0:00:02 > 0:00:04If you're too scared to work on the case, say it.
0:00:04 > 0:00:07I'm probably the last person you wanted to see.
0:00:07 > 0:00:10You know, you've got beautiful eyes.
0:00:10 > 0:00:14Sorry. Didn't mean to embarrass you. I have a habit of thinking out loud.
0:00:14 > 0:00:16No, no, it's OK.
0:00:16 > 0:00:17I'll remember this moment.
0:00:19 > 0:00:22Sitting under the canopy of this beautiful tree.
0:00:24 > 0:00:26Where I decided to be happy.
0:00:31 > 0:00:35I know this sounds a bit mad, but, when I'm finished here, would you like to go for a drink?
0:01:22 > 0:01:24SHE BREATHES HARD
0:01:26 > 0:01:27SHE EXHALES
0:01:27 > 0:01:30LIGHT BUZZES
0:01:40 > 0:01:43OK, so there's our cyst. Grasper.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45STEADY BEEPING
0:01:51 > 0:01:53OK, I've got a hold of it.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57Staple, please.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Nice.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02Talc, please.
0:02:08 > 0:02:10Spraying the pleura.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13Perfect. Like a little snowstorm.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18- So, what's next?- Coffee.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20No, I mean what extra can I do?
0:02:20 > 0:02:23A VATS pneumothorax surgery isn't enough for one day?
0:02:23 > 0:02:25It was amazing, but I want to do more. Whatever you've got.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27LIGHT BUZZES
0:02:27 > 0:02:30OK, I'm writing an editorial on frozen elephant trunk surgery
0:02:30 > 0:02:32and I need someone to help me with the research.
0:02:32 > 0:02:36- Think you can handle that? - Yeah. When do you need it?
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- End of the week?- No problem.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40What else have you got?
0:02:40 > 0:02:43You can organise my paperwork for my catch-up with Hanssen.
0:02:43 > 0:02:46- He's not in, he's off sick. - Words I thought I'd never hear.
0:02:46 > 0:02:50Caitlin Callahan. She's 16 years old, she collapsed in PE.
0:02:50 > 0:02:53- They brought her in through ED, gave her a chest drain.- There you go.
0:02:57 > 0:03:01Yep. So today is chicken curry, tomorrow is lamb stew.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03Thursday is that chickpea thing you made.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05- No, that's Friday.- Does it matter?
0:03:05 > 0:03:08- Yeah. Meat-free Friday!- OK.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10Well, then, that means that Thursday is moussaka.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12That's very good, it's very organised.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15Well, we're just trying to shake off the shackles of the canteen.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17Ah! That's very inspiring.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20Have you spoken to Ric?
0:03:20 > 0:03:22- Not yet. - I can't get my head around it.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25Well, you all know that if someone makes a complaint,
0:03:25 > 0:03:26we have to take it seriously, so...
0:03:26 > 0:03:30But even if it comes from an F1 who's known him for about an hour?
0:03:30 > 0:03:31Yes, even then.
0:03:34 > 0:03:35Wow!
0:03:38 > 0:03:40- Good morning.- Morning.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44DOM CHUCKLES
0:03:45 > 0:03:47Good for her.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53Caitlin Callahan? Dr Zosia March.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Hello. This is my dad.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57- Cash. Hi.- It's short for Casimir.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59- Polish?- Mm. Well done.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01- Warrior?- Actually, a king.
0:04:01 > 0:04:05In fact, there were a number of Polish kings called Casimir, all the way back to 1016.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07Dad? She was just being polite.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Gotcha. No history lesson.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- Probably for the best. - So, you, er...collapsed at school?
0:04:12 > 0:04:16Yes. Playing netball in PE and everything just went fuzzy.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18- First time it happened?- Yep.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Any heart disease in the family?
0:04:20 > 0:04:22- I don't think so.- No.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24- Any palpitations?- No. - Do you drink?- No.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- Do you smoke?- Yes.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28- What?!- Just kidding.
0:04:28 > 0:04:29HE CHUCKLES
0:04:29 > 0:04:32Right, could you take a few deep breaths for me, please?
0:04:37 > 0:04:40- Those are great.- Hm? Oh, no, they're just, er...sketches.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42We're writing a comic book together.
0:04:42 > 0:04:46No. She's writing it, I'm just, er...I'm just doing the drawings.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49But the story and everything, it's...it's all her.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52- Isn't it, Princess?- Dad!
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Right, let's get an echocardiogram,
0:04:54 > 0:04:56routine bloods, chest X-ray and an ECG, please.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59We'll get you diagnosed, treated and back to the netball court before you know it.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02- That's efficient. - I'm very good at my job.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Oi!
0:05:17 > 0:05:18Hey! Stop!
0:05:20 > 0:05:21Stop!
0:05:21 > 0:05:23ESSIE BREATHES HARD
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- Give it back.- I don't know what you're talking about.
0:05:26 > 0:05:30- Do you want me to call the police? - OK, I know exactly what you're talking about.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32You were stealing money from a patient's bag.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35- Not a patient.- Right. So, exactly how would you describe her?
0:05:35 > 0:05:37As my mum.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40SHE SIGHS
0:05:40 > 0:05:41Thank you.
0:05:41 > 0:05:44LIFT: Doors opening. Lift going up.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46I was just going to get you one.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49- Why?- Because I'm a nice person.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Right. Thanks. Maybe next time.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54- Are you OK, though?- Mm?
0:05:54 > 0:05:57Just, er...you were just getting started when I left Albie's last night.
0:05:57 > 0:06:01- You've been working quite long hours.- I'm a junior doctor.
0:06:01 > 0:06:04Yes, but yesterday was quite a big day...wasn't it?
0:06:06 > 0:06:08Are you still feeling OK?
0:06:11 > 0:06:14You know we have broken up, right?
0:06:14 > 0:06:17Because it feels like you think my life is somehow your business.
0:06:19 > 0:06:20Thanks for the chat.
0:06:25 > 0:06:26Hey. Hm.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28APPLAUSE
0:06:28 > 0:06:30Well, this is unexpected.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32Well, first I have to thank our lord and saviour
0:06:32 > 0:06:35- Jesus Christ for giving me... - OK, that's enough.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38- Are you still puffing? - Oh! I've got a few years on you.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41Still, I'd rate your aerobic capacity as poor.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43- Noted.- And are you hungover?
0:06:45 > 0:06:48- Hand it over.- What's that?
0:06:48 > 0:06:50Oh, it's fine. It's my pocket money.
0:06:50 > 0:06:54I wouldn't normally take it, but I needed a book for school.
0:06:54 > 0:06:58Seeing as your mum's not here, I'll have to take your word for that, won't I?
0:06:58 > 0:06:59Which is my bond.
0:06:59 > 0:07:03- Which book did you need? - A Beginner's Guide To Pickpocketing.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06I'll make sure that she gets it back.
0:07:08 > 0:07:09And that'll be the last I see of it.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14Sorry. You're right.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17Well, we got there in the end, didn't we?
0:07:22 > 0:07:24There we go. Just in case you're expecting to see
0:07:24 > 0:07:26that bacon sandwich again any time soon.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31FLETCH TAKES A DEEP BREATH
0:07:31 > 0:07:34OK. Any pain?
0:07:34 > 0:07:37No. Mate, I'm in absolute top nick, all right?
0:07:37 > 0:07:39It's an incredible recovery. Look at this.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40How's the shoulder?
0:07:40 > 0:07:43The sling is just for show, all right? So, please, let me go.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46- As soon as we've done the paperwork. - Oh, come on!
0:07:46 > 0:07:47Look, do you really think we want you here?
0:07:47 > 0:07:51There are four kids at home that, quite frankly, I am getting a bit sick of.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53And he's got his eye on someone.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55Ah, would this be the diva?
0:07:55 > 0:07:57- Her name is Kim.- Can you be quiet?
0:07:57 > 0:08:00I was sure you were going to ask her out last night.
0:08:00 > 0:08:04Except that would be completely unprofessional.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06I'd much rather prepare for
0:08:06 > 0:08:08my complete mesocolic excision this afternoon.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10What? Are you being serious?
0:08:10 > 0:08:13Serena and I have been waiting for a suitable patient
0:08:13 > 0:08:15for a while now and we've finally got one.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17Is that why you were working late together last night?
0:08:17 > 0:08:20- Yep, that's why. - How advanced is the cancer?
0:08:20 > 0:08:23- Stage two.- And you'll be dissecting to the superior mesenteric artery?
0:08:23 > 0:08:26- Yep.- That is going to be brilliant!
0:08:26 > 0:08:28For your fellowship application.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Yeah, well, that might have been put on hold for a while.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34Meanwhile, an almost perfectly healthy 41-year-old male
0:08:34 > 0:08:37is still an unnecessary drain on the National Health Service.
0:08:37 > 0:08:39Shouldn't be long.
0:08:40 > 0:08:45Mr Di Lucca? That complete mesocolic excision?
0:08:45 > 0:08:46- Mm?- Look, if you need any assisting...
0:08:46 > 0:08:48That would be me. Serena's leading this one.
0:08:48 > 0:08:52You know, just, I can hold a retractor or something.
0:08:52 > 0:08:56It's just I've never seen it done before and I just want to help in any way I can.
0:08:56 > 0:08:59- Actually, there might be something. - Anything!
0:08:59 > 0:09:01Aiden Hammond. Fell down the stairs, cracked his head,
0:09:01 > 0:09:04- needs regular obs. Keep a close eye on him.- Babysitting?
0:09:04 > 0:09:07I knew you'd jump at the chance. Start with the stitches.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14Well, I had to chase him through the ward.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16Showing a surprising turn of speed.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Honestly, I'm impressed.
0:09:18 > 0:09:22Give us a break, OK? I'm sorry. I'm very sorry, and so is Parker.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26Which he will now demonstrate for you.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28I'm sorry.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30If you need money, darling, just ask me.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32Good one, yeah. I'll remember that.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Ms Whitfield. Hi.
0:09:36 > 0:09:39We haven't got all the results back at the moment, but the ones we do have
0:09:39 > 0:09:44show that you have a haematoma just here, just under your hip, OK?
0:09:44 > 0:09:48And it's developed into a rather large abscess.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50Now, you said you had a fall?
0:09:50 > 0:09:52I tripped on a rug. Idiot!
0:09:52 > 0:09:55Always meant to put carpet down, but, well, you know.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58And you were in AAU yesterday with a fall?
0:09:58 > 0:09:59Just a klutz.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02- But you didn't mention the hip then? - Why would I?
0:10:02 > 0:10:04It's just, you know, an abscess like that
0:10:04 > 0:10:07- can take four or five days to develop, so...- And now it has.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10Yeah, but weren't you in pain?
0:10:10 > 0:10:12I-I guess I just didn't notice.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15Glass of bubbles cures all ills, right?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17- Are you in pain?- She's fine.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19Um...excuse me.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25- Quite a bit, actually.- Well, we'll get you something for that.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27- 10 milligrams of morphine.- Mm-hm.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29So, as I was saying, your bloods show
0:10:29 > 0:10:31that you have a high white cell count
0:10:31 > 0:10:35and a high CRP, which could indicate a significant infection.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38So we need to take you into surgery and just drain the abscess.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44What do you think's going on there?
0:10:44 > 0:10:47I think a social life to rival yours, by the looks of it.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Huh!
0:10:53 > 0:10:55SHE SIGHS
0:10:55 > 0:10:58Hold the door! Thank you.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00How's the head?
0:11:00 > 0:11:03Fine. Why wouldn't it be?
0:11:04 > 0:11:06LIFT: Doors closing.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13What do you think of brown shoes with a navy suit?
0:11:15 > 0:11:19- Sorry?- My instinct is always black shoes with navy trousers
0:11:19 > 0:11:23but, well, I rather like it.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25You should trust your instinct.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31Tristan! How'd you hit them at the weekend?
0:11:31 > 0:11:34Not bad. Putting a mess, but what can you do?
0:11:34 > 0:11:35I know what you mean.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38Listen, I've got a few CVs for you to look at.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41A couple of Americans and a rather brilliant young Australian.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43We just need to figure out if we want someone
0:11:43 > 0:11:45who's a specialist in skull-base surgery,
0:11:45 > 0:11:48or someone who can develop an expertise in functional surgery.
0:11:48 > 0:11:49Can't we have both?
0:11:51 > 0:11:53I suppose we can. Why not?
0:11:53 > 0:11:57All we need to do now is figure out how much we're going to need Theatre Two.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59LIFT: Doors closing.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07Right. That is a week's meals catered for.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09Dom and Isaac.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13When did you cook all that?
0:12:13 > 0:12:14Last night, when we got in.
0:12:15 > 0:12:16Wild(!)
0:12:16 > 0:12:19Well, we can't all go out on massive benders, can we?
0:12:25 > 0:12:29We've got a slot for Ms Whitfield's ECG.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31I'll do her obs.
0:12:31 > 0:12:32OK.
0:12:37 > 0:12:38Good night?
0:12:38 > 0:12:41Yeah.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42Good.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Good.
0:12:48 > 0:12:52It just...it just seems a bit out of character.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55The tattoos, the nights out, the guy in the car.
0:12:58 > 0:12:59I'm just saying.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04Yeah, well, I suppose when you find out you can't have children...
0:13:05 > 0:13:08..it takes the fun out of clean living.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10What?
0:13:11 > 0:13:13Yeah.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16I've been having fertility tests at the Rowland.
0:13:17 > 0:13:21A few days ago, I found out that there's practically zero chance
0:13:21 > 0:13:23of me ever being able to conceive a child.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25With or without their help.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28So there you go. Last laugh's on me.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Let's have a look.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39Ah! How did you do that?
0:13:39 > 0:13:44At work. Fell down some stairs. The nurse cleaned it up a bit.
0:13:44 > 0:13:47Right. Well, I'll get that stitched up first.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49What did you hit it on?
0:13:49 > 0:13:51- Cracked it right on the volute. - Sorry, the what?
0:13:51 > 0:13:53Oh, Morv, come on! The volute.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55It's the scroll at the bottom of the stairs.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58- Can't believe you didn't know that. You should be ashamed of yourself! - Right.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04- So, what do you do? - I'm a joiner. Stairs, mainly.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07- Oh! Like Snug.- Who?
0:14:07 > 0:14:10Snug, the joiner from Midsummer.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12- Shakespeare?- Haven't read a word.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14Oh.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20Did you lose consciousness?
0:14:20 > 0:14:23Er...I don't think so. I was on my own.
0:14:23 > 0:14:24Nah.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26- Any vomiting?- Nope.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29Any previous head injuries? Concussions?
0:14:29 > 0:14:32The odd knock playing rugby at school, but nothing major.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34- Flanker?- Ha! No. Outside centre.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39- Any headaches?- No, not really.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41Is that a not really, or a no?
0:14:41 > 0:14:43She's a bit hard, this one.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46Sorry, um...can you talk to me, please?
0:14:48 > 0:14:49Thank you.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53- So, have you had any headaches? - No. I'm sharp as ever.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56Well, at least one of us thinks so.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59We use Theatre Two constantly.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01If we lose it, we'll have to cut our list.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- Does he want it fulltime? - I don't know. But it's an option.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06- He's out of control. - I can talk to him.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08- No, no, leave it with me. - Please. I want to help.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13- Let me help.- Dr March, leave it!
0:15:18 > 0:15:20Hi. Sorry, we might be a bit longer.
0:15:20 > 0:15:24The theatres are all full today. How's the pain?
0:15:24 > 0:15:25Yeah, it's fine.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28- Is the morphine helping? - Getting there.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32- Has Parker gone?- For a walk.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37I'm sorry about chasing him earlier. I just thought...
0:15:37 > 0:15:41Don't apologise. He could do with a clip around the ear sometimes.
0:15:41 > 0:15:42- Is he a handful?- Huh!
0:15:42 > 0:15:46It's not quite the word I'd use for it, but, um...yeah.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52He didn't want to give that money back.
0:15:52 > 0:15:56He's a 14-year-old boy. He thinks everything belongs to him.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59It was like he didn't trust you to have it.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02Like he wanted to be in control.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09If there's anything that you think isn't right, you can tell me.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11I'm here to help.
0:16:14 > 0:16:18He has issues with boundaries, that's all.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24I do struggle to cope with him sometimes, if I'm honest.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28OK, Ms Whitfield, time to take you down for your scan.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30Ah, lovely.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32(If you want to talk...)
0:16:34 > 0:16:37- Sorry, am I...? - No, no, no. Off we go.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Sorry. Tristan?
0:16:41 > 0:16:43Busy suspending someone else?
0:16:46 > 0:16:48I heard what happened with Mr Griffin.
0:16:48 > 0:16:51Dr March, I'd expect more than snide comments
0:16:51 > 0:16:53from one of Holby's greatest success stories.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58I was made aware of how you handled yourself
0:16:58 > 0:17:00when the press was circling a while ago.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03I think it was magnificent.
0:17:03 > 0:17:04Thank you.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08And yet you still want to take Theatre Two away from us.
0:17:08 > 0:17:12Ah! Back to business. No decision has been made either way.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14I heard you spent time on Keller yesterday.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18Why don't you spend the day on Darwin?
0:17:18 > 0:17:20Do you even know what we do in CT?
0:17:20 > 0:17:24As far as I can tell, you spend a lot of your time winding up board members.
0:17:26 > 0:17:27No, but do you?
0:17:27 > 0:17:29I have an inkling.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34So, you're taking our theatre away from us based on an inkling?
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Are you not worried you might be missing something?
0:17:37 > 0:17:39- Am I?- Find out.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Cancel golf. Spend the day with us.
0:17:47 > 0:17:48Maybe I will.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58Right, um...if you can just hold your arms out like this, please?
0:17:58 > 0:18:02Lovely. Now, don't let me pull them towards me, OK?
0:18:03 > 0:18:05Lovely. And again.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08You're going to have to work a bit harder than that.
0:18:08 > 0:18:11Aiden, I have to tell you, mate, you want to watch out for this one.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13This is her favourite bit. This and bedbaths.
0:18:13 > 0:18:14Huh-huh! Cheers, mate.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17Right, can you hold them like that again, please? Lovely.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20Now, don't let me push them towards you.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22Great. And again.
0:18:24 > 0:18:25- Argh!- Ooo! That hurt?
0:18:25 > 0:18:28- Just sore guts. - Was it like that before the fall?
0:18:28 > 0:18:31- Nah. You reckon I knocked it? - Maybe.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33Ah, Mr Hammond. I trust Dr Digby is taking care of you?
0:18:33 > 0:18:37- Beautifully.- Good.
0:18:37 > 0:18:40Atrial septal defect, or a hole in the heart.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42It's probably been there since birth.
0:18:42 > 0:18:43How did we not know?
0:18:43 > 0:18:45You'd have no cause to, unless there were symptoms.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47Can you fix it?
0:18:47 > 0:18:49Hi. Jac Naylor, director of Cardiothoracics.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51ASD. Yes, we can fix it.
0:18:51 > 0:18:53- And then I'll be OK?- Yes.
0:18:53 > 0:18:57But the blood bank tells me you're missing both Lutheran antibodies in your blood.
0:18:57 > 0:19:01Firstly, what is that? And secondly, is it a problem?
0:19:01 > 0:19:04It doesn't really matter what it is, but it is a small problem, yes.
0:19:04 > 0:19:05We'll need blood on standby
0:19:05 > 0:19:08just in case we need to do a transfusion during surgery.
0:19:08 > 0:19:12Yours is very rare and it's not the type of thing the blood bank would have on hand.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15- That sounds like a big problem. - Well, we just need to find a donor.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17We usually find a match within the family.
0:19:19 > 0:19:20- Me?- Siblings, mother.
0:19:20 > 0:19:24No siblings and Caitlin's mum isn't with us any more, so...
0:19:26 > 0:19:28Excuse me. Sorry.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31Tristan Wood, chairman of the board here at the hospital.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34- I'm just observing on Darwin today. - No, you're not.
0:19:34 > 0:19:38I was invited by Dr March.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45- Just pretend I'm not here. - Shouldn't be a problem.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49So it looks like you're the one.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51You'd have to take my blood?
0:19:53 > 0:19:55- What?- He's scared of needles.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58Caitlin, come on, there's no need to air our dirty laundry.
0:19:58 > 0:20:00Look, if a little prick's too much to ask
0:20:00 > 0:20:04- to save your daughter's life, then, that's cool.- Fine.
0:20:05 > 0:20:07CASH SIGHS
0:20:07 > 0:20:10Of course, I'll give as much blood as I can.
0:20:10 > 0:20:12Dr March, could I have a word?
0:20:13 > 0:20:15Excuse us, Mr Wood.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23You know, I could get used to this, getting pushed around everywhere.
0:20:23 > 0:20:27Never make your steps, though, would I? Swings and roundabouts.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29I'm just going to check and see if they're ready for you.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45- Kim?- Oh. Hello.
0:20:45 > 0:20:49- What are you...? - I'm just here with a friend. Avery.
0:20:49 > 0:20:52- Oh, right.- I know, who calls their kid Avery, right?
0:20:52 > 0:20:56She has to have a scan. Thinks she's got everything and will be dead in a week.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58- Sounds like a handful. - Total nightmare, to be honest.
0:20:58 > 0:21:02But, um...I've known her since I was 12, so I'm stuck with her.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05- How's the arm? - Yeah, it's, er...coming along.
0:21:05 > 0:21:09- And the...?- I have to put a bag over it when I go outside.
0:21:09 > 0:21:12What, are you saying my handiwork is shoddy?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14Just saying the face is hideous.
0:21:14 > 0:21:15Yeah, as if!
0:21:15 > 0:21:18I, er...I came looking for you yesterday, actually.
0:21:18 > 0:21:22- What for?- Just to say goodbye.
0:21:22 > 0:21:23But you'd gone.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25I am very elusive.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27That you are.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30Well, look, I'd better, er...
0:21:30 > 0:21:33Of course. Off you go. Lives to save.
0:21:33 > 0:21:36- It was good to see you. - Good to be seen.
0:21:44 > 0:21:47- Did I not say leave it to me?! - It's a great opportunity.
0:21:47 > 0:21:50Impress him and he'll realise he can't take our theatre away from us.
0:21:50 > 0:21:53- It's not as simple as that! - It seems to be working for Neuro.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55Yes, because Guy plans things meticulously!
0:21:55 > 0:21:58He's a strategist. He uses smoke and mirrors
0:21:58 > 0:21:59to make himself look like a god.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01He doesn't invite people in to observe on a whim.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04So we have to be brilliant.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06We will keep our theatre, I promise.
0:22:06 > 0:22:09OK. What's next?
0:22:18 > 0:22:21I'm getting the impression you'd rather be somewhere else.
0:22:21 > 0:22:24- No.- It's OK.
0:22:25 > 0:22:29Probably more exciting jobs than babysitting some ugly joiner.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31You're not ugly.
0:22:32 > 0:22:34Now we're getting somewhere!
0:22:39 > 0:22:41Sorry.
0:22:41 > 0:22:42That was bad form.
0:22:45 > 0:22:47Don't meet many girls making stairs.
0:22:49 > 0:22:53I'm a little bit out of touch with the flirting. Sorry.
0:22:54 > 0:22:57- It's a complete mesocolic excision. - Wow!
0:22:58 > 0:23:01- I don't know what that means. - It's basically a massive deal.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03And you're stuck with me.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06It's fine. Go on, on you hop.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10- That's it?- That's it.
0:23:10 > 0:23:13Yeah, we'll do the head CT now and then do the abdominal one later on.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17I go in that tube?
0:23:17 > 0:23:19Is that OK?
0:23:19 > 0:23:21Fine, yeah.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Very OK.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25Because some people find it claustrophobic.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27Do they? Pathetic!
0:23:29 > 0:23:31- Do you?- Only massively.
0:23:31 > 0:23:34But it's all right, I've got a coping technique.
0:23:34 > 0:23:37Good. Well, just give us a shout if you need us.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39You can hear me?
0:23:39 > 0:23:41- Yeah, there's a microphone in there. - OK.
0:23:43 > 0:23:47It's just that...with this coping technique, um...
0:23:48 > 0:23:50it's...
0:23:50 > 0:23:52I guess flamboyant is the word you'd use.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54I'm sure I'll manage.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59Right! Going in.
0:24:05 > 0:24:09# And I think it's going to be a long, long time
0:24:09 > 0:24:13# Till touchdown brings me around again to find
0:24:13 > 0:24:16# I'm not the man they think I am at home
0:24:16 > 0:24:19# Oh, no, no, no
0:24:19 > 0:24:21# I'm a rocket man
0:24:21 > 0:24:23# Rocket man
0:24:23 > 0:24:26# Burning out his fuse up here alone. #
0:24:28 > 0:24:30- OK, ready?- Absolutely, yeah.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33It's fine. I'll hold your hand.
0:24:33 > 0:24:34No, wait!
0:24:34 > 0:24:36- RAPID BEEPING - Whoa! Caitlin, are you OK?!
0:24:36 > 0:24:38- Caitlin, sit back. - Cait, are you OK?!
0:24:38 > 0:24:40- CAITLIN GASPS FOR BREATH - She can't breathe!- She's OK.
0:24:43 > 0:24:44Take a deep breath.
0:24:46 > 0:24:47Is that better?
0:24:49 > 0:24:52OK, stats up to 99. Better?
0:24:53 > 0:24:56- What was that? - You disconnected your chest drain,
0:24:56 > 0:24:59which disrupted the negative pressure holding your lungs to your chest wall.
0:24:59 > 0:25:02- You can't move too quickly, OK? - (OK.)
0:25:03 > 0:25:05Right, let's get bloods done.
0:25:05 > 0:25:08- She's OK?- She's OK.
0:25:08 > 0:25:11Yeah, I'm fine, Dad. You've got no excuses.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14HE BREATHES DEEPLY
0:25:16 > 0:25:17OK, do it.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23What's your comic book about?
0:25:23 > 0:25:25This girl, Thea, who discovers a secret portal
0:25:25 > 0:25:27to another dimension in the back of her fridge.
0:25:27 > 0:25:30But when she goes through it, she throws the universe off balance
0:25:30 > 0:25:32and she has to try and figure out how to fix it.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34- Brilliant, right?- Wow!
0:25:34 > 0:25:36Right. That's it.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38- That's it?- That's it.
0:25:41 > 0:25:43Thanks, everyone.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46That was brilliant! The way you fixed her... What was it?
0:25:46 > 0:25:49- Chest drain.- Very impressive.
0:25:49 > 0:25:51Enjoying yourself?
0:25:51 > 0:25:54You know, I rather am.
0:25:54 > 0:25:56That's what I'm here for.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05- She tripped on a rug.- So she says.
0:26:05 > 0:26:08Yeah, we can only go by what she says.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10There are more ways to tell us than just telling us.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12What do you mean?
0:26:13 > 0:26:18She said something earlier about Parker and boundaries.
0:26:18 > 0:26:21And he was really possessive about the money.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23I mean, maybe she's trying to tell us something.
0:26:24 > 0:26:26Like what?
0:26:27 > 0:26:29Maybe Parker's responsible for her injuries.
0:26:29 > 0:26:33- He's 14.- Well, that doesn't matter.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36Just be careful, all right?
0:26:40 > 0:26:44If you want to talk about...what you said earlier...
0:26:45 > 0:26:47Thanks. I can cope.
0:26:54 > 0:26:58Did you know that specialists have reported high risks
0:26:58 > 0:27:02of neurological complications after frozen elephant trunk surgery?
0:27:04 > 0:27:05Be careful, Zosia.
0:27:05 > 0:27:07Hm?
0:27:09 > 0:27:11No, no idea.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13Tristan.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16Perhaps you ought to consider whether flirting
0:27:16 > 0:27:18is the right way of going about things.
0:27:18 > 0:27:21Flirting? With Tristan?!
0:27:22 > 0:27:24As if I'd go there.
0:27:26 > 0:27:30- And what exactly do you think you do with him?- What?
0:27:30 > 0:27:32"How'd you hit them at the weekend?"
0:27:32 > 0:27:35Why don't you just kiss and get it over with it?
0:27:35 > 0:27:39Hm! OK, so I use as much charm as I can to get what I want.
0:27:39 > 0:27:43And I do what I can to make sure Cardiothoracics won't lose its theatre.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48If you don't like it...I don't care.
0:27:57 > 0:27:59- You're done.- Superb!
0:27:59 > 0:28:02I'll get Lou to help you get dressed, if that's all right, Lou?
0:28:02 > 0:28:05- Oi-oi.- Hey! Don't get too cocky now.
0:28:05 > 0:28:07You're not as mobile as you think.
0:28:07 > 0:28:08No, I completely understand.
0:28:08 > 0:28:12Just glad to be going home so that I can relax looking after four kids.
0:28:12 > 0:28:15- Aiden, mate, it's been a pleasure. - Likewise.
0:28:15 > 0:28:18Look, when you get out of here, look me up. We'll hit the karaoke.
0:28:18 > 0:28:21- I hear you're a bit of a rocket man. - Fletch!
0:28:21 > 0:28:23- Aw!- What?- I'm so sorry.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25I feel a bit betrayed right now.
0:28:25 > 0:28:27Oh, no, don't be ashamed, mate. You smashed it.
0:28:27 > 0:28:29- The recording's amazing. - There's a recording?!
0:28:29 > 0:28:30There is no recording!
0:28:30 > 0:28:33A little bit of privacy now, please, if you don't mind? Cheers, Lou.
0:28:34 > 0:28:37- Oh!- I swear, there is no recording.
0:28:37 > 0:28:41- I'm speechless. - Oh, there's no excuse, is there?
0:28:41 > 0:28:43- SHE CHUCKLES - I'm so sorry.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45I'm sure you'll find a way to make it up to me.
0:28:45 > 0:28:47Yeah. Hm!
0:28:47 > 0:28:50How about Friday? There's this ping-pong bar in town.
0:28:50 > 0:28:53Plenty of tables, a few drinks.
0:28:53 > 0:28:57- World's greatest sport. What do you say?- No.
0:28:59 > 0:29:00OK.
0:29:00 > 0:29:03We've still got your abdominal CT to do.
0:29:03 > 0:29:05I'll get someone to take you down for that.
0:29:05 > 0:29:09Why can't you do it? I've still got Tiny Dancer in the bag.
0:29:09 > 0:29:11I've got other patients to deal with.
0:29:13 > 0:29:17Um...Mr Di Lucca? That complete mesocolic excision,
0:29:17 > 0:29:20are you absolutely sure there's nothing I can do?
0:29:20 > 0:29:23- I don't think so. - Anything! Just anything!
0:29:23 > 0:29:25I need to be in that theatre.
0:29:25 > 0:29:28- OK, you can catheterise her. - Thank you.
0:29:28 > 0:29:31What about Mr Hammond's abdominal CT?
0:29:31 > 0:29:34- I'll get someone to take him down for that.- Make sure you do.
0:29:35 > 0:29:36Dr Digby?
0:29:38 > 0:29:40Mr Callahan's bloods.
0:29:45 > 0:29:46What?!
0:29:59 > 0:30:02- Hey.- Is she OK?
0:30:02 > 0:30:06Yeah, she's fine. She's just going for a scan.
0:30:06 > 0:30:07What have you got there?
0:30:07 > 0:30:09Fixing the screen for a mate.
0:30:09 > 0:30:10You know how to do that?
0:30:10 > 0:30:11It's not hard.
0:30:14 > 0:30:17Your mum's pretty banged up.
0:30:17 > 0:30:18Yeah.
0:30:20 > 0:30:23She's got a significant abscess with a serious infection.
0:30:23 > 0:30:24OK.
0:30:27 > 0:30:31She's unlucky to have got that just slipping off a chair.
0:30:31 > 0:30:33She tripped on the rug in the sitting room.
0:30:33 > 0:30:35Yeah, of course.
0:30:37 > 0:30:40Even so, she has been in quite a lot recently.
0:30:40 > 0:30:42She falls over a lot.
0:30:44 > 0:30:46Or is someone else involved?
0:30:48 > 0:30:50Like who?
0:30:50 > 0:30:53Someone who's maybe angry, frustrated...
0:30:53 > 0:30:55Are you joking?
0:30:55 > 0:30:59I'm just asking. It's OK if sometimes you get angry.
0:30:59 > 0:31:00This isn't my fault.
0:31:00 > 0:31:02I didn't say it was your fault.
0:31:02 > 0:31:03If anyone's to blame, it's her.
0:31:03 > 0:31:06She's the one with the problems.
0:31:06 > 0:31:08I know that it might feel like that sometimes,
0:31:08 > 0:31:11but I am concerned about the number of times that she's fallen.
0:31:11 > 0:31:13And there's no other reason you can think of that someone
0:31:13 > 0:31:16might fall over a lot?
0:31:16 > 0:31:18What other reasons might there be?
0:31:19 > 0:31:21- Parker.- I need to finish this.
0:31:24 > 0:31:25OK.
0:31:33 > 0:31:35You're not a match.
0:31:39 > 0:31:41But that can happen, can't it?
0:31:41 > 0:31:42Yes, it can.
0:31:42 > 0:31:46And you'll still find someone, won't you? She'll be all right?
0:31:46 > 0:31:49We're hopeful we'll find a donor, yes.
0:31:49 > 0:31:52The thing is, it's not just that you're not a match.
0:31:54 > 0:31:56Mr Callahan, is Caitlin adopted?
0:31:56 > 0:31:58ZOSIA HEARS BUZZING
0:31:58 > 0:32:00No.
0:32:00 > 0:32:03IVF, was there a donor involved?
0:32:03 > 0:32:04No.
0:32:04 > 0:32:07Then I am very sorry to have to tell you this,
0:32:07 > 0:32:09but you're not Caitlin's father.
0:32:09 > 0:32:11Yes, I am.
0:32:11 > 0:32:14No, no you're not. You're AB and Caitlin is an O.
0:32:14 > 0:32:16I don't want to get into the genetics of this, but the
0:32:16 > 0:32:19short answer is it's practically impossible for you to be her father.
0:32:19 > 0:32:21We'll give you a moment.
0:32:21 > 0:32:24Look, I know, all right.
0:32:26 > 0:32:27Of course I know.
0:32:29 > 0:32:33Leah was pregnant when we got together, it wasn't a secret.
0:32:36 > 0:32:39Two minutes old,
0:32:39 > 0:32:41I made the choice that I would be her father.
0:32:45 > 0:32:47You can't tell her why I'm not a match.
0:32:49 > 0:32:51I'll do it one day, I promise.
0:32:52 > 0:32:53When she's ready.
0:32:56 > 0:32:57Not now.
0:32:57 > 0:32:59Mr Callahan, we wouldn't tell her.
0:32:59 > 0:33:01I promise.
0:33:06 > 0:33:09Kim, can we have a quick chat?
0:33:09 > 0:33:11Yeah.
0:33:13 > 0:33:14Kim?
0:33:18 > 0:33:20Sacha!
0:33:21 > 0:33:23Kim, can you hear me?
0:33:23 > 0:33:26Crash trolley, please.
0:33:26 > 0:33:27What did you give her?
0:33:27 > 0:33:28Just some morphine.
0:33:30 > 0:33:33OK, 2mg of Naloxone, please.
0:33:41 > 0:33:42Come on.
0:33:44 > 0:33:46- She's still bradycardic. - 2mg more?
0:33:49 > 0:33:51Wait a second.
0:33:52 > 0:33:53OK.
0:34:00 > 0:34:02Heart rate rising.
0:34:06 > 0:34:09They've got some issues.
0:34:09 > 0:34:11I'm thinking a pericardial patch closure.
0:34:11 > 0:34:13Why not a device closure?
0:34:13 > 0:34:17Cos the defect is too large and there's no rim on the lower aspect
0:34:17 > 0:34:20for the device to land on, so a device closure would be unsafe.
0:34:20 > 0:34:21Good. Prep for that.
0:34:23 > 0:34:24Did I miss anything?
0:34:24 > 0:34:26No.
0:34:26 > 0:34:27Surgery coming up?
0:34:27 > 0:34:30Yes, a pericardial patch closure.
0:34:30 > 0:34:32And that is...?
0:34:32 > 0:34:33You'll see.
0:34:33 > 0:34:37Ah, suspense - I like it.
0:34:37 > 0:34:39And you took the father aside to run him through it?
0:34:39 > 0:34:41Yes, amongst other things.
0:34:43 > 0:34:45It's a bit of a delicate personal situation.
0:34:45 > 0:34:47I can't go into it, I'm sorry.
0:34:47 > 0:34:48Not at all.
0:34:48 > 0:34:51One of the more difficult parts of the job, I imagine.
0:34:53 > 0:34:55What's that supposed to mean?
0:34:55 > 0:34:58Just that the emotional side of things must be
0:34:58 > 0:34:59rather confronting at times.
0:34:59 > 0:35:02- For me in particular or...? - No, why would I...?
0:35:02 > 0:35:04Because I'm bipolar.
0:35:04 > 0:35:07Because I have trouble managing my emotions. Is that what you mean?
0:35:07 > 0:35:09That's absolutely not what I mean.
0:35:11 > 0:35:14As I said earlier, I'm proud of both you and Holby.
0:35:16 > 0:35:17Keep doing what you're doing.
0:35:23 > 0:35:26How much morphine did you give her?
0:35:26 > 0:35:2810mg, exactly like you ordered.
0:35:28 > 0:35:29Are you sure?
0:35:29 > 0:35:31Yes.
0:35:31 > 0:35:32It's just if I didn't know better,
0:35:32 > 0:35:35I would say that she's had a double dose.
0:35:35 > 0:35:37Maybe she has.
0:35:37 > 0:35:39And you're sure you didn't make a mistake?
0:35:39 > 0:35:42I'm just hungover, I'm not an idiot.
0:35:44 > 0:35:45Think about it.
0:35:45 > 0:35:48She comes in here, she keeps falling over at home.
0:35:48 > 0:35:52We give her more morphine, then she passes out, then she can't hear me.
0:35:52 > 0:35:56So you think there's something in her system already.
0:35:56 > 0:35:58So you're saying she's an addict?
0:35:58 > 0:36:00Well, I think she's definitely using,
0:36:00 > 0:36:03and that explains why she keeps falling over a lot.
0:36:03 > 0:36:04Because she's out of it.
0:36:06 > 0:36:10Well, it's very lucky that you didn't accuse her son of anything.
0:36:11 > 0:36:13Oh, you're kidding.
0:36:13 > 0:36:14What was I meant to do?
0:36:14 > 0:36:16Well, you could have just left it.
0:36:18 > 0:36:19I'll fix it.
0:36:19 > 0:36:21It's like fixing a bike puncture.
0:36:21 > 0:36:26We take a piece of your pericardium and stitch it over the hole.
0:36:26 > 0:36:27When's it happening?
0:36:27 > 0:36:30We're just waiting on the blood banks for some of your blood type.
0:36:30 > 0:36:31I thought it was coming from Dad.
0:36:31 > 0:36:33He's not a match.
0:36:33 > 0:36:34But he's my dad.
0:36:34 > 0:36:36How can my dad not be a match?
0:36:36 > 0:36:37It's never 100%.
0:36:39 > 0:36:41- Sorry, love.- It's OK.
0:37:07 > 0:37:09This is morphine.
0:37:09 > 0:37:12It's an opioid, one of the stronger ones around.
0:37:14 > 0:37:18You might have seen Tramadol and Diazepam.
0:37:18 > 0:37:21Now if you take too many of them or take them for too long,
0:37:21 > 0:37:26it can cause grogginess, loss of co-ordination, loss of appetite.
0:37:30 > 0:37:33How long has this been going on, Parker?
0:37:33 > 0:37:35She's trying to stop.
0:37:35 > 0:37:37How long?
0:37:37 > 0:37:38Since the accident.
0:37:39 > 0:37:40What accident?
0:37:42 > 0:37:44She started acting weird.
0:37:44 > 0:37:46Slept a lot.
0:37:46 > 0:37:48She was out of it most of the time.
0:37:49 > 0:37:51Fell over.
0:37:51 > 0:37:52Stopped cooking.
0:37:52 > 0:37:54This is why you didn't want her to have the money -
0:37:54 > 0:37:55it just disappears.
0:37:58 > 0:37:59Why didn't you tell someone?
0:37:59 > 0:38:00Who am I going to tell?
0:38:00 > 0:38:03- Me.- You thought I was beating her up.
0:38:05 > 0:38:06She can do it.
0:38:08 > 0:38:09Not on her own.
0:38:09 > 0:38:10How do you know?
0:38:12 > 0:38:15I just know. Trust me.
0:38:15 > 0:38:17I know.
0:38:20 > 0:38:21Right.
0:38:21 > 0:38:23You can talk to me,
0:38:23 > 0:38:25any time...
0:38:26 > 0:38:28..and I will try to help.
0:38:32 > 0:38:33Thanks, but...
0:38:35 > 0:38:37..I don't need your help.
0:38:46 > 0:38:47Ms Naylor.
0:38:47 > 0:38:49It's about Zosia.
0:38:49 > 0:38:51Dr March.
0:38:51 > 0:38:52Of course, yes, Dr March.
0:38:54 > 0:38:57I've been made aware of her situation.
0:38:57 > 0:39:01Nothing underhand, just doing my due diligence.
0:39:01 > 0:39:03Is it something I should be concerned about?
0:39:03 > 0:39:04I don't understand.
0:39:04 > 0:39:06Her condition.
0:39:06 > 0:39:09By condition you mean the mental illness that is treated,
0:39:09 > 0:39:11medicated and completely under control.
0:39:11 > 0:39:15Well, is that how these things work? I don't know.
0:39:15 > 0:39:16I had a headache this morning.
0:39:16 > 0:39:18I took two paracetamol and now I'm fine.
0:39:18 > 0:39:19Are you concerned about me?
0:39:19 > 0:39:21I'm not sure it's quite the same thing.
0:39:21 > 0:39:23It's exactly the same thing.
0:39:24 > 0:39:27She has bipolar, she treats it, she comes to work.
0:39:27 > 0:39:31I know there have been PR issues for the hospital in the past.
0:39:31 > 0:39:34I would like to avoid a repeat of that if I could.
0:39:34 > 0:39:37You don't have to worry about my team.
0:39:37 > 0:39:38Good.
0:39:39 > 0:39:40Thank you.
0:39:44 > 0:39:47Not as far as I could throw him.
0:39:49 > 0:39:51Look at you.
0:39:51 > 0:39:54Not bad, eh? How was the op?
0:39:54 > 0:39:56Amazing.
0:39:56 > 0:40:00Watching Ms Campbell do something that innovative, you know.
0:40:00 > 0:40:02Just being part of it, it was incredible.
0:40:02 > 0:40:07Well, you might want to keep that down a little bit around Aiden.
0:40:07 > 0:40:09What about Aiden?
0:40:09 > 0:40:11The abdo CT, it showed a growth.
0:40:11 > 0:40:13Suki, have you got Aiden's scan?
0:40:13 > 0:40:15What sort of a growth?
0:40:15 > 0:40:16Well, we've got to send it off,
0:40:16 > 0:40:20and who knows what it'll come back with, but from what it looks like...
0:40:22 > 0:40:23Cancer.
0:40:23 > 0:40:26They reckon it's T4 bowel cancer,
0:40:26 > 0:40:29invading the bladder and the small bowel too.
0:40:29 > 0:40:33I mean, it could be diverticular disease though, couldn't it?
0:40:33 > 0:40:34You're asking the wrong fella.
0:40:34 > 0:40:36Who told him?
0:40:36 > 0:40:38- Doomsday.- Oh, no.
0:40:38 > 0:40:40Why did you let him?
0:40:40 > 0:40:43It wasn't up to me. Anyway, there wasn't anyone else about.
0:40:44 > 0:40:46My cab's here.
0:40:50 > 0:40:52Well done for getting him the scan.
0:40:52 > 0:40:53Good call.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55Thanks.
0:41:02 > 0:41:05Caitlin, we're ready for you.
0:41:05 > 0:41:07- Is that a problem? - Just on a bit of a roll.
0:41:07 > 0:41:09She has just had a brilliant idea. Have a look at this.
0:41:09 > 0:41:12- I'm sorry, we have to... - Can Dad come in with me?
0:41:13 > 0:41:15No.
0:41:15 > 0:41:17Please. I want him in there.
0:41:17 > 0:41:19No, I'm sorry.
0:41:19 > 0:41:20I'll just sit in the corner.
0:41:20 > 0:41:21You really can't, I'm afraid.
0:41:21 > 0:41:24But you must have observers in there all the time.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26- That's different.- It's fine, Dad.
0:41:26 > 0:41:28No, hang on. How is it different?
0:41:28 > 0:41:31- Is that board member bloke going to be in there?- Yes, but...
0:41:31 > 0:41:32So why can't I be in there as well?
0:41:32 > 0:41:34I've got a right to be there, I'm family.
0:41:34 > 0:41:36Because there's a protocol about who's in the room.
0:41:36 > 0:41:39Surgeons, anaesthetist, perfusionist, scrub nurses.
0:41:39 > 0:41:41Occasionally observers, like Mr Wood, but never family,
0:41:41 > 0:41:43whether they're genetic or not, it doesn't matter -
0:41:43 > 0:41:45you can't be in there.
0:41:50 > 0:41:51What did she say about genetic?
0:41:51 > 0:41:53- I'm so sorry.- Caitlin.
0:41:53 > 0:41:56What does she...? Dad, what does she mean?
0:41:56 > 0:41:59- What's happening to her? - Excuse me. She's hypotensive.
0:41:59 > 0:42:03Get some oxygen and we'll get her into theatre quickly.
0:42:12 > 0:42:15I've drained Mrs Whitfield's abscess.
0:42:15 > 0:42:17She'll be back on the ward in a bit.
0:42:17 > 0:42:19He's 14, Sacha.
0:42:20 > 0:42:22He has to pinch money off his mum to eat.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26Poor kid.
0:42:26 > 0:42:28All he needs is a mother.
0:42:34 > 0:42:36Have you looked at any alternatives?
0:42:36 > 0:42:38I don't want to talk about it.
0:42:38 > 0:42:39Adoption.
0:42:39 > 0:42:41- Fostering.- I said I don't want to talk about it.
0:42:41 > 0:42:44I'm sick of talking about it.
0:42:44 > 0:42:47I just want to do something for Parker.
0:42:50 > 0:42:52OK, I'll come back.
0:42:52 > 0:42:54No, don't. You just reminded me of something.
0:42:58 > 0:43:00What are you doing?
0:43:00 > 0:43:02I'm doing something.
0:43:02 > 0:43:03Yeah, with my lunches.
0:43:03 > 0:43:07You're a grown man with a good job and the means to buy yourself
0:43:07 > 0:43:08lunch every day.
0:43:08 > 0:43:09Thank you.
0:43:13 > 0:43:15That's my moussaka.
0:43:18 > 0:43:20No way. Absolutely not.
0:43:20 > 0:43:21She's my patient.
0:43:21 > 0:43:24- I don't care, you're not going in there.- Why not?
0:43:24 > 0:43:26Is that a serious question?
0:43:26 > 0:43:29I don't see how anything I've done today affects my ability to operate.
0:43:29 > 0:43:31OK, so I didn't manage that very well.
0:43:31 > 0:43:33Fine, we can talk about that later.
0:43:33 > 0:43:36But the important thing right now is not their feelings, but that
0:43:36 > 0:43:38we do a brilliant job on this procedure and we keep our theatre.
0:43:38 > 0:43:40We need to focus on that.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43Don't touch anything unless I say so.
0:43:53 > 0:43:56This will keep you going for a while.
0:44:00 > 0:44:02I'm sorry I didn't listen to you.
0:44:11 > 0:44:12OK, cutting the pericardium.
0:44:12 > 0:44:14- Do you want me to...?- No.
0:44:14 > 0:44:16I can do it.
0:44:16 > 0:44:18Dr March, I suggest you stay quiet.
0:44:23 > 0:44:25Pericardium is open.
0:44:25 > 0:44:26Heparin, please.
0:44:27 > 0:44:28Purse strings.
0:44:31 > 0:44:32OK.
0:44:32 > 0:44:36I am putting a purse string around the aorta.
0:44:36 > 0:44:38Can I have a purse string for the right atrium, please?
0:44:38 > 0:44:39Do not give that to her!
0:44:47 > 0:44:48Hi.
0:44:52 > 0:44:53You heard?
0:44:53 > 0:44:55I'm so sorry I wasn't here.
0:44:55 > 0:44:57Don't be silly, you've got a job to do.
0:45:02 > 0:45:04How was your thing?
0:45:04 > 0:45:08Oh, I was practically a tea lady in there.
0:45:08 > 0:45:09Anyone could have done it.
0:45:11 > 0:45:15I only put my hand up because I wanted to get away.
0:45:15 > 0:45:17From me?
0:45:17 > 0:45:18Yeah, but not like that.
0:45:19 > 0:45:21I'm sorry about the ping pong,
0:45:21 > 0:45:22it was out of line.
0:45:24 > 0:45:28To even think about a date - I mean, you're my doctor.
0:45:29 > 0:45:31It wasn't like that.
0:45:37 > 0:45:38My husband died...
0:45:41 > 0:45:42..not long ago.
0:45:46 > 0:45:47I'm so sorry.
0:45:52 > 0:45:54What was his name?
0:45:55 > 0:45:57Arthur.
0:45:59 > 0:46:02And since...
0:46:05 > 0:46:06..I haven't...
0:46:07 > 0:46:11I mean, even the thought of going on a date...
0:46:11 > 0:46:12I get it. I get it.
0:46:15 > 0:46:19And I just feel bad, you know, like I led you to that.
0:46:19 > 0:46:20Don't feel bad.
0:46:21 > 0:46:22It was brilliant.
0:46:24 > 0:46:27You're still a very good performer in that regard.
0:46:29 > 0:46:32Probably better you weren't here actually.
0:46:32 > 0:46:35- Really?- Yeah. I mean if you were, you know...
0:46:35 > 0:46:37If you were to see me get the results...
0:46:38 > 0:46:40I would have been a pity date.
0:46:41 > 0:46:43You know what I mean?
0:46:43 > 0:46:47Yeah, I do, I do. I know what you mean, actually.
0:46:47 > 0:46:48No-one wants a pity date.
0:46:48 > 0:46:50True.
0:46:52 > 0:46:53Can I ask you something?
0:46:53 > 0:46:54Of course.
0:46:56 > 0:46:58I know the other doctor said we should wait
0:46:58 > 0:47:01for the biopsy results, but you've seen the scan, right?
0:47:04 > 0:47:05How bad is it?
0:47:07 > 0:47:10It would have been better if we'd caught it earlier.
0:47:10 > 0:47:11Right.
0:47:18 > 0:47:20Better get that pity date in then.
0:47:26 > 0:47:28I've removed a small piece of the pericardium,
0:47:28 > 0:47:30we'll be using it to patch the hole.
0:47:30 > 0:47:35If we stitch it here, it'll be a lot quicker. We'll get you out of here in no time.
0:47:41 > 0:47:43Dr March, what are you doing?
0:47:43 > 0:47:45Stitching the hole together.
0:47:45 > 0:47:46From the wrong side of the table?
0:47:46 > 0:47:47Yes, I can do it.
0:47:47 > 0:47:50I'm trimming a piece of pericardium to patch it like we planned.
0:47:50 > 0:47:52No, no, no, this is much better.
0:47:52 > 0:47:54Stitching the defect together is a lot quicker and the less time
0:47:54 > 0:47:56the aorta is cross-clamped, the less chance of mortality.
0:47:56 > 0:47:58You know as well as I do that by stitching it
0:47:58 > 0:48:00makes her more prone to arrhythmia.
0:48:00 > 0:48:01No, no, this'll work.
0:48:01 > 0:48:02It's not what we agreed.
0:48:02 > 0:48:05It doesn't matter what we agreed, this is my patient
0:48:05 > 0:48:08and this is a far better way of doing it.
0:48:08 > 0:48:09I think you should scrub out.
0:48:09 > 0:48:10It's OK, I promise.
0:48:10 > 0:48:11No, I don't think it is.
0:48:11 > 0:48:15This is faster and it's safer. She's 16, she can't be on bypass forever.
0:48:15 > 0:48:18- Dr March.- Shut up.- Stop, please.
0:48:18 > 0:48:20Shut up, shut up, shut up! Just leave me alone to do it, it will work.
0:48:20 > 0:48:22Take your hands out of the patient.
0:48:22 > 0:48:24No, I have to do it.
0:48:24 > 0:48:25Everything depends on it.
0:48:25 > 0:48:28It's like what we said, we have to be brilliant. We have to be brilliant!
0:48:28 > 0:48:29Dr March.
0:48:43 > 0:48:46Scissors, please. Let's take these stitches out.
0:48:51 > 0:48:53BUZZING
0:49:01 > 0:49:02Hey, how'd it go?
0:49:02 > 0:49:05- Fine. Where is she? - Who?- Zosia.
0:49:05 > 0:49:06I thought she was assisting you in theatre.
0:49:06 > 0:49:07Yeah, I had to throw her out.
0:49:07 > 0:49:10- Why?- She started stitching for a device closure when I was
0:49:10 > 0:49:12literally holding a piece of pericardium to patch it.
0:49:12 > 0:49:14She'd never make that mistake.
0:49:14 > 0:49:16- No, she wouldn't.- You think...?
0:49:16 > 0:49:18She was absolutely brilliant in surgery this morning.
0:49:18 > 0:49:20- Hyper-focus.- How did I not see it?
0:49:20 > 0:49:22She's very good at hiding it.
0:49:22 > 0:49:25And now I have no idea where she's gone.
0:49:25 > 0:49:29I have to do a post-op on Caitlin. Can you try and find her?
0:49:29 > 0:49:30- Any nausea?- No.
0:49:30 > 0:49:32And you're comfortable enough?
0:49:32 > 0:49:34Bit of pain.
0:49:37 > 0:49:39We need to have a conversation about that, Kim.
0:49:39 > 0:49:43When you came in today, was there any medication in your system?
0:49:45 > 0:49:46No, why would I?
0:49:46 > 0:49:50It's just that your symptoms are consistent with a morphine overdose.
0:49:57 > 0:49:59I'm trying to stop.
0:49:59 > 0:50:01I know how hard that must be.
0:50:03 > 0:50:06But you led me to believe that Parker assaulted you.
0:50:06 > 0:50:07I never said that.
0:50:07 > 0:50:09But you let me think it.
0:50:09 > 0:50:11What I do with my son is my business.
0:50:11 > 0:50:13Not if we think you're not coping.
0:50:17 > 0:50:19I'm going to have to call Social Services.
0:50:23 > 0:50:24No, please don't.
0:50:24 > 0:50:26They'll take him away.
0:50:27 > 0:50:31I'm a single mother. I can't lose him, please.
0:50:31 > 0:50:34I know I should have told you about the pills, I'm not stupid.
0:50:34 > 0:50:38I know I have to get off them but I'm trying, I promise you,
0:50:38 > 0:50:40I'm trying.
0:50:40 > 0:50:42I can be a mum to him. I can do this properly.
0:50:42 > 0:50:44Please, just give me a chance. Please!
0:50:50 > 0:50:52Hi, darling.
0:50:54 > 0:50:55Are you OK?
0:50:55 > 0:50:56I am, yes.
0:50:57 > 0:50:59Good as new.
0:51:00 > 0:51:01Hey, Parker.
0:51:01 > 0:51:05Surgery went very well and she can go home very soon.
0:51:07 > 0:51:09Isn't that good?
0:51:11 > 0:51:13We'll leave you to it.
0:51:20 > 0:51:23So we're expecting a normal recovery.
0:51:23 > 0:51:25Thank you.
0:51:25 > 0:51:29I want to offer my sincere apologies for Dr March's behaviour earlier on.
0:51:29 > 0:51:32You told us something in confidence, and we betrayed that confidence.
0:51:32 > 0:51:34It's unacceptable.
0:51:34 > 0:51:35Where is she?
0:51:36 > 0:51:38She's been taken ill.
0:51:38 > 0:51:40I want her to apologise.
0:51:40 > 0:51:42Well, again, we are very sorry.
0:51:42 > 0:51:44I want Dr March to say it.
0:51:44 > 0:51:46Dad, it doesn't matter, she doesn't have to do that.
0:51:46 > 0:51:49Caitlin, let me handle this. They had no right.
0:51:49 > 0:51:50It's fine, Dad.
0:51:58 > 0:52:00You think I hadn't wondered about it?
0:52:00 > 0:52:01What?
0:52:01 > 0:52:04When you and Mum got together.
0:52:04 > 0:52:06I knew you were abroad beforehand.
0:52:06 > 0:52:07Yeah, but...
0:52:10 > 0:52:11So I guess it was always there.
0:52:13 > 0:52:15I tried not to think about it too much.
0:52:18 > 0:52:20Why didn't you ever say anything?
0:52:20 > 0:52:22Because it doesn't matter.
0:52:25 > 0:52:26It doesn't matter.
0:52:40 > 0:52:42Sacha.
0:52:42 > 0:52:43Where have they gone?
0:52:43 > 0:52:45I don't know.
0:52:45 > 0:52:47Is there an address?
0:52:47 > 0:52:50BS54. Does that even exist?
0:52:51 > 0:52:53No, it's fake.
0:52:54 > 0:52:57Well, they're on their own.
0:52:57 > 0:52:59Yeah.
0:52:59 > 0:53:00No wonder they left.
0:53:01 > 0:53:04I accused him of abusing her.
0:53:04 > 0:53:07I let my feelings get in the way.
0:53:07 > 0:53:08I couldn't have played it worse.
0:53:10 > 0:53:11Poor Parker.
0:53:14 > 0:53:16I misread him completely.
0:53:17 > 0:53:20Well, it's a good job I'm not going to be a mum, isn't it? Because I'm not a natural.
0:53:20 > 0:53:23Don't say that. Don't ever say that.
0:53:25 > 0:53:27Look at the way I handled it.
0:53:29 > 0:53:30PHONE BEEPS
0:53:36 > 0:53:37What is it?
0:53:39 > 0:53:40"Sorry we had to go.
0:53:41 > 0:53:44"Your kids are lucky to have you.
0:53:44 > 0:53:47"PS, work on your stamina.
0:53:49 > 0:53:50"Parker."
0:53:54 > 0:53:57Well, you see, somebody already thinks you're a mother.
0:54:05 > 0:54:06Anything?
0:54:06 > 0:54:08Mobile keeps going straight to voicemail.
0:54:08 > 0:54:10There's no answer on the landline.
0:54:10 > 0:54:12So she's either not home or she's ignoring it.
0:54:12 > 0:54:13Did you get hold of her psych?
0:54:13 > 0:54:15He couldn't tell us anything, but between the lines,
0:54:15 > 0:54:16she not been in touch.
0:54:16 > 0:54:18So where the hell is she?
0:54:22 > 0:54:24Thanks for joining me.
0:54:27 > 0:54:29Quite a day, Dr March.
0:54:29 > 0:54:31Impressed?
0:54:31 > 0:54:32More concerned.
0:54:32 > 0:54:34Didn't you find it exciting?
0:54:34 > 0:54:36I'm not sure that's the word I'd use.
0:54:36 > 0:54:38We saved a young girl's life today.
0:54:38 > 0:54:41Without us, she would have been dead in a few years.
0:54:41 > 0:54:43Can you get your head around that?
0:54:44 > 0:54:47All that power, in our hands, every single day.
0:54:48 > 0:54:50That's why we have to keep our theatre.
0:54:53 > 0:54:54We'll see.
0:54:57 > 0:54:59You know, I did make a mistake today.
0:55:02 > 0:55:05Those brown shoes are very sexy.
0:55:13 > 0:55:15What's this?
0:55:23 > 0:55:24Where did you get this?
0:55:24 > 0:55:26The gift shop has all kinds of tat.
0:55:26 > 0:55:30Tat? This is the game they play in heaven.
0:55:30 > 0:55:32Are you ready?
0:55:32 > 0:55:33Ready.
0:55:36 > 0:55:37See?
0:55:37 > 0:55:39OK, start again.
0:55:39 > 0:55:44Hi, I was just wondering if you could help me.
0:55:45 > 0:55:49I'd like to enquire about becoming a foster parent.
0:55:53 > 0:55:56Whoa, careful there.
0:55:59 > 0:56:01Zosia.
0:56:03 > 0:56:05I think you'd better go home.
0:56:07 > 0:56:08Thank goodness you're here.
0:56:10 > 0:56:12Get in.
0:56:12 > 0:56:13Get in!
0:56:16 > 0:56:18She's had a bit too much.
0:56:18 > 0:56:22I was just making sure she got home safely.
0:56:22 > 0:56:24You're a liar.
0:56:24 > 0:56:25I'm sorry?
0:56:34 > 0:56:36What did you just do?
0:56:36 > 0:56:38Nothing.
0:56:38 > 0:56:40I was getting the theatre.
0:56:40 > 0:56:43We're going to keep the theatre.
0:56:43 > 0:56:44Zosia, are you OK?
0:56:44 > 0:56:46Yes.
0:56:47 > 0:56:48Are you OK?
0:56:48 > 0:56:50Yes, I just told you.
0:56:50 > 0:56:51Look at me.
0:56:53 > 0:56:54Look at me.
0:57:01 > 0:57:02No.
0:57:03 > 0:57:05I'm not OK.
0:57:05 > 0:57:06I'm really not.
0:57:09 > 0:57:12It's OK. It's all right.
0:57:12 > 0:57:15It's going to be all right, I promise.