0:00:02 > 0:00:04- You don't want to go to Sweden. - How did you know? - I don't want to go either.
0:00:04 > 0:00:08Why can't you tell me things you think that I might not want to hear?
0:00:08 > 0:00:11You wanted me to teach - I'm teaching Dr Burrows a lesson.
0:00:11 > 0:00:15- If I mentor you, you have to be in 100%.- I will be.
0:00:15 > 0:00:18- You pack it like Beyonce. - DOM LAUGHS
0:00:18 > 0:00:21- What would you give me? - A good night.
0:00:21 > 0:00:22What are you waiting for?
0:01:04 > 0:01:08- Moroccan mint, please.- Oh, come on, come on, come on, come on.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11- Oh, darling, if you're in a hurry... - Oh! Sorry, I'm talking to my phone.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13Your need is greater than mine.
0:01:13 > 0:01:15It's fine, I'm taking it slow.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18Hear that in there, Nugget? Slow.
0:01:18 > 0:01:22No rush whatsoever. Cheeky sausage!
0:01:22 > 0:01:25That's very kind. Usual, please.
0:01:25 > 0:01:26So, doctor or patient?
0:01:26 > 0:01:28PHONE RINGS Would you excuse me?
0:01:28 > 0:01:31There you are, you dirty stop-out.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Yes, I went out. You think I'm going to let you have all the fun?
0:01:33 > 0:01:36Thank you. Thanks.
0:01:36 > 0:01:37Bye from both of us!
0:01:41 > 0:01:42So, who was he?
0:01:44 > 0:01:47Of course, girlie night in with Zosia.
0:01:47 > 0:01:50I completely forgot.
0:01:52 > 0:01:56Yeah? Yeah. Um...yeah, she's with me now. Huh!
0:01:58 > 0:02:02Er...look, I'll call you back.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Adam, wait up!
0:02:04 > 0:02:07Often patients are asymptomatic.
0:02:07 > 0:02:10Problems with the pulmonary or tricuspid valve...
0:02:10 > 0:02:11Morning!
0:02:11 > 0:02:14..tend to manifest themselves at a late stage.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16So any problem you might have...
0:02:37 > 0:02:38Hector still not sleeping?
0:02:38 > 0:02:41Oh, he sleeps, just not according to Derwood's schedule.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43- Oh, you've got a schedule?- Oh, yes.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45But, you see, Hector is his mum's son.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Yes. He's a maverick, he plays by his own rules.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50- And sleep? Hm! Sleep's for wimps. - Now, that's debatable.
0:02:50 > 0:02:54- Know what's definitely not for wimps, Valentine?- Go on.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56- A double valve replacement on a beating heart.- Right.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59- Ooh, is that today? - Oh, quite possibly.
0:02:59 > 0:03:00But what definitely is today
0:03:00 > 0:03:02are all the patients I've got to cover for Jac and Matteo
0:03:02 > 0:03:05while they're doing their sexy conference sex thing.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07- Eurgh!- Mm.- Yep, so, busy-busy.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10And on not much sleep, I imagine. How is Hec...
0:03:10 > 0:03:12- Hector?- Yep.- He's fine. But you know, let's focus on today!
0:03:12 > 0:03:14- Busy-busy!- OK.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17- So, Mrs Mitchell, she's good to go. - Lovely.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19Boom! Discharged. One down already.
0:03:19 > 0:03:22Is that a bit of, um...sick on your shoulder?
0:03:22 > 0:03:24Yeah. You got a problem with that?
0:03:24 > 0:03:26- No.- Good. Let's do this!
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Hanssen hasn't asked after me, has he?
0:03:34 > 0:03:36I haven't finished the winter report and he's on the warpath.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38No. Who's Muscle Mary?
0:03:38 > 0:03:40Oh, um...Adam Clarkson.
0:03:40 > 0:03:44Elective mastectomy. Dom checked him in yesterday and he went AWOL immediately.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47- Poor chap's in a complete mess. - What?!
0:03:47 > 0:03:49He's also got anger-management issues.
0:03:49 > 0:03:53He's a whatchamacallit? Um...a cage fighter.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56He's not particularly happy about having breast cancer either.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58Reckons he's too butch for a girlie cancer?
0:04:00 > 0:04:03..is exactly the sort of thing we won't be saying around him.
0:04:03 > 0:04:05No, no. Embarrassment and pride are tough symptoms to crack.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07And he's a particularly tough nut.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09- Which is why we need to be very gentle with him.- Yes.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11Why are you telling me all this?
0:04:11 > 0:04:13- The report. - Please can you prep him for me?
0:04:13 > 0:04:16- I'll give you the best bits in theatre.- Yes, no problem.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18I've never done a male mastectomy before, anyway.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20(Make yourself scarce!)
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- Mr Levy? - Well, he was here a second ago.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28Said something about finishing a report.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31And avoiding you until he'd done so.
0:04:34 > 0:04:35BOTH: Left.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37- Ooh, right!- Left, obviously.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40Look, new glasses, a bit of dental work, he's a fixer-upperer.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42You promised me you'd do this properly.
0:04:42 > 0:04:46Yeah, but not by suspending all critical faculty, thank you, Jasmine.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50Well, Ted's nice. And Michael.
0:04:50 > 0:04:54Ted is called Ted, so, obviously, no, and...
0:04:54 > 0:04:56Well, Michael's just a random guy.
0:04:56 > 0:04:57But that's the point.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59You meet them and they become a bit less random.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02Where are the notes for Bed Three's pelvic fracture?
0:05:02 > 0:05:04Yeah, I will bring them over to you.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07You know, like, that's the thing I can't be bothered with.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09Meeting someone and then getting to know them.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12- You can't be bothered?- No, I can't.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15Plus, we've been having fun, haven't we?
0:05:15 > 0:05:18Girls together, having fun.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20Funny cats? Rare Pokemon?
0:05:20 > 0:05:24Um...no, we're just looking for a new man for Morven online.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Ah. That's OK, then(!)
0:05:26 > 0:05:31Oh! Wait. No, it isn't because, um...you're at work.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40- Where do you want me? - More a question of when.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43- When?- 15 minutes ago, when your shift was supposed to start.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Never mind. Bay Three.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49How long do I have to be here for?
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Someone will see you as soon as possible.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54What?! What you looking at?!
0:05:57 > 0:06:00Why did you say I'm trying to avoid him?
0:06:00 > 0:06:04Oh, come on, the secret to a good lie is to mix in a bit of the truth.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Thank you.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08Apologies for the delay, Mr Clarkson.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10In answer to your question, I was looking at you
0:06:10 > 0:06:13and chiding myself for not being more attentive.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15You think this is funny?
0:06:15 > 0:06:16No, I really don't.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19If I was smiling, it was because I was trying to be friendly.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21- Put you at ease. - I don't want to be put at ease,
0:06:21 > 0:06:23I want this thing out of me and I want to go home now!
0:06:23 > 0:06:27I'm going to ask you to keep your voice down, OK?
0:06:27 > 0:06:29Listen to me.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32Nobody is laughing at you because cancer is never funny.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36To me, this is just a job, OK?
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Can we prep?
0:06:38 > 0:06:40Besides, a cage fighter with breast cancer?
0:06:40 > 0:06:42It's a terrible punchline.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Right, got your meds.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53Lay off the fags, we'll never need to see each other again.
0:06:55 > 0:06:57Boom!
0:06:57 > 0:06:59I can't pull that off, can I?
0:06:59 > 0:07:01Nah. But you tried and that's why I love you.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06Harriet's here. Shall I talk to her?
0:07:06 > 0:07:09Having no baby, she is, like, 100% less interested in me,
0:07:09 > 0:07:13which means I can get to the end of a conversation without wanting to kill her.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16THEY CHUCKLE
0:07:16 > 0:07:18She's not that bad.
0:07:18 > 0:07:19- Mojo!- Hm!
0:07:19 > 0:07:21THEY CHUCKLE
0:07:23 > 0:07:26- Harriet, how are we?- Mojo!
0:07:26 > 0:07:28Now, before we let you treat us,
0:07:28 > 0:07:31baby and I want the truth.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33How much sleep did you get last night?
0:07:33 > 0:07:35- Loads.- Tell Harry, no fibs.
0:07:36 > 0:07:39- Two feeds, one random screaming abdab.- Oh, dear.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Partner singing, "Oh, I do like to be beside the seaside",
0:07:41 > 0:07:43to get Hector over said abdab.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46Oh, the poor love! Is he still on that?
0:07:46 > 0:07:49Listen, I'm telling you, white noise app.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51It'll change your life.
0:07:51 > 0:07:54So three, four hours. But, you know, I think that's pretty good.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57We're starting to get into a really good routine.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59- Caffeine?- One extra-shot latte.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01- Ooh!- Sorry, can we get back to the part
0:08:01 > 0:08:03where I'm the doctor and we're talking about you?
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Must we?
0:08:05 > 0:08:06Harriet, you have heart failure.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09If you weren't pregnant, we would've already replaced
0:08:09 > 0:08:11your pulmonary and tricuspid valves.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14I'm afraid having a natural birth is no longer an option.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17I know, I know.
0:08:17 > 0:08:21But the good news is that your condition seems to have stabilised.
0:08:21 > 0:08:22Well, like I keep saying,
0:08:22 > 0:08:27the priority is that we keep this bun in the oven, yeah?
0:08:27 > 0:08:3032 weeks really is the ideal for baby and me.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33I keep telling you that there are no definites in gestation.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Mojo, trust me, there are!
0:08:36 > 0:08:38You wait. You'll learn.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41- BABY WAILS - Ooh! Someone's in good voice!
0:08:44 > 0:08:47I didn't know what to do! He's been crying since you left!
0:08:47 > 0:08:49- Aw, are you OK, baby? - He's burning up.
0:08:49 > 0:08:53And, Mo, he's got a non-blanching rash.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00- What's wrong?- Nothing. Why?
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Well, for starters, you totally dobbed me in
0:09:04 > 0:09:06in front of Hanssen about being late.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08Dobbed you in? Jesus, you're actually 12 years old.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10And what is the problem with the mastectomy patient?
0:09:10 > 0:09:11You can see he's bricking it.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13He doesn't need you getting on his case.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16So now the 12-year-old wants to tell me how to treat MY patients.
0:09:18 > 0:09:22- OK.- Look, I have complete control over that difficult patient.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24I tried funny, didn't work.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26I tried subservient, didn't work.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28I asserted myself, he was like putty in my hands.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30We've talked about this - there's a fine line
0:09:30 > 0:09:32between confidence and arrogance.
0:09:32 > 0:09:34I know what I'm good at, that's all.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Being manipulative?
0:09:36 > 0:09:37It's called empathy.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39Reading people.
0:09:39 > 0:09:43OK. Go on, then, read me.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46Darling, it literally couldn't be easier.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48You're annoyed with me because I said you were late.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51You're extra annoyed because I said you were late in front of Hanssen.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53You're extra-extra annoyed I did it in front of Hanssen
0:09:53 > 0:09:56because deep down, you want to impress him more than anyone else.
0:09:56 > 0:09:59Because he's your replacement father figure.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02Do you want me to continue?
0:10:02 > 0:10:05Because I could go on about your little daddy complex for hours.
0:10:05 > 0:10:09- Why do you need to be like this? - Because I CAN read you.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12And because while I'm fine with the fact that you slept with someone else last night,
0:10:12 > 0:10:15I can't get over the fact that you're lying to me about it.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17What...?!
0:10:17 > 0:10:18I've spoken to Paeds.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21Yeah, me, too. On their way over. Laura's on her way.
0:10:21 > 0:10:25Full bloods, PCR, CRP and a protein level check.
0:10:25 > 0:10:26- Ceftriaxone?- Mm-hm.
0:10:31 > 0:10:36Mo, the...the rash, the runny nose, the high temperature!
0:10:36 > 0:10:39Hey, listen, it's not necessarily, you know...
0:10:39 > 0:10:42You are allowed to say it, meningitis.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45- Sorry, who are you? - Harry. One of Mojo's mummy friends.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47What, are you a doctor?
0:10:47 > 0:10:48- SHE LAUGHS - No!
0:10:48 > 0:10:50Although a lot of my friends say I should be.
0:10:50 > 0:10:53I'm just saying, from experience,
0:10:53 > 0:10:55you know, it could easily be something else.
0:10:55 > 0:10:58My second had one of those and it was just a viral thingy.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01Cleared up after a big poo.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04- Harriet, bed.- Oh, yeah.
0:11:04 > 0:11:05HARRIET CHUCKLES
0:11:08 > 0:11:09OK.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14What are you talking about?
0:11:14 > 0:11:17Don't think about lying to me when you can't even get your alibi straight.
0:11:17 > 0:11:20- What?!- You weren't with Zosia, you were with him.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22- DOM CHUCKLES - What?
0:11:24 > 0:11:26Why on earth would you think that?
0:11:26 > 0:11:30I saw you outside together this morning.
0:11:30 > 0:11:34Huh! I was trying to stop him from running away.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36You know how advanced his cancer is,
0:11:36 > 0:11:39and if he doesn't have this op, he isn't going to last the year.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41And obviously, you never sleep with patients.
0:11:41 > 0:11:44Apart from Kyle and Lee, and they're only the ones I know about.
0:11:44 > 0:11:45- He isn't even gay.- Oh, please!
0:11:45 > 0:11:49He's so closeted and insecure about his manliness that he'd rather run away from hospital
0:11:49 > 0:11:51than face up to the fact he's got breast cancer.
0:11:51 > 0:11:54- I didn't sleep with him! - Then where were you this morning?
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Don't lie to me because I can't stand people lying to me.
0:11:57 > 0:12:00No, what you do is you hurt people by telling the truth.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02Like telling me how much you enjoy cheating on me.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04I am not cheating on you! We agreed.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07I know what we agreed, and it goes both ways.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12It wasn't him, it was someone else.
0:12:12 > 0:12:14Hey! Excuse me!
0:12:14 > 0:12:17- Is everything OK? - Not you, I was talking to him!
0:12:17 > 0:12:19- You should have told me, that's all. - Oi!
0:12:19 > 0:12:21Can you not shout across the ward, please?
0:12:21 > 0:12:23Look, can we talk about this later, please?
0:12:23 > 0:12:26- Oi!- Don't "oi" me. I'm trying to save your life here.
0:12:26 > 0:12:28You'll treat me with a bit of respect!
0:12:28 > 0:12:31- Huh? Respect?!- Adam! - You want some respect?!
0:12:31 > 0:12:32CLANG!
0:12:32 > 0:12:35How's this for respect, hm?! Hm?!
0:12:35 > 0:12:37- What's that? - The notes for Bed Three.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40- Hm!- You've already done Bed Three.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43- Mm.- I'm sorry, I was just really busy this morning.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45And next, we have...
0:12:45 > 0:12:49Ah, Frankie! Please tell me it's not another infected tattoo.
0:12:49 > 0:12:50No, this one was legit.
0:12:50 > 0:12:53- Nice.- It looks painful.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55You ain't seen nothing yet. Come and have a look at this.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Oh, I don't know if I want to see.
0:12:58 > 0:12:59Brace yourselves, guys.
0:12:59 > 0:13:02Not sure if I'm ready for this. I've only just had my breakfast.
0:13:02 > 0:13:03Oh, for goodness' sake!
0:13:06 > 0:13:08What is that?!
0:13:08 > 0:13:12A corset piercing. It got a bit infected.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Er...no, that got a lot infected.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16Why would you do that to yourself?
0:13:16 > 0:13:19- Because it looks sick. - Yeah.- It certainly does.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Get them out and IV antibiotics,
0:13:21 > 0:13:25FBC, U&Es, LFTs and a group and save. Pen, please.
0:13:29 > 0:13:32Make sure it doesn't get any bigger than that.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37I gave you the "safe piercings" lecture last time, didn't I?
0:13:37 > 0:13:40Nice to see that you listened(!)
0:13:40 > 0:13:41Er...Ms Campbell...?
0:13:41 > 0:13:43You know, Jason likes this TV show -
0:13:43 > 0:13:45a bunch of idiots get their dreadful tattoos
0:13:45 > 0:13:48turned into a flower, or...or a skull. It's funny.
0:13:48 > 0:13:52She's not funny, she's a bed-blocker and I want her gone ASAP.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54OK. OK.
0:13:54 > 0:13:58- Wow! She's in a charming mood this morning(!)- Yep.
0:14:00 > 0:14:01What?
0:14:01 > 0:14:04I don't know why she does this to herself, you know.
0:14:04 > 0:14:05Body modifications are one thing,
0:14:05 > 0:14:09but she's been admitted three times already with infections.
0:14:09 > 0:14:10- OK, just don't.- What?
0:14:10 > 0:14:12- You're doing the Michael and Ted thing again.- What?
0:14:12 > 0:14:14Picking holes in things.
0:14:14 > 0:14:18Ms Campbell's in a bad mood today - let's just do things her way, OK?
0:14:18 > 0:14:20- OK.- Dr Burrows?!
0:14:24 > 0:14:27Look, just back off me, all right?! Just...just back off me!
0:14:27 > 0:14:29All right!
0:14:29 > 0:14:33- What?!- You need to calm down. OK?
0:14:35 > 0:14:37Or you'll be refused the right to surgery.
0:14:37 > 0:14:41Good. I don't want surgery anyway. I just want to go home.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43Right. You're free to go.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48- I'll be seeing you later, mate! - Get him out of here.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53- Are you OK?- Get off me!
0:14:56 > 0:14:57Oh, grumpy face!
0:14:59 > 0:15:00Ow!
0:15:00 > 0:15:02You OK?
0:15:02 > 0:15:06This one's a kicker. Definitely a boy.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09Laura says they're clearing a bed on Paeds,
0:15:09 > 0:15:11but until then, all we can do is keep him under observation
0:15:11 > 0:15:14and wait on the tests. I might go and see how they're getting on.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16We only sent them five minutes ago.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Right. Right, OK. So...we wait.
0:15:20 > 0:15:21Yeah.
0:15:24 > 0:15:25I'm going to go and prep a lobectomy.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27You really think you should be going to theatre now?!
0:15:27 > 0:15:31I didn't say I'm going to theatre, I said I'm going to prep.
0:15:31 > 0:15:34Oh. OK. I'm sorry.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37(Derwood, it's all going to be all right.)
0:15:39 > 0:15:41BABY WHIMPERS
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Hey.
0:15:44 > 0:15:47Oh, Mojo, you are so, so brave,
0:15:47 > 0:15:49being able to carry on with work.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52I know there's nothing you can do, but if it was me,
0:15:52 > 0:15:55I don't think you'd be able to prise him from my arms.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58No, honestly, he just snapped.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01Anyway, I'm glad it's over, I just want to get back to work.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03Very well. Mr Clarkson's surgery will be cancelled
0:16:03 > 0:16:05and he'll be escorted off the premises.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07We'll make an official complaint
0:16:07 > 0:16:10and notify the police to start an investigation into the assault.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12- Really?- Zero tolerance.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Reconvene in my office in half an hour, please.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Come on, lads, let me go, all right?
0:16:16 > 0:16:18Let me go, yeah? Please.
0:16:18 > 0:16:21Mr Hanssen, can I have a word? It's important.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23Yes, of course.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31Come on, don't be like that.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33All right, fine!
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Jas? Jas? You treated Frankie before, didn't you,
0:16:38 > 0:16:41when she was admitted with an eating disorder?
0:16:41 > 0:16:43- Can you remember if her boyfriend was with her?- Er...
0:16:43 > 0:16:45- Do you want some help?- No.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48Dr Burrows, I'm still waiting on that ABG result.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50- Two minutes.- Sure you're OK? - Yeah, I'm fine.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52- Dr Burrows?- Two secs!
0:16:52 > 0:16:55- Frankie's boyfriend?- Oh, er...yeah, he was much older than her.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58Did a lot of her tattoos himself. Seemed a bit up himself.
0:16:58 > 0:16:59Gloves.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03Just call me back, OK?
0:17:03 > 0:17:04Please?
0:17:04 > 0:17:06Please!
0:17:08 > 0:17:10No, no, no, no, no.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13- What's going on?- Essie! - What about her?
0:17:13 > 0:17:16She was there while I was talking to Adam this morning
0:17:16 > 0:17:18and now she's going to make out like I provoked him!
0:17:18 > 0:17:20OK. Firstly, Essie wouldn't do that,
0:17:20 > 0:17:22and secondly, so what if you were a bit short with him?
0:17:22 > 0:17:24- He tried to assault you! - Great(!) A little bit short.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26You're blaming me as well!
0:17:26 > 0:17:28Well, you did kind of yell at him.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30Yes! Because you'd just thrown into my face
0:17:30 > 0:17:33the fact you'd slept with someone else and lied to me about it!
0:17:33 > 0:17:35Mr Mayfield? A word, please.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48I'm sorry you had to witness that little domestic.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51Yes, well, that's not why you're here.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53No, I'm here because I lost my temper.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57So I would appeal to you to let Mr Clarkson stay.
0:17:57 > 0:18:01I should have realised he was a sensitive patient.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04If you agree, I'll be more than happy to let the incident go.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06So, you're admitting you provoked the situation, are you?
0:18:06 > 0:18:10- I presume he's made a complaint against me?- Indeed.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13Mr Clarkson was behaving in a threatening manner towards other patients.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16I felt defensive on their behalf.
0:18:16 > 0:18:17I raised my voice.
0:18:17 > 0:18:22Hm. You also made a comment about his cancer being a terrible punchline.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26- It was a joke.- Perhaps you should learn to be a little funnier.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31Regardless, Mr Clarkson did assault you and therefore,
0:18:31 > 0:18:34arrangements will be made for his surgery to be carried out elsewhere.
0:18:34 > 0:18:37Look, with due respect, given how advanced his condition is,
0:18:37 > 0:18:39I don't think he can afford to wait for another slot.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42- Would you be happy for him to be treated here?- More than happy.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44In fact, I would like to assist with his surgery.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47And you think Mr Clarkson would consent?
0:18:47 > 0:18:48I think he will.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50Please, just let me talk to him.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53Apologise for speaking out of turn
0:18:53 > 0:18:56and prove to you that there's no bad feelings on my side.
0:19:00 > 0:19:01Very well.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04If you can get Mr Clarkson to drop the complaint
0:19:04 > 0:19:06and agree to have surgery,
0:19:06 > 0:19:08I'll be happy to put this morning behind us.
0:19:09 > 0:19:10Thank you.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25- Where's Mr Clarkson? - You just missed him.
0:19:25 > 0:19:27He said he didn't want to wait for us to decide to chuck him out.
0:19:39 > 0:19:42- What do you think you're doing?! - Saving your life.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45ALARM WAILS
0:19:45 > 0:19:49Well, it's not colic, so it must be fusspottitis.
0:19:49 > 0:19:53Yes, fusspottitis. We think so.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55Have you tried Watson's Crying It Out?
0:19:55 > 0:19:57I thought that wasn't recommended any more?
0:19:57 > 0:20:01So say your journals. Meanwhile, in the real world...
0:20:01 > 0:20:02Journals are the real world.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05You know, real things, proved by real scientists,
0:20:05 > 0:20:08rather than nuggets of anecdotal wisdom picked off internet sites.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10New mummy hormones?
0:20:10 > 0:20:13Darling, I understand.
0:20:13 > 0:20:16I once threw a sippy cup at someone, you know.
0:20:16 > 0:20:17PHONE RINGS
0:20:19 > 0:20:20MO SIGHS
0:20:25 > 0:20:27Mo.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30Uh-huh.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35OK. Um...thank you.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38Yeah, he's with me. I'll...I'll let him know.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41Bye.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45Well?
0:20:45 > 0:20:47All clear.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Oh, hooray!
0:20:49 > 0:20:50There's nothing at all?
0:20:50 > 0:20:52It's a fever and a bit dehydrated.
0:20:52 > 0:20:55They reckon it's just a viral infection.
0:20:55 > 0:20:58Ah! There you go.
0:20:58 > 0:21:03And he probably needs a big poo, too. Don't you? Yes!
0:21:03 > 0:21:05A big poo.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07Right, I'm heading to the scrub room.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09(You tell Harry to shove her advice up her bum.)
0:21:11 > 0:21:15As for you, little man, you need to grow a pair.
0:21:15 > 0:21:18Viral infection! Pfft!
0:21:26 > 0:21:27Why won't you talk to me?
0:21:29 > 0:21:32Look, I'm sorry for the way I treated you.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35I was rude and unprofessional.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39But that doesn't change the fact that unless you have this operation, you will die.
0:21:39 > 0:21:42Yeah? Well, maybe I'll just cut it out myself.
0:21:42 > 0:21:45Well, you wouldn't be the first to try.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47And pass out from the blood loss.
0:21:47 > 0:21:48Huh! I'm good at that.
0:21:50 > 0:21:51Blood loss.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53I don't doubt it.
0:21:55 > 0:21:58Bet you've caused a fair bit of it, too.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02You got a mouth on you, you know that?
0:22:02 > 0:22:04Yeah, well, I've had a bad day.
0:22:06 > 0:22:07That's why I've been a bit off.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09What, trouble with the missus?
0:22:09 > 0:22:12Yeah. Well, you could say that.
0:22:14 > 0:22:18Found out this morning she's been sleeping with someone else.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20And then you have to go and bump into me.
0:22:20 > 0:22:23Now, that's what I call a bad day.
0:22:23 > 0:22:24- Yeah.- Yeah.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30And being made a fool of made me want to hurt somebody.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35- You understand that. - I don't fight to hurt people.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37What, so, there's no hate in it?
0:22:38 > 0:22:40- I-I didn't say that.- So, who, then?
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Who do you hate?
0:22:47 > 0:22:49Do you know what, I ain't got no time for this!
0:22:54 > 0:22:55We're not going anywhere.
0:22:55 > 0:22:57That was the emergency stop.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01Only an engineer can get it started again.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Believe me, they take ages.
0:23:03 > 0:23:05ADAM SIGHS
0:23:10 > 0:23:12We're sure it's the emergency stop, are we?
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Yes. There's someone on the way.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16I don't like this. I hope Isaac's OK.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18I'll chase them up.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23So, come on...
0:23:25 > 0:23:28..if there was one person you could be in the cage with,
0:23:28 > 0:23:31who you could be stuck in here with now, who would it be?
0:23:33 > 0:23:35A rival?
0:23:35 > 0:23:36Nemesis?
0:23:38 > 0:23:39Your mum?
0:23:41 > 0:23:42Dad?
0:23:43 > 0:23:45Dad. It's always the dad.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49Foster dad. I didn't know my parents.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54Yeah, me neither. Care kid?
0:23:56 > 0:23:58Yeah.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00Yeah.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05Me and my sister...
0:24:07 > 0:24:09..we went through four until one stuck.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13And he liked to knock me about.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18He used to hang a belt over the end of my bed.
0:24:18 > 0:24:19Wake me up at night...
0:24:22 > 0:24:24..and set about me.
0:24:27 > 0:24:30Yeah. So, yeah, him!
0:24:32 > 0:24:34You're not laughing any more.
0:24:36 > 0:24:37Because I know you were.
0:24:40 > 0:24:42You think it's funny...
0:24:44 > 0:24:46..a hard lad like me gets breast cancer.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53You pretend like it isn't, but it is.
0:24:53 > 0:24:54It's funny.
0:24:56 > 0:24:59- No.- No?!
0:24:59 > 0:25:03Just like you said, it's just a job.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05You're right.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09And you leave here now...you might survive a year.
0:25:11 > 0:25:13You let us operate,
0:25:13 > 0:25:15you might be back in the ring in a couple of weeks.
0:25:21 > 0:25:24The foster dad, is he still alive?
0:25:25 > 0:25:27Prison.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29Otherwise, he wouldn't be.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33- When's he out?- Three years.
0:25:36 > 0:25:39I can give you three years.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41You could be stood outside waiting for him.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46Use up some of that hate.
0:25:51 > 0:25:57Um...Mr Hanssen, I should have said, earlier was my fault.
0:25:57 > 0:26:02- Really?- Well, we'd had a fight and I wound him up.
0:26:02 > 0:26:05Yes, and he took it out on his patient.
0:26:05 > 0:26:08- Well, yes, but... - So, exactly how is that your fault?
0:26:08 > 0:26:10- DING! - Oh, it's moving.
0:26:12 > 0:26:15Ah! Mr Hanssen, the very man.
0:26:15 > 0:26:17I just wanted to let you know that Mr Clarkson here
0:26:17 > 0:26:20has consented to me assisting Mr Levy.
0:26:20 > 0:26:21That way.
0:26:23 > 0:26:26- Are you OK?- Yes, of course.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34Hi.
0:26:34 > 0:26:37Can I ask you a really annoying question?
0:26:37 > 0:26:39Please tell me to butt out if you want
0:26:39 > 0:26:41because I know you must get asked it all the time.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43- Why do I do it?- Yeah.
0:26:43 > 0:26:46You know, all have my friends have tats and mods.
0:26:46 > 0:26:49It's only when I come in here everybody thinks I'm a freak.
0:26:51 > 0:26:54They make me feel good.
0:26:54 > 0:26:56And my boyfriend really digs them, too.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59That's a bit of a pathetic reason, though, right?
0:26:59 > 0:27:04Well, it is quite an extreme way to impress someone.
0:27:04 > 0:27:08Ah, well, we all want to impress someone, don't we?
0:27:08 > 0:27:11Mummy, Daddy, the kid who bullied you at school.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13- Ms Campbell?- Hm?
0:27:14 > 0:27:16The way she's going, your friend will kill herself
0:27:16 > 0:27:18trying to impress the scary, shouty lady.
0:27:29 > 0:27:30What are you doing here?
0:27:30 > 0:27:32I was paged.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34I assumed you had changed your mind about assisting.
0:27:34 > 0:27:36- Er...no.- Gentlemen.
0:27:36 > 0:27:39Mr Levy has agreed that I will be performing today's mastectomy,
0:27:39 > 0:27:42and, as it's a very rare procedure to be performed on a man,
0:27:42 > 0:27:45I thought both of you might value the opportunity to scrub in.
0:27:45 > 0:27:46Any questions?
0:27:46 > 0:27:48So, am I assisting, or...?
0:27:48 > 0:27:50You both are.
0:27:50 > 0:27:51Or perhaps I'll be assisting you.
0:27:56 > 0:27:57Hello!
0:27:57 > 0:28:01Mr T. Good to see you. Are you all right?
0:28:01 > 0:28:02Good, thank you.
0:28:02 > 0:28:04Mo, can I have a word, please?
0:28:04 > 0:28:06Little bit busy. Hector OK?
0:28:06 > 0:28:09Yep. Yeah, he's absolutely fine. He's with Laura on Paeds.
0:28:09 > 0:28:11In fact, I've actually got his baby monitor
0:28:11 > 0:28:14through an app on my smartwatch. Listen.
0:28:16 > 0:28:18GURGLING
0:28:20 > 0:28:22Cute. A bit geeky.
0:28:22 > 0:28:25- It is a bit, isn't it? - Was that it?- Er...no. No, no.
0:28:25 > 0:28:27Um...I'm a bit worried about Harry Jacobson.
0:28:27 > 0:28:29Was she complaining about abdo pains to you?
0:28:29 > 0:28:31Yeah. She said it was the baby kicking.
0:28:31 > 0:28:34Yeah, she said the same thing to me. I'm not so sure.
0:28:34 > 0:28:35I'm a bit worried it might be ascites.
0:28:35 > 0:28:39- Have you spoken to Zosh? - Yes. Yes, I have.
0:28:39 > 0:28:41In fact, we had a...a bit of a disagreement about it.
0:28:41 > 0:28:44She's a bit cross that I went over her head, but, um...
0:28:44 > 0:28:47Mo, I really think you should check it out.
0:28:52 > 0:28:54Eh!
0:28:56 > 0:28:58OK, seriously, Jas, take a break.
0:28:58 > 0:29:01- No, I can't. Serena... - ..will allow you to take a break.
0:29:01 > 0:29:02Look, let me go and speak to her.
0:29:02 > 0:29:04No! No, please don't do that.
0:29:06 > 0:29:08Isn't she from Pysch?
0:29:08 > 0:29:12Well, Frankie was admitted with an oesophageal rupture
0:29:12 > 0:29:15and now she's having extreme body modifications...
0:29:15 > 0:29:18Yeah. I'm just surprised Serena signed off on a consult.
0:29:20 > 0:29:22Please tell me you asked.
0:29:22 > 0:29:24What's going on here?
0:29:24 > 0:29:27Frankie was admitted with a condition
0:29:27 > 0:29:30that's associated with eating disorders.
0:29:30 > 0:29:32- So...? - I just thought it was worth checking
0:29:32 > 0:29:34that the body mods weren't a symptom of anything else.
0:29:34 > 0:29:38Doesn't take a psychiatrist to realise someone with bulimia, doing that...
0:29:38 > 0:29:41No, it doesn't. So, why was a referral made without my permission?
0:29:41 > 0:29:42Well, I couldn't find you.
0:29:42 > 0:29:45There's got to be something wrong with her if she keeps coming back.
0:29:45 > 0:29:48- Mm-hm.- So refer her for an outpatient appointment.
0:29:48 > 0:29:51Get rid of Psych and unblock that bed!
0:29:51 > 0:29:53- Ms Campbell, it was me... - I so don't care!
0:29:53 > 0:29:56I do not have time for silly little girls on my ward today.
0:30:02 > 0:30:06You like to keep your hand in, Mr Hanssen? In surgery?
0:30:06 > 0:30:08- Quite.- That's good to know.
0:30:08 > 0:30:12A lesser man than I might suspect he was being kept an eye on.
0:30:12 > 0:30:14Your spirit of forgiveness and powers of persuasion,
0:30:14 > 0:30:17Mr Mayfield, proclaim that you're anything other than a lesser man.
0:30:17 > 0:30:19Would you care to lead?
0:30:20 > 0:30:22Pleasure.
0:30:25 > 0:30:27Why did you go back to Harry?
0:30:27 > 0:30:30Oh, because she's got a really great white noise app
0:30:30 > 0:30:32and she knows quite a lot about babies.
0:30:32 > 0:30:34Is that a problem?
0:30:34 > 0:30:37- No, not at all. Just wondering. - Good.
0:30:37 > 0:30:39Anyway, so Zosia's put her on oxygen,
0:30:39 > 0:30:41but I really do think that at 32 weeks,
0:30:41 > 0:30:42we can really press ahead and maybe...
0:30:42 > 0:30:45Yeah, but don't you find her, like, really annoying?
0:30:45 > 0:30:47Yes, she is really annoying,
0:30:47 > 0:30:50but she knows what I'm going through, as a fellow baby vet.
0:30:50 > 0:30:52I think that's a veteran rather than veterinarian...
0:30:52 > 0:30:54What, and I don't know what you're going through?
0:30:54 > 0:30:57Sor..? I didn't mean that at all!
0:30:57 > 0:30:58BLEEPING
0:30:58 > 0:31:01OK, I'm sorry, I was wrong.
0:31:01 > 0:31:03Bilateral crepitations, and sats are going down.
0:31:03 > 0:31:05- Dopamine infusion? - She's already on furosemide.
0:31:05 > 0:31:08If we leave it any longer, we're in danger of foetal distress.
0:31:08 > 0:31:10OK, get a trolley, we need to get her into theatre.
0:31:13 > 0:31:14No! No, Mr Mayfield,
0:31:14 > 0:31:17you're right into the pectoralis major there. You went in too deep. May I?
0:31:24 > 0:31:28Right. Yeah, that should be sufficient.
0:31:28 > 0:31:30Of course, we've got to be careful not to de-vascularise it
0:31:30 > 0:31:32or buttonhole it.
0:31:32 > 0:31:35So I need you to have a feel of the skin-flap thickness, please.
0:31:35 > 0:31:37- Of course.- Dr Copeland?
0:31:39 > 0:31:43Oh, um... No, it's fine, Mr Mayfield can do it.
0:31:43 > 0:31:45Yes, I'm sure he can, but I'm asking you.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47You'll be leading now.
0:32:09 > 0:32:11Ms Campbell, um...
0:32:11 > 0:32:15can I, er...can I have a word, please?
0:32:15 > 0:32:17In here?
0:32:17 > 0:32:18It's unofficial.
0:32:18 > 0:32:20Clearly.
0:32:20 > 0:32:22Are you OK?
0:32:22 > 0:32:25I know you're not a fan of talking about things.
0:32:27 > 0:32:30I have absolutely no idea what you can be referring to.
0:32:32 > 0:32:34I'm fine.
0:32:34 > 0:32:38Well, I'm not, obviously, but I am coping.
0:32:38 > 0:32:40Thank you for your concern.
0:32:40 > 0:32:43You know, Serena, um...
0:32:43 > 0:32:46After Arthur died, I...
0:32:46 > 0:32:48Well, I was a mess.
0:32:48 > 0:32:53And I know a lot of the time, I took it out on other people.
0:32:55 > 0:32:58You think I'm being too harsh on Dr Burrows.
0:32:58 > 0:33:02I know she's your F1 and I know she's made mistakes,
0:33:02 > 0:33:05but you are on her case a lot.
0:33:05 > 0:33:08You're right, I am.
0:33:08 > 0:33:10Dr Burrows has the makings of an excellent physician.
0:33:10 > 0:33:15I want her to achieve that, so, yes, I am going to be on her case.
0:33:16 > 0:33:18A lot.
0:33:19 > 0:33:21Thank you.
0:33:21 > 0:33:22Good.
0:33:26 > 0:33:31Just so I know, are you going to call a Psych consult on me?
0:33:35 > 0:33:38- All done.- Well, get back in there and prep for a double valve.
0:33:38 > 0:33:40Hello!
0:33:40 > 0:33:43Obs and Gynae are short-staffed and he's still technically an employee.
0:33:43 > 0:33:45Yes. I've got Hector on my watch
0:33:45 > 0:33:48and I'm poised and ready for action if needed. Let's do this!
0:33:51 > 0:33:54I risk getting beaten up to get that patient into theatre and that's how he treats me?!
0:33:54 > 0:33:57- Like what? He was just... - I always knew he had it in for me.
0:33:57 > 0:34:00Ever since you lied about that endarterectomy diagnosis.
0:34:00 > 0:34:02But to humiliate me like that in front of everyone...!
0:34:02 > 0:34:04I really don't think that was his intention.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06Oh, grow up, Dom, of course it was.
0:34:06 > 0:34:08And you loved it, didn't you?
0:34:08 > 0:34:10Hanging on to his every word, like a little lapdog!
0:34:14 > 0:34:16HE SIGHS
0:34:35 > 0:34:37You see, cooling to the level of normal bypass
0:34:37 > 0:34:39actually risks hypothermia for the foetus,
0:34:39 > 0:34:43but this way, the pulse actually protects the womb
0:34:43 > 0:34:45and the kidneys, of course.
0:34:45 > 0:34:47Yes, I have seen one before.
0:34:47 > 0:34:51Oh, yeah, of course, sorry. Sorry. Just a bit excited, that's all.
0:34:51 > 0:34:54BABY CRIES
0:34:54 > 0:34:57- Is that...? - No, no, no, that's normal crying.
0:34:59 > 0:35:01BABY WAILS
0:35:03 > 0:35:05Right, that is proper crying now.
0:35:07 > 0:35:12You know, Harry here swears by the whole Crying It Out method.
0:35:12 > 0:35:14Reckons we're being overly attentive as parents.
0:35:14 > 0:35:16- Does she?- Yeah.
0:35:21 > 0:35:22It works both ways!
0:35:28 > 0:35:31# Oh, I do like to be beside the seaside
0:35:31 > 0:35:35# Oh, I do like to be beside the sea
0:35:35 > 0:35:39# Oh, I do like to walk along the prom, prom, prom...#
0:35:41 > 0:35:43Hi.
0:35:44 > 0:35:46Thank you...for coming.
0:35:48 > 0:35:50Look, we need to sort this.
0:35:51 > 0:35:54I'm so sorry for the way that I've been.
0:35:57 > 0:35:59Yeah, well, I'm sorry, too.
0:36:02 > 0:36:04I lied.
0:36:04 > 0:36:06I didn't sleep with anyone last night.
0:36:06 > 0:36:08I just...
0:36:09 > 0:36:11I wanted to see your reaction.
0:36:11 > 0:36:14See if it hurt you the same way that it hurts me.
0:36:17 > 0:36:18But that's wrong.
0:36:20 > 0:36:22We shouldn't be trying to hurt each other.
0:36:22 > 0:36:23No.
0:36:25 > 0:36:27I actually did stay at Zosia's.
0:36:28 > 0:36:31And then, this morning, before work,
0:36:31 > 0:36:33I visited Arthur's grave.
0:36:33 > 0:36:35I didn't want to tell you that
0:36:35 > 0:36:38because I know you think I already talk about him too much.
0:36:46 > 0:36:49Clearly, this whole
0:36:49 > 0:36:52open-relationship thing isn't working.
0:36:52 > 0:36:53It's doing my head in.
0:36:55 > 0:36:57And it's clearly doing yours in, as well.
0:36:57 > 0:36:59It's not.
0:36:59 > 0:37:02- Yeah, it is. - I'm telling you that it's not.
0:37:04 > 0:37:07The only thing that's doing my head in is you.
0:37:07 > 0:37:11Getting all jealous, making me feel like the bad guy
0:37:11 > 0:37:14because I'm actually doing something about it.
0:37:14 > 0:37:16Huh!
0:37:16 > 0:37:19Right, so, it's my fault for
0:37:19 > 0:37:22not jumping into bed with the first random person I see?
0:37:22 > 0:37:24Well, it's not going to work if only one of us is doing it.
0:37:24 > 0:37:27Well, exactly. So clearly, we should stop doing it.
0:37:27 > 0:37:29You haven't even tried.
0:37:32 > 0:37:35Look, there's this guy who I've known from way back.
0:37:35 > 0:37:38He sent me a message saying he likes your pics.
0:37:38 > 0:37:40So, now you're setting me up?
0:37:40 > 0:37:43All I'm saying is, let's go for a drink and see what happens.
0:37:44 > 0:37:48Oh, come on, Dom, don't go all weird.
0:37:48 > 0:37:52No. No, Isaac, this...this is weird.
0:37:59 > 0:38:01# Where the brass band plays tiddly...#
0:38:01 > 0:38:05No, I can't see to excise the pulmonary valve. More light, please!
0:38:05 > 0:38:07- RAPID BEEPING - Is that mother or baby?
0:38:07 > 0:38:09Ollie, check the CTG!
0:38:09 > 0:38:13Yeah. Er...foetal heart rate, 60 BPM.
0:38:13 > 0:38:16- No, see, that's bradycardic. - RAPID BLEEPING
0:38:16 > 0:38:18Right, right! OK, the baby's got to come out now!
0:38:18 > 0:38:20Prepare for a C-section, please!
0:38:20 > 0:38:23Can you get someone down from Obs and Gynae? I'm going to scrub in.
0:38:24 > 0:38:26Thanks.
0:38:26 > 0:38:29Mr Clarkson, I'm glad to say the operation was a complete success.
0:38:29 > 0:38:31Good.
0:38:32 > 0:38:34Yeah, that's all looking fine.
0:38:34 > 0:38:36I'll get Nurse Harrison to check in on you later,
0:38:36 > 0:38:39but for now, just try and rest. You definitely made the right decision.
0:38:39 > 0:38:43It's a strong motivator...hate.
0:38:44 > 0:38:47- Yes, it is.- You've got a lot of it in you, ain't you?
0:38:47 > 0:38:49More than usual people.
0:38:49 > 0:38:51- I don't know what you mean. - I think you do.
0:38:52 > 0:38:55You see, me, I fight.
0:38:55 > 0:38:56But you...
0:38:57 > 0:39:00..you want to watch out, keeping that all inside you.
0:39:02 > 0:39:03That doctor.
0:39:03 > 0:39:06What's hate going to make you do to him?
0:39:06 > 0:39:10- Who?- The one you've been arguing with all day.
0:39:10 > 0:39:13Dr...Dr Copeland.
0:39:15 > 0:39:18- I'm sorry, I... - Don't play stupid with me.
0:39:18 > 0:39:20It's obvious.
0:39:20 > 0:39:21You can't stand him.
0:39:22 > 0:39:24You hate his guts.
0:39:35 > 0:39:36No, you're wrong.
0:39:38 > 0:39:40I love him.
0:39:40 > 0:39:44- What?- He's my partner. The missus.
0:39:47 > 0:39:51What? You got a problem with that?
0:39:53 > 0:39:56Not going to attack me for being a poof, are you?
0:39:57 > 0:39:58No.
0:40:00 > 0:40:01I was just thinking...
0:40:03 > 0:40:05..if you really love him...
0:40:06 > 0:40:09..I dread to think how you would treat people that you don't like.
0:40:21 > 0:40:23ADAM GASPS FOR BREATH
0:40:23 > 0:40:24BLEEP!
0:40:24 > 0:40:26What? No, no, no!
0:40:29 > 0:40:30ADAM COUGHS
0:40:30 > 0:40:33Um...so I heard you were being pretty pally
0:40:33 > 0:40:35with Serena outside the toilets earlier.
0:40:35 > 0:40:39Well, um...yeah. I just wanted to see if she was OK.
0:40:39 > 0:40:41I mean, she was that snappy with you...
0:40:41 > 0:40:44Oh, no, please say you didn't mention me!
0:40:44 > 0:40:46- FRANKIE GASPS FOR BREATH - E-Excuse me, I can't...
0:40:46 > 0:40:49- BEEPING - I can't...!
0:40:49 > 0:40:53- It hurts! It hurts!- OK. Just try and lie back for me, please.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55- BP 80/60.- I don't get it!
0:40:55 > 0:40:57FRANKIE COUGHS
0:40:57 > 0:40:59We forgot the polish.
0:40:59 > 0:41:03OK, um...can I get new bloods, a bedside echo and an ECG, please?
0:41:03 > 0:41:06Just try and breathe for me, Frankie. It's OK.
0:41:06 > 0:41:07Try and breathe.
0:41:07 > 0:41:09Splinter haemorrhages.
0:41:09 > 0:41:11Infective endocarditis.
0:41:15 > 0:41:19OK, Darwin's full, so you need to page someone from Cardiothoracics to get down here now.
0:41:19 > 0:41:21Mr Levy, too. His BP's dropped through the floor.
0:41:21 > 0:41:22It has to be a pulmonary embolus.
0:41:22 > 0:41:24But they never develop that quickly.
0:41:24 > 0:41:27I know, but I don't know what else it can be, OK?
0:41:30 > 0:41:31How are we doing down there?
0:41:31 > 0:41:33Baby Jacobson is not wanting to play.
0:41:33 > 0:41:36- BLEEPING - Baby again.- What's happening?- Er...
0:41:38 > 0:41:40Nearly. Er...yes. OK, good.
0:41:40 > 0:41:46And...baby...is...out.
0:41:46 > 0:41:49Clamps, please. Great.
0:41:50 > 0:41:51Ha-ha-ha! He's lovely!
0:41:51 > 0:41:53- BABY WAILS - He?
0:41:53 > 0:41:56Yep. She was right, Mo.
0:41:57 > 0:41:58OK, on me, please.
0:42:01 > 0:42:04OK. Thank you. Are you all right to finish off?
0:42:06 > 0:42:10- I'm going to get Hector. - Give him a kiss from me.- Will do.
0:42:10 > 0:42:12OK, Ollie, as soon as I'm done here...
0:42:12 > 0:42:14I'll close up. Yep, don't worry.
0:42:14 > 0:42:17You can go and sort that out. Him! I'm sorry, I mean him.
0:42:19 > 0:42:22- Good.- Right, and we are done.
0:42:22 > 0:42:25Mum fine, baby fine. Boom!
0:42:25 > 0:42:27Thanks, everyone!
0:42:27 > 0:42:30So our colleague from Psych didn't happen to spot Roth's spots,
0:42:30 > 0:42:32splinter haemorrhages,
0:42:32 > 0:42:34or any of the other symptoms associated with endocarditis.
0:42:34 > 0:42:36The patient was wearing nail varnish.
0:42:36 > 0:42:38Oh, you clocked that, did you, Dr Burrows,
0:42:38 > 0:42:40how pretty her nails were,
0:42:40 > 0:42:42rather than, oh, I don't know something that might have
0:42:42 > 0:42:45stopped her blowing a heart valve or developing septic embolism?
0:42:45 > 0:42:46Ms Campbell, it was actually me...
0:42:46 > 0:42:50Frankie is your patient. You've now made too many mistakes.
0:42:50 > 0:42:52I've informed the deanery, I'm giving you an official warning.
0:42:52 > 0:42:54- What?!- I'm sorry.
0:42:54 > 0:42:56Don't be sorry. Be better.
0:42:56 > 0:42:58- Hang on, Ms Campbell... - Something else?- No.
0:43:06 > 0:43:08Why didn't you let me say something?!
0:43:08 > 0:43:10Just don't. I screwed up, OK? She's got every right to be angry.
0:43:10 > 0:43:13Yeah, but at both of us! Look, I know she's grieving...
0:43:13 > 0:43:16Do you really think after everything that happened with Ric...
0:43:16 > 0:43:19- Oh, you can't let that get in the way!- Yes, I can!
0:43:19 > 0:43:20Yes, I can, OK?
0:43:20 > 0:43:23So, would you just stop obsessing over my life
0:43:23 > 0:43:25and go and get one of your own?!
0:43:27 > 0:43:28Charge to 150.
0:43:30 > 0:43:33- Ready.- Clear! Shock!
0:43:35 > 0:43:37No effect. OK, charge again to 150.
0:43:39 > 0:43:42- Ready.- Clear! Shock!
0:43:43 > 0:43:46No effect. Charge to 200!
0:43:52 > 0:43:55- Ready.- Clear! Shock!
0:44:01 > 0:44:04I'm calling it. Time of death, 13:58.
0:44:07 > 0:44:09ZOSIA SIGHS
0:44:09 > 0:44:11He's happy now, isn't he?
0:44:11 > 0:44:13- Ssh!- Oh, sorry.
0:44:13 > 0:44:15Yeah, works just like his mum.
0:44:15 > 0:44:17- Don't make him angry.- Huh!
0:44:19 > 0:44:23It's great that Harry and her baby are doing so well, isn't it?
0:44:23 > 0:44:24Yeah. Shame we're not.
0:44:25 > 0:44:26Theatre.
0:44:26 > 0:44:29You were more happy in there than I've seen you in months.
0:44:29 > 0:44:32I'm happy at home, as well, you know.
0:44:32 > 0:44:35I'm probably just too tired to show it.
0:44:35 > 0:44:38Yeah, the thing is, I don't think I am - happy.
0:44:38 > 0:44:40I mean, I'm tired, definitely tired.
0:44:40 > 0:44:42Yeah, but... No, hang on.
0:44:42 > 0:44:44What do you mean?
0:44:44 > 0:44:45I thought we had it all sorted.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47I go back to work, you stay at home.
0:44:47 > 0:44:50Yeah. That's what you wanted, isn't it?
0:44:50 > 0:44:51Yeah, it was.
0:44:51 > 0:44:57It's just that I think I chose the thing that terrified me the least.
0:44:57 > 0:45:00I know how to be a doc, but I have no idea how to be a mum.
0:45:00 > 0:45:02DERWOOD SIGHS
0:45:02 > 0:45:06At the moment, I don't really feel like I'm that good a doctor, anyway.
0:45:08 > 0:45:11I can't go through one minute in theatre without worrying about him.
0:45:11 > 0:45:13Oh!
0:45:14 > 0:45:16This is really hard, isn't it?
0:45:16 > 0:45:17This is really, really hard!
0:45:17 > 0:45:19Oh, God!
0:45:19 > 0:45:21Come here.
0:45:21 > 0:45:23- DERWOOD SIGHS - Oh!
0:45:25 > 0:45:28Did I get you in trouble with the scary, shouty lady?
0:45:28 > 0:45:30Hm! Nah.
0:45:30 > 0:45:33My mum always said I was a troublemaker.
0:45:34 > 0:45:37What does she think about your body mods?
0:45:37 > 0:45:40Surprisingly, not a big fan.
0:45:42 > 0:45:45You do know that you don't need them, don't you?
0:45:47 > 0:45:49To be special.
0:45:49 > 0:45:52Um...hang on.
0:45:52 > 0:45:55Did...did you tell that nice psychiatrist lady to talk to me?
0:45:57 > 0:46:00The whole bulimia thing. Makes sense.
0:46:00 > 0:46:03Well, um...well, I was worried.
0:46:03 > 0:46:05Aw! Cute.
0:46:05 > 0:46:09Nah, I'm...I'm better now and that's not why I do this.
0:46:09 > 0:46:11So, why do you do it?
0:46:11 > 0:46:14I told you, there's no great mystery.
0:46:14 > 0:46:16They just make me feel good.
0:46:16 > 0:46:18It's...it's fun.
0:46:18 > 0:46:20Hm!
0:46:33 > 0:46:36Don't worry, I'm not getting all weepy.
0:46:37 > 0:46:39That wouldn't make me worry.
0:46:39 > 0:46:41I'm trying to figure out what went wrong!
0:46:41 > 0:46:43There wasn't anything we could do.
0:46:43 > 0:46:45God, I hate it when people say that!
0:46:45 > 0:46:49Of course there was something I could do! There's always something!
0:46:57 > 0:46:58This isn't working.
0:47:00 > 0:47:01Any of it.
0:47:03 > 0:47:04I think we should break up.
0:47:09 > 0:47:11You don't mean that, you're emotional.
0:47:11 > 0:47:13Yes, I am.
0:47:13 > 0:47:14But it's nothing to do with Adam.
0:47:16 > 0:47:18It's you.
0:47:19 > 0:47:21I can't function like this.
0:47:26 > 0:47:28You're not even listening to me!
0:47:28 > 0:47:30- I am!- Then...?
0:47:35 > 0:47:37OK.
0:47:38 > 0:47:40Huh!
0:47:40 > 0:47:42- That's it?- That's it.
0:47:46 > 0:47:47You're right, and I don't blame you.
0:47:51 > 0:47:53I think we should break up.
0:47:54 > 0:47:58- It went well.- Oh! You've no idea how much I want to see him.
0:47:58 > 0:48:02I can imagine. But he's absolutely perfect.
0:48:04 > 0:48:06- Where's yours?- Asleep in my office.
0:48:06 > 0:48:08Don't worry, there is a nurse with him.
0:48:08 > 0:48:09THEY CHUCKLE
0:48:09 > 0:48:12I envy you, you know that?
0:48:12 > 0:48:15- Really?- I'm all on my own.
0:48:16 > 0:48:18My children and I barely see my husband.
0:48:18 > 0:48:21He works away, a lot.
0:48:21 > 0:48:23- PHONE RINGS - Oh, is that your husband now?
0:48:23 > 0:48:25No, it's Mummy.
0:48:25 > 0:48:28I moved her in after my first and I've not let her leave.
0:48:28 > 0:48:30She's my right-hand woman.
0:48:30 > 0:48:33- Oh, good. So you've got some support.- Mother does her best.
0:48:33 > 0:48:35And, of course, there's no way I could cope
0:48:35 > 0:48:37without my Nanny One and Nanny Two.
0:48:37 > 0:48:42And Kazia and Jolanta, my au pairs, are godsends.
0:48:42 > 0:48:44What, so, there's...there's five adults?
0:48:44 > 0:48:48Yes. So we're now officially outnumbered.
0:48:48 > 0:48:51- PHONE RINGS - Which reminds me, I should get this.
0:48:53 > 0:48:55Mummy. Yes, all fine.
0:48:56 > 0:48:59How are you getting on with the interviews for Nanny Three?
0:48:59 > 0:49:01We're definitely going to need her.
0:49:01 > 0:49:05So, three nannies, two au pairs and her mother?
0:49:05 > 0:49:07Oh, that makes me feel so much better!
0:49:07 > 0:49:09THEY CHUCKLE
0:49:10 > 0:49:12- Sorry coffee.- Oh.
0:49:12 > 0:49:14I probably owe you one.
0:49:14 > 0:49:18You do have a life, even if it is about as tragic as mine.
0:49:18 > 0:49:20Ah-ah! I'm not picking holes in things any more.
0:49:20 > 0:49:23I'm resolving to make myself happy.
0:49:23 > 0:49:24Ooh, that sounds like a plan.
0:49:24 > 0:49:28And, um...how about I stop pestering you about your love life?
0:49:28 > 0:49:31- And I'll butt out of your professional life?- Yeah.
0:49:31 > 0:49:34And how about pizza tonight? I'm buying.
0:49:34 > 0:49:37Ooh, moneybags!
0:49:39 > 0:49:40I know I've acted appallingly.
0:49:40 > 0:49:43And I know I have issues letting people in.
0:49:44 > 0:49:46If you want to know the truth...
0:49:48 > 0:49:51..ever since we first met, I've been terrified about you seeing the real me.
0:49:53 > 0:49:55The one inside.
0:49:55 > 0:49:57And to be honest, throughout my life,
0:49:57 > 0:49:59I've found most people don't want that.
0:49:59 > 0:50:01I'm not most people.
0:50:01 > 0:50:02I know.
0:50:05 > 0:50:07And that scares me.
0:50:07 > 0:50:09At work, it's fine to be distant.
0:50:10 > 0:50:12It's commendable, even.
0:50:12 > 0:50:15To keep up the unflappable facade,
0:50:15 > 0:50:17the sense that you're in control of everything.
0:50:20 > 0:50:22But away from work, I...
0:50:25 > 0:50:27..I can't seem to switch it off.
0:50:28 > 0:50:30- Why?- I think...
0:50:32 > 0:50:34..because of my father.
0:50:35 > 0:50:38I mean, with him, everything had to be controlled, including me.
0:50:40 > 0:50:43He told me he wasn't interested in me unless I succeeded.
0:50:43 > 0:50:46Everything else was an affront to him. It was reprehensible.
0:50:47 > 0:50:50You see? Confession number one.
0:50:50 > 0:50:51Hypocrisy.
0:50:53 > 0:50:56Here's me accusing you of having daddy issues.
0:50:59 > 0:51:01Your father's a doctor, isn't he?
0:51:01 > 0:51:03He was.
0:51:03 > 0:51:07He had a stroke during surgery and retired.
0:51:09 > 0:51:11Overnight, he went from this...
0:51:12 > 0:51:16..upright, principled man I loved and admired to this...
0:51:18 > 0:51:20..broken, bitter and twisted...
0:51:25 > 0:51:26He wasn't the same.
0:51:29 > 0:51:31After that, he hated everything.
0:51:33 > 0:51:35He resented me and Mum.
0:51:36 > 0:51:38And the things he'd say to her...
0:51:39 > 0:51:41He was a monster.
0:51:44 > 0:51:46He'd belittle us every opportunity he'd get.
0:51:48 > 0:51:49Scream at us.
0:51:51 > 0:51:52Humiliate us.
0:51:55 > 0:51:56He was the worst kind of...
0:51:59 > 0:52:00..bully.
0:52:05 > 0:52:08And the thing that I'm most scared of is that...
0:52:11 > 0:52:13..I'm turning into him.
0:52:18 > 0:52:20- Hey...- Don't!
0:52:22 > 0:52:24Please, I...I need help.
0:52:25 > 0:52:27Because even this, even you trying to comfort me,
0:52:27 > 0:52:29I can't...I can't bear it!
0:52:29 > 0:52:33Isaac, this is exactly what you need to do.
0:52:34 > 0:52:36This is a relationship.
0:52:36 > 0:52:38Do you realise this is the closest I've ever felt to you?
0:52:38 > 0:52:40And it's because it's real!
0:52:40 > 0:52:41There's no facade.
0:52:41 > 0:52:44You're not trying to stay in control!
0:52:44 > 0:52:47Just let go.
0:52:47 > 0:52:48Let me in.
0:52:49 > 0:52:51Let me see the real you.
0:52:54 > 0:52:55You don't mean that.
0:52:55 > 0:52:57Yes, I do.
0:52:59 > 0:53:01Isaac, you could tell me anything.
0:53:03 > 0:53:04Tell me the worst thing.
0:53:13 > 0:53:15He was violent.
0:53:18 > 0:53:20You know, at night, I'd...
0:53:21 > 0:53:22..hear him knock my mum around.
0:53:25 > 0:53:27And when he was finished with her...
0:53:36 > 0:53:37He used to hang a belt...
0:53:39 > 0:53:41..over the end of the bed.
0:53:43 > 0:53:46And if I wasn't awake when he came in...
0:53:48 > 0:53:49..he'd wake me up...
0:53:51 > 0:53:53..and set about me.
0:53:59 > 0:54:00I don't deserve you!
0:54:00 > 0:54:03- Don't be silly.- I don't!
0:54:03 > 0:54:04It's OK, it's OK.
0:54:04 > 0:54:06It's OK.
0:54:11 > 0:54:13Derwood?
0:54:13 > 0:54:15What...what time is it?
0:54:15 > 0:54:18- Nearly six. - Oh. Right, I'll do the feed, then.
0:54:18 > 0:54:20- No, no, listen.- No, I don't mind doing...- Listen!
0:54:23 > 0:54:24I've been an idiot.
0:54:24 > 0:54:26What have you done now?!
0:54:26 > 0:54:28I've been running away from the thing that scares me,
0:54:28 > 0:54:31but the thing that scares me is what I want the most.
0:54:33 > 0:54:36I didn't understand any of that. I'm...I'm very tired.
0:54:36 > 0:54:38I am tired of running.
0:54:38 > 0:54:40I want both.
0:54:43 > 0:54:44- Yeah?- Mm.
0:54:44 > 0:54:46Oh, good!
0:54:46 > 0:54:49Because...I was thinking,
0:54:49 > 0:54:52- why don't you go part-time? - I want to go part-time.
0:54:52 > 0:54:54- Are you OK with that? - Are you OK with that?
0:54:54 > 0:54:56- Oh!- Oh!
0:54:56 > 0:54:58Oh, well, then, let's do it.
0:54:58 > 0:55:01- Team Hector?- Yeah! Team Hector.
0:55:04 > 0:55:05Heh!
0:55:09 > 0:55:12- He's still asleep, you know.- Oh.
0:55:12 > 0:55:14- Do you fancy...? - Well, do you think we should?
0:55:14 > 0:55:16Mm-mm!
0:55:17 > 0:55:19Come on, then.
0:55:21 > 0:55:23- Mm! Night-night.- Night-night.
0:55:34 > 0:55:36Come on, then, pizza lady.
0:55:36 > 0:55:41So...not Ted, not Michael, but...Nathan!
0:55:41 > 0:55:43Not bad!
0:55:43 > 0:55:45Look at his quote.
0:55:45 > 0:55:47"We are what we pretend to be,
0:55:47 > 0:55:50"so we must be careful about what we pretend to be."
0:55:50 > 0:55:51- It's from Mother Night.- Right.
0:55:51 > 0:55:55It's Kurt Vonnegut. He's, like, my second FAVOURITE author of all time!
0:55:55 > 0:55:57Have you swiped right?
0:55:57 > 0:55:59Not yet. You reckon I should?
0:56:01 > 0:56:02What are you doing?!
0:56:02 > 0:56:04Oh, Morv, I love you,
0:56:04 > 0:56:07but there are only so many girlie nights a girl can take.
0:56:07 > 0:56:09- Oh!- Yay!
0:56:11 > 0:56:13I've never told anybody that.
0:56:16 > 0:56:17And I meant it.
0:56:21 > 0:56:22How I'll get help.
0:56:26 > 0:56:29I wouldn't blame you if you never wanted to talk to me again, but...
0:56:31 > 0:56:33..would you...
0:56:35 > 0:56:37..help me?
0:56:42 > 0:56:43Yes.
0:56:46 > 0:56:48I'm not ready to give up on us just yet.
0:56:50 > 0:56:52- And I'm not calling that guy.- Hm!
0:56:55 > 0:56:57I do love you, you know.
0:56:59 > 0:57:01That's something else I've never told anyone.
0:57:04 > 0:57:09So...what do you need...from me?
0:57:11 > 0:57:13Right now?
0:57:17 > 0:57:19Gin. DOM CHUCKLES
0:57:21 > 0:57:23Good call.