mind? - Nothing.

0:46:06 > 0:46:10Just wondering how wonderful life could be

0:46:10 > 0:46:12if only I were brave enough.

0:46:14 > 0:46:20My boyfriend asked me to move in with him today and I panicked.

0:46:24 > 0:46:26Do you love each other?

0:46:27 > 0:46:29We haven't had that conversation yet.

0:46:29 > 0:46:31That's not what I asked.

0:46:31 > 0:46:34I think so. Maybe...

0:46:35 > 0:46:37We're happy.

0:46:37 > 0:46:40And you're worried that, if things move too fast...

0:46:42 > 0:46:44..you'll ruin everything.

0:46:47 > 0:46:48Pretty much.

0:46:49 > 0:46:51Yeah.

0:46:51 > 0:46:53I get that.

0:46:54 > 0:46:57So you don't think I'm being completely silly, then?

0:46:58 > 0:47:02I'm really not the person to ask for relationship advice.

0:47:07 > 0:47:09I suppose what I think is...

0:47:10 > 0:47:12..is what you have to gain

0:47:12 > 0:47:17worth the inevitable pain and suffering further down the line?

0:47:18 > 0:47:21- LAUGHING:- Wow! You're right.

0:47:21 > 0:47:23You really aren't the person to ask for relationship advice.

0:47:23 > 0:47:25I told you.

0:47:27 > 0:47:29I suppose I'd better get back to it.

0:47:31 > 0:47:34Yes, go on. Go back to work.

0:47:37 > 0:47:38Thank you.

0:47:44 > 0:47:47What? She can't do that.

0:47:48 > 0:47:52Jac! Come on. You can't throw Jasmine off the ward.

0:47:52 > 0:47:53I'm pretty sure I can.

0:47:53 > 0:47:54She's your sister!

0:47:54 > 0:47:57And? CT clearly isn't suiting her.

0:47:57 > 0:47:59All right it was my fault, I shouldn't have left her on her own.

0:47:59 > 0:48:01- I take full responsibility. - Mo!

0:48:01 > 0:48:03Technically she did nothing wrong, Delwen was in AF.

0:48:03 > 0:48:05It's not up for discussion.

0:48:09 > 0:48:11Don't worry about it. It's fine.

0:48:11 > 0:48:13It's not fine. You didn't do anything wrong.

0:48:13 > 0:48:16I didn't know she had to go into theatre, like, straight away.

0:48:16 > 0:48:18Yeah, well, that just comes with experience.

0:48:18 > 0:48:20Seriously, I appreciate you trying, but I don't mind moving to Keller.

0:48:20 > 0:48:23- Probably be more interesting. - More interesting than CT?

0:48:23 > 0:48:25Yeah, you lot think you're the dog's doo-dahs,

0:48:25 > 0:48:27but really it's all the same up here, isn't it?

0:48:27 > 0:48:30Heart, heart... Ooh, lung. Heart, heart.

0:48:31 > 0:48:36Listen, for what it's worth, I was brought up by a single mum.

0:48:36 > 0:48:37She had three jobs.

0:48:37 > 0:48:40We managed. And now I'm a doctor.

0:48:40 > 0:48:41Sort of.

0:48:41 > 0:48:43You'll be all right.

0:48:43 > 0:48:45Thanks. So will you.

0:48:45 > 0:48:47Listen, don't let this knock you.

0:48:47 > 0:48:50I am the greatest surgeon in the world

0:48:50 > 0:48:52and you may all kneel before me.

0:48:52 > 0:48:53Yeah, I think you're right,

0:48:53 > 0:48:55CT surgeons are a little bit full of themselves.

0:48:55 > 0:48:57- You're not kneeling. - Is this about Abertelli?

0:48:57 > 0:49:01Yes. And I think we actually got it this time, I really do.

0:49:03 > 0:49:05What's going on?

0:49:06 > 0:49:07Have I missed something?

0:49:18 > 0:49:20I'm sorry.

0:49:21 > 0:49:23- You could have talked to me. - Or me.

0:49:23 > 0:49:26I didn't want to upset either of you.

0:49:26 > 0:49:28- You're an idiot. - Yes.

0:49:30 > 0:49:32I freaked out.

0:49:32 > 0:49:34Right. I'll see you at home.

0:49:37 > 0:49:39I've never lived with someone before.

0:49:39 > 0:49:41Not as a...couple.

0:49:41 > 0:49:43- Neither have I.- Really?- Yeah.

0:49:43 > 0:49:45And, for the record, it scares me too.

0:49:45 > 0:49:47Well, why me?

0:49:47 > 0:49:50I like being with you.

0:49:51 > 0:49:54I want to be with you all the time, as pathetic as that sounds.

0:49:55 > 0:49:57I like being with you too.

0:49:57 > 0:49:59So what's the problem?

0:50:00 > 0:50:02Well, what if you don't like me as much

0:50:02 > 0:50:04when you're around me all the time?

0:50:04 > 0:50:05What if you don't like being with me?

0:50:05 > 0:50:07That's not going to happen.

0:50:09 > 0:50:10I'm messy.

0:50:10 > 0:50:12- I've got a cleaner. - Have you?

0:50:12 > 0:50:15No, but if you're really messy, I can get one.

0:50:15 > 0:50:19I can't cook either, so maybe we should get a chef?

0:50:19 > 0:50:21Are you saying...?

0:50:22 > 0:50:23Yes.

0:50:23 > 0:50:24Yes?

0:50:24 > 0:50:26Yes, I will live with you.

0:50:27 > 0:50:28Excellent.

0:50:34 > 0:50:37And I've also brought travel backgammon.

0:50:37 > 0:50:40I thought we could have a little game before you went in,

0:50:40 > 0:50:43but of course, you just couldn't wait, could you?

0:50:45 > 0:50:49And... Oh, I had a chat with Mo about the whole baby thing.

0:50:49 > 0:50:51And?

0:50:51 > 0:50:53And it's not mine.

0:50:53 > 0:50:54How do you...?

0:50:54 > 0:50:57Trust me, Del. It's not, OK?

0:50:57 > 0:51:00Do you know what? I'm absolutely fine about it.

0:51:00 > 0:51:03I'm not disappointed. In fact, I'm relieved.

0:51:03 > 0:51:07OK, because it would have ruined everything with Inga.

0:51:07 > 0:51:11And...I'm happy, you know...

0:51:11 > 0:51:13In fact, I'm the happiest I've ever been.

0:51:17 > 0:51:18Where do you want these?

0:51:18 > 0:51:20Hey!

0:51:20 > 0:51:24Hey, Inga! Hi. What are you doing here?

0:51:24 > 0:51:28I just bought a few bits and pieces for Delwen while she's in hospital.

0:51:28 > 0:51:31It's just some toiletries, make-up, perfume, hairspray.

0:51:33 > 0:51:36That's... Thank you, Inga. That's very thoughtful.

0:51:36 > 0:51:38Aww!

0:51:38 > 0:51:41Oh, here she is, look, the woman of the hour!

0:51:41 > 0:51:44Ladies and gentleman... my best man!

0:51:46 > 0:51:48Great!

0:51:48 > 0:51:51Great. It is great. Right? Isn't it? It's perfect!

0:51:51 > 0:51:55Right, you two, I just need a couple of minutes with my patient.

0:51:55 > 0:51:56Oh. Absolutely.

0:52:08 > 0:52:11There you are! Where have you been?

0:52:13 > 0:52:16I, um... I went to see Hanssen.

0:52:16 > 0:52:17Oh?

0:52:18 > 0:52:21I've accepted the secondment.

0:52:25 > 0:52:26What?

0:52:28 > 0:52:32I think the prospect of me leaving...

0:52:33 > 0:52:38..just put too much pressure on us to decide how we feel.

0:52:38 > 0:52:40No.

0:52:40 > 0:52:42No, it made me realise.

0:52:42 > 0:52:44I told you, I don't want you to go.

0:52:44 > 0:52:49That's what...you don't want.

0:52:49 > 0:52:54You need time and space to decide what you do want.

0:52:54 > 0:52:57- It's the same thing. - No, it's not.

0:53:00 > 0:53:04I know I don't want to hurt you

0:53:04 > 0:53:08because I...care about you.

0:53:14 > 0:53:17Bernie, no, please. Please don't do this.

0:53:17 > 0:53:20- Serena...- I could come and see you. - No.

0:53:20 > 0:53:21Well, we could meet halfway.

0:53:21 > 0:53:23Stop. Please. I'm sorry.

0:53:27 > 0:53:30Serena? Are you all right?

0:53:30 > 0:53:32I don't want to talk about it.

0:53:35 > 0:53:37Best man?

0:53:37 > 0:53:39Yep.

0:53:39 > 0:53:41What are you playing at?

0:53:41 > 0:53:43I'm being his friend.

0:53:43 > 0:53:46Well, you've certainly convinced him it's not his baby.

0:53:49 > 0:53:52- Do you know what I think? - What?

0:53:52 > 0:53:54I think you want this to be his baby

0:53:54 > 0:53:56because you know it'll split him and Inga up.

0:53:56 > 0:53:58Oh! That's not true.

0:53:58 > 0:54:00Isn't it?

0:54:01 > 0:54:03You were nice as pie to me this morning,

0:54:03 > 0:54:05and I couldn't work out why.

0:54:05 > 0:54:07What had changed?

0:54:08 > 0:54:10It's him, isn't it?

0:54:13 > 0:54:15Look, I get it.

0:54:16 > 0:54:18You don't want to be on your own

0:54:18 > 0:54:20and he's always been there for you,

0:54:20 > 0:54:24and now that Inga's come along, you're scared you've lost him.

0:54:25 > 0:54:28Just like you were scared you were going to lose him to me.

0:54:32 > 0:54:35He deserves to be happy, Delwen.

0:54:38 > 0:54:40If you ever...

0:54:41 > 0:54:43..need a baby-sitter...

0:54:44 > 0:54:46..I'd be happy to help, if I can.

0:54:48 > 0:54:49Thanks.

0:54:50 > 0:54:52I might hold you to that.

0:54:55 > 0:54:56Get some rest.

0:55:04 > 0:55:09You stupid, stupid, coward.

0:55:11 > 0:55:15Stupid, stupid, stupid idiot.

0:55:30 > 0:55:32SHE SIGHS

0:55:45 > 0:55:47SHE SIGHS

0:55:47 > 0:55:48Oh.

0:55:56 > 0:55:57Aw!

0:56:03 > 0:56:04Nope.

0:56:10 > 0:56:11- Hey.- Hey.

0:56:11 > 0:56:12Smells good.

0:56:13 > 0:56:17Well, I figured we could use what's left in the freezer.

0:56:17 > 0:56:21So we have macaroni cheese, chicken Kievs,

0:56:21 > 0:56:26peas and something which may or may not be in a sweet and sour sauce.

0:56:29 > 0:56:31I knew things would work out with Isaac.

0:56:31 > 0:56:34I've already called the landlord.

0:56:34 > 0:56:37Thank you. I'm sorry.

0:56:37 > 0:56:39- It's fine.- Is it?

0:56:39 > 0:56:41No. It's a pain.

0:56:43 > 0:56:45But I am happy for you.

0:56:46 > 0:56:48So what are you going to do?

0:56:48 > 0:56:50Are you going to stay here? Get new flatmates?

0:56:50 > 0:56:52No. A fresh start is a good thing.

0:56:52 > 0:56:54Yeah.

0:56:54 > 0:56:56What about you?

0:56:56 > 0:56:58Are you going to find a new place, or move in with him?

0:56:58 > 0:57:03Have you seen his place, it's beautiful. So I'm moving there.

0:57:03 > 0:57:05Wow. Big step.

0:57:05 > 0:57:06Yeah.

0:57:07 > 0:57:09It'll be all right.

0:57:10 > 0:57:12Won't it?

0:57:12 > 0:57:14Yeah. Course it will. Start of a new chapter.

0:57:14 > 0:57:16Yes. Yeah.

0:57:19 > 0:57:20Here.

0:57:23 > 0:57:25Rise, sir.

0:57:26 > 0:57:28For bravery.

0:57:29 > 0:57:30Thank you.

0:57:32 > 0:57:34SMOKE ALARM BLARES Oh, God!

0:57:36 > 0:57:39- I guess that means dinner's ready. - Oh, no!