0:00:02 > 0:00:04- You don't want people to find out? - There's nothing to find out.
0:00:04 > 0:00:06When did this place become such a playground?
0:00:06 > 0:00:09Gossiping and whispering, and who kissed who at Albie's.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11The obstetrician said nothing about twins.
0:00:11 > 0:00:13How many weeks pregnant are you? 11? 12?
0:00:14 > 0:00:15Ten.
0:00:15 > 0:00:19It's a shock, that's all. I'm really going to be a dad?
0:00:19 > 0:00:22I think about it too...Elinor.
0:00:22 > 0:00:25If I should have said something about the stuff she was on.
0:00:25 > 0:00:28You wanted me to teach, I'm teaching Dr Burrows a lesson.
0:00:28 > 0:00:32If I mentor you, you have to be in 100%.
0:00:32 > 0:00:34I will be.
0:01:13 > 0:01:17Er... Well, I know life will never be the same again
0:01:17 > 0:01:18and I wouldn't want it to be.
0:01:20 > 0:01:24I look around and... the light's changed.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28Everything's just that little bit quieter...duller.
0:01:30 > 0:01:31I'm...
0:01:31 > 0:01:36I'm glad I've come for counselling at last, but I'm not in denial.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38I'm not burying myself in work
0:01:38 > 0:01:41and I'm now not numbing my feelings with alcohol.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43In fact, I'm teaching.
0:01:43 > 0:01:44So, yeah, sorry.
0:01:44 > 0:01:49In answer to your question, I'm coping fine, thank you.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55Great to have a few days away.
0:01:55 > 0:01:57It was a conference. We were working.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59I don't remember working.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01Well, there were some excellent presentations.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03It's not my fault you slept through them.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05Too many late nights.
0:02:05 > 0:02:09- No stamina, that's your problem. - I didn't hear you complaining.
0:02:09 > 0:02:10That's because you were snoring.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15What do you want to do tonight?
0:02:15 > 0:02:17I can't tonight, I have Emma.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20- Maybe the three of us could do something then.- No, no.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22That's not happening. Look, we spent a few days together.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25That doesn't mean we're suddenly joined at the hip.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30What a woman.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33Manny King, 23, male, industrial accident.
0:02:33 > 0:02:37Head, thoracic and a spiral fracture tibia. Haemodynamically unstable.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39Pulse 100. BP 90/70
0:02:39 > 0:02:42and respiratory rate 38.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Saturating at 98% on oxygen.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Who wants it?
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Morven?
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- Sure.- OK.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54Airway is clear.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00- Auscultating the left chest. - Good air entry on the left.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Auscultating the right...
0:03:02 > 0:03:03No audible air entry on the right.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06BEEP BP falling. He's 60 systolic.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09Pulse now at 140.
0:03:09 > 0:03:10It's deviating towards the left.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12OK, we have a tension pneumothorax.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15OK, can I have a large bore cannula, please?
0:03:16 > 0:03:18OK, feeling down the trachea.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22HISS OF AIR I can hear an audible hiss of air.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23Permanent fix?
0:03:23 > 0:03:25Temporary. Next step, chest drain.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Very good.
0:03:28 > 0:03:29Care to take over?
0:03:34 > 0:03:36A couple of weeks ago I didn't know I could be a dad.
0:03:36 > 0:03:37Now I've got twins on the way.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39Your kids are like buses, sunshine.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41Yeah, I'm looking forward to it but I just want to do it right,
0:03:41 > 0:03:44- that's all.- I'm sure you'll be fine, and obviously,
0:03:44 > 0:03:46any tips on fatherhood, you know where to come.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49Strange but I feel oddly familiar with the issues involved,
0:03:49 > 0:03:51can't think why.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54You'll be a great dad. You already are, mate.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57Airway patent, breathing 36 per minute,
0:03:57 > 0:04:00- saturation 94% on oxygen.- So?
0:04:00 > 0:04:02So that's good.
0:04:02 > 0:04:06His pulse was 140. It's now 150. How is that good, exactly?
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Listening to the left chest...
0:04:08 > 0:04:10Normal. What else? What next? Come on, come on...
0:04:10 > 0:04:12- Right chest.- Muffled.- Muffled?
0:04:12 > 0:04:13It means indistinct.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15I know what it means.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18Pulse rising. His BP is now 50 systolic.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21You're hesitating, which is an issue.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23In the meantime his ECG strip is showing an arrhythmia.
0:04:23 > 0:04:26- You're going to lose him if you don't do something.- I know, I know.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28- I'm just not sure... - Don't be blinded by detail.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31See the bigger picture. Perhaps you might consider opening the chest.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33I could clamp the chest drain?
0:04:33 > 0:04:35Is that going to help? Bigger picture! Come on, Dr Burrows.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37You should be on top of this. Your patient needs you.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39- BEEPING - Emergency thoracotomy! Scalpel?
0:04:39 > 0:04:41LONG BEEP Your patient is dead.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46- Sorry, sorry...- OK, everyone, give us a minute, please.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48Can you take the mannequin out?
0:04:48 > 0:04:49Quickly!
0:04:56 > 0:05:00Well, that wasn't the result we were hoping for, was it?
0:05:00 > 0:05:04I get nervous before exams. I just got a bit tense.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07A bit? I've seen coiled springs more relaxed.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09Sorry.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12- Do stop saying that. - If it was real I'd have been fine.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15Run that logic past me.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Well, it's just sometimes when you're doing it for real
0:05:17 > 0:05:19the adrenaline kicks in, and you just...
0:05:19 > 0:05:22You just do it without thinking, and everyone was watching, and...
0:05:22 > 0:05:23It's an assessment.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26To do it unobserved would rather defeat the purpose, don't you think?
0:05:26 > 0:05:29- No, no, I know. I'm so sorry. - Not as sorry as I am.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32You're running out of wards, Dr Burrows.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34Consider this a final warning.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37Get out.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39SHOUTING: Get out!
0:05:49 > 0:05:52SHE SOBS
0:05:58 > 0:06:00What's going on?
0:06:00 > 0:06:01I bombed my assessment.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Still, this is a bit of an overreaction, isn't it?
0:06:06 > 0:06:09I don't want to screw up. I just want to impress her.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12But it doesn't matter what I do, I just can't.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Yeah, well...
0:06:16 > 0:06:18This is embarrassing.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27# Sunshine through my window That's what you are... #
0:06:27 > 0:06:29- You seem very pleased with yourself. - Yeah, why wouldn't I be?
0:06:29 > 0:06:32Matteo's having a transformative influence on my life.
0:06:32 > 0:06:33Is he now?
0:06:33 > 0:06:36Oh, you betcha. He has done the impossible. Cracked the uncrackable.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Melted the ice queen.
0:06:38 > 0:06:39- Oh, has he?- Mm-hm.
0:06:39 > 0:06:43I had no idea that Jac's private life was so very important to you.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45It isn't. But a happy Jac makes for a happier ward,
0:06:45 > 0:06:48and that, my friend, can only be a good thing.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52# Sunshine through my window... #
0:06:56 > 0:07:00Good morning to you, Nurse Harrison. And who do we have here?
0:07:00 > 0:07:01Ah, this is Paul Szonyi.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03He collapsed and fell on his way to work.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05Well, I'm Mr Di Lucca. Can you tell me what happened?
0:07:05 > 0:07:09Just a bit of stress at work. End of the quarter. You know how it is.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13I'm an accountant.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15And has this stress come on all of a sudden
0:07:15 > 0:07:18or has work been tough for a while?
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Oh, it's not work, it's people.
0:07:20 > 0:07:21Numbers are easy. They're honest.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24- Whereas people always seem to... - They're a law unto themselves.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27That's all part of the fun, don't you think?
0:07:27 > 0:07:28No. I don't think.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Any chest pains?
0:07:32 > 0:07:37Not really, no. Maybe...I get tight here.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39OK. I'll take that as a yes.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Have you been eating and sleeping well?
0:07:41 > 0:07:45Fine, fine, although I've never really been a great sleeper.
0:07:45 > 0:07:48Well, it says here that you've been experiencing abdominal pain.
0:07:48 > 0:07:51Does it? Did I say that? Nope. I don't think so.
0:07:51 > 0:07:55I was confused. I must have just imagined... Oh! Ah!
0:07:55 > 0:07:59Oh, that seems pretty real to me. FBC, U&Es and an abdominal scan,
0:07:59 > 0:08:01please, and I will sort you out with some analgesia.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04Cool. Thank you.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07- He says it's just a panic attack. - He definitely seems pretty stressed.
0:08:07 > 0:08:11- Mm.- Unlike some. Bounding around like a puppy.
0:08:11 > 0:08:12Life is good.
0:08:12 > 0:08:16- So is everything OK with Parker? - Yeah, seems to be.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18He was even helping us look at houses last night.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22Kim and I are buying somewhere together.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24But you've already got your own house.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26Well, we wanted something that's our own, you know?
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Closer to Parker's school.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30That's on the other side of town.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32That's not going to be great for work.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34I thought I might see what opportunities up for grabs
0:08:34 > 0:08:36at St James'.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Whatever's best for the kids, right?
0:08:49 > 0:08:52Hey, you all right?
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Yeah, 'course. Any excitement?
0:08:54 > 0:08:56I don't know why I'm even bothering.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58Nathan hasn't been in touch for a while.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01Oh, well, his loss. Keep looking. Someone else will come up.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03But I really liked him.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05I don't know, he just seemed to get me, you know?
0:09:05 > 0:09:08Well, the most important thing is to move on.
0:09:08 > 0:09:09Plenty more fish in the sea.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15What's that smell?
0:09:15 > 0:09:16Not me!
0:09:16 > 0:09:21Excuse me! Who told you could touch me?
0:09:21 > 0:09:23I'll toss you for it.
0:09:23 > 0:09:26Nope, I'm taking all newcomers today.
0:09:26 > 0:09:27Fletch!
0:09:27 > 0:09:31Ah, good. Right. Rose Temperance. Been sent over from the ED.
0:09:31 > 0:09:32She's tachycardic,
0:09:32 > 0:09:36she's got a distended abdomen with pain and she stinks to high heaven.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38Could ED not have removed that?
0:09:38 > 0:09:40They were more concerned about the abdominal pain.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42Is it me, or has she been in before?
0:09:42 > 0:09:45Oh, Fletch!
0:09:45 > 0:09:47She may not look her best at the moment, but Rose Temperance
0:09:47 > 0:09:49is a really well-known model.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51She's been on more covers than you've done chest drains.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54- I knew that.- You so didn't. - No, you're right, I didn't.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56But what's with the cowpat facials?
0:09:57 > 0:10:00Hi, Rose. I'm Jasmine. How are you feeling?
0:10:00 > 0:10:01Cramped.
0:10:01 > 0:10:04Really cramped, and like I could really do with a shower, OK?
0:10:04 > 0:10:06Can everyone just back off a bit and give me some space?
0:10:09 > 0:10:13- I meant physically. - I've got to be on a plane by four.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16Well, at the moment you won't make it through the metal detectors
0:10:16 > 0:10:19and the paps will have a field day.
0:10:19 > 0:10:23- Were you on a shoot? - Do I look like I was on a shoot?
0:10:23 > 0:10:25Maybe one that went wrong?
0:10:25 > 0:10:30No. A psycho attacked me with a pitchfork.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34OK. Let's have a look at that first, then, shall we?
0:10:38 > 0:10:40- Mr Szonyi?- Hello.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44Look, look I've got to go. Everything's gone south.
0:10:44 > 0:10:45Well, professionally...personally...
0:10:45 > 0:10:48I've got to speak to the bank, the solicitor...
0:10:48 > 0:10:50I don't know, I might even have to speak to my mother.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52I really don't think that's wise.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Which bit? The bank, the solicitor or the mother?
0:10:54 > 0:10:56Getting out of bed. Your U&E results are normal
0:10:56 > 0:10:58but your haemoglobin is down,
0:10:58 > 0:11:01- not to mention the abdominal pain that you've been feeling.- Look,
0:11:01 > 0:11:03I can't be here. I really can't.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06Look, you need to wait. Come on, sit down.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09I want to do some more tests and a CT scan.
0:11:09 > 0:11:10I'll try and rush it through,
0:11:10 > 0:11:12but you're going to be with us for a bit longer I'm afraid.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15- Just relax, OK? Shall I... - No, I've got that.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17OK, all right.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20Kim!
0:11:21 > 0:11:24What are you doing here?
0:11:24 > 0:11:25Lots of house stuff.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27You know, the sooner we find a place...
0:11:27 > 0:11:30Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, sure. Good idea.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33A lot of houses.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40And you're up-to-date on your tetanus?
0:11:40 > 0:11:43Obviously, given the amount of travelling I have to do.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46Yeah, of course. More jabs than a boxer, eh?
0:11:48 > 0:11:49Er, what's SHE doing here?
0:11:49 > 0:11:51- Oh, great... - She's the one who attacked me!
0:11:51 > 0:11:54Look at me. Look at her. Not a scratch on her.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57- Call security! She is dangerous. - Call the police, more like!
0:11:57 > 0:12:00- This is Abi Temperance. - Maybe this is not the best bay.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02That witch hit me in the face with a milk bottle!
0:12:02 > 0:12:04I only did it cos you were stabbing me with a pitchfork!
0:12:04 > 0:12:06That's all you're good for, you piece of meat.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09- Whereas you do what, exactly? - Something worthwhile.
0:12:09 > 0:12:10What, eco-farmer?
0:12:10 > 0:12:13Making fartisan cheese that no-one buys? Do me a favour.
0:12:13 > 0:12:17It'll be ostrich burgers next. Just because you put wellies on and...
0:12:17 > 0:12:20and...lose money, doesn't make you a farmer.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22- Beats being a clothes horse. - Didn't used to bother you.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24OK, what's going on here?
0:12:24 > 0:12:27This is Abi...and Rose Temperance.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30- Relatives? - Sisters...unfortunately.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33Yeah, the sister who's trying to make me homeless.
0:12:33 > 0:12:34I only want what's mine.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36Dr Burrows, please.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38Rose is a model.
0:12:38 > 0:12:41Done FBC, U&Es, we'll do an abdo CT.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43I haven't had the chance to assess Abi yet.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46Well, if you'd bothered to look at her notes, you'd have seen
0:12:46 > 0:12:49there's no point as she has empyema in the left side of her chest
0:12:49 > 0:12:52so she needs to be transferred up to Darwin ward.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Darwin, Australia wouldn't be far enough.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Oh, that's right, faking it as usual, like you always do...
0:12:57 > 0:13:00"Mummy, Mummy, Abi's not being very nice to me!"
0:13:00 > 0:13:02Attention-seeking flake.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04All right, all right.
0:13:04 > 0:13:05Sit back. Sit back.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10Henrik, marvellous. What can we do for you?
0:13:10 > 0:13:12I'm just doing my rounds.
0:13:12 > 0:13:16CEOs don't do rounds. That's one of the perks.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19New approach. I thought I'd make regular visits to each of the wards,
0:13:19 > 0:13:22keep an eye ringside, as it were. Don't mind, do you?
0:13:22 > 0:13:25No, no, no, of course not. Please. Be my guest.
0:13:26 > 0:13:30A slight whiff of the farmyard here today, isn't there?
0:13:30 > 0:13:31Dr Burrows.
0:13:35 > 0:13:39Alexis. Donatella. Carlotta. Are these turtles?
0:13:39 > 0:13:45Girlfriends. Sorry, girls who are friends. I'm going alphabetically.
0:13:45 > 0:13:49If you're with Emma, I might as well organise a date for tonight.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51I don't mean date as in we sleep together.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53Oh, well, that's something, but don't let me stop you.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55You can see whoever you want.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58An open relationship. Very 21st century.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00The more open, the better.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04I'm busy tonight, but thanks for asking. Ollie?
0:14:04 > 0:14:07Oh, yeah, that is sweet. Nah, you're not actually my type.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10But if you are looking for a date, try Abi Temperance.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13Her sister's a model. Might be right up your boulevard.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15Thank you.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- Not exactly Ross and Rachel, are they?- Trust me.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22Drink at Albie's says Jac will be asking him to meet Emma
0:14:22 > 0:14:26- before the sun goes down. - Oh, you're on.- Mm-hm. Yeah, OK.
0:14:31 > 0:14:35CEOs only stalk wards when they're hunting, don't they?
0:14:35 > 0:14:38- Agreed. - So what's Hanssen really doing here?
0:14:41 > 0:14:43I don't know.
0:14:45 > 0:14:49Do you think Hanssen's only here because I messed up?
0:14:49 > 0:14:51Of course not.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53Are you sure? Cos I'm on my final warning.
0:14:53 > 0:14:54It's a coincidence.
0:15:01 > 0:15:05Hi. Me again. We're ready to take you for your CT scan.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07Actually, I've decided I don't want one.
0:15:07 > 0:15:11I'm worried about exposure to radiation from it.
0:15:11 > 0:15:15From a CT scan? I mean, the radiation risk is reduced.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17It would only be a problem if you were exposed for a long time...
0:15:17 > 0:15:19I don't care. I'd rather not.
0:15:19 > 0:15:22- It would help us to work out what's causing your discomfort.- Sorry.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24I don't want it, OK?
0:15:24 > 0:15:27OK, we can do an ultrasound instead.
0:15:27 > 0:15:28It won't be as clear, though.
0:15:30 > 0:15:31Not sure about that either.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37OK. One second.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Rose Temperance.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50Ah, yes, her CT scan come back yet?
0:15:50 > 0:15:54No, she doesn't want one, and she's not sure about ultrasound either.
0:15:54 > 0:15:59- Why?- I don't know. - Is she trouble?- Just resistant.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01Right.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10Miss Temperance.
0:16:10 > 0:16:14What's this I hear about your not wanting a CT scan or an ultrasound?
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Ultrasound is cool.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20Right. Well, let's get on with that then, shall we?
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Now then, Mr Hanssen will be with us today,
0:16:24 > 0:16:28- so no more mistakes, young lady. - Mistakes?
0:16:28 > 0:16:31Oh, don't worry. Nobody died. Well, apart from the practice dummy.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34And I doubt he'll hold that against her.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46Raf's thinking of buying a house with Kim.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48It's a bit fast, isn't it?
0:16:48 > 0:16:50They're going to need somewhere.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52Yeah, I get that.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54- Oh, I think there's a "but" coming. - But...- There it is.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57..is it right for Raf? I mean, be there for the kids.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59Be a father to them. But buy a house together?
0:16:59 > 0:17:02I mean, they're not even really in a relationship.
0:17:02 > 0:17:03Well, Raf's a grown man. He can do what he wants.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06He's just taken on too much too soon.
0:17:06 > 0:17:10I don't think it's any of your business, either. Just saying.
0:17:18 > 0:17:19Kim?
0:17:21 > 0:17:22Do you know Paul Szonyi?
0:17:26 > 0:17:29Weirdly, actually I do. We used to work together.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32I just saw him in one of the beds and I went to say hello.
0:17:32 > 0:17:36- Is he OK?- Well, we're just doing some tests. Can I...?- Yeah.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44Is Dr Burrows OK?
0:17:44 > 0:17:47Oh, well, she did completely mess things up earlier.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50If the situation had been real, the patient would have died.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53Yes, but it wasn't a real situation was it? And I'm sure with you
0:17:53 > 0:17:57as her mentor, with your sensitive guidance and gentle encouragement,
0:17:57 > 0:17:59she'll be better equipped next time.
0:17:59 > 0:18:02And it's only failure if she doesn't learn from it, isn't it?
0:18:02 > 0:18:05Henrik, why are you here?
0:18:05 > 0:18:08I don't believe for one minute that your presence on AAU is routine.
0:18:08 > 0:18:12And given that it's my ward, I would like to know the real reason.
0:18:12 > 0:18:16Right, well, concerns have been raised about bullying.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18I haven't noticed anything.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22You mean me!
0:18:23 > 0:18:27- Dr Burrows?- I'm not at liberty to disclose such information,
0:18:27 > 0:18:28as you very well know.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31OK. I have standards. I have expectations. That's how I work.
0:18:31 > 0:18:35- If you have a problem with that...- I don't.
0:18:35 > 0:18:39I know I can push my team, but that's only because I want the best,
0:18:39 > 0:18:40and I want them to be the best.
0:18:40 > 0:18:44- Yes, I understand that. - You can watch me all you like.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47In fact, I welcome it, and I look forward to being exonerated.
0:18:56 > 0:18:57Kim.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02Did you really come to see Raf?
0:19:04 > 0:19:06Yes, look... Look I've got...
0:19:06 > 0:19:09It's just things seemed to get a bit heated when you were talking
0:19:09 > 0:19:10to Paul Szonyi.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15We just had a few words, that's all.
0:19:15 > 0:19:16About what?
0:19:19 > 0:19:22Truth is...
0:19:22 > 0:19:25his company owes me a shedload of money for some work I did for him
0:19:25 > 0:19:26ages ago. And I need it.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30So, I went to see him this morning, things got a bit heated and...
0:19:30 > 0:19:34- well, he...he just keeled over. - You were with him?
0:19:34 > 0:19:35I was the one that called the ambulance.
0:19:35 > 0:19:38Why didn't you just say this when you came in?
0:19:38 > 0:19:40It'd just give Raf one more thing to worry about,
0:19:40 > 0:19:43and he's already done so much for me.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45I don't want to just rely on him.
0:19:45 > 0:19:49I want to pay as much as I possibly can into this deposit,
0:19:49 > 0:19:51so that he doesn't have to.
0:19:51 > 0:19:54Maybe you should have thought of renting first.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58That's what I said, but he was adamant.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01As soon as he found out about the babies, he was like a man
0:20:01 > 0:20:02on a mission.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04I'm just trying to do my bit.
0:20:10 > 0:20:13Thanks for changing your mind about the ultrasound.
0:20:13 > 0:20:16Did you research it on your phone?
0:20:16 > 0:20:18It seemed the less intrusive option.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20My body is my livelihood.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23I have to do whatever seems best to look after it.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Yeah, but surely that must get boring,
0:20:25 > 0:20:26looking glamorous all the time?
0:20:26 > 0:20:29You must want to stuff your face every now and again?
0:20:29 > 0:20:31I do. I eat what I want.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34I've got one of those metabolisms that never puts it on.
0:20:34 > 0:20:35Really?
0:20:35 > 0:20:37I wouldn't do the job otherwise.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40You see what some of the other girls do to themselves.
0:20:40 > 0:20:42No way, honey. Not me.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45Well, good for you.
0:20:47 > 0:20:50So what was all that about making your sister homeless?
0:20:50 > 0:20:52Dad died a while back.
0:20:52 > 0:20:53Mum more recently.
0:20:55 > 0:20:56I'm sorry to hear that.
0:20:56 > 0:20:59We inherited the farm we grew up on.
0:21:00 > 0:21:03Abi jacked in modelling and took it over.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05I want to sell it.
0:21:05 > 0:21:06Why?
0:21:06 > 0:21:08Just do.
0:21:08 > 0:21:10We met up to talk about it.
0:21:11 > 0:21:12Didn't get very far.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17OK, I don't get why you're experiencing pain there.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Did you fall on anything?
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Oh, I can't remember. Other things on my mind,
0:21:21 > 0:21:24like crabby Abi coming at me with a pitchfork.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Let me have a look.
0:21:26 > 0:21:29This is great, now my sister's face isn't going to be the one scarred
0:21:29 > 0:21:31beyond recognition?
0:21:31 > 0:21:32Maybe next time, eh?
0:21:32 > 0:21:35These won't scar, and you shouldn't talk like that about your sister.
0:21:35 > 0:21:36Why? She'd say the same.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40Are you a model too?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42Yeah, I...I used to be.
0:21:42 > 0:21:46Nightmare. So not as glamorous as you might think.
0:21:48 > 0:21:49You smell like countryside.
0:21:51 > 0:21:52It's...it's the dung.
0:21:52 > 0:21:55- Done?- Dung.
0:21:55 > 0:21:59- Dung.- Yeah, I'm a... I'm a farmer. I love it.
0:21:59 > 0:22:03You know, the fashion world can be so shallow and soul-destroying
0:22:03 > 0:22:05by comparison.
0:22:06 > 0:22:07I don't doubt it.
0:22:08 > 0:22:09Keep very still.
0:22:12 > 0:22:14OK, that's the last one, I think.
0:22:16 > 0:22:21So, empyema following a bout of pneumonia.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23How did that happen?
0:22:23 > 0:22:26Just the farm gets cold...at night.
0:22:27 > 0:22:31- OK, can I borrow you for a second? - Excuse me.
0:22:34 > 0:22:38Doing nurses' jobs now, are we? Is there no end to your talents?
0:22:38 > 0:22:41Seemed to make sense while we're waiting for test results.
0:22:41 > 0:22:43Well, bay 4 needs an enema if you're twiddling your thumbs.
0:22:43 > 0:22:46Actually, I want to keep a close eye on Abi.
0:22:46 > 0:22:49Her BP has dropped, pulse is high and she seems fatigued.
0:22:49 > 0:22:50Yeah, I bet she does.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53Er, tell me. Has Jac mentioned meeting Emma?
0:22:53 > 0:22:57- Not yet, but I'm working on it. - I'm liking you more by the minute.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Oh, Paul Szonyi's CT shows a liver laceration
0:23:04 > 0:23:06on the left and right lobe.
0:23:06 > 0:23:08Ah, that's not good. He's not going to like being told
0:23:08 > 0:23:09he needs an operation.
0:23:16 > 0:23:20- Looks like he's done a runner. - I'll call security.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Can you check out the front for Paul Szonyi?
0:23:24 > 0:23:27- Ah, yes, security.- Just talk to me, please don't walk away.
0:23:27 > 0:23:30Look, you have to help me. Look, I'm having a nightmare!
0:23:30 > 0:23:34- I can't help you.- Look, look you're my out.- What's going on?
0:23:36 > 0:23:39PAUL SZONYI GASPS AND GROANS
0:23:41 > 0:23:44OK, he's tachycardic. We need to get him straight into theatre.
0:23:44 > 0:23:48Right, on three. One...two...three. OK.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52I've just been accused of bullying.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54Have you ever heard anything so ridiculous?
0:23:54 > 0:23:58It's not a trait I'd...normally associate with you, no.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01What do you mean by that? And why did you hesitate?
0:24:01 > 0:24:05Well, I've heard murmurs of discontent.
0:24:05 > 0:24:06Well, you could have told me.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09- I wasn't sure how relevant they were.- Well very, clearly.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12I'm really behind schedule, sorry.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18Everything all right?
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Her ultrasound was unclear, BP's low.
0:24:20 > 0:24:24- CT would've been way more revealing. - No, I meant with you.
0:24:24 > 0:24:26Me?
0:24:26 > 0:24:28Yeah, absolutely...
0:24:28 > 0:24:30You know my door's always open.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34- Of course.- OK.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Er, word of advice.
0:24:41 > 0:24:46Next time, come to me rather than going public with a complaint. Hm?
0:24:49 > 0:24:53OK, and cut, please. Thank you.
0:24:53 > 0:24:54You OK?
0:24:54 > 0:24:58Well, I'm just a bit confused about what Kim and Mr Szonyi
0:24:58 > 0:25:00were arguing about.
0:25:00 > 0:25:03It's no big deal. It's just an old work thing, apparently.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05You know something? It seemed like a big deal.
0:25:05 > 0:25:09Work connections...can get a bit intense.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16Right, I'll leave you to it.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23Essie, is something going on?
0:25:23 > 0:25:26If Kim is in any trouble I'd like to know about it.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29That's fine. Thanks.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34Shift going well?
0:25:35 > 0:25:36Yeah, absolutely.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38Are you sure?
0:25:38 > 0:25:41Yeah, yeah, and I...I wouldn't want anyone to think otherwise,
0:25:41 > 0:25:44that I'm unhappy in any way.
0:25:44 > 0:25:45Are you?
0:25:45 > 0:25:48No, no.
0:25:50 > 0:25:54Has someone...said otherwise?
0:25:54 > 0:25:55I'm not at liberty to say.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57Cos I haven't said anything. I wouldn't...
0:25:57 > 0:26:00Unless, of course, you felt you had legitimate cause for complaint,
0:26:00 > 0:26:04in which case you'd be perfectly correct in voicing your concerns.
0:26:04 > 0:26:05Yeah, but I don't.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09Ms Campbell being fair to you, is she?
0:26:09 > 0:26:12Yeah, course she is. Fairer than fair.
0:26:15 > 0:26:17I just want to be the best doctor I can be,
0:26:17 > 0:26:21and Ms Campbell can help me do that. And I don't want an easy time.
0:26:21 > 0:26:24So does it mean you're having a difficult time?
0:26:24 > 0:26:27No, no, that's not what I meant. I just...
0:26:27 > 0:26:28You know, who wants fair?
0:26:28 > 0:26:30I do.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34Yeah, but sometimes you have to be harsh to be fair.
0:26:34 > 0:26:37Not that anyone is being harsh, I just...
0:26:37 > 0:26:40You know honestly, I am... I'm fine... I'm...
0:26:40 > 0:26:43- Can I...- Yes, of course. Don't let me stop you.
0:26:43 > 0:26:46Is this a private party, or can anyone join in?
0:26:46 > 0:26:49Dr Burrows was just saying how much she appreciates your guidance.
0:26:49 > 0:26:52Was she now? Good, well, I'm pleased.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55Rose Temperance.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59I really think she's hiding something from us.
0:27:00 > 0:27:04OK. Let's take a look, shall we?
0:27:04 > 0:27:07PHONE RINGS
0:27:09 > 0:27:11Hanssen.
0:27:11 > 0:27:15HE SPEAKS GERMAN
0:27:22 > 0:27:24Paul Szonyi's out of theatre and stable.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27But we need to keep a close eye.
0:27:27 > 0:27:29Raf, there's something I need to tell you.
0:27:29 > 0:27:31He owes you money. Essie told me.
0:27:31 > 0:27:35I know you asked her not to, but after I saw you and Paul
0:27:35 > 0:27:37on the staircase, my mind was racing.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40You should have told me.
0:27:40 > 0:27:43I didn't want to make you worry.
0:27:43 > 0:27:46- I can always cover the money. - That's exactly what I don't want.
0:27:46 > 0:27:51But what did he mean, anyway, that you had to help him?
0:27:51 > 0:27:54By not putting pressure on him to get me my money.
0:27:54 > 0:27:56Well, that's way out of order.
0:27:56 > 0:27:57So what if his company's in trouble?
0:27:57 > 0:28:00- That's no reason you should have to suffer.- I know.
0:28:00 > 0:28:03- I'll have a word with him. - No. No, please don't.
0:28:03 > 0:28:06I've said what I need to say. I don't want to make him worse.
0:28:06 > 0:28:10I'd rather just leave it. Please. Promise me.
0:28:12 > 0:28:13You won't say anything?
0:28:17 > 0:28:20- Ah, Senor Rossini.- Mr Hanssen. - Glad I caught you.
0:28:20 > 0:28:23I just had a phone call from Dieter Ehling asking me to speak
0:28:23 > 0:28:26- at a conference in Berlin. - How is he?
0:28:26 > 0:28:29He's very well. Asking after you, actually.
0:28:29 > 0:28:33He seemed surprised that you'd left Berlin quite so quickly.
0:28:33 > 0:28:37Holby was such a brilliant opportunity. I jumped at it.
0:28:37 > 0:28:41I gather you've developed a close working relationship with Ms Naylor.
0:28:41 > 0:28:43She's a formidable colleague.
0:28:43 > 0:28:47She is indeed. Now tread carefully, won't you?
0:28:47 > 0:28:49Lies have a habit of catching up with you.
0:28:59 > 0:29:00All her tests have come back satisfactory.
0:29:00 > 0:29:02Yeah, but her BP's dropping.
0:29:02 > 0:29:05- Her general state of health OK? - Yeah, from what she says.
0:29:05 > 0:29:07Any occupational hazards we need know about?
0:29:07 > 0:29:09What about a party lifestyle?
0:29:11 > 0:29:13Drugs?
0:29:13 > 0:29:15She says she doesn't go near them.
0:29:15 > 0:29:17And what do you think the problem is?
0:29:19 > 0:29:23I think she has an internal bleed and we need to perform a laparotomy.
0:29:23 > 0:29:26We can't open her up based on just a hunch.
0:29:26 > 0:29:28Check her iron and potassium levels.
0:29:28 > 0:29:30- FAST BEEPING - Ms Campbell!
0:29:31 > 0:29:33Her BP's through the floor.
0:29:33 > 0:29:35Right. Theatre, now!
0:29:40 > 0:29:43Hey, I've been thinking. Maybe I could have a word with Jonny.
0:29:43 > 0:29:45- Jonny? About what?- Emma.
0:29:45 > 0:29:48I mean, he's a really good mate of mine and I was thinking that...
0:29:48 > 0:29:51Sorry. What are you doing exactly? What do you want from me?
0:29:54 > 0:29:56Abi Temperance, FBC.
0:30:06 > 0:30:07Hey.
0:30:08 > 0:30:11Your blood tests have revealed a complication.
0:30:11 > 0:30:14- You have what's called aplastic anaemia.- A plastic what?
0:30:14 > 0:30:18The antibiotics you're on have wiped out your white blood cells.
0:30:18 > 0:30:20We're going to need to do a blood transfusion
0:30:20 > 0:30:23and a follow-up treatment with steroids.
0:30:23 > 0:30:25Any family you want us to contact?
0:30:25 > 0:30:29- No.- Boyfriend, partner?
0:30:29 > 0:30:31No. Why?
0:30:31 > 0:30:34Just...family is important.
0:30:34 > 0:30:37You should have someone.
0:30:37 > 0:30:38- What about your sister?- No.
0:30:40 > 0:30:42No, I don't want her to know about any of it.
0:30:45 > 0:30:47OK.
0:30:54 > 0:30:55So how come you know Kim?
0:30:57 > 0:31:00- I saw you talking to her earlier. - She used to be a patient here.- Oh.
0:31:03 > 0:31:05And what about the doctor?
0:31:05 > 0:31:07How well does he know her?
0:31:08 > 0:31:10He's not seeing her, is he?
0:31:12 > 0:31:15I don't think that's any of your business, do you?
0:31:15 > 0:31:16I think it is.
0:31:17 > 0:31:19I think it's completely my business.
0:31:21 > 0:31:22Why?
0:31:24 > 0:31:26Because I'm the father of her kids.
0:31:30 > 0:31:31Sort your date out yet?
0:31:33 > 0:31:36- Actually, I think you're right. - I usually am.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38As you say, we're not joined at the hip.
0:31:40 > 0:31:42You've changed your tune.
0:31:43 > 0:31:45Oh, trust me to open my mouth and stick my foot in it.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47You know, sticking my oar in like that.
0:31:47 > 0:31:52Yeah, me and my size nines, right? Boots...shoes. Size nines.
0:31:52 > 0:31:55- In my mouth.- You have size nine feet?- No, what I mean is...
0:31:55 > 0:31:58- HE KNOCKS ON WALL - Abi Temperance, trouble breathing.
0:32:00 > 0:32:03She's weak, pulse is through the roof. It could be sepsis.
0:32:05 > 0:32:08She needs a transfusion now. Get bloods as soon as we can.
0:32:08 > 0:32:10Good spot, Mr Valentine.
0:32:11 > 0:32:14Is she the type to tell someone they were a father if they weren't?
0:32:14 > 0:32:17I wouldn't put it past her. She's vulnerable, she's needy,
0:32:17 > 0:32:19and I think she's trouble.
0:32:20 > 0:32:22Well, in that case I think you've got no choice,
0:32:22 > 0:32:24and I think you've got to tell him.
0:32:24 > 0:32:26But how? He's always wanted to be a dad,
0:32:26 > 0:32:29and when he finds out that he might be, or thinks he is,
0:32:29 > 0:32:31- he's over the moon. - Yeah, that's true.
0:32:31 > 0:32:33He is the happiest I have ever seen him.
0:32:33 > 0:32:36How do I tell him it could be a pack of lies?
0:32:36 > 0:32:38Oh, I don't know.
0:32:38 > 0:32:40Maybe you were right. Maybe it's none of my business.
0:32:43 > 0:32:47Do you know what? I think I was wrong. I think it is now.
0:32:48 > 0:32:50You were right to be concerned. Well done.
0:32:50 > 0:32:52Now all we need is for you to hold your nerve
0:32:52 > 0:32:54in a real theatre situation as you said you could.
0:32:54 > 0:32:57So? Any sign of infection or obstruction?
0:32:57 > 0:32:59Um...
0:32:59 > 0:33:01here. There's an obstruction.
0:33:01 > 0:33:03- What about it? - Well, there's torsion.
0:33:03 > 0:33:08- Resulting in? - A closed loop bowel obstruction.
0:33:08 > 0:33:10Its consequence being... Come on!
0:33:10 > 0:33:15The obstruction is perforated and gone septic, hence the BP dropping.
0:33:15 > 0:33:18So far, so acceptable. What do we need to know?
0:33:20 > 0:33:21What's causing the obstruction.
0:33:21 > 0:33:24- Namely?- Forceps?
0:33:34 > 0:33:37- A...bezoar by the looks of it. - Indeed.
0:33:37 > 0:33:39Made up of...?
0:33:41 > 0:33:46- Bowel matter and...something else. - Something else being?
0:33:47 > 0:33:50- I don't know.- You told me she had conventional eating habits.
0:33:50 > 0:33:52That's what she said. That she could eat whatever she wanted.
0:33:52 > 0:33:55A steady diet of cotton wool by the look of it.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03Hey.
0:34:06 > 0:34:08- Has Kim gone?- Yeah.
0:34:08 > 0:34:11We talked about the money that she's owed, and I was made to promise
0:34:11 > 0:34:13- not to mention it.- Right.
0:34:16 > 0:34:19What if Kim's not telling the truth?
0:34:19 > 0:34:21Of course she is.
0:34:21 > 0:34:23Why?
0:34:23 > 0:34:24Something Paul Szonyi said.
0:34:26 > 0:34:28Paul and Kim...
0:34:30 > 0:34:34..have been involved with each other as well.
0:34:34 > 0:34:36What are you saying, Essie?
0:34:36 > 0:34:38He says...that Kim told him...
0:34:40 > 0:34:42..that the kids were his.
0:34:46 > 0:34:49Well... Well, they're not.
0:34:49 > 0:34:51I know when I slept with her.
0:34:52 > 0:34:54Well, I'm sorry, but maybe he did too.
0:34:58 > 0:35:00Why are you doing this?
0:35:00 > 0:35:02Why would you say that?
0:35:02 > 0:35:04Believe me, I wish I wasn't, but if he is the father
0:35:04 > 0:35:06- then it changes everything. - He's lying!
0:35:08 > 0:35:10And this isn't about Paul at all, is it?
0:35:10 > 0:35:13No, this is about you being hard on Kim again.
0:35:13 > 0:35:15- No, it's not. - And why is that?
0:35:16 > 0:35:18Because of Parker.
0:35:21 > 0:35:22Or is it you and me?
0:35:22 > 0:35:25- HE LAUGHS - Is that it?
0:35:28 > 0:35:30Is this because of what happened between us?
0:35:32 > 0:35:34Did it mean more to you than it did to me?
0:35:36 > 0:35:38No.
0:35:40 > 0:35:42I'm just relaying what he said...
0:35:44 > 0:35:46..because I think it's important that you know.
0:35:56 > 0:35:58What do you think you're playing at,
0:35:58 > 0:36:01claiming that you're the father of Kim's twins?
0:36:01 > 0:36:04I am. Well, that's what she told me this morning.
0:36:05 > 0:36:07Why, has she told you something different?
0:36:07 > 0:36:08Well, if you're the father,
0:36:08 > 0:36:10then why didn't she tell you when she first got pregnant?
0:36:10 > 0:36:12Why wait until this morning?
0:36:12 > 0:36:14To stop me from going to the police.
0:36:14 > 0:36:16The police?
0:36:16 > 0:36:17About what?
0:36:17 > 0:36:19- The money she owes.- No.
0:36:19 > 0:36:22You and your company owe HER money, and you have to pay her.
0:36:24 > 0:36:25Is that what she's told you?
0:36:25 > 0:36:27Wow! She's certainly got you
0:36:27 > 0:36:30wrapped around her little finger, hasn't she?
0:36:30 > 0:36:32I don't believe a word you're saying. Why should I?
0:36:32 > 0:36:35Because you know that my stress is genuine.
0:36:35 > 0:36:37And you know what caused that?
0:36:37 > 0:36:39The money she owes me.
0:36:39 > 0:36:41For what?
0:36:41 > 0:36:44Look, you and your company owe her money, and you have to pay her.
0:36:44 > 0:36:47Oh, she was in debt. Bad debt.
0:36:48 > 0:36:50Anyway.
0:36:51 > 0:36:53She came on to me.
0:36:53 > 0:36:54Oh, yeah.
0:36:55 > 0:36:57She fancied me rotten.
0:36:59 > 0:37:02So we started going out,
0:37:02 > 0:37:05and...happy days.
0:37:07 > 0:37:09And then she told me that she was in trouble
0:37:09 > 0:37:11so I said I'd get her the money.
0:37:12 > 0:37:14What's this got to do with the police?
0:37:16 > 0:37:19I might have took the money from the company.
0:37:19 > 0:37:21You stole money for her?
0:37:21 > 0:37:23How much?
0:37:25 > 0:37:2625,000.
0:37:26 > 0:37:29Yeah, but she said she'd get it back,
0:37:29 > 0:37:31but then she goes and dumps me.
0:37:31 > 0:37:33So now, get this,
0:37:33 > 0:37:38the company have sprung an audit, and they're going to find out.
0:37:38 > 0:37:40So I went to see her this morning to tell her that the police might get
0:37:40 > 0:37:43involved, and if they did, that I would have to mention her name.
0:37:43 > 0:37:45And that's when she told you about the twins?
0:37:45 > 0:37:49Well, she begged me to keep quiet for their sake,
0:37:49 > 0:37:51so...so they're not taken away.
0:37:51 > 0:37:53She wouldn't lie to me like that.
0:37:53 > 0:37:56She's playing you, like she played me.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59That's what you think.
0:38:01 > 0:38:04I should have realised. That's...why she didn't want the CT.
0:38:04 > 0:38:05Yeah, move on. Too late now.
0:38:05 > 0:38:08Right we've taken out the perforated pieces of the bowel. What next?
0:38:10 > 0:38:11What next?
0:38:11 > 0:38:14Um, perform the anastomosis.
0:38:14 > 0:38:15Yeah, staple gun, quickly.
0:38:19 > 0:38:21There's a tear. The wrong cartridge was in the gun.
0:38:21 > 0:38:23You gave me the wrong cartridge!
0:38:23 > 0:38:26- I'm sorry, I should have checked. - Well, that would have been nice,
0:38:26 > 0:38:28instead of feeling sorry for yourself.
0:38:28 > 0:38:30The cartridge is the responsibility of the individual
0:38:30 > 0:38:32- performing the operation. - Are you saying it's my fault?
0:38:32 > 0:38:35No-one's fault. Your responsibility, and you're pushing her too hard.
0:38:35 > 0:38:38- I'm her mentor! Unless she wants to find someone else.- No, I don't.
0:38:38 > 0:38:40I'm trying to make her perform to the best of her abilities.
0:38:40 > 0:38:42You're making her ill, look at her!
0:38:42 > 0:38:47- I'm fine.- Right, take a break, Dr Burrows, please. Now!
0:38:48 > 0:38:5020 Vicryl.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59We've given you steroids to treat the aplastic anaemia
0:38:59 > 0:39:03- and have started your transfusion. - Will I be OK?
0:39:03 > 0:39:06There's a small chance you might need a bone marrow transplant.
0:39:06 > 0:39:09- What does that mean? - It means we'd have to find a donor.
0:39:11 > 0:39:14Your sister is the obvious candidate, depending on how she is.
0:39:14 > 0:39:16Yeah, well, that's not happening is it?
0:39:17 > 0:39:21- What do you mean, depending on how she is?- She's in theatre.
0:39:23 > 0:39:26Do you want me to check on her?
0:39:42 > 0:39:44- TOGETHER: I'm sorry.- I'm sorry.
0:39:45 > 0:39:50Look, OK, so I probably shouldn't have interfered with you, or Jac.
0:39:50 > 0:39:53Well, not quite interfere, more like... I shouldn't have got
0:39:53 > 0:39:56- involved with you. No, wait, that doesn't make sense either...- Mo.
0:39:56 > 0:39:57I'm sorry too.
0:39:57 > 0:39:59We're fine.
0:40:00 > 0:40:03Apart from your huge feet, of course.
0:40:08 > 0:40:10What is it? What's happened?
0:40:13 > 0:40:16Is he the twins' father? Paul Szonyi.
0:40:18 > 0:40:20No more lies. Is he?
0:40:20 > 0:40:22No.
0:40:22 > 0:40:28- Then why did he tell me he was? - I was trying to keep him sweet.
0:40:28 > 0:40:30Is he telling the truth about the money that he stole for you?
0:40:35 > 0:40:37I was in a bad place.
0:40:38 > 0:40:40He was there when no-one else was.
0:40:40 > 0:40:42You lied to me.
0:40:43 > 0:40:47- Did you know that he was going to embezzle that money?- I didn't ask.
0:40:47 > 0:40:48In other words, yes.
0:40:48 > 0:40:50All he said was that he could make it go away.
0:40:50 > 0:40:53I was desperate. It was all that I cared about.
0:40:54 > 0:40:58But now it's different. The twins are yours.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00You see, that's just it.
0:41:00 > 0:41:03- I don't think they are.- I swear!
0:41:03 > 0:41:07My chances of being a dad are slim, and we slept together once.
0:41:08 > 0:41:10Yeah, you told him he was the father when you had something
0:41:10 > 0:41:13to gain from it. Didn't you?
0:41:13 > 0:41:15And that's what you did to me. You ended up in here
0:41:15 > 0:41:18and it suited you to tell me that I was the father.
0:41:18 > 0:41:20That's not true, Raf.
0:41:21 > 0:41:23I love you.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26I want you.
0:41:26 > 0:41:28I want our children to be happy.
0:41:30 > 0:41:32Please?
0:41:33 > 0:41:35Mr Rossini!
0:41:35 > 0:41:38Can I speak to Abi Temperance?
0:41:38 > 0:41:39- Sure.- OK, thanks.
0:41:43 > 0:41:44This is Dr Burrows.
0:41:44 > 0:41:46Jasmine. I'm one of the doctors who's been looking after
0:41:46 > 0:41:48- your sister.- Is she OK?
0:41:48 > 0:41:52Yeah, she had to have an operation but she should be fine.
0:41:52 > 0:41:56I...I'm trying to work something out. I need your help.
0:41:56 > 0:41:58You OK?
0:41:58 > 0:41:59Yeah, yeah. I'm fine.
0:42:01 > 0:42:03Rose told me she could eat whatever she wanted
0:42:03 > 0:42:04and never gain any weight,
0:42:04 > 0:42:08when in actual fact she's been going to great lengths to avoid eating.
0:42:08 > 0:42:10I was the one who could never put on weight.
0:42:10 > 0:42:13Like, I was the one who wanted to be a model.
0:42:13 > 0:42:16- Didn't Rose?- No. She came with me to a couple of shows,
0:42:16 > 0:42:18she got spotted and told to come back when she'd lost some weight.
0:42:18 > 0:42:21She just went away and did it.
0:42:21 > 0:42:23Why, if she wasn't fussed about being a model?
0:42:23 > 0:42:25To be better than me.
0:42:25 > 0:42:26To do better than me.
0:42:26 > 0:42:29- You really think that's what it was about?- Yeah.
0:42:29 > 0:42:32Maybe she just wanted to be more like you.
0:42:33 > 0:42:36It must be hard being a younger sister sometimes.
0:42:38 > 0:42:41Yeah, well, especially now there's just the two of you.
0:42:41 > 0:42:42Rose needs you.
0:43:12 > 0:43:15What are you doing here? I thought you'd been stood down.
0:43:15 > 0:43:17I know. I've had a rest.
0:43:17 > 0:43:19I was going to talk to Rose about her condition,
0:43:19 > 0:43:21- but not if you are, obviously. - Oh, no, no. Far be it from me.
0:43:21 > 0:43:22You go ahead.
0:43:28 > 0:43:31Your operation was a success.
0:43:31 > 0:43:37We removed an obstruction from your small intestine.
0:43:40 > 0:43:44Look, we understand you must be under a lot of pressure and we can
0:43:44 > 0:43:46organise counselling and support.
0:43:49 > 0:43:53But I think you could look closer to home...
0:43:53 > 0:43:55- to Abi...- Why is that relevant?
0:43:55 > 0:43:56I told you earlier, focus on the clinical...
0:43:56 > 0:43:58They lost their mum recently.
0:44:04 > 0:44:05You must miss her?
0:44:07 > 0:44:09Is that why you want to get rid of the farm?
0:44:09 > 0:44:10Too many memories?
0:44:13 > 0:44:15Abi must find it hard too.
0:44:23 > 0:44:24- Raf...- Forget it.
0:44:26 > 0:44:30You knew that she was using. You knew she was in trouble,
0:44:30 > 0:44:32and you knew she would do anything if you helped her.
0:44:32 > 0:44:35- She's no innocent. - No, and she has to face up to that.
0:44:35 > 0:44:38But she needed support, not exploitation.
0:44:38 > 0:44:40You used her.
0:44:40 > 0:44:43So what are you now? Her knight in shining armour?
0:44:45 > 0:44:47- BEEPING - He's crashing!
0:44:47 > 0:44:50He's bleeding out. We need some help here!
0:44:50 > 0:44:52Let's get him into theatre, now!
0:45:03 > 0:45:04KNOCK ON DOOR
0:45:04 > 0:45:07Ms Campbell, I just wanted to say...
0:45:09 > 0:45:12..about what happened in theatre... and...and just now...
0:45:12 > 0:45:17- I never meant to cause any...any trouble.- No matter.
0:45:17 > 0:45:19If I'd questioned what Rose said,
0:45:19 > 0:45:22I could have spotted the problem sooner.
0:45:22 > 0:45:25Yes, yes, you could improve on that. You could spot things sooner.
0:45:25 > 0:45:28If you had, it might have saved...
0:45:29 > 0:45:32- It might have saved an awful lot of trouble.- I'm sorry.
0:45:32 > 0:45:34Oh, will you stop saying that?
0:45:34 > 0:45:36Anyone can be sorry when the damage is already done,
0:45:36 > 0:45:39but it doesn't help. Because some...sometimes when you
0:45:39 > 0:45:42don't spot things, people die!
0:45:42 > 0:45:46Do you get that? Do you understand that?
0:45:47 > 0:45:50And who are you to be dishing out advice about grief?
0:45:50 > 0:45:54- What the hell do you know about it? - I'm sorry about Elinor.
0:45:58 > 0:45:59I did everything I could.
0:46:02 > 0:46:04It wasn't enough, though, was it?
0:46:12 > 0:46:16I'm up...all night...
0:46:17 > 0:46:18..every night...
0:46:21 > 0:46:22..looking at old photos...
0:46:24 > 0:46:26..going through diaries.
0:46:28 > 0:46:30I have birth records...
0:46:33 > 0:46:35..I have locks of hair...
0:46:41 > 0:46:43I have...
0:46:48 > 0:46:50..drawings and...
0:46:51 > 0:46:52..and favourite toys...
0:46:55 > 0:46:59I have... I have memory upon memory... but do I...
0:46:59 > 0:47:01do I cherish them?
0:47:01 > 0:47:04No, because I don't have her, and I don't have her because of you!
0:47:04 > 0:47:07- Serena, no!- Why didn't you see what was happening to her?
0:47:07 > 0:47:10Why didn't you make sure I was there for her?
0:47:10 > 0:47:15Why, why, why are you still here? And she's not!
0:47:39 > 0:47:41Have you come to gloat?
0:47:41 > 0:47:43Why would I do that?
0:47:44 > 0:47:46Raf ended it with me.
0:47:48 > 0:47:50It's what you wanted, wasn't it?
0:47:57 > 0:47:59I got these for me and Raf.
0:48:01 > 0:48:03Eurostar tickets.
0:48:05 > 0:48:08I figured we could do with getting away for a few days.
0:48:08 > 0:48:09Do you want them?
0:48:13 > 0:48:15I've just lost the best thing I ever had.
0:48:17 > 0:48:21The best thing you ever had, and still have,
0:48:21 > 0:48:23is Parker and the twins.
0:48:25 > 0:48:26They need you, not Raf.
0:48:28 > 0:48:30If I own up to what I've done...
0:48:32 > 0:48:34..they'll lose me.
0:48:34 > 0:48:36I could go to prison for all I know.
0:48:37 > 0:48:39They'll take away the twins, and...
0:48:41 > 0:48:43..who knows what'll happen to Parker.
0:48:49 > 0:48:51Someone to see you.
0:48:58 > 0:49:02- You look like hell. - You don't look so hot yourself.
0:49:04 > 0:49:06You OK?
0:49:06 > 0:49:11Mm-hm. A small chance I might need a bone marrow transplant.
0:49:15 > 0:49:19Not sure who I'm going to get the bone marrow from.
0:49:19 > 0:49:21You?
0:49:21 > 0:49:23Counselling...
0:49:23 > 0:49:25TLC...
0:49:25 > 0:49:28Not sure who I'm going to get that from.
0:49:51 > 0:49:53Paul's out of danger.
0:49:54 > 0:49:57He's in ITU, but he's off a lot of support.
0:49:58 > 0:50:00He'll pull through.
0:50:02 > 0:50:05The twins will have a dad.
0:50:08 > 0:50:10Thank you.
0:50:17 > 0:50:19Kim...
0:50:22 > 0:50:24Sorry.
0:50:24 > 0:50:26The police are downstairs to speak to you.
0:50:27 > 0:50:29These guys will take you down.
0:50:31 > 0:50:34You just couldn't wait, could you?
0:50:34 > 0:50:35It wasn't Essie.
0:50:36 > 0:50:38It was me.
0:50:39 > 0:50:41I rang the police.
0:50:50 > 0:50:52KNOCK ON DOOR
0:50:52 > 0:50:54Forgive the intrusion.
0:50:56 > 0:50:59A word, if I may, about Dr Burrows.
0:50:59 > 0:51:01Yes, of course. I...
0:51:03 > 0:51:09I clearly have an issue with grief, and I was taking it out on Jasmine.
0:51:09 > 0:51:12So...
0:51:12 > 0:51:16I fully understand the need to reprimand me
0:51:16 > 0:51:18as you see fit.
0:51:18 > 0:51:20Well, now we know what we're dealing with I suggest we just
0:51:20 > 0:51:23monitor the situation very carefully. That's all.
0:51:23 > 0:51:25That's all?
0:51:27 > 0:51:30You're prepared to let me loose on your wards again?
0:51:32 > 0:51:37We all need support from time to time, Serena, and at least
0:51:37 > 0:51:39you're recognising the problem.
0:51:39 > 0:51:41That's the important first step.
0:51:44 > 0:51:47What if I can't take the next step?
0:51:49 > 0:51:52What if I don't want to?
0:51:52 > 0:51:57Then we will continue to support you until you change your mind.
0:52:01 > 0:52:04- Thank you.- Oh, don't thank me.
0:52:04 > 0:52:06Despite being on the brink of collapse,
0:52:06 > 0:52:09Dr Burrows did not want to make a fuss.
0:52:09 > 0:52:11Well, she was right to have made a complaint.
0:52:11 > 0:52:14She didn't make a complaint, actually.
0:52:14 > 0:52:17Jac Naylor did on her sister's behalf.
0:52:25 > 0:52:29I am really sorry. The things that I said earlier...
0:52:29 > 0:52:31It's OK.
0:52:32 > 0:52:33You did the right thing.
0:52:33 > 0:52:36I got there in the end. But just took my time, didn't I?
0:52:38 > 0:52:40Have you seen Kim anywhere?
0:52:41 > 0:52:43She was taken down to see the police.
0:52:43 > 0:52:47Well, she didn't quite make it, cos she managed to give them the slip.
0:52:48 > 0:52:50So much for coming clean.
0:52:50 > 0:52:52They're looking for her now.
0:52:54 > 0:52:57The police found this, and it's for you.
0:53:11 > 0:53:12It sneaks up on you, grief.
0:53:14 > 0:53:19Reminders creep in and ambush you just when you think you can cope.
0:53:23 > 0:53:26It turns out I'm not really coping at all.
0:53:30 > 0:53:32I'm angry.
0:53:35 > 0:53:39And I feel...confused.
0:53:43 > 0:53:45How can she just go...
0:53:46 > 0:53:48..without me really knowing her?
0:53:51 > 0:53:53I had every chance.
0:53:57 > 0:53:59A million moments.
0:54:05 > 0:54:07All gone.
0:54:14 > 0:54:16Now all I'm left with is...
0:54:17 > 0:54:19..the grief and the pain.
0:54:23 > 0:54:25But...
0:54:26 > 0:54:29I don't think I want to let that go.
0:54:35 > 0:54:38Surprised you're still here.
0:54:38 > 0:54:40I thought you'd be out on the town by now.
0:54:40 > 0:54:42I changed my mind.
0:54:44 > 0:54:46Maybe you were right to try and make me feel bad.
0:54:46 > 0:54:48It worked.
0:54:48 > 0:54:51I'll check with Jonny, but perhaps you'd like to come over later
0:54:51 > 0:54:53and I'll introduce you to Emma.
0:55:00 > 0:55:02- My round.- Oh, yes.
0:55:04 > 0:55:08Actually, I'm a bit tired. I think we should leave it.
0:55:10 > 0:55:12OK.
0:55:22 > 0:55:25Jasmine. Can I... Sorry... Can I have a word?
0:55:28 > 0:55:32I... I want to apologise for my behaviour.
0:55:33 > 0:55:35It was unprofessional and unfair.
0:55:36 > 0:55:40I have spoken to Mr Hanssen about making sure it doesn't happen again.
0:55:40 > 0:55:44I am very, very...sorry.
0:55:47 > 0:55:48It's OK.
0:55:49 > 0:55:52We're just waiting for Morven and then we're going to go for a drink.
0:55:52 > 0:55:54Can I buy you one?
0:55:54 > 0:55:57Oh, that's... That's very kind of you. But...
0:55:57 > 0:55:59I honestly don't think having a drink's a very good idea
0:55:59 > 0:56:01for me right now.
0:56:01 > 0:56:02Thank you, though.
0:56:04 > 0:56:06Goodnight.
0:56:12 > 0:56:14Where do you get your forgiving nature from?
0:56:14 > 0:56:15Cos it certainly doesn't run in your family.
0:56:15 > 0:56:20- Yeah, maybe I just want to be liked. - And rated. And I think you are.
0:56:22 > 0:56:23One second...
0:56:28 > 0:56:30Ms Campbell?
0:56:31 > 0:56:34I was just wondering if you're still going to be my mentor.
0:56:35 > 0:56:39I don't think I'm the right person for you.
0:56:39 > 0:56:41I do.
0:56:41 > 0:56:43I think you're exactly the right person.
0:56:43 > 0:56:47I know I'm flawed, and I know I can be annoying and I know I'm never
0:56:47 > 0:56:50going to be as good as my sister.
0:56:50 > 0:56:53But I don't care. I don't want to be.
0:56:53 > 0:56:55I just want to be the best that I can be.
0:56:56 > 0:56:58And...and you can make me that.
0:57:02 > 0:57:04Then I'd be honoured.
0:57:06 > 0:57:07Thanks.
0:57:14 > 0:57:18SIREN